#someone decides to change into cosplay when im attempting to talk to them and was mildly salty for that

[loversindevildom]

hello! I'm not that anon but thank you for the other period-related hcs, if it's okay, may I ask for the brothers' reactions to an MC who doesn't have painful ones, but bleeds A Lot and is terrified of getting communal/the brothers' stuff dirty? people with monster uteruses unite

((Definitely!! Currently on my period while writing this and felt it-

((Also would you look at that, the me is posting again-

Masterlist

The boys x MC with heavy flow

Lucifer

It all began when one of your worst nightmares came true.

You woke up early in the morning having bled all over his sheets.

You were panicking. Badly.

Lucifer was still sound asleep on his side of the bed, having noticed nothing.

Without thinking, you immediately get out of bed and go fast towards the wardrobe to grab some sheets.

You had no idea how you were going to change them without waking Lucifer up but one step at a time.

But he was already awake as soon as he felt you get off the bed. "MC?" He mumbled your name quietly before opening his eyes.

You wished a hole could open underneath your feet and the earth would swallow you. You also happened to be wearing white pijamas and so the blood was obvious all over you.

Lucifer had just woken up and was not thinking straight so his first thought was that someone attacked you or that another demon attempted to eat you and immediately rushed to you and pulled you in his arms. "Who?"

"what?"

"Who hurt you?"

"no one... I'm so sorry!!" You cried in dispair and that's when Lucifer started understanding what was going on.

"It's your menstruation? I thought someone attacked you... It's alright. I'll go fill in the bath for you."

Thankfully you changed the sheets before he realized you got them dirty.

Or so you thought. In reality he had noticed but didn't want to embarass you.

Mammon

He knew you were on your period.

You had told him the moment it came.

But it didn't matter to him much. He didn't know many things about it, only that you're in pain.

"Hey, come on, sit with me." He patted the couch beside him in his room.

He knew you were hurting and he wanted to cuddle you and watch some movies with you and spoil you with chocolate he stole from Beel.

When you shook your head in return, his heart shattered. "I'm not really in that mood."

"B-But! It's your favourite!"

"I'll just go to sleep."

"We can sleep together here."

You sighed and he felt the world twist. You didn't want him anymore? That's it? It was over?

"What did I do?"

"nothing! I just don't want to get blood all over your couch!"

"Ohh..." He felt relieved. That was all. Truth be told, this couch was pretty expensive but you were worth ten times that couch...

"Don't you wear that pad thing you talked about?" After you nodded he added. "Then it's fine. Get your stupid pretty human ass here now. You don't wanna miss the beginning."

Leviathan

He wanted you two to cosplay today.

You had been planning to go to that convention for months.

The day had arrived and he had excitedly changed into his costume only for you to come out and say you're not going.

And he's ???? So confused ????

He thought you wanted this as much as he did.

Did you fake your interest?

"look, Levi, I'm sorry. I was really looking forward to the con but I got my period today."

Ohhhhhhh it was because of that thing. That was a relief.

"it's fine! The con is a week long, we'll go by the end of it. And we can wear the costumes inside and cuddle!"

The idea horrified you.

"NO!" The costumes were amazing and Levi had paid of them. You couldn't ruin it.

"why?" He was confused again.

"I'll get blood all over it. I always get things dirty. You should keep me away from your stuff." After all you knew how much he valued his merch.

Leviathan rolled his eyes and walked over to you. He grabbed your wrist and pulled you down with him. He wrapped a TSL blanket over you and proceeded to play games with you all night.

After all, you were more valuable than all these together.

Satan

You two had visited Devildom's public library to get a book he had ordered for you.

He had seen how fascinated you were as soon as you heard it came out and immediately ordered it for you.

You were looking around the shelves with him while the staff was going to bring you your book when you felt an intense pain on your lower parts.

Looking down you realized blood was leaking everywhere.

Panicking, not sure what to do you hid behind a bookshelf.

Satan panicked as soon as he realized you were gone.

What if another demon had fetched you and eaten you?

"MC?" He called out your name. Once, twice, thrice...

"Here..." You said in embarrassement. You had the idea of using a jacket to cover the mess in your pants. But you had accidentally grabbed his...

When he finds you he was relieved. "There you are, I was worried..." Then he scanned you. "My jacket looks good on you."

You weren't sure how to tell him, so you continued and went all the day back to the house of Lamentation when you immediately put it in the washing machine.

Of course, he had noticed. You had been dripping on the floor.

But being aware this was a normal thing, he decided not to embarass you and make a big deal out of it.

Asmodeus

You were screwed.

You were seriously screwed and not in the good way.

This had been a lesson to you to always keep in mind when your period was coming.

Because the one time you had forgotten, you had wore Asmo's clothes to sleep.

He told you you could use them whenever you wanted.

It made him very happy to see you wearing his clothes and it made you feel very comfortable so why not?

This was the reason not to.

Because waking up that morning, you had gotten blood all over his clothes.

"Shit."

Your exclaim and panic woke him up, but he was too focused on your face to notice the blood at first.

"What happened, my love? Are you okay?"

"I'm so sorry, Asmo!!"

