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One more thing!
#I do plan to be more active here in the future#and I do want to post more of my art here if I can#so please feel free to stay for that!#thank you
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As we approach the next arc in the story, an outfit change is now on the horizon! The question is, what are our lads going to wear?
(Please also vote in the Lan Wangji poll!)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#outfitting arc#poll#Reminder that these outfits are just for the next arc#so they are sticking around for a while but will change later#I love wwx's outfits in The Untamed a lot (there are so many fun variations!) and I cherry picked some of my favourite elements#alas. I am limited in the level of detail that I can add.#but man oh man....this is already a huge step up from where I started.#wwx finally gets to have sleeves....his arms are staying warm#I honestly had a blast coming up with these 4 outfits and I'm very curious to see which one will win!#PLEASE feel free to blast me some constructive criticism too#I *am* doing this to learn (as well as have fun)#forgive me for not having these polls linked until later
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dreaming of friends
[pose reference: Reunion by Salman Toor (2018)]
#durarara!!#durarara#drrr!!#drrr#shinra#izaya#izaya orihara#shinra kishitani#shinzaya#izashin#admin draws#fanart#FINALLY FREE OF AN EXHAUSTING WEEK. good lord.#so to celebrate im staying up til. checks clock. eh probably 2 am. mostly drawing#mostly trollsonas and hugs but i had a wicked idea so i went to execute it#it wasnt my initial idea to have this be post-ketsu... but ghost mentioned it in the discord and :') yeah#i feel like everyone spins little tales around the thing theyre drawing as theyre drawing it#for this one i imagined this was still relatively early after finishing high school. only a couple years#somewhere deep in the subconscious the feelings settled ready to be stirred up by sleep#its such a nice dream to have. being held by your only friend#only to start awake into a reality where that has never and will never happen#i really love drawing izaya with purplish blues and red lighting... its his combo for some reason#someone more versed in color symbolism and less asleep please chime in if you like
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I feel a deep sense of anger and grief for Palestine. I’m angry at God, at the world powers donating to those who are killing civilians, angry at people looking away and encouraging you to worry about yourself when people can’t even walk down their streets without being attacked. I’m angry that my friend donated, only for it to be stolen and taken by the soldiers abusing Palestine. I’m angry that I can’t do much of anything but tell you to at least CARE about the people being bombed and slaughtered. Please, if you can’t do anything please just CARE about these people and listen to their stories. Hold them in your hearts at the very least. Don’t pretend they don’t exist or just brush it off as “its been going on for centuries, there’s no point in stopping it.” I want to do more, I want to make people care and love those who need it, rather than continue spreading anger and hate.
These are real people I’ve drawn. Keep the people of Palestine in your heart at the very least please.
#two of my best friends had to run away from their homes because they were Muslim#it was too dangerous for them to stay#but in leaving they also had to leave behind large parts of their families#they tell me about their friends and loved ones that have died and how empty they feel to it#that they also feel a deep sense of hopelessness and guilt at not being able to help#I have a friend now who teaches me about the qur’an and how it talks about having peace and not being afraid in times like these#so please DONT BE AFRAID TO SAY SOMETHING#Please talk about this with your friends#please educate yourself on what’s happening#please please please just CARE about the people of Palestine#even if it’s scary and even if it hurts you#do it for those who don’t have a choice to be afraid or hurt#free palestine#palestine
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So with the rise of influencer fcs in the Tumblr rpc, I figured I’d make a quick masterlist of Instagram accounts who keep track of people who has requested not to be roleplayed so people can cross check them before they use / gif someone. Please don’t rip screenshots / the entire list while using these without reaching out for consent from the account who posted it too, it's considered rude to do so in their rp community and as guests, we should respect that:
donotmodelrp (also posts problematic fcs)
rpmodel4u (also posts influencers who has given the thumbs up, has a pinned post to request influencers for them to reach out and ask)
helpingrpm (posts approvals as well)
thighs4fcs (has both a tellonym and takes requests in dms to reach out to influencers and ask)
sk8bnny (posts approvals as well)
Most of these accounts also have highlights (which may include screenshots from people who didn’t give consent even to post their photos to let people know they’re not to be rped and links to other accounts posts of fcs who've asked not to be used, so they’re worth checking).
