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*sees the primary colors* woagh this is just like Star Trek..
#saw blue and yellow together and said out loud SPIRK REFERENCE??#so im pretty sure ive lost it#star trek#star trek spirk#star trek tos#the original series#star trek the next generation#star trek tng#primary colors#‼️
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has anyone written a shameless x cod crossover bc i don’t know how to explain it but that’s exactly how i see the 141
#i specifically mean the us version bc thats the one i know#like full lost cause dysfunctional fucked up pure human beings#coming from a messed up background but it being so familiar and second nature bc its just home#like obviously ghosts homelife was fucked but you dont try to join the military at 16 if youre well adjusted mr soap mactavish#im pretty sure thats literally what carl tries to do#side note did you know barry is in it? like damn what are you doing here#if you know any fics that fit this vibe please for the love of all things good send them to me 🙏🏻#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#we’re a team. ghost team#cod#cod mw2#cod mwii#ghoap#soapghost#ghostsoap#soap cod#ghost cod#gaz cod#price cod#john soap mactavish#simon ghost riley#kyle gaz garrick#john price#captain john price#shameless
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black friday sale- 30% OFF your VERY OWN AquaBot Kitty Edition! ™️
Only this weekend! Hurry and grab yours TODAY!
>https://tokyomiracle.net/<
(this is a silly craft I did back in october! I thought posting her for a fake black friday ad would be funny :3 she's about 6 inches tall! I have the full process of making her posted on kofi for members, if you'd like to see, the link to my kofi is in my pinned post ^_^)
#this might be the silliest thing ive done to advertise this comic LMAO#aqua i would never actually sell u u are priceless to me.#toy customization#toyblr#custom toys#aqua shirogane#tm2#webcomics#tokyo miracle#traditional art#crafts#?? unsure how to tag this i dont post my irl crafts too much actually!!#I Should do that more often!#something not featured: she is in fact remote controlled and can walk- dance- do handstands- and meow.#im not joking and i might film a video of it for ig ashdfk#its pretty darn cute#at some point id like to buy glow in the dark paint to make her eyes actually glow at night#but for this i was mostly using what I already had (toy base aside)#and im sure for pink and blue glow in the dark paints id have to look online instead of just running to the store#which is annoying#of course this is being queued in early october so i might have already done it by the time this releases#it will also be an easter egg on the dress up game#which should also be coming out the week this is queued for unless something just went very wrong and i lost all self disipline#or all my technology explodes. who knows what could happen!!#i hope that doenst happen but who knows!!
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when i was in highschool one o my biggest coping mechanisms was drawing all the kids i hated getting killed and eaten and killed. and well. time is a slowly ascending spiral. you will find patterns.(i work as a blackjack dealer. gamblers are FASCINATING
#cw blood#luckys original content#ITS SMALL BUT ITS ART SO IT GOES ON THE ART BLOG#also wwaooooww its meee its my lil persona!!! i dont draw myself enough....#anyway i have bigger things in the works. im slowly but surely chipping away at a pd thumbnail for that pd thumbnail project#FINALLY COLORING. BUT COLORING IS SO HARD AND I HAVNT BEEN IN THE COLORING MOOD#SO IVE JUST BEEN MAKING RLY DUMB COMICS INSTEAD... OOPS..#idk if anything finished n polished will be posted here anytime soon. BUT i post wips of everything on my twitter#and i post jrwi exclusive wips on my slucky blog. you may look at those if u have Truck Art Wishdrawls. as many do. as many do#THIS BLACKJACK JOB IS RLY AWESOME BTW DONT GET ME WRONG#i work three 12-hour days ina row. i gotta take an hourlong bus up to the depths o the mountains and then#i get to stay in this delightful lil hotel that was built in an ooold hospital. its a whole casino town. and an OLD one at that#ITS GORGEOUS HERE. last week my bus home was delayed for 2 hours#so i finally got the chance to head to other casinos and try drinkin n gambling. lost ten bucks to a pretty girl. NOT the first time#i rlly wanna try it again!!! i love interracting w ppl and i love being inebriated in public bc im just so sweet and pleasant and friendly#and pretty girls LLOOOOVEE MEEEEE i think i just need to go to gay bars more#but theres fucking NONE HERE. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im collectin comrade queers up here tho#we wanna make a Group but we just gotta come up witha name first. i need something weird and strange#yknow i remember being in highschool. and being miserable n unmedicated. my mommas ultimatum was that;#if i dont drop out of highschool; i dont need to move out. she probably wouldntve kicked me out anyway bc my mommas sweet like that but#she REALLY wanted me to graduate. and i remember dreading that i might never do that#i remember feeling like the Resident Idiot. sweet but so so fucking dumb. it took me 7 years of strife n stress before i finally graduated#i remember worrying back then that i might not ever be able to handle myself out there. that i'd be too dependant on others#AND HERE I AM. DID U KNOW I WAS LOOKIN AT HOUSES A WHILE AGO? IM AN ADULT AND IM WWINNINNNGGGGGGG#IM RUNNING OUTA ROOM BUT HERES MY ADVICE TO YOU. BC I KNOW UR FUCKING SCARED TOO. THE ONE THING THAT SAVED ME.