#sombody else
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
1000-year-old-virgin · 6 months ago
Text
Michael Gerow - Sombody Else (The 1975 Cover)
2 notes · View notes
beefycupcakes · 10 months ago
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media
461 notes · View notes
kitty-pilled-gamma · 3 months ago
Text
so today I discovered this extremely under rated / unknown Sanrio characters know as Chunen Heroine Ojisans
they r literally a group of old men that are ordinary salarymen that can transform into mahou shoujos and I never heard of them anywhere which is such a SHAME because I'm obsessed with this character concept
Tumblr media Tumblr media
9 notes · View notes
ferengii · 2 months ago
Text
I feel like I say “yeah that’s what I said” and “I just said that” way to often
2 notes · View notes
silvercap · 10 months ago
Text
In the mood to collapse and have someone take care of me
6 notes · View notes
senso1954 · 2 years ago
Text
criterion channel has started blocking screenshots. what the fuck. my life is over
5 notes · View notes
stopfunkinwmyheart · 2 months ago
Text
Tumblr media
0 notes
tojisth3rdwife · 7 months ago
Text
One of these days ima make my masterlist look nice and all up to date and shit. Just like my kpop blog (sort of) @breezybangtanbebe (shameless plug)
But today aint the day bitch😌
1 note · View note
little-shiny-sharpies · 1 year ago
Text
Legitimately why did everybody go nuts for the vampire when Wyll’s right there, just as quippy and funny and he’s prettier. I cannot stand being in a cutscene with Astarion he stares like he has blue eyes
Tumblr media
mate im here as a friend to try and offer some support after you told me ‘bout yer troublin past quit lookin at me like that ‘n insultin me fer attemptin
1 note · View note
mattsdiva · 21 days ago
Text
Toughguy!matt x sunshine reader
Sweatheart?
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
Matt sturniolo. The person everybody was scared to be around accept his friends. The people who smoked weed, underage drinkers. And spent their time at skate parks and hung out in the halls. then their was you. People enjoyed being around you or they didn’t. You laugh at your own jokes bc they aren’t funny and nobody else laughs at them.
Your loud as hell, not a good whisperer your grades where good until you lost motivation in the second semester. You always had a smile on your face. Always talking unless sombody says somthing that really gets to you then you go silent.
Last week everybody was warned that the seating chart would be changed and Ofcourse you got out next to Matthew Sturniolo. You didn’t mind Matt you always waved at him in the halls with a big smile you always thought he was attractive.
You where sat in your new chair with a big Smile on your face the desks infront of you being three of your friends. You start whispering to them but obviously it was louder then a whisper “I got put next to Matt should I be sca-“ you where cut off by a big thud. Matt dropped his bag next to his seat and sat next you, legs spread hold on head down on his desk.
You tap his head 3 times “hi! Mr grumpy pants” he lifts his head up giving you a look like he was trying to be intimidating “woah you have really pretty eyes!” His cheeks go a little pink his expression softens his lips look like they want to Smile.
A few of Matt’s friends walk over to him laughing and giggling “yo Matt I think sombody has a crushy crush on you” the boy with the beanie, bruised knees, dirty air forces spoke. Matt’s cheeks grew pink with embarrassment smiling with them.
That’s when your friend infront starts speaking “y/n is just being nice she wouldn’t date losers like yo-“ the teacher cut her off telling the class to settle down that’s when you whispered to Matt “sorry about my friend I meant what I said about your eyes their really nice” that’s when Matt turned his head to you “mhm sweetheart” You blinked. Sweetheart? your heart doing an unexpected flip in your chest. You tried to act cool failed miserably you rested your head down hiding the dumb smile stretching across your face.
Matt didn’t say anything else after that. Just leaned back in his chair, arms crossed, eyes lazily scanning the front of the classroom. But you noticed the way his leg bounced now. The way his tongue poked at the inside of his cheek like he was trying not to smile again.
The rest of class passed in a blur. You were too busy replaying that mhm sweetheart over and over again in your head like a record. When the bell finally rang, you grabbed your bag and turned to him. “Okay, bye grumpy pants don’t miss me too much,” you smiled big
Matt didn’t even look at you at first. Just grabbed his bag, stood up slowly, then leaned down so close you could feel his breath brush your ear.
