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JJ: You canât possibly get more attractive.
EMILY: Grey hair go âbrr.â
#sheâs so hot in a completely different way now#mommy? sorry. mommy? sorry. mommy?#criminal minds#emily prentiss#criminal minds memes#jennifer jareau#jemily#incorrect criminal minds#incorrect criminal minds quotes
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Ik that this probably isnât a new take, but I havenât seen it talked about enough: I think the reason why so many Star Wars fans dislike the Acolyte is because the fan base is dominated by men and the genres that the Acolyte occupies tend to attract female audiences. Star Wars started out as an action-adventure sci-fi story which are genres that attract male audiences and features the Heroâs Journey which has roots in ancient mythologies and is often accompanied by the main character transitioning from boyhood to manhood. However, the Acolyte is dark romance mystery/suspense story, which not only attracts a more feminine audience, but is also (to an extent) the exact thematic opposite of the stories that men typically read/watch.
The interesting result of the audiences being used to different genres is that they identified different characters as the focal character. Male and action/adventure accustomed viewers picked out Sol as the hero of the story as he at first seems like the most heroic and likely to go on a Heroâs Journey; female and dark romantasy/mystery accustomed audiences, however, saw Osha as the main character because she resembles the classic YA Fantasy protagonist (sources: instagram posts and other random opinions Iâve come across). Episode 3 painted the Jedi in the best possible light and Mae and the witches in the worst possible light, and while female audiences immediately identified it as an unreliable narrator moment, male audiences took it at face value and thus assumed the inconsistencies of the witchesâ deaths and Maeâs motives were careless writing. Then, when the Jediâs actions werenât painted as heroics, the criticism from male fans shifted away from the writing being poor to the show âglorifyingâ the Sith and breaking down the Jedi=good Sith=evil dynamics, while the female fans began getting excited for Oshaâs corruption and Maeâs redemption.
So, in conclusion, this show is just a different genre than the rest of Star Wars and men need to just accept the fact that they were not the target audience.
#the acolyte#star wars the acolyte#star wars#the jedi#the sith#dark romance#heroâs journey#master sol#mae aniseya#osha aniseya#the force is female#I wrote this over the course of a week so this may be completely incorrect#if it is Iâm sorry
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I can't find it now but there's a post about suspension of disbelief and how it's broken when the story starts trying to excuse it. "character gets knocked unconscious for hours but there's no further issues from this" okay đ "and actually this makes perfect sense because of this and that" um no it doesn't why are you lying to me. like i am willing to ignore the holes and the discrepancies!! all you need to do is let me and not bring unnecessary attention to it!!!
and all that is my issue with the whole robin child soldier argument. like i am willing to ignore it i am willing to engage with the fantasy literally all you need to do is NOT try to convince me that Actually It's Fine Because They Want To Do It or whatever. like literally just shut up about it and i can engage with the fantasy!!
#my dc posting#dc#robin#batman#like. if you want to tell a story and not worry abt the child endangerement thing just DONT BRING IT UP ???#all you're doing when you bring it up is telling me this is something i'm allowed to think abt when it comes to the story#and then you tell me Um Actually It's Fine ?? no! what the fuck are you talking about!!#i am tryinggggg to just have fun n read fics your lil âisnt that child endangerement and kinda fucked up?â âno actually they wouldve done i#anyways bla bla bla batman couldnt have stopped them bla bla bla''#is COUNTERPRODUCTIVEEE#dick grayson#jason todd#tim drake#damian wayne#<- tagging the robins sorry#sorry this just. this topic annoys me so much#...also ''batman couldnt have stopped them/they wouldve done it with or without him'' are literally#just factually incorrect in jason's case. he did not in fact start on his own and the only thing batman wouldve#needed to do to stop him is literally just NOT make him robin BUT- at this point im just beating a dead horse on that topic#w how many times i bring it up lmao#like. in real life you cant just knock a person unconscious for hours with no consequences on them.#but i dont care when it happens in fiction despite being not realistic!! bc its fiction!!!#unless of course the characters out of nowhere do a lil sidequest PSA abt how actually doing that is fine#and completely safe with no risks#yknow??#like if that happened id be annoyed and like no its fucking not fine why are you trying to convince me. just move on and dont bring it up#and I wont bring it up#anyway. yeah these are just some thoughts im having rn sorry its not more coherent and put-together i cant be assed rn lmao
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Its soooooo delightful how perfectly paired Mapicc and Zam are as enemies. Like Mapicc is terrifying right ? And Zam is constantly terrified of him, except never to the point were he backs down. Princezam never gives up and all that. And Zam has so many things, places, and people that he cares about. And he doesnt hide his affection, even when it would be smart to. Princezams weakness is his heart and he refuses to not wear it on his sleeve.
So like in s4 when Mapicc finds Zams castle, any sensible person would leave. Go into hiding, or at the very least MOVE THEIR SPAWNPOINT. But not Zam, and that makes him perfect for Mapicc to oppose. Because Mapicc now has something he can easily threaten, he always knows where Zam is. He can like play with his food. And Zam wont leave or abandon the base because hes princezam. Zam wants an almost unbeatable enemy, and Mapicc is sooo happy to provide that.
#sparrow speaks#ummm basically im saying in terms of like rp#Zam consistantly sets Mapic up sooooo perfectly to be this omionous completely unbeatable enemy#ANd UGH sorry but Mapicc also gets it#He knows killing a diamond armor princezam is nothing so he gives him armor !!!#ITS SO GOOD#no need for spoilers cause this is all about s4 (but it is eerily similar to s6..)#also disclaimer im still getting everyone down so this might be slighty incorrect
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Is it true that Elizabeth of York birth celebrated like she was a son? I have seen some historians say this.
Hi! Yes, Edward IV did celebrate his daughterâs birth as though she was a male heir (âa princeâ), iirc as per the Great Chronicle.
While we have no contemporary reports at the time of Elizabeth of York's birth, we know that Luchino Dallaghiexia reported that the birth of Edward and Elizabeth's third child, Cecily of York, "rejoiced the king and all the nobles exceedingly*, though they would have preferred a son'. Wanting a son (ie: an heir) was typical for their time period, likely enhanced by Edward and Elizabeth's unprecedentedly controversial marriage, her very unsuitable origins and his own status as a usurper. The fact that he was described as being "exceedingly" delighted at the birth of his third daughter in a row regardless does support the claim that he would have gone over-the-top to celebrate the birth of his first legitimate** child.
Hope this helps!
*Bizarrely, I have seen several historians and blogs use Dallaghiexia's letter to claim that Edward IV was bitterly disappointed at Cecily of York's birth. I don't understand how historical reading comprehension can be so poor that "rejoiced the king exceedingly" has somehow been rewritten as the...exact opposite of that. With no self-awareness whatsoever. **Edward's illegitimate daughter Margaret - popularly known as Elizabeth for some reason - was almost definitely born before his marriage. We don't know the birth dates of his other two illegitimate children: I think the likeliest conception date for Arthur was in early 1470 (when he was away from court, near Hampshire), but it's unverified; and we know nothing about Grace - which was probably her surname, not her name - other than the fact that Elizabeth Woodville seems to have been very attached to her.
#ask#elizabeth of york#edward iv#queue#speaking of which#did I mention how much I dislike historians who state that one of Elizabeth Woodville's 'advantages' was that 'she was fertile'#and just leave it at that?#or dumbfuck Anne Boleyn stans who argue Elizabeth was 'safe' because she had a son (she was literally deposed twice but okay)#That is simply incorrect and a complete erasure of her actual - presumably difficult - experiences#Elizabeth literally 'failed' (so to speak) to have a son throughout her first queenship#She had three daughters back-to-back#Her first son with Edward IV was in fact born seven years into her marriage after her husband had already been deposed and in exile#It does her an incredibly disservice to rewrite her very complicated situation according to your own whims and fancies#Particularly considering the very unusual nature of her marriage and rise to queen (+Edward's own status as an usurper)#which meant that Elizabeth - like H8's wives after her - was in a far more precarious position than sonless foreign royal queens before her#And while the lack of a son clearly didn't affect her personal marriage (her husband celebrated their eldest daughter's birth#as though she was a male heir and was described as exceedingly happy at the time of their third daughter's birth;#they decided to go on a pilgrimage - presumably to ask for a son - *together*; etc)#That doesn't change the fact that they were in a very very difficult situation that having a son could have resolved/legitimized#Worries that may have intensified even more after 1469 when George of Clarence (second York brother) rebelled against Edward#I also suspect their lack of a son affected the nature of Warwick's propaganda against them during his rebellions#but that's a whole other topic of discussion#Either way: What we should never do is erase and rewrite Elizabeth's (and Edward's) very complex situation in the 1460s#in favor of an inaccurate but more 'convenient' alternate history#It's a little odd tbh because I HAVE seen such discussions for Anne of Bohemia; MoA; and Henry VIII's wives#who all struggled to have male heirs#But for some reason Elizabeth's situation is not even acknowledged - let alone discussed#funny how that happens#anyway#ik I went VERY off track I'm sorry about that
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(X-Men '97 spoliers)
Can't wait for my first ramble since getting hyperfixated on X-Men '97
*deep inhale*
(I gave no clue how to due Tumblr "read more" cuts, so... sorry if this eats someone's dash :< )
Genuinely i love the fact that so many people are saying Magneto is right and that the show itself has addressed that its absolutely true,
but I hate the fact that people are saying Charles Xavier was wrong, and that Magneto was completely justified; which is just far too black and white in my opinion.
Magneto is right when it comes to the fact that Charles' methods are ineffective. Direct action is needed if mutantkind and humankind are to ever have mutual respect. But, that does not mean he isn't an extremist. Magneto's motives and intentions are morally correct, but that doesn't mean that the damage acted upon to humans did more good than harm. Fighting fire with fire may only lead to more fire, or as a favorite quote of mine: "violence for violence is the rule of beasts."
However, I don't want this to be a "Magnus bad, Charles good" fest, it's not. Charles Xavier is a human passing, ultimately jackpot ability mutant and could 100% just pretend to be human if he ever decided to. He wants to help Mutants, his motivations are moral, but they're ineffective. They rarely actually help Mutants instead of simply pushing back the prejudice they face, it took until Magneto running the institute for Genosha to even be accepted into the UN.
So I believe they're both right, but both wrong. They're yin and yang in a sense; there needs to be a balance with their methods for true progress: Action without violence.
...Well that was good to get out of my system :D I'm probably gonna make more X-Men posts in the future, so prepare thineself >:]
#x men 97#x men#I havent seen too much actual X men stuff#its mostly just '97 the og series and random reaserch#so sorry if this is completely incorrect :]#new hyperfixation#toaster rambles#ramblings
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Middle of the night but I gotta talk about some frustrations. 'Cause you know what pisses me off? The mainstreaming popularization of punk. Don't get me wrong, I love seeing it become more popular and I love seeing people discover themselves and the culture. I mean, I got into it from a young age with RATM, for crying out loud.
The problem is that when something becomes more and more popular, you get a lot of... unsavory types. And I'm not even talking about the Tiktok punks that do it for the fashion and the "cool factor" (ignore how punks weren't considered cool and actually disregarded and disrespected as a group of "radicals" and "unsightly" which is what makes punk punk to begin with) and talk about "posers" but then the moment you ask them about their favorite local band or even their opinions about the BLM protests or Drag Queen Story Hour the real them *cough* bigot *cough* comes out. I'm talking about how everywhere you turn, there's an increasing erase of the culture and history, and it's turned into yet another thing for cis white people to use to make up for their lack of culture.
Punk is based in queerness and blackness. Period. That is an undeniable fact. It is a culture started and rooted by black musicians which then bled into the equally black queer community. It is impossible, when you go through the origins, to separate the three. From the fashion to the music, we owe everything to them.
And it's just like what happened with the gay community. A massively marginalized group, technically allowed to live in society but not allowed to be our true selves. And then, like, you have super famous and historic movements lead by black activists through the 60s to 80s. And progress is finally made. Huge celebration. We're finally allowed in public, we start appearing on TV again. But then fast forward to modern day, and white people, like we've always done, we get our grubby little paws on it. And we scrub at it in all the soap we can until any instance of black or brown is gone. And then we claim it as ours. Everybody acknowledges where it started, but nobody celebrates it. In fact, we put down black people in our community. We appropriate their culture and their language, because stealing your voice is actually our way of celebrating you so you should be happy. We make movies of those movements, and we erase any evidence of them ever having been there.
