#so pls dont think im ignoring you or anything 🥺

[bedforddanes75]

G I LOVED THE NEW COWBOYS CHAPTER SO MUCH I-

He likes those hands, solid and strong – they help. He likes his own well enough, but George's are prettier.

He has the prettiest hands fr

But George seems…hateful. Not that he’s rude, but he sometimes speaks of queerness and how it's the work of the Devil, and it makes Matty think over himself and wonder if letting him live with him was a bad choice. 

NOOOOO poor matty and poor george im so mad i want them together already 🥺🥺

He's sort of confused at how George could've held it, walked with it, and not been attacked, but he doesn't ask, in fact, the thought almost melts out of his ears the second he sees George, because he’s, all of a sudden, beautiful. His hair is wet from the rain Matty didn't even realise was happening, and his face is equally so. He looks like he could be in one of those tacky magazines he sees in the corner shops, except real, and better.

From oh how sweet he is look how tendrr the rabbit is with him to horny.

“I’ll put it in my pocket,” George tells him, and Matty frowns, grimaces.

“Mate, it’s gonna rip you to shreds if you try that. Don’t”

George doesn’t look sure, brows slanting. “It didn't do that before…”

NOOOO WHY IS HE SO CUTE I CANT WITH THE LITTLE THING IN HIS POCKET 🥺🥺🥺🥺

He doesn’t seem to have been bothered by anything that Matty usually was since they’ve met, which Matty thinks is funny, because other than that, he seems perpetually terribly stressed. He can be odd at times.

I love george i wanna hug him

As they speak over dinner, George mentions his horse, and Matty gets a memory of seeing him with mud all down his shirt, and soaking wet hair, just standing next to her, and he almost spits his food out. 

Moans.

George thins his eyes. “I can’t well abandon her! She’s odd, I like her too much. And she’s mine. And my boots are fine, thank you.” 

CRYING DONT DO THIS TO ME

He, unfortunately, does still seem skittish, and that can’t be ignored, because he can’t even put George’s plate down at dinnertime without him flinching.

Why are u making me sad poor georgi 🥺🥺🥺🥺

hi so im . going to cry i just woke up im EMOTIONAL shut up pls im THANK U SO MUCH ☹️☹️❤️❤️

i always want an excuse to speak about his hands they are. beautiful 🙂‍↕

i Also want them 2gether now but unfortunately i was stupid when i started writing this and that does Not happen yet ❤️ peace and love

that's my train of thought Duh. inspired by this pic btw like its haunting me hes soo pretty and. yes. i know its a dog but shut up. imagine he has the outfit and looks from the first one though 🙂‍↕

rabbit in his pocket !!! he will be Very nice and he would let the rabbit sleep in his bed if he was allowed. alas. but its coming back i think so

i Also want to hug him i wish he was real so i could kiss his forehead and tuck him in bed

??!?!??!?!??!?! WDYM MOANS HES SPITTING FOOD OUT HOW IS THAT MOANS WDYM

he wont abandon the horse that was just me frantically trying to give a reason for them Having horses. but also. no i wont i like the name joke too much

im making u sad because its my Fav thing to do 😁😁😁 put The Guys into pain and then resolve it and have everything nice and sweet and happy

ok thank u again this made me cry a little bit like Picking parts out pls im gonna cry

[quodekash]

ITS ABAAB EP 7 TIME and i am sorry 

warning: lots of happiness, too much happiness. take a shot of water every time i say any variation of ‘HAPPY’. stay hydrated, folks. 

wait what happened to cher? did i miss something? 

i dont remember how the last episode ended so its very possible that i missed something 

awh 🥺

thE BED IS STILL ON AN ANGLE WHY IS THE BED ON AN ANGLE SOMEONE FIX THIS IM BEGGING YOU, ITS GOTTA BE A SAFETY HAZARD 

pls they look so comfy 

it looks like theyve been married for a thousand lifetimes 

so comfyyyyy

rIGHT, THEIR GROUP HAD A FIGHT, THAT’S WHAT HAPPENED TO CHER, I REMEMBER NOW 

YEYEYEYEYEYEYEYEYEYEAH BEACH EPISODE = PURE HAPPINESS AND DOPAMINE 

THREEZO AT THE BEACH 

WE’RE GONNA GET THREEZO AT THE BEACH 

IM LITERALLY ABOUT TO CRY IN ANTICIPATION OF BEACH

i know i already said it like four times BUT THIS LOOKS SO FREAKING COMFY WHAT THE HELL 

THREEZO THREEZO THREEZO

HELLO MY LOVELIES HOW ARE YOU TODAY 

theyre literally in the middle of the frame omg 

little babby 

i love him 

he’s tall but he’s smol 

his HAIR 

LOOK AT IT 

THE HAIR IS SO FLUFFY 

i think my favourite things about this series are jack’s hair and threezo

and theyre both tied for first place 

three’s apology to jack is so freaking sweet omg 

i love him too much 

he struggles with words and communicating but he wants everyone to be happy and he doesnt want conflict and he feels responsible for everything and he is perfection and also he’s either adhd or asd or both, i dont make the rules 

HAPPY

omg his awkward laugh is so cute why was that so cute 

his sweet little ‘hah hah’ 

HIS FACE MAKES ME HAPPY 

HAPPYYYYY 

(damn i did gun/force dirty on that screenshot) 

his freaking face

its making me happy 

this is a happiness overload 

im not used to this much joy in my system 

what do i do with it 

HAPPYYYYYYYYY

dads. 

everyone can see you btw. just letting you know. you’re just standing there, holding hands 

i mean that’s great, good job, not being scared is funky (but its also funky to be scared), it’s just that. you know. if your friends ask questions later and you dont want them to suspect anything then like. it’s your fault. 

altho maybe they dont care if their friends find out, idk at this point 

ignore me

HAPPY

everyone ganging up to push gun in the water. that’s what friendship truly is 

HAPPY

they teleported 

three was next to zo, jack was between cher and zo. they switched. 

hOW?