#rpt#rph#fc help#(well fc help in the 'do not use these fcs who asked not to be used please and thank you <3 way)#dear indies#(hope it's okay I'm tagging you Cat this seems up your alley <3)#i'll be so honest i haven't really seen most of these people being used here but I see more packs from tiktoks and stuff as time#goes on so I figured I'd post / share (I also wanted to link to a masterlist in my indie rules - 100% feel free to link to this post#in banned lists etc etc too I'm not gonna delete it / change blog urls on this account so it'll stay up!)
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S E V E R A N C E
#my art#furry art#blood cw#i guess. just in case. i dont rrrrreally know how to tag this art haha its just personal emotions#i'm REALLY pleased with it as a digital collage piece. one of my fav mediums to work in#textures as always from unsplash as is my usual gameplan for sourcing them#if you want the meaning behind this piece its fairly simple#just a commentary on feelings of how a fight for freedom and self governance always hurts and is hard but you have to do it anyway#you will bite your leg and bleed to sever the string binding you but you will heal free rather than living this half life#this is about my own inner turmoil of struggling between the want to transition and the knowlege of how much of my current network i will#lose and how much my life will change in ways that will hurt.#it is also about some other personal feelings along these lines of conflicts of staying unhurt but not free or hurting but gaining freedom#but i dont really feel like getting into much more. i hope u enjoy the art tho#and please like. dont be a dick? about it? its the first piece ive been physically well enough to do in a while#so if you dont like it or you think its embarrasing or you want to make jokes just like. maybe dont? thank youuuuuu
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(guy who is normal about traveler abroad voice) hey man how's it going
#tai sui#太岁#had a tag saying everyone who can spot the cousins in the first one in less than 5 seconds gets a cookie#but i realised they show up clearer in the scan so everyone gets a cookie for free :) 🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪#the first one was supposed to be aerial perspective practice but then i noticed the tree trunks kinda looked like willows and. well.#please imagine the leaves in your mind's eye i had to erase them because the sketch looked too messy otherwise </3#the shiyong one was supposed to be a traditional piece but i fucked up big time while inking#moped around for a couple weeks#and finally resigned myself to painstakingly try and fix it digitally#i feel kinda insane for putting so many hours into such a simple piece but we stay silly👍#xi ping#xi shiyong#zhou ying#prince zhuang#traveler abroad#tai sui spoilers#my art#my tai sui art#🍀
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Hey guys could you please tag current us politics stuff as crow don't see??? I'm getting almost debilitatingly pissed off
#mainly at myself but also trump voters and stuff#this close to buying plane tickets and hitting trump over the head with a bible okay bye#i have tests so i really need to stay focused#to all my american moots. please stay alive. feel free to talk to me if you need someone to talk to#I'm not american so i cant truly understand bit i can still kind of get it#cawcaw motherfucker
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just a quick ask to tell u it makes me super happy seeing the detail u go into when pointing out stuff u like about other people's art of ur ocs :3 it's so rare to see but it's so so motivating!! <3
Thank you! I don't take any interest for my art for granted, and if someone goes through the trouble of drawing my characters for me, I feel like trying to write a proper response is the least I can do. For a visually oriented person, receiving gift/fan art is a huge deal, it means someone considered my goobers worth their time and effort, they've probably been thinking about them more than a little and found them inspiring in a way or another, and I find that terribly flattering. It's extremely fun and interesting to see other people's takes on them. And I've drawn stuff for people as well, I know how nice and rewarding it feels to receive a response that is longer than a word or two. Positive comments like that can linger in people's minds for a long time, at least for me they do.