And it's relatively the same thing here. The more mainstream it gets, the more people are doing it to be performative, the more we erase and cover up the "unseemly" history that makes it so beautiful in the first place.
And, like, I'm white and I'm pissed/tired. I can't imagine how black punks feel. Cause, like, think for a minute. Some group decides they want in but they don't like how it is, they want it their way. The "correct" way. So they begin to "kick out" everybody who they don't want, appropriate everything they like about it, and rewrite and recontextualize the history that made it. Isn't that, like, the textbook definition of fascism? The whole thing we're trying to take down? Like come on.
And to the white punk/gays who read this and got confused or upset. No, I'm not saying there aren't any white punks. No, I'm not saying there weren't white gays from the get go. Nobody is saying you can't be white and punk. The point of this post is, just, be a good person. Respect, acknowledge, celebrate the culture that created this thing we love. The gay community that we know is specifically a product of blackness and black efforts. Stop appropriating them, start learning how to celebrate them properly.
#this rant was brought to you by an aggravated sleep deprived person seeing two videos back to back being completely wrong#sorry if anything is misspelled or slightly incorrect or incoherent#I'm running on like four hours of sleep in about three days total and i wrote this at midnight#ish#punk#punk culture#queer culture#ramblings#ranting#the white washing of everything is horrific and i feel like nobody else in white circles wanna talk about it#we're so far up our own asses not only can we not see our own prejudice we don't even understand what it means
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I am fascinated by how the quarterfinals of @captainsvscaptains seems to be four match-ups of
(1) one person who is, in theory (I think) part of a structural system and get their title of captain from their status therein (Star Trek)
(2) and another who is anti-structure or ambiguous (pirates, space, taking out slavers*) and get their title of captain more (maybe?) from an acknowledge by others/by choice
*I saw this in Inej's propaganda and I know it applies to Luffy
#i may be completely incorrect about this#i really only know luffy and elizabeth#i've seen a few star trek tos in the last year and tng years ago so that's all i really know aside from what I read in the polls#wsd weird brain#in one piece speech it's like marines vs pirates#curiously i don't think anyone submitted any marines; i don't recall any in the preliminary polls#sorry smoker \(:|)/
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i love complaining so hereâs my complaint of the day! people who watch horror movies and their only takeaway, when prompted by somebody analyzing/understanding part of the film, is âwell it didnât have to result in murder/they didnât have to do that/that scary thing was unnecessaryâ are SO fucking annoying. you watched the horrifying movie full of dramatized realities and thought the horrifying things were unnecessary? why even bother with horror at all. go home and turn on gilmore girls and titanic youâll be alright. those will be easy for you to digest since clearly you canât think deeply about anything that isnât completely down to earth and rational
#people who think pearl who just wanted to be understanded didnât need to kill people to get that⌠hello?#thatâs the point. the murders are meant to show how deeply she feels#how the hole in her chest gapes#how much she feels like sheâs missing#what would drive her to commit such acts#itâs not meant to be realistic or reasonable but by seeing her struggles youâre meant to sympathize anyway#when you think deeply about it. you know#because so many actual non-murderers feel that way#and everything people say about pearl is just incorrect to be honest#they all just see surface level when itâs much deeper than that. the movie is an art. it contains multitudes#not to sound like a four eyes but like⌠yeah??!#her mom neglected her she was completely abandoned her husband at war she had no friends couldnât leave her farm bc of the pandemic and her#father was practically comatose and he was the parent she loved the most. how did you expect her to react in a horror movie no less#youâre meant to think about her character⌠and you donât even have to try very hard in this case because she has like a 7 minute monologue#explaining everything she feels and why#and how she knows itâs wrong or off putting#like be so seriousjxkxhdjshf#i love pearl.#SORRY FOR BAD LANGUAGE I AM REALLY SICK RIGHT NOW#LIKE BEDRIDDEN#crazy ass fever shaky and Ugh Oh God#so anyway i meant *understood not understanded
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shadow and bone fans have me screaming
#this is gonna be as derogatory as Iâm gonna get on here Iâm so sorry#but I need to yell#Tumblr keeps showing me d/arklina posts#which is fine I guess#I did reblog darkling stuff because I think heâs fascinating#but MAN I HAD TO CHECK THE REPLIES WHY??#first of all ship wars are dumb and childish#like what you like I donât care#itâs fiction#but Jesus Christ please just stop making random shit up just to have something to back your opinions#first of all a bunch of people say that the darkling only wanted to free his people and he did nothing wrong#youâre wrong but oh well#then a bunch of people say that the writers absolutely criushed malina worse then theyâve seen any ship crushed ever#that Mal fell completely out of love with her when he died and crushed her heart#again factually incorrect but like whatever helps you sleep at night#BUT THEN#a few people had to go and mention how since Mal was an amplifier#the entire relationship was non consensual and abusive#d/arklina fans wanna talk about consent and abuse?????#FAM#also they all had some weird focus on how the trilogy is somehow Americans being cool with slavery and fascism#which again is literally the opposite of the theme#I am simply fuming right now#literally if you wanna love the darkling just say you love the villain thatâs fine#donât twist the series into something unrecognizable just so it suits your interests#oof ok i might delete this in the morning lol
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any other jew-ish guys got a grandma who's like, really weird about it, or is that another hyperspecific life experience of mine
#txt#it's like. I didn't know my great grandparents. but my mom sure did#so i know enough things like that they were 100% ashkenazi conservative Jews who fled from Poland in the 1910s thereabouts#before they had my granma#but my granma somehow CONVINCED herself that her mother was lying about being born Jewish#and then a few years ago this became completely factually incorrect for 2 reasons: some aunts found some of my gg's records#and like yeah. yeah. her and great grandpa were definitely both from Jewish families.#and also my microbiologist sister was like im gonna get a dna test for funsies#and lo! she is about 25% Ashkenazi. i know those things are hit or miss really but there is no way a percentage that large is just bullshit#and my granma threw a whole fit. crying about it during dinner. and we're all just sitting there like. awkwardly#i do not know for certain why she is like this but i imagine it has something to do with her parents disowning her when she married#since great grandpa was Not Jewish. and then they only reinstated her when she got pregnant the first time#after she agreed to raise her kids Jewish#and she did make good on that! my mom and aunts and uncle all grew up going to the same conservative synagogue#my mom loved her rabbi apparently#but yeah as soon as she could granma fucked off and moved to England (she was divorced by then iirc) and she's been mad weird#about us being Jewish for my whole life#kudos to ya if u read all these oversharing tags lmao#whoops i meant to say grandpa wasn't Jewish in that earlier tag not great grandpa sorry
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Forbidden Taste - L.H
P: Slytherin!Heeseung X Fem!Reader
Warnings: Teasing, Hurt/Comfort, Suggestive Content, Angst, Misunderstandings, Jealousy, Myung Jaehyun Cameo, Incorrect Use Of Amortenia.
Synopsis: Youâre not popular at Hogwarts, so why is Lee Heeseung, Slytherin royalty, so intent on having you? You donât know, and you donât question itâuntil jealousy and a pink potion threaten everything.
a/n: WHAT A JOURNEY IT HAS BEEN! Thank you all <3 all the members are now completed! (i changed the plot for this so many times, its insane)
want to read the other members? -> masterlist
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You werenât massively popular at Hogwarts, but people knew you. Not in the way that theyâd scream your name in the corridors or seek you out during mealtimes, but enough that when your name came up in conversation, thereâd be nods of recognition. Oh, yeah. Decent flyer. Smart enough to keep up in classes, but not obnoxious about it. You built your reputation in small, deliberate waysâearly on, too. By the time you hit your third year, you realized it wasnât just about house points or grades. If you didnât carve out your place here, Hogwarts could chew you up and spit you out.
So, you made connections. Little alliances. You werenât a name in bold letters, but you werenât invisible either. A compliment here, a conversation there. Small, calculated acts of charm to ensure you werenât just some shadow skulking through the hallways. Yet you never overdid it. Just enough to make sure you wouldnât be forgotten.
And honestly, that was fine. You had your friends and housemates, the people who mattered to you most. The ones you could collapse with after a particularly grueling Potions lesson or laugh with over Butterbeer-flavored Bertie Bottâs Beans in the common room. It wasnât the spotlight, but it was enough.
Itâs weird how quickly that balance can shift, though. How one incidentâone personâcan flip everything upside down.
It really was funnyâhilarious, even. You had no answer as to why he suddenly latched onto you, why he started pursuing you of all people. Lee fucking Heeseung. One of the most popular Slytherins in his year, practically Hogwarts royalty.
Usually, people would trip over their own feet for the chance to be seen with him. Heeseung had everything: pureblood lineage, one of the best Beaters Hogwarts had seen in years, a face straight out of Witch Weekly's Most Eligible Wizards list, and a charisma that could charm the scales off a dragon. He was smart, tooâtop of his classes in subjects he actually cared aboutâand everyone knew his family was filthy rich.
He was the kind of person others orbited around. Someone whose presence turned heads the moment he walked into a room. The kind of guy you were perfectly fine staying away from because people like him didnât care about people like you. And yet, for some inexplicable reason, he chose you.
All because you ran into him one day.
It wasnât even that dramatic of an encounter. You were late for Transfiguration, books piled in your arms, hurrying down the corridor like your life depended on it. And thenâbam. Youâd slammed into what felt like a brick wall. Except brick walls didnât have arms that steadied you as your books tumbled to the floor, and they definitely didnât have sharp jawlines and a gaze that pinned you to the spot.
âSorry!â youâd muttered, scrambling to pick up your books, too flustered to even look him in the eye. He didnât say anything. Didnât throw out the kind of snarky insult Slytherins were known for. He just⌠watched you. And when you dashed off down the corridor, cheeks burning with embarrassment, you thought that was the end of it.
Except it wasnât.
After that, Heeseung started showing up. Everywhere.
At first, it was subtle. A glance in the Great Hall that lingered too long to be coincidental. A smirk when you passed him in the corridors. Then it escalated. Sitting at your table in the library, asking casually about your Charms essay while his friends shot curious looks your way. Offering to walk you to class, claiming it was âon his wayâ even when it clearly wasnât. Stealing a seat beside you in Herbology, leaning closer than necessary to peek at your notes.
It didnât take long for people to notice. Whispers started following you wherever you went, growing louder with every interaction. Your friends pestered you for answers you didnât have, and his admirers glared daggers at you from across the room.
And all you could think was, Why? Why you? Out of all the girls fawning over himâpurebloods, Quidditch stars, girls far prettier and more polished than youâwhat on earth made Lee Heeseung decide you were worth his attention?
You tried convincing yourself that it was a joke. Some elaborate Slytherin prank that youâd accidentally wandered into. Any day now, youâd wake up to Heeseung laughing in your face, surrounded by his friends, as he revealed that all of thisâevery smirk, every casual wave, every time he leaned in close enough for you to catch a whiff of his expensive cologneâwas just for his own entertainment.
But the days passed, and the teasing you braced yourself for never came. If anything, Heeseungâs attention only intensified.
âI could help you with that, you know,â he offered one day during a particularly grueling Potions class. Youâd been furiously scribbling notes, trying to keep up with Professor Slughornâs lecture. Heeseung was perched on the edge of your shared table, his hand propping up his chin as he watched you.
âWith what?â you asked without looking up, determined not to let his lazy, amused tone fluster you.
âYour notes,â he said, gesturing at your parchment. âYour handwritingâs awful. What if you canât read it later?â
You shot him a glare, but he just grinned. âIâll manage,â you said, shoving your notes further away from him for good measure.
Moments like that became your new normal. Heeseung showing up uninvited, weaving himself into your day like he belonged there. Offering to help you study, sneaking your favorite dessert onto your plate in the Great Hall, throwing an arm around your shoulders like you were long-lost friends.
And yet, despite your initial resistance, you found yourself softening. Heeseung wasnât as insufferable as youâd assumed heâd be. Sure, he was cockyâhe wouldnât be Lee Heeseung if he werenâtâbut he also had this disarming charm about him. He listened when you spoke, remembered the little things you mentioned in passing, and had a way of making you laugh when you least expected it.
You acted normal around himâor at least, you tried to. You didnât show how much he affected you, how your pulse quickened when he leaned in close, the playful smirk on his lips as he talked to you about some trivial thing. You didnât let it show when heâd take your books without asking, holding them effortlessly with one hand as if they weighed nothing, and you definitely didnât let him see how your cheeks burned when he casually brushed his fingers against yours as he handed them back.
