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===WELCOME TO THE SPLASH ZONE==
Hey im Gorlock Wetnasty. Resident bisexual lizard & pround wetnasty. Im 34, i love webkins, and you best believe my brisket is undefeatable.
DO NOT INTERACT (Will permafreeze your energy for this)
o Lesbian gorlock truthers. girl what?
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o defenders of gorlock x jeffery
o people who think the dragon episode was real.
i keep my crystals charged bitches. dont raise your defense chakras and reach nirvana with me, ugly. ill eat you.
#intro post#gorlock wetnasty#askblog#for asks#almost too woke#so liberal its painful#vote kamala queens#VIVID MOUSE ANTI
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#my art#my stuff#this is really fucking long so im gonna have to break it up into multiple reblogs#(howling) WAUGHHHHHHH#i love aishang by xiaoshiguniang#i love to implicate my alma mater in my art about being gay in the shittiest most conservative corner of singaporean society#by some terrible trick of fate i ended up in the conservative chinese christian cishet circuit from primary school to end of hs#obviously i am not most of these things but there i was. Depressed#and there i was after that at Liberal Arts College. the 4 years i spent there were a clusterfuck#but like a good and outrageous and lively clusterfuck#and i graduated in may this year and when i came back it was for the first time in 10 months. it was like. what da hell#like i love being here in specific ways but there is also the pain of being seen as something you're not constantly#can i blame them? i ask myself this every day. for most of my ex classmates and relatives i Am the only not cis person they know#idk my lottery number was bad this corner of society really is that bad#and so its like. idk dawg anyway i aint offering solutions but u get it like it fucks with your head to be misgendered either which way 24/#but to leave them behind would be to leave the only people who knew me for the first 19 years behind. and thats a lot of my life#i am 23!!!!!! ough#anyway. whatever. if u liked it i have a ko-fi#reblogos appreciated
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There's something about dramas like Our Liberation Notes, Call it love, Summer Strike and Tell Me that You Love me that just heal me and provide me with so much comfort.
#i would add my mister to the list too even thought it was a little too gut wretching to watch.#all these dramas hold a very special and very dear space in my heart#something about the slow moving and mundane but raw and true emotions provoked by the characters speak to me#i find pieces of myself scattered all throughout these dramas#please recommend me anymore that you might think id like!!#also the male leads in these dramas are truly the greenest flags#its so hard to find someone who truly understands and speaks my langauge of hurt and pain and love but watching these dramas makes me feel#less alone and that is why i'll cherish them as i continue this silly journey called life#kdrama#kdramas#melodramas have my heart#i forgot to add soundtrack 1 to the list!!#rant#my liberation notes#call it love#tell me that you love me#summer strike#my mister
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when u want to like a character so so bad but theyre a cop so its impossible
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#sorry even if theyre hot my first thought will always be 'cop' and it kills all desire#slams head thru wall#vi arcane i want to love u so bad......but i look at u and see COP and its over for me 😐#and her cop gf 😐😔#before anybody gets mad at me im just sad 😔 shes great otherwise like she fits my fave types but this wall is insurmountable#she grew up in the SLUMS and they make her an ENFORCER??? die#she was wrongfully imprisoned for like a decade and they make her an enforcer 😐😐😐😐#after finishing arcane i went to read her lore 😐#felt so Liberal 😐😔 weh weh both sides bad type beat#girl its not too late please dont be a cop and cait pls leave the force PLEASE i cant defend you like this#anybody else trapped in this torture prison abt her or is it just me please tell me im not alone in this#every time i see her on my dash it pains me so much like physically mentally....#its ok at least i have my other vi who fights ex military with her gf to avoid becoming soldiers in a pointless war :) blink blink#it speaks#only posting this bc i need to know who else is suffering over this.............. it cant just be me
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You know what's so funny about finding an old anime you watched in childhood
Then learning the main character you stan back then died in season 2?
Pain, pain fuck this gosh, fuckkkk
Then going to fanworks to heal your broken heart and finding out there's a ship with the main character's male friend and that guy is basically the 2nd mc (and apparently there's a kid in the future scenes that looks like the two of them mixed together and im just ????? Wait what the hell, if thats not a sign that its a viable ship then I dont know what is) instantly shipping them then going to read the most highest rating fic of them in ao3
Only to later sob over a Tokyo Ghoul au fic on the ship and the main character dies while his lover walks around in the aftermath of their war, wielding a weapon made from the corspe the mc while holding it like a lover and anyone who sees the guy just gets sad cause they know the implications of what went down between the couple.