“You talk a lot,” he muttered. “Kinda cute, though.” And then he walked off, hands in his pockets, hoodie slipping off one shoulder like he hadn’t just ruined your whole sense of reality. Your jaw dropped. One of your friends turned around with wide eyes.
“Did he just flirt with you?”
You just nodded, still stunned. “I think I need to sit back down.”
A/N yayyayayay I got somthing out for this au!!! Let me know if you want to be tagged for this series!!
divider credits @bernardsbendystraws
Taglist - @kenah-sturniolo @bernardsbendystraws @sturns-mermaid @mattspillowprincess @sarahsturnn @kahlidosenotread
72 notes · View notes
izzy-the-chaotic-gremlin · 1 year ago
Text
No :3
/silly
HEIGHT HEADCANONS
Most of these are based on canon/sprite appearances. Trying to also be a bit realistic
Peppino: Short king. He's like... 5'9 maybe 5'10. Not too short, but not necessarily tall. Can reach the top shelf if he stretches enough.
Mr. Stick: 6'3 maybe 6'4. Fucking tall. Hard to talk to him for too long cause your neck starts to hurt. Makes fun of people shorter than him.
Gustavo: Another short king. Probably like 5'4 maybe 5'5. Jokes and says he's 5'10 in heels. Confident despite his height because he can whoop anybody's ass. Often uses Brick as a step stool. I changed my mind. I want him to be like 4'9. I forgot he's basically a gnome. Short king.
Pepperman: 6'5. Tall as shit. Just large in general. Always says he has a good view from his height.
The Vigilante: Being a cheeslime, it's hard to measure height. I'd say he's about 2'5 maybe 3'. Stands around 4' when he wears his boots.
The Noise: Another short king. His description is literally a short mischievous gremlin, so I see him anywhere from 5'5 to 5'7. If you make fun of his height, he'll kick you in the shins and bite you. He's not insecure about it. He's just a douche.
Noisette: I can never decide whether I want her to be taller or shorter than Noise. I'd say she's same as him but maybe taller by an inch (5'6 to 5'8). Definitely taller than him when she wears heels. She's the only one allowed to tease him about his height.
Fake Peppino: His height varies, but he's typically around 7' maybe 7'4. No one has gotten a good measurement because he won't stand still for long enough (and they're terrified of him).
Pizzahead: Also like 7'. Tall skinny twink man. Makes fun of everyone for being shorter than him.
Pillar John: Towers over everyone (no pun intended) at a whopping 9' based off his appearance of his resurrection. As he was in the fourth floor in the tower, he was maybe 30'.
Gerome: Another short king. Maybe 3' or 4'. Doesn't care about height.
51 notes · View notes
animnightmare · 3 months ago
Text
I just realized somthing. Hawkeye needed Trapper more than Trapper needed him, right? Trapper was fine after he left, presumably.
And BJ needed Hawkeye more than Hawkeye needed him. Thats not to say they weren't EXTREMELY codependent, but that relationship is a bigger part of who BJ is than it is Hawkeye. BJ was a blank slate when he came there, his entire life before the 4077 was masking. Apple pie and baseball, american dream. Anything BJ is or was had been imprinted by sombody else.
The war BROKE that mask, took the cover off of the void inside him, wich left room for Hawkeye to seep in. Hawkeye, on the other hand, was already a fully flegged person. Self assured, comfortable with his identity. Hes not STABLE, sure, and he needs BJ a lot.
But I imagine when BJ goes home, a lot of his time will be spent thinking about Hawkeye. And when Hawkeye goes home, a lot of his time will be spent thinking about the horrors.
46 notes · View notes
beatriceboo19 · 3 months ago
Text
So recently I finished reading the 3rd TOA book and I cried-
specifically when Leo says:
"Sombody hit you with a flash grenade? So I got good news and bad news from New Rome, but first where's Jason?"
Leo asking where Jason is before anything else is amazing and I cried bc imagine if they had dated imagine how he would have reacted instead of crying Leo stood there not knowing what to do and MY HEART-
21 notes · View notes
cookies-and-music · 1 year ago
Text
Tumblr media
Ghost. I suggest listening to Creep by Rediohead (or Kelly Clarkson's cover)
PAIRING: TVA!LokixOC
RATING: ALL
SUMMARY: Loki meets sombody at the TVA he once knew. Unfortunately she doesn't seem to remember him.
