#so i'm mad that i'm going to feel guilty trying to leave at like 2:30

[elmelloill]

woke up at 5 with a jolt of dread about work how's everyone else doing

[mushroom-tea-time]

I think of you when we are not together, always

Nightwing x Reader angst fem reader

not proofread so it might have typos

The crisp air coming from Miller Harbor bites at your skin, as you check the time, its 9:00 .He's late, Dick was supposed to meet you an hour ago for your date. Why does something always have to come up? Why can't he just make time for you for once? 

This happens often, he’ll show up 30 minutes to 2 hours late saying something urgent came up in Bludhaven and it just couldn't wait. Sometimes it's Deathstroke or Blockbuster but he has even stood you up to go fight Kite Man. Not tonight, he doesn't deserve your time if he can't even respect it. 

You walk home feeling bitter and angry. He said he was going to be on time tonight. He said that he can be a good boyfriend and a good vigilante. He can make so many honey laced promises but why can't he keep them. Why can't he be a normal boyfriend that is just a police officer, just the son of Bruce Wane, and just your boy. Why is he the ex-boy wonder, the protector of bludhaven, the Nightwing. 

You barely register that you unlocked your front door. You slink through the house unable to keep the tears in, it hurts. The love of a lifetime is hard, he is perfect for you. Dick Grayson is perfect; Nightwing lies and breaks promises. Nightwing has too big a responsibility to have a life, too big for you. 

Your pillow looks like it's been left out in the rain. The emotions have calmed a bit as you get your bearings. Your home, in bed, curled in blankets, and the room is lit by the moonlight streaming in through the sheer curtains. You check your phone and the screen pops back at you, 11: 02.

 No notification, no calls, and no texts.  

The worry starts to set in, did he get hurt? Before the panic fully sets in, the room darkens. The silhouette of a man fills the window. Its nightwing, its Dick.

“ I'm so sorry I'm late Babe, Right before I was about to leave -”, “ I don't want to hear it” you spit at him. He looks guilty as he closes the window, taking off the domino mask. “ you have a right to be mad I-” “ you didn't even text me, you said you were going to make it tonight! You promised me you could make it, on time!” He looks pained.

You know by his expression, he did try. “ Y/N I'm sorry, I know, I shouldn't have made a promise I can't keep” he leans on to the bed, he looks at you for permission to hold your hands, you nod. “ Why do you have to live this life dick, why can't we just be a normal couple?!” your voice cracks as the tears well in the corners in your eyes. “ Because someone needs to help those who can't help themselves, other people need me like I need you” 

The tears fall at his words, he scoops you up in his arms. 

“ I love you please know that Y/N. I know I can't be here every time you need me but I think of you when we are not together, always.”

[bitchinbarzal]

1,000 FOLLOWER CELLY

to celebrate hitting a thousand followers I wanted to do a little something for you all 🎈 as always please read the rules, failure to follow these will result in your request being deleted!

these are the people I write for & if you have anyone you wish to ask I write for that’s not on the list please do, I probably won’t say no!

as always, please when requesting add the entire prompt not just the number as this is easier for me - ex. 1 “what are you doing up so early?” With X player! Failure to comply will have me delete your request!

happy requesting! 🫶🏼🤍

1. "what are you doing up so early?'

2.. "vou should be in bed." "and vou should be there with me."

5. "just five more minutes? please?"

6. "you never look prettier than you do first thing in the day. must be something in the sunlight."

7. "if i had my way, we'd never leave this bed."

9. " love it when your voice is the first thing i hear in the morning."

10. "c'mon, we don't really need to get up yet."

11. "what possessed you to wake me up at this ungodly hour?!"

12. "what are you doing here?"

13. "come to bed. please?"

14. "thank you for picking me up- i know it's late."

15. "don't worry, i'll always come get you."

16. "i didn't have anywhere else to go."

17. "i'm sorry, i didn't mean to wake you."

18. "go back to sleep, it's okay."

19. "i've got you now, nothing's going to happen to you while i'm here"

20. "nightmares again?"
"here, you can sleep in my shirt."

21. "you're freezing, come here."
"here, take my jacket."
"you need to eat. you'll feel better after it."

22. "I just can't be with you like this anymore."

23. "you know that i love you."

24. "i'm not yours to call babe!"

25. "and she won't even look at you?"

26. "at this point, i've got nothing to lose."

27. "don't bother me anymore."
"i don't wanna just kiss."

28. "don't you dare touch me."

29. "you're not broken and vou never have been."

30. "you know i love you, don't you?" "like i could ever forget."

31. "stop that. right now." "stop what?" "being so nice to me. it's confusing!"

32. "what are you smiling at?" "nothing. nothing, it's just... two hours ago you were hating my guts, and now you've got your head on my lap and my hands in your hair. you've gotta admit, it's a little funny."
"tell me what i can do to fix this. please."

33. "you have to stop seeing them.", "Why?" "they treat you like shit. i can't stand seeing them walk all over you like this."

34. "god, do you even hear yourself?! you never treated me any better!"

35. "don't leave me alone. please."

36. pacing around while debating whether or not you should text them after they've left the house for a bit

37. forgetting about the argument after a while and going in for a hug, kiss, or any other form of affection that is a force of habit

38. needing to go to an event after a party and having to pretend as if they aren't angry with one another the entire time

39. "i don't want to go to bed angry...can we please talk about this?"

40. catching the other one crying shortly after and immediately feeling an overwhelming wave of guilt crash onto you.

41. "hey...uh, the dinner's here.."

42. painful silence hanging over the room when both of you want to start talking things out but are just waiting for the other to speak first

43. when one tries to pretend like the argument didn't even happen after a few hours, which could either anger the other more or cause them to brush it off all the same

44. "…. you still mad?"

45. feeling guilty so you perform an act of kindness (ex: making them their fave food) as an indirect apology

46. ranting to friends or a relative about the other, only for them to agree and call you out on your wrongdoings

47. "i didn't kick you out. all i said was that i needed some space.."

48. texting them because you feel a little too embarrassed/nervous to see them face-to-face again

49. trying to apologize but only sparking up another argument

50. "vou missed me?" "of course i did..."

51. "why are you staring at me?" “you're pretty.."

52. "this song reminds me of you."

53. "seeing you is always my favorite part of my day."

54. "come on, dance with me!"

55. "aw, sweetheart you know you don't have to ask...come here."

56. "i said i love you, you heard me." "oh i know, i just want to hear you say it again."
"you're my favorite person."

57. "I love everything about you."

[lgndrymuffin]

Warning: Pretty sure I have (quiet) bpd. I also haven't seen my therapist in 2 months. Keep that in mind if you plan on buckling down for this whole vent.

Trying rly hard to convince myself that it is not in fact entitled of me to feel disappointed that I was alone all day for my birthday and just got told almost two weeks later that we (my sister and HER friends) would celebrate, only for them to say that they wanted to do smth else so we couldn't do what I actually wanted (literally just play cards against humanity) but I could go with them with 30 minutes notice? And then my sister is gonna be bitchy that it took me too long to reply when I literally went to bed bc it's 7pm so I assumed we just weren't doing anything?? And then also be bitchy that I don't want to do that???

Like I can't even really be mad at her friends bc like they have no obligation to me, I'm just the autistic younger sister. I'm just honestly disappointed in her, bc

1) I actually did stuff for her birthday. We got food, drinks, I made a giant cookie ice cream cake. She had a boyfriend to take her out and I even let her wear my clothes for the date bc she never does laundry and didn't nag her abt it when she didn't give my dress back for a month.

2) My birthday was a complete afterthought to her. The day of, she came home with a grocery store pie at 10pm. Which, like, obviously I'm grateful for, it could have been nothing. But still.

3) it's like she didn't even try to get these plans sorted until the last possible second again, even on take 2 with 2 weeks of prep time knowing what it is I wanted to do.

4) I'm 95% sure the one and only reason she suggested plans tn is because she felt guilty last week that she convinced me to take her to a restaurant bc she was "hungry and on her period" and then said she didn't have any money so I'd have to get it this time and she would get these plans that we're not even going to now. (Our dinner the other night was 115$. Tonight's plans would have been max 60$ for BOTH of us).

5) Pretty sure that because I said no to the things I didn't want to do, we're just literally not going to do anything now. Yay.

And like it's not even actually about the money or anything, I just wanted to spend time with the very few people I care about. I'm just sick of her always overpromising and underdelivering.

I don't think it's too much to ask to be made to feel special 1 day out of the fucking year, and the only person who did is my not-yet-boyfriend, and I still can't even see him because he's not home yet. He's been gone for 4 months, and I miss him, and he was supposed to be back on Monday, but he's still not home. And now I'm working and school starts for both of us next week and I'm scared that it's going to be like last semester and I'm never going to get to see him and he's the only one that I have here.

And on the note of him supposed to be back Monday. My sister is disgusting to live with, which is a whole other fucking thing. But that's the reason I haven't had him over here ever. And I've straight-up told her that. I even gave her advance warning that he was supposed to come back, to give her time to clean because, and I cannot stress this enough, it is literally all her mess. I made it clear that Monday was the earliest hé would be here, and that it would in fact be a continued occurance. Not only did she NOT get the house clean, it didn't happen because she kept saying she would today, today, today, until it was LITERALLY THE FUCKING DAY OF. Then she gave a shitty, half-assed apology before leaving the house about how she couldn't get it all done. All that was done was the bathroom BECAUSE I DID IT FOR HER, when the kitchen is the most disgusting fucking part, and the first thing you see when you open the front door.

And then because I said he wasn't coming that night after all, she went right back to being a fucking slob, like him not coming Monday meant hé never will be. Nevermind the fact she could at least keep it clean out of respect for the fact that she's not the only fucking person that lives here, but no. If I say anything about, I'm being a bitch because she's "trying so hard" (she literally said before we got this place she would hire a cleaner or figure smth out to avoid this, trying to make it seem like i was gonna be at least 50% of the problem when it is in fact 80% her. We've literally lived here 8 months and I've been able to use our kitchen a handful of times, bc it is always disgusting because of her and she only cleans it up just enough to cook for herself and then leaves even more mess behind.

I'm just so fucking done. At this point if it wasn't for my cat, I'd just be living in my car.

[dhampir-dyke]

Ranting and rambling under the cut, nothing crazy I just wanna write it down so I don't go batshit insane.

I'm so torn up abt money rn. I have plenty rn, but I always feel like I should be making and saving more. When I work just the 40 hrs a week I can't help but feel lazy and guilty when I see my paycheck.

