#sometimes it keeps me awake at night
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Já si z dětství zpamatovala, že modrá je nebe, bílí ptáci letí nahoru a krev teče dolů (popřípadě krev musí být dole, nebo by bílou zašpinila).
Co se mnou ale zůstalo víc, je vysvětlení mé skautské vedoucí, jak má vlajka správně vyset: “představte si, že se koukáte na mrtvolu, která před vámi leží – červená je tam, kde je její srdce”.
Zrovna jsme se sourozencem zjistili, že jsme jako malí měli podobnou interpretaci české vlajky
Mě kdysi někdo řekl, že ten modrý trojúhelník reprezentuje nebe, bílý pruh mraky a červený krev našich nepřátel a úplně upřímně dodnes nevím jaký je skutečný symbolismus (nejspíš něco jako svoboda, pravda a láska idk)
Sourozenec si pamatoval ty barvy tak, že modrá je voda, bílá je sníh a červená je krev
#sometimes it keeps me awake at night#česky#český tumblr#česká republika#čumblr#skaut#vlajka#česká vlajka
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"Suddenly the world was gray and dull and my heart was so heavy I felt like I couldn’t move, let alone make it back to Treasure Town. But because of Echo’s last wish… I was able to keep living.”
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SORA : (Partner)
Abilities: Justified / Inner Focus
Nature: Gentle / Hardy
Moveset: Aura Sphere / Metal Claw / Poison Jab / Dragon Pulse
#It's my baby girl!! My sweetiepie!! Sora the light of my life my bestest girlie#Her own character sheet to go along with Echo's since I had so much fun making that one and obvs Sora needed to be given as much love too#Sora learned Poison Jab as a riolu back when she was mistrustful towards Grovyle and wanted to thrash him around#nowadays she feels bad about knowing the move when her intentions for learning it were to get an upper hand against him in battle#but she also refuses to unlearn it and keeps it as a reminder that sometimes your own expectations about others are wrong in the end#plus the idea of someone as sweet as Sora knowing a poison-type move just makes me go crazy. did you expect a fairy type move or something?#Cause no. She'll literally stab you to death with literal poison because she can if you upset her or Echo.#And to anyone wondering about the large scar on her tail... yes it is literally a hand-print courtesy of Dusknoir#insert the universally traumatic “YOU TWO ARE COMING WITH ME” classic Dusknoir villain-arc moment#(he then proceeds to grab Sora by the tail and drag her into the dimensional portal but she struggles and he loses patience)#(so he unleashes a point blank will-o-wisp that causes so much pain she is too busy recoiling and screaming to make an escape)#Hey Dusknoir it was kinda f'ed up to permanently scar a kid like that ngl not your best decision I hope it doesn't haunt you forever#Echo still hates him for it and I'm not sure she'll ever let that particular event go even after they reconcile#also I gave Sora the ability Justified because of the implications that her partner is a dark-type and she also has darkrai-related trauma#the idea of her attack stat raising if Echo accidentally hits her with a move??? like Sora is so scared her stats literally go haywire#that's my idea of angst and it keeps me awake at night#sora/lucario#Team Wish my beloved...#pmd ocs#pmd eos#pmd2#explorers of sky#my art#click for better quality tumblr compressed it like garbage D:
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With all the creatures and sci-fi in gravity falls, the most unrealistic part of it all is how many freaking layers everyone is wearing throughout summer.
Stan regularly wears a layered suit
Gideon wears a layered suit too
Wendy wears a long sleeved jacket all summer
Fords wearing a freaking trench coat over a turtleneck
Mabel wears a sweater everyday
And there’s Robbie too who wears a sweatshirt every day
How the heck do none of these characters die of heatstroke??
#gravity falls#stanley pines#gideon gleeful#stanford pines#mabel pines#wendy corduroy#I’m not tagging for Robbie#but Fr half the cast is in a t-shirt#the other half is dressed for fall or winter#keeps me awake at night sometimes
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I saw this was okay so I'm shooting my shot lol- are you from the UK ?
