#so im trying to figure out wtf is going on
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I'm actually getting SO FUCKING TRIGGERED with my friends
They are going around ordinary my mask, which is fine BUT they are seeing the therian on yt and now wanting to become therians. And will not go off about it- I said "hey we can try to figure out if your a therian but there is always other link" and I know I can't say somone isn't a therian but you can tell when there just doing because social media!!
And now kids are going up to them and saying "how can I be a therian" when they barley know what one is! I'm happy they aren't telling them to wear gear and do quads buy still! And it's so many people! And I bet some are therians!
I do have a good circal of friends! (Therians and quadrobist) but it's just annoying for kids asking me tip on how to be a therian! It's way to much! And I have like 3 orders I gotta make! I'm stressed.
but I swear one more kid comes up to me and is like "OMG IVE SEEN UR YT CHANNLE" IM NOT EVEN POPULAR WTF WHY AM I BEING RECOGNIZED WHEN I ONLY HAVE 73 SUBS?! maybe bc my friend keeps showing kids at school but still.
Anyways rant over
#alterhuman#therian#therianthropy#alterhumanity#therians#otherkin#nonhuman#therian things#therian vent
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i've lost so much weight this year entirely by accident like i got really sick earlier this year and lost like 30 pounds because i couldn't eat properly and now i'm better but i'm still losing a lot of weight and all of my clothes are massive on me so i have to tailor them because it's not like comfortably oversized anymore it just looks like i'm drowning in fabric. i had made my peace with being my previous size/weight for years so this change in my body over the last 6 months makes me feel unsettled lol
#weight mention#i stopped weighing myself years ago except at the doctors office n would just go by my measurements for sewing purposes#bc i had ednos as a teenager#and i still dont weigh myself other than at the doctors but ive lost like at least 40 lbs this year which isnt normal#so im trying to figure out wtf is going on
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leaks from the anime post bnha 430……. #REAL #NOTFAKE
#dabihawks#tododeku#bnha 430#mha 430#bnha spoilers#mha spoilers#boku no hero academia#keigo takami#touya todoroki#shoto todoroki#izuku midoriya#now I’m going to tag the fankid. the old art is terrible do not perceive it#kaito todoroki#hishiro todoroki#SO WHAT IM PROPOSING IS……#hawks goes to work with ochako on the quirk counseling business rather than wtf he’s doing on the ranking system#dabi lives and is reformed and gets plastic surgery (but wants to keep some of his scars as a statement…) and he works with natsuo#he and natsuo have a soba shop. that only sells soba and boba#still trying to decide if Hishiro is a dabihawks kid or natsuos kid#hence why hawks doesn’t say ‘son’#I also think endeavor isn’t done with his bs and before his . UGH. ‘redemption’ signed a quirk marriage pact for Shoto#shoto and his wife (haven’t decided on a name yet but she’s ballin) try to make it work but they realize it just. it doesn’t#BUT OOPS SHE WAS PREGANTE. and she figures Shoto would. honestly be fine raising the kid there’s danger out there in the states#shoto’s also winding down on heroism bc it’s really. honestly I think he would also like to work at a soba shop#he doesn’t. but. I feel like there’s a reason he just mainly goes on midnight patrols yk?#anyway he and deku raise the kid . the mom’s involved as much as she can be while being the . yeah I think she would be the most famous hero#in the United States . good for her …. good for her………#if you wanna see me elaborate…… u know what to do… hit up that inbox#or if u wanna know what happened to the rest of class 1-a in my future au……
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the fact that we never actually got to see kuboyasu interact with saiki in gym class is such a crime
hes like the most perceptive of the group so it wouldve been so fun to see how kusuo would hide his powers around him
i kinda wouldve loved to see them flesh out the "shadow leader" bit a little more instead of just forgetting about it lmao, yasu being sorta like hairo and thinking saiki has hidden power or something
#ik a lot of people have said that aren doesnt think that anymore#and maybe i need to reread ?? cuz im unsure but i dont thinkkk thats ever said or alluded to#so i want to see him either going crazy trying to observe saiki and figure out wtf is up#and/or him slowly losing interest because saiki is clearly just an wet cat boy with autism charm#that woudlve been sooooo funnyyyyy#side note kokomi is also very perceptive but very stupid when it comes to specifically saiki#because he defies everything she knows about men#aren is just as silly as the rest of the group but i dont think he has the same foggy perception of people so#yea idk#this just made me think of that cuz i think they would make a really good team#teruhashi and kuboyasu AND saiki ?? unstoppable#ok done yapping bai#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki kusuo#kuboyasu aren#meows post