#this comes with a big serious disadvantage though#it often takes me a long time to write that response#my social batteries are extremely small and a lot of the time by the time I go online I feel too worn out to engage with people properly#I'm autistic anxious and severely depressed my spoons are in short supply at the best of times#I've always had really hard time putting my thoughts into words in a way that I find satisfactory#so I keep putting off reblogging gift art#because most of the time my brain is too smushed to formulate that meaningful comment I want to give#maybe that sounds dumb and fake#but this is something I've struggled with for years and I feel extremely guilty for keeping people waiting like that#often weeks sometimes months even#and potentially making them feel underappreciated and unnoticed#I'm also genuinely very scatterbrained and unorganized and I miss and forget things I'm supposed to do all the time#not to mention that I tend to have trouble keeping track of my mentions and dms and asks I'm only one person#so if you've ever drawn something for me and I didn't/haven't responded yet#please know it's not personal it's entirely my fault I'm kind of a mess#and chances are I'm still very much attempting to get back to you#feel free to remind me if you feel like I might have not noticed your post I really don't mind at all it often helps me a lot#and please if you can don't delete the post even if it seems like I didn't see it#because again sometimes it takes me a long time to respond#thank you to everyone who has stayed endlessly patient with me though I appreciate it#sorry this spiraled into a list of apologies and excuses this is actually something that bothers me a lot#because it's largely a mental health thing but easily comes off as ungratefulness#I'm trying to work on that#answered#anonymous
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Free ways to help people in Palestine if you can't make donations:
Daily Clicks for Palestine
Site uses ad revenue to donate to UNRWA to help Palestinian refugees - completely free and adds up over time, you can click every 24 hours
Stream HIND'S HALL and HIND'S HALL 2
All funds from streaming go to UNRWA Youtube links here & here, Spotify links here & here
Share fundraisers
People in Palestine are in desperate need of food, water, shelter and more, especially in the upcoming winter - even if you can't donate, the more their fundraisers are shared, the more help they can get
#in case you're feeling helpless - here's a few things that you can still do#donating to fundraisers is important if you can but if you can't these are some free ways you can help#I'm no authority on anything but I thought it might be helpful to share these around#sidenote: keeping the Clicks for Palestine page saved in your favorites/as a pinned tab makes it easier to remember daily#and you can leave HIND'S HALL on loop overnight/when you're not on your phone with the volume down so it gets more plays#please stay safe and take care everybody#Free Gaza#Free Palestine#HIND'S HALL#HIND'S HALL 2#Macklemore#daily clicks for palestine#daily click reminder
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First off I apologize for the reblog spam. Finally had some time to clear some of my drafts.
Second, I want to thank you for taking the time to make Hayray gifs. I only started watching Hollyoaks live in May after someone (apologies, I don't know whose gif this is) posted this gif
and it showed up on my Twitter timeline. I had to know who they were, then binge watched all their scenes on Youtube. I was hooked. I try not to get deep into fandoms anymore to protect my mental health so I lurk mostly, but I will reblog and share everyone's creations as much as I can. Who knows I might open up Photoshop again and make some fanart again. Hayray has been my go-to soap opera ship since all my US soaps are boring me currently. Watched their couples era live over the summer. Now I'm strapped in to watch their second round of angst. Thank you again.
Heather
Wow, this was such a wonderful message, thank you so much.
Please don’t apologise for reblog spam :’) you made my day, honestly. I just went through and read all of your tags and it’s the best thing in the world to feel like you’ve inspired some kind of feeling with a gif or a piece of art. Thank YOU so much for sharing my gifs.
Hayray are something special. I’m the same as you. I have tried to stay out of fandom for quite a while for the same reasons as you but something about them just managed to totally enthrall me this year. It’s been really nice to dust off photoshop and google docs and make things again after taking such a big break from fandom. I’ve met some truly lovely people too and it’s been the best thing ever to be able to share my love for them (and my stress over them!!) with others.
