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bronx-bomber87 · 1 year

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Evening all :) This is the second to last ep of s2. Unreal. I LOVE this episode. For so many reasons. I think its underrated which tends to be some of my fav moments and eps with them. Love this one for couple reasons. One of them being we’re re-tapping into why Tim is the best T.O. for Lucy. Little more look into Tim’s growing feelings for her. Also their continual growth as friends and their deepening bond. I love them so much. Like I said already this ep is underrated and one of my favs and you’ll see why. Let’s get started on this goodie.

2x19 The Q Word

We start off with Lucy's alarm going off for her shift. She turns it off saying how she doesn’t want to work today. (Me either girl...) We see she has a special guest with her. Heh. It's Emmett. Dude still fine as hell. Guess she finally took him up on his offer. Damn girl proud of you cashing that card in haha Way to come back into the dating world.

He tells her to be few minutes late continues on to say ‘Bradford's chill’ LMFAO Not even a little and definitely not with training Lucy. You'll experience that soon enough and see how wrong you are sir. Lucy tells him she’s in the final stretch of her training. Just 30 more days and she’ll be free. (Like you really wanna be free of Tim…we'll let you believe that though.) She is excited to be free of the mind games, Tim tests and being chewed out in public. I can’t blame her there even though it molded her into who she is now as a cop.

Emmett jumps on the chance about making her late after her probation. Lucy has to basically say down boy LOL It’s honestly really nice to see how happy she is. Like I said in the last ep with Tim. With not being Lucy level happy. In this case not Tim level happy or comfortable but nice to see none the less. She clearly has allowed herself to not let Caleb drag her down as much anymore. That's a massive victory for her. Should be noted and appreciated.

Can truly appreciate the relationships they had prior and what they had to give to them before they’re together. Lucy NEEDED someone like this post-Caleb. Needed a sweet goober. I am thankful for the role Emmett played in that. Helping her start to move past Caleb and the damage he inflicted. Her commitment issues showing themselves hard when she asks him to play it cool if they run into each other. To keep them on the DL. Also I don’t blame her she’s in the home stretch of this. Wants to do a final focused push to complete her training as well.

We get to roll call. Grey announces today is the rookies one year mark in the program. He tells them congratulations on not washing out. Tim can’t help himself and poke the bear. Saying ‘We’ll see’ that shit eating grin of his and heart eyes I can not. How proud he is of her projecting off him.

Excuse me sir you’re doing a work flirt right in front of everyone. Look at the way he’s looking at her when he says it. A blind person could read his intentions. Her reaction is perfection. Like she can’t believe he’s doing their banter unabashedly in front of roll call… for all to see LOL Our marriage scene of the episode please enjoy.

Grey says this is the start of their 30 day push. To remind them they’re not there just yet. That they shouldn’t be celebrating until they cross the finish line. Pretty much a foreshadowing for Lucy in this ep. All of them but mainly Lucy and the SL her and Tim have in this one.

Immediately following roll call we join them in their shop. Lucy mentions it’s weird they haven’t had any calls yet. Tim puts on his T.O. hat and barks ‘Crime doesn’t have a schedule boot.’ Lucy just smiles his T.O. company line having no effect on her. Tim notices it right away and asks ‘What she’s so happy about?’ Lucy plays it off says nothing. Can’t she just smile? Tim doesn’t let it go. (Wonder who he learned that from?)

Tells her she’s been doing it a lot lately is all...Lucy bites back she didn’t know being happy was an impediment to being a good cop. Tim remarks he’s just surprised she hasn’t talked his ear off about whatever it is. Tim Bradford speak for he actually wants her to. Whether he likes it or not he’s come to enjoy her sharing things with him. When she doesn't he gets antsy like in this scene. Questions what's going on with her.

Tim acts like he can’t stand how chatty she is. When really he can’t handle it when she isn’t sharing stuff with him. Doesn’t want to feel left out in her life. Especially since she "granted" him re-access to it in 2x17. (He always had it she just had to remind of that fact) Lucy doesn’t budge on any info. So Tim starts taking shots in the dark. Asking random questions. 'Did she rescue a kitten?' 'Adopt a star?' LMFAO Timothy what? Haha god I love this man.

Lucy tells him what early s1 Tim would’ve been thrilled to hear. That her personal life is none of his business. He smiles and says there’s hope for her yet. Ok Tim I’m sure that’s EXACTLY what you want. Smh. My god these two. Do they even realize how much flirting just went down in that interaction? The banter, the looks, the cute little smiles. Look at them in those last two gifs above. As transparent as glass. These idiots I love them so much.

If you needed to see their chemistry in one glorious shot. This is it. What a beautiful shot of these two. How the sun shines mostly on her is lovely nod to them as characters. They're checking in with one another silently as they hear a ‘shots fired’ call come over the radio. Processing the severity of the call together. The lighting is beautiful, the looks glorious, that silent communication ever present. I adore it.

They can hear how amped up the rookie on the radio is. Tim attaches them to the pursuit. Harper and Nolan attach themselves as well. Jackson hears his friends panicked voice. Tells Angela they we’re in the academy together. He the follows suit of the other two. Such an intense drive to where Chris and his T.O. are in pursuit.

Sadly Chris disobeys his T.O. to stay in cover while backup arrives. This kid has something to prove and leaves cover. His T.O. shouting at him to stay back. Unfortunately he’s shot instantly in the chest multiple times by their assailant. The guy takes off leaving Harper/Nolan to chase him as they arrive on scene. Tim and Lucy show up after all the chaos has ensued. Tim pulls Martinez Chris’s T.O. to the side. Says he’s going to need to talk to him since he was a witness to the shooting. Jackson decides to ride with Chris easing Martinez to go talk with Tim.

Tim then does what he does best. Deescalates the situation. This man is trying to justify himself to Tim. Tells him how he taught Chris better than that. That he’s made mistakes before but not like this. Tim is incredible in this moment. This scene shows us how good Tim is at his job. How important he knows training rookies is to T.O.’s Why Martinez is panicking like he is. Feels like he failed this kid and is spiraling.

Tim uses that common bond to get through to an emotionally heightened officer. He's coming off his rookie being shot. He's not seeing straight and blaming himself. So Tim calms him down using logic and listening to get the statement from him. The empathy and understanding that follow are a skill that was sharpened by a certain rookie of his. (So damn proud) He's trying to relay to him this wasn’t his fault. He doesn't need to defend himself to him.

I love how he relates to Martinez in this moment. All the while he is looking at Lucy. His words carrying extra weight to them. Almost like he's telling himself this as well as his fellow T.O.. This is hitting closer to home for him than he'd like. His look says so very much to anyone who is watching closely. Eric crushing it per usual saying so much with so little. The depth of how much he cares for her at this point. The man was gone for her long before they got together. (He just hasn’t been clued in yet about that fact.)

The way his eyes dart over to her while he’s comforting Martinez. What happened to this man is Tim’s greatest fear on the job. Not preparing Lucy enough and she gets hurt as a result. If he could only realize how much he’s already impacted her. She would not have survived 2x11 if not for his training of her. 'The Cop Eyes' he instilled in her to drop that ring for him.

She had the grit and determination all her own to survive no doubt. That 'No quit' paired with his training is why she made it. If you wanted to see Tim’s PTSD in action it’s this next portion. That deep fear of losing her the way he almost did back in 2x11. This next entire scene is screaming that PTSD from that. This moment a stark reminder for him that he could lose her just as quickly on the job due to a mistake. That it would be his fault. Again.

Some may think Tim is too harsh here. He’s being a dick etc. That’s not what I see here at all. I see a man in emotional panic. A spiral really. Talking to Martinez shook him more than he’s leading on. Watching his biggest fear happen to someone else is triggering his PTSD more than he'd like. We all know even with Lucy’s forgiving him how he’s still haunted by her almost death. Tim is still learning how channel his emotions. Lucy has opened a floodgate of having them and he hasn’t learned to control them just yet.

I can relate so very much. When you’ve repressed feelings for so long, then allow them to the surface they can be overwhelming. The anxiety of drowning in those emotions comes out in one of two ways. Anger or a complete shut down. For Tim anger is an old friend of his. He can’t seem to tamp down how this situation is making him feel.

Nor does he know how to deal with why it is. So he sees a small mistake she makes and lashes out. His current anxiety is manifesting into anger right now. His fear taking a life of it's own. Losing it on her over something he wouldn't necessarily been happy about but not to this current level of anger.

He is panicking because after the final 30 days elapses he won’t be by her side to protect her anymore. Its a harsh reality he isn't handling too well right now. Rios being shot bringing that into sharp focus. That this could happen to her without him there to guide her. So naturally he’s going to be hard on her especially in this moment. His way of controlling it and his emotions. He just watched a rookie get fatally shot and carted off to hospital due to a small error in judgement.

All those emotions and all that panic are coming through in spades in this moment. Tim isn’t handling his emotions about potentially losing her well. It more than shows in this scene. If he was trying to hold his emotional cards close to his chest about Lucy in this scene he failed miserably. It comes out when he asks her if she wants to end up like Rios? Showing his hand so much in this scene emotionally.

Now Emmett making the mistake of trying to intervene bites him in the ass badly. It’s bad for a couple reasons. The road to hell is paved with good intentions as they say. Reason one it was a terrible idea. Don’t get between Tim and his person. Emmett caught an emotionally exposed Tim and ran into an actual buzz saw doing this. Today was the WRONG day to interfere with him. Not gonna lie I do love Tim going all alpha on him. Saying she’s HIS boot. Destroying Emmett completely asking if 'He's got it? Before walking away.

Second reason it was not his best idea. Lucy. I adore her telling Emmett she didn’t need him to save her. Damn right you don’t. She is capable of defending herself especially with Tim. That's one of her super powers really. It was more embarrassing for Lucy he tried to step in to "protect" her. Not only that but mess with her work dynamic with Tim. She asked him to be cool at work and he wasn’t. Lucy makes sure he knows that before she takes off herself. She isn't a damsel in distress and lets him know. Leaving Emmett stunned.

Nolan and Harper get a finger print ID off the ditched car they pursued. They’re gearing up to break into Serj Derain's. Tim knows Lucy is shaken up for multiple reasons. Her friend Chris being shot, Him chewing her out and her mini fight with Emmett. He is always thinking of her first even when he doesn’t even realize he’s doing so. It's second nature at this point. He does this by resetting her mentally before they walk in the door of this man's house.

Saying how they already lost one cop today. She’s not going to be another. He refuses to lose Lucy by her potentially losing focus in this moment. This man just knows her like the back of his hand. It always floors me. Knows innately she needs these words of focus. That her mind is elsewhere and he needs it shifted back to the task at hand. The continuous proof of why he was the perfect T.O. for her. Tim reading her emotional state and directing her emotions. This is his version of taking care of her. By telling Lucy exactly what she needs to hear before they start this.

Her look of understanding after he dispenses his words of wisdom to her is perfection. Complete understanding of what he's saying and doing for her in this moment. ❤️ Everything this man does for her has her best interests at heart and ultimately to protect her. (Just like she does for him) It’s a beautiful thing to watch honestly. The two way support these two have for one another. This is an underrated moment for them. I wanted to expound on it. It shows that bond they have.

That even though they’re closer than they used to be with how she can sass him from time to time when it comes down to it that instant respect she has for Tim and his guidance. It is evident in this scene. His wisdom is guiding her right now emotionally and she knows it. That when he is serious like this she takes notice and listens immediately. She would follow him into hell if he asked her to.

They get inside with no issues. He isn’t home and the house is cleared. They’re searching his home office. Lucy asks Tim what they’re looking for? He tells her anything that can tell them where he is. It’s then Tim runs across some disturbing info. Confidential Police files on the Derian’s. Makes sense why nothing has stuck to them now. Someone’s been leaking info to the Armenian mob. A dirty cop in their midst…

We rejoin them in their shop. Lucy asks if they can talk about earlier? So much has happened today he’s not sure what she means. Lucy says about Emmett. Tim is immediately defensive. Tells her nothing to say about it. He tried to tell him how to do his job. On today of all days. Tim says he doesn’t care if he’s her BF. Lucy instantly cuts him off and corrects him. Says he’s not. (ahhh Lucy your commitment issues are showing again my dear) Tells Tim he’s a little dead to her right now anyway. I’m sure in the back of Tim’s mind that gives him a little peace.

