#so if that means untitled is first then they don't really care

[i3utterflyeffect]

If Chosen sees what happens to him in the box they probably recognize his freeze response, which is something they haven't seen him use in a very long time.

GOD... yeah.... it's probably horrifying because this time, this isn't someone they can scare into stopping. they're just forced to watch as Victim relentlessly attacks him and he just. curls up helplessly

[gallaghercest]

Lyric Analysis - It's a Crime

Ok, this reunion really messed with my head. It feels like a dream come true. I never imagined to experience this. I've been listening to Oasis non-stop since the 27th. I've been obsessing with these two fuckers in such a way that I haven't done since I was 16.

My current obsession has been It's A Crime. It's a demo from 1999, SOTSOG era. A few years later it was released as a single during the Don't Believe The Truth era as "Let There Be Love". Mind you that LTBL is the second song Liam and Noel sing together, the first being Acquiesce - yes, that one where Noel sings they need and believe in each other.

I always knew these lyrics were a huge piece of evidence, but for some reason, I never managed to understand what it meant. It was sort of an enigma to me.

Well, let's get into it. It won't be anything groundbreaking, just my thoughts on the lyrics as I need to vent with someone.

Disclaimer: I don't ship Liam and Noel, these are only thoughts and theories about their relationship, and this is all merely for entertainment purposes. Noel/Liam, if you're reading this, please don't sue me. I'm cool.

Before we start, I'd like to remind you of My version/timeline of Liam and Noel's relationship as this will help you understand my analysis:

Their thingy started around 1992, as Liam and Noel got closer to each other because of Oasis;

I firmly believe Noel was the starter, hence Lock All The Doors (1992) lyrics. Why did Liam agree with that? Fuck knows. I'd die to know that;

Noel was the one who showed more affection/was head over heels in love during 1992-1995. He was always writing about Liam and treating him like a God. Liam loved Noel too but I just think he had more important things to care about, he didn't really see how important Noel's love and public displays of affection were. He was too immature to realize that and value Noel's love. We know Noel is a cold person by nature so showing his vulnerable side to Liam was something important to him, but Liam couldn't understand that;

Then we have 1996. Boom. That was the first time their ""relationship"" was in crisis. I don't know if it was because of their wives or if a single episode we're unaware of led to a crisis. I sadly don't have that info. I also believe Noel went to Mustique Island as a way to cope with/escape this crisis. He recorded nearly all the demos for Be Here Now there, including If We Shadows and Untitled. Haha. The boy was depressed as hell;

Things seemed to get a lot better in 1997-1998;

1999-2001 is a strange period, it seems off - they seemed more distant, but at the same time, there are some hints Noel was still willing to give themselves one more try. I don't have many thoughts on that period;

2002: they seemed to be on pretty good terms, but guess what: from this year onwards, their roles switched - Liam started to be the one who's most affectionate, and more passionate and needy, while Noel was more distant, and cold. That was their dynamics until 2007-2008;

2009 was a terrible year for them so I won't even bother to comment on that.

Well, you can say what you want But you won't get a thing from me And if you don't understand That's it's not in your hands you need Let there be love

You'll notice that, throughout the song, Noel uses the words "want" and "feel"/"mean" in the first line of each verse, because there's a difference between what Liam wants to say and what Liam needs to say. We'll get into that later on.

I think this verse supports what I said about Noel being emotionally unavailable during the SOTSOG era and post-2002. I don't know what happened in 1996 but he seemed to be extremely bitter ever since (1997 being an exception). No matter how many times Liam told him he loved Noel, no matter how Liam showed his affection or begged for Noel's attention, he wouldn't get it. The old Noel was dead.

The last three lines, in my opinion, show that what Liam needs is Noel's love, something that's irreplaceable in his life: there's nothing Liam can do on his own that would replace what they have, and no one else on Earth could give Liam the same love - so it's really not in his hands. This also accentuates how Noel likes to be in charge/have power.

"Let there be love". Noel is telling Liam that he should let love take over him, and thus be more expressive. Noel always says how Liam is an angry man, etc, so this is just a message to remind him that he's still able to love.

But you can say what you feel And it might never steal from me And then you must understand That it's all in your hands what you need Let there be love

English is not my first language so I have no idea if the "steal from me" is an idiom that means anything other than the regular meaning of it. The first line shows that all Noel wanted was Liam to be more verbal about them i.e. show more affection.

Third and fourth lines show that Noel's way of loving solely depends on Liam's actions - if Liam shows his love, Noel's happy and will express his love too. By saying that, we must think: does that mean Noel's love is not unconditional? Does it mean a huge part of Noel's obsession with Liam was a need to feel approved and needed by Liam, which is (plot twist) basically the exact same way Liam felt about Noel during… his entire life? In the end, both wished for the same thing from each other but were poor communicators.

Again, Noel thinks his love is all Liam needs, but Liam is unaware of it.

And I never knew But all the things that you've done Are coming right back to you But everybody knows that it's no crime

1994 Noel would never have imagined that their relationship would be in shambles in 1996, or that they would go through such emotionally-distant periods, ever.

My understanding of this whole verse is that Noel was aware that Liam was getting his karma, not only regarding their relationship but with life in general, and Noel never imagined that would ever happen, as Liam always seemed to get away with absolutely everything when they were younger.

Although Liam and Patsy had Lennon in 1999, they got divorced in 2000, so we can suppose things were not very nice when this demo was recorded. Although Liam was sober around the SOTSOG recordings in 1999, he was Drunk™️ as hell on the second Wembley night in 2000. Liam didn't value Noel's love in the early years, and now he's paying for that "mistake". In Noel's mind, that's no crime. People reap what they sow, whether that's good or bad.

But does it make you feel ashamed? You never said what you've done And there's no need to blame But everybody knows Yeah, everybody knows Everybody knows that it's no crime It's no crime

These lines are sort of a mystery to me. "You never said what you've done". What does Noel mean by that? Is he talking about the 1ncest? Or is Liam not able to admit he failed to meet Noel's emotional needs? I believe it is the latter. In Noel's mind, that would be a reason for Liam to be ashamed, but at the same time, he can't blame him, since Noel was the one who started all of this.

For a second, while I was reading the lyrics, I realised the first three lines were kind of familiar to me. Then I had an epiphany and noticed that Noel has written something similar in Stay Young, released in 1997: They're making you feel so ashamed/Making you taking the blame. As I always say, guilt, blame, shame, being a sinner, and wanting to escape from people are recurrent themes in Noel's lyrics. I wonder why…………..

So you can say what you want But you'll not get a thought from me But if you say what you mean Then you might get a thing from me Let there be love

This just reflects what I said above: if Liam says whatever he pleases - or, in this case, if he's not verbal with Noel -, Noel will shut down. However, if Liam says what he really feels deep inside, Noel might be cool to him. That line shows me that despite Liam being immature and not valuing Noel in the past/present, he still knew Liam genuinely loved him the same way he did. Noel just had this (ego-guided?) desire to hear that. Clearly, Noel's language of love is words of affirmation (he's such a Gemini!!!), and Liam's is acts of service (he's such a Virgo!!!). That's it.

While I was writing the above paragraph, I thought, "Am I going nuts? What if everything I'm writing is pure bullshit?". So I refreshed my Tumblr timeline and saw THIS:

It's a Liam quote from 2006. It's literally what I've been saying throughout this whole analysis. Liam thinks words are not necessary. But Noel does. Do I think Noel complained about Liam's lack of communication with Liam himself? Probably not. Noel'd probably think that'd be humiliating. I think there's a high chance that Noel just vented about it in his lyrics and when he was face-to-face with Liam, they'd simply fight with each other as a way to express the frustration they felt inside caused by each of them not being able to act the way they expected, love-wise.

If I ever knew That all the things I've thought Are coming right back to you But everybody thinks that it's a crime

First things first: I love Noel's delivery of the word "Crime" in this verse. It's so agonizing, you can really feel his guilt/desperation.

To me, this verse shows how Noel knows the 1ncest and his own actions/way of treating Liam impacts Liam's life and way of being, and also their relationship in general. It all started with a thought in Noel's mind back in 1992. An intrusive one, most likely. But Noel wasn't able to brush it off and eventually gave in to his forbidden wishes. If he ever knew how that would affect them forever, he'd have never done that (no shit, Sherlock).

Obviously, everybody would think what they have is a crime. Because, luckily, people are sane. Alternatively, Noel might meant that even when Liam does something wrong or gets what he deserves, people still think it's a crime for him to be held accountable for his actions. As I mentioned above, Noel is convinced that Liam is the world's protegé, a kind of invincible human being who is never blamed by anyone.

It never makes you feel ashamed You sit around and you sold And you're passing the blame But everybody knows Yeah everybody knows Everybody knows that it's a crime It's a crime

Now, Noel is kind of blaming Liam for not doing anything to change his behaviour, being convinced that Noel's the reason why everything is shite and blaming him for it. Or maybe blaming other people/situations to justify his behaviour/lack of expression of feelings.

Either way, unless Noel would address his desires directly to Liam, it doesn't make a lot of sense in my head to be a bitch about it. I mean, get a grip. Stop writing songs about it and do something!!! Cry in public!!! Make a press conference to expose how Liam is non-verbal with you!!!

