#sometimes i don't feel like watching but I watch bc of the privilege of having him at the table

[beedreamscape]

Running the risk of sounding a bit weird but it's my genuine feelings.

Watching Sam recover, more energized, going plump at the cheeks again is making me so immensely happy.

[shitty-goose-quack]

actually so sick of neurotypical/allistic people tell me how autism works

[neoraso]

bf things with riize

shotaro:

is always your biggest cheerleader. listens to all your concerns and comforts you in the best way he can

loves meeting your friends and having you be close with his

is so excited to get to know you and learn everything he can about you - don't mind him he's just collecting data so he can love you even more ;>

is very much in it for the long haul with you- like he wouldn't be with you if he couldn't really see a future with you. he's pretty young and wouldn't really want to settle down until the future but he's planning on being with you as long as he can-often tells you this

wants to be the most positive, safe and uplifting person in your life. expect a lot of big hugs with back rubs, high fives where he intertwines your fingers ♡

eunseok:

he's pretty masculine but also very nonchalant about it. your man. takes care of things for you wordlessly, tucks you in, carries your bags etc.

pretends to be cocky/annoyed by your clinginess but literally becomes a "where's my hug at?" guy when he walks in the door. like if u don't at least give him a kiss hello he's like wth,,, is everything ok with my baby

will pretty much go along with whatever you want.. like if you want to watch a disney movie he'll be like i'm completely indifferent on what we watch but as long as it makes u happy

peels fruit for you and feeds it to you because he likes watching you eat.

so attentive. makes sure you're taking your medicine/vitamins, that you're sleeping well and making it to all your appointments, fulfilling all your responsibilities.

sungchan:

prefers to stay at your house over everything,, u gave him a key and he abuses the privilege- like you come home from work/school and he's just in ur bed .. sometimes even asleep and ur like ok sure??

idk how to explain ,, he's like that typical older guy like brother's best friend vibes just always playful, flirty, teasing but all out of love.

ur just his which he reminds you of daily .. "how's my baby," "my favorite girl doing ok?" "you know you're my angel right?"

loves to attack you with love. pushes you on the bed so he can lay all his weight on you (WILL fall asleep like this if you're not careful), tugs on your hair to get you to look at him , pokes or tickles you if he thinks you're not paying enough attention to him

in that vein, very protective of you. if someone is bothering you or just making life difficult he is ready and willing to throw hands. you can tell bc his jaw clenches and his nose flares just a bit until ur like,,sungchan it's really fine just annoying,,, and he's like mmhm sure (still rubs your arm and back to calm himself down..)

wonbin:

holds your hand as long as he can wherever yall go. like if he's saying goodbye :< waits until the door is about to smash his hand to let go of yours

once you get to the stage where he trusts you to share his worries with ..,,, u are locked in like u are 4lifers

teases his friends a lot but is literally putty in your hands like he will do anything for you and would never want you to question his affection for you

best listener . full eye contact (even if it makes you blush) usually playing with your fingers too. brings up things you've mentioned before and ur like,, how do you even remember this I don't even remember this

lowk needs reassurance and his heart gets so warm when you sincerely tell him how you feel and how much you love and appreciate him

seunghan:

finds anything remotely heart-shaped and points it out to you or texts you a picture.

you are literally his baby.,,, even if you're older, you are his baby. adores you, dotes on you, spoils you, feeds you, etc.

so affirming and validating whenever you rant to him. pets your hair and pouts "really baby? that sounds so frustrating but you're doing so well handling it. i'm here if you need me to fight someone :>" (has never fought anyone in his life)

hypeman hypeman hypeman. encourages you in everything you do and will show his support in forms of kisses, sweet words and texts

unlike sungchan he wont be so ,,... intrusive when he can't see you often but he does video call you as much as he can because he NEEDS to check on his lovely lover sweetie pie angel

sohee:

thinks all your quirks are so endearing and makes him fall even deeper for you

wants to learn your native language so bad so he can be closer to you and meet you halfway in communication

sooooo appreciates how you listen to him and his day, his worries, his dreams. wants to be there for you just as much ♡

i think he'd like to leave you little gifts even if it's like a post it note with a candy and a little encouraging message, or something bigger like shoes or a jacket or jewelry you've been eyeing

though he has so much energy, he also loves recharging at home with you, just snuggling and sharing little kisses and snacks.

anton:

appreciates how you never push him out of his comfort zone, grabs your hand as a silent ask for support.

loves to have fun with you ,, going out with you, watching and making silly tiktoks even just laying around and chilling with you makes him so happiiii

will hug you or backhug you and for some reason gets shy and shocked when you kiss him bc he's so cute

yall definitely started as besties ,, so you're already pretty close as a couple except now you get to kiss and stuff which he thinks is pretty great.

has 282922892 pics of you in his phone, printed , polaroids. he’s too shy to hang them up but he keeps one in his wallet and in his phone case to feel like you’re with him all the time :>

[court-jobi]

Backpack Privileges

((banner by me! I don't own Horikoshi's characters/stories))

Pairing: Bakugou x reader (biker! Pro-hero reader, some afab pronouns used)

Words: 3.2K

Rating: T+ (language, bc obviously)

Warnings: Pro-Hero Bakugou/Pro-Hero Reader, cursing as a love language, fluffy flirting and teasing, mutual pining, YEARNING, grumpy/sassy sunshine, give me soft Bakugou

Summary:

You loved sunset drives, and have teased your coworker here about the thrill that even a simple beach drive can bring– enough to corral him into making plans to accompany you sometime and see for himself. Plans anyone else with eyes and a working knowledge of chemistry would call a ‘date’… but clearly neither of you could toughen up and call that what this is. But the fact remains that you of all people convinced the Katsuki Bakugou-the man behind ‘Dynamight’s mask- to go on after-hours ride with you. And he's looking real nice in that helmet...

A/N: Bikertok has me in a chokehold on this one, babes. Meant to be read as gender-neutral as possible, but if you're like me and are itching for the idea of a fem!biker pro hero catching Kacchan's eye, then buckle up, buttercup~

It's been a minute posting, and my first fic back is for a new fandom? Who am I??

For my My Hero Academia Masterlist, check it out here!

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“First time going for a drive,” you got comfy on your seat- a bit closer to the throttle than you’d  normally be, “Nervous at all?”

“Tch, what do I have to be nervous about? You're not planning to wreck our asses, are you?”

“Suppose that brings us to safety first~” you muttered all the same and passed your rider -Katsuki Bakugou, the man behind ‘Dynamight’s mask- a helmet. He looked it distastefully while you donned yours: a steely blue that matches your current choice in quirk-fueled mech you're both about to set out on. 

“How's this damn thing supposed to fit?!”

You flipped up your visor to him, as you affix your -now backup- helmet to your jaw. 

“That's my newer one. The strap’s on the bottom– other side. Other other side.” Cheeks pushing up and all but confirming a smirk underneath, you poked fun at his expense, “I made sure to remove some of the crucial safety padding inside to make room for that hair of yours. Couldn’t bear to muss that up, yeah?”

A light growl emanated from him as he forced the thing into his head.  You'd done no such thing, of course. But even still, he flipped up the visor to glare at you, only to watch you bat your eyes at him then shut it back into place just as fast. 

The Bluetooth pairing between your helmets failed to hide his soft threat, 

“Shut up, angel eyes..”

 Heard that. 

As casual and in-control as you feel right now, you can't help but hold some nerves yourself… but not about the ride ahead of you. Piloting any kind of bike, car, or war machine that you could manifest with your quirk left you sitting right in the driver's seat and in your element. You loved sunset drives, and have teased your coworker here about the thrill that even a simple beach drive can bring– enough to corral him into making plans to accompany you sometime and see for himself. Plans he agreed to, and showed up ten minutes early to honor. Plans he even texted you about first thing this morning, as if you'd forget.

