#somebody else is weird because wtf i dont know them
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unablethethird ¡ 3 months ago
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my mum is seriously considering sending me to my dad or someone else
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arseonista ¡ 7 months ago
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i never understood why people my age were getting into relationships after knowing each other for like a month. especially with people that dont even live in your city. it never works out and ends after 2 months.
maybe im weird, but for me a partner should be your best friend. like, shouldnt it be your favourite person ever? someone you trust nonetheless? someone you share passions with and someone whos company you enjoy? yes? so your best friend. and if youre also attracted to them you can be partners. but i cant imagine meeting someone whom your friends dont know about, knowing them for a short time and start a relationship. like ???
and thats also why overly hating on your ex is a red flag for me. i understand if your past partner was toxic or hurt you some way, that happens. but when all you do is talk shit about them to everybody, i see that as weird. because in past relationship i had, i dated my childhood best friend for a year, we broke up because he was moving towns, but we are still friends till now. and we did that because we knew we liked each other on the base level (friends) so we could talk about our feelings. and i'll never understand the "dont date around your friends, because you will break up and the friend group will fall apart" ??? just talk out your feelings with each other, you can come back to being friends wtf.
but also, i fucking hate the idea of being in a relationship with someone youre dependent on. because i want to firstly be happy in myself then choose to have another person in my life as a partner who i can share and spread my happiness with. not have my mood or comfort depend on somebody else. thats stupid and lowkey even dangerous for me. its normal to trust and rely on each other, but i have a need to be my own person and have my own space too.
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survivor-mesopotamia ¡ 4 years ago
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Ep. #4 - “I’m extending a bridge to you” (Zach)
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There is zero upside to being captain. If captains are swapped, then I'm basically screwed, and if they pick, then I have to reveal my allegiances to people still in the game. I absolutely do not want to be captain. I'm not crazy about Zach being it either, I'd prefer it to be someone like Kyle or Grace, but if Zach is going to push for it we will see what happens
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https://youtu.be/9jTSUqwcuPU Confessional 7 (Round 3 #2)
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Voting out Chrissa was probably one of the hardest votes I've ever had to encountered, and it honestly really hurts. For me, voting her out was the best strategically because we talked the least. And by the time tribal started, I ended up in alliances of 3 with Will & Megan and JJ & Julian respectively. Given the ranking system, we are all expecting some sort of tribe swap, which might be best for my game so long as I have someone else on my tribe with me. However, JJ recently got into a lot of trouble. Stuff about sending nudes because he "perceived there to be consent". Yikes. Apparently other people know about it too, which makes sense because this call happened in tengaged about it. We are thinking he might be removed, but we don't know what's to happen yet. I think most of us are running under the assumption that he'd be voted out next tribal should he not be removed. It's pretty gross what he did, and I definitely won't be aligned with him any longer. 
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VTzwD-rR8Ws&feature=youtu.be
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I am happy JJ is out of the game, both because he deserves it based on his behavior and because one less number. The tribe challenge has me worried. I hope it is a challenge with Zach representing us, because he is good and it also keeps him a bigger target than me. If it's a swap, I'm very nervous and will probably have to paint myself as being on the outs if I end up in a minority, which would almost certainly happen relative to the other two tribes. No matter what, the backstabbing is probably going to start very soon, so buckle your seatbelts everyone.
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Confessional 9: https://youtu.be/WhBt-uWOdEA Confessional 10: https://youtu.be/1ZbVWE-2AqM
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volunteering for the summit bc im bored and wanna just be a bit risky. i feel like if a twist gets leashed upon me, it'll be surface level. Praying for the best!
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Tribe Summit - https://youtu.be/46NdXf1N37U
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TeX4PKTjQlw&feature=youtu.be
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https://youtu.be/96RCT99DDWI Confessional #8 (Round 4 Confessional #1) Contents: JJ's removal, the summit, Kyle's removal, new tribe.
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Holy shit so we've had a tribe swap and two removals. Both kinda shocking and completely out of the blue what had happened. Oddly still not the craziest thing I've seen done on either end of org playing but still. So far with the new tribe I feel I got the good end of the stick with zach and Collin and myself staying together for the most part kinda wish we had all stayed together because of you know being out numbered by returning players there's the enitial Holy shit fuck I'm screwed feeling but so far the tribe seems pretty cool. Which is odd and weird from what I've heard for Tumblr games from my understanding they're the more cutthroat game but so far everything has kinda been predictable in placements just as an outsider looking in but ya know. So far I'm really enjoying Abby she seems pretty cool and like I could work with her for a while but yeah that's all for now
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post swap BIG boy confessional https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UyooK5AHp1Y&feature=youtu.be
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https://youtu.be/6IrXzJm6qNk
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https://youtu.be/MoJSBeUUdWQ
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https://youtu.be/CSKB4qzvWU0 Group Confessional #1 Catching up on Each other's games and preparing for what the swap has in store for us
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Uhm hi so a lot has happened and I'm sorry I didn't do confessionals before describing it all but yah -Not sure if I did a conf for the last round but basically the challenge was more flash games (yay fml) and my tribe flopped yet again (yay) -We decided to vote out chrissa unan but chrissa apparently voted for me so that was cute, already breaking my goal of not getting votes so early THANKS CHRISSA -Then JJ got removed from the game for sexually harassing ppl which is NOT COOl but then my tribe was down to four members and thats just sad luv -Then there was a random ass ranking for this summit thing and i was like wtf i dont know but I kinda figured id be getting voted as the team captain for my tribe which like eeeek could potentially put a target on my back but also i like these people and i think they like me so i'll just accept it -turns out the other tribe captains voted in were Johnny and Zach and I was like well thats cute tbh i think i like both of them (i have been on zoom calls in friend groups with zachary lately and although he is pretty quiet he seems like a nice person) (and i think i know johnny from a sequester mini before and hes a brother of aepi which is basically the partner fraternity to the sorority i was in called aephi and so were basically connected by greek life blood because hes a pi and im a phi and yas Jews -Okay anyway i volunteer to not be a tribe captain because 1. i didnt want the blood on my hands for picking a tribe (memories of svalbard ahhhh) and 2. i wanted to be on johnny's tribe hehehehe. so i did that and then i let johnny pick first and guess what!! he picked me first on his tribe!! even before anyone from his og tribe!! i thought that was weird but really cool -the new tribe seemed pretty cool and chill and i thought i was digging everyone BUT THEN kyle makes fucking COMMENTS ABOUT JEW STEREOTYPES and i was like SIR and i kinda missed everything in the heat of the moment but basically kyle got removed and im not surprised he did because to my knowledge, i already know of three fkn jews on our tribe (benji me and johnny) and we have a jew host so like why kyle would make comments like that is beyond me but WHY DO I KEEP GETTING PUT ON TRIBES WITH CRAZY PPL -anyway right now i adore johnny and i want to work with him i feel like he and i vibe so well together and we are already planning on making a stoner alliance with abi and jay from his OG tribe lmfaooo -i also like grace and julian on my tribe and benji so far is really cool and isabelle is a sweetheart so i really just hope we dont lose the next challenge and have to vote someone out because i like these people so far and i wanna get to know them more -this has been a really mentally difficult week both in game and in real life and im sorry i havent been doing more confessionals but ive really just needed a huge break due to everything thats been going on 
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I've locked in a five person alliance with original An (Johnny Isabelle and Benji), plus Adam. Johnny I'm connected to with Trace, Isabelle and I somehow both go to Georgetown, and I like speaking with Benji. I don't know how this alliance interacts with original alliance, that's future me's problem, but I really like this group
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If Megan “may have accidentally” found out information from the other tribe, then I “may have accidentally” decided to shift the target onto her. Somebody not purely abiding by the rules of the game is somebody I won’t completely trust
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So JJ and Kyle both got removed. OOP!!! Now to figure out how messy this game is gonna be. Will Will and I be able to play middle for our first tribal and get to choose between returnees and newbies? hopefully. More on that scoop later! 
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https://youtu.be/vGd9Ik49CmU Confessional #10 (Round 4 Confessional #3)
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=stpzz7-cKUg
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Confessional 11: https://youtu.be/ad2R99H1g1k
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https://youtu.be/PjodrB6CgLo
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https://youtu.be/y0n7YKB0EF0
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NOOOOOOO HOW COULD WE OF LOST we had everything planned i do feel kinda safe I've talked to abby mostly and i think i have a girls alliance in the works with her but for now being the only two female identifying people on the tribe. We have to pull in some boys but we've got our old tribe mates which lucky for me is my main alliance from that tribe not having Michael is a big yay because love him but pretty sure he was planning on flipping on us to work with some people from the an tribe but ya know it is what it is and hopefully this is the only trival Council we have to go to and hopefully from the sounds of it it's Eric going home so hopefully that's the case and i don't end up voinv home because FYCUCJUCK THAT SHIT
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D9YueU_paNg&feature=youtu.be
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Of the players left on my tribe, I think Megan is the biggest threat to my game, with many cross-tribe ties. Last night, I began laying the groundwork with Johnny of eventually making her the target, without expressly stating my desire to vote her out. We'll see how this plays out, but I want Megan out first
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From the other tribe, I badly want an original An to go. It takes away an option from the Ans on my swap tribe and locks them in more with me, while preserving my options. On the flip side, a Triforce member going is the worst case scenario for the exact same reason as above, this time benefiting original An. Original Enlil going is fairly neutral
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https://youtu.be/7IpJ1SC2ah8
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So we lost :( It really sucks bc i put more effort into my lip sync than I think I ever have before. And of course with losing comes tribal, the first tribal for some people on my new tribe. I don't think I've done a confessional since we swapped so I'll just run down how I feel about everyone. Monty/Abby - Just gonna bunch these two together since they were on my original tribe. While they weren't in my alliance, I bonded with them like I bonded with everyone on An. We made an alliance immediately at Ea and I feel real good about facing this swap with them. Part of me does worry they knew about that original alliance and they'll throw me under the bus though. Will - Okay so I was completely blindsided by the fact that I already knew Will before the game! We played at least 1 ORG together and I remember him a little bit from just being in the community. I feel like I've really hit it off with him again and working with him feels natural. He was the first one who threw Cameron out as a vote to me last night and a lot of people really latched onto that plan. So he's definitely charismatic and influential. Eric - I've known Eric for quite some time actually. He's someone who's very easy for me to trust. Like I really hope I'm not getting the wrong read on him but he just feels honest in our conversations. He did kinda suck in the music video challenge tho LOL so I feel like he could be in danger if we go to tribal again. Cameron - They're who I'm voting out tonight. I've had no contact with them outside of the tribe chat at all. And our interactions in the tribe chat I just feel...idk like every time I talk they give me some snide remark. Zach even told me that Cameron barely spoke to him and Collin on their original tribe. So it just feels easy, if a bit TOO easy, like I'm scared it's secretly me somehow. So I guess the upside to anxiety is you never get blindsided cuz you always think it's you. Zach - I've been talking to him more often these last few days and he is wayyy smarter than most 15 year olds I've interacted with. He knew it was Cameron immediately when I started talking to him about the vote (Though I suspect it's because Will told him). He's told me more info about his original tribe than I really thought I'd get out of him. He's basically telling me that it was Zach/Collin/Kyle vs. Cameron/The rest of the newbies. So like it makes sense that he's willing to just let Cameron go. However this situation is worrying because Zach's position is almost EXACTLY my position in a game I played very recently (703 San Andres). I've seen firsthand how a competent duo in the minority can upset the majority if just one person in that majority makes a mistake. So I'm not gonna promise Zach anything just yet, I don't want him to sell me out. But I would like to see him stick around even if we lose another time. Collin - Okay I REALLY like Collin. He's super nice, he basically compliments me every time I talk to him. Which is nice, but I know he's playing that social game. And he's playing it WELL. I think if all goes well at tribal, then I'm gonna talk to Collin about really working together going forward. Basically my overarching plan on this tribe has been to make sure that if my name comes up, there will always be someone to shut it down. And I really feel like Collin, Monty, and Eric would especially keep me safe. 
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Cameron left.......it sucks, because it takes away my options, but among the Enki's it is the least bad scenario, since I was closer with Collin and Zach. I don't hold it against them for voting against Cameron, do what you gotta do, but I am nervous for them. I'm not throwing any challenges or anything, but I hope they survive, and I'm less nervous about myself losing than them
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-kWts3h2n9s
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hi hi hi so far so good on the Ea tribe! i dont think anyone know about zach and i so we're remaining in the clear hehe (he has been a little difficult to corral tho) i feel like im making good connections so far so hopefully ill remain utr and if we go back to tribal i wont be a target, and if we dont i hope the other tribe takes out a big target for us
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Have I mentioned that I love winning? It's just so great that nobody knows me and Monty are working together and we're subtly pulling the strings - Jay thinks he came up with Cameron's name, great he's the mastermind now and we can target him. Collin and Zach want to form a four with me and Eric - great, that keeps me and Monty apart so nobody will know and we can still vote separately. Eric's an easy target for everyone so we (Monty) just get the other returnees to target him (if we lose again) and then I can use that to flip Eric on Abby or Jay and it's just... so delicious. It's so easy to take everyone out one by one when nobody knows that you have a solid F2 already.
