#some insane part of me is like ‘oh there’s a shortage? this bullshit is def making other ppl with adhd give up but i am the alpha’
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i have the type of adhd that makes me try aggressively harder until it consumes me when it’s extremely difficult to acquire medication, instead of giving up because phone calls scary
#an hour and a half of my work day has been dedicated to this#honestly at this point it’s out of spite i take like 10mg twice a day#some insane part of me is like ‘oh there’s a shortage? this bullshit is def making other ppl with adhd give up but i am the alpha’#‘and i will persist and acquire the limited resource’#is this the medication or just my personality and the way i’ve developed with condition? who can say#but i’m not going to be beaten here#i will choose to go off of it but only if i genuinely think it’s the right call#and not bc i’m unwilling to do what i need to do to get it#only allowed to refill the day i run out every single month? i’ve got it hand me the phone and calendar#insurance changing coverage guidelines? doctor’s appointment made to get prior authorization or otherwise change dosage#widespread shortage? i will call every pharmacy in the area to figure out who has it this month#and call my doctor’s office as many times asking them to send it there#until they get it right after two inevitable failures#all in the same 7 hour period bc i’m legally only allowed to fill it when i’m literally about to be out of it#all while i have FUCKING ADHD
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