Last lines conclude that, in the end, 1ncest is still a crime. Who would've thought?

-x-x-x-x-x-x-x- That's it - hope you missed me and enjoyed this. Kiss Kiss JM

[palenutbasement]

(all scenes are depicted as platonic)

So every Inktober I try to do something more challenging, and this year I thought I would make a short comic/fanfic. I think I got the idea for this one a year ago but I was already wrapped up with another Inktober. Eventually I solidified the idea by making my own prompt list some time ago.

This comic is split into three parts with 10 days focusing on each of them, 30 in total, everything is compiled here. I wanted to post them after October in case I wanted to change anything.

This first part takes place in the summit.

The comic is basically all improvised, that means no planning for the composition, plot, or sketching any drawings. The most planning I did was write a few scripts ahead of time within the month to save me some time but most of them would be changed last minute anyways.

As for the plot, I won't go too deep into it because I don't want to talk too much, so you'll just find commentary on the making of the comic and stuff.

This first part is a little gimmick-y compared to the next two, with new elements appearing almost every day. It’s because I relied a lot on the prompts (dog, milk, etc.) to keep things happening, eventually I move further away from them.

What is surprising to me is how much the art changes as the days go by especially within the span of one month. I did refine a few things to keep it more consistent but this is nearly indistinguishable from the original drawings.

I should also mention that my favourite aspect of this project was adding references to the game and subtle details (if you can find it all, awesome!!) This may have been done quickly but I like to have those things and put at least a bit of effort into the dialogue.

Part 2

Eventually I figured that drawing the same setting for 30 days straight would drive me insane, hence why this comic is split like it is. I’m glad I did because it makes the story a little more interesting, seeing the characters have different attitudes in different places and whatnot.

This one takes place in the cave directly after pt 1. Admittedly I do better drawing outdoor settings, it's what I'm used to, but the cave wasn't so bad to figure out.

I remember these two days I was streaming drawing the comic to my friends, so I kinda zoned out while we were talking lol

One of the prompts was about napping, so I made Dwarf sleep. I believe I was tired that day too and it was therapeutic to draw and include that. Also they look cute, I think.

18 & 19 have some of my favourite drawings in the comic. The campfire lighting is what we'd get if I had a bit more energy each day, and I like the perspective in the first panel of 19.

I find this last section interesting, because of all the 30 days, it’s the only one in Dwarf’s POV. I felt like it was fitting to do something like that at the time.

Part 3

Since we were approaching Halloween, I wanted to have a special part for it. It’s related to the other two parts but it takes place some time after. I’m really sorry it’s out of season, if it were up to me I would have had this post out earlier (thank my midterms for the delay)

Out of all the other parts this one is my favourite. Maybe because it’s more recent I’m inclined to think that way but it has some of my fave moments that I've written here.

Other than that I don't have much commentary for this part. More thoughts at the end!

I was caught up everyday atp, but I didn’t have much spare time to prepare for the ending (I wrote it the morning of that day). I think this is a decent conclusion though.

I intend on coming back to this story, maybe next year to make a continuation but we'll see what happens. There are definitely things that I want to come back to someday.

Thank you for making it this far btw. It's been an eventful month for me beyond this (Untitled) comic, but there wasn't a single aspect of this that I didn't enjoy doing. It's a silly project and I care about it.

Also, I'm not going to neglect the 31st of October! That day will get an illustration, where I will pick my favourite panel and redraw it. I want to take my time with this one so it's not out yet, but hopefully I can finish by Christmas.

[kellycataclysm]

The story so far for Lyra and Harvey

This is long so settle in.

Let's begin with a link to my AO3.

The Words We Never Say is the story that started it all and is very nearly finished! Two chapters to go!

You could read it if you like, or you could start back at the beginning in Year Zero/One. Allow me to give you a suggested storyline to follow.

Please be reminded that the content I write is NSFW as I am writing adult relationships and they contain adult situations.

Meant To Be - A 'What If...?' tale set in the summer of Year Zero, a turning point in Lyra's life and a chance meeting with someone that may leave a lasting impression...

Ask Me Anything - Two flirtatious friends. Only one bed. An opportunity to get to know each other a little better.

Whispered Dreams of Stardust - The night of their first kiss and what happens next.

I Really Should Go - The words of two very polite people who really don't want to leave. Harvey and Lyra's first night together.

Walk of Shame - The morning after the night before for Harvey.

NEW WIP - Waiting for Your Embrace - Spirit's Eve, year one. Dressed in their finest costumes, Harvey waits for Lyra in the maze before taking her away, somewhere quiet, just the two of them...

Risky Business - Lyra and Harvey get a little carried away at the spa. What's a little risk when you're sure you've met the love of your life?

Always in my Dreams - Takes place after they said those three little words. (Let's get coffee... no, you know the ones I mean. ily.)

The Coffee Connection - Year One from Lyra's perspective.

NEW WIP - Snowbound - Harvey's Birthday, year one. Lyra and Harvey barely even notice the snowstorm outside when they only have eyes for each other. Harvey asks to try something for his birthday and Lyra is only too happy to go along for the ride. It all starts with a blindfold...

Picture Perfect - Harvey explores his feelings for Lyra while away at a medical conference.

One Weekend in Winter - Lyra and Harvey are reunited after his trip. A special moment in their relationship.

The Magic of Falling Snowflakes - Inspired by the spectacular art that I was gifted as part of our Winter Star gift exchange. Harvey moves in with Lyra and finally finds his home.

Steal Your Heart - Year One from Harvey's perspective.

A Sense of You - A fluffy story of one winter night just after Harvey moves in with Lyra.

Mirror, Mirror - Slow dancing to Billie Holiday. Champagne kisses and fireworks. New Year's Eve for Lyra and Harvey.

Texting Temptation - Harvey has to survive a day at the clinic during which Lyra sends him many tempting messages and pictures. Tease.

NEW WIP - As yet untitled one-shot. Harvey takes care of everyone. He definitely takes care of Lyra, in so many ways. Wouldn't it be nice, especially on their honeymoon, if they switched things up a little?

Wild Hearts in the Wildflowers - Lyra and Harvey in their honeymoon period, at the Flower Dance.

Echoes of Autumn, Snapshots from Spring - my new WIP of little moments throughout their lives, inspired by Inktober and Kinktober.

My long fic, full of melancholy, yearning, fluff, and spice takes place at the end of year six, in which Stardust and Harvey have been together for five years and need some help remembering what brought them together in the first place.

Year Six also includes a small one-shot, told through the eyes of their daughter, called The Fairy Garden.

Thank you so much to the ever-generous, supremely sweet, and endlessly talented @saradika-graphics for these absolutely beautiful dividers. Go see and read everything they do! All utterly wonderful!

[fortheloveofexy]

hello, ‘untitled doc’ for the wip game please!

- @you-know-i-get-itt

Matt’s eyes soften. "You really love him, don't you?" Neil swallows hard and looks away. "Yes,” he answers, “I do" Matt gives him a hesitant look, as if weighing his next words carefully. "Does he… I mean…" he begins haltingly, "Does he love you back?" He flinches at the cutting look Neil shoots at him and holds up his hands in surrender, "Sorry, I- it's just hard to imagine Andrew loving anything." "Of course he does,” Neil snaps, his irritation getting the better of him. It’s a longstanding sore spot between him and the rest of the Foxes. Andrew has made it clear that he doesn’t need Neil to defend him, but Neil’s never been good at keeping a lid on his temper. “He's not some heartless monster. There's lots of things he cares about." Allison arches one of her perfectly groomed eyebrows, "Has he ever told you that?" Neil levels her with a dark glare, but unlike Matt, Allison does not flinch. "I fail to see how that's any of your business.” "Look,” Matt says in a placating tone, “We know it's not really our place. We just worry about you, man. You deserve to be with someone who loves you just as much as you love them." "I already am," Neil insists stubbornly, "Andrew loves me." "During practice yesterday he said that he hates you,” Dan points out. "Sure,” Neil agrees, “But he also loves me." "I don't understand,” Matt says while Dan puts her face in her hands. "You don't need to." Neil bites out, his anger very quickly slipping from his control. He takes a deep breath and forcibly reminds himself that these are his friends who care about him. "Look," he begins when he feels a little bit calmer, "When I first joined the Foxes, I didn't know how to be a real person. I didn't even know what kind of music I liked. I'd spent so long on the run, I never got the chance to really even think about it."   Dan looks like she wants to say something, but Neil silences her with a cutting gesture. "Andrew noticed. He paid attention to the songs I hummed along with on the radio during our drives. He remembered every single one, and then he burned them onto a mix CD. Just for me." "Oh," Matt says. "That's… surprisingly sweet,” Allison says. "He made up some excuse about not wanting to listen to so many commercials all the time." Neil continues, ignoring their comments, "He loves me. So you don't need to worry."  Dan has the good grace to look a little ashamed. "Thank you for sharing that with us. And uh, sorry for the interrogation." "Don't make me regret it." Neil warns, "If you tell anyone-" "We won't," Matt promises, "Scout's honor."