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https://youtu.be/CVG2Z_-XjBM from this past round
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https://youtu.be/yMGLsGhv6wc Confessional 12
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https://youtu.be/ylahV3wyXrs
Cameron voted out 7-1
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caws5749 ¡ 5 years ago
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This took SO LONG thanks @natthisback
1: Name Madison
2: Age 21
3: 3 fears spiders, not becoming a doctor, becoming like my parents
4: 3 things i love marvel movies, my blanket (whoops), and scrunchies
5: 4 turn ons compliment me, be chivalrous, (idk if this means sex turn on too or not but) moaning my n- ANYWHO uh and the last one definitely like showing you want me
6: 4 turn offs someone who only talks about themselves, being like wishy washy, being arrogant/cocky, complaining about the same things
7: my best friend that would be shea @cloversofshea
8: sexual orientation lesbian
9: my best first date okay SO this like isn’t a first date but it was my first like nicer dinner date so I’m gonna count it. It was just this past weekend actually and i just i loved it so much it was amazing
10: how tall am i 5’2
11: what do i miss honestly, feeling like i was good at things
12: what time were i born 11:14am
13: favorite color purple, although it’s slowly been turning to like a baby light pink
14: do i have a crush yes yes i do and i likes her a lot
15: favorite quote “Truth is a matter of circumstance. It’s not all things to all people all the time. And neither am I.”
16: favorite place Chicago or New York City
17: favorite food SALMON
18: do i use sarcasm yes, but i feel like i don’t use it as much as i used to
19: what am i listening to right now Christmas pop playlist on Spotify
20: first thing i notice in new person whether they only talk about themselves
21: shoe size 8 or 8.5
22: eye color blue
23: hair color right now, it’s a brown that goes to blond at my ends
24: favorite style of clothing so if this means like fav style to wear daily, definitely athleisure. If it means in general, i love love love preppy looks? But not super preppy.
25: ever done a prank call? Absolutely, many times
27: meaning behind my url i explain this in my about me page (linked in bio!)
28: favorite movie captain America winter soldier
29: favorite song i don’t really have favorite songs but rn it’s prob December night by Michael buble
30: favorite band i don’t really have fav bands
31: how i feel right now it’s really hot in here, so warm. I feel okay
32: someone i love i love lots of people but ill stick with @cloversofshea
33: my current relationship status I’ve answered this so many times literally just look at the ask game tag
34: my relationship with my parents um yikes
35: favorite holiday Halloween
36: tattoos and piercing i have i have 6 tattoos! “Breathe” on my right inner ankle, a heart on left shoulder, heart w equal sign in it behind right ear, basically an ecg on my left inner ankle, Aquarius symbol on right bicep, and caws 5749 on my left side. And my ears are pierced.
37: tattoos and piercing i want definitely the black widow symbol in the same place Scarlett got her og6 tattoo, an amino acid tattoo that spells out “wah” , definitely more little tattoos! And maybe more ear piercings idk
38: the reason i joined tumblr so, I’ve had a tumblr for many many years. I originally joined bc my best friends at the time had them, and i was like sure! Ive deleted that personal blog since, and started my new personal blog a few years ago. I also have a studyblr that i started i think back in high school, and i just started this blog back in the end of July!
39: do i and my last ex hate each other no, I’d say far from it bc i likes her a lot
40: do i ever get “good morning” or “good night” texts yes from her and i fucking love it, it used to be a bigger thing almost every day and i loved it
41: have i ever kissed the last person i texted lmao no and for those who were wondering it is @cloversofshea
42: when did i last hold hands LMAO WITH @michelinaamour WHEN I WAS STUMBLING HOME DRUNK IN HIGH HEELS
43: how long does it take me to get ready in the morning it depends, anywhere from ten minutes to an hour and a half
44: have you shaved your legs in the past three days no! I am super lucky and have really light colored hairs on my legs and so i dont’ have to shave very often. Also i just want to say that i personally love shaving my legs and it is my choice to do so.. girls, you do not need to shave!!
45: where am i right now so i started answering this in the research lab, but i am currently sitting at one of the dining places on campus finishing it
46: if i were drunk and can’t stand, who’s taking care of me LMAO DEFINITELY @michelinaamour because she’s done it ALREADY FOR ME MULTIPLE TIMES
47: do i like my music loud or at a reasonable level it depends, in car trips, definitely blast it. But just driving around or listening in doors, definitely reasonable level
48: do i live with my mom and dad nope i live with @michelinaamour
49: am i excited for anything yes, I’m excited for lots of things. I get excited easily
50: do i have someone of the opposite sex i can tell everything to no. I used to
51: how often do i wear a fake smile this is a really interesting question. I don’t consider smiles i give to random people like ordering food or something to be fake, so i would say fake smiles are when I’m not okay and trying to hide it. Which happens less often now bc I’m just much happier of a person
52: when was the last time i hugged someone I think it was @michelinaamour two days ago but i think i hugged @cloversofshea that day too so
53: what if the last person i kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me I’d be heartbroken tbh
54: is there anyone i trust even though i should not yes, certain adults in my life
55: what is something i disliked about today my hair won’t do what i want it to :(
56: if i could meet anyone on this earth who would it be probably Chris Evans or Scarlett Johansson
57: what do i think about the most tumblr and everything with that, or probably her or school stuff definitely
58: what’s my strangest talent i don’t think i have any lol
59: do i have any strange phobias yes definitely haha, I’m terrified of stepping on worms
60: do i prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it i think a few years ago i would have said behind, but honestly I think I’d love to be in front of the camera now
61: what was the last lie i told i actually don’t know. Maybe this past weekend as to like the fact that i was going out on a date instead of just going out with a friend
62: do i prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online I’d say talking on the phone bc then they cant’ see me lmao
63: do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? Yes and yes
64: do i believe in magic? Yes, or at least, that’s what i tell myself
65: do i believe in luck yes
66: what’s the weather like right now snowy!
67: what was the last book I’ve ever read The Butchering Art, it’s about the history of surgery
68: do i like the smell of gasoline omg yes yes yes yes yes yes
69: do i have any nicknames yes, madz, madi, girl who lives by the kitchen, queen (a new one) and clown (also a new one) thanks @natthisback
70: what was the worst injury I’ve ever had back in freshman year of college, i did something stupid and my foot swelled up like hell and hurt so bad. There were no fractures detected but the swelling stayed for a really long time, as well as the bruising and pain, and it never returned to normal
71: do i spent my money or save it SPEND IT BABY
72: can i touch my nose w my tongue no I’m not that talented
73: is there anything pink in 10 ft from me. Hmm part of my backpack? And my rings are pinkish bc they are rose gold. Oh and my scrunchie is pink, as well as my iPad
74: favorite animal cat
75: what was i doing last night at 12am i was still at work In the emergency room!
76: what do i think satan’s last name is uh honestly Jim lmao (it’s demons Jim! @cloversofshea )
77: what’s a song that always makes me happy when i hear it so good by dove Cameron
78: how can you win my heart suggest we watch a marvel movie, and I’m prob straight up in love. There are other things too but they’re pretty general, like compliment me, show you want me ya know
79: what would i want to be written on my tombstone haha, as a joke, “so realy its very thing. Just to keep everyone guessing.” But idk something funny
80: what is my favorite word i have no idea, maybe like sophisticated or something like that or aesthetic , champagne is a good one too
81: my top 5 blogs on tumblr ooh! Okay so @markiplier @lesbian-deadpool @americasass-romanoff @lesbianmariahilll @shining-rey-of-sunshine but i love so so so so so many more, and i have a lot of top blogs
82: if the whole world were listening to me right now what would i say fuck trump also I’m gay as hell and I’m growing tired of hiding it from people
83: do i have any relatives in jail not that i know of
84: i accidentally eat some radioactive vegatables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super power of my choice! What is that power lmao this question is great. Prob same powers as Wanda
85: what would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on any weird fetis- JUST KIDDING. Do you still think about them?
86: what is my current desktop picture so on my laptop, it’s fall flowers. But since that’s broken af, i use my iPad and that background is one of the apple ones. It’s just a beach idk why but I’ve never changed it
87: had sex WHY IS THIS IN EVERY SINGLE ASK GAME WTF
88: bought condoms nope i am gay as hell bye
89: gotten pregnant nope i am gay as hell bye
90: failed a class nope, definitely come close though
91: kissed a boy yes
92: kissed a girl yes
93: have i ever kissed somebody in th rain honestly, probably at some point, but I’ve never had one of those romantic kisses in the rain. I really really want to though and i think about it a lot
94: had job yeah, I’ve had three true jobs
95: left the house without my wallet probably
96: bullied someone on the internet no bc I’m not a fucking douche
97: had sex in public not yet
98: played on a sports team yeah, played softball and basketball in middle school
99: smoked weed yeah, but i didn’t get high
100: did drugs nope
101: smoked cigarettes nope, i think i asked drunk once if i could smoke, but my friend was like “really?” And i was like uhhhhhh just kidding haha
102: drank alcohol lmao i drink fucking all the time i mean. I literally have drunk writing nights , I’m drinking tonight too
103: am i a vegetarian/vegan i was a vegetarian for a while, and then an aspiring vegan, and then vegetarian, and then pescatarian now!
104: been overweight no
105: been underweight yes
106: been to a wedding yeah, but like not for a long time. I was like 4 and the flower girl. Oh WAIT. Does playing a wedding count? I played cello at a wedding so i was there???
107: been on the computer for 5 hours straight hell yeah, how would i function not doing this with class and relaxing
108: watched tv for 5 hours straight lmao definitely
109: been outside my home country yeah
110: gotten my heart broken yeah
111: been to a professional sports game yeah. I don’t really do sports though , so when i go it’s usually in suites and I’m just there for the food
112: broken a bone nope!
113: cut myself this is...a. Really deep question but bc i want to be able to speak about mental health on here, the answer is yes.
114: been to prom yes! I went to my junior and senior proms!
115: been in airplane too many times
116: fly by helicopter no, I’m not sure if i want to do this or not
117: what concerts have i been to I’ve been to lots. So first off, I’ve been to hundreds of classical concerts (and performed in them). As for pop, Bruno mars twice, maroon five like three times. Selena Gomez. Josh groban. American authors. Definitely others that i don’t remember
118: had a crush on someone of the same sex yes I’m fucking gay
119: learned another language so if this means fluent, no. I took a decent amount of French and am learning Russian right now!
120: wore make up absolutely. When i choose to wear makeup, its because i fuckign love makeup haha. Most days I’m lazy though and like to let my skin breathe and be natural
121: lost my virginity before I was 18 no
122: had oral sex yeah
123: dyed my hair many times
124: voted in a presidential election okay i think so but honestly can’t remember. But I’m pretty sure i did.
125: rode in an ambulance no and i never want to.
126: had a surgery no and i never want to haha. Well i cant say that. Depending on how my life plays out, I might freeze my eggs or something.
127: met someone famous yes, several I think, but probably Henry winkler was the one I remember most.
128: stalked someone on a social network yeah
129: peed outside nope don’t think so and definitely don’t want to
130: been fishing yes I have been ice fishing and regular fishing
131: helped w charity i have!
132: been rejected by a crush I’ve been not liked back but i don’t think I’ve ever made like a move on a crush and been rejected
133: broken a mirror ooh i don’t think i have actually
134: what do i want for birthday nothing bc i dont’ like my bday
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futurewriter2000 ¡ 5 years ago
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I hate when people complicate the simplest things
Like, forreal. It is so annoying and so nerve-wrecking when somebody does that.
Like forreal, "Idk if I should post this picture. You see that strand of hair is sticking out, that hand is weirdly put,..." like nobody gives a shit. They wont look at your pick for three hours, trying to find your flaws. Sad truth, they dont give a shit. And omg this "Is this quote cool for my story.I don't think people will like it. Is it tol depressed? Is it weird. I kinda like it but idk if I should do it " - LIKE IF YOU LIKE IT THEN DO IT. ITS YOUR STORY NOT THEIRS. And to be frank, people skip stories a second they see it. They dont look at it for 24/7. God. Your profile isnt a vogue magazine. Its a profile.
And like i send someone a photo on messenger and they be like "Can you send me somewhere else. I don't wanna be active on messenger." like wtf. "Why?" - "Because people then start texting me and its annoying." - like soooolryyy ms. Popular. Should I watch out for paparazzi? Like for fuck sake, ignore them or idk turn your active status off. Or whatever. Like why do you care? And then i send them on snapchat and they go like." The qualoty is bad. Send me somewhere else." LIKE THE FUCK YOU WANT ME TO PRINT THEM OUT FOR YOU??
Omg the clothes. When people complciate clothes thats it. Im done. Like "the shades dont match." - "youre gonna be in the club. Its black. People wont notice." - or like plain old "white nikes or white all star?" LIKE I DONT KNOW. PICK ONE. BOTH WILL LET YOU WALK AND BOTH WHITE.
Or "turn the knife upwards." - "why?" - "bc if you turn it downwards its not gonna wash as good as it will upwards." - "yeah but weve been putting them downards for 10 years and ot washed just fine" - "but not as good as downwards." LIKE OMG I WANNA KILL WHEN THEY PRETEND TO BE LIKE THESE ALL SMART ASSHOLES. IT WASHES THE SAME! IT WASHES THE FUCKING SAME!
Literally, this almost makes me cry.
