#so we are vibing on aesthetic horror atm

[zkretchy]

So the background being that poppy was a pure anything but anything grimdark neutral looked wrong afterwards so...pop~ Today is a day of artistic edge or whatever you call it and alas-Aiden had to suffer my mood here today because ~aesthetics~-they are there to be enjoyed

[lonespektr]

SEPTEMBER 2ND HORROR WATCH 2023

INFINITY POOL (2023)

White sand brain death

It's all black for the first convo

Camera on tilt

Whoa creepy clone rejects

Oh mask WOW

That's already the second time she's altering reality and he is confused

But they just swapped positions, she asked for permission

Quad

Ok weird indigenous vs idk what

The Chinese food

He always playing this odd combination of abuser and manipulated calculating and oblivious

Oh lordt acting

Cuts of idk ominous sensual visuals

Discordant tones intrusive throughout the back ground

Fictional sort of combo country

Leaving the resort

Men always think they are brilliant and the first person to come up with that scene and the oddness of it some how invalidates it's banality or they claim it as commentary when it really is just wish be fulfillment

Poor help me nothing i could do some young blonde came at me

This one i find annoying because his wife is extremely younger, smarter, hotter looking than this woman

Why pick her to be nag wife?

On the way back

Oh just to be closest i think this is a set up from jump

I mean day 1 like before curtain lift

The question is who is in on it

Drugs, food drinks

No thought to the man whatsoever

Cops already (clear from the trailer)

Hospital gown white

Thresh

Nothing to get the male protag going by vague sexualized threats to the wife-property

Corruption

Lol he just really said federal law says the eldest son will kill you back

Literally just offered an in house clone via the embassy/cops and signed a random

Lol why is the atm wild like that if it can be gotten with one withdrawal (from him, who we established is broke) then how much is it

Lol straight into clone station 🤣

Lol visuals horror seems to be doing like a mini resurgence of these 80's kinda visuals

13 & 9 they said

Wait if they can see him then what's the point

Gown with a stab embroidered circle

This is literally pointless

Is this just sold as catharsis settlement check

Lol what the heck was that

Ok... passport

What, she's putting him on the back foot

Tattoo eyes?

Prior experience (also expected)

Omg just for a book, lordt

And there's a sicko crew of them

Didn't bring, well i guess she didn't get one

It's always the wife who just doesn't get it can't follow

"zombies" that's so typical rich people

Lol he never thought about it

She kissed him in public

Actual danger threat couched in joke

Playing ego

Creepy masks

Lol whut

Full purge vibes

Idiot shootout

Omg they are all doing it again

Omg now they are karening in the court house

Silly boy ego trip

co opting traditional herbs

Orgy montage miraculously heterosexual

Some aesthetic lezzies

This is just succession, rich people getting away with shit

Trigeminal Neuralgia sux ass

Fully decanted another one for a prank.

They knew seems like

Omg why they outside lol what

Okay he had it the whole time

Lol they chasing him

MEMBERS OF THE BUS

Oh they were planning

I never read your book

Good actress

It's largely misogyny

Old Rich playing with new rich

Not the same family

Visuals

[crackademics]

dark/light academia series

 just a few series i think fit the aesthetic, in no particular order. btw, i don’t like all of them but tastes differ and you might! 

penny dreadful (2014): a horror series with 4 seasons as of right now, it has basically every classic story jumbled up into one (ex. dorian gray, frankenstein, dracula, etc. are characters in the show). personally, i don’t like it because it felt like they were just mashing things together and hoping for the best ?? very convoluted. 

what we do in the shadows (2019): one of my all time favorites, its a mockumentary that follows 3 vampires basically just going about their night i guess ? but its in modern day new york. i recommend watching the movie (the 2014 one) first, it follows a different set of vampires. a great thing to watch if you want a break from intense shows and just wanna laugh. 

picnic at hanging rock (2018): based off the movie that was made in 1975. its about a group of girls in a small boarding school, they go on a picnic and a few of the girls disappear into hanging rock without a trace, it has a very mysterious vibe to it and i would recommend watching the movie too. unfortunately this show is only a season long but they get bonus points for wlw characters! there are so few in dark academia movies/series/books

dracula (2020): the netflix one, its pretty good honestly, i wish it was longer, but its only 3 (very long) episodes. if you already know how the story goes, its basically that, except with a bunch of twists. sister agatha is a wonderful character, i enjoyed every line of dialogue she had. 

the order (2019): an absolute shitshow. only watch if you’re incredibly bored, out of options and wanna laugh at very bad acting. it has all the things i hate: forced romance, shitty acting skills, plot holes, confusion, and stereotypical characters. basically, the main character, jack, gets a scholarship to a specific uni so he can try and join a certain secret magic society to avenge the death of his mom. also of course there are werewolves. 

jekyll (2007): unfortunately i haven’t watched this one yet but it has good ratings so i’m assuming it isn’t bad?? it’s 1 season long, and it follows the only descendent of mr. jekyll as he tries to protect his wife and children from his dark side. he isn’t aware of an ancient organization that watches his every move. 

peaky blinders (2013): so i didn’t watch more than a few episodes of this show but people in the dark academia community have mentioned it a few times, and i thought i’d add it. its 5 seasons long and about a criminal gang set in Birmingham in 1919. it isn’t historically accurate, but its pretty nice to binge watch. it has vintage vibes and a strong plot. 

black sails (2014): haven’t watched this one either but its pirates so :D its set in 1715 and centers on the tales of the “most feared and most brilliant” captain flint. the events of this 4 seasons long series are 20 years prior to the events in the classic novel “treasure island”. 

hannibal (2013): i had to leave the best for last. this show is everything. pretentiousness? melodrama? melancholy? mystery? murder? classical music? fine cuisine? high class culture? AESTHETIC?? gothic style romance? crime? clever details that i still miss even after rewatching the whole thing 4 times over? tragic ending of a story that was doomed from the start? just,, yes. (ps. this one also has a wlw couple with a child!) 

okay i know i’m leaving out so so so many but i can’t think of any others atm :( anyways, enjoy! i can make a part 2 if you liked this 

[enigmatic-elegance]

Mas’ Must Follow MASterpost

[In no particular order]

People

@risrielthron One of the best. You will feel as if you are talking with your lifelong friend. Sweet, friendly, and generous. A true example of who we should all try to be more like.

