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Knight is also making the most money (most likely) so you need her producing, versus a younger play who is closer to the average or minimum salary
If she was smart she would be open to renegotiating
#itâs also tough bc I understand the point of the fa sognings#like these players have been making minimum wage or less playing for club#and they finally want to make a respectable salary esp for a 30 something#so they negotiate this agreement#but itâs all groupthink#and yes league sustainability is in the right place#but now you are putting the players just starting off mostly in the same place as you were
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Dc x Dp Prompt #3
Immortal Ghost King Au:
Daniel Fenton was crowned as High King Phantom of the Infinite Realms on his 16th birthday. He knew many were opposed to him being crowned at such a young age (he was too), but the Realms had gone too long without a ruler and it was getting restless.
The Realms were sentient to some extent. It can not run itself as it has no form but it chooses a host, a King if you will, to fulfill its wishes. It may have lived on an entire millennia without a ruler, but it was only out of sheer luck and the contributions of countless gods that it had survived. The Infinite Realms needed a King and Danny Phantom was the only contender.
So the people were ignored and their boy king was crowned. However Phantom was young and naive, a child as both a human and a ghost. Even worse, he knew nothing about being a king. But the little godling would learn and learn he did.
Most kings were taught before they were coronated, but Danny had no such privilege. His coronation came and left with the wind. His private lessons overshadowed any thoughts he had left of mortal schooling. And Danny gave up on living a normal human life.
That last part was perhaps the easiest for Danny. Amity Park was already considered too liminal for them to have any âsentienceâ. The GIW had all but declared war on the Realms with their continuous violent actions upon his people and the land itself.
It wasnât difficult for Amity to give up their ârightsâ and âhumanityâ either. They said good riddance to the world that never helped them, to the heroes that ignored their cries for help. And they bowed to Phantom, declaring him their King, just as he declared them citizens of the Infinite Realms.
He welcomed his liminals with open arms, vowing to protect them from any harm that would come their way, just as he would with any of his other citizens. He gave them a home in the Realms, an island- no a haunt of their own should they wish to truly reject the land of the living, and they accepted. Not many wanted to try their luck against the human government.
But with a God, no, their King on their side, they knew their safety and happiness was all but assured. After all, it was Phantom who protected them even as they turned their own backs at him. It was Phantom who fought against foes that could have erased him from existence.
And of course it was Phantom who would now receive any and all support he could ever want and need should he declare war against the humans of Earth. No, there was no need for people of the Infinite Realms to worry. High King Phantom was a God after all. It was only ever his right to exact divine punishment onto those who opposed and threatened his will. It was not their fault if the humans actively went against his will. No, the humans had no one but themselves to blame for whatever came for them.
#dc x dp#dp x dc#dc x dp prompt#dp x dc prompt#the infinite realms is home to more than just ghosts#like demons and other things too#it uses the king as its host to ensure its peopleâs survival and in turn makes the king a god#pariah dark went against the realms will#so he was sealed away and not killed because you can not kill an already dead god#the people of the realms were skeptical of having such a young king#but Dannyâs a quick learner and turned out to be really good#amity park vs GIW wouldnât be the first war heâs led#Danny gave himself a god complex bc people respect him more that way#itâs a mask he only uses outside of the realms#heâs acts normally when heâs with citizens of the realms#can a god even have a god complex??#amity park moved to the infinite realms after the GIW tried killing them all#JL and JLD are struggling trying to find a way to negotiate a peace agreement#but amity park feels abandoned and spiteful so they refuse#lucky for the JL that itâs Phantom whoâs in charge#or maybe thatâs the reason theyâre not so lucky#amity found out Danny was a god and ran with it#this might be a good way to like make this into an arranged marriage au with a person of your choice#make Danny as old or as young as you want#Danny will do what he needs to make sure his people are safe and happy
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based off this video. i think teto is a union man
#art#traditional art#watercolour#fanart#vocal synth#kasane teto#synthv#utau#utauloid#koharu rikka#synthesizer v#voicepeak#my vocal synth tagging systems are getting messier and messier by the second#anyway i dont know why i picture her caring a lot about labour rights and regulations. its probably because 1)#shes just been around so long and has been actively updated this whole time#(not just the sv bank release but also her utau banks as well) so she probably has lots of experience#and 2) twindrill somehow managed to snag a commercial voicebank contract that lets them keep up the utau banks too#which i do appreciate. i like hearing voices on all kinds of software but it sucks that a lot of utau that move commercial take down their#old voicebanks. probably licensing stuff in like vocaloid and such's agreements#although the two utau who have sv banks (teto and renri) were both able to keep up their old stuff so maybe sv has looser contracts?#sv is made by the moresampler guy after all. maybe theyre a little more open about it#anyway i think thats why i picture her being really savvy with this stuff LOL i think shes great at chilchucking it you know#advocating for her fellow synths and negotiating contracts the whole nine yards#i think she will unionize your vocal synths. i think she will unionize them.
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"Due to recording arrangements, this video's audio will be Japanese. We apologize for any inconvenience caused."
"Due to recording arrangements"
#đ | og posts#honkai star rail#hsr#(copied from the caption of Rappa's âKeeping up with Star Railâ video that released a few hours ago)#not sure if it's a voiceover studio issue or a hoyoverse issue cus i need to look into the strike more but either way I hope they come to a#agreement soon and keep AI outta the voiceover industry (from a source I found it looks like the negotiations will resume on the 23rd? so#there's definitely at least a lil hope)#Argenti's english VA's already been replaced (nothing against his new VA) but if we lose Andrew Russell and Bill Butts too istg
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Do you think everyone in the European Union is laughing behind Drakoviaâs back about how theyâre kinda cringe.
#like ok Mr âStudied the bladeâ can you please sit tf down so we can get on with these trade agreement negotiations#if Cordinia is the laughing stock of Europe then Drakovia is team doing too much#playchoices#choices#crimes of passion#choices crimes of passion#choices cop
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Kink stuff
The past few months low key interest in topping and very person-specific dominance has escalated into a fully blown obsession like I catch myself planning out sadism scenarios with people I've not yet made any proper negotiations or agreements with. I'm having dom-crushes on people. I actively look for things to scratch that itch with since I don't have any active subs. Cmon.
#bluh bluh#Kink tag#This shouldn't be surprising but it's a little annoying#The boy and I are actively negotiating about this and I've approached my side of the agreement and now I'm waiting for#him to meet my baseline requirement#It's frustrating because he's like you could always suggest this more!#and I'm like I can't make more offers if I don't know you'll be responsive to them because it's really sucking any authority I still have#out of me that you're continuously rejecting my suggestions like that's not helpful for either of us if the aim is that you submit to me#I want to do this for me that's kind of the point I can't keep throwing you balls if you're not ready to receive even the easy ones#So idk but he's got homework to do his half these two weeks that I'm gone#And then we have a scene set for a party in september#We'll see about the rest#Anyway if you know a sub looking for a dom in the Stockholm area I'm all ears#I'm mostly interested in protocol discipline and pain and would be very keen on a sub willing to serve as my guinea pig to practice on
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You know I see these posts about how maturity should be the standard and i start to agree untill i realize just how many fucking conversations ive had about maturity not even being a real thing??
Like people will believe what they will but i have times even niw as a fully grown adult that i recognize i am absolutely not fucking mature at all. And i stop myself then and ask what the hell maturity is, and every time i look it up because i want a source that isnt just my brain, i get a completely different answer. It really depends if you get it from merriam webster or this one guy on quora. One maybe be far more credible, but its not just one guy on quora. Ots a whole lot of people saying very different things to the actual definition of what mature is. This indicates that either education globally is fucking awful (which may not be wrong tbf) or that possibly what we understand to be matuity is a complex and nuanced thing that is unmeasurable and is probably sonething else actually
Like i dont know what fucking metric you want to use for "if this person consents to having medical bills" or whatever but if it isnt age then maybe something more concrete and physically measurable than maturity? Or maybe if we *cannot* have sonething concrete and measurable because that thing doesnt exist somehow, then perhaps we can say "to each their own" and just go with what the person fucking says they want?
I dont know about yall but i feel like im saying and not saying so much here. But like. Maybe let people make their own choices. Their own mistakes. And help them so that those mistakes are reversible. Other than that i dont feel like i should get a say in what someone else does. Just. End of story.
#important bit that doesnt fit in with the post structure:#do whatever you want forever#so long as it doesnt affect anyone else AND IF IT DOES#then idk maybe you two should talk it out and come to a fucking agreement on something#the thing that adults do. talk about shit.#if what you mean by Mature is that you can understand complex topics and navigate scenarios with fundamentally different people#to resolve conflicts then MAYBE you can call that maturity as that is easily learnable and testable#but when it comes to implementing that systemically oh boy i know thats gping to be a problem with most people on earth#like i dont know man if i can negotiate compromises at fucking 10 with my parents and trying to fix their marriage maybe i am Mature#or maybe i have several mental illnesses#those things can be separate and exist at the same time yes but idk if the systems we have today are SO convoluted maybe just#build better systems? so that whatever definition of maturity put in practice can handle them?#and i know thats asking to fix the world but like#maybe we should. maybe we can come together and build our own systems that make fucking sense actually#any other ideas beyond age or maturity im welcome to hear it. but if there is going to be policing let it be on something that is physical#and factual. otherwise let there be no fucking policing. is my point.#the law does not protect the citizens the fact that we must conform to society fucking proves that. the citizens are Too Weird
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"In a historic âfirst-of-its-kindâ agreement the government of British Colombia has acknowledged the aboriginal ownership of 200 islands off the west coast of Canada.
The owners are the Haida nation, and rather than the Canadian government giving something to a First Nation, the agreement admits that the âXhaaidlagha Gwaayaaiâ or the âislands at the end of world,â always belonged to them, a subtle yet powerful difference in the wording of First Nations negotiating.
BC Premier David Eby called the treaty âlong overdueâ and once signed, will clear the way for half a million hectares (1.3 million acres) of land to be managed by the Haida.
Postal service, shipping lanes, school and community services, private property rights, and local government jurisdiction, will all be unaffected by the agreement, which will essentially outline that the Haida decide what to do with the 200 or so islands and islets.
âWe could be facing each other in a courtroom, we could have been fighting each other for years and years, but we chose a different path,â said Minister of Indigenous Relations of BC, Murray Rankin at the signing ceremony, who added that it took creativity and courage to âcreate a better world for our children.â
Indeed, making the agreement outside the courts of the formal treaty process reflects a vastly different way of negotiating than has been the norm for Canada.
âThis agreement wonât only raise all boats here on Haida Gwaii â increase opportunity and prosperity for the Haida people and for the whole community and for the whole province â but it will also be an example and another way for nations â not just in British Columbia, but right across Canada â to have their title recognized,â said Eby.
In other words, by deciding this outside court, Eby and the province of BC hope to set a new standard for how such land title agreements are struck."
-via Good News Network, April 18, 2024
#canada#indigenous#first nations#haida#british columbia#canadian politics#land back#indigenous peoples#indigenous rights#indigenous land
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WE LIVE IN A HELL WORLD
Snippets from the article by Karissa Bell:
SAG-AFTRA, the union representing thousands of performers, has struck a deal with an AI voice acting platform aimed at making it easier for actors to license their voice for use in video games. ...
the agreements cover the creation of so-called âdigital voice replicasâ and how they can be used by game studios and other companies. The deal has provisions for minimum rates, safe storage and transparency requirements, as well as âlimitations on the amount of time that a performance replica can be employed without further payment and consent.â
Notably, the agreement does not cover whether actorsâ replicas can be used to train large language models (LLMs), though Replica Studios CEO Shreyas Nivas said the company was interested in pursuing such an arrangement. âWe have been talking to so many of the large AAA studios about this use case,â Nivas said. He added that LLMs are âout-of-scope of this agreementâ but âthey will hopefully [be] things that we will continue to work on and partner on.â
...Even so, some well-known voice actors were immediately skeptical of the news, as the BBC reports. In a press release, SAG-AFTRA said the agreement had been approved by "affected members of the unionâs voiceover performer community." But on X, voice actors said they had not been given advance notice. "How has this agreement passed without notice or vote," wrote Veronica Taylor, who voiced Ash in PokĂŠmon. "Encouraging/allowing AI replacement is a slippery slope downward." Roger Clark, who voiced Arthur Morgan in Red Dead Redemption 2, also suggested he was not notified about the deal. "If I can pay for permission to have an AI rendering of an âA-listâ voice actorâs performance for a fraction of their rate I have next to no incentive to employ 90% of the lesser known âworkingâ actors that make up the majority of the industry," Clark wrote.
SAG-AFTRAâs deal with Replica only covers a sliver of the game industry. Separately, the union is also negotiating with several of the major game studios after authorizing a strike last fall. âI certainly hope that the video game companies will take this as an inspiration to help us move forward in that negotiation,â Crabtree said.
