#so idk im just like getting it and it feels awesome and like i said this is gonna be a good one. im glad youre here
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
screaming in the club

time for another vent in tags
#so i was joking and i thought it came through but im also dumb and autistic and my jokes dont always cross. sO#i was joking about one of my roomates not seeing Nightmare Before Christmas before bc i was showing 2 of them my picture vinyl of it and whe#n one of them said they never saw it i said “but you were a loser on tumblr in the 2010s wdym” and their fiance was just rude to me and i th#ought it was clearly a joke but ig not and they lowley attacked me for it? im just?? i tried to clarify that i was joking and they know im a#utistic. hell the one i was joking to is also autistic but idk so now i feel like utter shit especially after all i did today thst juet drai#ned me. ive been trying to fix our 2nd shower. i had a meeting. i had an extremely hard therapy session. and i showered today. its been hell#like i am trying to get thru relapsing on SH and my ED and ofc they dont know but that shit made it worse and i dont want to say anything bc#then ill feel like im guilt tripping? idk but im also super nervous about a HRT appmt i have coming up and i cant afford it and we have no#food in the house i can eat rn and no one has gone shopping. i cant go shopping either bc i cant drive/dont have a car. and its making it#harder to help get back on track with eating when theres nothing for me to eat? so everything is fucking amazing right now.#the only meals i could POSSIBLY have and all claimed by the one roommate i was joking with. it all takes up half our freezer too so thats#fucking awesome. all this food for one person and none that i can eat or the other vegan in the house can eat. i have been hungry for DAYS.#all there has been for me to eat is cup ramen and grilled cheese. AND SOMEONE WHO WASNT FUCKING VEGAN ATE ALL THE VEGAN CHEESE IM GENUINELY#SO PISSED OFF? like dude yall have your own cheese wtf#the thing is its already really hard for me to tell when i am actually hungry bc of years of ignoring it so when i actually feel it and ther#es nothing it really gets to me. im so tired and idek where my EBT card is to get myself something. its all just so much.#i just want to lay in my bed and sleep for days. but i cant. i have too much shit to do. like even just tomorrow i have to clean the#bathroom. mop the kitchen. do dishes. shovel snow. and just generally take.care of shit because since we have 2 roomates MIA right now and#no one else wanted to do shit i had to step up and i am STRUGGLING. i have been for a while. the thing is everyone that didnt sign up for sh#it didnt have much going on besides probable seasonal depression#i relapsed. have debilitating mental health. i can barely get out of bed before 4 pm. and i have to take care of myself and my cat.#im so close to snapping on them at this point#i need the one roommate i actually like to come back or i swear i will lose my shit. hes only been gone for 6 days but HOLY SHIT#everything has gone to shit#vent over ig im going to sleep soon. still hungry if i cant find something.
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
The cognitive function is not functioning, I think
#ramblings of a lunatic#feels like i make a million posts like this in a week but I can't. help it there's sand in my brain#idk if it's. brain fog??? can i claim brainfog. i saw someone say it's a chronic illness + adhd term#that's been misused by the general public so idk if i even have the right impression of it. also i feel like I'm going insane#I'm fully functional but everytime I'm left alone with my thoughts (which is most of the day) i feel like I'm rotting by overthinking#that sentence i said above about not knowing who's able to claim brainfog feels like it should be deranged on some level#but I'm overthinking and that's the kind of thing I'm overthinking.#im also thinking about how my overthinking isn't even the worst overthinking I've witnessed so really it's not overthinking#that's also a deranged sentence i feel#just. I'm tired all of the time. and i have no way 2 fix that. and i think it's all getting to my brain and I'm not. feeling awesome bout it#it's makin me anxious about my ability to Think and Be Smart and Capable and it's freaking me#hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#i might make a sandwich soon. it won't fix everything and im not long after dinner but like. it might help
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
ok im complaining a little bit bc if it means the reading of an important character changes significantly bc of information thts in supplemental material then like.. shouldnt it have been in the main story?
#like supplemental material should be bonuses that dont have a significant bearing on the plot#i hvnt looked at the new bible myself so maybe im just making up situations but#it does look like falins character gets a whole chapter to herself which im not feeling super awesome abt#not cause i dont want her to hv depth but like. bc like what i said shouldnt this hv been in the main story#like obvs what does and doesnt significantly change the perception of the story is subjective to personal bias#but IDK lol with the ending feeling off to me and the amount of supplemental material being this large#like ill be looking forward to the supplemental material its still fun but iykyk yknow
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
.
#theres a youtube video ive rewatched a lot that starts with this is gonna be a good one. im glad youre here.#and honestly? thats currently where I'm at with the my favorite places in pokemon video I'm making#like yeah whatever that means in the context like yeah. this things gonna be so good in so excited#I'm halfway done editing audio and it's coming along!#i really feel like the cake has been baked and im almost ready to put frosting on it#legitimately i think this video is going to be fucking awesome#i used to make videos for fun they were like edits from footage I'd shot on my phone#and i still rewatch them bc i really love them and i get the feeling im going to rewatch my own video a ton when its out#im not sure i even care if other people like it. im having so much fun making it and i already love it so much and its not even done#like dude i dont know maybe im a freak for that but it feels like the way making art should feel to me#and like maybe its selfish or whatever but i also feel like its the best way for me to make art thats meaningful and speaks to others too#if it resonates w me this hard then if anyone likes it even half as much theyll still like it a lot#so idk im just like getting it and it feels awesome and like i said this is gonna be a good one. im glad youre here
0 notes
Note
I would love to see what your hypothetical Kanade crash out would look like ngl (you don't need to draw for this if you don't want to a text explanation would still be awesome)


ok soooo this isn't exactly the crashout but rather building up to it i guess :P
the rest of this post is gonna be rambling and predictions ⬇️
alright this ask enabled me, im gonna just dump all my thoughts as of now on what's to come for kanade's story :) i could end up being completely wrong, but hey im just theorizing and having fun here while i wait very impatiently lol
To start, I don't think kana5 will be on the scale of mizu5 (i mean i might be biased but idk if anything will come close to that level of insanity again), mainly because there hasn't been as much build-up to a breaking point. Kanade's issues have been pushed aside (by herself especially) and not heavily focused on up to this point in the story. There hasn't been any increasing tension for things to reach a climax yet. Having her big break be in this next event would be too sudden and sort of unprecedented. For this event at least, I highly doubt that'll be the case. Instead, I think this event will start to touch on Kanade's buried issues more, and begin building that tension for something bigger. I can see this being a multiple event arc, similar to the events leading up to the climax of Mafuyu's story. Summarizing that, yes I think Kanade's got some real tough shit ahead of her, but that's why this won't be a one-off event story. I think it'll just be the beginning.
That being said, to touch more on my predictions for kana5 itself, I think Kanade will start to slip, and the others, Mafuyu especially, will take notice. I can't really predict anything specific, but I think something will happen that will make her question her ability to save people, or cause her to be harder on herself, as she has in the past, to keep composing persistently, neglecting her own needs and health. However, things are different now than they were before niigo. She has more people around her that will be able to see the damage she's doing to herself. But she also knows they all look up to her, and that her music lifts them up. She knows they all have a lot they're dealing with, and she needs to be there for them. She can't let them down.