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patchdotexe ¡ 5 years ago
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really, really long rambling
i forgot how i got onto this tangent but on the car ride home i ended up thinking about Speed The Collapse, or. actually that’s just the first fic in it, i dont think the setting has an overall name. uhhh. WELL it’s the yogscast fic/RP setting i started years ago and evolved into atomiclalna/getfluxd/wellcatchyou. and it evolved into being pretty weird and im thinking about it again so here’s an explanation of all the characters while i think abt writing more STC
(some of this is specifically rp-verse that later got welded into fic canon, to make things extra confusing. especially with Atomic and Digger. fantastic)
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Lalna “Lal/Atomic” Coffee is the “main” Lalna. he’s an AU of Flux Buddies that got... really convoluted bc of him originally having a bunch of different rp verses and then i accidentally slammed them together and had to try and reconcile em. he’s an omnidisciplinary scientist but mainly likes rockets, nukes, and blowing things up. and reckless use of thaumcraft, obvs.
he got de-Fluxed in one rpverse with the help of Circuit (a friend’s OC), and then when the verse-fusion happened it got kind of weird because Nano (who also got de-Fluxed in the same rp) stayed Fluxed but Atomic didn’t, so he’s just... kinda weird. but with the like, non-rp verse, i think it ended up being that he just burned all the surface-level Flux off but Nano had progressed so much that it probably would’ve killed xem to do the same, and then once the whole like.. dark realm stuff happened, his Flux resurfaced like how Nano’s got worse. I DUNNO i kinda started writing him before i was even caught up on flux buddies prime while 2.0 was over halfway through so :,)
either way he ended up with intense scarring on his face & hands, on top of miscellaneous scars he had from various near-death experiences, and it kind of became his “identifying feature” both in-universe and out. he’s also a cyborg just to keep himself alive because he’s Very aware that he doesn’t have respawn (unlike pretty much everybody else) and with how reckless he is with his own safety + his expertise with machines it felt like a logical conclusion to him. he’s also very casual about his own injuries bc he can just patch it back up later, no big deal. it grosses Nano out.
Lal’s very scatterbrained, bad at talking to people, and horrendous at taking care of himself. he’s also super disaster gay and was dating both Circuit and Nilesy in the rp verse (as well as like, whatever’s going on between him and Nano in both fic and rp). he sees Xephos and Honeydew as basically his adopted parents, although his relationship with them has faded due to lack of contact; he’s usually very casual about people going in and out of his life, but it started to wear on him and he gets pretty lonely.
he’s very distrustful of other Lalnas because of everything with Hector and MP!Lalna, although he doesn’t go on the attack immediately unless he feels threatened. his memories of YOGLabs (i think the “YOG” was supposed to stand for something but i never actually sorted out what it was) are of working on the respawn system before getting suddenly fired; in actuality, he’s the master clone that got kicked out after Hector proved to Xephos that the Lalnas were too dangerous to keep around. the side-effect of this is he has a weird bug where he ends up with memories of various other Lalnas, and sometimes has trouble keeping track of which Lalna he is without someone being there to ground him. this really doesn’t help with Nano’s mistrust of him
his timeline goes: Voltz -> Yoglabs -> Duncan’s Lab -> Blackrock -> The Apprentice -> Flux Buddies series
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Lalnable “Hec” Hector is... complicated. he’s the original Lalna, who according to Xephos went insane and had to be locked up in YOGLabs; several of his breakout attempts failed, only for him to finally bail out successfully and go on the run. his main goal is to bring down YOGLabs, believing that Xephos has put all his morals in the trash in search of power & immortality, with a side hobby of trying to figure out what the hell is up with the Specimens, seriously it shouldn’t be this hard to clone somebody even if they’re full of eldritch goop wtf
all of the Lalnas are trans btw. Hec has voice dysphoria, both bc he has a case of the genders and also bc he hates the idea of being mistaken for another Lalna (although he’s tried to play that in his favour a couple of times. it usually backfires. sup, Tungsten); he feels like the Lalnas are unstable inferior knockoffs, and really doesn’t like seeing reflections of himself walking around. usually this means he goes out of his way to avoid them, but he started directly clashing with Atomic after they ended up in close proximity to each other and he took an interest in Nano.
he’s like... he plays up his edgy side to try and seem intimidating, but he’s honestly pretty pathetic. not that he can’t be dangerous, but he’s just kind of a paranoid guy with a whole lot of brain problems. has a lot in common with Atomic but does Not want to admit it. Hec is also very desensitized to blood and death bc of his work at YOGLabs (Atomic kinda is too but it’s not as prominent), but if he’s actually eaten anybody it’s probably it was probably out of curiosity. WAIT THAT SOUNDS REALLY WEIRD. i do think the like, cannibalism thing is something he got a reputation for without really comitting to it, but the nickname stuck and he’s like “sure, that’s edgy and scares people, i guess” and started going by Hector and then Five makes fun of him
he kinda suffers from badass decay but in an entertaining way bc its more like Lal & Nano learn more about him and are like, okay he’s pretty threatening, but he’s also a Lalna and they’re all idiots
his timeline is: Voltz -> Yoglabs -> Flux Buddies series
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Livid Coffee is where shit starts getting REALLY weird and complicated. his deal was established in a rp arc on Atomic’s blog, where like... it was getting close to the end of Flux Buddies 2.0 in-universe, and Hector was testing out the Time Gate with the idea of like, going back in time to YOGLabs, before everything went wrong, and beating the shit out of Xephos. Lal saw something was up, went to go check it out, and got captured; Nano got suspicious once he didn’t return, and Hector has zero foresight or critical thinking skills and kinda panicked. he was only able to get the incomplete Time Gate open for a few minutes at a time while testing it, so he kinda... just. grabbed a Lalna. and sent him on his way back to the base and hoping Nano wouldn’t question it too much or that xe’d think he just had amnesia or something.
unforseen problem: the Lalna that Hector had managed to time-theft was Livid, his past self from when he still worked at YOGLabs.
im gonna be real i still have NO IDEA how this arc goes down in fic, if it does at all, but it does establish a whole lot of important things while also getting REALLY convoluted. i made a lot of decisions in dp that i definitely wouldnt today :,) BUT the gist of it is that Nano easily puts 2+2 together and rushes to rescue Lal only to get captured, and meanwhile Livid learns about everything. about Lalnable, about the failed clones, about getting fired, about how everything ended up the way it is in Lal’s time period. and he freaks out, but realizes he has a chance: he can try to stop all of this. he can go back to his original time period, and tell Xephos to shut the project down, and stop Lalnable from ever existing.
so some pretty cool stuff happens: he stages a rescue mission, rushes back through time while the baddies are distracted by the buddies, and sabotages the Time Gate in YOGLabs Deep Storage so Lalnable isn’t able to get there (which leads to baddies&buddies being scattered through time once they go through). he then runs to talk to Xephos, warn him about everything, because surely he can fix all of this, right?
Xephos listens, but then decides he doesn’t care about the risk and orders Livid to go through with it anyway. when Livid refuses, he’s locked up and his brain is fucked with to try and wipe his memories of the event. he finishes CloneSec on Xephos’s orders, only for everything to click back into place and the betrayal+paranoia causes him to lash out and try to kill Xephos, which gets him rebranded as Lalnable Hector. so it’s a time loop, basically.
as a side note, there’s a backup Livid of sorts-- in case of failure break glass, basically. somewhat literally, bc the clone is hidden in the YOGLabs reflecting pool in a glass box, far away from where anyone would stumble across him. he’s the closest clone to the original (meaning he doesn’t have any physical deviation like the other Lalnas eventually develop over course of experimentation & the master clone template), and has all of Livid’s memories up until the time travel nonsense. he never got to make an appearance outside of the original Livid in Distant Past, but interestingly one of the first times Atomic experienced clone memories in rpverse was something that happened to this guy.
his timeline is: Voltz -> Yoglabs -> Distant Past (fic) -> Hypercubed
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while most of the Lalnas were fired or disposed of, with the exception of Hypercubed bc he’s in a frickin box, there was one that Xephos held onto. im gonna be real, im not totally sure how Moonquest fits into everything; honestly im kinda tempted to say it might be a case of a spare Xephos, even, considering he’s not like.. maximum bastard like Yoglabs Xephos is. either way, a single Lalna got picked up by Honeydew & Xephos and they decided to go to space together because why the hell not?
he doesn’t really have a unique nickname yet, because i haven’t done too much with him-- the most Moonquest stuff i wrote was actually an AU, with like. multiple system alien Lalnae, and he never crosses paths with that clusterfuck up there so Atomic only knows about him via clone memories & a very weird encounter with a clone-of-a-clone. who knows what he’s up to nowdays, considering Deep Space Mine never got anywhere.
his timeline is: Voltz -> Yoglabs -> Jaffa Factory -> Moonquest -> Hole Diggers -> Deep Space Mine
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AND NOW WHO YOU’VE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR, THE MAN, THE MYTH, THE LEGEND: DIGGER
Digger is... he’s something. while all of the other Lalnas listed here (minus original!Livid) are respawn clones, Digger is instead a “shell” clone-- basically just an empty, expendable shell someone can temporarily dump their consciousness into if they want to do something dangerous/stupid or just need to quickly hop somewhere. so, like, basically not a Lalna in the same sense as how the other Lalnas are basically like.. twins but a large number of. he’s also a reject, due to Honeydew screwing around while the shell was being constructed and accidentally mixing in some of his own DNA. because shells have DNA for some reason? they’re weird, they’re like... i think Digs got described as being made of “fake meat particles” once. doesn’t even have a pulse. or like, blood, or viscera, because any damage done to him cracks the shell.
ANYWAY so Digger was initially just a defective shell but the Hole Diggers didn’t get rid of him bc they thought he was funny in concept and also were too lazy to do anything, so he just got parked somewhere in the space station to be forgotten about. then there was a glitch with the sync chambers while Lalna was swapping to a shell, and suddenly Digger was like. aware. he basically got a copy of Lalna’s consciousness downloaded into himself. cue distress and dissociation once he immediately realized he was Stuck in an incorrect shell. THEN Honeydew accidentally blew the space station up to fuck, and Digger-- along with everyone else-- got sucked into a black hole.
ive been kinda vague about where exactly in time&space he ended up, but he basically took over some ruins he found and dug out a huge complex underground base and raids a nearby village for supplies while he was getting his feet. this is how he found a thaumonomicon, and he got himself deep into thaumcraft out of curiosity. he got himself heavily warped, and normally it would be pretty concerning but he’s rather calm about it
ive kinda gone back and forth on how he sees himself, so: he definitely starts out thinking he’s Lalna Prime but in a shell, but then learns about Other Lalnas and his memories are confusing&incomplete so he starts questioning himself and has a big ol crisis. he picks up the nickname “Digger” and ends up developing in his own direction somewhat, becoming his own person despite being a shell. having to accept the fact that he’s permanently a shell has been... difficult, and he tries very hard to ignore it because he feels like he’s super fragile if he thinks about it for too long. by the time he showed up in rp stuff, though (like showyourenergy and the corruption saga) he started owning it as like “yeah!! this is me, i guess!! if you look down on me for it ill shoot you with a very big gun!!”
his opinion on other Lalnas is that he’s TERRIFIED of them. like, pretty much convinced he’s going to get hunted down and killed if the original Moonquest Lalna finds out about him (once he learns that he even exists). that, combined with his warp, means he has paranoia to rival Hec’s; it only gets worse in rpverse when he’s managed to make a Lot of enemies. he does have a very close friend, though, potentially the only person he trusts completely: Drei, aka Specimen Echo 3-B, one of the failed Specimens that Hec created. there’s like this whole thing where Nano & the two surviving Specimens are like, a trio representing various forms of thaumic corruption? Nano is Flux, Five is Taint, and Drei is Warp! so Drei met Digger when he got himself warped to all hell, and they’re basically siblings.
i also rp’d him for like 3 days on here during the jsab corruption saga bc for some reason i doodled a leo!lalna instead of using RR
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his timeline goes: [Voltz -> Yoglabs -> Jaffa Factory -> Moonquest] -> Hole Diggers -> ?
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fairyharps ¡ 6 years ago
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hello!! i just finished kh3 so below are my thoughts. obviously, spoiler warning if you havent finished the game.
first of all...... wow!!!!!!!!!! its real!!!!!!! i held the game in my own hands and played it!!!!!!!!! 12 year old me has been screaming non stop since the release im in a fog of emotion. every time i started up the game and heard that new kh3 rendition of dearly beloved with the ocean waves i just absolutely lost it
however, in the end, i feel mixed. i guess the hype over the years built up to an astronomical amount and while the game was incredibly fun and beautiful and i love seeing the story finally pan out into the finale, in a way it also felt very short? as of writing the first few paragraphs here i have just started san fransokyo, so i havent seen the actual finale, but these are my current thoughts and i will update this as i play. i still feel like there is so much more that is going to happen and ive barely even scratched the surface
theres a lot of new information that got me going WILD. piecing everything together & theorizing is always something i find fun about kingdom hearts since its so unpredictable. in fact i got so into it i had to start taking notes and making diagrams. i love a game that makes me bust out a notebook. (i do this for hm/sos/stardew and acnl as well lmao)
also every single time ienzo came on screen i went absolutely HOG WILD. when he laughed? the little laugh?? his smile?????? just thinking about it now is making me misty eyed fellas i love my boy
the implication that demyx, luxord (was his name always pronounced luke-sord??? i always said luck-sord wtf), and obviously marluxia and larxene's somebodies are from before the keyblade war is out of control!!!! vexen and demyx being double agents for ansem the wise?? ANSEM THE WISE'S REUNION WITH IENZO!!!!!!!!?????????? also zemyx is real sdfjsdlkfjsdlkfsdlkfjsdlkf jk
uHHHHHHH VENTUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY BABY MY SONION!!!!!!!! AND AQUA!!!!!!!!!! I'M SO EMOTIONAL!!!!!!!!!!!! im honestly losing my mind everything is coming together aaaaaaaaaaaa literally seeing ventus looking SO BEAUTIFUL is making me lose my mind AND UHH AQUA.... REALIZING SHES IN THE WORLD OF LIGHT...........DAMN U NOMURA FOR MAKING ME FEEL
S-SAIX................................. I LOVE EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!
