#so tbh i guess im not as fazed???

[kenlvry]

angry confessions

c; getting into an argument abt something then saying “why u care” and yhhhh, angry confessions speak for itself, aged up 16-17 kenny kyle and stan

kenny mccormick

kenny wasn’t really fazed when something bloody happened, having died millions of time before, he got used to it. but when he saw you and some girl fighting he almost yelled stop loudly tryna be the main character, he let the fight happened bc he knew you hated it when someone pulls you away from a fight, it made it seem like you lost.

after the fight that you won you were frustrated and walked away home bc school alr ended, kenny ran to you and yelled at you “ what the fuck y/n?? you know how fucking dangerous that was?? you looked so fucked up” he said while holding a first aid kit, you couldnt care less how you look, “ y/n! are you even listening?? y/n” he said and walked infront of you, 

“fuck kenny what?, can i not get into a fight? idgaf how i look, she asked for it” “are you hearing yourself rn?? what if you fractured something?? cmon sit down so i can check” he touched your arm “don’t touch me” you said sternly, he let go and you walked away, he wasn’t going to let you go like that so he grabbed your arm again “omg kenny why the fuck do you care so much?! why do you care if i got into a fight!?” “ because i like you dumbass!” your eyes widen and so does kenny “w-what...” you said “ now let me treat you, cmon” he said checking you hands while blushing ,

after that it got somewhat awkard but you two def act more close than ever

stan marsh

you were hanging out with a boy, not just any other boy but a boy that was known as the most violent kid at school, people said the boy always got into fights, smokes behind the school and disrespects teachers. but there you were talking and laughing with him, it made stans heart twist, after you were done talking to the boy stan went over and talked to you to warn you abt him.

“yo y/n why were you talking to him js now?” you looked at stan then at the boy, “who him?” you looked over to the boy and stan nodded “because... hes my friend? plus i have him for my science partner so we were talking abt when to meet up” you said smiling and walking away “hold on, yk who he is right?? stay away from him, he’s dangerous!” stan said pulling your arm “cmon stan stop over reacting he’s sweet, he even promised to buy me lunch!” you said pulling away from him, “still! im going to talk to mr garrison abt this, i’ll ask so you and me are on the same team” he said and walked away, now youre the one pulling his arm

“the fuck? dont, its none of your business” he was so shocked at how defensive you got over the kid “its too! what if you got hurt,infact i’ll make sure for future projects that requires two people us two are already on one” he tried walking away again, “stan! dont butt in! let me be, hes not as dangerous as people potray him!” you said slightly raising your voice “ i’m not risking it.” he said crossing his arms also raising his voice slightly “ why the fuck do you care??! you never cared before!” you yelled looking angry “because i love you y/n! bc i care for you! how have you not realize it by now geez!” he yelled back, you sat there shocked with a slight tint of pink on your cheeks he coughed a little breaking the tension “ now cmon, you wanna change partners or not” he looked away refusing to make eye contact, you nodded. 

the whole time you two were working on the project you two blushed and smiled literally acted like you two never met

kyle broflovski

although you looked like a very untroubled person, you also had problems you wished would go away. so often times you and some other kids would smoke at the back of the school before school starts, its a way for you to release stress before school starts.

everyone kinda knew, the way you smelt when school starts it was too obvious,not to kyle i guess.. people didnt tell him bc they thought he knew! you thought he knew too tbh, but he thought it was from your dad or someone in your family, he believes your not one to get into that shit

school started and you scrapped your cig bud on the wall and threw it in a bin that was prepared by one the kid who smoked, as much as he smoked he cared for the environment too yk even though he's literally ruining it by smoking .when you came in the smell was strong, kenny smiled knowing what you did before school "smells strong y/n, things got tough huh?" he smiled while laughing a little "atp y/ns lung is gonna be all black like her heart" cartman added "is your dad okay y/n? he shouldn't smoke infront of his kids" kyle tried chiming in which made all five of you stop in your tracks. you looked at each other in confusion

"kyle, y/n dad isnt even alive" and kyle eyes was widen, he never asked bc he thought your dad was messed up and didn't wanna triger you. "wait then why does y/n smell like smoke" "bc she the one that smokes dumbass" kyles eye widen even more. with a little brother who used to vape and a bestfriend who drinked he was scared you'd be addicted too so he asked to talk to you separately.

"the fuck y/n?? smoking is so bad for you, you have to stop right now!" kyle got mad "ugh its none of your business,you literally used to smoke and how come you've only find out now?" you said rolling your eyes "thats not important! that shit can fuck up your lungs," "okay dad" you laughed a little and he got mad, he reach for your pockets and took away the packet of cigarettes you had "what the fuck kyle give them back, a teachers gonna see!" "no! not until you say you're gonna quit and start going to school with us from now on" he held the packet of cigarette high so you couldn't reach em

"why do you care?! why do you care if my lungs go all black and fade away? thats my problem!" "because i like you!" he said bringing the pack down and sighed "i like you y/n and I'm scared i might loose you so please, stop doing this" you blushed at the sudden confession

you didn't entirely quit, it was hard quitting something you always did as a routine so kyle would allow you only two times a week and gradually move from there<3

[roaringheat]

Are snakes like chickens??? Where they just lay eggs whether they’re fertilized or not

KINDA? I thought my snake was male my whole life so im not very knowledgeable on female corn snakes or female snakes in general tbh. I do know that snakes have breeding seasons usually from around April-May and they'll get really active and stop eating. I guess females lay eggs during that time?? I'm assuming all infertile but I think there's a small chance that they can lay working eggs on their own. Also not all snakes lay eggs. Some do live births but I have a corn snake so I gotta deal with eggs now apparently

My snake Rex started getting super active and trying to break out late April which happens every year so I wasn't really fazed. He stopped sometime in May and that's when I found his first big ass pile of eggs. Then he started back up with his behavior and calmed down after laying more eggs. He's calmed down for good for the season but I keep finding new eggs which is why im getting nervous. I just toss them out tho cause they're usually somewhat hard aka obvs not fertilized. I know some snakes can be intersex or change their gender altogether which is still like a vague theory I have for Rex lmao

[katierosefun]

anyways i watched the first episode of doctor who season 8 and woke up to write a ~1.5k word whouffaldi fic and im just remembering how much i love them like wow they really were my first ride-or-die ship,,,like the ship that destroyed me.

anyways im still always going to be posting 95% tcw content but u might find me screaming a little about whouffaldi every so often just because 🥺 guys 🥺 they really made me believe in true love though—

[zens-ass]

RFA x MC that snores

Yoosung

It happened when he was playing LOLOL

you were trying to read a book but you were just so sleepy

you fell asleep but he still hadn’t noticed

then, the snoring started 

at first, he doesn’t think much about it and just thinks it’s part of the game omg yoosung-

but he hears his teammates snickering and asks what it is

and they just point out that the snoring really gets to them

he turns around, confused,

just to see you asleep

and his mouth kinda pops open a bit bECAUSE I MEAN this guy JUST THOUGHT IT WAS HIS GAME

nontheless he logs out and walks over to you

he doesn’t really do anything but brings a blanket over and both of you just sleep on the couch together

you wake up the next day and you’re so confused

“Yoosung why are we on the couch..”

“You fell asleep and started snoring so I guessed you were in a good sleep and didn’t want to disturb you”

you were so embarrassed but he reassured you it was a cute type of snoring

he doesn’t mention his original thoughts but you find out anyways

but you can’t even get mad becAUSE HE’S A CINNAMON ROLL JFC so you just smile at him and he smiles back

sleeping on the couch messed up his neck for days but it was worth it so you could finally get the rest you deserved

Zen

it was at one of his shoots

you were waiting in the dressing room

extremely worn out and tired since you haven’t had a good rest for quite a while

his shoot overran and he came back to the dressing room to see a sleeping you

that was snoring

and to be honest, his first reaction was a soft laugh

but in an endearing way

he whips out his phone to take a picture of you looking so peaceful

and a short video to capture your snores

and uploads it with the caption “My love has the cutest snores ever”

he walks over and you’re woken up by Zen softly stroking your hair and saying your name

“H-huh?”