[agirlnamedbone]

ask game: tagged by @hauntanelle :) (you should look up her cover of 'hurt')

do you make your bed: I actually do! bc I mostly work and write from it nowadays.

what’s your favorite number: I have not a favorite number. To name one would be disingenuous.

current job: ok so like: what anais nin was doing when she wrote delta of venus, except on the internet. if you rly care go read the introductory essay :)

if you could go back to school, would you: i plan on it in the near future actually to finish my B.A. in English w/ a Concentration in Creative Writing

can you parallel park: LITERALLY NO. AND IT'S RUINING MY LIFE. SOMEBODY HELP

a job you had that would surprise people: um I don't think any of them would really. maybe being a cocktail waitress at a strip club. b/c I had to learn to be really mean to men's faces. and they scare me.

do you think aliens are real: somehow someway I can't imagine they aren't

can you drive a manual car: no

guilty pleasure: not guilty about many pleasures anymore tbh...too many years as a hoe

tattoos: one on my right shoulder; a replica of david wojnarowicz's untitled (burning house) from 1982 except the house is black and the flames are red instead of the house being just one color. <3

favorite color: hmm. the color of twilight in northern michigan in the summer i think.

favorite music genre: melancholic or rage-filled non-men mostly i guess

do you like puzzles: not in the material sense. absolutely not actually i always bomb those on aptitude tests or whatever

phobias: fuck idk. i can't look at needles i guess.

favorite childhood sport: committing dodgeball suicide in gym so I could sit in the bleachers and listen to damien rice on my ipod shuffle

do you talk to yourself: only if i'm cussing

favorite movies: too many but let's just say who's afraid of virginia woolf? (1966), sling blade (1996), out of the blue (1980), santa sangre (1989)...

coffee or tea: coffee

first thing you wanted to be when you grew up: either an ice skater or a "singer." tbh it made poetic sense

for those who may remember myspace bulletins, i tag @insleywinsley, @ysatis @notsoterriblymisanthropic

[once-upon-an-imagine]

Works in Progress

Okay, this is literally every single work in progress that I currently have on my drafts!

I am the worst at summaries so I put the literal request underneath each one of them 😊 If it's not here, I didn't get the requests, loves so, let me know 😁

I know it's a lot and I really hope to get all of them up soon, it's gonna take me a while, but they are coming! if you'd like to request a preview of one, go ahead 😊 polls might come back in the future since they seem to be working somehow! I'll also be updating my Masterlists

I would like to thank you all again so much for yyour requests, love and patience!

Steve Harrington

Drabble (Untitled) [Mixing 2 requests]

1. wishingtobeforeveryoung1019 - Hey can I get a Steve and reader imagine where she works with Steve and they both like each other but they don’t realize it. They both think each other are way out of each other’s league. Can be Scoops Ahoy or Family Video, whichever you prefer. Fluffy please 2. Anonymous - Could you write a dialogue for Steve Harrington where the reader works at Scoops Ahoy and Steve and Dustin are in the back talking and Steve tells Dustin how much he likes the reader. Steve says "I really love y/n." and the reader opens the little window and says something like "you know I heard that whole conversation, right?" Steve and Dustin are both really shocked and Dustin runs out the back door, and Steve gets really flustered. And it ends with something really fluffy and cute, and they kiss. You totally don't have to write this, it was just an idea I had.

Ongoing Series - How Will I Know

You have walked the halls of Hawkins High unseen. If it wasn’t because Eddie Munson and his Hellfire Club had found you, you probably wouldn’t even have any friends. You knew someone like your all-time crush Steve ‘The Hair’ Harrington wouldn’t notice you in a million years. Until you get paired up for a project and he finally learns your name.  

Eddie Munson

One-Shot - Alone Together [Mixing 2 requests]

1. mycobrakai1972 - Hello love, me again 😁 but instead of Charlie I have a Eddie request (even through they closed, so if you have to much just keep it for later or if you don’t want to, just ignore my request). So I thought about the reader is to shy to play with the Hellfire Club but she really wants too. And Eddie is thinking about a campaign that he can play only with her like a D&D date night and that has a romantic twist in it? Love your writhing, and look forward to everything that is coming soon. 💗💗💗 2. lunamadhatter99 - Oohhh let me go with Eddie and a shy one😍 Reader is a shy, quiet one, she's always seen (IF she is seen) at the library and there is where our boy notices her, reading basically a book a day. He's a little shy himself, at first, more because he's worried his reputation would scare her, but one day he tries sitting at the same table and... oh boy, when she smiles at him, he's done. He would start slowly: small talk, little glances in the hallway too, making jokes every now and then. To make her feel comfortable, first thing, always. He would start to flirt, careful not to cross any line, but he made her feel so at ease that she. Flirts. Back! But that only means that he need to try try harder to see that sweet blush he loves so much😏

Ongoing Series - There Are Worse Things I Could Do

[Harrington!Reader] Your senior year was supposed to be the best one in your life. But when Jason broke up with you and turned the entire school against you by spreading rumors about you, you can count with your hand the people that talk to you. Dustin, Mike, Lucas, Max, Nancy, and Robin. But there might be a new one you can add to the list. One you never thought possible. Eddie Munson.

Argyle

One-Shot - A Kind of Magic (might become a drabble)

Anonymous - Heyo! I’m the anon who requested the learning disability imagine! Talking specifics, I’ve got major dyscalculia & a bit of dyslexia. Social anxiety also didn’t help being called on in class, but yea 😅 thanks for asking!! 🥹🥹🥹

Dialogue (Untitled)

Anonymous - So I saw your post about shy!reader x anyone and I was wondering if you could do shy!reader x argyle where he introduces you to his friends in Hawkins (the older teens) and reader doesn't have like the best experience meeting new people so their scared and wants to like not see them because they have social anxiety and like he cuddles then I'm the end ( I always need Argyle cuddles)

One-Shot - Cielito Lindo

Not requested - [Byers!Reader] Argyle is staying with your family when his parents are out of town. You know he’s been feeling down because he has to celebrate his birthday without them. So, you try to do something to cheer him up. (Sequel to Build Me Up, Buttercup)

Ongoing Series - (500 Miles)

[Hopper!Reader] After moving to California with your sister and your new family, you think maybe you’ll finally get some peace. But, of course, you are now driving across the country in your boyfriend’s pizza van, on your way back to Hawkins.

Billy Hargrove

One-Shot - Highway To Hell [Munson!Reader] 

itslaqueefababy - Hey Idk if you’re taking request but since you have writers block, Maybe a Munson!reader x Billy Hargrove? Eddie and Billy hate each other and there’s a lot of drama and tension whenever they get around each other. It’s gets really annoying and out of control that reader eventually gets fed up and upset that they don’t care how she feels. She gives them the cold shoulder and silent treatment then eventually comes up with the idea to runaway on purpose for them to get along by searching for her and all? Something funny and angsty?

One-Shot - A Little Death [Mixing 2 requests] [This might be Hartington!Reader]

1. Anonymous - Where the reader breaks up with Billy because he has been toxic and Billy goes and tries to find love in other women. But he gets frustrated because they don't touch him (physically and mentally) the way the reader always did. He gets angry trying to teach them but none come close to the actual thing until he gets so frustrated that he crawls back to her and tries everything to fix it. 2. Anonymous - “I feel like I’m falling apart.” with Billy Hargrove?

One-Shot - RIP, Love [Munson!Reader]

Anonymous - Where the reader is known to break hearts. Not because its fun for her but she does it to protect herself and the person. She is convinced that whoever gets close to her heart either ends up hurting her or she ends up hurting them so she always ends it by leaving them - ultimately hurting them before they can hurt her. When Billy starts getting interested in her and she suddenly leaves just when he thought things were going good, he doesn't back down to find out why and once he does he makes it his mission to show her that he is there to stay and protect, despite being known for leaving and destroying. 2. Anonymous - since you are taking requests, could i request a Billy fic with the following prompts from the prompt list you talked about in your latest post ? "Wake up. You have to wake up. Please. For me." "Just, please don't leave me." "I don't want you to die for me. I want you to live for me." + "As you begin to fall asleep, you feel a gentle kiss pressed to your temple and a blanket draped over you."

Steddie (Steve Harrington & Eddie Munson)

One-Shot - Running Up That Hill (I keep renaming it 😂)

Anonymous - I know you have many request and this one can definitely wait, but maybe Steddie x cursed!reader?? I need some angst and idk if this would help :/ but I understand if you don’t want to! Maybe one where reader bones end up snapping in the attic? It’s like Instead of max being cursed it’s the reader :)

Drabble - Nothing's Gonna Stop Us Now

plk-18 asked - OK first of all i love your work!!! So I don’t know if your requests are still open and I’m really sorry if you already did something like that and I just forgot. But I would love a steddie one-shot, maybe they are not together yet but there is some sexual tension and we have a ‘only-one-bed’ situation👀🤍🤍

One-Shot - A Sunday Kind Of Love

Not requested - For six months, you had been fine with having a secret relationship with Steve Harrington and Eddie Munson. But that changes when a very special day for you approaches and you want them both by your side and for that to happen, a few rules might get broken.

