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Why I prefer my pookie as bottom?
(answering the question you never asked)
Because FANFICTION or even ORIGINAL WORKS in general are usually bottom-centric. If Jiang Cheng is the bottom in a fic, there will be detailed idealization of his pain and suffering and as a bottom, the story will promise him a gentle care and acknowledgement of a Top (aka Lan Xichen), which will nourish me as a reader of course. I will always prefer a pookie-centric fic, sorry I don't make the rules. Lan Xichen also has his own pain, (dare I say he got one of the most tragic ending in canon), but he's not my pookie, so... Sorry man. I can't ship Jiang Cheng with Nie Huaisang because NHS is also my pookie and if they're in a fic together I will combust.
And that's why I ship XiCheng and not SangCheng. I have no care of the canon and the chemistry, I just want the purple man to bottom.
Thank you for reading my important feature essay.
#oh you think this phenomenon is not true???#when you write a top-centric fic it's automatically a character study fic don't lie to me#all mxtx protags are the bottoms#and their sufferings are the highlights of the novels#oh and the top is there too#gays and gals be writing in such way I don't blame you I love it make my pookie suffer more#for the arguments of Xicheng and Sangcheng#ship who you want to ship but I will ship who I want to ship for the shallowest reason#so nobody wins here#i love the romanticism towards my suffering man let me have my peace#jiang cheng#xicheng#lan xichen#mxtx mdzs#mo dao zu shi
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When the baby wants to come out at the worst possible time…
#Nobody’s sending me wavewave suggestions so I asked myself#Whoever gets this reference wins a cookie#Wavewave#shockwave x soundwave#shocksound#Maccadam#tfe#transformers#tf#transformers earthspark#dumb art with dumber ideas#Transformers sparklings#Insert babywave here#Rumble#Frenzy#minicons#meme#I can’t be bothered
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wherever you go, that's where i'll follow
#deadpool and wolverine#poolverine#wade wilson#logan howlett#deadpooledit#mcuedit#deadpool#wolverine#deadclaws#yeah............ i couldn't stop thinking about the closing line and how it perfectly describes them............#my brainrot is unmatched#my brainrot is so big im winning in a rot competition against wade wilson#also logan's smile............. his first genuine smile at wade's shitty joke..........#and wade incredulously smiling back...............#nobody talk to me#im gonna lie here and think about life with half-eaten rotted brain#mine#*g#**mcu#**dw
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all comic fans know how to do is: develop superiority complexes based on their personal perceptions of a character, eat hot chip, and lie
#we are all posting on a half-dead hellsite about a handful of fictional superheroes#who are all written by various creators with different interpretations and biases#and who are all employed by a soulless corporation who values the quantity of comics they sell over the quality of stories they tell#nobody here is winning#so stop feeding your ego by looking down on how other people find comfort in characters#so long as their fan content does not cause tangible harm#get a grip#discourse and media criticism is one thing#unnecessary negativity is something entirely apart#batman#batfam#jason todd#dick grayson#cassandra cain#talia al ghul#bruce wayne#red hood#nightwing#red robin#tim drake#spoiler#stephanie brown#black bat#duke thomas#the signal#dc comics#dc fans
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I like to think that when he's up late running tests and waiting on results, Bashir reads the stuffy Cardassian literature Garak keeps recommending him.
#and yes he is reading an actual book. paper books for life ok shh#star trek#star trek deep space nine#ds9#deep space nine#garashir#julian bashir#my art#I always struggle with anatomy and proportions but I hope this looks mostly ok#i tried a few new things here with color and texture#I also really enjoyed drawing him in pastel-ish shades he is so cute but wow shoulders are hard to draw#nobody is actually reading these tags but I keep using them like whole ass journal#if anyone is reading this you win a prize. or something
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#I love doing these polls#also I didn't add the women because nobody would win against them sorry <3#I love them <3#also didn't add kieran because why would you want to fight him he just wants to be a horsegirl and chill <3#arthur isn't here because we all know how that would work out#pew pew#I didn't have anymore room so let me know who else you'd fight!!#mick squeaks#tumblr polls#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#red dead redemption community#arthur morgan#john marston#charles smith#hosea matthews#dutch van der linde#bill williamson#micah bell#javier escuella#jack marston#sean macguire#lenny summers#reverend swanson#uncle rdr2
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Honestly, it is so funny remembering that Annabeth Chase's literal, stated, canonical fatal flaw is hubris.