Then, when Kanade pushes herself past her limits at the cost of her well-being, what will she do then? She meets with the others on nightcord every night, and Mafuyu is living at her place. She won't be able to rot away by herself anymore without people noticing. But she still feels this need to be the group's rock and to be the one to save everyone, so she'll try her damn hardest to prevent the others from worrying about her. She'll shoot down their attempts at trying to talk about it. I think she might be especially stubborn this time around, and it might cause niigo to have to figure out a way to help Kanade, since they won't be able to get through to her at first.

Kanade has shown in the past to get uncharacteristically aggressive when she's pushing herself too hard, as shown above. She starts to take on everything herself, and snaps at anyone who tries to stop her. I think this side of her will be shown more going forward, as she begins to go down this kind of self-destructive path yet again. At least, that's where I think her story will go. Her tendency to work herself to the bone hasn't really been resolved, and she's gone so far with it before to end up in the hospital after passing out. She doesn't care what happens to her, as long as she can save people. The only reason she has ((slightly)) gotten better at taking care of herself is so that she can be able to keep composing without ending up in the hospital again. Not because she cares about her health. Because she must keep composing. She still only does the bare minimum for herself. If it's her cooking, she's only having instant ramen, and most days she's probably not going to see the sun. She still doesn't sleep much, and Mafuyu has said that she's often falling asleep at her computer.
This might be getting a little rambley atp, but my point is that Kanade neglects her own needs in her determination to save others. I mentioned how she neglects her physical health in the last paragraph, but she also neglects her own feelings as well.
She minimizes her own problems or just doesn't even talk about them. I think she truly believes that her problems don't matter, that they only distract her from her goals. The reason she doesn't open up is likely because she herself doesn't believe her feelings are important at all. She doesn't pay them any mind, and she doesn't want anyone else to either.

Of course, I have to bring this card up. I think this is just a perfect visual representation of Kanade's feelings, and it's great foreshadowing for what's to come. Those feelings are buried deep within Kanade, yet to be addressed or solved. THIS is what we're getting into. Kanade, depicted as an angel, surrounded by death. I think this is related to her guilt surrounding what happened to her father, believing it was her fault. That she destroyed everything. But because of that incident, she told herself she has to keep composing, and never stop, in order to save people. She feels like she owes that much, and that that's her sole purpose. She won't allow herself to think otherwise. No matter how much it destroys her, she must be a savior for others.

Last thing I wanted to add, because I saw this reblog under a prev kanade analysis post, and they brought up great points. Especially how dangerous Kanade's composing grind can get. We wouldn't even have a story if Honami hadn't found Kanade unconscious!!! I think she might get to a really low point again like this, but having Mafuyu there especially, it won't be able to go unnoticed. I don't have much else to add to those tags though cus they speak for themselves 🙏
Finally, just real quickly going back to the little comic I drew, this is just a rough idea of how I think Kanade could act. She'll get noticeably worse, but will try to hide that fact from the others and deny any help from them. I also mentioned that I think we could see more aggression from her again, so I included that, as she feels threatened in a way by Mafuyu worrying about her. She can't let that happen. Also, Kanade's impending doom aside, I think this progression in the story may also spark some change in Mafuyu. She might show some more emotion in this or future events, and she may realize how much Kanade means to her, motivating her to do more for her. I think it'll be a full group effort to save Kanade, but I wanna see Mafuyu taking a bigger role in this. I just think this also has the potential to grow Mafuyu's character more.
Also, as for the Kanade crashout, I really don't know how they'll handle that. I can't really predict what they're gonna do with her climax. But I want her screaming yelling and crying !!! like she better go insaneeee 🙏 and I also feel like they have a lot of potential with her seiyuu/VA and stepping out of the soft quiet voice to do some crazy shit, maybe in the songs too pls pls pls give us loud kanadeeee
OKAY THATS ENOUGH YAPPING its 5 am i havent slept....
#watch me be soooo wrong abt kana5#idk i havent read some of the story in a while so i could be off about some things#but im very very excited#project sekai#proseka#prsk#pjsk#prsk fa#pjsk fanart#nightcord at 25:00#25 ji nightcord de#niigo#n25#kana5#yoisaki kanade#kanade yoisaki#asahina mafuyu#mafuyu asahina
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
i have to watch it w low quality and badly translated subtitles bc my sister is watching it w me and the only one we could find with spanish is not . v high quality but its ok
gonna start pmmm
#might rewatch it by myself when we are done#anyway ive watched three episodes so far like i . like i said in the commenrs but ill put some of my thoughts here#one . the artstyle is SOO CUTE !!!!! i looove love the artstyle sm . i love how the eyes are drawn and the lineart especially#the shading is awesome also !!!#the character design is also so cool . iconic#im a little sad bc ive seen so much of it here on tumblr so im not going in completely blind#otherwise i wouldve trusted that fuckign cat with my life . its so cutes i kinda wanna draw it#i just know hes gonna do something evil . hes evil . i can see it in his eyes . also bc today i saw a thing that went like#“what your anime manipulator is according to you birth month” which was a p scary thing to see on instagram#aaaanyway the cat was january . light yagami was also there and idk who else#what was i saying again . oh yeah#so anyway i knew this was gonna get dark but like . not like that#i was not expecting it to be like THAT#i thought it would start like in a happy silly goofy way like yayy ^_^ magical girls ! and then rhe Horrors#but no they went right into the Horrors . i feel like im beikg punched in the guts every time they get inside one of those um witch -#- labyrinths or whatever theyre called . in a good way i mean#idk it feels like this thing has the ability to change my worldview permanently . fun!!#ikna talks
32 notes
·
View notes
Text
What Kind Of Monster Was He?
A @forgettable-au fan (colored) animatic
MINOR BLOOD WARNING!
*Was he the kind to do too much, or not enough?
…OK, SO WHAT HAD HAPPENED WAS-
I had planned to finish this into a full fledged animation, but a lot of the parts I did end up finishing just didnt live up to what I imagined…I waited for more motivation to happen, but it just didnt so HERES THE COLORED ANIMATIC CAUSE IM REALLLY HAPPY WITH WHAT I HAVE and ive sat on posting this for like a 2 weeks 😭 which is an eternity in my time
Im gonna post the unfinished “finished” part on my side account @o-sunny-day though! and probably have people yell at me cause it actually isnt that bad AND IT TOTALLY ISNT I just… art. You get it. ENOUGH YAPPING! ITS TIME TO YAP!
except not yet, MORE BACKGROUND INFO HUCDHUC- but its background info on explaining the lore…
The explaining is much less expansive than in Dear My Dear just because I didnt work on it long enough to think every bit of it through. This is just a clean, nicer looking, and colored version of the very first storyboard.
I usually think about and put more effort into the little stuff while making the FINISHED bits since ive had so much more time to think about that in all the preppin n sketching.
BUT I liked the explaining format I did for Dear My Dear so im sticking with it!
The main idea for this was to do a study of Wingdings’ character from what we’ve been given, mainly focusing in on the expectations he puts on himself because holy shit the lyrics for this works so stupidly well it makes me mad LOOK AT THIS???

its ridiculous. i love it. I didnt know Jack Stauber helped write Forgettable AU???? woww!!! ANYWHO thats the gist of it, not much context is needed past that. Onto the sillies!!!! (per usual excuse the shitty quality of the pngs idk why Tumblr does that-)


Did you know love? Will you rest in peace?
Wingdings and Sans holding hands as kids, before turning to a casket like appearance for adult WD. The flowers hes holding are pretty important too, Marigolds to represent grief, Lilys, new life, and Forget Me Nots for this lovely little line I found when looking up good flowers to use-

“a promise to always remember” ….stop that.
That actually also has a double meaning in this case too. 1, ofc the forgetting of Wingdings. But ALSO Wingdings forgetting something himself. Forgetting who he is. Almost like a Zuko ATLA situation.