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Sirius Black

One-Shot - Out of The Woods [Lupin!Reader] (the request focuses more on Remus and the reader so I put it under Remus for now)

Anonymous - ahh your requests are open!! I love that!! but anyway, I could make a request where Remus has a younger sister who is a year or two below him and she discovers the way the Marauders found to help him deal with his problems during the full moons and decides what she wants to do the same for her brother but Remus doesn't allow it and they just fight about it until one night she decides to follow them anyway but ends up getting hurt because she's not an animagus like the rest of the boys? If you can make her be in an established relationship with Sirius I would appreciate it and sorry if I said something wrong this is not my first language

Drabble (Untitled)

oursilversoul - Heyy❤️ could yo write a Sirius black x slytherin reader where they somehow end up dancing together in the Yule ball with an enemies to lovers undertone? Thank you I love you soo much :)

Ongoing Series - Just Give Me A Reason

[Snape!Reader] Coming back for another year in Hogwarts meant you and your brother were away from your worst tormentor. But when your school tormentor finds out about it, things are about to change and you are not sure if that’s a good thing or a bad thing. (Warning: mentions of abuse)

Remus Lupin

Dialogue (Untitled)

Anonymous - Hiii i don’t know if u are writing now but i’d love to read your take on remus being unconscious for a prolonged amount of time after transformation and fem!reader taking care of him and talking to him. fast forward to him waking up and confessing he heard everything she said while he was sleeping. i just love the way you write and it would be fun to read it!!

Drabble (Untitled for now)

2. Anonymous - HI! Could you do the prompt “We’ve been by each other’s sides for years, you think I’m gonna leave now?” With Remus Lupin where they're still in school and someone really close to the reader (like someone in their immediate family) died and the reader is miserable and asks Remus not to leave her too? Btw your work is amazing!

Ongoing Series - Too Good At Goodbyes

Twelve years ago, Lily and James Potter were brutally murdered. Twelve years ago, Sirius Black was sent to Azkaban for a crime he did not commit. Twelve years ago Remus Lupin left you to take care of a one-year-old Harry on your own. Twelve years ago Severus Snape was the only person who was there for you. And now, Remus is back to teach at Hogwarts with you, as Harry courses his third year, and Sirius Black escaped Azkaban.

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Charlie Weasley

She Is Love (One-Shot) [Mixing 2 requests]

1. Anonymous - something about a shy reader, who's friends with the twins. Charlie and the reader have a crush on each other and he loves to see her blush and get all nervous, so it's like his mission to make her blush a lot, she kinda likes it though. But when someone else does try to tease the reader, not in a comfortable way, unfortunately, Charlie comes to the rescue and later on confesses his feelings. 2. Anonymous - I am begging for Charlie kissing shy!reader for the first time please

One-Shot - I'm Yours [Mixing 2 requests]

1. Anonymous - One where he gets jealous because of how close you’ve always been to Fred and George, even though Charlie really has nothing to worry about. 2. Anonymous - I have a dialogue request for Charlie Weasley and “Pay attention to me” where maybe the reader is friends with the twins and she’s having a ‘situation’ with charlie that no one knows about?

Drabble (Untitled)

Anonymous - Hi friend! Can I interest you in a dialog prompt for Charlie Weasley and “I’m sorry but I love you and I’m not going anywhere?”

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Evan Buckley

Drabble or One-Shot (Untitled)

Anonymous - Could I request a Buck x plussize reader? One where someone says something mean about the reader and buck defends her and comforts her after? Idk I just feel like I need some buck fluff in my life 😂

Drabble or One-Shot - Late Night Talking

Anonymous - Can you write a Buck x reader fic where they both work at the 118 and are really good friends. They both have a crush on each other. One night reader comes to visit him at his apartment because she doesn't want to go home(she still lives with her parents and they have a argument or something) Buck is happy to see her but also knows that something is wrong. They spend some time together and maybe there is a love confession at the end.

Eddie Diaz

Drabble or One-Shot - Cramps

Anonymous - One being eddie and the reader are going about they're day. Reader feels unwell but thinks nothing of it until they get back from a call/at the end of one and reader has appendicitis so they rush her to the hospital? Eddie is there when she wakes up and looks after her.

Drabble or One-Shot - Proposal

Anonymous - eddie is planning to propose to reader and he's all fluffy and cute about it?? Maybe gets Chris involved and the team are congratulating them? All fluffy and cute again.

[buckybarneswannabe]

Continuation of my past post please read that first!!! They finally kiss yayaya! Also this is my first (published) fanfic so I would love some feedback if you guys have any ideas for the next part let me know!)

Starting from when I left off

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Steve is still dazed from the alcohol and the blood loss when someone knocks in the door, no bangs on the door with fevor.

“ Steve what the fuck wrong with you open this damn door. You can’t just leave me like that”

Funny steve thinks, it took Bucky over an hour to notice that he was gone. Still he gets up.

His head spins a bit from the whiskey, but he gets up and stumbles to the door, opening it with a scowl on his face.

“What the hell do you want?”

He looks up to see Bucky standing in the doorway, looking upset and still drunk from his own excessive drinking. they stare at each other for a moment, the tension in the air thick and charged.

“what is wrong with you Steve you just up and left with out telling anybody! what is your problem you don’t just get to leave without telling me.”

Steve rolls his eyes, annoyance clear in his expression. he's not in the mood to deal with Bucky right now, not after everything that's happened.

“Oh, I don't know, maybe it's the fact that I'm sick of seeing you make out with some random girl you just met!”

Bucky looks at him with a bewildered expression, his alcohol-addled brain trying to process what Steve just said. he's clearly not expecting this to be why he's upset, though he quickly composes himself.

“What the hell are you talking about? So what if I was with a girl?”

Steve lets out a frustrated growl, his anger rising again.

“You're kidding me, right? You seriously have no idea why I'm pissed off?”

Bucky rolls his eyes, clearly getting irritated himself.

“No, I don't. What's your problem with me having fun with a girl?“.

Steve sucks in a sharp breath to keep him self from screaming.

“Come on buck, you leave me alone ever single time we go out you don’t seem to care that nobody-nobody not one fucking girl ever has wanted to dance with me, kiss me or anything. You don’t even have an actual personality you have no redeeming qualities it’s just cause your hot that you get dozens of dames screw you”

Steve doesn’t know where the last part came from but he’s too upset to care.

Bucky looks taken aback, his drunken mind trying to process the venom in Steve's voice.

“What the hell is your problem all of a sudden? This has never bothered you before, why is it suddenly such a big deal now?” Bucky mumbles over his words like it doesn’t matter.

“You dumbass, it bothers me every time and I try to tell you but you are too busy just making out with the dame of the hour to notice. Or even let me talk to you,-cause you have a tongue to far down your throat to pay attention” Steve says with venom in is throat.

Bucky glares at him, his own drunken anger starting to shine in his eyes.

“Well maybe if you weren't such a damn introvert and actually tried to talk to girls, you wouldn't be so damn jealous all the time.” Bucky says coldly.

“It’s not cause I’m shy and you fucking know that” Steve mutters knowing Bucky knows better than anyone it’s cause of the ways Steve looks.

bucky scoffs, his arms still crossed over his chest.

“Oh, really?” Bucky says “Then what is it, huh? Why is it that every time I'm with a girl, you get all pissy and moody?”

Steve raises his eyebrows

“No stop that’s not fair. You know i get angry every single time because i try to talk to you and you have a girl on your arm and like her too much to to care about me, so be quiet. And-and-I have to just watch you because no girl wants to talk to a 5’2 boy who’s skinny like a 14 year old girl and doesn’t have the charm or anything that girls like. I mean you don’t know what it’s like I don’t have anything and you are fucking beautiful and you can buy them drinks, I mean my entire family is dead and my best friend hates me so yeah I’m moody” Steve finishes with a break in his voice.

Bucky stands there, completely taken aback by the anger and hurt in Steve's voice. He knew Steve was lonely, knew that he struggled with talking to girls, but hearing him say it out loud makes his chest ache.

“Jesus Christ, Steve...” Bucky whispers stepping further from Steve.

“Yeah” Steve says breaking eye contact and biting the inside of his cheek, he regretted the words as soon as they left his mouth but he knows he never would have been able to tell Bucky if not now.

Bucky runs a hand over his face, feeling guilty and frustrated at the same time.

“I-I didn't know it bothered you that much.”

Steve sucks in a breath and scoffs trying to quell the burning sensation in his eyes

“Yeah cause you don’t care enough” Steve mutters looking at the floor.

That statement makes Bucky bristle, his jaw clenching as he tries to keep his own anger in check.

“Don't you dare say I don't care enough. Don't you dare.” Bucky says with a waver in his angry tone.

Steve almost smirks from some sort of angered feeling in his chest.

“don’t lie to me buck.”

Bucky steps closer to Steve, his voice low and firm.

“I'm not lying. Why the hell you think I always come back to you, huh? Even when I'm with a different dame every night, why do you think I always come home to *you*?”

*he takes another step closer, his eyes locked onto Steve's.*

“Yeah, maybe I'm good at charming the girls, maybe I have no problem getting them to fall all over me, but none of that matters.”

He pauses, his voice barely above a whisper.

“When I walk out that damn door, I'm not thinking about those girls. I'm thinking about you.”

Steve breathes hard and tries and fails to stop the tears from falling down his cheeks.

