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*pairing: frat emo-boy hybrid deer Heeseug x popolar girl
*trope: Roomates to hates to lovers
*synopsis: When you, a bright but impulsive student, agree to share the apartment with a dark-eyed and gloomy-looking hybrid deer, Heeseung, you know it’s going to be an intense experience. But you can’t imagine how. He is introverted, controlled, with an animal instinct that desperately tries to keep at bay. You're the opposite: human, daring, stubborn… and curiously attracted by that mysterious aura that Hee carries with her. Between daily squabbles, shared nights, growing jealousies and an imprinting that risks to bind them forever, the boundary between play and desire becomes ever thinner.
*tags: A lot of tension, the protagonist is curious and cheeky with Heeseung, they have to share the bed, Heeseung is an innocent fake a little shy and grumpy at first, fluffy moments, lots of kisses, pacifiers, fingering, unprotected sex (don’t horny ppl) First time Heeseung knot, statement, pet names (small) (Hee, good boy) +18
(English is not my native language)
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'You’ll be sharing the room with a human.'
Hee had squinted when they’d told him that at the admin office. He’d thought it was a joke. Or a mistake. Why on earth would they put a hybrid—a deer, no less—in the same room as a human girl?
But the housing clerk hadn’t even looked up from her papers. She just shrugged.
'There’s a shortage of single rooms. It’s temporary. Deal with it.'
So he’d dealt with it. More or less.
He had arrived the night before, tossed a hoodie on the bed (yes, just one bed), and put his headphones on, staring at the ceiling, thinking of the ridiculous number of things that could go wrong.
But he hadn’t expected you.
You, bursting through the door all theatrical, mouth already forming a complaint, eyes sweeping dramatically across the room, widening as you spotted the single bed.
And then—bam. You bumped right into him.
The contact. Your scent. Your warm skin.
He looked down at you. Liquid, mischievous eyes. Furrowed brows, soft lips, backpack still slung over one shoulder, and a suitcase bigger than you. And an expression... confused, but intrigued.
She’s cute, was his first thought. Cute in that dangerous way. The kind of girl who looks innocent, but knows exactly what she’s doing.
You looked up at him and froze, like you’d just seen some rare, beautiful animal. Which, technically, was true.
“Oh. Sorry. I... I didn’t see you.”
Hee gave a small nod, already feeling the heat rising to his ears. Those damn spotted ears always gave him away.
“It’s fine. Uh... there’s only one bed, but I’ll get another this week. Didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable.”
Didn’t mean to make myself uncomfortable either, he thought. But it’s too late now.
You nodded, but seemed more interested in him than in the logistics. And when you kept staring—too long—he exhaled through his nose and turned to face you.
“Want a photo?”
Your little smirk was a knife disguised as a caress. “Nah. Don’t need one. I’ll see you every day anyway, right?”
He dropped onto the beanbag with a what-kind-of-human-did-I-get expression and started chewing on his hoodie string—a nervous habit that kicked in whenever he tried to play it cool.
And as he watched you, he realized he’d been right: there was nothing innocent about you.
The way you looked at him. The way you moved. The way you smiled with just one side of your mouth.
There was something about you... shameless, but well-disguised. And that drove him crazy.
“If you’ve got questions, just ask. I can read expressions—even human ones. And yours... is full of question marks.”
You pretended not to hear, adjusting the beanbag like you weren’t mentally jumping on him. Then, suddenly, you spun around, dramatic as ever:
“I’ve decided. I want to ask five questions!”
He laughed quietly, from the gut. And felt the knot of tension loosen a little.
There was something so ridiculous and funny about you that, for the first time, he almost felt... comfortable.
“You didn’t have any questions a second ago.”
“White lie. For a good cause.”
He sank deeper into the beanbag, one leg bent, the other stretched out. Hoodie string still between his teeth, faking nonchalance, eyes sharp and alert. Then he motioned with his hand.
“Go on. Shoot.”
"How do those ears stay upright? Are you controlling them right now?" you asked, staring at the white-and-brown-speckled ears.
Hee narrowed his eyes. “They’re muscles. And no, I’m not. They’re on natural alert.”
"So are you, like, wild in the woods, or do you feel okay around humans?" you asked, watching him chew on the hoodie string, thinking he looked pretty uncomfortable, or maybe just not used to human spaces.
“Depends. Around certain humans... I’m starting to relax.”
"Earlier, were you staring because you were looking for flaws or because you liked what you saw?"
Heeseung’s eyes widened. Silence. Long silence. Then:
“I was staring because you seemed dangerous. And I’m not very disciplined when it comes to dangerous things.”
Your heart did a messy little somersault. You no longer knew if you wanted to test him... or just let him bite you.
He went back to chewing the string. Slower now. But still watching you.
You’re the kind of trouble I’ve always avoided, Hee thought. But if you’re my mistake... I might just let it happen.
It had only been two days.
Two. Days and Heeseung already felt at his limit. You were… too much.
Too bold, too loud, too unpredictable.
A miniature storm, a human creature seemingly born to irritate him to perfection.
She doesn’t do anything like the others.She doesn’t walk—she floats. She doesn’t talk—she teases. And she looks at me like she already knows everything, like she can read beneath my skin.
And then there were your habits. Tidying up the bathroom while he was still in it. Humming quietly while reading your obscene novels. Eating strawberries on the bed with your fingers, leaving them sticky.
And at night? You moved like you were dancing in the sheets. Your scent—soft, feminine, dangerous—clung to the pillow. He’d slept with a hoodie over his head just to block you out. This room is a minefield with pink walls and the scent of peach and vanilla.
That evening, he went out to play basketball just to let off steam.
He ran harder than usual, sweated more than necessary, and pushed his breath until his thoughts finally shut up.
He came back with damp temples, a soaked shirt, and jumped straight into a hot shower. He needed to calm down.
Water. Silence. No sexy, chaotic girl one meter away and that’s exactly when it happened.
While he was pulling on his grey sweatpants—boxers still visible, skin still damp—the door clicked open.
“Hey, have you seen my—”
You. Standing in the doorway. Hair a mess and curious eyes.
“What the—!” Heeseung barked, jumping to the side, heart racing. His tail shot straight up, then froze in a weirdly stiff position.
His ears? Total alert mode.
“ARE YOU SERIOUS RIGHT NOW?!” he growled, covering his chest in a mechanical, panicked gesture.
You raised your eyebrows and stared at him like you were watching a particularly interesting scene from a movie you didn’t want to pause.
Golden abs. Sculpted lines. Warm, still-damp skin. Black boxers just peeking above his waistband. A necklace stuck to the hollow of his chest.
And that tail? A perfect mix of tenderness and disaster.
Delightfully awkward. But so sexy, my knees are shaking.
“Do humans not knock anymore? That is something they teach at school, right?” he snapped, his voice rough and a bit unsteady.
You feigned innocence, with that familiar glint of mischief that drove him crazy.
“I just needed one thing. My skincare. Chill.”
You walked past him slowly, deliberately, and while you grabbed the bottle from the shelf, you leaned in. Way too close on purpose.
You inhaled quietly, almost silently—but he noticed. Oh, he definitely noticed.
“Mmmh… you smell like musk, amber, and… rain.” Your eyes sparkled. “Animalistic and sweet. Like you stepped out of a wild fairytale.”
Heeseung froze.
Your voice was low. Your gaze locked on his a flash of a predator disguised as a good girl.
“Out,” he said sharply. But his red ears, frozen tail, and eyes drifting toward your lips told a very different story.
You winked. “Sure, boss.”And giggled on your way out.
Half an hour later.
Heeseung left the room in silence. He had changed—but it was too composed. Too controlled. The problem was, he wasn’t calm at all.
This makes no sense. She’s human. She’s not even my type. But… the way she looks at me. The way she moves. The way she breathes.
She touches me without ever touching me. She’s like a scent that gets into my brain and won’t leave.
And then he saw you. Sitting on the bed, legs crossed, striped pink shorts. Short. Too short and oversized sleep shirt, but it lifted slightly at the sides, revealing smooth skin underneath. And in your hands? A book. One of those pastel-covered ones with scandalous titles.
No. No. No. You’re ruining me, Hee thought. And I’m already falling apart.
You looked up from your book. And caught him instantly, the way you looked at him. Like you were reading him, not the pages. Like you knew exactly how much you were driving him insane.
The room was quiet, bathed in the soft glow of a desk lamp left on.
The bed was just big enough for two people pretending they didn’t want each other.
You were leaning back against the headboard, The Deal open in your lap, bare legs stretched out—one bent carelessly, causing your sleep shirt to ride up just enough to reveal the soft curve of your hip.
Heeseung was lying beside you, wearing nothing but a wrinkled black t-shirt and a pair of sweatpants. His hair still damp from the shower, ears drooping a little from exhaustion, tail relaxed… but alert.
He couldn’t take it anymore, it had only been two days. Two, but this girl was chaos incarnate and that morning… that cursed moment in the bathroom…
Flashback.
He’d just finished his shower, towel over his head, boxers under gray sweats. He’d left the mirror fogged, feeling oddly vulnerable but strangely calm, when the door clicked open innocently.
It was you.
Your eyes locked on his still-wet abs, the droplets sliding down his chest.
Your gaze drifted down the golden skin, the waistband of his sweats hinting at Calvin Klein boxers underneath, and his tail frozen mid-lift.
He shot you a glare.
“Did no one ever teach you to knock? Or are you straight out of the Middle Ages?!”
“I just needed my night cream,” you answered, unfazed. “Also… oh my God, Hee. You smell like musk and rain. I swear, you could bottle that scent and sell it.”
You stepped closer. Brushed your fingers along his arm. Inhaled, softly.
Then, with a playful giggle: “Very… bedroom animal.”
Heeseung froze.
Was she flirting? Or is she just a completely unfiltered menace?
Why is my tail trembling?
Why did I dream of her curled up against me last night?
Back to now.
Hee couldn’t even focus on his phone. Your voice always distracted him—but tonight, especially…
“So, The Deal, huh?” he asked, trying to sound casual.
He was scrolling through TikTok, but every spicy fan art he saw made his brows furrow.
“You know it?”
“Saw it on the feed. Says it has… like, eight spicy chapters?”
“At least,” you answered proudly. “Wanna read it with me?”
“No thanks. I prefer sports anatomy textbooks.”
You laughed.
“You’ve already got the muscles, baby deer. Now you just need the emotional intelligence.”
He stared at you.
“Did you just say… baby deer?”
“Does it offend you?”
Hee nervously bit down on his hoodie string. A reflex. His thing.
Baby deer?! Who does she think she is? And yet… he didn’t move away. If anything, he shifted closer, onto his side.
“Show me those fanarts. People really post that online?”
You scrolled until you found one—an overly passionate illustration.
The couple tangled on a bed. Hands everywhere. Half-dressed. Eyes closed, tongues—
Hee frowned.
“Their… tongues. Are out. What exactly do you like about this?!”
“Everything. The contact, the tension, the repressed desire… the things left unsaid.”
“You’re all insane.” You moved even closer, book in hand.
“Want me to read you a part?”
“No.” You did it anyway. Your voice was a slow whisper. Hypnotic.
“He kissed her with a hunger that couldn’t be hidden. His body, all muscle and want, pressed into hers as his hands lifted her. Their mouths fit together like keys and locks.”
Heeseung blushed, he sat up, shooting you a sharp look.
“This isn’t healthy. Reading stuff like that isn’t healthy.”
“And yet you like it. I can see it. Your tail’s giving you away.”
He turned away, muttering something under his breath. You giggled and, in a velvet-soft voice:
“Want me to tie you up, Hee?”
Time stopped. He spun around, eyes wide. His tail thumped against the mattress. Ears alert.
“WHAT?!”
“You heard me. You. Me. Knot.” Silence. A deep breath.
“You’re not my type.” You clutched your chest dramatically.
“Oh no. My ego. Shattered. A divine creature with pointy ears just broke my heart.” You flopped back with a theatrical sigh.
He glanced at you sideways—and in his eyes, a flicker. A crack in the armor.
She’s not my type. But when she talks like that… when she looks at me like that… why does it feel like I’m already hers?
He moved closer. Slowly. Positioned himself over you, arms bracing his weight. His knees on either side of your hips. His eyes locked on yours.
“You want to be tied up?”
“Only if you do it.”
His hands settled on your waist.
“You’re… soft,” he whispered.
“Wanna touch more?”
“…Yeah.”
He only realized he’d said it out loud after the words slipped. He leaned down. Nuzzled into your neck. A slow inhale. A gentle lick. His hips pressed to yours.
“You smell like peaches. And… danger.”
You laughed softly. “And you smell like: I’m losing control but pretending I’m fine.”
Hee buried his face in your neck, his hair tickling your skin.
If you tease me one more time… I’m not responsible for what happens.
It had been almost two months since classes started.
Two months of sharing a room with Heeseung — the moodiest, messiest, and unintentionally sexy deer hybrid on campus.
Two beds. One fate.
The second bed had arrived after a week.
