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not sure if i feel comfy enough to post the link publicly yet but i've finally started writing poetry again and made a sideblog for it :')
#havent written and posted poetry since 2016#so this is a big thing for me!#im super proud of myself to be getting back to it#some of it is v personal#but i might post the link sometime!#my writing
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happy solvermas
#cause t. no actually if christ is the son of god and the solver is god then it'd be like uzimas#quick sketch i pulled out of my ass yesterday to see if i could get myself out of art block/burnout/whatever ive got going on#v was added after cause i had no idea how to work her into the scene#implied nuziv or something look man im just desperate about this ship#and i dont know how to draw fluff or whatever#im so bad at romance i dont know how to express it#but i've been desperately trying to draw nuziv for the past months#i think this is actually like some of my best linework yet im really satisfied with everything right now#been a long time since i've felt that#turns out the “stop overthinking every pixel of the expressions and just draw the approximation the audience will get the jist” approach wo#ks#something something n is the star of their life. tree light chrismtas#it is taking. All of my restraint right now#to not be So Mean to all of you#You Don't Even Know#I Could Do Something. I Might Still.#art#murder drones#murder drones uzi#uzi doorman#murder drones n#serial designation n#murder drones v#serial designation v#murder drones cyn#i need liam to explain whether cyn and the solver are the same person already so i can tag them appropriately its driving me nuts#oh yeah cyn got a plush core to chew on by the way#the idea of giving her a chew toy was rolling around in my head and i think its a very funny visual so here we are
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In a another world, Peak of Combat has a plot that involves Time Travel Shenanigans which puts V in one of the Funniest Situations.
#My Art#DMC V#dmc poc#Devil May Cry peak of Combat#I mean kind of? Kind of#Local man has to deal with teenage versions of all the people he knows including himself#Familiars having a great time watching V now have to babysit everyone for once#V's Personal Pear Wiggler#Also RIP to the shadow leash backpack and the Nightmare leash backpack for Dante and Vergil#They got to small in the pic#DMC Griffon#Dmc Shadow#Dmc Vergil#Dmc Dante#Dmc Lady#Dmc Nero#Nero and Lady do not need leashes because they also would like to figure out what the hell is going on#Vergil and Dante need leashes because as soon as they are in vicinity they just start fighting#anyway I am going to post peak of combat opinions at some point.#BUT PRIMARILY—I want to read a time travel fic#devil may cry art
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GAMIGIN IS SO TINY????
#cliffnotes/.txt#whb#from luci's comic since i finally got him#lucifer IS still v big but from a height chart i made myself#gami might also be under 6 ft. plus in some other panels he looks shorter than the other paralost devils too#i wonder if hes still growing....#wait i should clarify a bit: someone who is 6 ft would readh to about lucifer's nose. so mid face height to him#where i have satan set on my personal hc char is around 5'7 and that reaches to about luci's collarbone#and gamigin doesnt even reach that in this panel
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Lil Nowhere King-themed mini doodle dump! 🦌🧁
#the 'expression sheet' was mostly me playing around w/ his eyes- I like the thought that they'd be v expressive and maybe even a bit toony#(some of that centaurworld DNA peeking through)#I hope the bloody one isn't too edgy LMAO#it's vaguely from an angsty AU where the general succeeds in recapturing him#anyway this is mostly old art and some busts that I touched up marginally but I wanted to post smth#I finished a zine piece/comm recently and we finally started selling the pins-#I thought I'd be super excited to rush back to personal projects but I've been struggling a bit w/ inspo and idk why#the nowhere king#centaurworld#guest-starring nowhere bbs#my art#cw blood
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made a character chart of what we know so far, just because lol
#4 minutes#4 minutes spoilers#pls i hope nobody gets spoiled with this.... sorry in advance if u do#also some im def like ?? bc im not completely sure whats up there#like are korn and fasai together? engaged? do their families simply want them to get together but theres nothing formal?#and then theres korn and great which i think most of us accept theyre half siblings but i think its also v likely theyre step brothers#also while doing this i thought. where does tyme's gf figure on this lol#is that nan.............are they the same person#many questions!!!!!!!