Plans anyone else with eyes and a working knowledge of chemistry would call a ‘date’… but clearly neither of you could toughen up and call that what this is. 

It's far too fragile and new of a thing to call it that, what you two have been feeling. You pull to each other like a magnet– both on and off the field. Maybe after some 100km/h winds and a healthy adrenaline boost, the sights from Mustafu Bay Bridge can break the ice where your banter and teasing couldn't. 

The constant hum of your quirk warming your body coupled with anticipation of Bakugou mounting the bike behind you brought your hands to drum absently atop the center hub of your bike– right where a gas tank would normally be. 

Now to see what he does with his hands. 

“Now we’re gonna take the freeway up here,” you call back to him, visor still up so he copies to see you better, “but I won't start drifting till you're cool enough with the feel, alright? Just lean into me, nothing shaky. No sudden moves.”

“Yeah yeah yeah.”

“You’ll tap me here if you need me to ease up?”

“Yes, mother.”

You smirked, adjusting your side mirrors, noting how he just flattened his hands on his thighs, aside yours. 

“--And you might have to get fresh with me eventually, ‘Dynamight’. It gets fast…”

“Eugh– none of that.”

You chuckled, but grasped his wrist to show him the inset handles he could hold onto instead of you, if he’d rather. Either way, he'd have to lean forward onto you to reach them at some point. 

But he'd learn that soon enough, because at his chiding for you to ‘get on with it already’, you heeled at the kickstand, pushed off, and forced his chest right onto your back with a grunt. 

This was going to be fun. 

The sky was just now starting to turn its lovely colors from behind the cloud breaks, but light poles and power lines still cut into the view down here by the business district. 

“YOU CAN’T POSSIBLY BE DOING THE SPEED LIMIT, ARE YOU?! EVERYONE’S PASSING US!”

Squinting at his yell over the road noise, you gave the pro hero some grace but also assured him firmly, 

“Call me cautious, hon, but I'm getting up to speed for my ‘backpack’s sake, not mine. And I can hear you just fine. The mic will pick you up~”

“... Oh.”

Giggling yourself, you revved up a few ticks and noted how he held firm to the handles. The first couple lane changes he acclimated like a champ, which gave you confidence to finally reach the top permissible speed. Maybe you could risk another five over, once you got out of city ordinances with those darned speed bump monitors… 

In a few clicks, you'd reach the offramp to the beach expressway, so you checked your mirrors for Bakugou’s face. The helmet he wore was tinted, but not fully opaque like yours. You could see his wary brows as he had his sights locked down onto the passing dashes of your lane, willing you to stay within them while silently stewing over it. 

“You good back there?” Your voice carries through assuring, but with a level of calm to prove to him all was operating fine. 

Brought out of his head, Bakugou flitted his gaze ahead, then down to where you'd tilted your head. Proving you were listening. 

“Yeah. M’good.”

He squeezed his arms in a little, to answer back. A step in the right direction. 

“Knew you'd be a natural,” you praised, earning a proud roll of his arms, “now we’re gonna make this loop, so just turn in with me, like you did before.”

“Got it.”

Rounding the exit, Bakugou admittedly might have pushed his lean too much  at first– not accounting for how much you lean and how much he weighs, so he immediately righted himself with a stiffness. Thankfully, you slow on every one of these to level out the overcorrect. And hey, at least his surprise caused him to latch that left arm around your waist, so that was… not unwelcome. 

Straightening out to the road, he reluctantly returned his hands to where they once were, but settled his posture  down onto your back comfortably.

He truly was doing well. Bakugou takes to new challenges with eagerness that betrays any hesitation. You count on him talking a big game to give you an ease in expectation for most missions you've provided support on. It's cocky, but confident, and oftentimes not without a good bit of truth and experience to back it up. When he calls out to you on patrol, it might be loud and proud, but it comes from a place of valuing teamwork- never once making you feel unappreciated for your services. It’s something he even confessed to you that he had to intentionally learn before entering the workplace. 

‘You shoulda seen me in high school. Pretty much a bully. Y’can't operate as a team that way all the time, though. But here I am- I'm on track to get top ten on the leaderboard according to Jeanist. “Even assholes can get the job done sometimes”– which, YES, is a compliment, by the way! Seems he’s finally thinkin’ better of me and given’ me some respect!’

Gee, can't imagine you being a hothead at all. 

Tell of his talent and accolades are well earned, you have to agree. To the asshole comment, you weren't so sold. Sure, he was harsh and pointed with just about anyone who throws a contrary opinion at him. Bakugou's reputation preceded him for not being the best to gel with.

But for all that bravado, the minute you teamed up after your first joint mission at the agency, you noticed how he cut the edge with you. Most times, he may growl and grunt at worst, but Bakugou usually spoke to you pretty even-keeled. Careful, you might call it. Wouldn’t call it ‘friendly’, but kind enough for you to choose to stick around him: make the offer to him for some company, talk through your routes together under the guise that you need a fresh set of eyes, even seek him out after hours when he opened up the invite to you to come for dinner and drinks with some alumni friends of his. 

…gentle enough for you to get a soft spot for the pro hero you'd have bet six months ago would’ve blown your head off without a second thought. 

Now, that same hero carries his head higher behind you. He’s not obsessed with watching the road anymore, taking comfort enough in your driving so he could watch the flock of geese pass over your left, with a hand rooted on hip for support. 

The thought warmed you, yet you didn't dare speak and break his bubble. Even pros deserved time to hit pause and just clear the head with a drive. That’s just what you loved to do, too.

Your chosen destination was mere minutes away now. Finding yourself slowing and cutting over to the beach access road, Bakugou’s grunts grew uneasy along with the bumps in the road. For a split second you think you should have warned him to ‘watch the rocky bits’, but like all things, he's a trooper and didn't say a word. 

Sliding onto the packed down sand, you adjusted your bike’s wheel type by sense alone to add a bit more traction in order to drive smoothly. With a low hum of acceleration, you were off in no time back to a comfortable speed: ocean to your left, sky ahead, dunes shielding you on your right from the rest of the city nightlife. You leave treads in your dust, but they are soon washed away as the incoming tide chases you. 

It’s here on familiar terrain that you sit up a bit more relaxed, free of asphalt and multi-lane traffic. Most folks must be out having dinner plans, so the beach is yours until the night beach walkers arrive. Flipping your visor up, the wind immediately hit your lashes, but the smell was incredible. Always was. 

You heaved a cleansing breath happily, reveling in the smooth thrum of the bike beneath you- perfect conditions and company. 

“Honest truth? I could get paid pennies for my transport work for all I care,” you confessed over a cry of some gulls, “--as long as I have enough time to get away for views like this.” You swung a relaxed arm out to the waves foaming alongside, “This–  is worth more than all the big bucks.”

You felt Bakugou’s hum on your back before you heard it. He mimicked your gesture too, making waves through the air as childlike as you could picture. From your rearview, you caught him smiling across the sea to the horizon line. 

He agrees with ease, “Yeah. Sure is a sight,” 

“Worth the wait, huh?”

Bakugou centered back, checking for you in the rearview mirror. With a little jerk of his head (a swallow), that gentler, gravelly voice he kept for you answered back, 

“Definitely.”

That sweet spot flipped in your stomach, even as his brows firmed up again and flicked one up at you,

“Bout time, I mean. You were holding out on me.”

There it was again: that pathetic pulse in your chest at his brand of teasing. 