Thanks so much again for being so lovely. I really look forward to seeing your art if you ever decide you want to create some for them. ♥️
#replies#hoosiergal86#I can’t express how lovely this was thank you#it’s easy to get myself down especially when making gifs bc the fandom is basically non existent on here#and sometimes it feels like shouting into the void#so I thank you very much for getting something out of them ♥️#if you ever wanna chat about them please feel free to send me a message#I totally understand why you would want to stay out of fandom but sometimes u just gotta scream about something you’re passionate about#♥️
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theres just something about being inherently unworthy of love
#the cycle of i need to make friends. i need attention. why would someone bother with me? i dont have anything to give. are we friends? why#arent you paying attention to me? tell me that you love me. but it could never be sincere towards someone like me. i cant be loved.#love isnt real. i am love. i am the only one who loves. it hurts. why cant i be loved? is anyone else real? is this a dream? am i dead? is#this hell? whats real is fake and whats fake is real. its wonderland. rabbits talk cookies make you big or small everyone is so confusing.#do others love me or hate me or feel indifferent? it seems to switch as random. one day you'll adore me the next its as if we never met. and#i have to keep making friends. i cant keep making friends. if i dont i'll end up with no friends. i dont know how to make more friends.#clinging to bubbles floating up scrambling to catch another as it pops so you dont fall. everyone blends together whats what whos who?#in the span of a few years i feel like an immortal tortured with the despair of outliving all their relationships#except everyone is perfectly alive just out of reach. but i cant just talk to people. thats bad. no one wants me. i cant do that to someone.#every bubble pops at some point. i cant find anything sturdier. fleeting bursts of attention are ok for now#but i cant even get that. so what do i do? i want to sacrifice myself to make people like me but i have nothing left to give.#whats the point of me? if i cant love and be loved if i cant find more than a few people who will stay for more than a second. what do i#have to do? please tell me what you want. i'm sure i can do it somehow. can i do it somehow? i cant. i cant. i cant anymore. im sorry. just#forget about me. you dont need me. youll be happier when you dont even know who i am anymore. i can disappear without a trace for you. thats#all i can do. take the weight off our shoulders. im just using you if you think about it anyways. to feed my own selfish desire for love i#never deserved. keep myself afloat while i drag you down. isnt it time for me to sink? in a shark attack punch it in the gills. youll be ok.#more than ok. free. i didnt want to bite your leg but i just needed something anything. i dont know any better and i never will. thats why i#belong in the depths where i cant hurt anyone. i cant do anything but hurt. what more am i good for? what more have i done? what have i done#for you? think about it. think about it. think about it. think about it. think about it. think about it. think about it. think about it.#its nothing.
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i draw myself a lot
#homestuck#dirk strider#self#platonic selfship#admin draws#fanart#TTAC#an important part of my artist diet. one i should rehash since i am in midst of not quite art block#but definitely 'my screen is very small and my program very unfamiliar to me'#block#hrk anyways. this is im pretty sure my last post in drafts of art i can post#might not be but im not scrolling down to check and im pretty sure it is#ive made it pretty far in my reread today although it kind of transitioned into just a READ#because ive gotten to parts ive never read due to dropping the comic about 92% of the way through#yes i did the math feel free to find the pages yourself#anyways. i pushed far enough along to be staring down collide#and i would really really. like to draw more before i finish it#because fixations have an expiration date to me closely matching me finishing the source material#but also. they dont really? they never really leave. they just flare and then stay rather than go.#i think im past the flare now anyways. but im still here having fun. so maybe i shouldnt worry about it#cough anways!! im treating the tags as a diary again. please enjoy my faces. or dont im not the boss of you#barely the boss of myself duh
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not indicative of anything, just something silly i thought about! feel free to fill in the variables with whatever you like.