Then comes one of the best parts of the episode for them. In not so many words this scene is Tim revealing something. Showing Lucy he cares about her in the most Tim way possible. He voices in a much kinder way his fears from earlier in the ep. That yes she’s only 30 days from the finish line. What scares him is when she crosses it he won’t be there to keep her from washing out anymore. 'Or worse...' The way she looks at him when he says this *heart clutch* Tim Bradford speak for I don’t want to lose you.

He solidifies it by reinforcing yeah he’s going to be tough on her. That is a straight fact. Then rolls a compliment into it as well. (How far we’ve come. *wipes tear*) Tells Lucy he’s only doing that because he KNOWS she can handle it. No one one knows her better than he does. No one will ever look out for her best interests better than he will. Or will prepare her the way he can. He only has 30 days left with her. Tim is going to make her as sharp as possible. So he can let her go when the time comes. Only way he will have peace of mind is if he does it this way.

Lucy’s reactions says it all. Beaming a little as she explains how sweet it is. She knows how he struggles with his emotions. That he tends to show them through actions rather than words. The fact that he told her this means so much. Tim in a roundabout way, told her he cares so much for her he’s afraid losing her after they're no longer riding together. That he can't protect her anymore after that. So he’s going to do everything in his power to safeguard her from this jobs worst moments and possibilities like today.

She makes sure he knows how 'oddly sweet' she finds his words. Tim is trying to bite back a smile above. That sunshine of hers seeping in just a little bit more. Trying to be a grump and be like 'That's not what I meant' when that's exactly what he meant. Revealing more cracks in that emotional wall of his. God I love it so Much.

Lucy continues on and says he’s not the one she’s mad at right now. That’s she’s used to Tim. Then he does something S1 Tim would be appalled at. Gives her advice on her personal life. Doing it not to please her or get her to stop talking. But because he genuinely cares about her. Giving me all the feels in this one. My shipper heart may implode.

Tells her Emmett is a fireman. So naturally they’re idiots LOL He makes Lucy smile in a way only he can. Tim forges on saying they mean well and Emmett is a 'not bad fireman'. Tells her not to write him off just yet. That he meant well by it. Look at our boy. I’m legit beaming with pride as I write this. How far this man has come in 2 seasons hell just this season alone. Leaps and bounds all due to the the sunshine human to his right.

Lucy being herself can’t help but rib him about this. That the reason he’s giving her this advice is cause they’re friends. Honestly yeah. At this point they are. S1 finale was the start of the friends foundation but they weren't there yet. It was the beginning of that deeper bond of theirs and we’re nearing the end of s2. All that foundation has now been laid. The fruits of it are they are friends now.

Best part of this section Is he doesn’t even deny it really. He scoffs a little af first (denial isn’t just a river in Egypt Tim) but concedes at the end. The light in his eyes and the crooked smile. You know this man is happy to be considered her friend. Her confidant. Once again Eric saying so god damn much with so little. I’ll never be over how good he is with that. Like ever. Could go on for miles and miles but I won’t do that to you all haha That wraps up their scenes together in this one. SO much good content thought. Oh my lord.

Sadly Chris passes away and Jackson is distraught. Lucy being there for Jackson is so sweet. Taking care of her business with Emmett but putting him first. I love their friendship. I do admire he came over to apologize and say he was wrong. Saying she’s the strongest woman he knows. That the last thing she needs is a protector. Well you as her protector yes. sorry Emmett lol That role is not meant to be yours. She has her fierce protector already. Tim is that but her emotional protector first and foremost. I mean he would smash a dude's face in for her LOL but she doesn't need that. That's it for this one. Such a good episode for them I can not.

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Side notes-Non Chenford

Longer than normal cause the entire episode is so good. The Chenford would’ve been enough but the ep being so good on top of it I’m happy.

Angela seeing Smitty’s cam footage LOL he’s such an idiot and we all love him haha sadly how she finds out Erin Cole is a dirty cop though. Or one of them…

The whole SL with Chris, Derians and Armstrong it’s so solid and stressful to watch baha his SL was shocking when I watched it the first time. Watching this squeaky clean cop fall from grace and become a dirty cop. Tragic af but compelling as hell.

Rewatching it through the eyes of knowing you can see how much he was giving away in his scenes. So sad the ending for Cole. Debt erasure is a huge motivator for most it’s truly so sad.

Watching John and Grace continue to fall apart sucks. I truly liked them more so than him and Bailey TBH. Their chemistry was evident.

Harper thanking John for all his help in getting her kid back. That she wouldn’t be here if not for him. The impact he had. Such growth for her. Since day one she has marched toward growth and where she is now. I adore her arc and how far she has come in this moment. Such an overall amazing episode. Hell of an ep before the finale.

Thank you all for the continued support through likes/comment and reblogs. Means more than I can ever say. Our next ep is the finale. Woo. I’ll see you all then :)

#Caitlin Rewatches The Rookie #chenford #chenford hiatus #waiting on s6 #summer rewatch #s2 #2x19 The Q Word #the rookie 2x19 #otp: doing my job #otp: you know me so well. too well #otp: some things matter more #tim x lucy #lucy x tim #tim bradford #lucy chen #the rookie #eric winter #melissa o'neil #tim bradford x lucy chen

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moocha-muses · 1 year

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Big news, gentlesims! The lovely Lorelei Lee is looking to fall in love! Could your sim be The One?

I: So, Lilo, give us the scoop. What made you send in an audition tape?

L: This is going to sound so lame, but, I’ve never been in love before! And I know what you’re thinking. Lorelei, you’re twenty-three. Get over yourself. But everyone else has been dropping the “l-word” since high school. I’ve been confessed to, but I’ve never been the one doing the confessing. I’m here to meet someone that'll make my heart pound.

Full interview (and the submission rules) beneath the cut!

I: That’s why you’re here . . . why should the contestants bother showing up?

LL: Ouch! Haha, I mean, I don’t know? I’ve got a killer smile, great legs, I’m not a bad cook . . . I’m sure they’ll have their reasons.

I: Tell us a little more about yourself.

LL: Sure. Let’s see. I’m pretty competitive. I don’t think I’m an asshole about it, but if I was one of the suitors on this show, I’d probably end up as the villain. I swear I'm nice to the sims I date.

I: Ha!

LL: I love cats, I have mild insomnia and I drink way too much coffee. I'm great with people, I love making new friends, but I tend to hold onto a grudge. Sometimes I really get into moods where I just feel all my feelings.

I can play pretty much any instrument by ear, and I absolutely slay at karaoke night. I think a lot of my college professors expected me to drop my major at any minute, like it was a giant prank, and go into the family business - should I talk about my mom? No? Well, I am going into the family business. People forget my dad’s a social worker. He’s my hero.

I: You sound great.

LL: Are you sure? I don’t know if I’d date me.

I: She’s funny, too! This sim's a catch. Speaking of . . . Lilo, what kind of sim are you looking for?

LL: Someone passionate. I don't mean that in a sexy way (though clearly that's a plus) but the sims I've been attracted to have always committed to the bit, you know? I'm into people who don't back down, or try to make themselves palatable. I love listening to sims talk about the things they're completely weird on.

And blondes! Love me a blond.

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Now for the entry rules!

To submit an entrant, just make a post with cute pics and a bio (see below) and tag me! The finalists can be sent as in a private DL once they've been chosen.

Contests get an all-expenses paid trip to a tropical vacation for a shoot that will happen right after the end of this round. All entries should include a personal bio with an aspiration, a personality/sign (Lilo's a Popularity Taurus), a list of traits and a set of TOs (at least one of which should be for black hair, fitness, or creativity). Feel free to include a career and job level too. And a LTW! Why not?

Winning entrants will be expected to provide their own wardrobe (Everyday, Formal, Swim, and Undies) suitable for a tropical environment.

All genders welcome, but only the following supernaturals: witches, werewolves, and aliens. Go ahead and include any accessories/jewelry and tattoo boxes you'd like. I'll recolor hairs and adjust skins/eyes as necessary to match my defaults. Go ahead and include an CC you like! The more the better.

(No real entrant deadline because scheduling this within the next two/three months is probably optimistic. Let's say September 1st-ish, until the producers say otherwise. Otherwise, I'll cap it when we hit too many sims for me to choose between!)

Good luck, and don't forget your hearts! Or your swimsuits.

#the sims 2 #ts2 #loreleilee #bc:lorelei #i haven't even started on the bachelor mansion but i'm very excited #isn't she a knock out?#someone's going to send in a very lucky sim #let's match those signs too!#i want at least a two bolt match from every contestant #lilo's very particular

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voxasks · 1 month

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something to clarify

You ever notice with straight people within relationships they tend to be insecure and care about competition like straight guys Don't want their girlfriends to have male friends (some of them)

Straight people tend to not care if their partner cheats on them with the same sex. With straight guys when their girlfriends cheat on them with another girl, he thinks it's Hot and he wants a threesome because he sexualizes lesbians and he thinks women are not a threat. Some women are the same way. Now I tend to notice that women tend to get mad at it because they think it's disgusting and they're homophobic about it, this is why you see most straight woman and some bisexual women say they won't date a bisexual man because they think he's a DL when he's really just bisexual. I saw a woman say I wouldn't care if a guy did it with another guy. If it was another girl I would say what does she have that I don't. This mentality is very stupid. Cheating is cheating. Gender is irrelevant with cheating and you got to think about STDs. I was having a conversation with some straight people and they were like "well Now I have to worry about other girls or now I have to worry about other guys" See this really just goes to show that they care about **competition** I know not all straight people are like this, but why does it seem like majority, Why is this so common in straight culture? I know it might have something to do with Opitus complex where the guy gets in competition with his father over his mother now since he's like that, how do you think he's going to be with other men towards women? I actually want a bisexual man because they just seem better and notice how I'm not worried about competition regardless of your gender or sexuality? You have to worry about other people like for example lesbians have to worry about straight guys and other lesbians coming for their girlfriend

“Oedipus complex, you mean? And, hell if I know—I’m not romantically involved much in general, even when I was alive I had—haha—much dire problems than who the fuck I was supposed to spend the rest of my life with. And I don’t even have the time to cheat. Not that it’s in my to-do list or whatever—I’m just saying, some people in this blog have asked me if I have cheated or like cheating as if I had time to in the first place. And, just a refresher—the answer is no.”

#hazbin hotel vox #vox hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel roleplay #hazbin hotel rp #hazbin hotel ask blog #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel fandom #hazbin rp #hazbin vox #.( voxasks ) invox #vox ask blog #vox askblog #hazbinhotel vox #vox roleplay #vox rp #hazbin hotel askblog

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lifonse · 1 year

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I miss being into diabolik lovers sometimes I really do. Having been a fan of it pretty much since before more blood came out when it was the newest fucked up otome game on the market made it have such a unique air to it, and Satoi's gorgeous artwork just made it all the more special. I really do think Satoi's art made DL better, and I don't know what happened but it feels like after dark fate was released that everything just. Sucked. (i hated chaos lineage specifically because I was so delusionally upset over the Mukami brothers being split apart so I never bothered to properly check it out LOOOOL)

Idk im just rambling right now but I personally feel like after dark fate released that it just became really... idk... Overdone? Would that be the right word? I didn't really care when lost eden was released or kino and his lore at all. I felt that the original Sakamakis, Mukamis, and the Tsukinamis were more than enough. I was a really big lorehead when it came to DL for the longest time and some of the shit in lost eden just had me so like.. what!!! What is going on!!