“Fuck you” Steve mutters. “You don’t care about me buck. At least not like before”

Bucky stops, he reaches out and grabs Steve's face, his grip firm but gentle as he forces him to look at him

“That's bullshit, and you know it. I care about you more than anything. I care about you more than I care about anyone else. Maybe I don't show it in the best way, but dammit Steve, you know I care.”

Steve can feel his anger and frustration melting away as Bucky touches him, his heart fluttering at the tender gesture. He can see the raw emotion in Bucky's eyes, the love and concern written all over his face.

Steve finally says “You're a jerk, you know that?”

Bucky chuckles softly, rubbing his thumbs on Steve’s face.

“Don’t touch me like that, don’t give me false hope” Steve says.

His grip on Steve's face tightens slightly, his eyes studying every inch of him. He's frustrated and hurt, his heart clenching in his chest as he hears Steve's weary words.

“How do you know it's false?” Bucky says

He pulls him closer, his hands moving down to grip onto Steve's hips, keeping him close. His voice is a hoarse whisper as he says Steve's name.

Steve, just hear me out, please.

He lets out a small growl of frustration, his fingers tightening on Steve’s hips. He wants so badly to shake him, to make him understand, to make him believe.

“Then you’re a goddamn moron because I look at you every day like I can’t breathe without you.”

Bucky shakes his head, his voice taking on a desperate tone.

“You think I would do all of this, spend every goddamn day with you, if I didn't love you? Why would I do that if you didn't mean anything to me?”

“Stop” Steve says sharply “don’t act like you love me”

Bucky takes a deep breath, trying to articulate his thoughts without making things worse.

“You're the most important person in my life, Steve.” Bucky starts “Best friend, best pal, all that stuff. But you're also so much more than that. I care about you more than I care about anyone else. Not a single damn dame I've ever been with has meant as much to me as you do.”

Steve doesn’t know who moves in first, But neither of them cares, as they collide together in a bruising kiss. Bucky wraps his arms tightly around Steve, pulling him flush against his body. His hands grip onto the fabric of Steve's shirt, holding him so close that it's like he's trying to fuse them together.

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Mwhahahahahahaah the end of what I wrote so far what do you guys think??

Do you want more?

I would love feedback

[massharp1971]

20 questions game

thanks for tagging me @logicgunn 1. How many works do you have on AO3?

70 - disappointingly, it's no longer 69

2. What's your total AO3 word count?

709,395

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Stargate Atlantis exclusively at the moment.

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

Ace

Clear blue skies

Settle

Couldn't order a pizza

Bodyswap

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

Always. Because comments mean a lot to me. Because I don't tend to comment on fics where the commenter doesn't respond because I assume they're not reading them, and because it just feels plain rude not to.

6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

Like the deserts miss the rain because it's about Rodney in The Last Man and it breaks my heart. It's only 200 words but it hits hard.

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

I dunno they all end pretty happily cos real life is hard

8. Do you get hate on fics?

Surprisingly no, considering other writers have fared badly for writing main SGA characters as trans but a large chunk of this fandom boycott me/avoid me for being vocally anti-racist and concerned about oppression, which is in some ways very disappointing but it sure keeps my life nice and peaceful not having to deal with bigots.

9. Do you write smut? If so what kind?

Yes, I write the mushiest kinky smut you'll ever read and I feel like it might be my calling 🤣

10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?

Not really but I did write a Brokeback Mountain fix-it fic with John/Cam instead of Jack/Ennis

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Probably not

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

No but would be made up if someone did

13. Have you ever cowritten a fic before?

I'd love to but never have

14. What's your all-time favourite ship?

McShep.

15. What's a WIP you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?

My Untitled Trauma Fic which is full of so much angst I balk at anyone reading it

16. What are your writing strengths?

Smut, probably. Possibly dialogue.

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

Following the completely arbitrary writing rules amateur writers make up, share on Tumblr, and think are literary commandments. Descriptions, also. I just forget they're needed and go back and am like "but where are they having this conversation and what are they doing whilst they have it, Mas? Hmmm?"

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

Wouldn't have the confidence in google translate and don't know any other languages...

19. First fandom you wrote for?

I wrote a novel in my teens that used The Wood Between Worlds from CS Lewis and then I wrote a very silly Fourth Age Orc Reform Group fic once but really SGA got me into this malarkey in my 40s....

20. Favourite fic you've ever written?

Atlantis Pride - my little declaration of independence when I decided to stop caring about being too queer for this fandom and do what I damn well please.

Tagging: @spacecadetdhdly, @gingerpolyglot, @nimuetheseawitch, @wonkyelk and anyone else. If you like to do these, consider yourself tagged!

[blindmagdalena]

Hiii, how are you, Amy? I hope you're fine! What are your favorite fics that you've written?

aawww this is such a sweet question! thank you! i'm gonna do top 3 so that i don't get too rambly lol i already mentioned Hunger earlier, and special shout out to Hide and Seek, but here's my list!

Eat Your Ego, Honey is definitely my baby. it's my first time really outlining a fic, and kind of... taking fanfiction more seriously as a means to tell a story. until now I had never had the commitment to write a multichapter fic that had a clear story I wanted to tell. I'm having a ton of fun with it, and I'm really proud of what I've written so far.

this yet untitled breakup fic. i think about this fic aaaall the time. i was really proud of how scary and yet grounded this one came out, and i really, really feel like this scene belongs in a larger body of work. something with more build up to this moment where you get to see more of their relationship being good. i want to show the beginning stages of these types of toxic, possessive relationships that feel so loving and amazing, but slowly isolate you from everything else. i just want to do more with this! but i love it for what it is.

Don't Fret, Precious (I'm Here) is very special to me. I kind of realized the plot of that fic as I wrote it, and similarly to Hide and Seek, it's one that broke me out of an intense bout of writers block. Homelander begins this fic thoroughly delusional about how helpless the reader is, how much he needs her, and how in control of things he really is. by the end of it, it's very clear that she's been the puppet master all along, but he's too far gone to care.

ah man, it's so hard to stop there! i have a lot of love for a lot of what i've written. it's crazy, i was in the supernatural fandom for 3 years, and in that time i wrote around 65k of fic. i've been writing for this fandom for about 10 months, and i've written 145k! a good chunk of that is spread across the 50-some fics i have scattered about, so it's hard to pick just a few.

i'm rambling anyways, but thank you, mari! this was really fun to think about and answer. 🖤

[honeylashofficial]

Writing Patterns (Tag Game)

Rules: list the first line of your last 10 (posted) fics and see if there's a pattern!

Thanks, @cnwolf-brainrot for tagging me. :D I don't have ten individual fics posted, so I'll do the ten latest chapters I've released instead. (plus a bonus sneak peek of the latest wip 👀)

The work span of an intern at a plumbing company never managed to last nearly long enough, and that was bad news for Mumbo. (The Faults in Our Lines*)

Tango had stopped wearing his waiter name tag after realizing that no one really cared who they were being served by. (It Starts With a Smile | A Flower Ranchers Trio short story)

He had never seen the kid so scared. (No Bark, All Bite, Just Business*)

Sand was always getting into Martyn’s eyes. (Sands of Time*)

Doc didn’t do anxiety. (And the Flames Climbed Higher*)

A bellowing cry split the early morning air. (It Gets Worse the Further You Go*)

Scott dumped the pile of powdered snow onto the grass, promptly sitting down on it and sulking. (The Red Fury*)

Grian didn’t know how he had gotten here, but he was certainly here now, and there was nothing he could do about it. (From Sea to Sand and Back Again*)

A lifetime of servitude had a whole new meaning to it when you were cursed. (A Lifetime of Lies*)

A dwarves heart was only as pure as the gems they mined. (To All That Glitters, and Those Who Benefit From It*)

*A Plateful of Hermits with a Side of Whump and Angst (Whumptober / Hermittober 2023 prompts)

Bonus!! (wip) Scar was fearless, but there were three times in his life when that truth became a lie. [untitled HotGuy!Scar novel]

I definitely suffer from what I like to call, "addicted to overly dramatic opening paragraphs". I try not to do it every single time just to shake things up, but we all have our shortcomings. X) Just like CN mentioned in her own response, my goal with the first sentence, and especially the first paragraph, is to underline the theme of the overall story and capture the mood. It's about finding the very core and presenting it offhandedly to your audience so they know exactly what they're in for even if they don't know it at the time, haha! Spoken like a true angst writer.

