#so is my coworker im working with today lmao
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Went bar hopping with my crush yesterday, there were bands playing all over the city, and we ended up at a punk band and have decided to go to a concert together soon 'cause we both love rock, punk, etc. It was a great night, we had great conversations again. Had so much fun🥹💖
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#had my first day of work !!!!!#gosh.... i feel like this is truly my first office experience snznsnsnss#and its so !!!! different ??? idk like. someone wanted donuts so they asked around the office what ppl wanted n i was like. HUHHHHHH#like NSNJSJSJSJSJ thats never happened to me before lmao#and my coworkers are so nice JDJDJJSJSJS#like of course the other developers but also everyone else.#im workin in the basement too in true it crowd fashion LMAO#some of my coworkers call it the dungeon JDJDJJDJSJSJZJZJZ#its not that bad lmao. i like that we're just in there chillin#i think i went too hard tho lmao. bc i came home with a headache.... gonna be more mindful today of taking breaks and eating#this has always been an issue for me ngl#i also forgot my water bottle in the car and was too nervous to go get it#BUT TODAY IM NOT GONNA FORGET.#personal
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i meant to answer asks and try to write tonight but instead I had to drive to my parents house, went to the store, and talked with my sister on the phone for 2hrs. so while it was still a productive day it wasn't productive in the direction I wanted it to be.
#and i have the feeling i will play video games tomorrow so fjsjdjajd#BUT#we'll see#i will have to see if my sister asks tomorrow#otherwise the plan from today will be the plan for tomorrow#i did get a button down shirt with pomegranates on it though :)#i got it to wear to work but............. tbh.....#its very light so idk if i actually WILL wear it cus i like it and don't want out to get dirty djajdjjs#the point being that my job is doing a 'wear pink for bear cancer awareness' thing tomorrow#and i....... didn't own any pink shirts. bc i don't really wear pink.#i did get a backup pink shirt that says 'flute' with a line drawing of a flute tho#i liked it cus it doesn't make fucking SENSE#ESPECIALLY bc i don't even PLAY the flute lmao#it is a womens cut tho>:(#but i can...... PROBABLY survive that for a day#i mean i know i CAN but i will likely be grouchy#OH UNRELATED BUT MY COWORKER SAID SHE WOULD GIVE ME HER K-CUP COFFEE MAKER AND IM#SO EXCITED#gods i how she brings it tomorrow i really wanna figure out Coffee#and i think it'll be much easier if i don't have to make 6 cups of cofffee every time i want 1 cup of coffee#which is the reason i HAVEN'T been making coffee#anyway. this got so off track.#shh ac
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i am actually really angry that 2 people are suspecting 2 different people solely based on vibes it seems
#it's the coworkers that either wouldn't dare do pot or have and hate it and are quite judgemental#amd they're both suspecting people who look 'alternative'#like THAT'S the lead you've got lmao?#also not to judge people based on their pasts but the shitty coworker has told me stories of her going to work high on c*ke#and being dragged to(?) drug deals with big sums involved#that doesn't even make me suspicious tbh#i actually don't care whose pot it is#but i DO NOT like baseless accusations#i didn't say anything bc my immediate suspicion was based on personal hatred lmao#but it seems the owner doesn't rly care abt this anyways#it was so outta pocket tho when pur manager came to the front and held up the baggie in front#of customers???????#and assumed#it was definitely one of us#not like there isn't like 20 people with access to the room.....#for the record it is not mine#apparently I don't even know what pot smells like#now im pissed off to the max#and i dod not like the distrustful vibes at work today
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fun fact once youve worked at a daycare/preschool the instincts it gives you never leave. i hear a baby crying and my brain muscle memories me into standing up until i can stop and remind myself that most people understandably do not want a stranger to walk over and pick up and soothe their infant. not my job anymore.
