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My most fleshed out group of clans was inspired by my favorite area to walk in at my old college. I literally drew clan borders on satellite images from Google maps.
guys will see a location and think wow thats a great place for a clan of warrior cats
#in my defense - it actually was the perfect location for a set of four clans#it was a line of four incredibly distinct habitats:#a dense forest with lots of logs and fallen trees and plenty of brush and brambles#the school compost piles which may or may not have been illegally maintained#(they would just throw the carcasses of dead livestock onto the piles. the place was covered with carcasses and bones)#a section of open fields and crop fields with a small triangle of forest behind it#and a large section of very open forest very few hiding places.#a fairly short walk away (for a human) is a large pond that is usually very reflective#(which would be a perfect 'moonpool' type of location - there also were some big koi that lived there)#near to that was an old meeting spot with a wall decorated with colorful stones and etchings-#and an area of cobblestone in front of it and a stream that flowed by it and was a perfect place for clan meetings#situated behind two of the clans is a large grassy field with absolutely no cover which has a unique purpose for the clans#the open forest clan borders a fairly busy road and there is a pavilion with a picnic table between the forest and the road in one spot#and on the other side of the road is a significant area of forest that tends to be very dark and shaded.#so. i mean. you can't blame me.#the area lends itself absolutely perfectly for a group of clans with different adaptations and cultures.
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If My Body Could Speak, Blythe Baird | The Godfather, Mario Puzo | My Father's House, Sylvia Fraser | To The Daughter Who Secretly Longs For Her Mother’s Affection, Lynne Shako | Storms from Jupiter, Wanda Deglane | DO NOT REPLY, @filmnoirsbian
#connie corleone#carmela corleone#the godfather#web weaving#this is...quite negative towards carmela i guess#so i just want to make it clear that i actually really love her as a character and i actually can understand how she became who she was#she was a woman born in the late 19th century raised not just in a patriarchal society but a CATHOLIC patriarchal society#who therefore grew up learning that she was primarly defined by her relationship to her husband and her capacity to be a 'good wife'#so i totally understand why she would take some type of sick pride in knowing that her husband never 'had' to hit her#but like...that entire part of the book was legit hard to read and Carmela was really not that much better than Vito there#so it's kinda hard for me not side eyed the shit out of her when she blame Connie for being a neglectful mom#like geez Carmela I wonder why your daugther might be struggling I'm sure it has nothing to do with anything you did or refused to do...#i'll say that she did end up being concerned for Connie and trying to help so she definitely deserves some points here#unlike Vito's dumbass who was just like 'it really hurts me to know that my daughter is being hit all the time but i can't do anything :('#'I'll tell her it's all her fault and that she deserves to be hit that will surely help somehow'#Vito really spent the entirety of this book being like 'nothing and I mean NOTHING matters more than blood (conditions very much applies)'#domestic violence mention
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reminding myself that Nurm is actually just a cluster of cubes and not this silly goober I imagined 😖😖
#He looks so much warmer 😞#mcsm#minecraft story mode#mcsm nurm#nurm mcsm#mcsm fanart#Lemme just say I was fighting for my LIFE drawing him accurately#I can't do cubes y'all#Also I'm convinced the colours are wrong no way is he that cold and dead looking#Blaming the render I colour picked from 🫵#What do you mean my design isn't cannon aha yeah it is that's Nurm#He told me himself guys trust me 🤞#By the way I just wanna tell y'all#I love rambling in hashtags so much#Why isn't this a big thing on other social medias I'm on#On tiktok we don't even get spaces!!! No spaces#I have to tag stuff like “mcsmnurm”#???#That's so impractical#Born to be a yapper forced to use tiktok
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watched wind breaker, found a ship to obsess over, then checked tumblr to see if it exists and thank goodness it does
(that being said i hope i don't end up liking another ship more than this along the way because i am Tired of being in rare pair hell in every single fandom)
#wind breaker#togasaku#kamesaku#sakura haruka#togame jo#i mean i Know it's the most obvious ship to see there and my post is probably ridiculous to read#but i've been in MASHLE and the most obvious ships there weren't even popular it was Insane#so you can't blame me for worrying ok (」°—°)」