I would like to invite @amethystfairy1 to join the game, along with anyone else who sees this post. Happy scrolling. :D

[mlobsters]

supernatural s7e2 hello, cruel world (w. ben edlund)

HALLUCIFER Right. You think this fruit-bat fever dream is reality? You come back, I'm sorry, with no soul like some peppy American Psycho, till Saint Dean glues you back together again by buying you some magic amnesia. You’re real. I’m very real. Everything between is what we call set dressing.

heart is breaking for sam already

HALLUCIFER You’re still in my cell. You’re my bunkmate, buddy. You’re my little bitch, in every sense of the term.

in general i am overly literal and what i see is what i get when it comes to show canon but i'm trying so hard to hold tight to the illusion in my mind that hell-torture for sam and dean didn't involve rape but they're making it really fucking hard. there's been other references, i think one in the last ep no less. just keep thinking to myself "gloss over it, they're just being edgy, they don't actually mean it". i start to get real upset if i think about it so yeah.

i know i'm wearing the wincest goggles but again i feel like i am capable of picking up what a show is putting down regardless of a ship i might be invested in, but i feel like i'm losing it with cas and dean's relationship level. i feel like we have seen so little of cas in general, that they keep TALKING about how they're all close but we've seen so little of it?? i'd think with 22 episodes a season they'd have room to establish this onscreen 🥴 but here's dean crying over presumed-dead cas. i guess i'm just gonna have to go with it and stop complaining about sHoW doN't TeLL

god what is this weird music transition into the doobie brothers black water - just because the lyrics work does not mean the music does :P hard left turn after mushy dead cas scene. i fear i have slipped into overly critical mode

short and gruff version of hannibal tending will graham's wounded hands post-tier

i get that dean's freaked out and scared but he's being such an asshole to sam

what an exceptionally cruel hallucination they're giving sam. i might need to look up how long he deals with this before it gets fixed because.....

DEAN Yeah, well. I’m not Sam, okay? I keep my marbles in a lead friggin' box. I’m fine. Really.

big fat fuck you, dean. you can't out tough psychosis.

BOBBY Of course. Yeah. You just lost one of the best friends you ever had, your brother’s in the bell jar, and Purgatory’s most wanted are surfing the sewer lines, but yeah, yeah, I get it. You’re – you're fine.

one of the best friends you ever had. ok. O K. (nevermind how depressingly in-the-basement-low the bar is being the number of people he could call friends he's had)

looks like bobby's computer got an upgrade! seems untitled 1 and 2 desktop has made it to the actual desktop 😂

s6e4 weekend at bobby's his 3.1 desktop LOL

okay so hell politics, heaven politics, the clear next step is purgatory politics. who is the boss of the leviathans *pulls out the org chart* (god i just don't care)

sam's hallucinating dean now, great. do not like

DEAN This is real. Not a year ago, not in Hell, now. I was with you when you cut it, I sewed it up! Look!

little gift to wincest kink writers everywhere, dean helping sam by inflicting pain

DEAN Hey. I am your flesh-and-blood brother, okay? I’m the only one who can legitimately kick your ass in real time. You got away. We got you out, Sammy. DEAN Believe in that! Believe me, okay? You gotta believe me. You gotta make it stone number one and build on it. You understand? SAM Yeah. Yeah, okay.

dean looks like he might fall over he's so relieved.

DEAN (on phone) You cannot be in that crater back there. I can’t… If you’re gone, I swear, I am going to strap my Beautiful Mind brother into the car and I’m gonna drive us off the pier. You asked me how I was doing? Well, not good! Now you said you’d be here. Where are you?

well this is awful. first hallucifer encouraging sam to kill himself repeatedly and now dean saying this. also do not like.

(also very serious things happening and then that cheesy ass special effects on the leviathan's face -_-)

the winchesters getting an ambulance and going to the hospital for an injury, wonders never cease.

[lateniteat711]

untitled ken comfort fic

(ken x gn!reader)

(no active warnings)

You just moved. A new apartment after college which means you have to unpack, little by little you slowly work your way through boxes to make the new space feel more like home. Eventually, you're digging around the little box full of knick knacks most of them have been with you since you were a child. That's when you see him.

Ken. Your Ken. He was your first ever birth day gift, you've basically grew up with him. While you've never taken him out of his box or really played with him, he was according to you one of your best friends. You never admit it though, it sounds strange. A chunk of plastic that you've never played with but you consider him your closest friend.

In the midst of awkwardly fawning over a boxed doll you never have actually held, a knock. It startled you enough that you almost dropped your precious doll. Your eyebrows are knitted together until you hear the second knock. You place the doll on top of your mantle place before going off to answer the door. Your fingers crossed that it's just the mailman needing you to sign for something.

There he was. Your Ken... He stands in front of you with the plastic smile across his face, his lips ever so slightly tinted pink against his magazine tan. He's so perfect that you're in awe. In most situations you assumed that you would be shocked to see the life sized, living, breathing version of your dolly friend in your door way but instead you can't help but to reach out to him. Fingers soon wrapping around his shoulders as he welcomes you warmly into a tight embrace. A sob was caught in your throat as if you were meeting with a long lost friend, the rush of nostalgia and comfort drowning you to tears.

Ken pulls away for a moment, "You're sad to see me?"

You laugh, quick to try and pull the warmth of his body back against you, "No... No, I'm happy! Very, very happy!"

His arms tighten the grip around you, "You love me?"

You laugh as you pull away to hold his face, to take in the features of your most beloved toy up close, "I love you a lot... You didn't know?"

It leaves Ken speechless as it's time for him to cry. A wave of new emotions washing over him, the realization that you didn't play with him because you didn't like him but instead because you cared about him just so much. You were trying to keep him perfect when all he needed was play, was to be physically loved.

Soon enough, you two are both curled up on your couch. Any question you should be asking is wiped from your mind as you're much more distracted by the warmth and weight of his body, your fingers gently stroking and absentmindedly braiding the short, short strands of his hair.

"Don't go away please.." The words leave your lips before you can even think twice.

He shakes his head, almost spooked that you would even mention it.

[halaziias]

untitled because this was created out of boredom (i dont even stan skz LMAO)

y/n -- your name b/n -- (fake)best friend's name

thursday, 8:52 p.m.

Y/N was invited to attend a party. The boys in the fraternity, SKZ, are the hosts. Y/N's not really the type to show up voluntarily at parties. However, since her best friend and boyfriend were there, she thought; Why not go?

Putting on her best dress, which is a simple short, sparkly black dress and smokey eyed makeup.

Y/N walked over to the house and saw lighting strobing from within. "Ah that must be it..." She's never visited the house before. But it wasn't because she didn't have time. Just that she.. sometimes felt a bit uncomfortable around the girls entering and leaving the house regularly. -- Anyway, this is for another story.

Knock, knock. Creak! You found yourself in front of Han, her boyfriend's best friend. "Oh hey Y/N. Come in, come in!" He shouted due to the deafening music in the back.

Y/N jaw dropped at the sight in front of her. "Damn. That's a shit ton of people." she whispered to herself.

As the Mandarin idiom goes, 人山人海. -- This translates to "Mountain of People, Sea of People" which is used to describe a place that is crowded.

Looking for her boyfriend and/or best friend, she scanned the entire room. Until Y/N saw something that caught her eye.

It was her boyfriend conversing with her best friend. She gently pushed people around to get to the two of them to make sure nothing strange was happening.

She tapped on Bang Chan's shoulder to get his attention. He turned back and gave her a peck on the cheek. "Hey baby! Thanks for coming." He caressed her arm. She smiled at the skinship.

His phone rang, "Hello?"

"Yo, could you come to Yongbok's bedroom real quick? HAHA WE FOUND SOMETHING HILARIOUS." Changbin called.

"Alright, bet. On my way." Bang Chan replied.

He gave Y/N another kiss on the forehead. "Baby I gotta do something. Are you okay alone?" He asked.

"Alone? What do you mean? B/N is behind me, no?-" Y/N turned back and saw nobody there. "Oh... Yeah I'm fine. Go do your thing babe."

"Okay, see you later baby. I love you." Bang Chan winked. She smiled at his flirty action but as he turned back, her smile faded.

Next, she tried to scavenge around for the toilet but couldn't find it. Han noticed that she looked a bit lost. "Heyyy Y/N, could I help you?" he asked gently. Y/N nodded her head and asked where the toilet was. Han pointed towards the toilets. "Be careful Y/N by the way. It's pretty crowded." he warned.

She thanked him, gave him a thumbs up and a smile as she made her way to the toilets.

After she did her thing in the toilets, she opened her cubicle to fine B/N fixing her makeup.

"Oh hey B/N, why'd you leave me alone? Haha." she laughed. B/N's mouth formed an 'O' shape. "Oh shit. I'm so sorry HAHAHA I had to pee. Wait I thought Bang Chan was with you?" she furrowed her brows in confusion. "Well yeah, but he had to do something so I let him go." Y/N replied. "Anyway, I'm gonna go first. I heard the DJ's playing RIhanna." B/N left.

Y/N went back to the mirror and started fixing her hair and makeup. Once she settled on her appearance, she exited the toilets.

Where's Chan? He can't take that long.. Y/N thought.

She went up to Felix's room but found no one. After that, she checked the main room where the DJ was at. Although the DJ was playing Rihanna -- B/N's favourite singer; B/N would 100% be in this room, but to no avail. She scanned around the room. But not a single one of them were there.

Y/N walked up to Changbin, who gave Bang Chan the call.

"Hey Changbin, do you know where Chan is?" Y/N asked. "Oh, well he was with me like 5 minutes ago but I don't know where he went after that. Well he did tell me he was going to look for you after that." he replied.

Y/N went back to where she, B/N and Chan met. Still, nobody to be found. She groaned in frustration. Where the hell are they? She thought.

Even after she looked everywhere in the big ass house, she couldn't find them. She whipped her phone out. Calling them was her last resort. Worry grew in her as none picked her call up.

What the fuck? She was so close to pulling her hair out.

As the stress got to her, she decided to head out to the backyard, where it wasn't as chaotic and noisy as the inside. It was rather peaceful.