But when I pick up extra my mental health declines so rapidly and to extremes. And my job is so difficult that sometimes it makes me miss the pure hell of Mcdonalds grill/fry area. If only because the work of it was the fast-pace I like and the stakes were so low- and working grill means customers don't verbally abuse, sexually harrass, or physically assault me like they do in healthcare.

They keep pushing more patients on us. When I started I only had 12 patients, a mix of acute and progressive patients. But now they're making us take 15 patients and they're almost all progressive or borderline ICU. They send us all of their trainwrecks from step-down ICU or the ED without any concern for the fact that they're not gonna get taken care of properly bc of staffing ratios.

Like why are you sending the 90 yr old hip fractures with dementia down into a room with no windows and shitty fluorescent lighting- and then get mad at US when they get hospital delirium?

Why do you keep sending us the most violent patients to us, where is takes security 20 minutes to even find us, and where nobody knows where we are? And I'm not talking little confused ma-maws who try to scratch and bite, I'm talking the 6 ft tall, built 30 yr old who's detoxing off a half-gallon of liquor a day. Idc how good your mediating and conflict resolution skills are, he's gonna knock your head off your shoulders if he gets the chance.

How do you expect us to safely ambulate your 300+ pound/combative/half-dead patients twice a day, when I can barely find the time to change and feed and bathe and get vitals + blood sugars on my other 14? Are you fucking kidding me?

And now, with this new strain of covid that's picking up steam, it's only gonna get worse bc it's supposedly infecting kids worse. All of my coworkers are parents or grandparents- when they start calling in sick or taking time off or quitting bc of their youngins, were gonna be fucked. They might even dissolve our unit again and send us all to the ICU like the last 2 times we got slammed with covid. And I'll be real, I don't think they're gonna raise our surge/incentive pay, I think they're gonna try to stiff us and when that happens even more people are gonna leave. It's not fucking worth it, esp for CNAs and desk clerks and EVS n shit. I don't know what to do. Do I sink more time and effort into work for the extra few hundred a month, at the expense of my sanity, or do I work the minimum 40 a week and stagnate financially? Should I try to look for a better paying/easier job, or is the devil I know better than the devil I don't?

[timeoverload]

So far this week has been absolutely miserable and if I don't bitch about it I think I might have an episode. We are still short so many people and I'm going to be mostly by myself every morning until at least the 10th so I have a lot more responsibilities than I normally do and I'm not really equipped to deal with it right now. My immune system has taken a shit the past few months and I'm sick AGAIN. I think it's funny how I have 2 spleens and neither of them are doing a very good job. I've taken several covid tests but they have all been negative. I'm going to test again in the morning because someone I work with has it and I still feel really shitty and it feels like I have fluid in my lungs. I don't have a fever but my bones hurt and I keep getting hot flashes. I suppose the air quality isn't the best in the house so that doesn't really help. I really don't want covid again either because it's horrible and I don't want to let anyone down right now. I also need to get my steroid injection on Friday and I'm super stressed about being too sick to do it so I hope I start feeling better soon. I've been trying to take care of myself the best I can. I'm also really nervous about having a needle in my spine. I guess I've developed a phobia of medical procedures ever since I was in the hospital for sepsis almost 2 years ago and I've had to have a lot of painful tests done since then. I'm hoping I have a better experience this time even though it sounds like it's going to be uncomfortable. Today was such a mess and it felt like everything went wrong and so many things had to be redone because of stupid shit. I also fucked up when I tried to go in the operating room while they were setting up to grab some forceps out of the closet and my jacket touched the tip of the drape so I contaminated the whole table and the tech got mad at me and I don't blame her. Luckily there wasn't a patient in there yet so they had time to deal with it but I felt really bad about it. That's the first time I've ever done that so I'm embarrassed and I should have been more careful. I can be sort of a perfectionist and I really hate making mistakes so that threw off my whole day. Not long after that happened, I got yelled at by the evening lead because he was stressed out by everything going on. I really hate getting yelled at. I don't think he intended to direct his anger at me because he's generally a super nice guy but it felt that way. I didn't do anything to deserve that. I've known him a long time and I never had a problem with him but lately I've become more afraid of him and I feel like I'm walking on eggshells more. I think things are starting to get to him too and I'm afraid he's going to snap so I'm trying to help him as much as I can. I also feel guilty trying to leave when my shift is over now and it feels like everyone just expects me to stay as long as I physically can even though they are aware of the issues I'm having. I don't expect anyone to cater to me and I feel like I'm being annoying if I say anything about it but it would be nice to get a little empathy once in a while. I try not to talk about it unless someone mentions it. I'm also getting tired of people I don't even know asking me what's wrong with me. I stayed an hour late today and everyone was still grumpy when I left. It's really shitty when I have to do pans for 20 or 30+ cases a day by myself and then I'm expected to do more heavy lifting after that. I wish I could just worry about my own stuff and not try to do everything all the time because it's going to kill me. That's what I was trying to get away from when I switched to my current position. I don't mind helping out but sometimes I feel like I'm getting taken advantage of. I feel like I can't make anyone happy lately and I'm doing my best even though I can't meet my own needs. I'm so tired but I'm too stressed to sleep right now and I can't stop coughing. I hope my test is negative in the morning and that tomorrow is a better day. I can't wait to get out of this situation because it really sucks.

[inkedobsidian]

~ Jealousy - B.B ~

prompt: 11 "Good thing I didn't ask your opinion."

summary: Y/N tells Bucky about her hooking up with another SHIELD agent and he jets jealous and storms off leaving Y/N confused

pairing: Bucky Barnes x Y/N

warnings: jealousy, sex mentioned

word count: 1,409

a/n: Requests are open! Prompt list is there if you guys want extra ideas!

Master-List - Prompts

It had only taken Bucky a few days to notice the pattern Y/N had started on an evening. She'd go to bed at about 9 pm but then her phone would ring again at 2 am. She'd quietly leave her room at 2:30 then sneak back in at 4 am. Bucky hadn't intended to pay this close attention to her pattern but he's so used to noticing routines that it came naturally to him. Plus he always wanted to make sure Y/N was safe, which made it lucky that their room was right across each other in the compound. Sam had told Bucky to just leave it because Y/N could take care of herself but he was still worried. He found his chance to ask her alone when he walked into the kitchen after a workout to see her stood there still in her workout gear making a coffee.

"Hey, Buck! Good workout?" Y/N said smiling. She always managed to smile when Bucky was around no matter what was happening. It made him feel good too knowing that when he was around she smiled.

"It was alright, I'm afraid SHIELD might start billing me if I break another punching bag though." He said returning her smile as she handed him a cup of coffee across the kitchen island.

"You'll be fine aren't those things filled with sand you can just pick them up a new one at the beach," Y/N said laughing. She had the dumbest of humor but it also made Bucky smile because of how sweet it was. Bucky couldn't reply, mainly because he didn't know how to. It felt weird to just jump into the questions but he also wanted to know. The more he thought about it the more his face must have shown his struggle because Y/N just kept his eye line and cocked her head to the side. Bucky just smiled hoping he hadn't made it awkward but then he realized he had when Y/N came around to sit next to him. She put a hand on his right arm and just smiled.

"Penny for your thoughts, buck?" He knew she wouldn't be mad at him, or he hoped she'd see he was just trying to protect her.

"I was just wondering where you go, like on a night. Not in a creepy way! Just like I wanna know your safe and stuff." Bucky let his voice fade at the end, somehow he feels guilty for just wanting to know that she's safe. Y/N pulls back slightly, that wasn't what she thought it was going to be at all.

"Oh! Well, I've been seeing, or more just sleeping with, someone. It's cute you being worried though! I'm safe don't worry, I'm a certified Avenger I can handle myself." Y/N says smirking towards the end of her sentence. There was something about that sentence that struck a chord in Bucky. She was seeing someone? And she didn't mention it to anyone? Bucky knew why he had a negative reaction to that but he wasn't going to tell her that.

"Oh… who?" Bucky said trying to keep a calm manner and not give away his reaction.

"You don't know, his name's Rapp he works in the armory downstairs," Y/N said nonchalantly getting up and walking back to get more coffee.

"Wait, you're sleeping with another SHIELD agent. Do you not see how stupid of an idea that is?" Bucky had a sudden rise in anger, the thought of her with someone else. Y/N didn't know why Bucky had such a change in attitude towards her, she was the only person he never snapped at so now he had she was taken aback. Y/N physically stepped away from the counter and just looked at Bucky with a look that could kill, she would know. Her hands flattened her shirt and just from the look, Bucky knew he'd hurt her feelings.

"Well Bucky, it's a good thing I didn't ask your opinion." Y/N turned on her heels and stormed out and Bucky just sat there looking at the door she left from knowing he'd screwed up, and once again he had no idea how to fix it.

Y/N took the elevator down from the kitchen straight to the armory avoiding everyone who tried to ask her a question, once she found the shooting range she just shut the door and immediately grabbed some standard government-issued pistols and began firing. Y/N knew she had actual powers she could be playing with but is fire really the best thing to be playing with when you're already angry. Y/N hit every target perfectly and she even shot it in the groin area once for good luck. She was so blinded by her rage that she didn't even notice Sam walk in and stand beside her.

"You okay firecracker?" Sam said smiling and leaning against one of the shelves. That god damn nickname, every time.

"I'll be okay, just working off some stuff, birdman," Y/N said smiling pushing Sam's shoulder as she replies with his nickname. Sam returned her smile thankful he could make her smile when she seemed so angry.

"So, you gonna tell me what's up?" Sam asked. Y/N knew she could trust Sam, he always made her feel safe.

"It's Buck. He asked me what I was doing recently going out late and I thought I could be honest. So I told him I was sleeping with another SHIELD agent but the minute I said it he just had this look on his face like I'd pulled his arm off. Then he said it was a stupid idea and I should know that. Am I not an adult? Can I not do what I want? Do I need protecting or something?" Y/N continued with this rant as Sam just slowly realized why Bucky had reacted that way and he was surprised that Y/N didn't know why, he thought it was obvious. Maybe both of them were just oblivious to the situation in front of them. Sam was nodding along to Y/N speaking to show he was agreeing. He didn't even realize that Y/N had stopped talking and he was nodding to silence.

"Do you know something I don't Sam?" Y/N said raising an eyebrow and leaning back to create some space so she can gauge his reaction.