Part 2 here
When he saw her one day, wandering through the shelves of the TVA library, he thought she was a ghost. Loki would have sworn it was her but not exactly her. There was something different; her hair, for example, was brown, not red, and she was much more smiling than he remembered. Loki initially had doubts about whether it was her, but then he spent days observing her—watching how she furrowed her brows when concentrating on reading a file, how she leaned against the railing to gaze at the city suspended in time, how she always chose apple pie in the cafeteria. Every day was a stab to his heart until he decided to approach her.
"Miss Princhett," Loki approached the cafeteria table carrying a cup of tea for himself and a cup of coffee. "May I join you?" he offered her the cup.
Lydia Princhett. Shield agent. She had red hair and a stern face. Died in 2012.
"Of course, even though I don't think we've ever been introduced," she grabbed the cup, giving him a slight smile. Loki tightened his lips.
Lydia Princhett. Consultant at the TVA. She had brown hair and a relaxed expression.
"I'm Loki, from Asgard."
"I know," she brought the cup to her lips, and for a moment, Loki was filled with hope. "Everyone knows about the new consultant with Mobius," she laughed almost mockingly. "I'm a consultant too. I was supposed to be disposed of, but in my timeline I was a bounty hunter, and they thought I could be useful," she shrugged.
Loki knew. That's why he’d kept her. No one knew better than her how to find someone and, conversely, how to hide them.
"And are you? Useful?"
"I sincerely hope so, otherwise, I don't think they'll wait long before getting rid of me," she chuckled lightly.
Loki remembered the first time he heard her laugh. He had tried to make a toast and burnt himself. Her laughter sounded like a bell, and the burn was absolutely worth it.
But none of that had ever happened for her.
That Lydia had never fought against him, lost, and spat at his feet, telling him how he would never be feared and respected like Odin.
She had never tended to his wounds after a fight, even under coercion.
She had never looked at him with pity when she realized that, in turn, Loki was under someone else's influence.
She had never agreed to hear his story and had never told hers.
"What was your Nexus event?" Loki didn't think before speaking; it just came out.
"Don't you think that's too personal a question?" Lydia raised an eyebrow but decided to answer anyway. "I decided not to go to work one day; I had absurd cramps," she leaned closer, whispering and eliciting a light laugh from both of them. "I didn't think the world would change much just by not going to work for one day."
Loki tilted his head. "When was it?"
Lydia shrugged. "I don't know exactly how long ago, time is a mess here, but it was in 2012."
Loki nodded, lips pressed into a line.
That Lydia had never known him, and she had never been a causality during the New York attack.
There was a moment of silence in which she observed him, and Loki felt tiny under her gaze. It seemed like she was analyzing his soul, exposing every secret.
"Do you know me, Loki of Asgard?" Lydia tilted her head, offering a smile.
He looked at her for a second. "No."
"But did you know me?"
Loki didn't answer, lowering his gaze.
Lydia finished her coffee, placing the cup on the table and sighed before standing up. "Well, thanks for the coffee; it was delightful," she gave him a forced smile and began walking towards the exit. Loki opened his mouth, but nothing came out.
Lydia stopped after a few steps.
"For what it's worth," she turned to him, "I'd like to get to know you, Loki of Asgard."
Loki gave her a slight smile, the saddest he had ever made, and with a nod, he bid farewell to her ghost before finishing his tea and returning to work.
112 notes · View notes
hero-next-door · 1 year ago
Text
Defending Nathan Prescott
(From Every Accusation)
All fact proven & common sense theory
No bullshit.
I suck at grammar. Deal with it.
I've replayed the game far too many times to gather this. I read into everything and even read into and WATCHED people who have suffered the same mental illness and situations Nathan has been in.
What I'll be covering:
Illness, rib breaking, dead animals, bdsm, Chloes pic, Rachel, gun on campus, Kate, Pompidou, Jefferson, wealth and his father.
And dont even THINK about skipping ahead!
Everything here is tied into one another. Read from start to finish. You're on this post to understand, right? Or to argue? Im not here to argue so, bye.