Taking a breather from the constant exertion of your abilities, you cut all energy off to the fueling of the mech- letting it coast to a full stop after boosting up the ramp to the fishing overlook. It took you a couple manual strides of your feet to get you close to the edge before kicking the locking gear in place. 

Bravery you typically reserve for villain encounters and public speaking is summoned from your lips. You’re proud of yourself, but no less jittery inside,

“Tell ya a secret.”

“Oh yeah?”

You took off your helmet, but dare not look back. 

“If I ever take a hiatus from hero work,” you share, “I wanna figure out how I can drift on water. I already started making some notes after that Support Course workshop. Imagine how sick that'd be, right? Could do a lot of good with that. Hybrid water rescues, marine chases..”

“--If you don't get nabbed by sharks first,” Bakugou fired back with his helmet off now to match.

You had to laugh at the danger he presented, 

“Really? A quirk-ridden world and a villain presence more prominent than any generation before ours– and the idea of sharks scares you?”

Bakugou caught your stare defensively, “Sharks? Hell no! Death by sharks? What a dumbass way to die. I'd rather go out with-”

“--with a bang. Of course you would.”

To your sassy quip back, Bakugou simply smirked, laid a boldly set foot on either side of the bike to steady himself– and absolutely tickled the daylights out of your sides. 

After a decent punishment, you only settled your shrieks as he switched from assault to detainment, pulling you tight to his chest. 

He’s not actually offended; not by the way he’s locked his hand solidly around his own wrist to keep you in place.

“Got a smart mouth, you know that?” Bakugou snarked in your ear.

You do consider yourself a decent personality hire, after all. 

“I think it makes me fun at parties~”

“...You’re a good driver though.”

Even softer, you give a work of thanks. Bakugou doesn’t say more and doesn’t let go.

The sight of the sun finally started slipping out of the skyline, a wash of gold and pink and orange surrounding you both. At this time of year, the last bit of  setting sun isn’t enough to warm you through, even outfitted in leather and thick cordura. The only bits of exposed skin you showed were where your jacket opened to flash your shirt collar, and the tops of your hands your gloves couldn't cover– hands Bakugou was currently keeping warm as he comfortably held you. At rest for once, you wonder. 

“This is.. really nice,” the blond shared after a few centering breaths. 

From your angle, you couldn't really look back to see him. You tried, but his grip tightened slightly, so you sensed he was likely holding you this way on purpose. 

Giving in, you agreed and laid back. After all, you didn't think he got this sentimental unless he was truly relaxed– a marvel itself. 

Letting out a soothed breath yourself, you leaned inward, towards his neck, “Really is.”

“Mean it, y'know.” He tried again, “Not just gettin’ us out here. You're…  really damn good at your job. The agency’s lucky you’re the one who’s always there for pickups. I almost ate it with that landing last week, if you hadn't caught me in your– truck bed– tank.. whatever that  speed demon thing was you made–”

‘Inst-Transit’ was quite the desired quirk for heroes in evac-centered roles, like yours. What set you apart was the ‘razzle-dazzle’ you offered in that you could make your own custom vehicles; not just manipulate current cars to your will. No two were truly alike and could be altered even in the moment; the vehicle you set out at the start of the mission could very well have morphed over the course of the operation and come out completely different by the end.

Years upon years taught you all manner of land mechs to model your rides after, months more to change them mid-mission to accommodate transporting heroes four times your weight– plus any civilians you pick up along the way.

“-and can't forget how you caught up to that runner in just two blocks, too. Damn.”

For Bakugou to compliment you meant more than surface-deep flattery. He knows the inner technicality of how you perform. How you think. His words carry weight.

“Well, that’s awfully high praise. You’re not just trying to keep me in your good graces so I take you back to the office safely?”

Your ‘backpack’ bristles, but doesn’t shift away to let go, 

“M’tryna compliment you, dummy.”

Bakugou’s trademark temper sufficiently tested, you eased his embarrassment.

“Oh then, my apologies. Thank you~”

This satisfied him enough to take another cleansing breath of salt air. You studied the railing with particular interest, 

“--honestly, I'm just flattered you said yes to this.”

Bakugou tips his lips close to your crown, speaking more to your hairline than the space over your shoulder, “D’you think I'd say no to you?”

“I.. didn't know what you'd say,” you reasoned, “I mean, you are incredibly nice to me. We work decently together. I normally just consider myself lucky to be in that portion of the populace who you don't wanna blow up, and just roll along with it, but… this sorta thing… outside of work? The more I look at it, it’s– not just taking a break like we do all the time. I dunno. Could be reading things wrong, but it– definitely feels more and more like a-”

“A date.”

“Well… yeah.”

“... do you wanna call this a date.”

Your position was brutal- not being able to look at him. But looking down in your few moments of thought gave you your answer:

Bakugou’s thumb was caressing that little pocket of skin at your wrist. His pride’s keeping his mouth shut, but his powerful hands are silently swiping. Nudging you to ‘please say yes’. 

He needed you to simply say the word, it seems. 

“...I sure hope so, ‘Mr. Dynamight.”

Above you, your pro hero hid his reaction– but not the smile in his voice, 

“Katsuki. When it’s just you and me.”

A fluttering exhale left you. Upon hearing his first name (soon to be added to as your phone contact by a comically horrendous candid you already have of him), you’re now content to just rest against him; out of sight and up against his built chest. 

“N’I guess that means only one thing left to seal the deal, then.”

Before you could ask what that meant, Bakugou chipped your chin up and into place for him to set a firm, doting kiss to your forehead– before asking, 

“Hungry?”

Sufficiently charmed and encouraged at how the night’s going, your smirk turned much sweeter now, “I could eat~”

Crimson eyes softened at your sated reaction, proud of himself no doubt.  

“You get us there, I'm paying. No buts.”

“Yeah, okay.”

Your helmets donned, you set your sights further down the beach for the least populated popcorn shrimp stand you could manage, and backed up the bike with careful steps. 

Bakugou held onto your hips easily now… 

“Hey,” Katsuki called through the helmet, “Whatm’I supposed to call you when we’re off hours, huh?”

You shook your head, still beside yourself that you have the ‘Lord Explosion Murder God’ at your heels and hanging on your every word:

“I think if you call me anything other than ‘dummy’, I’m gonna assume you hate me!”

That got a belly laugh out of Katsuki.

“HAH! ‘Pretty Thing’ it is.”

[unlversegirly]

some of my favorite and least favorite birth charts placements⋆·˚ ༘

for reference, this is based off my own birth chart. reminder while that some placements + aspects are more challenging than others, no placements are inherently bad

Favorites:

ꕥ venus trine ascendant

Overall such a pretty aspect. I can typically get along with everyone (unless they're just sent straight from hell). I feel like this placement has helped me benefit from "pretty privilege" (ex: free things, discounts) 🫣

ꕥ venus trine saturn

I like this placement in my chart because it gives me a sense of maturity and responsibility when managing relationships. My NN is in my leo 7h so sometimes dating particularly feels unserious and I just want attention, but I feel this placement neutralizes it a bit.

ꕥ mars trine jupiter

I think my strong work ethic is one of the things that has gotten me through some of life's obstacles that have felt nearly impossible, and this is an aspect I can thank for my work ethic. 🤞 Don't get me wrong, there are times it is just NOT THERE LMAO (bc transiting planets can have an impact)

TRIGGER WARNING // substance abuse, please protect your peace and scroll if this topic is too triggering 🫶

Least favorites:

ꕥ chiron / pluto / lilith in my 11h

I had to be sure to include all 3 since they've played such a big role in my social life (or lack thereof). Maintaining a support system throughout my life has felt impossible, when really it's all I want.