#one time like 15 mins after a 8 hr shift i was in my fav clothing store and a baby an aisle over began to sob and i walked over#and just stood beside the pram and stared at the baby while the cogs turned in my brain and the mother was like ''????'' until i went#''i worked at a early childhood center for 8 hours today im so sorry'' and she was like '' OH LMAO its fine hes been fussy all day#i'd apprecaite any help'' and so i just stood there and talked to the baby for 5 minutes#and the shock of having a new face hovering over him exercising his legs made him stop crying and stare#similarly i spent 30 minutes playing with a 8 month old exercising his arms and legs and tickling his tummy and talking#while his poor exhausted mother who was trying to fill out citizenship forms at the library got a moments peace#she vented that she'd just moved over with her husband and he was working all the time so it was just her and bubs here#in this strange new country. and thats a lot for a new mum not having extra family around to help. i remember she asked if i would be up#to babysit for pay and i reffered her to one of my old coworkers i really hope she found someone#that baby was so cute but SO LOUD he was VERY active for his age lots of kicking and squirming and endless energy#little mans is going to be a terror when he reaches his twos
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#i think today was quite literally the worst shift I've ever had#and I've been working here for over eight years#this woman had a meltdown of epic proportions over her deinks not being discounted enough#because she could not understand promotions have limits#and despite my coworker giving her the exact same solution i did and her TAKING IT#she had beef with me specifically for “not helping her”#if my gm tries to get on to me for this tomorrow even though i dod everything o could considering he didn't even give is the promo details#im quitting#just kidding this job pays to well and if i lose it il fucked#lmao#i think this is the first time a customer has actually made me cry this suuuuuuuucks#ALSO our store has a bee problem now 😊#so im doing all the outside sidework because im the only one not scared of bugs and am weak to puppy dog eyes
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starting the year ✨wrong✨
#(this is about work ok. long rant in the tags bc auauauauauauauuauauauauauauauaaaaaaaa)#i’ve worked for just t h r e e (3!!!!) days this year and i think im already all burned out lmao#first i was stuck doing 2 workstations bc this freakin’ b o z o of a coworker decided to take the week off without prior notice#and *t h e n* the internal components of one of said workstations kicked the bucket and was only replaced today. sads.#rip to our wasted time and futile fixing efforts though. flashtag wetried#that’s not all t h o u g h i was told that i have to jump to the other work shift bc one of my coworkers is resigning#b u t the thing is. all of the other dudes in that shift are from [insert bordering country] and always speak in their nation’s language#so i won’t be able to communicate well with them for the most part esp s o bs#and if [insert country here] has a national holiday and a l l of them decide to take the day off..#well. um. ahahahaha. im ✨screwed✨#(but speaking of taking the day off… one of said guys on that shift has an approved leave for cny. which is funny bc he’s not even chinese)#(rips if the actual other chinese dude on that team has his leave request rejected bc of that guy lol. happy cny to him ig)#a n d also i was made to (sorta) teach these two new coworkers (of sorts) the workstation i’m at for the week#b u t the thing is. i do everything here by left (didn’t receive formal training either lmao sadge)#and i also couldn’t explain anything well in general bc it seems like my flow of thoughts can’t streamline itself ig#so i think i confused the poor guys more than anything. but like. why me??????? aaaauauaaaaaaaaaa#idk why one of them came back for more ‘education’ from me thoughhhhh#i’ve tried teaching ‘em stuff at another workstation before this and my feedback was ‘wait slow down you talk too fast’ s o o o o .#ig i’ll have to guide them though again in the morning though. sighs. this wasnt in my job description :(#speaking of job descriptions though… this h e l l a annoying guy no one likes who resigned a few months ago (to much rejoicing)…#is!!!!! coming!!!! back!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#w h y. like. w h y. why is he so attached to this company he l l o? why is our manager so attached to him helloooooooo????? why him???????#our workloads literally t r i p l e when he’s around bc he’s just the way he is. auauauauauauauauaaaaaaaaaaaa#aaaaaaaaaaa i dont wanna work aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#science industry (derogatory) questionable laboratory conditions (derogatory)#felt cute; thought about retiring early idk
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why do i feel weirdly guilty for taking a day off of work to have necessary surgery 🤡