And at this point, 4 games in, the Sakamakis had become stale and the Mukamis close behind which made me just feel more tired than anything. It's been years since I've read the routes so my memory is incredibly hazy but I really feel like everything tied up nicely by the end of more blood, in terms of characters coming to terms with their traumas and whatnot. I honestly feel like they should have ended the avtual dating sim game aspect with more blood and then just have dark fate be like.. man idek at that point I was so invested in the lore and characters that I would've rather had a full visual novel with branching paths than an otome game with different routes haha. Okay nvm i know they're basically the same thing but in my mind they are distinctly different s trust me on this

I think what I really miss was when dialovers was a new series. I remember being so excited when dark fate was being released and checking the site almost daily for any updates about it, and now I'm just kinda sad that i don't have this drive anymore. I was looking at merch earlier and again I honestly feel like the better merch is the stuff prior to 2017, cause whenever I see rejet releasing new DL stuff now i just feel so horrible to that dead horse they've been beating. Should've been done and buried years ago

#status quo #diabolik lovers #I also think one of the reasons I've really fell out of dl is because of the fandom #that aside i have many many many more thoughts about dialovers #that I'm sure I'll be posting about as we get closer to the 10th anniversary of both the original anime and more blood #both of which are this year. a month apart. crazy to think about #10 years worth of thoughts in my head that I've never properly been able to talk about

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bloom-bloom-pow · 3 years

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as an enhypen member, your overprotective brother always told you that his members were off limits. what happens when he finds out you’ve been breaking the rules..?

heeseung —> jay

he comes back to the dorm to see you and jay making ramen 🤠

he chuckles and goes all wHeN DiD yaLL gEt So cLoSe 😣

you and jay both look at each other and then look at hee👀

heeseung just stares in shock and is like ?? oh- oH OH 🧍🏻

screams at you and jay until both of you are almost in tears 💔

probably goes “why him?” “wait nvm, i don’t wanna know”

tells jay to treat you well after you leave with his sad eyes 🥺

probably sulks every time you’re together without him 🥺

jay —> jake

introducing his friend jake to you was the best thing ever heart eyes 😍

he was always so sweet and you felt so cared for 🥺

one day, at the dorms, an “i love you” slipped out of your mouth

jake was so flustered so he pressed a soft kiss to your cheeks hehe

nobody would have guessed your brother caught that in 4k 😐

like fr fr, he caught it on cam to make sure he wasn’t going blind😐

he shows the two of you the video later oh god

he almost turns purple from yelling at jake and jake’s crying😭

jake —> sunghoon

your brother made you promise him before he left for korea

you sighed, knowing none of his members were your type anyways😌 sike😮

one flirty text turned into ten, and ten texts into daily deep convos🤭

you knew that flirting with sunghoon irl would result in death

you had to keep your romance on the dl, avoiding each other’s gazes

one day he said screw it, come to my room and let’s cuddle (uh oh)

haha you jinxed it, jake walked in😳

jake screamed and tried to strangle sunghoon on his bed😀

sunghoon was left with a fat bruise but it’s okay you were worth it 😛

sunghoon —> sunoo

found out because sunoo told won who told hee told hoon 😖

goes "omg you deserve him you're both children"

doesn't say anything besides that and so you're scared of him for a bit

sunoo's super cautious around him 💔

inside he's super duper nervous and he doesn't want to have to choose between the two

kinda hurts him when you go to the dorm and say hi to sunoo first 🥺

sarcastically goes "where's my hug??" but he means it..

if sunoo talks about you he'll go all 🤨🤨

sunoo will immediately shut up 😔

gives you an emotional talk about how you're all grown up now 🙄🙄

sunoo —> ni-ki

you tell your brother that you’re dating a guy named riki and he’s very happy for you !!

and a little worried but you assure him that riki makes you happy 😌😌

and so jokes and goes all like “haha i’m glad it’s not ni-ki” 🤡

later that night he puts two and two together and goes AYO??🤠

he facetimes you asap and just starts high pitched screaming @ you

and you’re like ..huh? what’s going on bro?? and he’s like yOURE DATING NIKI😭

and you end the facetime call impulsively jk he would dropkick you

you’re like ..yeah.. and he goes silent for a bit, collecting his thoughts

“hey.. if he ever hurts you, i’m always here okay? i’ll always choose you..”🥺

jungwon —> heeseung

he sees you and heeseung holding pinkies at the theater 🥺

he most definitely wasn’t spying on who your new date was…

his face literally goes !! and he just sits there in disbelief like omg not him…🤡

he doesn’t know who to scold first, heeseung or you

he just sits on the sidewalk like wHAT is going on🤨🧍🏻

starts tearing up when heeseung gives you a sweet peck on the cheek😣

he’s like omg i’m an old mom now… and doesn’t stop the date because he sees you, lovestruck (thank god)

decides to leave you alone but the mOMENT heeseung gets home jungwon floors the man

heeseung won tho shh LMAOO 😭

ni-ki —> jungwon

he’s like NO WAY THATS DISGUSTING and you’re like ..oh and he’s like wait nononono i did NOT mean to say that out loud jk wHATT😩🙏🏼

will tell you to stop ranting about jungwon because he’s kinda hurt

kind of wants you to break up with won because he’s super lonely😔

prints out your whole diary for jungwon to read in the hopes of a breakup oh god 😭

things go wrong and now you’re mad at ni-ki but jungwon loves how you wrote about him everyday

after many failed attempts he lets you be happy in peace 🥺

he thinks about you on the daily and really hopes you’re happy

babes is just scared he’s gonna lose his closest friends, that’s all 🥺

so the request was overprotective brother’s reaction to you meeting your in-laws and i asked them if i could make it so that you’re dating one of their members... i hope you enjoyed! thank you so much for 800 notes 🥺🥺 i love you all!

#enhypen fluff #enhypen imagines #enhypen drabbles #enhypen headcanons #enhypen scenarios #enhypen #heeseung #jay #jake #sunghoon #sunoo #jungwon #ni-ki #thank you #bb #bloom-bloom-pow

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anotherpisaygirl · 2 years

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Hii omgg I'm an incoming freshman from wvc campus!(wvc '28) Just wanted to ask tips to become DL ;)))

hiiiiii! congrats on getting in!! school’s starting soon so here are a few of my (hopefully useful) tips!

- stay organised! the first few weeks of school is when you’ll get important things like syllabi for your classes, class lists, schedules, and other stuff so i strongly advise that you prepare yourself for that hehe

- read the syllabi and take note of the lessons and exam dates (this one is medyo obvious but I promise this is a lifesaver)

- do your filipino and english readings in advance if possible so you don’t get overloaded with readings along with studying

- don’t be afraid of your teachers! attend consultations if you can,, it really helps to give yourself a refresher for the lesson (it does mean you have to hear the lecture again though HSJWJS)

- take note of everything, especially in filipino, socsci, and integsci (your future self will thank you). back in g7 it was a lifesaver to rewrite notes on an index card before the exam just to help retain info!!

- study your lessons even without any scheduled quizzes or exams,, matindi talaga sa grades kapag may surprise quiz haha

- group projects and performances count a lot. take them seriously i promise they’re easy ways to get good grades

- make friends! the pisay load gets a lot easier to bear kapag may kakampi 🙏 also it makes group projects much more fun!

MOST IMPORTANTLY: have fun! i know adjusting will be difficult because everything is so new but i promise you’re going to have a crazy fun new experience <3

bonus: prepare 1x1 and 2x2 pictures sa first week just in case,, the teachers usually ask for these and you’ll need them for a bunch of forms

#good luck po!

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celest1all · 4 years

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I saw ur taking requests for teen wolf can i get a Liam Dunbar x McCall! reader? Can you have the reader and Liam are dating but no one knows because Scott’s protective of y/n and one night when y/n and Liam are getting *spicy* he marks her and she had his scent all over him. Then the next day at a pack meeting Scott, Derek, and Malia all smell y/n and realize and they all tease them but Scott gets all protective because he realizes that means they’ve had sex before? sorry if that made no sense haha

I've decided to do this in a headcanon since I physically can not write full fic recently. I am so sorry that this took forever, apologies <3

okay, so we all know that Liam loves getting Scott's approval of everything

he would always check in with his alpha to make sure he's doing the right thing

so when you and Li got together, he was going to go straight to Scott

but then he remembered that you were Scott's younger sister

which obviously put a spanner in his plan

you both mutually decided that you would still see eachother but keep it on the DL (down low)

since you and Liam couldn't do anything in public, the times spent in private were that much more amazing

the only downside was that on one date night, things got *heated* and Liam marked you accidentally

you didn't realise until the morning after when you looked in the mirror

it was safe to say you freaked out

you called him and yelled at him over the phone "Did you mark me last night?!?"

he would stutter and then reply with a simple "I don't know...maybe?"

yeah, you hung up before you could shout profanities at him

you weren't bothered about the whole shoulder bite since you could cover that up with a little bit of concealer or a turtleneck if it was that visible

but it was the fact that you knew your scent was all over him and vice versa

yeah you couldn't hide that fact

you were well and truly fucked

however, over the course of the day, the whole marking situation completely slipped your mind

which was your downfall

that same evening, you got home only to realise that the whole pack was around yours and Scott's house

when you walked through the doors, you were met with an unreadable expression on your dear brothers face

you saw Scott look between you and Liam

you also saw the the look of realisation fall into place

"Wait..."

Stiles caught on quicker and burst out laughing

"Mini McCall and the Kid?"

you smiled slightly at him, with embarrassment on your face

Liam turned to you and shrugged, "Secrets out, I guess."

you both laughed it off(well, nervous laughed) and smiled at one another

after a few beats of silence, the pack all congratulated you both with smiles on their faces and claims that they knew it was bound to happen

although, of course Scott made sure to threaten his young beta before giving his seal of approval

"If you hurt her, there will be blood."

Liam once again laughed nervously, but when he noticed the serious expression on your brothers face, his face fell

"And there will be maiming and harm from me aswell." Stiles added

Liam nodded his head quickly at them, eyes wide with fear before he turned to you, smiling softly

that's when you realised it

you were happy, happy for the first real time in your life

and that's all that mattered to you, Liam, Scott and the pack.

no matter what.

#liam dunbar fic #liam dunbar x reader #liam dunbar #liam dunbar headcanons #liam dunbar x mccall!reader #scott mccall x platonic reader #scott mccall x reader #the pack x reader #teen wolf headcanons #teen wolf #the pack #stiles stilinski #scott mccall

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brawltogethernow · 4 years

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I suppose the next step then is "BBC Merlin but it's SpideyTorch"

Oh my god. TEACHER, TEACHER, SHE’S TARGETING ME okay okay uh.

Peter, secret warlock, goes to Camelot with his mother figure, May, who does not know about the warlock thing because it kicked in when he was a teenager and they both strategically decline to tell each other things. Gaius is Reed, who was the court sorcerer and is now the court scientist. (He’s not an old man except spiritually where he has been a senile professor since he was 19.) He literally didn’t change anything he was doing, considering science and magic as different points on one spectrum anyway-- No. That’s Doom’s schtick. DOOM was the court sorcerer, and was fired. He is upset about it. Reed is just a science guy but worked extensively with Victor, so he’s kind of useful, but not as useful as Peter was hoping.

I know very little about Sue and Johnny’s dad except that he’s a supervillain who...faked his death, revealed himself, and then died for real like 12 hours later? Did he also fake his wife’s death at some point? Would he do a mad king magic ban thing? Idk but for plot purposes we’ll say yes. They conveniently already share Arthur’s dead mom syndrome. Maybe their aunt whose name is different depending on what issue you’re reading is also here just to convolute the court drama. Wait no didn’t Arthur have a shady uncle show up after like five seasons. She.

Peter is very talented at finicky, specific magical formulas. (Reed: :) )But in practice he really prefers to just slam out a big wave of power, and if that doesn’t solve the problem, repeat until it does. (Reed: :( ) He gives this a go at the beginning of sorting out any problem, like restarting your glitching computer, and if it doesn’t work the problem is complicated enough to be an episode plot.

So obviously I’m still gonna do secret identity shit? Peter saves the young prince and heir’s life and is rewarded with a second job; he only came here for job reasons and you’re all lucky he doesn’t turn down paying jobs otherwise he’d be having some words with the king. Peter also accidentally becomes a masked vigilante out in the town. His very existence is illegal because he’s obviously doing magic! They keep sending his boss out to hunt him down, and their eyes are always locking dramatically and shit in brief silent stare-offs from opposite ends of the street in thunder storms at sunset until Johnny’s horse rears and breaks the eye contact causing Peter to snap out of it and flee. You know how it is.

Sue is older than Johnny and thus older than the magic ban, so she responded to it by going “:) That’s nice, Dad” and socking away a bunch of books before they could go on the fire, and now she’s just a sorceress on the dl. This is approx. a first season finale reveal, because her real superpower is being able to keep her mouth the hell shut. I literally cannot with how nobody in Merlin ever exchanges information, so shortly after Peter and Reed learn this they exchange secrets, like sane people, which opens up their resources a bit.

