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Yeah uh, I saw an article on AI in French (my birth language) from a local Management big name professor, and that issue is spilling out of art real fucking fast. The tone of the article was so very peppy and eager and happy, and ... and all I could see in my mind's eye while reading the article was the loss of jobs, the displaced people, the perspectives for abuse and totalitarian things, the sheer fucking dystopia springing on it's AI-generated own in my mind's eye.
"Oh, AI will allow to build an emotional profile of the candidate using everything they've posted on social media!"
Girl, it's not gonna be limited to social media, it's going to be the biggest automated violation of the right to privacy EVER conceived, and that emotional profile is going to be used for discrimination. You'll have preconceptions saying the people with the blue dot in that particular part of the graph are better in accounting or management, and everyone with a blue dot elsewhere is gonna be shit out of luck.
"AI will help locate who's going to get into a burnout and then they can be sent to rest!"
No, not in the real world. AI will help to keep these poor fuckers on the edge, just on the edge of a burnout, until the AI determines there's nothing else to squeeze out, and then they're gonna get kicked out. Or pushed to the brink until they do something drastic, and then the company can fire them without paying a cent or even demand compensation for any damage incurred during the nervous breakdown.
And of course, the drivel about "mindset" and "stay ahead of the curve", usual shit. Thing is, mindset can't do shit when you are so exhausted from doing your job, fending off proposals to replace you with AI and struggling to follow everything that's evolving, all at the same time.
What truly drove home just how dire this is going to be, was a small little line, listing some - just some - of the works AI will be able to take care of. Among them was website creation. I know website creation. I studied up to a Master's degree with the perspective of having that as part of my job. And now AI will do that. But I put this in perspective with where I live.
I live in a small-ish city in France. Around 20 000 inhabitants. You can easily find one or two dozen local companies that make websites and offer associated services. Count somewhere between 30 to 60 people in the business in that small city. Maybe slightly more.
They are all fucked.
Website creation? AI. SEO? AI. Content creation? Yup, AI. Website updates? Yeah, you can AI that too. In short, there is not a single one of their activities (of the activities I was planning to do) that can't get AI'd. They are all fucked. One SEO AI service can put a thousand local SEO teams out of a job. Easily. That's actually a conservative estimate there by the way. The reality will be much, much worse.
Now add translation. And accounting. And marketing soon enough. Secretaries, administrative personnel, graphists...
And so, there I sat, contemplating the horror crawling out of my imagination, wondering just how many people would be hit. Well, I wasn't the only one wondering.
Yup, you read the title right. 300 million jobs. That's the USA and Europe only, by the way. If you take the entire world ... it's gonna be worse.
So, artists are taking the brunt of the shock right now, but it's gonna get worse. Way, way, way worse. Oh, the economy will be great, truly amazing even. Economies of scale and productivity multipliers galore, fantastic! But ... what about humans?
Because yeah, if you care about the economy's numbers going up, AI will be amazing. But is that really the end game we want? In short, what is more important? Humans, or the Economy? Actual people, or spreadsheets?
I know what is more important right now to the people in power, but I feel that question will be asked in much clearer, starker and unescapably bleak terms very soon.
“AI generated art won’t hurt that many artists, see, photography didn’t kill painting!” Except it actually did greatly reduce demand for painters, and the thing is, AI generation can also replace a great deal of photographers.
“They’ll still have to pay artists to further develop the generated work”
MOST of the jobs available to illustrators are just static images. AI generation has already rendered them heavily obsolete. “It can’t replace the human imagination” Yeah it can, people are already mistaking AI images for creative original works. *I* am mistaking AI images for creative original works that would have blown me away at one time.
“A lot of what it generates can look fairly plain and derivative“
Literally what most employers want. Look at how many video games have the same classic dragon design or how much advertising has deliberately generic anime style characters.
“It draws from existing images, so it isn’t even really generating anything new” We’re talking about tens of thousands to millions of images for some requests. There will be some that you can trace back to a source but the vast majority are impenetrably distinct, at least as much as any human artist drawing from general inspiration.
“It looks bad though, it’s full of weird mistakes when you look at it closely” That was only true for a few months, tops; almost every generator can now produce character art indistinguishable from the quality of a professional and the nature of algorithmic learning will continue to improve the process forever.
“Employers will pay extra for a human touch” They already avoid doing that at every single possible turn that they possibly can and are already willing to sacrifice an enormous degree of quality just to avoid paying union wages alone.