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My lecturer just canceled the class for Thursday and Friday it's like the universe is telling me to play Modern Warfare III. It's the will of the world that I cry myself till my eyes are dry IT'S MAGIC
#IF the campaign is good tho :)#if the campaign isn't good and I don't cry that means it's for naught#I'm gonna play the campaign with the lowest expectation possible that it'll disappoint me#so that when it's actually bad I won't be as devastated#you can't blame me for thinking this way because they didn't even drop any single story trailer#it's like they don't care at all about the campaign#some say it's because they want to keep as much of the story a secret but isn't that what trailers does?#hyping me up without telling me the story?#anyway yea I'll play it with the utmost lowest expectation possible#call of duty#call of duty modern warfare#cod mw#cod#call of duty modern warfare 3#call of duty modern warfare III#call of duty modern warfare 2023
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i cannot stop thinking about anissa and marky though [COMIC SPOILERS]
how did he react when he learned what his mother did? just like mark, he lived a lie. he thought his mother was kind and nice — the only thing that is true is that she loved him, but now, he has no idea if he should believe it
and. you've grown up being conditioned to believe that violence is peace, and that kindness is a lie and a weakness. you hurt people. by hurting a person, by destroying him irreparably, you found the boy you love most: your son. and you don't regret it. you hope one day, once he sees him, he'll get it. but you still don't regret it. you can't say you're sorry
marky will grow up without his biological father, because when mark hugs him he can only remember his mother and what she did to him. your father can't love you the way your mom did. you can't love your mother the way your father loved his
the worst part is, that it she hadn't done it, you wouldn't have existed. you wouldn't be here. your father will grow to love you. you will grow to accept each other. but you tend to wonder — if he never sees you as anything else other than your mother's son, then who will you have when everyone else you know dies?
#i hate anissa but also her character was done so well#like i hate her#fuck her#but jesus christ.#wow#i feel so bad for marky honestly#when anissa said “i don't regret it. tell him. tell him he'll understand when he sees him”#that shit hurt me#that was the WORST time for you to die girl#i was like “idc about anissa thank fuck she died” but then#i put myself in marky's place. and WOWWW#you gotta be strong to deam with that#YOU GOTTA BE STRONG TO BE ANY INVINCIBLE TBH#LIKE WOW.#thinking about mark now#imagine learning that the person who hurt you the most is a better person now#and that means she regrets kt#but then you learn right after her death that she does not regret it at all#you don't even get to hear an “i'm sorry”. not that you'd have listened to it#then you learn she had a son. with you. named AFTER YOU#honestly i can't blame him for allowing things to be THAT awkward w marky#i am so glad the reconciled tho I don't think I'd be able to live if mark's son hated him#tw sa mention#invincible#invincible comic#comic spoilers#marky grayson#anissa invincible#mark grayson#b4 anyone gets this wrong: I DO NOT SUPPORT WHAT ANISSA DID. it's just that marky's relationship w her is smth i would love to see explored
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Drew some of THE BESTEST oml I watched this yesterday with my brother and it was ABSOLUTELY AMAZING!
The Amazing Digital Circus is all that's on my head right now.
It's the only thing motivating me to draw currently so imma just forget my responsibilities and hyperfixate over this forever. <:)
#the amazing digital circus#tadc pomni#pomni#fanart#digital art#THE PLOT IS AMAZING#I've never felt so invigorated IN MY LIFE since i started my Undertale AU hyperfixation#also#yes#I'M A JAX SIMP#you haven't seen the beginning of it people#0_0#But i mean you can't really blame me can you 🤭#anywhooooo#its been a long day im going to bed
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Hmm I apologize again for the rant !
It is not the first time I am doing it. I might forgot to put "please don't tag it as ship" under my drawing of tighnari cyno. Please, do not !
I love them as best friend, I love them as brother/found family, I don't mind the queerplatonic relationship at all
But their romantic side make me pretty uncomfortable. No hate ! It is my own taste.
Shippers are always welcomed and I am so glad you like my content 💕 but all my art concerning them (unless I tag the ship) are purely platonic. I just ask for some respect of my taste and not reblog my art with the ship tag.
I don't want to block, because I am genuinely glad you enjoy my work and as a young artist, it means a lot for me. Thank you so much 🙇 !! But as a human, I can't deny how uneasy it makes me feel.
Thank you for understanding !
