#so i still kindof hate everyone i know except for 2 people
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#hows everyones morning been#me personally my.neck hurts and my silly little n crash has carried over to today#so i still kindof hate everyone i know except for 2 people
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Yeah same. My indifference to Chaoji has nothing to do with his dislike of Allen. But is he really the character representing the everyman? After you explain it then I could see it. I always saw him representing the black/white mentality sheep who see the world one way and don't acknowledge any other despite any evidence otherwise (ex, The majority of the Order so quick to condemn Allen as a traitor noah despite all the evidence contrary. Central says he's the devil so he is. Bias is bias). -
2 If anyone represents the everyman I always saw it as Johnny. Hoshino called Johnny vital since he was the normal human everyman trying to suceed in a supernatural/dangerous war. He also came into this more or less innocent to the horrors until the Order invasion and the Alma arc. He has no powers. No prophecy. No enemy interested in him. He's just there as a weak insignificant normal human trying to save his friend. They both could be everyman but as this point Johnny fills the role better. -
3 (and again started getting character focus post exorcist Chaoji. Unlike Chaoji Hoshino seems to be really fond of Johnny since she never planned on his character being as plot important as he is now. But she always found time to develop Johnny of all characters before he became important. Which is great because I love what Johnny's character has become).
You know that Chaoji talk got me thinking how he's usually labelled as the everyman type by fandom. But is he really? Chaoji's whole family was killed by akuma when he was a baby. He was taken in by Anita's crew (who worked w/the Order) and then they were also killed by akuma. He was so distraught he was the only survivor who tried to die alongside the crew. Chaoji never had a normal life. His life was always haunted by the Akuma. He might act full of smiles but he's capable of a pretty -
2 creepy temper (that nightmare face he made after Allen saved his life from Tyki. Yikes). He keeps it under control most of the time but boy if you even feel differently about something he hates. It's over. He's not going to forgive you no matter how good a person you are. Chaoji is a damaged soul. Even before the Order the Akuma took any chances away of him having a normal. Therefore I propose a new label: the angryman! Because he's probably perpetually angry (maybe why he likes Kanda? Lol).
Ahah oh my god okay so that’s all together.
And.. yeah you have a point i may have lurped it a bit more together to make my point. (the angryman kjdhfdkjf u are RIGHT. Oh boy that reminds me that back in the days there were theories Chaoji would awaken the Noah of Anger (since Skinn died) due to his anger issues. I don’t think there is anything that really make sense in this theory but it’s here xD)
I still think Chaoji is more “normal” than everyone else?
(also i can assure you no one else than me in the fandom called him the everyman i think. I kiiinda spoke too quickly and most people who discuss Chaoji tends more to say that he’s the every-ass)
I do think you’re right tho for the black/white mentality, and..... oh man it says a lot about how i see humanity if i said “that’s what being the everyman is”.....
But I think it’s also this the thing is that there’s not only one sort of “Everyman”, and Johnny represents the best ouf of the “Everyman” to me. Of really the one who would want to help in any shape of form and has no real angst reasons to do it except that it is what’s best. So yeah I completely agree on the Johnny’s reasoning.
And yeah the more i re-read your reasoning the more i’m inclined to say you’re right and i spoke too quickly. Chaoji doesn’t really fit the everyman category, and more so the whole “black and white” mentality. I think it’s then more... The guy who was involved in the war but was powerless about it, had the time to form strong opinions about it, very black and white, and who against all odds, managed to get a “bigger part” of a soldier in it, late enough to not feel any of the Order’s bad side, all of that.
TI think i was thinking everyman because of how he tries to kill Allen during the Tyki incident actually, but i meant it more as the “normal guy” and the sharp parallelism between how, when given the possibility to act, Johnny would walk in for good stuff, to restore, to heal, to understand, while Chaoji leaned toward destruction, harsh and quick actions, letting his judgement cloud him. And it makes for a neat parallelism of “Two Normal People Without Power who knows enough about the war to be prepared about it, reacting differently at the Hero’s compassion - one to help, the other to destroy”. and I was thinking about it specifically since now we have a full arc of Johnny helping allen while Chaoji is hunting them down.
But you’re right that the backstory doesn’t match the idea of the everyman all that well. It’s just the “powerless viewer who suddenly gets too special and decide to act on what he was powerless about before without having put in question how he felt so again” kind of way? I mean. People who are not involved in the wars can easily see it in a Black and White fashion, it’s kindof a way to cope: since you’re not supposed to ever be in a situation where you can act up about it. And Chaoji developped himself that way. When he found himself in a situation where he could act about it, he never reexamined his bias.
