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hey baby girl !! it’s me again (i know you dont know) i just wanted to say hello and hope you’re doing better, you said you still have a lot of things to do but hope you can rest at least a little bit, dont worry if you can’t take requests for now you have to prioritize yourself first 🤍
hi!!! you are so kind omg 😭🫶💗
I am! my hand is still healing but i am slowly getting reqs out when i can 😅 make sure you rest up too!
#dont be scared btw lol#no need to be anon#i love you all 🫶#what would i do without yall 😭#so kinddd#love you <3#also bb girl?? 👀
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keep a place for me was amazing!!!!
1. i love the song u used as a peg omg? 2. it made me so sad. u have a way of writing sad stuff that makes it so real and emotional like usually angst is kinda straightforward . and kinda tries to like play into the tearjerker thing . but urs is so different /pos !! like it’s not trying to force me to feel super sad it’s just realistic and that’s why it’s so good !!! like i feel like i just rejected charles leclerc. i think u really just write well. ur my fave !!!!~ :]
aw! okay 1. isn’t it the greatest? 2. thank u so much ur so kind i can’t even articulateee. thank u so much. ur so sweet so sweet jtm
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thinking about making a merrymaker that isn't, in fact, a joker fan-boy like they made him in the comics for some damn reason (LOL) and whom appears to he ironically nicknamed that until you really observe him / get close to him because this man tends to celebrate when he kills someone like some SICK and TWISTED menace to society since to him, this is the only way to keep his daughter alive.
this is because he saved her when she was on the verge of death by making a deal with a death god which ended with him basically becoming a zombie BC this would prevent them from getting in trouble for messing with the living as they ALSO have people they answer to... and this was a loophole to do that + he offered himself up to do literally ANYTHING to bring her back, which made this death god go 'HMM. anything, huh?'
and as a result, made him subsequently become this god's champion by bringing them souls that had somehow escaped them over the years, so yeahhh. eventually, his debt to them will be 'paid off,' but there are a SURPRISING amount of souls out there that have cheated death.
now, how are we feeling about this idea, ladies, gentlemen, and enbies? OH + he's also russian and oozes black stuff from his eyes as a result of being a zombie, as well as wears a plague doctor costume while delivering his uhh. Victims to this death god. so, i'm keeping his motif from the comics, but pretty much everything else about him is drastically different 💀 and he's also a pathologist + surgeon / researcher instead of a psychiatrist
#OF MONSTERS AND MEN: musings.#ooc post.#AHH it's the way that i had thought about how i could work his plague doctor motif into his character still but realized the best way to-#do that WOULD probably be just making him a doctor at the end of the day so here we have a different version of merrymaker#who is... WELL not a good guy but also not a completely evil person as he is doing this for the sake of his daughter but also ehhh#making a deal with a death god to bring someone back to life in exchange for dozens other souls? it's may be kinddd of dicey-#to say the least JSJSJ#tw: mentions of child death.#tw: death#tw: mentions of murder.
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#IN THIS LIGHT THE BLOOD IS BLACK. TELL ME MY NAME: visage.#ooc post.#AHH... i figured since i haven't really posted anything that shows ana's full appearance in all it's glory yet that i'd do so today LOL#so here he is!! The Plague Doctor zombified man 💙 LMAO no but like... i can't lie anastasiy is obviously more than that but that-#may be what people view him as upon first glance since he does kinddd of have a 'hard shell' so-to-speak and doesn't#really open up around people he's just met BUT once ana knows he can trust someone? trust me he will. it's just getting to a point#where anastasiy trusts you that is the hard part ahahhh
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#ALL POWER DEMANDS PAIN AND SACRIFICE: musings.#okay but this made me laugh so hard just because of how much it reminds me of misao JSJSJ LOL because she has had like casual 'flings'-#with people and is an addictive personality as i've talked about here once which includes her being a love junkie + getting into-#relationships with people because she is in love with the IDEA of being in love though falling in love with someone can't just happen-#like magic as it involves a bunch of hormones and stuff but misao kind of somewhat hopes that this person of interest to her will somehow-#complete her life anyhow which... yeah can definitely raise a few problems as people with a love addiction often attract love-#avoidant people because both of these types of people generally have a fear of being abandoned and controlled.#but whenever it comes to love-avoidant individual's they're also emotionally unavailable so 😬#it's unfortunately kinddd of a recipe for an unhealthy relationship that could very well lead to the both of them being in a bad place-#once they break up as misao as a love addict is constantly seeking out new love in particular as a lot of excitement and good feelings-#come with this particular type of love in particular. so yeahhh - i know that this may be a bit of a weird picture to do a meta to but-#SHHH lol i just thought it could possibly relate to her more long-term relationships that she's had with people as misao-#tends to avoid feelings of vulnerability with people as you may all know and so this leads to both her + the other person not really-#knowing what they are BC they haven't really established that deeper connection even though they've been together for a while.#not to say that i'm trying to blame misao for having problems with opening up or anything like that but she has a very disorganized-#attachment style i think and that leads to her often doing this continuous 'push and pull' thing in her romantic/sexual ships#where one moment she will want to be attached to the hip to them but the next she will be cold and distant from them.#so yeahhh. misao is honestly kind of like what i've said barton is before: a cake inside of a cake because i feel like she's got sides of-#herself that she doesn't even know about because she's been scared of being fully emotionally vulnerable with someone for a while now sadly#NO SLEEP OF THE INNOCENT. NOT FOR YOU: character study.