Guys, please just accept that AI art generation IS going to ruin the market for the majority of illustrators and concept designers. A lot of industry professionals have switched to it or just given up.
Human artists absolutely do have valuable creativity that can’t be replicated but that has never ever been what the industry looks for. It looks for marketability alone, and marketability most often means broad, inoffensive, flexible appeal; exactly what this technology produces in an infinite, infinite volume to pick from.
#marketing#management#AI#dystopia#cheerfully driving into a wall#is emotional eugenism gonna be a thing?#wake up babe new discrimination trailer was announced#AI will kill us all#just not in the flashy hollywood way#I want off this boat#so many destroyed jobs#Schumpeter's model gonna break#there's not creating 300 million new jobs in a short while#1929 gonna look like a wet fart#greed is NOT good
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Prompt 168
So. Apparently halfas are like phoenixes or something, which Danny would’ve really liked to know.
See, usually with ghosts if they’re forced to retreat to their cores they reform as was, but apparently, since they’re still partially living, schrodinger's people and all that, halfas have to regrow their body from scratch. At least that’s what he’s understanding from Frostbite.
But how come he has to deal with it? It’s Dan’s fault for trying to pull such a stunt! Oh, it’s either him or Vlad? Well fuck, he might have calmed down and is going to therapy in both the living realm and the Zone, but he’s waaay not equipped to raise a child except for like, monetarily wise.
Well dammit, how long will this core incubation thing last, he has his new job in… let him check which offer he accepted again… He has his new job in Coast City that he needs to finish packing for and then all the rest of the stuff to do.
What do you mean it’ll take months?! He doesn’t have months?! Urgh, fine. At least being a mortician isn’t that exciting, nor dangerous. Just hand him Dan’s core and he’ll figure things out for the living side of things. He’s sure Tucker and Sam wouldn’t be against helping, if only to try and claim favorite aunt or uncle spots.
#dcxdp#dpxdc#prompts#Coast City is where Hal Jordan lives hilarious enough#I just chose a random city but honestly a green lantern city is hilariously on brand for where Danny would choose to move#He’s just a cheerful space core dude who is glaring down several ghosts & helping others move on while he’s working#He’s also slightly uncanny valley to people outside of Amity & doesn’t realize it#He runs into a reporter Wes at some point & okay the fact he looks like the lady doing math meme when seeing Dan?#Utterly hilarious#Danny holding a newborn with matching slightly pointy ears and claws :)#Wes who is *pretty sure* Danny is cis but is second guessing everything now:#Danny is going to do his best to avoid any hero BS#He’s trying to do his JOB#Who cares if he brings his baby to work he needs to eat and he isn’t going to hire a babysitter#Bby Jordan tried to set the house on fire during his last tantrum do you THINK anyone else can deal with him? That’s what he thought now ou#Ellie visits as well & straight up melts out of the wall sometimes like a horror movie#She has weaponized her goo powers and is also excited to show her dad her new gravity ones#Space Core Danny + Fire Core Vlad = Sun Core Dan#Ellie has a Moon core (something something phases of the moon & travelling across the night sky)#Danny is encountering so many rogues and heroes and just doesn’t acknowledge it because he has a literal BABY who can destroy the entire JL#He’s very tired and would like a nap now
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smth smth about 'the thing that the character did that you thought was rly rly funny in the moment is actually linked to a terrible trauma that lies within said character.' or wahtever.