When you compare him to the others exorcists we know: Timothy, Miranda and Krory at least had never heard of the War before, of Akuma, of Innocence ect... so they’re creating their judgement as they go. Kanda and Lenalee has a past with the Akuma and Innocence but it was so shaped then by the Order and how it hurt them that it left them different ways to apprehend the war, both in more self-motivated goals than the war in itself. Not touching Lavi and Bookman bc.... yeah. Them. And we don’t know enough about the backstory of anyone else in the Exorcist Sides.
Meanwhile Chaoji has a set past of suffering and acting against the Akuma, but in a passive way. Like someone who read the news everyday and starts to get angry without being able to take it out. And Suddenly, he can. So instead of trying to discover and figure out how the war works, he just gets content with his previous ideology.
.. i don’t know if that makes sense.
but.... that does make it closer to the angry-man :”D so yeah i’m all with you there. Spoke too quickly previously ahah :3
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MVP Recap
Ok, guys.....sorry this is late but I 100% waited until today to do this because #1 It’s faster to type it on the computer than on the phone and #2 I’m now getting paid to do this. (Who’s the real winner here). Also....I can post this with a fancy page break so it doesn’t hog everyone’s feed. But before the break....have a pic......
(As per my now usual.....I will post about my experience more than the dances, because you can find those online or will be seeing them yourselves.)
To start off the day, I finally got to meet My Girl and it was AMAZING! We met at her hotel then went to dinner. As we predicted, the girls were instant besties and so were we. (I love it when a plan comes together). When we got to dinner the girls sat with My Girl and I sat with her hysterical mom, Nonna. We had good food and good conversation and it was really nice to have a meal with “my people” and discuss DWTS the entire time. The best part, however, was Nonna telling me no less than 7 times “I don’t like-ah that Maks. He’s a jerk”. (read that in a thick Italian accent).
(Abbie killed it with this selfie)
After dinner, we found our way to the theater. I was no help, of course, because I don’t do downtown even though I’ve lived here for 34 of my 38 years. As we were looking for parking we saw the buses straight ahead, lining both sides of the street. We saw Ivan outside smoking (wtf dude) and JT. Once we parked, moved the car to a different spot, and took selfies, we made our way to the theater. As we were walking up we saw a guy with big girly hair standing by Val’s bus talking on the phone. We were all like “OMG....is that Val?!?!”. The girls and I started booking it and got closer, that wasn’t Val but OMG HOLY CRAP he was right there in front of us!! We attempted to approach him and the worlds grumpiest security guard stopped us in our tracks.
(Seriously.....look at her looking at me like I’m gonna rush him or something! Trust me when I say she plays a theme throughout the night and imagine that face any time I mention “Bitchy Security Guard” or “BSG”.)
Well.....Val didn’t take too kindly to his fans being treated that way and told us to come take pics but that we had to do it quick because he needed to get inside to get ready. I have to say....much like Brandon, pictures do not do this man justice. He is really really really good looking in person. I mean REALLY. Gahdamn, Valentin.
(Notice the guy in the red flannel who is NOT Maks and will not be Maks at any point in the evening no matter how many times we thought he was)
Y’all be proud of Abbie.....she was given strict instructions of things she was banned from saying (I hate Jenna because she STOLE you from me.....and You used to be my favorite but now you’ve been replaced because Jenna STOLE YOU). Girl handled herself like the sane fangirl we all knew she could be and didn’t even cry.
(Notice the death grip she has on him)
She showed him her purse and “may” have scared him a tad. He went “Whoa!”
(She keeps shirtless Val in the center.....because Mama ain’t raising no fool)
After we met Val.....and I failed to remember that I was lugging his book around in my damn purse and forgot to get it signed (I win at life, I swear), we were told exactly where we were allowed to stand and if we so much as took a deep breath, BSG reminded us that we weren’t allowed to move from that spot. Then she would sigh and roll her eyes at us. We tried to see other cast but it was getting chilly and windy (scroll back up and look at the chick’s pony in the pic of BSG) and it was getting closer to show time so they were all inside. Before we left we did get to see Katie the Nanny taking Shai from the venue to the bus. He is freakin adorable! His little curls and his little wave to his adoring fans were on point! I do not have a picture of this because #1 It happened super quick and #2 It’s not my baby and that’s kindof weird and intrusive and BSG was still side eying us and I’m pretty sure she would have taken my phone and deleted all the pics or something in retaliation. She was seriously bitchy and hated her job.