Did you have a family?
Who knows where theyre parents are, but this is HAPPY TIME and we’re gonna assume they were so awesome and very kind but had to leave or went to a farm in the sky for whatever reason.
The colors here I had a lot of fun with. Their parents had warm colors but the boys have cold, still with warm accents. Its said they more or less raised each other being very independent as shown in the second part with them running out the door by themselves.



How was the view from the shelf? Did you ever believe in yourself?
Before, we started with the beginnings. The good things, the only thing Wingdings cares to even recall. Now we’re seeing his life really start to turn upside down- making first contact with The Player :D
He’s hesitant to reach out, but is intrigued, before getting a rushing revelation of his reality and how it isnt “real”
Rather than feeling crushing existential dread, he more feels pressured to be BETTER, to figure a solution, to do something. Thats what white represents here


WHAT KIND OF MILK WERE YOU?
We then switch to more examples of how Wingdings is taking this pressure (not well) The soft tones of yellow that were shown before, turn to way brighter, intensifying that feeling that he should be fine, he should be happy, drowning in success of being the Royal Scientist.
But he just desperately wants to just go back to a time of nice coldness.
The warm vs cold tones in this I had so much fun with, coldness is supposed to represent hostility usually, while warm is nice and happy. (same with Black and white. Scary, relieving,) But these points often contradict each other, its hard to tell what you’re feeling vs what you’re supposed to be feeling. Just like Wingdings!

WHAT KIND OF LIFE DID YOU LIVE THROUGH?
The white lab coats, the expectations, theyre on all of them. But Wingdings has essentially become his expectations.
He questions what life he wants to live, one being himself and alone (speaking in wingdings) or not himself and with company (speaking in a “normal” font) Still, he frames it in past tense as he believes theres no going back now, based on what he knows.

“One of the last happy moments they had together” stop that. (i cant find a link to when that was said but I know it was once, about them taking a photo together….)

DID YOUR LIFE RUN RICH WITH CALCIUM?
Calcium….bonesss :3 Hehehehdhehfhehehheheheh still dont know why he has holes in his hands so we’re movin on


DID THEY LAUGH AT YOU OR DID YOU LAUGH AT THEM?
Compared to the childhood Wingdings remembered, heres the sadder, bleaker, more realistic version. He always thought they were laughing at him but… maybe they werent.


DAIRY BELOVED. YOUR DAYS ARE GONE,
It doesnt matter now though. Because in the NOW, Wingdings has become consumed by his expectations of himself, seeing this has the “only option” to do the only thing that he feels will give his life meaning and purpose, establishing connection with THE PLAYER


But the grocery list goes on…
And yet life continues on without him, and his room is transformed into a more livable space now that someone is…living in it. Always hurts so much making the differences between Wingdings and Papyrus’ room. It feels like making something out of the man Wingdings COULD HAVE been. Because honestly thats just what Papyrus is,