You didnât react when he helped you in Potions either, his voice low in your ear as he whispered which ingredients to add next, his breath warm against your skin. Even when your heart stuttered, you kept your face neutral, refusing to give him the satisfaction of knowing just how much he got under your skin.
And Merlin, did he love to push.
Heâd ditch his friends without a second thought, his usual crowd of Slytherins calling after him as he veered off to sit with you instead. Youâd hear their muffled complaints from across the room, but Heeseung didnât seem to care. Heâd just flash them that infuriatingly perfect smileâthe one that screamed, I know exactly what Iâm doing,âand plop down next to you like heâd been there all along.
âDonât you have other people to bother?â youâd mutter, barely glancing at him as he propped his chin on his hand, watching you with an intensity that made it impossible to focus on anything else.
âWhy would I, when youâre so much more interesting?â heâd reply smoothly, the corners of his mouth tugging upward in a way that sent your stomach into an uninvited freefall.
But you didnât give him the satisfaction of a blush or a flustered response. Instead, youâd roll your eyes and pretend to be annoyed, even as you caught yourself glancing at him when you thought he wasnât looking.
The truth was, Heeseung made it harder and harder to ignore him. He wasnât just persistentâhe was thoughtful in ways you didnât expect. He remembered the tiniest details, like how you hated licorice wands or how you preferred studying in the libraryâs quieter corners. He went out of his way to make your day just a little easier, sliding your favorite pastries onto your plate at breakfast or swapping out your worn-out quills with brand-new ones from his bag.
It was infuriating. And endearing. And confusing.
Maybe it was the way he always seemed to know when you needed cheering up, or the way his voice softened when he spoke to you, or the way he looked at youâlike you were the only person in the room that mattered.
But you werenât ready to admit it. Not to yourself, and definitely not to him. So, you kept acting normal, pretending like he didnât affect you as much as he did.
At this point, even your friends couldnât keep quiet about it. Every time Heeseung walked into a room and made a beeline for you, their eyebrows would raise a little higher. When heâd flash you one of his trademark grins or casually sling an arm around your shoulders, their teasing smirks were impossible to miss.
âSo, are you two a thing, or what?â one of your friends finally asked during a late-night study session in the common room.
âNo,â you said quickly, maybe a little too quickly, and their skeptical look said it all.
âWell, he certainly thinks you are,â another chimed in, grinning as they flipped through their Charms textbook. âYou do realize half the school thinks youâre secretly dating, right?â
You rolled your eyes, brushing it off. âHeâs just⌠like that. Itâs probably some sort of game to him.â
But even as you said it, you werenât so sure. Because if this was a game, Heeseung was playing it far too convincingly.
And then he went and completely blindsided you.
It was after Defense Against the Dark Arts, a class you shared with him. Youâd just finished stuffing your notes into your bag, about to make your way to the library, when he appeared beside you, his usual confident grin plastered across his face.
âSo,â he started casually, leaning against your desk. âWant to go to Hogsmeade with me this weekend?â
You froze, blinking at him like you hadnât heard him properly. âWhat?â
âHogsmeade,â he repeated, as if it were the most obvious thing in the world. âYou. Me. A date.â
Your brain stuttered at the word. A date?
âYouâre joking,â you said, though your voice sounded a little less confident than you wouldâve liked.
âIâm not,â he said simply, tilting his head and watching you with that annoyingly earnest expression that made it impossible to tell if he was messing with you.
âI⌠I canât,â you stammered, feeling your cheeks grow warm. âI mean, thank you, but I donât thinkââ
âDonât think too hard about it,â he interrupted smoothly, cutting off your attempt at a polite rejection. âI like you. You like meâdonât even try to deny it,â he added quickly, smirking when you opened your mouth to argue. âSo why not give it a shot?â
You stared at him, dumbfounded. âHeeseung, Iââ
âBefore you say no,â he said, leaning in closer, âthink about this. Whatâs the worst that could happen? You have a good time with me? Sounds like a pretty low-risk situation, if you ask me.â
It was infuriating how he made it sound so simple, like agreeing to a date with him wasnât the most intimidating thing in the world.
âIâm serious, Heeseung,â you said, trying to sound firm. âI donât think itâs a good idea.â
âAnd Iâm serious,â he countered, his voice dropping slightly. âIâm not taking no for an answer.â
The way he said it wasnât pushy or aggressiveâit was confident, certain, like he already knew you were going to say yes eventually. And maybe thatâs what threw you off the most.
You glanced at him one last time before turning to leave the classroom, your lips pressed into a tight line.
And of course, he followed.
âHey, wait!â he called, his voice echoing down the corridor as you walked ahead, refusing to look back.
âI said no, Heeseung,â you said over your shoulder, quickening your pace.
âAnd I said Iâm not taking no for an answer,â he shot back, his footsteps ringing louder as he hurried to catch up with you. âYou didnât even give me a proper reason!â
âI donât need to give you a reason!â you replied, exasperated, keeping your gaze fixed forward.
But he wasnât giving up. He was persistentâtoo persistent. You could hear him muttering under his breath, probably running through a list of arguments to convince you, but before he could get another word out, you heard a loud, unmistakable yelp.
Pausing mid-step, you turned just in time to see Heeseung stumble over a loose stone jutting out of the floor, his arms flailing to keep his balance. He caught himself at the last second, straightening up and brushing off his robes like nothing happened.
âSmooth,â you said, unable to stop the amused quirk of your lips.
âYeah, yeah, laugh it up,â he muttered, jogging a few steps to close the distance between you.
But the second he got close, you picked up your pace again, determined not to let him win.
He didnât stop, though. Heeseung was like a particularly annoying shadow, trailing after you with single-minded determination. Except this shadow seemed to have the worst luck imaginable.
Not five steps later, you heard a startled âHey, watch it!â from a much shorter Ravenclaw student as Heeseung nearly crashed into them.
âYeah, yeah! Sorry!â he called over his shoulder, not even slowing down as he kept his focus on you.
You didnât bother hiding your grin this time, though you kept walking.
And then, just as he was about to catch up again, you saw itâa ghost floating lazily through the corridor ahead.
âHeeseung,â you said without stopping, your tone almost warning.
âWhat?â he asked, completely oblivious, his gaze fixed on you instead of what was in front of him.
You didnât answer. You just waited for it to happen.
Sure enough, he strode directly into the ghostâa particularly dramatic one, judging by the loud whoosh and Heeseungâs subsequent startled shiver as he stumbled back.
âBloody hell!â he exclaimed, swiping at his robes as if itâd help.
âMaybe if you watched where you were goingâŚâ you said, finally stopping to face him, arms crossed over your chest as you raised an eyebrow.
He shook his head, his focus snapping back to you almost instantly. âIâll watch where Iâm going when you stop running away from me,â he said, his voice laced with determination.
You rolled your eyes, but before you could turn away again, he stepped closer, this time careful not to trip over anything or crash into anyone.
âLook,â he said, his tone softer now. âI know Iâm being persistent. But itâs only because I really want you to say yes. Just one date. Thatâs all Iâm asking. If you hate it, Iâll back off. But I think weâll have a good time.â
For the first time, you hesitated. There was something about the way he looked at youâearnest, hopefulâthat made it hard to brush him off like before. Heeseung wasnât just being cocky now; he was being sincere. And it was that sincerity that made your resolve waver.
âOne date,â he repeated, holding your gaze. âWhat do you say?â
You sighed, stopping long enough to turn and face him properly. His eyes were wide, his expression almost pleading but still holding that annoying confidence that made him, well, Heeseung.
âFine,â you said, crossing your arms. âOne date. But if I donât enjoy it, thatâs it. No more asking, no more following me around, no moreâŚâ You gestured vaguely toward him, ââŚwhatever this is.â
His face broke into a grin so smug and victorious that you instantly regretted agreeing.
âDeal,â he said without hesitation. âBut donât worry, youâre going to love it.â
âDonât push your luck,â you muttered, but the way his grin grew wider told you heâd already won this round.
âAlright, then,â he said, taking a step closer. Too close. You could feel the faintest brush of his robes against yours as he leaned in. âThis Saturday, Three Broomsticks. Noon. Iâll even buy you Butterbeer.â
âWow, how generous of you,â you deadpanned, but your heart was doing that annoying fluttering thing again.
âYouâll see,â he said, his voice dropping lower, teasing. âIâm full of surprises.â
Before you could fire back a snarky response, his hands moved, one settling on your waist like it was the most natural thing in the world.
Your breath hitched.
You werenât sure what he was sayingâsomething about how the Three Broomsticks had the best treacle tart, or maybe how heâd already booked a spot with Madam Rosmertaâbut the words blurred in your head. All you could focus on was his hand, warm and firm, holding you in place. And his body, so close to yours that you could feel the faint heat radiating off him.
Your mind raced, trying to decide if you should pull away or just let him keep talking.
ââŚdonât tell me youâve never tried the cinnamon hot chocolate there,â he said, his lips curving into another grin.
âWhat?â you blurted, blinking up at him, trying to drag your attention back to his actual words.
He chuckled, the sound low and soft, and you hated how it made your stomach flip.
âYou werenât even listening,â he teased, his thumb brushing lightly against your waist before he pulled back, giving you just enough space to breathe again.
âMaybe if you werenât so close, Iâd be able to concentrate,â you shot back, though your voice came out a little weaker than youâd intended.
Heeseung didnât look fazed. If anything, he looked even more pleased with himself, like he knew exactly how flustered you were and wasnât planning to let you forget it anytime soon.
âGuess Iâll have to tell you on our date, then,â he said, stepping back fully now, his smirk still firmly in place.
You rolled your eyes, but your cheeks burned as you turned away, determined not to let him see just how much he was getting to you.
âSaturday,â he called after you as you started walking again, his tone light and cheerful. âDonât forget!â
You didnât answer, but you didnât need to. The truth was, no matter how much you tried to deny it, you knew you wouldnât forget. Not with the way your heart was still racing.
Saturday came faster than you expected, and by the time you were standing in front of the Three Broomsticks, you were already second-guessing your decision. Why did you agree to this again? Oh, rightâbecause Heeseung was annoyingly persistent, and some traitorous part of you was curious to see what a date with him would actually be like.
You adjusted your scarf, the chill of the winter air biting at your cheeks. The sound of chatter and clinking glasses spilled out of the tavern, and for a brief moment, you considered turning around and pretending youâd forgotten. But before you could so much as take a step back, a familiar voice called out behind you.
âYouâre early.â
You turned to see Heeseung approaching, dressed in his usual green-and-silver scarf, his black coat tailored perfectly to him. His hair was slightly tousled from the wind, and he wore that same confident smile that made your stomach twist in ways you wished it wouldnât.
âIâm on time,â you corrected, crossing your arms.
âEarly, on timeâsame thing,â he said, coming to a stop in front of you. His eyes scanned you briefly, and for a second, you thought you saw something softer in his expression. âYou look good.â
Your cheeks warmed, and you immediately regretted your decision to wear something classy. âDonât start,â you muttered, brushing past him toward the door.
He laughed, catching up to you easily. âWhat? Itâs a compliment!â
âYeah, yeah.â You pushed open the door, grateful for the wave of warmth that greeted you as you stepped inside.
The Three Broomsticks was busy, as it always was on weekends, but Heeseung didnât seem the least bit fazed. He waved to Madam Rosmerta, who greeted him like they were old friends, and led you to a small table near the window that had somehow been left open.
âSee?â he said, pulling out a chair for you. âPerfect spot.â
You hesitated for a moment before sitting down, mumbling a quiet, âThanks,â as he slid into the seat across from you.
For a few moments, it was quietâwell, as quiet as it could be in the bustling tavern. You busied yourself with looking out the window, watching as students milled about in the snow-covered streets of Hogsmeade.
âSo,â Heeseung said, breaking the silence. âWhatâs your go-to order here?â
You glanced at him, raising an eyebrow. âWhy do you care?â
âBecause,â he said with a grin, leaning forward slightly, âI want to make sure you actually enjoy this date. Remember? You said if you didnât, I couldnât ask again.â
âStill sticking to that, by the way,â you reminded him.
âNoted,â he said, looking far too amused for your liking. âBut Iâm confident youâll have a good time.â
âOf course you are,â you muttered, but you couldnât help the small smile that tugged at your lips.