#they said i could go back to work but i did that last time and it was a pain so i took the day off#and i did a bunch of errands and Accomplished Things instead of napping which is what i wanted to do#then finally sat down to watch a movie and eat and im like....feeling guilty for not being at work#insane#to be fair the hour before i left yesterday was crazyyyy bc we had a kind of crisis#ibstayed a half hour late bc there wasnt enough coverage due to the crisis and i did my coworker's clean up for her bc she literally left#without finishing it#bc she was freaking out#crisis is one of the kids had lice lol#anyway she left without finishing her cleanup even tho the owner of the school and our boss's boss dropped by#to let us know the health department was coming thennext day (today)#and she Went Home even tho there was literally cottage cheese all over the floor wtf#anyway i was watching the kids while my supervisor bagged up all the stuffed toys and sheets and blankets etc to wash#then i did my other co teachers cleanup while my supervisor tried to do afternoon diapers but she was so late starting only 4 kids were lef#out of like 8 or 10 that probably should have been changed#so half of them went home without a final diaper change lmao#anyway#bugs 😬#i got a lice treatment shampoo and leave in conditioner but yuck#anyway i just felt really bad bc im out and they always need people but also im out on the day we're getting a ladt minute health inspectio#and i know that classroom is gross bc the cleaning crew thats supposed to come in every night has definitely not been doing that#this has been a shitpost#anyway my eye surgery hurts so bad wah 😭#its not even supposed to hurt that much but im like wicked sensitive to the light or something that it hurts a lot even w eye shields#and nobody is babying meeee#my mom made me clean the kitchen and the barn when we got home :(#my brother is making gf cookies for me tho but not bc of the surgery he just wants to try baking gf for me in general bc he's nice#also he's making 61 cookies by accident instead of 18 bc he doubled the recipe and then realized it was a recipe forngiant cookies lmao
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feels weird to not have much to post, i feel like i basically disappeared off social media compared to how i used to post but. there is simultaneously so much going on (things that are boring/heavy and not fun to post about) and nothing at all going on (i have not been able to play anything very much and havent been watching anything besides random documentaries i stumble across), leading to me having nothing to say lmao
i did finally write down a bunch of hypixel worldbuilding headcanon junk instead of having it only be word-of-mouth between me and ark lol. only 1700 words, i can do better 👍 it was literally only about admin magic, what exactly it means to "hack," what a server is, and limbo kjgfhk. i might make a big post about the limbo section one day :]
#things that arent worth having their own post bc it's boring normal life stuff#I LOVE MY JOB!!!!!!!!! i've only worked one day but i had a lot of fun#and i like my coworkers. im scared of tomorrow tho bc my manager who has been guiding me around isnt gonna be there#so second day in and im already on my own DFGHKJG it'll be fine.........#also I GOT MY DESK ORDERED LETS GOOOOOOOOOOO. SOON I WILL BE BACK ON THE GRIND I WANNA PLAY SKYBLOCK SO BAD#i've only been able to play on weekends or at ark's ;-; pain and suffering i need somewhere to sit#also fun fact. remember how the house was full of mold. well there was ALSO a gas leak for the past couple weeks#my existence is a miracle#im blaming all past behaviors on this. im normal now dont worry 👍👍👍#i think i already mentioned this but my snes power cable is missing and i need a new one Pain And Suffering#on the brighter side of my old games. i found by gbc! AND THE BATTERIES STILL WORK SOMEHOW LMAO#i can finally do a miserable gen 2 shiny hunt yippeeeeee#trying to find my gameboy copy of tetris attack but i dont see it anywhere 😔#uhhhh yeah that's about it i guess. been busy with sorting out work stuff and money problems and Everything Else#currently taking care of health stuff i havent done in years. time for dentist today wahoo#gonna try to get an eye exam soon. it's been like. a decade-#im not sure my vision is still 20/20 im having trouble reading some things digitally#billboards are fine. electronic ones are not those are just smudges#i dont know enough about eyes to know what that could be#chat
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#i dont wanna go to work today#last night was so uncomfortable and seeing whos working tonight i can sense itll be the same issue again#ans not to mention i have to sit NEXT to the guy please 😭#tbh id rather stay home and work on this other project thats stressing me out instead but 🙃🙃🙃#if i call out sick that also means i cant cover for my friend tomorrow bc i told him id be happy to#but now im uncomfortable it sucks#vent#like. im. fine. safe. but my coworkers were saying really misogynistic comments that i was just pissed off and burned out#that plus racial comments as well so i was just very pissed off till point of exhaustion#it wasnt to ME#But also as someone who is afab and considers herself a girl that shit was uncomfortable#but anyways.#i wanna call off work today just to avoid that#i was so excited yesterday bc it was mostly all the coworkers i really like and then One Guy ruined the entire atmosphere#to a point it was super noticeable i was really exhausted and my friend said he'd take over for me instead#same guy who i was gonna cover#hes honestly so nice. maybe too nice lmao#it started as a good shift before i wanted to start punching things but eheh#whatever i need to work on auditons
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my look has definitely gotten more Gay in the sense that i have found myself wearing exclusively stainless steel chains and earrings that flag as gay. i wear all black and lots of leather. i have a deathhawk that i keep styled big and fluffy and wear big black boots everywhere. i look like i listen to a lot of hardcore, but tbh while i do love a lot of goth and post punk/new wave, i mostly listen to soul and funk. i come home and take off my leather trench coat and put on george mccrae.