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do you guys think anyone remembers to put flowers on airplane’s grave…
#⚙️#who up thinking about how airplane’s family treated him again#i imagine that sy’s family never forgets the anniversary of his death. especially because one of them likely found him(probably his sister)#but how long did it take for people to find airplane’s body?#his parents stopped checking in and asking if he needed money. they wouldn’t have found him. his only friends were online too#i can imagine him laying there on the ground by the outlet until the smell of his rotting flesh disturbed the neighbors…#im sorry if that was a bit too vivid. its airplane angst hours again.#no but seriously imagine the difference between sy and sqh’s funerals.#sy’s grave is maintained constantly and his sister visits him v frequently. but airplane’s grave is so quiet.#theres some withered flowers there and his grave looks very dirty.#under his name it says ‘beloved son’ but its only there for show.#the regulars at the cemetery never knew him personally but they feel angry at the world on his behalf.#svsss#scumbag self saving system#scumbag system#shang qinghua#airplane shooting towards the sky#svsss sqh#sqh
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still workshopping some of these a bit, but here's the current mando'a name chart for the CCs (plus rex!)
green words are ones I took directly from the mando'a dictionary, yellow words are technically non-canon but are basically real words, orange are words I made up that could probably be real words, and red ones are the ones I just mashed words together and they don't always make the most sense
I'm taking constructive criticism on some of these names! If you have a better mando'a name for a character (esp. one w a red name) I'd be happy to hear it!
edit: other name lists can be found here: 501st 212th !!
#personal hcs for mando'a names is that theyre super personal (only known to batchmates + super close others)#and its v rude to call a vod by their mando'a name (even if you know it) if they haven't given you permission#also some vode get mando'a names they modify into basic names or names in basic they translate into mando'a#and occasionally the two names are completely unrelated#idk ive been thinking abt this a lot (esp for something ill probably never use because idk how to incorporate it into a fic lol)#star wars#the clone wars#swtcw#mando'a#commander appo#commander bacara#commander blackout#commander bly#commander cody#kote#commander doom#commander fox#commander gree#captain gregor#commander grey#commander mayday#commander monnk#commander neyo#commander odd ball#commander ponds#captain rex#commander stone#commander thire#commander thorn#commander wolffe
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ahh my sis made me a drawing lol
#and asked for $10 skajjaakmaka#how many nicknames do u have for ur cats#ours are creamy mimi pimi mimitto pimitto meemers meemasu meechacho#crunchy punchy munchy munchacho munchito punchito moach (pronounced like roach lol)#and weemy and wunchy <3#oh and creembo weembo and quanchy panchy#.txt#creamy looks sooo demure in that pic but its a lie she is a hater#and her personality could use some work LOL bad girl...#crunchy is the perfect cat v chill sweet loving but he bothers creamy too much#이 지랄같은 인생
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today i went to SAIAKUNANA's exhibition at the kensington mall in london - her style is beautiful, so go check out the exhibition if you live nearby!
#saiakunana#solo exhibition#art exhibition#london#also sorry for inactivity i've been out and about lol#when im not in london i'm at home doing comms :V but hopefully i'll have some time to do personal art#this zine im in is also coming out soon so stay tuned for that!!!
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What if we were both magic prodigies and it otherized us in different ways and we devoted ourselves to protecting a family member who has general other goals & priorities. What if we both did self-sacrifical devotion in opposite ways.
What if we were dark mirrors of each other and where I've grown overcontrolling you've grown complacent. What if, bought as a servant into a pretty loving home, ownership and control is what love looks like to me, and to you neglected and lonely growing up, love is gratefully taking any scraps of it you’re lent.
By belonging to someone, even if she comes back injured or fails at finding Delgal, she feels like she belongs and is cherished, by owning someone he feels safe in them not leaving him.
She’s what’s tethering him do you see… And he’s the only thing giving her direction and purpose in her state. She needs a compass and he needs a support.