HAPPYYYYY

THE HAIR

LOOK AT THE HAIR 

they always figure out a way to squeeze it in 

OMG

SOBBING

IM SOBBING

THATS SO CUTE 

HELP

DAMN RIGHT 

his hair is a mess lmao

bRO

HE SAID IT

HE SAID THE THING 

ZOGUN FRIENDSHIP BONDING SCENE OMG HAPPINESS 

he’s known from the very freaking beginning 

before cher even knew 

the gaydar is strong bro 

HIS FREAKING FACE 

HAPPY

HE HAPPY 

PFFFFFFT

i love their friendship so much omg 

(that screenshot looks like hes about to punch him lmao) 

“zo, what is love?” i can feel it, im about to punch a wall or smth bc something threezo is coming 

“what is love for you?” “three.” yUP I KNEW IT OMG IM GONNA FREAKING CRY 

HAIR

FLUFFY FLUFFY FLUFFY ITS SO FLUFFY 

i think i love this man (and his hair) a little too much but its fine 

GJK3BERKJGBVRKEBGR

GUN WHAT THE HELL 

AGAIN, THEY LOOK SO FREAKING COMFY 

well shoot. thoop is mad at cher for being involved with gun. 

good news is: i dont think its homophobia 

it’s just that he doesnt want cher to move on from tian (thoop himself cant move on from tian) and he doesnt want cher to find a relationship because that means, in thoop’s eyes, he’s letting tian go, and thoop cant really deal with that because he’s ✨mentally ill✨

get some sleep my man 

I LOVE HOW MUCH HE LOVES HIS FRIENDS 

HES SO FREAKING CARING 

HE WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR HIS FRIENDS 

HED PROBABLY NEVER ADMIT IT BUT HE’S A REAL FREAKING SOFTY ON THE INSIDE 

1. ive never seen more serious finger guns 

2. you’re not bi, sir, why are you doing finger guns 

3. finger GUNs 

that is all 

FINAL THOUGHTS: 

if they dont give us a threezo kiss by the end of this show i will scream. 

[celestie0]

Hello ellie! 😍 im just here to drop a ‘few’ words so don’t mind me 🤪 (i fear it may have turned into a yapsesh oopsies!)

Help omg idk if this is tmi but like im on my period and I was reading chap 3 of ihm right… and how could i prevent myself from laughing at my fav goofy ahh lighthearted romcom series on tumblr? 😔 put 2 and 2 together and boom i had my ketchup bottle moment when reading the dialogue bye 💀🤚 I LITERALLY HAD TO STOP FOR A MOMENT TO PROCESS WTH JUST HAPPENED LOL

Anyway, i rlly LOVEEEE your writing style for ihm,, the goofiness n domesticity is what I need as therapy for the heart wrenching angst fics ive read 😤 the way you write y/n + gojo’s dynamic and quarrels never fail to make me crack up like an egg and i love you for that 😔 THANK YOU FOR CREATING A COMFORT FIC FOR US ALL 🥺🫶

I hope I’m not stepping out of line here but your feelings abt the smut in ihm is totally valid and i understand you. That anon probs didn’t intend on bringing any harm but like there’s bountiful of smut in the jjk fandom that I’m sure they could have read instead of commenting smth so ignorant and disrespectful 🥲 Pls every time i search ‘jjk x reader’ in the search tab, i’m always greeted by endless posts of smut one-shots 😭 but fr this fandom actually needs to stop being a buncha horny brainrots bc im actually over repetitive and predictable smut,, everything just feels so shallow :,0 (everyone is entitled to their own opinion so dont atk me pls) and them invading your personal space by demanding smut is just not it… and we all know you don’t have to cater to them bc u don’t owe them anything! no need to listen to the smut hungry anons bc they don’t even care abt the blood, sweat and tears you pour into ur fics if they’re pushing you to write smut 😡‼️ they can go fulfil their dirty desires somewhere else ;-;

Words seriously cannot express how much I love your stories and just wanna applaud you for not immediately jumping into smut and actually having relationship buildup,, it makes the stories have sustenance and ik u want ur fics to be memorable in a unique way to your lovely readers 😇 but we seriously need a smut ban n touch grass movement in the jjk fandom for a bit bc this is getting out of hand 😭