"Baby no... what if someone catches us?" Y/N heard a muffled sound from a tent.

That voice was familiar.

"Baby, they're all busy fucking dancing around. I'm sure no one would catch us. Now, let me do my thing." A male voice said.

Y/N's eyes widened.

"Mmm, fuck baby..." a loud moan came from inside.

Y/N covered her mouth in disbelief to what she's hearing.

"Channie... ah~" the voice became louder.

She came to the realization of who those people were. Her hands grew into fists. Her eye twitched. Damn, the anger was really rising in her.

She dashed to the tent and pulled the zipper down to reveal B/N and Chan making out.

"WHAT THE FUCK?!" Y/N shrieked so loud that it captivated people's attention from the inside.

Yeah. It was a deafening shriek. People dashed out to the backyard and saw B/N on top of Chan's lap. The two of them were frozen.

The other 7 SKZ members came out to investigate what the shriek was for. "Okay what's going on here.." Minho's voice faded at the sight.

Y/N broke out into tears upon the anger. She ran out.

Bang Chan cursed under his breath and pushed B/N away. He ran after Y/N. Once he caught up to her, he grabbed her by the shoulder.

"Babe.. it's not what you think!" Chan frantically defended himself. "Don't call me babe. I know it's exactly what I think. I saw what I saw. Don't defend yourself, it's no use." Y/N shakily said. "But-" Before Chan could even explain, Y/N interrupted. "But- But- But- But what, Christopher? Okay fine. Explain to me what happened. Explain WHY my best friend of 5 fucking years was sitting on YOUR lap and making disgusting sounds. Come on. I'm waiting." Y/N raised her voice and tears came running down her cheeks, ruining her makeup.

"I-I- Ugh.. Fuck.. I-" Chan stuttered. "YOU CAN'T EVEN FUCKING EXPLAIN!" Y/N cried. "Fuck this, fuck you, I'm going home. Don't even try to talk to me or do anything." Y/N wiped her eyes.

She went home. She picked her diary up.

1:27 a.m. fifth of nov. "i cant stand this anymore. b/n was my only friend in here. i may have lost friends but, i dont want to lose her. shes my one and only friend. i cant lose her. my parents are overseas, im alone in here. im fucking lonely. should i just end it all?"

All the polaroids and the love notes were torn. She didn't want to be reminded of him.

Oh she couldn't sleep. There was so much rage, yet guilt and sadness. She couldn't get herself to be mad at B/N. She was rather sad and felt betrayal.

"Was I not good enough for Chan? Was I not good enough?" Y/N sniffled as she contemplated.

SMACK! She slapped herself. "Get yourself together, Y/N. You can't cry over such men." she reassured herself.

The next day at school, Y/N kept her head low. She didn't want to feel the humiliation. Whispers and stares all around her. Insecurity went up. Confidence went down.

She was the first to arrive in class. She was experiencing fatigue. Up all night crying.

Han was the second to arrive. He noticed Y/N's head lying on her arms. Muffled sniffles came from her.

He tapped on her shoulder. "Y/N.. about yesterday.." Y/N shot her head up and covered his mouth. "Shh. I don't wanna be reminded." Han gently put her hand down and held on to it. "I just wanna ask if you're okay." he smiled softly. "Not really.." Y/N rubbed her puffy red eyes.

"I understand. I know it's not so easy to get over people you love." Han patted her on the back.

"Yeah.. especially if you've known them forever." she replied with a heavy sigh. "You're really sweet. Thanks for comforting me! I feel so much better." Y/N gazed upon Han as they exchanged smiles. "I'm glad you feel better, if you need someone to talk to, well here I am." Han patted her on the head.

Y/N's POV: I think I like him.. UGH but I feel like I'm moving on too fast.. fuck. Han's POV: Got rid of one, now I need to get rid of B/N... then Bang Chan is all mine.

He smirked behind her back.

friday, 5:38 p.m.

Y/N saw Han. Should I try shooting my shot? She gambled with herself.

Taking a deep breath, she braced herself and went up to him. "Hey.. uhm do you wanna come over to my house..?" she timidly asked. Han was a bit caught offguard but he accepted the invitation anyway.

Y/N's heart raced. But thankfully she kept her blush light.

Nothing really interesting happened at the sleepover. So, timeskip to the next morning.

saturday, 10:30 a.m.

Chan's POV

I feel so bad. I'm on the way to her dorm to beg for forgiveness. Agh fuck.. I hope she takes me back. Okay okay, I've arrived. 3.. 2.. 1.. He knocked. The door opened. "Babe- What the.." What is this fucker doing here?

"Oh hey Chan. What are you doing here?" Han cocked his eyebrows up as he leaned against the door frame.

"I- Uh. Nothing. Um, could I talk to you?" Chan scratched his head. Han nodded and followed Chan to his dorm.

When they arrived, Han step foot into the dorm. What he saw shocked him but yet he wasn't surprised. It was B/N sleeping in Chan's bed, naked. "Damn what did y'all do?" Chan laughed, "Isn't it obvious, Han?" Han let out an awkward laugh.

"Anyway, what did you want to talk about?" Han tilted his head with curiosity. Before Chan could even reply, B/N groaned as she woke up.

"Oh hey Han." B/N stretched as she forgot about her being naked. Han, being the respectful man he is, covered his eyes.

"Oh oops, my bad hehe." she playfully giggled.

Han turned back to Chan. "Now that I think of it, I've never gotten your number." Chan realized as well. "Oh yeah.. I have to go to the toilet real quick. Uhhh B/N will give it to you."

B/N was finally clothed. Han went up to her and asked for Chan's number.

B/N's POV

Han is kinda fine not gonna lie.. should I give him my number?

"I can't send it to you without giving you my number so like here you go." B/N said as she caressed his arm. "Okay um yeahhh... so I'm gonna go now, tell Chan that I've went home. Bye." Han smiled awkwardly. Han shuffled out the dorm and went back to his dorm. He suddenly received a text from B/N.

Ever since then, they've been talking for so long. (Behind Chan's and Y/N's backs.)

3 weeks later,

B/N looked everywhere for Han. She couldn't hold it in. She wanted to get it off her chest so badly.

Han walked past her. She tapped on his shoulder. The male turned to look at B/N. "Oh hey. Um what's up?" B/N couldn't make eye contact with him.

He noticed that she looked a bit nervous, so he decided to lift her chin up. "Are you okay?" Han looked at her with hooded eyes.

B/N's eyes widened at his sudden action. "OH! Uh! I- I- Uh- I HAVE A CRUSH ON YOU!" she blurted out. Once she realized her actions, she slapped her mouth and mad a run for it.

Han laughed at her clumsiness, not knowing Y/N saw everything. She was boiling mad.

Still not aware of Y/N, Han smirked in triumph as he finally got rid of all the girls swarming around Chan.

He finally had Chan all to himself.

tuesday, 1.30 p.m.

It's their lunch break. Han looked around to assure that none of the girls were near him. Instead of seeing the girls, he found his one and only Chan. He took a deep breath and... "Yo! Chan, over here." he raised his right arm up. Chan cocked his brows up and dabbed him up. Did their signature handshake and after that, Han led him to the locker rooms.

"So." Han sighed. "So? What's up?" Chan tilted his head and grinned. Han took another deep breath and braced himself for the rejection he might get.

"I may or may not have a.. ugh." he hesitated. "It's okay, you can tell me. C'mon, I'm your bro. I won't judge." Chan patted his back.

"Promise me you won't be mad." Han looked up at him with those puppy eyes. The other male nodded his head and let him speak.

"I have a crush on this certain someone and.." Han fidgeted nervously and his eyes gazed upon the floor. Chan's jaw dropped in surprise. "Really, who?- Wait, let me guess. It's Y/N isn't it." he chuckled and he rolled his eyes sarcastically.

"Well. No-" Han cleared his throat.

Chan looked at him in confusion, trying to recall the girls he's close with.

He can't possibly crush on B/N. She's mine. Chan thought. "Okay.. um Ella? Hayley? Genevieve? Audrey-" Chan rambled on.

"DAMMIT CHAN, IT'S YOU!" Han blurted out.

When Chan heard this. He stood rooted to the ground with his mouth open, not knowing what to say nor knowing how to react.

Han realized what he had done, he averted his eyes away from Chan and tried to make a run for it. However, he felt a pull on his arm.

"HAN! Wait.. Look, I'm sorry. I don't see you that way. You're like a brother to me and nothing will change that. We can still be friends though! I mean, if you're fine with that...?" Chan scratched the back of his head.

Han couldn't get himself to look Chan in the eye but, just simply nodded his head and walked away. He may have walked away looking tough but inside he really was a heartbroken boy.

As Han exited the locker room, his heart dropped. He saw Y/N holding her phone up and it was playing an audio of him confessing. "Y/N. Were you here this entire time..?" he shakily said. "No shit." she rolled her eyes. "Don't tell anyone. Please." Han got on his knees and begged.

"Oops my finger slipped! I accidentally sent it to the class's group chat! Awww I'm sorry. Boohoo." Y/N pouted, mocking the one on his knees.

"WHAT THE FUCK Y/N?! WHAT DID I EVEN DO TO YOU?" Han cried. He stood up and snatched the phone from her. Cursing under his breath as he tried to delete it but to no avail.