@theodorebennas Daddy Beans. Chill dude. Knows he can be a bit of a meme and owns it. Actually extremely smart and has a ton of good sense. Crusade!

@tanzrielle Super chill in the most not chill way. Will talk your ear off about their awesome characters and want to hear all about your own too. Great person to know and bounce ideas off of.

@thebattlesheep @a-sheep-does-art Sweet thing. Loves to meet new people. Does not RP much but when they do they kill it.

@possum Loser. (Seriously such a humorous, sweet, and all around amazing person.)

@wiedaashcroft Really great character, and the person who plays them is extremely laid back and chill.

@the-petalpaw-family They don’t RP as much right now, but their stories and characters are next level. No lie, they take things like plot and character lineage to places you rarely see. Amazing places.

@kat-hawke ICly very interesting and intense character. OOCly a more grounded individual. Blunt, but never cruel.

@darthscharactervault Someone who does not give themselves nearly enough credit for how creative they are with their ideas and characters.

@gwenya Often NSFW but she’s a gem of a person. Amazing, chill, down for whatever. She’s the raunchy friend you never knew you wanted.

@the-real-arcanist-val Smart person, fantastic writer, extremely sensible and rational. All around someone you want to know.

@vaard Never personally interacted with him, but he’s an iconic figure among the community. Everyone should follow. (Does not take commissions but is an amazing artist, too.)

@harvee-sarah-zena One of my closest RP partners. Might not post as much as they SHOULD but if you can catch them their RP is some amazing work. And their characters are all so unique.

@thegreatnyehehe Likely not returning to WoW any time soon, but still one of the best characters ever. To this day, worth reading through their posts.

@kinzorscarstorm Chill dude with a cool character. Have not interacted much IC, but respect them OOC for their char and methods.

@open-world-azeroth Not really a ‘person’ but a great resource for some fantastic RP spots.

@mediocre-bladeleaf Very cool aesthetic, and from what I see of their writings they have some awesome characters.

@draenei-tales Shout out to a fellow active and really cool looking Draenei RPer. All I see from them is extremely interesting.

@leora-strauss Don’t know much about the character but their aesthetic is so amazingly cool.

@serelia-evensong Active and interesting RPer. Will fill your dash up with fun to read posts of all kinds.

@susan-gampre Hoe. But she knows it. And she’s good at it. The character and RPer both are sassy and take no shit, and I love them for it.

@storykeeper-wra Spooky character. But not tired and boring spooky. The sort that’s very interesting. Like a good book. Makes sense they are the storykeeper, because their story is very appealing.

@halforc-mercenary Have always wanted to interact with their character but never much got the chance. Still adore their writings on my dash, and they often impress me with their plots and quality.

@rhysgoodwin Cute char, updates often, fantastic writer.

@priestess-nightfury Elf RP/Aesthetic at some of its very best.

@stonestridernerd They will love you and make you feel like the best person ever just be hurling likes at you and complimenting your work. They are just a gem of a person. So, so sweet.

@theshadowborn Shame I’[ve not interacted with their character much, but they are a clearly talented writer.

@durotan-ofthe-frostwolf Lot of OOC silly stuff, but genuinely a cool person and always a pleasure to see on your dash.

@ranekvilmas Just a very talented writer and all around chipper guy. One of those people who always has something interesting on their blog to read.

@penvenomstarkstar A good head on this one’s shoulders. ICly their character is extremely well written with so, so much depth. Endless things to discover here.

@ravenpriest DAMN awesome aesthetic. Really nails the gothica vibe.

@longveil Such a cool aesthetic. I’d follow for that alone, and there is so much more there too.

@kyuusei-shadowleaf Another blog worth the follow for aesthetic alone. So cool to see across your dash.

@k-sunrael Followed for a long time. Their blog can sometimes be a bit NSFW but the content is quality.

@monster-of-master In the vibe of ‘dark’ aesthetic without being overtly in your face. The sort of subtle horror we all secretly crave. Very much enjoy their content.

@summysparklesprocket Such an amazing, kind, and funny person. And the character is next level because they are a Gnome taken seriously. Love them.

@quai-mason @andrew-mason Extremely talented writer and one of the few who posts so, so frequently. You’ll eagerly await their next post, trust me.

@unabashedrebel ICly they are a very cool character with awesome stories. OOCly they are a smart and conscience driven individual with a good moral sense. More than once they’ve shown they are not afraid to stick up for what matters. Lot of respect.

@safrona-shadowsun Killer character aesthetic, great reblogs, and does not ruin their theme with bullshit. Fantastic follow, this one.

@helryder666 All over the place with their posts, but its never unwelcome or uninteresting. They always seem to know what you wanna see, even if you don’t know.

@thewardancer Some of the best troll aesthetic I’ve seen, honestly.

@brandstonethings Just a big bear of a man. I love him, and you will too. He’s so well written he feels alive.

@archmage--khadgar I hesitate with people who RP lore characters. This one managed to be one of my few exceptions. They actually do a really great job with it.

@forhonorandglory Only followed for a short time, but still worth it in my books. Sharp wit, great character.

@covexalexanderkingsley Don’t know if they still RP as much these days but they remain a very fantastic and creative individual.

@eilitheduskbringer Very talented writers. One of the best I’ve seen. And they host to an amazing community I’ve come to respect.

@thepalewolfhowls Great artist too, but I mainly know them for their awesome character and fantastic sense of story and plot.

Guild/Other

@the-royal-courier A fantastic source of events and stories. While they don’t host many writings of their own, they still reblog community events. Absolutely advise a follow.

@stormwinduniv Been around about as long as my old arse. Very talented group of writers who put on so many community events and intellectually focused debates.

@the-silver-circle A group of extremely talented writers focused entirely on Kaldorei writing and storylines. Very high levels of respect from me.

@moment-in-time-wra Less a ‘guild’ but still a great service for in game photography. They make your events look fantastic! Run by Risri.

@atc-wra A very talented small group of RPers who know how to make stories pop. You just want to be a part of them, or read what happens next.

@deadsunharbor Very fantastic crew who are open to all manner of amazing RP opportunities. They do criminal/dark correctly and with finesse rarely seen.

@oathswornvanguard Lawful good guild done proper. They have stood the test of time not only with their quality but their kindness and openness to the community.

@wraconnect A great source of WoW events and blogs to follow.