"Okay, I'm going to try and say this in a way where I'm saying it but I'm not. You following?" Sam paused and looked at Y/N to make sure she was following along. "Now think, why would Bucky start to get mad at the idea of you with another man? Really think about the most obvious answer and stick with that." Sam nodded at Y/N as her eyes started to widen at the thought that Sam was trying to get across. Without another word, Y/N walked straight out of the room and into the elevator almost exploding with how slow it felt.

The minute it dinged on the floor that contained everyone's rooms Y/N almost ran from the elevator to Bucky's room which ironically was across the hallway from Y/N's. Y/N didn't even knock she just swung open the door walked straight into the middle of Bucky's room and slammed the door behind her. Bucky spun around like a deer in headlights slightly worried that Y/N was just about to start yelling at him and potentially throwing fire at him. That was until he saw a smirk appear on Y/N's face as she stood with her arms crossed.

"James. Buchanan. Barnes. You are jealous." Y/N knew that saying his full name would freak him out a little bit. Bucky was just more freaked out with the fact that she knew he was jealous of what she told him. What was he supposed to say? Was he supposed to admit to the fact he was jealous and admit that he'd been in love with her fr years?

"And what if I am?" Bucky says trying to match her energy, hoping if he fakes confidence then it'll happen naturally, he was very wrong. Y/N took an extra step towards him so the gap was basically none existent. Bucky could feel his heart rate rising, and he could feel the literal heat radiating from Y/N.

"Do something about it," Y/N whispered knowing she didn't have to speak loud for him to hear her. The minute Y/N stopped speaking Bucky closed the gap between them.

[harvestdew]

Yo sorry if this question takes a while to awnser, but if Cleo and Kiki were NPCs what do you think thief heart events will be like? If you don't want to awnser this that's fine, I'm just curious.

no problem! i actually need a break from my essay anyway i wrote 4 pages and it took me 5 hours/made me stressed, so this is a good way to decompress for me!

kiki’s 2 heart event - standard, boring 2 heart event... enter pelican town on a sunny day anywhere from 9am to 4pm. you see kiki on her way out of pierre’s and her grocery bag breaks. you have 4 options:

ask “are you okay?” and help her (+30 friendship). kiki is embarrassed someone saw her, but says “thank you so much for helping me! that was pretty funny, wasn’t it? i guess i bought too much”

“i didn’t see anything” (no effect on friendship). kiki just laughs it off

ignore her/do nothing (no effect on friendship). kiki goes “...” before telling herself she’s so clumsy and running off

“wow, that was dumb of you.” (-50 friendship) kiki, trying to remain deadpan, responds “yeah, you’re right”

kiki’s 4 heart event - (similar to leah’s 4 heart event) enter kiki’s house when she’s there. for some reason, she doesn’t notice you entered and you hear someone else talking unintelligibly on the landline, but she isn’t responding. after a while, she hangs up without saying anything, notices you, and jumps, asking “have you been here the whole time?” you have 3 options:

lie and say “i just got here” (no effect on friendship). kiki sighs and says “oh, okay. that’s good”

"who was that?” (no effect on friendship). kiki goes “...” and tells you it was just an annoying telemarketer. then she asks if she can help you with anything

"are you okay?” (+20 friendship). kiki tells you she just got an unwanted call from someone she doesn’t want to talk to but doesn’t elaborate. she mentions being worried someone’s going to come over, then realizes you’re still there and laughs it off as a joke, trying to cover it up with a random fact about tulips

kiki’s 6 heart event - (similar to haley’s 6 heart event) enter the cindersap forest from 5pm to 9pm while it’s raining. kiki spots you (“!”) and asks for help, explaining her cat (ghost) ran away because she didn’t properly lock her door and the storm blew it open (this literally happened to me and my cat didn’t come home for 3 days LOL). she explains how important her cat is to her. you have 2 options:

"i’ll help you find him!” (+30 friendship)

“just get another cat?” (-30 friendship)

either way, you can walk around the cindersap forest and click on a bunch of shrubs. the cat will come out of one of them and you bring it back to her. kiki hugs you and says she felt too guilty to ask anyone else for help. she also points out because it was raining you should go back inside before you get sick, so she offers to walk you home 

also: fun fact the farmer replaces sebastian in here because this was something i wrote for him, but it feels like a good 6 heart one imo

kiki’s 8 heart event - done here!

kiki’s 10 heart event - (similar to emily and maru’s) you get a letter in the mail from kiki that says something along the lines “come by the forest tonight!” if you enter the cindersap forest from anytime between 7pm to 11pm ONLY during the summer you’ll trigger the event. it turns out she wanted to look at constellations with you and borrowed maru’s telescope. kiki starts talking about how she was figuring out how to make up for you finding her cat but didn’t want to do anything boring. you only have 1 option:

"wait, is this a date?” (no effect on friendship)

kiki gets MEGA embarrassed, explaining she thought it was obvious but isn’t going to be mad if you don’t like her. you now have 3 options:

"wait, i do like you!” (no effect on friendship). kiki goes, “seriously? you mean it? i’m so happy!” and you resume the date. before the cutscene ends, she has you look at some stars and explains the story of altair & vega which originated in china (“have you heard about the story of altair and vega? it’s about a cowherd and a weaver girl who fell in love but were separated by a river which is supposed to be the milky way. it’s sad, but once a year a bunch of magpies form a bridge and they reunite. romantic, right?”)

“i’m sorry, i don’t like you” (no effect on friendship). kiki tells you she understands, explaining you’re just as good of a friend and will be fine

“ew” (-30 on friendship). kiki sighs and tells her she better return maru’s telescope

as for cleo i have no idea if cleo would be a marriageable npc... we’ll see. let’s get to her heart events though (excluding her 10 heart event)

cleo’s 2 heart event - enter cleo’s room whenever she’s in there. cleo asks why you didn’t knock out of annoyance, but gets over it to complain she smells like fish (because she’s a fisherwoman LOL). you have 2 options:

“if you hate the smell of fish so much, why are you a fisherman?” (no effect on friendship). cleo explains she picks up fishing because that’s the 1 condition kiki has if she wants to stay with her free of rent. she complains about her cousin for trying to teach her some work ethic, then goes on to say she can’t wait til she and whatever sam’s band is called gets famous and she can stop fishing

“not my problem” (-30 friendship). cleo gets irritated and tells you “look, i didn’t ask to be a fisherwoman, okay? i hate farming and mining doesn’t make that much money. why are you even in here?”

cleo’s 4 heart event - enter pelican town any time during the day when it’s sunny. you overhear haley berating cleo with a magazine (even though they’re friends), who asks why she never mentioned she modeled. cleo gets annoyed and tells haley to back off because she doesn’t want to talk about it. you have 2 options:

do absolutely nothing (-30 friendship). haley finally walks off; cleo looks at you and goes, “what are you looking at? don’t listen to stuff that isn’t any of your business”

tell haley to stop (+30 friendship). haley sighs and apologizes to cleo for being nosey and leaves. cleo awkwardly thanks you and says something offhand like “i guess you’re cool” before running off

make up an excuse to pull cleo aside like “cleo, i don’t get how to use my fishing rod, can you help?” (+50 friendship). cleo thanks you for not making a huge scene and sighs. she explains haley figured out how used to be a model and wouldn’t stop asking why she quit. she also mentions she knows you probably want to know and claims it’s just “stupid personal garbage” and “the modeling industry is shit”

cleo’s 6 heart event - enter cleo’s room whenever she’s in there again. you find her mumbling to herself out of annoyance before she notices you and greets you. then, she explains she just figured out that everyone in her old band seems to be doing really well and she’s worried they’re going to get a gig for the band SHE started. you have 2 options:

ask “what band?” (no effect on friendship). cleo explains her mom wouldn’t let her go to a gig for the band to punish her, leaving them without a bassist. she says when she snuck out to go, the lead guitarist had immediately replaced her and decided to kick her out of the band, which is why cleo ran away out of humiliation. plus, she thinks their new music sounds like shit 

“who cares? you don’t need them!” (+30 friendship). cleo goes silent before telling you you’re SO right and tells you that good-for-nothing guitarist that kicked her out wasn’t even that good of a guitarist!

“maybe you were a bad bassist” (-50 friendship). cleo gets defensive and tells she was a perfectly good bassist. then she sighs and says she wonders if she’s not as good as she thinks she is and should just stick to fishing, before telling you to get out

cleo’s 8 heart event - (similar to sam’s 8 heart event) cleo shows up to your door when you wake up and gives you a flyer for a battle of the bands in zuzu city. the next day, you go to the venue with cleo and she realizes she’s going up against her old band before freaking out. she tells you she doesn’t know what to do because she’s scared she’ll mess up and prove them right. you have 3 options:

"you can do this!” (+50 friendship). cleo tells you that’s cheesy but you’re right. she goes on to say “screw all of them! i don’t care!”

“who cares? show them what they’re missing!” (+50 friendship). cleo gets pumped and agrees with you before saying, “ugh, what was i thinking? i don’t care what any of them think”

"don’t be a baby” (no effect on friendship). cleo goes “ugh” before begrudgingly admitting you’re right

either way, you get to hear them play like in sam’s 8 heart event. it should correspond with whatever music genre you chose for him in his own events. sam’s band also wins and cleo makes fun of her old band. the lead guitarist gets annoyed and tries to fight with her over it. you have 2 options:

“get him cleo!” (no effect on friendship). cleo punches the lead guitarist off the screen the way pierre punches morris at the community center

“ignore him, he’s just a loser” (no effect on friendship). cleo says she guesses taking the higher road is better and doesn’t wanna mess up her hands

regardless of what option you pick, at the end of the cutscene, cleo thanks your farmer for encouraging her not to giving up and how she couldn't have done it w/o your help

okay that’s it! i’m sorry for taking so long to write this, but i hope it was interesting and i promise really appreciate the ask <3 it was fun to write

[domjaehyun]

[P.1] Alright so dramatic anon here x). Brace yourself because this is going to be a long ass ride I'm telling you. Also I'm not a native english speaker so if there is any mistakes or if I word things inappropriately that's why. ~~ The dream was taking place at my house. I was living with my mom, my older brother and sister and my boyfriend Yuta. So Yuta and I shared a room. My bro and my sis also shared a room together just right across mine.