That said Sue is an extra legitimate royal, not the Morgana equivalent. Maybe Gwen should be Gwen, especially since I have thought Gwen/Johnny/Peter has potential since reading Spider-Man/Fantastic Four (which if you read an earlier ask, I recommend if you want to see new art of Gwen being mean in hair clips). But Peter/Gwen and Merlin/Freya are like...same energy except the latter wasn’t as well done. And Merlin’s Guinevere honestly more reminds me of Betty. Morgana--

(wheeze)

(cough)

Okay I thought this trying to reconcile as much of the cast as possible and I now can’t unthink it so. The king’s ward is Dorrie Evans. Yes she goes nebulously sapphic evil witch queen. Sure she was an unpleasant teenager and readers hate her, but you know what, I’ll simp, whatever. Let Dorrie poison some people. In a cape. This feels natural to me. Also Betty Brant and Dorrie Evans???? Betty/Dorrie vibes???? I guess!!!!

So like. The thing where Arthur gets mystically whammied by love potions once a month, except also Johnny’s normal relationship-anticipating giddiness happening organically mixed in, the part before he actually starts dating someone and becomes immediately depressed. Peter is in the bg sarcastically dismissing magical incidents saying he can’t even tell the difference, and Reed is like 😬 Please Check Anyway. Peter’s not, haha, Peter’s not jealous, Johnny is just an idiot, and, okay maybe Peter is a little jealous! But it doesn’t matter because the prince is going to marry some noble and--

Reed: Prince Johnathan is a bit like a little brother to me, so Please Stop Telling Me About Your Problems.

Reed/Sue is reciprocated but on permanent hold for class reasons. Spideytorch is in the same boat except they’re also stupid and working it out by dating their way through the whole country, except Peter is actually into that and Johnny is not.

The dragon is...Ezekiel?????? That’s the right level of wise wry mentor who’s very shady and will kill you, so he’s a dragon now. And when he tells Peter he’s the (other) chosen one, Peter full stop doesn’t believe him. This disbelief goes on extensively. Peter is not a fate-oriented person. Johnny would love to hear about the fate thing, but no one will tell him.

Literally I’m just going to add more chronologically unmoored medievalish shit to Merlin now to cram more of the cast in. There’s some kind of town crier/herald outfit, and Jonah is their boss. He’s just out in the road yelling sometimes even though he can delegate that. The buglers otherwise known as Bugle staff named Peter’s vigilante persona the Spider, which was supposed to sound menacing but is in practice also cool. This is out-of-universe fairly equivalent to Merlin’s real name as a neat two-syllable animal word and possible title. In-universe maybe I’d elbow out Emrys and just use this. Merlin is already very servants-don’t-work-like-that, so Betty just also has two jobs for no reason so she can knock elbows with them.

MJ is the court jester and knows absolutely everything, which is a dramatic mid-game reveal that isn’t exactly foreshadowed so much as always possible while carefully obscured from the viewer (the reader). Before this she’s already a Wise Fool, Shakespeare-ways archetype character, it’s just not clear how much. She is the most important character in Homestuck Merlin Spider.

Every ship is real for at least 30 seconds. Most of the extended FF cast are either magical antagonists or weird nobles.

Ben????? (Grimm, I mean. Ben Parker is dead. Ben Reilly is a recurring episodic plot.) This show was painfully formulaic and would simply not keep someone with any version of his deal in the main cast, but he’s a full quarter of the FF so. A magical accident approximated his rock body deal. Maybe specifically tying him to ~the magic of the land~. And then, uh. Wandering the country is too satellite-like. Hiding out in a forbidden castle wing is interesting but doesn’t do him justice. So I guess it’s a come and go semivoluntary transformation thing that’s kept secret? Rock werewolf. Were-rock. Good opportunity to fake out like you’re going to do a monster of the week plot, and then he contributes to the tension to abolish the magic ban.

Knights?? Wyatt is there from the beginning, being tall and reassuring (holding a sword edition). Not sure how him or his immediate ancestors got to Europe and then ended up this involved with the local nobility, but it was probably exciting. And Flash, or he’s an early addition. Either way he’s from the same village as Peter and is approximately White’s Kay, except directed at the wizard instead of the future king, and otherwise you can completely superimpose their comic dynamic including the fanboying over the secret identity angle, which is entertainingly seditious. ...Others. I don’t know enough FF characters for this. I’ve accidentally implied the eventual addition of Bennet Brant, but his evil sorcerer of the week energy is very strong, so maybe not. Randy eventually because I already implied the Robertsons and can see it.

This is so long, covers nothing, and explains none of the namechecks. Using both these characters’ franchises in one fusion is too much stuff. I keep not talking about the core relationship because it’s just. Like That. I don’t feel like I need to elaborate on the Merthur dynamic, even transposed on a different ship. It’s Just Like That.

#merlin #spiderman #fantastic four #spideytorch #bbc merlin #spidey #ff #marvel #phoenixyfriend #asks answered

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everything-laito · 4 years

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I know you mostly do analyses, but do you have any particularly unique headcanons about Laito? It can be anything, strange, obscure, sad, funny... I'm just curious to know some of the ideas you have about him, regardless of if they are actually backed by canon or not. Sorry if this question is maybe a bit too general. But I figured since you spend a lot of time analyzing him, you probably have a ton of ideas people haven't asked about. So here's your chance! I wanna know!

OOOOO omg thanks so much for giving me this opportunity, anon!!! It means a lot that you wanna know my thoughts like this! I have some crack headcanons and some legitimate ones, and some in between!

When/if I have more that I make or remember, I’ll reblog this to add on probably too!

Corn’s headcanons under the cut! (One is NSFW so just a warning)

- I’ve always found this interesting, but there doesn’t seem to be modern technology in the Sakamaki mansion. The only thing modern I’ve seen in any DL scene was probably Kino’s phone in Lost Eden and in some Tokutens. Considering Laito is a dork and loves crossword puzzles and plays darts and billiards, I love to imagine that he doesn’t know how to work around modern technology. Sure he’s smart as hell but I just love thinking about him being a boomer when it comes to that stuff hgalsdkjf

- Idk if this is counts as a (crack) headcanon or not, but you’d have to be really careful to bring Laito on a picnic date or something. It would be really cute, but he doesn’t like bugs. But man I find his fear of bugs kinda cute not gonna lie hehe.

- I believe I have mentioned that I have a headcanon that he’d be a theater kid. Another anon also mentioned this a while back too, and I freaking LOVE that idea oh my god; here’s the original post developing on that too!

- Kinda another crack headcanon but we know Laito isn’t afraid of feminine things like he straight up has an entire closet of women’s clothing; I don’t think he clarified if it’s for himself or his partners _(:3 」∠)_ but he wore the Alice costume,,,, so I also think he has other ““feminine”” interests. Like I really wanna see him read Shoujo manga. I don’t think that would be ooc at all imo LOL

- Laito and Kou can do makeup; Kou more than Laito, but again. Laito has a cosplay/roleplay closet. Come on. We know he goes full into stuff.

- Which again all of this supports the Laito being a theater kid headcanon LOL! I also think he’d try to dress up Ayato (and maybe Kanato?) when they were kids aakdjsdjj

- I guess this is another crack headcanon cuz I love Laito’s dorky nature but I think he full on has a dictionary in his room somewhere for crossword puzzles when he can’t think of a word, just in case.

- I wanna think that he was already was afraid of spiders when he was a kid but it got worse when Ayato kept pranking him with bugs or telling Laito horror stories related to bugs lol

- As for the NSFW side of things that I haven’t seen mentioned before; I think he’s into some form of somnophilia akdkskjdsj but again he likes it when they resist. But kinda like a spider, his “prey” would wake up in the middle of whatever he was doing to them and he’d get his high off of them resisting then when it’s too late oops. However I don’t rly think of NSFW hcs too often

- I feel like some of the new girls (or maybe some boys heh) at school initially had a crush on him but then was deterred by other girls who were like “no don’t” (LOL now that I realize it, similar shit happened in college; I was one of the girls who was warning the freshmen)

- going off of that I think he (and probably every other diaboy going to that school) has a secret fan club. Kou’s is obviously the biggest but I definitely think there’s a group of girls (and maybe a boy or two) that don’t heed the Laito warnings. Maybe they put little letters in his locker or something. Regardless he’d know who they are after a short period of time. Would he do something? Probably not, he could get caught if he made any of them his actual vampire shenanigans victim. But subtlety tease them??? Maybe some more??? Oh you fuckin bet.

- After his first wave of feeling his true emotions (like in MB ecstasy) he didn’t know how to truly express them. So I think he’d definitely play the piano a lot afterwards. Is it a distraction or expressing himself? Or both? And did I get inspired by the DL fic, “The Days That’ll Never Come?” Yes. Yes I did. I also think that he writes his own songs. Some with lyrics, some without, but man, I think he could freeform like a mad lad. Since song lyrics are pretty much poetry, I think he has some poems lying around here and there. But poor thing doesn’t know how to properly take care of himself emotionally ;(

-This was confirmed in one of those 4 Koma manga for More,More Blood, but it came to no surprise that Laito went through stuff in the attic for blackmail on all his brothers lmaoooooo what a fucking troll I love this man. Going off of that he’d definitely pull pranks with Ayato. And some on Ayato lol.

- basically yeah I view Laito as a deep, artistic, internally depressed dork. Sure he’s into some sexual stuff obviously but I like talking about how he’s like/how he might be like when there’s not a sacrifice in the house :) I love talking about his dorky side too much tho omg

I think that’s all I could think of for now! Lol this took me a couple of weeks to compile haha, but thanks again for giving me the opportunity, anon! If I think of any more I’ll definitely add them :)

Have a lovely day!

~ Corn

#ask corn #corns headcanons #laito sakamaki #sakamaki laito #raito sakamaki #sakamaki raito #diabolik lovers #dialovers #dl #dialover

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tomspancakes · 4 years

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This Way: Part 1

*not my photo*

Pairing: Tom Holland x Actress! reader

Word Count: 1298

Warnings: awkward situation lol

Summary: You and Tom are exes, but you need a place to stay at while you film in London and Harry is your best friend. Things get more complicated when a pandemic starts.

A/n: I’ve been thinking about writing this for so long, but like I LITERALLY HAVEN’T WRITTEN ANYTHING SINCE MIDDLE SCHOOL LOL and also I feel bad for writing this bc I have a bf (is this wrong? haha). Anyways I decided to write this bc Stuck With U came out and I was like ok yes I’ll do it now. I kinda have this story planned out and already have other parts written, so please let me know if you like it or give me feedback on my writing!

*Italics = flashbacks

*Two weeks before lockdown*

You rolled your luggage toward the exit of the airport looking for your best friend, Harry. You weren’t nervous when you were on the plane, but as soon as the cold London air hit your face you began to think this was all a bad idea. You tried to convince yourself that filming would keep you away from Tom. You were pulled away from your thoughts when a deep British voice rang through your ears,

“Y/n! Over here!” You looked over and smiled to see Harry standing by the side of the car. He ran up to you engulfing you in a tight hug swaying you both slowly.

“I’ve missed seeing my best friend in person.” You hummed smiling up at him when you parted he took both of your luggage to the car.

“I’m so glad you’re staying with us while you film here.” Harry stated as he pulled your luggage into the trunk.

“Ya me too, it was so hard to find a place to rent near the set.” You sighed putting in your other luggage into the trunk. “But are you sure it’s ok with Tom that I’m staying here? I haven’t talked to him in ages. If it’s not ok I can-”

“Y/n, chill mate. It was actually his idea.” He said and your breath hitched.

“Bitch what?”

He laughed, “No seriously it was! He was asking how you were doing two weeks ago and I mentioned that you were filming about 30 minutes away from our house and that you couldn’t find a place to rent and he was like ‘oh why doesn’t she stay here then?’ and I was like uhhh alright. So then I texted you!” He said it as if you and Tom didn’t have a past. Your cheeks heated up and you got in the car remembering how things started going wrong with Tom.

“Tom I can’t believe you said that! I told you to keep us on the DL for now.” You said irritated.