Rick Riordan was like, "This clever, neurodivergent preteen girl believes that she is smarter than the gods, and she will get the chance to prove herself right," and he was correct. 😌
#pjo#honestly annabeth best character cuz in the end the gods straight up are like 'you're right. here's your dream come true'#like never once did mr. riordan say 'and she should stop being like that.'#honestly in general mega props to pjo for framing fatal flaws as a source of strength consistently#both percy and annabeth in the end get to be So Valid in their fatal flaws lmao#like it's so funny that in the end percy straight up is like 'I don't know shit but you all need to shut up and listen to annabeth'#and annabeth is like 'I might be an asshole but percy is the best most loyal person I know and we all need to be willing to die for him'#and they both are so correct for it. the NARRATIVE SAYS THEY ARE CORRECT ON BOTH COUNTS.#actually uwu cuz like#thinking about the fact that annabeth takes that dagger to protect percy and it's basically her last major act before the battle is won#and the fact that percy appeals to luke by saying 'annabeth was right listen to her' and that's how he finally wins#literally using each other's fatal flaws to win and live. ANYWAY I MADE MYSELF EMOTIONAL#as you can tell i will be a fucking wreck once the series comes out nobody touch me.
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less of horrordust eating face and killer watches more of them mauling eachother. also killer watches
#horrordust need more beef smh#triglycercule werent you just months ago saying you loved domestic horrordust#a man can believe in two statements and have both of them be true#dust wants to be punished for what he did. horror doesn't. they both try to drag eachother down in the process#killer is a third entity entirely. arent they all seperate entities. yes but he's different for some reason idk#killer has that feeling of zoning out mid trio hang out but the other 2 guys keep chilling without you and it's lowkey nice#killer i love trios because i can just dissociate and stare at a tree while they entertain eachother sans#the horrordust beef would be mutual in my eyes WHAT DO YOU MEAN DUST HATES KILLER BUT DISMISSES HORROR#are we talking about the same horror here. the same horror that tricked his papyrus into feeding and eating human meat#the same horror that tricked HIS ENTIRE SNOWDIN into eating humans#the same horror that purposefully taunts and plays around with the humans he kills#the same horror that is KNOWN for being manipulative and unnecessarily cruel for no fucking reason#yeah dust would hate the shit out of him highkey#both of them have which one of us was justified in what we did competitions#winner: NOBODY (it's killer it's killer that ends up winning that fight)#i mean horror would hate dust too i feel like this one is more obvious#KILLING papyrus. KILLING the underground. not being able to withstand the resets instead of choosing to kill#oh horror would be so fucking insensitive about resets to dust and killer#hes never experienced it he wouldnt know how bad it was and him being him....... he's gonna be a DICK#i think horror would hate the concept of phantom papyrus too because like#it's proof that dust did kill paps and for some reason he likes this FAKE version more than the real thing????#dust should be sadder about killing paps in horror's eyes (technically EYE but wtvr)#they maul eachother and also eat face is the hidden 3rd part of this post. and this time killer joins#tricule rant#killer sans#horror sans#dust sans#murder time trio#utmv#sans au
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bound by a red string of fate
#just a quick 30 doodle that I got a little carried away w#but still only took about 40 minutes start to finish so#yay#not great but literally anything other than a generic bust is a win for me rn#anyway I was like wow nobody drew anything at all for Leo's birthday I guess I should at least doodle SOMETHING#lol happy birthday Leo here's some angst and a painful destiny you never asked for#leo baskerville#Pandora hearts#sure I'll put it in the tag why not
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the bad: i have been raised without much warmth from my parents in childhood, but also pressured to conform to familial authority, doubt myself always, and value familial connections above all else (<- failed at this, and feel guilt about it.)
but also in experiencing this i have been so isolated from the entire rest of the world and others, that it will be nearly impossible to create my own "family" -> find safety and comfort in anybody else once my family is Gone. despite dis i find it really difficult to break away from the familiar, disobey and disappoint, because, well, why are my wishes more important than anybody else's. why would I cause upset and distress in anybody, and exert so much effort into my doubt filled half decisions, for my meaningless little Wishes. being away would also mean less time with these people who I'll never see again once they're gone. being raised this way is definitely paying off for those who did so.