[P.2] So the night comes in and I go to bed with Yuta, we do what we have to do lol. He makes love to me all night long, alternating between sweet and rough sessions. (The boy ain't vegan let me tell you dis, he loves to eat that pussy. 10 out of 10, I would recommend). Anyway he looked so damn good, just beautiful from head to TOE, you know. The next morning I woke up to his kisses and he tells me that he's going outside real quick to smoke his cigarette. [P.3] I was like "yeah yeah whatever" lol "let me sleep I'm tired." I got up and went into the kitchen. I say Hi to my mom and she goes "You know sweety, me, your brother and sister want to have a talk with you." You know the TALK, and I was like "oh hell no i'm not doing this" Because the thing is I was so louuud last night and I was bothering them. I became super defensive like pointing fingers left and right like "Yeah but when my sis had a boyfriend we could hear her" [P.4] or "Yeah but my bro asked me to leave my room so he can fuck in it while I was sleeping on the couch." I felt attacked so I ended up saying "If it's like this, I'm leaving the house." So I go to my room to pack my stuff and it was like already more than 30 mins since Yuta went smoking so I was like "where is he? What's he doing?" And from my window I saw him talking to his ex. I was like wtf man, what is this B doing here. She was caressing his arms and stuff, I was so mad lol. [P.5] So yuta came back. He tried to kiss me but I dodged him. He was kinda confused but I told him to pack his stuff that we were leaving. Fast forward we are in the car and it's silent. He puts his hand on my knee, he's caressing my inner thigh, he's really trying to comfort me like "Did you fight with your mom? You know she loves you right and I love you too. I'll make you feel better." [P.6 ] And I started crying LMAO I was crying my heart out like fuck you, stop being so kind to my face you motherF I know you're lying to me x). At one point I parked the car on the side of the road and I told him "I saw you with your ex being real cozy this morning? Are you serious Yuta? Are you cheating on me? We've been together for how many years hun. How can you do this to me?" Omg if only you had seen the pain in his eyes, man that hurt me but I was like "focus focus focus." [P.7] He opened his mouth to say something but in the end he stayed silent. And I hate it you know when people don't wanna talk about things and they just try to touch you to calm you down. So he was trying to caress my arms like "Please baby don't cry." And I was like "Just answer me. Are you cheating on me? Do you still love her?" He didn't want to answer so to me it was like a yes you know, like you’re not outright saying it but you are not denying anything either. [P.8] I got out the car and started walking away and he was running behind me like "Please baby come back into the car, so side of the road is not safe, please." Didn't wanna hear it lol. So he was like "We'll talk about it but please not here, it's too dangerous, I'm not leaving without you." We went back to the car, we drove for a bit and I parked the car again just in front of his ex's house and I went "Talk, I'm listening." [P.9] and Yuta was like "I feel like no matter what I would say to you, you wouldn't trust it because in your head you've already painted me guilty." To be honest I was so sad, I just wanted to hug and kiss him, like I needed his warmth so bad but since my trust was in peril I just couldn't let my guard down. And I was like "Is that a Yes or a no?" and he went "baby..." with a sad face. I cut him off like "Is it a Yes or a no?". He stayed silent again so I was like "Get out of my car." [P.127] he went out of my car holding his bags and I was like "I can't do this Yuta, I don't trust you anymore. Why is it so hard for you to give me clarity?" And I just left him, just like that. ~~ The END. Let me tell you when I woke up I was in paiiin lol. I felt like crying, I was like it's too early for this sh.t. Don't know if he did cheat on me or not though. I've been waiting for weeks to dream about a reconciliation between us but it's not happening lol I guess this is how it ends.

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That is dramatic omg i can’t deal i was like tense reading this djgfkkkgdk that’s so sad :( i’m so sad aw im sorry that was a rough dream BUT the sex sounded hot heheh (your line abt being vegan made me snort)

[bunnyhani]

Safe Haven

Pairing: Platonic! Han Jisung x Reader, Romantic Hwang Hyunjin x Reader

Genre: Fluff and angst

Summary: You love your boyfriend Hyunjin, that was for sure. And somehow, because of the amount of love you held for him, you did some stupid decisions. Including holding your concerns and struggles to yourself, in order to become a safe haven to him. Thankfully your best friend is there to knock you out of that mindset and makes you talk to Hyunjin. You're going to be just fine.

Warnings: Cursing, angst.

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You quickly gathered your stuff into your backpack and dashed out of the classroom, where you had previously sat for two hours. Jisung was hot on your tail as the two of you ran across the campus to where the next class was held. Although Jisung was an idol, he too had his limits. When both of you reached the classroom's door, Jisung was leaning onto his knees, while you were panting and honestly ready to collapse. You had made it before the class started, so you had a minute to spare. Not either one of you said a thing, before the harsh beating of your heart had stopped and you didn't feel like you were on the verge of passing out. You got upright and stared at Jisung.

"Never again. Never running through the whole campus. I almost died!" You started deadpanning, but nearing at the end of your sentence, you had started to whine. Jisung took a breath and nodded, eyes wide.

"Yeah no kidding. This shit isn't worth it. I would rather just be late like a half minute rather than killing myself and you on the process of trying to get to lecture on time. Plus miss Kim is always late", he said. You nodded in agreement.

"Maybe dying would be better than sitting two hours with miss Kim, trying to understand and learn math", you muttered as the said teacher opened the door to let all the students in. You and Jisung exchanged glances and sighed, heads hanging low as you walked into the two hours of torture.

You rubbed your head and stared at the math problem that was right in front of your eyes, written neatly into your notebook. It just didn't make sense and you let your head fall against the surface of the wooden table. You whined a bit at the sharp pain that you felt on your forehead, but made no signs of moving what so ever. Jisung groaned beside you and you heard a similar thud, as Jisung copied your actions. You both just lied there, for 5 minutes and just cursing the person who decided that these equations were needed.

"Tell me, Jisung. Where in the hell would I ever need this equation? To absolutely nothing! So why on earth am I learning this?" You raged as you lifted your head up and slammed your notebook shut in anger and frustration. Jisung flinched at the loudness of your voice, but didn't protest against your statement.

You and Jisung have been friends for a longer while. Probably four or five years to be exact. You two had gotten to know each other, when the boy had came back from Malaysia to try and audition for some company. You were there just to support your cousin, who was also auditioning, when you had met Jisung. Your cousin had left to get something to eat and leaving you to keep an eye on how quickly the other auditioners went by. You weren't mad at all, knowing that the stores were packed, you rather had stayed at the building, in case your cousin's turn came quicker than expected.

Jisung was waiting for his turn anxiously, lower lip caught in between his teeth. He seriously looked like a scared squirrel. You were also very anxious and still a bit new to speaking korean, you still managed to say hi to him. He had greeted you back and the next few minutes was a bit awkward, but in 20-30 minutes, you two were talking about everything and anything. Jisung didn't make fun of your weird accented, broken korean, but tried to get you talk more. He was supportive and encouraging, in those 30 minutes that you had been talking with him. Of course, you were still self conscious of everything you said and did, but that was nothing new. You were just a ball of anxiety.

When your cousin came back, she was nervous for two reasons: 1. She was worried about her auditions. 2. Who were you talking to, so comfortably? After explaining briefly what was going on, she smiled softly and joined the converstation. When your cousin went to audition, you and Jisung waited with shaking hands and tension so thick, that it could be cut with a knife. Jisung tried to reassuare, that everything would go well. He proved himself to be a very nice emotional support.

At the end of the day, you and your cousin waited for Jisung's turn and waited for him to come back. Your cousin had to leave, as she had some plans with her family, but you were alone, so you just stayed and waited. You had nothing better to do either way. You were alone in a foreign country, your only relative also had some plans to do and just sitting alone in the dorms with your roommate (who you didn't know well) and awkwardly try to interact with her. Staying and waiting for Jisung was the best decision you had made right after deciding that you would move to Korea to study. Jisung smiled brightly, when he came back and noticed that you had kept your word and had stayed. You and him talked some more, exchanged numbers and also found out that you two were going to the same school. To say that you were excited was an understatement. After that, you have been basically glued to each other's sides. Well... As much as he could with his busy schedule.

Finally, when the two hours of math was finally over, you and Jisung sluggishly dragged yourselves out of the classroom. Your eyelids felt heavy and you yawned, so that your eyes watered. You just wiped your eyes tiredly and Jisung quietly said:

"I feel like my last brain cells just died." You tiredly snorted and said:

"I wasn't aware that you had any at all. But yeah same." Jisung just jabbed his elbow to your ribs and and you groaned, slapping his hand away from you. You glared at him halfheartedly and Jisung responded to it by smiling innocently.

"Jisungg... I'm so tired, that I feel like I'm going to... I don't know, faint", you said, voice suggesting that you were being sarcastic. You actually weren't. You just didn't want to worry Jisung too much, but you just had to get off of your chest. Jisung glanced at you, frown tugging his lips, eyebrows furrowed. He looked concerned and you felt bad for saying it. Jisung knew you well enough to know that you were actually serious and suggested:

"Do you want some coffee? We have a 20 minute break now, we can go get some." You just nodded. You knew that if you didn't get any caffeine to your system soon, you would collapse or start crying, because of how exhausted you were. Neither of those options sounded appealing. You usually didn't like to drink coffee, but right now, you didn't have a choice.

Jisung sat next to you, scrolling through his phone, but every so often peeking at you to make sure you were doing okay, as you drank the iced coffee, that you just bought from the grocery store near the school. Now you had returned and were sitting on the school benches. It didn't take too long, before you were done with your coffee (you actually loved iced coffees) and stood up to throw away the cup. You got up too quickly though. Your vision got dark, ears ringing and head pounding, you swayed on your feet. You didn't exactly understand what was going on or what were you doing, but you did realize that you had to take support of something. You tried to grab onto anything that could stabilize you and prevent you from falling and possibly injuring yourself. You presumably took a tight hold on Jisung's jacket and gripped so hard that your knuckles were white. You felt Jisung grab onto you. Finally, you got your vision back and your ears stopped ringing. Jisung's eyes were wide and the boy's hands were holding your shoulders.

"Jesus, Y/N. Are you okay?" He asked frantically. You nodded and breathed out deeply. Even though, you said that you were fine and that you had just stood up too quickly, he still insisted on walking with linked arms. The rest of the school day consisted of you snoozing on clases and Jisung being glued to your side, making sure that you actually didn't fall over. Your normally good observation skills were now severly lacking, due to tiredness, so the boy became also your eyes, pulling you away when you were about to bump into people. You did feel guilty for making him do this for you, but you just were so tired. Also, Jisung kept reassuaring that he really didn't mind doing this for you, saying that you would do the same for him. It wasn't a lie, your tired mind couldn't come up with any protests or comebacks so you decided to just nod.

