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celestrials · 2 years ago

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I will never ever forget or forgive ppl for asking me if I was ever even a furry when they thought that my bf and I were breaking up. That shit was so fucked bc like???? Lmao like yea haha I totally created a fursona and spent hundreds of dollars in commissions in the last couple of years for pretend! It was all a facade! I was only pretending so my bf could like me more! You got me! Hahahahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahshahhahahahah🤪🤪🤪

#that shit was so fucked #so many ppl really revealed their tru colors when they thought things were over between us #like I’ve always had my suspicions before but to have them become real was…#also it’s been like idk so months since then like so much time has passed and only like 1 person actually reached out to see how I was doin #that shit sucks sm #like I kno I’m the bad guy in this situation and what I did was super fucked up but like…#idk if you were actually my friend and cared about me and loved me wouldn’t you have at least reached out to be like wtf #and like questioning me or like asking if I’m ok or like telling me what I did was wrong #or like actually telling me your cutting me off #in person or thru text or idk #anything!#anything would have been nice but it’s been radio silence since then #I have not spoken to anyone! except like 3 ppl. and we barely talk at all #but two of those ppl aren’t really a part of the one big group I’m referring to #idk it’s a little fucked #like if someone I loved and cared about did something horrible like idk #I would still talk to them! just to ask what they were thinking they led them to do what they did #bc I still care about them! and I want what’s best for them and idk I still love them #even if it’s unforgivable I would still like to hear why they did it at least #and then cut my ties afterwards if I decide to but i would let them kno #it’s just fucked up bc I didn’t even get any of that from anyone #and I feel like somehow that’s worse #idk it just really makes me not want to continue or even try to repair whatever relationship I had with everyone #I’m just so alone now and like #it’s just so so so depressing #like I really have no one #well I have some ppl but it’s like literally 3 and idk that’s ok but like I wish i had the other ppl I really really loved too #idk it’s hard to stay happy when I spend so much time alone now I miss driving late at night listening to music with friends so much #I do it alone now and I just breakdown #or I try to do it with someone else and it still makes me sad bc the ppl I loved doing it with are ppl I can’t do it with anymore

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