the good: yaaaay adjacent inspiration for writing talon lore
#talkys#my dad scaring me but also giving me no advice on what to do instead only saying if i do this it will be the wrong choice leading#to more wrong choices well yep you got me i am scared. i am inept. i fear regret and punishment for wrong decisions.#i struggle to make decisions because i cant go back on them.#''ill never have savings again'' and ''you cant value friends over family they'll abandon you''#and ''living here is only a problem for you because you dont communicate. there is a way to work things out''#i wish i could work it out and stay i dont know why i cant work it out ! and what do i want#to leave so badly for... to continue to never have stable housing#never have savings again? be alone and in danger?#to be able to wear whatever i want and...buy things? really? that doesnt seem very worth it#nothing seems very worth it#im miserable here but maybe i'd be more miserable away...it is true#well at least the chances to leave are very slim. and will continue to get slimmer the more time passes.#but maybe its fine i dont want to ruin my life or be even more of a burden or reason for distress in someone else's#moving out wouldnt fix anything. wherever you go there you are.#my friend said i have to be a little selfish (positive) to push myself to leave. bt i dont want to be selfish. im ashamed of that as a trai#delete later#even now i feel immense guilt and stress when my dad does things that hurt or bother me bc i know ill miss him when he's gone.#(and ill have nobody after all of that. due to the being kept in a cage)#that sucks. why does everyone else always win. why am i always the weakest pliable one. i wish i had no emotions#my surgery is the only decision in my life ive been 100% sure on for years#and even then my parent's words had me crying and rapidly changing emotions daily until the day came#im not strong enough or sure enough about anything else to withstand More of that#<- and i know that tomorrow im gonna be like actually you know what who cares lets try to leave#and the next day ill be resigned to staying here forever#and the next day ill be like actually you know what who cares l
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late night train of thought comic abt the point in heavensward where kiril makes a decision that would later be described as “very bad”
#geese art#ocs#oc: kiriltugh#oc: yesui#he’s clocking out. yesui’s body now#god i’m like nooo i don’t change too much of canon :) i just play in the space….#THATS SUCH A LIE?!#kiril gets possessed and almost none of post-hw is the same#when big hog#oh my god. i’m not fixing it that’s his name#when big hog fucks off with HIS possessed hero yesui goes after him bc of her like. lingering bloodlust-driven delirium#that’s when kiril falls off azyz lla. because notably one of them can fly and it’s not kiril#actually side note. its been so long does that boss even happen in azyz i dont. remeb e#poor alphinaud. poor aymeric. nobody is winning here#don’t worry about baelsar’s wall he gets through that on pure adrenaline and Blessing and THEN he passes out for another month#(partially joking)
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CYBER FIELDS BEST MUSICAL TRIO AND THE LAST RESISTANCE AGAINST THE BIG BAD QUEEN !!!!!!!!!!!!!
#deltarune#deltarune chapter 2#deltarune sweet#deltarune cap'n#deltarune k k#safeutdr#digital art#AND FOR THEIR SECOND BIRTHDAY I LEARNED HOW TO GIVE CAPN GHE CORRECT AMOUNT OF FINGERS !!!!!!#i want to do a huge paragraph abt how much the game means to me and scc in general but i'm gonna do it here#but like god .... 2 years ......#2 years with my favorite characters of all time .........#2 years meeting so many great friends who are such great artists and authors and just so talented in general .........#i'm so grateful for all the people i've gotten to meet and bond with and get closer to through deltarune and scc .......#this game is everything to me scc is everything to me .....#here's to another year of queer robots everybody !!!!!!!!#they're literally everything to me#HERES TO THIS MONTH GETTING SCC MERCH !!!! OUR MERCH DROP !!!!!! WE FINALLY WIN THIS MONTH !!!!!!!!#i forgor to outline sweets eyebrow NOBODY LOOK NOBODY LOOK NOBODY LOOK !!!!!!!!!
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Focusing the acute appendicitis slide I prepared in histopathology lab while watching episode 9 of Jack and Joker. PLEASE PRAY FOR ME THAT ITS GOOD OR IM FR COOKED!!!!! BUT DAMN I JUS CANT GET THAT KISS OUT OF MY MIND
#jack and joker#jack & joker#jack & joker the series#jackjoker#jack & joker: u steal my heart!#war wanarat#yin anan#yinwar#AGAiN IM WINNING IN LIFE#IM SO GRATEFUL NOBODY IS HERE TO DISTURB ME#BUT THEN AGAIN IDK WHY I LET MYSELF GET DISTRACTED LMFAOAO#Histopathology#imma post the slide after I focus it#pls pray for me
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DnD Campaign Arc Art!!
So as a DM, I will sometimes give myself extra work by creating Arc Arts or "Book Covers" (the campaign is split into books cause it a bit long whoops). Most times I did it on a whiteboard but here is one I started and never finished on my computer (I gave up colouring as you can clearly see 😅💅✨️)
This is actually from quite some time ago (like Book 5 and the campaign is now on Book 7) and it was when the party were navigating through a supposedly haunted manor in the middle of some snowy mountains that they didn't know until later was home to a family of Yetis (Yetis that were out hunting for food for their baby, who was still within the Manor while the party was there 👀💧).