“Y/n, please there’s literally no way that anyone knows we’re dating. Plus he was hitting on you, he can’t do that because you’re my girlfriend.”

“He can do that actually because nobody knows I’m your girlfriend except our castmates and family.”

Tom rolled his eyes, “Ok then why didn’t you do anything about it? Why’d you let him continue to flirt with you? Do you not want to be my girlfriend or something?”

You scoffed, “Oh please, Tom are you kidding me? You let so many fans and random girls flirt with you and I’ve stayed quiet about it, but when one person flirts with me it’s a fucking sin!”

Tom looked at you sternly, “You didn’t answer my question about not wanting to be my girlfriend.”

“I can’t believe you right now Tom.” You looked at him in disbelief and walked away.

“Hello? Earth to y/n?” Harry repeated.

“Oops sorry, Harry, what’d you say?”

He chuckled, “I said what are you thinking about?”

“Oh uhm thinking about the beginning of the end of Tom and I…” You said awkwardly, “I don’t know if being in the same house will be good for either of us.”

He sighed, “Look, I know things are gonna be really odd between you two, but despite what happened you said you’d try to stay friends. And I know I shouldn’t be saying this, but he still cares for you y/n, I know it. As your best friend and not Tom’s brother I’m asking you to try and put any negative feelings aside and just be friends at least.” He looked at you in a pleading and apologetic way.

“Ya you’re right he’s letting me stay at his house and he is the reason you and I are best friends after all.” You smiled at him and he smiled at your positive attitude.

When you pulled up to the house there were 2 other cars. One of the doors to one of the cars opened up and a gorgeous girl walked out and into the house. You gulped already having a feeling of who she was.

“Oh uh yeah. Y/n, there’s something else I had to tell you. Tom’s got a new girlfriend.” He said carefully looking at you. Your chest began to tighten.

“Yeah figured. Why didn’t you tell me when they first started dating so I could be prepared.” You said softly trying not to show you were upset.

“Sorry, I didn’t think you’d want to know… Hey, you’ll be alright, love. You’re a bad bitch remember?” You turned to Harry who looked scared that he said something wrong and you both burst out laughing.

“Yes,” still laughing, “You’re right. I am a bad bitch. Fuck it, we broke up for a reason.” You shrugged and let out a big breath and fixed yourself a bit before looking at Harry again, “Fuck past feelings it’s time for a new slate.” You decided to brush your feelings to the side and walked out the car to retrieve your luggage. Harry watched worried and knew that if you didn’t tell him how you truly felt you were gonna implode at some point. Nonetheless he let you be because you knew you’d talk to him when you were ready.

Not too long after Tom’s girlfriend entered the house you and Harry did. You heard a yell and immediately knew who it was, “I just heard the door open. IS IT Y/N?” you laughed as Harrison came running around the corner and lifting you up in a big bear hug spinning you.

“Harrison put me down you’re gonna make me sick!” He put you down and you wobbled a bit, but Harry held your shoulders in place. After looking back and thanking him you turned back to Harrison, “So, how’ve you been? It's been ages since I’ve seen you!”

“Oh my god, y/n, I have to update you on so much, but I’ll let you say hi to everyone first.” You laughed and nodded turning to Tuwaine.

Squealing a bit you ran into his arms, “Tuwaine, bud, how’ve you been?”

He laughed, “I’ve been good, all fun in here with the boys. I’ve been getting more roles too!”

“That’s amazing congratulations!” He thanked you.

“The rest of the fam are busy right now so they couldn’t say hello, but they want to have a welcome dinner for you tomorrow if that’s alright.” Harry said.

“That would be lovely!” You looked around for Tom, but he wasn’t in the hallway.

“Oh uh I guess Tom’s still in the living room.” Harrison said awkwardly. You nodded taking a deep breath as you headed there.

You froze as you saw Tom and his girlfriend kissing your heart sped up a bit, “Oh god I’m so sorry.” You turned around and Tom pushed the girl off him quickly and he stood up.

“Y/n! Wait, come back and say hello!” He chuckled awkwardly, his hands getting clammy. You turned around and walked to him in painfully awkward silence, all you could hear was the increasing pulse of your heart, so much for a new slate of feelings. The boys watched in silence behind you at the awkward site. You glanced behind to see Tom’s girlfriend smirking with her arms crossed over her chest, you gulped and finally reached Tom not reaching out to hug him.

“Hi…” You you breathed out.

“Hi…” he said back looking into your eyes apologetically. He slowly raised his arms, “Come here.” You wanted to hit yourself in the face with how awkward this moment was especially when hearing Harrison snort behind you then groan when Tuwaine slapped his neck. You wrapped your arms around Tom and he seemed to relax just as your shoulders did. You wanted to stay in his arms longer, old feelings starting to bubble again, but you pulled away quickly and cleared your throat.

You avoided Tom’s eyes and he looked a little sad. You went straight to the gorgeous girl smirking from behind him. “Hi I’m y/n! I’m gonna be living with these guys for a few months. It's nice to meet you.” You said with a nervous smile.

She stood up and you gave her an awkward hug as well, “I’m Allana. Tom’s girlfriend.” That’s all she said and sat back down.

“Alright who wants dinner? Y/n wanna help me choose the takeout?” Harry asked. You silently thank him for pulling you away from that painful moment.

You walked to Harry and the other boys as Tom watched you walk away. He was snapped back into reality when Allana told him to go back to her. You began to regret accepting Harry’s invitation to stay here. Tom has a girlfriend for Christ's sake and she didn’t know you two had a past.

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phoenix-oasis · 5 years

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Can you do bts bringing up insecurities in a fight? (Im really insecure about not showing emotjon and people think i dont even care so if you could dl one w that itd be awesome and own of the members seeing the reader really upset about kt HOURS after the fight?)

Hey, Lovelies, this is Admin Oasis! I finally finished this ask, and I’m posting it in the middle of class, haha, don’t tell my professor. I hope you like it, and this is something that you were looking for. We are still working on our asks, and slowly but surely getting them written. Here you go, hope you enjoy.

Just a heads up there is some harsh language, and there is talk about body image issues, as well as insinuations of starvation to lose weight. If you are easily triggered by these issues, please read with caution.

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Jin:

You and Jin had been fighting since that morning. He had to go to the MAMA awards, and he was being allowed to take you as his date. However, you had to finish a project for work, and you told him that you were not going to be able to go.

He was upset because this was the first time that Bang PD had been ok with you and Jin revealing your relationship, and he thought that you didn’t want to come clean about the relationship. You did want to reveal it, but you had to work.

“Jin, please, we’ve been at this all day!” you said, already frustrated with the way this day had gone.

“Just come with me to the award show then!” he said, putting his hands on his hips. “I want to take you to the show, and show you off to everyone!”

“I can’t!” you shouted back, for what seemed like the millionth time. “I have to finish this for work!”

“You know what, fine! Don’t go!” he said, incredibly angry with you. “It’s not like you could find a dress that would look good on that body of yours anyway!”

Your eyes widened, and your arms crossed over your body. You had been working hard, for the past couple of months now, to lose the weight that holidays and your birthday had gifted you. You were having a hard time with it, and you hated the way that your body looked with all that extra weight. Jin knew that. He had always told you that you were beautiful, extra pounds and all. Maybe this is how he really felt.

He turned around, and he walked out of the apartment. Once he was out of the apartment, you broke down and cried. You hugged your body, sobbing, understanding that Jin didn’t like your body, anymore than you did.

A couple of days later, Jin was returning from the MAMA awards, and he felt horrible about what he’d said to you. He walked into the apartment, and he saw you doing crunches on the floor. When you were done, you stood up, and grabbed the water bottle next to the sofa.

“Hi, jagi,” he said, as he put his things down.

You refused to look at him, and he sighed. When you went to walk into the bedroom, you stumbled, and almost passed out. Jin rushed over to you, and held you against him. You tried to move away, but he tightened his grip on you.

“Are you ok?” he asked, just as your stomach growled loudly. “Have you eaten? How much have you eaten?”

“Let me go,” you said, but Jin dragged you to the kitchen, and sat you down. “I’m not hungry,” you said, and made to stand up.

“Sit down!” he said, sounding so stern that you sat back down. He closed his eyes, and he sighed. When he looked at you again, his eyes were full of regret and remorse. Tears welled in his eyes, and he took your hand. “I am so sorry for the stupid things that I told you out of anger. To me you are perfect. I don’t care if you have a few extra pounds or inches on your body, because you are absolutely beautiful to me.”

He left you, to start making food, but you shook your head. “I’m not hungry,” you said, looking down. “I’m almost back down to what I was—”

“You’re hungry,” he said, as the smell of the food came to your nose. “I’m not letting you get up off that table, until you eat something.” He put a bowl of rice in front of you, and looked at you expectantly. “I’m sorry. You don’t know how much I regret what I told you. I love you with everything that I have in me. I was just angry, and while that’s not an excuse, I hope you know that I didn’t mean what I said.”

Biting your lip, you took a spoonful of the rice, and you ate it. He smiled, knowing this was as good as you forgiving him. He leaned forwards, and gave you a kiss on the forehead.

Yoongi:

You and Yoongi were at your apartment, where he was being grumpy. Your boyfriend was more of the quiet type, not very good at showing his feelings to anyone. You were the exact opposite. You talked all the time, and you were as clingy as a baby monkey. One of your biggest insecurities was that you would anger your boyfriend, by being overly clingy, and annoying his quieter disposition.

You had just had a wonderful day at school, and you wanted to tell your boyfriend all about it, but he was not having it at all. Normally, Yoongi loved it when you were talkative, and clingy, and wanted to cuddle him. He had been working all day long, however, and all he wanted to do was rest. He wanted to relax on your couch, hold you close, and watch television for a little while, in peace and quiet. You wouldn’t stop talking, however, and he was getting irritated.

“Oh, and then! You will never guess!” you said, as you grabbed onto his arm, and hugged it to your chest.

“Why can’t you just shut up for a few minutes!” he shouted, turning to look at you. “Will you let go of my arm, I swear it’s like you can’t go a second without touching me!”

“What?” you whispered, jumping back.

“I can’t fucking stand it anymore. All you do is talk and talk and talk. I’ve been working all damn day, and all I want to do is sit here and relax, and you won’t shut up!” He jerked his arm out of your grasp and stood up. “Please, for the love of all that is good in this world, give me some fucking space! Do you have to cling to me like a child!”

“I…I’m sorry,” you said, looking down, not wanting to look at him anymore.

“Of course you are!” he shouted, making you shrink into the sofa.

You got up slowly, as he was still breathing hard from all the shouting. Slowly, you inched your way into your bedroom, and closed the door softly. You didn’t want to make anymore noise, and anger Yoongi any further. As you took a seat on your bed, you sobbed. Yoongi had never talked to you that way before, and it stung that he was bothered by the way that you are, because you were always talkative and clingy.

The springs on the sofa let you know that he had sat back down. You spent the whole day in your room, not wanting to upset Yoongi again. When dinner time came around, you softly opened the door, before quietly inching your way to the kitchen. You started making dinner, as quietly as you could.

You didn’t hear Yoongi get up from the sofa, or him coming over to the kitchen. Still feeling sad about the way he had talked to you, tears fell from your eye. Yoongi’s hand came out and wiped your tear away, and you flinched away from him.

“Are you making dinner?” he asked, his voice barely above a whisper. Refusing to look at him, you nodded. Once again his hand came out to caress down your face, but you moved away from his hand. “Y/N.”

You swallowed hard, but you didn’t answer him. Instead you moved away from him, to put the food on the stove. You heard him sigh deeply, and he moved closer to you. Slowly, his arms moved around your waist, and he pulled you closer to his chest. You stiffened in his arms, and he sighed again.

“I love you,” he whispered, resting his chin on your shoulder. “I can’t…I didn’t mean all those things that I said.” He took a deep breath, and turned you to face him, putting the food on the stove. “I’m not good at talking about my feelings, or at apologizing. But I want you to know that I am…I really am very sorry about what I told you.”

You looked down, but he put a finger under your chin, and pulled your gaze back up to his. “Please. I love you, and I was so overworked, and overwhelmed with work, I didn’t mean it. I know that I hurt you, and I have no excuse for the way I talked to you, but know that I didn’t mean it.” You bit your lip. “I love that you cling, and like to cuddle, and that you’re so talkative. You are my other half, the better half of my heart, ok and I hate that I hurt you so badly.