You’d argued, like literal children, over which one was “your” bed.
You insisted on keeping the one you’d shared during the first nights.
Heeseung had growled through clenched teeth (a ridiculous sound for a half-deer, honestly), and ended up dragging himself to the new bed, shooting you a dark glare as he curled up under the covers.
“You’re insane. Sleep over there. Don’t invade my side tonight.”
And yet… he slept.
You didn’t, six nights out of seven, you waited until his breathing slowed.
Then you’d sneak into his bed, cold legs sliding under his. Curling up and in his sleep… he’d always pull you close.
Of course, mornings came with consequences.
“This is a full-on violation of personal space,” he’d grumble, trying to peel your arm off him.
“Do you think I’m your personal heating pad just because I’m half-cervid?!” And while you got up with a smug little smile, he’d add, grumpily:
“You claim to be independent. Pretend to be a femme fatale. But at night, you cling like some overly affectionate leech.”
You’d laugh. Always. You loved teasing him. All day long: you tickled him with your pencil during study sessions, hid his beloved emo rings, and stole his oversized hoodies just to force him to stay in a t-shirt while you blatantly stared at those golden abs that never got to touch you.
Why not? Why didn’t he touch you? He’d said you weren’t his type.
That phrase had lodged itself in your brain like a pushpin.
But you knew you were the right type for anyone with a pulse.
Even for an emo deer-boy who gnawed on his hoodie strings and acted too cool for spicy books.
So that night, you had a plan. If Hee wouldn’t look at you the way you deserved, then you’d make sure he had no choice but to look.
You’d been in the bathroom for over an hour. Perfume. Light makeup.
That tiny black skirt barely brushing your thighs, a white camisole with a little bow — sweet enough, but just suggestive enough. A cropped leather jacket that framed your shoulders.
Shiny black boots. Hair long. Perfect.
When you opened the door, Hee was sitting at the desk. A muscle anatomy textbook was open in front of him. Glasses on. Ears drooped. Tail still. But as soon as the scent of cherries and amber filled the air, he froze.
His nose twitched. Nostrils flared. A subtle shiver ran down his spine.
God. That perfume. The one she wears when… she wants attention. And I… I’m a damn fool because I love it.
When he turned around, he saw you. Admiring yourself in the mirror by the door, adjusting the hem of your skirt. You were a vision. Sensual, free, in complete control. You caught his gaze for a second. Eyes locked. That wicked little smile.
“Well? Do I look good?”
Hee blinked. Mumbled something.
“Hmm? Didn’t hear you, Hee.” He dropped his eyes.
“I said… You look like a fanfiction protagonist. The kind who always ends up heartbroken.”
You laughed — delightfully bold.
“Oh, really? And here I was, heading out on a date.”
He stiffened. Slowly turned from his chair. His tail—motionless a second ago — started wagging. Gently. Then harder. You bit your lip. Perfect.
“With whom?”
His voice was flat. Too flat.
“A guy from the swim team.”
Heeseung scoffed and turned back to his book.
“Wow. How original. One of those puffed-up pecs, zero-braincell types.”
A pause. Then: ���Have fun.”
“Oh, I will.” You stepped toward the door. “And don’t wait up. I might not come back tonight.”
Silence. Then, a sharp grunt. Low. Animal. Frustrated. As the door clicked shut behind you, Hee slammed the book closed, ran a hand down his face, and muttered through clenched teeth:
“Stupid… tease… with that tiny little skirt… if anyone puts their hands on her, I swear I’ll—” His tail was still wagging—a chaotic, jealous, panicked mess.
She’s not my type… so why do I dream of her every night? Why do I reach for her when she’s not there? Why do I miss her scent before she’s even gone?
Heeseung was still awake.
He was “studying,” at least on paper.
In reality, he’d spent the past two hours chewing on his hoodie string, those oversized glasses slipping down his nose, sweatshirt sleeves pulled over his hands, killing evil creatures online with Jake and Jungwon.
The only things filling the room were curses and the occasional burst of laughter and, every now and then, those too-long silences, when Hee would stare blankly into space, fingers resting on the controller, your scent still burned into his brain.
Cherry. And amber. Damn it.
Where the hell did you think you were going, dressed like that?
When you’d said “I might not come back tonight,” he’d laughed.
A little.
Faked it.
Now it was 1:30 a.m. and you still weren’t back. He’d cracked. Looked you up on Instagram. Just one story. A mediocre dish, a corner of the Han River, and then… You. Sitting, eyes downcast. Too beautiful. Too close to that idiot with the damp hair, trying to look sporty.
Did he touch her? Put a hand on her thigh? Try to kiss her?
He bit his cheek. Hard enough to taste blood.
Then — finally — the door opened and that scent came back.
Sweet. Intoxicating.
You.
He pretended not to notice. Kept laughing with Jake. Scoffed a half-hearted, “Come on, just hit him in the head, Jungwon,” even though he wasn’t even looking at the screen.
You saw him instantly. Legs crossed on the swivel chair, oversized hoodie, giant headphones, half-eaten ramen by the keyboard. Eyes sparkling, like nothing was wrong.
Pfft. Still awake. And then he lectures me, huh.
You walked over, arms crossed. Tired smile, sharp gaze.
“Not in bed yet?” you asked, tilting your head.
He didn’t answer.
Without warning, you pulled off his headphones — way too big for his deer-like head. Hee flinched, looked at you… and in those eyes was that mix of anxiety, relief, irritation — and something much deeper.
“What are you doing here?” he asked quietly.
You stared back. One brow raised.
Arms crossed, standing just inches from him.
“Does this look like the time to still be livestreaming while your brain cells evaporate? You know what’ll happen if you sleep through anatomy again tomorrow? More notes on your record. And I won’t let you copy mine.”
Jake and Jungwon chuckled through the headphones.
Hee mumbled something, but he wasn’t really listening to you.
He leaned in a little.
Too close. Too quiet. Then, barely brushing your ear:
“You stink.” You whipped your head toward him, face close, eyebrow raised, voice like a blade:
“Excuse me? Want to say that again?”
He smiled. That classic fake-innocent smile, the faint dimple, eyes lowering to hide how intense they were. He brought a hand to his nose. Inhaled. Slowly.
“You smell like something that isn’t you.”
A sudden, razor-sharp silence. Jake and Jungwon went quiet a click, like someone turned the emotional volume of the room all the way down.
Heeseung turned fully toward you, eyes glistening. Dark.
“Did he touch you?”
Your eyes widened. Disbelief.
“Sorry, what?”
“That swimmer guy.” His voice was commanding, but cracked with insecurity. “Did he touch you?” You didn’t answer. You just looked at him. Caught between confusion and something deeper.
And then he stood. Slowly. Not all the way, but just enough to seem taller, heavier, more… predatory. He leaned in slightly and in a low, guttural voice, almost a growl:
“Go change. Now.”
“…Excuse me?”
“I don’t want to smell that anymore. Not on you. Not in this room. Not in that bed. Got it?”
For the first time, you felt small.
Not weak — but diminished. Dwarfed by something bigger. Raw tension, feral and unfiltered. That tail that wasn’t wagging anymore. Dilated pupils. Tight jaw.
You swallowed. Slowly. Then turned, a sly smirk curling your lips.
“Mmh. What’s wrong, Hee? I’m not your type… but my scent only bothers you when it’s mixed with someone else’s?”
He bit his lip but said nothing because yeah — he’d just marked you.
With words.
Without even realizing it.
Or maybe, finally… on purpose.
He had won.
You admitted it with a dramatic sigh as you tossed your clothes into the washing machine and slipped into your pajamas.
The light tank top — the one that clung just enough to your chest.
The tiny shorts — barely there and then… his wrinkled grey shirt, still holding the scent of his pillow and the softness of too many nights spent sleeping too close.
If he’d won… why did it still feel like you were holding all the cards?
When you stepped out, bare feet on the wooden floor, the room was half-dark, lit only by the glow of the monitor. Hee was still turned toward the screen, headphones hanging around his neck, eyes dark and unfocused.
You approached. Gently rotated his chair and when he saw you — wearing his shirt, your scent beneath his, your bare legs, your gaze calm but daring...He shook his head.
Serious. Almost angry his voice low and rough: “Go. To. Bed.”
You smiled. Fearless and started walking… toward his bed. Slow, theatrical steps he didn’t react right away but as soon as your knee touched the sheets, he stopped you. His hand wrapped around your arm — instinctively.
“Your bed.” His voice was tenser now. Controlled. But fragile.
You giggled. His touch was light, but it burned on your skin.
“Oh, come on, Hee…” you whispered, a teasing smile on your lips.
You turned to face him, eyes wide and gleaming.
“You know I haven’t undressed for another guy in months, right?”
He clenched his jaw.
Let you go. But stayed there, standing, like you were some kind of threat.
“I… still feel everything.”
The words came out barely audible — a confession laced with frustration and truth.You raised an eyebrow.
“What’s wrong, Bambi?” you teased. “Jealous?” That one word: Jealous.
It was enough, Heeseung took a step toward you then another. Now he was too close, towering over you — tall, broad-shouldered, ears alert, tail still. He leaned down, his face inches from yours.
“Stop acting like a brat,” he murmured. The tone was sharp but his eyes… were chaos. You looked up at him. rose to your tiptoes.
Your hands slid under the hem of his hoodie.
“Then stop me.”
And before he could even process it, you pulled him toward you and kissed him. At first, it was just a touch. Your lips on his — soft, tentative a game but then…You felt him freeze.
Then give in.
His hands found your waist, his mouth trembled for a second then, slowly, moved with yours. His lips were soft, but uncertain you gave his lower lip a gentle nibble and he let out a low, muffled sound — almost a growl.
Then finally…His tongue he kissed you for real a deep, slow, consuming kiss. His hands slid just beneath the shirt — his shirt — and you could feel it: he was there.
Fully. Completely. Lost. You played with each other. You pulled him even closer. He pinned you against the edge of the bed, tongues exploring, testing, tangling like they never wanted to let go and then…He pulled away.
Stayed there. Breathing hard. Lips damp. Eyes dark as midnight.
“Don’t sleep with me,” he said, quietly.
You looked at him. Still breathless. Hands trembling.
“Heeseung…”
“Don’t sleep with me tonight.”
He said it, looking straight into your eyes, like an open wound he didn’t know how to hide.
Then, he turned away, switched off the light and you were left there.
Heart pounding.
Wearing his shirt.
And waiting for all the answers… that still wouldn’t come.
You were sitting on a blanket under a wooden gazebo on campus.
A cup of herbal tea in your hand, legs crossed, and the cool afternoon air carrying the scent of freshly cut grass.
T/l had her hair pinned up messily, a strawberry lollipop in her mouth, an oversized sweater that showed off her bare shoulders, a white skirt, and the faint scent of Sunghoon that somehow you could almost smell too.
“So you’re telling me… he hasn’t looked at her in a week?” she asked with a laugh.
You nodded, frustrated. “Nada. Not even a single insult about the human race or a passive-aggressive jab. He’s ice cold.”
T/l licked her lollipop. “Classic. He kissed you, so now he’s panicking.”
“But why? He likes me, it’s obvious. And anyway… it was a kiss, not a lifetime contract.”
She looked at you over the rim of her cup. Then lowered her voice:
“For a hybrid, it can be.”
Your eyebrow rose. You leaned in a little. “Wait. Explain. What’s this imprinting thing?”
T/l gave a softer smile. “Imprinting is… how to put it… the moment a hybrid’s body recognizes someone as theirs. Usually it happens between hybrids, because there’s instinctive compatibility. But sometimes… rarely, it happens with humans too.”
“And if it happens with a human?”
“It’s a mess. But also beautiful. Sunghoon imprinted on me.”
She showed you her wrist: a faint mark, like a pink shadow. “It’s like their body saying: this one is mine, I can’t ignore her anymore. And when it happens, often… comes the knotting.”
You swallowed slowly. “Okay. T/l. Now you have to explain this knotting thing properly.”
She laughed, then blushed a little. “I thought you’d heard about it from someone…”
“Never. Go all in. No mercy.”
She bit her candy and got comfortable, lowering her voice.
“Knotting is… a biological mechanism some hybrids have, especially those with stronger instincts. During sex, if the emotional bond is strong… and the instinct takes over… the hybrid’s penis can swell at the base, forming a knot. It’s meant to mark their partner. And to literally hold her together with him. You can’t separate for minutes. Sometimes for half an hour.”
Your legs involuntarily stuck together.
“You and Hoon…?”
She nodded, a bit embarrassed but smiling. “More than once. When it happens… it’s not like normal sex. It’s rougher. More intense. You hear the sounds, feel the vibrations in your chest, the need to stay inside even after it’s all over. It’s… like their bodies are repeating mine, mine, mine.”
You touched your lips, both uneasy and fascinated.
“Does it hurt?”
“The first time can sting a bit. But the body adapts in a weird way. Hybrids secrete a kind of natural lubricant during knotting. It’s a mix of pleasure and dizziness. You feel invaded. But you never want it to stop. Ever.”