And here are some various reactions I've found about things people in/adjacent to this can do
And in OTHER AI games news, Valve is updating it's TOS to allow AI generated content on steam so long as devs promise they have the rights to use it, which you can read more about on Aftermath in this article by Luke Plunkett
#video games#voice acting#voice actors#sag aftra#ai#ai news#ai voice acting#video game news#Destiel meme#industry bullshit
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this will be a bit of a long post but i ask that you please please read the full thing if you want to know more about Sudan- i feel like not enough people ACTUALLY know what's going on in Sudan. a lot of people have a vague idea that a 'war' and genocide is going on, but it's important to know the specifics as well.
there is extremely little coverage of Sudan from non-Sudanese sources, and even those that DO cover it often paint it as a war between two different generals for power over a country- and to a certain extent, without context, that IS what's happening. for those unaware, the two 'warring factions' in Sudan are the official Sudanese military- the SAF (Sudanese Armed Forces) and the RSF (Rapid Support Forces).
in April 2019, during the Sudanese Revolution, Islamist dictator Omar al-Bashir was deposed by the SAF in response to a mass wave of revolutionary organizing, protests, and sit-ins. Immediately after, the TMC (Transitionary Military Council) was established, with SAF general inspector Abdel Fattah al-Burhan being appointed as the chairman. for a brief time, protestors engaged in negotiations with Burhan, and many believed that he was being ernest in his promises of a true civilian democratic government- but it soon became clear to protestors that he was not actually taking their demands seriously, so demonstrations once again intensified. on June 3, 2019, it was under Burhan's command that the Khartoum Massacre was committed, killing 118 protestors while they were participating in a sit-in at the military headquarters in Khartoum.
as the next few months went by, agreements came about to dissolve the TMC and form a Transitional Sovereignty Council based on a draft of a constitutional declaration. it was supposed to be that a military official would be the chairman for 21 months, then transitioning to a civilian chairman for the next 18 months- but Burhan staged a coup in October of 2021, and dissolved the council and effectively turned the Sudanese government back into a military junta, which was the cause of further protesting.
i want to emphasize the crimes and horrors of the SAF because they are often forgotten in these discussions due to the absolute atrocities committed by the RSF. there is no good guy here- both the SAF and the RSF are vying for dictatorial power. so let's talk about the RSF.
headed by genocidal war criminal Mohamed Hamdan Dagalo, known more widely as "Hemedti", the RSF formed around 2014 due to reorginization of the Janjaweed militias- which were the militias that formed across the Darfuri regions of southwestern Sudan to suppress demonstrations against Bashir's oppressive and racist regime which carried out the first genocide of Massalit and other ethnically non-Arab peoples across Darfur in the early 2000s. so to be succinct- the RSF has direct roots in dictatorial suppression of Sudanis protesting against ethnic cleansing, genocide, and oppression.
for around a decade, the RSF and SAF were different factions of the Sudanese military- both have their roots and a pattern of supporting dictatorial violence and anti-Black genocide. and, on April 15, 2023, these two dictatorial Arab-colonialist powers began fighting out of the blue. fighting has been most intense around Khartoum, the central state and capital city of Sudan, where now an estimated 35% of its residents have been forced to flee, with the rest trapped in the middle of an active war zone.
the RSF has been actively continuing the genocide of non-Arab Darfuri Sudanis that its predecessor the Janjaweed committed 20 years prior. they have been consistently launching attacks against Massalit villages in Darfur and El Geneina. Recently, they have completely ethnically cleansed several Massalit villages, killing hundreds in each one of them. in addition, they are committing so many other war crimes, like sexual violence, blocking access to humanitarian aid, occupying civilian homes and kicking the residents out, along with blatant ethnic cleansing campaigns, mass murder, and targeting of civilians.
but don't think that this is a 'civil war' as many are calling it. a civil war is an internal dispute, but this is far from that. both the SAF and the RSF are supported by external powers, namely the UAE, Saudi Arabia, and Russia, who all provide funding to these groups IN EXCHANGE FOR SUDANESE RESOURCES LIKE GOLD AND OIL. this is, ultimately, not just some random war between two different military groups- it is a war funded by and for foreign colonial powers who have a vested interest in colonizing Sudan for its resources. as an example- the UAE's- and especially Dubai's- infamous gold and jewelry industry, is only made possible by the fact that the UAE illegally smuggles 80% of Sudan's gold- they fund this by sending weapons AND SOLDIERS to the RSF. Several of the gold mines in Sudan are owned and operated by the Russian government.
all of this, both the 'internal' AND the external, colonial aspects of this war and genocide, has led to the world's current WORST humanitarian crisis. not only do LOW estimates place the total murdered in the past year at 150,000, but out of Sudan's population of nearly 47 million, over half (25 million) are in severe need of humanitarian aid, and of those 25 million, over half are children. fighting between the RSF and SAF has lead to severe blockage of aid, and the UN's initial proposed budget of $1.5 billion in April of 2023 has not only not increased to accommodate the severe worsening of the crisis, but ALSO has not even been funded 20%.
2.5 MILLION PEOPLE ARE EXPECTED TO STARVE TO DEATH IN SUDAN BY THIS FUCKING SEPTEMBER. THAT IS LESS THAN 2 MONTHS AWAY.
additionally, due to both western colonization and the Sudanese governments' deliberate cutting of internet access across the entirety of Sudan, there is a huge lack of the proper infrastructure for generating awareness and spreading videos and info from on the ground in Sudan. this means that not only are people unable to effectively crowdfund support to leave, but they are also barred from accessing social media to spread awareness, and they're unable to contact loved ones outside of Sudan most of the time.
also, Sudan is HUGE- in order for displaced people to escape fighting, they usually have to walk, on foot, for hundreds of miles, often across literal deserts, with extremely little access to water. there has also been a surge of internally displaced people dying due to illness and scorpion stings in displacement camps. 70% of Sudan's hospitals have stopped functioning entirely. and even if they DO make it to a neighboring country, most of the options there are just as bad, if not worse- Egypt is extremely anti-Black, and doesn't allow work permits to most Black refugees, meaning they are relegated to being houseless and jobless if they go to Egypt- and westward in Chad, there is also crisis with food and resources, so the government of Chad quite literally can not materially support anymore Sudanese refugees. In South Sudan, there is also conflict, war, and crisis, and in Ethiopia, where the genocide is taking place in Tigray, the government is extremely hostile to Sudanese refugees. there are currently more than 6,000 Sudanese refugees stranded in the forests because of the hostilities they faced while in UNHCR camps.
and everyday that we're not doing something, this genocide, war, and humanitarian crisis is getting worse. doing something starts with being educated. i urge y'all to look more into this, don't just take what i'm saying and roll with it- truly learn and listen to Sudanese activists on this. i highly recommend following these accounts on Instagram:
@/red_maat , @/bsonblast , @/sudansolidaritycollective, @/forsudaneseliberation, @/darfurwomenaction, @/liberatesudan, @/zzeirra, @/yousraelbagir, @/modathirzainalabdeen, @/sdn.world, @/nasalsudan, @/sudanuntold, @/kandakamagazine, and @/almigdadhassan0
IF ANYTHING I'VE SAID IS INACCURATE, PLEASE LET ME KNOW!
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To Have a Heart
CEO!Max Verstappen x single mother!Reader
Summary: Max is a titan of industry, used to making grown men cry with one glance ⌠then you and your daughter turn his carefully controlled life upside down
Warnings: descriptions of pediatric cancer
Max strides into his corner office, his Italian leather shoes clicking sharply on the marble floors. The floor-to-ceiling windows offer a breathtaking view of the Manhattan skyline, but he pays it no mind as he makes his way to the large mahogany desk.
His assistant, Clara, follows a few steps behind, her heels clacking nervously. âSir, Mr. Henderson is waiting in the conference room per your request.â
Max doesnât bother responding as he unbuttons his suit jacket and takes a seat behind the desk. With a flick of his wrist, he motions for Clara to leave. She gives the tiniest of nods and scurries out, closing the double doors behind her.
Taking a deep breath, Max presses the intercom button. âSend him in.â
A moment later, the doors reopen and a balding, paunchy man in an ill-fitting suit enters. Even from across the room, Max can see the bead of sweat rolling down the manâs forehead.
Good.
He should be nervous.
âMr. Henderson.â Max says, his tone clipped. âDo you know why I called you here?â
The man â Henderson â fidgets with his tie. âY-Yes, sir. The, uh, the Brighton acquisition ...â
âThe $3.75 billion deal that was supposed to be finalized yesterday.â Max interjects, leaning back in his chair. âA deal that the company has been meticulously negotiating for over six months. A deal that would have been the largest hostile takeover in our firmâs history.â
Henderson gives a somber nod, his Adamâs apple bobbing. Max fights the urge to roll his eyes at the sad display.
âBecause of your incompetence, that deal is now in jeopardy.â Max continues, his voice dropping to a menacing register. âPlease explain to me how someone with three decades of accounting experience could possibly make the amateur mistake of misplacing a decimal point on the binding purchase agreement?â
âI ⌠I missed it in the final review.â Henderson stammers out, sweat now visibly staining the armpits of his shirt. âThe numbers, they all start to blur together after-â
âDo not insult my intelligence with your pitiful excuses.â Max cuts him off, slamming a fist down on the desk. He takes no small amount of satisfaction in the way the man flinches. âBecause of your idiocy, we offered $235 million over the agreed purchase price. An overpayment to the tune of $2.5 billion with a âBâ!â
Henderson seems to shrink into himself with each biting word. âIâm so sorry, Mr. Verstappen. It wonât happen again, I swear-â
âYouâre damn right it wonât happen again.â Max growls, rising from his chair so quickly that it goes clattering backwards. He leans across the desk, getting directly in Hendersonâs ashen face. âBecause youâre fired. Effective immediately.â
The words seem to take a moment to register in Hendersonâs mind. When they do, his eyes widen in panic and he starts shaking his head rapidly.
âNo, no, please! You canât fire me!â he cries, any veneer of professionalism crumbling. âI-Iâll work double shifts, triple shifts! Iâll volunteer for all the weekend audits, no overtime pay! J-Just donât fire me, Iâm begging you!â
Max recoils slightly at the outburst of blubbering, his lip curling in disgust. How pathetic, to see a grown man so thoroughly debased. He almost feels pity for the wretch ⌠almost.
âThis conversation is over.â Max says, his tone resolute as he straightens his tie. âYou have one hour to collect your things and get out of my building. After that, security will escort you out.â
âB-But I have three kids!â Henderson sputters, tears streaming down his face now. âA mortgage. Alimony payments! You canât just-â
In a burst of rage, Max sweeps his arm across the desk, sending papers, files, and office supplies clattering to the floor in a violent clutter.
âI am Max Verstappen!â He bellows, his face flushed crimson. âI do not make empty threats, Mr. Henderson. You are a miserable, costly disappointment. A failure. And I will not allow failures to remain under my employ.â
The words seem to drain what little fight was left in Henderson. His shoulders slump in defeat, and he lets out a pitiful whimper. Max feels his anger deflate, replaced with a tired disdain.
âOne hour.â he repeats, falling back into his chair in exhaustion. âGet out of my sight.â
Henderson doesnât need to be told twice. With trembling hands, he begins collecting the various objects scattered across the floor â pencils, paperclips, manila folders now slightly crumpled. His motions are slow, pained, like those of a man having just received a terminal diagnosis.
Max watches impassively as the sniveling accountant gathers his belongings. Part of him feels a twinge of ⌠not quite guilt, but maybe the faintest pangs of empathy for the broken man before him. He quickly smothers that flicker of sympathy. This is the cost of doing business in the world of high-stakes acquisitions and mergers. There is no room for weakness or mistakes. Only results matter.
Finally, with his meager pile of office supplies clutched to his chest, Henderson straightens up. His face is blotchy and tear-stained, but he seems to have regained some small scrap of dignity. He meets Maxâs cold stare for just a moment before turning on his heel and shuffling out of the office.
The double doors close behind him with a hollow thud that hangs in the air. Max lets out a slow exhale, suddenly aware of the tension that had been coiling inside him. He runs a hand over his face, then taps a button on his phone intercom.
âClara, get me William Evans from legal on the line immediately.â he says, his voice steady once more. âWe need to do damage control on the Brighton situation before it becomes irreparable.â
âRight away, sir.â comes the reply, his assistantâs voice tightly professional.
Max leans back in his chair, steepling his fingers as he stares out at the New York City skyline. This is far from the first firing he has issued, and it certainly wonât be the last. He is a great white shark, always needing to move forward or else he will drown in the depths of his own ambition.
There is a soft rap at the door, pulling Max from his reverie.
âCome in.â he calls out. Clara enters, her face schooled into a mask of polite disinterest. So much the better â he respects discretion.
âI have Mr. Evans on line two for you.â she says crisply.
Max gives a succinct nod. âThank you, Clara. That will be all.â
As his assistant withdraws, Max takes a fortifying breath. He is Max Verstappen. He is the master of the corporate ocean. And he will not allow one flailing failure to capsize his empire.
Squaring his shoulders, he picks up the phone and begins issuing a stern series of orders and demands. After all, there is little time for rest when one aims to be a modern day titan of industry.