Lets start from the top...
Tumblr media
Nathans downfall was caused by society and all who failed him. He's driven by hatred of others who don't understand him, and the game purposly wrote him off that way. They want players to hate him from what sides of the stories we've experienced. They gave this character controversial hobbies and a cynical bully attitude to really keep you suspecting him and not guessing Jefferson. The game isn't about Nathan. It's about Max. We learn so much about Max and everyone close to her. The tears they shed, the pains they've endorsed. Same with Chloe and Rachel's story. My heart goes out to all of them. We don't get to see that with other characters. Therefore, we don't care for them...or that's the games' intentions. We don't know the ins and outs of Nathan. Only what the game shows us, which are all negative. So, of course, disliking Nathan is only reasonable.
Mental Illness
We start with mental illness. He has Psychosis. Lots of proof, but i'm assuming you've seen it all already. Like, do people know what Psychosis is? Do they REALLY know what it is? Because this ALONE changes everything. And not Psychopathy ..Psychosis. Two different things, pookie. Psychopathy is the one where part of the brain is missing or disturbed. THEY'RE the ones that don't have empathy. Psychosis is different. Anybody can get it. This illness can take your empathy and awareness away, then bring it all back after the harm is done, leaving you to process that. Schizo and Bipolar are also all quite a handful to deal with too. Loud Noises/downgrading voices in your head SO LOUD that people will do anything to calm them. (Dont be shy, youtube: "28- Psychotic Episode" by Collège d'Alma) The feeling of loosing your mind is something I notice a lot of haters dont empathize on especially if they killed or hurt sombody. The brain slips into a state so disconnected that interviews with recovering patients I've seen describe it as confusing and scary and dont recall saying the stories they told and actions they did others. Imagine not being able to remember the hurtful things you've said and done. Imagine being told you killed somebody... with your own hands? And you can hardly remember what happened. Like... how would you react? Think about it. Anybody can get psychosis with enough trauma or a kick in the noggin. Some people who were interviewed that had psychosis said that they found relief when getting high or drunk. Little did they know the symptoms could bounce back up to 5x during withdrawal. But they were so desperate to get rid of the voices that they abused the drugs. Like....wow the game really did their research to create such a complicated character. Anyway, moving on.
Edit: After further research, he certainly had bipolar disorder first. Then it went left untreated, therefore sunk him to worse mental state of many other illnesses. Drugs only made things much, much worse. Bipolar disorder can cause schizo and schizo to lead to psychosis. 🙄Jesus Nathan quit hogging all the illnesses.
Now, let's break down everything else...
Shooting Chloe
Just rewatch it. Aims gun, Chloe pushes him, it tightens grip, ACCIDENTLY shoots her, immediately drops gun and gets really scared of he's done, checking to see if she's alive! If you specifically rewatch the ending of Lis1 when Chloe gets shot, they extend his reaction. He goes back and forth, checking her body. If he wanted to kill her, you check pulse and then run. Not sticking around crying about it. There's your empathy you're all saying he doesn't have. Other times where he could have shown more empathy ties with his Psychosis. Some people with the illness said that the voices loudly in their head will convince them that everyone around you is your enemy. Everyone is after you. It can twist your brain to feel anger and fear towards others. Nathan is always hung up on how everyone is using him and trying to control him. Which people ..DO use him. So now he's convinced that everyone is. He's not choosing to feel this way. He just needs psychiatric help.