Thank you to my bestie @fruitytrip for helping me with all of my art in general but especially the storyboarding on this :3 <3
#Milk by Jack Stauber#undertale animatic#Wingdings why#Hes a sad sad little man#ohhh who you could have been#if you didnt have a self destructive arc#sometimes i think about him being religiously obsessed with The Player#and then he comes to find out the player (me in this case) is religiously obsessed with him#like oh damn this is awkward#uhhh#wanna get coffee?#I love using cold colors for comfort and warm for terror#I was very spesifically proud of the shot with the white turning into a spotlight#then him turning into just a silly kid looking at a softer glow#o and happy new year gang :D#late#but#happy new year gang :D
373 notes
·
View notes
Text
Ok so tier list on how sinners would react to learning what sigma means or like skibidi or wahtever.
vergilius: he likes quiet i dont think he would enjoy rhe sigma speech
outis: would probably piss her off
heathcliff: “STFU!!!”
faust: would probably turn the corner of her mouth down by like one atom and be like um…
rodya: “haha??? ok??💀"
ishmael: that one sprite when heathcliff said “Vergilius.” in MiD20
hong lu: sometimes goes “this is so sigma!” maybe
sinclair: i just feel like he might say it
ryoshu: “IM SO S.I.G.M.A.” (super insanely gorgantuously mister awesome)
yi sang: he would probably try to compliment someone and fail horribly idk
gregor: yeah
dante: “lets get this sigma!” bfore going into battle or sum
charon: idgaf
meurfulsdt: ok
don quixote: what in the name of SKIBIDI SIGMA is that towering beast we must slay such a heinous villain!
221 notes
·
View notes
Text
Jollyformers AU (
so basically i turned the holiday themed au. i haven't had the time to flesh it out obviously. TFONE megop regardless of this au is Last Christmas by Wham!
lore! so instead of cogs they have sleigh bells! usually worn via a collar though harnesses are worn as well to hold more bells that are decorative only. Idk what im doing with transformation yet but i think either it's completely replaced by the bell's allowing flight, or, transformation into creatures to pull the sleigh (basically everyone has a beast alt, deer and ungulates being the most common) Optimus obviously being a reindeer, megatron (krampus) is a goat to fit with his krampus thing, b-127 (glee-127, Badassaclaus) is supposed to be elf like with his g1 style horns supposed to look like elf ears too but they can be seen as budding antlers as well, and elita I haven't drawn yet but she's either a reindeer too or gazelle. (also considering giraffe with that neck dayum girl)
"Prime" has been replaced with "Claus"
hats are just for jolly good fun. like this whole au. and a bit of religious healing. anything goes rlly.
and now a snippet of a rewrite I never was able to finish up. Some of this HAS been retconned. i'm still working at it. mainly the occupation and the backstory stuff. (Context: Bartholomeus is another name for Krampus i dont remember where or when but that's what Megatronus has been substituted with.)
Deer Trax: (chuckles) Okay, fellas! Thanks for the jolly start. You want to give me another one?
Sentry 1: You’re naughty!
Deer Trax: I’ll take that as a no.
Elf-16: (grunts) Hey! Watch where you’re going!
Sentry 1: Oh… What did you say, no-bell?
Elf-16: Sorry, sir, I didn’t mean you. I was referring to the elf who was behind you.
Sentry 2: What? Where’d he go?
Elf-16: The joyous red and blue elf? Has a big grin, merry cheer, gives off a yankee candle scent?
Sentry 1: Where is he?
Elf-16: He went that way.
Sentry 1: When I get my hands on that elf…
Elf-16: All right, all clear.
Deer Trax: Okay, D-16, I may be a little vanilla, but “Yankee ”? That is too far.
Elf-16: Let me guess. Chased out of the cookie jar?
Deer Trax: (laughs) Yeah. I had to jump out of a sleigh this time. Almost got an ouchie (laughs) It was wild.
Elf-16: And digging through fortune cookies is worth getting an ouchie?
Deer Trax: Yes, it is.
Elf-16: I need a new best friend.
Deer Trax: If there are clues in our recorded history that can help locate the North Star, they’re in the cookie jar.
Elf-16: Sentinelf Claus, the Sentinelf Claus, is up in the blizzard right now, risking his merriment for us in search of the Star.
Deer Trax: That’s exactly what I’m doing. I’m trying to help him.
Elf-16: Yeah, okay. (laughs)
Deer Trax: The sooner cookies bake again, the sooner we won’t have to make toys ourselves. Don’t you want to choose your own path, do whatever you want?
Elf-16: We’re toy makers. We make toys, that’s all.
Deer Trax: No, there has got to be something more I can do. I can feel it. (Dentistry?)
Elf-16: Oh, yeah? Like the time you had a “feeling” you could fly without a bell?
Deer Trax: You said you were never gonna mention that again.
Elf-16: Took me three days to dig you out of the snow. Your feelings get you in trouble.
Deer Trax: Yeah, yeah.
Elf-16: Just trust in Sentinelf Claus.
Deer Trax: I do trust in him. Hey, if we did have bells…
Elf-16: I’d fly hooves first into your chest
Deer Trax: I don’t like how fast you answered that. But listen, if you did kick me, I couldn’t give you this awesome Bartholomeus Claus thing I have here. It’s cool. I’ll give it to someone else.
Elf-16: What Bartholomoeus Claus thing?
Deer Trax: Ah, it’s nothing. Just a, you know, mint-condition Bartholomeus Claus sweater, first edition.
Elf-16: (gasps) What?
Deer Trax: If you don’t want it, I can just throw it away.