i felt very mixed about the paopu sharing scene. while i know this ship was always going to be endgame, i really hate how little development it actually gets throughout the Whole Series so instead it feels So forced. that scene is bone dry. the whole time i was wondering why they werent including riku since he was like.. 20 feet away.... like hes your best friend too guys.... i really am unable to understand this scene. like... nomura you KNOW how to write compelling relationships so what happened buddy. woody and buzz had more romantic tension than sora and kairi. also like when she leads him into the light or whatever.. whats the deal
i LOVE kairi but god. can you PLEASE let her do SOMETHING????? CAN I PLAY AS KAIRI??? im so tired of her being reduced to a damsel even when she has a weapon shes supposedly adept with now. she has had like.............. no development. im so sorry this happened to you kairi
im surprised there arent more worlds. i thought there would be the same or a greater number of disney worlds as kh2 but theres actually fewer?? and they feel much longer, or at least some of them do. worlds like the caribbean and toybox felt gigantic and took me forever while corona and monstropolis felt smaller. and some of the worlds you cant even fully explore until after you played through the story????
also im very intrigued about this new female character that keeps getting mentioned vaguely. i suspect there will be some intense retcons put in place abt her since she has NEVER been mentioned before dispite it seeming like shes very important. 
the final world place is very interesting conceptually but like how many times in this series am i going to have to collect soras lmao ALTHO i loved hearing from namine ;_; i miss u sweet girl
also uhh i could write for forever about sora as a character and how complex he is when you actually think abt it. i STILL see ppl saying riku is more interesting as a character but i feel like ppl only look at soras optimistic outlook. sora really keeps his feelings locked up way more than you think he would & not only that but hes so empathetic he ends up tackling everyone else's feelings too.. the idea that he is only powerful or useful because he has friends really hammers in how he says "my friends are my power" like.. every 5 seconds.. god  i love u but pls take a break for a Second. i just want him to go home and hug his mom
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ok i just finished. like 5 mins ago. im still trying to like.. register what happened. the final act really packed a LOT together. i feel like theres too much to even mention right now. and theres still SO many questions. 
like i said before, i feel mixed. while there was a LOT to like about this game, there was also a lot that i did not like or was confused/put off by. i thought the first like, 2/3 of the game was too long and kind of boring sometimes? i couldnt handle in arendelle how they included the songs.. i get why they did it but it was NOT for me. the disney worlds kind of dragged on and, outside of the story connections to the finale, felt a little pointless. nothing happened other than the org popped in to egg on sora and then left. and the final act went by SO QUICKLY i didnt feel like there was enough time to register all the shit that was happening. also i fucking HATE how after everything, kairi was reduced to a damsel YET AGAIN. are you KIDDING ME!!!!!!!!! everything she does is off-screen and her "death" acts as a motivation for sora which is the worst way to do things like what the fuck
i personally really liked the game, even if parts were not as i initially expected. there was a lot of hype surrounding this game, but i think for what it was, it was as enjoyable to play as any kh game, and it delivered a lot of emotions, answered a few questions, created more questions, and wrapped up the dark seeker saga pretty nicely while still leaving room for future stories to be told. and BOY do i have some questions!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
people who dont like how convoluted, dramatic, weird,  tropey  or heavily-retconned the plot is might think its bad. but ppl have thought kh in general is bad for those reasons for years anyway. honestly while these are all things that i can understand and empathize with, in the end for me its about how it makes me feel rather than like, how well it follows storytelling rules? and it sure made me feel a Lot. like im saying this as a long-time superfan so lmao
anyway i cried a lot for a very long time about the following: old man yaoi, ventus and roxas being in the same shot, how everyone looks rendered in beautiful next-gen hd, lea isa  and xions new outfits, namixi date, uhhh seasalt trio finally got to go to the beach together, namine being ALIVE, all the shit everyone said after i beat them in the labrynth, how often everyone cried in this game, sora uhhh not existing??? what happened????? is this what the next game is going to be about??? 
THANKS NOMURA FOR MY FUCKING LIFE????????
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guardians-of-blood ¡ 4 years ago
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More incorrect quotes! Hooray! (i will add the title later)
Ray: WHAT’S YOUR TYPE
Tsubasa: Anything, honestly, but nerds especially
Ray, desperately, as Tsubasa bleeds out: YOUR BLOOD TYPE
Tsubasa: Oh! B positive.
Ray: DONT TRY TO CHEER ME UP JUST TELL ME YOUR BLOOD TYPE
Tsubasa:
Mars: Don’t worry, I have a few knives up my sleeve.
Kuno: I think you mean cards.
Mars, pulling knives out of his sleeves: No, I do not.
Pluto: Remember when you didn't try to solve all your problems with attempted murder?
Mars: Stop romanticizing the past.
Ray: Where are you going?
Tsubasa: To get ice cream or commit a felony, I’ll decide on the way there
Kayda, in a meeting: My policy is if you see something, say something.
Vian: I saw a squirrel in a tree today!
Kayda, with the tone of someone who is used to Vian: Outstanding.
Kayda: This is what I’m talking about people.
Pyrrhus: Vian was banned from the chicken shack, so we had to go out of town to get some.
Vian: Well, they shouldn’t say “all you can eat” if they don’t mean it.
Pyrrhus: Vian, you ate a chair.
Tsubasa: Ok, maybe playing ‘whose family is most dysfunctional’ wasn’t the best idea we’ve had. Kuno's been crying in the bathroom for an hour. We can’t get him out...
Nina: What's wrong with you?
Celeste: Off the top of my head, I'd say low self-esteem, a lack of paternal affection, and a genetic predisposition for anxiety and depression.
Tsubasa, texting Ray: Roses are red, Tony Hawk is a skater…
Ray′s phone, auto-replying: I’m driving right now–I’ll get back to you later.
*Later*
Ray, texting back: Fuck you.
Celeste: There is no future. There is no past. Don't you see? Time is simultaneous, an intricately structured jewel that humans insist on viewing one edge at a time, when the whole design is visible in every fact.
Burnet: ...All I asked was if you wanted to cut your birthday cake first.
Celeste: I wish I was a dinosaur.
Valkyrie: Why? Cause they're big and scary?
Celeste: Because they're dead.
Ray: I failed my safety training course today.
Tsubasa: Why, what happened?
Ray: Well one of the questions was "In case of a fire, what steps would you take?"
Tsubasa: And?
Ray: Well apparently "FUCKING LARGE ONES" isn't an acceptable answer.
Tsubasa: We all have our demons.
Tsubasa, grabbing Ray: This one’s mine.
"I’ve been sleeping so little the past few nights that when I go to the alarm app, I click on the “power nap” button. I don’t set up alarms, I set up timers, Ray."
- Tsubasa Amanogawa
Tsubasa: I have an idea.
Ray: A good idea?
Tsubasa: Let's not get ahead of ourselves.
"You know what’s funny about Ray? He's my best friend, and anyone who’d hurt him is someone I’d murder, probably."
- Tsubasa Amanogawa
Tsubasa: Alright, listen up you little shits.
Tsubasa: Not you Ray. You’re an angel and we’re thrilled you’re here.
Ray: I have no fears.
Kuno: What if one day you woke up and Tsubasa was taller than you?
Ray: I have one fear. 
*on Ellen*
Ellen: So I hear you tweet about wanting to die
Celeste: haha yeah, I do
*Death comes out, creeps up behind her*
Celeste: omg Ellen you didn't 
Kayda: Weird. All my shirts are disappearing.
Noir and Pyrrhus: *wearing Kayda’s shirts for the 5th time in a row* Spooky. 
Celeste: Does anyone have any questions?
Basil: *Stands up* Okay, well I’m sure you’ve noticed that I’ve been going through a lot lately.
Celeste: That’s not a question.
Basil: And I know you’ve often wondered: “Who is Basil, really?”
Noir: Nope, never.
Tsubasa: Until February, I thought your name was Jasper.
Basil: You know, there are times when I look out these windows, and I know you’re all thinking, “What makes the measure of this man?”
Mars: Oh my god, you’d better be dying!
Basil: Look, I’m telling you all, with pride and excitement… and a lot of pride, about the new and improved Basil. Noir, give me a beat!
Noir: Sorry, what?
Basil: When somebody asks for a beat you just, you don't ask a lot of questions. You just get down on it.
Noir: Oh, you want, like, a syncopated thing or, like, a vibey thing?
Basil: Just do it. Hmm? *Basil sings '80s pop rock song about being Bisexual*
*All the Dreamseekers stare at him*
Basil: Oh, come on. You guys aren’t weirded out because I’m bisexual, are you?
Pyrrhus: No, we’re weirded out by the fact that you interrupted the meeting to tell us that.
Celeste: Anyone have questions? Besides Basil, who seems to think that every Dreamseeker meeting is about him for some reason. 
Noir: *Having an existential crisis* Do you know… what it’s like to be afraid of yourself?
Vian, thinking about that time he ate an entire family sized bag of doritos in one evening: God dude I sure do. 
Feliks: Shit, I’m late for school!
Feliks: Oh wait, I’m 20.
Feliks: I’M A TEACHER!!! 
Vian: A spoonful of Nutella counts as lunch, right?
Pyrrhus: Vian, that will kill you.
Vian: I'm only allergic to like four things in it.
Pyrrhus: VIAN!!!!
*somewhere else*
Noir, terrified: What was that?!
Kayda: That was the call of someone who is very pissed and on a mission to fuck someone up.
Basil: So, how’d you convince all of them to betray me? What’d you offer them?
Chalcedony: I asked them if they wanted to embarrass you, and they instantly said yes.
"bitches b like “im baby” but have childhood trauma and neglect like wtf do u know about being baby u were forced to grow up from an early age anyways I’m bitches"
- Kuno Aurich
"So apparently the 'bad vibes' I’ve been feeling are actually severe psychological distress"
- Raymond 'Ray' Seidel
Vian: Yum, thanks!
Kidnapper: *puts more tape over his mouth* I said stop eating it.
Tsubasa: *writing a letter*
Tsubasa: Dear Santa,
I'm writing to let you know I've been naughty...
And it was worth it you fat, judgemental bastard.
Ray: I think you're still suffering the effects of your party last night.
Tsubasa: All I drank was Redbull!
Ray: How many?
Tsubasa: Eighteen
Tsubasa: Hey, are you okay?
Ray: Yeah.
Tsubasa: You don't look okay...
Ray: Then stop looking.
Mars: Fight me!
Pluto, standing behind him and holding a knife: *mouths* Do not.
Tsubasa: I'm going to fight the next person who insults Ray.
Ray: I hate myself.
Tsubasa: Alright, square up.
Pluto: Know why I called you in here?
Mars: Because I accidentally sent you a dick pic.
Pluto: *Stops pouring two glasses of wine.* Accidentally?
Pluto: When's the last time you slept?
Mars: Uh... a few days ago, I think.
Pluto: A few- how many?!
Mars: Uh... *starts counting on fingers* I need more fingers...
Pluto: What you need is sleep!
Kuno: When you’re gay in your house with nobody else, you’re homolone
Ray: When you’re bi and there’s nobody else around, you’re biyourself
Basil: Please stop
Feliks: Top 30 reasons Feliks is sorry. Number 5 will surprise you.
Mikael: TOP 30 ANIME DEATHS. NUMBER 1, YOUR FUCKING ASS RIGHT NOW!
Leni: Ray, are you high?
Ray: Am I what?
Leni: High.
Ray: Hi.
Pluto: So what’s for dinner?
Mars, staring at the food he just burnt: Regret.
Pluto: Am I in trouble?
Mars: Take a guess.
Pluto: No?
Mars: Take another guess.
Pluto, standing with his back turned: I’ve been expecting you, Mars.
Mars: How did you do that without turning around?
Pluto: ... To be perfectly honest, the first couple of people I did that to were not you.
Pluto: I learned some very valuable lessons from this.
Mars: I’m guessing they are all horrible distortions on the lessons you actually should’ve taken away.
Pluto: Death isn’t real, and I’m basically God.
Mars: In light of what you did for me, you can hug me for four to five seconds.
Pluto: FORTY FIVE SECONDS?!?
Mars: No! Four to five seconds!
Pluto: Too late!!!
Pluto: I was arrested for being too cool.
Mars: The charges were dropped due to a lack of supporting evidence.
Pluto: You often use humor to deflect trauma
Mars: Thank you
Pluto: I didn't say that was a good thing
Mars: What I'm hearing is, you think I'm funny
Pluto: Okay, truth or dare?
Mars: Truth
Pluto: How many hours have you slept this week?
Mars:
Mars: ...Dare
Pluto: Go to bed.
Mars: I don’t like this game.
Mars: I’m going to take you out
Pluto: great, it’s a date!
Mars: I meant that as a threat.
Pluto: See you at five!
Mars: You're the love of my life and my best friend, I would do anything for you.
Pluto: I want you to eat three meals a day and have a decent sleep schedule.
Mars: Absolutely not.
Pluto: Please, I'm begging you go to a doctor.
Mars: I'm sorry is this OUR stab wound? Stay out of it.
Pluto: Okay, help me please!
Mars: Got two words for you.
Pluto: I bet they won't be helpful.
Mars: Your problem.
Pluto: I was right
Kuno: Why did you give Luth a knife?
Tsubasa: He felt unsafe.
Kuno: Now I feel unsafe.
Tsubasa: Sorry.
Tsubasa: Want a knife?