I LOVE YOU ELLIE AND PLS DONT BE DISCOURAGED BY THESE SILLY ANONS BC AT THE END OF THE DAY THEY R NOTHING + YOUR SUPPORT SYSTEM (us ACTUAL readers and gojo) WILL ALWAYS HAVE UR BACK AND SHOWER U IN THE LOVE THAT U DESERVE!!! ❤️

hiii bb!! PLEASE the ketchup bottle moment sent me to the moon also so fucking relatable xD and omg i'm so glad you enjoy the lightheartedness of ihm so far!! it's been sm fun to write and it's become a comfort fic of my own as well <33

thanks so much for the support on the smut thing <3 i've been toggling back n forth between feeling awful for coming at that anon like that vs being glad i stood up for myself lol, but ultimately, i just needed to share my perspective. i don't think they were trying to be rude either, which is why i felt bad, but i spoke my truth lol

and i totally agree w you (pls no one attack me either) but i'm honestly kind of sick of just seeing straight smut on my feed. like it's fine when i'm in the mood but the tumblr algorithm for jjk feels like your partner constantly begging you for sex 24/7 lol. but yea power to whatever someone wants to read, but don't impose it on an author.

anywho i've been talking a lot ab this situation lolol i feel like there's nothing i haven't said anymore but i totally agree w everything you've said!

thanks sm for you lovely words of support bb :'') i love u tooo and i'm so blessed to have the community of support i have on here!! this situation has definitely made me realize i'm not alone. have a wonderful dayyy (also hope your period is treating you well) <3

[seiwas]

SEL!!! WAAHHHH IM SO SORRY FOR DISAPPEARING IMPROMPTU AFTER THE PAPA SHOUTO AND PAPA KATSUKI ASK 😭😭😭 i got so sucked into exam season and family gatherings that I didn’t get a chance to respond 🥺 but you wrote them so perfectly 🥹🥹💓

before I get i to it, I really hope youre doing well!! i saw that you’ve been busy with work and i think you said you had a bit of a health scare so i hope you’re resting and that its nothing serious 🫶🏼 Make sure to take your breaks and stay hydrated!!

now, papa shouto 🥹 i love love love that baby sho has his blank stare ahjfjd in my mind its shouto’s little head tilt as a baby and his icy snot bubbles HAHAHA. i love that he gives him his freedom!!! its so important to him for his baby to have im so 🥺🥺🥺🥺

and papa katsuki!!! you are so right with the “if-it-happens-it-happens kinda thing”. i love that she had the “worst” (quotations because i don’t think they’re necessarily bad they make him who he is and i adore him) of his childhood (aka the stubbornness, chaos, need for autonomy) but its why he knows how to deal with his daughter a million times better WAAAAAAHHHHHHSHSHJDNFJF im so emotional

also!! did you hear about the haikyu timeskip being animated?? right now im ignoring everything that could go wrong with it and appreciating that the grass is green and the sun is shining and tje butterflies are happy and-

take care sel 🫶🏼

-🍧 nonnie

🍧 nonnie hello 🥹 sorry for the super late reply!!

pls dont apologise abt disappearing omg 😭 it’s perfectly fine 🥹 life happens and we get busy!!!!

work has been busy for me yes 🥹 and thank you for the well wishes!! the health scare wasn’t anything serious thankfully 🥹 i hope you’re taking your breaks and keeping hydrated as well!

and baby sho yes !!!!! icy snots pls thats so cute 😭😭😭 i love the image of them both staring at you like 🧿👄🧿 HAIBZJZ THO THIS FEELS MORE LIKE GOJO BUT U GET WHAT I MEANNAISBNS

and yes!!! katsuki w an equally as loud baby as he is 😭 i love playing with the idea of katsuki doing things right yk??? like doing things differently from how it was done to him

AND YES. I HEARD SBT THE TIMESKIP BEING ANIMATED IM TRYING SO HARD NOT TO RAISE MY EXPECTATIONS BUT AKZNKDJ WHEN IT DROPS IM GOONG TO GO SOOOOO INSANE U CAN BET WAHHHH

i hope youre taking care too!! how are you these days? 💗

[eitelle]

if youre still looking for requests you could do a movie night with kenma thing 😩

HI I LOVE UOU SM OK OK OKD DHHDHFFHDH I JUST SCREECHEDKDRHHEHFHFBDJFHDDJ PLS HELOSVEHDGFJDHDEHDH GODHEVEGDHDHD YES 🛐🛐🛐

UHM OK ANYWAYS PAIRING: kenma kozume x gn!reader

warnings: none but there r slight major possibly incorrect spoilwers for ready player 1?

a/n: this has been rotting in my drafts for MONTHS. im literally so sorry ok anyways here we go:

ok so first of all hes picking the movie. i dont make the rules

hes very “im good w anything idk what i wanna watch” n then u say like jurassic park or sum shit and hes like “no.” LIKE BOY WDYM NO.

anyways he ends up choosing ready player one 😐🧍🏻‍♀️

im- ok get it mr. cliche 😍‼️

hes the type of person who cannot get comfortable no matter what so hes just struggling to find a good position for mf half of the movie istg

so bravo bravo he finally finds a good one then this bitch has the AUDACITY to sit up get food n then he struggles again.

at this point u just ignore him (i feel bad for him i feel the pain tbh)

he also has like just the two of us the song playing in the background just bc hes very like always needing a lot of everything tbh

so yall r watching that and one might think he is very stoic doesnt like movies n shit but theres two ways this can go:

hes either sleeping or hes hyperactively paying attention

for this movie in particular he becomes overly attached n when the like house complex comes crashing down n im p sure there is like a scene where shes getting tortured? idk i havent watched the movie in forever

ok anyways he literally gasps, kinda jumps, n he cries a lot.