***
You take a deep breath and rap firmly on the door to the HR directorâs office. âCome in.â a flat voice calls out.
Steeling yourself, you twist the handle and step inside the dingy, fluorescent-lit room. Janet, the red-haired HR manager, looks up from her computer with a practiced smile that doesnât reach her eyes.
âAh, Y/N. What can I do for you today?â She asks in an overly saccharine tone.
You take a seat across from her cluttered desk, your knee bouncing with nervous energy. âI ⌠I need to request some personal leave. Family medical reasons.â
Janetâs perfectly penciled eyebrows rise in bland surprise. âI see. And how much time were you hoping to take?â
Your throat tightens as you force out the words. âAt least a month. Maybe more, depending on ⌠on how things progress.â
The HR manager clucks her tongue as she shakes her head. âIâm afraid that wonât be possible. Weâre in our busiest quarter and you know the company policy â no extended leave during crunch periods unless itâs a valid health emergency.â
You feel panic fluttering in your chest. This has to be a valid emergency! âBut it is an emergency! My daughter, sheâs ...â Your voice cracks and you swallow hard, desperate to maintain your composure. âSheâs very sick, potentially terminal. I need to be with her right now.â
Janetâs face remains stubbornly impassive. âIâm sorry to hear about your daughterâs illness. Truly, I am. But unless you can provide official documentation from a medical professional, my hands are tied.â
The words hit you like a slap across the face. Of course they would require documentation to approve leave â itâs standard corporate policy. But how can mentally collect yourself to get paperwork in order when youâve been spending every waking moment by your little girlâs hospital bedside?
Unbidden, your mind flashes back to two nights ago, watching in helpless terror as your daughterâs tiny body was racked with another severe seizure. You had screamed yourself hoarse calling for the nurses as the meds they pumped into her did little to stop the violent convulsions ...
Youâre vaguely aware of Janet still speaking across from you, something about company guidelines and productivity expectations. But the words sound muffled and far away, as if youâre underwater.
How naive you were to think they might bend the rules, just this once. To think the faceless corporation you pour your life into might actually show a shred of human compassion during your hour of desperate need.
No. Thatâs not how companies like this operate.
They donât care about you or your daughterâs life. All they care about is the bottom line, and youâre just an expendable number in their organizational flowchart.
Youâre jolted back to reality as Janet raps her lacquered nails impatiently on the desk. âWell? Is there anything else or can I get back to work?â
Is there anything else? Oh, thereâs so much more you want to scream at this unfeeling paper-pusher. You want to cry and rage and beg her to just show an ounce of basic human decency.
But you know it would be pointless. Janet is just a cog, same as you. Thereâs only one person here with the power and influence to authorize what you need.
Only one person who strikes abject terror into the heart of every employee with his infamous volcanic temper and uncompromising expectations.
The thought makes your stomach twist into knots, but you know what you have to do. For your little girlâs sake, you have to try.
So you rise from the chair, willing your legs not to shake. âThank you for your time.â you mutter tightly, already turning on your heel and storming out of the office.
You donât look back as Janet calls out something about proper procedure. You just keep moving, your footsteps fueled by a motherâs desperation.
The elevator seems to take an eternity, each second feeling like a little bit more of your daughterâs life trickling away. By the time the doors finally open with a mocking ding, youâre practically vibrating with pent-up nervous energy.
As the mirrored box ascends, your heart feels like itâs trying to batter its way out of your chest. You can hardly breathe past the constriction in your lungs. What if the infamous Max Verstappen laughs in your face? Or has you fired on the spot for daring to interrupt his billion-dollar dealings?
No, you canât afford to think like that. This may be your only chance to get the time off you so desperately need. For your daughterâs sake, you have to be brave.
The elevator seems to crawl upward at a glacial pace. By the time the doors finally part with a soft chime, you feel like youâre going to be sick from anxiety. This is it, the executive floor â the lair of the terrifying Max Verstappen himself.
You step out into the plush, mahogany-accented lobby with shaking legs. Behind a curved desk, Maxâs assistant Clara looks up, her expression instantly hardening when she recognizes you as some inconsequential employee.
âIâm sorry, but Mr. Verstappen is not accepting any visitors at the moment.â she says, her tone brooking no argument. âIf youâd like to schedule an appointment for next week ...â
âPlease.â you blurt out, hating how your voice trembles. âItâs an emergency. I ⌠I need to see him. Just for five minutes.â
Claraâs manicured eyebrow arches skeptically. âI extremely doubt Mr. Verstappen would consider your issue important enough to warrant an unscheduled meeting. Now if youâll excuse me, I have a million things to-â
âItâs about my sick daughter!â The words burst from your lips before you can stop them. Immediately, you regret being so unprofessional, but desperation has eroded your self-control.
For a split second, Claraâs expression flickers with something that might be pity. But itâs quickly subsumed by her usual cool mask of professionalism as she shakes her head.
âIâm very sorry to hear about your daughterâs illness. But those are still not grounds for me to disturb Mr. Verstappen while heâs-â
âPlease!â You plead, tears of frustration pricking your eyes. âIâm begging you. This could be my last chance! If he says no, Iâll leave, I promise. But I have to try!â
Clara regards you appraisingly for a long moment. Then, letting out a weary sigh, she presses the intercom button. âSir? Thereâs someone here requesting an urgent meeting with you. A ⌠personal matter.â
The line crackles with static for several tense seconds. You hold your breath, praying beyond hope that the infamous Max has a rare charitable impulse today.
Then, his unmistakable baritone growls through the small speaker. âThis had better be good. Send them in.â
Clara winces almost imperceptibly before gesturing towards the double oak doors to Maxâs corner office. âGood luck.â she murmurs.
You donât need any further prompting. Drawing a shuddering breath, you straighten your spine and make your way to the doors. You pause just briefly, hands trembling, before rapping your knuckles firmly against the lacquered wood.
Thereâs no going back now. Either Max Verstappen is about to grant you a miracle ⌠or utterly crush your last, fragile hope.
***
Max scowls as the intercom crackles to life, Claraâs hesitant voice filtering through the speaker. âSir? Thereâs someone here requesting an urgent meeting with you. A ⌠personal matter.â
He resists the urge to roll his eyes. Surely whatever this is can wait until tomorrow. Max is elbow-deep in paperwork and holding patterns, trying to do damage control on the Brighton acquisition fumble. He has no time for frivolous âpersonalâ disruptions.
âThis had better be good.â he growls into the intercom. âSend them in.â
With an irritated huff, Max leans back in his buttery leather chair as the doors to his office swing open. Heâs already opening his mouth to berate whoever dares disturb him over something as trivial as a âpersonal matter.â
Then you tentatively step into the room and Maxâs words die in his throat.
Even with your shoulders hunched inward and your makeup smudged from crying, you are utterly breathtaking. A fragile beauty drowning in an oversized blazer, your wide eyes darting around his opulent office with obvious intimidation.
An unwelcome jolt of attraction lances through Maxâs chest and he quickly squashes it down. He cannot afford such distractions, especially from a lowly employee like yourself who should know better than to interrupt him during work hours.
âWell?â He finally finds his voice, aiming for a brusque tone to remind you both of your respective places. âYouâre hardly someone important enough to be granted an audience. This had better be worth my time.â
The harshness of his words seems to make you flinch. You worry your lip between your teeth, shrinking back slightly.
âI ⌠Iâm so sorry to disturb you, Mr. Verstappen.â you begin haltingly. Already Max can feel his patience waning. He hates fumbling fragility and wants only confident decisiveness.
But then your next words come tumbling out in a desperate rush. âItâs about my daughter, sir. My little girl ⌠sheâs in the hospital. She has a brain tumor and her condition is deteriorating rapidly. I asked Janet in HR for some personal leave to be with her, but she denied my request and said I need official medical documentation which could take days I donât have!â
Tears are welling in your eyes now, your voice rising to nearly hysterical levels. âPlease, Mr. Verstappen! Sheâs only three years old and Iâm a single mom. Iâm all she has right now! Iâm begging you ⌠please just give me some time to be with her before ⌠before ...â
You seem unable to voice whatever terrifying possibility lurks in the back of your mind. Instead, you dissolve into shoulder-shaking sobs, burying your face in your hands as you break down completely.
Max feels his earlier irritation softening in spite of himself. Heâs seen grown men thrice your age become blubbering messes under his withering glare. But thereâs something distinctly vulnerable and gut-wrenching about your anguished tears.
Part of him recognizes this as a prime opportunity to regain control, to berate you for such an unseemly display of emotion. His reputation as a merciless taskmaster practically demands he put you in your place.
But another part of Max ⌠a part he barely recognizes ⌠feels a rare pang of empathy pierce through his calloused exterior.
Perhaps itâs the thought of a scared little girl lying crippled in a hospital bed, scared and missing her mother. Or perhaps itâs the way you wear your devastation so plainly, managing to humanize yourself in a way most people never achieve in his eyes.
Whatever the reason, when Max finally speaks, his tone has lost its earlier bite.
âI did not realize the full severity of the situation.â he says, slowly rising from his chair. He moves around the desk, not missing the way you tense as he approaches.
Up close, he can see the puffy redness rimming your eyes, the despair etched into every line of your face. It stirs something inside him ⌠an ancient ghost of an emotion he canât quite place.
âIâm sorry you were dismissed so carelessly by HR.â Max continues, struggling to keep his voice even. âPerhaps if you had led with mentioning your daughterâs condition, instead of being so oblique ...â
He trails off as you sniff loudly, dragging the sleeve of your blazer across your nose. The motion is equal parts endearing and mortifying for him to witness.
âHere.â he says impulsively, plucking a crisp linen handkerchief from his suit pocket. He presses it into your hand, watching as you blink owlishly at the unexpected gesture. âAllow me to make things right.â
Without waiting for a response, Max turns and strides over to his desk. He snatches up the phone and rapidly punches in a extension code, holding the receiver to his ear as it begins to ring.
âJanet? Yes, itâs Max Verstappen.â he says crisply when the line picks up. âIâve just been informed about an ... employee situation that requires your immediate attention.â
He pauses, glancing over at where youâre clutching his handkerchief like a lifeline. Your eyes are still glistening with tears, but youâve gone utterly still â hanging on his every word.
âOne of our marketing staff came to me in quite a state about needing extended leave to be with their hospitalized child.â Max continues, his voice hardening slightly. âA matter you seemed to dismiss without proper consideration for the ⌠nuances of the circumstances.â
Thereâs a sputtering on the other end of the line, undoubtedly Janet trying to make excuses. Max doesnât give her the chance.
âThe decision has been made to grant the employeeâs leave request, effective immediately.â he cuts her off. âThey will be excused for ⌠two months, with full pay and benefits.â
His announcement seems to render you momentarily stunned. You simply stare at him, eyes wide and unblinking, like you canât quite process what youâre hearing.
Max clears his throat self-consciously, refocusing on Janetâs flustered response filtering through the receiver. âB-But sir, we have very strict policies about-â
âWhich is precisely why Iâm instructing you to make an exception.â Max interjects, his voice brokering no arguments. âThis leave is to be coded as paid health and wellness time. I expect no push-back or foot-dragging on this, understood?â
Thereâs a meek murmur of assent from Janetâs end. Max canât resist a tight smile of satisfaction.
âGood. Iâll leave the paperwork in your capable hands then. That will be all.â He punctuates the statement by firmly hanging up the phone.
As the clatter of the receiver breaks the tense silence, Max turns to find you staring at him with an utterly inscrutable expression. For a long moment, neither of you speak or move. He finds himself paralyzed under the weight of your intense, unblinking gaze.
Then, with a strangled cry, you suddenly surge forward and throw your arms around him. Max goes ramrod stiff as your slight frame collides with his, your tears dampening the front of his crisp dress shirt.
âThank you!â Youâre whispering over and over like a prayer, clinging to him with a desperation that should be uncomfortable. And yet ... âThank you, thank you, thank you!â
Max feels utterly transfixed, like a statue too stunned to react. He canât remember the last time someone dared to encroach so boldly on his personal space, much less make actual physical contact. Heâs not accustomed to such ⌠warmth.
But before the unfamiliar embrace can start to grate on him, you suddenly pull back. Swiping at your eyes, you manage a watery smile up at him.
âYou have no idea how much this means, sir. I ⌠I canât thank you enough for your kindness and understanding.â
He wants to scoff at the notion, to remind you that he is Max Verstappen â merciless and uncompromising in his corporate dealings. That this was merely an isolated instance of pragmatism to avoid a PR incident or workplace lawsuit, nothing more.
But something in your earnest gaze stops the curt rebuttal in his throat. For once, the infamously brusque Max Verstappen finds himself momentarily at a loss for words.
So instead, he gives a terse nod of acknowledgment. Already, his mind is starting to analyze how best to re-allocate your responsibilities for the next two months, which temporary hires to bring in for supplemental coverage.
But one stray thought continues to nag at the back of his mind, an errant curveball amongst the dizzying calculations.
For the first time in years â perhaps his entire adult life â Max feels almost ⌠human.
