#sobs into my hands i s2g no one understands me LOL JSDKLFJDKLHGFJ | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

cerealmonster15 · 11 days ago

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that being said i am still scared of tentacles. and cephalopods in general. i used to have several tags blocked for a while on tumblr bc of it kjfsdhkljgdfk i think the only reason i dont rn was bc it was back when you couldnt block tumblr tags in tumblr vanilla and i had xkit extension or something and then i changed computers and just never address it again. maybe it was also something i saw more bc i was into homestuck and that overlapped with a lot of ppl that were into tentacles...... but god any time a post w/ video or gifset of a real life octopus or squid or other related cepahlopod gets its 15 minutes of tumblr trending fame im fighting for my life

#i think thats also maybe very loosely why goat eyes kinda give me the creeps bc they remind me of octopus eyes #and im fkdkjljgkjgklfklg #scared. ive tried to look up if theres a word for a phobia for cephalopods but i got nothin #chapodiphobia comes up for octopus phobia specifically which yea that probs applies but like. it's all cephalopods im #freaked out by squids too #i just jkfdsjkg dont like to perceive them they spook me #also hell of googling a phobia and theyre like heres an image . chapodiphobia heres an octopus image. I DONT WANT TO SEE IT #sobs into my hands i s2g no one understands me LOL JSDKLFJDKLHGFJ #in the trenches alone w/this one 😤#u may notice i practically never draw azul in octo form lol #like cartoonized is fine for the most part it doesnt activate the fear but like #even then if i have drawn him it's like. not very detailed / most of the tentacles are obscured if present #and generally i like looking at ref images from life #i cannot . and will not. ever. do that with an octopus.#sorry azul i can look at your game sprite and That's It i have to use my imagination for other angles or movement shit #and even then i kind of just will avoid it for the most part skfhslkgjdf human forever

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