ꕥ neptune in my aquarius 1h at 1°

This placement definitely makes me appear dreamier to others (and more youthful which is nice lol) but it definitely plays a role for some of the substance abuse issues I have dealt with and that my family members with this placement deal with.

ꕥ uranus in my aquarius 1h at 12°

Uranus tucked next to neptune in my first house might be the placement that makes me feel the most unsettled in my chart tbh. Uranus is erratic and especially at a pisces degree (drugs, alcohol, addictions, shadows) it's something to be watchful of.

Reminder: No placements are "bad" in itself. There can be pros and cons of any placement.

thank you for reading┊͙ ˘͈ᵕ˘͈

[outsidersheadcanons]

okay so i've had this headcanons for a while!!! my headcanon is that two-bit is an ex-soc and left that lifestyle after smth traumatic happened between him and his soc friends. afterwards he started becoming more distant from them and then one day he runs into sodapop and steve and they adopt him into their greaser group. i can see him knowing a lot about a bunch of different soc people and relating to johnny a lot after he got jumped by the socs. just for a little treat: i also think he wouldn't tell anyone and excuse knowing so much as the fact he goes to a school with a major soc population, and that when he starts being stalked by one of his ex-soc friends, he'd just pretend not to know and keep acting all SILLY billy 😋 (also if you're into this headcanon, feel free to add your own thoughts or ideas or how you think the gang would react if they found out or how things would be different, anything you can think of!!! :3)

omggg this one is great!! Honestly never seen smth like this :O

Two has always kinda had a soft side to me (mostly bc of the movie, when he was watching Ponyboy). Despite liking the rumbles and stuff he really hates the excessively violent things the socs do to the greasers, so maybe? there was some kind of incident where he decided enough was enough.

Imagine Soda and Steve's first encounter w/ him was them catching him shoplifting at the DX 💀 But he def made them laugh or smth before they beat the hell out of him 😭

Yk maybe he uses his kinda? soc privilege to get into all their parties. I think he let Soda tag along one night and almost every soc girl there hit on him

As for the gang finding out... I think they'd all kinda know. For the first few weeks he joined they gave him all kinds of crap (Dally calling him "Mr. Supersoc" and stuff) but once they realized he was cool they laid off.

Even if Two-bit was a soc I still don't think he'd have the best home life. His parents are separated so that already kinda isolated him in the soc community, and his mom has an awful boyfriend who comes around sometimes (so he can definitely relate to the greasers on a lot of levels).

But tbh. The Curtis gang really just seems like a bunch of real ones. No judgement there 💯 they would still love him even if he returned to the soc life (not like he would tho).

[august-anon]

Damian, I love my prickly boy. He is so not used to it but he deserves to laugh and enjoy being a little kid and all his siblings love tickling him for different reasons. Mostly different combinations of tormenting him, getting him to act like a kid and seeing him smile like one.

Dick and Tim definetly do it the most, he's practically asking for it ("no I am not you moronic-") and it's just so fun to watch him fight his reactions and give in. As much as he tries to escape (he will kick and punch if you don't pin him) he also doesn't try nearly as hard as he could. If he really felt like it he could have just stabbed you or gone for somewhere vital, but he doesn't. Though if you bring it up or tease him about it he is liable to. I cannot imagine him finding teasing anything other than demeaning, Dick is the only one that can sometimes get away with it. He will bear the indignity of his father and occasionally Dick tickling him but anyone else is going to have to fight him for it.

He doesn't exactly mind it even though he would much rather be the one tickling people but he doesn't get many chances as he is cursed to be the youngest. He rarely initiates bc he knows hed get destroyed but he will jump on any opportunity if someone has already been pinned or otherwise incapacitated. He will help whoever is winning no questions asked. The loser obviously needs to be taught a lesson and he will Assist.

The only person he really tickles is Duke but even then it's just poking him because he's too slow getting to the car for school. Duke still feels like he's in a weird middle ground of being the newest so his revenge is usually also only pokes. He isn't confident enough to go for the kill yet, especially not on Damian, so he's safe For Now.

Dick is a big fan of vibrating a claw onto his stomach because he will grab his arm and start kicking just like a cat when it grabs a toy and will scream laugh like he's being murdered. I like to imagine he's also got super ticklish ears just like his dad. And the second everyone finds out about it he never knows peace again. He wears that hood for a reason.

(Im glad you liked the hcs, i want you to know ive visited your blog for like 4 other fandoms over the years as a lurker and I've just recently started sending things, ive loved everything of yours that ive read)

-❤️

Damian is FAR too serious for someone so young, and of course he gets Babiest Brother Privileges. Those privileges being getting tickled to bits whenever his father or siblings deem fit lol

I agree that Damian is probably not the type to tolerate teasing. Unless it is under very specific circumstances (or by very specific people) it might just piss him off lol. You have to find just the right way to tease him to do it in a way that he's not humiliated by so that it doesn't ruin the whole point of tickling in the first place -- to get him to laugh and be happy like his age for once lol

and also YES, he's definitely more willing to let Dick or Bruce get away with it lol, the others it's a fight (not one that Damian will win, probably, but a fight nonetheless lol)

yes he absolutely takes advantage if someone is already pinned, and omg the Duke stuff is so cute!!!

obsessed with your Damian tummy tickles thoughts sdkjfhdsf i have multiple half-finished fics rn actually where there's this specific spot on Damian's stomach that's his "giggle spot" and of course it's always Dick taking advantage of it lol (and Damian being mortified that he's giggling of all things). Tummy tickles just feel so childish sometimes lol, it's the perfect thing to apply to Damian and wanting him to enjoy more of his childhood while he can!

Also omg of COURSE he inherited the ticklish ears/neck from his dad skdjfhsdf and since i love to make Dick's worst spots in his thighs/knees, i also love to make one of Damian's worst spots his knees just to mirror Dick since they have such a fascinating relationship

also omg. heart anon. i am SO GLAD that you started to send things my way after all this time, i am HONORED and also your mind is insane, you have so many good ideas!! I am so glad you've decided to share them with us all, now!! I am so curious to know what other fandoms youve visited me for over the years though, now, lol. I've had SO many hyperfixations and special interests sdkjfhdsf and some get like 97 fics (hello Sanders Sides lol) and some get like. One, lol

[ipatrichor]

my thoughts on dead boy detectives after watching episode one

okay first of all i gotta say i love the vibe. two ghosty boys running around solving cases and helping trapped spirits move on? that's so fun i love them

tbh. i don't know whats going on btween these two if it's platonic romantic whatever and i don't think any distinction can be drawn that matters. maybe that's the aro in me but they are each other's most important person and who cares about the semantics!!!

charles trying to get edwin to learn self-defense is very sweet. however i will say girl how has this not happened sooner. you literally just got chased through london by a knife ghost and your next case involves fistfighting a possessed psychic Please learn to throw a punch minimum. i would say learning how to fall properly is more important but it's not like they can get more dead. so.