hes a v pretty crier tho 😖🥰

he kinda just has like tears streaming down his face n then like his head is in ur lap and ur stroking his hair and its honestly rly funny 😭😭

n then theres the scene where its the meetup face reveal irl and oh boy does kenma cry at that (you do too tbh)

ok so after that hes prob either heartbroken or out cold. if hes out cold, baby im sorry but ur not going anywhere

when he sleeps he doesnt wake up until its like 3 pm istg-

ugh but he also loves building shit

like constructing chairs n desks n he just lowk loves engineering its just not a big thing more like a side hobby bc he doesnt have the energy for doing that shit all the time

omg dad!kenma 😖🥺 elle stfu he cant be the father of ur children, HES NOT REAL. actually idc

anyways

so naturally for a movie night hes gonna go all out

im talking projector, pillow fort, blanket fort, fairy lights, maybe even a galaxy projector idk

he def built a whole ass fort for yall BUT thats why movie nights r so rare

so that night he stays awake duh but now its ur turn to choose

n so being the icon u are, u choose a barbie movie 😎💪

n hes like “again???” but he knows its ur turn so hes like “k fine ig.”

so u guys choose the mermaid one like the lost princess of a mermaid kingdom, that one

do yall know what im talking ab? idk google it ig but like where was ur childhood smh

ok anyways back to the topic at hand

kenma has watched all the barbie movies. its canon, furudate told me himself

he went up to me one day knocked on my garage n went “hey elle i heard u love kenma kozume, well im hear to tell u that hes watched all the barbie movies” n then he disappeared <33

ok but fr thats just a hc of mine anyways so yall be watchibg it

and hes obvi very sucked in

and then theres like the betrayal scene

n he gasps so loud his popcorn w extra butter n light seasalt n extra cheese w a side of HI-C fruit punch almost spills

that order is also canon.

and ur like “kenma baby r u ok?” while laughing ur ass off lowk

n hes like “yeah yeah im fine stfu now pls”

like just bc u said pls doesnt make it better but i see u, choosing barbie over us 🤨🙄 can relate tho

finally the movie ended n now yall both feel very empty. so what do yall do? by this point its like 4 in the morning

so the only logical answer is to play otome games, episode, animal jam, n the winx fairy rp game thing

^^^ thats what yall look like btw

SHDGDJDHD YEAH

n thats it i hope u enjoyed n im so sorry for how late i am BYEE

haikyuu general taglist: @babyshoyo (sorry it was like 2 am when i posted this i forgot 😭😭)

[chibifatou]

rules: answer these questions and tag some people you are contractually obligated to know better

@fvae fae thanks for tagging me!!❣️

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[sukirichi]

me: im not a kuroo simp 😪

saintobio: think again

FCKING FINALLY I FOUND A FIC THAT ACTUALLY PUSHED ME TO MY BRINK AND MADE ME CRY LIKE A LITTLE BITCH, GOSH OMG TYSM FOR THIS YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I'VE BEEN WISHING I COULD CRY THESE PAST FEW WEEKS AND I FINALLY CRIED ITS SUCH A RELIEF 😭😭😭 ALSO DUDE CAN I JUST??? i just noticed i have a weird pattern every time i read your fics and thats me always feeling HEART CLENCHING pain and also an undeniable horkneeness. And the fact youre able to pull out such emotions from your readers in such a natural flow too is amazing and by natural i mean like, that emotion matches EXACTLY the scene where you want us to feel that from. like the opening scene was so AMAZING (and omg the ones on the akaashi fic and malice afterthought was just the same, you a master at introductory scenes maam, it really all feels so real and instead of feeling like we're being introduced to an entire thing, its more of like hmm...okay you know how in psychological movies the sceneries will change and somehow youre in a new place but like its familiar, you feel like youve been there before and so you just keep watching the new scene, youre immediately immersed in that and the story just keeps flowing? yeah thats what i feel like) also dude your dialogues! no flashy poetry was used but like the words are very in character and youre portraying sexy kuroo so well, loved the backstory of the pairing too! not dragged out but not too short either, it was PERFECT 💪🏻💪🏻💯💯💯 and what i love most (another thing i notice in your other works too) is that you dont sugarcoat anything and hit right on the head what it really is like in real life.

i think this fic just got a thousand times better when kuroo was tempted at the slightest moment. The whole time i was thinking "well yes hes loyal but it'd be unrealistic if his natural human desire doesnt kick in..." but he DID get tempted and thats what i like the most cuz it stays true to human nature and no matter how much you love someone, its also perfectly natural (albeit bad 🥲) to be attracted to someones appearance especially when they havent been getting release! i know people might say thats not true love or whatever but ive been studying the brain like come on people, its a biological need, we cant stop ourself from feeling things, we can only control it. but also DUDE when reader showed up I was like OH HELL NO 😭😭😭 AND AGAIN, HE STAYED BEHIND TO DO HIS JOB AND THATS EVEN BETTER CUZ RUNNING OUT DURING AN APPOINTMENT WOULD BE VERY UNPROFESSIONAL 😐