@wowrpevents Another fantastic source of WoW events and blogs to follow.

@wracentral ANOTHER fantastic source of WoW events and blogs to follow.

Artists

@whimsicallyart @elaianna Talented, intelligent, observant, and all around a gem of a person. Worth knowing.

@littleliongod One of the best I have worked with. Talented, priced very fair, extremely punctual, very communicative. Can not possibly recommend enough for any commission work.

@artofaokori Worked with them before and would absolutely do so again. Their style is very unique and you’ll recognize it anywhere in a good way.

@vintrove @vinsketchbook Extremely talented. Some next level stuff. Commissioned them twice and both times they blew me away with the end product.

@catbatart @cat-bat Such a shame I’ve only worked with them one time. One day, I must commission them again because they are the sort of artist who will go that extra mile and bring your piece to life.

@ferachidoesart They are Ferachi. They do art. Really well. Great style, super unique, and their commission prices are way more reasonable than you’d expect for their amazing quality.

@auggusst-art @auggusst Really such a kind and talented soul. One of those hidden gems of tumblr. They deserve more notice, so go give it to them!

@blackdogmelancholyooc @blackdogmelancholy Nerd. But actually a really cool dude with a ton of raw talent. They are great to work with.

@anzka Have not posted here in a while, but you should take a peek. Why? Because no one. Draws. Gnomes. Better.

@planktonheretic You like thick ladies? What about buff ones? Then my friend, have I got a treat for you. That treat is Plank. Check out their Twitter too for even more fantastic work!

@kellydidathing Amazing artist. Very busy person, but worth the investment because the art is top notch.

@izzarra Talk about raw talent refined into a craft. This artist is going places, seriously. Amazing stuff.

@thestringking @jane-fitzgerald @ahn-qiraj Extremely talented young lad who I know will go on to kill it in the art industry. Already one of the best out there, no lie.

Self Plug

My blog should be easy to find, right at the top of this post here, or the bottom. If you want to see all my character blogs, please check out RIGHT HERE (under repairs atm so a few of the characters might not work or link improperly) for a complete list. Each character page here contains a link just under their summary that will take you to their individual blog. Check out the ones that interest you!

Also want to plug my own guild, @coldwall-collective, for still being some of the best writers and content creators I’ve had the pleasure of working with. Go check us out!

Not Here?

Don’t be sad! Many reasons could be the cause. Maybe we’ve just not interacted enough. Or maybe I’ve not seen many of your posts. Maybe I overlooked you because I’m silly. Any of these could be a reason. If you don’t see yourself here, it does not mean I don’t appreciate you. I do. You’re a part of what makes this community great and I have all the respect for you.

[ellisimis]

all of them

oH BOY OKAY THEN

zinc white; how are you really feeling today? no one-word answers please!

actually pretty good! i gained a lot of clarity on some things!! i only do one word answers i’m sorry

cadmium yellow; when you think of the word “happy” what’s the first thing that comes to mind?

big smiles, and laughter, and sitting with people without needing to say anything and just enjoying someones company

lemon; what’s your comfort food?

i... honestly have no clue lol i just kinda eat what i want when i want

hansa yellow; what’s your guilty pleasure song?

i don’t really have a guilty pleasure o:

yellow ochre; name an artist/band whom you just discovered & can’t get enough of!

IAMX!! like just listen to this

naples yellow; where do you feel most at home?

....asleep

raw sienna; with whom do you feel most at home?

my family def, i love ‘em

golden ochre; describe the relationship you have with your closest friend.

i don’t even know if anyone i know would consider me a friend oh no

golden deep; what’s your favorite season?

spring or summer!!

cadmium orange; what do you like to do on your days off?

probs edit or play wayhaven or mess around in blender atm

orange lake; do you have anyone you can turn to when you’re sad?

yes!! my family <3

titans; do you prefer slow mornings or relaxing evenings?

relaxing evenings, i am NOT a morning person, although i try :c

shakhnazaryan red; are you currently binge-watching anything?

i wAS rewatching Code Geass but then wayhaven came out and Nothing Else Exists

red ochre; are you more right-brained (creative) or left-brained (analytical)?

i honestly don’t know lmaO

burnt sienna; is there a painting that brings you peace when you look at it?

anything my sister paints! c: she’s talented lol

english red; what animal do you relate to most?

i like all animals o: although i remember one time someone said i was like an owl so i guess??

vermilion; what’s your favorite accent?

i tend to like subtle accents~~

cadmium red; do you have a “type” when it comes to a significant other?

has never had an so if theY’RE NICE I GUESS

scarlet; describe your current crush/es.

i don’t have one~~ unless fictional guys count cause oH BOY

ruby; what does your ideal first date look like?

idk maybe like. actually holding a conversation lmaO

carmine; what does your ideal second date look like?

gotta get through the first one hehe

madder lake red; would you ever kiss someone (or accept a kiss) on a first date?

probs not but like. i’m an awkward mess so i don’t know think that’d go well anyway

quinacridone rose; what’s something you’re really looking forward to?

WAYHAVEN BOOK 3 BABY

cobalt blue spectral; what is the most beautiful place you have ever been to?

was visiting a friend once and she was showing us around the area and we were driving and on one side was a cliff going up and on the other was a cliff going down and there was reALLY TURQUOISE oceans and pretty sand and i  was all hoLY SHIT

ultramarine; when was the last time you were in a good mood? do you know/remember what sparked it?

hell yeah the other day some folks were really nice and accommodating with my slow ass

blue; what’s the most recent dream you remember?

i was shopping with my sister. my dreams are so mundane, its great

bright blue; what does your dream family look like? any kids or pets? how many of each?

oh gOD I’D LOVE SOME PETS

prussian azure; what’s your favorite scent?

mmm rose

azure blue; what’s your favorite type of tea, if any?

doesnt drink tea

turquoise blue; if you could start a garden, what would you plant?

gardens are a horror fest cause i’m tERRIFIED of snails

cerulean blue; if you were guaranteed to have a viewership, would you start a youtube vlog?

probs not, thats a lot of pressure and shit

glauconite; describe your body without using any negative adjectives.

tiny

yellow green; picture yourself walking in a field. what do you see & hear in this scenario?

clear skies, birds singing, green grass and bUGS OH NO

green light; are you in a comfortable place in life? if not, what do you think might make it better?

hell yeah its getting more and more comfy~~

green; name three countries you want to visit; do you have any actual plans in place to visit any of them?

i wanna go everywhere tbh but like. if i had to choose maybe like ireland, croatia & tahiti

emerald green; do you speak any languages besides english? are there any additional languages you want to learn?

unfortunatelyyy i only speak english :c i’d love to learn more tho

oxide of chromium; what’s your favorite book?

i.... don’t read as often as i should oop

mars brown; what’s a movie that always puts a smile on your face/makes you laugh?

probs the first pirates of the caribbean for nostalgia’s sake

burnt umber; what’s something you plan to do before the day is over to take care of yourself?

eaTING SOMETHING

umber; have you drank enough water today?

probs not tbh

voronezhskaya black; what or who is your go-to outlet for when you need to vent?

that’d be my mum she’s great

sepia; name five things that always make you happy.