Itâs a strange and deeply unsettling realization, but luckily one he doesnât have to dwell on.
Because in the next breath, youâre sweeping out of his office, a renewed vigor in your step and a brilliant smile lighting up your features. Max watches you go, an odd tightness settling into his chest.
He doesnât have words â or perhaps doesnât want to admit to any words to describe what heâs feeling in this moment. But one thing is for certain, for better or worse, youâve well and truly upended Max Verstappenâs world.
***
Max remains rooted in place long after youâve departed, his office now eerily silent in your absence. He should feel relieved to have some peace and quiet again after that ⌠emotional encounter.
Yet instead of settling back into his usual all-consuming work flow, he finds his mind stubbornly replaying the scene on an endless, maddening loop.
The desperation etched onto your delicate features. The way your frame practically vibrated with barely-constrained anguish. The broken, pleading sound of your voice as you begged for his mercy ...
Despite his best efforts to dismiss it, the memory of your raw vulnerability has burrowed its way under Maxâs skin, taking up an unwelcome residence. It picks and nags at the edges of his consciousness no matter how much he wills it away.
He has witnessed similar breakdowns from countless employees over the years â grown men and women brought to sniveling tatters by his uncompromising demands. But none of them elicited the same ⌠response within him.
None of them made something twist so peculiarly in Maxâs chest, unleashing that brief yet startling flicker of empathy from whatever dark crevice it lurks.
Gritting his teeth, Max paces behind his desk in tight, agitated circles. He prides himself on being a merciless pragmatist, unmoved by emotional pleas or babelling outbursts. Whatever decisions he makes are calculated toward the maximum profit potential and bottom line, end of story.
So why does this one case, this one instance of showing a bare modicum of human compassion, insist on gnawing at him so persistently? It makes no logical sense, no matter how he tries to mentally contort it.
Perhaps thatâs the core issue â that for once in his life, Maxâs motivations werenât born strictly of logic or financial incentive. Something else had escaped from beneath, something primal and indefinable, when you broke down so nakedly in front of him.
The realization causes Maxâs steps to stutter to a halt. His jaw works tensely as he runs a frustrated hand through his brown hair, disheveling the meticulously groomed coif.
He can admit to himself that some base part of his brain had been ⌠affected by the rawness of your emotion. The way you had stripped away all artifice and propriety to plead so urgently and authentically.
Not many people manage to disarm Max Verstappenâs carefully curated expectation filters. But you had blown straight through them without even realizing it, battering down the reinforced walls he builds around his life. Just by being horrifically, unguardedly human.
Itâs both impressive and deeply unsettling in equal measure.
Before Max can spiral any further down this rabbit hole of self-reflection, a sharp rap of knuckles against the door jolts him back to awareness. He straightens and clears his throat roughly.
âCome in.â he calls out, already retaking his seat and trying to project an aura of resolute control.
Clara slips into the office, her usual unflappable poise slightly ruffled as she catches the tense atmosphere. âYou asked to see me right away, sir?â
âYes.â Max says brusquely, watching her over steepled fingers. âI need you to do some ⌠discreet digging for me into a personal matter.â
Claraâs perfectly groomed eyebrow arches inquisitively. But to her credit, she doesnât comment on his evasive phrasing.
âAnd what exactly am I looking into?â
âThe employee who was just in my office seeking leave.â he explains curtly. âThe one with the hospitalized child. I need you to find out everything you can â where the child is being treated, their condition, prognosis, all of it.â
Claraâs perfectly glossed lips purse ever so slightly. âYouâre aware I canât exactly go through official medical channels without violating all sorts of privacy laws ...â
âIâm fully aware.â Max interjects with a curt wave of his hand. âWhich is why youâll have to take a more ⌠unconventional approach. I donât particularly care what methods you have to employ, just get me those details by the end of the day.â
His assistant regards him silently for a long beat, as if trying to suss out his motivations. Max meets her contemplative look with an unwavering stare of his own.
Finally, Clara gives a tight nod of understanding. âConsider it done, sir.â
With that, she pivots on the towering heel of her Louboutin and sees herself out of the office, the click of her footsteps rapidly retreating down the hall.
Max lets out a slow exhale, alone with his thoughts once more.
What is he doing? This bizarre crusade is so wildly outside of his typical conduct and practices. The lengths heâs going to, all for the sake of some random underlingâs personal crisis ...
A smart, calculated part of his brain recognizes this entire situation as a foolâs errand, a waste of time and resources. He should be devoting every ounce of his focus toward extricating the Chinese investment group from the Brighton deal before their next earnings call.
And yet, he canât seem to fully let this go. Your haunted, hopeless expression keeps flickering through his mindâs eye. The memory of your tears soaking into his suit lapel as you clung to him with a desperation that shook something deep within him.
Itâs almost as if his body is acting of its own accord, driven by some urge he canât fully parse or control. Like a murmured voice insistently compelling him to ⌠to what? Help you? Offer some vague sense of solace or security?
The thought is patently ludicrous, and Max scoffs audibly at his own melodrama. Get a grip, he chides himself sternly. Since when do you care about coddling your peons?
He forcefully shakes off the uncharacteristic reverie and turns back to the stacks of paperwork and documents splayed across his desk. Focusing intently on running new financial projections for Q3, he manages to bury himself in the work for a solid two hours.
Heâs in the midst of furiously scribbling margin and revenue notes when the trill of the phone line cuts through his concentration. A glance at the caller ID has him resisting the urge to sigh.
âClara.â he answers crisply, leaning back in his leather chair. âI trust youâve made progress?â
âIndeed.â comes the smooth reply, devoid of inflection as always. âThough I should warn you, some of these details are ⌠concerning.â
Something tightens in Maxâs chest, but he quickly tamps it down. âJust lay it all out for me. No need to editorialize.â
âVery well.â Clara acquiesces. âSo the child, a three-year-old daughter, is currently a patient at Lennox Hill Hospital here in the city. According to my sources, she was admitted five weeks ago after experiencing severe seizures and hallucinations. An MRI revealed she has a large mass-â
âLet me stop you right there.â Max interjects, his brows furrowing. Even he can recognize those are less than encouraging signs. âWhatâs the official diagnosis then?â
âGrade IV glioblastoma.â Clara replies flatly. âOne of the most aggressive malignant brain tumors, especially in children her age.â
A terse silence falls between them as the weight of that diagnosis sinks in. Grade IV ⌠practically a death sentence wrapped up in clinical terminology. Max finds his hand unconsciously clenching the arm of his chair.
âAnd her prospects?â He finally prompts gruffly. âWhatâs the ⌠prognosis for her case?â
Clara doesnât answer right away. Over the line, he can hear her exhale slowly, a rare tell of emotional discomfort from his typically unflappable assistant.
âFrom what my contact at Lennox Hill said ⌠if weâre talking full disclosure?â Her customary professionalism wavers slightly as her voice grows hushed. âTheyâve given her three months at most, sir. Maybe less, if another seizure or bleed occurs before then.â
The words hang in the air like a guillotine blade against Maxâs neck. Suddenly, all those intrusive mental flashes of your inconsolable despair take on a sharper, even more heartrending clarity.
Of course you were devastated, he realizes with startling empathy. How could any mother face their childâs death sentence with any measure of composure?
An unexpected swell of emotion rises in Maxâs throat and he has to blink rapidly to keep it at bay. Now isnât the time for such indulgences.
âThank you, Clara.â he manages in a rough baritone. âThat will be all for now.â
He ends the call without waiting for a response, abruptly severing the connection.
Alone once more, Max slumps back against the leather upholstery, an uncharacteristic weariness settling into his bones. He reaches up to loosen his already disheveled tie, suddenly feeling stifled within the confines of his suit.
Three months. Three paltry months for a precious young life to be snatched away before it ever really began. His jaw clenches hard.
Thatâs unacceptable. Not just unfair, but a complete and total injustice to all that is right and good in this world.
No child should have to suffer like that ⌠and certainly no mother should have to face a future of unimaginable grief and emptiness once her only family is gone. Not if there was anything to be done about it.
And, at the end of the day, Max Verstappen has the means to quite literally move mountains with his wealth and influence.
An idea begins to blossom in his mind â one that feels daring and reckless and so utterly unlike his usual business-oriented self. But he finds himself drawn to it with a singleminded resolve he canât quite explain.
Jaw set, Max snatches up his phone and punches in a number he never thought heâd use outside of donor galas.
âRoland? Max Verstappen here.â he says gruffly when the line picks up. âI need you to connect me directly with someone in Sloan Ketteringâs pediatric oncology department ...â
Half an hour and multiple calls later, Max is finally patched through to one of the top clinical researchers in the field: Dr. Spencer Paulson.
âDr. Paulson, thank you for making time on such short notice.â Max says, his tone polished yet clipped. âTo cut right to it, I was recently made aware of a ⌠sensitive case involving a terminal pediatric patient and some rather bleak estimated survival rates.â
Without preamble, he lays out what little he knows about your daughter â the diagnosis, the staging, the Lennox Hill prognosis that has already written her off for dead. All throughout, the doctor on the other end of the line remains grimly silent.
âSo in your expert opinion.â Max finishes, realizing his hand has unconsciously tightened into a white-knuckled fist. âWhat would you say her realistic prospects for meaningful treatment or survival are?â
Thereâs a pregnant pause, then a grim sigh filters through the tinny line. âBased on what youâve told me ⌠Iâm afraid the prognosis does indeed sound dire. Grade IV glioblastomas in children under five have approximately a 5% survival rate past twelve months with conventional treatment regimens.â
Max clenches his teeth, brutally unsurprised yet still floored by the frank assessment. Moments ago, he had still been clinging to a foolâs hope.
âHowever.â Dr. Paulson continues, his tone brightening slightly. âWe do currently have an ⌠experimental trial ongoing that might be an outside option to explore.â
Something akin to hope flutters in Maxâs chest. âIâm listening.â
âWell, to put it simply, weâve had some promising early results adapting viral gene therapies to target and destroy these aggressive brain tumor cells in young patients.â the doctor explains, shifting into a more clinical, lecture-style delivery.
âBy modifying and re-engineering certain viruses to bind only to the specific mutated RNA and protein markers found in diseases like glioblastomas, we can theoretically use those same viruses as a delivery vector. One that can slip past the blood-brain barrier and directly infect the cancerous cells with a sort of ⌠controlled payload, if you will.â
Max nods along, his mind working furiously to keep up with the technical jargon. âSome kind of treatment regimen then? Drugs or radiation therapy delivered directly to the tumor site?â
âPrecisely.â Dr. Paulson confirms approvingly. âOnly weâve expanded past just chemo and gamma rays as the options. Thanks to the pioneering work of doctors like Bert Jacobs, weâve now created an entirely new frontier of cancer treatments centered around gene therapy and mRNA editing.â
He rattles off a dizzying litany of polysyllabic scientific terminology that sails completely over Maxâs head. Not that it matters â his focus is fully captured by the notes of guarded optimism finally creeping into Paulsonâs voice.
âOf course, this is all still highly experimental. Weâve only managed to achieve remission in a handful of trial cases thus far.â the doctor cautions. âAnd we have no idea if the viral vector weâve engineered will be equally effective against every variation of cancerous mutation out there.â
Max nods impatiently, waving a hand as if to physically shoo away the vague caveats. âI appreciate the need for clinical hedging, doctor. But letâs cut right to the heart of the matter.â
He draws in a fortifying breath. âIf you were to take on this little girl as a patient, deploy these ⌠gene therapy regimens of yours ⌠would you give her a legitimate chance? At treatment, remission, survival?â
Thereâs a pregnant pause, as if Dr. Paulson is carefully considering the ethical ramifications of his answer. Then, âIf she meets the selection criteria and baseline health conditions ⌠and we get a bit of luck on our side ...â Another sigh, heavy with the weight of his responsibilities. âThen Iâd say we would have a fighting chance, yes.â
Those five simple words crash over Max with the force of a tidal wave, hitting him squarely in the chest.
A chance. At life. At making it past those grim, dire prognoses.
After several moments of stunned silence, Max finally finds his voice.
âSay no more, doctor. Whatever it costs â money, time, logistics â none of it matters. I want this treatment option fully activated and prioritized immediately. Spare no expense, Iâll take care of the bill.â He utters the words with the same decisive confidence he handles his billion-dollar business dealings.
Because in this moment, it doesnât feel like just some impulsive, emotionally-driven whim. Helping your innocent child â ensuring she gets the fighting chance she deserves?
It feels like the only choice he can possibly make.
***
You sit hunched in the hard, plastic visitorâs chair, your body angled protectively towards the small hospital bed. Despite the tubes and wires snaking from her fragile limbs, your daughter appears almost peaceful in her restless slumber.
She always was such a sound sleeper as a baby, you reminisce wistfully. Remembering how youâd regularly creep into the nursery just to watch the gentle rise and fall of her chest, assuring yourself she was still breathing.
Even back then, the ever-present fear of something going horribly wrong never truly left you. The world is far too cruel a place to let a mother relax, no matter how deeply you wish you could.