the scenes of them being domestic as hes got home and her ignoring him...dude i swear i was just a massive pain all over. idk maybe i relate hard to the reader and thats why it hits me harder, like im confident of my looks but doing THAT with someone would make me panic too. totally love how kuroo is patient and respectful of her and the transition to the tension heating up with that makeout was AMAZING, FRICKING FLAWLESSLY EXECUTED MY GOSHHHH. I was like okay things are getting better, im glad reader was right in the head too and focused more on his good sides than the one mistake he made today! BUT THEN WHEN HE FINISHED HIMSELF OFF AND READER WAS LEFT ALONE, I WAS LIKE NVM ITS NOT GETTING BETTER IM JUST GONNA ENDURE THE PAIN 🥲🥲🥲 BUT THE PAIN IS KIND OF ADDICTIVE TOO, IM LEFT AT THE EDGE OF MY SEAT CUZ I CAN TELL SOMETHING MORES ABOUT TO HAPPEN AND I WANT TO SEE MORE OF IT

but nothing NOTHING could prepare me for that tattoo scene, kuroo telling her shes fucking insecure left me like...oh wow, oh wow that fucking HURT im talking about skip meals and sleep for 14 hours and cry yourself to sleep again kind of hurt, my gosh that was me as the actual reader, i think i would faint from being overwhelmed (damn this anemic ass) but her outburst was PERFECTTT i tell you PERFECT PERFECT and its even better cuz thw moment shes offering herself, thats when kuroo is like no baby pls dont im sorry 🥺 like idk why that has me so soft and bawling? Like damn I was so invested and I understand what reader is going through, but also I can understand that Kuroo's frustration is getting the best of him. Im not trying to validate his horniness, im not saying hes immediately a good person, but he IS still a person and we have our days, maybe thats his day and hes equally struggling. Im not gonna invalidate his human need too cu, we ALL need that however that doesnt equate to reader having the responaibility to get him off. This is a tricky situation too cuz theres really no right or wrong, I think both of them have done their best in the relationship and current mental setbacks are just getting in the way. Also WOW im actually going here like HMM character analysis but i cant help it this was so goooodddd and this actually made me cry, everything felt so REAL 🥲🥲😭😭😭

i have to admit that for the ending im kind of hot and cold? like im a little OH MY GOSH WAIT WHAT NO SHE DOESNT HAVE TO but at the same time im like WELL...MAYBE MORE DEVELOPMENT (OR ANGST) WILL HAPPEN THROUGH THE DEED! Ofc she doesnt have to do it if shes uncomfortable but I still cant help but feel that there could be something more that would happen and omg im not pressuring you oe anything but if you ever made a part two, that would be a huge BLESS. also dude wow youre my go to haikyuu blog and im falling even more in love with your works like damn, they always hit home and manage to get a flurry of emotions from me. Your writings are so beautiful too! Anyways Im super glad I found your blog! I came for naoya but I stayed for the talent, thank you so much for sharing this with us, I cannot explain how MUCH I LOVED THIS UGH 😫😫😫💕💕💕💕 anyways im gonna go, i need to recover from the pain this masterpiece gave me

pov: the bad boy wants you.

↳ kuroo tetsurou/reader

summary. problems arise when your tattoo artist boyfriend starts getting too cozy with the girls that wanted him to do more to their bodies than just inking their skin. the thing is, they knew what he wanted and they knew what you couldn’t give.

genre. angst, slight smut, tattoo artist au

cw. nudity, mentions of needles, insecure!reader, virgin!reader, dry humping, slight dubcon, bad boy x good girl

notes. hellooo today i give u bad boy (but actually soft boy) kuroo ;) enjoy. no part 2 unfortunately.

masterlist

Kuroo had seen everything.

He wasn’t dumb and he most definitely wasn’t oblivious to the fact that he was attractive and this became a reason for some girls to frequently visit his tattoo parlor. To think about it, he was tall, handsome, and had decent style. His tattoo sleeve and his ear piercings even added to the overall bad boy persona that he had—this was probably why many girls were into him.

The girls were very assertive, it seemed, to try and lure Tetsurou into their little seduction game. Was he getting tempted into it? No. He was loyal and he’d like to stay loyal to his beautiful girlfriend.

However, there were certain moments that almost tested his loyalty to you, especially when some of the girls would ask to have their tattoos done at the most intimate places in their bodies.

Yesterday, one girl asked to have a small tattoo on her ass cheek and she was certainly more satisfied at the feeling of Kuroo’s palms on her bum rather than the actual tattoo she was getting. It was crazy.

He mentioned it before to you that it was part of his job to give them their desired tattoos no matter which part of their bodies it would be in. Business is business. Ironically, despite dating a tattoo artist like himself, you had no single trace of inked art on your body. You were like an untouched canvas that couldn’t be painted on. Still, Kuroo respected your choice and he definitely respected your boundaries, too.

He knew that you were a good girl when he first met you in college. You were always prim and proper, always following the rules, and always doing the right thing. He was the exception to your goody-two-shoes nature, because he ended up winning your heart despite being the complete opposite of you. It may be a bit peculiar to see the two of you together, however Kuroo pursued you because liked you. He liked your smile, he liked how cute and adorable you were, and he liked how a simple look at you made him want to be a better man. He loved the idea of being with a girl he could protect.