It took him a few seconds but then he realized exactly what you were talking about. He took a deep breath. This was a disaster, but you didn't do it on purpose.

"It's fine. It's your time of the month? Come on we should get you changed. Wanna run a bath together? I can give you a massage too." He winked as he got up to get the water running. He prefered to focus on you than his ruined clothing.

And this, my friends, is called love.

Beelzebub

You were always careful when it was your time of the month not to get anything dirty. Always.

However, the unfortunate day had arrived.

You were in his bed, playing on your DDD while Beel was picking up some food from the kitchen.

And then it happened. The major pain. And you realized you had been bleeding all over his sheets. You should change them before Beel-

Speak of the devil....

Beel walked in happily and let the food down on the tray next to the bed. As he leaned down to put them there he noticed the blood and frowned.

You were scared you had disgusted him.

"are you hurting too badly? I'll bring you some medicine."

Cause he's that sweet.

Diavolo

Yes I will say this every single time I write about this one;

He's busy.

So even if you do get blood in his stuff you'll certainly have time to clean it.

However, fate isn't very nice...

When Diavolo is in his study, he likes to work with you sitting on his lap.

When you felt the sharp pain in your stomach you immediately jumped off his lap and fell on the floor.

"MC? What happened!? Are you okay?" He asked worrily.

You didn't answer him, instead you run towards the bathroom.

Yes, you didn't get anything on him but it was big a jumpscare itself.

Diavolo knocked on your door once. "Dear? What happened?"

"nothing! It's fine, my period just came!"

He was silent for a bit. You thought he left but as soon as you opened the door he was standing right there and he hugged you. "I see... Come on, let's go back. I promise we'll cuddle when Im done."

"I'll get blood all over you!" You argued back.

In response he picked you up and walked back to his chair where he made you sit on him again.

Simeon

Simeon is such a sweetheart.

He probably has already noted your circle on his calendar.

He remembers when it's that time of the month always.

Usually, so do you.

Usually.

You had miscalculated this time. You thought it was due for next week and so you had wore a nice white dress for your date with Simeon.

He wasn't sure what to say. He thought you looked gorgeous in that one but...

"Sweetheart, are you sure? I love the way the dress looks at you but I don't want you to feel bad if it gets dirty."

You were so confused. "What?"

"You said you avoid wearing white when it's that time of the month... Unless you're late? Oh my lord, are you late?" His eyes were shining and that's when you realized what he meant.

"shit! No I am not! Wait here!" You rushed back into your room to get changed and indeed found blood between your legs.

You couldn't find yourself feeling bad tho.

All you could thinking about was the way Simeon's eyes had shined at the thought of being a father.

Solomon

As a human like yourself, he treats it much more normal than the others do.

He doesn't treat you any different then really, unless you're in pain.

Then you're getting backrubs.

You were sitting on the couch with him and he was telling you a story about how he first formed a pact.

When he was finished you felt the need to go to the bathroom.

Then you noticed the red stain in your pants.

Shit that was a lot of blood. Had you gotten it on the chair too?

Thankfully, when you returned it was gone.

And thankfully, Solomon knew magic to clean it quicker.

[go-mango-blog]

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[littlehearthunter]

2016 year review!!

ok here is the annual year review i always do on here so at the end of the year i can look back and reflect on my life?? this is of course super personal because this is all the things that happened to me in the past year and even if its no pleasant to look back its good to see how much you grow and shit like that..

anyway id like to name 2016 the worst year of my life, and thats like excluding celebrity deaths (which tbh they have never affected me really) and political shit; BUT! ill get to that on the end myabe????? ill just write things down and see how it goes

after 2015 being super exhausting physically and emotionally i thought 2016 would be a lot better because i thought i needed space from people, or more like they needed that space from me and me moving 2 hours from everyone would be great buuuuuuuuut it wasnt??? january was hard for me because ive had tried saving friendships at this point but being around them wasnt the same :/ it was like a ticking bomb for someone to snap and get upset so i was super careful about the things i did and said... super exhausting but i did because i cared and i apologized over things and tried so hard to keep peoples emotions under control even when mine where about to spill out of my eyes every 5 minutes or so..

at this point i chose to focus on my home, my cat and sean. sean and i were looking to remodel all of downstairs and it took a while to look for the things we wanted like the right tile and the right color of paint and what we wanted our cabbinets to looks like, basically everything thats downstairs so like bathroom/kitchen/livingroom and laundry room. it was a lot of fun!!! if anything i think this brought us closer and learned new things about each other

around march maia asked me to enter our dreamin iris cosplays to con-nichiwas masquerade which was cool cus that gave me the motivation to fix (more like remake) my miki which i was super unhappy with :c and we redeemed our selves winning best in masters!ALSO LET BE KNOWN THAT I WAS CURSED A WEEK RIGHT BEFORE THIS AND I SPRAINED MY ANKLE LEARNING A DANCE, GOT SUPER FUCKING SICK AND SHAVED MY SKIN OFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

a week later or so we had Easters at borises mom which tbh it was like one of the best days of the year??? like ive never felt such a nice vibe from a holiday in so long like i felt at home??? it was nice i would do it again!

also i finally did the thing that ive had been wanting to do for a while now!