Elf-16: Throw it away? Don’t… That’s not funny. Let me see.
Deer Trax: Wait. Don’t grab. You’re gonna rip it.
Elf-16: You know, Sentinelf says Bartholomeus was the…
Deer Trax: The kindest Claus to ever live. I know, buddy. Looks good on you.
#transformers#transformers one#tfone#tf one#orion pax#d 16#megop#tfone megop#tfone megatron#megatron#tfone d 16#tfone orion pax#tfone optimus prime#optimus prime#transformers optimus#b 127#tfone b 127#tfone bumblebee
155 notes
·
View notes
Note
Hello :o
I just wanted to say thank you (and also thank crumb) for getting me back into thinking about Karl Heisenberg 24/7.
I really love your artstyle, from the amazing expressions (especially the peeved/angry ones) to the scribbly lineart. As someone that’s trying to learn to draw more digitally, I really like to observe your stuff o.o
Your Moldy Family comics are funny, cozy, sweet and comforting all at the same time, and they made me discover and appreciate Eveline (oh man I love how much of a goth tween she is), and the way you draw Heisenberg (his physicality if that makes sense, his clothes, his hair, his everything) is just *chef’s kiss*.
As a former Greek Mythology child, that AU is so so nice owagh. I love all the monster adaptations/designs, it’s all so clever: I love that Kyril is scaley, hairy AND has wings (which I feel aren’t depicted often nowadays with gorgons), Alina is so majestic, with the black tipped limbs and the blood soaked dress, and the daughters being harpies/sirens(?) is also so perfect.
Idk if you’ve already said it, but what is it about Karl’s character that made him interesting to you?
I hope it makes sense (I’m a bit tired) and thank you again for the excellent food :]
Thank you so much!!!<<<3333

he lives in my head rent free…. his crusty-ass hair and barrel-shaped bod gets me every time
im glad you like my scribbly lineart! I tend to get concerned whether it really looks like anything haha
I miss drawing the mold family but i think my forte has always been fantasy, especially cause i love mythology more than anything. That’s not to say i wont go back to the modern mold family though
For greek au karl i wanted him to look like someone had haphazardly stuck animal parts to him so it’d look deliberately unnatural for him to have a relatively normal human body under all that-
I’m not sure i can fully describe why Karl is so interesting. Surface level, being voiced by Neil Newbon is always a big plus and his face model Joel Hicks is awesome-looking. His character design matches his abilities and personality really well, and speaking of personality, queer-coded villains who make a big show out of everything are always going to be my favourite. His gritty, masculine aesthetic is really inspiring in terms of gender as well. On a deeper level, in spite of all the terrible things he’s done, i find him sympathetic and relatable. After decades spent in a highly dysfunctional family, not living on his own terms, completely alone, I need him to finally be okay and get better for his own sake, with the support of people he trusts. It’s the same reason i love Eveline. Morally dark-grey characters who deserved better and could’ve gotten better with a good support system.
#thanks so much for asking!#i hope i answered well enough#im not really good at putting thoughts into words#ask#re8#re8 karl heisenberg#re8 heisenberg#fanart#my art#sketch
529 notes
·
View notes
Text
—You’re the kind of person they write rock songs about
modern!au Viktor x fem!reader
part 8 || epilogue
A/N. sighhhhhh its the end guys :(((( idk if im too happy w this chapter butt i still hope you enjoy!! and im so sorry for the wait ive been busyy
‘You will never walk alone
You can always reach me
You will never ever walk alone’
Months had passed since you and Viktor got together—and it had been worth every second of waiting and ‘dancing around each other.’Your relationship was effortless in all the best ways. He needed you, and you needed him. It was as simple as that. And yet, you still couldn’t quite wrap your head around how you’d ended up with someone like him—someone who, at first glance, never seemed to think about love, yet here he was, utterly and hopelessly in love with you. Just as you were with him.
You both had your moments of realization—those quiet, startling instances when the depth of your feelings hit you all at once. Viktor had his just a few weeks into your relationship. It had been the worst week imaginable for him—exams, assignments, endless experiments. By the end of it, he was completely drained, barely holding himself upright.
When he showed up at your door, you weren’t sure whether to greet him or offer your condolences. He looked exhausted, circles under his eyes darker than usual— if that was even possible, and he looked like his mind was everywhere all at once.
Without hesitation, you stepped aside to let him in. “Yeah, no thinking or touching anything related to school for at least a day,” you said with a soft smile. He didn’t protest, didn’t even try to argue. He just let you pull him into your bed, where you lay together, his weight pressing into you as he let himself rest for the first time in days.
It was in that moment, as you ran your fingers through his hair, that he understood—this was what it meant to have someone. To be cared for without asking. To be loved without condition.
And he never wanted to go without it again.
truly.y/n posted to their story