The thing was, Kuroo dropped out of college and just decided to open a tattoo parlor business because he simply didn’t want to waste his years studying for something he wasn’t passionate about. He thought you’d leave him for his rather reckless choices, but you stayed.

And he was grateful that you did.

So to ask the question again, would he ever do something to betray you after everything? Of course, not.

But he did consider that he was also just doing his job and it wasn’t like he was purposely flirting with the girls that often flocked around him during work hours.

“Hey,” one of the said girl called for him just as he finished picking up the tools he needed and she walked towards the recliner before asking, “Should I sit here?”

He nodded once, turning around to face the girl who looked at him with her alluring eyes. “Yeah, just let me know when you’re ready.”

Oh yes, she was surely ready. She even had a smirk displayed on her face when she slowly unbuttoned her shirt, revealing her busty chest.

He didn’t really pay attention to the size of her tits but instead, just casually pointed to a certain part of her body, “Is this where you want it?” he asked, referring to her left underboob.

With a very flirtatious grin, she nodded, clearly knowing that her assets were her biggest weapon. “Yes. Would it be easier if I took off my bra, yeah?”

“You don’t have to, I can work it out,” he responded, reaching for his glove.

She giggled along with her bestfriend who sat on the side, waiting for her turn.

“No, I can take it off for you,” said the girl, unclasping her bra and setting her huge breasts free for him to ogle at.

He cleared his throat, averting his eyes as he asked her to sit on the recliner. Kuroo had seen women half naked in his shop before but this was the first time someone got naked in front of him with other intentions rather than to simply get a tattoo.

Because of the awkwardness, he went ahead and blasted some music, rockstar, to distract his mind. He had to think of something else and not stare at the girl’s luscious tits. He had to shift his mind to somewhere else like, for example, why the girl chose a calligraphy of the words ‘la douleur exquise’ on her skin this time.

“Is this French?” he casually asked, urging her to rest her back while he wiped the chosen area with a damp cotton pad. He specifically avoided grazing his hand on her breast but it looked like the girl actually wanted him to touch her more.

“It means exquisite pain,” she purred, batting her eyelashes at him.

His lips formed a smirk, impressed at how much of a skank she was willing to be for him. It wasn’t new, if he was honest. He’d also had a fair share of women who tried to get into his pants last week but they weren’t successful per se.

All while he was getting her tattoo done, the other girl got up from her seat to walk closer to her bestfriend. Kuroo decided to refer to them in his head as Slut 1 and Slut 2 because he had no intentions of knowing their names.

“Hey, Kuroo,” the other girl called, sitting at an empty stool with a smile. “You’re single, right?”

He kept his eyes focused on the skin he was inking on. “...No.”

Even from the corner of his eye, he knew that both girls looked surprised, “No way? You have a girlfriend?”

Was it really that much of a shock?

“Yeah, she’s at work right now,” he simply answered, wiping the trace of blood on the girl’s skin after he finished another letter.

There was a visible pout on Slut 1’s face as if knowing that Tetsurou had a girlfriend was more painful than the needle pricking at her skin. “So, what’s she like?”

Kuroo thought for a while because he didn’t know where to begin. You were everything he wanted in a woman and that was all he knew. “She’s cute and kind.”

His words earned a giggle from Slut 2. “Is she like the good girl type?”

“She is.” He figured it would be okay to converse about you like this. Besides, he’d rather be talking about you than to have these girls just try to flirt with him relentlessly.

“Let me guess,” Slut 1 spoke, “She’s a virgin and a prude.”

That was obviously none of their business but, damn. They were kind of right. He dated you for a year now and you two never really went further than making out.

“I respect her,” was his answer, much to the two girls’ dismay.

“That’s kinda boring, though,” the other girl claimed, draping her arm around his shoulder before leaning close to his ear. “You’re still a man and you have needs. If I were her, I’d sleep with you every day.”

The girl getting a tattoo grinned. “Totally! Like, you’re so hot and I bet you’re good in bed.”

Fuck.

He almost messed up one of the letters because his mind just flew to somewhere unforgivable. It was a sin to even think about but, shit, he definitely missed the feeling of fucking someone.

“Kuroo?”

He got out of trance and looked up after hearing the familiar voice only to see you by the door, looking at him with hurt in your eyes.

“Hey—”

You swallowed and avoided his gaze. “I just... You left your keys.”

In a swift motion, you hurriedly walked inside the room and placed his set of keys at one of the console tables before dashing out the door.

“Babe!” he called, unable to chase after you as you shut the door—an exasperated sigh followed.

This was going to be a big problem, obviously.

Just what was he thinking?

He had a half naked girl in front of him and another girl clinging to him like he didn’t have a girlfriend. It must have hurt you a lot.

There was definitely a lot of explaining to do when he comes home tonight.

“Uh-oh...” the girl mocked. “I can sense some trouble in paradise.”

He decided to leave it be for now and get his job done as soon as possible, even thinking of closing the shop earlier than usual just so he could go to you.

You were washing the dishes when Kuroo came home and the first thing he did was to wrap his arms around you.

To be real, you weren’t in the mood to see his face after what you saw this morning.

You get it—he was exposed to all sorts of people with his line of work and most of them probably couldn’t just ignore his amazing physical appearance.

Even you, which was why you were more hurt, because he was desired by many women and those very same women were all better than you in more ways than one.