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sugarcult ¡ 7 years ago
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Now that I’ve disrupted your scrolling with what is simultaneously the worst edit and the worst image that has ever existed on this hellsite, I have something I wanted to say. 2017 has been a tough year for all of us, but there were some things about this year that made my life better. Some people, actually! I’ve officially left the 1D fandom (it’s a scary place) to join the HP fandom, but I’ll always have one foot in the gutter because I met some really amazing people in that fandom this year. I spent nearly six years in the One Direction fanbase without making a single friend, and I’ve been super fortunate lately to acquire a lot of them! Quality friends who I didn’t even know I was missing. So as a way to kind of round off the year, I wanna say thank you, to all of you.
@please-dont-freak-out - You were the first person who ever approached me online. We were fast friends, and every time we talked at first, I was terrified I was going to fuck it up. Now you’re my mom, and one of the kindest people I know.
@louistunnelvision - I don’t even remember what we started talking about, but I do know that I was super excited to meet you and that you’re one of the coolest people on the planet. Because of you, I finally feel like I have a family here on this terrible website, and aside from being an awesome friend to me, I’ll always remember you for that. I owe you one, or a million, and I s2g one day I’ll get a gift to you. Lmao
@rosealouis - MY MOMTHER. My soft, dainty, beautiful, grunge momther. You’re sunshine personified, and Harry would be proud. I remember messaging you to tell you happy birthday and being terrified you would think I was weird or that I would spaz out and do something dumb, but then when we properly talked, you were so cool???? Ilysm????????? I feel like we’ve gotten super close recently, and I really value our friendship so much, I mean that.
@hands-and-knees-7-years-straight - Les! I’m not gonna lie, I see a lot of myself in you, and I mean that in the best way, all the things I like about myself. Except that you’re like all those things on steroids. You’re so sweet, and you always put others first, even when you’ve got a lot going on yourself. I always feel like I can go to you, and you are truly a treasure of a friend. I’ve never met anyone as giving as you are, and you deserve the entire world.
Leilani - I’m gonna just send you the link to this because you changed your url and then I deleted my old blog and now I thought I knew your url but it was the wrong one and anYWAY. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I know we both have a lot going on, but now that you’re around a little more, I’m so so so glad to see you in my notifications. You always make me smile, and I love how excited you get about things when you talk about them, and you always make me feel like I matter. You have some beautiful nicknames for beards as well, which is bound to brighten anyone’s mood!
@foolishrainbow - YOU. ARE. THE. PUREST. I love you so much??? I don’t even know where to begin??????? You’re so approachable, and you just love Niall so much, and like. Niall is everyone’s favorite, and there’s something about you that just reminds me of him, like. It would be impossible to dislike you.
@pezzles17 - UHHHHH, there are no words for you. You’ve been such a great friend to me from the get-go, even though I - right off the bat - confused you for somebody else. I feel like I can talk to you about literally anything, and you’re such a role model. You have a huge heart, and you are so passionate about the things you love, fierce in your friendships. You seriously have a heart of gold (even though you don’t like my son Draco), and you’ve been there for me when I wasn’t sure anybody was. EVENTUALLY, I’ll get that book to you. I’m the worst.
@doesthelittleone - Things I associate with you: rabbits and :v. You’re just such a warm person???? Literally, you could disappear for a week and come back and it feels like you never left. Friendship with you is so natural, and you always have the BEST animal pictures???????? You’re like. I don’t know, ice cream and daisies on an April morning. (Also Drarry osngosgn)
@intrinsicsyn - BOYYYYYY, I straight up would have driven my ass to Alabama for you. You really intimidated me at first????? (I can’t remember why, because you’re so approachable?) I hope we make it up there and get to visit you on the trip, because as much time as you spent away at first, you’re part of the family now! And you’re never gonna get rid of me! WHOOPS.
@damnbreaux - Dude, what can I even say? We were such fast friends. Immediately, I was like, “Holy shit, who is that?” You’re so smart, witty, and just. I don’t know how to put it exactly, but you’re like exactly the person I’ve been looking for for years, and I never even knew I was looking! I wish we talked more, but I love you very much a lot, and I always smile so widely when your name shows up in my notifs.
@feel-love-like-weather - MY BUDDY. MY PAL. My aesthetic bro, resident boot enthusiast, and selfie queen. I love you so much, and I love how we can go from talking about mundane stuff to freaking out about exams to talking covers and Fleetwood Mac. I was so happy to finally meet you at the show, and next time I’m over that way, we should hang out again! You’re an icon, truly. (And your dog is adorable wtf.)
@haveyourselfaharrylittlexmas - We haven’t talked in a while, but you are SO. SWEET. You were super understanding when I had things going on and had to sort them out on my own. I miss you in my inbox, and I still think about you all the time. You’re so good at putting other people at ease, and it’s so easy to see why so many other people love you!
@harry-loves-louis-bitch - You’re such a gift, honestly. A complete and total sweetheart. We met because of Drarry, and honestly, I was so excited because I had just switched over to being a HP blog. And then we got to talking and you’re just so???? Amazing?????? I never have to wonder if you care, and you’re such a courteous person. I hope your practicals go well, and I���m sending lots of love your way.
And last but not least, @love-someone-special - A surprise friend! I wasn’t expecting to make another friend any time soon, especially within the end of the year, but here you are! We’re still getting to know each other, but you’re so easy to talk to, and I spend like 18 minutes spazzing out and you never leave, so I guess that’s a good sign! Lol. You have a gift with words, and I’m already so glad to have met you.
Here’s to the friends I’ve made in 2017, and may you all prosper in 2018! I love you all, and I hope our friendships only grow from here on out. Now we can all pretend that terrible picture at the top of the post never happened and go about our merry ways.
Much love and a whole lot of feels,
Courtney 
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almaasi ¡ 8 years ago
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reaction post typed while watching the JIBcon 2017 Jensen & Misha panel
um............this is........ kind of gay
under the cut: my casual thoughts on Cockles, Jensen in heat, a lil bit of Destiel, and a small dose of toxic masculinity because man it just keeps coming back to that
08:00pm
PART 1
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=esVT4rZ1F0M&ab_channel=thiniassk
i’m not fucking prepared honestly oh god
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08:12pm
i have petted my cat diezel and i am slightly more prepared
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08:14
it STARTS with them singing to each other?!?!?! 
jensen gets so much of his energy from misha he can’t address a crowd without first staring deeply into misha’s eyes??? IS THIS THEM SOULBONDING BEFOREHAND SO THEY MAKE A BETTER TEAM
miSHA TURNS AWAY IT’S JUST JENSEN SERENADING MISH OH GOD
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jensen: *leans in for no reason*
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08:17
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HE DOES SO MUCH OPEN-HANDED REACHING 
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08:18
j: “the hairs on my arms are standing up”
m: “he was just showing me his freckles”
j: “who don’t love freckles *winky face* know what i’m saying”
m: “you wanna hear something weird”
J: “SHUT UP”
MISHA WAS GONNA SAY FRECKLES ARE ANGEL KISSES AND JENSEN VETOED IT
THIS IS THE ONLY OPTION
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08:20
YES MISHA putting a chair backwards stops you worrying about crotch-staring
j: “oh no, i enjoy showing my crotch the entire time”
m: “i know”
j: “i don’t have to hide it”
...........................surely this is illegal
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08:2
j: “let’s see how deep it goes”
(talking about the crowd size?)
m: “by which she means it’s an innie”
(talking about navels maybe?? not sure how we got here?)
(OR DICK FORESKIN WHO KNOWS)
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JENSEN YOUR FACE
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WHAT
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08:25
? i think jensen moved to cover his crotch jokingly aND MISHA REACHES IN TO UN-COVER HIS CROTCH
;A;
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08:28
j: *faces misha and spreads his legs* “here’s the thing. pick a leg”
WAT THE FIDSAHFSF I???
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08:29
jensen wants misha to choose between his bowlegs??? OH NO
I JUST GOT IT
HE STANDS UP TO DO THE DICK-ADJUSTMENT DANCE
RIGHT NEXT TO MISHA
“PICK A LEG” IS ABOUT WHICH LEG HIS DICK SITS AGAINST
why the fuck does he want MISHA to choose what the fuck this is so fucking gay what the fuck
misha claims out loud he’s uncomfortable but frankly he doesn’t look that uncomfortable
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08:32
jesus christ jensen is flat-out turning everything into flirtation
j: “you have big dolls?”
(regarding the mini-dads misha has in his house)
JENSEN HOW BADLY DO YOU WANT THIS GUY TO FUCK YOU
WOW
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08:34
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such blush
...and jensen starts hitting himself in the head as self-chastisement for flirting????????????????????????????????????????????????
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08:36
https://youtu.be/esVT4rZ1F0M?t=4m8s
fig 1: jensen believably pretending he doesn’t know what “firework[s]” by katy perry is
fig 2: telling the truth “of course i know what ‘firework’ is, i have a 4 year old daughter” (correcting misha’s addition of the ‘s’ at the end, i must note) “i DANCE to firework”
....but like.......jensen’s process of ”i don’t know what this potentially emasculating thing is at all”.... “did i mention this thing is close to my heart and know it intimately”
does that sound like “talk about cutting the fat”/”who’s cas?”/”misha who?” to anyone else? hurr
THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT DEAN DOES. BLAH BLAH BLAH THEY’RE DIFFERENT PEOPLE But tHEY DO THE SAME SHIT WHEN IT COMES TO ~EMASCULATING~ THINGS
granted jensen does it easier and more jokingly than dean does, but he STILL DOES IT
(also? jensen asked misha what’s on west’s playlist and requested he be honest, probably knowing full-well what’s on there (and there’s something dodgy there to be honest about). jensen pretends he doesn’t know the song, misha reaches in to touch him and says “you would be off on a lot of [these songs]-- AND THAT’S WHEN JENSEN REVEALS THE TRUTH TO PROVE HE’S NOT ALL COUNTRY FOLK SINGER and then blames his knowledge of popular songs on his daughter rather than the fact it’s impossible to go through modern life without having heard that song)
(he serenades misha with a few lines before mocking the song)
(i wonder if he’s ever sung it to misha in private)
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08:50
jensen: *finger over his lips as misha’s talking about his kids singing carry on wayward son in the car* i.e. ~don’t say the thing~
j: “is what you told me earlier public knowledge? ‘cause that’s kind of a nice segue”
it’s nice that he asks
m: *high pitched voice* whyyy did i tell him
SO HE CAN RELAY YOUR CUTE STORIES TO US WITH HIS PRETTY POUTY BLABBERMOUTH, THAT’S WHY
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j: *leans in to whisper and ask about the story he wants to tell*
m: NO NO ON ON O
wow that’s gotta be a damning story holy shit
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m: “i am actually having palpitations right now”
I REALLY WANT TO KNOWWWWW AAAH
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08:56
j: “real men have twins”
....wtf
j: *looking apologetically at misha* “aaah it’s just a shirt somebody sent me, it was pretty cool”
...........wtf even more because why are you apologising to misha wtf
(after the panel i came back and read this and I JUST GOT IT. i thought “have twins” meant the man in question has a human duplicate sibling. but it actually means the man in question has two offspring who are born at the same time. welp.)
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08:58
bless daniella for getting these boys so fucking drunk
drunk!jensen is kind of.... look i dont wanna say it as a slur but also i do really wanna say it.... he’s kind of a slut?
god i love how much he’s enjoying himself aaah
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here we have jensen laughing way too hard at misha’s “i am not a spy... which is exactly what spies say” accent
j: “that one got me. i dunno why”
BECAUSE YOU’RE HOPELESSLY IN LOVE AND ALSO DRUNK
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09:03
rip fluffy unicorn
jensen for someone with a 4 year old daughter you very quickly, very unnecessarily, AND VERY VIOLENTLY reject soft fluffy cute things your daughter would like
someone tell me again how he’s not fuelled at least 25% by toxic masculinity
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j: *to the unicorn* “fuck you steven”
what did steven ever do to you
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see this is where dean and jensen differ. dean would maybe sneer at the unicorn but he’d keep it if it was given to him by someone who cared about him (the in-show version of daniella?). he’d give it to a little kid. smile, play with it for 10 seconds if no-one else was watching. but jensen? THROWS IT AND INSULTS IT AND HATES IT FOR EXISTING
like dean and jensen are both haters of soft cute things (in front of people) but in totally different ways
jensen’s hatred seems kinda disingenuous to me ?
and waaaaay over the top, maybe just because there’s a crowd
WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO PROVE
who exactly in that room would think any less of him if he said “aw cute” and hugged the thing on his lap, y’know? the room would be full of cheering. i feel like he’s only doing the act for self-comfort idk
it’s a soft unicorn .........i don’t get it
it’s a kicking machine with a death spike
IF IT WAS MADE OF PLASTIC AND LOOKED LIKE A ROBOT WOULD HE REACT THE SAME WAY THOUGH
(not that i dislike him for this, i’m just commenting on what i observe. he fascinates me. how did he get like this? WHAT COTTON CANDY PLUSHIE ABUSED HIM IN A PREVIOUS LIFE)
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09:16
regarding superstitions: jensen steps right foot first onto airplanes, it hasn’t failed him yet. misha “always wears something akin to orange underwear”
OH NO HERE WE GO
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j: “wait seriously?”
jensen looks fascinated...and awed
does he not know this stuff already? do they not talk about weird personal stuff outside of conventions?
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okay well jensen is definitely adding “lucky orange underwear” to his list of things to imagine while he’s lying in bed with his hand between his legs
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09:23
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jensen’s lil finger wiggle to encourage misha to take his pants off?????