“I’m sure my dressing room is very comfortable, Jagiya, but I’d very much prefer to be in our bed with you in my arms”

sleepy you just cooperates and you have a cute cuddling session 

and everything seems fine 

until you check social media

“hyUN WHY THE FUCK DID YOU UPLOAD A VIDEO OF ME SNORING”

and the poor man has to run to avoid being hit by you

you’re mildly annoyed but still internally blushing from his caption

and when you finally corner him you can’t bring yourself to hit him

instead you roll your eyes and that’s when he knows he won this round yet again

“I can’t help it my love, you were too adorable” 

he leans in and gives you a soft, tender kiss

then he snorts “even though it sounds like a bulldozer”

“HYUN”

Jaehee

she had to work late, again

c’mon jumin

she comes home and the both of you watch a movie

but you somehow drift to sleep on her shoulder

at first she’s so into the movie she doesn’t realise you’d fallen asleep

that is, until you started snoring

she gives a little jump of surprise but managed to keep her calm composure as always

she looks down to see you fast asleep

and a tender smile just spreads across her face

of course, practically, you would be much more comfortable in the bed

so with a soft sigh she wakes you up even though she would love to continue having you sleep on her shoulder

she informs you of your snoring and you’re bright red

you’re apologising profusely 

and she’s just like nO ITS OK MC it’s fine

but you don’t stop apologising

and she just kinda blurts out ITS FINE IT WAS CUTE ANYWAYS

and both of you are kinda in shock because i mean

you guys are two people madly in love with each other bestfriends

you gave a knowing smirk then and it’s her turn to blush

you lean in to give her a soft kiss on the cheek

“thank you, goodnight” you whisper and 

her hearts just racing but she manages to keep her cool

“U-uh, goodnight..” she mummers

ok maybe not really, but she kinda keeps her cool

but she really does find it very endearing

Jumin

you were waiting up for him to come back from work

but eventually sleep won and Jumin came home to you asleep on the couch

but oh my god you looked so uncomfortable

so he picked you up and brought you to his bed

he tucked you in and gave you a small kiss on your forehead

omg soft jumin han IM-

he turned to walk away, but just then

you snored.

he turned around, slight shock

then again, he IS Jumin Han, nothing really fazes him

he just accepts that it’s part of who you are

and tbh, he finds it kinda cute

he doesn’t really mention it the next day during breakfast

but you look up to find him smiling softly at you

and you’re confused but he’ll just shake his head

anD the little fucker doesn’t want to tell you what it is

to this day he still hasn’t

but your snores are some of the cutest things in this universe to him

707

it’s natural you always fall asleep around him

i mean, poor boy barely sleeps himself

however, this was the first time you had ever snored

he was working at his computer in total silence with you peacefully sleeping behind him

and he’s startled by a loud noise

he curiously turns around in his chair and whATS this??

he sees you snoring and lets out a loud snort

which almost wakes you up

and he kinda covers his mouth to silence his laughter

you just looked too adorable

he immediately grabs his phone and takes videos of you snoring

he let you continue sleeping though, and it’s an absolute miracle you don’t wake up because he’s laughing so damn loud and he can’t stop

the next morning you greet him but one look and he bursts out laughing

and you’re just so confused until he shows you the video

and you watch it as your face turns as red as his hair

and oh my god you cover your face with your hands bECAUSE YOURE SO EMBARRASSED

he gives you a hug, reassuring you it’s fine

“I absolutely love it, you’re so adorable”

he mentally adds it to the list of things he loves about you

and he continues to tease you about your snore

but always makes sure to reassure you that he absolutely loves it

[im-basically-logan]

yelling about “Dealing with Intrusive Thoughts”

under the cut as always, folks.

deadass thought he was virgil for a hot second

oof

this is just a big oof lmao

“the human connection will make me feel like a person again” mood

“that one was supposed to stay up here” ah, Remus is doing his job

oh no

I’m Patton for a hot second

Patton, honey, please. you’re so bad at lying which I guess is fitting but--

why didnt Roman know about Remus fucking w Thomas?? until he got whapped with a mace

“You can’t have a ball without a prince” BRUH hkfvchgkj

he summoned Logan hghfjkh

“FALSEHOOD”  yeah virge you were the first to encounter the falsehood how do you forget that....

blinders.....? why.... thats what im wondering

“So sushi” hdfhjghkjh

“I’m going to prohibit your breathing” fgdhkjkj

aaaa talking about something else... repression.... fun.... they’re all good at that huh

tbh the first time watching i thought Roman said “Of course I’m not a dick”

OOOFFFFF first time watching tHAT WAS SHAKING

AND REMUS’ HANDS

IDHDFJCHFJK

TEMPEST TONGUE JGFHFKJDF

REMUS WHY

son of a bitch

it’s the Duke, fun

THE MUSIC BABEYYYYYYYYY

music number babey

ok the opening of the musical bit is weird as fuck

i’m logan to be completely honest

hey, yall can see his pants

oooooof Deceit

so Deceit unlocked Remus kind of. and probably the rest of the Other sides

“Look Mister Duke I’m really stupid right now” MOOD

his voice is fucking funny tbh lmaoo

hey.... Remus’ neck cracked reaaal creepily lmao

here we go guys, gals, and nonbinary pals. Logan giving us the facts!!!

why didn’t they just use a white bear

oh right the ears. thats fun :)

they should’ve just used a white bear instead of a goldfish in a condom

patton bby. trying his best

roman on the floor is such a fuckin mood

“stinky?” kjfhjk

“or a him problem” virgil angst virgil angst virgil angst

ok why did they believe Remus when he said Logan was deceit....?

also i love how Virgil is offended for Roman

“i called logan a whale penis” remus shut the fuck up fghjgkfdhkjd

hfkhgkjf joan would do that. (they flipped off the others w an arm)

remus why are you like this.

“Uh, bitch, what is your deal?”

“If I have a deal then Thomas has a deal”

“Not all thoughts have profound meaning behind them” logan is so proud of virgil for saying that

and honestly thats true. intrusive thoughts are a bitch that you make but they dont mean a thing if you dont go into action about it

“Why do you keep asking that?” god he sounds so distraught

to be entirely honest but I’m logan in this situation

Logan standing up to Remus is so good. (during the little split screen shot. didnt blink an eye)

also there was a subtle nod to how trigger work. good job team

remus what the fuck

he just summoned..... those two actors??

“That’s what repression is?!” oof

“This is not about me wanting to be listened to. You all need to listen to Thomas” yES LOGAN TELL THEM

seeing Remus in semi-regular clothes looked weird as hell

OOFFFFFH when Virgil and Remus said “but what about Jeffery Dommer” (idk how to spell his name)

wouldnt.... wouldnt logan know that thomas is religious?

whatever i guess

hey why does remus blink like that hfgdkjhgfjgfhjk

so glad they’re listening to logan yesss

“I said figuratively. And that is why I say it” YESSS MY BOI!!!!!!

“I love being given two D’s at once” FHDJKFHDSSJK

“ReCoRd ScRAtcH??”

HKJGHJFKDHDJK

patton is being too strict whack

“Am I being cool?”

i love how Logan is just inconvenienced by his teeth being taken out

remus really just ate deodorant

LOGAN JUS TAKES A HOT SEC TO PUT IN HIS TEETH AGaIN LMAO

logan bares his teeth lmao

“how bout you shut up” roman!!!!

logan comes back from being hit in the head what a badass cool dude

Remus looked at Virgil when he said “I dont hide anything from you”

Remus getting... kind of hit by logans logic is great

“Please pay attention”

love how Logan is not fazed by Remus’ scream at all lmao

intrusive thoughts dont mean shit, patton. its okay.

“No don-” yeah I saw that comin

the jumping out of a moving car thing is a mood

i love how Remus’ disturbing bullshit just gets more and more superficial

“Everything is okay.”

“That was amazing, Logan”

my boys....

talk abt gross feelings, babes!

oh fuck a therapist!! i also cross the line there--

Logan is great i love him

Patton self reflecting is so good hghghghgh

Remus being like “What...?” when thomas goes “and as fOR YOU” is a mood

Virgil telling Remus off is so good. “A mild inconvenience...”

“It was just like old times” it seems like Logan and Patton were even annoyed at that

Roman is back babey. poor lad

aww he felt bad for insulting Logan

Logan smiling is so fucking good

“You’re really cool”

LOGAN BEING SHOOK AT BEING COMPLIMENTED HDHHGHGFHKJH

patton i luv u ur doing ur best hghghgh

i love Remus’ theme so much.

roman poor lad uhghgh

Roman dont repress!!!! bitch!!!!!!!

oh the Virgil angst

we all kinda knew it was coming

but the delivery and timing and the music buildup is so good

he pointedly says “the Others” instead of the “Dark Sides” and I like that a lot better than saying the dark sides

virgil really truly looks like he was about to cry. honestly. oof

i’ve dealt w intrusive thoughts and honestly? they will never be You. after a while it’s like the end card. you’re just kinda like “yeah okay, im brushin’ my teeth dude, shush”

remus as a villain is amazing. he’s great lmao. he’s a terrible person but man i love to hate his stupid existence

oh hey gavin

remus just eating some fucking deodorant i cant

if you made it to the bottom, hello!