You ended up ordering Butterbeer and treacle tartânot because you particularly wanted it, but because he wouldnât stop raving about it earlier that week.
When the drinks and food arrived, the conversation started off slow, but much to your surprise, it wasnât awkward. Heeseung had a way of keeping things light and entertaining.
And, annoyingly, he kept making you laugh.
After you finished at the Three Broomsticks, Heeseung didnât let the day end there. Instead, he insisted on taking you around Hogsmeade, claiming it was his duty to make sure you had the full experience.
âThis isnât my first time here, you know,â you said as he led you down the cobblestone streets, passing shop after shop.
âYeah, but itâs your first time here with me,â he countered, flashing you that same cocky grin that had you rolling your eyes for the tenth time that day.
Still, you didnât protest when he pulled you into Honeydukes, pointing out his favorite candies and piling a small bag with sweets you hadnât even asked for. âItâs on me,â he said when you tried to argue, waving you off like it was nothing.
Next, he dragged you to Zonkoâs, where he spent far too much time marveling over the prank items and showing you his favorites with the enthusiasm of a first-year discovering the place for the first time. You couldnât help but smile as he rattled off stories of the chaos heâd caused with them in the Slytherin common room.
And then, just as you were debating whether or not to call it a day, it started snowing.
Soft, delicate flakes drifted down from the sky, blanketing the streets and rooftops in a thin layer of white. The air grew quieter, the hustle and bustle of Hogsmeade fading into the background as people paused to take in the sight.
You stopped walking, tilting your head back slightly to watch the snow fall. For a moment, you forgot about Heeseung entirely, your mind quieting as you focused on the tiny snowflakes melting against your skin.
When you finally looked back at him, he was staring at you.
âWhat?â you asked, raising an eyebrow.
He didnât answer right away, his eyes soft as they searched your face. Finally, he said, âYou.â
You blinked, caught off guard. âWhat about me?â
âYouâre justâŚâ He trailed off, taking a step closer. His voice was quieter now, more serious. âYouâre beautiful, you know that?â
Your breath caught in your throat, and before you could even think of how to respond, he closed the space between you, his hand gently reaching for your scarf.
You stood frozen as he adjusted it carefully, his fingers brushing against your neck as he tightened it slightly to block out the cold. His touch was warm, his movements unhurried, and when he was finished, his hands lingered for just a second longer than necessary.
âThere,â he said softly, his gaze meeting yours again. âWouldnât want you catching a cold.â
You felt your cheeks grow warm, and it wasnât from the weather. âYouâre ridiculous,â you muttered, but your voice lacked its usual bite.
âAnd yet, youâre still here with me,â he teased, a small smile tugging at his lips.
You didnât respond, turning your gaze back to the falling snow. But as Heeseung slipped his hand into yours, giving it a gentle squeeze, you didnât pull away, cause you didnât feel the need to fight him.
The rest of the walk through Hogsmeade passed in a comfortable silence, your hands still entwined as the snow continued to fall around you. You didnât know how Heeseung managed to make it feel so⌠easy. Like holding hands with him was something youâd been doing for years. Like the tension that had built between you over the past weeks had melted away as quickly as the snowflakes on his coat.
He led you to the outskirts of the village, where the streets grew quieter, and the noise of other students faded into the background. The path was lined with trees dusted in white, their bare branches glistening under the faint light of the afternoon sun.
âItâs nice out here,â you murmured, your breath visible in the crisp air.
âYeah,â Heeseung said, but when you glanced at him, you realized he wasnât looking at the trees or the snow-covered landscape. He was looking at you again.
âWhat?â you asked, your voice softer now, a little less defensive.
He shrugged, his lips curling into that small, genuine smile you were starting to recognizeâthe one he didnât use often, the one that wasnât for show. âNothing. Just⌠you seem different today.â
âDifferent?â
âYeah,â he said, his thumb brushing lightly against the back of your hand. âLess scary.â
You rolled your eyes, though you couldnât help the laugh that slipped out. âIâm not scary.â
âTell that to everyone else whoâs too afraid to talk to you.â
âMaybe I just donât like wasting my time,â you said, smirking up at him.
âWell, lucky me, then,â he replied, his tone teasing. âYou must think Iâm worth it.â
Before you could say anything, though, he stopped walking, turning to face you fully. His free hand reached up to brush a stray snowflake from your hair, and you froze at the tenderness of the gesture.
âYouâre really something, you know that?â he said, his voice low, his gaze steady on yours.
You swallowed hard, your heart pounding in your chest. âYou keep saying things like that,â you mumbled, trying to sound annoyed but failing miserably.
âBecause I mean it,â he said simply, like it was the most obvious thing in the world.
And then, before you could overthink it, he leaned inânot too fast, not too slow. Just enough to give you time to pull away if you wanted to. But you didnât.
The kiss was soft, warm, and fleeting, like a snowflake landing on your lips and melting before you could fully feel it. When he pulled back, his face was close enough that you could still feel his breath against your skin.
âIâll take that as a yes to a second date,â he murmured, his tone teasing but his eyes holding that same sincerity that had caught you off guard from the start.
You didnât trust yourself to speak, so you just rolled your eyes and tugged him along, back toward the village.
But the small smile on your face told him everything he needed to know.
As you and Heeseung continued down the snowy path, oblivious to everything else around you, neither of you noticed the three figures hidden just out of sight, watching your every move. They stood together, concealed by the shadow of the trees, their eyes trained on the way you and Heeseung interacted, the way your hands fit together so naturally.
It didnât take long for the bitterness to fester. One of them, a girl with dark brown hair and a scowl that could cut glass, clenched her fists at her sides, watching the way Heeseung smiled at you, how easily he made you laugh.
"Of course sheâs with him," she muttered under her breath, her voice laced with venom. "She always has to go after whatâs not hers."
Beside her, another figureâtaller, with blonde hairânarrowed her eyes at the scene. "Weâve all been trying for years. Why her? What makes her so special?" Her voice was low, barely controlled, and her gaze burned with resentment.
The third figure, a quieter one, with sharp eyes and a calculating expression, stood back, observing the situation silently. She was still for a moment before she spoke, her voice calm but filled with hidden malice. "Maybe it's time we remind him who belongs by his side."
The girl with the dark hair stepped forward, fists still clenched, the fire in her eyes growing. "Letâs see if we canât change his mind."
They lingered in the shadows, watching as Heeseung pulled you closer, speaking in soft tones that made your smile widen. The sight of the two of you together twisted in their hearts, their jealousy and rage bubbling over. They knew that this wasnât overânot by a long shot.
None of you could have predicted what would happen next.
--
The next few days were a blur of contentment. You couldnât remember the last time youâd been this happy, or this at ease. Heeseung had truly surpassed every expectation youâd set for him. He was everything you didnât know you needed in a boyfriendâgentle when you were stressed, confident when you were unsure, and always there to make you smile, even on your worst days.
When you studied together in the library, heâd always find ways to make learning feel less like a chore. Whether it was cracking jokes during boring Potions readings or helping you with Transfiguration, his presence made even the most tedious subjects bearable. And when you were working on homework together in the common room, youâd catch him looking over at you, that amused glint in his eye as if he couldnât believe how lucky he was to have you.
Youâd even gone to his Quidditch match that weekend, which turned into one of the most exciting games youâd ever watched. Heeseung had played brilliantly, his focus unshakable as he zoomed around the pitch, expertly dodging Bludgers and scoring goal after goal.
When the match ended, with Slytherin emerging victorious, Heeseung found you in the stands, grinning widely as he jogged over to you.
âGood game?â you teased, unable to contain the excitement in your voice.
Heeseung shrugged, feigning modesty. "You know, I couldnât have done it without my good luck charm."
Your heart fluttered as he slipped his Slytherin Quidditch jersey over your head, his hands lingering on your shoulders just a little longer than necessary. "This is for you," he said, his voice low but playful. âYou made me win.â
You blinked, looking down at the jersey, which was too big for you but somehow made you feel like you were wearing a piece of him. âI didnât do anythingââ
âYeah, but you were there," he interrupted, his fingers lightly brushing your cheek as he grinned. âThatâs all I needed.â
But Heeseung had one problemâhe never knew when to stop kissing. An innocent kiss shared with you would quickly turn into something far more passionate, the kind of kiss that left you breathless, with your heart racing in your chest. His lips would press against yours, and before you knew it, heâd pull you even closer, deepening the kiss with a soft but urgent intensity.
His hands would find their way to your waist, tugging gently as he pulled you closer, and you couldnât help but melt into him. His kisses werenât just kissesâthey were all-consuming, leaving you dizzy.
It wasnât long before his hair would become messy, stray locks falling into his eyes as he kissed you with that playful but determined energy. By the time you pulled apart, your lips would be sore, swollen from his insistence. And your neck? Covered with small, dark marksâhickeys left behind as reminders of every moment he couldnât quite control himself around you.
But the world wasnât fair to you.
One day, everything changed. You had walked up to Heeseung, as you did every day, eager to see him after class, to share a laugh, maybe steal a quick kiss. But when you rounded the corner, you froze.
There, in the hallway, Heeseung was kissing a Slytherin girlâher hands tangled in his hair, his arms wrapped around her in a way that was so familiar, so intimate, that it felt like a punch to your chest.
Your breath caught in your throat, your body frozen in place, as you watched the scene unfold in front of you. The warmth of his kisses, the tenderness you thought was reserved for you, was now being given to someone else.
And when Heeseung finally pulled away from her, noticing you standing there, your heart shattered.
He didnât even look surprised to see you. His eyes met yours, cold and indifferent. âWhatâs wrong?â he asked, his voice flat.
You couldnât speak. You couldnât breathe. You felt as though the ground had been ripped from beneath you, leaving you dangling in the air, completely lost.
Then, the words you never expected to hear came tumbling from his mouth.
âI never had feelings for you,â he said, his tone casual, almost dismissive. âI never loved you.â
Your world tilted. The person you had trusted, the one who had made you feel special, had never felt the same. All those moments meant nothing. They were nothing but lies.
The pain surged through you like a tidal wave. You felt your chest constrict, your eyes stinging with the heat of unshed tears. Your voice broke as you screamed at him, âHow could you? After everything?!â
But it didnât matter. He didnât care.
The girl with himâher smirk stretched wide, malicious and triumphantâstepped closer to Heeseung, hanging off his arm like she had every right to be there. Her eyes flicked to you, cold and triumphant, as if she reveled in your pain.
You didnât even recognize the version of Heeseung standing before you. The boy you thought you knewâthe one who had held you like you were everything to himâwas gone. In his place was someone who didnât care at all.
You turned on your heel, running away before the tears could spill. Your heart was breaking with every step, but you couldnât bring yourself to look back at him, at them. You didnât want to see the cruel smirk on her face, or the emptiness in his eyes.
You were heartbroken, yes, but beneath the sorrow was a rising tide of angerâburning, raw, and uncontrollable. How could Heeseung break your heart like that? After everything, after acting like you were the only woman in his life, like you were the one he couldnât live without?
The memories played on a loop in your mind, tormenting you. The way he would pull you close and whisper that you were perfect for him. The way heâd laugh at your jokes, even the bad ones, and say that you made his days better.
It had all been a lie.
You paced the empty corridor, your thoughts spiraling into a storm of hurt and rage. Your fists clenched at your sides as tears streaked down your face. You wanted to scream, to cry, to find him and demand answers. How could someone who seemed so perfect turn out to be so cruel?
The image of him kissing that girl was seared into your mind, taunting you. The way she had smirked at you, so smug and triumphant, like sheâd won some twisted game. The way Heeseung had looked at youânot with the warmth and love you were used to, but with indifference, as if you had been nothing but a fleeting amusement.
The days after that were some of the hardest youâd ever endured. You refused to let Heeseung see how much he had broken you, refused to let him or anyone else know how deeply his betrayal had cut. Instead, you buried your pain beneath a carefully crafted mask. You laughed with your friends, answered questions in class, and even managed to pull off smiles in the Great Hall. To everyone else, it was like nothing had happened.
But when you were alone, the mask slipped, and the weight of it all came crashing down. The nights were the worst, when you lay in bed replaying the moment over and over, like a cruel, inescapable nightmare. The sound of his wordsâI never loved youâechoed in your mind, shredding your heart all over again.
One afternoon, during Potions class, the pain overwhelmed you. Heeseung had walked in, all casual as if nothing had happened. He didnât look your wayânot even onceâbut that didnât stop the memory of his betrayal from stabbing at your chest.