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kavetham fic where they both get hanahaki at the exact same time and go "Well, Alhaitham/Kaveh knows that I have Hanahaki disease because I'm in love with him. So if his Hanahaki were because he were in love with me, he'd just confess!" I feel like you could play this either way like the premise of the fic is literally just that they cant fucking communicate LITERALLY to save their lives so it could be either funny as shit (so long as theyre not in too much peril) or hella angsty (as much peril as is necessary) but either way it could be soooo good
#i feel like in both scenarios theyre going to have a ''well who does alhaitham/kaveh feel so strongly about then''#and i think it would be so funny if they both concluded that the other is in love with the same person#kaveh voice. i will go on the date with cyno you set up to save my life if you go on the date with cyno i set up to save your life#and alhaitham's internal monologue is like#trying to spare my feelings by pretending he doesn't know it's him i'm in love with to the point where he would sacrifice himself#he's so foolishly kindhearted... FUCK im in love with him#but outside he goes. ''hm.''#cyno doesnt even know because neither of them want to be clearso that he doesn't find out about the hanahaki and think theyre trying to#manipulate him. I mean he knows SOMETHING is going on but mostly hes accepting their invitations to places because hes trying to figure out#wtf is happening#board certified my post#kavetham#kaveh#alhaitham#cyno#genshin impact
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am working on a wip but im out of time for today, still felt like posting this tho
currently struggling with composition because i sketched it out in my sketchbook but not like properly and i was like itll be fine if i arrange it a bit differently (it wasnt fine). its too crowded so i tried to make this third element work and it just wouldnt so now i guess i have to omit it?? maybe do some fancy abstract shit n spray paint vibes. some fancy words to replace some of the meaning too maybe
i am happy with how connor looks rn tho! pre sketching sth in traditional is always such an annoyance bc its difficult to replicate that traditional style and so the digital redrawing often just feels lacking, but im decently happy with this. might have to change some stuff around the next time i look at it with fresh eyes but yeah
#sketch#art wip#digital art#detroit become human#dbh#dbh connor#connor rk800#this specifically is connor rk800 52 for reasons :)))#reasons that have to do with why there is a soma refernce in the title lol#if u know soma i guess its gonna be obvious what im going for#i was smart enough to enable the record timelapse option so ill even have a full timelapse at the end i can share#i like drawing connor hes so interesting to draw#and ya i realised too late that if id done the profile to the other side i could have shown the led#my tendency to do left profiles and 3/4 has screwed me over#mabye ill even try to figure out wtf rendering is for this one lol
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What do you think the types of drunk would the murder trio be? Im pretty sure ask dusttale already answered this question about dust but i have to ask the mtt expert
see now askdusttale DID answer the question. but they didn't ANSWER the question when asked what dust is like drunk. they just said that dust is the type to drink himself blackout drunk. so that mean i have total freedom on deciding what the mtt are like drunk hehehe (rubs hands together in a villanous way that you would imagine nightmare doing or something idk)
i already have an absolutely hilarious idea for horror and it might just because i'm on the guilt section of his character analysis but i could TOTALLY imagine him being an emotional drunk. like he CRIES. horror sans man known for being incredibly guarded and private with what he feels bawling his eye out. he gets mad he gets sad he does not get happy because horror doesn't have the right to be happy. he is too upset over the fact that he fucking DOOMED all of horrortale because of his selfishness and nothing can stop him from being incredibly vocal about that fact so much so that killer had to tape his mouth shut because he wouldn't stop crying so loud. and then he just silently cries until he passes out from exhaustion. the alcohol has an incredibly strong effect on him because i dont think he would drink regularly plus he definitely hasnt drinken anything in those 7 years of starvation. it hits like a fucking plane crashing into him. or like getting his eye taken out again. either one!