[breziarchive]

creepy walmart stories, true or false, are common enough but honestly? need to share some of this “what the fuck was that bullshit” because i’m thoroughly Displaced as a person right now.

after a recent promotion at work the decision was made to implement a different uniform in order to be seen and further trusted by customers. fine by me, it’ll involve some button down collared shirts of which i have a few but tbh they’re ill-fitting and i haven’t gone clothes shopping in a while (barring the boots I impulse bought...the other morning...so.) 

so the vest was handed over to me today so i’m like, okay. i know myself. I won’t be able to get up early before work to go shopping for some simple colored shirts that you’d think you’d be able to find anywhere but we’ll get to that part. the walmart in our town is. how you say--it’s not allowed to be a 24hr walmart due to too much nutso bullshit happening literally all the time in this town. at least, that is my understanding. so the only 24hr quick store I can think of, since i get off around midnight, is one that’s about 25 minutes from work, 15 from my apartment. i clock out, fill up with gas at a gas station at 11:45pm (do not recommend) and I set off. things are fine. i’m listening to phantom of the opera again and thinking about other shit. probably smut. it’s how it happens. I find the walmart fairly easily though it’s pitch black and i usually have no reason to go here, and i park away from everyone else (thank god) and head on in.

i’m no stranger to places after midnight, that shouldn’t faze me. what fazed me was after a while of wandering around the (front and center) women’s section, i found none of the types of shirts i wanted. not even close. it was all pseudo mexican embroidery or gay flannel, of which i have many, and yes i almost bought another, thank you for asking. a little perturbing, but nonetheless i start to browse, sure that i might find at least something.

now i’ve done my time in fast food, but i’ve never worked retail. i’m not sure if this is strange or not at all, but as i keep browsing--in both the women’s and the men’s section just because, just because i might find something, i notice something...off. Every store i’ve ever been to organized their shirts from S - L, XL, XXL, whatever came after large. But usually, especially for ease of browsing, you would put the smaller items first with the larger items in back.

nearly every single display rack, with every single shirt hanging from the hangers, both in th emen’s and the women’s section, were sorted from XXL/XL to S.

w...weird. but okay. could just be some fuckery going on. i’ve heard the stories, i know the worker’s strife. but still no shirts that i need. eventually, after what was probably too long in this place that was slowly sucking on something ethereal and dear to my soul, i gave up and wandered into the grocery section to grab some dinner before leaving.

except there were no boxed dinners in the boxed dinner aisle.

i don’t mean it was empty, i mean it was like the aisles were completely fucking switched. filled to the brim with macaroni, pasta, and other such things you’d expect in a boxed dinner aisle, but no boxed dinners. nothing. i frown, poke my head around, and eventually find them two aisles over. this is where i start to realize that i really don’t like this. at all. i start putting stuff in my arms, briefly wondering the folly of not picking up a basket but at this point i just want to hurriedly leave and it was too late anyways. my arms are full but manageable and i find the secluded, lonely cashier lanes.

there’s one, filled with people who have carts filled with things. it’s the only one with the light on. some other guy, with only two items, wanders around to try and find more but doesn’t. i was going to let him go first but he insists i do. the woman in front of us turns around, her mouth is, how to say politely, rotting. she says to us “this is the slowest. cashier. ever.” then starts nodding.

and nodding.

and nodding.

thank god her eye contact is locked with the man beside me and not me. he calls to the cashier, “are there any other cashiers open?”

she doesn’t respond. one of the other customers goes “yeah, the one right next to us.” we both move, and again he insists i go first. i thank him, realizing that with my short stature, cute-monster pinned hat, old high school japanese class t-shirt, and digimon wallet that i must look 18 at best to be out this late. didn’t really like that implication but i put my stuff on the conveyor belt and go to pay. the total is 19 even.

my card is new. not like Fresh new, but new enough to never have problems. the card reader wouldn’t read my card, so i ask if it’s slow or do i need to do something else. the woman cashier, one of many ESL employees that walmart hires, says something i can’t recall, then starts to fiddle with the card reader. it won’t work. nothing will read my card but she keeps valiantly trying. she turns the reader towards her.

the back of the reader is stuffed with ratty paper towels.

i offer to use another card but the offer falls on deaf ears. the man who let me go first watches this go on and i feel like it was maybe 4 solid minutes of this, though it felt like ten. he says “the magnetic strip won’t read if it’s a chip card”, and suddenly as he says this, the card reads. i pull the bags out and away and the man, suddenly impatient, steps on my foot as he comes forward. I skitter off, he bids me good night for some reason. i smile, customer service trained smile, and hurry the fuck out of there.

parking lot. thank god. no cars near mine, that’s a good sign. as i’m hiking out there i notice a sedan pull up, stop and park in the middle of the goddamn lane approaching the far entrance, and out steps a middle aged woman wearing what appears to be some sort of prom dress. my brain and heart, already shell-shocked by the goings on, went “nope” and i get in my car, slam the door shut, and lock everything. with a quick text to a friend, i pull into drive and start to go.

this same sedan almost t-bones me out of the parking lot, had i not stopped and been like oh my god oh kay. i turn to leave. sedan starts following me. fine, maybe the woman realized the pharmacy was closed or something, that was the door she was headed for.

the sedan stops in the middle of the lane again and she gets out again.

can’t really describe the level of NOPE i felt as i booked it out of there faster than a car should go in a parking lot, finding my way to the freeway thankfully easily. on the fifteen minute drive back to apartment i sat deadened, my chest hurting a little from the what the fuck was that as phantom of the opera continues to play, though i’m not sure which songs because at that point i was completely oblivious.

so now im home, i’m about to cook one of the dinners i managed to find and buy, and. i guess i uh. will shop online for now.

[louise27ann]

Fake Love MV: A Theory

So this is in the perspective that the boys represent parts of Jin.

Let’s begin with this image and take note of it: The Smeraldo flower is in the lamp. And it is an established fact in the bangtan-army galaxy that Smeraldo flowers mean “The truth that can’t be told”. So let’s assume this means, Jin is still trying to hide from his past. Conceal his unhappiness. Therefore, refusing to acknowledge the truth.

*sidenote: Smeraldo was encoded as “Seokjin’s flower”. Meaning Seokjin’s truth that can’t be told.

And then we saw Jin in the room, closing the curtains. And on the other side, in the dark was JK. Let’s say JK is the ‘him’, the real him who is lost. So he locked him in the dark. A symbolism of him shutting down his real self.

Then this scene. And lyrics. From one person, 6 personas came out. “I could pretend”, maybe those are the masks/characters/personalities he invented to pretend he’s happy and that’s he’s doing fine.

The next scenes, the lyrics were pretty important. It’s like he’s slowly realizing that even if he tries to hide and escape from the past. It’s still there. Because tbh, in reality, unsolved conflicts in the past, will bite back later if not sooner. As they say, before you need to learn to love yourself first before you can love others. So in that context just “love” in a romantic way(assuming this is connected to the Highlight Reel), is not enough to fix you, as a person.

And then there’s this scene, shattered windows. The ones Jin decided to shut. He tried to protect the Smeraldo (his truth that cant be told). But he was not able to. Because the time has come, he can no longer run from his past. From himself.

His consciousness is slowly asking, searching for his real identity. “Who are you?”

In this one, Hobi is surrounded by carnival/themepark stuff. And we all know from the Highlight Reel that it was about his bitter childhood memory where his mom left him. That memory was locked away but been wanting to break free! So it’s not that it’s gone, it’s not that Jin was able to escape. He just chose to lock away everything. Because it’s easier.

And there’s Tae with so much photoframes(memories) flashing before him. He kept walking back and forth. But can’t go out too.

Jimin’s scene defined the feeling of emptiness. Because he believed he’s insignificant? A nobody? Like he has nothing? I think even in the highlight reel. He’s idolizing Hobi, secretly liking the girl bc he thinks he has nothing to offer and that there are a lot more people who are much better than him.

T/N: Yoongi and Jimin are locked out in their respective rooms too. And they were doing nothing. JUST WAITING.  

Then there these flashes of JK observing as if he just discovered them, Jimin and Yoongi. I defined JK earlier as the locked out Jin. So I think this one means he’s slowly acknowledging the truth he’s been hiding.

And then THIS SCENE. The Smeraldo (Seokjin’s truth) is no longer in the lamp after the glasses were shuttered. So basically, quite literally, the truth is out. And if you can see, Jin’s facing towards the door. He was about to run out.

Right after the scene of Jin running out of the door, JK was scene was right after. He was running away from the crumbling building/house. I’m making a guess that it’s not only the floor but basically the whole house. See Yoongi’s and Jimin’s explanation later. The house is just a representation of the cage where Jin locked out his real self.

He can finally see his reflection. And he was reaching out for it.