For you it was how he admired and noticed every single detail about you. It started when he noticed your fidgeting with your guitar strap before shows, the way he held your hand right then and there and kept your overthinking thoughts calm down in just a second. The way he said things you mentioned months back and he still remembered.
“Hey I’m bored and i’d really want to go somewhere..” You said through the phone, a soft huff escaping your lips since you’ve been rotting in bed for the past 3 hours. Viktor reacted almost instantly, your heart skipping a beat— face getting a bit warm. “How about we go get you those new guitar strings? You said you’ve been wanting to get new ones along with a guitar pick and I’m pretty sure you’ve had getting a new vinyl in mind for a while too.” He rambled, making you stutter out a response after staying quiet for longer than needed. “O-oh yeah sure that sounds awesome! Also I—” You’d want to go to that new cat café down to street of the music shop?” You smile, getting up and going towards your closet. “You know me so well.”
“I know, love.” You could definitely hear the smug smile on his face making you chuckle. “Alright then I’ll give you some time to get ready. Be there in an hour?” You nodded, saying your goodbyes before you went into the shower.
Your heart felt warm— full of his love and you couldn’t be happier. In your past relationships you didn’t really bother mentioning your interests since no one ever bothered to remember— but he did..
It was nice being known.
vik.tor222


vik.tor222 my girl 🤍
liked by ishaaq, ekk0stime, j.talis and 42 others
3 commented
truly.y/n 🤍🤍
mmedarda cuties
ishaaq finally our girl is happy omg
Hang outs became more lively— you didn’t have to awkwardly interact or just glance at each other all day. Everything changed for the better and it was just the best your lives have ever been.
You still spent most of your time at the Last drop like you have for years before you even started dating— or you ended up at the venues bar you had just played at and laughed until they had to kick you after closing time.
Tonight, the usual chaos unfolded—Ekko and Powder bickering over some ridiculous bet, Isha sipping her drink and listening to Mel talk, and Viktor sat beside you in the booth, his arm resting lazily behind you. "You two are gross," Powder groaned, watching as you absentmindedly played with Viktor’s fingers. "Like, actually sickening. I miss when you were just pining idiots."
You smirked, tilting your head at Powder. "Oh, we’re disgusting?" You gestured between yourself and Viktor before pointing at her and Ekko. "That’s rich, coming from you two."
Ekko raised an eyebrow. "What do you mean?"
Viktor chuckled, catching on immediately. "Ah, yes. I suppose staring at each other like lovesick fools doesn’t count?"
Powder’s face scrunched up. "We do not—"
"You totally do," you cut in, grinning. "And don’t even get me started on how you two kick me out of our dorm room so you can make out."
Ekko smirked, unbothered. "And? At least we don’t subject people to whatever this is." He waved vaguely at you and Viktor, who still had his arm draped behind you.
"Please," you scoffed. "You guys were worse before you got together. At least Viktor and I had some self-control."
Powder rolled her eyes playfully. "Yeah, real subtle. Because begging me to change the setlist and making me play the guitar— which I haven’t in like years— last minute so you can sing Iris to Viktor in stead of just saying ‘Hey! I’m in love with you!’ was totally not doing too much."
You opened your mouth to argue but hesitated. "Okay, fair point."
Viktor just smiled beside you. "I still think it was a lovely confession."
Ekko snickered. "You would."
After a few hours of talking and laughing, you decided to slip away for a bit, stepping out back for a cigarette. The night air was cool against your skin as you sat down on the small, weathered bench—probably older than the bar itself. Reaching into your pocket, you pulled out your pack, but after a few seconds of searching, you sighed.
powpow



powpow love my girls (and my drinking buddy ig)
liked by ekk0stime, truly.y/n, ishaaq, vik.tor222 and 207 others
2 commented
truly.y/n we love YOU!! ❤️
ekk0stime replied stop trynna steal my wife tf
ishaaq replied you mean OUR wife?
vik.tor222


vik.tor222 an angel sent down just for me
liked by truly.y/n, j.talis, mmedarda, powpow and 42 others
4 commented
j.talis credits to us, we sent the angel
ekk0stime replied clapping for me and the band
powpow replied a pat on the back is def deserved
truly.y/n replied kindly stfu
“Shit—”
Before you could finish the thought, Viktor pulled out exactly what you were looking for. He flicked the lighter to life, the small flame casting a glow over his face as he held it up to your cigarette.
“You know,” he said as you took a drag, “this will kill you one day.”
You exhaled slowly, smoke curling between you. “Yeah, yeah. You tell me every time.”
“And yet, you never listen.”
You grinned, nudging his knee with yours. “If I did, I’d be boring.”
Viktor shook his head, but there was no real disapproval in his expression. He just watched you, eyes flickering between your lips and the cigarette before landing on your face.
“You gonna keep staring, or do you want a drag?” you teased, holding it out to him.
He scoffed. “Tempting, but I’d rather not die faster.”
“Suit yourself.” You took another slow inhale, then blew the smoke just enough in his direction to make him roll his eyes.
For a while, you sat in comfortable silence, the distant sounds of the bar filtering through the alley. Then Viktor spoke again, softer this time.
The distant hum of the bar faded into the quiet of the alley, the only sounds between you the occasional drag of your cigarette and the soft scuff of Viktor’s cane against the pavement as he shifted beside you.
For a moment, it seemed like he was content just sitting there, but then he spoke—his voice careful, like he had been thinking about this for a while.
“You know,” he started, “I have.. come to a realization.” You exhaled slowly, glancing at him. “Oh? Do tell.” Viktor rested his forearms on his knees, fingers loosely intertwined. “You and I… we spend a great deal of time together.” You smirked. “Usually how relationships work, yeah.” He nodded, but there was something almost hesitant in the way he continued. “It is not a complaint, I assure you. Rather, I find it interesting.” You took another drag. “Interesting how?”
Viktor turned his head toward you, studying you in that way he always did when he was gathering his thoughts. Then, with the same quiet certainty he always had in moments like this, he said:
“That, despite seeing you nearly every day, it never feels like enough.”
The cigarette nearly slipped from your lips. You blinked at him, caught completely off guard by how blunt that was.
And yet, Viktor looked almost unaffected, as if he hadn’t just casually said something that sent your heart into overdrive.
You cleared your throat, forcing out a chuckle. “So you’re basically saying you’re obsessed with me?” You smirk, thinking you got him right back.
Viktor huffed a small laugh, shaking his head. “If that is how you wish to interpret it.”
You turned more toward him, resting an elbow on the back of the bench. “You are obsessed with me.”
His eyes flicked to yours, something unreadable in his expression. Then, as if accepting the accusation completely, he simply said; “Yes.”
Your breath hitched. No hesitation, no awkward stammering—just the truth, laid bare between you.
He leaned in slightly, dropping his voice just enough to make your pulse stutter. “And you?”
You swallowed. “What about me?”
Viktor tilted his head, gaze steady. “Are you obsessed with me as well?”
You hummed, thinking about it. “Maybe I am.” He chuckled, grabbing your cigarette and throwing it away even after your protests. “Maybe it is then.”
You rolled your eyes, turning to Viktor. "You regret it yet?" He looked at you with a raised brow. “Can’t say I understand, love.” He stated, confused.
“Us? Am I not too much or too little? I don’t know I’ve never been in a healthy relationship before.”
He hummed in thought, tapping his fingers against your upper arm— a habit he developed whenever you had long conversations while his arm was around you. "Hmm. Let’s see.. I get to spend time with you, no longer have to agonize over if you like me, and I get to do this—" He leaned in, pressing a quick kiss to your lips before pulling back with a smug grin. "So no, I don’t regret a thing and you are perfect.”
Viktor’s words lingered in the cool night air, settling between you in a way that made your heart skip a beat. You huffed out a soft laugh, shaking your head.
You hummed, still not entirely convinced as you took one last drag before flicking your cigarette away.
Viktor tilted his head, amusement flickering in his eyes. “Not convinced?”
You scoffed, nudging his side. “Bold assumption.”
He just hummed, stepping closer—close enough that you could feel the warmth of him even in the chill of the night. “Not an assumption,” he murmured, reaching up to tuck a stray strand of hair behind your ear. His fingers lingered just slightly, his touch impossibly gentle. “I’m simply observant.”
Your breath hitched, but you rolled your eyes, trying to ignore the way your pulse stuttered. “Alright, genius, if you’re so observant, then you should know that Powder’s probably already looking for us.”
Viktor smirked. “Let her look.”
Before you could respond, he leaned in, brushing his lips against yours in a way that was both effortless and deliberate, like he’d been waiting for the perfect moment. His hand found your waist, holding you there as he deepened it just slightly—slow, lingering, like he wanted to make sure you felt every second of it.
By the time he pulled away, you were left blinking up at him, lips still tingling from the kiss. Viktor, of course, looked entirely too pleased with himself.
You cleared your throat, ignoring the heat rising to your face. “You’re ridiculous.”
He only chuckled, grabbing your hand and lacing your fingers together. “Mm, and yet, you are still holding my hand.”
You huffed, tugging him toward the bar’s back door. “Come on, obsessed boyfriend. Before Powder drags us back herself.”
Just before stepping inside, he gave your hand a small squeeze, voice light but certain.
“Whatever you say, obsessed girlfriend.”
You groaned, but the warmth in your chest was undeniable. And as the noise of your friends filled the air again, Viktor still at your side, you couldn’t help but think—yeah, you were both absolutely gone for each other.
vik.tor222