#THAT KEPT ME FROM SINKING INTO DESPAIR IS REMEMBERING ONE THING: ITS LITERALLY JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES#MOST PPL YOU CAN JUST WALK UP TO N ASK A QUESTION N THEYLL ANSWER. THEYRE ALL NPCS THEYRE NOT REAL#LIKE IF U WALK INTO A BANK AND ASK HOW A DEBIT CARD WORKS THEY WILL HELP YOU#AND IF YOU THINK THEY HAVE ULTERIOR MOTIVES RELATING TO MONEY. YOU CAN ASK THE CUSTOMERS TOO. ITS JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES#ANYWAY STAY SAFE KIDS HAVE FUNNNNN. IM GOING TO GO DO DRUGS NOW. HOPE U CAN DO DRUGS SOON TOO. I LOVE YOU
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i feel like i got severance'd when i started liking looney tunes and anytime i stop being obsessed w it for a while thats just like. a different guy. hm i was really obsessed w dragon ball in january and drew fanart and was planning on watching every piece of dragon ball media ever.... #dont remember #dont care. who was that guy. this has been going on for years and it really shouldnt surprise me at this point and on some level it doesnt even really bother me but it somehow shocks me every single time.
#ITS REALLY SO WEIRD !!!!! ILL NEVER UNDERSTAND#like on some level i KNEW i wasnt gonna get through all dragon ball media before losing interest#but internally i kinda dont *really* know that. like in the back of my head i was like “hmm but THIS one will be the exception”#i was plowing through library books right before this latest looney tunes bout an i have like 10+ checked out right now#and now im like hmmm dont really care abt these anymore.... not sure why i checked a lot of them out in the first place...oh except this on#i can relate it to looney tunes tangentially ok ill keep that one#*wakes up surrounded by a bunch of weird ass library books and writings* damn who the fuck closed last night#who was in my room reading the bible and the marquis de sade. cuz i dont think that was me that doesnt sound like something id do#where did these outlines for a bizzare paradise lost style epic in my docs come from#sry to the charlie who wrote those ig youll have to take a break for a while i got struck by the looney tunes lightning again#its not even like i do too much at one time or i run outta the most interesting content its like a pretty predictable timescale so im kinda#racing against the clock. like ok i have ONE MORE WEEK of dragon ball interest to finish ALL of it. right now it FEELS like ill never#be interested in anything else but ik i will so i gotta hurry#and now it feels like i literally might never watch anything dragon ball related again and that doesnt bother me at all#ive tried pacing myself to make the interest last longer too an it jus doesnt work... it comes an goes whenever#fascinating. can someone dissect my brain and tell me what the fucks going on in there#charlie words
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stupid buildings are ruining my stargazing 😒
#i want to see mercury but i cant bc it's still low in the sky#earlier we went on the roof and saw jupiter and mars and orion!#and many other starts whose names i dont know#i think mercury will be at a good spot to see from the window in about an hour but i want to go to sleep#and also idk how visible he will be with the sun fully out#cause it says it'll be visible before sunrise and after sunset. but he sets before sunset#so im pretty sure ive lost my chance#at least we'll get to see saturn tomorrow cause we hadnt checked the times beforehand and it had already set tonight#jo says stuff#personal ramblings
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Cccan someone point me to the nearest academic resources about osdd and stuff i dont trust tumblr blogs that engage in discourse as a reliable source for what counts as being plural or not
#nillas#Not saying discussion about what plurality is isnt helpful im sure it is but when youre online like this the point is often just lost#for the sake of calling you and the other plural guys you know REAL plurals and the ones youre against the FAKERS#And that is NOT what i am here for im here for actual Research and signs and stuff hhrggg#ive been told pluralpedia isnt that good of a source so.#Im on dissociadid rn am i on the right track chat. Chat.#Im looking for stuff about osdd or other dissociative & plural-y(?) stuff that's not did#because i dont get amnesia or anything + im pretty sure Im (Not even the one who started this blog)#the only one who can 'front'(?)#Unless that's not the case and they just dont wanna front despite all the nagging#I dont even know if im the original or the host or whatever anymore there's 2 different places here & im only a guest in 1#head stuff#Cant wait to get a psychologist or something good lird#oh if anyone wants to help or anything by discussing it with me pleaseeee. please id appreciate it id be forever in your debt
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may I also bring this contribution as you wander down the enstars rabbit hole (it's enstars characters and their supposed crimes)
OP I appreciate you so much, but I fear that you are trying to kill me? Just -
Just a few questions.....