As I said earlier, it’s the whole house (cage) that is crumbling down. The photo frames started flashing on and off rapidly. The fire reached Yoongi, the water broke into Jimin’s empty room.  Notice Yoongi’s expression tho, he smirked. As if he knew it would happen and was just waiting for it. Jimin wasn't fazed as well. I think it represents, that deep inside, Jin has always known, this day when he needs to face the truth will come. Sooner or later.

*Flashback to the Highlight Reel, in Jin’s narration, he said: “Looking back, I had known all along that underneath the glittering world before my eyes, lay my deception.” 

Also a thought for you to ponder on: Do you think the girl Jin who’s suppose to meet was ‘purposely’ hit by a car? Was it to remind Jin of Jungkook’s existence? 

okay back to the Fake Love MV.

Now the thing here is, when you try to suppress or lockout something for a very long time, it will crash down on you the moment it breaks free. Hence, the pool of snickers, the surge of fire and water.

So finally, it comes down to it, where he acknowledged that it was not “IM FINE” but rather it is “SAVE ME” because he is not okay. He is not happy. He is not fine. But that’s okay, because the first step to moving on, is accepting that there’s something wrong instead of denying it.

So JK, Jin’s locked out self, was led to this room, where Tae was in Singularity MV. Idw to theorize too early but let’s say that guy in hoodie is Tae or whoever. But it is a possibility, because Tae’s symbolism has always been giving in to evil? So maybe he’s prepared to face the worst version of himself? And accept him with all his flaws and everything.

T/N: Highlight Reel, Jin’s Narration: “Even if this were a DREAM, this is where I choose to be,” 

dream = the world with the girls(?)

Finally, this pose. JK was initially holding on to Jin’s hand but let it go. It can mean other things but I’m interpreting it as Jin’s real self emerging from all his persona, and beginning to know who he really is. Yeah.

The remaining puzzle to me is, the 7 wooden stand hanger. Hmmmmm.

[mortuaest-archive]

-points to url-

Thoughts on the character:  *whispers* Its mario and TBH even though Im not the biggest fanboi of him I do enjoy the games Ive played and like.  I cosplay Wario so that should say something.

Have you interacted before:  Ye

Favorite part of portrayal:  LOL ok so when he legit isnt fazed by the fact Sanako is just some asshole demon like?

Hes just like rip ok have you seen bowser?

One piece of advice:   *dabs* I guess Mario should try playing tag again with Sanako lol

A verse (mine or theirs) I want a thread in:   Uh TBH I dont have any verses or anything and I have no idea what verses you have so whatever one works?

Thoughts on the mun:  Theyre a cutie nice baby doll :^)

[minialbum]

what did u not like in tlj

listen, as a film i think it is really beautiful and gorgeous, but i really didn’t like a lot as a diehard fan, and like the more i think about it the more i’m finding myself really really hating the change that rian has given to it, because it really doesn’t follow the film jj set up.

spoilers under the cut.

hux’s characterisation straight off the bat. there’s cheap humour that mocks him and he sorta plays around with too, which i’m irritated about because this is the same guy who had a steady two minute speech that was just him shouting in tfa. it doesn’t seem right and it doesn’t seem like it fits, kinda like a lot of the humour in the film actually (rogue one did it well the last jedi did not lol) and i’m really annoyed that rian decided to ridicule a villain that was built to almost rival tarkin. i mean he destroyed a whole star system in a second without a care in the world ??? and now he’s taking your mom jokes from poe ???? how does that work ???

also his relationship with kylo is a complete 180 from tfa. they both are vying for snoke’s eye and fight like two children, but hux didn’t stand up for himself at all ?? which doesn’t follow up from the petty and sassy bitch he was in tfa, so that’s dumb. he literally refuses to respect kylo as his leader and then in two seconds is shouting kylo’s orders louder to just show him that he’s on his side. it’s really quite embarrassing to be honest

i love rose so much what an angel but her whole plotline with finn really just seemed like a waste?? like yeah maybe they’re trying to highlight the fact that people fail and stuff but when she says she loves him after they’ve been hanging out for like two days at the most AND after finn has been set up to have a crush on rey it just seems like the Hets™ are back at it again and it really does fall flat. it doesn’t feel worth it—it feels like an absolute waste of two amazing characters.

i was expecting a lot more from benicio del toro tbh his character was funny but it seemed like a joke

poe and leia’s interactions were off. she’d never slap him ever literally at all. he’s also not reckless and respects leia’s command of the resistance completely ??? why would he do everything to fight against what she’s fought for lol ???

luke’s characterisation i wasn’t completely mad at but i know mark wasn’t happy with it at all and that irks me

yoda ?? is just there ??? i guess to set up force ghosts because im expecting they’ll use that for luke later bc he’s dead now lol

some scenes were so fucking dumb too the one where kylo doesn’t kill leia but she still gets shot and uses the force to get back into the ship ??????? how is she trained ??? to use the force at all ??? and the resistance doesn’t seem to fazed like she does this all the time ???? it was awkward and out of place and really just seemed like they were trying to tease a death. also carrie’s acting seemed stiff and off??? and i don’t know how to explain it but she didn’t seem like leia at all ??

kylo ren whips his tiddies out ??? that was weird

snoke ?? still has no background at all. like there is no backstory to him in any way we literally don’t know anything about him or his powers or how he came to power and how he influenced ben solo and started the first order like ??? he’s dead now too so there’s gonna be no answers there

rey and kylo’s weird force communication???? was idk ??? didn’t feel right ?? didn’t feel like it should have been there at all

finn and poe didn’t get married which is so dumb

and how the genuine fuck is kylo ren doing a single thing at all he got shot with a bowcaster by chewie and the time between tfa and tlj is like two days at the most there is no way in hell his face is healed as much as it is and there is no way he doesn’t have stitches in side holding his organs in because he almost died bitch how the fuck did finn heal so easily too ??? none of them should be exerting that much at all ???

rian johnson fucked this whole film up boys he didn’t do a single thing right he ruined every character and left so many questions unanswered lol

[phantomrose96]

1:Ok so ive been meaning to watch/read bnha for a while but when i did watch the 1st episode i had to skip like half of it bc bakugou bullying deku p much brought back my (school) War Flashbacks so uh i was wondering if it gets better? from what ive heard/seen around he still continues to be p much an asshole but with Layers(TM) like an ogre or smth but tbh that would only make things worse cause i really dont want to see a bully be in every episode & not be actually redeemed or even sorry so...

2:Like i know he is an interesting character but i REALLY cant stand seeing bullies, well, bullying that much - i can skip some scenes if they are not too many but if its too entrenched in the story then i would prefer not to watch personally. you dont have to convince me hes not that bad tbh i mean i know he is like 14 and immature and a brat but i just need to know if he continues to be episode-1-levels bully or if dekus newfound powers make at least a bit of a difference psychologically 4 him

Heh, I guess to start I’ll say this: Bakugou’s still a pretty bad person.

My short and straight answer is that yes, Bakugou’s bullying of Deku continues. It’s more Deku who changes, as he develops the confidence to no longer be fazed by Bakugou’s bullying. 

I think that Bakugou’s character development is interesting, but there’s no single moment where he’s redeemed. And no, Bakugou has not yet apologized to Deku about the things he’s done, even in the manga. And if you don’t like to see his character explored and developed (while his actions are not corrected) then this might rub you the wrong way.

I really enjoy Bakugou’s character, but frankly I enjoy him more like how I enjoy villain characters than hero characters. Villains can be interesting and entertaining and bring a lot of depth and character to a show while still definitely doing bad things. Bakugou’s not a villain, but I throw him into the same “entertaining and interesting but I’m not forgiving him one fucking bit for the bad shit he’s done” box.

And also, joining the BNHA fandom might be hard for you because it’s gotten pretty popular to dismiss Bakugou’s actions and treat him like some kind of “secretly a sweetheart” “can do no wrong fan favorite child” “here’s 4 paragraphs about how the look Bakugou gives Deku in one panel of one chapter proves Bakugou’s actually never done anything wrong in his entire life.”*

(*and yeah everyone’s got a right to interpret characters however they like im just saying this is a thing that happens)

So all that being said, it might not be a series that you can really get into. Bakugou remains a very central character with a lot of development and exploration, but he still definitely bullies Deku. Deku’s just built up the confidence to not be all that bothered by it anymore. 