They’re both so out of it 😭 It’s the weirdly intense and unearned mutual trust and reliance on each other?? They’re each other’s weird little comfort codependent teddy bear. Or at least they were headed towards that before SHE DIED THEN HE DIED THEN THEY BOTH FORGOT ABOUT EACH OTHER AND NEVER MET EVER AGAIN. Though she’s also the guard attack hound keeping him safe… And vice versa he heals her and can rewrite her very being with just one wave of his hand. They’re both so so mentally and physically vulnerable both but they cling onto each other. They can’t perceive things accurately but despite it all someway somehow they stumble into something closer to resembling companionship just before they both die. Falin is just that kind and Thistle is just that lonely. Overworked.
We both haven’t lived for ourselves in a very long time, haven’t we.
They both have a similar devotion to the people they love but again the difference is that Thistle starts overtsepping while Falin is self-effacing. The other difference between them is that people care about Falin <3 People have given up on Thistle long ago, and he has given people reasons to, while people refuse to give up on Falin. Yaad has a mini arc about it dw about it it’s ok he’s not all alone in the end 😭😭 He reached out for Marcille’s hand but they already all wanted to help him, they just had to be given the chance to, Yaad just had to be given the chance to, it’s okay I’m okay
Hey what if we learned to get in touch with our own identity and the world around us and living in the present again through being in the worst codependent situationship ever.
Falin and Thistle sitting in a tree, sucking on flowers together because they’re h-u-n-g-r-y 💕💕💕
I bet he’s only ever thought of flowers as useless ornaments. Weak weeds. But she shows him they’re tasty and useful and good and pretty in their own right too and deserve existing without proving their worth and waaa <33 Thistles…... Did you know thistles taste sweet if you remove the thorns and eat them?
"Even as a chimera, her kind nature remains" you can’t suppress her in the way that matters. You can’t soothe him in the way that matters. It’s doomed. You’re doomed. It’s all doomed. Save me.
#Spoilers#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#Thistle#falin touden#thistlin#OOOOH UNHEALTHY RELATIONSHIP THAT SOMEHOW WORKS OUT SAVE ME#I need them to be traumabonded kittens to not separate post-canon#I’m seeing a raise in post-canon thistle content/interest which makes me v happy#Fumi rambles#Falin learning to disobey orders with Thistle is one of my fave things. EAT THAT CURRY GIRL!!!! Nvm that it’s gonna get you killed#It’s good for the character arc#Falin and thistle sitting on a web o-b-s-e-s-s-i-n-g <3#This is somewhat of a tldr of my huge thistlin post. Plus some thoughts i had in discord or twitter#Keeping it for another day but tbh if you see their dynamic in canon as her thinking/having picked him as her mate it changes nothing#about her behavior which I find funny. Thistle accidentally claimed himself a parrot mate bc he’s bad with monsters confirmed#Ik my thing of them learning to relax and live in the present moment again is pretty fanon BUT IT’S WHAT KUI POINTED TOWARDS#With her calming him down from a panic attack and eating berries. With the baths for dandruffs. Etc. Thistle hasn’t socialized in a long#time and he wouldn’t if it wasn’t a tool he needed to interact with BUT it’s still socialization and it’s getting him in touch with his#surroundings again even if just a bit slowly but surely!! The Toudens have a superpower in reaching Thistle. Bless#How’s that one post go again. he refuses to develop he's part of the problem he maintains the cycle he's trapped in the cycle.#she's growing she's finding her place she escaped her original role she wants to help people she will never save him she will never save hi#Something something they have to abstract each other bc relationships with humans have always been too charged and unsafe#Only by seeing each other as more concept than person more object than peer can they truly be vulnerable#Like the fuckedupness lf their dynamic and state is WHY they’re so attached. Why their dynamic could be so raw and needy#The stars aligned in the worst way. Mission successfully faile#Tfw we both need to feel needed
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What was the fav fic you thought was deleted… also your fav fics/books in general ?
it was The Long Goodbye by ban_she, by far my favorite pmmm fic i think. what i appreciate most abt it is 1. very human/contradicting characterization (esp homura shes so normal on this one) and 2. to put em on such a down to earth, unique situation thats also very tragic on its own sense. it feels very personal. making some pieces/scenes i liked cus its difficult to put into words + i can make more people insane abt it🌹
#it was a very weird eye opening read at times cus it put into words many thought patterns i had. but yeas#if u like normal aus and dramas this is v nice#also if you just got out/went through a bad relationship some chapters can be a bit strong☝️#im not a very book person btw i like to listen to people talk abt them way more..!