"DAMN IT Y/N! I DID EVERYTHING I COULD TO MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER BECAUSE OF YOUR FUCKING EX-BOYFRIEND, AND I GET THIS IN RETURN?!" Han ran away with tears running down his face.

Chan heard the shriek coming from Han's mouth and ran out to see but all he saw was Y/N cackling like an evil villain while Han ran away.

[fayeelikefairie]

♫⋆｡♪ ₊˚♬ ﾟ.The start of brightst☆r,episode 6:♫⋆｡♪ ₊˚♬ ﾟ

𝗡𝗼𝘄 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴:

"Maybe hope does work.."

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Tw:Insecurities,not eating,mentions of harmful behavior,Mentions of cigarettes and smoking,mental health

"I know it'll take a bit to get,please excuse her,she's just excited," Luka grabbed a cheesecake that was pre-cut "cake?" Rei,Sora,and ami nodded. Sora raised an eyebrow "Akira,you gonna eat? Didn't see you have lunch." She said,taking her plate of cheesecake. "From what I've seen watching you,you really haven't been eating much,that's also pretty obvious you are look wise!" Luka said,Akira tensed up,trying to think. "Uh... I'm just not hungry.." she made up it was obviously a lie with the way she was eyeing Everyone's cheesecake slices.

"Mhm,she'd like one." Sora said,"thank you Luka and Miku.." Ami said softly,having calmed down,she took a bite of Cheesecake. It tasted better then anything the group has had "It's not healthy to not eat,Akii! It can get you sickkk!" Miku said,getting her some other snack "you look like you haven't eaten all dayyy!" She pouted "here,it's Lin and Rins stash but.. I'll let you have it!" She laughed,Akira nodded akwardly,her body still tense. She didn't expect that Sora was so observant,nor did she expect her to care. She took the plate with Cheesecake,sitting it infront of her "thank you Sora...thanks Luka.." she spoke. "Your welcome,Akira. Now eat it,...just atleast one bite please.." Sora said,Akira felt something inside her change,like the annoyance turned to suprise. She took a bite of it,smiling,it was so good,she was so hungry.. her stomach hurt so bad.

♫₊˚⋆｡♪₊°♬˚.⁺ Lins voice was heard,a robotic yawn "bet I'll get to the singers before you!" He told Rin with a smile,Rin rolled her eyes "yeah right,!" Then their running was heard. Rin sat down in her previously empty chair "haha,beat ya!!" She pointed at Lin,who had a blush of embarrassment "ugh... anyway,were so happy your finally here,sorry we were taking a nap!.." he said,fixing his magical boy looking clothing,who knew ruffled pants were a think. "That's an.. interesting fashion choice.." Akira said "it looks good though!" Lin nodded "thank you,thank you,I assume Lukas explained all you needed to know?" The group shook their head "not really..." Luka sighed "sorry for that,I had to make sure Miku stayed calm,you know how she is,Lin" Lin nodded with a laugh "yeah,don't worry about it,I'll explain all I can," Miku crossed her arms "what's what you said supposed to mean?" She had a childish frown on her face. Sora laughed,she enjoyed it so much here,Lin and Luka just shrugged "don't know,what is it supposed to mean?"

They teased. Akira felt herself smile,their dynamic felt like the tutor groups in a way."Whats the first question you have?" Lin looked at the girls agian, Ami raised her hand "no need to raise your hand,Just ask!.." Lin said,Ami blushed red,"uh.. what's the Untitled song about?" The blonde- er yellow haired vocaloid replied " That will be a song all of you create with your feelings. It'll happen were all hoping it does,we believe in all of you!" He smiled. "Ohhh okay.." Akira mumbled to herself, taking a bite of cheesecake not thinking. "What time is it?.. uh.. I have to be home at a certain time.." Rei said,her voice hearable to everyone,the cheesecake slice already gone. "It is.. 5:27!" The groups heart sank. "Already!?.. I didn't even.." Ami paniced,Sora spoke up "hey,hey,Ami calm the fuck down,we can call if we need to,it's not a big deal,don't freak okay," Ami nodded,taking a deep breath. "Do you have to go already?" Miku had a pout yet agian. "Will you come back soon? Well miss youuu a lott,I'll wish you all the best! Have sweet and candy filled magic dreamsss!"

Everyone couldn't help but smile at the childish mikus bye,and small Exaggerated wave. Sora felt herself growing found of miku already,Akira found her like a little sister,comforting,Rei liked her because she had some life,nothing like her. Ami felt like she would brighten the group up. They pop out and their back in the library,everyone grabbed their stuff. Everyone was talking,besides Akira who had already left. "I'm gonna talk to Akira tonight,she's acting weird." Sora said,hoping she could get Akira to open up. "Okay... if that doesn't work message me.. I just wanna know she's alright mentally,emotionally,and physically.." Ami sounded so nervous, "yeah,will do. You good Rei?" The blonde looked at Rei,Rei nodded "yep." She had a soft smile,.. "and... its 5:30,we can go now.. on monday,have a great friday!.." Ami got scared as she spoke,opening the library door,and they left.

Sora was still thinking about everyone and how they seemed not okay. Even she wasn't okay herself,..but she wanted to help them all she could she was determined to.

[sparrowsingsstories]

WIP Wednesday

Thank you @bokatan for tagging me!! I. Love. Reed. Putting him in Cry Mercy for SURE.

Tagging @alder-berry @twolargepepperoni-and-a-calzone @adventuresofmeghatron @totally-not-deacon and anybody else who would love to post!

From the still untitled Frankie & Beau story - a longer segment because I couldn't decide where to stop copying - taking place during a Rad Storm, specifically one that makes time feel altered for ghouls and those who are affected by radiation...and I put a keep reading cut so I don't clog up your dash.

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“Towels, Beau. Get her dried off. Haywire, we need as much rad-x and radaway as we got. Then the shower needs to be turned on. She’s going to end up with radiation burns if we don’t hurry.”

Frankie giggled at how slow Rhodie seemed to be moving, though she knew that was a trick of the storm. Beau put her down so he could take the towels Haywire had brought out.

“I’m fine, Rhodie. Just wet.”

“You are not. This is a seriously strong storm. The amount of radiation you have taken…”

“Is no worse than the amounts I had in childhood,” Frankie said as she began to peel out of her dress, uncaring that she was in the living room. 

“What?” Beau asked, as Rhodie came to a stop in front of Frankie.

Frankie got her dress and bra off and reached for a towel. “Childhood. My father is the high priest of a fundamentalist Children of Atom cult.”

The room grew quiet and she looked up. Oh…shit. She’d just…let that out. Hadn’t she. 

“Um…” Frankie said, as Rhodie asked, “a what cult?”

“Well shit,” Beau said. “Children of Atom?”

“Yeah.” Frankie’s arms dropped and the towel drifted to the floor. She shivered in the cooling air. Ghouls had an iffy view of the Children of Atom. And her father’s cult was…it was something. Fundamentalist Christian morals mixed with the wild teachings of Atom. 

“The town was situated near an old nuclear bomb site. All the children were taken to the Holy Waters once a year for a dip in Atoms Glory. I’ve been literally covered in nuclear sludge since I was a baby. When I left my father had finally started to ghoul. My mother has been a ghoul all my life. Some of my family are ghouls and some are immune. I’m not sure, but I think I’m going to go ghoul. I’ve noticed a few signs in the last couple of years. I…don’t really talk about it much.”

Beau picked up her towel and wrapped it around her. “Ran into a cult or two in my time. Last one wanted to wash my feet…”

“I’m…sorry. I’m so sorry I didn’t tell you. I’ll go get my things and…”

“Well good grief,” Rhodie said. “It is completely not your fault. Though you should still shower. Even if you are ghouling or immune, you can still get sick. Beau, tell her.”

“Yeah. You can.”

“I…can stay?” Frankie asked.

“Of course,” Rhodie said. “Beau, get her in the shower. Go on. You get clean too. Your bandages are all wet.”

“Uh…you want me to what?”

“Get her into the shower and hop in with her. She’s shivering and your bandages are dirty. Now get. Get going.”

“I don’t think…”

“Beau. First time I met you I told you to get naked and you did not argue nearly as much. Go take care of her and yourself.”

“Well…I just think…”

“Beau. If you don’t think I don’t understand what is going on in your bed, then you are sorely mistaken. Just because I have never been in a relationship does not mean I do not know what goes on in the bedroom. I’m a doctor, Beau. I understand it very well. And no, it does not offend me or shock me or anything of the sort. Maybe it embarrasses me when I wake up to the noises, but I am an adult and can manage myself. Now go on before I get mean.”

Frankie giggled as she pulled off her underwear and dropped them and the towel on her bra and dress. She smiled at Beau, who looked like he had swallowed his tongue. “Shower?” she asked.

“I uh…I uh…I uh…am not sure…ouch!” 

Rhodie had pinched his arm, a stern look on her face. “Less arguing or I’ll go for the cheek next.”

“Damn it. Fine. But don’t say I didn’t warn you,” Beau muttered, picking up the towels and waiting for Frankie to walk past him. 

She grinned at Rhodie as she stepped into the bathroom. Then Beau closed the door.