1.Mason

2. Mason

3. Mason

4. Mason

5. Mason

i got it bad lmaO

indigo; what’s the best/sweetest compliment you have ever received?

soMEONE RECENTLY SAID THEY HAD A PASSING THOUGHT OF ‘WOW THAT ELLI IS A NICE PERSON’ AND I PRACTICALLY CRIED

payne’s gray; describe your aesthetic?

i’d like to think its kind of classy. at least i try to have a slightly classy vibe alongside spoop

black; post a selfie because you are so beautiful!

Ya know what okay then, if you made it this far imma post an old one

[battleshell]

THE POSITIVE & NEGATIVE; Mun & Muse - Meme.

fill out & repost ♥ This meme definitely favors canons more, but I hope OC’s still can make it somehow work with their own lore, and lil’ fandom of friends & mutuals. Multi-Muses pick the muse you are the most invested in atm. tagged by: @dansiere whom im care tagging: extremely informative meme for ppl who have lots of cross-over interactions, i encourage u to steal it from me anyway BUT @sternenteile​ @twelvians​ @stellamris​ @grandtales​

My muse is:   canon / oc / au / canon-divergent / fandomless / complicated

Is your character popular in the fandom? YES / NO. [ he is a very, very minor NPC that i’ve essentially wrested from the game with my grubby hands; Gerson is a merchant NPC found in Waterfall, the third area of the game focused with water themes. he has less than 100 lines of dialogue (but jam-packed full of info) and doesn’t even have an overworld sprite. although noted to have a history with multiple major characters, it’s not often i’ve seen him be the main focus of any fanfics or art pieces. ]

Is your character considered hot™ in the fandom?  YES / NO / IDK. [ put that faaaaaaaar away from me please tyty ]

Is your character considered strong in the fandom?  YES / NO / IDK. [ i personally believe that Gerson is a strong and potentially powerful monster with fighting capability that could rival some of the stronger Monsters in the Underground due to his background as a fighter during the Human-Monster War, but since has waned in both reputation and fighting skill. we never fight him in game and as such, will never see how he compares numerically, but it’s clear from his dialogue that he knows how to fight professionally/cleverly and would have given a hard challenge. ]

Are they underrated?  YES / NO / IDK. [ i mentioned before that Gerson has ties with lots of major characters - I hardly see it being put into action or talked about! i also have a soft spot for elder/older characters in general since they seem to be overlooked in favor for younger characters that carry the action of plots - which I understand and totally get, but I still like to put these characters out there for the sake of it ]

Were they relevant for the main story?  YES / NO.

Were they relevant for the main character? YES / NO / THEY’RE THE PROTAG. [ he was a funny merchant dude that said ��wahaha” a whole bunch of times and carried a magnifying glass; sure he and Frisk would have been good friends after the golden ending but most people have forgotten about their interaction with Gerson once out of Waterfall ]

Are they widely known in their world? YES / NO. [ as one of the older if not oldest Monsters in the Underground, or from his reputation as the “Hammer of Justice” from wartime. he is also a historian and is noted to have written a few of the books in the Librarby. definitely known in the Underground, but probably only in that community ]

How’s their reputation?  GOOD / BAD / NEUTRAL. [ as mentioned before, a benefactor to the community and maybe even a sagely figure. a source of wisdom (even if cheeky) and a person of stability ]

How strictly do you follow canon?  — ehhhhhhhhhh both extremely canon compliant and then hands off the wheel, let jesus drive me away~ i only have so much canon material to work with so i have milked as much as offered to me, then went off to forge my own path in order to patch up the missing holes then add a few sprinkles. the base of the character is all there, but if you really want to get invested with him (or me) then we have a lot to walk through.

SELL YOUR MUSE! Aka try to list everything, which makes your muse interesting in your opinion to make them spicy for your mutuals.  —  old tortoise (NOT TURTLE) guy sells knick-knacks and cracks jokes, knows everyone’s dirty secrets but thinks they’re just funny to think about them than use them. an elder in the community who has stories to tell and lessons to teach, who has lived through half of recorded history and now spends his time just trying to make things around him interesting. a war veteran who protects his community and understands the horror of the world, but keeps eyes looking into the future even in the face of grimness itself. plays the accordion and harmonica, could probably square dance if he knew what that was. will call you kiddo.

Now the OPPOSITE, list everything why your muse could not be so interesting (even if you may not agree, what does the fandom perhaps think?).  —  little to no motivation to find a passion for himself that would benefit or service just himself; his entire sense of worth comes from servicing others in some way (being a soldier and protecting people; recording history in order to teach future generations; maintaining a shop in order to literally service others) and lack of action due to decrepitude in old age. close-minded compared to other Monsters, as he doesn’t actually take to think of humans or outsiders kindly; judgmental to the point of being racist. proud and dislikes being one-upped that it could lead to pettiness, and despite his positive outlooks, very pessimistic worldview.

What inspired you to rp your muse?  —  funfact: Gerson is my first tumblr RP muse ever, and since i was worried about duplicate anxiety when i first started i specifically wrote him since he was a smaller character with less attention - i’ve since learned i have no anxiety about it so it’s no longer a problem, but what keeps me going today is the challenge of writing someone so different from me. the elder aesthetic along with homely, almost cottagecore kind of vibe is also appealing, and the humor that comes with gerson is a joy to write out.