#digital art#illustration#kappacino art#artists on tumblr#dnd#dnd art#dnd character#dnd campaign#original art#dnd paladin#dnd bard#dnd rogue#dnd party#original character#gonna be real honest here#the party was going through some stuff during this time#like big emotional stuff kinda stufff#but despite that they were all able to come out of it better than when they had gone in and Im very proud of them for that 👏👏👏#also nobody was in death saves more than once so thats a win in my books 😂😂😂#dungeons and dragons
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the internet: yeah to practise harm reduction you go for areas that have more flesh to avoid going too deep and needing medical attention
me, an idiot: let's pick this spot anyway, how bad can it be. ...how did i get that deep that quickly
#tw sh#im fine although there was definitely a moment where i worried i wouldn't be#when you grab a rag and put pressure on it and a few minutes later move your hand and discover it was completely soaked and your hand#is all bloody now too. anyway it stopped shortly after that#someone told me recently that the width they'll start considering sutures is like 5mm which seems??? so odd to me??? like that's tiny??#anyway i didn't go as deep as the last two times yet so it's fine#(i also have a horrible habit of repeatedly going over the same place for several days afterwards so that will probably change)#but eh im fine#i was just surprised by how deep it got how quickly#also something i find funny: the way nurse brain doesn't shut off#'will i pick here - no wait that's near an artery/vein/nerve'#'or here - no wait that's too close to a good cannulation site'#'here - no too close to deltoid'#personal#puddleglum hours#but yeah i really am fine#although i have thoroughly discovered the allure of arm cutting so. we'll see#in my usual scintillating cleverness i literally thought about visibility this time bc it's nearly short sleeve weather and nobody knows im#going this deep. except my mentor and my sister. but they both only know about the first time#however i did not consider. that most of my clothing does not have as long a short sleeve as my placement uniform. so im gonna either#have to be real careful about what clothing i pick for the next. oh month or two. since the first one was end of august and it's a month an#a bit later and it's still got a while of healing to go before i can wear short sleevs and pretend the scar was from months an months ago i#asked. anyway!#play stupid games you win stupid prizes
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Tag drop: Aventurine.
#aventurine. [ mr. cavalier gambler: uptight. overcautious. inferiority complex. you've won so much but you're still so afraid of losing. ]#aventurine: ic. [ they see only the straight flush. they don't know the other hand below the table clutching your chips for dear life. ]#aventurine: inquiries. [ time to make a move my friend. say goodbye before you shuffle off. it's… best to die without regrets. ]#aventurine: countenance. [ now go. and pick the clothes that you like. then choose your desired identity and use them well. ]#aventurine: introspection. [ “sleep is the rehearsal of death”? why does life slumber? because we are not ready for the final rest. ]#aventurine: meta. [ the road less traveled is less traveled for a reason. but you've never gone in any other direction. ]#aventurine: little notes. [ you will keep winning; having never lost before. but why you? why... must it be you? ]#aventurine: wishes. [ even if the chance of winning is close to zero. well... you can't win if you don't play; right? ]#aventurine: etc. [ the chance… no matter how small: the potential is what you hang onto. that is what justifies the gamble. ]#aventurine: ipc. [ … i'll give you that and much more than that. the ipc will give you whatever you want. even what you don't want. ]#aventurine: trio. [ three cornerstones who for a measly penacony... offered their everything. you're more united than the family. ]#aventurine: astral express. [ friends: the game has commenced and you cannot choose to decline… nor do you have grounds to. ]#aventurine: fate. [ if the dice of fate are always weighted then that is our destiny. why then... do we struggle against it? ]#aventurine: past. [ our paths will cross again beneath kakava's shimmering auroras. farewell: kakavasha. ]#aventurine: luck. [ he's only drunk on the moment that makes his very life quiver. hell is only one decision away from heaven. ]#aventurine: topaz. [ i never expected the beautiful and kind-hearted director topaz to resort to distorting concepts like that. ]#aventurine: topaz. [ but since i survived i realized: wherever you go that's where i'll follow; nobody's promised tomorrow. ] immobiliter.#aventurine: jade. [ it's often used as a counterfeit for jade. but it looks like jade… can be substituted for aventurine too. ]#aventurine: veritas ratio. [ unfortunately for him; i make for a more competent conversationalist than the other dimwits around here. ]#aventurine: black swan. [ nothing remains hidden from you… does it? i will find my place in the web of your schemes; memokeeper. ]#aventurine: sunday. [ is this what the harmony represents? is it built upon constraint and coercion? ]#aventurine: acheron. [ only by casting aside reason does one truly gamble. “emanator” — I know you'll match my wager. ]#aventurine: v. youth. [ but the sun could not kill me and the quicksand sent me back to the embrace of the guild and the ipc. ]#aventurine: v. penacony. [ i seem that way because i am nervous. maybe you can help. what do you say; put our palms together a last time? ]#aventurine: v. future. [ the once falling die has at last landed on its earthly rest. quietly… peacefully: it at last landed. ]#tag drop#[ ... i wanted to add in a tag for robin. but i think that may have to come personalized. ]#[ /rubs hands together. lets see if any of these are broken. ]#aventurine: robin. [ so she sings; but does she dance? ] avaere.#[ okay i changed my mind-- there's a robin tag. ]
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