“Ok, ok,” you said, nodding, not wanting him to feel guilty anymore. “I forgive you.”

“Good,” he said, leaning down to kiss you firmly on the lips. “Thank goodness, because you mean the world to me, and I couldn’t breathe to know that I had hurt you so badly. I love you.”

“I love you too, Yoongi.”

“Let’s cook together.” You nodded, and both of you started dinner.

J-Hope:

You were often described as cold and heartless, and emotionless. Hoseok, your boyfriend, knew that that wasn’t true. He knew, also that you often worried about the fact that you often didn’t seem to care, and you worried that he would leave you because of it. Every time that you mentioned that insecurity, that he assure you that he would never leave you.

Currently, your boyfriend and you were having a conversation about how he had fallen and twinged his ankle during practice today. You looked at him, gave him a tight smile, hoping you conveyed your empathy that way. However, when you turned back to your phone, the two of you had started bickering. A few hours later, you two had stopped speaking to each other, and you had walked away from him. Later that evening, you walked into the living room.

“What do you want for dinner?” you asked, and Hoseok scoffed. You turned to look at him.

“You really are heartless aren’t you?” he asked, wincing as he pulled his foot up on the coffee table. Your eyes widened, but Hoseok didn’t notice. “A caring partner would have asked me if I was ok, or if I was in pain. A good partner with emotions would have asked me if I should go to the hospital, or if I’m comfortable! I hate that you’re so fucking emotionless!”

Tears fell from your eyes, and you turned around and walked back to the bedroom, sniffing. The sofa shifted, just as a little sob escaped your lips, and you ran to the bedroom. Hoseok called after you, but you closed the bedroom door, and then went to the bathroom.

Hoseok got up from the sofa, and limped over to the door to the bedroom. He knocked on the door, but you didn’t answer the door. He sighed, before he limped back to the sofa. His stomach growled a few hours later, and he turned to look at the bedroom door. You had been in the room for hours too, so you had to be hungry too, right.

He limped to the door again, and knocked. You didn’t answer, and with a sigh, Hoseok opened the door. He heard you sniffling in the bathroom, and he felt absolutely horrible. It had been hours, and you were still crying over his words.

He opened the bathroom door, and saw you sitting on the edge of your tub, wiping your eyes. With a sigh, he hobbled over to you and sat down next to you. His hand came out to caress the side of your face, but you moved away from him.

“I’m so sorry,” he said, shaking his head. “I hate that you’re so hurt because of the words that I said. I don’t even know why I said them. I promise you that I don’t think you’re heartless. I know better than that. I know that you care about me, and that you’re not heartless.”

“Everyone says I am,” you answered, shrugging, and turning away from him. “Maybe I am, and I’m just deluding myself.”

“No,” Hoseok said, taking your hands in his. “You show me that you love me all the time. You don’t shout it out the way that others do, but you take care of me, and you make sure that I eat, and that I sleep enough. There are many ways to show someone you love them, and you do it silently, and I love you for it.”

He hugged you, pulling you close to him, as his lips pecked yours. He winced slightly, and you sighed.

“Go lie back on the sofa, I’ll make dinner.”

“See there you go taking care of me again.”

You blushed, and he smiled. Hoseok hobbled back to the sofa, before he pulled you down onto the sofa with him. He pulled out his phone, and he ordered take out for dinner. You both cuddled on the sofa, his foot propped up, and you ate dinner.

Namjoon:

“Did you really have to flirt with her!” you shouted, once you and your boyfriend were back at your apartment. “And don’t you dare say that you weren’t flirting, Namjoon, I was standing right there!”

“I wasn’t flirting!” he shouted back, his face turning red. “You accuse me of flirting with every single person that comes across my path!”

“Because you do!” you shouted back.

“I do not! Your fucking jealousy is getting so tiring!” he said, throwing his hands out. “It’s fans! If it’s not fans, its people that I have to be friendly to for work! I don’t fucking flirt with anybody!”

“Namjoon, don’t fucking lie to my face like this,” you said, looking away from him. “It’s like I’m not enough, and so you have to find your satisfaction with other people.”

“Well, maybe if you weren’t on my ass all the fucking time, accusing me of flirting with every soul on the planet, then I wouldn’t be looking for something more with someone else!” he shouted, getting right in your face.

He registered when your eyes widened, and became shiny with tears. “It’s true?” you whispered.

“Wait,” he answered, swallowing hard.

“Oh my god,” you said, and tried to move around him, but he grabbed your arms. “Let me go, let me go,” you whispered, tears falling down your face.

“No, no, no, no,” he said, pulling you closer to him, and holding you tight. “I love you, ok. I don’t flirt with anybody else, because I have you. I don’t need anybody else. You’re all I need. You’re all that I see. I don’t have enough room in my thoughts for anybody else but you, Y/N.”

You kept trying to get out of his embrace, but he just tightened his hold on you, shaking his head. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry for even thinking of shouting that nonsense to you.” He took a deep breath, and moved back, holding you firmly by the shoulders. “We have to talk though, because your jealousy is out of control.”

“I’m not good enough,” you said, wincing, and looking away from him. “I know that you’re going to find someone out there who is, and every time I see you with someone else, I can’t help but see how much better they are than me.”

“Stop it,” he said, kissing your forehead. “I will tell you every day how much you mean to me, if you need me to, but stop talking about yourself like that. You’re perfect to me.”

You were back in his arms, and he kissed the top of your head softly. “I love you, ok. Now what do you say we go out to eat, because I’m hungry, and I’ve made you cry, and I just want to eat and hold you all night long. Please.”

“Can we order in?” you asked, looking up at him.

He wiped your eyes, and then caressed down your face, and he nodded. He kept you close to him the rest of the night, feeling super clingy after your fight.

Taehyung:

You and Taehyung had been together for several months now. In those few months, Taehyung had been on tour for three of them. Because he had been gone, you had taken the opportunity to pick up extra shifts at work, and had hardly been home. Usually you had enough time for a two hour nap, shower, and a quick bite, and then it was back to work.

The problem was that when Taehyung had returned, you still took those extra shifts, and Taehyung didn’t like it. He had some time off, and he wanted to spend it with you, but you were always working. You were afraid that Taehyung would get tired of you working, and he would break up with you. It was your biggest fear. And it looked like that fear was coming true.

“Just stay home!” he yelled, when you told him that you had time for a quick bite, and then had to go back to work.

“Tae, this is my lunch hour! I have to go back! I could get fired!” you answered back.

“I never see you, you realize that!” he answered, hitting the wall with his palm. “First it was because I was off on tour! Now it’s because you won’t stop working long enough to fucking breathe, let alone give me a fucking kiss!”

“Tae, please!” you said, shaking your head. “If we keep fighting, I’m not going to get a chance to eat, and we would have spent what little time we have fighting instead of with each other!”

“And who’s fault is that!” Tae answered, taking a little figurine in his hand, and threw it across the room. It shattered, and you jumped. “We might as well break up now!”

“Y…you’re leaving me, because I have to work?” you said, then sniffled. “You’re going to leave me, because of all the work that I’m doing?”

“I want to see you,” he said, reaching out to you. “I want to go out with you. I want to sit on that couch and cuddle with you. I want to have lunch with you. I want to have dinner with you, and then I want to sleep in bed with you, and wake up the next morning with you in my arms.” His hand came out and he wiped your tears away, before resting his forehead on yours. “If I can’t do any of that with you, I might as well be single. I don’t want to be, but I might as well be.”

The phone rang, and you looked at your callerID. It was your boss, and you looked down. You answered it, and told your boss that you were going to stay home after lunch. She told you to it was ok, and for you to rest. Taehyung sighed, and when you hung up the phone, he pulled you into his arms.

“I love you so much. Thank you for staying home with me.”

“I’m so tired, Tae,” you said, resting your head on his shoulder. “Can we go take a nap?”

“Yes,” he said, and led you back to your bedroom. You two lied down on your bed, and fell asleep.

Jimin:

You and your boyfriend had been bickering for a few days now. You didn’t even remember why you two started fighting, but neither one of you were willing to swallow your pride, and let this argument go. Each day that passed, your words were getting meaner and even more cruel.

You were working on a paper for school, while Jimin was off at dance practice. You always took this time to do school work or studying, because this way, when he got home, you could spend time together. Although, lately you hoped he would stay at the dorm.

When you studied or worked on school work, you tended to snack, so that you could concentrate on your work. Lately, you had been snacking on chips and soda pop, so you noticed that you had gained a few pounds. You were a little scared that Jimin would notice and leave because you weren’t as slim as you were when you’d first started dating.

The front door opened, and you looked up to see your boyfriend walking into your apartment. You turned back to your work, as Jimin went straight to your room. You heard the shower turn on. You figured if he was going to ignore you, then you would ignore him.

You were so concentrated on your work that you didn’t hear when Jimin returned to the living room.

“So, you’re not going to make dinner?” his cold voice found you.

“I’m busy,” you answered, not bothering to turn to look at him.

“I’m hungry!”

“So, get up off your ass and make something! I’m not your mother, here to take care of your every need! I have a paper to finish!”

He scoffed, and pulled his phone out to order food. Then you crunched on your chip, and he scoffed again. You turned to look at him, your eyebrows raised in question. His eyes moved over your body, before they landed on your eyes again.

“Is this why you’re not making dinner? Because you are stuffing yourself with chips and soda?” he asked, his tone harsh. “Is that why you’ve gained all this weight! I swear every time that I see you, it’s like you’ve gained another person!”

You gasped, your eyes widening, and tears falling from your eyes. His cold eyes looked at you with triumph, and you got up from the kitchen table. You grabbed your housekey, and walked out of your apartment, a small sob escaping your lips as you passed Jimin. Instantly, his eyes softened, and filled with regret.

“Wai—”

You slamming the door on him interrupted his word. You walked out of the apartment building, wandering aimlessly, until you came to a park that you and Jimin used to go to all the time. You sat down on a bench, and you put your head on your knees, sobbing. You were so sick of all the fighting, and all the cruel words that you both threw at each other. You were at your limit, and all you wanted was to go home.

After a few hours at the park, you decided to go back to your apartment. After all, it was your apartment, you paid the rent, and you paid the bills. If anybody was leaving the apartment, it was going to be him.

As soon as you walked into the apartment, you knew things were different. The table was set, there was food on the table, two place settings, and two wine glasses. Jimin walked out of the kitchen with a bottle of wine, when he spotted you. Your eyes locked, and instantly your eyes welled with tears.

“Y/N,” he whispered.

He put the wine down, and took a step closer to you, but you moved back. “I think we need a break,” you said.

His eyes widened, and he swallowed hard. “No,” he whispered.

“I’m sick and tired of this,” you said, tears falling from your eyes. “I’m tired of the fighting, and the name calling, and being more cruel with each other every day. I’m done with it, and I’m done with you. We should break up.”

“I’m sorry,” he said, shaking his head. “I don’t want to break up. I want to start over.” He motioned for the table, at all the food. “I put all the food there, and I figured we could eat, just talk the way we used to.”

“Don’t you think it’s too late?”

“No,” he answered, rushing to your side, and taking your hands in his. “No, it’s not too late. I don’t want to lose you because I’ve been too stupid to let go of my pride, and apologize. I love you, and I’m too invested in you to let you go. Please? You’re the best thing in my life.” He pulled you into his embrace, and squeezed you tight. “Please, Y/N, please don’t. Just give us one more chance.”

“One more, Jimin, because I can’t handle this anymore. I can’t take the way we were shouting at each other anymore.”

“No, no more,” he answered, shaking his head. “Let’s eat, and you tell me all about the paper that you’re writing, and if I can help, then I’ll help you ok?” You nodded, looking at the fried and fattening food apprehensively. Jimin noticed. “I love you, with all my heart. I promise to never treat you this way again. I’m sorry. You’re perfect, at your current weight or the way you were before. I don’t care, as long as you’re happy and healthy, and with me, ok?”

“Ok, Jimin,” you answered, and sat down. He served you, and you looked up at him. “How was practice?”

He told you all about the dance that they were doing, and you breathed a sigh of relief, as everything felt normal again.