What keeps your inspiration going?  —  reading literature, music, artwork, pinterest, replaying the game, and doing little hobbies that would embody the character (collecting or sewing, for example) are things i can do by myself, but with other people i have the most drive when i can have friendly and nonpersonal arguments/debates about character motives or about source material like what made a character act like this or that, or about really anything as long as it makes me seriously think about characters critically and force me to recognize flaws.

Some more personal questions for the mun.

Give your mutuals some insight about the way you are in some matters, which could lead them to get more comfortable with you or perhaps not.

Do you think you give your character justice?  YES / NO / I SINCERELY HOPE I DO? [ unfortunately i’m not a tortoise monster who lived for probably centuries if not decades older than myself, but i enjoy writing older characters and hope that other ppl see the potential gerson has like i do ]

Do you frequently write headcanons?  YES / NO / SORT OF? [ you know when you have a concept and in your own mind you can see it clearly, without fuzziness or confusion, but you can’t seem to put it clearly into words without it turning into an essay because you need to connect all the other points that’s in the single concept you envisioned? yea. ]

Do you sometimes write drabbles?  YES / NO [ bro i should.. ]

Do you think a lot about your Muse during the day? YES / NO [ hmu if you got pinterest and i’ll give u tons and tons of boards ]

Are you confident in your portrayal?  YES / NO / SORT OF? [ this is unfair to answer as (AFAIK) i am the only person writing Gerson in... any capacity. despite that i like to think i bring out the humorous side of him, and show ppl that he and other NPCs are tons of potentials and shouldn’t be overlooked because they aren’t popular ]

Are you confident in your writing?  YES / NO. [ i always believed my style and my skill in not only PSDs or aesthetics, but analysis or understanding was always a bit plain, without much flourish or complexity. while that is appealing on its own and has its own merits, i can’t help but feel i can always push myself to do a little more, add a little flavor, or paint an image that could only be done in writing. although i am doing enough to get the job done, i’m searching for a certain voice of writing that i like and want to integrate into creative writing in order to make it more personalized and more engaging. ]

Are you a sensitive person?  YES / NO. / SORTA. [ i despise pussyfooting and will often tell ppl straight up if i have a problem with them or something about them; straightforwardness, honesty, and integrity are some of my core values and that includes being harsh if it comes to it in order to keep order ]

Do you accept criticism well about your portrayal?  —  assuming it’s rooted in goodwill or from a point of analysis, absolutely! it’s one of the direct sources for growth and getting better at any craft, but as Tumblr loves to be.... jumpy, i’m always cautious when its not from someone i know.

Do you like questions, which help you explore your character?  —  YEA BUDDYYYYY

If someone disagrees to a headcanon of yours, do you want to know why?  —  absolutely, i thrive off friendly discourse as i mentioned.

If someone disagrees with your portrayal, how would you take it?  —  if we don’t discuss it as above, in lit any other case i’d say “well there are other blogs to follow” but since i’m like 99% sure i’m the only gerson blog that isn’t applicable lmao; the point still stands that everyone has the freedom to write a character as they wish. there are valid reasons to dislike a portayal but not a lot of valid reasons to attack someone for it - with the exception of ppl being gross. stop that, nasty.

If someone really hates your character, how do you take it?  —  strangely. it’s not my job to make people like a character, you either like them or not. if you dislike them for unreasonable points then, to leave in the previous response, “clowns will be clowns, no matter what you do. I just don’t get why you would follow someone if you hate their character to begin with.”

Are you okay with people pointing out your grammatical errors?  —  of course, as long as it’s polite and all that jazz!

Do you think you are easy going as a mun?   —  depends on the meaning - i like making new friends and i find it easy to talk to new people, be it about roleplay or other things like organizing video game play sessions. however, i also have on multiple occasions have approached ppl privately saying “this is annoying/this is problematic/this is inappropriate, stop” and been met with general disdain for voicing such so Who Knows..... (tm). at least on a private level. here, publicly, i’m pretty relaxed! memes and jokes are abound. as long as a person can be mature and responsible for their actions we can vibe, yo.

[sotorubio]

almost forgot to do this but i was tagged by @biferris thank u zoe!! 💛

Answer 17 questions and tag 17 people!

Name: Silja

Age: 18

Zodiac: capricorn sun ♑

Height: 163 cm or so (aka 5'4 maybe? according to google)

Hogwarts House: pretty sure it was ravenclaw

The last thing I googled: well smfhkd "cm to feet converter" but before making this post the last thing was smth abt how i'm supposed to give a presentation in sims 4

Song stuck in my head: ikuinen vappu by jvg bc it came on shuffle like just a few mins ago when i got back from walking the dog

Number of followers: hmm i never check it but i think last time i looked at it i had just hit 100 on this blog! 💛

Amount of sleep: like 8-9 hours atm thanks to the summer holidays & my meds but when it's regular school days, well we do not think abt that 😌

Lucky number: 2

Wearing: a warm dressing gown thingy

Favorite song: aaaa it changes so often but lately ive had On Fire by THE ROOP on repeat

Favorite instrument: well i play the kantele so i feel obligated to say that but also!! i LOOOVE the cello

Favorite author: i don't think i rly have one but tove jansson is probably like. the most influencial one from my childhood so!

Aesthetic: the 80s is a huge one for sure! also if like.. autumn counts as an aesthetic? the weather, nature & warm coats/scarves + horror movies & other fall activities i love that vibe

Favorite animal sounds: aw this is so cute :') probably cats meowing n whatever cranes & swans do when they move south which adds to the autumn aes

Random: i never think of anything random but hmm one time i was in a play/musical that the president was invited to (he couldn't make it so they sent a minister instead but still pretty dope)

cannot for the life of me come up w 17 whole ppl so I'll leave this one open for any of my mutuals/followers on here these r rly fun to answer so go ahead !!