Your hands shook as you measured out ingredients for your potion, your vision blurring as hot tears threatened to spill. You couldnât take it anymore. Quietly excusing yourself, you fled the classroom, muttering something about needing the restroom before anyone could stop you.
The moment you stepped into the dimly lit bathroom, the tears youâd been holding back came rushing out. You leaned against the sink, gripping the edges tightly as sobs wracked your body.
You didnât even notice Moaning Myrtle until her soft voice broke through your cries.
âRough day?â
Startled, you looked up, your tear-streaked face meeting the ghostâs translucent figure. She was floating by one of the sinks, her usual pout replaced with something almost... sympathetic.
You sniffled, quickly wiping your face. âSorry, Myrtle. I didnât mean to disturb you.â
Myrtle shook her head, hovering closer. âYouâre not disturbing me,â she said quietly. âI know what itâs like to cry in here. To feel... forgotten.â
Her words hit you harder than you expected. For once, she wasnât mocking you or complaining about her own misfortunes. She was just... there, watching you with a sadness in her ghostly eyes that mirrored your own pain.
âI just donât get it,â you whispered, your voice breaking. âHow could someone say they cared and then... and then throw it all away like it meant nothing?â
Myrtle tilted her head, her gaze softening even more. âBoys are awful,â she said matter-of-factly, her tone holding a mix of understanding and bitterness. âThey make you feel special, and then they break you."
You let out a shaky laugh, though it was more bitter than anything else. âYeah, well, heâs the worst of them.â
Myrtle floated closer, hovering just beside you as you leaned over the sink, your tears falling freely now,and she stayed there, silently watching as you poured your heart out in the empty bathroom.
When you finally wiped your face and straightened up, Myrtle gave you a small, sad smile. âHeâs not worth it,â she said softly.
You nodded, your throat too tight to speak, and with a final glance at your tear-streaked reflection, you left the bathroom.
--
You kept watching hopelessly as Heeseung changed right before your eyes. Despite being a Slytherin, heâd always been differentâsharp, confident, but never cruel. He treated others with respect, even when it wasnât expected of him, and it was one of the reasons people gravitated toward him so easily.
But now⌠now he wasnât the same.
You started noticing it in small things at first. Heâd snap at younger students who accidentally got in his way, barking out insults that made their faces crumple in embarrassment. Heâd push past others in the corridors with an air of arrogance that felt alien, not sparing them a glance or apology.
Then, it became more deliberate. In Potions, you overheard him taunting a Gryffindor girl for botching her assignment, his words dripping with disdain. During Quidditch practice, he shouted at his teammates with a venom youâd never seen before, his frustration palpable even from the stands.
It didnât just confuse youâit confused everyone.
Heeseung had always been popular, not just because of his looks or his Quidditch skills, but because he was charismatic. He had a way of making others feel comfortable, seen, and valued, even if they werenât in his social circle. But now, that warmth was gone.
You overheard students whispering about him. âWhatâs gotten into Heeseung?â one Ravenclaw asked her friend as they passed you in the hallway. âHeâs acting like a total git lately.â
âI know,â her friend agreed. âHeâs not like this. Itâs so weird.â
And it was weird. Heeseung wasnât like this. He wasnât the type to knock books out of a first-yearâs hands and keep walking, or to purposely humiliate someone in front of their peers just to get a laugh. But that was exactly what he was doing now, and every time you saw it, you felt that ache in your chest grow deeper.
What had changed?
You wanted to convince yourself it didnât matter anymore. He wasnât your problem. He had made that clear when he kissed someone else and shattered your heart in the process. But as much as you tried to turn a blind eye, you couldnât.
This wasnât just about you anymore.
Heeseungâs behavior was affecting everyone, and the boy who had once made you laugh until your sides hurt was now someone you barely recognized. Watching him spiral like this hurt more than you cared to admit.
But the question remained: why? What had turned him into this unknown version of himself?
The answer to that question was revealed to you one day, completely by accident.
You were on your way to your common room, distracted as you dug through your bag, mentally ticking off the homework you still had to finish. You werenât paying attention to your surroundings, not until someone grabbed your arm and yanked you into an empty classroom.
You yelped, stumbling as you turned to face your captor. âWhat theââ
A Slytherin girl stood before you, her wide eyes darting nervously toward the door, as though she was afraid of being followed or heard. She placed a finger to her lips, hushing you before you could finish your sentence.
âWhat is your problem?â you hissed, yanking your arm out of her grip.
âShh!â she insisted, glancing toward the corridor one last time before shutting the door behind her. Her actions were suspicious, like she was about to do something she wasnât supposed to.
You crossed your arms, glaring at her. âCare to explain why you just dragged me in here?â
She stepped closer, lowering her voice. âYouâre Heeseung`s girlfriend.â
The mention of his name immediately sent a pang through your chest, but you held your ground. âWas,â you corrected sharply. âNot anymore.â
She rolled her eyes. âWhatever. Look, I donât have a lot of time, so just listen. Heeseungâs not himself.â
You frowned, your skepticism evident. âIâm aware of that. Thanks for pointing out the obvious.â
âNo, you donât get it.â She leaned in, her expression serious. âHeâs not himself because heâs under the influence of Amortentia.â
The words hit you like a slap, leaving you momentarily speechless. âWhat?â
She nodded, her voice urgent now. âThat girlâYoonheeâsheâs been dosing him with Amortentia for weeks. Thatâs why heâs been acting so different.â
Your heart raced as you processed her words, disbelief swirling in your mind. âYouâre lying,â you said, your voice trembling. âWhy would she do that?â
The Slytherin girl let out a humorless laugh. âWhy do you think? She wanted him, and she didnât care how she got him. But itâs not just about making him fall for her. Sheâs using the potion to influence him, to turn him into someone else. Sheâs controlling him, and youâve seen the result.â
Your mind reeled as the pieces began to fall into place. The sudden change in Heeseungâs personality, the cruelty, the way heâd dismissed you so coldlyâall of it made a sick kind of sense now.
âSheâs dangerous,â the girl continued. âAnd if someone doesnât stop her, Heeseungâs going to be completely lost.â
You stared at her, your emotions a whirlwind of anger, confusion, and disbelief. âWhy are you telling me this?â
She hesitated, guilt flashing in her eyes. âBecause itâs wrong. I thought about staying out of it, but Heeseung doesnât deserve this. And... neither do you.â
Your fists clenched at your sides as rage surged through you. The betrayal you had felt from Heeseung was now redirected toward Yoonhee, the girl who had manipulated him, stolen his free will, and shattered your heart in the process.
If this was true, then Yoonhee had taken everything from youâand from him.
You took a deep breath, meeting the girlâs gaze. âHow do I stop her?â
The Slytherin girlâs lips pressed into a thin line before she said, âIâll help you, but we have to act fast. The longer she keeps him under her control, the harder itâll be to break him free.â
You suddenly narrowed your eyes, crossing your arms. âAnd how do I know I can trust you?â
She sighed, running a hand through her hair in frustration. âLook, I get why youâd be suspicious, but I donât have anything to gain from this. Iâm only telling you becauseâŚâ She hesitated, looking almost embarrassed before continuing. âBecause Iâve seen how Heeseung was with you. And then Iâve seen him with Yoonhee. And itâs not the same.â
Her voice softened as she spoke, her gaze meeting yours. âWhat you and Heeseung hadâit was real. It was... cute, even. He was different when he was with you. Like he couldnât stop looking at you, like you were the only thing that mattered. I swear, he practically had hearts in his eyes whenever you were around.â
Your heart clenched at her words, the image of Heeseungâs affectionate smile flashing in your mind.
âBut with Yoonhee?â she continued, her tone sharp. âItâs fake. Everything about it feels wrong. He doesnât look at her the way he looked at you. Thereâs no warmth, no care. Itâs like... like heâs just going through the motions, like a puppet on strings. And the way she parades him around, acting like she owns himâitâs sick.â
Her voice grew quieter, tinged with guilt. âI should have said something sooner. I shouldâve stopped it when I first realized what she was doing. But I didnât, and now things have gone too far. I just... I couldnât keep watching it anymore.â
You studied her face, searching for any sign of deception, but all you saw was genuine regret.
âYou really think what we had was real?â you asked, your voice barely above a whisper.
She nodded firmly. âI know it was. Anyone with eyes could see it. Heeseung doesnât look at anyone the way he looked at you. And if you still care about him, even after everything, then you need to help him. Because what Yoonheeâs doing? Itâs not love. Itâs control. And itâs destroying him.â
Taking a deep breath, you nodded. âOkay. Iâll help. But if this turns out to be some kind of trickâŚâ
âItâs not,â she said quickly, her eyes steady and resolute. âI promise.â
âGood,â you said, squaring your shoulders. âBecause if she thinks she can get away with this, sheâs dead wrong.â
After speaking with Hyejin who had revealed everythingâyou went straight to the library, your mind set on one thing: finding an antidote to Amortentia.
You scoured the shelves, your fingers brushing over the spines of dusty Potions books, each title longer and more complicated than the last. "Advanced Alchemical Properties of Magical Infusions," "The Elusive Art of Potionmaking," "Rare Remedies and Their Applications"ânone of them seemed to promise the straightforward answers you were hoping for.
Potions had never been your strong suit, and as you flipped through yet another heavy tome filled with convoluted instructions and obscure ingredients, you groaned in frustration.
Why did Potions have to be so complicated? Couldnât it be more like Herbologyâstraightforward, clear, and easy to follow? You were confident you could have whipped up a solution in no time if that were the case. But instead, you were drowning in endless jargon about precise stirring techniques, moon phase timings, and ingredient substitutions.
And the worst part? Heeseung had always been the one to help you when Potions overwhelmed you. His natural skill in the subject had been your saving grace more times than you could count, and the irony wasnât lost on you that now, when you needed help the most, he was the one you were trying to save.
After what felt like hours of fruitless searching, you let out another groan, slamming the book in front of you shut. âWhy are there so many books on Potions?â you muttered under your breath. âWhy canât this be simple? Just a page with âAmortentia antidoteâ in big bold lettersâhow hard would that be?â
You stared at the pile of books in front of you, exhaustion creeping in as you realized just how out of your depth you were. You needed help, and you needed it fast. But who could you turn to? Heeseung was out of the question, and you didnât trust Hyejin enough to rely on her completely.
You racked your brain, thinking of anyone who might have the skill and knowledge to guide you. Your mind flashed to someone unexpectedâsomeone you hadnât considered at first but who might be your best shot.
Professor Slughorn.
He wasnât exactly your favorite teacher, but he was an expert in Potions, and if anyone could point you in the right direction, it was him. The problem was convincing him to help without spilling the entire truth. After all, you couldnât exactly admit that a student was brewing and using Amortentia without risking expulsion for everyone involved.
Still, you didnât have many options. If you couldnât find the answer here, then youâd have to take the risk and ask for guidance.
You were just about to leave the library, your mind still swirling with frustration, when you collided with someone. The impact sent you stumbling back a step, your bag nearly slipping from your shoulder.
âOh! Sorry about that!â you said quickly, steadying yourself.
âNo, no, itâs my fault,â the other person replied, their voice warm and apologetic.
When you looked up, you were surprised to find yourself face-to-face with Myung Jaehyun, a Gryffindor student. You didnât know him particularly well, but you knew of himâhe had a reputation for excelling in Potions, often earning praise from Professor Slughorn.
The proverbial light bulb practically lit up over your head as an idea struck you. Jaehyun could help.