The school day ended, you and Jisung made some plans that you would hang out in the dorms to do homework and work on your projects. The trip to the dorms went pretty quickly and you started to perk up. You were a bit annoyed that you were basically dead in school, where you were supposed to be awake and focus and now when you didn't need to focus your attention 100% to something, you started to feel normal. Jisung didn't mind. At all actually. He was just glad that you were feeling better. He comforted that now you can focus and catch up on the studies that you missed during the day. You agreed easily and walked to the Stray Kids dorms.

The dorms were empty and silent, when the two of you got there. You shrugged it off, heading to the kitchen table. Jisung followed behind you and scattered your books to the table. You glanced at Jisung and nodded, with a determinded look on your face. You two worked effectively, coversing at the same time about the topics that you were working on. Jisung had always been easy to work with, at least to you. With him you could easily propose an idea without fearing that he might make fun of you. At least seriously. Slowly but surely, the pile of homework started to decrease, but so did your patience. You gritted your teeth, as you were faced with math problems again. Jisung was trying to understand the concept of it all, in order to help you both out. Suddenly, a light bulp went on in your head.

"I got an idea! If you try to figure out the concept of that bullshit, I'll try to learn how to teach you that one english assingment, that you have a hard time with", you said, with a bright smile. Jisung tapped his chin with his index finger and then pointing it at you, accusingly:

"Are you just trying to escape math homework?"

"Yes", you admitted easily. Jisung chuckled at your honesty, but agreed. For some reason, that one english grammar exercise just didn't make sense to him. After the little negotiation, you dove back to work.

In the span of next two and a half hours, you had managed to finish all the homework. In that time you and Jisung had the time to have 2 mental breakdowns and down maybe a few cups of coffee. To say that you were exhausted didn't feel like it was enough to describe how you were feeling. Jisung watched as you laid your head on the table and sighed. He observed your state. You looked absolutely wrecked and burned out. Only he had seen you in that state, he realized. Not even your boyfriend, Hyunjin had seen you like that. In fact, Hyunjin had seen you, when you were smiling and laughing. Or just... Blank, but never when you were truly having a hard time.

"Y/N... Have you ever realized, that you have never shown your weaker states in front of Hyunjin? Why? Do you not trust him?" He asked, straight to the point. He might be your friend yes, but so was Hyunjin. He wasn't accusing you, but he was curious. Your wide eyes told him, that he had caught you off guard. You were silent as you thought about it.

"I have kind of realised, that I tend to do that. I don't know... I feel like I need to be strong and not to burden him with my own problems. I'm his safe haven", you replied, eyebrows furrowed and lips tugged into a frown.

"You know you can trust him, right? He's understanding and wouldn't judge you, because you're a human too. And more importantly, he's your boyfriend", he said. You nodded in agreement.

"I guess I was trying to... I don't know.. Be something more than a human apparently. I feel like he deserved a space where he can be comfortably without any stress or anything", you replied, playing with your fingers. Jisung's frown disappeared and his eyes turned fond at your explanation. You truly were one the most selfless people he had ever met. He admired and hated you for it. You continuously ignored your own needs, emotions in favor to help others.

"You know that's not going to do any good to you if you keep doing this. Not to you, yourself or Hyunjin. What if one day he finds out that you've been bottling all this inside you and starts to question that do you trust him. Or what if you start lashing out?" he asked. Even though you didn't want to admit it, those thoughts had occurred to you too. It gave you the shivers and made you want to curl into a ball.

"Yeah I know... I just don't know how to open up about these things so suddenly. Like am I supposed to dump all my burdens and worries to him?" you asked, voice feeble. Jisung froze. Well, he hadn't thought about it that far. He smiled sheepishly and scratched his neck. You huffed out an amused chuckle and rolled your eyes. A calm, controlled silence settled over you two as you both got sucked into your thoughts. You thought about the ways how to open up about your hardships without overwhelming Hyunjin. You tapped lightly on the kitchen table, where your books were waiting to get picked up and put back into the backpack. Your mind was too far away from this world to even realize something like that. Your pondering session got interrupted by the very person, who you both were thinking about: Hyunjin. The front door opened and closed quite briskly and you heard the shoes clank to the floor as they were toed off. You and Jisung simultaneously turned to look at the kitchen entrance, only to your boyfriend march in with a tired smile, which only got larger at the sight of you. He loped the last few steps and captured you into his arms.

"Hello, baby", he whispered quietly into your ear and pecked your cheeks. You squirmed a bit and smiled happily. Jisung just eyed the two of you softly. You two cared about each other so much and people needed to be blind in order not to see it. You leaned against Hyunjin and sighed tiredly. Your face was a bit pale and eye circles started to resemble a raccoon's mask, Hyunjin noticed. The warning bells in his head started to go off at the sight of you, so tired and exhausted.

"Are you okay?" he asked as he craned his neck to look at your face. You made quick eye contact with Jisung, he nodded firmly. You swallowed thickly and said:

"Not really... School's crushing me currently." Jisung gave you pointed look.

"And today was really hard." Another pointed look.

"I dozed off in many classes." And Jisung  groaned and said:

"Y/N nearly passed out today." Your eyes widened and you reached forward over the table to swat him rather aggressively. You heard Hyunjin gasp behind your back, but you were focused on smacking the life out of your best friend. Jisung tried to block you, but his attemps were in vain. That was until Hyunjin decided to take a pity on Jisung and pulled you back, by wrapping his long arms around your waist.

"What happened?" Hyunjin asked, he sounded corcerned, terrified even.

"Jisung is being over-dramatic! I just got up too quickly!" You said while throwing death glares at Jisung. Jisung stuck out his tongue and crossed his arms. After awhile of thinking he finally opened his mouth.

"Yeah that too. But that most definitely wasn't the only factor that played a part in this. We've had exams, group projects and essays coming at us mercilessly so none of us have been sleeping nearly enough. You're tired, Y/N. It's okay", Jisung reasoned to you. You stared at your best friend in.. awe? Respect? You didn't know, but what did you know, was that your body relaxed at his words. Like you had been unconsciously tensed and his words were the key to let yourself relax. Maybe it was the fact, that you felt like now your feelings were justified. The feeling of exhaustion and getting reminded that other people still had it worse than you. Of course you knew that it was true, but it didn't mean that your feelings should've been just pushed aside. You just leaned against Hyunjin, who had been quiet this whole time, rubbing your arms comfortingly. Now when the tension was gone, your body was lax and the real tiredness started to make your eyes droopy.

"Okay, now we will take a nap and talk about this after. Okay, baby?" Hyunjin suggested. Well, it was more like command. You agreed easily, you were getting tired again.

"But what about you, Jisung? Will you be fine?" You asked, eyes scanning him. Jisung smiled gently and shook his head, replying:

"Yes, I will be fine. I'll take a nap as well, I'll just clean up the kitchen table. Just rest." And with that, you let Hyunjin drag you to the dorm's bedroom. He gently pushed you onto the bed and let you situate yourself comfortably on the bed, before joining you. He wrapped himself around you, cuddling tightly your back, then pressed his face into the crook of your neck. You usually were kind of awkward when people got close to your neck, but you made an exception with Hyunjin. You could feel his heartbeat against your back, his breath fanning across the skin of your neck. You felt the most comfortable, that you've felt in weeks. So you let your droopy eyelids close and fell into the dreamland. It wasn't haunted by nightmares this time.

The next time you opened your eyes, you noticed that you were actually facing Hyunjin. He wasn't wrapped around your back anymore, his nose was touching yours and you could almost count his eyelashes from this distance. You didn't have the heart to move from your position at all, he looked so peaceful like this. Sleeping, no signs of any stress or concerns. You smiled softly at him and let your hand wonder through his hair, after remembering that the boy could probably sleep through the apocalypse. His hair was fluffy, a bit rough from all the hair dye. You let your hand trail his features with light touch, just gently caressing the skin as you went by. Then his eyelids started to flutter, then those beautiful brown eyes opened. His gaze seemed a little out of focus for a moment, then they looked up to your eyes. Your breathing hitched a bit, but nobody needed to know that. Your lips lifted themselves into a smile, the corners of your eyes crinkling a bit. The amount of adoration you felt towards the boy, was almost too much to handle, so you kissed his nose. Hyunjin broke into a smile too.

"What was that for?" he asked, voice a bit hoarse from the lack of use. You just shook your head and mumbled something about him being cute. His cheeks flushed into a pretty pink color and laughed a little. You cooed at him again, this time lightly pinching his cheeks. He just let you do it, before pushing your hands away from his face with an adorable giggle. After that, there was a silence. Not an awkward one, not at all. You were just fondly gazing at each other. Then Hyunjin opened his mouth and said quietly:

"We should talk." There was a moment of confusion, but you soon understood what he was talking about. You sighed heavily, but nodded. It had to be done. You fiddled with your sleeves and looked around the room. Hyunjin sighed and took a hold of your hands, halting their movements.

"You're not getting interrogated here. I just want to hear how you've been doing lately", he said with a soft yet firm voice, not exactly leaving room for arguments. You nodded and said:

"I'm just going to spill everything. I don't want to drag this conversation any longer than it needs to be." The boy in front of you nodded and squeezed your hands.

"Yeah so... I might have been an idiot for the last few months. I may or may not have kept my struggles and concerns from you in order to become a safe haven for you. You've been so stressed and I just... I don't even know what was I even thinking when I made that decision. I guess I was just thinking about the amount of stress you already had about your job. I didn't want to be a reason for your concern. So that's how it went on", you told. In movies and in books they always said how relieving it felt to finally confess your long held concerns, but you just felt neutral. Calm. There was no wave of relief or tension. Just calm. You waited for Hyunjin to process it all, when he was done, he asked, stuttering a bit:

"I.. Okay... Is there a specific thing that's been bothering you?" You stopped to think about it. Only one reason popped to your mind, really.

"School. It's been trying really hard to bury me under. It's been stealing my sleep and by taking my sleep, it simultaneously made my focus.. Crap", you admitted bluntly. Hyunjin sighed.

"Is that why you nearly passed out today?" He asked seriously. You nodded, Hyunjin tut-tutted at you, making you lower your head sheepishly. Hyunjin grabbed your chin gently and lifted your head so he could look at you in the eyes. He took time to just observe you. He wasn't mad at you for your actions, because he understood why you did it and were glad that came clean about it to him. It just showed that you cared about this relationship.

"I'm not mad... I'm just concerned about you, it's okay to show that you're tired and exhausted, even though it does hurt me a bit. But that's normal, that's how relationships work: Both parties take turns to worry about each other. It just shows that you care. So you shouldn't feel bad about being tired... Being human", he gently scolded you. You nodded. Then you surged forward to tackle him into a hug. You held him as close as you possibly could. Hyunjin smiled softly and brought his hands around you. You two were going to be just fine.