[gallifvrey]

alright here we go

(i am finally calm enough that i can express my thoughts in words instead of high pitched screaming)

i really, really loved that episode. i thought it was a spectacular end, it frankly went above all of my expectations. the ending w bill was very, very cliche but it was such a nice subversion of tropes, i thought it was really nice and good and i really did like it a lot

the beginning was really good - i liked the two regenerations of the master working together against the doctor (i am def. gonna talk more abt missy later tho) and bill coming back to save the doctor was, really great imo. 

i really liked nardole in this episode, he was a lot more than the comic relief that he had been kinda portrayed as in the previous episodes, and i thought that was really nice, i liked how his hacking skills were utilized in a way that made sense and i liked how he wasnt fazed by anything. he managed to be a funny character while still being a very critical one, 

i thought the master and missy talking and stuff was really interesting, i really really enjoyed their relationship and i thought it was great

i loved the doctor and bill talking. i wanted her to fight him, i wanted her to be human and he woke up and i wanted her to just punch him, to make him apologize for leaving her, for chattering on while she waited for him, because thats what he did. he didnt run down as soon as he realized what was happening (and you know he realized really quickly - he couldve just explained it on their trip down, he didnt have to spend all that time drawing diagrams). i was annoyed and i felt angry on bills behalf i guess that she wasnt able to get angry at him, that she couldnt yell at him like she (and i) wanted to. i almost hope she’ll come back bc i want her to talk abt this with the doctor, but you know, i dont think theyve ever really done that so im not too shocked

i didnt love missy. ive said this a lot before and ill probably keep saying it but i keep thinking that missys redemption arc is... a bit forced. ive been rewatching the previous episodes in the 12th doctor with missy and i realize now that she was moving towards being a “better” person, specifically in regards to the doctor (she didnt want to kill him at every step necessarily), but this whole thing still seems very forced to me, at least. imo the idea of her suddenly standing with the doctor was a bit strange. i havent seen the old episodes so maybe this is some kind of characterization that ive missed, and i know ive only been exposed to an unusually dark and manic version of the master but i liked where she was, i liked how maybe they werent enemies but they were opposites in a way (i think she peaked in the magicians apprentice tbh - that was i think as ~good~ as the master should get, as a character. likes the doctor but has complete disregard for anyone else. her standing with the doctor to save a bunch of people she doesnt know was definitely a weirdly out of character moment, at least to me)

idk maybe i just like watching the doctor suffer (is that weird? probably right?)

i thought her and the master stabbing each other in the back very literally was a good choice, it was interesting to see how the master regenerated, and im interested in how theyre gonna bring the master back (bc i will not believe that they actually killed her off)

the ending, i thought, was so good. i remember reading a thing a while ago about how moffat likes to write his episodes in a very fairytale-like way, and the ending definitely reflected that. i LOVED that bills girlfriend (bc i dont know her name , sry ) showed back up. i loved that so much, i loved how she brought her back to life and made her not a cyberman anymore, and how theyre traveling the universe together. i loved that! them like facing each other and then simultaneously turning and facing out the door and then holding hands and leaving was.. really cliche and seemed a bit silly but you know, ill take it (the gays in space was great), and the bit w bill crying on top of the doctor and then saying “when theres tears, theres hope” or something was also a lot but also sweet, and ill take it bc i was so emotional by that point in the episode i needed something that was stupidly sweet

AND THEN! AFTER THEY LEAVE!! THATS WHEN IT ENDED!! the montage of the companions saying doctor! just i cried!! this was the beginning of my descent, i was ready to depart and then it just ! kept getting worse! i keep talking abt how much i wish they made references to the old seasons (ex. when clara had to lose her memories for the doctor to say like, ive done this before and i hated it) but then all the sudden they did and i was ! not prepared! bc then he goes “i dont want to go” and like, there went my consciousness and boy was i glad that i was watching this w my family who wouldnt judge me bc i was not being rational

and then “when the doctor was me” like i didnt even realize he said that at first honestly i was so caught up in him saying i dont want to go and being emotional bc of that that i couldnt.. handle it, and him refusing to regenerate was so sad!! it was so much like 10 and 10s was the saddest regeneration i couldnt handle it!!! i am not prepared for this christmas special!!! !!!!!!

in conclusion, i loved the episode and am not ready to have my heart ripped out when it comes to the christmas special

[c0de-0f-the-clans]

grindr

im a lesbian i dont know jack shit about grindr.

Italic leaned back to stare at whatever Tempus was doing on his phone. “What the fuck are you doing on grindr?”

“How do you know what it looks like?”

“Don’t question, just answer.”

Tempus turned his phone so Italic could see his profile.

V3levtyyy.

Icon of violin. “Notable Shakespeare quote.”

N/A - Monster

5’2” - Slim

N/A - Single

Chat - N/A

“If anorexic was an option I would’ve chosen that one, but it’s not so I had to settle for the next best thing.”

“You’re also not 5’2”, but they didn’t have the half option either, huh?”

“Nope.”

“You’re also not single, but, this is grindr.”

Tempus snorted in laughter.

“Nice bio, too.”

Tempus smiled.

Get me hard. Many have tried, all have failed.

“You know when even your boyfriend can’t then no one can.”

Italic smiled, “Yep. I’m amazing at keeping you not hard, huh?”

“...that… it was a joke.”

“I know, you ass.” He kissed his cheek. “Troll anyone lately?”

“No, but I’m trying to find someone.”

One new message.

“That was easy.” Italic murmured, laying his head on his chest, “you gonna see what it is?”

“Sure.”

Stxxaxr666 has requested to chat with you.

“I should just take a picture of that name and send it to Thorn,” Tempus murmured, taking a screenshot. He then hit the accept button as Italic snickered.

“You want to help me with this?”

“Hell yeah.”

S: Heyyyy ;)

V: Sup.

S: What’re you doing? ;)

“Stop using the winky face, oh my god.” Italic murmured.

“I know, I hate it.”

V: Laying on my bed.

S: That it?

V: With my bf.

S: Profile said you were single.

V: Twas a lie.

S: Tbh I have a boyfriend too.

Italic and Tempus glanced at eachother before Tempus tapped on their profile.

Stxxaxr666

Profile of the moon. “A world so hateful some would rather die than be who they are.”

36 - Monster

5’6” - Average

N/A - Single

Chat - N/A

Transguy: Done top surgery, awaiting bottom surgery.. Don’t chat with me just to watch me masturbate.

“Hmm.” Italic murmured.

“36…” Tempus whispered, “Italic, this could be a pedophile.”

“Or they could be a lying troll like us.”

“That’s why I didn’t put an age. Oh god.”

“Give me your phone, if you’re too scared to keep talking, I’ll do it.”

Tempus sighed, “No, no, it’s fine, I just… I don’t want them somehow find us.”

His phone vibrated and the app when back to the message.

S: Yo, you still there?

V: Yeah I was just reading up on your profile. Are you really 36?

S: Yeah. You?

V: Between me and my boyfriend? I just turned 15 last month and he’s still 14.

S: You’re a troll, aren’t you?

V: Uhuh.

S: Yeah, I am too.

“Wait, what?” Italic and Tempus said at once.

V: Whoa, really?

S: Yepp. My brother and I set it up as a joke. I guess it went beyond that tho because I met one of my ex-bfs on here.

V: You alright?

S: Yeah, it’s been years. He was p toxic too, so it’s probably good that I left him.

V: Well good for you.

S: What’s your name, kid?

V: I’m Tempus and bf is Italic.

S: Star. Bf is Blue. Son is Sitka.

V: You have a son?

S: We call him my stepson, but we aren’t married. It’s easier than to explain everything.

V: Can you? I mean, I have two dads too and so does Italic, but they’re married and neither of them are step.

S: Oh yeah, it’s fine. Better to hear it from me than bf. He’d start crying.

“Now I feel bad.” Italic murmured, turning off Tempus’ chest and onto his pillow. Tempus kissed his head.

S: He and kid’s mom had sex once and like 4 years after he was born she killed herself.

V: I know that feeling.

S: Same. Wait, what? You’re only 15.

V: Yeah, I’ve tried to kill myself. Like 3 times. Once roof jumping, once with a noose, and once with a bridge. The bridge was the only one with any real effect, it left me in a coma for a month or so. Noose did give me a scar on my neck.

S: Jesus christ, why?

V: Teen angst faze, I think. Idk, I’ve felt pretty bad about myself for a while. Before I was a teen. Still do, but I’m getting better.

S: Do you have a therapist?

V: I almost got raped by him once my dad sent me to one. Bit off his dick and escaped through a window. Never had one again.

S: God, you’ve had a bad life.

V: It’s fine.

S: I mean, I tried to kill myself once too, but idk if it was a worse or better reason then that.

V: What was it?

S: My mother was like, the ruler of our home as a kid. She was a Christian too, a really queerphobic one. No gay stuff or anything of the sort, then. My dad was bi and cheating on her with another guy, my bro was gay and I’m trans. Ftm. You read my profile, you probably know that. Anyway my dad’s bf (now husband) accidentally outed me and my mom took that knowledge to mentally/emotionally abuse me, if that’s the right word. After like, a month, I couldn’t handle it and tried to kill myself.

V: God, no, that’s a much better reason than why I did.

Italic was back on Tempus now, and he gasped a bit as he read it. “Oh god, Tempus… I can’t even imagine going through that.”