“And them?”
“For them it’s a need. When they imprint… and knot… it’s like a drug. If you deny it, they suffer. But if you give in… they get addicted.”
“Wow.”
You bit the inside of your cheek. The thought of Heeseung in that situation hit you like a punch in the stomach.
“So if he knots me… I’m his.”
T/l looked at you seriously. “Yeah. Not just in bed. In your heart, too. You couldn’t touch anyone else. Not even he could. It would be like betraying each other physically. It’s primitive, but… it’s beautiful, if you trust him.”
Then she smiled again.
“Anyway… practical advice.”
“Tell me everything.”
“If you don’t want to end up with a mini-deer to take care of in nine months… take the anti-hybrid pill.”
You burst out laughing. “That’s a real thing?!”
“Oh yes. And trust me, it works. Hoon’s obsessed with knotting every chance he gets. I’m basically his human sedative.”
“Holy hell…” you sighed.
She laughed, then grabbed your hand.
“But if it scares you… don’t do it. Knotting isn’t a joke. If Heeseung did it, it’d be instinct. But also because he’s already decided you’re his.”
You stayed quiet for a moment.
Then whispered:
“I think I want it. But… I’m scared.”
T/l winked at you. “Then you’re already in trouble, sister.”
The rain drummed against the windows like nervous fingers. The thunder sounded like the beating of a heart too strong to stay in its place. You had just dried your hair and put on that gray hoodie of Heeseung’s—the one that smelled exactly like him: cherries, musk, skin, and something rough, primal.
When you came out of the bathroom, you found him there: hunched over the desk, pencil strokes sharp and restless. He was still studying muscles—a recent obsession—and had his glasses slid down his nose, hair falling to partly cover his speckled ears.
“Hey,” you said softly.
“Mhm. Hey,” he mumbled without turning around.
You bit your lip. There was a whole world you wanted to tell him, but you held back. It wasn’t the night for teasing. Or maybe it was, but not the way you usually did.
You settled on your bed, legs tucked under you, looking for something to watch, but your eyes kept drifting back to him every couple of minutes. To his broad back, the way his shoulder blades moved under his black hoodie, as if they held some restrained anger.
Then, without warning, you heard a “Fuck.”
Not too loud, but loaded.
You watched him get up, the chair scraping the floor. He went to the bathroom, washed his face—you could hear it—and came back. When he stepped out, his eyes fell on you. Or rather, on that hoodie.
“You’re officially stealing my entire wardrobe, huh?” he commented sarcastically, rubbing his neck.
You smiled faintly. “I like your style. And I love your scent… you stubborn hybrid.”
Heeseung grimaced but said nothing. He took a few steps, as if to head to his own bed, but stopped. That “fuck” still hovered on his lips, like he was battling something inside.
Then he turned and came to you.
He threw himself onto your bed.
Yours.
His hands gripped your thighs with confidence, spreading them with a single, natural, firm motion. He placed one of your legs on each side of his body, then let himself fall, his head resting on your belly, warm and heavy, as if it were his home. He set his laptop on your lower abdomen and opened Netflix.
You didn’t breathe for a few seconds. Your thighs were open, his face between your belly button and your chest, and his body stretched between your legs like it was the most natural thing in the world. He said nothing. But his tail—that damned tail—tapped softly, happily.
Like a moth, your hand moved. You touched his hair. Smooth, dark. Then his speckled ears, soft, trembling under your touch. You felt him relax beneath your fingers.
“Keep going,” he murmured, his voice muffled in his chest.
“You think I’m a mobile massage parlor now?” you teased him with a sweet, almost lullaby tone.
He laughed. A light, thin, human laugh. Then he moved up even closer, his face near your heart. One hand scratching the nape of his neck, the other caressing his cheek.
His skin was warm. Too warm.
For a moment, you thought he had fallen asleep, but his tail moved, alive, and his chest trembled when he spoke.
“I’m scared.”
Your hand froze. “Of what?” you asked softly.
A heartbeat of silence.
“Of myself. Of my hybrid side. Of you.”
Your eyes widened. “Of me?”
“Of your scent. It lingers on me. Burns my chest. And every night… every damn night… I just want to…” he stopped, clenching his jaw.
You brushed his ear with your nose, whispering: “Want to what, Hee?”
He lifted his face, his doe-like eyes dark and shiny. “I want to forget that you’re not one of us. That you’re human. That if I knot you… I’ll lose you. Or ruin you.”
Thunder exploded outside. But inside the room, the only things that echoed were your breath and his.
And you, with your head spinning and your belly warm, answered him with nothing more than a soft kiss on the forehead.
Heeseung looked confused. Sitting between your legs, his chest rising and falling too fast, his ears trembling forward, tense, and his tail moving frantically jerky behind him. He stared at you as if you were shining, as if he could not decide whether to adore you or run away. But then he took a step. Literal. He knelt between your hips and leaned over you, his nose touching your skin, and began to smell you. Plane. Hungry.
"Hee… What are you doing?" you whispered, with a smile. He closed his eyes, inhaled deeply, his face getting lost in your neck.
"I remember you. I hear you everywhere … on the neck, between the thighs, you are… you're so hot…" He kissed you softly under the ear, then further down, along the collarbone.
"Do you have any idea how crazy you are driving me? I hear everything. Even your smell changes when you get excited… " His hands rested trembling on your thighs, but it was his body that betrayed him: the veins under the skin, the nails little sharper, the muscles tense under that puppy shyness.
You shoved your fingers through his hair, and his ears lowered slowly, trembling. "You have no idea, right?" murmur. "Than you are when you're good … but also when you seem to be on the verge of losing control."
He stiffened. He looked at you with those dark, shiny eyes. "I never… knotted. Never made love like that. But with you, I hear things I don't understand. I want… I want to be inside you. But not only that. I want to let myself in, brand you with my perfume. Make you mine."
The tone was deeper. Crude. Wild. You gasped. He was talking to you in that rough voice that came from an instinct rather than a technique. You grabbed his sweatshirt and lifted it a little, letting a glimpse of the pale skin of his belly. "And what are you waiting for?" you murmur.
"Make me yours. Brand me. Fill me up, Hee. I want to be your first … and your favorite." He almost moaned, his tail wagged. He made you lie down with firm pressure on your belly, then he put himself on top of you, one knee sticking between your already hot legs. His sweatshirt still covered you, but you felt his erection press against you. His hands trembled, but he managed to slip under the fabric and meet your bare breasts. His fingers were cold, a contrast that made you wince.
"Fuck … even without a bra… these are all for me?" he whispered, his voice cracked. Then he stared into your eyes, more authoritarian. "Raise your arms. And no whims." You obeyed, giggling. "But how much you like to command, Hee…"
"Shut up." He took off your sweatshirt, sniffed it before throwing it away. "I want to hear from you tomorrow. You and your smell … mix with mine. No one else can touch you. Never."
Then he ducked. The tongue settled on your breast, the muzzle rubbed like a puppy seeking comfort and desire simultaneously. He began to suck you, lick you, play with his nipples with a rough tongue and delicate teeth, alternating worship and light bites. You grabbed him by the ears — soft, vibrating- and pulled them slowly, making him emit a downward, almost a gentle growl. "Still…" whisper. "Show me how much you want me, Hee."
Heeseung kept kissing your breasts with increasing hunger. He licked, sucked, nibbled at your turgid nipples as if they were nectar for him, while his hands caressed your hips with almost desperate impatience. His breathing became more labored, and every now and then he let out a choked groan, a downward, throaty sound — an animal sound, vibrating directly from his ribs. You instinctively rubbed against his knee, seeking clutch, and that gesture made him growl. Literally. A low, rough, deep sound that made his chest vibrate against yours.
"Little doe in heat…" he hissed, and his eyes became darker, shinier. "Do you know how cheeky you are? I don't know if it turns me on or if I want to put you in your place." "Why not both?" you giggled, and looked at him from below up, his eyes defiant. "It's so good to see you lose control…"
He bit his lip, his ears lowered with desire, his tail waving furiously behind him. His vehement, veinous hands slipped on your sides and squeezed you hard, as if to punish you. Then he ducked down, pulled down your pajama pants, and made a theatrical pout. "Panties already wet?" he laughed softly.
"Then, while pretending to look at the PC… were you thinking of me? Huh? Maybe already ready for my knot…" "Hee!" you admonished him, but the tone trembled, too excited to be credible. "Shut up…" he whispered, and with a firm gesture, he pulled off your panties, holding them for a moment between his fingers before throwing them aside. Then he lowered his face between your thighs. Its odoriferous glands, hidden behind your neck and near your temples-activated as soon as you smell your natural scent. That pure, excited smell of yours drove him crazy. A low sound escaped him, like a starving verse. His hands opened your legs, and he dived on you with his tongue as if he had found the center of his world.
"Mmmh… You're sweet…" he muttered between licks. "I want you… all…" His tongue became more precise, sharper. He sucked your clit hard, with rhythm. You screamed, arching your back as his hair tickled your belly and inner thighs, while her hot breath drove you as crazy as her lips.
"Hee! Oh God, yes… more! Want… I want more!" He barely lifted, his lips moist, his ears flickering. "You want everything? You want me to get bored?" He looked at you with that scary, sweet intensity. "Then get ready. You have to take my fingers. If you can… then maybe you can take my knot too. And become mine. Mine." You nodded, breathless, and spread your legs even more. When you felt his first finger come in, hot and thick, you moaned loudly. He looked at you as if you were revealing a secret, his mouth ajar, while his finger explored you slowly, and then with more pace.
"Feel how tight you are…" he whispered in a low, dark tone. "God, you are perfect. So wet for me…" He added a second finger and then began to pump into you with deep and decisive movements. You clung to the sheet, screaming his name as the pleasure overwhelmed you. And he degraded you with animalistic sweetness, kissing you between the legs and whispering to you: "Be good… I want to see you all shake before I give you everything. I want to hear you squeeze me, suck me inside you. Are you ready for me, baby?"
Without saying anything, he pushed a third finger into you. The enlargement was intense, his hot and thick fingers filled you with firm pressure that made you moan loudly. Your body instinctively arched, your thighs trembling under the growing pleasure. " I'm coming!" you gasped, clutching the sheet between your fingers. He giggled, lowering his face between your legs again. "Let me see. I want to watch you come for me. I want to feel your essence on my tongue…"
With his tongue, he began to lick you greedily, then gently bit your clitoris, making you wince. You grabbed his hair, pulling it, but he did not stop. He kept sucking on you, pushing his fingers inside you, until your body stretched all over and you moaned loudly, trembling as you came between his lips.
He did not stop even then. He licked you as if he wanted to dry you up, savor you to the last drop, his nose sunk against you, his ears trembling with pleasure. When he finally retracted, he slid his fingers out of your cunt and looked at them, wet, shiny.
He slowly brought them to your mouth, tasting you with a deep sigh. "God … you are my favorite flavor." You stared at him with wide eyes, still panting, while he picked up a handkerchief, and you both cleaned up with small, thoughtful gestures. Then, with almost tender attention, he put his pajama pants back on you, his fingers touching your skin with respect, and you threw a questioning, somewhat spoiled look at him.
"Not tonight …" he muttered, his voice broken by a thousand emotions. "I don't want to hurt you. I want to get to know you better. Inside, outside. Every part." "Hee … you look like a good boy now," you teased him sweetly, with a smile. He just laughed and hugged you from behind. He wrapped you with strong arms and then took off his sweatshirt, letting you feel the heat of his naked body against your back. His chest was solid, the warm breath caressing the nape of your neck. A shudder passed through you.
"I want you. Always, " he whispered. "But if I annoy you… I won't be able to stop anymore. I'm not a good guy. I'm just a guy who wants to protect you from himself." Then he began to move slowly against you. His pelvis rubbed your butt in a slow, painful petting. His hands gripped your hips with force, holding you still as his breathing became heavier, almost animalistic.
"Do you feel it?" he murmured in your ear, pressing his groin against you. Its member, hard and pulsating, pressed against your thin pants. "This is my control. But it's ending. And when that happens, you'll be mine." You giggled, barely turning your face to brush his cheek with your lips. "Then train yourself to lose it, Hee. Because I want you to take… all of me." His groan was smothered against your shoulder, and for a moment he trembled. The tail wagged loudly behind him, as he continued to move against you with maddening slowness.
It had been a few weeks since you had discovered each other. Since you had stopped holding back your desire. Now, every evening ended with the two of you wrapped up in the same comforter, with Hee curling up against your back, his tail occasionally brushing your thigh as he slept. Sometimes he would wake up in the middle of the night and hold you tighter, whispering things half-asleep. And you would smile, even in your sleep.
One evening, with soft light filling your room and a fine rain tapping against the windows, he looked at you with a different kind of attention. Quiet. Then, as if facing a small fear of his own, he stood up and transformed.
His figure became leaner, muscles more elongated, his skin dappled with pale spots, ears larger, eyes even deeper and sweeter. And that tail... soft, alive, trembling.