[fyrapartnersearch]

[insert catchy title here]

hey, i'm tea (like the beverage). i'm in my early 20’s, and i live in midwestern USA so my timezone is central. i roleplay exclusively through email. i’ve tried other mediums and they just don’t stick for me. there will be an ooc thread for plotting/planning/talking and an rp thread for the actual roleplay. my ads never fully format properly after i submit them so i’m sorry if some stuff bleeds together or if there are huge blocks of text.

for the rp itself, well. i’m looking for a small array of things, so i figured i’d make an ad as a catch-all instead of doing something like one ad per request. i will only do oc/oc romance, and i only do m// and/or f//.

i’m currently looking to roleplay ocs in the following universes: fallout, percy jackson, harvest moon, and atla/lok. and for a purely original setting, apocalypse/post-apocalypse (zombies are good in my book! i like ‘em with a creative twist, though) or horror romcoms.

style; ☆third person. ☆past tense. ☆novel or multi-paragraph; i can snap out four paragraphs or 20, usually novel but like i can work w/ anything. ☆good handle on grammar, maybe some spelling errors if i’m responding from my phone. i’m very relaxed with typing OOC as u can tell but i go all out with actual writing, don’t worry.

characters; ☆varied in personality and backstory, i usually make new ones for rps but sometimes a character sticks with me. ☆i can handle various roles at once; side characters or recurring roles aside from mains are welcome. ☆doubling or tripling is alright. ☆i don’t use FC’s and prefer written descriptions, but i’m a hoe for pinterest and moodboards and use that for character references. i’m super into aesthetics. ☆i get attached to our characters so i’m into talking about them and making content. expect me making pinboards or drawing things or sending u vines/songs and being like “this is them.”

smut; ☆required. i don’t fade to black. ☆switch characters by default. i will die if you come to me with the intention of only playing bottom characters. ☆no incest, pedo, bestiality, toilet stuff, noncon, mpreg. please don’t contact me if u support any of that stuff in any way. i’ve had people contact me who have links online and i’ve found out they’ve written incest or pedo fanfics, so like… in general, stay away plz.

i prefer my partners to be 18+ minimum, 20+ is best case scenario. none of the characters will be underage and would be in their twenties or older.

AND NOW… ONTO THE UNIVERSE RELEVANCE… i’d looove to play any of these, but asterisks are for particular cravings.

FALLOUT; i’ve only played F3 and a little bit of F4 i know i’m a newbie. 😞 everyone tells me to play NV and i will! i’m working on it. i have no plot in mind other than it could be fun to make our own setting/area of the US they haven’t explored in canon, like mountains or something. but otherwise staying in canon areas is good! ☆ghoul/non-radiated person ☆fresh-outta-the-vault/wasteland veteran ☆sole-survivor/oc ☆lone wanderer/oc ☆regular oc/oc!

PERCY JACKSON;*** i never read heroes of olympus or any other riordan book beside the original PJO books. BUT i love the original series so that will be my focus. for the plot, i don’t have anything, but i’ve seen a couple ads floating around with some interesting plot bunnies? so anything is good! there is one proposal i’ve seen around that i think would be really fun, which is ocs in pjo in another time period. what can i say, the combination demigod/mythology + aesthetics from the 18th or 19th century just gets to me, i’m rlly into it atm! dashing adventures on cobblestone streets and deadly weapons hidden in skirts and tucked into the lining of carriages. PLUS U CANNOT DENY HOW PERIOD PINING KILLS U… brushing pinkies… longing gazes… i’m so down. but any time period to be honest, from ancient greece BCE to modern day. i’ve got a couple plot ideas + character ideas i’d like to try out so i’m ready when u are. some pairings ideas: ☆big three demigod/extremely minor demigod kid ☆demigod/satyr or spirit ☆demigod/someone who can see through the mist ☆demigods with a parental rivalry ☆BEST FRIENDS bro CHB is like. peak best friends to lovers scenario

STORY OF SEASONS/HARVEST MOON; alright, this one is pretty different. this would be very video game-like: heart events, character gift preferences, festival events, the whole nine yards. i have a couple of ideas for a town setting, but mostly i’d like to make one with my partner:

☆fantasy-based, like rune factory. along with humans, there could be dwarves, elves, mermaids/mermen, selkies, magic-users… maybe a shape-shifting dragon ☆supernatural-based, maybe a halloweentown vibe? or something more sinister. along with humans, there could be vampires, werewolves, demons, witches, ghosts, et cetera. ☆pokemon-based. instead of regular farm animals, they’re pokemon! miltank, combee, mareep, sudowoodo, et cetera. this could be suuuuper cute and fun. ☆LOZ-based, in hyrule. there could be hylians, rito, zora, et cetera.

A:TLA/LOK;** i’d prefer something set either before a:tla or after lok with our own avatar and group. could be fun and interesting to explore and make our own story. i have an idea for an avatar just because i’ve been thinking of avatar in general but i really don’t have a preference for the role so lmk if you’d rather play it. i also have a few little plot ideas, depending on what the timeline we shoot for is. ☆avatar/bender helping them master an element ☆avatar/non-bender ☆airbender/firebender ☆any/any!

APOCALYPSE/POST-APOCALYPSE;*** what can i say? every once in a while, i get bitten by the apocalypse bug. i’m used to doing post-apocalypse, where people are living on in the world after it’s ravaged, with it being the only world they’ve ever known. which is fun! but i’m also down for a current apocalypse, where people live their daily lives and are forced to adjust to the world following a catastrophic event. i’ll be honest, i prefer this genre with some sort of monster. usually zombie and I KNOW they’re overrated and everywhere ok but it’s a classic. i’m into zombies mostly in the vein of tlou or have a more creative twist but i’m cool with any. and that said, doesn’t have to be zombies! i’d love to do an apocalyptic rp with a different monster, from the supernatural to the paranormal to the extraterrestrial. a character being immune to whatever’s going down would be fun too.

HORROR/SUPERNATURAL ROMCOM; i prefer horror-comedy like the addams family with quirky horror stuff, so i’m not looking too much for anything genuinely frightening (but that could be super fun too! lmk how u feel). accidentally summoning a demon, someone accidentally selling their soul, vampires who have only been vampires for like a year, horribly unlucky witches, people investigating mysterious supernatural happenings in their town, roadtrips to hell, stuff like that. any and everything is good, my options are beyond open. also in general i prefer human/non-human pairings, so anything along those lines in a setting like this will work. werewolves, demons, vampires, witches, send them all my way.

 email; ☆teamiscellaneous@gmail.com  

[charlotteswebbbbb]

What's the vibe? #8

A short one today.

We wish for world peace! A missile has landed in Poland which is not good. FTX (a Binance competitor) has gone bust. Binance also sponsored Primavera Sound Festival this year.

This seems pretty basic findings to say that some people are trying to avoid the algorithmic ways of consuming right now. Another mystery luxury box provider which I think is an interesting concept.

