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fascinating! nora and jaune both have six chapters, ren has seven. however, i know there's at least a couple of his that are pretty short. the real test would be to check the word counts which, unless i can do word count by heading, i am not doing.
#i evened out the amount of flashbacks at least but initially#jaune and nora has 3 each and ren had 4#gotta admit the ren&pyrrha dynamic is gnawing my brain (affectionate) so that flowed easy#i have a lot of thoughts this morning#kina rambles#poa! jnpr#to clarify i ADDED a memory for both jaune and nora#which brings me to 28k and counting bc one is still under construction#ren and jaune have some short chapters too of courstheblasy three chapters cover three very separate arcs of the narrative#each narrated by one of them#there's something about the themes there#something like heart head and soul#i can't put my finger on it yet#nora's the heart jaune's the mind ren's the soul#idk idk the themes come together all on their own and as i beta and adjust i can see some threads#of course then. what is/was pyrrha?
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nigga youre so ugly no one even wants a pity fuck with your sushi store down there kill yourself you have no value
Babes is everything okay at home?🙁🙁
#poor soul#I hope you get better<3#So sad for people like this like what goes through your head#My heart goes out to you love🎀#you got something to say come into my dms bitch#v<333
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something something the window in light & night is a mirror and its all just been Whole looking in a mirror thinking about himself/his brain
#souls the only one that can see him too#cos 1. hes technically whole missing his heart & mind so he'd be able to see his whole self through it#But mainly 2. eyes are the window to the soul or something yk yk#“I want to see your eyes looking back and into mine” yk yk yk?#planning animatics in my head that ill never do [as you do]#& the visual of very stark differences of the black white & grey of hms singing#then suddenly swapping to whole by himself in front a mirror in like his room or bathroom idk wherever mirrors exist#like during the bit when Whole sings in Light. thats why its much quieter & isolated#and cos Soul joins in the next verse & sings with Whole. thats him seeing Whole again.#then them all overlayed on each other in the end of the video is the whole mirror with them all. if that makes sense#im franticly typing this cos im busy but i dont wanna lose thought#its prolly already been thought of but idk#windows are cool#i was planning a hms art with a window so. i was thinkin about window lore#chonnys charming chaos compendium#moss post#chonny jash#if anythings misspelled. shhhhh im typing fast okay#did you guys know i love light & wholes part in light & the parallels in everything
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Understandably So no one mentions charles when talking about the Logan movie and again Understandably So This Aint Bout Him however i do confess that as someone who had never seen Logan until like. a month ago when i was binging all the movies and without knowing a single thing about it aside from laura i cant lie i was in fact jumpscared by him being there. especially for at least like 3/4s of the movie
#xmen#logan movie#snap chats#i be ramblin today hello ...#it was a pleasant jumpscare. yk until he died. after realizing he committed atrocities by accident 😭😭💀 OLD MAN NOOO#but no please LIKE I READ THE DESCRIPTION WHEN GOING TO WATCH RIGHT#AND I WAS JUST THINKING 'oh he'll probably be here for like twenty minutes. wdym he's here for way longer than that'#i THINK years ago i REMEMBER seeing a screenshot of the hotel bit with laura and charles but again that was years ago#and i might be tricking myself maybe its a false memory jealvvelka either way i just know they were cute :(#point is he was here for. i cant even say So Little cause again He Was Here For An Hour And Thirty Minutes Out Of Two Hours#and lets be clear 'snap has your brain molded that much you know exactly how much screen time charles gets in the movies'#girl no not yet i only know exactly when he punches his clock cause i had to keep restarting the movie cause it kept pausing vjAELKAJE#and it just so happened to struggle literally like. ten minutes after he dies- like when logan was dealing with x24 THAT part#so rude for that.. anyway I Repeat i miss charles and laura bein cute :(#it wasnt a lot but it was just sweet.. i always like how charles always got that Professor in his soul with these movies#like in dofp when logan's losing it after. getting future ptsd jvALKVLAJ??K charles is there to ground him#despite being. Like That vjeaLKj like sir please