Jungkook:

You hated looking through the pictures on your boyfriend, Jungkook’s phone, which always made you sighed. He had so many female idol friends, and they all looked so perfect. You were pretty too, but the one thing that you felt kept you from being as perfect as those idol girls was your smile. All of their smiles were perfect, with perfect, straight, white teeth, and beautiful, cherry-red, plump lips.

Your smile was your worst feature, according to you. Your teeth were pretty straight, but still a little crooked. Your teeth were white, but still a little dingy. Your lips were plump, but chapped, no matter how much lip balm you put on them, and slightly asymmetrical. You hated your smile.

Jungkook loved your smile. He thought it was your best feature, even if you always told him how much you hated it. He thought your slightly, slightly, very slightly, crooked teeth were perfect for your smile. Your asymmetrical lips were what he loved best about your face. There was such beauty in your unique features, and he hated that you didn’t see it.

What he did hate, was the fact that you always half smiled for pictures, with your lips pressed together, to hide the defect, as well as your crooked teeth. It was often the reason, as silly as it was to him, for a few bickering words, and a few days of the silent treatment. Today was shaping up to be one of those days.

“Just smile!” he said, irritated with you already. He had been trying to take a picture of you full on smiling, but you refused.

“I am, take the picture or just drop it!” you shouted back.

He rolled his eyes, and turned off his phone. “Fine! It’s not like I want that snaggle toothed grin on my phone anyway!”

Your hands moved to your mouth, hiding it from view, and he turned to look at you instantly. When you would have run past him to your bedroom, he caught you in his arms, and pulled you to his chest.

“Stop, wait, just listen to me.”

“You said enough,” you said, your voice muffled by your hands over your mouth.

“No, what I said wasn’t true,” he said, shaking his head. “Just listen to me for one minute ok?”

He let you go, and you looked away from him, but stayed where he left you. He walked over to your bookcase, and retrieved the only thing he kept on that shelf: his sketch book. He sighed, and walked back to you.

“I’m sorry for that stupid remark that came out of my stupid mouth,” he said, looking at you. “I love your smile.”

“Jungkook, you said—”

“Let me show you how I see you, ok?” he said, cutting you off.

He flipped open his sketch book, and you saw your face, drawn in various sizes, and with various smiles. Some were tight lipped, and others were slightly open. And every single one of them showed how much he loved your face, especially your smile. Some sketches were only of your lips, or of your crooked teeth, and your mouth dropped in awe.

“Your smile is so beautiful,” he said, pulling out his phone, and showing you pictures he’d taken when you weren’t aware that he was taking your picture, where you were smiling wide. “I love how your lips are slightly asymmetrical, and how your teeth aren’t perfectly straight. It makes you so different from all the cookie cutter smiles I see, every single day.” He sighed, as his lips touched your forehead. “I’m sorry for saying that mean thing about your smile, when I knew how you felt about it.”

“You really do like my smile?” you whispered, and he turned to you and nodded. With a small smile gracing your lips, you rested your head on his chest, and his arms moved around you. “I love your smile too,” you said, your arms moving around his waist. “I love your bunny teeth.”

He chuckled, and pulled out his phone to take a picture of you two. This time, you smiled wide for him, and he beamed.

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❆ SEATTLE (ep3): dinner @ Noi

Our 1st meal in Seattle~

Noi Thai Cuisine, located at: 1303 1st Ave.

The interior was VERY dark! We quickly realized that Noi was more like a pub/lounge type of place. They are family-friendly; however, the atmosphere screamed date night or catch-up sesh with friends type of place.

Got a table by the window, facing The Harbour Steps.

Loved these lights!

Let’s take a look at the dinner menu (we happened to just miss the happy hr menu).

oooooOOh interesting.

I know the menu text is too small for you to actually read, but I still included them here so you can get a sense of how ‘fancy’ they are haha the pictures are all coloured & the menu paper is nice & glossy.

They have a very good description of what each dish is underneath the name of the dish.

Honestly, the menu was more like a food magazine than a menu :P

Look at that curry photo

Menu continues. ..

If you can’t tell by now, they are a fusion Thai restaurant.

*me thinking: “where is the pad thai?” *

Ahh. .. finally entering the noodle/rice section.

This is probably the section that was most familiar to me.

Noi also offers a number of vegetarian dishes.

We ordered our food & it came out pretty fast, despite the place being very busy!

The appetizer sampler~ Not gonna lie, DL & I were both intrigued by the ‘egg shell presentation’ lol but we also wanted to try other appetizers so the sampler was the best option. Let’s take a look at each part individually.

A. Crab wontons. Super crispy & filled with *real* crab meat (& cream cheese). The filling was creamy but had thin bits of crab meat.

B. Thai-style shrimp cakes. I’m a loyal fish cake girl so this shrimp cake . .. I was quite indifferent abut it. I was imagining something like the shrimp-stuffed bell peppers or eggplants that you could get at dimsum, where the shrimp is bouncy. But this fell short of that- there was a mushiness to it bcos the shrimp paste was made into some sort of paste/batter, rather than a primarily-shrimp paste. Does that make sense? Anyway, I though it’d be pure shrimp but it wasn’t, & I felt a little cheated.

C. Crispy taro rolls. This was better than expected. I thought it only had taro inside but it had some shrimp or prawn mixed in it as well!

D. Cock-A-Doodle-Doo. (Negligible) hint of spiciness from the tom yum bisque with deep fried prawn (bits) & tobiko. Sooooo sooo creamy mixed with crunchy & ‘popping’ textures. This was very satisfying from a textural perspective.

Of the 4 items, my order of preference: C > D > A > B.

Honestly opinion about the 4 items in general. .. I didn’t really get much “Thai” flavour in any of the 4 items :S I feel like these things could be ordered from any western restaurant, especially with more & more western pub/lounge places offering Asian-inspired appetizers/flavours. Wonderful presentation but altogether, not bad, but not great. I would recommend getting the Cock-A-Doodle-Doo on its own if you were to come here. It is different & I think it’s worth a try!

Original Tom Kah Gai. “This soup feature chicken, straw mushroom caps, lemongrass, spring onions, cilantro and enticing taste of galangal roots infused with coconut milk.” (copied directly from website)

From our personal Thai cuisine experiences, we have not seen/heard of this milky soup, so we decided to try it. The appearance looked so creamy & harmless, but this soup actually had quite a sharp flavour to it! Nevermind the ingredients used (nothing spectacular about it) but the soup was like WOWWW! Very citrus-y & strong lemongrass flavour will hit you first, & then it fades, & that’s when the subtle coconut flavour comes out. I really liked it!

Clay Pot Crab with Glass Noodles. (they say glass noodles but it’s the thin clear vermicelli noodles that you often find in spring rolls, aka cellophane noodles, not the stuff you use for japchae)

“A century old Thai favorite dish includes a combination of spiced crab, bacon, ginger, cilantro, white pepper on top of stir-fried glass noodle with our delicious homemade sauce.” The sauce was too zesty-spicy for me, so I actually didn’t eat the noodles with the sauce, but others might like it. I wasn’t a big fan of this dish; flavour was good (but did not scream “Thai” to me.. . honestly, it was just like a stir-fry that one could make at home using soy sauce + fish sauce), & abundant crab meat (more than I had expected!)... the biggest concern was the noodles =/ it was stiff! You know when you cook noodles sometimes & then it cools .. . & then it becomes dry & takes the form of the bowl? Well, this was like that. The noodles weren’t loose; it was stuck together. You literally needed to CUT a section out bcos using fork/chopsticks to take some was nearly impossible (you’d be taking out all the noodles with you). I was disappointed by this.. .

So yeah. .. ummm .. lol not the best 1st meal. However, the soup was very delicious & enjoyable!

Fun fact: they are a popular stopover spot for Thai Airways crew!

#travel #travel blog #travel post #seattle #dinner #food #thai food

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Welcome to Seattle (Ch. 3 of 5)

Remus deleted Tinder the second the app finished downloading. He was sitting at the dining table/desk combination of his studio apartment, and, unsurprisingly it was raining just outside the window. Seattle felt so new to Remus, although it had now been months since he moved away from his previous life. It took a lot of journaling and time, but he had begun to feel like what had happened–– his ex breaking his heart an hour before his twenty-sixth birthday party–– was meant to happen. His life hadn’t been his own. It was full of so much compromise, as is necessary for a life shared by two people, but the compromises that were made did not further his growth. He was stuck in a rut in his career, he was still in his college town, and he hadn’t even written a word of the novel he told himself he would write after the next big thing––graduation, holidays, birthdays, travel–– finished.

And now, here he was. Living in a big city, alone, but doing it the way he wanted. He had a job that furthered his growth, he had supportive friends, and he had already filled entire notebooks with the ideas, character charts, and plot diagrams that would eventually become his novel. Suddenly realizing that no one was here to complain about the cold, he cracked the window open, letting some of the fresh, rain-scented air in, and shrugged on a sweater.

He was at peace with himself, and for that reason he felt he was ready to give dating another shot. He re-downloaded Tinder, chose a few random pictures of himself, and typed out the bio that Dorcas had helped him draft, cringing the entire time. He closed the app without viewing the other Tinder users within twenty-five miles and two years of his age.

As a treat for his bravery, he decided to get a margherita pizza for lunch. If he exercised self-control, he could save half for tonight’s dinner as well. It was really a matter of simple economics.

***

Remus immediately noticed that the restaurant looked a little different in the midday light, but he also immediately noticed that Sirius was not on the clock. He ordered his pizza to-go.

As he walked back to his apartment, one hand tucking the pizza close, the other brandishing an umbrella, he tried not to think about the fact that he had so far only received free–– and unsolicited–– dessert items when Sirius was working.

***

An hour later, Remus had made his first matches on Tinder. He had also accidentally “super-liked” a person named “DL Top” with a gray image as their only picture, frantically looked up how you could “un-match” with someone, read a very patronizing how-to article on basic Tinder functions, and decided to choose “block” for good measure.

One of his matches was a graduate student at the University of Washington, and Remus liked that his profile said he loved to read. They exchanged normal greeting messages, before the man asked Remus if he was “a LTR kind of guy.” Remus answered him by saying “Tolkien is an amazing writer, obviously, but I have to admit the movies were kind of long.” The man didn’t reply, and Remus figured that his opinions on the Lord of the Rings franchise must have been a deal-breaker for the other man.

Dorcas and Marlene were adamant about hearing his progress with Tinder, so he sent a group text to the two of them.

Remus: Tinder day one is a thing, I don’t think I’ve done anything wrong yet

Dorcas: Yes! Proud of you

Marlene: what’s the weirdest thing that’s happened so far!!!!???

Remus: well, someone asked me what I thought about lord of the rings on the second message, does that count?

Dorcas: haha seriously? What did they even say

Remus: “so are you an LTR kinda guy or what?”

Marlene: HAHA

Dorcas explained that LTR in this context likely stood for “long-term relationship,” with intermittent texts from Marlene such as “how in the heck even” and “you are my favorite person oh my god.”

Remus decided to give Tinder a break for the rest of the day.

***

He made a good deal of progress within his first week of online dating, especially when considering that he started so low, with the misunderstanding of slang and accidental super-liking. It was now a Friday night, and he had a real-life, in-person date set for six o’clock. On Wednesday Remus had met a different match for coffee (but only after Dorcas had cross-referenced his story, friended him from a blank Facebook profile, and found pictures of him at his high school senior prom from nearly a decade ago. “You should be arrested,” Remus had said, horrified but a little grateful). Coffee had been perfectly pleasant, but both men agreed that they would rather be friends than anything more. They even friended each other on Facebook so that Remus could be added to his book club.

Meeting new friends was a welcome side-effect, but Remus was still in the market for a boyfriend. Hence, the anxious shuffling as he waited for the clock to get closer to six. Remus wished his apartment was larger, if only for the chance to have more space to clean. He had already Swiffered the floor, cleaned the bathroom mirror, and remade the bed, and it was still only a quarter past five. The cleaning was just for something to do with his hands and nerves, he knew that his date wouldn’t be seeing the inside of his apartment tonight. As per Dorcas’s prescriptions (and his own self-preservation), Remus’s first dates with strangers met online would take place completely in public.