unless they go to the afterlife or something i guess? interesting stakes, especially with the lady from the end of the episode who's looking for them. also the scene hanging outside the window was very sweet, with edwin promising he won't let them get separated. at this point i think it could go either way whether that was to establish their dynamic or to foreshadow, so we'll have to wait and see if the promise holds, but either way very touching moment

crystal my girl crystal!!!! i love her so much holy shit she is so messy!!!! i love love love her getting angry about her shitty situation bc. yeah! that's scary as hell having amnesia bc ur literal demon ex stole your memories and she's got no one except the boys, one of whom very openly doesn't want her around. that's really rough and i Love that she blows up at them about it in a moment of extreme stress instead of being unnaturally chill about an objectively awful situation like many mystical characters (especially when they're women)

anyway i think crystal should get a knife and stabbing privileges. she'd for sure misuse them but i think it'd be funny

edwin is so real for the 70 years in hell thing. girl if i was in the torture dimension for SEVEN DECADES i'd be awful to everyone, it's actually impressive that he restrains himself to being a petty bitch. good for him tbh, i think he's earned the snark. don't get me wrong it's unhelpful and sometimes downright mean, but it's also funny so i'm letting it slide

the witch... esther i think? god what do i say about her. ok im first gonna start with this: she's fucking chilling, it's so scary watching her body the group with ease until charles basically hail-marys and possesses her AND EVEN THEN it's for less than a minute til she forces him out!! it feels like encountering the bbeg when your party is level five- you know you can't touch her and have to play the situation carefully so she doesn't just end you, and the win is getting away with a different objective (here saving the kid) while knowing she's gonna be actively hostile to you now. scary stuff!

idk if this is the popular opinion or not but i just don't find her hot 😭 like yeah she's serving incredible cunt, but her awful pta mom energy keeps that from being attractive. idk if it's the mommy issues but i would feel unsafe and constantly judged in her presence which is usually a dealbreaker for me finding people hot. sorry ma'am i deeply respect your vibe and the cunt you serve i would just avoid u like hell if u were real

the whole snake in a bone dimension in her cupboard is pretty cool though, and i love that her blowing smoke in people's faces isn't just a power play but a paralytic that's So clever

any other thoughts.... the girl with long hair is pretty, and that interaction with crystal has me wondering if the show got cancelled for lesbianism. i feel like maybe not? idk, if it was the start of a relationship that seems weirdly at odds with the tone of the rest of the show, so im leaning more towards crystal was picking up a weird psychic vibe from her that might be important later. who knows though!! i'll just have to find out haha

anyway i got sucked back into reading a novel but i should get caught up on that sometime today and then it's on to episode two, lol. very interested to find out what's up with the cat's vague ominous warning and what esther's gonna do when she finds out they rescued the kid she kidnapped

[moonshynecybin]

ik it's naive and unrealistic and ignores the complexity of real life and people and time and stuff but I wish marc and vale could be fine. like they loved each other. I watch old races and old podiums and old press conferences and they liked each other so much

platonic or romantic i really don't give a shit but they were so similar. they're in a sport that's so scary and insane and they are so exceptional and they found someone so similar to themselves and they're soo far apart in age and somehow they got to race at the same time and they admired each other and they had fun and they were friends and they were too similar and it was inevitable but they loved each other

i just can't get over that Valentino was marcs greatest idol and Valentino told him to tell him if anybody was giving him trouble in the championship and they liked each other so much and they would never have even considered another course than what they did bc they're so similar and winning will always come first

anyway sorry for being sad in your asks I just watched a race and the parc ferme made me ehhhhhhh

ik this is all just fandom and were just speculating and doing this for fun and entertainment but regardless of the nature of their relationship they had one that was so beautiful to be able to witness however briefly and I'm just in my feels about how im so privileged to be alive at the time to be able to witness such titans exist s mi simultaneously in a sport I love so much

you're writing is very beautiful and sometimes i cry but I'm still grateful to be able to take part in it as a reader

💜

i think it’s very normal to look at those guys and be like. why are you as two grown ass men one of whom is no longer competing in the sport (and who is now on good terms with all his OTHER rivals?? and who was never very directly competitive against marc ANYWAYS??) still so publicly hung up on a beef from almost nine years ago that was deeply and foundationally delusional in many ways. like this is kinda the question that this blog has been attempting to investigate since uhhhh last october

[yandere-paramour]

I hope you’re having a great day or night.

I have a question how would Atalanta and Noel react to a resistant darling that’s taller and stronger than them.Who is pretty good with fighting.

I have a feeling that Noel would hate it due to her not being able to really physically control her darling as much as she wants to and that even if the darling were to give in at some point , it would still irk her not as much as before. But her knowing that there’s a possibility that her darling could overpower her if she really wanted to.Would always be in the back of her head.

But with Atalanta idk if she would care bc I mean she has security guards but they can’t be around 24/7. And that there will be times where she just wants her darling to herself. I have a feeling she would just drug or heavy restrain her darling so that wouldn’t be a big issue.

Anyways I love to read on what you think on what they would do in that situation!

Yeah Noelle is honestly really small and kind of frail and she doesn't really eat or sleep, she would NOT be able to overpower her Darling in any capacity (But by god, she will try, she is not afraid to fight even if she'll get her ass kicked; she is not letting you go without a fight). If you wanted to leave, you would have to physically fight your way past her, probably having to hurt her a good bit before you get out the door. BUT as Atalanta's treasured personal assistant, she has protection too. The bodyguards rotate with shifts at Noelle's place too, and if you run away, they will simply bring you back because that's what Noelle wishes and they follow her wishes. And then you will catch shit for beating her up and running away. It absolutely bothers her that she can't control you like that. You should stay inside where she told you to stay, but if you really can't control yourself, she will get some sedatives to calm you down. You'll spend the day peacefully resting and then you can spend time with her when she gets home. You already don't have permission to leave so a nice sleep won't interrupt your plans, haha. Behave better and you can spend your days awake. Rest well, Darling.

Atalanta is actually pretty jacked so Darling would have to be absolutely ripped to overpower her. However, she literally can have bodyguards with her at all times. They take up shifts 24/7 outside of the apartment and just rotate, but there are always at least 2 there to protect both Atalanta and you. The apartment is on like the 16th floor so you're not getting out any other way but the door and they will stop you well before you get to the elevator. Ata isn't one to drug her Darling, she wants you to be happy and coherent in case she suddenly decides she needs you at work or she wants to go out to lunch with you, and has the guards escort you to her, so she mainly works with rewards and punishments. If you're behaving well, you can take the guards and go wherever you want, you can watch/do whatever you want in the apartment, you can have friends and enjoy your life as long as you come home to her in the evenings and on weekends. If you're behaving badly, you lose privileges like being able to go out/hang with friends, sometimes if you're really bad, she will lock you in the Reflection Room for up to a period of 8 hours (with her or a guard there the whole time in case of emergency). But life with Ata really isn't bad, it's only a little rocky at the beginning of the relationship before you earn her trust so if you can push through that, you'll be golden.

[forgottenronan]

OOC | Love Languages

continuing w this series...

5 love languages:

words of affirmation

physical touch

giving/receiving gifts

quality time

acts of service 

and here's what i said my initial instincts were re: my peeps...

Godfrey — appears as a words of affirmation dude but if he ~really loves you it’s acts of service!!

Tristan — acts of service he is literally a knight!! Send him on a quest!! He will goooo!