#rant#I blame nobody#i am clearly not used to block ): I should tho but I know those who tag ship are not mean at all </3#it is fine if you don't know.#but i saw people reblogging my art with shiptag even if i said “do not”#my art is like my only safe place please respect it#this ship is so popular and I clearly stop to interact with the fandom because of that#i clearly ignore when I saw one in my timeline /dashboard becausz I can't do nothinf against it except masking the account#but I beg you. not. under. my. post.#not in my DM#why i feel obligated to justify myself 😭#but yeah !!! the ship is valid and full of greenflag !! wholesome !!#but I only enjoy them platonically !!! please respect 😭😭😭 I SWEAR I AM DESESPERATE WHY IT IS SO HARD FOR SOME TO RESPECT THAT OMG#gosh on twitter someone said me “ignore ??? what did you expect ??? it is the most popular ship”#I AM TRYING I AM LITERALLY NOT SEARCHING FOR FANART 😀#feeding myself with my own food#that's why I am so grateful for people who support me. thank you. 😭#and how could I ignore a comment under my post ??? interaction are so important for me I read everything#ANYWAY SORRY FOR RANTING !!! IT IS CLEARLY A /NOTMEAN POST !!!#next time I won't forgrt “do not tag it as ship”#but urgh if I do this I have to do in every post ???? 🤨#and what if I draw tighnari cyno kaveh but I don't mind ship with kaveh ??? 🤨🤨🤨 (plz still don't)#tHERE IS PLENTY OF CYN0N4RI ACCOUNT IF YOU WISH TO SEE MORE CONTENT OF THEM !! Please support them <<3 mine are platonic !#but clearly. imagine you are obsessive about two characters <<3#but their popular ship is the one who make you the most uncomfy 😀#so you decided to just stop looking at fanart and not bothering anyone 👍👍#but it came under your post and your DM 😟#AAA SORRY I AM SALTY I SWEAR I AM NOT USED TO FEEL LIKE THIS ):<#anyway plz take care ilove you mwah 🥺🥺🥺🥺💕💕
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I occasionally wish to reach out to old friends/acquaintances I haven't spoken to since high school/some other even earlier time in my life, but I have SOOO little social energy even for required tasks (like making dr phone calls or etc), I never have any leftover for extra ones, and it would be very odd to message someone I haven't spoken to in like 5 years out of the blue but then take 4 entire months to respond back lol.. My natural curiosity with nostalgia/collecting details of the past/etc. (literally if I were born a little earlier I would definitely do scrapbooking or something lol) is very strong, but, alas, not strong enough to beat out the Social Issues Demons apparently
#facebook always does that 'here's a post from this day 8 years ago' thing. and I see old comments interacting#with people and it's so like.. OOOOO~~ where are they now?? what's going on? how much have they changed as people?#how much are they the same? this is fascinating. i should contact them!!' but then it's like... take that to it's logical conclusion though#you would contact them and then IF they even responded it would take you 80 years to respond and then they would#think there was something wrong or that you were trying to be insulting or something. To contact anyone I need to include an 85 page#disclaimer of all of my social issues & mental illness things. 'If i take 3 weeks to reply I promise it has nothing to do with u' etc lol#THIS is why more people need to be into phone calls/voice calls/some form of audio real time communication/etc.#I think one of the main things that's hard about messaging through text for me is it's so unscheduled and open ended#(plus it takes forever if you're talking about anything in detail and gets very long very quickly)#because like you can send a message and then just get a reply whenever. and then you're expected to reply back whenever#so it's like you never know when the response will come or when a new obligation to reply can come up? so it's like this sudden thing with#no outline?? if that makes sense. whereas a phone call is very like 'hello let's schedule a call from 10am - 2pm on thursday'. And you know#EXACTLY when the interaction will start and EXACTLY when it will end and you can plan around it in your schedule easily.#I have the reverse thing of a lot of people (how people don't pick up phone calls/hate calls/only text)#I would literally talk on the phone with a stranger. I would have a discord voice chat with someone I barely know.#if someone I hardly even remember from elementary school asked to have a voice call with me out of nowhere I would do it.#but if a stranger MESSAGED me?? or someone I barely know sent me a TEXT or something?? I will never reply probably#It's just too vague and weird. and you can't read voice tone over text. and the interaction could last forever with no clear end#point and etc. etc. But a call is like. set. established. clear boundaries. you can read the flow of conversation better. rapport. etc. etc#I get that I guess people feel more anonymous or distanced over text?? but you can have fake phone numbers on the computer. or do like disc#rd calls. or zoom without a camera or etc. etc. Also the distance that's present in text is BAD distance because it just means that tone is#not conveyed properly and you will never truly get a sense of the person's conversational vibe or mannerisms or how well you really click.#ANYWAY ghgjh...... I'm so so so interested in concepts of like.. How did that one kid I used to talk to in elementary school#but then they moved away in 5th grade - how did they end up? what are they doing now?? etc. etc. Like despite the severe social anhedonia#and general lack of connection with others I'm just really fascinated in like.. idk. the human development of it all and like#the concept of how we're actually a million different people through the course of our lives ever evolving in different iterations and etc.#PLUS again. i love nostalgia. sometimes old peple you know might remember a shared memory or can tell you about something you forgot#or etc. like it's SUCH A COOL THING in CONCEPT but I am too socially inept generally speaking lol. which people I still talk to today are#familiar with my 'phone call once every few months' communication style. but strangers would just be like... wtf. And I don't blame them#Sure I literally cannot change the physical health + brain issues i have - but also I know enough to not put others through that lol
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"woah i can't believe you've read blue sky!"