At 5:45, a message from his upcoming date announced that he was being held a bit late at the office, and asked to reschedule for 6:30 instead of 6. Remus, wanting to be easy-going and amicable, kindly agreed, wishing him luck with his pressing work matters. Internally, however, he was frustrated that he had already taken the garbage out, since now there was absolutely nothing left to clean.

6:30 turned into 7:00, and by 7:15 Remus had taken his shoes off and was laying on the top of his neatly-made bed. The excuses changed from finishing at work, to a friend in need, to traffic, and Remus was beginning to consider just preemptively cancelling it himself.

At 7:45, the match asked if they could just skip dinner and maybe move straight into watching a movie “and cuddling” at Remus’s place instead. It was the final nail in the coffin Remus already saw, so he wasn’t even too disappointed.

Remus sent a polite but clear no, and knew that whoever this person was, he was not someone Remus would be building his life with. His stomach growled suddenly, reminding him that he still hadn’t eaten the dinner he was supposed to have hours earlier. Instead of going to all of the trouble to devise a meal at home, Remus decided that his troubles with the cancelled date warranted a very cheesy, doughy, and effortless meal. He quickly changed from his date clothes–– button down shirt, khakis, and tan buck shoes–– into a more comfortable, eating-pizza-alone-on-a-Friday-night ensemble: cozy sweatshirt, old blue jeans, and nikes.

When he got to the restaurant, he was still moping about getting blown-off from his date. He had sent a quick text to Dorcas and Marlene to let them know that his date was cancelled (otherwise they would have been checking his location religiously every fifteen minutes), but said he was doing okay since he didn’t want to interrupt their own date night plans with his sorrows.

Truthfully, Remus was pretty upset about what had happened. So far, online dating had not been a success, and Remus found himself returning to his secret fear that he wouldn’t ever successfully date again. Maybe it was because he was just too old, or perhaps he was out-of-touch, or it was simply because he had no real experience with dating since he had only ever had to go on one first date, and everything afterwards seemed to fall into place. If Lily was right, and he needed to meet someone organically for a relationship to work, he hoped it would happen soon.

Just then, his inner wallowing was interrupted by Sirius, carrying silverware and a glass of water. Somehow, Remus had forgotten that Sirius may be here, and hadn’t had time to prepare himself for the sight of the attractive waiter. His hair was swept into a loose bun, seemingly held together with a pencil.

“Hey there, how’s your Friday night going?”

Remus almost laughed at the question. Clearly, his night was not fantastic, because if it was, he would not be sitting in the booth of an Italian restaurant, alone, at 8:30 PM. He tried to shake off his own self-pity before answering. “Fine, thanks. How about you? Has it been busy tonight?” One of Remus’s favorite tactics when avoiding conversations about himself to his friends was to get them talking about themselves instead. Or, in the case of James, talking about Lily.

“It hasn’t been too busy today, or at least not since I got here at 5. Although,” he said, smiling almost conspiratorially, “I’ve had three different tables tell me ‘you too’ after I brought them their dinners.”

Remus laughed, and filed away the knowledge that Sirius remembered their inside joke from last time to the back of his mind for unpacking later. “I’ll have to see if I can get that number any higher then.”

“Oh, but you won’t be able to if I change up my script when I bring you your small margherita pizza. I’ll just say something like ‘here it is,’ no wishes of enjoyment included.” Sirius said, with faux sincerity.

“And what if I changed up my order on you?” Remus was surprised but pleased that Sirius remembered not only their jokes from last time about customers stumbling over words when presented with their food, but also the very food that Remus had ordered.

“I hope not, since I told the kitchen to start making it right after I saw you walk in.” Sirius grinned, but then suddenly looked almost bashful. “Although if you wanted something else, you still can order something else, that would be fine, I just thought, well, since it’s kind of late, we might as well give the ovens a head start?” His voice tilted up at the end as the statement turned into a question.

Remus liked this more approachable version of Sirius. He made him feel at ease. “No, you were right, I came here specifically for that margherita pizza. Thank you for starting it early for me.”

Sirius’s nervous smile turned soft.

***

The pizza was delicious, and succeeded in making Remus feel slightly better about the cancelled date. After all, he wouldn’t have been able to eat this much on the date, hindered by an abundance of good manners.

When Sirius dropped off the check, he also let Remus know that they would be closing soon. “You’re welcome to sit as long as you like, but the kitchen did just close.”

“No worries, I’m ready to head out. Thank you!” As Remus signed the receipt, a small to-go box was placed in front of him.

“Kitchen is closed, but you may want that for the road.” Sirius smiled warmly at Remus. “Have a good night!”

As Remus left the restaurant, carrying the small box, he reflected on Sirius’s parting words. He did have a good night, all things considered. Comfort food is one for addressing his emotional turmoil, but having a light conversation with a few inside jokes with another person is another thing entirely.

He also happily noted that he would get to bring the enclosed tiramisu with him to his breakfast with Dorcas and Marlene tomorrow. Pawning off the soggy dessert on them would be good for both reducing food waste and generating karma.

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Midsummer Texts

Fandom: Yu-Gi-Oh

Characters: Yugi Muto & Yami Yugi

Prompt: Yugi has a crush but has no idea how to talk to her. Yami offers to chat with Yugi’s crush over text. Confusion and chaos ensues as feelings go wayward.

A/N: I suck at writing romance, but this blog is a good excuse to start practising. I’m not quite decided whether this will end up to be a Yami x reader or a Yugi x reader. Maybe I will do both and make it a choose-your-own-adventure?

Once more an AU where Yugi and Yami are twins.

**Duel Online is something I came up with and totally did not name after Duel Links. Since I don’t play DL and have no idea how it works I’m going to create my own game so that I can mess around as I like without judgement. ( ‾́ ◡ ‾́ )

Over the course of a weekend a lot had changed. It started in the morning, as you got up and resolved to change your own mindset. A look in the mirror, a look of determination shared between you and your reflection.

“No backing out now.”

Your new motto lingered on within your mind as you made your way to school, where you would encounter the other change that had happened over the weekend.

“Be resilient,” Yugi said to himself as he fixed his hair, a look of resolution shared with his image reflected at the other side. Had he known about your confession to his brother Yugi would have probably chosen something else to say.

From Yami’s side there was only dread and conflict. As much as he treasured you as a friend and loved his brother there was no way in which he could satisfy the both of you, realising how both your hopes and wants were conflicting.

“Fingers crossed,” was all he sighed as he watched his brother walk down the path he dreaded the most.

“Morning [Name],” Yugi was quick to greet you, in fact, he was the first to come for you, splitting from the group to meet you at the door. “How are you feeling?” the male continued, his eyes ever so kind and genuine as he asked the rather absurd question.

Taking a moment to respond your eyes travelled over the rest of the group, meeting that of a particular older twin who was busy avoiding yours. Frowning, you returned your gaze to the other, your expression just a little confused as you couldn’t quite place the concern that was on Yugi’s face.

“Fine, I think?” you finally settled upon, wondering what this was all about. Fearing that you were saying too much you kept it vague, instead forcing a smile from your lips as you joined the rest of the group, relieved to see that the rest of the group seemed normal enough.

“I was thinking, since you left early last weekend, that I could maybe help you again with our free period?” Yugi’s voice piped up, grabbing hold of your attention once more.

You didn’t dare to express it, but there was something different about the male. Almost as if he had switched personality entirely, though you always knew that there was strength hidden within the otherwise shyer younger Mutou.

“Sure?” you let out, not sounding as confident as your answer seemed, neither did you sound as set on the idea as the beaming Yugi, whose smile couldn’t grow any wider anymore as he nodded firmly.

“It’s a date then!” he exclaimed, and before you could get anything between it the male ran off, leaving you with the rest of the gang in the corridor.

“What was that about?” Tristan mused out loud, seemingly as flabbergasted as the rest was about the sudden boldness of their friend.

“Does this mean we won’t be allowed to interfere?” Joey questioned. For once you didn’t giggle over the cluelessness of the blond, finding that you were as much scrapping for an answer as the rest of the group was.

Everyone but Yami, who kept to himself, his expression a frown once more as he gritted his teeth.

“I’m sure he doesn’t mean to imply that you aren’t welcome,” you recovered, patting Joey on the back. “I wouldn’t mind you joining if you really want to?”

You were being unfair towards Yugi, you knew that, but knowing what his feelings were while also aware of your own feelings. It was bound to be awkward and that made you feel even more undeserving of his warm attention.

“I need to catch up on homework,” Yami cut in, quickly turning down your invitation. The way his expression darkened didn’t escape you, your guilt growing to an overwhelming point. It was unfair to the older Mutou as well, knowing your feelings, knowing his brother’s, and having to stand in the middle of it.

An awkward silence, an exchange of looks, and a scrape of the throat. Nervously you were waiting for the silence to pass, for the verdict to come, for everyone to speak up, maybe even admonish you for your own insensitivity. “It’s a date,” he had said, loud and clear.

“Ah, I forgot about English,” Joey sighed to himself, for once not the last one to catch onto the situation, an arm bumping against Tristan who quickly joined in on the statement.

“I will need to borrow your maths homework, Anzu,” the brunet spoke, earning a cringe from you as you slowly watched the numbers dwindle down.

Hearing a sigh and a rustle Anzu pulled out her notebook, pushing it into the direction of Tristan with a roll of her eyes.

“I’m joining [Name] and Yugi, but you owe me.”

Winking the female threw you a reassuring smile, arm bumping against you in a reassuring way, as if silently telling you that she wasn’t going to leave you alone despite what the rest of the male population had decided.

A shot of warmth spread across your chest, a smile carefully turning on your face as you wondered how awkward it would be if you got down on your knees now to thank the angel that had descended upon you.

“I knew there was something going on between the three of you.”

During the intermission of your class you quickly explained everything that had gone down over the weekend to Tea who could only let go of a sigh, eyes turning up to the roof as she was trying to progress everything that you had just told her. “I was already wondering what had gotten the two of you so down over picking up a mere pizza,” the female continued to muse, her fingers tapping against her chin as she finally pieced together the puzzle.

Another sigh. Another confirmation over the mess you found yourself in.

“Yeah, I don’t think Yami said anything to Yugi about me confessing, but.”

Sighing, you let your head sink into your arms, cradling yourself between your elbows and hands as you just wanted this day to be over. “I feel like a jerk,” you mumbled.

“What’s wrong?”

Hearing Yugi’s voice pop up nearly made you fall out of your seat, your hands reaching for the sides of your desk as you tried to maintain your balance. “Yugi!” you gasped, more so to yourself than to the male who had surprised you.

“Hiya Yugi, what brings you here?” Tea greeted, seemingly better at recovering from the surprise than you were.

Shrugging the male threw a shy smile, still not entirely used to his new bold strategy, but pushing through nonetheless. “Just checking up if [Name] is still up for the session after the break,” he spoke, a light blush dusting his cheeks as he remembered his earlier exclamation.

Where the morning couldn’t be over soon enough for you, the first period had seemed so far away from Yugi.

“Though, what is this I hear about you feeling like a jerk?” Yugi quickly recovered, eyes suddenly glazing over in determination as an unsual frown appeared on his face. Everything within him was set ready to finely explain how exactly you could never be a jerk. Not to him, at least.

A speech you did not need to hear right now.

“No, nothing, I was just recalling some silly incident when I exited the elevators today,” you quickly brushed off before throwing a warning look into Tea’s direction. Not that the female needed one, her eyes holding the same sheen of determination as Yugi did.

“Mind if I join in?” Tea was quick to interfere instead, her smile warm as ever. “[Name] was saying earlier in the corridors that we’re all welcome to join if you’re alright with it.”

The way your friend had worded herself hurt a little, though you supposed she was only speaking the truth when she posed the question.

“Haha, yeah, I did,” you awkwardly pitched in, nodding along with each word as you turned over to Yugi. “Though the rest said that they had something else to do, so I guess it will only be the three of us,” you explained, hoping to negate the damage at least a little.

Yugi’s expression was unreadable at that, his eyes following the exchange before settling with a smile to cloud his own feelings on the matter.

“The more the merrier, not?” he chirped, undeterred as ever.

You could only hope to be half as optimistic as Yugi was.

#ygo x reader #ygo #yugi x reader #yugioh x reader #yami x reader #midsummer texts #series

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