"You're... beautiful," you whispered. "You look like something out of a poem. Something that shouldn't even exist. And yet here you are. With me."
Hee lowered his ears a little, as if shy. "I've never shown this to anyone like this... not for this long. I was always afraid of looking too different."
"But you are different… and that’s what makes you special," you replied, moving closer to caress his cheek, tracing the pattern of his spots with a finger. "And besides... I’m different too. Maybe too outspoken sometimes. Spoiled. But..."
You sat down next to him, legs crossed, eyes lowered. "Sometimes I act that way because... I didn’t get much love. Not at home, not anywhere. It’s easier to be loud than to let myself be seen as fragile."
He didn’t answer right away. He took your hand in his, fingers knotted and full of rings you had come to know well, and placed it over his chest.
"I, on the other hand, received a lot of love. A big, loud, affectionate family. But also full of expectations. They wanted me to stay an animal more often. They wanted me... wilder. But I wanted to try living like humans. I wanted to know what it’s like to have friends, to play, to study, to laugh."
He paused, then smiled. "And I’m glad I did. Because that’s how I met Jake, Hoon, Jay, Jungwon, Sunoo, Ni-Ki… and you."
Your throat tightened, but in a good way. You looked at him tenderly.
"Do you remember our first date?" you asked, breaking the emotion with a sly little smile.
He laughed, his ears twitching slightly. "The ramen by the Han River? And you burning your tongue on the first bite?"
"And you ordering extra spicy and then crying silently for five minutes!" you shot back, laughing.
"I wasn’t crying… they were controlled tears!" he said in a mock-serious tone, but then he laughed too.
"And then you taught me to play basketball..." you continued, raising an eyebrow. "If you can call it ‘teaching’ to throw a ball at the hoop while I clung to your arm laughing like a maniac."
"I knew you were a lost cause," he murmured, leaning in to brush your lips with a tender kiss. "But you were so happy that... I wanted to teach you just to see you laugh."
He held you tightly in his arms. You stayed there, in the silence of the moment, with the sound of rain and the beating of your hearts.
"You’re good for me, Hee," you whispered. "You make me feel like, for the first time… I’m truly seen."
"And you... make me feel free to be who I am. Whether that’s an awkward deer... or a boy who wants you so much, he’s afraid he won’t know how to stop."
You were there, in front of the mirror, the warm light of the room caressing your skin. A black skirt that hugged your hips, a white top that highlighted your curves, your usual brown leather jacket draped over your shoulders, and boots that softly clicked on the floor with every step. You snapped a few photos with your phone, partly for fun, partly to tease him.
Behind you, Hee was sitting on the bed. An oversized black hoodie with some unreadable writing, loose jeans hanging on his hips in that way only he could pull off, messy hair, and shiny rings on his fingers. He looked up at you with those long, glossy eyes—like a lovestruck and frustrated fawn.
“Are you… taking pictures of yourself for me?” he asked, half ironic, half serious. “I’m documenting how irresistible I am,” you replied, winking at him. “Because tonight, Hee, we’re going to our first university party. And you’re coming with me.”
He got up slowly, letting out a half-exasperated sigh. He went to his chair, grabbed a black coat with some emo details, and twisted it between his hands. “You know I’m embarrassed… there will be other hybrids. And humans. Who will be looking at you.”
“It’s just a party,” you murmured, fixing your hair. “And besides… you’ll be there. There’s nothing to look at that isn’t already yours.” That’s when he came closer to you. His hands slid behind you, slipping under your skirt, pressing firmly on your buttocks. He pulled you against him, his pelvis already hard, warm, nervous.
“I’d have much more fun… if we stayed home,” he whispered against your neck, his voice hoarse. “Just you and me. No other eyes on you.” You could feel him vibrating. His ears trembled slightly, his tail flicking behind. He was tense, sweet and sharp pheromones starting to wrap around you like an invisible veil.
“You’re so territorial, Hee…” you whispered, barely turning your head to look at him. “And you haven’t even knotted me yet.” He growled softly, just a little, against your skin. “Not yet. But I want everyone to know you’re mine.”
Then he pushed you against the wall next to the mirror. His hands grabbed you firmly, and he kissed you. A long, warm, open, hungry kiss. His tongue searching for yours, his teeth gently nibbling your lip with an animalistic delicacy.
“Mmh… I want more attention, Hee. I want tongue. I want those kisses of yours that make me forget where I am,” you whispered between breaths, with a bold tone. “Bold,” he muttered, burying his face in your neck. He licked you gently, then bit you right at the most sensitive spot, marking you with firm pressure. He couldn’t mark you with his scent from the knot… yet, but he still wanted everyone to know. You almost laughed, excited. “Are you afraid someone else will ask me before you do?” “I’m just… protecting what’s mine.”
You looked at him with a smirk. “Then do it well. Put me in my place, if you can.” He stared at you with those eyes that seemed darker, almost feral, but the blush on his cheeks betrayed him. He wasn’t ready to push you all the way yet, but he wanted it with all his being. “You’re driving me crazy, you know that?” he murmured, stroking your inner thigh. “When I knot you… it won’t be for fun. It will be to keep you mine. Forever.”
The music pulsed through the walls of the house, a sensual electronic mix that made the floor vibrate. The strobe lights reflected off the glasses and the slightly tipsy smiles of the students. You, stunning in your little skirt and white top that accentuated your curves, were dancing with Hoon’s girlfriend, who was already swaying lightly with you, laughing and sipping from a plastic cup.
On the opposite side of the room, Hee stood with his hands in his pockets, his dark hoodie a bit too warm for the crowded space, his deer ears trembling faintly.
Sunghoon watched him from above the rim of his glass, then raised an eyebrow. 'Brother… if you keep looking at her that way, you’ll tie her up with your gaze.'
Hee didn’t laugh. “It’s not funny.”
'Oh, but it is.' Sunghoon patted his shoulder. 'Look at my girl. Bored with me, but knotted. No idiot can try anything. But you…' He turned to stare at the dance floor. 'You left the door wide open. It’s obvious some other curious male wants to come in.'
Hee growled softly but said nothing.
Meanwhile, a boy approached you. Tall, with feline eyes—a hybrid, probably wolf or tiger. His scent was spicy, different from Hee’s sweet and woody perfume.
-Are you new around here?- he asked, coming close enough for you to feel the heat of his breath.
You smiled politely. “No, just not very interested in parties.”
-Well, then it’s lucky you’re here tonight. You know… you’re incredibly beautiful. You have a special energy. I can’t take my eyes off you.- He leaned in, his mouth a breath away from your ear. -I’d like to find out if beneath that good-girl act there’s someone who knows how to have fun… even off the dance floor.-
You were about to reply with a sharp comment when you felt something familiar: a firm hand pressing on your lower back, cold with rings. A second later, your body was yanked back against a warm, tense chest.
Heeseung.
His scent enveloped you immediately—sweet, musky, intense, with an animal undertone that made your head spin. His breath was deep, tense.
“She’s mine,” he said quietly, without even looking at the other boy. His eyes were only for you. The other hybrid took a half-step back, hands raised.
-Hey… okay. Chill, bro.- He disappeared right after.
You turned, still with your hands on Hee’s chest. “Hey,” you gently scolded. “What’s all this?”
“Stop acting like a brat.” His ears twitched slightly, and his tail flicked.
“Brat? I was just dancing. He was the one flirting with me.”
“And the only guy allowed to flirt with you… is me.”
You looked him straight in the eyes. “But you don’t know how to flirt with me, Hee.”
He frowned. “What?”
“You don’t know how to tease me. You don’t know how to play. You’re just a jealous deer.”
His face stiffened, then he turned abruptly. “Then watch and learn.”
He took a step toward a group of girls, but you didn’t give him even a second. You grabbed his wrist and pulled him back hard. Then you kissed him.
It wasn’t a sweet kiss. It was yours. Tongue, teeth, hands in hair. His breath caught against your mouth, and you heard him moan softly, trembling under your fingers.
His pheromones exploded like an invisible wave, mixing with yours. Some people turned to look. Sunghoon, from afar, raised his hands as if to say “finally.”
When you broke apart, your eyes sought his, your forehead against his.
“I kissed you in front of everyone,” you whispered. “That means I’m yours. And you’re mine.”
Hee looked shaken, his mouth reddened, ears lowered. He looked at you as if he couldn’t believe he had you.
Then you added, in a softer voice against his ear: “And I want to be knotted. By you.”
It was like flipping a switch. The low, animalistic growl that came from his chest made your legs tremble. His fingers squeezed your hips as his breathing became more uneven.
“Let’s go home,” he whispered, his voice hoarse.
“I want to go home too,” you replied.
He grabbed your wrist urgently, never taking his eyes off you. And without another word, you left the party behind, amid glances and whispers.
When you returned home, the door hadn’t even closed behind you.
Hee gently but firmly pushed you against the wall. His hands, ringed and strong, grabbed your hips as if he needed to make sure you were real, that you were there—his. His breath was warm, restless, his forehead pressed against yours.
“It’s your fault,” he growled in a low, rough tone that almost vibrated in his throat. His deer ears trembled slightly, and his tail flicked nervously behind him. His pheromones were everywhere, enveloping, thick in the air. “My aura... my hybrid part... is exploding. And there you are, all perfect, with your little red panties, like a cheeky brat...”
You lightly pulled his hair, lifting your chin, eyes sparkling, voice cheeky. “Are you really sure that’s a problem?”
“Stop it...” he whispered, but it wasn’t a real warning. It was a plea.
His hand quickly slid under your skirt and stopped just beneath the waistband of your panties. He could feel how wet you were. His gaze darkened, deepened. He smiled crookedly, dangerously.
“So fragile down here, and so cheeky with your mouth...” he murmured.
He yanked your skirt off, ignoring your fake protests. When he saw the red lingerie set, his eyes widened and he whispered as if discovering a secret: “You wore this for me, didn’t you? You know red drives me crazy…”
He knelt before you, his nose just inches from your warm skin, and his face rested against the fabric of your panties. He took a deep, slow breath, like an animal that found its place. His scent glands pulsed against your bare thighs, and he trembled slightly.
“God, your scent... it destroys me. It’s only yours and mine now. No one else’s.”
With his teeth, he took the edge of your panties and slowly slid them down, with almost ferocious patience. He kissed your inner thigh, leaving small bites, occasionally murmuring something that sounded like half a prayer, half a threat.
He stroked you lightly with one finger, just on your clitoris, and you looked at him, moaning softly, grabbing your top and pulling it down yourself, revealing the matching bra.
“Good girl...” he whispered. “You’re all mine tonight. Actually, from now on.”
He picked you up in his arms, with a strength you’d never felt from him before, and carried you to the bed. He laid you down, his knees on either side of your thighs. His tongue made slow fiery circles on your body. When he reached your center, his fingers moved with confident patience.
“You’re so hot... so ready. And I...” He raised his gaze, his ears trembling wildly. “...I can’t stop anymore.”
“Hee...” you gasped. “Keep going...”
“You deserve it... every inch of my control you’re destroying.”
He penetrated you with two fingers, strong and slow, while licking you fiercely and attentively. Your hips moved on their own against him, and every time you moaned, he moaned with you.
His breath was warm, rough, and when he rose over you, finally shirtless, bringing your forehead to his, he whispered against your lips:
“I want you... I want you madly. I want to sink inside you. Tie you. Fill you. Make you mine in every way. Inside. Outside. Forever.”
You grabbed his hips, naked beneath him, looking at him with watery eyes and short breath. And you whispered:
“Then do it. Take me. Tie me. Make me yours.”
And that’s when Hee stopped holding back.
He moaned loudly, biting his lip, as his hybrid form fully manifested—trembling ears, wild tail, and a primal desire pushing him closer and closer to losing control.
You pulled down his pants, then his boxers, leaving him naked and hard, his erection taut and throbbing. You looked at him as if savoring the most anticipated feast of your life.
“Are you ready, Hee?” you whispered in a sweet but sharp tone. “Ready to get dirty for me? To lose control? Because I’m ready to take all of you.”
He ran a hand through his hair, visibly nervous but no longer awkward. It was as if he was standing at the edge of a cliff he wanted to jump off.
“This is the first time that… that I want to tie someone,” he said softly. “And the first time that… I feel like I can’t hold back. Did you take the anti-hybrid pill?”
You nodded, looking him straight in the eyes. “Yes. And I want you to do it. All of it.”
He trembled visibly. His gaze flickered between adoration and need. But he still didn’t move, as if he needed one last confirmation, or maybe… reassurance.
You brushed his side gently, then placed a light kiss on his swollen, warm, pulsing “grip.” “Everything will be fine, Hee. I want you just as you are. Wild, tender, dirty. Mine.”
He closed his eyes for a moment, breathing deeply. “I don’t want to hurt you…”
“You won’t. I want to feel you inside me. I want you to lose control, with me. You don’t have to hold back.”
His body trembled with emotion, but his gaze was steady, intense. He moved closer to you, aligning his body with yours, and for a moment you stayed there, skin against skin, hearts beating like tribal drums.