Soooooooobbsss
#l-elf x tokishima haruto#harueru#kakumeiki valvrave#valvrave the liberator#tokishima haruto#l-elf karlstein#michael karlstein#its such a small community.....#sooooobb#i immediately digged the ship#but theres so little english fanworks#i didnt even read the tags carefully#only knew it was tokyo ghoul au#i didnt see the major character death tag#nooooo#im sobbing and crying#its the middle of the night and i cant stop crying#what is it with political animes and stories with ships like this that you know just ends with death?#whyyyyy#whats the allure? i canttttt#its like a blackhole and im a sucker for it#im suffering#soooooobb#i linked it if anyone's interested#either to spread love or pain#yes i got it#its a doomed ship#whyyyyyyyy#and its so beautiful too#this is giving me kaishin vibes
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I wish that music players on blogs still worked. If they did, I would put this on loop.
#sonic#sonic adventure 2#every knuckles stage has a rap btw... if you even care#also this is the stupid version where there's supposed to be a conversation between sonic and knuckles during the song#but both parts are played by the singer/rapper and he does the same voice for both#this part of the song fucking killed me one night and i literally couldn't stop laughing#which sounded weird because i have a weezy kind of laugh and no sound was coming out#and then i completely broke into the same laughing the next day when i told my friends about it#its so fucking bad but amazing love her so much#it might be stockholm syndrome but that isn't important#i didnt know you could put gifs in song cards but you can apparently#i havent played many sonic games but this is the only one with the chao garden so its the best one sorry liberals sun glasses emoji#listen i was trying to find a downloadable overthere shrine file from spm but couldn't find one#its an incredibly angelic and soothing piece and it only plays in a very remote area in the game and only after taking care of the story ev#nts#you should go listen to that to pretty pls okay i love you goodnight heres to pray i dont wake up in pain tomorrow
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they accepted me into the work rehab program! im significantly disabled!!! awesome!!! /genuine
#idk how many more months itll take to actually uhhh Get A Job#but!! accepted!! im disabled! its on paper!#feels. kind of. liberating?#i feel less like Oughhh But What If Everyone Is In Constant Pain That Limits Their Mobility And Im Not Really Disabled#SIGNIFICANTLT EVEN like okayyy if you say so teehee 😳👉👈
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most recent quotes to rock my shit from my current read
“her ethical values are eroded by the intensity of longing and lack.”
“she has found it makes life easier when she hardens her heart and turns her attention toward more attainable goals... thinking about love may simply cause her pain. she, and hordes of women like her, have had enough pain.”
— bell hooks, all about love
#all about love bell hooks#bell hooks#all about love#these are literally on the same page#i am unwell#poetry#quotes#longing#so deeply#pain#ouch#book#did somebody say liberal arts? its definitely giving#love
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honestly. the more i watch tgwdlm the more confused i am as to what the message is meant to be.
#like bodysnatchers is about comformity and how we are all losing our indivduality to capitalism or whatever#but in tgwdlm... everyone seems to WANT to be infected except paul and emma bc they dont like musicals#bc everyones happy doing creative things like singing instead of living their boring 9-5#so are we meant to agree with paul our protagonist that musicals are bad and we should just be happy with our 9-5#(no thats surely not what we're meant to take away considering all the liberal songs in here)#but its also a satire of the genre so are we meant to disagree with paul but then why am i so connected to him#the best i can get is like. small pleasures like singing wont dismantle systemic problems. like the homeless guy sings a song wont take the#pain away#but like it does bc they dont have to live in the capitalistic world anymore theyre in a musical#like hidgens spends. awhole song singing about how we wants to creative and be with his freinds#and the apocylapse allowed him to do so so why is it a bad thing but is it just a bad thing for paul but isnt paul meant to be an audience#stand in#its like. conformity is bad but its also good if u do it like this.#and i think im just dumb and overthinking it#all the characters get what they WANT by the end so why wouldnt i want to be in the musical
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we'll never have sex always gets me at the very last line i cant express to you how much this song means to me.
#its such a deep melencholy#but theres so much love and hope and#its such a quiet pain#im really tired right now and ive been listening to this song a lot tonight and just#continuing to feel it on such a bone deep level#its liberating and devastating knowing that others know this feeling#i can only dream to be loved in the way this song is talking about
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Ah yes, the “parents misgendering you in the past tense because it makes sense to them and you get that but also it sucks and is painful” problem.