hoho. my dear followers. i have done more than read it. do you have any idea what you are dealing with.
#portal#blue sky#not art#there are two fanfic authors works i would want printed. waffles is one and i did it.#these are levels of tism you cannot even BEGIN to fathom. this book was my Personality in high school.#i mean so was portal in general but 9 years later and I've still not read a better fanfic#i've read some banger fics but blue sky remains its own level#this thing is like two inches thick. it has art in it. its beautiful. i could kill someone with it though. phonebook#alarmingly some people don't even know i like portal which is really funny#because my youtube has a bunch of crappy portal fan animations and my sona's orange hoodie is an Aperture hoodie#but i never draw myself from behind. so. actually can't blame you dhjbfjhdsfghj#my most popular video has over a million views because i edited glados into a cafeteria as a school project#i was Not Normal about portal or blue sky. not even remotely#i LOVE portal its my FAVORITE videogame#IF YOU'VE BEEN FOLLOWING ME SINCE MY CRAPPY PORTAL FANART DAYS YOU ARE A REAL ONE !!!!!!!!!!!!
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I feel like alice might've wanted to kick the pond in the shins but how do you kick an eldritch pond in the shins
#actually I think elliot wants to more than her#he is So Done#he has so much understated trauma that no one seems to understand or acknowledge it's absolutely wild#those were really some fighting words from him#I just. need to rewatch this a dozen times to really unpack his character it's just. wow.#and the 1814 arc?? not disappointing#like augustine? you mean THAT augustine??#“it's okay I got shot ” sksksksksk#also I have got to know what happened in that house#the amount of lore and interconnection is crazy#I lowkey feel bad for brady he doesn't get to see his daughter he doesn't understand he doesn't know that she and kat are literally#so obsessed about the past that they're basically throwing away their present!!#“don't worry about it” you should worry about it#can't trust the pond#what. an episode.#I thought tonight would be my relaxing time after a weekend full of homework. Wrong. I am a Fool.#I need two to three business days to process this#but can you blame me?? I kinda keep waiting for this to start acting like a hallmark series (you know. hallmark.) but it's not!!#oughhhh#the way home hallmark#earl crow ramblings
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Why am I having a crush on this guy? /rh /nm
#I MEAN COME ON YOU CAN'T BLAME ME#AND I HAVE A SOFT SPOT FOR SHY PEEPS OKAY#IT'S NOT EVERY DAY YOU RUN INTO A CHARACTER WHO'S A GENTLE GIANT#AND THAT MEANS HE'S VERY HUGGABLE#SO MY TOUCH STARVED SELF GETS ATTACHED TO HIM IMMEDIATELY#(I really need therapy ;w;)#inside out#inside out 2#inside out fandom#inside out embarrassment#txt
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#vent#rant#just a small reflection I had#I had a sad encounter with someone new#They were going all “cringe culture is dead! weird is good!”#then they didn't seem to like the way I am#I mean#I do change the ambient of a room when I enter#not that I want to#idk why#I just do#I'd be wearing regular clothing and people still turn their heads around and make an eerie silence when I enter the room#:(#I'm not rude#I knock I say hi#I don't mean to make my presence so huge you can't talk :(#see#this is why I dress however I feel#that way I can at least blame people's weird unreadable reactions on me looking like I would punch any fascist on sight#(or my teacher if he tries to slide french military propaganda in class again 💢)#maybe I'm the problem#lmao
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anyone else out here a middle child saddled with eldest daughter responsibilities?