“Then let me… lose myself in you.”
Your fingers wrapped around his hard, throbbing member, guiding it slowly toward your wet center. You dragged it just over your clitoris, rubbing it with slow, deliberate strokes. He moaned softly the moment he felt it, breath broken, ears trembling. The heat of your skin was burning him.
“Tease my lips… slowly…” you murmured, eyes fixed on his.
Hee obeyed, pushing only the mushroom tip between your vaginal lips, brushing against you, letting his pearly fluid mix with your already warm juices. Then he made small thrusts, brief but loaded with tension, as if every movement was a whispered prayer through clenched teeth.
“Ah… Hee…” you gasped, your hands rising to grab his chubby, sensitive ears. You tugged them gently.
He moaned but immediately warned you with a muffled growl: “Stop it, or I’ll show you how dangerous a deer can be.”
His voice was hoarse, dark, a thread of control about to snap. But you didn’t stop. You smiled mischievously, and it was that smile that made him lose balance.
With one fluid, hungry motion, he pushed fully inside you.
You screamed, pleasure crashing over you like a sudden warm wave. Your legs tightened around his hips, as if never wanting to let him go.
“Hee... you’re… all in…” you gasped, your head falling back.
You felt him swollen, hard, warm, already filling you with his pulsing excitement inside your pussy. It was so deep you could feel yourself trembling inside. He gasped with his forehead resting against your neck.
“You’re so tight…” he murmured, voice broken by ecstasy. “My beautiful girl... you’re all mine, right?”
You nodded, scratching the nape of his neck with your nails. “All yours. Move inside me. I want to feel every part of you.”
At first, he moved slowly, with short, shy thrusts, as if making sure you were okay.
“Is everything okay?” he asked, voice thin and tense.
“No… I want more,” you whispered, then louder: “Give me everything, Hee. Push hard. I want to come again. Tie me. Break me.”
Something in him ignited. His ears pricked up, tail whipped fast, sharp. His eyes darkened, and in an instant he was no longer the clumsy, shy deer. He was a hybrid—feromones and instinct, flesh and desire.
He grabbed your hips and started thrusting hard, pounding into you, hitting deep, deeper and deeper.
“Yes… yes… fuck, Hee, there…” you screamed, voice broken, strangled. “You’re driving me crazy… you’re filling me up, damn it, don’t stop…”
He moaned with every thrust, breath ragged, animalistic, as he leaned over you, hips smashing into yours with growing force.
“You’re so hot…” he growled, “so wet… I’m losing it… I want to fill you, tie myself inside you, want no one else to ever have you…”
And then—with a deeper thrust than the others—he hit your G-spot. You screamed his name, trembling, eyes wide open.
“Yes… there… Hee… there! I’m… I’m gonna—fuck, yes!”
“What’s this, my good girl feeling heat inside, hmm?” he whispered with an emo-boy smirk, voice thick, as he kept pounding you with slow but powerful strokes. “Can’t think anymore, huh? Did I melt your brain, baby?”
“Yes… yes, damn it… you melted me completely. Keep going. Never stop.”
The heat you felt inside wasn’t just desire: it was something primal. Alive. Pulsing. It was Hee’s body heat claiming you, inch by inch, as if he was writing his name inside you with every thrust.
“Do you feel it?” he murmured, his hoarse voice in your ear. “It’s my heat… my cock making you mine.”
And you felt it. You felt his member sliding deeper and deeper, as if it would never end. You felt your belly react, stretching slightly with every hit, every thrust that hit you full on. And then you felt it: the knot. That living, sensitive mass swelling slowly, at first like a gentle pressure, then increasingly invasive, visceral.
“Hee…” you gasped, breath broken. “I-it’s happening… I feel it… it’s swelling…”
“Shh… let it in,” he whispered with that fake bad boy tone, just cracked by a tremor of animal emotion. “Let me tie every part of you.”
His thrusts grew faster, deeper. His hips hammered you with growing force, and as he moved, he degraded you in that way only he could: sweet voice but loaded with lust, sharp as a thin blade.
“Look how you take it… so tight. A good girl, but with a pussy begging to be filled. What is it, do you like being so full?”
You stammered, heat rising to your throat. “It’s… too much… it’s hot, Hee, you’re… you’re stretching me… inside…”
“Oh, we’re not done yet,” he murmured, taking one of your legs and placing it on his shoulder. Deeper now, tighter.
“Let’s see if you really can be… my good girl,” he growled softly, “the one who takes it all, even the knot. All the way in.”
You felt his knot pulse more and more firmly, alive inside you. It was locking you, nailing you, binding you. And his cock kept filling you, slow but relentless, in a gesture that meant more possession than sex.
Then he took your hand in his and brought it to your belly. The skin tight. Warm. Vibrant.
“Do you feel it?” he whispered with a small smirk. “It’s right there inside. My knot. It’s binding you to me… and you want it, you want it bad.”
“Yes…” you almost shouted, breath broken by rising pleasure. “I want to come… I want to come with you inside… I want to come on your cock…”
He looked at you with dark, feverish eyes. And that crooked emo boy smile spread across his lips.
“Look how you’re trembling. You’re so beautiful when you lose control. So good when you let me fuck you.”
Then he lowered his free hand, and with his thumb he started torturing your clitoris, slow but firm circles, wet with your own juices. His hip thrusts grew rougher, hungrier, while the knot swelled more and more.
“Come for me, damn it. I want to feel you gush on my cock. Fill me, baby. Dirty the sheets for me.”
It was too much. You melted against him with a scream that almost emptied your lungs. Your juices flowed hot and liquid around his cock trapped inside you, and you felt every contraction, every spasm, as his knot pulsed, swollen inside your belly. He was binding you, marking you, loving you in the most animal and true way.
Hee trembled, panting over you, then looked at you as if he couldn’t believe what he was experiencing.
“You’re amazing… so full…” he murmured, kissing you fiercely. “Your belly is swelling thanks to me. You’re mine.”
His thrusts, initially chaotic, grew slower… but so deep they tore a broken moan from you. It was as if Hee was learning your body step by step, discovering where to press, how to sink in to make you truly tremble.
“It’s too much…” you gasped, clutching him, “…but I want to feel full of you.”
He lowered his gaze, dark eyes framed by long lashes, and smiled with that typical fake-innocent look. Then he shook his head, scattering your thoughts with a few softly whispered words:
“So good when you beg. You’re my dirty girl, the one who knows what she wants… and now she wants me.”
He cupped your face in his hands, looking at you with a tenderness that only fueled your excitement more. But behind that sweetness, there was a wild desire breaking every dam. He leaned toward you, voice hoarse:
“You don’t know how much I dreamed of seeing you like this. Open for me, ready to take everything… even my wildest side.”
His thrusts grew hungrier, breath heavier. And when he slid one of your legs over his shoulder, you felt completely exposed, vulnerable and powerful at the same time. He moaned softly, almost choking on his words:
“I want you… all of you. I can’t hold back anymore.”
Then, with a decisive movement, he pushed all the way in. A low moan escaped his lips as his body trembled and the knot locked inside you, filling you completely. You moaned, your head thrown back, while a warm wave coursed through your entire belly.
It was as if he was writing his name inside you.
Hee bent over you, his sweaty forehead brushing yours, and whispered, voice breaking:
“You’re… incredible. So tight… so mine. I never want to let you go.”
Your body trembled, skin on fire, and you couldn’t hold back anymore. You clung to him, to his shoulders, to his voice.
“Hee… you’re tying me to you… I can feel it… inside.”
“You are,” he whispered, kissing you through your gasps of pleasure. “And you couldn’t be more beautiful.”
He stayed there, still inside you, while the knot pulsed slowly, marking every beat of his bond with you. His forehead rested on your shoulder, and he kissed your collarbone with adoration. No rush. No distance. Just the two of you, entwined in a silence that said everything.
Then, when his breath steadied and the knot slowly loosened, he stroked the inside of your thigh gently, almost worshipfully. He looked at you, pupils still dilated, and whispered in a soft voice:
“You’re the most beautiful thing I’ve ever touched.”
He smiled tiredly, eyes sweet but still burning.
“Now sleep, love. I’ll take care of you.”
And as he held you tight, you truly felt there was nothing to fear. He was there. With you. For you. And, for the first time, completely yours.
The morning light filtered through the poorly drawn curtains, and it was the gentle tickle of his nose against your neck that fully woke you up. Hee was curled up against your back, his arm wrapped tightly around your waist as if he truly feared you might disappear at any moment.
His deer ears trembled softly against the pillow, still sensitive and damp from that hybrid part that had exploded in intensity the night before. You could feel his warm, close breath. And when you slowly turned around, with a small smile on your still-tired lips, you found his eyes waiting for you.
Big, liquid eyes, with that shy Bambi-like reflection — but inside shone something more: adoration. And a little fear.
His cheeks immediately flushed red, as if the perfectionist Hee had returned — the one who remade the bed twice and blushed from a prolonged look. But you ruffled his hair gently, and he pouted adorably, shrugging.
“How are you?” he asked in a low voice, almost a whisper.
You giggled, still nestled under his arm. “I’m good... actually, great. It was wonderful to see you like that... lost. So yours. Feeling your knot inside me that... kept tightening more and more...”
The look you gave him made him almost moan from embarrassment, but also from the memory that phrase had awakened in his senses.
Hee held you tighter, if possible, and sighed. “Maybe the administration was right to pair us for the dorm.”
You turned, eyes half-closed and one eyebrow raised. “Really? Because, excuse me, you hated me at first.”
He lowered his gaze, scratching the back of his neck awkwardly. “You were cheeky. Curious. Always in the middle of my things...”
“But?”
“But now...” He bit his lip, his ears trembling again. “...deep down, I love you.”
You were momentarily speechless, then poked him with a finger on his bare chest. “Hey, are you serious?”
“Yes.” Hee’s voice was more confident, deeper. He was letting go of the more courageous part of himself. “And you? Do you feel something for me, or were you just curious to... test a hybrid?”
“Ah!” you burst out laughing. “That time I went out with that guy? It was just to make you jealous. It worked. But then... little by little, I fell in love with you. With your pout. Your trembling ears. How you blushed if someone said something dirty to you...”
He laughed softly, ran a hand through his messy hair, and teased you: “So you’re a manipulator. A good girl with the soul of a sentimental criminal.”
“Maybe.” You leaned in and kissed him at the base of his neck, where the night before you had left more than one mark. “But now I’m your manipulator, right?”
Hee sniffed the air near you, with that hybrid instinct he still couldn’t fully control. He looked at you with slow, glossy eyes, his voice lower, rougher, almost primal:
“It’s nice... to feel my scent on your body.”
The way he said it, with animal innocence but a possessive tone, made you squeeze your thighs a little from the shiver that ran down your spine.
You smiled. “And you... you’re so sweet when you become wild. You can’t hide anymore, Hee. You’re mine.”
He blushed again, but instead of answering, he slid slowly on top of you, his fingers already curious on your side. But that... was another story. Or maybe, another morning.
OMG, I hope you like it :) Only Ni-Ki and Sunoo are left to complete this series of Enhypen as hybrids!! I don’t know when I’ll have time for the others because I’ll have university exams, so I won’t have much time to post two one-shots a week :(
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One New Voicemail (Charles' Version)
your relationship with charles as told through voicemails
(i can't believe how well these are doing! i'm so glad you guys like these!! this one is specifically for @lestapiastrisgirl <3 hopefully this helps my charles girlies cope with cha being knocked out of q2 as i put this together...2k words)
First Date
“I cannot believe I hit your neighbors car tonight.” Charles’ cheeks flame with embarrassment. He huffs a laugh, shaking his head.
“That’s one hell of a first date story we’ll be able to tell our grandkids.”
Pause. Charles suddenly realizes he might have just made this voicemail awkward. His eyes close, cheeks heating again. Why does he lose all sense of decorum and control around you?
He presses on.
“I took you out, swept you off your feet…” Another pause, as if he’s replaying the entire evening in his head, checking to make sure his perception of the evening matched the reality. “I hope…”
He clears his throat. Moving on.
“And then BAM! Straight into a parked car. I am stupid.” It’s the same tone as that famous radio message and you are crying laughing.
“The FIA going to take away my super license next time. Please don’t tell Ferrari. I’ll never live this down.” Charles shakes his head, eyes rolling at the memory of the crunching sound his Ferrari made and the laughter that spilled out of you after the incident.
“I hope my inability to park hasn’t scared you away. I swear I’m usually smoother…”
‘Usually’ being the key word there.
Until he was less than a foot away from you in his car, your perfume so intoxicating that he’ll never get off of his mind.
“You just make me so nervous.” The vulnerability in his voice makes your heart squeeze.
“I was looking at you, listening to you laugh at my stupid jokes when I should have been watching where I was going.” Had he known you’d be wearing that little black dress and sky high heels, he would’ve hired a driver for the night.
“In my defense, you are so pretty when you laugh and parallel parking is hard.”
God, he hoped he hadn’t screwed this up. He already can’t stop thinking about you.