ily. i will accept the Youre On Acid answer youre trying your best#and then with THIS movie evidently charles is having. the worst time upstairs#but he's still super sweet with laura like oh stop you grandpa im gonna throw up#and to STRESS. they were EVIL about that wholesome dinner bit like :((( oh to see the fam happy and safe again :(((#like im throwing up frankly. people were right this movie IS sad i underestimated their assessment 😭#to lighten the mood in my heart. charles really do be an old man in this movie hes such a menace to logan JELKAK#god. Most Normal X-Men Movie Watcher Focuses On Professor X During The Movie About Logan VEJLKJA#ok im done. sorry i just keep replayin that bit in my head where theyre in the car and logans just 'Did You Take Your Meds SHOW'#like pelase. jaeRLKEaj ok im gonna try drawing i looked at my wall long enough and i think i can draw something
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#i could try to write a cohesive caption but im tired and sad so messy notes in the tags it is#spn#liveblog tag#12.22#it shouldnt have felt like such a weight off to hear dean recount how much pain sam's experienced like this but it was#saying ''he lost his soul'' like it was indeed something awful that happened To him as opposed to a ''mistake'' he made#< which is how he's brought it up to sam himself in past seasons#funny that it seems he's only able to acknowledge sam's suffering when sam isn't present. moreover - only when dean's suffering is#centered as well. inextricable from sam's bc of their shared upbringing#and only when there is a more culpable figure to bear the brunt of dean's feelings (often john and now for the first time mary)#she was dragged back to earth as a gift For You. she doesn't fit and the family she knew is gone and you have an idea of her in your head#that she will never be able to mirror in real life bc that mary never existed#and she's been tortured and brainwashed into killing people she knows and she's trapped in her own mind trying to seek solace in#a happy memory - a vestige of heaven which is a vestige of life#and she has no choice but to listen as you rip into her heart for choices that she already hates herself for#sam/mary parallels holding strong but as always sam got the short end of the stick#anyway. ow :)#tag vomit
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Headcanon #100: Since Soul is the vessel/left over part from Whole splitting up, he physically doesn't have a mind or a heart. Where the heart & brain would be is just empty space.
#chonny jash#cj soul#maybe he has something replaced there but idk#souls the shell that's left over from whole splitting into heart & mind#so soul is without them physically#lol head empty/j#also!!! 100 bby!!!!!#wahoo#idk what to do with that but like#100 little thoughts yippee
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just going about my day idly contemplating how some of the ways hawke can interact with a romanced anders are not at all unlike how they interact with leandra (and a bit of carver too, especially with a purple hawke), and then thought about my hawke in the timeline where he romances anders and was hit straight in the face with 'was he ever actually in love, or was he just desperately trying to renegotiate with his mother's ghost in any way he could' and now i need to lie down. this is the power of dragon age 2
#'you don't know my mother' haunting me through the years#dragon age#dragon age 2#hawke#On second thought let's not go to Kirkwall; it is a silly place#there are of course as many ways to do/read that relationship as there are players to interact with it haha and all valid!#but my personal version of handers is sooo fucked up and bad times for everyone involved and I love it haha.#this is a relationship neither of them should have been in and that made everything worse and everyone unhappy in the end#locked tomb levels of the horrors of love. i ship it but in the way that I want to make it sadder and more gutwrenching each time#to be clear this is a very mutual two-way kind of fucked up but I think varric in his loyalty and love would downplay hawke's side of it#for huge swathes of their relationship anders is not in a mental place to be a good partner and the emotional blackmail is Not Okay#(but it's just like how mother used to make it! hawke's soul cries sadly as it reaches for it hungrily)#which is in some ways fair enough no one could accuse him of not warning you ahead of time fjskda#but hawke is messy about it in a way only available to a covert people pleaser who has never had a millisecond of therapy#with some added stuff that my hawke is always acespec in some form and when he gets together with anders...