"We're going to have to thank Jisung. He was the one who made me realize that I really need to talk about this. That what I'm doing right now isn't healthy", you confessed. Hyunjin just nodded against your shoulder, pulling back and having the most beautiful smile on his lips that you've ever seen.

"I'm still proud that you did it. Maybe Jisung did encourage you, but it was still you, who made the decision to talk to me about it. So give yourself a bit more credit here", he said, while stroking your cheek with gentle motions. You leaned into his touch and looked at him with adoration. You were so lucky to have him. And of course you were lucky to have a best friend like Jisung.

[juvian]

A turn of events - Chapter 8

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Summary : Korimi Lockser always been one of the best students, but one day when her crush decide to come visit his friends more often, including her sister. She decide do to the dumbest thing she’s done in her life… fake being stupid to get is attention.

Disclaimer : Fairy tail belong to Hiro Mashima !

Characters : Korimi Lockser (Oc), Elleira (Oc), Minerva Orlando, Yukino Aguria, Rogue Cheney, Sting Eucliffe, Rufus Lore, Orga Nanagear, Lyon Vastia.

Shipping(s) : Oc X Lyon Vastia.

Genre : High school au, modern au, romance and humour.

Words : 2320

Chapters : Masterlist // Chapter 7 // Chapter 9

Chapter 8 

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“So hi Lyon, I was wondering if you could come every day this week to work with me even if 15 minutes and”

Arg… I can’t ask him to come every day! And what can we do in 15 minutes seriously, Korimi you can be stupid sometime!

It’s been half an hour since I tried to text Lyon about our lessons this week. My exam is Friday, so only a week is left for me to make an impression on him with this plan. You are going to tell me « He is Gray’s brother and basically your friend now you can continue without the math». Hahaha I could, but I won’t.  I can’t talk to him without looking stupid while doing math, imagine with no subject of conversation at all? You guys are underestimating me. Time to try texting him again.

“Hi Lyon, I hope you had a great day! Since my exam is Friday, I was wondering how many days we could see each other for our little lesson this week? I don’t want to be a burden, but I need the maximum you can give me. I need to see you at least the day before, if it’s possible. Thank you!” 

Send. I think it’s going to be okay. I hope. 

I spent 30 minutes, on my bed, looking at the ceiling, waiting for Lyon to answer my text. When my phone rang, I took it so fast that I didn’t even remember taking it. Only to see that it was not Lyon, but my cousin texting me.

“Your sisters tried luring me with some cake so I visit you next weekend, make sure she does it and it’s not bullshit”

“How many she said she will do?”

“She said 3, I’m counting on you Kori, don’t mess up this mission”

“Alright captain!”

At least it wasn’t Sting, I would have killed him for making me think it was Lyon. I was going to put my phone down on the table again, when I received another text, probably Elleira again. OH! NO! IT’S HIM!

“I don’t think Wednesday will be possible, but I can see you the other days, well tomorrow, I have a night class so I can’t come to your house , but we could go eat together between 4pm and 7pm, what do you think ?”

Is He really asking me that?! If having a date, well not a date but you know, will bother me?! OMG. I think I’ve been squealing and fangirling for 15 minutes before I took the time to answer him, take a big breath Korimi and calm your fucking self a second!

“It doesn’t bother me at all, just tell me where and I’ll be there!”

“No don’t bother, I’ll come to your school and take you there”

Oh god…. I will seriously not concentrate at all at school tomorrow, I’m lucky there’s 2 days of class left and no exam.

***

“Korimi we need to talk! You can’t continue like this anymore!” Minerva said, sitting in front of me in the cafeteria.

“What did I do?” I ask, with big eyes.

“You were still daydreaming about Lyon this morning! Be a real woman and do something, if you can’t even say shit don’t think you’ll ever have a chance!”

“Ouch Minerva that’s brutal.” Orga said,  making  a weird face, laughing.

“Someone has got to help her and if I have to be mean, I will be!”

“And what do you want me to say?”

“Just flirt with him!”

“Excuse me?! Me flirt? I don’t know how to flirt and I don’t want to scare him away!”

“Well tell him you like him!”

“I can’t do that either!”

Minerva sighed and put her face in her hand. I think she is done with me. I’ll have to find someone else to beat up Sting with me.

“Sting, help me.”

“What? Why me?”

“You are the player here and she is your best friend, help her before she dies alone and sad. 

“I am not a player!” Sting said, before looking at me. “So what you should do…”

Oh my god, Sting no.

***

So Minerva and Sting continued all day to give me stupid advice of how to have Lyon in my bed. Yeah, their advice sounded more like having him in my bed, not to make him fall in love with me … All they thought of telling me was to act stupid: Sting, Dress sexy: Both, make him see the asset I actually don’t have: Minerva, to just fucking tell him: Minerva. So I didn’t tell them, I was actually going to see him after class, I couldn’t imagine what could have come out of their mouth, if I would have told them.

At the end of the day, I didn’t leave anyone the time to talk to me, I yelled goodbye and just ran to my locker, before running again, outside. I was lucky, Lyon was already waiting in front of the school.  

“Hi!” I said, entering his car and giving him the most beautiful smile.

“Hello, how are you?” He said, smiling at me then turning back to the road and started to drive.

“Really good, the day was relaxing and now I can spend time with you.”

Wait… Did I really say that? God. That must be because of Minerva.

“Stop you’ll make me blush.” He said, laughing. Well, that was not too embarrassing. “It's true that spending time with me is amazing, like you know how lucky you are right?”

I rolled my eyes and laughed, yeah I love him but he is full of himself.

***

He took me to this little café not far from his university, it was cute and the food was really great! And the cakes wow! I have to take Elleira here one day. She’ll hate me if I hide this paradise from her.

“So since we only have 3 days left for you to learn everything, today we are going to concentrate on one thing and tomorrow another one.” He said, looking at his textbook. “I found some exercises for you to do and Thursday we are going to study everything over again.”

Great… I’m lucky I’m good at math…     

“What is it ? You look… depressed.” He said laughing. “Don’t worry it’s gonna be easy.”

“Oh! I know! It’s just... I like our little session, I’ll miss it a bit.” I said, laughing.

“Don’t worry, I like you, you are a good friend.” He said, winking at me. “It was fun and I am not going to stop seeing Juvia and you because you finished high school and you can come see me and Gray too sometimes.”

He said he liked me… He said he liked those sessions too… He said we will see each other again… he said I was his friend… And that wink...I think I can die happy now.

“Yeah I know and thank you for all of this.” I said, smiling.

“No problem! And I’ll make you a deal.” He started and I think I started sweating. “If you have a good grade, I’ll take you somewhere to eat, you deserve it after all those efforts.”

It was nice knowing you all, you can write today’s date as the date of my death, thank you.

“O-oh, you don’t have too! It’s normal I want to finish my high school years with good grades!”

“I insist, some people don’t care and don’t do the effort and you did!”

He is so kind, oh my god. I should have known 3 years ago, what Gray said about his brother was bullshit, now I want to know Ultear, she must not be as crazy as he said.

“Now that I said it, time to work Korimi.”

Oh yeah I forgot it’s not a real date.

***

“So how was your date?” Minerva said sitting again in front of me the next day. 

“What date? I didn’t have a date!” 

Ok now I was scared.

“Don’t think we didn’t think, you ran off so suddenly yesterday, weird. I think it’s actually the most suspect thing you did in your life, Korimi Lockser.”

“Minerva is right, it was extremely weird.” Rufus said, nodding.

“I was just in a hurry, it’s nothing weird, my sister needed me for something.”

“Don’t lie to us! Sting said, pointing a finger in my direction. “Rogue and I called Juvia and she said she didn’t know where you were!”

I looked at my best friend, who actually didn’t want to look at me. Rogue looked mad, it’s true he didn’t say much today, but it’s Rogue, he already doesn’t say much even to me.

“It really wasn’t a date…” I said, guilty. “He didn’t have time to come to my house to work so he asked me if I wanted to work in a café.”

“It sounds like a date.” Minerva said, eyeing me suspiciously. “Wait! What work?”

“It wasn’t, we just worked! And oh….”

Oh fuck, they don’t know about this, I fucked up !

“Korimi Lockser… what the fuck are you doing?”

“I asked Lyon to help me with math.”

“You what?”

“I lied to Lyon that I wasn’t good at math so he could help me get better, it’s been more than 2 week.”

The face of Minerva was the most disappointing face that I ever saw in my life. The others looked so shocked. It didn’t take long for Sting to laugh so loud that the entire school was looking at us.

“Did you know about this shit?” Minerva asked Rogue. 

“Yeah, I do.”

“And you didn’t bother telling her it was the most stupid idea ever?!”

“Don’t worry I did, but she didn't listen.”

“I know it’s stupid, but it’s working! I exclaimed, but their faces didn’t change at all. He doesn’t love me yet, but now I can be proud to say that he considered me a friend at least, it’s just a matter of time.”

“Yeah, if it makes you feel better.” Minerva said, sighing and hit Sting on the shoulder. “Shut your mouth you!” She said as he flinched and turned back to me. “I hope you will tell him this stupid bullshit when everything is finished, you can’t lie until you die.”

“Yeah, yeah I will.”

“And I hope, you are at least trying to flirt with him, not just act stupid.”

***

Now that everyone knows about my little plan, I felt really ashamed of myself. It’s true that it’s not right, I did that because I was scared of telling him how I feel and I'm not even trying to flirt with him even a bit…. Ah… 

The second night that we worked together, I didn’t really talk. I felt weird and he must have thought it was the stress, because of my exam the next day. Today was Thursday and tomorrow would finally be my math exam. Which also means the last day of our little lesson. This time I’ll try to be more talkative and use this occasion for real.

***

“Today we will study everything, I’ll ask you what you should do in diverse questions, how to find the answer to the problem and if you have a hard time I’ll give you an example of what you could do with this kind of questions, is it alright?”

“Yeah, I understand, I’ll do my best.”

This time I didn’t mess up my answers, well a little because it would be a little bit too suspect. He looked so proud of me, I was getting really scared of his reaction when I would tell him, I was lying all this time. After an hour, we decide to take a little break.

“Is university taking all your time, I mean, is it really hard to see your friends?”

“Well for me yes, because it’s a really difficult job that I will do in the future, you can’t messed up anything, so I have to study really hard, but sometime I have to take a break, with the exam coming up for me too,  if I don’t take a break, I’ll just go crazy, but it depends, what do you want to do?