“Can I make it up to you with a second date? Please?”
And maybe a third. And fourth. And fifth?
Click.
First Kiss
“Mon dieu…” Charles sighs into the phone, lovesick and drunk on you.
“First I hit your neighbors car and then the poor woman catches us making out on the stoop.” He scrubs his hand over his face. He’s going to have to pay for you to move apartments, he’s so embarrassed. Charles will never be able to face your silver-haired neighbor ever again.
“She stood there for a long time though…which is weird.”
He chuckles finally, picturing the way she had stood there for several moments, glaring at you two, hands on her hips.
“I don’t think she likes me. Which, fair I guess.”
Charles been so lost in the fact that he’d finally worked up the courage to kiss you that he hadn’t heard the door creak open. Or the way your neighbor cleared her throat. Loudly. Six times.
“In my defense, that was the best first kiss turned first make out session I’ve ever had.”
Charles was ruined after that kiss. The way you had touched him, drug your fingernails across the back of his neck, up into his hair. Tugged a little bit.
A groan rumbles in the back of his throat as he turns the key to his newly-repaired Ferrari.
“If I promise not to try to make out with you in front of your neighbor, can we do it again?”
Something tugs deep in his gut at the thought of seeing you again. “I have to go to Maranello tomorrow for testing but I’ll be back Wednesday.”
That was in two days time. Two days too long.
For the both of you.
“Please apologize to your neighbor again. I swear I’ll keep my hands to myself next time.”
A pause. You can picture the grin sliding across his face.
“At least until we get inside.”
Click.
He Questions Everything
“I can’t do this anymore.” The anguish in his voice has your stomach twisting when you listen to the message.
It was late where you were. Or early. He didn’t know. He was in Las Vegas, you were in Monaco. Too many miles and too much heartache.
“I’ve given that team my entire heart. My youth. My best years and this is what they do? They can’t even listen to my suggestions. Can’t help but blunder themselves into P10 when I should’ve been on the podium.”
He’s rambling now. You’re his safe space though. The only one who won’t call him petty or ungrateful. Won’t judge or call him out. You see the pain his team causes him. The way he gives them everything and then some and still is expected to give more.
The line goes quiet for several moments. You think maybe he hung up, but the message keeps going.
Silence stretches but it’s full of everything he can’t bring himself to say.
“Red Bull’s been sniffing around, with Max retiring. Merc too, with George on his way to Cadillac.” He hadn’t told you this. Hadn’t told anyone outside of his manager. Charles was almost afraid to talk about it, even with you.
Because if he said it out loud, it meant he was considering leaving his home.
“Ferrari has…well, they’ve given me everything but…”
A sigh so deep and full of everything he can’t put words to. It feels disloyal to even think the things that have been turning over in his mind since he took the checkered flag hours ago.
“I don’t know if I can do this anymore.”
The sound of a suitcase zippering.
“I’m coming home. Can we spend the next two weeks somewhere warm so I can just stare at you in a bikini and forget the hell that this team puts me through?”
The thud of his suitcase echos.
“Please?”
Click.
A Surprise
“Before I tell you what I just did, I would like to remind you that I love you more than life, mon ange.”
You had frozen mid-step in the hallway of the apartment listening to that opening line.
“It’s really a funny story, to be honest. I think you’ll laugh.” At least that’s what Charles was banking on.
“It all started when Joris and I went to see an old friend of his after the gym today. He needed to get something for the car he’s been working on and this guy had the part.”
This story was suspiciously twisty and curvy, even for your boyfriend.
“So we get there and there are puppies EVERYWHERE.”
At that very moment, a little yip comes across the line and Charles groans.
“Leo!” He scolds.
Oh, great. He’s already named him. This was not going to end well.
“Leo!” He repeats. “Now you’ve gone and spoiled the surprise.”
Leo yips again, louder this time. Like he’s just discovered he can make that kind of noise.
“Surprise!” Charles says weakly.
“He was the runt of the litter. He’s blonde. Like you!”
The moment the words are out of his mouth, Charles knows he’s in trouble.
“I mean…”
Leo barks. Charles tuts.
“I’ll be home in ten. You’re going to love him, I promise!”
He hoped.
Click.
He Feels Left Out
“What on earth were you texting Maman today, amore?” Charles grumbles into the phone.
“She was giggling like a school girl anytime she looked at her phone.” He slots the key into the front door.
The lock clicks.
Leo barks.
You’re in Paris for work, missing your boys.
“And then she refused to tell me what you were talking about.”
It’s so cute when your boyfriend gets jealous of your relationship with his mother. It was innocent though. You had sent her a meme making fun of Charles’ most recent parking accident on the streets of Monaco.
Charles was just so easy to tease.
“All she would say was that she was talking to you and that you were having a very funny conversation.”
A pause. The jingle of Leo’s leash.
You can practically feel the pout on his face.
“Probably at my expense, no?”
The elevator to your flat dings and Leo barks again. It’s about time for his nightly walk but you can tell Charles is still grumpy by the way he won’t let this go.
“What were you two talking about?” He whines.
If FOMO had a spokesperson, it was Charles LeClerc.
“You two are so mean to me.” He pouts.
“I love you. Call me later.”
Click.
Grocery Store Fumble
“Amore, we have a problem.” You can tell Charles is desperately trying not to panic.
“Why are there so many tube shaped green vegetables at this market?”
He stands in the middle of the produce section of your tiny grocery store. You were a few blocks away, in the middle of cooking dinner.
“Whoever thought it was a good idea to put the cucumbers next to the zucchinis has a sick sense of humor.” He grouses.
Theres a rustle of plastic as he opens the produce bag. You had just asked for one zucchini and now Charles was spiraling.
“The sign says ‘Cucumbers and Zucchinis! Buy 2 get 2 free!” He’s panicking. “What kind of sick joke is this?”
Dinner rests squarely on his shoulders and right now, it’s not looking so good.
“Does it matter?” He asks like he’s expecting an answer. Like he’s not talking to your voicemail.
“Can you use a cucumber instead?” Deep breath. “What if I get this wrong?”
He picks up two green vegetables, one long and skinny, wrapped in plastic and another shorter, thicker, a deeper green. His eyes scan the deserted store. No one was around to help.
He was on his own.
“How different can they be? They’re both green. Both long and skinny. Although this one is a little…thicker.”
The giggle that starts low in his throat has you rolling your eyes when you listen to the message a few hours later.
“I’m sorry, that was inappropriate.”
A frustrated sigh morphs into a groan.
“You know what? I make professional athlete money. I’ll buy all the green vegetables so that way I don’t get yelled at for being stupid. Again.”
He’s so dramatic.
Another bag rustles open.
“I’ll be home soon. I love you.”
Click.
A Song For You
Soft strains of music float across the line. Charles doesn’t speak. Doesn’t actually realize he’s accidentally called you. He’s at his piano, lost in the piece he’s working on while you’re away on a trip. He’s missing you fiercely and coping the only way he knows how: music.
The song meanders on for several moments. Soft. Careful. You can feel the adoration he’s pouring into every note, even through the muffled sounds of his phone being tucked away in his pocket.
He doesn’t know he’s giving you the best gift.
The music dies and it’s quiet.
“Do you like it, Leo?” Charles rasps, his voice unsteady.
Leo doesn’t answer, just lifts his head to look at your boyfriend.
“Do you think she’ll like it?” He sounds…nervous.
Charles rarely gets nervous.
Except when it comes to you.
“I’ve been working on it for ages now and it’s finally coming together. Finally feels like it’s a reflection of how I feel when I look at her.”
A heavy pause. He still doesn’t realize the phone is recording his confession to Leo.
“I’m going to marry your mama one day.” He tells the dog.
“I’m going to marry her and this is the song that’s going to play when she walks down the aisle towards me.”
A few notes drift across the line again. Delicate. Like he’s piecing together a puzzle.
“She is everything, Leo.”
His voice his reverent, like he’s planning on getting down on his knees and worshipping you the next time he sees you.
“Your mama has the prettiest eyes, doesn’t she? The prettiest smile? And when she laughs. God, when she laughs it’s like the sun finally peaking out from behind a days worth of storm clouds. Bright. Warm. Everything.”
Charles chuckles, shaking his head. “And she turns me into a total sap apparently.”
A sigh.
“I miss her.”
You’ve only been gone for 24 hours.
“Do you miss her? I miss her, Leo. I know she’ll be home soon but…”
A pause as he reaches for his phone to call you. Chuckles when he sees he already has.
“Hello, amore. I guess you heard all of that, oui? Come back to Leo and I. We miss you. I have something I want to play for you.”
Another pause.
“I love you.”
Click.
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I was wondering if you could write where George and his friend group go on holiday and reader really likes him but also readers friend does too. But George likes reader and readers friends try’s GETING to him and try to do stuff but George’s eyes are only on reader and readers friends and him have really cute moments and readers friends is jealous. Ok you get me something along the lines like that and reader and him have a cute moment then realise that they feeling for each other and it’s just cute angst and fluff and also do u think u could add some smut in there thank you
Eyes on me₊‧°𐐪♡𐑂°‧₊

George Clarkey x reader
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It was one of those rare, golden weeks where everything was perfect—sun-kissed beaches, late-night swims, cocktails that tasted like freedom, and a massive villa split between a group of close friends and a few new faces.
George was one of them.
I’d followed his YouTube for a while, sure, but nothing prepared me for what he was like in person—funny, warm, quick-witted. And then there were his eyes. Brown and mischievous, like he knew exactly what effect he had on people.
My stomach twisted every time he smiled at me. And I hated how obvious it felt.
Even worse? My friend—let’s call her Bella—definitely noticed. She’d been flirting with him since the plane ride over. Laughing too hard at his jokes, draping herself over the sun loungers near him, playfully splashing him in the pool like we were in a romcom. And George… well, he was polite. But his eyes never lingered on her the way they did with me.
Not that Bella saw it.
The turning point came one night after dinner, when we all headed back to the villa’s massive balcony, the sky still painted in streaks of lavender and peach. Someone put on music, and everyone danced, tipsy and careless under fairy lights.
Bella grabbed George’s hand and pulled him toward the makeshift dance floor. I pretended not to notice, sipping my drink, trying not to look jealous. But out of the corner of my eye, I could see her leaning in, whispering something against his ear, her hand brushing his chest.
That’s when I left.
I ended up by the pool, feet dangling in the water, the music faint in the distance. I hated how I felt—petty, dramatic. It’s not like I had any claim on him.
“You always disappear when things get fun?”
I turned. George was behind me, hands shoved in the pockets of his linen trousers, hair a little messy from the wind.
I blinked. “Didn’t think anyone would notice.”
“I did.” He sat beside me, our shoulders almost touching. “You okay?”
I nodded, but he gave me that look—the one where he was trying to read my mind.
“You don’t have to pretend around me,” he said gently. “I’m not stupid. I know Bella’s been trying to make a move.”
I snorted before I could stop myself. “That obvious, huh?”
“Painfully.” He tilted his head. “But I’m not interested in Bella.”
My breath caught. “No?”
He turned toward me fully, and my heart thudded in my ears.
“Why would I be, when you’re right here?”
The words knocked the air out of me. I opened my mouth, but nothing came out.
George laughed softly, shaking his head. “You have no idea, do you? Every time you smile at me, I feel like an idiot. I’ve been trying to work up the nerve to say something for days, but you’ve been so quiet.”
“I thought you liked her,” I whispered.
“Not even close.”
He brushed a strand of hair from my face, his hand lingering a second too long.
“You’re the one I want.”
Then he kissed me.
It was soft at first—hesitant, like he wasn’t sure I’d kiss him back. But I did. God, I did. My hands tangled in his shirt, pulling him closer as weeks of built-up tension melted into that single moment.
When we finally pulled away, I rested my forehead against his, smiling like a total idiot.
“George?”
“Yeah?”
“I really like you.”
He grinned, that lazy, heart-melting grin. “Good. Because I’m absolutely crazy about you.”
We stayed by the pool for hours, wrapped up in each other, the stars above and the sound of the waves in the distance. No drama, no games. Just us.
And for once, everything felt exactly how it was meant to be.
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𝐃𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠
a/n: fluff. Request made by a deleted account :(
𐙚 Anakin Skywalker / Fem! puppy reader 𐙚
Summary: Anakin & his new puppy.
Word Count: 0.7k // More on my Master list! + follow & reblog pls
Dividers (as always) from @cursed-carmine
Anakin looked up and down the halls, “Alright! Up!” He commanded and pointed downward. You jumped up the bench and sat in front of his shoes, your tail wagged excitedly behind you. “Good girl!” He ruffled your hair and wiped your wet nose. “You’re so adorable, sweetie.” You barked and jumped up on his leg. The man picked you up into his arms and cradled you gently.
“She’s getting big.” Obi-wan said as he passed Anakin in the hall of the Jedi temple.
Anakin took a long look at you, “No, she isn’t! She’s a little thing.”
The master rolled his eyes and turned back to the man who held you tightly in the protection of his robes. “Where did you even get that creature?”