Breaking Ribs
In Before The Storm, his entire demeanor is completely different than the Lis 1. He's more cowardly and not loud and aggressive. We'll be mentioning his creepy "pervy" binder later. Nathan isn't violent until the end IF you let Nathan get bullied and push his life in a negative direction. Sure, it's not Chloe's responsibility, but this is the game's way of showing you his downfall. We need to remember the game hides scenes and expect you to make up what happened behind the scenes. He broke Samantha's ribs over ..what? She's always so desperate to defend Nathan and even gets upset with Chloe when she doesn't help. So, if you tell her the wrong option to pressure kindness into Nathan, it results in him breaking ribs. How, though? Haters immediately hop online to say cause he's a mean and abusive non-empathic nut head. Are you sure he didn't just push her away, and her clumsiness just fell over? This took place after the play...so he possibly...pushed her off... 😰 She did say she was clumsy. You don't think she would have tried to hug or touch him in any way. Ok ok...calm down... Let's take a step back.. You get this "breaking ribs," ending from letting Nathan get bullied and embarrass himself during the play that his father pressured him about! Adding a little "..fuck you.." to the audience. Showing his start to his villain career and the start of him hating everyone, and you tell Samantha to go hug him!? This is the start of his mental spiral if you let things play out this way. But hurting her with intention? No. Lets tie this in with the other endings to their relationship. You get the clumsy ending. She hurts herself differently, and Nathan is with her in the hospital. Saying how he feels bad that she got hurt. (empathy bell) And they continue yo talk about her photo or whatever. Tie this with the rib one, tie this with the Chloe getting shot incident, and tie this with his mental illness. Come on, do i gotta spell it out for you.. Hurting someone is not what he attends to do. Like he quotes in his voice mail. (Speaking of that voice mail, empathy bell.) He does get angry at Samantha and hurts her, and we as players dont know the full story. But what was playing in his head seconds before and the entirety of the game that led up to this IS the reason why he accidentally hurts her. His anger from the entire game was built up and, unfortunately, released on her. Whatever happened, breaking her ribs was not on his to-do list! And then we have.. The good ending. He sits beside her, smiling.
Tumblr media
Oh, wait! He's a little psycho with no human emotion? Psychosis has all parts of the brain attached, pookie. For most cases, It can be cured and helped. I can get it. YOU can get it. He has human emotions when he is at his very rare peaceful moments like with this good ending, when with Victoria ig and other scenes we tend to forget. Because painting him as the villain was the games goal. Jefferson was the plot twist.
Daddy Issues, Smug Talk, and a Gun on campus
Simple guys. Simple. You represent this school. You represent our name. This is a legacy. You will not embarrass me. This isn't about you or your problems!
Tumblr media
Sure, YOU wouldn't crumble under that pressure, but Nathan sure did. Sure, child abuse isn't an excuse to "kill" people. But is it the child's fault? Sean-beanbag prescott should be arrested for not taking his boy to the asylum. Instead, he argues with a doctor!? Goofy, bro. But so many people are fueled with anger towards Nathan instead. It's whatever. Prescott, literally being his name, was already a red flag to other characters and chose to hate and bully him over it. Drew hated for what his FATHER did. Nathan did ..what again? Notice how that "rich Malfoy talk" wasn't really present in Before The Storm. Sure he tried to burn Drew with a family financial situation insult but the "Im rich, my father owns everything, I got a lawyer, money this and that" wasn't in his character in the Before the Storm. I believe being a prescott wasn't really in his future goals, and he wasn't ever really passionate about it. It's all in the annoyance in his tone with his father before the play. Lis1 he uses it so often to show that he's the boss and in control. He is influenced by representation for his family/school, wealth, intimidation, and of course hatred and believing everyone hates him. In his mind, everyone is against him, after him, and wants to use him. Again, he doesn't choose to think this way. Let me explain my last sentence clearly, though. Imagine being surrounded by a ton of people. All their attention is on you. They hate who you are. They talk about you. You have a defensless stomach sinking feeling and scared because all these people surrounding you are looking at you and all your insecurities and laughing at you. Well, obviouslysome of that is not going on in reality. But to Nathan, that IS his reality, and he has no control over it. Anyways I shouldn't have to keep explaining mental illness and how it stresses the brain. The bottom line is that his status and waving a gun around is what he thinks keep others out of his head. He can barely throw a punch. He had to use his head on warren, and did you catch when Max hit him in that scene? The dude was literally holding onto his face like he'd been battered. Like she did NOT hit that hard lmao. He's weak. He's always been the same tiny Nathan from before the storm. Just now, he uses masks for intimidation to stop his bullies, and anyone he thinks is "after him." He never meant to use a gun on anybody, just a threat. During the second scene where warren reunited a head butt with Nathan.. If you pull off warren, he barely even aims the gun when he runs away towards his room. Cowardly. He feels that he has to, to protect himself. He also uses his father as a threat, but clearly, that never worked. Also, I noticed him crying when you let Warren get crazy on him? Dudes apologizing and sobing? Guess that's not his first rodeo, rip.