another funny idea i had for killer would be like the alcohol affecting him but he SWEARS that he's still sober. he is very confused when he starts stumbling because wtf he doesnt FEEL drunk??? why is he bumping into walls and tables HELP WHY DOES HE SOUND FUCKING STUPID???? the alcohol is definitely effecting him but he swears he swears he doesn't feel drunk. hes not drunk its just the damn body doing this stupid bullshit!!!! he's still very aware of what's going on and is basically the same as sober but just like. he's wiggly he's wobbly and oh shit he just fell head face first into a tv whoops. he'd also have a high tolerance because just because. he can drink without feeling like shit until he just blacks out mid conversation with someone because his body couldn't take the toll of all the beer or whatever. hilarious idea triglycercule thank you triglycercule i know
dust in the context that we already know that he drinks AND he can fight against the human while like partially drunk.... i feel it would be kinda like a giggly drunk situation. except dust doesn't laugh at anything that's funny he only laughs when someone gets hurt or something. SADISTIC giggly drunk. because i can already imagine a half drunk dust laughing his ass off after killing the human and its a beautiful sight to me.
anyways imagine how it goes when you pair this sadistic giggly drunk with another that wont stop going through the 5 stages of grief and another that keeps on fucking falling over for no reason in his eyes. dream blunt rotation but the blunt is a bottle of vodka. i can already imagine it in my head and its fucking HILARIOUS. horror going on about how he caused the deaths of others and manipulated and tricked papyrus while killer is just trying his best to keep his eyes open because for some reason they won't stop trying to close. he is surprisingly getting frustated. dust has long since lost his voice laughing at this and he's just silent wheezing at everything. also phantom papyrus is only making the laughter worse because he keeps on making rude comments towards horror and killer and only he can hear him and its guffaw inducing. mtt amazing friend group you dont get shit like this anywhere else
#killer's breakdancing and he swears this isnt on purpose guys#GUYS GUYS ITS NOT ME THE BODY IS DRUNK OKAY WHY CANT I STOP WHEN DID I LEARN HOW TO DO THIS#horror has SO much to be guilty over its not even funny. ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY#nobody talks about this but this man is GUILTSTRIFEN. he is literally filled with so much guilt its not even funny#dust and killer have the genocides they did. ok. sure. that's it????#ugh god i dont wanna ramble in tags again..... im just gonna end up saying it in the analysis anyways but ughhhhhhhhhhh#yk what fine i'll rapid fire. trying to keep people from killing themselves. watching his friends die.#knowing that other monsters are getting eaten. worrying papyrus. coming up with a plan he knows wont work and tries make it happen#because that idea of them deconstrucing the core would NOT have worked so he did that out of selfishness#forcing his community to eat humans. tricking papyrus into eating humans. going against all his morals#dare i need say more i swear AND ALL OF THESE ARE SEPERATE THINGS TOO!!!!!!#he single handedly DOOMED horrortale into disarray by destroying the core#the eye idea wouldve worked. it wouldve been the only way monsterkind thrived#and yet he destroyed the core but kept his eye safe. as if one last big fuck you#you can have my eye but you cant have the machine that needs it. good luck bitches#THERE ALREADY WAS FOOD IN SNOWDIN BEFORE HE TOLD THEM TO EAT HUMANS#THERE COULD'VE BEEN ANOTHER WAY TO RATION THE FOOD OR FIND S FOOD SOURCE#BUT HE JUST TOLD TJEM TO EST HUMANS OUT OF SPITE SO UNDYNE WOULDN'T GET THE SOULS#granted it was a solution that worked for the hunger problem BUT HORROR FUCKING HATES IT#HE HATES THE IDEA OF EATING HUMANS HE HATES THE IDEA OF KILLING KIDS#BUT HE STILL DOES IT HE GOES AGAINST ALL HIS MORALS UGHHHHH#horror sans. horror sans my king horror sans my glorious lord and savior#i cannot WAIT to drop that character analysis. it will change lives. and by lives i mean me#i will be a changed man once the horror analysis comes out#anyways WHO IS THIS ANON AGAIN. its a question i always wonder because wtf#you have a daily question for me. this is like a log in event. if i answer all the questions in a row for a week i get a SPECIAL question#but fr thank you so much for your questions i love answering them its so fun to wrack my mind and figure out a way to answer it. brain teas#every time i see the words mtt expert i laugh lowly like an evil villain but i try not let it get to my head#humility is a standard i aim to uphold. one of my character traits. triglycercule character analysis when#tricule asks