“I know. I feel so bad for th- wait, hang on.”

V: Hey, what’re your pronouns.

S: He or they. I don’t really care as long as it’s not she. Makes me dysphoric.

V: Alright.

“I feel so bad for him.” Tempus murmured, looping his arm around Italic and kissing his head.

S: Funny story, my mom actually texted me the other day, called me her daughter and I started crying immediately.

V: That’s not funny at all, are you ok?

S: Yeah, boyfriend comforted me. So did son after he came home. Bf set her straight too, so that was nice. I visited my dads for a bit too a few days after that so I was fine.

“Tempus, Italic, do you two- what’re ya’ll so concentrated on?”

“I made a joke grindr account and we found another joke grindr account and we’ve been bonding.”

“What’s his name?” Sci immediately got worried, “How old is he? Where does he live? How much have you told him?”

“Star, 36, no idea, I’ve said I’m gay, dating Italic and tried to commit suicide.”

“No addresses were involved in the past half-hour.” Italic said, rolling off him.

“Star? Why do I feel like I’ve heard that name before….” Sci was silent a moment before shrugging, “I’ll ask Edge. Ya’ll want anything?”

Tempus glanced at Italic. He shook his head.

“Nah, we’re fine. Thanks.”

“‘Kay. Love you.”

“Love you too.”

V: Well that’s good.

Sci came back in after a moment, “Star Penultimate?”

“We’ll ask.” Italic murmured, Tempus typing.

V: Hey, is your last name Penultimate?

S: Yeah, why?

Tempus nodded.

“Yeah, Edge knows him. How did you ever manage to find him on grindr, of all things? He’s got a boyfriend. And a son.”

“Joke account.” Tempus told him, “Like mine is.”

“Hmm.” Was all Sci said before leaving again.

V: Do you happen to know someone named Edge Consolas?

S: Yeah. We were good friends a few years back but we’ve drifted apart a bit. Why?

V: He’s my dad.

S: OH. OH SHIT YOU’RE HIS SON? God, ok. You probably don’t remember but like, a week after you were born Edge let me hold you. You were adorable.

V: That’s gross.

S: If I knew my son when he was a baby too I’d tease him with the same thing. The closest I have are baby pictures Blue shows me.

V: Yeah ok that’s kinda cute.

“Ask him if he knows either of my dads.” Italic smiled, curling back onto him.

V: Boyfriend wanted to know if you knew either of his parents.

S: K, what’re their names?

V: Ghost Huunte and Laska Luuste.

S: Yeah, I know them. Amour and I are good friends, actually.

“Laska’s never told me about him.”

V: He says Laska never said anything about you to him.

S: I didn’t think so. I think Laska only really knows we dated in highschool and that we broke up. Probably thinks we don’t talk to eachother anymore.

“I’ll have to tell him.” Italic murmured.

S: It’s been nice talking to you two, kids, but I think I’m gonna take a nap. This has been one of the better chats I’ve had on here. If you two ever want to talk again if not through here then Italic can probably find my phone number through Amour. Hell, he could meet me in person, actually.

V: Will do. It’s been nice talking to you too, Star.

S: Have a good day ya’ll.

V: You too.

V: Sleep well. -I

“Did you really have to sign it?”

“It’s fine, T.” He softly kissed him, “You know, taking a nap doesn’t sound half-bad.”

“You do that, sweetheart, I’m gonna go feed Fuzz’s kids and come back and sleep with you, alright?”

“Yeah, okay.”

Tempus kissed his forehead, standing and walking out of the room.

[with-woozi]

Hi again, your response really helped me out, thank you! But Im having trouble portraying Woozi. Tbh I think he can be shy, nice and awkward around people but then become serious, cold, and intimidating too. I don't know how to portray him with a kinship because I don't think he's really into that but recently he has been with all the members. (example, stroking Mingyu's neck,resting his head on Jeonghans shoulder.) Do you think Woozi would have some skinship with the reader for my fanfic?

Before I start, I just want to say that I don’t really think Woozi hates skinship. I just think that he doesn’t really know how to reciprocate affection that well so to avoid any sense of awkwardness between him and the person giving him affection, he just refuse all forms of skinship. But don’t be alarmed, he doesn’t mean it in a bay way, he’s just doesn’t want to take something that he can’t give back.

From my perspective, the amount of skinship Woozi does with other people really depends on how close he is to them and how long he’s known them. Another factor that you should consider is how close he WANTS to be with you.

With Seventeen, we can see that Woozi isn’t too shy about skinship because he’s really close to them and has known ((most of)) them for more than 4 years now so taking that fact into account, it’s very likely that he’ll be more comfortable having skinship with them.

In terms of other people, I’ve seen that Woozi is slowly becoming more comfortable to skinship. We’ve seen that he doesn’t fully mind when other male idols get a little touchy with him. I’m guessing this is because he wants to interact with more idols ((other than Seventeen)) and he wants to be closer to them to expand his network.

Romance-wise, I’m sure Woozi is very open to skinship but it’ll take time and the skinship will happen in stages. If the relationship is rather new, say less than 2 months, skinship won’t happen a lot. Maybe the occasional hand-holding (and your first kiss) but that’s it. Once you’ve past that 2 months mark, then you’ll start to have more skinship, like hugging and that thing Woozi does where he subconsciously plays with the back of your neck. After all that has been done, any from of skinship just happens naturally. You can even sit on his lap and it won’t even faze him.

That was a rather long answer but I hope it helped you out, sweetie ^^

- Admin Leen

[ridehiswhip-moved]

HI HELLO THIS ISN'T REALLY ANYTHING SPECIAL I JUST NOTICED THAT I HAVE 400+ FOLLOWERS ALREADY LIKE WOAH THAT'S A LOT though im pretty fucking sure that most of them are just porn bot blogs. this blog is three months old now and woah??? look at how many people i've already interacted with!!! that's big accomplishment yo. to be fair, i was actually struggling on what to do. i wanted to do something nice like what the cool blogs do: giveaways and all that stuff but??? what the heck can i even give?? am i allowed to give away my depression and internal organs??? because i'm... i'M SO DONE.

but nevermind about that because i don't wanna disappoint anyone i guess i'm just gonna go ahead and ramble about ailill under the cut. mostly my initial plannings and how i actually ended up with him as final product when i actually had a long list of original characters  i wanted to write as. well, he's not technically original since he's mythology based but you all get the point.

why did i pick ailill? YEAH WHY. I DON'T FUCKING KNOW MAN. to be honest i just wanted to have a fate oc. that's literally all i wanted. i love celtic mythology to the brim so it's kind of like... expected that i'd bring someone out. originally i was gonna go with persian mythology! i already have an fc in mind and that was gonna be vergil from devil may cry. i’m still planning on doing him but probably not for now! i’m too jammed honestly but yep. during that time, i was contemplating on aife, conall cernach, ferdiad and conchobar mac nessa. ailill wasn't even in the list. AT ALL.

i have my reasons for not picking out the aforementioned characters. i've seen tons of aife before and seeing how people react to characters like scathach and how fgo happened to 'amplify' her as if it wasn't well deserved, i was already iffy on the thought of picking aife who's far stronger than scathach herself. conall cernach is awesome and a big nerd and also the one who's been there for cu chulainn and fergus mac roich a fucking lot but idk i got too... fazed? i don't see any cu's mentioning him at all. it's always been ferdiad even though dude did fucking nothing important besides getting himself killed with gae bolg. lame as that is, that's also the reason why i wanted to rp him. just to hurt the cu's. "look at me... i'm the bro you bolged."

and conchobar mac nessa.... boi where do i even fucking start???