One slender hand rests atop the thin bedsheet covering your little girl, your thumb tracing soothing circles along her tiny knuckles. A silent, simple gesture of tenderness you hope she can feel even in sleep. If only you could so easily soothe away her pain and suffering as you could your own.
The quiet flutter of the heart rate monitor keeps beat, each mechanical beep another hammer striking your already shattered soul. You want to feel relieved, blessed even, that it continues that steady cadence. Instead, you only feel exhausted hollowness.
Because this morning, the doctors came to âdiscuss options.â As if their clinical detachment could soften the blow of learning your child is well and truly out of miracles.
âWeâve run every available scan and lab test.â Dr. Rhodes had said, failing to meet your desperate gaze. âIâm so very sorry, but the tumor isnât responding to any of our treatments. At this point, we have to start considering ...â
You hadnât let him finish, couldnât let those hateful, unthinkable words pass his lips. Palliative care. Hospice. Just give up and let nature take its inevitable, brutal course while they pumped her full of numbing opiates so she could âcomfortablyâ slip away.
The rage and anguish had bubbled up from some primal pit within your guts, hot and viscous like magma erupting from deep beneath the earthâs crust. Youâd screamed incoherent denials until your voice was hoarse, begging and pleading through sobs for them not to take away your only hope.
In the end, theyâd sedated your daughter fully so you could âcalm downâ and âprocess things rationally.â You know they meant well, trying to spare her from your outburst. But it only compounded your devastation, feeling like they were already treating her as a lost cause no longer worth fighting for.
So here you sit, after untold hours of cycling through various stages of grief, left only with bone-deep weariness cloaked by a fragile veneer of numb acceptance. You dimly wonder if youâll ever truly feel anything else ever again.
Through the blur of tears constantly stinging your eyes, you keep a silent vigil over your daughterâs bedside. You memorize every delicate sweep of her sooty lashes, the tiny smattering of freckles across her upturned nose. Desperate to commit every last precious detail of her existence to memory before ⌠before ...
A choked sob bubbles up from your chest at the thought, hot and acidic at the back of your throat. You quickly muffle it with the crook of your elbow, determined not to disturb your resting girl with the outward manifestations of your agony.
In through the nose, out through the mouth. An old meditative mantra you try to focus on, struggling to regain control of your tenuous grip on composure. You know your tears and hiccupping gasps for air are only harming yourself at this point. Better to conserve what little physical and mental strength you have left to simply be with your daughter while you still can.
The grief is an ever-churning sea just waiting to drag you under its dark, icy depths. But still you stubbornly tread water, unwilling to fully surrender just yet. Not as long as you can still feel the reassuring thrum of her pulse against your fingertips, a solitary lifeline keeping you tethered to the present.
You arenât sure how much time stretches in that manner â minutes or hours, you cannot say. The days have all started blurring into one long, endless haze of sleeplessness and overwhelming sorrow.
So when the door to the hospital room suddenly clicks open, the sound manages to penetrate the cotton-muffled fog shrouding your senses.Instantly, you stiffen and blink rapidly, as if only just now awakening to your surroundings.
A stranger stands in the doorway â a tall, slender man in an impeccably tailored suit that looks distinctly out of place amongst the bland, sterile patient rooms. His face is sharp and angular, almost harsh in its sternness if not for the way his brow is furrowed with evident concern.
You open your mouth to ask who he is and what he wants, but he raises a placating hand before you can find your voice.
âPlease, donât be alarmed.â he says, words clipped yet softened slightly. âI know this is a terrible situation, and the absolute last setting youâd want an uninvited visitor.â
Now that heâs closer, you can see behind his obvious affluence lurks a cultured, aloof sort of demeanor. Thereâs no outward malice or disrespect in his manner, but he carries himself like someone long accustomed to privileges and deference. The sight of him sets you even more on edge amid your emotional rawness.
âMy name is Spencer Paulson.â the man presses on, taking a few measured steps further into the room. âIâm actually a doctor, Ms ...â
âY/N.â you automatically supply, dredging up the remnants of social graces. âY/N L/N. And this is ⌠this is my daughter, Olivia.â
Your voice cracks ever so slightly on her name, heated moisture already welling behind your eyes once more. You quickly dab at their corners with the sleeve of your worn cardigan, determined not to dissolve into fresh hysterics in front of this absolute stranger.
âWell, Ms. Y/L/N.â the man â Dr. Paulson â says, tone measured. âI realize Iâm intruding on a highly stressful situation for you and your family right now. And for that, I truly am sorry.â
His apology seems sincere enough. But wariness still prickles along your nape as your overtired, over-protective instincts flare up. You clutch your daughterâs limp hand in yours a fraction tighter.
âThen if you donât mind my asking.â you begin in a calculated tone, scrutinizing Paulson carefully. âWhy are you here? And what business could possibly bring you to Oliviaâs bedside unannounced?â
He regards you silently for a long moment, something inscrutable flickering across his features. When he speaks again, his words are deliberately precise, weighted down by their momentous gravity.
âI was recently contacted by ⌠an interested third party about your daughterâs case.â Paulson explains, clasping his hands behind his back. âI was filled in on the specifics of her diagnosis â glioblastoma, grade four, extremely aggressive and largely unresponsive to standard treatment. Am I correct so far?â
You can only numbly nod, a chill prickling across your flesh. The manâs crisp, clinical recitation of your worst nightmare forces a painful convulsion of renewed heartache.
Paulson seems to catch your distress and quickly presses on. âRight, well, Iâm actually here in an official capacity as the Chief of Pediatric Oncology over at Memorial Sloan Kettering Cancer Center.â
The words hit you with all the force of a defibrillator charge, jolting your entire frame upright in the hard plastic chair. Your jaw drops open, already fumbling for a desperate reply that will somehow make this all make sense.
But Paulson continues before you can vocalize any of the hundreds of jumbled questions flooding your mind.
âIâll keep this relatively simple, Ms. Y/L/N.â he says, holding up a forestalling hand. âMy team at Sloan Kettering recently received permission to transfer your daughter over to our care as soon as logistically possible. You see, weâve been working on an experimental new treatment protocol â a form of gene therapy designed to treat even the most aggressive, mutation-riddled forms of cancers like Oliviaâs brain tumor.â
You blink owlishly, unable to fully process the onslaught of technical jargon being leveled at you. All you can do is continue sitting there, stunned into silence as the doctor launches into an almost dizzying explanation of re-engineered viruses, targeted gene editing, and âcontrolled payloadsâ being essentially the extent of modern medicine.
â... And while the trial is still in its early stages, weâve actually already achieved partial and even full remission in a few key pediatric cases remarkably similar to that of your daughter.â Paulson continues, his tone growing faintly tinged with optimism and something akin to pride. âWhich is why weâre reasonably confident Olivia could be an excellent candidate for our experimental therapies, if you allow it.â
He lets the weight of that statement hang in the air between you, watching you carefully for any visible reaction. But youâre frozen, fighting between warring tides of soul-rending hope and knee-jerk cynicism.
After all, youâve come to reflexively distrust when desperation-stoking scenarios sound too good to be true over the past several torturous weeks. A small, rational voice in the back of your mind pipes up to remind you that you canât afford to get your hopes up, only to be gutted yet again by the crushing inevitability of disappointment.
But another part of your wearied brain â the part thatâs grown so fatigued by the oppressive feeling of hopelessness â recoils at dismissing any potential reprieve from the nightmare, no matter how fanciful or far-fetched.
So instead you hear yourself croaking out a single, wobbling syllable.
âHow ...â
Paulson tilts his head inquisitively. âIâm sorry?â
You clear your throat, igniting the spark of desperate yearning flickering to life inside your chest. âHow much would ⌠would a treatment like this cost?â
For the first time since barging his way into your fragile world, Paulsonâs aristocratic features twist into an unmistakable grimace. He lets out a tight sigh, clearly recognizing the gravity behind your simple question.
âUnfortunately, due to the experimental and intensive nature of this therapy ⌠the baseline costs do run relatively high.â he explains in a precise tone, as if trying to distance himself from the crass logistical realities. âIf approved for the trial and full treatment regimen, weâre looking at around $1.4 million in projected costs over the first six months alone.â
The astronomical number hits you squarely between the eyes, setting your head swimming with disbelief. One point four ⌠million? The amount is so ludicrously exorbitant that it almost doesnât seem real.
You open your mouth, fully intending to spit out the derisive scoff that such an impossible ask deserves. No amount of desperate wishing could ever make that attainable for a single, working-class parent already drowning in tens of thousands of medical debt.
But Paulson clearly recognizes the crestfallen defeat settling over your features. Because he quickly rushes ahead with his next words, effectively cutting off any vocal dismissal on your end.
âHowever, as I mentioned earlier, we did get some ⌠special circumstances greenlighted regarding your daughterâs case.â he says, tone brightening with carefully cultivated hopefulness. âYou see, thereâs an anonymous benefactor whoâs agreed to cover the full cost of treatment on a ⌠philanthropic basis, letâs call it.â
The words punch you directly in the gut, momentarily robbing your lungs of oxygen like a cruel sucker-punch. You blink dazedly up at Paulson, struggling to make sense of what heâs saying through the roaring static in your ears.
âI ⌠I donât understand.â you manage to stammer out. âSomeone wants to ⌠pay for my daughter? All of it? But why? How could they possibly-â
âHey now, none of that.â Paulson cuts you off, his voice softening with what might be the first hints of empathy and warmth creeping in. âThe why doesnât matter right now â only that itâs been arranged at no cost to you or your family.â
He moves closer then, resting one hand on your shoulder in an unexpected gesture of kindness that makes you flinch despite yourself. Up close, you can see the sincerity shining in his hazel eyes, pleading for you to simply accept this incredible parting of the dark clouds that have shrouded your existence.
âI know this is ⌠well, frankly astounding news on top of everything else youâre already dealing with.â Paulson continues, giving your shoulder a gentle, reassuring squeeze. âAnd please, believe me, we want to avoid overwhelming you with undue complications. For now, I think itâs enough to simply feel that spark of hope again, yes?â
Despite your best efforts to tamp down the desperate yearning swelling in your chest, you find yourself nodding mutely in agreement. Because in this moment, you understand exactly the miraculous implications of his words.
After so many agonizing weeks of feeling utterly powerless, of watching your baby girlâs life slowly ebb away before your very eyes ⌠there is a chance. An opportunity, a fighting possibility that everything wonât end in crushing grief and irredeemable sorrow.
And even just that single glowing ember of hope, no matter how faint, is enough to shatter the dam holding back your turbulent sea of pent-up emotion. Paulson watches in quiet acceptance as you finally break down in great, shuddering sobs â only this time, theyâre threaded with the catharsis of relief.
Happy tears stream down your blotchy cheeks, unchecked and convulsive. You press your face into the cool, starchy sheets of Oliviaâs bed, body wracked with a release of tension weeks in the making. It feels as though youâre being simultaneously unmade and reborn in this singular, messy instance.
Through the storm of your breakdown, youâre dimly aware of Paulson stepping away to give you privacy. And then, just before he slips from the room entirely, his composed baritone rings out one last time.
âWeâll make all the arrangements to transport Olivia to Sloan Kettering as soon as possible. Get her started on this treatment regimen right away, alright?â
You canât even summon the words to respond, only nodding rapidly between hiccuping bursts of gasping and sobbing. But just before he exits, shutting the door silently behind him, you catch Paulsonâs murmur.
âThereâs a fighting chance now. Thatâs all any of us can really ask for ...â
***
Max rakes a hand through his meticulously styled hair as he strides down the sterile hallway of Sloan Ketteringâs pediatric oncology ward. His eyes scan the room numbers tacked to each door, searching for the one he was provided.
456 ⌠458⌠ah, there â 460. Max pauses outside the closed entry, squaring his shoulders as he tries to tamp down the uncharacteristic fluttering of nerves in his stomach. Taking a fortifying breath, he gives the door a perfunctory series of raps with his knuckles.
Almost immediately, a muffled voice filters through from inside â your voice, he recognizes with a start. âCome in!â
Maxâs brow furrows momentarily at the warm, chipper lilt to your tone. So unlike the brittle, devastated one he had heard that fateful day in his office. Though he supposes thatâs only fitting, given the radically shifted circumstances these past several weeks.
Pushing his hesitation aside, Max takes the invitation and pushes into the hospital room. Youâre seated in one of the uncomfortable plastic visitorâs chairs, wearing a soft cardigan and jeans â by all appearances the very portrait of a typical doting mother.
Well, not entirely typical. Because curled up on the bed next to you is a tiny, doe-eyed little girl whose resemblance leaves no question as to her relation to you.
Olivia.
As soon as the door clicks shut behind him, you glance up â and immediately do a double-take, eyes going comically wide. âM-Mr. Verstappen?â You splutter out, frozen halfway out of your chair like a hostess belatedly remembered her manners. âI ⌠I didnât realize you were-â
Max holds up a hand to stop the tide of nervous rambling, inexplicably touched by your visible shock. The effect is only compounded when Olivia shifts on the bed, eyeing him owlishly from beneath the cuddly weight of a stuffed unicorn nearly as large as she is.
