#someone hold me *screams*

[valtsv]

they should hire me as like a stunt double but for when they need someone to express screaming and falling to their knees and tearing at their clothes levels of grief in movies and shows. not only would i be great at it but i think that a regularly scheduled cathartic wail would do things not even the best medication and therapy money can buy could for my mental health. you wouldn't even have to pay me i'd just show up ready to go like a working dog finally getting an opportunity to fulfil its life's purpose.

[psychopomparia]

Do you know what's crazy about me getting Neuvi's signature weapon in a single pull today:

I was wishing as Wriothesley. cause I need to build Wrio's friendship up and he's almost at level 10.

So, now I'm imagining Wrio getting the Tome of Eternal Flow dropped into his hands and his reaction is just:

[paranormaljones]

I'm rereading Lockwood & Co. and I just started The Screaming Staircase and. the thought of little 8-year-old Lucy Carlyle walking around in an agency uniform actually makes me so sick to my stomach.

[vaguely-concerned]

seeing people claim that lucanis is 'bad representation' is hilarious to me because in so many ways he's really the closest anything has ever gotten to capturing my own personal experience. sorry for being bad real life queer and mental health/neurodiversity representation folks 😔 I'll take time to reflect and do some work on myself and try to do better in the future

[theweewooshow]

Tommy has run into Sal more than a few times since he left the 118, but it’s infrequent enough that his heart still clenches painfully in his chest when he sees him.

He thinks a part of him will always feel something for Sal. He was the best friend he had for a really long time. He was the first guy Tommy ever let himself do anything with. He was the first guy who broke his heart.

So when he runs into Sal with Evan by his side, at the fucking grocery store of all places, his heart gives a traitorous little lurch in his chest.

And listen, he’s happy. He’s so fucking happy with Evan.

But every single time he’s run into Sal in the past, they’ve ended up in bed together.

If they ran into each other at the badge and ladder bar, Tommy would stick around past when his coworkers left and at the end of the night, he’d end up back at Sal’s place. If they ran into each other on a call, there would be a text on his phone after he got back to the station and he’d find himself letting Sal into his house when their shifts were over.

It helped that none of the times he ran into Sal had been when he was seriously dating someone, but he can’t be one hundred percent positive it would have mattered if he were.

Something about Sal had always made Tommy a little stupid, a little too quick to do things he knew he shouldn't.

The two of them together were electric in a way he wasn’t with anyone else he’d dated.

Until Evan.

[extravagav]

THIS HURTS THIS HURTS SO MUCH EVERY TIME I LOOK AT IT BC MEGUMI HAS BEEN ON HIS OWN THIS WHOLE TIME DROWNING IN THE ABYSS, UNABLE TO DO ANYTHING BUT WATCH AS HE'S FORCED TO HURT THE PEOPLE HE LOVES, THE VERY PEOPLE HES DOING EVERYTHING FOR IN THE FIRST PLACE, HIS SISTER, HIS FRIENDS, HIS PARENTAL FIGURE- SO OF COURSE HE CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE OF COURSE HE'S LOST ALL HOPE IM THINKING ABT HOW ALONE HES BEEN FEELING THIS WHOLE TIME AND HOW HELPLESS AND I WANT TO THROW UP PLEASE YUJI PLEASE SAVE HIM BRING HIM INTO THE LIGHT!!!

[shardsofchaos]

bridon arc drops on the 27th i am incredibly sorry for the person i will become next friday

[puppy-phum]

something something mork excluding himself from every situation bc suddenly he couldn't see where he stood in day's life when he's not family or a friend (technically) or anything more and day feeling that empty space anyway bc mork is more than he thinks

[lunar-years]

I’ve already explored and seen other people explore the idea of Jamie texting/reaching out to Roy in the wake of the season one finale because he feels reasonable/guilty about Roy’s injury. But WHAT IF…Roy is super depressed one night and/or has had a few drinks in an attempt to drown his sorrows and then decides to text Jamie…to blame him. Now, I don’t think Roy in his right mind would *actually* blame Jamie for his injury, because that would be dumb and they were both just doing their jobs, which Roy fully knows. However, in a very distressed state I can absolutely see Roy launching at whomever he can blame. Particularly when that person is Jamie, a person he already hates.

[snobgoblin]

thinking about the ring thing and the hat thing and the grief and the things people we love leave behind as reminders of the absence of their presence etc etc. sigh

[akiiichiii]

holy fukc my heart is shattered into pieces

[ohmaerieme]

candy hearts and paper flowers will always keep me close to you

[yea-baiyi]

YALL. everyone go watch story of kunning palace i swear it’s worth it im still riding an insane high after i finished it last night.

it’s a very good solid drama for 30 episodes kinda slow burn but well written with good characters and decent plots.

and then in the last 8 episodes, the guy’s sidekick tells him “maybe you should show her how you really feel. show her the real you” and he proceeds to go batshit feral insane. which after watching her pine after and then reject the most morally upright guy ever it fucking WORKS ON HER because she is ALSO insane!!

after that it’s just 8 episodes of him being sloppy desperate for her and begging her to give him an answer while she’s just there buffering because she has to readjust her whole worldview with this news that he’s liked her all along?? she went out to meet her former crush and when she got home he sat her down and made her eat a dinner he made. that was drowning in vinegar. because if he had to drink vinegar then SO SHOULD SHE. and after she doesn’t eat much at dinner he plops down a tray of her favourite cake. that he had given her before earlier in the drama. announces that he made it with his own hands. and she’s like :0 “you made it for me even back then?? but back then we were only….” and he’s immediately like “only? only what? what were we back then? what about now? is it different now? what are we?” and she’s just like .

[hplonesomeart]

SMG4 fandom how are we feeling about the carnival coming up. I’m scared and going to scream :))

Plain sketch version without the grey background blend btw wahooo

[carefulfears]

one thing that stands out to me about the IVF arc is the way that, for as much as i make fun of her for asking her coworker if she can have his babies, scully asking mulder to be involved in the biggest process of her life (and the most important thing in the rest of her life) is such a healing and reverent experience. like he says “i’m absolutely flattered,” but it’s so much more than that. it’s like…spending your whole life feeling like you should’ve died at age twelve and then being told someone just wants more of you, more and more and more, in everything.

[exhaustedpirate]

i am broken after this last episode... they had so many options for tommy's character (from jealousy at the 118 family and gerard's presence) but this? this breakup just leaves us absolutely blindsided! i need to believe that tommy will appear again, that these insecurities of his will be dealt with and those two ARE gonna move in together because evan buckley is all in and tommy kinard needs to get his shit together and get with the program! this can't be how it ends, it just can't! (i'm kinda happy that i was spoiled before i watched the episode by fucking wiki but after a week of expecting an ily... god) also that "buck" at the end fucking broke me....

i need tim to get his fucking act together and have buck put some sense in tommy's head....i also need a hug...and next week's episode...(this is why i binge shit...tho i love being in this fandom here)