#was just looking atmyself in the mirror deciding if i need to shave tonight or if i can push it a day#im working with my conservative coworker tomorrow so idk. sometimes i prefer to be clean shaven#just to avoid conflict yknow. but also i Dont Give a Fuck.#anyway. theres a bit of dissonance between my Look and my go-to music taste and i was thinking about it today.#been on a disco kick lately too so its like. i should be at the Castro lmao#tree talks
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i hate when people who im not into flirt with me bc i literally start buffering right in front of their eyes and then idk how to be myself anymore bc stop it 🤣🤣 one of my favs today was like “how are you doing pretty lady” and i straight up froze and looked like i was malfunctioning 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤧🤧🤧 but i made it out ok, I think 🤣🤣 cause I do t wanna hurt peoples feelings either but maybe he was just being nice lmao i just try to act like everything is normal and they didn’t say that 😵💫 THEN I think this one guy called me babe like a week ago and I wa s just like “… thanks” and I really think he did bc he hasn’t been back since then and I feel bad now 🤣🤣 was also one of my favs, why they gotta like me 😅😅
#like I be havin old ass men make kissy faces at me 🙃 so many things#why#can people not control themselves fr 🫠#I even had one guy apparently tell me he loved me but that man was fuckin on soemthing 🤦🏼♀️#he’s one of the ones *yes it has happened multiple times 🥲* that made kissy faces at me#and my coworker swears on everything he told me he loved me 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 I can’t even#I did get to see one of the ones I do be thinkin is fineee today hehe#I died bc when he came in he said hi to my coworker just chillin and then he saw me and his face lit up as usual 😆 and he waved lmao#he’s supposed to bring me a lil sample of this bourbon iderc he’s just sexy#💀💀💀#man was literally distracting me so bad#my coworker was dyin 🤣🤣#she said ‘well he seemed excited once he saw you’ and he is everytime it cracks me up#fr tho I had a margarita like an hour and a half before work bc I got lunch with a friend#was fun at first when I got here but now I just wanna go home and got to bed rip#i was havin a blast and now im freakin done 🤣#i need another one to wake up 🤣
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LMFAO
I had such a stressful day at work that the app connected to a smartband im usually wearing told me to listen to some calming music as it detected very elevated stress levels.
Lol. Lmao, even.
#c*rny posts#im beggining to wonder if this is just a particularly bad time at work or if its just going to be this going forward#im like. barely holding on.#ever since my manager decided to put me into a slightly higher tier of work complexity#the new work ive come to not mind. but instructing the dumbasses that took over my old work is a nightmare#its like they have no reading comprehension. cant think for themselves. cant google anything. insist on using worse tools#... wait a minute. now im wondering if they are pretending to be dumber than they are because they dont want my old work#which is possible. because my old work is kind of annoying and a bit repetetive but ive come to accept it#like it even#they clearly dont#they probably wont achieve anything by acting dumb though lol. all they are currently doing is making the project managers#and customer service people dislike them#the absolute worst ive seen today was one guy getting mad and invoking the manager because he got assigned a task related to a project he#hadnt yet received access to#he got pissy at the project manager. the project manager who has no way of knowing which projects exactly the developers have access to#there is like tens of projects across two different brands i used to do work on#now im genuinely interested in how bad the atmosphere in that brand project is going to get before something snaps#im beginning to feel animosity between the project manager and the developers. the project manager was always super nice when i was working#with her. but its so clear she is pissed at how the new devs she has to work with are behaving#genuinely i dont know how those new devs can be so rude. and so inflexible. never in my life have i behaved like this towards a coworker#for no reason no less#anyway#shit is kind of fucked at the moment lmao#i wanna quit
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wooooooooot i had a good day today .... after work a coworker asked me to check out something near where i lived cause she wanted to know why it was blocked off .. but when i checked it out there was no more blockade or hint of it so i couldnt investigate for her.