- Why are Switch and the seniors of Ryuseitai and Wataru??? on kidnapping?? (wait, did he kidnap Hokuto is that it?) - Wait, what did Tetora and Sora DO? - Midori's in attempted murder?????? WHY??? - What's with forgery?? Why's that on there? Why am I questioning forgery when sexual harassment and murder are RIGHT there??? - Yeah, I still can't believe there's a literal idol duo who is also a mob group.... - "tried to break the windows with an iron pipe" what - of course Hokuto has the ultra specific one (I love him so much. Rich airhead princess to me, so far anyway). - Bullying for Subaru NO what have you DONE starshine boy??? - and at this point I've given up on getting mentally tortured by the others
I am eternally grateful for this list. Why did it have to exist? OP, come back here and let's just talk - actually. No, I desperately want to sit down with the writers and ask what they've experienced to do this.
#look i know the idol industry is not sunshine and starlight#but whats with it becoming a literal conglomerate and yazuka series?#the more i learn about this game the more im convinced that the writers really just spun a crazy roulette of any genres tropes#you have urban fantasy portal fantasy rpglit steampunk victorians nonsense literature historical fiction drama poetry etc etc#also detective fiction and war fiction and thats just the roulette of genres#stars i want to write like them#you guys in the fandom arent okay are you....you guys are all so nice giving me all this#but to let this get to my head youre also doing this to torture me specifically arent you?#my mind is already lost i dont know how i can lose it further#enstars#ensemble stars#fandom spamdom#things i find funny#stuff i say#this reminds me of my bsd starting days#i was so in denial that i was into bsd because it was so insane and unreal#and somehow a slice-of-life idol media is equally as unhinged and deranged i hate and love it here#(but in all honesty thank you for the ask op! it's SO fun to see people engage with each other in this fandom)#coincidentally i am pretty sure ive also blocked the most tags in this fandom because youre all insane (affectionate...i think?)
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NEW JA REVIEW: im literally nonbinary and i love wearing overalls. happy pride month to nb j&a canon jake
#is it a stereotype that nonbinary people like wearing overalls???? not sure dont remember. its true about me neways#ANYWAYSSSS my actual review is that i liked it!!! which caught me of guard bcs uh. i wasnt expecting to lmao#imo all the post canon insecure jake eps have fallen somewhere between bad and unwatchable. i defo felt like they lost the knack for that#genre of episode after the og canon run ended (and maybe even a little bit before that rip)#BUT like ive been saying this season of j&a RULES so even though i had already decided i didnt like it before. i did like it!! pretty good!#had some funny bits for sure and didnt have the forced energy i personally feel like some of the other insecure jakes have (esp post-canon)#that made them pretty hard to watch for meeeeee tbh#also uhhhhhhhhhhhhh jake looked pretty good in the overalls. im not afraid to say it. ill speak my truth. i wont be silenced on this#also amir actually liking them was pretty cute lmao. put him in overalls too asap i would like 2 see it#but yeah i liked it!!! feels like every month i come on here like “WOAH is anyone else also shocked that the new j&a is ACTUALLY GOOD??????#like maybe i should start having faith in them. i probably wont though. :)
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he was only nineteen???? he should've been at the clubbbb
#guess what musical ive been relistening to .#but the musical is very hard to get plot beats out of cuz theres so many story gaps between the songs. hence why im here#even though this is the book's wiki page. and im pretty sure the musical and the book differ a lot. but still.#brot posts#music#back in middle school when i was in my musical phase (phantom/monte cristo/jekyll and hyde/etc)#and also just old literature in general phase (divine comedy/paradise lost/etc)#i really wanted to try to read the source material#but like. i was in 7th grade. i had no fucking idea what the hell was going on#i tried so hard to read paradise lost LMAOOOOO#like girlie pops you are 11 you havent even read shakespeare in class yet#so after i gave up on paradise lost i gave up on reading everything else as well.#although i do think i tried to do phantom at one point in middle school but also barely got through it#and then i tried it again in high school and only barely got a little furhter#though the high school time was just cuz i didnt have the patience#so yknow sitting here its very easy to say i would love to read the count of monte cristo instead of listen to the musical#but will i actually read it? probably not#god looking at the wikisoruce for it. its long as fuckkkkkkk man im not reading this LOL#ive read jekyll and hyde but thats because it was pretty short so the patience aspect wasnt a problem#so j&h is the only musical-based-on-1800s-literature that ive actually read the source material for. <3