âItâs quite alright, Ms. Y/L/N.â he says, offering you the barest hint of a disarming smile. An expression he finds shockingly easy to produce given the scene before him. âI admit I hadnât warned you about my visit in advance.â
He pauses there, suddenly realizing the reason for his impromptu trip isnât entirely certain, even to himself. It had begun as little more than a nagging impulse tugging at him throughout his days, growing more persistent and insistent until he finally gave in and scheduled some time away from the office.
And now that heâs here, standing in this dimly-lit hospital room, Max feels strangely ⌠unmoored. Adrift in a situation his renowned business acumen didnât even begin to equip him for handling.
But then your daughter is shifting again, curiosity winning out over her bashfulness as she props herself up on her elbows. âWhoâre you?â She pipes up in a tiny, raspy voice that somehow bypasses Maxâs usually implacable defenses.
Something pangs oddly in his chest at the innocent inquiry. He finds himself crouching into an automatic squat, bringing himself level with the bedside so he can better meet Oliviaâs inquisitive gaze.
âYou can just call me Max.â he says, injecting a gentle warmth into his tone that he didnât even realize he was capable of. âItâs a pleasure to finally meet you.â
It occurs to him then that heâs been subconsciously clutching the bouquet of flowers still in his off-hand â an overly ornate spray of exotic lilies and birds of paradise blooms that probably cost more than a monthâs rent for most families. He had ordered them from the cityâs most exclusive florist boutique on pure aesthetic impulse, without pausing to consider the message such an excessive display might send.
This morning, holding the massive arrangement felt appropriate, a reflection of Maxâs stature as a dominant business magnate. But now, watching Oliviaâs large eyes track the oversized bouquet with open-mouthed awe, he feels suddenly self-conscious.
Hoping to recover some sense of propriety, Max clears his throat and holds the flowers out in front of him.
âThese are, ah, for your mother.â he explains gruffly, avoiding your questioning gaze burning against the side of his face. âA small token of ⌠of appreciation, one might say.â
He isnât quite sure what prompts the carefully worded addition â perhaps an instinctive reflex to avoid showing any overt sentimentality. But either way, you seem to simply accept the generous offering with bemused grace.
âThank you, Mr. Versta-â You quickly correct yourself at his mild arched brow. âEr, Max. Theyâre absolutely lovely.â
You bend to inhale the rich floral perfume, eyelids fluttering in evident delight at the fragrance. Max watches the childlike awe play out across your soft features, feeling an odd sort of satisfaction settle in his chest.
Having given you the flowers, he rises to his feet once more with a put-upon sigh of effort. Every bit of spoiled opulence and bravado that usually comes as second-nature to Max.
And yet, none of it lands quite with the affected solemnity heâs accustomed to projecting. Not when Oliviaâs sweet-faced attention is still utterly transfixed by his every move and micro-expression.
Your daughter still hasnât looked away from him even as you arrange the flower vase on her bedside table, entranced in a way only the very young can be. Itâs ⌠disarming, to say the least. But not entirely unpleasant, Max finds himself admitting.
âI, ah, got something for you as well, Olivia.â he announces impulsively. From behind his back, he produces a floppy-limbed teddy bear easily half her size.
Heâs not even sure what prompted him to purchase such a pedestrian sort of toy. All he knows is that he saw the stuffed creature in the hospital gift shop window on his way in, and some impulse compelled him to acquire it for reasons he still canât understand.
But any lingering uncertainty fades from his mind like a passing cloud when Olivia lets out an audible gasp of delight. Her little hands instantly shoot out, making desperate grabbing motions at the plush offering.
âOhmygosh, thank you!â The words tumble out in a breathless, childish rush. Before Max can even react, she leans precariously over the edge of the bed, arms outstretched and grasping imploringly.
On instinct, Max takes a half-step forward, carefully depositing the stuffed bear into Oliviaâs waiting embrace to avoid any accidents. She immediately snatches it to her chest, burying her face in the softness of its soft fabric with a contented hum that seems to vibrate in Maxâs very soul.
He swallows hard past the unexpected lump that forms in his throat, watching a child delight in something so simple and innocent. How long has it been since he allowed himself to find joy in the pure, unbridled way that Olivia does? Far too long, heâs forced to admit.
Clearing his throat with an awkward rumble, Max tears his gaze away from your daughterâs cuddling. He levels his focus back onto you instead. Only then does he realize youâve been staring at him throughout the entire interaction, an unreadable look painted across your face.
âI trust the medical team has kept you informed of Oliviaâs progress so far.â he prompts in his usual clipped tone, struggling to reassert some sense of distancing professionalism. âI donât have any special insight into the procedural specifics, but from what Iâve gathered, positive results are steadily accumulating, yes?â
You blink once, almost like shaking yourself out of a reverie, before offering a slow nod in response. âY-Yes, you could definitely say that.â
Something sparks behind your gaze then â some dawning realization creeping over your delicate features. âIn fact, Dr. Paulson himself said Olivia seems to have responded better to the gene therapy than almost any other patient yet. Her tumor reduction trend is so far exceeding their best models that theyâre actually considering tweaking the formula for future tria-â
You abruptly cut yourself off, lips pursing into a tight line as you turn your focus back to Max. He holds your stare evenly, waiting for whatever it is you seem to be mustering the courage to say.
Then, almost in a whisper, âMax ⌠are you the anonymous donor paying for all of this?â
The words hang in the air like a physical force between you, so full of implication and unvoiced emotion that even Max canât find a way to deflect them. He stares back at you, utterly disarmed beneath the intensity of your scrutinizing gaze.
For a long beat, only the hum of hospital machines and equipment fills the weighty silence. Maxâs jaw works tensely as he considers how best to respond. He wants to shrug it off, make some sardonic quip to reestablish the carefully curated aloofness that serves him so well in the business world.
But then Olivia lets out another joyous giggle as she squishes the plush bearâs paw, completely enraptured and undistracted by the silent standoff occurring across her bedside. And all of Maxâs formidable defenses and calculated denials abruptly dissolve in the face of such childlike innocence.
So instead of evasion, he answers your question with a small, barely perceptible nod and a softly murmured, âYes.â
He doesnât have time to brace himself before youâre suddenly surging up out of the chair with a wounded cry. And then your arms are flung around his neck, your body slamming against his chest as you pull Max into a fierce and entirely unexpected hug.
The impact momentarily stuns him, freezing Max in place with his arms held useless at his sides. He canât remember the last time someone dared to initiate such a brazen display of physical contact â perhaps ever, now that he racks his brain.
But just as he contemplates gently extricating himself from your clutches, your ragged voice rises to his ear in a trembling whisper.
âThank you.â youâre whispering over and over like a fevered prayer. âThank you, thank you, thank you ...â
With each impassioned repetition, Max can feel more of the tension slowly leeching from his frame. He finds himself sinking bonelessly into your embrace, one hand coming to rest against the small of your back in an automatic gesture of soothing.
Soon enough, heaving sobs are wracking your entire body against his. Hot tears quickly begin to soak through the fabric of his expensive dress shirt as you cling to him with the desperation of a fallen angel clawing her way back into grace. But Max doesnât pull away, doesnât extricate himself or put distance between your respective roles as worker and corporate king.
Instead, in a move even he canât fully explain or justify, his free hand comes up to cradle the back of your head, pulling you in even tighter as you keen your grateful relief against the column of his throat.
âItâs ⌠quite alright.â he finds himself rumbling in a low, soothing voice completely at odds with his usual persona. âNo thanks are necessary. All that matters now is ensuring your daughterâs full and complete recovery ⌠at whatever cost required.â
He isnât sure whether his throwaway platitude is meant more for his benefit or yours at this point. But either way, you show no signs of releasing him from the crushing strength of your desperate clutch anytime soon. So Max does the only thing left available to him â he simply lets you cry and shake and cling to him for as long as you need.
Until finally, with a handful of watery hiccups and sniffles, you manage to tilt your blotchy face up towards his.
âI ⌠I donât know how Iâll ever repay you for this.â you murmur throatily. âFor giving Olivia more than just some faint hope, but an actual chance to grow up and live the life she deserves.â
Tenderness isnât something that often breaks through Max Verstappenâs shroud of callous indifference. He can count on one hand the number of times in his adult life heâs allowed himself to indulge in such sentimental trivialities.
But gazing into your puffy, reddened eyes, he finds he canât quite summon any bitter cynicism. Instead, his voice remains low with a soothing gentleness that feels almost foreign falling from his lips.
âThe only form of repayment Iâll require.â he says finally, âis your permission to take you to dinner.â
He blinks once, almost taken aback by the words that slipped unbidden from his throat. But you, for your part, seem equally dazed as your brows knit in bewilderment.
âDinner? But ⌠I havenât left Olivia in weeks.â
At that, Max manages a wry smile, feeling as if heâs regained at least some fraction of his footing and composure. âOf course I donât expect you to. I simply meant for the three of us to dine together ⌠here, in the hospital. My treat, naturally.â
Your fingers unconsciously clench tighter into the fabric of his ruined dress shirt. But even with the hint of embarrassment pinkening your cheeks, he can see what looks almost like ⌠excitement? Perhaps even coyness sparking behind your gaze before you avert your eyes demurely.
âI ⌠yes, of course.â you murmur, sounding almost bashful. âWe would be honored.â
Max simply nods, committing every little part of the interaction to his increasingly scattered memory for later dissection. For now, he withdraws himself from the gentle circle of your arms with what he hopes appears a natural sort of casualness.
âVery good then,â is all he finds himself able to say in response. âI shall make the necessary arrangements and return shortly with something to eat.â
With that, he turns on his heel and strides towards the exit, throwing one final look over his shoulder. Youâre already back in your chair at Oliviaâs bedside, shooting him another shy little smile as you start to idly stroke your now dozing daughterâs hair.
And before Max even fully processes the impulse, he feels the corner of his mouth tugging upwards into a warm half-grin in response.
A expression so unfamiliar on his usually dour features that it renders him momentarily unrecognizable, even to himself.
Shaking his head as if to cast off the dizzy sense of displacement, Max continues out into the hallway. He stubbornly refuses to dwell too much on the stirrings of contentment radiating through his chest.
Such indulgent notions are highly unseemly for a man of his stature and influence, after all. Better to ignore them entirely, as he always has.
Though even as the thought crosses his mind, Max finds himself picking up his pace with a renewed sense of purpose and determination. Because somewhere along the way, he realizes ...
Denial doesnât appear to be an option anymore.
***
Two Years Later
The ornate grandfather clock in the corner ticks rhythmically, its pendulum swinging with measured precision. Maxâs gaze flicks over to it briefly before returning to the stack of documents before him. Numbers and figures blur together as his eyes scan the pages, his brow furrowed in concentration.
A giggle from the corner of the room breaks his focus. He glances up to see Olivia sitting cross-legged on the plush carpet, curls bouncing as she plays with her Barbie dolls. A hint of a smile tugs at the corner of his lips at the sight of her innocent joy.
âWhat are you up to over there, kleine muis?â He asks, his voice gruff but tinged with affection.
Olivia looks up, her eyes sparkling. âIâm having a tea party with Barbie and Ken.â she explains, brandishing the dolls. âWould you like to join us, Maxie?â
Max chuckles softly. âThank you for the invitation, but Iâm afraid I have a bit too much work to do for a tea party right now.â
âOkay.â Olivia says cheerfully, returning to her imaginary festivities.
You had dropped Olivia off at Maxâs office after her kindergarten class, needing to rush to an urgent marketing meeting. Max had insisted on keeping her company until you returned, despite the mountain of paperwork on his desk.
He watches Olivia play, mesmerized by her ability to create entire worlds from mere toys and her vibrant imagination. Her carefree laughter is a soothing balm against the chaos of his day.
After a while, Olivia looks up again. âMaxie, can I ask you something?â
âOf course, lieverd. What is it?â
Olivia fidgets with one of the dollâs dresses. âToday at school, we had to draw pictures of our families.â
Maxâs heart constricts slightly at the innocuous statement, but he manages a reassuring smile. âDid you have fun with that activity?â
Olivia nods enthusiastically. âUh-huh. I drew me, Mommy, and you.â
The words hit Max like a physical blow, stealing his breath away. He stares at Olivia, his eyes widening as a storm of emotions swirls within him.
Olivia, oblivious to his inner turmoil, continues, âBut then Timmy said that youâre not really my daddy since we donât have the same last name. Is that true, Maxie? Are you not my daddy?â
Max swallows hard, his throat constricting. He had grown to love this child as if she were his own flesh and blood, but he had never dared to assume the sacred title of father. The realization that Olivia saw him that way, despite the lack of biological ties, threatens to shatter his carefully constructed walls.
Pushing back from his desk, he rises to his feet and makes his way over to where Olivia sits. He lowers himself to the floor, his movements stiff and hesitant. Olivia watches him with curious eyes, still clutching her dolls.