I know it well.
#like yeah I grew up that gender. and people treated me in a way that reflected my assigned gender. but like. could you. could you just#phrase it fucken differently#but they literally don’t understand that it’s painful. they just don’t. and‚ at least with my parents‚ if I tried to explain to them#that it’s painful‚ they would only get defensive like ‘HHHFVVBHB YEHAH BUT BUT I KNEW YOU AS MY DAUGHTER SO SO SO ITS ITS NOT THAT- bUT IM J#and I don’t know how to explain to them more than I already have that like. I get it??? I understand. and all I’m trying to do#is to make our CURRENT relationship more mutually beneficial. by telling you what hurts me. sometimes things that hurt are understandable.#and that’s why we have ongoing conversations.#because I would assume‚ as my parents‚ that you want to respect me.#literallt how do I get it across to my liberal ass father that by pointing out behaviors he exhibits that are harmful do not make me think#any less of him#it’s just. hey man. I’m trying to be a fucken person with you.#not everything is an all out attack on your fucken political morals.#get a grip.#anyway#blithering on#gender
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transphobia is so wild man the people at my pharmacy insist on missma'am-ing me when i pick up my testosterone despite having an entire moustache and im just like .diversity win! women can have mustaches and still be women. except i fucking Know if a trans woman was picking up her E and had facial hair theyd he/him her so badly so it sucks. it always reminds me of that "i have D cups, grandpa, the waitress thinks you have dementia" post though. i have a moustache, pharmacy tech, everyone in line behind me thinks you're deranged.
#being hardcore into gender liberation makes this bother me less these days though sometimes its still painful#like no youre so right though women can take T and men can take E if they want to#id tell them 'hey im actually a man shut up pls <3' but i live in florida and dont want to get killed so#i just cope by going 'wow theyre being so hashtag-feminism right now women CAN have mustaches'
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When I'm tired + when I'm sick + when I'm drunk , every feeling that I am in some way disfigured melts away cos the other stresses get strong PLUS right this has been a thing , therapy realm fr but I'll keep it concise, since I was a kid before it got insane like from "wow if I get a cut...it bleeds. And heals. Like others?" (Throw in self harm )And now oh my god the delight in seeing myself get old I'm like woahhh me toooo???? Its SO weird lol. Disassociation but also just . Fracture
#So yes I have this odd energy that's cos right hear me out#...not normal lmao#I have HATED This pain but its involved Me just being like right . That's it.#Anyway yea weird how if ur treated subhuman u will do it to yourself sooo weird#My childhood ...there was a year I didn't have proper toilet access living in a freezing conservatory that made extremities purple#hatto is like I can tell mum and dad I'm gay they're liberal and I'm like Excuse Me#Their evil is within them...think abt how they treated me#Mum was so physically violent w me#They could remember and wld casually bring it up and then she'd get angry at me for telling them when I hadn't#And they ask her abt it now for their cohesion ...dani said a few days ago#And she denies it all...it was a) real b) happening LMAO#What is this denial and gaslightinh its fucking insane#It's like the rapes! i literally the rapes atleast and her precious bro ..atleast it had a bit more played out solid story n made me leave#All this residue I'm forced to look at I'm so tired#The woman threw knives at me and I have a mark on my eyeball from when she threw me n the door handle hit my eye#And ur saying she never hit- lol#And I CANT AFFORD THERAPY#THIS WORLD MAn#Why me#Gonna go listen to blaketheman1000#The way I don't care that harm is behind me but the feelings n reminders alongside my siblings I can't build up I feel so bad#Tbt last April then I went on those holidays 😫 lord#No ofc I can build up but I can't talkkk abt it#But it's their reality. Actively
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TW My motivation quote of the day
-Starvation is fulfilling. I will do whatever it takes. Colors become brighter, sounds sharper, odors so much more savory and penetrating that inhalation fills every fiber and pore of the body. The greatest food is actually found when a morsel never passes the lips.
-Pain is weakness leaving the body.
-Starving is not pain, it's the cure.
-It's not deprivation, it's liberation.
-Starving is an excellent example of will power.
-Hunger won't betray you like eating will.
-Hunger hurts, but starving works.
-Know that the pain will pass. When it passes you will be stronger, happier, and more aware.