“Me and Ahsoka found her on Keht-oh.” He pets your soft hair and floppy ears.
“And do you know of how to care for that creature?” He folds his arms.
“Don’t say ‘creature’ like she’s some beast! And yes, I do.” He stared in your glossy brown eyes, “Isn’t she adorable…? Feel her.” Anakin stepped closer to his master, your paws rest over his gloved forearm. “Awww!” The man cooed as his Master began to pet your fur.
“Nice. Soft like a new rug.” The man joked. Anakin pulled you back against his chest and frowned. You barked, sensing his change in mood, “I was only kidding. Whatever the case, we have a meeting now. So, put her down and let’s go.” Anakin stared at his Master as he slipped you deeper into his dark robes. “Anakin…”
“She’ll be good! I trained her myself.” He kissed the top of your head.
“You’ll have to forgive me but I’m not too confident in your skills to train a creature you acquired only a few cycles ago.”
“She’s a smart little one, aren’t you, y/n?”
“Arf!” You panted proudly from the confines of his robe.
“You named her…?”
Anakin walked past his Master to the meeting room, “You’ll warm up to her. She’s impossible to resist.”
Anakin took a seat across the room from his Master and continued to hide you in his robe. “Be quiet, ok?” You pushed your head against his side and pawed at his lap. The man chuckled and scratched behind your ear. Your hind foot thumped against his lap, “Oh? You like that?” He continued to scratch your head, and you rolled over on his lap.
Before long, his opinion was needed. He picked up head and glanced between the many Masters around the room, “I’m sorry?” Obi-wan rolled his eyes and looked out the window. “U- uhm I,”
Master Windu shook his head, “All those in favor of assisting the people of Gurtan?” Anakin rose his hand with the majority. Your paw stuck out on his lap in plain view when he rose his hand. Anakin quickly concealed your body completely and checked to see if anyone saw.
All but Shaak Ti ignored him. She squinted at the obvious bulge hidden within his robe; her arms crossed. Anakin stood immediately when the meeting was dismissed, holding you awkwardly. “Skywalker.” The woman called softly from the hall.
Anakin turned the sound of her familiar voice, “…yes?”
“Is your side ok?” She asked, staring at the round shape that he held up.
“Uhm…this? Yeah! My arm…hurts.” She tiled her head as you moved under the robes. “Bye!” He raced down the hall and brought you to his chest. If anyone else finds out that I brought an unregistered creature to Coruscant, to the Jedi temple, “I could get in trouble, y/n.” You whimpered; your ears flopping as he ran to the courtyard gardens.
Once Anakin was sure no one was around, he settled you on the ground. You sniffed around the space, stepping your soft paws on the limestone. You reached a water fountain and jumped up on the edge. Anakin laughed as you began drinking the running water. Your pink tongue extended and lapped in the cool water as he pets your fur. “Do you want to stay here with me?”
You barked and pawed at him. The young man chuckled as you sat on the edge of the fountain, so adorable. Of course you tilted your head, and he cooed, his heart swelled with love.
a/n: let me know in my asks if you like this kind of thing 🤔 (I do)
#Skywalkoverme#anakin skywalker#anakin skywalker x reader#anakin x reader#anakin fluff#anakin fanfiction#hayden christensen x reader#anakin x you#anakin skywalker x you#anakin skywalker x y/n#anakin skywalker x fem!reader#anakin skywalker x reader fluff#anakin x y/n#anakin skywalker oneshot#anakin skywalker fic#anakin skywalker imagine#star wars x reader#star wars fanfiction#star wars
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guys. again i am SO SORRY for not posting. ik nobody probably cares but i told myself i’d do betterrrr
just so you’re aware though and maybe not as mad at me. in the last month i have:
broke up with my partner of 1yr + dealing with that emotional fallout
graduated college
found out i didn’t graduate and instead i have to retake a class this summer !!!!!! woooo
moved into a different apartment building (studio apartment just me no roommates yayyy!!)
had an ovarian cyst (ouchie.)
currently have bronchitis
my theory is that as soon as you start writing fanfic there’s a curse put on your soul by the ancient gods. like you know the inside joke how the best fanfics are always by the authors like “omg sorry guys i’ve been in and out of the hospital!!” etc etc like DAMN GIRL IT’S OKAY
yeah they’re never lying this is real. so PLEASEEEE BE PATIENT 😭🫶🙏 DONT UNFOLLOW ME I BEG OF YOU. or do if you want idk i cant control you
transparently, i keep saying i’ll “write when i feel better”. but idk if i mean sickness or mental. bc i really don’t know if i’ll ever feel mentally better again. i know i probably will be but it doesn’t feel that way right now
LONG STORY SHORT: it’s a dark time for me rn and usually writing brings me solace but i currently hate anything i write, so i need time.
thank you for reading and for every little bit of love that has been shown. i’m holding it very closely.
xoxo, sunny ☀️🌻
#☀️🌻 sunny chats#i’m so high writing this so sorry it’s basically a stream of consciousness#the longer i go without posting on here the worse i feel. but also then the more awkward it is to break my silence#doing my best guys
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Rafayel gives a soft hum as he cleans the other up, listening to him quietly as he has them dressed up and presentable to the public eye once again. "I'm glad to know you enjoyed it, Sunset. You were perfect, I couldn't have asked for better." The Lemurian reassures him, pecking his cheek and smiling gently, pushing his hair back to admire his handsome face, hand cupping his cheek as he does so. Still a bit red, but with some air and food, he's sure they'll return to normal soon. The Lemurian's face drops for a second when he mentions how he's suffocated before, and it pains him somewhere deep in his chest to think about what could've caused it in those years he hadn't been by his side. Rafayel himself had put his hands on him as well; he had killed him. "You feel safe with me." A statement, but there is a question in his tone as he brushes his thumb over his warm cheek, shaking his head gently to get rid of those dark thoughts. The guilt that eats up at the edge of his mind could be dealt with another day. Right now, he just presses their foreheads together, a thoughtful hum rumbling through his chest. "You can let me take care of you any time, love. But if you ever feel unsafe, know that I will listen to your wishes no matter what." Rafayel opens his eyes, pink irises shining in the dim light. "If you say no, I will drop everything and make sure you feel comfortable and safe. If you get hurt, I would be incredibly upset with myself-- so don't hold it back and tell me."
There is soft laughter when he realizes Caleb continues to have that cute wide grin, completely fucked out and relaxed. His feet are unsteady, he looks seconds away from being swayed into giggling, and Rafayel doesn't bother to hold back his little chuckle as they take a seat and the other gets comfortable in such a brazenly happy manner. Their hands are locked, and it seems like the Lemurian's hands would never be let go-- something he rather enjoys. The younger man rolls his eyes as he jokes about growing scales again, even Gideon seems to be laughing at his bad joke. "I'm starting to think you want to grow scales. Curious what it's like after you've seen mine?" The Lemurian raises a brow, a teasing look of his own as he sits back against his chair, trying to get comfortable first.
Once he feels like he isn't going to dive headfirst into the table, he takes a look at all the dishes. Some had odd colors, some were vibrantly colored, and the smell was intense. Rafayel thinks to reach for his drink first, throat parched after all the noise they had made up in Caleb's private room. But before he could choose what dish to start with, he saw Caleb holding out a bite in front of his lips. It reminds him of how he had done the same in his kitchen, fed him personally his first ever taste of the ocean's delights. The food in front of him was fragrant, something almost sweet wafting from what he thought of the milky substance making the sauce, an almost spicy tang that cleared his nose just from the smell alone. If it were Caleb and him alone, he would have found this intimate moment no different from their usual affectionate gesture. But he's snapped out of his thoughts when he hears Gideon's commentary as well, suddenly watched by two pairs of eyes, then four, then eight; others getting curious as the most handsome duo act like a married couple.
A light blush crosses his cheek, eyes wide and beady as he looks up at Caleb. He looks so expectant, and Rafayel decides to open his mouth and take the bite, chewing slowly to savour the taste while his cheeks slowly calm from its heat. The first taste feels spicy, surprisingly so from the ginger. Then there's a tang from the lime, something sour yet it is mellowed out by the creamy taste on his tongue. The chicken--- he is furrowing his brows in confusion now, tilting his head as he takes another few chews till he swallows the food. Lips pouted, deep in thought, he stared at the dish for a moment before looking up at Caleb. "You lied. The chicken tastes much more savory and has a depth of flavor that ocean fish don't have. What is this..." It's tender yet tough, flavor seeped into the deepest parts of its flesh, yet the saltiness was much more balanced with the sauce on it. "There's this creamy mouthfeel. Is that the coconut? I like that, it feels and tastes really good." A smile graces his lips, and he picks up his fork to get another bite, this time less methodical and simply enjoying his favorite parts of it in his mouth, moaning softly as the kick of spice satisfies his taste buds.
Rafayel then cuts out a bite and holds it out for Caleb expectantly, wanting to share it with him too. "You need to eat too, aaaah-- don't let it fall. I can see why you like it so much. It's satisfying and fills the stomach better. What about this other one? What is this? It looks different." He points out the other dish once the captain takes his cutout bite. Then, he turns his head and tilts his head up expectantly towards the other, mouth parted slightly, waiting for him to feed him.
his cheeks remain dyed a rosy pink. eyes wide, shining as if he had just received the biggest treat in the world. hands rest on rafayel's chest, melting under the attention given with a boyish grin on his lips. "was i really that good? like... reaaaally really?" he chuckles, head tilting expectantly, acting like a puppy again, but this time aiming for more affection as he leans into rafayel's touch. "yes. i almost pass out." he says casually, already coming down from pleasure and regaining his composure little by little. “but i kinda like it?” as someone who has experimented death several times, he is not exactly a fan of it, but the previous taste of suffocation wasn’t as unpleasant as he would have expected. at the thought of it, caleb’s cheeks burn, the blush spreading all the way to the tip of his ears. “i mean— not exactly liked it liked it, but the way you made me feel. i have suffocated several times by now, but this time i felt safe. like i could let go and not have to think for a second.” he eyes drift away for a second, complying to rafayel’s movements and allowing him kiss him softly, lips puckering in return as the softness embrace him. “i have never been good at not being in control. so this was… different. and helped me learned a thing or two about me as well.” he chuckles, doing what he is asked, closing his eyes and allowing rafayel to pamper him in return.
he feels the tenderness rafayel cleans him up, a smile curling on his lips allowing himself to receive this. indeed. it’s different. he is used to be at the other side, taking care of others instead. but with rafayel, he feels cherished. every second spent together brings him unbelievable happiness and a sense of reassurance, especially after the number rafayel created back in the tavern. it is a reminder that, at the end of the day, they belong together.
caleb stands up, being suddenly pulled but accepting the miss gladly as he fixes his clothes. as they make their way back to the tavern, he stumbles a little as they reach the table. there’s a dazed smile still present on his face, refusing to leave as his grip on rafayel’s hand becomes firm. the memory of rafayel’s tenderness and also intensity still fresh in his head, warming him up and cracking a smirk as he goes back to his seat. gideon’s eyes turn to look at both of them. “you’re back. it’s everything okay?” he nods when rafayel replies, not having a clue of why really was going on behind closed doors. “i started feeling a bit dizzy. probably because i have been underwater for so long. maybe i’m really growing scales.” he jokes, elbow poking at rafayel as the smell of the chicken suddenly fills his nostrils.
that’s when he allows his head to be carried away again. chicken. it’s been so long.
caleb stares at the food and at the glass of wine replaced from earlier, and as much as he wants to take the first bite of both dishes, he simply turns to rafayel with bright eyes, waiting patiently to see his first reaction after tasting his favorite meat. though, different from what rafayel did before, caleb instead grabs the fork and takes a piece of the dish, to get it closer to rafayel’s mouth. “say ahh~” at the other side of the table, gideon is also watching curiously, completely entertained by the idea of a foreigner to taste local food for the first place. “knowing caleb, he probably put a lot of expectations on it.” gideon says as his elbow is placed over the table, his cheek resting on his fit as he waits for rafayel to eat. caleb simply laughs, holding the fork with the chicken thighs marinated in coconut milk, lime and ginger. “this one is more of a tropical flavor. what do you think?”
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Military Career Default Replacement: No Astronauts
@blackswan-sims was looking for this, so here's the military career default replacement I made for myself. It replaces level 9 (Astronaut) with "Brigadier". You can see the new description above.
No changes in wage, work days and hours
The career outfit will be the high rank uniform (same as for the General) instead of the astronaut one
Level 8 chance cards are edited to refer to Brigadier
Level 9 chance cards are edited to make sense with the new position
Download (SFS) (alternate)
The file is compressed. Compatible with BCON mods that alter career wages as long as the wage mod loads after the career default. Will conflict with other military career replacements.
Only English and English UK text strings are replaced, so won't work with games installed in other languages.