#is the sex something he doesn't particularly care to have or not have but it 'makes anders happy'/he longs to feel wanted *and* needed#and also a way he gets out of ever being *actually* vulnerable (which I think he'd had to be with varric for example if he Went There )#'you want the hawke who's in your head so badly and I kind of wish I were that hawke too. so let's be collaborateurs with that fantasy'#(and then maybe if I do it right every time you'll finally be happy hawke says in his heart looking at this leandra-anders phantom form)#(and echoing stuff in varric's relationship to hawke but I think the important distinction there is that varric -- is a craftsman haha#he KNOWS when he's lying/making up a story he KNOWS the difference between what is and what he wishes the world was#(I think there's some deep longing there to not know; for it to blend together or have the power to change things. but he always knows)#which ironically leaves him in a better position to actually see and understand hawke the person#even as he is creating hawke the literary figure. almost to protect him in some ways? god da2 is so full of STUFF!!! I adore it)#and of course anders gets so disillusioned with hawke's inertia and lack of action (you all but married this man anders!#you should know this about him he's already carrying the whole family and city on his shoulders if you add a gram more he'll collapse!)#and hawke feels so desperately hurt that the promise anders seemed to make that he'd be enough -- that he could fix things for him --#('I'm the one bright light in kirkwall and that apparently doesn't count for shit so I'm just slowly turning to ash for you')#turned out to be untrue. anyway. sad now. imagine them meeting like twenty years on what the fuck could you even say to each other then#(I can't imagine Hawke ever physically hurting anyone he loves so he just tells Anders to leave at the end of DA2. they COULD meet again
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upcoming Carlos x chess content soon ❤️♟️✨
#carlos sainz#autumn posts#Santander Private Banking release the chess content posthaste please!!!!!!!!#I love chess and I love him so you can imagine my delight hehe ✨🙂↕️💫#it looks like he may win (at least this round shown) spoilers Santander smh teehee#anyways quick gifs again before work!!!#thinking of everyone especially fellow Daniel fans ❤️🩹 it's still too much to express right now for me#but sending everyone so much healing energy#❤️🌅❤️🩹 something good must be coming I know it#head very full after Daniel's post#but good things too!! he can get away from the mess of RBR#Max to anywhere else king? 👀 imagine?#realistically I never see Max leaving rbr tho...I also have many wild hopes for 2025 that cannot be wrung from my heart 🙂↕️#also in good news AHHH LEWIS AND THE MET GALA#many complicated feelings on the fashion industry ahh too much to yap about in the tags rn!!#but so so so happy for Lewis and this theme ❤️ cannot wait for the Met ahhhhhhhhh also going to insta dive for moments from this week#one more bananas work day 🙂↕️✨ also I changed my blog theme!! on the fence if I'll keep it but we shall see!!!! 💖#anyways sending everyone good energy from Texas 🌆✨ brb soon!!!!!!#also I maybe might post writing on the sideblog!! so many incredible artists are so inspiring!!!!#but oh the nerves of showing one of the particular charms on the sicko pandora bracelet of my soul 🙂↕️#maybe maybe maybe!! but there's a certain Max Carlos fic I'd love to read but haven't seen so#gotta be the change you want to see in the world ❤️🫡 hehe anyways I gotta hit the bricks (Microsoft Outlook my beloathed) bye for now!!!!!!
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rook is my full caster elden ring pc. i have elden lord lore, but my fave version of him is as an npc.
artificial shadowbound of the black moon, is a nightfolk originally created by the eternal cities. when he was reborn as a tarnished, he was horrified to find that allegiance hadn't faded.
he fronts as a neutral scribe, observing and recording the change of the age, in actuality he is compelled to advance ranni's ambitions and is seeking an escape through miquella's experiments in thwarting outer gods.
in the end, his autonomy is stripped, and through him the eternal cities finally gain their lord of night.
the npc version has him as the one who writes the item descriptions. your lord can save him from servitude to the eternal cities by finding the "rook doll". destroying it allows him to die as himself, but if you have miquella's golden needle you can insert it, sparing him and granting him free will.
idk if i'm set on it, but i think its kinda sad but kinda cool that as a lord, his only path is the doomed one. he can't escape without the help of strangers who may never involve themselves. the only way out for him is if you win instead.