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This is what happens when people touch you
OH MY GOD 😭
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your post about the angel just fully rewrote my brain 😵💫😵💫😵💫 like holy shit. i can’t tell if i want to grab an angel by the halo and make them my bitch or BE the angel getting corrupted.
it’s about the inherent care and love that goes into corruption. it’s about saying i know what you really need. i know it better than you do. you might resist at first but soon you’ll thank me. you’ll thank me for what i do to you. what i turn you into. the dubious consent of post-corruption justifying whatever was done to them to make them the perfect toy for their corruptor. the love and devotion that grows and blooms in the process.
why would anyone put the time and effort into corrupting someone if they didn’t care about them, after all? 😇
- Di 🖤
Yessssssss you understand my vision <3 I'm so glad you liked it hehehe! I just had the thought in my mind of "Huh, halos and collars are both circular things that symbolise a position of subservience" and then it kind of just ran from there. Corruption is the most pure form of love!
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my cbenchtrio gachas they are completed guys gacha life is awesome i unironically get on here for fun
#cant let gang know i fw this#its like picrew kinddd of#ive tried to make cranboo a good three times now this is the best i could do there is no Split dye hair guys i tried so hard with these#Today i will be going to the store to hopefully get a One terabite iphone guys u atcually dont understand i have 30 thousand photos my pho#ne ive had since summer of eigth grade cant hold on anymore😭😭😭#IM SO SAD TOO liek yeah imma get a million billion more storage space but also i loveee my phone im like attached to it Im gonna be so sad#rest in piece........#iam posting from my ipad this thing is Freshly upgraded
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blamore having to wear things like back-less shirts / lower - cut tops and just items of clothing that will allow him SOME sort of free range of movement for his tail in general + will actually not constrict his rib cage may just make him a fashion icon y'all... sorry, i don't make the rules ( nah i'm just joking around with you guys LOL... mostly )
#IT WAS PROBABLY NOTHING BUT IT FELT LIKE THE WORLD: musings.#MAN IS BOUND TO LIE ABOUT HIMSELF: headcanons.#and he also wears cut-off shirts that may have like. rips in them or netting in the front of them due to the fact that one of the-#downsides of his transformation that is more like a minor inconvenience than anything is that he can no longer wear a lot of-#materials and so he kinddd of has to either make his own clothes or get a special tailor to make them for him? so yeahhh BUT he can also-#wear like loose clothing if he wants to completely cover up his rib cage for some reason. though no matter what he HAS to have some sort of#free range of movement for his tail bc it gets very irritated and stiff if it's like stuck in one position for too long / bound in some way#so that's why he has a habit of wearing partial / cut-off shirts and stuff bc he values comfort a LOT + this may have some implications-#behind it if/whenever he's imprisoned because you already know most people are NOT going to risk him having even partial rein-#over it's tail so they would make it so that he can't move it and wouldn't give a shit if it was uncomfy / eventually painful for him.#though blamore would CERTAINLY care and at least try to lash out at whoever's keeping him locked up (which coulddd theoretically be-#arkham since they do have special containment cells for those like Killer Croc and Man-Bat) but they would really have to limit his movemen#because trust me when i say if you allow it to still practice it's bone-manipulation then he is going to be planning each and EVERY-#person's decimation who put him there so... yeah. that's lovely ain't it y'all JSJSJ LMAO but again being compassionate towards patients-#/ inmates in arkham is something that DESPERATELY needs to be practiced though it's certainly missing most of the time from-#the place unfortunately.