#jrwi show#jrwi fanart#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#made this within a short span of wahtever bc i gotta go up to the mountains for my stupid gay job tonight n im trying#nnot to frrRREAAAK THE FUCK OUUTTTTTTi dont wanna work but. get that bread we fuckin shall i guess#ONWARDS TO THE FISH TORMENT!! sometimes flowers feel pain when you trim them before their blossoming. atleast i imagine so#i used to draw gillion with loooong hair tied into a big ol braid. and then it was confirmed that he had short hair when he was little.#AT FIRST I WAS SAD. but then i realized the duality of. when they were little. gill had short hair. edyn had long hair.#AND NOW THEYRE OLDER. and gillion has long hair. and edyn has short hair#both mirroring eachother. looking up to eachother. subconsciously or not. they most certainly care. and most certainly miss eachother.#GILLION ALWAYS LOVED HOW LONG HAIR LOOKs. atleast i imagine so. he hasnt cut it since he left the undersea. sure he wanted to go back home#but even at the very start. he knew he was free in some way now. free to grow out his hair. an adventure would await him before he returns.#he knew it would be a while. so he cant let this go. he cant let this sought-after hair-length get cut away from him again#not yet. not yet. i like to think he loved music too. I SAW SOMETHING INTERESTING A BIT AGO#i see alot of ppl commenting on my baby gill comics like;'i wouldFIGHT this teacher i wanna KILL EM i want them DESTROYED#all very good and nice sentiments! i LOVE the energy here! and it would be nice. to have that catharsis#but the story of young tidestrider is not a story of catharsis. it is a story of agony and being so so small and so special and also so dum#and sucking so bad. and just being a kid and doing the things that a little kid does and so many tired tired people reacting badly to it#youre supposed to be the hero that will save us. our world hangs in the balance and you are the one who tips the scales.#YOU are supposed to SAVE US!! you NEED to SAVE US! CAN YOU PLEASE STOP SQUIRMING IN YOUR STUPID CHAIR!!#you'd think that young tidestrider ought to prevail. and be tucked someplace all safe and sound.#elders gone missing and rotting in a jail. their cultists nowhere around. but theres no happy endings. not here not now.#this tale is all sorrows n woes. you may dream that justice n peace win the day. but thats not how this story goes#BIG ideas for this lil baby gillion series. if anything i make ever gets disproven im killing myself in a well as to poison a water supply
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every now and then I see posts from artists who lament that they crave to draw all day long and when they finally have time for it in the evening, their brains suddenly don't want to draw anymore. let me share an observation I made about myself
In general, I have the most ideas when I'm the most stressed. During a busy period at work I will imagine vividly all the silly things I will draw when I'm finally free. And thinking about all those possible drawings makes me feel good, because I think they will be good and I really want to draw them, and as a result I gain some energy and motivation to continue with my current task
What I'm trying to say is. If you're an artist, you probably love to draw. So when your brain is stressed and experiences unpleasant feelings, thinking about drawing will counter those feelings and help you feel better
And, it's only natural that once you're after work and no longer worried about deadlines and coworkers, your brain no longer needs to counter the stress, so it no longer feels the need to think about drawing. Simply relaxing might become a more urgent need and that's fine too
Not all drawings in your head are meant to be made real; some of them exist just for you, to help you with your day, and I think that's beautiful
#wondering how many of you can relate#destroy the shame from unfinished works! it won't bring anything good#my summer job at that one tomato farm was so bad that at one point i basically hallucinated a whole ass new OC out of thin air#between the tomato bushes#wild times
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#I think usually people know what they're wanting to do after college and I. do not. pensive emoji#I thought I knew and then in my last year of college I figured out I don't actually want to be a librarian. so. oof#pray for me as I look around for something...#I've told people I want to be a librarian for like ten years and now I'm just lost. it's very scary#too many choices and simultaneously too many jobs I Can't do for various reasons physical mental etc#but sometimes you don't have a choice and just have to take a job that destroys you a little so. waugh#Robin processes emotions on main
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just doing some thinking about the adderall shortage
#People are having their lives ruined LMAO!#It just feels completely unacceptable that this was allowed to happen#and I think the reason more people aren't up in arms about it is because it's /just adhd/#assflash newshole. Apparently adderall also treats narcolepsy which is a new thing I just learned#But that's beside the point because adhd is completely debilitating to many people LMAO#People are losing their jobs. Dropping out of schools. Destroying relationships...#It makes me so ANGRY#I don't think this is the kind of thing you can sue for but I wish it was#I wish people were getting any form of restitution for this. Just... Anything#Like. Imagine being on meds for years without an issue and then a shortage hits and you start getting symptoms again.#You miss a few too many deadlines. Don't complete a few too many assignments. Take a few too many mental health days#because it's exhausting to live like this#But somehow this is all a You Problem and it's Your Fault and you deserve to be PUNISHED???? for this???#if you failed a college class this year because you weren't able to access your lifesaving medication:#in a good world you'd get your tuition reimbursed#and people who lost their jobs should be paid unemployment directly from the bank accounts of adderal manufacturers
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The way I wouldn't even know who the UCL ref was if he hadn't birthed Leo but I could tell four facts about Oliver because these nasty English refs have the worst case of main character energy
#he's so fucking bad at his job#howard webb will be on every show this week talking about well Kai could have gotten a red and Riccy's goal could have been chopped off...#they are absolutely destroying this league and it infuriates me how many fans will dickeat the PGMOL#t: epl 24-25#g: mnc v ars
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Man, I'd missed DnD. My flatmate got a group together and we had our fourth session tonight and it feels like we're really properly getting into the swing of it and it's So much fun.
