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radioactivetirade · 2 years ago

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genuinely the lowest ive been in years rn. one of those extra shitty days where it literally feels like the world is out to get you yknow :/ shit went wrong from the second i started my day to now 18 hours later . god and i cant even do drugs about it

#first i got only a few hrs of sleep bc my friend needed some support last night #dont regret that but doesnt stop me from being shit tired #i had a full on breakdown over having no fucking friends at school #i had webkinz shit blast from my laptop in the middle of uni class truly humiliating #oh and forgot about how since theres 2 busses that are almost the same i accidentally got on the wrong one #which meant i had to get off in wpg winter wind and find a new bus and walked into class late #anyway then my brain just . wouldnt fucking work on the assignment i had due #then i finally after hours finished it only to find out that my new laptop fucked something up #and i wasnt able to upload any of my files anywhere #so i had to copy paste my whole fucking paper into an email to my profs bc i literally had no other choice #like its possible if i gave an excuse w no proof of completion this close to the deadline that it wouldnt be accepted #so uh yah i feel like shit im dumb as fuck im a repellant human being and i . fuck #i have rly truly genuinely never wished more for either the ability to hibernate #or do many many many many drugs about how im feeling #like goddamn i just literally feel like screaming buzzing in my head and under my skin like i feel actually insane #like not ok

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