Eabha — bc of her ruling lady outlook she looks like acts of service but she’s really more physical touch

Cormac — giving of gifts

Ronan — acts of service!! I hope you like someone just wordlessly doing smth for you bc that’s what ur in for here bc sadly he’s pr rubbish at a lot of the others these days

Cillian — quality time

Saoirse — physical touch

Rosie — quality time

Valentina — receiving gifts

Eilia — words of affirmation 

Rian — quality time

Roderick — giving of gifts

Amira — tbd

Arthur — tbd

words of affirmation

ok so i don't feel like ronan was ever the most ~eloquent person really like ofc he'd def be the sort of take someone aside and give big brotherly advice or a pep talk or whatever was needed bc he is here to help but!! just breaking down smth that deeply felt into words isn't really his strong suit -- he's always been an actions speak louder than words type, and being a wanted and defeated man living alone in the woods has NOT helped this one iota!!!!

i do think ronan was always the quietest of his siblings (not that that's saying a lot the other two are pr loud and lbr 'quiet' isn't really the first word you might've used for any of the frosts lakjsdaflkjsdf) but i do think he's actually in some ways gotten more outspoken over time, but sadly not really in this way!!! i think this has only gotten more difficult for him but he can still pull it out when needed, but it's more likely to be really impassioned, these days, than quiet and calm, as it would've been in the past, bc he's fighting so hard for it these days

physical touch

this is smth that i def think he used to enjoy!! however, i also think it's smth he can't quite handle nowadays! this poor guy has been through the ringer, emotionally, and honestly he struggles to directly connect now w ppl. touch feels too intimate, even if its just a handshake, skin on skin is a personal barb to him. he's watched too many ppl die and touch goes hand in and hand w connection which goes hand in hand w loss -- touch him and likely watch him recoil. its that saying that the risk of love is loss -- he's no longer sure its a risk he can take again

but yeah i think he was def a roughhousing kinda kid, a v physical person, and always felt it was so natural and easy to show how much you care w a simple touch!

giving/receiving gifts

honestly think this was a go-to back in the day!!!!!! like, those lil mobiles he made for aoife and rosie??? i mean its bc he was continuing his dad's legacy, etc, but also he did that bc it was important to him bc he couldn't just...not, yknow? i think he feels sometimes feels awkward receiving (tho he def treasures that thought and effort, too!), but ronan loves to give!!!!! he wants for others to have everything they could want and likes to find a way to provide them w that

i do think his position as a peasant growing up w (tho v humble, generous, and gracious!) aristocrats also def made him sort of...more aware of that divide, that having is easier for some ppl than for others, and i think that has def informed his outlook. but he's also aware of his own privilege, how the frosts themselves ~were sheltered by the malconaires (as if beneath the arms of a great tree... ;D) and always tried to use that to help those less fortunate, too

quality time

this is still one he can quietly relish! tho its rarer, living alone in the woods laksjdfkljsdf but honestly i think that's only made him value it more -- i def think he kinda took it for granted before his bestie died and while he lived at home etc like!!!!!! there's boundless time!!!! its not so special!!!!!! but now he's been v rudely awakened to how mistaken he really was and so even an emotionally charged/draining meeting like the current one w eithne, for example, means the world to him!!! at least we're together!!!1 and who knows if we ever shall be again!!!!! kinda thing

acts of service 

this is it!!! this is his whole thing!!! boy said i die on this hill and quite literally tried kaljdsfkljsdfdf his big brother energy is so powerful it extends to literally the whole country lskajflkdsjfsdf but yeah he's def that 'my love language is acts of service but unfortunately the only thing i know how to do is kill' meme atp lakjsdflkjdsfdf he used to be much more than a one trick pony that way but yeahhh here he is

i mentioned the meeting w eithne before, and even that is, i think, an act of service at its core -- man's literally risking his life in an effort to save hers (even if in a slightly less literal way) bc he loves her!! ronan's a wreck of the person he used to be, but he's still loyal as they come, yknow? the rebellion is his love letter to astaira, he marched off to war to try and protect the ppl he loves...like this is so much his love language its literally at the heart of who he is as a person and every action he takes

now the sad thing is that everything's gotten twisted up inside him and this is no exception, and that's why some of the plots we've discussed have such a potential foothold w him/he lowkey WANTS to die for this, now, but yeah!! its not from a lack of love!!!

[clochanam]

@espercr: listen, if anything has a shot at rivalling my love for hope baxter, it's my love and respect for you! we've been mutuals for a while now, and our friendship is part of what makes the rpc a kinder place. more to the point, i know that everyone and anyone who has had the pleasure of crossing paths with you feels the same way! hope is such a brilliant character, like you've created a character with such incredible layers and a real complexity without sacrificing any of her kindness and love. in every single verse you've created for her, hope is given room to display different aspects of her personality and skillset without losing the core of herself. you write so beautifully, but you also connect so well with everyone who has the pleasure of writing with you, and that shows so much in the depth and emotion placed in each thread you deliver to the dash! you write out every thought and emotion so beautifully that i feel like i'm right there in the room with her! you're a fantastic writer, a brilliant friend, and we're all so blessed to have you here with us!

@rubycaped: rooper!!! my endlessly beloved, you've been my friend for a LONG time now, and through some wild and mostly wonderful times, too! your talents are infinite, and you have a wide cast of absolutely stunning blogs to choose from, but the wheel picked kate and i just do as the wheel tells me! as we all know, you're the kind of cherished friend who we can chat with and plot with the greatest of ease and craic. while we've got more plotted between aisling and sky, however, i know from reading your dazzling content on the dash that you've made sure to create some incredible and memorable content with kate, too! i don't have much knowledge of the dc universe, but you make it so easy to just dive in and understand kate on a level that i feel wouldn't be easily achieved if i'd read the comics. sometimes it's like i'm watching a movie whenever i read your writing, because i can literally see and hear everything she does! and everything you write has such emotion and impact behind it all, like no word nor sentence is written without meaning and purpose, and i'm so privileged to get to see that on the dash! you're a gem, and a pillar in the community, and i'm so so lucky to know you! (we're gonna get so much chaos between kate and aisling tho i know this, you know this, we all know this--)

@floripire: holy moly idek where to begin with this! tessa, you've been my friend nearly as long as i've been on the dash, and you're part of the reason why i've enjoyed my time here as much as i have! you write so many incredible characters on the dash, but i want to focus on flori today, bc the wheel told me to! here's the thing: i really didn't vibe all that well with the tv series tvd. but you bounced along with flori, and now i'm just waiting for there to be a reboot so you can be in charge of it! (i'm gonna start a petition and a fundraiser and we're making this happen--) the amount of lore and world-building, bringing in different cultures, folklores, mythological bases, it's all so absolutely brilliant to read! the amount of things i learn when i'm writing with you is far more than anything i'd ever learn in any school! that, plus the way you balance out the impact of vampirism with being a young woman who's naturally very compassionate and caring, brings out such a fascinating read in every single thread you've blessed the dash with. plotting with you is always a joy, and i'm so happy to write with you and to know you!

@e11evnth : the wheel picked this specific blog, but u best believe i'll be starting this off with some very sincere love for yourself!! seriously, our friendship means the world to me. and we've been by each other's side for a good long time now, meaning i've had the great joy of seeing so many other people loving you as well! you make a huge effort to connect with everyone you interact with, and it absolutely shows in all your threads. but in addition to all of this, your choice of muses is something that always amazes me. eleven is a character who's often praised for the depth and complexity he has, and you explore this so beautifully! his youth, his agelessness, his joy, his darkness, you balance these out in ways that amaze me every single time. on top of that, you find new things to explore with him, and if ever anyone has been confused by the character in the tv show, i can only recommend that they look through your blog to gain some of the rich understanding you've displayed of him since you started to write him! but let's be honest, i'd recommend you to anyone and everyone. you've been such a fantastic friend to me and to so many, and i can't wait to see our friendship continue for years to come!

@frstwomn: oh man, idek where to start here! tamsin is the kind of character who i'd want to read entire book series about. the presence she has in every single thread i've read is absolutely insane. her backstory? outstanding. the way she navigates an extremely new situation, an extremely new world, while also trying to keep herself and those around her together? listen, i'd rob BANKS to buy these books!! in addition to being a brilliant and creative writer, you're also very dedicated to connecting and plotting intricate threads with your mutuals, which is always seen in the threads you post on the dash! the way each dynamic is so important and so unique? DIVINE! tamsin is such a fascinating character to me, and i know i'm not alone in that mindset. i cannot wait to see what further adventures take place for her, and i'm so glad to see you on the dash!