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back to self-analyzing what the fucks going on in my brainium
#txt#i need to go back to a therapist methinks#cuz why am i only now reading about OSDD-1a#bc errrmmmmmmm.........................#i know C-PTSD is very comorbid with dissociative disorders#but like given things ive experienced and struggled with its always felt like there's something More going on idk#idk it's like...i can see OSDD CPTSD or even...BPD i guess#but its just like i dont feel like ONE of those fits me its like i relate to a bit of all three#mostly so CPTSD but thats bc DUH I HAVE CPTSD#my lifes been trauma after trauma there's definitely not simply ONE traumatic event that's defined me#also wondering in another area if it's just adhd autism overlap#or maybe i AM autistic afterall just VERY VERY good at masking it or compensating for it#or if i have the same subcategory of Bipolar a former friend had that commonly gets misdiagnosed as the former two#which is likely bc all my blood relatives have gotten diagnosed with a form of bipolar and im not joking#idk man i just wish i knew wtf is wrong with me and how to like...do something about it but like actually#and not just focus on the depression or anxiety because that's CLEARLY NOT HELPING#yes im depressed and severely anxious but dont u think they might have a ROOT CAUSE#i'm definitely convinced and have been for years that they stem from something else#deeper and more of an issue than anyone trying to study wtfs wrong w me has figured out including me
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My sister: just try it and see
Me: ok lol
*opens commissions and people are actually very interested*
Me: 🥹😭
#wtf ahhh it's very humbling#me who has felt like a pile of nothing for not having a real job for a long time#shut up be cool#everyone is being so nice#I cryyy#melts into oblivion#I'm gonna go wash my hair then figure out a fair way to do a materials deposit estimate#cause im not trying to rip people off you know#sorry for emoji post but like it's accurate#I'm also very scared I want to do good work for people and gotta try not to get in my head about it#field commissions
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i think kaycee would kinda believe in aliens/cryptids/the paranormal she wouldnt be a total nut about it or perhaps even admit it to most people out of embarrassment but i feel like its a fitting assumption especially after seeing the cursed disk (+maybe another reason she's predisposed to enjoy leshy's theming the most with his cryptids)
#however (im going to talk about the TMA au now tune out if you dont care) i think she Would be more fanatical about it in a tma sense#cause i Think of her becoming hunt-aligned by having an encounter with a hunt creature (wolfman?) when she was younger#then she gets crazy trying to figure out wtf that was for the rest of her life#trying to learn about the specific creature she saw leads her down the rabbit hole of believing Everything#its how she eventually bonds with leshy since he's a hunt-aligned monster/cryptid nut too! and they descend further into insanity together😄#she is ab-so-fucking-lutely stupid enough to throw her old life away and travel with a 6'10" sketchy old russian man#who probably didnt even get to canada legally. to go find the mothman#i know its trevor and julia 2.0 but have you considered i love trevor and julia.
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So my dog gets locked up in the dining room at night (that's his sleeping space) and usually he sleeps all night and is relatively a good boy.
But at 3am last night, I heard a loud THUD from the dining room. So I get up, say to myself "he better not be getting in the trash." And go check on him
All I see is the dining room chair fully knocked on it's side, and the wooden baby gate I use to keep him out of the kitchen itself is folded up entirely and on TOP of his water bowl somehow.
I see this, confused as hell, and then I noticed the very strong smell of chicken. Which was NOT there when everyone went to bed.
Trashcan was empty when we went to bed, too.
Absolutely baffled by this, I see Sam is just, standing by the other baby gate that keeps him in the dining room. As if the chaos around him doesn't exist.