They fit his type more than you did and you were sure that they could give him exactly what he wanted.

Still, it awfully tugged at your heartstrings.

He was yours, not theirs. You had the right to be jealous when a girl was getting cozy with your man, but to see him letting them have their way? That was a different story.

“Baby, talk to me,” he mumbled, planting a kiss on your neck.

You gave him the silent treatment while closing the water tap and drying your hands with a towel. With a nonchalant face, you pulled his tattooed arms off of you and headed towards the couch.

You could hear his sigh as he followed you, but you were determined to keep your eyes glued on the TV screen. If he wanted to talk, he should do the talking.

“You’re really pissed at me, huh,” he spoke as soon as he sat next to you with his hand on your thigh. “I’m sorry.”

“They’re pretty hot, aren’t they?” you asked, bitterly.

He scooted closer and placed an arm around your shoulder. “Definitely nowhere near as hot as my girlfriend.”

You rolled your eyes, remembering how the girls looked like and how comfortable he was with them. “Yeah, right.”

You couldn’t explain the tightness on your chest every time you recalled the scene earlier because you knew, you just knew, that there was more that could have happened if you didn’t arrive. You saw it in his eyes, even for a split second, that he almost gave in to temptation.

How could he not? You were a prude just as they described—just because you didn’t have any sexual experience like they did. Perhaps when they called you boring, they were right and Kuroo wanted to agree.

He couldn’t be stuck with a girlfriend that he couldn’t even have sex with, could he?

“I shouldn’t have let them put their hands on me like that,” he admitted, feeling apologetic. “Only you can.”

You took a deep breath and shook your head. “I don’t even know why you’re still with me, Tetsurou. I put so much boundaries between us. Don’t you get tired of me?”

“Fuck no,” he quickly answered, tucking some hair behind your ear. “Never. You’re the only one for me.”

Truth be told, you did feel bad that he couldn’t fully experience you as a girlfriend but he was very patient and respectful towards you. Maybe you could let this one incident go, after all, he was never really a bad boyfriend to you. Sure, he looked like a bad boy but when it came to you, he was surprisingly soft.

“Fine,” you muttered, finally meeting his eyes. “Just don’t do it again. I don’t care if they get naked in front of you, don’t entertain them too much and give the wrong impression.”

He smiled and pecked your lips. “Yes, ma’am.”

“You’re annoying.”

“You love me.”

“I do,” you said, placing a hand on his cheek. “So much.”

Delighted with your words, he leaned in again to give you a deeper kiss. He knew it was all he could do with you but he wanted to make you feel that his kisses were satisfying enough.

Just with the way he moved his lips against yours and how your tongue battled his for dominance—it was almost impossible to breathe at one point, but he softened the kiss to allow yourself to catch some air.

God, you were jealous. You were annoyed at how those girls thought they could put their hands on your man. You were angry at how they tried to steal him from you.

“You’re mine,” you claimed, pulling away to look at his eyes.

The smirk on his lips was replaced by a cheeky grin. “All yours, baby.”

You didn’t know what gave you the sudden confidence to straddle his lap after he said that, but both of you were taken aback—the heat on your cheeks was mixing with the surprised look on his face.

You were sitting directly into his crotch and he was having a hard time to control himself.

“Babe,” he breathed on your neck. “You don’t have to force yourself.”

He was right, but the thought of the other girls constantly seducing him behind your back just gave way to your deepest insecurities. You didn’t have the most perfect body in the world and you most definitely didn’t have the skills in bed that he expected—you were scared that you might lose him because of these facts.

“Hey,” he spoke, making you look at his eyes as you relaxed into his touch. “It’s fine. If you want it, I can be gentle.”

“I-I don’t know... I just,” you hesitated, not knowing exactly how to put it into words.

You didn’t know why sex intimidated you. It was just him putting his dick inside you, right? But you weren’t really scared of doing the act, you were scared that once you did it, he’d leave you because he already got what he wanted.

You could feel the hardness on his crotch that was pressing against your core and you didn’t expect that a moan would escape your lips when you moved at the slightest. The fabric of your shorts were thin enough for you to feel the outline of the hardened member on his grey sweatpants.

He held your waist and guided you to move again, this time urging you to move your hips back and forth, allowing you to feel the friction from his hard erection. It was impossible not to see the lust in his eyes and it made you feel weak.

“How does it feel?” he asked, hot breath tickling your ear.

You continued grinding on him with your lips parted to release your silent moans, “G-Good.”

He leaned forward to kiss your neck, eventually sucking the soft skin to leave his beautiful marks.

“Tetsu—” you whined, gripping his hair while he started matching your movements with his own. It was a foreign feeling for you to feel his clothed cock rubbing against your untouched sex.

The sound of his moans made you weak.

“Fuck,” he cussed in a low voice, squeezing your ass with his huge hands in growing excitement. “I’ll go get a condom.”

Your eyes widened in panic as you pushed him back into the couch. “N-No, I... I’m not ready.”

You didn’t mean to always chicken out when you two were almost about to do it. You just didn’t feel confident enough to give yourself yet and even if you badly wanted to, you just couldn’t make yourself do it.

You could see the hint of disappointment on his face and he was trying to hide it.