IT HURT SO FUCKING MUCH but so worth it!!!! now i just need to get it re touched since its kind of faded :/ tbh its like a new insecurity of mine and i dont really like to show it off, when my friends ask about it i get kind of upset cus yes i know i have to get it fixed please stop talking about it!!!!!!

right after this sean and i finally purchased the tile we wanted! and because we got it we could finally tear shit up so the first thing we did was take everything out of our bathroom, then we got rid of our carpet AND THEN we had to remove tile which took forever!!!! like i dont think people understand how long that takes? its seriously all of the tile THEN the cement underneath and it fucking sucked

after this the coolest thing happened! it was my bday party weekend! shared with Boris of course!!! ive never felt so loved in a weekend by my friends <3 we had a super cute birthday brunch with all of cute pancakes and junk <3 <3 and even had a Pomeranian pinata!!! i wouldn't change it for a thing!!! we also went to DnBs afterwards and it was hella!!

at this point we were done removing all of the tile shit but we stopped working on our house for a while because we had made it comfortable again for my bday and saboten coming so soon after that we decided to leave it as is.

saboten came and it was a lot of fun! wearing miki on the first day was a mistake since it wore me the fuck out and was basically ded the rest of the days lol i still had a lot of fun and saw lady beard!!!

also it was idol con!!! lol

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnddd heres where shit hits the fan

after saboten con I got like super depressed? if youre not into this kind of topic maybe avoid the rest of the post? it doesn't get any better :/

yes i got super depressed between Sep-early December? ive been depressed before nothing new here but never been this depressed like this kind anyway...

i felt lonely, basically felt lonely all of 2016 since i would only see seans face for weeks, didnt talk to anyone like a conversation on the phone with anyone or not really message people all that much either. i felt so alone all i had was my cat but these last few months were hard because i felt like it wasn't getting any better and i kept reminding my self that there was no reason to be upset because i was healthy, i was in a good relationship, i had a pet, a roof to live under i didnt starve i had it so good but i guess its what they call  “to have everything but yet nothing” i wasn't happy, its not like it wasnt enough it was that i was just truly sad.  i had good days but then  it was always in the back of my head that i had to go back to my sad ��hell” and everytime i would remind my self that i was wrong about feeling this way it just kept getting worse. like i didnt know what was right and what was wrong and it seems like im making it a big deal but it is because this is all i could think of every day “you're exaggerating” “man this fucking sucks” back and forward every 5-10 minutes. at this point i truly wanted to die. i wanted to die so badly that that was the first and last thought of my days.

like im not even joking it was every morning “i should just kill my self” and every night “i should just kill my self” and yes it got worse because after a while i wasnt even talking about my self but “julissa” like i would think “oh julissa attempted suicide” “julissa committed suicide” “julissa killed her self” and i would plot how and when i would eventually do it. i even started seeing it like a vision, i would do it by my stairs railing and hang my self and i would just start seeing my self hanging there. it became like a thing to go to every time i felt upset over anything!!!! like i made sean upset? first thought was that. said something unpleasant to a friend? that was my first thought and at some point it became my comfort zone.. everytime something didnt go right i would go to that because it made me feel like no matter how hard i fucked up i would end like that and i could do it whenever i wanted to.

i didnt feel much at this stage, i kind of shrugged things up because i had a back up plan. the only things getting me by were “oh sombra is almost out must not act on anything til i at least get to play as her” “oh shit AoT season fucking finally must watch” its dumb but it was the only thing making me stay. eventually Sean noticed and tried to help but i just felt bad because i knew i was dragging him down. he started taking me down to tucson every other weekend so i would interact with my friends (because i dont really have any here) it helped a lot and i couldnt be more grateful to my friends but specially sean because he really wanted the best for me and wanted me to be happy again. it started to work and it was no longer in my thoughts.

i then got a job, nothing fancy but it was enough to keep me distracted and really just something to be upset about other than my personal life lol

just when things were looking up Sean had a really straight forward conversation about our relationship and our future. Sean s intentions were good! but he came really strong about it it kind of crushed me. it was instantly back to my death zone if anything worse.. i felt like i wasnt good enough like every time i tried to better my self i had something else to work on and i got overwhelmed :/ i wanted to disappear i didn't want to exist anymore. and this is where it gets confusing because the holidays came in out of nowhere and everything was fixed??? Sean and i talked about the previous conversation and he cleared things out and things worked out?? we started going down to Tucson basically every other weekend and i got to spend lots of quality time with my friends!

not gonna lie idk how i feel right now about anything? i still feel numbed and happy from the holidays because December was a really good month!! and i truly needed it! this year i dont really have any new years resolutions, i guess make it better than last year ^^; i feel like i already have a lot of things planned for me but nothing i truly desire :/ but its ok because it will keep me occupied

thats basically it for this post i just hope im happy and not fall into that kind of depression again, also i dont hold this against anyone because it was my fault but im fine now!

also SHOUT OUT TO OVERWATCH!!!! i think it came into my life at the right time. on my worst days i would play and interact with people online and im truly grateful <3