[panelshowsource]

this was my first time seeing tim and also getting a chance to say a brief hello! (though, i’m not particularly keen on meeting celebs or comedians and rarely take the opportunity, tim just seemed so approachable and that "this really could be my only chance ever" feeling hit hard, so i did it!; that said, i am incredibly disappointed having missed richard osman's book signing last month, but now i’m digressing…) he seemed so, so chuffed at the show being sold out and people being so happy to see him, it made my heart happy 🥹 and, yes, totally polite! (and quite hairy?) i said this before, but one of the best things about nyc shows is watching artists brim with pride — nyc brings out the 15-year-old dreamer in them that they used to be, you can see the "holy shit i really did it" in their eyes... never gets old!!

(this is a follow-up to a question about which 3 comedians i’d want to have dinner with!)

i think people would typically approach this question one of two ways: you want to meet the people you really, really love no matter what or you want to meet the people you really, really want to know more about. those two things can overlap, but sometimes a person you adore has already shared so much, written so many books, created so much, done so many interviews and answered so many questions that you might feel it's a greater privilege to see behind the door of a fiercely private person instead, if forced to choose. stephen fry and simon amstell are great examples of people i've loved so long, respect so much, find endlessly funny and interesting and inspiring — but they've been so generous with their lives and thoughts that there are other comedians & writers i'd never know 1/100th as well even after a three-hour dinner and their undivided attention, and i may selfishly, desperately want to. i say "may" because i don't really blame anyone who would prefer to live in ignorance about their favourite comedians & writers and just enjoy them through their work. sometimes i think that's how i feel about victoria; she's so witty and so smart and represents so much of what i respect about women in her industry that i love her to bits, but because her opinions can be so strong and even acerbic i'm intimidated by the reality that we may clash in some of our ways of thinking — and, selfishly, i don't necessarily want to face that. anyways—

if we were having dinner all of us together, i think it'd be nice to pick 3 people who are friends and would have a lot to talk about amongst themselves — since i'd mostly be there as a voyeur, or to ask a question to spurn on more stories. there are also comedians i'd pick in this scenario because they'd do much better amongst their own kind than a one on one with a normie...

do you ever regret asking me these kinds of questions bc my answers are always so long and qualified and boring like i type this shit out thinking "who would ever read all this or care even half as much just list the fucking comedians" im so sorry for who i am

...like, really, someone like alex horne...he'll be much better in a group, with his friends to play off of...but fock he's kinda hard to fit in with my other faves...

OKAY

i think for a group dinner i'd enjoy so much seeing catherine tate, lee mack, and david tennant. how epic would be that? the oldest of friends, who used to be in a group on the circuit as kids, and the long-time colleagues and icons, who have ruled tv culture with their talent and their charisma; three open, warm people, all legends in their own rights, with endless stories, who may not otherwise show lower-key sides of themselves. i'd sit at that table forever, i think, learning about the comedy scene, the acting scene, television and movies, how the industry circles have overlapped and evolved and helped and hurt. i could sit at that table forever, i think.

as for one on one dinners, it's too difficult not to say david mitchell (is that so predictable ╥﹏╥ ), who is someone who feels close but far; i think — apart from his love of history — he's offered many more scratched surfaces than deep dives, and i deeply appreciate the spectrum of his career and interests. i couldn't keep him too long because i don't think he appreciates going on and on about himself, and i'm sure i couldn't be too interesting, but man what an experience that would be no matter if it was just a short tea! otherwise, i would say sean lock and...as a kind of wild card...richard osman. i think a lot of people will relate to sean, just wanting to see him again, just wanting a moment of his humanity, his great balance between accepting the harsh and coping what we can. richard is a strikingly fascinating person — the younger brother of a famous rockstar and a massive comedy nerd who went on to become one of the richest comedy tv producers and now a crime author? talk about containing multitudes. he's been around for so long but really hasn't given much of himself away — i'm so curious about his life! and he seems such a polite, gentle, intelligent, insightful person, i think the conversation would just be so enlightening!

as you can imagine i have about 15 other people i'd be dying dying dying to have dinner with but i stuck with the prompt!!! sorry i was so word vomit about it >.<

the thing is julian has 0% dad energy — what he has is INTENSE rich childfree aunt energy. she’s gonna come around for dinner once in a while and wear that fake smile around the kids that makes it very obvious she’s not into them but is happy for you and talk about her recent trip to paris and after about two hours she has to leave 1) to go to the theatre but mostly 2) for her own sanity. as for lucy and sam, i saw an amazing exchange (i think on tiktok?? idr) discussing the quite serious difference at the foundations of james acaster’s and sam campbell’s comedy, since they’re being often erroneously compared, and someone made a point that went more or less like this: “the basis of james’ comedy is the fact he is a deeply angry, self-loathing and mentally ill person. sam is just a toddler who has had way too many lollipops.” and…that’s it. older sister lucy and younger brother sam have had too many lollies — you can even find some in their hair 🍭🍭

well you know what i watched an episode of pointless where THIS FUCKING CLUE got 86!!!!!!!!!! 14 people didn’t get sheep!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so frankly i don’t trust this audience anyways!!!!

hahaha no i just threw it together for that ask post that’s why it’s so sloppy 😂 you can use it if you want!

BONK

aw anon that's so nice! like i said, someone else made that action and i would love to know who (well, i know their name is ana, but have never found their blog in all these years) — the whole community is built on sharing resources and tips! hope you're having fun :')

get out of here!!! these were so sweet. thank you so much. to echo my answer to the anon before these, it's a huge community effort and the people who rip this content are my heroes. i'm happy you have some resources to help you smile and laugh 🥹

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[tireddovahkiin]

1, 6 and 9 for the gush game with sephi? ^^/

AHHH, Thank you SO much for the ask!!! 🖤 (The way my heart srated beating faster when someone asked me to gush about my beloved evil angel OMG-)

Link to the game!

1. Gush about your f/o's eyes!

GOSH- where do I even start??? FIRST OF ALL. The colour. Man, I get so LOST in that sea of glowing cyan and green...

I mean, just LOOK! This is a work of ethereal art, everybody! It's DIVINE. So intimidating to others, because of those slitted pupils, so cold and distant... But to me, they fell like HOME. Like a sanctuary I can get lost within. Everybody sees them as the eyes of a monster, but I see them as eyes of the most gorgeous being I have ever witnessed. Had PRIVILEGE witnessing. And while most of (normal) people would get creeped out if these pair of eyes gazed at them at any time, I personally would never feel safer than with Sephiroth watching over me, as I sleep, do anything, or just be in his presense. Just a gaze of his majestic eyes is enough to make my heart crazy and my mind dizzy and empty. And focus only on him.

No one else.

Only Sephiroth.

6. Gush about your f/o's hands!

Warning for slightly suggestive stuff hehe~ but nothing serious!

... *fshhhhh* (sound of me getting a nose bleed)

(guys im not kidding my hands started to tremble- SGDJSGUFSUYDF)

Big hand, not a nick or a single scar on that beautiful, smooth skin, pale like moonlight. He has no hair on them. Fingers slender and elegant, but not too long. He feels cold under the touch, but very soft. Purple and green veins that decorate his milky, thin skin... Others would be worried that its kind of too thin layered, and that there are so much veins visible. But I personally find it beautiful, because I have very thin skin myself, and many veins visible through my wrists, palms and knuckles. They're much bigger in size than mine, of course, He basically swallows my hands whole when he holds them🥺 (i have baby hands, im serious.). There are three lines across his left palm, two paralel, and the third slicing over them on the opposite direction. He has four on the left, all paralel.