Wtf is my dog getting up to at 3am
#sampson posting#sampaming#why the witching hour#wtf is he doin#why does it smell like chicken#was he learning to cook?#everyday its something new with him i swear#hes five years old now and im still trying to figure out wtf is going on with him at any given point#btw hes blind as shit so idk what he was trying to do
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new symptom acquired! 👍
#for the last few hours whenever im upright im dizzy. not like just immediately after standing it lasts til i lay down again#so thats just one more thing to worry about#i was gonna go to the clinic tmrw anyways to try to figure out wtf is happening with my weeks long abdominal pain issue#but jesus christ man can i go a Week without something new coming up#medical
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alright anorexia is boring, let’s get yolked
#yeah so i gained 20lbs and started hitting the gym pretty hard two months ago#struggling with weight restoration/relapse urges worse than ever BUT i’m also feeling good about my progress and enjoying myself immensely#honestly didn’t realize how bad i missed lifting#and now that i have time off work i can actually focus on getting my nutrition right (i.e. actually consuming enough protein for once)#pegasus speaks#my face#my ancient ipod camera is shit quality but my abs are starting to show for the first time in like … 1.5 years lol#and im pleased with my anterior/lateral delts! although my pecs need some serious work. wtf#i train chest 2-3x/week and i can still see bones fml#ed ment tw#weight tw#ask to tag#i feel like i’m kind of relearning all my limits. like in terms of physical/mental energy and stuff. idk#doing a lot of research and figuring it out as i go. trying to avoid falling into systemic fatigue etc#i’m already exhausted all the time but my doctor told me i should keep active so. i am#as much as i love the gym i do have to compensate in other areas of my life#if i want to push myself this hard then that’s my choice. but like. i need to give up on doing other things. give and take. spoon theory#etc etc etc
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I need to get more Normal
#Very opposite my usual ''get weird'' motto#Im STILL gay spiraling & after sleeping for 7 hours woke up from a gayass dream & I'm not feeling normal about it#Ive essentially spent the last 24-hours thinking about T (the person im dating not testosterone)#I need to get more normal because I hate that I was so sheltered from any kind of romantic life that now my feelings go from 1 to like 50#which then means feelings & anxiety hits me like a truck & I'm left a jumbled mess without knowing how to regulate those emotions#which means I fall super hard because the affection is nice and I don't like change so when the time comes to go our separate ways#I crash back down to earth and struggle to handle things in a healthy way and it fucks me up#which is why it's taken me on average 2 years to get over the people I've fallen for in the past each time it happens#theres no way thats normal and healthy so whereas im usually all for getting weird this time i need to get normal#I hate being like this so I need to figure out healthier coping mechanisms and better emotional regulation like asap#cause last week I felt like I was gonna frow up with anxiety after being kissed and was scared and wanted to back out#and now im listening to Chappell Roan on repeat and trying very hard not to imagine kissing them a lot#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA FUCK MY HELL BRAIN#the whole reason I started listening to Chappell was to imagine my OCs not myself wtf 😭😭😭#OK rant over Time To Be Normal#personal#emma rambles#dating tag
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this week at work has been utterly draining. idk what it is with ppl rn but they've been acting so out of hand. sometimes you gotta wonder ...
#[static]#the customers have been acting brainless and also incredibly rude and it's not just me literally all my peers have been like -#- 'dude wtf is wrong with ppl today' or i'll be helping one of them and then a customer comes over and just does something that leaves-#- us with mouths agape. and also ppl arent ??? replying to us? it's like we're all on mute it's so weird. like the lady yesterday who#suddenly came up to my coworker's cart while we were trying to figure out what was wrong with some skus#and she actively started digging through his box of rotten avacados even though he was like 'oh im sorry those are actually bad'#and tried to direct her to the fresh ones right next to us but she wouldnt acknowledge him and kept going until she eventually -#- left empty handed. but there's been so many situations like that the last couple of days.#it's small stuff but it's so baffling when its multiple times in the course of several minutes feels like ur on one of those prank shows
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working at those roblox customer service job games is insane. because last night there was some guy who kept being a smartass and the way he was ordering made me want to pull my hair out and run into the woods. "You want a bacon burger without pork.. so.. a normal burger?" "no. bacon burger with no pork" "but bacon is pork." "N o."
(i just gave him a normal bacon burger, i really have no clue. you ask for a bacon burger, you're getting the freakinf bacon burger)
"Do you want your ice cream in a cup or a cone?" "yes."
this guy was at my register for a total of maybe 20 or 30 minutes i have no CLUE
he was right on the edge of what counted as trolling. like, teetering off a cliffside. I was very close to calling a moderator at some point.
These people put you through hell and back. they make you growl like a wild animal at the screen. they drain you of every ounce of whimsy and life you have. and then, out of nowhere, they tip you 500 freaking robux for what im assuming is the big finale. an unexpected plot twist. (and compensation,) and then they leave.
god
#I guess it was worth it#but that ruined the next 2 hours of my life afterwards#this game is so realistic! i love customer service!!#oh yeah and then there are the trollers who speak their order in riddles and they technically are ordering correctly#so you cant warn them or anything#you just have to do cartwheels figuring out wtf theyre trying to tell you#txt#txt post#rant#most of the time working at these jobs is fine though. just know that im going to be a menace when faced with a troller. i do not care.#i will reach over the register counter and kill you#..... but in a way that ill be following the report protocol as i should because i dont want to be demoted#roblox#MY.POSTZ
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