“Right,” he exhaled deeply with his head thrown back on the headrest. “It’s alright. Maybe next time,” he convinced himself.

“I’m sorry,” you softly mumbled, hand gripping on his shirt.

He gave you a quick peck on the lips before pulling you out of his lap and getting up from the couch. “It’s fine.”

You stayed seated as you watched him walk away. “Where are you going?”

“I have to finish this off on my own,” he answered without looking back. You realized he was referring to him touching himself because you couldn’t just do the job for him.

It was obvious how frustrated he was and for fuck’s sake you did feel guilty, but then again, he didn’t act like this before. When you told him you didn’t want to do it further, he’d simply laugh it off and say he would wait for you.

This wasn’t the same Kuroo that said that.

You became a little paranoid.

Considering that girls would still pay your boyfriend a visit at the tattoo parlor, you always ended up overthinking about what he was doing while you were supposed to be busy at work.

You just didn’t feel at ease. You felt like anyone could easily snatch him away from you because you weren’t particularly a striking girl to begin with. You were leaning on the simple side rather than the edgy, stylish wannabes that swarmed his shop in hopes of sleeping with him.

Because your thoughts were eating you alive, you decided to head to his tattoo parlor after work to make sure that he wasn’t doing any funny business.

And you were somehow right.

About three girls were in there this time, two of which you’ve already seen a couple days ago, and they were already leaving the shop just as you arrived.

“You’re really amazing, Tetsurou,” one of the girls told him in gratitude. “I might get another one soon.”

You watched them walk past you with a smug expression on their faces as they left the shop. Kuroo had then seen you standing by the door with your arms crossed.

“Really?” you questioned, walking inside with a frown. “They’re here again?”

He sighed and walked back to his station while cleaning the mess. “I can’t just ask them not to come anymore. They’re still customers.”

“Let me guess,” you taunted, “Did one of them get naked in front of you again? Did you let them touch all over you again? Did you perhaps forget that you had a girlfriend again?”

His brows furrowed in annoyance. “No. We talked about this.”

You pursed your lips, raising a brow in return. “I’m starting to think you’re doing more for them than just giving them tattoos.”

“Jesus. You’re so insecure, it’s crazy,” he retorted, rolling his eyes at you.

Did he just...

“I wonder why!” you replied, sarcastically. “If you weren’t busy flirting with those girls, maybe I won’t be so insecure.”

“I said I’m not flirting with them!” he argued, slamming his gloves on the floor.

He looked at you with frustration that you’ve never seen before and it certainly hurt. He had been acting distant since the night you didn’t give in to him and you knew that his exasperation towards you was rooting from that.

You swallowed, still with your arms crossed. “But you know you’d sleep with them if given the chance. Since I couldn’t do it with you.”

“Then just fucking do it with me instead of bitching about it every day!” he snapped. “I wanna be with someone I can have sex with, not a prude like you!”

His hurtful words left you frozen like a statue, unable to move while being dominated by the shooting pain inside your chest.

You knew this day would come—that he would eventually get tired of waiting around for something that he could easily get from others. However, what hurt you most was the fact you believed he wasn’t that type of guy. That he wasn’t with you solely for what you could give, but rather, for what you just had. You thought he sincerely understood your boundaries and respected your choices the very same way you respected his, but it seemed that he had another thought in his head all along.

After seeing the look on your face, Kuroo had softened his gaze and walked closer to you, “I’m sorry... I shouldn’t have said that.”

A tear fell from from your eye as you looked at him with anger building inside of you. “You wanna have sex? Is that what you want? Let’s fucking do it, then!”

You spitefully unbuttoned your blouse despite his efforts of stopping you.

“Baby, no,” he said in remorse, grabbing your wrists tightly. “No, I’m sorry. I’m contented with you. I really am, I’m sorry. Please.”

Your chest heaved as you cried. “It’s obviously not enough for you.” You sniffed, wiping your eyes. “You knew what kinda girl I am when you dated me.”

He pulled you for a hug and kissed your temple way too many times that you lost count. He felt absolutely sorry for ever hurting you with his words but they just hit you so painfully.

“I know what kinda girl you are and I’m in love with you for it,” he said, as if trying to get it through your head but his words were beginning to feel empty. “Please, believe me. I really didn’t mean what I said. You’re enough for me, baby. You’re all I want.”

You didn’t feel comfort from his words but you still hugged him because you loved him. Because you knew, even if he said more hurtful words, you’d still love him. Sure, you’d be angry, but your love for him ruled higher than your pride.

You were just scared of losing him over something like this.

“I love you so much,” he whispered on your ear before placing a soft, apologetic kiss on your lips.

When he pulled away, your heart still felt heavy but you managed to give the slightest smile.

“I love you, too.”

He ran his thumb across your cheek and held your waist on his other hand. You just couldn’t get his words out of your head even after he apologized, because you never knew he was seeing your relationship that way all along.

The girls were right. He was a man after all and he had needs.

The fact that he was staying with you despite not fulfilling his needs must be a work of charity for him, and eventually, he’d get sick of waiting around. He would desire you less and less the more the days passed by and it wasn’t absolutely crazy to think that he could potentially meet another girl he liked that was willing to give it all.

The mere thought of it scared you.

“I’ll do it with you tonight,” you offered, your voice breaking, hoping that you could finally break the barrier and be enough for him.

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