You smiled, stepping closer to him, which made Jaehyunâs cheeks flush slightly. He rubbed the back of his neck, avoiding your gaze for a moment. âUm... something wrong?â
âNo, not at all,â you said, your tone light and friendly. âActually, I was just thinking... youâre good at Potions, right?â
He nodded. âI guess? I mean, yeah, Iâve always done well in class. Why?â
âWell,â you said slowly, leaning in slightly, âI was wondering if you could help me with something. Itâs just a tiny matter, really.â
Jaehyun blinked, clearly intrigued. âUh, sure. What do you need?â
âIâm looking for a book,â you explained. âOne that has information about antidotes for Amortentia.â
His eyebrows shot up in surprise. âAmortentia?â
You nodded, trying to keep your expression casual. âYeah. I, uh... just need to look up something for a project.â
Jaehyun seemed to consider this for a moment before his face lit up. âOh! I know exactly what you need.â He walked over to a nearby shelf, scanning the rows of books with practiced ease before pulling one out. He handed it to you, flipping it open to the right chapter. âHere. Chapter 14, page 237. It has a detailed section on love potions.â
You took the book from him, relief flooding through you. âThank you so much, Jaehyun. This is exactly what I needed.â
Jaehyun hesitated for a moment, then cleared his throat. âIf you want... I could help you with the brewing process. Itâs tricky, and, well, Iâve done similar antidotes before.â
You practically jumped at the offer, your enthusiasm catching him off guard. âReally? Youâd help me?â
âOf course,â he said, smiling shyly. âWhen do you want to start?â
âAs soon as possible,â you said quickly. âThis is kind of... urgent.â
âAlright,â Jaehyun agreed, his smile growing more confident. âLetâs meet in the Potions classroom after dinner. Iâll bring the ingredients weâll need.â
You nodded, clutching the book tightly. âThank you, Jaehyun. Really. Youâre a lifesaver.â
He rubbed the back of his neck again, his blush returning. âItâs no problem. Iâm happy to help.â
With a grateful smile, you hurried out of the library. You finally had a planâand someone to help you execute it.
After dinner, you made your way to the Potions classroom, your nerves buzzing. As you stepped inside, you saw Jaehyun already at one of the workbenches, his sleeves rolled up and his hands deftly working.
When he noticed you, he offered a small smile and gestured for you to sit next to him.
âYouâre early,â you said, setting your bag down on the bench.
âWanted to get a head start,â Jaehyun replied, his voice warm. âI figured the quicker we get this done, the better.â
You nodded, settling into the chair beside him. As you looked around the dimly lit classroom, a thought occurred to you. âIs it even okay for us to be here after class hours?â
Jaehyun chuckled softly, shaking his head. âDonât worry. Professor Slughorn lets me stay after hours pretty often. He says itâs good-spirited of me to practice brewing and experiment.â
You raised an eyebrow. âGood-spirited, huh? Thatâs... surprisingly nice of him.â
Jaehyun shrugged, still focused on grinding the ingredients in front of him. âHeâs not so bad. As long as you donât blow up the classroom, heâs pretty lenient.â
You laughed lightly at that, feeling a bit of the tension in your chest ease. As Jaehyun began measuring out a vial of liquid and carefully adding it to the cauldron, you watched him work.
âIs there anything I can do to help?â you asked, not wanting to just sit idly.
He glanced at you, his eyes crinkling slightly in a smile. âSure. Can you chop those gurdyroots? They need to be sliced thinlyâabout this size.â He held up a perfectly cut piece as an example.
âGot it,â you said, grabbing a knife and the roots. You carefully started cutting, doing your best to match the size Jaehyun had shown you.
Occasionally, Jaehyun would give you instructions or correct something you were doing, his tone always patient and encouraging.
âYouâre doing great,â he said at one point, glancing over at your neatly sliced gurdyroots. âI might have to recruit you as my brewing partner from now on.â
You snorted. âDonât get too ahead of yourself. Potions and I have a... complicated relationship.â
Jaehyun laughed, his warm, boyish chuckle filling the room. âWell, youâre doing fine tonight. Just keep that up.â
The antidote was slowly coming together, the cauldron emitting a faint shimmer as the ingredients combined.
âDo you think this will work?â you asked softly after a while, watching the potion swirl in the cauldron.
Jaehyun looked at you, his expression serious yet kind. âIf we follow the instructions exactly, it should. Potions like this are tricky, but Iâm confident we can pull it off. And if something goes wrong, weâll try again.â
His reassurance eased some of your worry, and you nodded. âThank you, Jaehyun. I mean it. You didnât have to help me, but you are.â
He shrugged modestly, his cheeks tinged pink. âItâs nothing. Besides, itâs kind of nice working on something like this with someone else for a change.â
You smiled at that, feeling a bit lighter for the first time in days.
After some time the potion was finally done. The cauldron shimmered with a silvery glow, and Jaehyun carefully ladled some of the antidote into a small flask. He corked it tightly and handed it to you, his smile warm but cautious.
âHere,â he said, placing it gently in your hands.
You stared at the flask, relief flooding through you. âThank you, Jaehyun,â you said, looking up at him with a grateful smile. Without thinking, you leaned in and hugged him tightly.
Jaehyun stiffened for a moment, clearly caught off guard, but quickly relaxed and awkwardly patted your back. âYou donât have to thank me. Really.â
âI do,â you said, pulling back and clutching the flask to your chest. âI owe you one. Big time.â
Before he could respond, you turned and hurried out of the classroom, determination burning in your chest.
The Great Hall was buzzing with the usual hum of students talking and studying. You scanned the room until your eyes landed on Hyejin, sitting at a corner table with books and parchment spread out in front of her. She looked like she was drowning in notes, a quill tucked behind her ear as she scribbled furiously.
You approached her, sliding into the seat across from her. She glanced up, her brow furrowed in confusion until she saw the flask in your hand.
âYouâve got it?â she asked, her eyes widening slightly.
You nodded, setting the flask on the table between you. âIâve got the solution. Literally.â
Hyejinâs tense expression softened, and she let out a small sigh of relief. âThatâs good. Really good.â
You noticed her Herbology textbook then, along with her chaotic notes. The scribbled diagrams of plants and ingredients were barely legible, and she had several crossed-out answers on her parchment. She caught you looking and groaned, slumping back in her chair.
âDonât judge me. Herbology is not my strong suit,â she muttered, rubbing her temples.
âDo you need help?â you asked, raising an eyebrow.
Hyejin gave a humorless laugh. âDesperately. Professor Sproutâs quizzes are impossible, and if I donât pass the next one, Iâm doomed.â
Smiling, you reached into your bag and pulled out your own Herbology notes. âHere. These might help.â
Her eyes widened as she saw the neat, color-coded pages you laid in front of her. âOh my God, youâre an angel,â she said dramatically, grabbing them like they were a lifeline.
You laughed, leaning over to point out some of the key points. âOkay, this section on Venomous Tentaculaâjust remember that its sap is only dangerous when exposed to direct sunlight. Write that down.â
âThank you,â Hyejin said softly after a while, looking up from her notes. âFor this. And... for everything else.â
âYouâve already done plenty to help me,â you replied with a small smile. âItâs the least I can do.â
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The next day, you sat on your bed, nervously fiddling with the hem of your robes. The weight of what was about to happen pressed heavily on your chest. You had given the antidote to Hyejin that morning, entrusting her with the task of breaking the spell that had bound Heeseung to Yoonhee. Sheâd reassured you with a confident smile that she could slip the potion into his drink during lunch, all without raising suspicion.
You could have been there yourself to witness it. You could have stood nearby, watching from the shadows to make sure everything went as planned. But the truth was, you were scaredâterrified, even.
You couldnât face Heeseung. Not now. Not after everything that had happened. What if the antidote didnât work? What if he still didnât feel anything for you, even after the spell was broken? What if... what if he hated you?
The thoughts spiraled in your mind as you sat there, staring at the wall of your dormitory. You felt ridiculous for being so anxious, but the idea of seeing him again, of looking into his eyes and not knowing what youâd find there, was almost too much to bear.
So youâd chosen to wait. To stay here, in the safety of your room, and let Hyejin handle it. Sheâd promised to relay everything to you afterward, and you trusted her.
A soft knock at the door startled you out of your thoughts.
âItâs just me,â your roommate said, poking her head inside. âYou okay? Youâve been in here all morning.â
You nodded quickly, forcing a smile. âYeah, just... not feeling great today. I think Iâll skip lunch.â
She gave you a sympathetic look before leaving, and you sighed in relief once the door closed again.
The waiting was unbearable. Minutes felt like hours as you sat there, your mind playing out every possible scenario. You tried to distract yourself by flipping through a book, but the words blurred together on the page.
Finally, after what felt like an eternity, there was a knock at the door againâthis time more urgent.
You jumped up, your heart racing as you opened it to find Hyejin standing there, slightly out of breath.
âItâs done,â she said simply, stepping inside and closing the door behind her.
You stared at her, your throat suddenly dry. âAnd? Did it work?â
Hyejin nodded, a small smile tugging at her lips. âIt worked. I saw it in his eyes the moment the potion broke. Heeseung... he looked so confused at first, like he didnât know where he was or what was happening. But then Yoonhee tried to cling to him, and he pushed her away.â
Your breath hitched. âHe did?â
âYeah. And he asked her what sheâd done to him. She tried to play innocent, but you could tell she was panicking. I donât think anyone else noticedâit wasnât exactly a sceneâbut Heeseung wasnât buying her act. He left pretty quickly after that, though. I think he needed time to process everything.â
You sank back onto your bed, your mind reeling. Relief, hope, and dread all swirled together in your chest. Heeseung was free. He was finally free.
But now what?
Hyejin sat beside you, placing a reassuring hand on your shoulder. âGive him some time,â she said softly, as if reading your thoughts. âHeâs going to come looking for you. Iâm sure of it.â
You nodded, your hands trembling slightly as you gripped the edge of your bed. All you could do now was waitâand hope that when Heeseung finally found you, the boy youâd fallen for was still there, waiting for you too.
You didnât leave your room for days. The sick, uncomfortable feeling in your body refused to go away. It was as if the weight of everythingâyour heartbreak, the fearâhad finally caught up to you, pinning you to your bed and draining you of energy.
Your housemates noticed. They brought you food, their class notes, and even small trinkets to cheer you up, but nothing seemed to work. You mumbled thanks to them, forced weak smiles when they tried to joke, but the truth was, you felt numb.
Hyejin came by often, sitting on the edge of your bed and filling you in on everything happening outside the confines of your room.
âYoonhee got caught,â she said one afternoon, her tone tinged with satisfaction. âSlughorn found out sheâd been brewing Amortentia, and sheâs been given detention for weeks. Thereâs even talk about revoking her Hogsmeade privileges for the rest of the year.â
You managed a faint smile at that. âGood. She deserves it.â
Hyejin nodded firmly. âShe does. And honestly, people are starting to avoid her now. Her little group of friends isnât as tight as it used to be. Guess thatâs what happens when everyone finds out youâve been manipulating someone with a love potion.â
Your smile faded as the conversation shifted to Heeseung.
âAnd... Heeseung,â Hyejin started carefully, watching your reaction. âHeâs been... different.â
You stiffened slightly but said nothing, letting her continue.
âHeâs been asking about you. Like, constantly. Heâs desperate to find you. I think heâs even checked the library three times in one day,â she said with a small laugh, though it didnât reach her eyes. âHeâs back to being... well, himself. But he looks miserable, and honestly, heâs really worried about you.â
Your chest tightened. You wanted to feel relieved, but instead, the sick feeling only deepened. You hated how much you still cared, how even hearing about Heeseung made your heart twist painfully.
âI donât know, Hyejin,â you whispered, your voice hoarse. âI just⌠I canât see him right now.â
Hyejin sighed softly, reaching out to squeeze your hand. âI get it. I do. Take all the time you need. Just... donât shut yourself out completely, okay?â
You didnât respond, simply looking down at your blanket as Hyejin stayed with you a little longer.
It wasnât until one evening, when the common room was quiet and your dorm was empty, that you finally let yourself cry. The frustration, the sadness, the guiltâit all poured out of you in heavy, silent sobs as you clutched your pillow.
You were happy Yoonhee had faced punishment. You were relieved that Heeseung was free from her influence. But you were also scaredâscared of facing him, scared of what he would say, and scared of how much you still loved him, even after everything.
Before you knew it, the day of the annual Christmas Ball at Hogwarts had arrived. Normally, you wouldâve been excited. Your mother had even sent you a beautiful golden gown, one that shimmered like sunlight when you first pulled it out of the box. Youâd twirled in front of the mirror, imagining how the soft fabric would float around you as you danced.
But now? Now you had lost all reason to go.
The thought of attending made your stomach churn. The idea of walking into that grand hall, of possibly running into himâit was too much.
Unfortunately, your housemates had other plans. They werenât about to let you stay locked up in your dorm forever, wallowing in shame and fear. After days of patient encouragement, they finally pulled you out of bed, insisting you at least attend a few classes. Begrudgingly, you relented, figuring it would stop their nagging if nothing else.
The morning started off easy enough. You didnât have any classes with Heeseung today, which gave you some peace of mind. Still, you couldnât shake the paranoia that he might show up out of nowhere.