âOlivia.â he begins, his voice thick with emotion he struggles to contain. âEven though we donât share the same name, and I didnât ...â He pauses, swallowing hard. âI didnât have a hand in bringing you into this world, you are every bit as much my daughter as if you were my own.â
Olivia tilts her head slightly, considering his words. âSo, I can call you Daddy?â
The simple question unlocks something deep within Maxâs core, a part of himself he had locked away long ago. He feels moisture prickling at the corners of his eyes, an unfamiliar sting that he doesnât fight.
âYes, kleine muis.â he whispers, his voice wavering. âI would be honored if you called me Daddy.â
Without warning, Olivia drops her dolls and flings her small arms around Maxâs neck, hugging him tightly. Max freezes for a moment, unaccustomed to such open displays of affection, before melting into the hug. He wraps his arms around Oliviaâs tiny frame, holding her close as if she might slip away at any moment.
They stay like that for long minutes, Maxâs shoulders trembling slightly as the dam he had so carefully constructed finally cracks. Tears slip silently down his cheeks, mingling with the softness of Oliviaâs hair as he buries his face against her.
At last, Olivia pulls back, her eyes shining with joy. âI love you, Daddy.â she says simply, the words reverberating through Maxâs very soul.
He manages a watery smile, brushing away the dampness on his cheeks. âAnd I love you, lieverd. More than you could ever know.â
Olivia beams at him before scrambling to her feet. âOh! I almost forgot!â She darts over to her little backpack, rummaging through it eagerly.
Max watches her, his heart still thundering in his chest from the whirlwind of emotions coursing through him. He had built an empire, commanded boardrooms with an iron fist, and struck fear into the hearts of grown men ⌠yet this innocent child had disarmed him completely.
âHere it is!â Olivia exclaims, returning with a piece of paper clutched in her small fist. She holds it out to Max, beaming. âFor you, Daddy.â
With trembling hands, Max takes the drawing. A bright smile breaks across his face as he studies the crude but endearing figures â stick figures, but he can clearly make out Olivia, you, and himself, joined by vibrant swirls of color.
âItâs beautiful.â he murmurs, his fingers tracing over the lines with a tenderness he reserves only for her. âThank you.â
Over the next few days, Max has the drawing professionally framed, the simple piece of artwork taking pride of place on the wall of his office. Whenever his gaze falls upon it, his heart swells with a love and sense of purpose that had been missing for far too long.
Beside the framed drawing hangs his business degree, a symbol of his power and influence in the corporate world. Yet, it is Oliviaâs artwork that holds the most meaning, a reminder of what truly matters in this life.
Because Max is many things â a captain of industry, a force to be reckoned with, a man who has clawed his way to the top through sheer grit and determination.
But most importantly, he is a father.
And he has never been more proud of any achievement than to call himself Oliviaâs daddy.
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having satoru and your little daughter bring you breakfast in bed (they left a huge mess in the kitchen) and childishly arguing over your head on who should be the first to kiss you and wake you up đĽš
âpapa should be the one, itâs only fair since mama belongs to papaâ, satoru whispers, childishly trying to prove a point.
âyou kiss mama all the timeâ, your little one pouts. âit should be me at least this onceâ
âlook, kiddoâ, he furrows his brows. âyou canât steal mamaâs first kiss of the dayâ
âi am sure you kissed her already, so that wouldnât be her first kiss of the dayâ
which was true. satoru did kiss you softly on the shoulder and then he kissed your hair before leaving the bed earlier this morning.
âhey, that doesnât count. she was still sleepingâ
âand she is still sleeping right nowâ
âbut the intention of the kiss is different, you see â itâs supposed to wake her upâ
âpapa, you canât keep mama all to yourself, thatâs pretty selfish of youâ
âcanât help it, papa just loves mama too muchâ, satoru sighs. resting his cheek against his palm, he looks at you affectionately.
and so does your little one. âbut i love mama tooâ
they both pout, neither of them willing to back down.
after a while of serious negotiations, they finally reach an agreement.
âokay, letâs just kiss her at the same time then â you take this cheek, and iâll take the otherâ, satoru suggests while pointing at your face.
the little one nods.
âalright, we go at 3, 2, 1âŚâ, satoru counts down.
*peck*
and then another, and another, and a fourth one â until you open your eyes and squish their faces against your cheeks.
this happens quite often, especially when satoru has the day off and the three of you sleep in in the mornings. every time you find it really hard to hold back your laughter while pretending to be asleep until their little, adorable fight over you ends in a mutual agreement. they never tire of this, and neither do you.
but as much as you love them, the scolding is inevitable after you witness the chaos they made of the kitchen.
âmama can be very scary, huhâ, satoru whispers while scrubbing the dishes over the sink.
your daughter nods as she dries the washed plates with a towel. âi thought sheâd let it slide this timeâŚâ
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Cregan Stark x fem!reader | no use of y/n | warnings: NSFW, p-in-v penetration, outdoor sex(does a tent still count as outdoor?), swearing, Cregan has a breeding kink, semi-public?, slight brat taming, classic doggy style, ass slapping, f!receiving oral, Creganâs gonna eat her out from the back which is truly the highlight here; so. this has been festering in my drafts for well over two months. Good luck. poison ivy by hemi moore
Hot stuff under the cut. 18+ only. I'm not responsible for the content you choose to consume. ty.
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âAre you going to explain yourself or do I have to ask why youâre speaking to me that way in front of my men?â
âIn what way?â She murmurs, snappily adjusting the furs beneath her, staring above at the roof of their tent. Cregan watched in partial disbeliefâand partial irritationâat the sight of his wife going to bed despite their disagreement. It wasnât often that they argued, and especially not on account of her publicly disrespecting him. The Hunt was meant to celebrate the unity of the North, among other things, and yet sheâd been cold to him most of the late afternoon and early evening. They were meant to be setting an example. He couldnât understand what heâd done to agitate her in the first place. âIâm not going to play this game with you.â Cregan huffs, setting down his cloak on the back of a chair. âWhy have you been so cross with me today of all days?â
âI havenât.â She counters smartly, tone filled with an attitude he wanted nothing more than to fuck out of her. âYouâre being childish.â He grunts right back, earning a glare from his cross little wife. If he hadnât been so ticked off, he mightâve actually laughed at the way her eyes narrowed in his directionâlike a pup about to pounce. âIâm not a child.â She snaps, turning to adjust her pillow as he removes his boots. He snorts at that. âYouâre behaving like one. Now are you going to resume your wifely duties and speak to me or must I tuck you in and read you a story?â He couldâve done without the mocking, but both their tempers had risen by that point, overspilling and soaking their marriage bed like a tempest.
She ignored him completely, reaching to blow out the candle at her bedside, rolling over to face the wall of the tent, linens and furs pulled up to her chin. As much as he was irritated with her refusal to communicate, he wasnât going to sulk until she decided to give him the mercy of her words. Cregan continued to undress down to his small clothes, joining her under the covers despite their mutual fuming. It was an agreement theyâd reached at the beginning of their marriage: angry or not, their bed was shared. Non-negotiable. He was especially thankful for that condition nowâthe ground did not look very comfortable if sheâd decided to banish him like a hound. He faced her back, arm thrown haphazardly over her middle. Admittedly, he needed to feel her there to get a proper nightâs rest. She allowed it.
The tension had seeped into their tent, clearly choosing to remain even with the terms of bedtime theyâd set in place. She was still angry, he was still puzzled. Even with her back against him, Cregan could still sense her irritation. It hung in the air like a dark cloud, refusing to disperse. Heâd never thought being married would sometimes feel like a storm in his own home. But the Wolf of the North was not a man to back down from a challenge. And it was becoming clear to him that his wife wouldnât talk unless he spoke first. So he does. "You canât keep behaving this way,â He starts, his voice gravelly but low. There's about a minute of tense silence between them before her attitude-filled reply breaks the quiet of their tent. âAnd why not?â
A frustrated sigh leaves his lips as he shifts in the bed, arm still loosely wrapped around her waist. âFirstly youâre my wife. Secondly, the hunt was meant to celebrate the North. And thirdlyâŚâ His voice trails off, his jaw clenching. Heâd already said too much for his liking. Cregan was never one to give too much away, and giving an explanation for his emotions had never been a strength of his. But with herâŚthere was a part that he couldnât help but be honest with her. She wouldn't judge him even on his worst days. âBecause I donât like it when youâre angry with me.â His words were heavy with sincerity, which only irritated him more. The Wolf of the North was not supposed to feel so exposed to his little dragon wifeâs moods.
For a moment, he thinks he's gotten through to his stubborn wife. "...we can discuss it tomorrow. I want to sleep." She grumbles into the dark. âYou want to ignore it tomorrow, you mean,â He retorts, arm still refusing to remove itself from her waist despite the rejection. Cregan lets the argument drop for now, however. But only because he can tell for himself that she's not going to give way to his stubborn badgering that night. He grunts in annoyance, shifting so that his chin rests on her shoulder. âUnbelievable.â He mutters to himself. Angry or not, though, they were going to cuddle. Itâs the smell of her hair that pulls him into a steady rest, his chest pressing against her back, his arm still slung over her middle like a claim. For some reason, even in his sleep, he still needs to feel her near him; a possession of the body and mind. The two of them adjust a little, the usual marital squirming in order to get comfortable. Peace even in the chaos of their argument.
On the other hand, his wife could not find sleep even if she had a map. With him snoring lightly behind herâsomething that always put her to sleepâboth irritation and guilt chewed away at her reserve, leaving her restless. It persists. An hour passes, then two, and still, Lady Stark was wide awake, bothered and guilty. The snoring continues through the night, the Northern Lord blissfully unaware of her warring emotions. But even unconscious, he could sense the battle for sleep. The Wolf of the North stirred beside her, his arm now fully thrown over her torso, hand resting against her ribs. Cregan was in no way a light sleeper, but as her frustration grew, he seemed to be silently disturbed from his sleep. His eyes flutter open with a tired hum, his chin buried in the warmth of his wife still. Heâs quiet for a few long moments before mumbling in a groggy voice, thick and raspy. âYouâre still awake.â
âI can't sleep.â She mutters. It's clear that the heat of their argument had ceased to a smolder in the while she had reflected into the dark. "Probably because I'm still upset." She sighs. "And I'm a little cold...and..â As she speaks, his initial tiredness starts to clear. âAnd?â He prompts, shifting again to lift his head in the slightest. His hand rubs against her stomach, trying to share any semblance of his warmth with her. â...I feelâŚworked up. I'm annoyed butâŚroused.â It's laced with a begrudging admittance and Cregan opens his eyes in disbelief, suddenly more awake at her mumbled words. A rush of heat rolls through his body, his heart skipping a beat. It always does. The thought alone never failed to stop him in his tracks. His hand stills against her stomach for a moment, considering how to respond. âWell, my love, it sounds like you've had enough of keeping your anger a secret. You can tell me no matter what. Even if it's childish and silly. I'm your husband.â
"You didn't eat breakfast with me this morning." She blurts, finally revealing what had made her so irritated all day. "You gave me a kiss and then you just ran off to eat with Torrhen Manderly. Didn't even invite me.â He pauses in his caresses, a low hum leaving his chest. âThatâs what caused your little temper tantrum?â He murmurs, tone still somewhat drowsy but now a bit exasperated. Affectionately, of course. He canât fight the small smile thatâs formed on his lips. A temper tantrum over him eating with the second son of the Lord of White Harbor and not inviting his sweet wife. It was such a small thing, but for some reason, it makes his chest feel tight. âI didnât think youâd be interested in a morning meeting with House Manderly,â he mumbles in response, pulling her closer, his hand once again tracing patterns across her waist.