One of my new favourite writers on the internet is Rian Phin - I feel very late to this but they're really good at explaining about personal style. Personal style is probably the best thing we as a society should encourage, not only on the commodification side of things (which yuck, I can't believe I thought of that) but sustainability reasons. Rian in one of their videos talks about why people don't want to develop their own aesthetic - basically safety in numbers - and how much comfort an aesthetic community provides even if there's no risk taking involved.

This one is my new favourite - I love the way she describes Rick's manifesto and meaning of his brand. So passionate, so cool.

This also connects to popularity amongst the most niche things - MUBI, NTS, Criterion Collection - and maybe a great things for local businesses who encourage this? I'm thinking local cinemas, smaller boutiques?

Just on this note also - in 2007 Dana Thomas did this lecture at Google based on her book How Luxury Lost it's Luster and the points that she makes are very similar (pre/kissing recession culture).

Nordstrom collaboration:

Exhibitions I'm curious about atm:

The horror one at Somerset House

The New Black Vanguard at Saatchi

Africa Fashion / Hallyu at the V&A

Reading List:

[conqueered]

I'm fucked.... I need thoughts please

I caught feelings for someone I know and sucked his dick too. We’ve been friends for almost a year now but a few months in I started thinking that I wanted to be more then friends. I confronted him with my feelings and he didn’t reciprocate them. After like a couple weeks things settled back into the regular rhythm and the feelings had gone mostly. Around December though when I thought everything was over, we were hanging out at his house for I think the first or second time. I had known we had similar likes and interests before, but actually being in his space I realized we had so many more in common, and at the same or greater level. Near the end of it he needed to change and do something, and he left the door wide open, and I’m sitting there like “I really want to look, but at the same time I need to respect his privacy.” I pointed it out after he was done that he left it wide open and he was like “oh, I know.” At this point my mind is thinking “uuuummmm…did he leave that open for me to look, or am I just imagining this???” So then after I packed my stuff, he walked me out to my car, we conversed a little bit and I must have said something like “oh I wish we could have done something a little more”(in a nonsexual innocent way (because we just watched movies all day)). BUTTT he replied with “yea, we both wanted to do a little more.” At this point in my head I’m like: “whaaaaat. thefuckdoyoumean. by that?????”

Jumping forward now a couple more months, I had gone through some life changes to where I was focused on other things like finding a job and a new place to stay. Once life came together I started to think about him again, but he was on vacation in another state so I couldn’t see him for weeks. However once he had gotten back I took the first chance I could, which happened to be at a doctor’s office right next to my work because he had gotten sick. So like the idiot I am, I waiting at the doctors office as a surprise in case he needed anything for being sick. He comes out and the vibes are totally weird at this point. I ask him about his trip but he isn’t really talking much, so we awkwardly part ways.

Moving forward again to a couple weeks ago, i out of the blue ask to hangout and he accepts. Things are different this time though for both of us. We catch up and even though he says life things aren’t the greatest atm, he is warm and nice to be around in a way that is shifted from normal. I had to leave because of next day responsibilities, but we hugged and told me to text him when I got home. After this I invited him for a night out on the 4th of July thinking it could be a fun time to get out and also spend some quality monuments together. It ended up not happening though because he was having a #depression day, which I totally understand. I expressed my intentions and a little bit of sadness, but then he said he wanted to make it up to me on Friday with an adventure, and I said yes.

Okay so Friday came right and the whole time I was at work I couldn’t wait to drive over afterwards. 6:30 rolls around and I get there 20 mins later and stroll the fuck up lookin and feelin cute as hell. I ask what we’re doing and neither of us has a clue, so we start watching Little Shop of Horrors. During this time I start getting in my own head and work up the courage to ask him what he meant way back in December. Neither of us remembered exactly what was said because it had been 7+ months ago, however it did prompt a discussion about attraction and if sex would ruin the friendship. He had stated that it could happen and never be spoken about again, make the relationship reeeeally awkward, or could potentially strengthen and improve the relationship, but he usually likes to keep friends and sex separate. At this point my anxiety was building so I didn’t continue the conversation, but something happened when he went to change some laundry and my mind said fuck it. I had told him point blank “*points to pants* Hey I won’t have the courage to do this in a few minutes but I wanna suck ya dick.” I think this took both of us a little of guard, but he smiled, laughed a little bit, and gurl when he walked out from behind the counter he was full-on tenting! He accepted and I was just shocked that it even worked, like I didn’t know what I was expecting to happen. So we go to his room and he’s bein all cute and a little shy like “we don’t have to do this today if you don’t want” or “we’ll go at your speed, I don’t want to make you do anything uncomfortable.” All this time I’m like, no I’m good, this is happening. I pull his pants down, and the D is like…. so aesthetically pleasing and big, but not too big. I start sucking him off and it is soooo enjoyable for me and him. After the deed is did we go back to watching the movie like normal friends, we talk about it, and eventually come to the conclusion that I can happen again. Movie ends, he hugs me goodbye and tells me to get home safe and to message him when I do.

Now you might be thinking that everything sounds good and perfect, but like I stated in my first sentence i’m catching feelings so hard right now. I know the deed happened but i’m not sure in his mind, if it is opening the door for a deeper relationship, or if it is just a fwb situation. I feel like the signals I get from him are mixed and I can’t quite figure out how he is feeling like I can with most people, which honestly scares me because there is a possibility we aren’t on the same page at all.

Am I just really lonely and imagining something more, or is this something that could actually happen?? I don’t know and its driving me insane, plus my anxiety and depression aren’t helping either. I don’t want to tell anyone I know in real life, because their view is ofc going to be skewed in my favor, of they’ll say I need to chill out. Y'all are the only people i’ve told this story to, so if you want to weigh in, please do. Help me out here.

[a-very-little-nightmares]

Rules, answer 20 questions then tag 20 people you want to get to know better.

Thank you @trish-chan my fellow comrade in hananene fandom😘 for tagging me on this before🤗 as promised. Im gonna do my best to answer all the following questions below😅.

Name: kristine

Nickname: Gracey

Zodiac sign: pisces

Height: (lol im scared and kinda embarassed to put my height in this,😂😅, im insecure about my height well..) 5'0 😔 smol girl here haha!

Languages: lil bit of japanese(currently studying nihonggo), im in between good and bad when it comes to english language😅, my mothertounge is filipino language.