vik.tor222 don’t regret a single second spent with her<3
liked by truly.y/n, powpow, ishaaq, losttvi and 27 others
© just1cefor4all— I don’t consent to my writing being reposted to other platforms or fed into AI. Translating it is also strictly prohibited. 🚫
taglist: @erica2024 @lolixsstuff @skullmvncher @startingtoloveyou @astarionapologist @th3stup1dcat @fiveperrcent @fadedpinkpen @noxturnalmoth
#⚖️just1cefor4ll#viktor arcane#arcane#arcane viktor x reader#arcane x reader#viktor x y/n#viktor arcane x reader#arcane viktor#viktor x you#viktor fanfiction#viktor fanfic#viktor x reader#viktor lol#viktor league of legends#arcane fanfiction#arcane fanfic
46 notes
·
View notes
Text
"H-Hello! Boxten here! I wanted everyone to have sort of a group bonding thing, and so I made this! I hope you enjoy! But please be nice! We do have some rules, so hopefully you respect them! Shrimpo, might wanna take it away..."
╔════▣ ◎ ▣════╗
“BLEGHHH, RULES, RULES!! SHRIMPO DOESNT FOLLOW RULES!! THIS BLOG SUCKS!!”
╚════▣ ◎ ▣════╝
"He's just feeling a little silly! Yeah we have some rules and boundaries!"
Don't like, don't look
Don't be a jerk
Ship and Let Ship
No NSWF of the sorts
No harassment, vaugeing, or name dropping.
"Now it's Finn's turn!"
"AHOY MATEY!!!! I am da fish bowl, here to tell awesome facts and annoy people with my FUNNY.. puns!"
"idk what else to say........"
”Howdy, everyone! It’s Sprout! I just wanted to say thanks to Boxten for making this blog! I’m just waiting for Cosmo to get here…”
”Wowzers! Heya! My name is Brightney and It’s so nice to be here! Thank you Boxy- er.. I mean Boxten!
”hey guys! Its me, Gigi! Remember that 99% of gamblers quit before they hit it big!!!”
"Hi.. Astro here.. oof.. i need a nap.."
Sup! I am the one only Connie boolynksi! Look over you shoulder. Hehehhehe~
“Greetings everyone, Rudie here! Remember to be nice and not naughty
"hello! Shelly here, Hope all of y'all have a great day! Or night- :D"
"Heya! Dandy here!"
"Arf!"
🫖☕️🫖☕️🫖☕️
I’m here Darlings~ Do you know all day is teatime ^^
-Teagan
“Hey, I'm Ebony! You got a problem you need fixing, just come to me."
"Yo, how's everyone? Micheal here, ready to kick things up a notch, let's all keep up to speed, and have some fun!"
"HIII MY NAME IS YATTA!!! The vents in this place ARE SO NICE!!”
“Vee said hi.”
"I would let the others add but I'm impatient as flip and I feel like having a mental breakdown so like...they can add when this is posted! Now roll call!"
BOXTEN! @boxing-confessions ← The Therapist
POPPY! @localpopenjoyer
SHRIMPO! @i-hate-gardenview <- THE BEST ONE HERE!!!💢 (I’ll let you believe that) “debatable” -🎰 “SHUTTUP!!!!💢” “I said what i meant and i meant what i said.” -🎰
FINN! @oh-my-cod-its-finn <- SHRIMPO APPROVED!!!!! - 💢
VEE! @outdated-tech <- “she said hi” -🎰
SHELLY! @shelly-the-dinoshell <[definitely talk to this one!. Heh..] <- “I’m sorry, who is this one again? 🍓” [... sprout what the heck... ;_;]
RAZZLE N DAZZLE! @yin-and-yang-showtime
GOOB! @goobzcraft-hugzblog
RUDIE! @realrudie
FLUTTER! @fluttertypes
TOODLES! @toodlesda-awesum
LOOEY! @looey-balloey <- POP HIM!!! - 💢
TISHA! @tishadandysworld
CONNIE! @the-ghost-gal
SPROUT! @berry-boii
COSMO! @cinni-healer <- “The BESTEST baker and BESTEST friend! 🍓” "Aww, thank you! 🍰"
DANDY! @gimme-tapes <- "He's nice.." - 🌘
ASTRO! @astros-sleepyness <- "my favorite...don't tell anyone else." -🌼 “OOOOOOOOOOH HE LIKES BOOOOOOOYYYYYSSSS (joke)” -🎰
PEBBLE! @pebs-the-rock-dog <- arf
GLISTEN!
GIGI! @gigi-gambler <- “guys definitely follow this one” -🎰 “DONT!! SHE SUCKS!!💢” “NUH UH” -🎰
TEAGAN! @teagendarling
BRIGHTNEY! @brightneylikeadiamond
BOBETTE! @bobettethebauble gay bauble ahh
GINGER! @ginger-bakes-and-blogs
COAL! @
EBONY (New Rodger): @rodger-the-detective
...ICHOR: @ichor-you-glad-im-here ← "Look what you did, he has anxiety 🎼"
MICHAEL! @michaels-gardenview-blog
YATTA! @candyluver-yatta "ME! ITS ME!! MEMEME!!" “Wow, that sure is you (chop chop tell me where your candy stash is)” -🎰 "It's just to the left o- WAIT!!.. IM NEVER SAYING!!"
BASSIE! @underwater-bassie-weaving
EGGSON! @egg-with-a-cane
FLYTE! @flyte-the-butterfly
COCOA! @cocoa-the-chocolate-bunny
SCRAPS! @scraps-and-yarn
MEMORIALS:
ORIGINAL RODGER! @your-favorite-detective (deleted blog)
OLD SCRAPS! @grabby-scrappy (deleted blog)
OLD GLISTEN! @glistenisperfect (deleted blog)
OLD RUDIE AND COAL! @bwork-bwork-grrrrrr (switched characters)
OLD GINGER! @ginger-the-not-bread (lost interest)
Boxten's Divider Credits, Finn's Divider Credits, Sprout Divider Credits, Connie's Divider Credits, Brightney Divider Credits, Gigi Divider Credits, Shelly Divider Credits, Rudie Divider Credits, Dandy Divider Credits, Pebble Divider Credits, Micheal divider credits
TAGS:
ICHOR LORE 🖤 (I don't have black heart emoji) (there ya go)
RANDOM POSTS
OUR ASKS ✨
IMPORTANT POSTS
AMAZING ART BY GIGI MOD!
#FINN WAS HERE........🎣#SHRIMPO WUZ HERE !!! 🦐💢#brightney was here!! 💡🩷#Gigi was here 🎰⭐️#Boxten was here 🎼#Astro.. was.. her-.. *sleeping noises*#Rodger was here!! 💼🔎#connie was here 👻#Rudie was here 🎄🎁#Shelly was here! 🐚🦖#Dandy was here! So was Pebble :) 🌼🪨🐾#Bobette wuz here! ❤️🎄#shrimpo’s a whiny little b*tch 🎰⭐️#GIGI IS A PROBLEM GAMBLING LOUDMOUTHED A*S !!!! 🦐💢#ebony was here 🔍🔴#Sprout was here! 🍓🧁#Micheal was here 🎤🔊🏳️🌈#AT LEAST I DONT ACT ALL TOUGH AND USE ANGER AS A COPING MECHANISM!!!! 🎰⭐️#wait i dont have a comeback. uh. I HATE YOU!! 💢#ichor lore 🖤#random posts#important posts#our asks ✨#YATTA was HERE!! 🍬#Scraps was here !😺#Ginger was here..🍪#Flyte was here! 🦋🩷🩵
46 notes
·
View notes
Text
Hello! Ever wonder who does the ocean? That's us! While, technically, we aren't in direct contact with the people who are actually in charge of the ocean, we have assumed the role of keeping it interesting!
Blog, ask, and mod info below the cut!
We are not accepting applications for new mods. This is a personal group blog, and we feel more comfortable with people who have physically thrown one another into blood pits before. sorry.
// We are all minors! Thought I'd add this before the read more.
Feel free to send us asks about what to throw/edit into the ocean! You can simply send us an image or name in the ask box with signatures to specify what format you want the post to be in! they're right below this! and next to those signatures? examples!! of the posts!!
-[Chuck] "An image of a rock, please -[Chuck]." This will have the provided image or description being hastily edited to appear as though they are being thrown into the ocean, or perhaps off a dock!
-[Swim] "adam sandler -[Swim]." This will have the provided image or description being edited into the ocean, and maybe even included a school of said image or description. maybe.
look at him. so majestic in his natural habitat.
-[Amalgamation] "Dany Devito bigfin squid -[Amalgamation]" This will have the chosen subject be horribly amalgamated onto a sea creature or oceanic feature! they will be in extreme pain!
And, uh, just to let you know: there's like a 40% that any news networks suggested in the asks will instead be fed to sea slugs. Sorry.
Mod Info:
Hello! I'm the creator of the blog, and you can refer to me as Juno. You can discern my posts from the other mods through my boring, regular writing, and I'll probably be the only one not to swear. I go by he/him, and I will always take the chance to brag about how I got to make that one part of space, or how I have the most squids to my name. I'll also be able to be recognised with my tag, being #{J}.