"I'm not, but I'm interested in sitting with you.â
The corners of his mouth twitch even more at that. A quiet huff of a chuckle leaves his lips, and he moves his chin to rest on her shoulder, warm breath lightly fanning on her jaw. âSo Iâm to invite you to every little meeting I have now?â He murmurs, teasing and still somehow half-drowsy. There's a very light dusting of indignation in her tone as she answers. "...not all of them, I'd be bored to death." She huffs. "But today was about unity. I didn't feel very unified with you.â He grumbles under his breath in mild disagreement. The Hunt wasnât all about unity, it was about celebration. Of the North and of the Starks. Unity amongst the Northmen was an important facet of the feast, but it was not the entire point. But he didnât want to argue about that, especially not when she was still so irritable with him. âYou shouldâve just come by and sat yourself down then. Torrhen would've liked your company, and of course I had no problems with having my beautiful wife beside me.â
"And intrude? That's embarrassing." He could hear her pout from a mile out, at least. Creganâs chest vibrates against her back with a low laugh. âAnd throwing a little fit all day isnât embarrassing?â He muses, nipping at her shoulder. "...it's more dignified than begging.â She grumbles. One of his hands suddenly moves from her stomach and up to her jaw. In almost an instant, his wife was putty in his grasp once more. He turns her head, pressing a kiss against the corner of her mouth, his tongue suddenly swiping over the skinâalmost like he needed a taste of her. A low, gravelly murmur leaves his chest. âThereâs no part of you that has to beg for my attention. But Iâm not sure itâs dignified to pout all day over me having a morning meeting, my sweet Lady Wife.â
Before she could say something smart in return, Cregan dips his face into her neck, unable to stop himself from taking a greedy bite. She makes a small noise from the back of her throatâa mewl that sends the sleep far, far away from his thoughts. He smiles against her skin when he feels her tilt her head for more. âSensitive little thing, arenât you?â He teases, taking advantage of her movement to press another open-mouthed kiss against her neck. âPouting all day for my attention, and here you are, melting at it now.â In the quiet of the tent, he can hear the low, shaky exhale release past her lips. âI'm sorryâŚfor being impolite to you with your men present.â
âAn apology?â His voice holds his amusement, and he continues his trail of kisses up her neck, until his lips are hovering right next to her ear. âNow that is a new one. Iâm sure some snow from beyond the Wall will start falling within the hour if youâre apologizing to me. Not something you make a habit of doing, my sweet wife.â He felt her smile just a little, and he mentally counted down for whatever joke she was about to tell him. âAt this rate, I'm sure Winter is fleeing.â His nose brushes up against the skin behind her ear, and he lets out a barely stifled laugh. âThatâs blasphemous to say in the NorthâŚbut funny.â He pushes himself up on his forearms above her, looking down, eyes suddenly filled with barely contained heatâas was his usual disposition. "Still annoyed and roused?â
"Not annoyed. Just worked up." She murmurs, tracing the outline of his shoulders in the dark. He hums in acknowledgment, stomach warming at her confirmation. âYou want me to tire you out? Make up for this morning?â His voice is still thick and gravelly, a testament of his deep sleep and the hunger that now had him captivated. Her response came out in a quiet âmmhmâ, reaching for him through the dark. In one swift movement, Cregan flips her onto her stomach, chuckling at the noise of surprise she releases. Furs and linens thrown back, his hands glide over the skin of her thighs, gently raising the hem of her delicate shift. It was a slow, deliberate action, and he didnât need to see her face to know how much she was anticipating his touch. As her nightgown rose over the curve of her ass, he could feel the goosebumps forming beneath his palms. âArse up, face down.â
She shivered at the command. Simple, yet drowning her in want. How could she ever deny her Wolf of the North? With a near-silent grunt of effort, she raises herself on her knees, lowering her upper-half down onto the pillows. The hem of her shift pools at her mid back, exposing herself to her husband just the way he loved it. âPerfect.â He murmurs, his hands gripping the flesh of her ass like he couldnât wait to take a bite out of her. âLook at you. Fighting me all day, and yet here you are. All but begging for me to unspool you. I should make you beg, but youâre quite lucky I donât have the patience, wife.â Just as she thinks sheâs going to feel his hot tongue, a hand comes barreling down on her rear, a loud, searing spank that was probably heard from the next tent over. Her gasp was barely stifled into the pillow.
His tongue dipped slowly between her folds, a measured pace that nearly made her lose her breath. He always knew how she wanted it. Back and forth, savoring her like her juicy cunt was his last meal in the living world. With every languid stroke forward, the tip of his tongue nudged her twitching pearl in a toe-curling rhythm. Her noises only urged him on further. He slurped up her slick like a man starved, wordlessly encouraging her movements as she rocked back against his tongue. Eyes shut, face contorted in bliss, he could only picture what she looked like in his mindâs eye. He was too preoccupied with his meal to bother to light any candles. Not that he needed them, anyway. He knew her body as if they shared a soul. His wife was unable to piece together a single word, reduced to a puddle of whines and squirms.
âAll day.â He reiterates. âTalking back to me. I accept your apology, but that does not mean youâre entirely free of the consequences, pup.â And then, another. Harder than the last, and most certainly stinging. Another. Another. He was merciful enough to distribute his spanks evenly, and with every bloom of hot pain, she felt herself grow more and more eager for a release. âPleaseââ She mewled, on the verge of patheticism. A sixth sear spreads over her left asscheek. The rest of her plea remains locked in her throat. âIâve had enough of your pretty mouth speaking against me.â He murmurs into the dark, hands massaging the hot skin with an air of tenderness. âUnderstand?â Head spinning with lust, she can barely form a coherent word. â..Y-yes.â That seemed to moderately satisfy him, and Cregan finally leaned his face down, spreading her for his pleasure.
âIâll never tire of your sweet taste.â He rumbled against her, fingers digging into the supple flesh of her ass like he was afraid sheâd run off. Not that she ever would, but the feeling of her in his hands was groundingâa reminder of who he was and where he was between every dive of his tongue. He was drowning in the tang of her. Every lap of his tongue drove her an inch closer to her peak. âCreganâCregan, I canât.â She cried, on the verge of desperation. If heâd had her sitting on his face instead, it wouldâve been much easier to keep her from wiggling, but she couldnât help herself not to writhe against his mouth and nose. And frankly, he was too hungry to separate himself from her for even a moment in order to change position. No. Not even a snippet of patience. He needed her to release.
âYes, you can.â Cregan grunts against her soaked cunt, although it was less than coherentâsomething about the idea of getting caught made him eager to please. With all the pretty noises she was making for him, he couldnât bring himself to attempt to quiet her. Not that it mattered. He doubted anyone would dare interrupt the Lord Paramount of the North and his Lady wife. And yet, someone walking by? Hearing the private way she cried out for her husband? Thrilling in every sense of the word. The thought alone made his blood pump, and his teeth lightly nip at her sweet pearl. More like a graze, really, but her reaction seemed otherwise. She squeals into her pillow, a throaty, rabid sound that nearly makes him peak. She was coming. And he had the absolute pleasure of lapping up all her delicious juices right from the source.
He couldn't make himself wait any longer after that. Cregan pawed at his small clothes until he was entirely bare behind her, feeling his beautiful wife tremble as he aligned his twitching cock. There was no other sensation in the living world that mattered to him more than the way her walls stretched to accommodate his size. Absolute perfection. Nothing but bliss. A noise of pleasure rumbled from his throat as he sunk into her soaked cunt. Inch by murderous inch, the Wolf of the North felt his sense of reality fade into the background. Much like an animal focused on dragging their kill home, Cregan was fixated on drowning himself inside her to the hilt. No matter how many times he'd experienced that exact sensation, he would never tire of his perfect Lady wife. Not even if she'd throw a tantrum every day for the duration of their marriageâso long as he got to kiss her goodmorning and fuck her goodnight.
âThere we goâŚâ He grunts, laying himself over her back as he eased his tip deep inside. Pulling out and back again was a torturous, toe-curling feeling, but the little mewls she whined into the pillows made it worth every teasing drag of his hips. âThis is how it should be.â Cregan pants, his nose pressed against the back of her neck. âYou, enjoying your fulfilled cravings, and me, balls-deep inside my woman. I hate fighting with youâbut I love fucking that attitude right out.â Her thighs trembled as he rutted into her ass, an incessant, fervent type of rhythm that only came out when she truly frustrated him. And she certainly had; all day long, in fact. But his vixen of a wife couldn't bring herself to regret a thing. She knew what she was going to do in the next Great Hunt.
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Diaper Discipline Guide
Emma & Henry
My boyfriend of 4 years has always had regressive and sub tendencies while Iâve wanted to talk more control in our relationship. We tried several bdsm activities including smacking and bondage but the occasional nature wasnât really doing it for me.
After finding out more online about Female Led Relationships I came across DD, initially dismissing it. But the more I read, the better and better the idea appealed to me. After some planning I decided to confront my partner and say I wanted to add an element of control and domination into our relationship, by saying I hadnât decided how to do it yet we had a long discussion without diapers being mentioned where he agreed in principle to âlifestyle dominanceâ as long as it could be kept between them and not impact his job, friends, etc.Â
This guide was invaluable to me to plan the rest and it solidified my decision. It took me two weeks to discreetly buy the required supplies, getting them delivered to our apartment on days he was at work. I decided that I wanted a high initial level of DD where heâd be in diapers 24/7 at home.
I decided to start on a Friday night after work. Heâd known that I had been preparing for something and I started the conversation by saying my proposal was weird, reassuring him that it wouldnât be painful/harmful and nobody else would find out but you wanted him to agree to try it for at least 6 weeks.
Although nervous he also seemed excited by the prospect and agreed. We moved to the bedroom where I told him to get undressed before I diapered him for the first time. There was a lot of objections at this stage but I talked him round and the agreement to try it for 6 weeks was helpful.
To make the shock less I started with a medical diaper which wasnât too thick and let him wear his normal pjs over it. I left him to explore it on his own while going to make dinner. After dinner it was time to tell him all the rules, the main one was that the toilet at home was now banned and heâd be in diapers whenever heâs at home. I kept the baby elements to a minimum and said heâs have to also wear out the house sometimes but Iâd make sure nobody could tell and never when heâs at work or with friends/family. Iâm not going to lie and say this didnât involve an argument, especially when he realised that no toilet meant #2 as well but we got through. We ended up watching a movie which was a good way for him to calm down.
He wet his diaper for the first time after the movie which was funny to watch as he was so nervous it was going to leak everywhere. Even though it wasnât too wet I did change him straight away and made his change extra special too. That night he slept in a diaper for the first time.
Over the first weekend he did get more used to wearing and I allowed him to use the toilet for a bm on Saturday. Sunday however I decided to fully enforce the rules and he messed himself for the first time. I didnât change him this time and he took a shower. There was a lot of protests again but I said it was none-negotiable. The smell did seem to be the biggest thing that bothered him so I bought some Devrom tablets which had been recommended, it took a few days for them to arrive and a few more of taking them but now his messy diapers hardly smell and the protests have stopped. Iâd actually recommend you use these from day 1 to make the transition easier.
The first week was tough but we got through it and Iâm happy to say weâre now 7 months in to him being in DD. Over that time Iâve moved to thicker abdl diapers, he wears onesies regularly around the house and the toilet has remained unused by him with only a few exceptions.
We both work mainly from home so Iâve gotten used to checking and changing his diaper but thick diapers + devrom has meant he generally only needs a change after waking up, sometime in the early afternoon and before bed. Iâll also let him change himself if Iâm busy or cba.Â
The best news is after an initial rocky patch, our relationship feels stronger than ever! He proposed to me 5 months in and I canât see his DD ending any time soon. Iâve increased elements overtime and now the toilet is banned even when out of the house together. Public wearing did take him a while to get used to but actually itâs easy.Â
Iâm sure DD is not for everyone and is much more involved and hard work than other lifestyle changes but for creating a caring bond between you and your partner Iâve found it to be great!
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i live with two friends who will soon be married, and the three of us intend to eventually buy a house together. when i discussed this with her, my mother said to me, "are they ever going to want their own place?"
and it's a fair question, right? the "normal" thing for a married couple to do is to establish a nuclear family unit, apart from other family and friends. and her instinct is to look out for me, and make sure i am not walking into financial agreements that are untenable.
but that's the tendency allo people, particularly cishet people, have: their first thought is always, aren't they going to get rid of you? won't they leave you? won't everyone?
and they don't see the hurt it causes. because it's what they'd do, so what?
that's the subtle manifestation of arophobia. if your worth is defined by your romantic prospects, then you're worthless on your own. someone else will always come first, surely. you're lacking in some universal truth, and everyone can see it. marriage is forever and divorce equals failure and friendship, well, it isnât something you ought to negotiate.
and why wouldn't we have talked about it?
it's times like these when i cling to the phrase (subject to change). there is no permanent state of the self, no guarantees that life will go one way or another, no use in striving for permanence in a world that's constantly changing faster and faster every day. i won't make myself smaller, couch-surf through people's lives living out of an emotional suitcase, just because they may leave me one day. and why should i? forever is (subject to change).
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Dropout is back in production. đŤĄ
As I mentioned, Dropout is not associated with the AMPTP, who negotiates on behalf of the majority of studios and streamers. But truthfully, there's no such thing as a "struck company." There are instead "struck contracts" -- and not-struck contracts.
We assumed Dropout's contract - the New Media Agreement for Non-Dramatic Programming - was stuck because it wasn't specifically on a list of non-struck contracts. After speaking at length with our lawyers and with SAG, turns out that is not the case.
So, Dropout can return to business as usual. And because none of our shows were ever struck, talent can go back to promoting their Dropout appearances. đ
SAG's decisions are in part strategic. Small streamers like us continuing to work while the major streamers cannot gives us a competitive advantage and puts more pressure on them to make a deal. đ
But make no mistake about it: We continue to support our striking performers and their cause.
- Between Dropout and me personally, we have donated $20,000 to the Entertainment Community Fund.
- If anyone doesn't feel comfortable working with us or promoting their work during the strike for whatever reason, we respect their decision.
- While we already pay above minimums, we will continue to go above and beyond to reward and protect our performers *and* crew members, and plan to put even more of our money where our mouth is before the end of the year.
Dropout fans, thank you for your support and solidarity during this uncertain time. Keep supporting the Entertainment Community Fund, as well as the pet projects of your favorite creators.
And with that, it's back to work. âď¸
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