Because Sephiroth almost always wears leather gloves, I like to slip my hands inside and just feel his skin with my finger tips... He lets me most of the time, but when he wants to break away, I don't let him, and grab his wrist closer to me😩

I adore kissing his knuckles, tips of his fingers and wrist the most. I also like biting his fingers sometimes, jokingly. And I like to trail the path of his veins when I doze off or, just bring his hand close to my face, lean into his touch, to SHOW him who I am devoted to. JUST him.

9. Gush about your f/o's tummy!

OUUUUUGGGRGRGHEHRGRGEHHRHHGFFGGFHDFG🥴😩🙈🤤😵😳...

ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT... THIN, ALMOST INVISIBLE HAPPY TRAIL STARTING FROM HIS BELLY BUTTON, UNLESS YOU COME CLOSER, and see them reflect on the dim light, as I comb my finger through it... AAJKSGDKSGSFYFSYFS- And those perfectly carved muscles, from years and years of training, sturdy at the touch... They move when I touch them, he's very sensitive to touch. (Bc my boy always experienced either a forced touch from the doctors and scientists and surgeons, or from his enemies, that had an intention to kill.) He's not ticklish, but it does make his muscles get all twitchy and stuff🥺

I like to kiss it. Litter kisses alllll around, to the sides, and below and above his belly button... Like to feel those muscles contract, answer to my touches and kisses. Listen to his sweet little sounds, saying how he loves it, how he loves me... How he wants mmmooooreeeee~ HEHEHEHEHEHEH-

*faints*

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i agree about gretta gerwigs work, i feel like there are some pieces of femininity and what its like to grow up as a girl that she nails every time, like at least for me personally her portrayals of grieving past versions of yourself and your life always resonate (but maybe thats because thats a pretty universal experience? im not sure), and her interfamilial relationships feel very tangible to me,

but yeah when it comes to her resolutions and her looking forward moments i feel like i dont really follow where her brain goes, it sometimes feels like she just ends up back where she started. and she doesnt play with gender and sexuality much, which is a shame because i feel like she could do it well?? idk maybe its fear, maybe shes cis and straight and those themes just dont resonate with her idk.

i also feel like shes almost choses stories where she wouldnt be forced to confront those topics? like little women has always had the same conclusion, she certainly did add her own artistry to the story but its not like she would have been expected to explore queer experiences there. and the same is true for barbie, barbie isnt exactly known for being a space that plays much with gender, and i highly doubt mattel would have approved a story that included too much queerness bc theyre trying to tell toys to conservative moms right? idk sorry this got long, your comments on gerwig just got me thinking

yeahhhhh exactly like. i am not a huge gerwig fan (not that i dislike her or anything; i'm just pretty neutral towards her as a director) + i only watched ladybird back when it first came out + barbie now. have never seen little women but based on what i know of the book yeah i imagine it's not like a movie where you'd expect lesbians lol nor was i expecting any particularly insightful exploration of queerness from barbie (although i do think it's nice that many people have been able to find meaningful aroace readings of the film)--and like i don't think it's gerwig's responsibility to explore such themes if they are not things she relates to or has an interest in exploring!

i feel like this is moreso just a problem with reception when any certain artist or work of art gets venerated as like....the pinnacle of representation for 'womanhood' or 'girlhood,' which is a category much of gerwig's critical reception seems to fall into. bc there is no single monolithic experience of 'womanhood,' the cultural consensus about what representations set the standard for such experiences always tend to privilege certain experiences (white, straight, cis, etc), oftentimes at the expense of erasing others. and this has been a particular aspect of some of the barbie praise that's grated on me; i've seen a lot of people talk about how it so perfectly encapsulates 'the female experience' and as a gnc lesbian i'm just like. alright then lol. think the treatment of queerness by the film as a whole was also just like....odd. generally speaking. honestly still parsing thru my thoughts on it but sometimes the framing of the movie made it a little difficult to tell whether i was being laughed at or laughed with tbh

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You deserve my support and much more! Lacklustre updating schedule or not, everytime you leave is a very.. compelling and deeply emotional piece of art. I say deeply emotional because when I read it, I feel every emotion that’s written in a very raw and deep way, as if I was actually living it, and so, to be able to even read it and have access to more chapters, is a really big privilege for me.

I think by showing us the present first and then going back to how it all began and showing how y/n and Yen developed their deep bond is pretty amazing, it makes it hurt yes 😂 but also makes it feel real and more intimate bc now we know how truly intricate and deep their feelings are for each other and how much weight their past together has on the events that are occurring in the present and will happen in the future.

I can also tell you love writing for it, idk how to explain it really, but you can see it’s written with passion and love and that every little detail matters. So actually, thank you for creating such an amazing story and I will always look forward to any chapters you put out! 🖤💛 I’m glad my little ask made you feel happy also 😊

(I agree abt Henry… the Witcher is just not the same without him. I have considered replaying the games just so I can maybeeee forget that Henry is not in the show anymore and hopefully ease into Liam a bit better 😂)

oh wow, love, i'm incredibly touched that you feel that way about it!! and that you consider it a piece of art. it's hard to try and see it from your perspective sometimes when i'm so deeply involved with it from a writer's point of view and can't read the chapters with a fresh mind, so hearing you say that actually filled me with joy and motivation.

and thank you so much for saying that! it means i accomplished what i intended to do. i always prefer to write with a heavy layer of emotion clouding my characters. emotions drive us, fuel our fears and define our actions. whether they're morally grey or relatable, it will help reach a level of understanding and hopefully help connect with the story. having to watch the characters battle both inwardly and outwardly before getting whatever their heart desires is just so much more satisfying.

going back to the past felt like a bit of a gamble at first. i was afraid i would confuse or lose some readers who probably desperately wanted to read what would happen at sodden instead, but now that i'm in the middle of writing those early days with yennefer, i realise it was the best decision i could have made. it will explain why they held off on their feelings and so much more. there are many subtle ways i can show their bond slowly forming, or how and why certain beliefs and insecurities will keep resurfacing simply because they were so intricately woven within them. by writing their story from the beginning, i feel like i've started to understand it even better. i don't think i could've properly taken the story forward the same way if i hadn't made that decision.

oh, i absolutely adore writing it. it slithered into my mind years ago during christmas break and it hasn't left me since. i never write anything just for the clicks or interactions, but especially not this one. i just had to write it all down, whether i would later on post it or not. i have notes upon notes everywhere and whenever an idea pops up while i read the books or play the game, i scribble it down. i still don't know how i can find clarity in the chaos (no pun intended). you can always come and talk to me about the story in my dms or asks, please don't hold back. i'd love to hear your thoughts and see if you've caught certain easter eggs, double meanings, symbolisms or foreshadowings (the flower on tissaia's desk is a nod to the bond she'll have with yen and y/n, for example). and as a writer, it's always interesting to see how certain things have landed with readers!

i feel like to a lot of people, me included, henry felt like the essence of the series, the glue holding it together. i get why people are frustrated he's no longer in it, and that the adaption has been absolute shit as well, but i honestly love the world of the witcher too much to not cling to every new bit of media they give us (and i really want to support the other actors). my story is a mix of the series and the book and will at one point stop following canon, since yen doesn't have her arc with geralt or ciri in this. i write yennefer with all of the different versions we've seen of her in mind, so i hope she doesn't feel too ooc for people who've only watched the series, played the game or read the book. but since this story doesn't exist in canon, we also don't have anything to compare her possible actions and reactions to with the things that will happen in everytime you leave, so i think i'll be fine 😊

take care, love! your support means the world to me and i count myself very lucky that you're one of my few readers 🖤