Tumblr media
Dead Animals
There is no proof he hurt animals. That's not really like him. He does have a list of illnesses, but Psychopathy isn't one of them. Y'all can keep yappin, but it's not. Clearly NOT one of them. He could have hurt an animal during an unaware episode, but there will not be any awareness behind it. Anyways, there are plenty of artists that do the same thing. Nathan is very passionate about photography and protraying solitary but not in the same way Jefferson does. Jefferson certainly uses that manipulation, but we'll get to that later. There are artists that like to shine on death in a positive light and in sorrow. There's also beauty in anatomy. It's not my cup of tea, but someone close to me can name me all kinds of gross organs and would be down to disect any animal. Yuck. But to them.. its fascinating, and they are the greatest people in my life. In love and in empathy. (NOT comparing my pookie to Nathan, PAUSE.) In anatomy theres Education and surprise. Death is also a theme and style too. Skulls and gore, super "rad" fukin "knarly."
BDSM Skip to (●) next part if needed
Ok.. so he's a little frisky. Y'all need to remember this is a fictional game first, okay? Lol Anyway, I can't defend him much here, but I got something. Firstly, the game WANTS you to suspect Nathan. Can't keep his room pretty and pink. They have to make it freaky and spooky. They paint Nathan as the villian for you to only focus on him as a suspect. So that everyones jaws are dropped with Jefferson twirls in.
Anyway...defending BDSM? This can bring trauma to those who have experienced it negatively or view it negatively. So skip to the Frank defense or read more if you want.
Bdsm relationships are very controversial. Some people see it as unhealthy, abusive, and sick. But if you have talked to or listened to other people within these relationships, they state that its completely consensual, safe, harmless, a breach of deep trust with their partners, and simply a fetish or kink The goal is to have fun at your limit..not pass the limit. There are twisted people who have broken that barrier and made it not fun and abusive. That's where I can't argue. If you feel that way towards the topic, I completely empathize with you.
Nathan has shown in his other photos a black and white theme of solitary. And you can tell that he might have taken those bdsm photos himself. As the quality is almost like the Pompidou photo. Everyone blends him taking bdsm photos with his angry behavior and "non empathic" demeanor. But this is where I loop back to Before The Storm hugging-my-binder Nathan. It's shown that in one of his endings, he took photos of Samantha. Obviously, NOT bdsm photos. His binder was a school project. But Samantha obviously consented, and Nathan was passionate enough to show her. He sees them as art. Naked girls have been models for sculptures and paintings. Its beauty. That's IF she was naked in some way in those photos. Which I still doubt. School project. Im sure the photos were gentle and strange and misunderstood, and Drew was just in his bully era. His reaction would have been a lot more eye-opening if he had a face full of tits or straps. Nathan begged for his binder back and even nervously reacted, showing he had love for his work and 'took time with it' (as he quotes when Drew throws it). I bring this up here to show that the women in his photos were indeed given consent, and if hes passionate about depicting his art, hurting them wouldn't be on his agenda. As we all learned today that hurting people was never his intentions until drugs and illness met with pressure and intimidation clouds his brain.
I read up on other artists that painted things similar. In their paintings, they expressed dread, vulnerability, feeling traped, and ..feeling used. If Nathan did find the images he took arousing, then why would he hang them up like everything else in his room like art? I believe that they're depicted in an artful way and in its black and white shading brings a sad darkness. If it's anything like the painters I mentioned, maybe Nathan has a deep level of empathy we don't understand.
●Frank and Pompidou
I didn't even know he took a picture of Franks hurt dog in the road because you little freaks threw his treat in the street!? This will also tie in to chloes pic, but we'll get to that. Frank first, as it's pretty simple. Nathan runs some system with Frank. And it's pretty obvious it's the same thing Drew was doing in Before the Storm. Nathan clearly doesn't like it as he finds it controlling, but getting his hands on drugs is a great way to forget his flaws and calm his illness symptoms. Which only created a loop of his symptoms worsening, as talked about before. His illness is very active towards the end of Before the Storm. You can tell by his huge character difference that drugs only made it worse.