My character, Benjamin Larkwright, is a war wizard who was a magically-trained soldier as a young man and then a watchman for about a decade before quitting to take up his magic again and become an adventurer, and playing a mystery adventure as an ex-cop who keeps forgetting about his magic and solving problems like a detective is Really fun. I'm getting to mess around with all the crime drama tropes that I love while Also being a wizard, it's Great.
A couple of stand-out moments from this last session included getting to do the Hot Fuzz fence jumping thing, where the loxodon paladin just walked through the garden wall and Benjamin, on principle, vaulted a bit of still-intact wall aaand managed to roll an 8, land badly on his bad ankle and nearly faceplant in the street. The other wizard who, despite being a nerd and unathletic, is also 17 and limber managed to get over the wall with no trouble and got waved off from helping him up with a cranky "I've got a bad ankle, it's fine, I'm old, leave me alone." (He's like 45ish.)
We'd also earlier been to talk to the local sheriff about the epidemic of missing people we'd been hired to investigate (by his sister, it turned out, who thought he wasn't doing enough about it), and I got to play Benjamin going from marching in all judgemental and dragging this guy's curtains open in the face of his dreadful hangover and pointedly shifting the bottles off his desk to put down the list of missings we got from his sister, to leaving with a gentle word about hangover cures and all his missing person files and a promise to deal with whatever hold the villain has over him that he couldn't tell us about but had clearly caused an extended breakdown and is preventing him from investigating properly himself. (Kidnapped wife and son, we later worked out, who are among the people going missing around this Highly Suspicious Casino that appeared in town six months ago.)
The best moment, though was when I finally got to catch the other wizard out on the gems she stole from a bag in the mail car when we were searching the train to the town for Weird Shit. She'd managed to do it while the rest of the party were all out on the platform tidying up the mess from our fight with a gargoyle that had also been sent in the post via the train, so none of us had any reason to even suspect she'd nicked them. But then we were investigating a weird magical effect outside the temple we were in, and Abigail goes and pulls out these gems right in front of Benjamin's nose to see if they react to the magical field. He recognises them from before, asks her where she got them from, and she lies to his face that they were something she inherited from his wizard grandfather. So, two sessions after the theft, I finally get to insight check her, with my +5 insight vs her +0 deception, and I roll a 21. Which, upon realising that there's nothing she can roll to beat that, causes me, out of character, delighted, to exclaim "ha! Get insighted, crime child!"
Which was apparently the highlight of the session to the DM and everyone else and got me an inspiration as the culmination of a bunch of good ex-policeman roleplaying, which was delightful. (Got a good grade in DnD, which is both normal to want and possible to achieve.) The player of the other wizard now desperately wants me to draw a very pleased-with-himself Benjamin looming over a cowering Abigail pointing and exclaiming "Get insighted, Crime Child!", he was that amused by it, and honestly I might later when I'm less busy.
In-universe, Benjamin just gave her The Look, though, and said "alright, I'll believe you", with them both knowing Full Well that he doesn't. It was then followed up by him dashing (so Detect Magic didn't run out) over to the temple down the street to check if the magic field effect was also unable to penetrate the inside of that temple, and passing Abigail who tried to follow him on the way back, much slower on her "weak nerd legs" and pestering her into jogging the whole way back again while Benjamin made it very clear without outright saying that the jogging was her penance for the petty crime. (He's not a watchman anymore and he's not her dad so he's just going to mess with the kid in the hope that it makes her think twice the next time she gets the urge to be sticky-fingered with potentially dangerous magical items. And also for his own amusement, tbh.)
It was all very funny, I'm having a great time being the (metaphorical, he's aroace) straight guy to the rest of the party's hijinks and also occasionally indulging in my own. We ended the session thoroughly convinced that all roads lead to the Suspect Casino, having tugged on every investigative thread to Benjamin's satisfaction (and everyone else's), and he snapped his suspiciously-police-looking notebook shut and said "On that, Droozh, we are in complete agreement." to the loxodon paladin's declaration that he thinks now is Definitely the time to march into the casino and demand to know what the hell is going on. And yes, Droozh has wanted to do that since we arrived in town and the place seemed a bit sus from the whole 'got sent a gargoyle in the post' thing, but now we can march in and start cracking skulls in an Informed and Well Considered manner, having a better idea of what we're up against.