“I want to become a teacher, an English teacher.”

“Ok, well I can assure you it will be a lot less difficult to have a life.” He said, laughing.

“Do you have time to… date?”

He looked at me surprised and blushed. I need to know if he actually wants to date or not!

“It’s hard, but not impossible, if the person knows I can’t always be free I could, but for now nothing big is happening.

Don’t worry, I’ll wait for you all the time you need!

“Okay, I never had a boyfriend so I wanted to know if I’ll be single until I finish university” I said, laughing.

“I can’t believe you never had a boyfriend, someone as pretty and kind as you” He said, smiling and I melted. Oh my god! He is complimenting me. “And intelligent! In less than 3 weeks you progress so much in math!”

Hahaha… yeah…

“Thank you.” I said, furiously blushing.

“I mean you are Juvia's sister after all, it must run in the family.”

I’ll just forget he just said that, I don’t know how to take it.

“I would love to date someone like you.” I said, trying to sound like I was joking, but I couldn’t be more serious.

“Hahaha I don’t think so, you’ll find someone better than me.” He laughed, ruffling my hair.

Well it failed. I'll just stop for today then.

“We should get to the rest, it’s already 8pm.”

“Yeah we should.”

I didn’t have the courage to say anything more to him. I guess, I’ll just wait until I have my result to confess. Because yeah, it’s decided, next time I’ll confess ! I can’t continue like this anymore, Minerva is right.

[whimsically-ominously-auspice]

I'm so happy to hear the kids abducted to Hong Kong got to hear and see and talk to their hero that saved them today through Zoom in Brian's phone!!!

It was so lucky and such perfect timing that he called me today while the military crews were still resting in China and Wendy was able to pinpoint their locations directly!!

He truly is their Hero and we are so lucky!

I have dreamed about him for years and for years have been waking up from nightmares telling Brian McGruff is a bad dog... But always the dream would be gone when i woke up or it was before it started happening and no one knew

I even had a feeling when I ordered the kits... So I'm not sure how these kids feel through the cracks because they were on my soul to save.

I also didn't know know about human trafficking like I do now, so I think the whole "Sabrina you just have a bad feeling because it reminds you what could happen..." Is how

A few other companies, too... I had a whole list. So Thorn is gonna check that out.

It just takes one person to prove a mood. I had a list of 17 companies that day then 26 more over the next week that I had this nag on while I was "picking on" Crime the McGruff Dog

Since I kept saying it that way in 2016 and I never ever messed up his name before they took down a list of companies associated with him according to my feelings and it was an unusual list.

So this man has likely saved nearly 30 times as many children as he could have hoped.

We will soon find out. In return he's to receive a mansion an economically stable brand new automobile. Fully paid.

Because I've dreamed of him, his voice and everything. He truly is an Earth Angel.

For nearly half a decade he's been the solution to my night terrors. I know why ask those children cried. I want to cry, too, And my tears are warm.

The children were mutated and mutilated. Arms cut off and sewn onto their foreheads and given all sorts of horrible viruses and drugs.

Tree just gave them their own fresh bodies. Replicas. Some back to the age/look they were kidnapped at, some slightly grown, according to the agreement between child and parent whichever they liked the sound of best, the child's preference being the ultimate decision maker. Their DNA4U will state and show they are replicated due to the reasons of faster healing and less overall damage that would cause future problems plus they got upgrades like bullet proofing, extra speed, strength increases, stuff like that. And extra extra heavy COVID19 instead of 3 feet you'll get it at 10 feet bad enough to kill you nearly instantly.

But they were horribly mistreated, starving, mental and physical torture, so much.

So I know to talk to the one rare person in the World that could save them and did was certainly very good heart and soul medicine.

So I'm glad he called me again and I didn't answer and Brian called back from the plane.

Yes of course. He flew to Enid then China then Hong Kong... You can make a man retire but you can't ever make a man quit. And I'm glad. Just so those kids could talk to their hero.

So lucky. Of all the hundreds of people working there he's been there only 6 months. And he took that initiative to just check...

Today living kids was 443.

Dead was 198,675 which tree ghosted back to life. (Gave new bodies)

Nearly a quarter of a million children.

Times 3 is 600k then add a zero. Looking at maybe 6 million kids and young adults...

Tree estimates 400M

So a huge round of applause and a right tight hug.

And he deserves amazing amounts of pats on the back because that list would just sat around keeping dusty.

This is that old fashioned detective work like sitting at a gas meter while some one is down trying to find out how to save people (aliens included) from dying in a gas chamber and they're up there making sure that gas isn't turned on to kill the girl doing all the work -- he couldn't hear people downstairs through the street and i could get the truth out easier and faster before they even knew and I was always happy to get the news while he was just mad and angry. So i was the better to go. Cause everyone was always happy to see me. Cause I was always super nice and all interested in what they were doing.

Now unfortunately not so much.

But Charles was starting to get nightmares after my list and had came up with 14 more companies from coming from the same way i had came up with my list... So he talked to some the other people that felt creeped out about the assignment I insisted on doing and they also all added each two and then some kept a private list... Which they slowly added after verifying the company was then clean.. It started in 2013 these bad dreams.

So every time it happened or they started their nightmares they added to the list.

Overall 642 companies we dreamed of or felt or somehow had a psychic connection to. I dreamed of kids and old people and women. Some people only dreamed about men. Some just kids.

The companies we have left is 642 to check out as they hadn't had yet done any bad and no dreams or any thing has came up since...

Which isn't happy, we now know, but good news is whatever bad has happened we can fix is super special and magical ways.

So we have Thorn, CIA, Military, some FBI and some others to check what's been going on and see.

So that's about 8 Trillion that have been affected. But at least 6 Trillion have already been retrieved.

So this one single person has done the miraculous. The biggest miracle we have been waiting for on a personal level. For me its been 7 years but 6 since 9 other people started having their dreams affected and the lists began.

So 10 of us with nightmares. Night terrors. Waking up screaming or shaking or scared. And not knowing why but having a name, a company label. Sometimes or often a place on a map... As close to the actual GPS coordinates of longitude and latitude. Wake up listing numbers for no reason. Numbers that make no sense N 316941027865389421. Over and over.

Brian would look at me "what the fuck are you trying to do Morse code?"

"I'm trying to sleep thank you very much. Alan and Naomi. 38652361 I think you just messed me up"

One person. One person can make a difference. That's all it takes. One person.

One person to make sense of all these nightmares.

We don't need to be saved from them... They didn't bother so much... We could wake up. Be safe in our beds. Joke it out.

But there's people. Innocent children. Innocent adults that wake up into real living nightmares every single day.

And one person today made the phone call to make thst difference to about 200,000 kids and over 400,000 parents. And siblings and grandparents. Friends.

Just today he changed the world for at least a million whom now have a missing child come home.

Made one million hearts smile and backs release tension and sorrow.

And now we're looking at 2 trillion lost people. Who have kids. Who have parents. Grandparents. Friends.

Were gonna have at least 6 trillion hearts heal then there's soulmates so that's gonna be 12 trillion

Due to one phone call. That was all I needed.

I had heard him say he couldn't find his soulmate... And he didn't go trying to save her or find her today

He knew it was just kids.

But he knew it was missing kids because the people getting ID kits were told not to call the police only call the dog. He could see clearly kids were being abducted and they had a rating system on "easy to kidnap to hard" and the easy were always reported within weeks.

He knew it was his civil duty to call and report it somehow... But he didn't know to who or how.. Who would take it seriously.

This crazy lady might...

Im very sensitive to red flags. He didn't even have to explain. I was already on it in less than 2 minutes.

So the world is so lucky to have him and the kids today so lucky to be in Hong Kong when we just busted 600k China's citizens home.

I mean you can't get more miraculous than that!!

You would think...

But leave it to the true McGruff the Crime Dog to make sure it did.

Because it did.

Tree will update us later how extremely far this miracle went

From one person hoping and praying and taking that leap of faith.... After 10 following their true instincts and intuition.

Intuition is so important you guys. If you hadn't understood why i hope now you finally get it.

Last night I trusted mine and we pulled 13 million from slavery. That's 26 million directly affected with soulmate syndrome. Then parents that makes it times two. So 52 million then grandparents and kids...

Then one person trusted his. And kaboom an estimated 12 Trillion frowns are gonna turn upside down.

Then we are getting these bad guys off the streets, out of their homes, immediately. Hopefully they're checked thoroughly and then killed. I'm done with this baby sitting shit. Back to good ole South Texas and manual strangulation in vans after being kidnapped...but now technology has made it so much different. Much simpler to catch someone in the act. And fuck this court system, it's WWIII. Its military. We will find them guilty without a reasonable doubt and simply kill them.

There is no fucking reason over 18 million people were kidnapped in late 2019 (after October) or in any fucking time in 2020.

What is the point of a trial? Those people whom went to jail in 1990 for 20 years for kidnapping are doing it again. I sent 700 to jail. 36 are actively kidnapping. 642 are financially benefiting. The remaining are probably dead. 12 people.

Tree says i make him laugh. They are dead.

So out of 700 they're dead or kidnapping or in the human trafficking market.

So, there is No change and no Rehabilitation. There is PROOF.

So human trafficking ass holes y'all can thank those 688. Because now you're all just gonna fucking die.

What are you gonna do to me? Not a dam thing. That's what. So think about bull shit. Cry about your stupid life. I don't care.

But I'm taking all your money to pay the victims and im killing you, human traffickers.

And you ain't doing shit about it.

And those about to be trying to hurt someone to retaliate. I already put alerts on you.

So when you're pushed out a plane in the middle of no where so wild animals can eat you... Well don't complain to me. Animals need to eat, too

And surviving good humans. Don't worry... When the bodies hit the ground. They pretty much explode so they're just ground meat basically and bones crush and they wre just big piles of food. They don't look human

So some bear isnt going to come out the mountains and be all "man I just ate something that looked like you and was mighty tastey!" The bodies are unrecognizable.

If you're curious... Idk if you still can.. We used to can look up bodies that had been tossed or jumped out of Windows. Back in 2000 I found a website and I would go through and examine them and see which were pushed and which had jumped

I could tell the difference. Anyway if they're in Google you'll see they don't look human. They're pretty gross -- some do -- so ew be careful but from the plane height trust me they do not.

And its very careful with software to show no damage to trees or animals will occur.. And the software is very intelligent and cautious and only certain types of people can access it. Like a kidnapper can't turn on the computer and see where and how. But a Clark Kent or Louis Lane or someone can. But if an evil Donald Trump sits down next to, the software will shut down. Immediately. And lock out any user until hes removed.