THIS FUCKING ASSHOLE??? i love rping characters who are literally the wORS T but this time i felt meh at the thought because reading a lot into conchobar simply reminded me of gilgamesh a lot. in a way, i sympathize more with gil because with conchobar, there's no way to redeem him. that motherfucker can stay dead forever. my hatred for conchobar is also the reason why i paid attention to ailill mac mata. oh? someone who hates conchobar??? someone who waged war just to get that motherfucker's head? SIGN ME THE FUCK UP.

whether or not it's a coincidence that he's medb's husband mattered so little to me. i love medb though but i wanted to focus on the person who was said to be the only one who could calm down medb like??? how fucking special could he possibly be???? then indulging myself with more stuffs to read, he also helped me to have more insight on medb's character which only furthered my love like woah and also fueled my hate for fate grand order for like a hundred times more for ruining her character the same way they do with absolutely everyone. i love medb and ailill's relationship. they both know they're scarred and awful people but that didn't deter them for doing good things for their realm regardless of the means they thought of. even if it meant sacrificing their own happiness and feelings, and even their own blood, if it’s for the good of their kingdom and their people, then it’s a decision that they wouldn’t regret. it's tragic and just downright selfless. it hurts. i hate them. i don't want to talk about them anymore. i lost like twelve years of my lifespan.

before i arrived to the conclusion that i must use shokudaikiri mitsutada as a faceclaim for ailill, i actually stumbled upon too many choices tbh. it makes me cry though. koujaku from dmmd, tyki mikk from dgm, vincent phantomhive from kuroshitsuji and tyl!xanxus from khr. (fancy choices, i know) it was hard to pick. none of them could satisfy what i needed for an fc that i found in mitsutada. i was searching for an fc that emits a regal aura as well as a warrior's valour. the type that can fuck you up and enjoy it but can still be kind. so it fit. it's the same with colin' o donoghue. his expressions matched how i imagine ailill to be because sadly i cannot fucking draw. if i could, would have been fucking nice right

whenever i write for ailill, i always read a page of vladimir nabokov, f. scott fitzgerald, gillian flynn or george r.r martin's work before i do. then i listen to turning page by sleeping at last on loop because it's??? just so relaxing. it fits even when i'm writing fluff, angst, smut or just... dead ass anything. anyway i'm done rambling. i don't know what else i wanted to talk about??? so like... i guess you can ask me something whatever thank you for reading this go sh and again thank you so much for following me!! i know i’m a slowass writer who replies a decades late but i promise i will reply to you and i haven’t forgotten you even if i’ve already drank my ten cups of coffee

[imabookmarkaddict]

or would the ex gf just stick to the simple script of 'how could you do this to me'?

WelshenToday at 1:12 AM

Uh idk i like to think they liked each other so maybe not cussing bu like youre the worst i cant believe u did this to me

[1:12 AM]

Like me when u mention star trek

puzzlezToday at 1:12 AM

ur the ex gf

[1:12 AM]

i c

WelshenToday at 1:12 AM

Ofc

[1:12 AM]

U trusted sadi tho

[1:12 AM]

Thats on u man

puzzlezToday at 1:13 AM

and okay, i know some people can get monstrous with their language when they're really upset and i didn't know if the ex gf would be the type to hurl insults to hide her hurt or if she'd be a lil more 'mature' about it

[1:14 AM]

also would she care that it was a guy trevor 'cheated' with or would that not rly faze her/be something she mentions?

WelshenToday at 1:14 AM

I dont think she noticed

[1:14 AM]

That comes up next time

puzzlezToday at 1:14 AM

there's a next time omg

[1:15 AM]

idk if i feel worse for trevor or markus having to put up with angry ex gf popping up and making their budding (and doomed) love awkward

WelshenToday at 1:17 AM

Well yeah she doesnt give up duh

[1:17 AM]

I think she comes back like im pregnant

[1:17 AM]

Halp

[1:18 AM]

And trevor has half a backbone and says no go to my ex best friend is it even mine no ofc it isnt lol

[1:19 AM]

Eventually tho the best friend just vanishes so trevor thinks its immoral to let a pregnant woman live on the street right obv she has it very difficult

[1:20 AM]

But he kind of asked markus to move in and now has to amend it to move in with me and my preg ex

[1:20 AM]

Eventually they get marrued for the child even if its not his so

[1:20 AM]

Shrug??

  puzzlezToday at 5:51 AM

i'm assuming that markus overhears most/all of the convo between trevor and his ex gf since the apartment isn't that big?

WelshenToday at 5:51 AM

Yeah

[5:52 AM]

He doesnt really care about cheating, he would never do it but most of his customers obv cheated on wives and stuff

puzzlezToday at 5:53 AM

so i know markus wants to just hide under a blanket and die but does he ask trevor at all about what happened with the ex gf or is he okay with just not talking about it?

WelshenToday at 5:53 AM

Hmm

[5:54 AM]

Well maybe he asks if the chocolate didnt work out or smth

[5:54 AM]

And trevor just mentions that apparently his best friend was giving it to her

[5:54 AM]

Wink

[5:55 AM]

But not really more than that, maybe later when trevor goes boyfriend? Markus asks if the ex is an ex(edited)

puzzlezToday at 5:58 AM

so what happens after the little talk about the ex gf? like, does markus mention anything about hanging out again/does trevor?

[5:58 AM]

basically, how do they decide to keep in touch

WelshenToday at 5:59 AM

Ugh

[5:59 AM]

Well markus doesnt really carry a phone

[5:59 AM]

So thats out

puzzlezToday at 5:59 AM

rofl

[5:59 AM]

i wasn't sure if like they didn't establish communication and bump into each other again or if they decide while still in the apartment that they want to hang out again

WelshenToday at 5:59 AM

So idk a normal way to deal with that,

puzzlezToday at 6:00 AM

like trevor saying something like "well we never finished that movie so u wanna come over again some time to try again" or smth

WelshenToday at 6:00 AM

God thats so perfect lol

[6:01 AM]

Markus is prob awk saying sorry dont have a phone, you cant come over

[6:02 AM]

Cuz he's staying with another family

[6:02 AM]

A friend of jonahs cousin its complicated

[6:02 AM]

So trevor is like well i work at the mall at x clothing store bla bla

[6:03 AM]

And markus goes yeah i work at the crepe/non usa pancake bar

[6:03 AM]

So they mostly hang out at trevors apt, at work or the mall. Meet me at x tmrw at 4 or whatever people do(edited)

puzzlezToday at 6:05 AM

so i was picturing the original convo (after the ex gf leaving) kind of being like a little awk and then when markus tries to flee, trevor dropping a comment about like "hey come back at x time to finish the movie with me" and markus agreeing

WelshenToday at 6:06 AM

Oh yeah that makes sense, markus cant say no if he feels he owes something

puzzlezToday at 6:07 AM

and that's kind of the end of the scene, and i guess the next scene being the movie?? i'm kind of wondering like

WelshenToday at 6:07 AM

Thats kind of fuzzy

puzzlezToday at 6:08 AM

did u want to do something dumb and cute like the two running into each other at the mall somewhere and that's when they both say they work there?

[6:08 AM]

like idk they're on break

[6:08 AM]

or trevor is on break and wants a quick snack but damn gf packs lunch and shes not there so he didn't pack a lunch and gets cheap/quick junk food and -- oh hi markus how u

WelshenToday at 6:08 AM

Oh hey that second one is cute

[6:09 AM]

Im pretty sure markus workplace is like a 10min walk from the mall or smth but its well recommended

[6:09 AM]

So it would make sense i think

[6:10 AM]

Idk im incompetent at cute

puzzlezToday at 6:10 AM

omg no ur fine

[6:11 AM]

over the past few years i feel like i've gotten good at bouncing ideas off of ppl because despite doing v little actual rp'ing i've planned a shit load of details for the rps and it mostly involved me concocting ideas until the other person says "i like that one"

[6:11 AM]

so if i make a rec u don't like ur not going to hurt my feeings btw

WelshenToday at 6:11 AM

Well im kind of particular

[6:12 AM]

But more about personality

[6:12 AM]

Also why would u care about yr feelings when u go for yoga and skurk

puzzlezToday at 6:15 AM

so it could be like the next work day (i forget but i think the amusement park was on a saturday? so its sunday rn? so next work day is monday unless markus works whenever/whatever days) markus sees trevor and there's that little burst of surprise at seeing each other, and trevor explains i work at the mall, and markus is all oh never seen u here just surprised and trevor semi awkwardly explains yehhhh ex gf packed lunch so now i gotta figure out food for myself/didn't have anything today buuuut won't complain at seeing a friendly face (or something kinda friendly and flirty)

[6:16 AM]

and maybe they have a small flirt fest and at the end trevor says something about "oh i never got your number?" and markus admits he doesn't have a phone and trevor is all well sighs guess i gotta wait until saturday (whatever time they agreed to see the movie)

WelshenToday at 6:16 AM

Yeah that sounds about right

puzzlezToday at 6:17 AM

and markus feels a bit tickled at someone expressing excitement at someone seeming a bit excited about meeting up

WelshenToday at 6:18 AM

The only attention markus has gotten is from spencer so yah now he's a pretty easy flirt

puzzlezToday at 6:18 AM

is trevor a sweet tooth that he would start to casually show up at markus' work every now and then for a bite of food and a quick flirt with markus?