Nationality: proud filipina! But my mom said to me before that we had a blood of japanese side😅

Favorite season: well in ph. We only got two seasons here so I think, rainy season? Because the aesthetic vibes that I love about so much!!

8. Favorite flower: hydrangeas😍, especially a red rose😍 im planning to have a rose inside a clear glass like in disney's beauty and the beast😍

9. Favorite scent: Im always a fan of sweet scents😍, i also love the aesthetic smell of the rain.

10. Favorite color: Yellow, Black, Red, and pastel colors😍

11. Favorite animal: Penguin😍 are so cute if its possible to have a pet and manages to survive in a tropical country where I lives, I probably want to have penguins as my pet! And also a dog, I have a pet dog atm anyway so it's enough😍

12. Favorite fictional character: wahh they are so many most of them are my husbandos tho lol😂, LUCAS (SUDDENLY BECAME A PRINCESS, WMMAP), TSUKASA, I ALWAYS FORGOT THAT HE WAS A BAD GUY BECAUSE OF HIS CUTENESS!, TANJIRO AND ZENITSU, I SHIP THIS TWO😍, tsunayoshi sawada from katekyo hitman reborn, kei takishima, from special a, tamahome from fushigiyuugi, syaoran from cardcaptor sakura, cloud strife from final fantasy, he so cool and handsome kyah!😍😍, edward from hello lady lynn series (old but still gold, 90's hotttest character lol)

13. Cofee, tea or hot chocolate: well can I picked all of them, I love these three😍

14. Average amount of sleep: well to be honest, I have a so called abnormal type of sleepin sometimes I don't sleep, but I think about 4 hrs? Lol

15. Dogs or cats: umm both😅

16. Number of blankets you sleep in: just one , whenever im scared I always hid inside my blanket, acting like my shield😂 im such a scaredy cat lol but surprisingly depends on my mood I can watch horror movies alone without my blanket😂 lol im a lil bit of courageous girl🤣

17. Dream trip: I always wanted to go to greece and experience greek mythology vibes there, and damn In japan, I want to visit the shrine, having picnics and sakura sightseeing and participate in star festival there, wew there were lots of things i want to do there😍,and italy too such a romantic place!

18. Blog established: you mean this tumblr blog I just started within this year since, in other social platforms it doesn't seem to fit the vibes whenever I post something about everything most of them are hananene content tho haha🤣 but im glad i met a lot of people here on tumblr who had a same taste, fandoms like mine😍

19.followers: well i dont really mind if I have lots or smallest amount of followers, below hundred I think? 50? Lol idk hahahahaha!

20. Random fact: Im a walking disaster!😅 im definitely a clumsy type of person lol!, Im also unfortunate when it comes to romance 😑 last time I confessed to a guy I like he just steal away my firskiss, such a jerk😠😡, I love marshmallows so much😍 and also desserts😍 I love music so much, I can draw a descent sketch🤗, i daydream a lot lol, Im a collector of cute stuff toys. I can watch horror movies alone at night with lights off😈 I can punch boys lol😂 last time I've been on a fight with a boy lol😂

Tag 20 people: omg well I don't really know when to start since Im kind of a bit shy to tag people since im new on tumblr hahaha

@hananeneheaven @bloodredruby @wisteliazen @daikonsenpai @hanamane @hanakokunstories

PLEASE DON'T KILL ME FOR TAGGING YOU GUYS HAHA😘 some of you i think already done this but im gonna tag you anyway lol🤣

Going to edit this later since im lacking of people to tag😅

-if you have a free time feel free to answer all 20 questions on this post😃

rules: answer 20 questions, then tag 20 people you'd like to get to know better.

wow! it's my first time to get one of these on tumblr~ thank you @wisteliazen for tagging me ♡ we've been mutuals for a while now and i'm really glad that we've finally had a conversation! i've been wanting to talk to you about HanaNene and JSHK but i didn't know how to start!

1. name: Tricia

2. nickname: Trish

3. zodiac sign: Leo

4. height: 5'2"

5. languages: Filipino, English, & a little bit of French!

6. nationality: i'm a proud Filipino!

7. favorite season: here in the Philippines, we only have rainy and sunny seasons. i prefer the rainy season though!

8. favorite flower: i love roses! i had a rose plant once in our garden but it didn't survived because of the weather :(

9. favorite scent: something mild and sweet, but i love the smell of strawberries!

10. favorite color: i absolutely adore pastel colors! But specifically, my favorite is the color blue.

11. favorite animal: foxes! they are so cute! i haven't seen one in real life but still cute!

12. favorite fictional character: i have a lot! there's the Toilet Trio and Tsukasa from JSHK, Yato from Noragami, Zenitsu from KNY, Byakuya from Danganronpa, Kenji from My Little Monster and many more!

13. coffee, tea, or hot chocolate: i love coffee in the mornings and hot chocolate when it's cold out!

14. average amount of sleep: 6-7 hours? school is out so i can finally get the sleep i've been missing!

15. dogs or cats: doggos! i'm a dog person!

16. number of blankets you sleep with: only one! i only use it when it gets really cold at night.

17. dream trip: Japan! i really want to see the cherry blossoms there!

18. blog established: 2017, i'm still a little new here! i still remember using this just to save high-quality photos xD

19. followers: almost at 500! yay! it's only been a few months when I fully turned this into a JSHK blog, wow!

20. random fact: i study French at school! but i don't use the words i've learned often. i also started practicing coloring manga panels and it's so fun to do! oh, and i can't sleep without a pillow to hug. (yes, this is random lol)

tag 20 people: i won't be able to tag 20 people.. but i will tag those who i've interacted with and want to know more about them! when i started Tumblr, i didn't expect to meet so many nice people here it's unreal! i'll be tagging my fellow HanaNene stans as well! i love y'all! ❤ i love gushing about HanaNene and JSHK with you guys so much! @weenkun (oh my gosh i just saw your post but let me tag you here) @wingsonghalo @daikonsenpai @bloodredruby @hanakokunstories @hananeneheaven @hanamane @isentyoumytbhkmemeplzrespond @steropeshu @daikondiva @aphkalmarassasin @kermitbread @certainyanderecatperson @sunlightinourheadlights @amanebae @amaliashiro @portableusbstick

if you see this in your dash, feel free to do this if you want!~