#elden ring#my designs#my art#another idea for npc!rook i had was that he will sell you all the spells you missed as you go along#i want to do some of the comics ive been kicking around in my head for ages now that i finally have a ref sheet#the doll idea is not very good but i love the lil doll models. its something to do with soul manipulation and man-made life#like with the albinaurics and the tears. i don't think he'd have a glintstone heart as a construct. i'll have to think about it
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give me more horrorkiller content i say as i proceed to post solely about full mtt/mttpoly. i cant I CANT i cant just SOLELY post about one of the duos...... i cant JUST post about 2/3 of them it upsets me. everything MUST be in a trio of else i merge into my bed and rip my skin off when i try to get up
#it physically upsets me when i make 2/3 mtt content#i literally feel EMPTY like.... THIS IS NOT COMPLETE!!!! THEYRE NOT COMPLETE!!!! I NEED THE THIRD OF THE SET OF THREE DOLLS!!!!!!#maybe its just because i have a tendency to want completed things. royale high back in the day was terrible for me the collector#me at miniso opening blindboxes until i get the very specific 3 that represent the mtt idc how much it costs#i just choked on spit while typing this thats how i know that mtt content without the third is a curse#even if i did make just solely a horrorkiller post id just bring dust up in tags 😭😭😭 it would just end up being mtt poly in the end anyways#horrordust but i physically cant resist the urge to type out killer in tags#the dynamic just doesnt feel complete and im being so fucking serious about this#there is something MISSING from horrordust. horrorkiller. kist. something very wrong missing#the ship hits because its mtt but it doesnt feel SATISFYING without all three#i just cant explain it but there is an inexplicable whole in my soul that cannot be filled unless its with full trio#like just..... theres an aspect to the perfect group that each of the trio satisfies#this is absolutely an old thought but one that will never leave my mind#when youve become so inlove with the mtt that you simply like the concept of three now on its own and cant fathom one or god forbid TWO#3 is my favorite number now..... bc of mtt....... ermmmm...........#orange is my favorite BUT like.... red blue and purple as a group are tied for it in my heart#a lot of my favorite things have shifted because of the mtt#so when you (me) ask me to do anything BUT in threes i ask you......................... do you want me to kill mysel#i pat my dog 3 times on the head to signal im done petting her#ive trained my hands to be able to shuffle between ✌️🤘🤙 on instinct now. its routine#god i make everything about the mtt its not even funny. only true mtt fans have made a song cover singing as them#i demoted myself to number 3 fan in my bio during my little mental break i had a couple days ago#but 3 is still high for the sheer amount of mtt fans that they are so i really dont care..... someone else can have spot 1 and 2 but 3#tricule rant
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The rōnin and the yūrei 🌸
#johnny somewhere in the background shaking his head feeling sorry for poor V#cause it looks like this loyal 'saka dawg might end up as her stepdad#which is tragic news but then again#whatever makes mom happy cause god knows she needs some serotonin in her life#woman's been rawdogging tragedy after tragedy since dumping arasaka and getting involved with that one dude#did she really think there could be a happy family life anywhere near night city?#anyways that's a whole another story#goro is here and he's PUMPED to be of service again#and being able to cook proper japanese food for someone who appreciates it? say less#anyways#goro and yuki are a whole another otp after my own heart and soul and i think i should start drawing more of em#unlike silverv this otp is surprisingly normal for a world of cyberpunk#a relationship built on mutual respect duty honor and honesty? unheard of!#there's just something special about mature otps#something very zen#my art#sketch#traditional doodle#ballpoint doodle#can't believe i made a decent face looking to the right#can never do those for some reason lmao#cyberpunk 2077#cp77#cdpr#cd projekt red#goro takemura#oc#yukihime sato#v's mom#otp
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*Sighs wistfully with a dreamy look on my face while my surroundings are ripped apart and covered in blood and tears* This fanfic :)
#i can't get if out of my fucking head#I'm just doing a regular task and I'll remember something random about it#it has me on the floor fucking sobbing and I'm not even actively reading it#this is about Hero’s Shadow by FeelingStabby btw#this shit is ripping out my heart and stomping on my soul#it's so fucking good I'm losing my mind#i feel like I'm literally going insane about it#i finished it 2 months ago and i still can't stop thinking about it#deadass gonna go read it again#Hero's Shadow#fanfic#fanfiction#ao3 fanfic
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urge to write essays defending myself for things i have not yet been accused of
#they r being written in my head for sure#but like urge to actually write them down#literally have an essay prepared for if someone ever throws this specific piece of criticism at me#how crazy is that#guys i think im getting worse#hahah. hahahaa .uh oh.#yeah having like. an Audience to our original story our heart and soul#is like#doing something to me#im like so scared all the time#theres gotta be a way to get better abt this without sacrificing sharing my art w the world#personal
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I find it hilarious that like, most popular headcanons/ideas of HMS come from something that's in the actual album. Whether its the cover art or from a lyric, it makes sense with context or a metaphor. Then there's just a random ass chicken that came from nowhere.