#a bumper sticker that says 'middle-child neglect and eldest-child duties'#i want to believe it started when my older sister moved out but. lets be real. it's always been me.#i am genuinely acting care-giver to my chronically ill younger sister while my dad watches basketball on the couch#and my mom doesnt get out of bed.#like. my mom is pretty sick too and works all day and does most of the housekeeping too#so i dont blame her at all.#i mean i guess my dad works all day but. for real king you can't get up off the couch to support your daughter crying and heaving#no that falls to me. yeah yeah I'll get her a drink and make sure she takes her meds.#what's that? yeah I'll rub her back and run a cloth under the sink and bring her something to eat too.#oh? yes fine I wont take a gummy so i wont sleep because she's in a flare up and needs them more than me#to be clear!! I'm not blaming her either like clearly she feels like shit and she feels guilty all the time#i just. some amount of help from anyone else. or at least maybe. idk A DAY I can rest when i feel like shit#but oh- no- she's coughing up bile again. yep I'll come bring a bucket.
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Just a bit indulgent, no harm in it, surely (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Damned#ZEX#DAX#A bit of scene a bit of speculation silliness and another song! Yay! :D#Gods their casual possessiveness of each other Straight Up Kills Me <3 <3#And ZEX doesn't even just stop at ''his [title]'' he goes for DAX's name too I'm so dead about it ♥#Holding hands agh they're so cute <3 Reassurance and comfort!#Hehehe I love ZEX just being all ??? about DAX being in Dexter's body - feels weird to be shorter!#Just wait til you find out about these bodies' ages ZEX! Hehehe#ZEX's type strikes again - okay but like?? Max /is/ in there somewhere this is established so is it similarities to Dex?? Is that anything??#Granted ZEX tends to go even further than that haha but still! Curious :3#Takes the credit for DAX's body despite already having met Dexter lol yes definitely the case Admiral haha#I fell so hard back into Strawberry Blond agh#I blame the Moomins animatic it's too good I can't help it#Literally just the inverse of Max waking up to look at Dexter - DAX looking at ZEX like he's everything <3#Wants him so badly! Wants him happy and whole and lovely ♥#This song could definitely also apply to Dex about Max and into the original meaning of the lyrics in their case - at least partially#Their lives and positions and what it would be mean to be together agh#They're too lovely you know
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Finally got around to watching ep 11 (´；ω；｀)
#I'm late...#I'm sorry I wasn't able to watch the episode by time last week but again. Food poisoning. And then the new chapter came out#I feel like I had much more to say when I started watching it last week...#Mmmmhh. I really like when bsd animation uses the colored lineart effect for flashbacks / subspaces (Anne's Room‚ Poe's books).#I think it's one of the prettiest and most original things of the bsd animation.#I've always felt like the Natsume reveal was a bit coming out of nowhere lol.#Here's this legendary ability user everyone knows but no one has ever seen with this immensely unthinkable powerful ability...#That the reader literally wasn't ever made aware of in the previous 49 chapters lol#After all that build up‚ his ability even feels a little underwhelming.#Which I suppose was the intended result‚ but I'm not sure it really works all that well in the end.#Then Naomi's words “Come to think of it‚ the things that happen when Mii-chan vanishes [...]‚ disasters are stopped every time”#really feel soooo out of place when so-called Mii-chan was never before mentioned up to this episode (╥﹏╥)#But I'll stop complaining. It's nothing big really#Fukuzawa and Mori's relationship is very homoerotic. Tbh#I looooove the ss/kk I don't even have much to say just watching scenes of them interacting together fills my heart of a warm feeling :')#The animation quality is very poor and the drawings are very undetailed but really I love ss/kk too much to care.#A lot of emphasis is put by the fandom on Atsushi's cruel remark towards Akutagawa in this ch/ep and it *is* cruel but really...#Akutagawa had literally just attacked Atsushi in a death-threatening way‚ futilely and completely unprompted#I can't find it in myself to blame Atsushi if he was irritated and lashed out at him.#And all their other moments are just so cute. What do you mean Akutagawa is deeply interested in understanding Atsushi's motivations.#What do you mean Atsushi can't get Akutagawa out of his mind!!!! They're so cute#So many more cute moments were cut out too rip lawnmower line you'll always be missed rip date line you'll always be missed#I feel like Pushkin's character is another instance of‚‚‚ Wow me and the author's morals really don't align at all#I really don't like the narrative of “weaker people will constantly try to harm and take advantage of strongest ones”#random rambles#Fun fact when I watched this episode for the first time I asked my mother to join me. Because I know a ss/kk scene was coming and I really–#didn't want to watch it alone. Well as it turned out the whole first half of the episode was dedicated to old man fighting–#and she gave up after that 😂😂 But I'm still grateful to her for trying.
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