#so it'll make my life easier

[age736]

cooking up a jjk verse for sun wukong here

[adhderall]

well as you can see besides being ugly as all fuck I'm also extremely bitter so that doesn't help at all in making me appealing. but it also comes with the territory you see, being treated as a hideous freak of nature for your whole life kind of does things to your psyche.

also going into shit in the tags as an extreeeemely jaded individual who's been on every side of the discourse and KNOWS it all VERY PERSONALLY so I know many people will find all sorts of different reasons to hate me (if they want ig) because I'm ~politically homeless~ at this point because I'm sick and tired of everything but whatever

(also fuck I ran out of space in the tags so another post maybe idk. )

[a-totally-reasonable-username]

I have POTS and really, really bad insomnia. My insomnia has been an issue for years and only gotten worse. I am completely unable to keep a consistent sleep schedule for more than two weeks, if at all. I oftentimes go to doctors appointments on less than 6 hours of sleep. Sometimes i fall asleep at 8pm everyday and sometimes at 5 am every day. I have no control over this.

I have tried teas and meds like melatonin and more. Nothing has worked but i got some seriously nasty side effects. I've been told about sleep hygiene by literally hundreds of people over the years. I've been told to not sleep during the day no matter what and was awake for so long and so sleep deprived i started hallucinating every single day.

Now, after many years i've found something that helps with falling asleep and it's... Compression socks.

I have no idea what to make of this

[running-in-the-dark]

I've got an appointment with my psychiatrist tomorrow, and I'm getting my conch piercing swapped out for a shorter one. that's gonna be stressful 🙃

[red-eft]

less than 20 days til i graduate and move back to my hometown.. i feel sick. what do you mean i'll never live here again

[ojamayellow]

here's my tiktok btw it's mostly the same as my youtube BUT my youtube lately hasnt had enough clout so i made a tiktok to essentially "promote" my youtube

i also have to post SNIPPETS of my longer amvs to avoid copyright issues. yay.

[microwavetoaster-selfships]

Send me good wishes yall. I'm going to try and work on some late work when I get home but I'm chronically bad at doing that without an energy drink but I'm not ready for the impending doom of selling my soul to energy drinks so I can function

Uuhhhhhhhhh I accidentally went on a tangent and there's a whole vent in the tags oopsies

[ferronickel]

Sometimes you sit down to draw and end up writing a program to generate hyperlinks for your comic because you're sick of doing it manually.

[yazthebookish]

This Throne of Glass guide is about to take me out.

[zellkabellk]

Finally starting the "getting tattoos" part of my life (that I always knew was coming) but I wasn't expecting the delight that it can be to get tattoos and know that you'll want to add things around them to 'complete the space'.... the pleasure of having something to look foward to in an undetermined future (but still being sure that It Will Happen At Some Point)

This is so fun !!

[chronicmenippean]

The TMA Fear names are too long for me to like anymore

Renamed all of them, they're the same fears just with shorter names and can be abbreviated by their first letters:

Buried || Choke (taken from the wiki where they refer to the alternative names) Corruption || Rot (I originally went with Repel but my friend suggested this and I thought it was better) Dark || Dark (Yeah, I didn't need to change this one) Desolation || Fire (I originally went with Agony for this one but another fear had the A beginning and I wanted them to have different starting letters for abbreviation) End || End (Didn't change this either) Eye || I (This one I just made a pun) Flesh || Meat (This one couldn't also be F cause Desolation couldn't be A because L was used already [I'm sorry this doesn't make sense without context]) Hunt || Hunt (I couldn't change this one, I have no clue what's shorter but means the same thing) Lonely || Alone (The only reason this isn't just Lone is cause I needed the L for another fear) Slaughter || Slay (Fun fact, the etymological root of Slaughter is Slay, so that made this one much easier than I'd initially suspected) Spiral || Lies (This is sort of from the wiki, Es Mentiras (It is Lies) but I just took the lies) Stranger || Odd (I went with Unco before this one because it's a form of saying Uncommon but felt Odd though connotatively a bit off, still fit the bill) Vast || Vast (Another unchanged one) Web || Web (Again, didn't need changed)

This changes the order if you list them alphabetically, the new order would be: Alone, Choke, Dark, End, Fire, Hunt, I (Eye), Lies, Meat, Odd, Rot, Slay, Vast, Web

= Derived from at least one of its names = One of its names used in canon = An unchanged name = Pun

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[40steps]

hey i’m a mutual who dropped out in 7th grade and i just want u to know that things will be ok. i’m going back to school this year and like you can just stop either temporarily or permanently. i promise u it will be ok

:((( thank u so much this means a lot to hear . my plan has been to drop out for like two years at this point but i never really expected it to feel this much like a huge change even though it was always going to be. and my mother asked me if i just wanted to drop out when i told her i didn't want to go in today and it's sent me on a downward spiral. sorry for putting this on your dash board whoever is online and whoever saw it.

[famewolf]

going to be spending the day with my mom for the first time in a long while. she wants to get me new shoes and is bringing over a whole box of stuff from Costco that she got me and my husband.

even though I'm on the cusp of 30, she still likes to be a mom, and I'm forever grateful for it. might not have any of the rest of my family after I was disowned but I've got my mom and my little brother and that's all I could ever ask for

[purpldawne]

oh yeah uhhhh rikapure update 😭😭😭 i got halfway thru the boots before running out of e6000 so i am currently stuck until i can get some more. rn the only thing i really need to do once the boots are finished is the back bow thingy and then im done

[daz4i]

how is it. that for a whole week. the house smelled fine, and other than some dust and cat hair it was really clean too, and everything was organized and easy to find with no towers of dishes in the sink about to topple over. even tho i didn't clean that much or do anything out of the ordinary to keep the house this way. but now my parents have been home for like 3 days and already every room except for mine is inhospitable from how bad they all smell, and there's mess all over, and the table is constantly sticky, and the sink is somehow full yet barely has any dishes in it bc the way they're organized is so ineffective, and i hate it here i wanna leave so bad

[sonic-adventure-3]

i lied. im modelling rig next. listen okay i TRIED to start modelling a chao, but as soon as i added in my first mesh and stared messing around a bit i realized three things: 1) at my current skill level modelling in blender is not fun, 2) i'm not actually familiar with chao enough to picture them in 3d and like, what kind of chao am i even going for? and 3) i straight up don't have any passion for that project so i don't wanna commit some dozens of hours to it.

so, im back in blockbench and i'm modelling rig and i gotta say, its fun as hell. modelling my ocs where i can make up shit i haven't thought about on the fly is fun. i literally have not drawn rig straight on nor from the back. it's weird and fun giving concrete 3d form to shit that i cheat when i draw, like rig's hair, or squabble's hair and hat.

anyway i'm about four hours in at this point and already she's coming together way faster than squabble lol. her hands i plucked straight from squabble, and i used an old version of squabble's head to start off, both to make modelling her head significantly easier, and to make sure i could line up the scale properly. not shown here i have squabble in the project for reference so i can make sure rig is the proper size. she's just about a head taller than squabble, but squab has a hat and really tall wheel frames so the height difference looks like less than it is

goal for next time: bangs, tail, cheek and elbow fluff, shoe details. mayyyyyyybe wings but theyre complicated so who knows