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so help me god if I tanked the chance for a well-paid job with full medical benefits, sick leave, paid vacation time, etc. because I hardly ever do machine seam-finishing
I'm going to be. really really really upset
#personal#did a sewing test for a theatrical costuming job at a big local theatre the other day#did my best but I know some of my samples were probably quite wonky because I'm used to finishing seams by hand#and thus having more control to make adjustments as I go#a few I had to look up how to do on my phone- but then the proctor told me I could do that and they do it frequently in the shop#I go back and forth between 'it'll be fine; I probably did fine; they SAID they take all skill levels and that they google how to do things#and 'oh there's no WAY I'm getting this gig'#it was an interesting experience because the shop manager like. stopped me on the street to ask if I made my dress#and then if I would be interested in maybe joining her team#but now I'm like 'are they even going to believe I made the things I sent them pics of'#'or that they saw me wearing [I wore my winter coat to the test because it was V. Cold]'#'after my machine-felling on organza was an uneven disgrace'#I can fit and copy patterns from books and even do a bit of draping#I can do a lot of hand-stitching finishes pretty quickly and evenly#I can do insertion lace and soutache#I've made hats before#but I just. haven't done a lot of machine-finishing#and that's all they tested me on really#also sewing on snaps and one (1) hand-finishing stitch#(one I hardly ever use anyway- catch-stitch/zigzag stitch)#(I fell my hems generally speaking)
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Pain reminds us that we are alive or something I guess
#kell maresh#or more like Kay I guess in this one#adsom#the fragile threads of power#tftop spoilers#his whole magic and pain ordeal is driving me nuts someone get a cure for this boy's problem I can't watch him suffer anymore#<- my personal thoughts but also said by Lila at some point probably#I am only halfway through tftop btw so if they do find a solution for it please don't tell me fhskdgkshd#a darker shade of magic#shades of magic#v e schwab#art#shrews art#rkgk#I really rushed this one but I'm still happy with it so that's a win I guess <3#on an unrelated note how are you guys?#I wanna draw Tes next
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art v artist 2024
#I saw one (1) person on my dash do theirs and have decided this means it's officially art v artist season now#art vs artist#art vs artist 2024#one piece#drawfee#miitopia#trans!sanji#and then just me I guess#is all I drew this year I guess??#but it's more than I thought I'd drawn#like I was fully prepared to put some like stats diagrams in here lmao#zosan#sanji#sanami#that hiyori face is one of my all-time favourite drawings
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I present to you the work of another painter of fish plates. Y’know how you use ‘scare quotes’ for various purposes, including indicating that you’re not actually sure about The Thing?
Well, this guy was so bad at whatever he was painting that we call him…
The ‘tadpole’ painter:
Here’s another example:
This one was sold as part of the Graham Geddes collection at Bonham’s auction house in 2008 for £2,040.
They describe it as ‘three fish including a wrasse with dorsal spines, an angler-fish, the rounded body with multiple black dots, two large round eyes with pupils, an open mouth with teeth bared, and a ray with pointed face, the body with multiple black dots’.
Which like… bold fucking move missing out the fact that they have legs. Though I can’t say I envy whoever had to write the description.
#first one is:#from ‘Greek red-figure fish-plates by Ian McPhee and A D Trendal#from the Macinagrossa collection in Bari#which I think is a private collection?#Trendall and McPhee refer to him as ‘a very minor artist’.#v rude.#imagine the auctioneer writing the description like ‘sooooo… uh. anyone know what this is supposed to be?’#and a colleague just pointing out the fact that it’s the ‘tadpole’ painter and shrugging apologetically#because it was looted we do not know where it originally came from#(though many were found in tombs)#anyway. my personal head cannon - and I cannot emphasise enough that I have literally no evidence for this. it is just a flight of fancy#is that someone has to bring their child to work for a few days#and just let their kid play around and decorate plates that were write-offs for one reason or another#and some kid just sat their happily painting their crude little fish on these plates whilst their dad worked away#Fischteller#fish plates#tagamemnon
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