but while i was there i went into the dollar store (always meaning to never been inside) and it was SO COOL in there ..... i'd visited another dollar store nearby but this one was way cooler ... and it was really familiar to me nostalgic feeling, i loved it in there i missed having something like that again .... im so glad i stopped in ...
AND ALSO when i actually GOT home i decided to stop in by the dumpster to see if anything cool was there and .... free airfryer labeled "WORKS!" ... i never had an airfryer before so now i can try one out lol. this thing is huge though its bigger than anything else on my counter. im gonna have to clean it out good (greasy inside ..) and test it out with something ... fun new toy ... i'll look for the model it is online and post it when i find it. AND AND ALSO near the airfryer was A CARPET CLEANER !!!!!!!!!!!! IVE BEEN WANTING ONE!!!!! LITERALLY TALKING ABOUT CARPET CLEANERS TODAY WITH THAT AFOREMENTIONED COWORKER!!!! it looked grimy and it was not labeled "WORKS!" or anything so idk if it "WORKS!" but i'll clean it up as much as i can and find the model online and try it out too. i'll get some carpet cleaner solution and see ... it looks like it can hold a large capacity ... im so excited for my new toys ...
#it was more expensive than my normal grocery store honestly but there were some unique items i cant get at the normal store to get there#and they had rotating stock in an isle of ''stuff actually a dollar'' so i'll have to visit more often and see what i can get off that#a lot of things were really cool but looking thru it i .. didnt see anything that jumped out that i needed r/n but nice to have the option#and really fun to walk around in there i loved scoping it out ...#i literally honestly ALMOST went to home depot and bought a carpet cleaner ive been eyeing after work today#literally if my coworker hadn't told me to check that out for her and give her the deets i wouldn't have visited that dollar store today#and probably wouldn't have been motivated to go check the dumpster for new toys#(there's honestly usually nothing cool for how much i check it ... it sucks)#(but ..! not today lmao)#im ready ... to start my weekend ...!
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whaaaaaaaaaat. whats mean about you?? i do not think you are mean. maybe they just dont like hearing opinions !
^^^ photo of me reading this and feeling validated as hell, ty bestie ❤
#finally comfortable speaking up for myself and some ppl just dont like that🙃#i will admit i do get cranky at work lol which this all started with 1 coworker who i am now convined is just trying to start shit#i just. have no patience for ppl not taking our work seriously bc if you are careless SOMEBODY WILL LITERALLY DIE#and i have to constantly fix her mistakes#and she acts like she knows what shes doing and then turns around and spouts the most incompetent bs known to man#i also was validated by other coworkers today who were like yeah no ur literally just saying what were all thinking lmao#im just not too pussy to say it anymore 🤷♀️#im so sorry this has been a RANT thank u for coming to my ted talk#life with shannon#shannon answers things
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Can’t wait to see a therapist and psychiatrist for the first time in four years and circle 3’s all the way down for both the GAD-7 and PHQ-9 forms they hand me.
#Leif barks#that’s a perfect score right I should get a prize#i snapped at three coworkers and a lead at work today and then bruised my knuckles punching shit in the stockroom#i have severe and complicated mental health issues :3#honestly Im blaming this breakdown on my mother just fully#really wish she wouldn’t have passed the crazy onto me but here we are#I think about this conversation with my aunt a lot where she told me their mom would have annual mental breakdowns when they were kids#and how she sees those same behaviors in my mom#that’s when it clicked for me lmao#also just the realization that I wasn’t the only one that could see my mother is not well#I’m thinking too much about this again I’m going to to spiral so hard if I don’t stop now lol bye!
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