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09:26
k but why did the convention crew turn the lights pink when jensen dropped his pants for misha
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jensen to misha: “you can’t unsee that”
misha, kinda shaken: “no, i’m trying”
WHAT THE FUCK WAS JENSEN WEARING
AND WHY WAS IT SO BAD THAT WE COULDN’T SEE TOO
my current theory: a cock sock (maybe so jensen doesn’t get visible boners and/or panty lines??)
like this (WARNING NSFW NSFW)
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j to misha: “rawr”
........................STOP
j: “you didn’t even get the full picture”
OKAY THAT’S IT IT’S GOTTA BE A COCK SOCK RIGHT ASDFSJF
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m: “now would be a good time to take a 10 minute break”
AND WHAT DO YOU PROPOSE YOU AND JENSEN DO IN THAT TIME SIR
KINDLY DO SHARE
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09:32
fan: “[jared] was kind of away with the fairies”
j: “no he’s been a fairy all day”
and THEN HE LOOKS AT MISHA EXPECTING A REACTION
is it just me or is jensen perfectly aware when his jokes are potentially homophobic and he’s checking with misha to see if it’s okay?? because i guess misha is the in-house feminist and if jensen goes a minute without misha’s approval he knows he needs to start sucking up and grovelling
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J: “misha kept us out late” MORE RAWRING
like does he just wanna go behind the curtain and blow him ‘case i think we’d all wait patiently
(apparently completely unrelated, except by connection of “they wanna bang”) jensen: “by the way they go down to here” *points to mid-thigh*
someone mentioned maybe he was wearing a brand called ethika underwear on some post i made yesterday, i had a look at their website and it just seemed like perfectly normal boxers just with some funky prints
idk why that would make misha gawp so madly though, if it was just a loud print. or why that would mean the audience can’t see. it had to be something about the cut of them, too. (unless there was a tiger or something on them. i think i saw cat faces on the website)
also why is jensen so keen on telling misha about his underwear
...this is some exposure kink bullshit honestly
he’s not shy in the slightest, he’s getting off on making misha squirm
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09:42
fan: “people who work together frequently develop habits/quirks”
j: “undoing your pants in front of each other”
fan: “probably not as many people do that”
j: “no”
they know how gay they are. they know. they know we think they’re fucking. they don’t care. they encourage it. why. jensen is absolutely revelling in this. he has not one single problem with people shipping him with misha
and i am dying because of it
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09:45
fan: “i was wondering if there’s anything that doesn’t involve your pants--”
*jensen shakes his head*
fan: “--that you only do around each other”
jensen covers his mouth ~don’t say the thing~
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oh no
(bless this question-asker)
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09:49
AND HERE MISHA GOES CHANGING THE TONE BECAUSE JENSEN CAN ONLY THINK OF INAPPROPRIATE THINGS
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PART 2
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T0BnSu26yjE&ab_channel=thiniassk
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09:53
m: “jensen came in, his eyes were red, i gave him a hug... jensen said - i’m quoting here - don’t do that”
(jensen smiles)
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m: “we have these brief interstitials”
OOH interstitials. what a good word
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09:55
when misha is talking, jensen listens. he LISTENS. he reacts in real time.
when jared talks, he zones out so much more often, or at least acts like he does (”i’m sorry, what were you saying? i zoned out”)
idk what to make of it
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10:01
jensen’s lil speech <3
also bless daniella for always being the hero we need
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10:05
jensen’s like ~welp i just spilled my heart out!! time for a circus act and some unicorn violence
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10:06
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DAT NECK SQUISH THO
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i wasn’t expecting it to turn into this
... this panel has so much more jensen than misha. misha’s so quiet and still. and jensen’s so animated and talkative and aggressive and affectionate ??
is misha sick, tired, or upset?
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10:10
https://youtu.be/T0BnSu26yjE?t=9m5s
fan asks what dean and cas would do together on a scooter in rome
m: “WHEN IN ROME”
and jensen looks at him like his gay innuendo alarm is flashing red
.....but like. they’re in rome. when in rome. gay things happen in rome. yes?
m: “NAUGHH NO you’re taking this the wrong way, i just mean ‘when in rome’ i just mean, show each other our underwear”
NOT ANY LESS GAY
AND NOW IT’S COCKLES AS WELL AS DESTIEL
++ misha referring to dean and castiel’s underwear as “our” underwear
m: “NOT ANYTHING WEIRD.”
what’s weird misha. what would you classify as weird. tell us.
*jensen’s dead eyed blue steel*
m: “YOU CAN’T LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT ANY MORE BECAUSE OF WHAT YOU DID” (misha’s voice breaks)
MISHA RAWRS
OH NO
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.........................jensen sPREADS his legs
oh no
JENSEN COULD YOU LITERALLY ACT ANY MORE LIKE YOU’RE IN HEAT
FUCK
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10:18
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this person’s head is blocking my goddamn view
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what is the purpose of your face
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10:20
https://youtu.be/T0BnSu26yjE?t=10m47s
fan: what would dean and cas do in rome, “a holiday” ?
m: *to jensen* “where do you GO with that?”
j *flirty*: “i know where i’m goin’~”
IN WHAT WAY EXACTLY COULD THIS BE INTERPRETED IN A NON-DESTIEL NON-GAY WAY
I‘M TRULY, TRULY STRUGGLING
look why don’t they just say “dean and cas would rent a hotel room and fuck the shit out of each other for five days straight” OH YEAH BECAUSE THAT’S TOO CLOSE TO THE TRUTH RIGHT
BUT THAT’S WHAT THEY’RE BASICALLY SAYING ANYWAY
they could’ve said “eat all the italian food” and “check out some of the monuments, dean and cas probably haven’t seen a lot of that stuff, cas knows all the history since he was alive in ancient times, and jensen would really appreciate a holiday spn episode in the future” BUT NO
THEY DELIBERATELY LEAVE IT OPEN AND MAKE SURE EVERYONE’S THINKING ABOUT ROMANTIC GAY SEX
forget the underwear exposure, i need all the gifs of this and all the meta
THIS IS WAY GAYER
i’mma puke rainbows brb
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10:28
misha tries to save it with “the colosseum” BUT JENSEN’S FACE IS ALREADY LIKE “I SAID A GAY THING DIDN’T I”
misha: *rushed* “yes great question thank you”
THAT WAS IN NO WAY THEM AVOIDING “DEAN AND CAS WOULD MAKE LOVE”
NGHGHNH
m: “i don’t know how you’d answer that. i feel like there’s a lot of..”
daniella: *says something*
m: “go to the vatican?”
nope. hopeless. it’s too late, you can’t save this misha, it’s already gay.
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fan: “can you explain why cas is driving the motorcycle and not dean?”
i love this person and their suspiciously gay questions
https://youtu.be/T0BnSu26yjE?t=11m49s
(can anyone figure out what jensen says when misha’s saying “dean actually drives the impala but...”)
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PART 3
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xr1d_7fG5zA&ab_channel=thiniassk
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10:36
AW MAN EVERYONE RUSHED ON STAGE AND I WANTED TO HEAR JENSEN’S ANSWER TO WHATEVER THE QUESTION WAS!!!! he did comedy elbows followed by throat stroking and lots of thinking I WANTED TO KNOW WHAT WAS SO DIFFICULT TO EXPRESS
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10:40
https://youtu.be/Xr1d_7fG5zA?t=3m7s
MISHA DUCKS AND HE PUTS HIS FINGERS IN HIS EARS
gimme the gifs friends i need them
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10:42
THIS IS THE LAST JIBCON??????? NOOOOOOOOO WHAT
WAit wait---- wait............
DANIELLA says: “LOOKS LIKE THERE’S GOING TO BE ANOTHER ONE”
YYYYYAAAAAAAAAAYYYYY MORE COCKLES
fsjdgfd that was scary
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daniella’s crying
oh god i love her so much
YESSS SHE DESERVES TO HAVE HER NAME CHANTED BY A CROWD
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10:46
did jensen and misha leave the stage? i’ve lost them
did they go off for a bathroom quickie or what
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10:48
the endddddddd
ahh i’m exhausted now
in short: jensen’s head over heels in love, horny, in heat, and definitely spreads his legs in bed
misha? seems a lil upset. quiet. not as energetic as he usually is, which was surprising given jensen’s highkey flirtation. this panel was a lot of jensen and not a whole lot of misha, or misha+jensen as a pair. jensen was throwing a ton of sexual energy at misha and not getting much of anything back. 
idk how to feel about it, but a tiny bit of me is disappointed? and maybe a tad concerned. however, that said, they did make it fun and interesting AND SUPER FUCKING GAY
this panel reiterated to me that romantic destiel is a thing and they know it, and anything jensen says against that is just consciously-created bullshit
also? he lies really easily and really well. and it’s usually to protect some kind of face-value manly-man thing. even if he counteracts it within seconds.
but i find it very interesting how he looks to misha as his source of how much masculinity he’s required to protect. he asks misha “too much?” regarding the unicorn violence, and looks at him any time he made a gay or unfeminist joke that was a little risque (the “fairy” thing about jared, the “real men have twins” shirt)
it’s like misha’s his gatekeeper for gayness and softness, jensen clearly trusts him implicitly, and vice versa (although misha seems shaky on that, second-guessing why he told jensen a private story which jensen wanted to tell but misha was all NO NO NO OMFG)
but IMAGINE HOW MANY SECRETS THEY HAVE TOGETHER
OH NO
hopefully there’ll be some more cockles soon ...but at least we have hawaiicon to look forward to in november!! =u=
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i-sveikata ¡ 7 years ago
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Teen Wolf S06E12 liveblog
because of reasons 
what the hell its so bright. teen wolf legit cant get a handle on their lighting for this damn show its either impossible to see or blinding.
ugh theo really? are we supposed to feel sad for this guy because he’s homeless now the fuck. why do they only bring back the boring white guy characters? where’s danny?? where’s kira? where’s literally anyone else but him.
cool man time for spider murder
dude this is clearly a recurring issue. why is nobody calling his parents?? hes literally an underage kid they keep catching sleeping in a car the fuck??? deputies aint doing shit
omg bruh you have clearly never been to australia. why the fuck you let that spider crawl up your arm? thats on you boo
and of course nobody locks the clinic and we need that obligatory shirtless scene to pull the spider out of his body. not creepy at all
ah yes spiders disappear in a puff of smoke all the time. this is natural spider behaviour.
lol why do people think that if they call scott he will answer? when has he ever actually picked up his phone when ppl need him?? boy keeps it on silent i swear.
ahh yes that getting shot up by a bunch of hunters feeling. but guess who isnt going to die? this seemingly immortal white guy, the shock.
oh no scott flashbacks boy, get out, protect yourself
are they trying to imply that scott ran all that way and malia and lydia just caught up with him? was the running part of the flashback? questions
“do you hear that” its death. lets assume its death.
“hunters. run” wow. those hunters sure are convenient showing up when the show needs a new plot device and literally never appearing otherwise. did chris argent frighten them all away?
what scott bby no, thats your besties dad. put down the sheriff friend
oh what do you know they were flashlights all along and not the red laser things for shooting ppl. much joy.
did scott just come out as a werewolf to the rest of the deputies? i support him.
“Whats wrong with his eyes” lol thats the only thing theyre stuck on, not the transformed face or the growling or the body hair? ok.
“Stand down” ye parrish protect scott. is he part of the pack? did we ever have that confirmed or do we just assume.
oh the deputies lowered their weapons and lydia and malia give scott some vaguely ambiguous looks. 
why do they always have such intense music when literally nothing happens?
if theyre about to do a ptsd storyline for scott (which straight up would make so much sense tbh) i stg they better not make fun
scott awkwardly like “You dont think they saw anything do you” “No more than theyre used to” lol beacon hills u have problems.
scott? why you hiding shit from stilinski? tell him about the bullet. 
why does lydia just stand there for that entire scene and say literally nothing like wtf. dazzling banshee statue.
okay they all decided not to tell the sheriff about chris but like why? sheriff isnt the shoot first type. whats the point?
mason getting distracted talking about bretts 8pack is life.
liam picked mason up and literally carried him out of the locker room im screaming.
dodgy counsellor murderer lady is back
sun tzu quotes. art of war and an ominous knife in the table just another day in the college counsellor ladies office.
oh no poor kid murdered by spiders noooooooooooooooooo in his mouth why
eichen house- gross let that place die already. 
parrish “Im not letting you in that place” wtf let her? nah man. hard pass.
trying to hack into chris laptop- is the password gonna be allison dont do this to us you assholes.
you fuckers didnt even let scott write out allisons name before panning away from the laptop jesus
parrish in the bowels of creepy eichen house what the fuck is even going on in this place honestly
dear god quiet girls voice asking for help fuck that shit right off. nope. parrish gotta flash the eyes for that access because apparently everybody knows about the supernatural in beacon hills now. not a far stretch tbh.
lol doctor locked him in. solidarity.
oh hey i think i saw corey for two seconds. not sure. is theo playing lacrosse with them??? idk. does he even attend school anymore?
is that meant to be brett who body checked him? legit cant even see ppl behind the lacrosse helmets.
i swear they just trying to establish a story line for liam in case they can come back with another show. but like he aint that interesting sorry.
why is it just destroy goalie corey now? hes doing his best. trying to stay visible.
counsellor lady looking at brett. newest victim?? brett trying to help liam get control ayeee werewolf pals.
the fuck parrish. how is the population of beacon hills not constantly dropping with all these body piles that keep showing up everywhere.
haha nurse dude who locked him in was evil, were they trying to surprise us with that?
yet another liam rage moment. somebody help this kid chill out for five seconds.
chris making deals, finding out ppl buying guns from him are fake army dudes what a ride. wheres his backup? 