#lizzy speaks#HELLO TUMBLR. this question was brought to you by me from 1 AM who woke up in the middle of being sick#this was a genuine question i thought about. i joked around in my head that i was sick bc im clearly just a host for my little blorbos#but actually though i think i just had a silly little reaction to taking the flu shot#me playing sr with friends at reset with my beloved wife squiffy wondering 'why do i feel hot?' (completely forgot about the flu shot)#anyway! i hope you are all have an excellent weekend. please make sure to stay hydrated!#and feel free to rb with thoughts i need to see what everyone's relationship is with a parasitic god-like entity#not that the entity needs to be a parasite but yknow. i think its fun#also related but unrelated whenever im unwell i think about kitaro. im like. damn. he works so hard for SEES...#going and climbing through tartarus through all that even if it makes him sick.. ue ue ue he is everything to me
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y’know, I feel like the aro community is one of the only places I can talk about having queer attraction to men without it constantly being the butt of a joke.
I find it interesting that, while the broad a-spec community jokes about the concept of attraction, the majority of takes I see that poke fun at attraction are systemic rather than individual. I do see the takes on "I don't understand why someone would be attracted to xyz person", usually if the relationship is unhealthy, which I have many thoughts on (notably: please read any resource ever on helping people experiencing abuse), but...
I can say "yeah, I find men attractive in some form. sometimes sexual, sometimes in a way where all I know is that it isn't romantic", and I don't have to brace for a litany of "ew, you like men? rip, f in the chat" and similar sentiments. I've experienced more than a few explicitly queer irl spaces where queer attraction to men must be qualified with a statement about how it's terrible, actually because men are terrible, and it's exhausting. I just want to talk about being queer with other queer people without feeling like i'm walking through a minefield of useless radfem rhetoric that portrays all men as inherently, intrinsically "bad", and my attraction to them as low-key problematic (and honestly, the homophobic history of that... is immense).
I'm not going anywhere too specific with this, but it's just... interesting. i'm not sure if this is something where I've curated my experience with aros online to avoid that nonsense in ways I can't do irl, or if it's an actual phenomena. i just know that i'm far from the only irl queer person I know who experiences attraction to men and feels like we're expected to self-deprecate about it or be told we're ruining others' fun.
#aro#aromantic#actually aro#actually aromantic#feel free to discuss or ask questions#but please know this is mostly stream of consciousness and not a developed train of thought#tone tags appreciated if u have questions#bcs i mentioned the transphobes and i promise you they do haunt that search enough that i expect#that this is going to be a post i have to block them for interacting with#because staying in their own transphobic and terrible lane isnt enough for them#and i'll be cautiously defensive while reading any replies so tone tags will help me better interpret sincerity
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something i never understood about dreamtale
how is dream SUPPOSED to win?? i mean, technically, (from what i know!) in canon, Nightmare has like 999 lives, teamed with Killer, and can only be harmed by dream himself.
Dream has 1 life, and teamed with Swap. (99.8% sure this is true)
Listen ok. I love Swap. but.. up against someone with an lv of 19 or more, im not quite sure theyre "equals" in the end?
not to mention, hes still got his own AU?? he has his own things to do???
i dont know, its just a thought. i've always seen so much about dream and nightmare fighting and whatnot right. it always seemed like there was a crazy power imbalance??
ESPECIALLY in the "fanon" versions i see with this literal 5v3 they got going 😭 (IM NO HATER!! love that one too)
#kat talks too loud#sorry if this is incoherent#im so tired right now#also sorry about the art i promised#still too tired right now 💀#someone explain to me how theyre equal#please enlighten me#PLEASE#or explain to me that its not xd#i really need to look back into re-reading dreamtale#i've basically forgotten everything#anyone wanna info dump undertale (au) information on me?#please do feel free#anyway. GOODNIGHT! im literally dead trying to stay awake Aokde
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