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We are SLEEPING on Glowing because you can’t just expect me to hear these lyrics and not go insane
#you’ll risee like landd#pulled up at the soundddd#of some strange commandment#a moon of light reflecting fullyyy 😩#and i guesss it would feel like rebirthh#out of some kinddd of dyingggg#to see yourself…#so glowing 🥹#the oh hellos#the oh hellos lyrics#oh hellos#indie folk music#indie songs#indie band#indie folk#indie music#indie rock#folk band#folk songs#folk music#song lyrics#song recs#boreas#glowing
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would you guys be mad if i drew star rail fanart
#bobtalk#sorry they kind of. they kind of really cooked with 2.1 guys i'm not even going to lie to you. i'm not even going to lie.#hm. remembers how overdesigned hoyo characters are. perhaps not.#anyway i finally BEAT THAT FUCKING BUG. GRAH. acheron hard carried. used her + march + lynx + fire trailblaze. just to not die. lmfao#had to dig out an okay march for the 2.1 boss because her ult's aoe (same team but with guinaifen instead of lynx to fuel acheron)#so i was like fuck it. let's see how she fares against the stupid big bug#no idea how i wouldve beaten either fight without acheron ngl. turns out sometimes having aoe is kinddd of a big boon#<-previous seele main#the nightmare is over. well. there's always more to grind. but finally the bug's over with.#and it is 5 am! how about that?
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my daily visual and actually serious headcanon for y'all today is that barton does not like cheaters at ALL. and i'm specifically talking about in romantic relationships right now, though i may talk about other kinds of cheaters on a later date. he hates them SO much, in fact, that pretty much the only real instance that barton has ever committed arson was against a guy in organized crime who he had been dating for about 8 months (anddd this guy also tried to kill barton, BUT back to the story) who he found out had cheated on him multiple times with a woman he had been working with.
and as you can imagine, that did NOT bode over well with barton, so he torched his house... with him in it JSJSJ yeah, i know, it's beyond awful + he also came out of there with singed eyebrows and partially burnt clothes, but he honestly couldn't care less. thus, needless to say, i would really not suggest doing it to barton because there is a good chance he will make sure that you regret it xxx / j (i kid, i kid LMAO but still)
#OF MONSTERS AND MEN: musings.#tw: arson.#yeah... like i keep on telling y'all the man is a menace through and through JSJSJ however i do have to way that the person who cheated-#on him should've gotten some kind of kermic punishment i definitely would not condone arson. though even though i write him barton-#doesn't care what anyone thinks so he kinddd of has a mind of his own at this point and does whatever 🫠 but anyhow#barton definitely wanted to make sure that this guy would die bc they uhh... well i'm pretty sure the police just barely identified his bod#which is TERRIBLE and also scary to think about because wtf barton ☠️ he looks back on it now as a fond memory though bc he is-#wack as hell LMAOOO#tw: mentions of murder.
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No One Elses
Sylus goes to get the protocore that will turn him back and MC can’t stop worrying about what getting it might entail until he’s back.
Trigger Warning: Implied assault but it doesn’t actually happen.
“Do you reqlly not care if i become somebody elses cat?” Sylus asked in that low and growly voice of his. Yes, I wanted to answer, but if I had of admitted it the mission would’ve been screwed. He needed to do this, we both did. I tell myself as I sit on the bed that I don’t have any intentions of sleeping in, though the idea of Sylus in another room, possibly in another bed… No, he’s clever, he could find a way around it if that’s what it came down to, unless… No. No. Even just giving thought to that possibility has me up and unconsciously headed for the door. It seems the possessive and protective affects this kitty protocore has on cats also works on their owners as well. Instead of sitting down again, or exiting the room in search of my white haired and red eyed cat, I turn to the balcony doors and swing them open. The fresh air will clear my mind. The fresh air will get these images out of my head. Images of Sylus realizing I was having fun playing with him, of Sylus leaning into my touch as I scratch his ears, groaning, of someone else doing those things to him. Of him holding me and asking me if I was okay with what we both knew what needed to happen regardless, like I was abandoning him, like he wanted me to say no anyway. I hold onto the metal rail, lean my forehead against it, letting the cold bite my forehead, letting the wind from the sea brush my hair off of my back.
I’m finally relaxed, finally not thinking, when I hear the door to the room click shut. I turn, Sylus is standing there, thin, light brown tail swinging behind him with a serious look on his face. I run back into the room.
“Are you okay?” Is the first thing I ask, we might be partners on this mission but we both know where we stand with each other outside of work, and if it was any other job, any other mission, we probably wouldn’t be allowed to work together.