And, honestly, that paranoia wasnât entirely unfounded.
It was as if Heeseung had a built-in radar for you. More than once, you caught a glimpse of his dark hair in the corridors, his eyes scanning the crowds as if he were searching for someone. For you.
Every time, you ducked behind corners or slipped into empty classrooms to avoid him. It was harder than you expected, given his persistence. You had to wonder if heâd memorized your schedule or something.
By the time your last class ended, you were exhaustedânot from the lessons, but from all the hiding and running. You slumped into your seat at dinner, barely touching your food as your housemates chattered excitedly about the ball.
âYouâre still coming tonight, right?â one of them asked, nudging your shoulder.
You hesitated. âI donât know...â
âOh, come on,â another chimed in. âYour mom sent you that gorgeous dress! You have to go.â
You sighed, poking at the mashed potatoes on your plate. âIâll think about it.â
But even as you said it, you doubted youâd actually go.
As the evening drew closer, you found yourself back in your dorm, staring at the golden gown hanging from your wardrobe. It truly was stunning, the kind of dress youâd dreamed of wearing to an event like this.
For a moment, you almost let yourself imagine itâdancing under the enchanted ceiling, laughter and music filling the air.
You shook your head, turning away from the dress. You werenât ready for that.
Just as you were about to crawl back into bed, however, your dormitory door burst open, and your housemates barged in with determined looks.
âNope, weâre not letting you sit this one out,â one of them declared, grabbing your arm and pulling you to your feet.
âWhat are youââ
âListen,â another interrupted, âyou donât have to stay the whole night. Just come for a little bit. Wear the dress, take a few pictures, and if youâre really miserable, you can leave. Deal?â
You opened your mouth to argue, but the hopeful, pleading looks on their faces stopped you. They just wanted you to have fun, to feel normal again, even if only for a little while.
â...Fine,â you muttered, earning cheers from the group.
Before you knew it, they were helping you into the golden gown, fixing your hair and makeup, and hyping you up like you were royalty.
âYou look amazing,â one of them said, beaming as they adjusted the final curl in your hair.
You didnât feel amazing, but you forced a small smile.
Your housemates dragged you down the corridors toward the grand hall, their excitement became contagious. Despite your initial reluctance, you found yourself starting to feel... a little excited, too.
When you finally stepped into the grand hall, your breath hitched. The space was utterly transformed, shimmering with holiday magic. Snowflakes drifted lazily from the enchanted ceiling, disappearing just before they touched the ground. The chandeliers sparkled like stars, and the tables were adorned with golden centerpieces. Everything looked like it had been plucked from a dream.
But then you saw him.
Heeseung.
He was standing near one of the refreshment tables, laughing softly at something a fellow Slytherin said. Emerald green suit, tailored to perfection. His hair, slicked back, revealed his sharp jawline and those intense eyes. But as your gaze lingered on him, you noticed something elseâhe looked tired.
It wasnât until he glanced your way and his eyes locked onto yours that you realized youâd been staring.
Your heart jumped in your chest, and before you could even think about turning away, he was moving. Heeseungâs long strides cut through the crowd like a magnet pulled him toward you.
âOh no,â you squeaked, panic bubbling in your chest.
You instinctively turned to your friends for help, but all you saw were their grinning faces and two very obvious thumbs up.
Ah, so they planned this.
You shot them a silent glare, but before you could even consider fleeing, a firm hand grabbed yours. Heeseungâs grip was gentle but insistent as he pulled you away.
âH-Heeseungâ!â you started, but he wasnât listening.
He didnât stop until heâd guided you to a quiet corner of the hall, away from the prying eyes of your fellow students. The noise of the ball faded into the background as he turned to face you, his hands still holding yours.
Your breath caught.
Up close, he looked even more handsome, but those tired eyes, paired with the slight downturn of his lips, made your chest ache. He looked... vulnerable.
For a moment, neither of you spoke. He just stared at you, taking in every detailâthe golden gown that hugged your figure, the way your hair framed your face, the faint shimmer of your lips.
âYou look beautiful,â he said softly, his voice hoarse, almost as if he hadnât used it in days.
You blinked, momentarily stunned. You werenât sure how to respond, your thoughts still scrambling to catch up with the fact that he was here, holding your hands, looking at you like that.
Finally, you managed to mumble, âYou look... good too.â
The corner of his mouth twitched up into a small, tired smile. âThanks,â he said, his thumb brushing lightly over your knuckles.
Heeseungâs gaze softened as he opened his mouth to speak. âY/N, Iâm so sorry. Forââ
You cut him off, shaking your head. âNo, Heeseung. Stop. It wasnât your fault. It was Yoonheeâs. You didnât ask for any of this.â
He blinked, stunned by your words, but his expression quickly shifted to one of concern. âThen... why?â he asked softly, his voice trembling. âWhy have you been avoiding me?â
You looked down, biting your lip, unable to meet his gaze. But he wasnât having it.
Gently, he tilted your chin up with his fingers, forcing your eyes to lock with his. His touch was soft but firm, his eyes desperate. âPlease,â he murmured, his voice low and pleading. âPlease look at me, Y/N. I need to see you. All of you. I need to understand.â
You swallowed hard, his intensity making it difficult to breathe. Your heart pounded in your chest as you searched for the right words.
âI...â You hesitated, but his unwavering gaze gave you the courage to continue. âI was scared, Heeseung. Scared that... you wouldnât like me anymore. That whatever we had before was gone. And it hurt. It hurt so much that I didnât know how to face you. I felt so... drained. So tired. I had no energy for anything. It was like everything good was just gone.â
He listened intently, his thumb brushing gently against your cheek as tears spilled from your eyes. He didnât interrupt, didnât try to justify anything. He just... listened. Like he always did.
When you finally finished, a silence hung between you, heavy.
And then, without warning, Heeseung wrapped his arms around you, pulling you tightly against his chest.
You froze for a moment, startled, before slowly relaxing into his embrace. His scentâfamiliar and comfortingâwashed over you, and you felt like you could breathe again.
âBaby...â he whispered into your hair, his voice thick with emotion. âI would have waited forever for you to feel okay again. Because youâre the only woman I love in this world. The only one Iâve ever loved. And nothingânothingâis ever going to change that.â
Your breath hitched as his words sank in, the sincerity in his tone breaking down the walls youâd built around your heart.
âI want a future with you,â he continued, pulling back just enough to look into your eyes. His hands framed your face, his thumbs gently wiping away the tears that had fallen. âI donât care about anyone else. I never did. Itâs always been you. Always.â
His words left you speechless, your heart pounding so loudly you were sure he could hear it.
âI love you,â he said, his voice steady and sure. âAnd Iâll spend the rest of my life proving that to you if I have to.â
Tears spilled down your cheeks as you nodded, a shaky smile breaking through. âI love you too, Heeseung,â you whispered, your voice barely audible.
Heeseungâs lips curved into a soft smile, his eyes glistening with relief and adoration. Without another word, he leaned in slowly, giving you plenty of time to pull away if you wanted. But you didnât. Instead, you closed the gap between you, meeting him halfway as his lips pressed against yours in a kiss.
Your heart raced as your hands instinctively reaching up to grip the front of his emerald green suit. His arms wrapped securely around your waist, pulling you closer, like he was afraid to let you go. The kiss was slow, deliberate, as if he was reassuring you that this was real, that he wasnât going anywhere.
When you finally pulled apart, both of you breathless, his forehead rested against yours. Heeseungâs smile widened, his thumbs gently rubbing circles against your sides.
âIâve been waiting to do that for so long,â he murmured, his voice low and filled with affection. âAnd Iâll never stop, as long as you let me.â
You laughed softly, your cheeks warming as you looked up at him. âYouâre so dramatic,â you teased, though your tone held no malice.
âMaybe,â he admitted with a playful smirk, brushing a strand of hair out of your face.
But before either of you could say anything more, a loud burst of laughter echoed from the main hall, reminding you both that you werenât exactly in a private setting.
Heeseung chuckled, glancing over his shoulder before looking back at you. âCome on,â he said, grabbing your hand. âLetâs go somewhere quieter. Iâm not done with you yet.â
You raised an eyebrow, your lips quirking up. âOh? And where exactly are we going?â
He grinned mischievously, tugging you gently along. âYouâll see,â he said, his tone light and teasing.
Heeseung led you through the dimly lit corridors, weaving between tapestries and statues until you reached a secluded alcove. It was quiet, away from the bustling energy of the Great Hall, and the faint sound of music and laughter felt like it was miles away.
Leaning casually against the stone wall, Heeseung tugged you closer by your hand, his other arm snaking around your waist as he grinned down at you. âNow this,â he murmured, âis more like it.â
You couldnât help but giggle, feeling a bit giddy as he twirled a strand of your hair between his fingers. The way he looked at you, like you were the only person who mattered, sent your heart racing.
Before you could respond, you found yourself leaning up, your lips brushing against his in a kiss that was soft at first, but quickly deepened. His hand tightened on your hip as he pulled you flush against him, and you reached up, tangling your fingers into his perfectly styled hair, making it deliciously messy.
Heeseung groaned softly against your lips, the sound sending a thrill through you as his hand slid to the small of your back, holding you steady. The kiss was everythingâintense, like he was making up for all the lost time, for all the days youâd been apart.
When you finally pulled back, both of you breathless and slightly disheveled, he let out a low chuckle. âThere goes my hair,â he teased, his voice husky as he glanced at you, his lips still red from your kiss.
You smirked, smoothing down the strands youâd mussed up. âI think it looks better this way,â you quipped, earning a playful roll of his eyes.
âYeah?â he said, leaning in to nuzzle his nose against yours. âWell, if it makes you happy, I guess Iâll allow it.â
Heeseung's playful nature shone through as he leaned in, his nose brushing against yours, his eyes sparkling with amusement. "I could get used to this," he whispered, his breath warm and tickling against your skin. "You looking all beautiful and mussed up."
You smiled, feeling a rush of excitement at his words. "Well, if you like it, I might just keep it this way," you replied, a hint of challenge in your voice. "Although, I think I might enjoy seeing the look on your face if I went back to being perfectly put together."
With a playful roll of his eyes, Heeseung leaned in again, his lips meeting yours in a gentle kiss. But this time, his hands went to your dress, his fingers trailing along the neckline, subtly revealing more of your skin.
You giggled into the kiss, a sound of both pleasure and surprise. "Naughty boy," you teased, trying to hit his hand away, but Heeseung was unmoved, his focus solely on you and the kiss.
His hands continued to tease, gently tugging at the fabric of your dress, revealing more of your shoulders and collarbone.
"You know I can't resist you," he murmured against your lips, his voice low and seductive. "Especially when you look like this."
"I know you can't," you replied, your voice soft and filled with affection. "And I'm glad I have this effect on you." You could feel his fingers trace the curve of your waist.
Heeseung's eyes lit up as he saw the skin that had been revealed. With a smile that held both mischief and anticipation, he leaned in, his lips grazing the newly exposed skin.
He started with soft kisses, his lips brushing against your neck, his breath warm and enticing, a gentle tease, tracing the curve of your collarbone.
"You smell so good," he whispered, his voice hoarse with desire. "Like honey and spice."
His hands rested gently on your waist, his touch firm, as if you were something delicate he couldnât risk breaking.
âYouâre perfect,â he murmured softly, his voice barely above a whisper as his lips pressed a lingering kiss to the base of your neck. âDo you know that?â
His words made your cheeks flush, and you shook your head slightly, your hands gripping his shoulders for support. âIâm notââ
âYou are,â he interrupted, his tone so sure that it silenced any protest you could muster. His lips returned to your skin, brushing over your shoulder where the fabric of your gown had slipped just slightly.
âI could do this forever,â he whispered against your skin, his voice carrying a hint of a smile. âJust... adore you.â
You shivered at his words, warmth pooling in your chest as you gazed at him. There was nothing rushed or impatient about himâjust pure affection, as though he was savoring every moment with you.
âYouâre impossible,â you mumbled, but the smile on your face betrayed the teasing edge in your voice.
Heeseung looked at you then, his dark eyes filled with so much love it made your breath catch. âAnd yet, here I am, completely yours,â he said with a boyish grin, leaning in to press a kiss to the tip of your nose, making you laugh softly.
A sudden scream sliced through the moment, making you both freeze. You turned to find Yoonhee standing in the hallway, her eyes blazing with rage, her hands clenched into fists at her sides, hatred radiating from every inch of her.
