#so sorry to hear that

[writing-whump]

Hey Sol. It's ☕ anon...

How's everything is going? I remember you mentioned approaching assignments and essay deadlines, hope you are handling them well and not exhausting yourself. 💫

Sorry for being MIA for the last couple weeks. But I was dealing with pretty unpleasant health issues unexpectedly.. I guess all the stress and exhaustion of June are not matching good with vertigo. It caught me pretty bad this time. I'm still trying to recover. (Here's what I've been dealing if you wanna use this bastard illness in your fics one day: relentless dizziness -can't even turn in bed without ur whole world is spinning like crazy-, nausea and vomiting episodes -and dehydration as a result of it-, fainting -if you accidentally move fasty like getting up from bed quickly-, having issues with maintaining balance etc... not the worst thing for sure but it's pretty annoying. And it got me pretty clumsy and slow like a 🐢 lol)

It's also sad because I really miss asking questions about your OCs and read the answers but unfortunately I don't have one today. I hope I'll be able to find ideas soon and continue bothering you 🤭

Anddd one last thing.. what about not a question but a tiny request, this time? Hex and Arnie are my comfort zone.. would you consider write about them sometime? I feel like I really need them. If this is not messing up your writing schedule ofc!

Thank you and lots of love💕 Take care!

-☕

Hey, coffee nonny! So glad to hear from you again!

My posting slowed down too because of the June season and all the deadlines. Almost over! Next week will be a little hectic and I got some more essays lined up for July, but it's getting calmer. I was able to take a break this week cause I got my right elbow injured pretty bad by a fall.🙈 So back to writing it is. Very inspired for hurt hands right now.

Oh my god, vertigo sounds horrible! I'm sorry you had to deal with that. It's a great concept, but really wishing it would stay reserved for sickfics and out of real life. 🥺 Stress and exhaustion triggering it is super brutal. Hope you are feeling better now.🙏💕

Hehe I'm looking forward to any questions you come up with 🤭 but no stress, main thing you are resting. 🍀✨️

Do you have a preference for which one should get the burnt of it?👀 Hector or Arnie?

I have a sort of sick Isaiah with Arnie and Hector there in the works and I was thinking of something with Arnie sick along the line...but let me know if you have special wishes for those two specifically.😇

Lots of love and take care too, hope you feel better soon!

[vyragosa]

fucking christ.

[haze-of-hyperfixations]

*meanwhile, in the Underworld* Polites: Eurylochus, back so soon? And...there's the rest of your crew. And by the gods, what happened to you? Eurylochus, who is sick of thematically-significant reprises: >:(

[attleboy]

YES ‼️ KILL ‼️ ‼️ ‼️ ‼️

[wojtekaneko]

That's how it went

[sunlitmcgee]

Sunlit I am sick the world is hell

o no!

[chloesimaginationthings]

Baby weirded out the others in FNAF sister location..

[astearisms]

fionna and cake drawings before and after watching the episodes so far. it’s nostalgic and somehow cathartic and poignant and relatable and—it just started

[somnimagus]

out of the frying pan and into the fire and into another frying pan that's also on fire

[id in alt text]

[kensatou]

you think YOU had a bad day at work?

bonus: sid shrieking "no!!!! NO!!!!!" loud enough to be heard in the stands and on camera

[moodyseal]

I was poking fun at how unexpectedly silly the CHB kids looked in armour in the first two episodes of the PJO show (acting like an almighty army and all) and then it hit me. This is exactly how some of them will look like when they will be dying in the final battle. Silly. Tiny. Literal children

[ninthriven]

Micah-10 & Mihaylova

[teaboot]

Social anxiety level: Chatting with someone experiencing a schizophrenic episode and becoming increasingly self-concious of how I'm just saying "That sounds really stressful", "I've never heard of that but it sounds scary", and "You must be pretty worried about that" over and over again

[vaguely-concerned]

the more I play the more I think lucanis basically knows it's illario who betrayed him right from the beginning (he's had a year in the ossuary to think. not that many people knew where he was going. when you ask him 'did Illario know you'd be on that ship' his only answer is the hardest flattest 'yes' you ever heard). so it's not so much about figuring out who the traitor is (because that's ludicrous. we all know. immediately. they didn't really bother to hide it lmao) as about methodically closing off every single avenue of denial lucanis has clung to that whole time with as much or little gentleness as you might prefer until he has no choice but to admit it. because the moment he has to admit it, he'll have to do something -- feel something -- about it. and that's such a catastrophic event in lucanis' inner landscape (he has had TWO people in this whole entire world up until now and will do anything to hold on to them with a heartbreaking child-like desperation, even at and especially through the detriment of his own self) that he'd rather just. not. what if we quite simply. didn't. what if we just stayed here in the emptiness where we can both pretend you didn't hurt me in a way I should never forgive. I have so much practice in that with caterina already it's always worked out great for everyone so far. (press x to fucking doubt but that's trauma logic for you lol)

after everything illario did, so much of the storm of lucanis' emotions around it is 'what the FUCK did you get yourself tangled up in this time and how do I get you out of this mess safely'. what's worse: the fact that your brother murdered you, or that he put himself in horrible danger doing so and thus exposed you to the risk of losing him forever. lucanis' heart certainly has an opinion here and it's fucking unhinged (affectionate)

the themes of dissociation in lucanis' character in general makes me feel nuts. allllll these contradictory messy things he needs to cut off from each other because they can't coexist or be easily reconciled inside him. but all remain stubbornly true separately anyway and will have their due one day. love and resentment. tenderness and fear and rage. terror and longing. love and freedom don't coexist. the burned out golden child anthem is playing in the background. he was always caterina's favourite and he has to keep striving to deserve that dubious honour with every breath he takes and then, presumably, mercifully, some day he will die and be excused and can rest. and until now he's suppressed all the -- natural, healthy, protective! -- negative feelings that threaten the few attachment relationships he actually has, at the cost of ever actually having his needs for connection and safety met and leaving his core self imprisoned and compromised. and spite goes 'what. no. that's dumb fuck that' (*spite voice* I do not understand that and even if I did I would not respect it) and does not allow him to fall back into that, which I think is what saves his life, ultimately. it took being possessed by a demon for lucanis to even contemplate telling anyone he loves 'no' in any way, but hey. whatever gets you there right lol

lucanis is dealing with the freeze response allll the way down baby. and he was even before the ossuary, that just turbo powered it and brought it to a breaking point way before it could happen naturally. but something was going to break eventually no matter what, and I'm just glad that in the end, through the power of friendship and also pure spite, it doesn't have to be him

[kittykalliarts]

For decades, the blank vision that Iudex Neuvillette wears near his heart has been subject to much discussion in Fontaine. Nobody remembers who it had once belonged to or why the ancient dragon protected it so jealously. It is said that if the Chief Justice would to stare at it for a long while, it would be sure to rain right after. Oh, how beloved that person must've been.