hello i am the purple one. i called dibs on purple whilst we were coming up with the idea of this blog, so you will be able to recognise me by my colour and tag: #〔L〕. my name is Liv (i am the only one here who has not changed their name because i couldnt find anything that suited me) and i go by she/her, and ill probably mention penguins a lot. i know they dont live in the ocean, but they come here often so theyre like a family friend. i also like manatees, so they might get a few mentions from me, idk yet. im also probably recognisable through my lack of punctuation apart from commas and full stops, so do whatever you want with that information. i also actually spawned in the ocean, so despite my lack of qualification, im allowed to be here as its sort of a form of compensation for the mistake. heres what i look like!!! (i also have 1 more picrew but we have another post dedicated to them so if you wanna go see just go there!)
Hello. I'm salt, which for legal reasons is not my name but I'm not expanding on that. I'm not sure what happened. I got here by . I go by they/them. It'll probably b quite easy to distinguish me from the others as I use punctuation incorrectly or not at all nd shorten word that don't typically need to be shortened. Another way will probably be my dramatic response to references I understand. When I post, I'll use red and my tag will be #S♣. I also really like sharks. I love sharks. I'm not responsible for them, but I will take credit for them.

HELLO! I am snail. I'm identifiable from my green colour and tag, which is #[Sn]. I go by she/her, and I will probably make spelling mistakes. I also may seem stupid or imbecilic. (See? Big words. Salt can't insult autocorrect.) :D I'm a bit slow and don't wear my glasses at home, so I'll have to take my time reading things and typing with the correct spellings. I'll probably just mention whales and pufferfish, since they're so super awesome. I just swagger walked into the ocean and I'm here now!!
119 notes
·
View notes
Text
Hello my favorite poopyheadsss, i know i said, expect something in aprillll butttt i finished the project already6yyyy soooo.. everyoneee
I present to you guysss... THEEEEEE
SHA-(gets hit by a big fat dump truck that a cow was driving)
WHAT WAS THAT ANYWAYYYY, THIS IS THE SURPRISE!!!!!! IM MAKING THIS AN ACTUAL AU EVEN THOUGH IT WAS BY ACCIDENTTT/SILLY
Besides that, this AU is focused on only the characters of mario and Dr mango, where mario is cracking up and Dr mango needs to help him be stable and okay
Their rivalry(idk if theg actually had a rivalry, i just know dr mango disliks him in the normal AU)turns into slowly a builded up friendship :3!!!
Oh you thought i was done? Hell na-(gets hit by a cow that was thrown from a weird ass person named glitchy/silly/j)
OH YEAH. I ALSO MADE THEIR REF SHEETS.. IN TWO DAYS!!!!! AND ONE TOOK 15 HOURS(MARIOSREFSHEET) MAUAHRAHAHAHAAHAYAYAHAHA
Of course the character Dr. Mango does not belong to me, it belongs to the original creator @its-a-me-mango !!!!! (SOSOSOSORRYFIRTHETAGITAGGEDLIKEFORTHEFOURTHTIMENOW) !!!! They're very awesome sauce and yiu should totsally see his arts heh... hes só kewl... (gets sedated into a coma/j/silly/nsrs)
If you ever feel like making mini arts about this AU you can use #ShatterDoc!Au as a tag or just ping me teehee <<333!!!!
I had so much fun making this and im excited to make more, and hope i get to be very motivated to naybe even make a small comiko!(comic) i dont have plans for that yet but i am gonna plan to do that!! <3, im also gonna write a lot about this AU, maybe make a small fanfic out of it lol X3!!!!!
#ShatterDoc!Au#EHEHEHEHE#IM SO EXCITED TO MAKE THIS A BIGGER THING THIS IS MY SECOND TIJE EVER MAKING AN AU EVEN IF IT WAS BY ACCJDENTTTAHHH#ILOVE DR MANGO AND MARIO SM LIKE HELL YEAH THEY ARE THE GOATT MEHHH#OKAYY IM GONNA EXPLODE BYEEEE
32 notes
·
View notes
Note
sorry for the random vent, but this whole transandrophobia discussion is making me so sad. or more ike.. the reaction to it.
Like... the trans people I know irl (be it transmasc, transfem, nonbinary, something else...) are AWESOME. Supportive and kind, a community. Yet, for some reason, on tumblr there's such animosity?? Over transmascs wanting to talk about their oppression?? And sure, some of that is probably terfs wanting to break us apart, but i dont think that's all it is. And I just... why do we get called horrible things, like transmisogynist, antifeminist, MRA, for that? I've had literal trans guys tell me they hate all trans men that talk about transandrophobia, because it's a "dog whistle" for hating trans women? When it's literally not?? like. i feel like i'm going a bit insane. I get told absolute vile things that "transadrobros" are apparently saying, but i never seem to witness it first hand. the reaction to a bunch of people talking about their own oppression is literally making me feel gaslighted about what is, and isn't being said.
Why can't online spaces be more like irl? Why can't we lift each other up, protect each other, listen? I hope it will be like that again. But NOT by silencing trans mens struggles, villifying them and sweeping everything under the rug. But at this point, i fear that's where it's heading. Idk if it's the majority of the trans community thinking like this, or if their voices are just very loud, but it's making me feel alone.
it's great to hear you have good irl spaces like that, that's awesome. and i've had the same experience irl as well, as people im extremely close to online.
i agree so hard. i dont understand why people who say transandrobro aren't being called out on it. i don't understand why people who start misgendering trans men and mascs when they don't agree with them don't get called out on it. i don't get why people who shit on intersex trans people don't get called out on it. i don't get why people who are awful to nonbinary, genderqueer, gnc and other gender variant people and don't get called out on it. it's awful.
being called an mra hatefully is so exhausting. why do people think thats a bad thing in this context. trans men are treated like shit. ive seen people freak out over the word transmisandry. it doesn't matter what it's called, it's real. people in the queer community are treating masc queer people like shit. people do it outside too but people are doing it inside rn. people are not allowing queer masculine people to talk about anything right now and it just sucks
transmascs get called terfs constantly despite being trans men. they get called transmisogynists. it's so hard to criticize anything transfeminine people do without getting attacked. it's so hard to address transandrophobia inside of queer spaces without getting attacked. it's so hard to point out that everyone has internalized bigotry to let go of no matter what without getting attacked. it sucks
people take the pain cishet patriarchy has caused them and take it out on trans men and mascs instead of the establishment that holds them down. it sucks. the fact that transmascs legitimately just cant dole out criticism anymore without getting called a slew of awful names is just. come on. people tell trans men to die every day. people tell trans men they're confused girls every day. i always get misgendered when somene disagrees with me. people always treat me like i'm an unreliable narrator for being a hysterical cis woman who wants to be special
it sucks. im sorry you go through this too. people are so hostile right now its getting to be not worth it
32 notes
·
View notes
Text
Okay so. Dont get me wrong, I LOVED Agatha All Along. The characters, the story, the song, the gimmicks. Literally all so awesome.
However as a comic Young Avengers enthusiast, and honestly more specifically, a Wiccan and Speed enthusiast, I have some critiques with the portrayal of Billy.
Once again!! Gonna start by saying im not here to be a comics elitest!!! I did really enjoy what they did with Billy and his struggle over his self identity. Like the amount of imposter syndrome that boy is going through is so off the charts its crazy. And while that doesn't exactly match up with comic Billy, (who was born into the Kaplans biologically while still retaining the soul Wanda created), thats okay!! I think Billy Maximoff taking someones elses body on accident its an intriguing way to approach his character.
My frustration with MCU Billy lies in how they basically just stereotyped him. Like, yes, Billy being gay is a very important part of his character. He was harassed at school for it and his powers manifested while standing up to one of his regular bullies. His relationship with and love for Teddy (aka Hulkling) drives a lot of his actions and his development as a character. But his *personality* isnt based around the fact that hes gay.
And what I mean by that is like, Agatha All Along took Billy and A) made him feminine; with the beauty vloggers, and the voice, and the slang, and n B) made him "emo" which typically i am all down for emofiying a character but in combination with the feminization feels like the a stereotype of "alternative gay teen". And thats just not who Billy Kaplan is basically??? Like Billy Kaplan is your typical boyloser-nerd and is actively masculine. Hes not *hyper* masculine by any means but hes just. some guy, you know? Hes just some guy who happens to be gay.
And characters are often a bit different from their comic book counterparts in the MCU, but the decision to make one of Marvel comics most popular canonically queer characters, (him and Teddy are almost always front and center on the covers of Marvel Pride issues), and turn him into a feminine alternative gay stereotype when thats not who he is??? It just leaves me a little disappointed.
(Extending on this a little: while his queerness should absolutely not be erased, I also think bringing it up almost every episode felt like "hey!! look at us!!! we made the gay character gay on screen isnt that crazy!!!". Going back to earlier, being gay doesnt have to be like the center of his personality he can just exist normally and happen to be gay. Idk I guess its just me wanting queerness to be treated like a normal thing but if people disagree I get it.)
Now if Teen was his own original character and not Billy I would enjoy him 10x more. I do enjoy him already!!! But he feels like a separate character. Like when a superhero title gets transferred to another person I guess. But trying to think of him as Billy skews my liking of him.
Anyways! Hope that made sense. As I said, Agatha All Along was great, I did end up warming up o MCU Billy and love the direction they went with his story, but just something that bothered me.
Time to make a less serious post of me screaming about Tommy Shepard >:3
#billy kaplan#billy maximoff#wanda maximoff#tommy shepherd#tommy maximoff#agatha all along#agatha harkness#marvel comics#mcu#young avengers comics#wiccan marvel
28 notes
·
View notes