You quickly adjusted the straps of your dress, feeling a flush of embarrassment but finding comfort in the way Heeseung immediately wrapped his arms around you, holding you close.
"Yoonhee," Heeseung said, his voice calm but firm, his body still shielding you. "What are you doing here?"
She didnât answer right away. Instead, she stepped forward, her heels clicking sharply against the stone floor as she walked toward you. "You," she spat, her voice seething with venom. "You ruined everything. You always ruin everything."
The words stung more than you expected, and you felt yourself shrinking back, but Heeseungâs grip tightened around you, giving you strength.
"If you didn`t exist," she continued, her voice rising. "Everything would have been perfect. Heeseung would have been mine. I would have had everything I wanted."
You shook your head, unable to comprehend the depth of her bitterness. "Yoonhee, What areâ"
But she wasnât listening. Her gaze never left you, her eyes full of hatred as she took another step toward you. "You don't deserve him. Youâre not good enough. Youâre nothing compared to me."
Heeseung, his expression hardening, finally stepped in to talk. "Enough, Yoonhee."
Her glare shifted to him, but there was no remorse in her eyes. Instead, she let out a bitter laugh. "Oh, really? You think you can just shut me up?" She turned back to you, her face twisted with anger. "You think you can steal him from me and everything will be fine? You donât know him like I do."
You swallowed, your throat tightening at her words, but Heeseungâs presence kept you steady. His voice, low and firm, cut through her words. "Youâre wrong, Yoonhee. Youâve always been wrong. This isnât about you, and it never was. Iâm with her because I want to be. Youâre the one who needs to let go."
For a moment, there was silence, the tension thick between the three of you. Yoonhee stood there, fuming, but Heeseung didnât flinch.
"You canât do this, Heeseung," she hissed, her voice full of desperation now. "You donât even know what youâre giving up. You think she cares about you? Sheâs just playing you like everyone else. Sheâs not even worthy of you."
Heeseungâs expression softened, but there was no uncertainty in his eyes. "Youâre wrong, Yoonhee. Sheâs everything to me, and Iâm not walking away from her."
Yoonheeâs shrill scream filled the room, and before anyone could react, she lunged at you. Her hands shot out, grabbing your arm and yanking you away from Heeseung with surprising strength. You stumbled back, her nails digging into your skin as she tried to shove you down. Her eyes were wild with fury, and for a moment, you froze, too stunned by the violence of her attack to respond.
But then, something inside you snapped. All the weeks of anger, hurt, and confusion flooded back. The betrayal, the humiliation, the endless nights of crying and wondering what went wrongâit all surged up at once. This was the girl who had stolen Heeseung right out of your life. The one who had used Amortentia to control him, to warp his feelings, to hurt you. The one who had made you feel small and insignificant.
No, you wouldnât let her do this anymore.
With a fierce yell, you shoved her off, your fist flying instinctively. The punch connected with her cheek with a satisfying thud, the force sending her staggering backward. Her eyes widened in shock, hand flying to her face as she stumbled and almost fell to the ground.
Yoonhee gaped at you, her breath coming in short, furious gasps. "You... You bitch!" she snarled, voice shaking with rage.
But you stood your ground, heart racing, every ounce of your being wanting to scream and lash out. You felt the heat of your own anger, the adrenaline coursing through your veins. You werenât backing down anymore. "No," you said, your voice trembling but fierce, "you don't get to do this. You don't get to ruin everything for me and Heeseung. You donât get to play with peopleâs feelings."
Yoonhee glared at you, hands trembling with fury. "You think youâve won, donât you?" Her voice was a low hiss. "You really think heâs yours? Heâs not. Heâll always come back to me."
Heeseung stepped forward, voice cutting through the tension. "Youâre done. Iâve told you before. Iâm with her, not you."
Yoonhee looked between the two of you, her face flushing red with humiliation. The silence that followed was deafening. She was seething, but there was no more fight left in her. She stood there for a moment, glaring at you, and then, with a final look of disdain, she turned on her heel and stormed away.
You let out a breath, feeling your body go limp, the tension draining from your limbs. Heeseung moved towards you immediately, his arms wrapping around you as he pulled you close.
"Are you okay?" he murmured, his voice soft and concerned.
You nodded slowly, though your heart was still racing from the confrontation. "Iâm okay," you whispered, your voice hoarse. "I just... I donât know what came over me."
Heeseung pulled back slightly, cupping your face in his hands and looking into your eyes. "You did what you had to do," he said gently. "Youâve been through so much because of her."
"And besides I like seeing that side of you," he said, his voice warm and genuine. "The way you stood up for yourself."
You smiled, feeling a rush of warmth fill your chest at his words.
"Iâm proud of you," he whispered, brushing a stray lock of hair from your face.
You held him tighter, feeling grateful for everything that had brought you to this point. "I love you," you whispered.
"I love you too," he replied.
a/n: i feel emotional now
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HHHHHHHHH I feel so guilty nowwww
#Iâm still angry at him but itâs definitely closer to a mild annoyance and slight disdain#weâre i to be correct it wouldâve shattered most respect I held for him#but luckily I was completely incorrect#but. I do feel incredibly stupid now.#Mr J if youâre reading this (which youâre not but if you were) Iâm so sorry#youâre still kind of a prick but. less than I have made you out to be
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but like imagine dean fucking you with sam asleep in the same room⌠18+ âËâĄË ࣪
â smut, caught in the act (dean x fem!reader)
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âmmmph-â
you moaned against deanâs hand as he rocked his cock up into you, his tip brushing against your cervix.
âshhh, babyâŚâ he cooed quietly, glancing over at his brother asleep in the bed next to yours.
âmmm, canâtâŚâ you murmured against deanâs hand, following his gaze to the younger winchester. samâs eyelashes fluttered against his cheeks, his lips parted as soft breaths flowed in and out of his lungs.
deanâs hand stayed clamped over your mouth as his eyes flickered back to yours. your walls squeezed around him in a desperate attempt to keep yourself from gushing down his length again; you knew you couldnât stay quiet if that happened.
âbaby, come on,â dean muttered through laboured breaths, âshhhh.â
you couldnât help the little whimpers and grunts that escaped you as dean continued to thrust his hips up into you, his girthy cock stretching your pussy so deliciously.
âahh, dean,â you moaned out, squeezing your eyes shut as the pleasure continued to build.
âshhhâŚâ dean whispered again, his cock twitching up into your cunt, âyou wake sammy, babe, and heâll be so mad.â
you felt your pussy tighten around deanâs cock again, nearing another orgasm at the thought of getting caught in such a compromising position. dean bit his bottom lip and scrunched his face, trying to hold in a groan at the feeling. he was barely keeping himself together.
the quiet but lewd sounds of him pumping into your wet cunt filled the room, along with both your soft grunts and the squeaking of the motel bed.
sam let out a groan and rolled over to face you and dean. you both froze, watching and waiting for his hazel eyes to flicker open and catch you two in the act.
but they didnât. instead they stayed shut. dean hesitantly slid himself back up into you, keeping his eyes on his brother. you watched sam too.
your thoughts started racing around in your head and you couldnât deny it, some fucked up part of you kinda wanted to get caught riding dean.
deanâs fingers began rubbing your sensitive clit again, making you whimper as he thrusted in and out of you.
âshush, iâm serious.â
you pouted against his hand, âc-canât⌠feels too goodâŚâ
he gripped your face tighter, âweâll have to stop if you canât keep quiet, baby.â
his words sent a flash of panic through your body, your head instantly shaking as you grinded on him, desperate to show him you can be good.
âthatâs it. nice and quiet,â he said breathily, feeling you clench around him even more, knowing you were about to let go, âstay quiet for me, angel.â
you hissed and tried to hold back whimpers as you came all over his cock again, your juices leaving a creamy ring around his length as he pumped into you.
dean groaned at the feeling of you gushing all over his cock. his own release washed over him. he shot thick warm ropes of his seed deep into your cunt, making you whimper and clench again as his hips jerked up. he pulled you down against him and buried his head in your neck, letting out louder grunts and moans.
âcan you guys shut the fuck up?â sam groaned. you felt a pillow hit the side of you as you laid flat on dean, his softening cock still inside you. you laughed softly in deanâs ear.
âsorry, sammy,â dean smirked as he rubbed your back. he moved his head to look over at his brother, who had turned away and pulled the blanket over his head completely.
dean laughed and pulled you even closer to him, wrapping his arms around you as he whispered in your ear, âoops.â
A/N: wrote and edited this high so ignore it if somethingâs grammatically incorrect or doesnât make sense LOL anyways poor sam :( iâm laughing so hard
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Technically, it's both!
Botanically, the fruit is the ripened ovary of a plant that contains seeds. Technically the word "cucumber" also encompasses the vines on which the fruits grow, but it's used almost exclusively to refer to the fruit colliqually. If you want to get really specific with the pedantics, you can call the cucumber by its scientific name (cucumis sativus), but only nerds do that (/lh).
Meanwhile, a vegetable is defined as "a plant or part of a plant used as food, such as a cabbage, potato, carrot, or bean". So technically, all fruits are vegetables! The term "vegetable" actually has no set botanical definition, and it's mostly been used as a buzzword make something sound healthier (similar to the term "superfood" in a way). Here's an interesting video on the topic.
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(this is totally not just a reason for me to promote Food Theory)
Weird conclusion, I know, but technically none of the boys are wrong! Unless they were arguing against it being a fruit and/or vegetable, in that case they were all horribly wrong.
watching a livestream and the guys just spent a whole two minutes arguing over wether a cucumber is a fruit or a vegetable I love these idiots
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Cw: OOC and fem-presenting reader, incorrect military stuff
But anyways I just had a lil thought about you, a young, feminine soldier, being offered a spot on the 141. And of course you take it, who wouldn't?
And you show up at base and you meet the team, an they are all welcoming gor the most part. You get settled in, meet and train with them, and form some sort of comradery with them.
And then the rumors start. Not from the 141, no, but from the other teams on base. That you slept your way into your position, that the only reason you were even offered a spot is because Price likes you in bed, stuff like that.
And it hurts, of course, but you don't mind so much because you've got a team of people who trust you and know your skills and are like a family to you. Except, maybe they aren't.
It wasnt your fault the mission went wrong. Or anyone's. There's was no way to know that the supposedly-sunny weather would turn on you. And it's not your fault that Ghist keep trying to push forward, even when visibility was almost than zero. Not you fault that you both got stranded.
It took hours for Price and Soap to find you. Hours of sitting in the cold, harsh winter weather with no real protection. By the time you guys were found, both you and Ghost were nearly frozen.
They got you in the chopper, wrapped you in blankets and gave you hand warmers to tide you over till you could get checked out by medical. Your eyes were closed, your head leaned back, looking like you're sleeping as you listened to Soap and Ghost bicker.
You thinks that's why he said it. He thought you were asleep, thought you wouldn't hear what he really thought of you.
"She's barely a real Soldier and you know it." Soap had spat at Ghost, "She's just Price's little plaything that he wants to feel important. Don't act like she's on the same level as us."
You don't even know what they were arguing about, don't know why that sentence needed to come out of his mouth. But it did. And maybe he meant it, maybe he didn't, but regardless, he still said it.
And what made it worse is that no one responded. There was no defense from Ghost, from Gaz, from Price- well, Price you could excuse cause he was flying the chopper, but everyone else? There was no excuse.
Of course everyone acts confused when they ask why you're upset, why you're giving them the cold shoulder, refusing to talk to them.
And it comes to blows one night, when your transfer request ends up on Prices desk. They corner you, demanding to know why you're leaving.
"Because." You say, "I'm not staying on a team that thinks my only purpose is to be some-some-some...sex toy for its captain, which isn't true, by the way. I've never had sex with anyone in this base, much less in this room."
Price gapes at you, completely floored by the words coming out of your mouth. But everyone else looks sheepish, cheeks flushing as the realize why you've been so frosty recently.
"That's not true." Gaz says finally, "we-"
"Oh puh-lease. Everyone here thinks it. 'A woman, and young one at that, getting into the 141 on her own merit? Preposterous.' But I didn't mind cause I thought..." your voice cracked and you had to take a deep breath before continuing, " I thought my team at least could value me for my skills. Clearly I was wrong."
And thats all I ahve for now folks, sorry for the abrupt ending I don't know even know where this was going and also my hands are shaking for some reason sorry for any errors lol
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