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IT HAS TAKEN ME FUCKING YEARS BUT IM FINALLY ABLE TO ACCESS THIS GODAWFUL ACCOUNT. i dont apologize for any inactivity and im surely not making a comeback, personally i’d like to forget this fucking blog ever existed. but im back nonetheless to give a life update or closing statement before i log out and finally live my life peacefully or smthn.
1. im not like this anymore. jesus christ. fortunately i’ve matured as a person now that i’m nearly 18 years old and i actually understand bungo stray dogs now.
2. nothing on here reflects who i am now. i fucking hate soukoku. i hate sskk. i hate bsd ships. i think a lot of the jokes on here were in poor taste and the whole schtick was character inaccurate… it was definitely fun at the time, but, alas, it is not that time anymore.
3. i have a new tumblr tjat u should probably go follow instead of this one if u ever want to see content from me. @nouveauxamoris 👍🏽
4. this has no relevance to anything else im just spreading my propaganda . chuuya nakahara is a trans woman . dazai osamu is a transmasc lesbian. dazai and chuuya have the exact same relationship dynamic as branch and his sleazy older brother from trolls. skk yaoi was never real and i no longer pretend like it was
#Im free from my shackles#no lomger held down by my haunting past that is awkward-dazai on tumblr dot com#nobody should have ever let me have access to tumblr at god knows how old i was when i made this#i promise im normal now#Not really#ive just learned how to be media literate and have gotten progressively more autistic abt bsd#I also realized that bsd ships kinda suck and really i shouldve jsut embraced my true nature instead#selfshipping. I wanted dazai osamu. I want him real bad. And now i self ship.#word of advice from your good old friend amoris awkward dazai#your enjoyment of anything media related will definitely improve once you embrace self shipping#you can do tjat. Its fine. nobody can stop you. be free#awkward-dazai#i hope u guys had fun w this blog im pretty sure i did#i loathe it now but it was 13 year old me’s pride and jou#i want it to become lost media so i can pretend like it never existed but#alls well that ends well or some bullshit like that#happy 2024 guys
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i just realized y'all don't know me well enough to know my habit of taking extensive notes for anything i read/watch and making custom excel spreadsheets for funsies
#if i was 12 id be filling up journals but im an adult so now i have...i have so many Documents...Help...#as an example: before TCF had an Official Map. i reread the whole thing in order to take EXTENSIVE notes on geography#(both large scale and local)#and was going to make a map myself#i had a (very. VERY.) rough draft for the map itself that i lost when i restarted/cleaned up my computer last year#but i remember the official map came out before i could complete mine and i was RIGHT ABOUT LIKE. LITERALLY ALL OF IT#(and also spotted a typo or mistranslation because of it im pretty sure. they put southwest when they meant southeast for something)#another example is the 400 page joongdok google doc#also my custom auto calculating ttrpg character sheets#my extensive minecraft storage system spreadsheets#i have docs that are jsut stream of consciousness that i word vomit into as i read then go back and organize afterwards#etc#i also keep docs for loved ones and what they like/dont like/etc#(ive mentioned before but i have very bad memory so keeping records is how i show i care about someone/thing)#anyways me [handshake] kdj: filling up pages upon pages analyzing and speculating on our favorite things#beso babbles
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actually, i change my mind. cover me might be my favourite track on rock-star
#i think its been so long since i've loved an ot8 vocally focused song this much#im pretty sure the only song i can compare it to is phobia??#and that was in...2020#(��blind spot fits into the star lost/haven category so thats not the type of song im talking about)#like its just the type of song ive been waiting to hear from them for a while which makes it so good#skz
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its....brat taming