Pompidou is a good dog, but just remember he's not the one who hurt him. This ties in with what we explained in the dead animal phase. The Imagine is black and white. It's a strange art most people don't understand. Man, I don't even understand it. But these people aren't heartless, and they're simply expressing pain. Or.. he took it for the same reason he took Chloes pic. To feel that he's in control, thinking this will help his mental reality of thinking everyone can use him, as explained earlier. But i doubt it. One is in color, and Pompidou is not. One is misguided, and one is "art."
Jefferson, Rachel, Kate, Chloes pic
If i see one more person throw him in the same trash bin as Jefferson, im going to puke. Anyway, I've twisted my head around this story so many times, begging to see the bigger picture. No pun attended. Jefferson was pulling the strings all along ..you know that, right? If Nathan was never there, Jefferson would have still done his disgusting projects. He certainly brought Victoria over without Nathan's usage. He didn't need Nathan, Nathan just made it easier cause he can easily be manipulated. Making Nathan do it all so the consequences will fall on him. Jefferson is smart and knows the right words to say. Nathan is missing the kindness of a father figure. All he has to do is play with his feelings. Nathan falls too easily to kindness. He felt the kindness of Samantha during the good ending, and He felt the kindness from Victoria.. but Victoria toxic bully nature wasn't helping. The bottom line is Jefferson easily manipulates him and understands his mental reality and uses that against him. Adding thoughts into Nathans head. Jefferson learned to use Nathan's illness to his advantage. Nathan trusted Jefferson as did everyone in that school. Why on earth would Jefferson wrong him? He looked up to him, so when Jefferson slowly brought him into his plans of drugging girls, Nathan thought that it was all ..moral. In reality, you and I know obviously that's not okay, but to Nathan (and his severe illness), he trusted Jefferson was doing no wrong. We don't understand the mental strain he was under. Manipulation goes a long way. Heres how he did it. He probably said things like 'We are the same Nathan, this is art just like yours.' It starts small, Nathan gets him the drugs. Then he pulls him in, and Nathan starts drugging the girls for me. Start driving them here. Start helping me inside the dark room. Start helping me inject my victims. Jefferson had so much power over him. He was connected with his father. He can threaten his grade, his representation, and his future in art. He knew all the right things to say and do. He knew how his head worked. Clog him up with drugs, and keep him quiet. Heal his missing father needs and demand him for your needs. Does this not make Nathan a victim, too?
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
Then ...the Rachel incident happened. Nathan was NOT mentally aware of what he's done. The excited "Rachel!" When he saw Max at the diner clearly shows that he truly expected her to pull up. This mixes with the symptoms we've discussed. He only remembers bits and pieces as obviously it was beyond traumatizing. Sending him in an insane spiral and the infamous psychosis drawing. (Don't be afraid, google psychosis drawings. Damn. Just imagine you recovered from psychosis and laying eyes on that and not remembering you drew that..ugh...I'd cry.) Someone with Psychopathy wouldnt feel traumatized from such events, debunking the fact everyone thinks Nathan has Psychopathy. He doesn't have Psychopathy, he has psychosis. Moving on. Jefferson was certainly angry with him and drugged Nathan himself after the incident, which really helped Nathan to forget what he's done. But Jefferson's anger and not talking to him tore him apart. His emotional attachment clearly wasn't having it. The note he wrote Jefferson in desperate attempt to bring him back after ruining Jefferson plans goes to show just how much he wants that sense of being cared for. If only it was someone else that wasnt Jefferson ..or his dad can do is fucking job too.
Alcohol was certainly a great method of forgetting what he did. So then comes Chloes' interaction with him. We know the story. He did not SA her, I can say that right here and now. Nothing like that was behind this. You can tell by the way Chloe presented the story to Max. There wasn't an uncomfortable tone to her story. She didn't seem traumatized but more shocked, and "it was pretty crazy." She also wasn't drugged for that long. She woke up very soon, fully clothed. What obviously happened is that Nathan used this to feel in control like the mentioned way above. Drugs and Psychosis is no jokes. Who knows what hell is playing in his mind, but I unfortunately believe that this was to try to win back Jefferson. He had been angry at him and ignoring him, and even tho he hates drugging, his confusion and drunk state led him to this. He's cowardly, and his mind is slipping and tries to do what he thinks is right for him. He's misguided and leads down the wrong path.