It might be weird but I like to know from which country people are so I have a rough idea of if they are awake at the same time as me or if I have to wait for nighttime when I want to talk, but I'm too scared to ask so I just try to guess with hints, for exemple you posted what time it was and it was one hour less than for me, and you wrote "coloUring book" so I just guessed UK ?? :')
Anyway hope it's not weird (I'm not gonna try and find your house lmao dw dw)
Doxxed by spelling dammit 😔
lol just kidding you're good, I am on UK time! But I'm also on a horrible sleep and/or work schedule so when I'm awake remains a mystery lol
#Ask#mikimakiboo#Sometimes I'm awake at night sometimes I'm asleep during the day#I like to keep you all guessing >:3c#I'm also just terrible at replying to stuff so you can send me things whenever!#It'll probably take me like 3 business days to answer no matter what lol#It's not personal I'm just super slow and forgetful
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The idea of being stuck with one gender the rest of my life is probably the most terrifying aspect of dating to me I think I was put on this earth to further negative stereotypes of bisexuals
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#new chapter of red flags coming sometime next week but also i need anyone still reading to know that my terrible characterization#of liam in chapter 1 genuinely keeps me awake at night#i edited it months ago and still hate it#thank you to anyone who suffered past it to get to the skateboarding scene bc i feel like that’s where it picks up#anyway update on monday probably?
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sneepy cozy....
#cats#(medical stuff mention for tags)#poasting confortable image of boye for peace and serenity and such forthe#I have little weird episodes sometimes where I get shaky (but like violently like 'would spill a drink if you were holding it beacuse#your hands are moving so much' type shaky) and weird and sick feeling but usually it passes in an hour or less. but last night I just#literally couldnt sleep I was shaking so much and my heartrate was up a ton and wouldn't go down even after like 6 hours plus super nausea#so I went to the hospital and now shall wear a heart monitor for a week. which hopefully it's just some weird drastic low blood sugar#event or something and there's nothing actually going on. ekg + ct scan for blod clots + virus panel + almost all of the blood work seems#normal so... aa.......#Though me being so privacy focused hrggh... I basically have a constantly bluetooth connected device around me#since the monitor comes with a cell phone that is constantly transmitting data to the place. which they said they'll call you#if they see anything weird which is also scary. random phone calls... but definitely better than letting an issue go unadressed lol#the phone is also not meant to be more than 10 feet away from the monitor at any time so I put on this old tactical fishing#vest thing thats like navy green with 100 pockets and im just using one of the giant pocketson the side as a phone holder#my enormous silly vest just to keep one little phone#ANYWAY... because I got up early the morning before and didn't sleep at all and spent nearly all day in waiting rooms and such#I have been awake for like 32 hours striaght. which I'm sure also does not help with an elevated heartrate lol#feeling shrimp emotions or whatever people talk about unlocking at a certain level of stress and sleep deprivation#and also no food or water. after a while they brought me like 3 saltines and some ice water but I basically also haven't eaten since 3am#last night and it's 2pm now..#thus............ bapy............. baby boye....... he will help ease all ailments with his baby powers...#And no I dont drink energy drinks or anything with caffiene really I'm afraid of all substances on the planet essentially#My body just likes to become shaky and weird randomly even when I'm not conciously anxious about anything/have had no caffiene/etc#and I guess I'm always more nervous about getting anything heart related checked out because of my arm/shoulder/chest area injury stuff#... i literally have constant chest pain all the time. it moves around but i nearly always have some sort of pain or pressure in my chest#so when people are like 'oh well a little weird heartrate is fine but watch out if you have pain!' it's like... i always do lol.. how am I#supposed to tell the Bad Pain apart from the Always Pain when the descriptions of Bad Pain are very very similar#AAAANYway.... hrghh... i wanted to be very productive and finally post drafts and wrok on things today. but alas..#I can at least post small image of soft boye.. though he recently got into stuff in the bathroom whilst left#alone and knocked things into the toilet.. So perhaps not an innocent and NICE boy.. but still.. a soft one .. beautfile....