#new self lore unlocked#I GUESS#thats why im freaking out over this guy!!#i was really going...what the hell is wrong with me...why do i feel like this...!?#but i went through the official blog for bsh and yea..mm#uk what i shouldnt be shocked#im pretty sure ive been on the cusp of this in the past#but still...idk its like so blatant here that u cant miss it (if u know what it is of course)#bruh the way i jumped from domming to brat in the span of like 3 days is insane#im putting versatile on my resume#context i played a vn called b1nary star hero and i got so attracted to ray i almost lost my marbles#and i was trying to understand why i was so affected and now ik why!#being a brat sounds kinda fun tho#its ooc for me tho so id be embarrassed ahhas
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Remembers Tali exists and starts wailing and crying
#rat rambles#oc posting#eternal gales#Ive been on the new game+ brainstorming grind but I am now taking a brief tali interlude because song that makes me think of her popped up#just aughhhh. her clinging on so hard to the vague fuzzy memories of different members of her family and longing to have had them in her#life and just. the fact that her grandpa never made any attempts to stay in contact. the fact that aris spent years actively avoiding her.#like I love those two very dearly but Man were they Not there for tali like at All. and they Could have been. tali :(#like no they did not know that tali was going through the fucking horrors but her grandpa at least could have made an effort#like he knows his ex wife is. not the best at maintaining safe environments for children. he could have made an educated guess.#Im sure he would love to see tali again and would love to be in her life but he always saw it as her grandmas choice#which to be clear she is also to blame for. so much of the shit tali went through even if she never directly harmed tali#like woman dont bring your grandchild to a place that you Know is supernaturally unstable and dangerous. c'mon.#well shes dead now so even if she wanted to ruinite tali with the rest of her family she never will. bummer.#aris should be greatful the worst of her bad sister quota grind was when she was like 14 aka pre comic#shes not necessarily the best sister ever within the actual comic but at least shes actually trying for most of it#and I do tend to go a smidge easy on her since she and tali are like. a year apart.#unfortunately that's just the concequence of the fact that their ages were decided before I made them siblings#I have considered aging one of them up or down a smidge in the past but its too important to their backstory that theyre close in age#if I do ever change their ages itll be because of a general cast wide age up but I dont plan on doing that for now#Ive definitely considered it and am trying to be open to the idea of tweaking some ages at some point but idk#Im pretty happy with their ages atm I just had a bit where I wasnt super sure if I wanted to keep committing to them#I think I am tho I just needed to get used to seeing them from the lense of an adult instead of a teen whos projecting#which I did a while ago its done wonders for helping me develop tali and aris especially better#it Is kind of sad not rly having any ocs atm that I can rly project onto but theres positives to it too#mainly that I feel like it helps me not wallow in my own issues too much which can be nice#I rly needed the space to explore different aspects of myself as a teenager but nowadays Im trying to not get lost in my own head as much#I more or less know who I am and what my issues are and I dont rly care as much abt analysing myself nowadays#so I find myself more drawn to writing characters that are very different from me bonus points if they fucking suck <3
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lowkey kinda annoyed at a phighting match
it was an annihilation round. and everyone on my team was just trying our best. we were doing pretty great and we would’ve won if the other team wasn’t straight up camping our spawn point and didn’t start attacking people the moment that they respawned !!!!!!like come on yall. it’s just annoying
#not sure if this is fine in phighting etiquette but it definitely doesn’t feel like it so im not sure#i was doing pretty good though which was nice. killed the other team’s banhammer several times using slingshot’s ultimate#which is great :)#i love slingshot’s ultimate it’s honestly kind of op. like what do you mean i can see the positions of everyone on the map and i can just#shoot them through walls. thats awesome. a lot less tedious than subspace’s ultimate#yall have no idea how many times ive lost a perfectly good ultimate as subspace because someone killed me like half a second after i used i
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