I love DnD, I've missed it.
#yes yes i know playing a policeman...#but i like investigator characters and it's part of a whole commentary thing with his character#on dehumanising jobs and how you Actually go about helping people#when you have power that they don't#being a watchman was a holding pattern job for benjamin after his whole life was destroyed by war#a continuation of the 'being a soldier is how you serve your country' thing his parents believed in#and choosing to quit and take up his magic again was the first positive choice he'd made in twenty years#but also he's a trained watchman who still cared about being good at his job#even though he was miserable the whole time and not admitting it to himself#so he still solves his problems as a policeman#if the campaign lasts long enough maybe he'll start learning how to be a wizard#but in the meantime i've watched too many crime dramas and i'm making that the dm's problem#by playing an extremely nosy bugger who writes everything down#(she knew i would be it's all good)#i didn't decide benjamin was a notebook guy ahead of time but he sure is now#cue a great many hot fuzz jokes which we're all leaning into#and i definitely have to draw something about eventually#dungeons and dragons#benjamin larkwright#personal stuff
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talking to people who don’t have an anxiety disorder will never not be fucking wild like they truly view the world through a ‘if i don’t want to think about it i’ll just move on’ lens which i absolutely adore for them but trying to explain that you literally feel sick to your stomach and like you’re holding your breath in every conversation even when you’re merely listening sounds crazy to them
#i destroyed an apple today because i was so fucking anxious#the only thing i could do was sit and crush and bruise the apple below the table#anyone asked me anything i froze because i can’t help but think about what if they hate me what if they stop me from getting a job#i don’t belong here everyone hates me everyone thinks i’m weird if i eat anything ill get sick and then people will stare at me and they’ll#be annoyed i interrupted and they’ll kick me off the board and all my ex professors will hate me and be embarrassed of me and i’ll be all#alone which!!!! is ridiculous but you can only tell yourself it’s not that deep so many times like truly and i was just uncomfortable and my#friends who were there just genuinely think i’m shy like nope! i feel like if i say anything ill die!!! i wish i was just shy!!!!!#anyway :)#eris: text
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btw the only reason the usa dominates in the olympics is because we’re a very wealthy empire. if u even care
#this is not to take away from all the very talented athletes or their accomplishments!#but you’ve definitely got a a head start if ur born in an extremely wealthy and stable nation#where you can afford to compete as a child or make athletics your full time job#PLUS usa immigrant culture (especially from nations we took slaves from or destroyed in war)#this is the most genetically diverse country on earth so many different bodies built for many different sports#not a bad thing at all but def a contributing factor!#ivy speaks
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@cowboylovin oc issac ‼️ i will start a fanclub he is so real 2 me
#he has so many cool ocs go look. immediately#inside job#i absolutely destroyed this with gradient maps 💔💔
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i deserve financial compensation for the amount of fucking hoops i had to jump through to enable tipping on here
#mar.txt#this is /j obviously i'm just trying to be lighthearted to cope with the Anger ha ha ha :)#oh the urge to throw my phone as hard as possible into a hard surface. but i cannot. not Yet at least. but once i get a job and can get a#new one......... this one's getting destroyed through Brute Force :)#lets see how many times did i have to re-login and redo Everything because the verification thing wouldn't accept my id picture bc it was#'too blurry' so i had to take a picture with my phone camera but i had to clear app caches first because this phone is constantly at 99-100#storage space. but Then because it fucking sucks ass and if i Breathe in the direction of another app whatever app i just tabbed off of#crashes and i have to reopen it. i had to log back in Again which meant waiting for the text message verification code Again (i live in the#middle of nowhere with a phone that Refuses to use the wifi for calls/texts and instead only uses the shitty cell service)#because Apparently tumblr users aren't allowed to stay logged in nor log in with a password. and Then i had to take a picture of the back#of my id too and i tried using my phone camera straight from the gallery option when i clicked upload. but because my phone sucks That also#crashed my browser and made me log back in. this isnt even counting btw how many times i TRIED to do it through tumblr but it kept stalling#and making me back all the way out log all the way back in and wait on it again for it to go further so i said fuck it and went to my#browser to do it. so i log back in and then i find out not only did attempting to take that picture crash my browser but it didnt even#actually TAKE the picture. so i have to click back over to my camera app Again and take the picture Again and log back in and wait the eons#it takes for things on this phone to load AGAIN. and then i Finally. FINALLY get it completed.#oh but did you think that was all? oh no i STILL had to log back in and load all the way back in Again through tumblr one final time to tel#the app i had done all that! and THEN i could turn tipping on. right?#no. i then had to close the app and reopen it again for it to Let me enable it. otherwise it just tried to take me back to stripe then#proceeded to give me an error message when i tried. great job tumblr#anyways that was infuriating#lmao i forgot to finish the original thought and check#anyways. around 7 or 8 times. that took almost a half hour of struggling i'm pretty sure. enraging☺
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EVERYONE SAY THANK YOU SOUTH-AFRICAN FIREFIGHTERS!!