Nathan did not SA Kate! Kate story breaks my heart into a million pieces, but if she was SA-ed, it wasn't Nathan. After everything I said above, you can tell that that isn't in his character. But here I want to bring up the voicemail. Nathan claims multiple times that he never wanted to hurt anybody, implying that he felt forced to do harm. Something he DID NOT want to do. Why on earth would anybody have felt forced to SA somebody!? I'm not saying Kate WASN'T SA-ed as I can only assume maybe the boys she was shown with in the video did something or Jefferson. Victoria was Kates bully!!! Nathan wanted to be liked by Victoria and was influenced by her nature. He's desperate for attention and kindness. Victoria did far more to hurt Kate and her reason as to why was shit. You go THAT FAR to one up your photography game. Girl, bye. She spread that video, and she still has empathy, too? Her regretting everything? Did she reallyy regret it? Or did she want to make herself look good for her representation? She showed regret via text message in Before The Storm, too? She doesn't have a mental illness, but the game gave her an act of forgiveness and used her as a victim so the audience would sympathize with her. Goes to show you the game controls what they want you to feel. If they were to do that with Nathan..would opinons be different? Taking us into his mind and how he sees the world around him. They could have..but didnt. Well.. We have the voicemail, but obviously, that didn't stop the haters. It's unfortunate. But the game gave me just enough little clues for me to shine light on in this post. They put so much into his character but never showed the audience the truth.
Conclusion
What we've learned today is that Nathan isn't the villain you think. He's been manipulated, used, and needs mental help, but im sure my old Nathan-defending friends have said this time and time again. Im here to add something....
It's been PROVEN that he's capable of all human emotions. You just refuse to believe it because you're mistaking his illness and claiming all of this was intentional. Psychosis can be temporary. It's like a hand that steals your common sense, feelings, empathy, and sympathy, and you're only left with acting on pure chaos and negative or fearful emotions. After long treatment, your sense of reality returns, your feelings, your empathy, your sympathy.. And all you have now is guilt and regret and self blame that you hurt somebody. If you let Nathan kill Chloe, he is arrested. He had doctors aware of his illness and would have been charged with illness in mind. Forcing the treatment he needed ages ago. By the time Lis 2 came out... I wonder how he's taking it all in? What he did to everyone, what he did to Rachel.
He was written off to die, be locked up, and blamed. Unfortunately, he was caught in the crossfires of the harm of our favorite characters. If he was born in a different family and away from Jeff, he would have never hurt anybody. Matter a fact, he would never have suffered with his listed mental illnesses.
This goes out to all real accidental murder cases. There will always be a great divide in opinions. I hate comparing fictional games with real life, but I find it crazy that we call others nonempathtic when they aren't empathic themselves. It's like the word "accidental" is worthless.
Its always a debate..
Do we feel bad for the lives lost and their families
or
Do we feel bad for the mental crumble of the one who never meant to kill and how their familes have to deal with that.
Are they worthy to walk this earth? Are they worthy to see the daylight again? Are they still human, too? Should they die, too? Is redemption possible?
Who knows. Peoples opinions won't change unless they themselves fall onto the opposing team. If they were to suffer the chaos of accidentally murdering someone or the grief of losing someone from an accidental murder.
Tumblr media
Red Nathan, the first Nathan we all experienced from Lis1. Damaged and doomed. Used and mentally obstructed. It's unfortunate things ended this way.
Blue Nathan, Appears in Before the slStorm and Max's alternate timeline. He is clean and hasn't touched drugs. He had not been involved in crimes or violence yet. In this alternate timeline, he has been somehow saved and kept away from mental destruction and Jefferson. We will never really know what drove Nathan towards this peaceful path, but I assumed that it was the kindness of Max that led him in the right direction. (Max somehow changed Victoria, too. With her demeanor being so gentle. I really am curious about the whole back story of that timeline... I think about it alot)
126 notes · View notes
sweetshuga · 14 days ago
Note
WAIT DID ZENITH HAVE A BODYGAURD!MATT AU OR WAS THE SOMBODY ELSE
I don't really read on here unless I'm tagged in it so I honestly don't know but I feel like she did have that au (I think @cayleeuhithinknott has a bodyguard!matt au too)
8 notes · View notes