-This isn't so bad. I can go another day.
-You've made a decision. You won't stop. The pain is neccessay, especially the pain of hunger. It reassures you that you are STRONG, can withstand anything, that you are NOT a slave to your body, that you don't have to give into its whining.
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If you believe the shit my abuser says about me and use that as your reason to not listen to trans men who are vocal about our issues then you dont care about trans rights. you make all of your moves based off of drama and a desire to keep the clique pristine.
#mood#if one person makes you lose alll sympathy for the marginalized identity they have then you never cared in the first place.#i honestly just think yall refuse to hand me any stmpathy for anything i go through bc then it means you have to consider actually#that maybe perhaps i am in fact telling the truth about my experiences. which ik is so incredibly hard for yall apathetic wastes to do#yall will hold so strongly to your black and white thinking and desire to not critically think to the point of dividing the community#and that tells me everything i need to know about how you function and how many fucks you actually give about liberating trans ppl#(which is none)#no no wait- you only give a fuck about liberating yourself specifically and only give af about doing it for your friends bc they let you do#whatever you want regardless of the consequences besides all the very very mean other trans people who ask you to actually#use your fucking brain and critically think sometimes.#like. the only reason you refuse to listen to my side is because you dont have faith in your own ability to hold on to what you believe in#once provided with different information. which is good in this case bc the info i provide is true to my experiences.#but if you're so weak and so bad at critical thought that you cant view ANY opinion that opposes your own without waning on that belief#that means you actually have to do more critical thinking and actually try to think for once instead of essentially lobotomizing yourself#in any of your thoughts bc dur nothing matters 🤪 even peoples rights 🤪🤪🤪#god. what a boring personality.#nihilism with a twist of selfishness#and a desire to only ever indulge and never actually idk. do shit. bc idk. you're so hopeless so its just easier to drink away the pain ig.#literally mindless self indulgence! and you dont care about anything! how fun and unique of you and totally subversive#bc if theres anything we need rn its the younger generations to become apathetic and stop trying to soak in the things that make them feel#good than to ever actually do anything else bc it hurts bc you've been traumatized so much that now youll do anything to avoid the pain#like i get it but its not an excuse.#not saying you cant indulge ever but thats all yall ever do and its tired. gonna eat half of the world for your own pleasure. SAD!#imagine being that sad and miserable.#and stop trying and to soak*#reminds me of my dad. which makes me feel so ick inside since thats literally what my abuser is like#ig its true what they say that ppl tend to get in relationships subconsciously w ppl who abuse them in similar ways to their parents#oh and my dad was such a careless self indulgent fuck that didnt care about sexually abusing people either. curious!#its almost like theres a certain level of mindless self indulgence that becomes purely self serving and not giving an inch of a fuck about#other people in any capacity because You Need To Feel Good To Numb The Pain and thats all that matters.
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Today, January 27, 2025, marks the 80th anniversary of the liberation of Auschwitz-Birkenau, the largest Nazi death camp, where over 1 million people were murdered in this one facility alone. The almost total annihilation of Jews in Europe during the Shoah means there are now less than 16 million left in the world, a vanishingly tiny 0.2% of the planet's population, almost half of which live in Israel.
Every passing year sees more denial, inversion, and equivocation of the heinous evils of the Holocaust, and the last year and a half has seen a truly horrific rise in antisemitism at its most cruel and vicious, and the gleeful celebration of the worst massacre of Jews since the end of the Holocaust, couched in terms of "resistance" and "freedom fighting" to deny the cold reality that the people celebrating the atrocity of October 7, 2023 are celebrating genocidal antisemites slaughtering and defiling Jewish bodies, just like the Nazis did with relish and abandon.
So, if you've ever, throughout the last year, justified, denied, or equivocated the appalling abuse and crimes against Jews around the world, joined in on wishing for the destruction of a state that houses half of the planet's Jewish population, on their own indigenous land, no less, or dehumanised and laughed at the suffering of the hostages, don't have the bare faced audacity to pretend today that you care about antisemitism or that you hate Nazis - you would have happily stood at their side and swallowed their propaganda whole, just as you've been doing for 15 months. If you’ve done nothing to show your love and support for Jews who have faced an incredibly traumatising, frightening and painful year, perhaps today is the day to commit to doing better, to being better.
Today, and every day, I stand in friendship and solidarity with the Jewish people, both in Israel and in diaspora. Never Forget ✡️💙🎗
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