#they come every year so far from home to fight fires here in canada#i cant imagine being so far from home doing such a terrifying job#but they come here and fight fires and sing with smiles on their faces? it's truly something#im just feeling emotional about the firefighters#so many places have been burnt to a crisp and homes destroyed#and there are true heroes that protect homes when nature throws all it has at places#y'know?#it is an honorable line of work... fighting wildfires
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I crave validation so strongly. I wish I could help everyone in the world and yet I am unable to help myself.
#this website is constantly telling me that trying to help myself with mental health is some sort of bougie indulgance and insulting to gaza#and it's a quick jump from there to thinking the same about trying to access transition#and from there it's my life is meaningless and my suicide would be celebrated if i put the right post on twitter before#tw suicide#i feel like the obvious thing to do is quit tumblr and stop encountering these messages- but i have nowhere else i feel#i can talk about the ugliest parts of myself#and recently i put an artwork on instagram that i worked on for 15 months and it got 7 likes and i'm fucking destroyed by that#i genuinely can't tell you how upset#but i know that's not healthy- i should be able to like and feel proud of my work no matter how many people press a thing#or see it in the first place- we all know its algorithm that does it#i never want to become someone who moans about algorithms and guilts for likes and yet here we are#leaving instagram would seem the obvious solution but i need that validation so badly#i don't even want to make art my job ever! i'll be doing it no matter what i just want people to like it and like me#to think i am someone worthwhile#i don't understand why i'm like this i have no good reasons i have never lacked for love in my life#and yet i can't feel it#i hate myself
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how am I going to survive living here for three months I hate it
#love my family but there’s so many unresolved issues here so I’m just constantly on edge and uncomfortable#even when nothings happening because I always feel like something’s about to#there’s something rotting#please I just wanna live at college again with my friends…#I miss them and this is just a miserable town too#sorry for venting#I want to be able to go somewhere and not tell anyone. I want to not be my mother’s therapist#I don’t want to be told I’m the only thing keeping things together!! I don’t want to fix my siblings relationship! That’s not my job!#I don’t want to watch my grandfather die and hurt people I love because his filter is completely gone but we have to interact with him#Since it’s not his fault and watch it destroy my mother and fear that’s me someday!! I want to get out of here!!! I have been home for thre#Days and I am losing my entire fucking mind. I’m dramatic cause I’m sick but I hate it here
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god youre so right about job applications, i never feel so hopeless as when im sitting down to pick out the next round of things to get ghosted & rejected from
not to mention that filling out just a few job applications feels like running a mental marathon. like i'm mentally exhausted by the end of it. why did i have to enter the same information over and over again? why did i have to create an account? why did i have to write a personalized essay for you that you're not going to read?
ALSO scrolling through jobs that suck is just draining. you have to lower your expectations until it wears you down to not even respecting yourself as a person and you're forced to accept being exploited.
but i want to end it on something positive. keep going, keep trying. it is worth it in the end. we will get there. it's hard out there for everyone and we're all in this together. it's not that you're doing anything wrong or that you aren't enough. take breaks when you need to. don't forget to enjoy your life. don't let the tar pit of capitalism suck out and destroy all the joy in your life.
#im 27 and the most ive ever been paid by a job was the equivalent of 14/hr#i think in my tags for that post i said 'suicide fuel' and i meant it#i have rarely been so close to seriously contemplating ending it all#than i have when im in the job hunting process#hate it out here#no but seriously#dont let it destroy you too much#there are so many wonderful things out there#when you start to feel hopeless just put it away#and come back and try a new approach with a fresh mind
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