[6:18 AM]

...wait what kind of crepe place we talking actually

WelshenToday at 6:18 AM

Im sure he would do it anyway, see taking care of ex gf

[6:19 AM]

Swedish pancakes are apparently called crepes in usa

puzzlezToday at 6:19 AM

the traditional ones like in france were there are also savory crepes (filled with meat/cheese) or the kind where they just have desert (piled up with sugar/fruit)

[6:19 AM]

u have ur own omg

[6:19 AM]

google time

WelshenToday at 6:19 AM

Christ

[6:19 AM]

But yeah i think its at most cheese

[6:20 AM]

Not meat really ? Idk how they stay in business

[6:20 AM]

But hey we eat pancakes w jam for lunch in sweden so f u america

puzzlezToday at 6:20 AM

...huh

[6:21 AM]

they look like crepes idk taste difference obv

[6:21 AM]

we have places here that only sell sweet crepes

WelshenToday at 6:21 AM

Ifbwe were to make crepes

[6:21 AM]

They would be even thinner and smaller

puzzlezToday at 6:21 AM

most americans think crepes = dessert only even tho in france they're mostly a savory snack/light meal

[6:21 AM]

yeah the swedish ones look a little thicker than french crepes but other than that they look similar

[6:22 AM]

what do u want me to call them in the story

WelshenToday at 6:22 AM

Probably are idk

puzzlezToday at 6:22 AM

i mean i can call them the swedish name if u want

WelshenToday at 6:22 AM

Theyre called crepes in the next story

[6:22 AM]

Which is the nsfw of markus workplace

[6:22 AM]

Please dont eat there its unsanitary

[6:23 AM]

Every surface has been banged on

[6:23 AM]

Maybe not the stove

puzzlezToday at 6:24 AM

omfg figures

[6:24 AM]

wtf r they called in swedish tho

[6:24 AM]

none of the recipes i'm looking at call them anything but crepes

WelshenToday at 6:24 AM

Pancakes

[6:24 AM]

Or pannkakor

puzzlezToday at 6:25 AM

huh okay

WelshenToday at 6:25 AM

Literal translation

puzzlezToday at 6:25 AM

does markus' workplace have a name or is it just "that crepe place"

[6:26 AM]

same goes for trevor's workplace actually is it just "the clothing store"?

WelshenToday at 6:27 AM

Rofl idk remember unnamed bf

[6:27 AM]

Idk if i use real ones or made up ones

[6:28 AM]

Instead of an h&m store its m&h maybe shrug

puzzlezToday at 6:30 AM

that works, yeh

[6:30 AM]

i tried looking up cute crepe store names but the best i found was "cut the crepe"

[6:30 AM]

(pun on cut the crap but not very good if u ask me)

WelshenToday at 6:31 AM

Snort its cute tho

[6:31 AM]

Im bad at puns

[6:31 AM]

Markus loves puns, its not compatible

puzzlezToday at 6:32 AM

omg well if it comes up do u want the crepe place to be called cut the crepe?

WelshenToday at 6:32 AM

Sure

[6:32 AM]

And if we come up w something better i can just edit shrug

puzzlezToday at 6:33 AM

yeh

[6:33 AM]

idk if it will come up tbh since i'm not rly the type to shove details in unless it feels natural if that makes sense?

[6:34 AM]

like idk if i'm writing from markus' pov for example i'm not going to wax poetic about how he looks every time he glances at a mirror because realistically how often do u look at urself in the mirror and analyze ur every detail

[6:34 AM]

ur more likely to give it a quick glance and be done

[6:34 AM]

stuff like that

[6:34 AM]

but yeh it's good to know small stuff in case it does come up for any reason

WelshenToday at 6:36 AM

Sure thats fine

[6:36 AM]

Fun to think about tho

puzzlezToday at 6:36 AM

yeh

WelshenToday at 6:37 AM

Thats more if i do art for it

[6:37 AM]

Wink

puzzlezToday at 6:38 AM

okay so for now it's ex gf shows up, melt down, awk convo and trevor asks for markus to come back to finish the movie, meet up at markus' work, and then movie

[6:38 AM]

omg yes

WelshenToday at 6:38 AM

Yah sounds very good

puzzlezToday at 6:40 AM

so should it be like trevor shows up earlier in markus' work week (like mon or tues) and then again later in the week (friday or smth)? or would trevor not rly think too much about markus after the first encounter at the crepe place cuz moping about gf off and on?

[6:41 AM]

i'm wondering if maybe they agreed to meet up like friday at 7 pm or smth and would/do you want trevor to show up after his shift at the crepe place for a sweet bite and then lingers and asks if markus wants to walk back to his apartment after markus gets off?

WelshenToday at 6:41 AM

Idk i think he was suspecting her for a while? Which is why he blew up at markus for "cheating" the wheel

[6:42 AM]

So hes probably okay with how it turned out

[6:42 AM]

And hes got a rebound now too

[6:42 AM]

Whos very compliant

[6:42 AM]

But yeah he can border on stalker

[6:43 AM]

Very simpleminded guy we're talking about

[6:43 AM]

And i guess hes worried about losing contact?

puzzlezToday at 6:44 AM

omg well it could also be like idfk trevor feels a little excited at the idea of moving on if he was okay with how things went with the ex gf

[6:44 AM]

thought it might make markus happy to have a guy kinda acting like a dope at the idea of a date-not-date thing

[6:45 AM]

like trevor kinda being like "well if ur not doing anything after u get off u don't have to wait until 7 to come over u could walk home with me"

WelshenToday at 6:47 AM

Yeah definitely

[6:48 AM]

Markus is happy to have a friend first of all

[6:49 AM]

Well a nice friend

[6:50 AM]

So yah markus does kinda see sex as an unevitable payment for a relationship tho

puzzlezToday at 6:50 AM

poor kid

[6:51 AM]

so would trevor make moves for 'round 2' of the failed sex on movie day or would they just chat and hang and flirt?

[6:51 AM]

idk how fast things actually get sexual with them so

WelshenToday at 6:55 AM

I dont really know either

[6:55 AM]

Whatever ur comfortable with to start

[6:55 AM]

But yeah im sure trevor is the kind of guy who goes hey i studied lots of porn

[6:56 AM]

Watch what i can do and markus just finds it adorably vanilla lol

[6:56 AM]

Maybe he tries to proper date on date one a kiss on date two etc

[6:57 AM]

Markus finds all of him adorable but in the end too naive for a longterm relationship i guess

[stanmoth]

esports orgs rated aka who to stan

NRG- good org. very chad like. picked up rascal when no one else would. hook. gang. god.

Echo Fox- uhhh amazing at everything they touch??? literally represent like 68% of the top fg players. so wonderful so kind. i would take a bullet for them.

immortals- idk much about them tbh. i know noah winstons face looks very soft and that scares me. reps anti which is.... embarrassing

CLG- stuck with aphromoo when they had to chose between him and doublelift aka very smart. lcs team is very valid. merch is like a 8/10. i would not block u if u stanned once had hydration i think thats chill they do photoshoots with the players that r so valid djdhn

Cloud 9- kyky once played on this team -_-. over all fine i guess.... like if u find dudes pretending to be gay for lulz this is def the team for u. also benched jensen and sneaky. unforgivable crimes.

TSM- this org gave bjensen chronic back pain 😔✊ also not to expose myself but liek stan leffen

Team Liquid- youd catch a block quicker then the speed of sound. idc who else is part of the org, jesus christ could be on theyre cod team, Team Liquid is hboxs org which means it awakens fear in me i have not felt in thousands of years.

fnatic- looks fun. had n0tail and custa on teams which makes them good org

100 thieves- mr nadeshot............ mr nadeshot...... ur team is very good and u have very good merch. i hope ur happy. also picked up aphromoo (e.i. very smart) traded meteos (e.i stupid)

optic gaming- not my cup of tea. tho even i can tell how many chads there are. very interesting... tho hecs dropped the ball with the ow team rip

faze clan- honestly liek i think theyre dead but liek peak optic v faze so valid jdjdjsja id stan

Cyclops- represents go1 and dogura and fenritti. very good.

ninjas in pajamas- mainly csgo but that sin is forgiven by how much i like the name

evil geniuses- i am a normal human i stan arteezy arteezy is on eg fly and s4 left og for eg which stopped og from going to the super-major sorry mr teezy thats a quick block from me

which ever eu org has pashabiceps- has pashabiceps 10/10

navi- if ur that one blog who made pro dota aesthetics i would like to extend my deepest apologies for whats happened

panda global: lichrally if u wanna get into a fg and looking for a good and wholesome player panda global is your source for that they keep all the nice to players away from the monsters (esam excluded)

beastcoast: i think theyre chill once again cool name good players

c9 csgo: but lucy uve already talked about c9 lissen they're different the players probably think gay people r shoved down their throats in the media, say slurs and watch sjw pwned videos in the off time but like stewie2k if u wanna hang out im always free also this does not include skadoodle

alfeeca freecs: their little mascot IS SO CUTE

skt: honestly? they suck rn but we stan!

og gaming: LICHRALLY GOD TEIR SO VALID HDJDJSJSJSJXBXBPW YES WE STAN

uyu: really great org! fun merch cool players :D i legitimately really like this org and am excited see a org focus on tekken