“I had a guy on the inside” “who” “youre standing on him” lol malia and scott arrive to fuck it up again.
huh a massive shoot out where nobody got shot and the bad guy got away. nice.
“You dont have a cell in here that can hold me” damn parrish sounding tough and shit before he becomes a popsicle.
did they honestly just bring brett back so the new counsellor lady could kill him. harsh
lydia up to her banshee shit again. save parrish.
“I havent stamped a bullet since allison died” dear god rip my heart out.
how did it take them literally that long to find the dead kid who got eaten by spiders in the locker room? like was he just lying there all day and nobody noticed.
lol lydia went to eichen house and didnt tell anybody she was going there. smart move. much good plan.
bruh this nurse guy gonna kill parrish. what is lydia even doing rn?
jesus everybody be having flash backs for when they were tortured at some point in the past. poor girl be having a panic attack.
OMFG THEY DID IT AGAIN DAMMIT. WHY DOES EVERY FEMALE CHARACTER HAVE TO HAVE A FREAK OUT BEFORE SHE HAS AN EMPOWERING MOMENT GODDAMN.
like literally they go all terrified and crying before their expression gets intense and powerful like seriously? girls dont all react the same way you cowards.
wow actually having a moment where scott admits he got freaked out. cant remember the last time that happened. oh hey and here comes the malia x scott scenes. how is this not weird?
has literally everybody hooked up on this show now at some point?
hahah chris turns up with a laser sight thing on his gun. very appropriate. not traumatising at all.
aww scotts little smile after he looked at malia was kinda sweet. 
omg the way they flinched when chris raised his gun- these poor fucking kids man. cant catch a break
oh god when young pack gang find the spider kid decidedly not dead and they say they tried to call him and he checks his phone and is like “huh musta died” THATS A TERRIBLE PUN. VERY BAD.
wooo they figured out its an inexperienced hunter killing ppl. also where did brett go? are we just assuming hes alive because he got away idk?
im liking the little pack powows in scotts kitchen. simpler times.
it all comes down to fear. “What are they afraid of?” “....us” DUN DUN
hold up counsellor lady got scratched? she a werewolf now???? omg lol brett jumping out of trees to attack counsellors who tried to kill him.
gets shot by an arrow for his efforts. flees into the night. noice.
ugh gerard. bruh. you need to die. lets not take the counsellor lady under your wing. beacon hills is running out of bodies to make piles out of as it is. 
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votingdog ¡ 7 years ago
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hi im leigh and im a slut for oversharing so have another ask thing about a year later
1: Is there a person in your life? yes, id say there is 2:Think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them? no. 3:What do you think of when you hear the word “meow?” some selfies i posted a lil while back 4:What’s something you really want right now? c u d d l e s 5:Are you afraid of falling in love?  no. im scared of falling out of it 6:Do you like the beach? in small doses 7:Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else? yes 8:What’s the background on your cell? some weeby shit 9:Name the last four beds you were sat on? mine, addison’s, my grandmother’s, and my friend’s 10:Do you like your phone? it gets what i need it to done 11:Honestly, are things going the way you planned? lmao nO but that’s okay 12:Who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts? xavier 13:Would you rather have a poodle or a Rottweiler? rott 14:Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain? both 15:Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum? zoooo 16:Are you tired? 24/7 17:How long have you known your 1st phone contact? first as in first added or top?? shrugs top has been since since the middle of last school year  18:Are they a relative? try my ex 19:Would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes? yes 20:When did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with? i talk to him every day now 21:If you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today? no, marriage is scary 22:Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? you bet ya sweet ass 23:How many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now? none 24:Is there a certain quote you live by? “don’t pop pills popcorn” 25:What’s on your mind? what isnt rn 26:Do you have any tattoos? no but i want some 27:What is your favorite color? orange 28:Next time you will kiss someone on the lips? i ?? dont know ?? hopefully soon bc im needy 29:Who are you texting? no one as i type this, but noah before 30:Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch? yee 31:Have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right? i felt super shitty one day from the moment i woke up then when i got home from school i learned my dog had died so 32:Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? yes 33:Do you think anyone has feelings for you? i know a couple people that do 34:Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes? yes and it makes me melt every time 35:Say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you? good for him!! i was probably aware of it beforehand if it was right in front of me so im a-ok with it 36:Were you single on Valentines Day? nope 37:Are you friends with the last person you kissed? yeee 38:What do your friends call you? leigh or a weird nickname 39:Has anyone upset you in the last week? myself bitch wtf 40:Have you ever cried over a text? lmaoooooo  41:Where’s your last bruise located? my arm 42:What is it from? i think i hit a wall 43:Last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad? i was here while my step dad and his girlfriend were fighitng yike 44:Who was the last person you were on the phone with? xavier 45:Do you have a favourite pair of shoes? i only have one pair of shoes?? 46:Do you wear hats if youre having a bad hair day? nah every day is a bad hair day and i dont have enough hats 47:Would you ever go bald if it was the style? probably not. the only reason i think id go bald is because of everyone tellign me how much they wish i hadnt cut my hair short  48:Do you make supper for your family? i help make it a lot 49:Does your bedroom have a door? yes 50:Top 3 web-pages? tumblr, ourworld, facebook?? 51:Do you know anyone who hates shopping? probably 52:Does anything on your body hurt? my back jesus fucking christ mY BACK 53:Are goodbyes hard for you? i don’t think goodbyes are ever really easy for anyone 54:What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself? tea probably 55:How is your hair? he’s going through a hard time since his breakup, but he’s hanging in there. thanks for asking. it means a lot to him 56:What do you usually do first in the morning? try to go back to sleep 57:Do you think two people can last forever? i think that two people can last in each other’s lives until they die, whether that be romantically or platonically. it just takes work  58:Think back to January 2007, were you single? dude idk i was 6 59:Green or purple grapes? grEEN 60:When’s the next time you will give someone a BIG hug? shrugs. i’ll probably get sad and hug my sibling 61:Do you wish you were somewhere else right now? yes 62:When will be the next time you text someone? right after i finish this 63:Where will you be 5 hours from now? still here 64:What were you doing at 8 this morning. sleeping 65:This time last year, can you remember who you liked? yeah it was some dude i had a fling with that i,,,cannot remember the name of  66:Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? yesyes 67:Did you kiss or hug anyone today? no someone come hug mee 68:What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? probably about the person i like because when am i not daydreaming 69:Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? yes, but that;s life. not everything lasts forever  70:How many windows are open on your computer? three 71:How many fingers do you have? ten, unless you don’t count thumbs then 8 72:What is your ringtone? shrugs 73:How old will you be in 5 months? 17 74:Where is your Mum right now? your guess is as good as mine 75:Why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love? Shr uG s i still talk to him though aaaaAAAAAAAAAAAA 76:Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days? yes 77:Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago? yep 78:Do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7? that’s like, sixth grade i think?? so yeah, and i used to sit pretty close to him in algebra 79:Is there anyone you know with the name Mike? my grandpa 80:Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms? many times 81:How many people have you liked in the past three months? oh jeez. uh. seven? i think? three were relationships, two were kind of relationships, and two were/are crushes. there were also poly experiences in that so i mean 82:Has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days? yes 83:Will you talk to the person you like tonight? i talk to him every day 84:You’re drunk and yelling at hot people out of your car window, you’re with? noah probably. i feel like id drunk text him and he’s come make sure i was okay and then id pull shit like that 85:If your partner was into drugs would you care? nah 86:What was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie? i?? dont remember the last time i saw a movie in theaters? 87:Who was your last received call from? technically noah but he called my old number  88:If someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you? i don’t like butterflies but still no omg 89:What is something you wish you had more of? affection, friends, love, positivity 90:Have you ever trusted someone too much? hoooooboi yes 91:Do you sleep with your window open? no 92:Do you get along with girls? i tend not to yikes but i try 93:Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth? probably 94:Does sex mean love? no 95:You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem? nah man. i mean, the fact that we’re locked in may be a problem bc idk who locked us in there or why, but we’d be fine 96:Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring? no 97:Did you sleep alone this week? not the entire week 98:Everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you? yesyesyes 99:Do you believe in love at first sight? i believe in fascination and curiosity and attraction at first sight, but not love 100:Who was the last person that you pinky promise? probably my ex because we pinkie promised a lot
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watermelonbeme-blog ¡ 8 years ago
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I fucking hate how people are like "oh everyone wants to be popular" and like no???????? I have NEVER felt the "need" to be popular and probably never will. I want to be liked, I mean nobody likes to be disliked, but I'd rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I'm not and fuck people who are so self centered that they think EVERYONE should LOVE them. I'm not normal and not once in my entire live have I ever thought that I would be happier if I were. I'm weird and that's okay because fuck normal, normal is boring and I don't care how many people hate me for being weird, but I'd rather die than be anyone besides myself. And maybe that means I'll have no friends in high school or the friends I do have use me as a stepping stone to become more popular because I don't give a shit if you don't like me. Yeah, to be honest I'd be hurt if you didn't like me, but it wouldn't be the end of the world. I DONT WANT TO BE POPULAR. I don't want people to want to be like me. Yeah I want to have friends and for people to like me, but I'm not like those fake bitches in the sense that I won't change who I am for people to like me. I won't put somebody down to raise myself up and I certainly won't pretend to be anyone else because life is too short for me to be someone I'm not and don't tell me that "everyone just wants to be liked" when my friends choose the group over me when the group were the ones that hurt me in the first place. Don't give me that shit. I would NEVER ditch a friend for the sake of people liking me. Maybe that's because people have done that to me enough to let me know EXACTLY how hurtful that is. People have chosen to be popular over me too many times and I will NEVER EVER DO THAT TO ANYONE ELSE BECAUSE THAT'S JUST WHO I AM. I don't throw people away just because there's an open seat at the popular table. And I will never stop being friends with someone because my friends were mean to them and they got upset about it. WTF kind of logic is that? Bullshit. That's not an okay thing to do. Not in any way at all. AND THAT'S HAPPENED TO ME TOO FUCKING MANY TIMES. I can't pretend that I'm hurt when I am. I'm not going to. Ever. I'm done with people excusing my old friends because "oh, EvErYoNe wants to be p o p u l a r" no fuck that. That's just shitty friends being shitty friends. Screw them. They were unreliable from the start and you just realized how unreliable they were. You deserve better, fuck it, everyone deserves better. That's a shit sandwich and you shouldn't be expected to be okay with that.
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thehoneybuddhadefender ¡ 8 years ago
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I dont know if anyone has asked this one yet but please can you write a headcanon with RFA (+V and Saeran) and MC running into MC's ex? But you know, with serious love past, maybe even ex might still love MC. Btw I just LOVE your headcanons I think Im not gonna be able to get out of your blog until I read every single one of them
Omg thank you so much! So sweet ~~ (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧
And thank you for your request! I HOPE YOU LIKE IT!
Please feel free to send me a feedback, if this is NOT what you wanted, I’ll do it again in no time!Any mistakes, report to me
Yoosung
You two were walking together through a park, you guys need some air after gaming so much.
That day was going so great, you two were laughing, joking, even running around to find each other.
While playing hide and seek with Yoosung (In a fucking park) you feel a hand on your should
"Okay...You win..My tur--" You look at the person behind you, it was not Yoosung, it was your ex.
You guys dated for some time, it was great, until he starts to be a douchebag...But let's not be too detailed on it.
"Oh hey...." "Hey MC" He smiles "You're beautiful...Seriously...Beautiful"
You are blushed now, you didn't expect that "Thank you..." he laughs.
"What were you doing?" "I FOUND YOU MC" Yoosung came running, he looks at the guy, already knowing he was your ex and he hugs you
"It's so good to find MY GIRLFRIEND, you know...I love to play with MY GIRLFRIEND...MC you could have another name you know, it could be...MY GIRLFRIEND"
The guy kind of understands so he back off, while Yoosung was looking at him, angry, holding you tightly
"Mine...”
"Yoosung you can let me go now..."
"MY GIRLFRIEND"
He looks like a grumpy little child.
He didn't let you go until you guys were home.
"MC...I'm better than that guy right?"
He's adorable.
You kiss his cheek.
He's in heaven now.
Zen
So, you, him, some walk?Yeah?Let's go jogging?
No, yeah? You'll go anyway.
LET'S GOOO!
IT'LL BE SO FUN NOTHING CAN GO WRONG!
"HEY MC!" You turn around, your ex.
"Oh god MC...You're so stunning"
Zen puts his hand around your waist, pulling you closer, looking angry.
"Oh hey...Long time no see." You said,smiling.
Zen knew the guy and knew you two already had been in some serious relationship.
He doesn't like the guy because of this fact.
The guy is ignoring his presence, HOW RUDE
Well, Zen's the opposite of the guy, he's calm, conservative
And then the guy kisses your cheek.
ZEN PUNCHES HIM
Ok...WHERE IS THE CALM AND THE CONSERVATIVE ZEN?
"ZEN!"
He looks at you "I SAID TO YOU...ALL MAN ARE BEASTS, LET'S GO HOME, THIS CITY IS DANGEROUS"
He grabs your hand and goes home.
When you two got home, he gives you a home lecture about how beasts guys can be and he was the only one gentleman and knight.
"But you were the one who punched someone"
"SELF-DEFENSE MC, HE WAS HITTING ON YOU"
Seven mode activate?
Dramatic.
Jaehee
One of your ex-boyfriends visited the cafe.
This was not a very comfortable situation.
Yeah, not at all.
Jaehee doesn't look happy about it, so she excuses herself saying she need to pick something.