#ts2#ts2cc#sims 2#s2cc#the sims 2#the sims 2 download#dl career#dl default#the description could be better tbh#for the record i wrote it for becca#who doesn't believe in yelling at all#so it was a little joke i put there for myself
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Curse of the Dread Hare (VHS, 1985)
Rare vintage VHS from Fazbear Entertainment is a must have for fans of the franchise. Selling for 80 dollars. Tape is in excellent condition and comes with bonus extras. (not depicted)
Cast (In order of Appearance)
William (@voidissleepy)
William ( @kami-scribbles)
William (@lightningchu-the-mega-raichu)
William (@solarcircuits)
William (@pandeesall)
William (@gavalaa)
#artfight 2024#artfight#Okkkkkay this one was a big one#Also my Last attack yay#Technically my biggest piece but also just a bunch of little pieces put together#I think this quite epic suace if I do say so myself#Now who wants to sit down and start this six way AU with me 🤨#Or am I gonna pull all the weight in the Curse of Dreadhare fandom TM#JOKING#or am I?
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> Rose: Confess to Kanaya!
Rose: I love you.
Kanaya: Y Yo Ati, Rose.
> Rose: Get swallowed by something that looks like Venom.
> Rose: Get sent to super hell!
> Kanaya: Have something very gay and homophobic happen to you.
Kanaya: ...
What an absolute diversity loss. You find yourself thinking "love loses!"
#Okay this is my highest possible effort post so far; please spread it around like it's the flu or something#I put so many hours into this like actually lmao I surprised myself with how late I stayed up#going on a content hiatus soon so I suppose that fits that I put out a high effort destiel meme & scene recreation as a last hurrah#send in requests though; i'll get around to them when I get around to them! love to see what you folks come up with!#the sprite assets are up on my main but I'll reblog them here later; not sure if I'll have a tag system or not for it yet#new supernatural & homestuck memes format dropped along with a couple of spn AU designs & beyond canon too#yes I even included a shot of super mega turbo hell; it's got a little bit of everything as it should 🔥#rosewheresheshouldntbe#kanaya maryam#rose lalonde#rosemary#homestuck#originals#hs rose#hs kanaya#spn#supernatural#destiel#dean winchester#castiel#please don't expect me to commit to the bit this hard every time because that's absolutely not realistic; I just got super into this 😂#I can't believe I designed entire new outfits around rosemary just for the bit of doing this joke; just for this little side blog#the rose outfit is just an edited version of her hs beyond canon outfit; but still! I'm happy with how she & her wife look 💜
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I lowkey want one of those "live laugh love" type house signs that says "come freely, go safely, and leave something of the happiness you bring" for the entryway of my house someday. I think it'd be hilarious, but it's also lowkey a nice greeting in its own way, if perhaps mildly ominous... What a nice way to set a welcoming vibe! ;)
#I'm kind of joking but also kind of not#like whenever I manage to get myself a house I could totally paint a little sign like that#it'd be so fun seeing who got the reference too#definitely putting it on the 'projects to do when I finally obtain a dwelling' list#(I have been trying to move out but it is not cheap... it's a whole thing)#but yeah can you tell I'm behind on Drac Daily again?#I'm listening to the podcast one this year but I'm not even as caught up as I was last year#granted I have more other stuff going on and I didn't really set keeping up as a goal this time around#some day I will finally get through all of Dracula... maybe later this year. We'll see#Dracula Daily#Count Dracula#live laugh love#home decor#fandom decor#jonathan harker#tangentially#welcome signs#vampires
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HAPY A-ROPE-MANTIC AWARENESS WEEK!!!
That’s why for this entire week I’ll be posting Rope MF
They’re my only canonically aroace character in my Kirby oc batch (everyone else is up in the air)
after that I’ll be back to Kirby-post that isn’t of related!
Now I’m gonna post 3 fun facts:
Rope MF does not know lgbt terms:
In fact they think Aromantic means that they’re attracted to arrows, which they are not.
2. Rope MF is canonically an adult!
younger than King Dedede and Meta Knight but older than Kirby and Bandana Waddle Dee:
3. As silly as Rope MF is as a concept he’s actually really annoying if he did exist.
Imagine those annoying missionaries trying to spread the word of the lord but instead of god it’s about ropes:
#kirby#kirby oc#waddle dee oc#rope MF#aromantic#I insert a little piece of myself into each of my characters and I decided to give them my orientation#They’re to busy loving ropes to love people#If you’re reading this put Rope MF in the chat#As a joke I was gonna ask people to put asks for Rope MF but tbh there’s nothing to interesting about Rope MF I mean you can if you want bu#It’s probably gonna be a rope related answer#I’m catholic btw so the diss at missionaries is fine enough like it is annoying tho#Don’t bother other people day to day lives if they want to be religious let them choose to be don’t push them#Bandana Dee#meta knight#-Video
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the song cornerstone by arctic monkeys is actually about saints foursaints trying to find someone to be their personal barty crouch jr.
pasting an ad up on craiglist that’s like
URGENT‼️ anemic girlsadist with waist length hair and love of jar-preserved carcasses, symbolist theatre, and medieval christian mystic martyrdom SEEKS: convicted wizard-felon with whom to have freudian patriarchal sex ‼️
#putting a nicotine patch on him while he sleeps so he becomes addicted to seeing me etc etc#IM JOKING when i describe myself like this by the way… i am doing a funny little bit. i am not truly that corny. trust#anyway guys i’m making taylor’s chai cookies with my sister rn :) in preparation for ttpd#and we’re going to watch the virgin spring :-)#a
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7am, eating cold leftover teriyaki stir-fry for breakfast and crying over blorbos
#normal Saturday morning behavior#redacted spoilers#redacted audio#redacted sam#Seven.txt#rp audio stuff#well. crying over one singular blorbo in particular. Sam's still got me in an emotional chokehold#and i'm too sad to even make a stupid little joke abt how i wouldn't mind if it was a physical one too. ayeee *insert sad eyebrow wiggle*#no but seriously. i have so many feelings abt him and i can't even say it all bc some of it isn't public info yet#eh fuck it i'll just draft this until the audio goes public and then i'll post it once it's no longer Exclusive Info#bc i dont wanna leak Early Access stuff but i have to get this out of my system rn and the new audio is part of what sparked these thoughts#which is funny bc i. literally haven't even listened to it yet. i'm not Ready 😭#where's that tiktok screenshot that's like. 'hyperfixation so bad that i can't even engage with the source material' bc that's me rn#like bro Sam only won the poll like. 2 or 3 days ago and Eric is Already dropping a new Sam audio?? hello? Mr. Redacted i wasn't prepared#anyways i was spoiling myself by perusing the comments last night trying to get a feel for if it's gonna be more angst or comfort#and i saw a comment that absolutely shattered me. and it reignited all my sad thoughts about Sam's eventual. uh. y'know. death.#apparently they plant a tree together or smthn in the new audio (which already has me & my beloved 10y/o orange tree feeling some kinda way#but to the individual in the comments who brought to all our minds the image of Sam sitting beneath that tree in 30 or so years time#when he's decided that he's ready to die and sits out there waiting for the sun to rise..................... 🥲#i'm gonna need u to compensate me for all of that unexpected emotional damage /j /nm#i'm Still not over what he told Darlin' while they had their talk about the future up on his roof together. that audio killed me#then yesterday i was listening to my Sam & Darlin' playlist while cleaning. and Malibu Nights by LANY came on. which i always skip bc Sad#but i let it play and just started crying. standing in the middle of the room all disheveled and holding a broom. as one does.#iirc that song is one that Eric himself said is applicable to Sam which is why/how i found it and put it on the playlist. and god. g o d#hm. i hope that wasn't Patreon exclusive info. i can't remember if it was a public post where he said that or not. hope it's okay to share#but if we can take that song as like. unofficial canon for Sam then that also confirms my idea that he used to drink to cope#which makes the opening lines of Fix What You Didn't Break by Nate Smith even more applicable. i should go edit that post actually#anyways i'm just. feeling a lot. and i love Sam very much and i don't want him to die. but i want him to do what he wants at the same time#Alexis took so fucking much from him. he deserves to live - and end - his life on his own terms. ... i think i need to go write something#*casually fishes this post out of the drafts 3 and a half days later* hi so uh. i wrote a 4k oneshot :) and will hopefully post it tomorrow
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i wish i had more thoughts on the playlist event beyond "omg its so cool its happening" and "omg im so sad its ending" etc etc. i need to like reread what's been said about each playlist bc that's the one thing I probably dont do enough. i just have the gist of what i remember from when i read it on sunday and then the rest of it is just me going "whoa i can really see xyz listening to this" except for jopson who i constantly want to strangle bc what the fuck do u mean. Jopson and miss jamie's mixtape drive me up the WALLS im ripping my nails off thinking about them (jopson what do u listen to off the clock brother and well. dave just tell me who put what on the playlist u dont need to confirm anything at all beyond who put what on the playlist, just give me one song per guy dave i dont think its a big ask)
#jokes i say to myself uuh well he confirmed everything by putting that one crozier song i took off my crozier playlist but i gotta stop#thinking about that and talking about that im sorry everyone for being annoying about that for real#like yeah ian cig whatever my name is shut up brother ur making a huge deal of nothing like a little freak and not positive#but regardless#i do want to know who put what on that mixtape MIXTAPE aughshkdjhg e#i could cry thinking about how this event is almost over like I hope the playlist posts early or the time its been posting this sunday bc i#hoping to really party it up before i have to go do a STINKY STINKY STINKY shift of work and then#i will be super unhinged after that#truly sorry everyone im going to be insufferable on sunday#but also crozier didnt put me at post limit at all#i didnt expect that especially bc jfj really#she took me out way before bedtime#but crozier#i think i was in such absolute shock for so many reasons#like GOD FUCK there are so many crozier choices where i was just like man#i cried and threw up a little bc i was overwhelmed with emotion#you could say im normal abotu thingsb ut also i guess we are lying#the throw up moment was the song i recognized from my crozier playlist and two other songs that have appeared#on other playlists of mine so i had a delusional moment of like being like#HAS HE LISTENED TO MY PLAYLISTS ???????? DOES HE KNOW ABOUT ANY OF THEM#but then i calmed down and saw reality and was like ok#its fine#bc its like my brother in christ one of the things u are donig is trying to not only get into the minds of the characters#but also picks that you think the creator of those characters would pick when thinking about a modern au for them#like chill out god#im not sorry for how i am about the playlist event i think its been more freeing to express my joy about it then if i didnt bc how cool#this show aired in 2018 like waht are you talking about rn ya know#anyways#playlist event you'll always be famous to me#gays4vulo
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"my education is my highest priority" everything returns to vocaloid
#delete later#shitpost#vocaloid#?? idk i might keep it up. yes ik turning off rbs is a thing now technically but i always keep forgetting and also naaaah.#i might go edit proper tags in later just bc i dont this to show up in main pages but i needdddddd the organization on here#i made this a while back procrastinating on a linguistics reading and then never posted it#AND THE CIRCLE IS COMPLETE BC IM POSTING IT NOW WHILE PROCRASTINATING ON ANOTHER LINGUISTICS READING LMAOO#dudeee i gotta lock in. oh my god. its so bad up in here triple assault. i cant focus on SHIT. WHY DO I ALWAYS GET IDEAS WHEN IM BUSY AHGHH#this might be revealing a bit too much info but pls this is legit what happened LMAOO 😭🥴#we're starting ipa alphabet stuff now and im like 'hey i already know you...' from phoneme fuckery ive had to do for voca shitposts#knowing linguistics is cool cause u get to dissect what makes languages work and i thought that'd be genuinely helpful for things#like i plan to do more english/spanish translation work specifically so yuh. but also I KNOW internally in my heart...#despite trying to give the professional justifications I KNOW my stupid ass is secretly just absorbing all this knowledge for voca purposes#my brand of shitposting goes against the very origin of the word since 'shitposting' originally refers to very low effort low quality memes#so there's been a semantic shift in definition even outside of mine but i still think its really funny. i put a lot of genuine hard work#into making stupid little jokes to amuse primarily myself and maybe anyone else who finds it on the internet. so yea#no but genuinely though its unironically incredible how much shit i've learned direct or indirectly for vocaloid shitposting purposes#singing robot pendejadas
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MLP Violet doodle bc burnout has hands (her outfit is like an elden ring boss)
#i wanna put all of my inner thoughts and ramblings here but at the same time im. so eepy#i love violet so much i have not recovered from my first viewing of the series#shes always on my mind#and i also started rewatching mlp so bing bang boom#horse 👍🏻#also i dont think she has a cutie mark since she basically spends like her whole life trying to find her purpose ig?#i think she gets it eventually#probably for writing letters obviously but i dont think it clicks until like maybe the one yuri movie with her and amy/isabella#her life revolves around the major rip#her cutie mark is his grave#made myself cry typing that im so sorry#artists on tumblr#my art#violet evergarden#my little pony#mlp art#also i wanna say I HAVE WATCHED THE ENDING MOVIE IK ABOUT THE MAJOR WHEN I SAID THE CUTIE MARK GRAVE JOKE#i am severely hyperfixated on the series#thank you for ruining my life#both to this show and my adhd
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