“If that’s your way of asking me if I got the protocore than yes,” he moves his hand to the pocket of his red velvet coat and takes out a stone the size of his palm, if my heart wasn’t beating so fast with a mix of excitement and worry i’d laugh at the irony that the protocore looks like a tiger stone crystal. “It was surprisingly easy, I didn’t even have to step foot in her room.” He places the protocore back in his pocket, tapping it a couple of times for safe keeping.
My shoulders sag as I let out a breath of relief. “So you didn’r- you’re not-?” Both questions fade as I watch his face change, a mix of light amusement along with something deeper.
“You know despite being momentarily…” he hesitates, “hers,” he spits, “I would never do anything to hurt you. You know that right?” He pulls me close by my waist and i can’t help but close my eyes and curl into his warmth. I hold him tight. Apparently tighter than usual, because he pulls away just a fraction, looking down at me. “Were you worried she was going to hurt me?”
Tears well in my eyes as i nod, choking on the ball of emotion lodged in my throat. The images I was holding back so desperately now hit me with full force and I can’t help but let out a sob.
“Shhh,” Sylus coos as he pulls me close again, I look up through teary eyes just quick enough to see his cat ears are down, like his eyes and lips. I don’t need to tell him what’s going through my head. “Sweetie, kitten, she didn’t even touch me,” my head is tucked into his neck, my arms around his waist, like his arms are around mine. “I asked for the protocore and she merely dropped it in my palm, no harm done. I’m okay, not even a scratch, and most importantly I’m back here, with you.”
He holds me like that until the thoughts and tears subside, brushing his fingers through my hair, wiping the tears from my face.
Once I’m put together again, Sylus pulls away, his hands trailing down my arms until we’re holding hands. “What do you say we get off of this damned yacht and figure out how to turn me back, and then we’ll see what we want to do after that?” He raises an eyebrow.
I nod, “that sounds perfect.” I say out loud, swaying our joined arms and finally smiling.
“Just purrfect” Sylus adds with a wink.
#love and deepspace#i’m very insecure about my writing so please be kinddd#it’s just a little one shot#nothing special
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so... if i had a nickel for every time i introduced a gotham rogue into the DC community on here that other muses can spot are probably more than likely than not a native gothammite because they have a strong accent (which would be russian, in ana's case), i'd have two nickels. which isn't a lot, but it may or mayyy not be a coincidence that it happened twice LOL
#NO ONE EVER TELLS YOU THAT BRAVERY FEELS LIKE FEAR: musings.#ooc post.#AHH... what can i say y'all. i like people with accents BC i think they're so cool okok ✋️ but of course they also contribute to a#character's identity and perhapsss how other's perceive them BC like i was talking about here gotham is thought of to be in new jersey#sooo if someone were to walk around there and speak with a russian accent i'd say that about 9 times out of 10 people#would be like ' oh... yeah no. he must've spent at least some part of his life in russia because that accent is 👌 ' you know?? lolll#but yeah basically what i was trying to say here is that if anastasiy is talking to your muse then he's got a very pronounced russian accen#so his dialect makes it so that R's are sharper but words as a whole are kinddd of softened by palatized vowels
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ok overall that was a really good book, couple of minor errors (alessandro moreschi was in his 40s when the famous recordings were made, not in "old age"), but the one thing i kind of wish the author had explored when talking about the dissolution of the tenducci marriage is that this marriage started with months of harassment escalating to what i think can accurately be described as psychological torture
your insane dad breaks into your house with a group of strange men, drags you and your partner out of bed and into the street in your pajamas, and then threatens to shoot him in the head while you stand there begging for his life. next he kidnaps you and spends hours screaming in your face calling you and your husband every awful thing he can think of until you stop responding and just sit there in silence. after threatening to institutionalize you, he sends you away to the country, where you are held on house arrest in total isolation except for 3 strangers, one of whom is a man who keeps threatening to rape you. meanwhile your family has published a fake obituary advertising the death of the husband you are going through all of this to be with.
this would doubtless be extremely traumatizing and what effect that would have on a couple's brand new marriage or just their psyches in general is worth thinking about i think
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Do you have a commission page? Or have you ever thought of making adopts again? I adore your art and designs so much!! Keep at it regardless :)
hello!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i do not have a commissions page currently bc my ability to take commissions fluctuates wildly all the time LOL now that i am firmly situated in the post-moving-out world, tho, the likelihood of me putting out some adopts or opening some headshot comms is def higher......keep an eye out 👀
but also thank you so much 🥺 comments like this remind me i should post here more often
#wren speaks#youve got mail#thank u ANON you are KINDDD#if i know you or u have me on discord u can DM me for comms tbh#it is just rare i can take on a Bunch and field DMs and stuff to do so#but i haaave been in a designy mood. so....
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