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cw: bright color, possibility of eyestrain
#i swear i have a PROBLEM with mint chocolate chip icecream#im not saying this lightly. the cravings keep me awake at night sometimes#pmatga#pacman and the ghostly adventures#pac man and the ghostly adventures#pmatga fanart#spherclepeeps doodles#ey btw sorry for the lack of content i gotta work on my diploma
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i have only been listening to russ's last 3 albums for like a week or two now and i can't stop
#me#that's#the seer and book of love and it's good to be here#is it because i'm excited about his new albums coming out next year and it's making me lean towards his more recent ones?#(even though one was in the 90's but still)#or is it because of other reasons#i don't know#i mean i already love book of love anyway#and i think the seer is my second favorite out of his albums#but also i love it's good to be here and like his voice and everything and#on that one i like some of the songs on it more than some of the other ones on it but it's#one of those albums that i already liked but the more i listen to it the more it grows on me#i really can't stop listening to some of them#and that's just all i've been wanting to listen to lately#those 3 albums#or sometimes just a selection of songs from those 3 albums#and since i've been sleeping with it on at night i haven't had any more of the weird almost nightmare dreams yet#it's like some of his songs are true that he's watching over me while i sleep#to keep the bad away#well he does that while i'm awake too
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can u believe chaein and seoyeon used to be coworkers
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feel like i'm dying know that i aren't at least not yet unfortunately bc i'd really like to nvr have another panic attack again yh
#idek#like just#wtf brain#unnecessary#i'm not sure if tht's it#but i think i may be having reactions to black tea?#which in my mind makes no sense bc it's less caffeinated than coffee#idk#it usually keeps me awake when i hv it which sometimes cofee doesnt#but not just awake it makes me like on edge sometimes?#i think i'll hv to keep note#idk if tht's it#sigh#lkaf;lkdjf imagine if it is#me trying to explain to my mother sorry i'm still drinking coffee at night#for some reason drinking the black tea gives me panic attacks#yh ik tht seems illogical but trust me#cloud nonsense
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Do you know how unnerving it is to wake up abruptly in the middle of the night finding yourself involuntarily muttering aloud “before it gets better darkness gets bigger the person that you’d take a bullet for is behind the trigger…” or “there’s a room in hotel New York City… shares our fate and deserves… pity…”
#The only waking up experience more unnerving is when you’ve been sleeping with your eyes open#Waking up without having to open your eyes is just. OOF. All around. Plus your eyes are so dried out#But it’s just everything is black and then BAM you’re awake with no like little moment of moving your eyelids to ease into the day first#It just hits you like a brick. AND YOUR EYES ARE SO DRY.#Not an intentional thing I do sometimes I just accidentally open my eyes while fully asleep my uncle does it too it runs in the family#Me & him also sleep talk a lot so you can imagine how fucking creepy that is#My dad shared a room with my uncle when they were kids & he’d come home late from baseball games#To find my uncle fully asleep but with his eyes open talking complete nonsense. And like obviously when someone’s looking at you and talkin#you immediately assume they’re talking to you. But if someone’s talking to you in the middle of the night and making zero sense#then it kinda feels like there’s a demonic possession going on or smth#These tags have less than nothing to do with the original post ignore me#I’m so tired I sure hope I keep my eyes closed the entire time I’m asleep tonight#Also hope I don’t wake up muttering fob lyrics for the third time
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Does anyone else ever like, feel completely and utterly calm and then that one song kicks in and suddenly you’re filled with the wrath of everyone whose ever been wronged, the need to tear things apart and scream a battle cry?
Most of the time I just boot up my zombie game to decapitate some weirdos but man, the sudden bloodlust is spooky
#it was worse as a kid#dunno where it comes from I’m literally just typing an essay#it’s mostly my opinion on medieval misogyny and only 800 words#I used to boot up call of duty so I could kill some bots#sometimes I think there’s something wrong with me BUT I have never done anything wrong in my life#that’s a joke#I constantly lay awake at night thinking of how I could’ve done things better#and the embarrassment from my memories keep me awake#but seriously idk how to bring up ‘I want to curb stomp the next person who pisses me off’ without being labeled a danger to society
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HONESTLY lost in reality is like top 5 songs of all time for me the lyricism and the melody just wow all around a fantastic tune
No but for real, lost in reality is an amazing song and i think the all of the shes kinda hot ep are criminally underrated because they have some really great songs in there that just got stuck as a bside. Like, I'm grateful for that because the alternative is not getting them at all, but like, hello????
#5sos and the never ending striking gold and hiding it as a bonus track#their idea of rejected songs keep me awake at night sometimes#like what else are they hiding on Ashton's dropbox under the 'its not that good' folder?#anon 😌#I was asked
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I wanted McDonald’s so bad today but the weather is actually horrendous rn but my roommate is taking me out anyways 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶
#IVE BEEN DELAYING EATING DINNER because I WSS SO SAD#BUT HUZZAH#chatterye#IM SO HAPPY AND EXCITED I LOVE IT HERE#when I get food cravings they’re so so bad sometimes when I’m craving soda and we don’t have any it will keep me awake at night#I’m so deadass ABOHT that they’re always so intense
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Remembering as the Lunar new year comes and goes, ive started recalling time where i was at the renaissance faire watching a girl shuffle through carved zodiac animals and declare that she was two different signs at the same time. I remembered sitting there wondering how the Hell that worked
Is it possible???? Idk
#zodiac#maybe someone knows?#its probably staring me in the face#it keeps me awake at night sometimes#lunar new year
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