I'm not fucking dumb. Sometimes I just don't know what to do and Need an Earth Angel to make one phone call

Or a guilty person to confess. Or a clue. A bad dream. A nightmare in my sleep. Or being in the right place at the right time. Like when the kidnappers gas up at night at the gas station.

Otherwise I'm fucking brilliant. Overprotective and caring.

So any one tries to dump innocent people out of planes, the door simply will not open. Magic it is called. Its already happened. And it will not happen again.

Anyway for all the 007 Peirces that can stab so hard it hurts and heals at the same time.

This one is for you.

Thank you!

Lets really bust a move on that intuition. Its a life saver.

Man we are so so so so so so lucky today!!!

I couldn't be more thank ful!!

All of our military and cops that are ready and qualified and remember how to rescue from bunkers.

We need y'all. Don't forget to stay safe and well.

And our essientals and just our stay homers.

And beach goers.

[maybeillpray]

Wow. Fuck. I've seen this post often and always, always the list is empty. Not because I hated my life but because nothing made me excited. I had nothing to look forward to. I actually dreaded the future. What, another 70ish years of suffering on this earth, trying to find pleasure in different places till one day we die? Wasnt exactly looking forward to that.

I mean I had decided I would probably never actually kill myself. I'd feel too guilty about how my family and friends might blame themselves but if I fell asleep and didn't wake up or maybe got in a car accident and died, I'd be so okay with that. I've lived a pretty good life. And at this point there would still be plenty of people who think they know me and would cry at my funeral. For someone so afraid of everything, death didn't scare me at all. Because life was too much to handle. Too stressful. Overwhelming. And definitely not worth it.

Now death does scare me. Kind of. I mean still not really scared of dying but now I'm afraid of missing out. I'm pretty sure when we die, we die. So that means the life we get now, that's it. And for once I think I want to enjoy it. For once, I'm excited for the future and the infinite possibilities it holds. And it's because of one person. She lights up my world in a way I didn't think possible. And now when I think about leaving this place early, I actually hesitate because that means I would miss out on all the adventures we have planned. Plus wow she'd be so mad at me she'd probably revive me so she could kill me herself.

So I guess if I'm making this list today it'd go like this:

1. Thursday

2. Teen movie marathons

3. Fighting over flautas de pollo vs. de carne

4. Teaching her to long board

5. Going shopping together

6. Walking Chloe

7. Bingeing Soul Eater and Black Mirror

8. Chocolate chip waffles

9. Going to Orlando

10. Dancing bachata and reggaeton together

11. Halloween costumes

12. Going to Mexico

13. Cute Christmas pics with Cinnamon and Chloe

14. Lazy Saturdays in bed

15. Film festivals

16. Graduation

17. California(?) Spain(?) Who knows

I could keep going but I'll stop here. Hopefully when I'm feeling down I'll look at this list and remember why I now have an alarm for 7:30 every morning and I can't look at her without smiling.

[totallytubulargirl]

Ok so not turtle related but since I'm a baby blog I want you to get a feel for my writing style. This is a friend fic I wrote.

BRIDGE TO ROADHOUSE #Jeren Joe had been pushing Keren to go to this party all night. She didn't know what to feel about him. He was a total flirt and she knew that this was just standard for him. At the same time, though, he kept looking at her with this look she had never seen before. It was the kind of look that every girl longed for. It was "the" look. She sighed. "So are you going to go?" He asked. She smiled, trying to cover it up. "Yes, I told you a million times." He ran off. "Don't change your mind!" He yelled back. She continued with her night, not being able to shake the thought of hanging out with him. Keren began to sweep the front as the restaurant slowed down for the night. Joe walked towards her. "Hey give me your number so I can text you." She chuckled. "Calm down." He smiled "I mean so I can text you to pick you up." She gave him each digit one by one. "There." "Alright." He said. "Text you in a bit." He walked out the door. She sighed again. "Girl." Said Brie, suddenly interrupting her thoughts. "You have got it bad." Keren tried to laugh her coworker off. "What're you talking about?" "Oh you know what I'm talking about." Brie crossed her arms. Brie had always been good at identifying these kinds of things. She could smell blood in the water from a mile away. "No, I really don't." Said Keren trying to avoid the subject. "Alright." Replied Brie. "Whatever." She walked off and Keren felt stupid for letting her emotions show so obviously. They finished closing procedures and shut down for the night. Keren grabbed her purse from the back, not checking her phone right away in an effort to seem nonchalant. But it was killing her. Finally after clocking out and leaving the restaurant she grabbed her phone from her purse. Hey. Read Joes text. What's up. She smiled. She couldn't help but smiling. Brie was right, she had it bad. It's not like she wanted to be his girlfriend, she really didn't know what she wanted. She wanted to have a romantic evening, just one, but knew Joe would never go for that. He was a gentleman and she knew he would want more then just one night. Keren decided not to reply until she got home. Just got home. She replied once she arrived at her house. Cool. He responded. So when am I picking you up. Let me get dressed. She said. She pondered, wondering whether she should wear something nice or something casual. She decided on yoga pants and a sweatshirt. It was sexy but simple. Alright I'm ready. She texted back. Once He finally found her house, Keren tried not to run outside. She walked slowly towards his bright red truck. Joe came out to open the passenger door for her. "Thanks." She smiled sheepishly. She got in and he closed the door. Joe jumped in the truck. "Hey girl, what's up?" He asked. "Nothing." She laughed. "Just going to this lame party." He smiled. "Oh lame huh?" Keren laughed. She couldn't keep her smile under control around him. "Yeah lame." She heard bottles clinking around in the backseat as he drove down the road. She turned back to look at what the noise was and saw a 12 pack of angry orchard in the seat. "Can I have one?" She asked. He chuckled. "Yeah I bought it for you." Keren vaguely remembered telling him a week back her favorite beer. "You remembered!" She reached for one and popped it open. She brought the bottle to her lips and tilted it back, chugging until the liquid in the bottle was completely obliterated. She looked over to joe who had wide eyes. "Whoa." He said, shocked. Keren just shrugged her shoulders. She opened another one. They drove for 20 minutes before reaching the party. Those 2 beers began to sink in. She giggled, cutting the silence in between them. "Bro," she said. "Grab me another one or nahh?" He opened her a third beer. "Feeling it?" He asked. She smiled. "Yeah you are." He said replying for her. Keren felt loose, not quite drunk but loose. She watched joe grab his 12 pack and walk off. She looked around, realizing they were way out of town. The trees towered over her in the moonlight, creating a creepy atmosphere. She ran towards him. "Wait for me." She grabbed his hand, "Don't lose me ok?" He looked at their hands, intertwined, realizing she was really scared. "Alright." He said. They walked towards the fire, together. When they finally reached it she let go. He was surprised and didn't like how cold the emptiness in his palm felt. "Hey bro!" Said one of his friends. He was lost for the next 30 minutes, just hanging around, drinking, enjoying the party. Keren walked up to him. "Hey, I'm leaving." she said. "What with who?" He asked "Just some friends I found here." They went to shake hands and he lingered, they both expected something more to happen. She looked at him waiting, but nothing. She waved goodbye and started to walk away. She was halfway down the road when he yelled after her. "Wait!" He ran after her. "Don't leave?" She looked at his hopeful face. She thought about it, feeling bad about leaving him. "Alright." She said. Joe lit up a cigarette. "Let's hang back a little." He said, bringing the filter to his lips. Keren watched him huff out the smoke. They sat down digging their feet in the sand. The moonlight was hitting her face at the just the right angle, making her glow. Joe bit his bottom lip. "What?" She asked. "What?" He mimicked her. "Well stop looking at me like that." She shivered. "Cold?" "Yeah." Joe slowly wrapped his arm around her. She scooted in closer. Her head rest gently against his shoulder, and he was grateful for the silence. She picked her head up, "Do you ever-" she stopped. "Nothing." She put her head down. "Yeah, I think about you." He took a slow puff of his cigarette. She looked surprised. She turned to look at him and their eyes met. He looked down, ready for what was about to happen. She could smell the mint and nicotine on his breath, and his lips felt so close to hers. "Hey!" Yelled Sami, one of the servers they worked with. They both turned their heads. "Woah." She stopped in her tracks. "I was just, uh, looking for for Jordie." Keren turned her head towards the lake. Joe scratched his head. "Uh, I think he's with Shultz." "Alright." She said. She walked away. Joe coughed. "What time is it?" Asked Keren. It must be late, and after what had just happened she just wanted to go home. "I think I should go home." Joe tensed up and scrunched his eyebrows. "It's only 1." She tried to come up with an excuse, but she sat in the sand unable to come up with Anything. He stared at her with hopeful eyes. She just needed this awkward night to be over. "Alright I'll take you home." She felt guilty. She grabbed his arm as he stood up. "No." She protested. "I think I'll stay actually." He smiled and sat down. "Oh so you just lied right now?" She laughed. "I guess if you want to think of it like that." Joe disappeared for a few minutes as he ran to his car to look for blankets. He returned with three. After that, They continued talking, for what felt like hours. They gazed at the stars and soon fell asleep. ➖❤️➖ The sun crawled up from its deep slumber as Keren slowly opened her eyes. The wind was softly blowing and she felt a deep chill. She turned over and felt an emptiness. What the heck!? She thought. She groaned out loud. "I can't believe it I'm so stupid!" She put one of the blankets over her face and muffled her screams. Joe came in from a pathway in the woods. "You ok?" He asked. Keren stopped mid-scream. She threw the blanket off of her face. "Um, yeah." She said cautiously. "Where'd you go?" He had two coffee cups in hand. "I grabbed some coffee, it took me about an hour to find a gas station but I found it." She smiled as he handed her the small paper cup. She happily sipped at the warm liquid that deeply contrasted the chilling environment around her. She looked over at him, and watched his blue eyes glisten with appreciation for the warmth as well. They wrapped themselves with the blankets and watched the sunrise. "My mom is probably so mad at me." She said to him. "You'll be fine." He said. "Do you wanna go home?" She pondered the question. She didn't want to give the sunrise and gas station coffee up. But she had too. "I think I should." She replied. They finished their coffee and packed up. They walked down the dusty pathway and out of the woods. They saw a post-apocalyptic scene of bodies strewn across the grass. Barely awake drunk people crawling to the nearest ditch to throw up. "Yikes." Joe said. They hopped in his car and he turned it on.