You know what is going up.
While your ex-was talking to you, you were thinking about Jaehee.
"You're thinking about your friend, right?She seemed upset"
"She's not my friend, she's my girlfriend"
He guy looks really surprised, but before he could say something you go after Jaehee
"Hey love...I need your help back there" Jaehee look at you, smiling, understanding.
She gets back there and smiles to your ex "So sir, what can i do for you? Want a coffee or something?" She says smiling.
She realizes this ex is nothing anymore to you, well...Now it's a client.
Jumin
He was shopping with you, buying you some dresses, you know.
Until one ex touches your shoulder making you look at him, and Jumin too.
"Hey!" Your ex said, smiling before you could say anything Jumin replies "Hey."
That was awkward.
"Well...Mc, what you were doing?" Your ex said, trying to ignore that...Weird conversation.
"I was actually buying some hmm..." You was cut because Jumin starts to kiss your neck, you laugh blushing, looking at your ex "...Buying some dresses!"
While your ex was talking about something you were not even listening, Jumin sucked your neck, making a mark there, making you leave a little moan by that.
Ok...Things are awkward...This made your ex said goodbye to you.
You look at Jumin, wanting some explanation
 "Now you have a mark...Everybody will know that you're mine."
You can't believe this was his explanation.
"I can't wait to come back home love...I'll do even more marks"
Well, shit.
Seven
You two were laughing after getting out of a movie theater
Your ex stands in front of you when you and Seven were walking.
Seven already knew that man...His enemy!
Ok, he doesn't hate the guy, but sometimes he's a little jealous.
That guy already kissed your cherry lips! OMG, all man must die.
"MC...Is that you?"
"No, this is not MC...This is my girlfriend"
You two laughed, your ex is not understanding.
"Well...Mc you're beautiful"
"I'm not beautiful...I'm his girlfriend"
After some puns, your ex excuse himself.
He can't take this anymore.
"Seven...Do you think i'm a dork?You see the way me treat the guy..."
"You're not dork...YOU'RE MY GIRLFRIEND"
You two are laughing, and everybody is wondering...
WTF IS YOUR PROBLEM?
"HEY MC LET'S GO TO A KID TOY!"
"GREAT IDEA"
After some minutes, you two are running from the securities.
NORMAL.
V
Well...He can't see very well...
But he can listen that you were talking to somebody else.
He greets that person and let you two talk.
He trusts you, he has nothing to worry about.
He gives you privacy.
When you are back you kiss him on the cheek "Sorry for making you wait."
"It was nothing, my love..." He smiles "But do you mind if i ask...Who was it?"
"Oh...My ex" The smile doesn't fade away from V face 
"That one that you already told me?It's good to know that you guys are good friends"
You smile "You're so precious"
He laughs "I'm just a man who loves you"
Saeran
Your ex approached you when Saeran was going to buy an ice cream for you two.
He starts to talk about you, getting closer sometimes, but it was all a friendly conversation.
When Saeran's back, he looks at your ex, your ex can see death in his eyes.
He takes some steps back from you while Saeran is watching him "I don't punch you because i'm holding one ice cream"
"I have some business to solve..."Your ex runs, while Saeran is looking at him go, how can he be scary holding ice creams?
He looks at you and gives your ice cream "Here...Before it melts." You pick up and he starts to lick his ice cream, enjoying the moment, he got closer to you.
You laugh and he looks at you "What?"
"You're so cute Saeran!"
He's red now
"I'M NOT CUTE, I'M A BADASS PUNK"
Someday kid...Someday
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kittytishers ¡ 8 years ago
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I DON'T REMEMBER YOUR AK TAG SO ALL THE ONES YOU DIDN'T DO YET PLS
gdi spacey
1. You woke up naked next to the last person you texted, what would you say? uhhhh id be pretty fuckin weirded out but considering he lives in georgia id just be like “FIRST OF ALL HOW THE FUCK DID YOU GET HERE?????” but like why would i be naked anyways thats the real question who sleeps without their pjs?? dont answer that please i beg
2. What’s going on between you and the last person living being you kissed? He’s pretty sick so we’re taking him to the vet today :(
3. If your significant other was into drugs, would you care? depends on the drugs. if they were into weed id want in on some obvi but anything else and id just be eeeehhhhh naaaaahhhh
4. Is your last name longer than six letters? how does 11 letters sound?
5. Was your last kiss drunk or sober? ive never been drunk in my life so take a wild guess
6. Have you ever wanted to have someone but you messed it up? nope.
7. What does your last received text say? “Ooh”
8. How many times have you kissed the last person living being you kissed? more than i can count -w-
9. Where was your last kiss at?  in my house because we both live there
10. When is the last time you saw your sister? This monday before she headed off to disneyland for her honeymoon!!
11. What do you drink in the morning? milk because its in my cereal
12. Where did you sleep last night? my fuckin bed -.-
13. Do you think relationships are hard? i think with the right person it shouldn’t be that bad.
14. If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you? i wouldve done a different story for my creative writing project
15. You’re locked in a room with the last person living being you kissed, any problems? he’s sick so that would be bad :(
16. Would you rather it be sunny or rainy? sunny
17. Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you? lol nah
18. Are you wearing jeans,sweatpants,or pajama pants? PAJAMA SHORTS HAHAH
19. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 years from now? I hope so
20. Does anyone like you? Not that i know of
21. Have you ever kissed someone with a name that starts with an S? nope
22. Is the last person living being you kissed gay? I mean he’s neutered so technically he’s ace
23. Is there a person you CANNOT stand? the guy who sits behind me in english -.-
24. Have you ever considered getting a tattoo?  yeah. proll ynot gonna tho
25. In the past week have you cried?  probably
26. What breed was the last dog you saw? my dog is an english springer spaniel so
27. Do you dry off in the shower or out of the shower? out of the shower duh
28. Have you ever kissed a football player? HAHAHAHAH
29. Do you think you’re old? if i think im old i cant call my friends old so im just gonna say no
30. Do you like text messaging? yup
31. What type of day are you having? S T RE SS 
32. Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced? no but i like how it looks on other people
33. Do you prefer warm or cold weather? cold because SWEATERS
34. Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you? Three! @pseudonymouslps​ @celestialbomber​ and @luciferhimshelf​!!! they are all great btw follow them if you arent already
35. Would you prefer a relationship or a fling? i want a relationship first and then ill figure out how i feel about flings
36. Are you a simple or complicated person? is anyone a simple person???
37. What song are you listening to? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Etb0xDIFXR4
38. When you say you’re sorry do you mean it? yeah of course.39. Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you? @2cutepandasian​ knows a lot i think. she is my first mother after all40. What made you start liking the person you like now? i mean i don’t have a person i like rn so41. When did you last receive a text message? not quite sure. all i know is the convo started like 6 am my time lmao42. What is wrong with you right now? everyhting???43. How well do you know the last female you texted? my mom continues to confuse me -.-44. Does anyone disgust you? my dog sometimes45. Would you date someone right now if they asked? DEPENDS ON THE PERSON I GUESS??? IDK I THINK ITD BE KINDA WEIRD46. Are you in a good mood right now? i guess so47. Who was the last person you talked to in person? mi madre48. What color shirt are you wearing? black likE MY SOUL49. Has someone recently told you something you didn’t want to hear? i dont want to hear anything my mom says tbh50. Anyone you’re giving up on? nah51. Do you hate the person you fell hardest for? lol i didn’t really fall for anyone
52. Have you ever thought about giving up on someone but couldn’t? no i dont like giving up on people wtf???53. Do you like rain? im an ml fanatic of COURSE 54. Do you care if your significant other drinks? at this age? yeah. when im older than 18 i wont give a fuck55. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them? yeah thats always how it goes 56. Do you like to cuddle? HWO DOESNT??57. Are you shy? not shy just unwilling to engage in conversation with people i dont know or carea bout 58. Do you get along with girls? i get along with anyone i want to59. Have you dated the person you texted last? he’s 5 years older than me ew no like god hes like a brother to me but to date him no wtf??? 60. What do you carry with you at all times? a hair tie and my phone 61. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you? hells yeah. the two outcomes are death or living life rich its a win-win 62. Do you think you can last in a relationship for five months? i mean i hope so 63. Think back to October, were you in a relationship? HAHAHAHAHHAHA 64. The person you like kisses you on the forehead, do you find this cute? i dont like anyone right now but the person i liked a lil while back,,, yeah its be adoarble..;l.,,65. Did anything “cute” happen in the last week? i mean i saw my sister get married like if that isnt cute then idk what else is
66. How old are the last three people living beings you kissed? 4 and 10
67. Would you rather pay to get your nails done or do them yourself? dude nail salons are the best but i can make my own nails i dont really care68. Which do you like better- Zebra print or leopard print?    animal print in general is lowkey trashy imo69. Do you have any stickers on your car?    dont have a car lolol70. Would you rather listen to Luke Bryan or Lil Wayne?    who??71. Blackberry, Android, or iPhone?   iphone fuck yeah 72. When’s the last time you had pizza from Pizza Hut?    looooong time73. Do you like diet soda?    never had any so i cant say74. What color are the walls in your room?    white75. Are you 16 or older?    nope but next year76. Do you watch Pretty Little Liars?    no77. Do you have a job?    no  78. What are your initials?    LZ80. Are you from the south?    I’m from SoCal but not The South™
81. What does your last status on facebook say?    facebook thats cute82. Do you still talk to the first person living being you ever kissed?    of course how else will i yell at him to stop fucking with my shit?83. Are you closer to your mom or your dad?    dad definitely84. Have you ever done cheerleading or gymnastics?    ive done gymnastics before yeah85. What’s the last movie you saw in theaters?    Hidden Figures87. Would you rather wear heels or flip flops?    im in a flip flop mood rn. ive been wearing heels all weekend -.-88. Is your phone touch screen?    yeah90. Have you ever snuck out of your house?    no where tf would i go91. Would you rather swim in a river, lake, or pool?    pool please i dont appreciate fish feces being on my body92. Have you ever made out in a car?    HAH i wish93. …Had sex in a car?    HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA94. Are you single or in a relationship?    take a wild guess based on previous questions its not that hard to figure out i promise95. What were you doing last night at midnight?    screaming at myself to FINISH THE DAMN PAPER96. When’s the last time you saw fireworks?    4th o july97. Do you like the camera on your phone?    it serves its purpose98. Have you ever had a friend with benefits?    nope99. Have you ever passed out from drinking?    nope100. Are you friends with people on facebook that you actually hate?    youre asking as if facebook is still relevent101. Have you ever had a pregnancy scare?    im 15 and ive never had sex in my life. no.102. Name your favorite Kesha song:    WAKA WAKA103. Do you have any tan lines right now?    no but its getting warmer so soonthaank god this bs is over. i wish i could say i hate you but i dont lie
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i feel like im never gonna stop having weird anger sessions where i sit along for a couple of ours and relive every argument ive ever had with my mom and imagine how i ‘couldve won’  unless my mom AT LEAST acknowledges the shit shes done i dont think i care if she apologies and changes or not i just want her to stop denying shit, gaslighting, putting the blame on me, changing the subject....
actually???????? scratch that i could easily get over this if i had somebody else who like............felt the same way i do about her........ who like.... gets visibly pissed when i tell them about how my mom is and we like.... joke with eachother abt how stupid she is?????????? im talking about my siblings.....
like i just feel so fucking alone and because of gaslighting i feel like im making shit up and i constantly have to remind myself that im not by replaying my abuse over and over again to myself which obviously triggers me and pisses me the fuck off for hours
like...... i would be a lot happier if one of my siblings would fucking agree with me or acknowledge how awful she is.... my little brother doesnt even understand hes being abused yet or what even counts as abuse....
and my older brother KNOWS our mom is abusive but hes the GC and bffs with her so he would rather just go silent and not say anything against her when i vent.... and when i try to validate my feelings and try to prove to myself that the abuse i faced actually happened (because again!! gaslighting!!! it makes me feel like all of my memories and everything i know is a lie!! like i hallucinated everything) by asking him “she hit you too right??” “she denies bad stuff she does to you too right” he’ll refuse to answer the question.... he’ll be like “uuh um i cant remember” “um i dont know” *shrug* “maybe who knows lol”
and then turns around and is back to being buddy buddy with her despite knowing shes an awful human being who beat him and his siblings, who mentally abused his siblings, is a racist, is dating a pedophile, and is neglecting his sister because she wont let her manipulate her...................
like.......... i need somebody who KNOWS her to be like “youre right” instead of saying “maybe youre imagining things!!” “you have a victim complex!” “you just want some attention” or like denying everything shes done
like i just need somebody.... whether its her or a sibling or another family member to let me know im not insane??? to make me feel less alone???????
my dad doesnt even know the extent of how abusive she is like he has no idea if shes abusive PERIOD but obviously he doesnt like her thats why they got divorce so he’ll talk shit abt her sometimes and every time it makes me feel REALLY HAPPY BECAUSE HE KNOWS
like again, its like that Cassandra truth thing except the character finally finds ONE person, out of the hundreds of other people who refused to believe them no matter what, who is like “oh srsly?? i believe u i totally agree” and the character is just like “WTF YOU REALLY BELIEVE ME OMGHJHGDFG THAN YOU”
ITS JUST LIKE........ INTENSE .. OVERWHELMING RELIEF LIKE A GARGANTUAN WEIGHT WAS LIFTED OFF MY ENTIRE BODY 
but like again he doesnt know shes abusive he just thinks shes fucking annoying (she is) so like.................. im not even 100% sure if even HE would believe me so i still feel like a freak
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