#i mean like yea its more from the chicken song but like#there's a whole separate character that's been made & is so widely accepted that CJ has nothing to do with#like hearts wings. minds voice mod. minds mech parts. them having halos. soul having multiple sets of arms. them all having names#like they all have a reason as to why they exist. like something hints or is a metaphor or whatever from the album#soul 2 even#and then there's Darrell#like CJ finished Vol 1 & left for like 10 minutes#and now there's a chicken with its own character traits & life with HMS that is so widely accepted that to anyone new it'll look canon#how did we get here#blame sky its her fault/j#im here for it tho ofc#vol 2 could only be about darrell & id be fine with it#best CCCC character#also love the idea that if whole can meet HMS in whatever space they exist he sees Darrell & is like#<why is there a chicken in my head what>#chonny jash#moss post
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. anyway after writing the tags 4 this post i told my research partner i will no longer follow his dreams lmao. still helping w it but i need to engage in research that i find satisfying
#i think ive been waiting for something for a while and i will spend the next year waiting for it too#i thought i felt panic but i have decided to read it as anticipation. the thrill of rejection or of moving forward or the latter as#a result of the former. i left you with your backpack unattended in the cafe because on fridays i am done#putting my life on hold for another whim-without-a-warning#this cross country service is delayed by 26 minutes so i will grab a bucket and start shovelling the water away from the tracks#everyone is moving on in some different way and im sorry if you think im mean for telling you getting so drunk will disable you from#recording your brainwaves effectively but it seems like you think i owe you an awful lot. one year ago in four days my friend got me hegel's#science of logic for my birthday and i thanked him for proving to me the existence of things this is what i do he said#and then he will spend the rest of his life breathing philosophy and i dont want to spend the rest of my life#breathing someone elses dreams i wait for the moment of realisation. this is now a 30 minute delay. i was supposed to worship beautiful#things and that is what i will do. i think i have a best friend and i know i have a lover and i know to#restrict my love the way you have. im sorry. i hope you understand when i tell you. i am now sitting on the floor in the luggage section of#this incredibly busy train and i saw a photo of her with her boyfriend and her hair in braids smiling like a fool this is the#except a week ago you told me you almost took too much this time to live. you are a beautiful girl with a beautiful soul and you know you#have already changed the world and it somehow was not enough. now you are smiling without any makeup on next to him#and yesterday you cried in an airport in the states when you were too full of love. this is the most extraordinary human being i have met.#tomorrow he heads off to princeton while his best friend heads to harvard. he goes there to make the world a better place. he is the most#extraordinary person i have ever met. the issue with human beings is that we are incredibly good at almost dying and keeping going.#you try to kill yourself and publish a paper and give a talk. you negotiate the seperation between your own parents and submit another#phd application. i am surrounded by extraordinary people with extraordinary minds and incredibly broken happy hearts.#i only see you smile when you talk about robotics. i still dont know how manifolds work and i love the concept anyway. i dont know.#i do know that i refuse to live unsatisfied.#you can keep drinking. im going to drink this reality up#i think i was a horrible person and i refuse to engage with that mentality again no matter what it takes.
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HANG ON. spotted your tag 'ghost and nova' - are you pomegrenadier on ao3?
Unfortunately I am not - at least not to the best of my knowledge. Nova (Nova-7) and Ghost (Ghost) are my idiots (OCs) whom i love very much, and i like seeing things that remind me of them
#yeah they're just#in my head and heart like 25/7 and occasionally i find something that reminds me of them and their dynamic and i just#tag them#they're destiny 2 OCs in which nova is the young wolf and ghost is a 500+-year-old crucible menace and they're basically the epitome of the#'whatever the universe my soul will find yours' trope#i have been on ao3 but only in a reader capacity#haven't published anything there#(yet?)#destiny 2#ghost#nova
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