We got inside the venue and hit the merch stand. We all got our shirts (to my surprise, Abs picked the white tour tee instead of the Team Val tee). We found our way upstairs, got drinks, and found our seats. They were pretty decent seats except for we had to sit forward to see the very front of the stage if they laid down (a few times) and couldn’t see them picking the people out of the audience. The show was, of course, amazing. In my opinion, it was better than the DWTS show. Those Chmerkovskiy’s can dance!!!! I’ve heard that Peta is amazing live, but that doesn’t do her justice. She truly is the queen and literally commands the stage when she’s on it. There were moments of great group numbers, moments of hilarity (the dad dance and the stripper section), and gut wrenching serious moments. It really does tell a story through dance and we all loved it. What you probably don’t see in the YouTube videos of the dad dance is Kiki has twins. Abs is still laughing about those twins and when the baby sneezes and Maks yells “It got in my eye!”. During the Chippen Val/Magic Maks section they pull up the lady out of the audience. Let me tell you.....that lady was living her best life. She was so funny! Throughout the show we were annoyed by the group behind us. There were about 8 or 10 of them and they talked the entire show. I’m not talking quiet respectful whispers.....these bitches were straight up chit chatting. I did giggle at one point because the oldest of them was totally Team Nonna. They were doing their first talking section and this chick pipes up with “I’ve always hated Maks.....he’s such an arrogant jackass”. During the super emotional break up section....it was so quiet in there you could hear a pin drop. I had been annoyed the entire show, but at this point I started to get a little concerned that because it was so quiet in there (that section is riveting) that Maks and Peta would actually hear these bitches trying each others wine in an attempt to figure out which one had the tastiest. Seriously y’all.....they were SO LOUD! At this point, I turned around and said “PLEASE stop talking!”. They shushed to heated whispers through the rest of the show but if one of us so much as looked at each other they’d say “NO TALKING!”. At the end of the show they got up and left during the final bows (seriously the rudest group of drunk bitches ever). I booked it out after the show to pee. Abs didn’t have to so she went to stand outside of the bathroom to wait for the rest of our group. I hear “That’s HER!” and look over and these bitches were WAITING for me to come out of the theater! They start yelling “We are at a concert!!! Talking is expected in this type of situation! And you were rude too!!!” (of note....no one ever said they were rude) Abs is looking at me with huge eyes and I was like “Wait...how was I rude! You know what...never mind....Abbie get over here!”. I drug her into the bathroom still completely appalled at their behavior. Be proud that I was an adult and didn’t engage. Once all of our group was done, and these bitches are still standing there waiting, we just kind of grabbed the girls put our heads down and booked it out of there.
We got outside and went to stand by the buses again. BSG was still manning her post and was quite possibly in an even worse mood than before. She seriously hates fans. She should probably look into different employment. Thankfully we had a different security guard posted to our standing area. He was funny and nice and roughly the size of a mountain range. He didn’t seem to be that huge of a guy but he had a chest and shoulders that somehow blocked the entire sidewalk. He also must know us (is our picture up in these venues or something) because dude kept a super close eye on Abs. She must have looked shifty to him. He’s a smart man and I wish I would have taken a pic with him. We stood there and stood there and stood there some more. We had met Val, but wanted to talk to him again (because my damn book) and Makayla really wanted to meet Peta. My goal was to meet Val (for Abs of course....ha) and meet either Maks or Peta to personally give them Shai’s hat. Peta came out loaded down with bags and went to the bus. She came back out and headed our way to go into a different door (probably to get food, they all went in there) and said she’d come back. While we were waiting, we saw quite a few of the dancers coming out. Ivan was standing there talking to a crew member and since no one else would pipe up I yelled his name. He waved and I asked for a picture. He was super nice and came over (Mt. Everest was amused by this).
After meeting him, both girls (and the rest of the small crown of about 15-20) were oohing and aahing over how good he smelled and I realized that my damn sinuses are still acting up and I didn’t smell anything. I thought back to meeting Val (when both girls had the same reaction) and I thought my lack of smelling him was just because we caught him before the show and he wasn’t freshly showered.....apparently my inconspicuous deep breaths when I was standing with him were just fail. I’m super salty about this. Seriously.....I may not ever be ok with the fact that I didn’t smell Val. Shortly after we met Ivan, we saw Emily standing there. She also came over when I got her attention and asked for a picture. Mt. Everest was again amused by me while the others were plotting how they could always manage to be by me at bus meets because I not only recognized everyone by name, but was brave enough to call them over.
I think it was at this point that My Girl’s girl was attempting to convince her mom that they should come to Jax to do all tours with me and Abs.......I don’t think she was successful. Lol. At some point in this process, we saw JT a few more times. I really wanted to get a pic with him. I yelled his name and he threw a half hearted wave, then looked over and said “Oh Hey” and waved harder. He did not come over for a picture. He must actually have recognized me....he was like “Yep...that’s a nope all day long, that bitch is cray”. He has since been relieved of his best friend duties....but it’s ok because Nicole and Alyssa (Serge’s gf) have agreed that they are better choices anyways.
Finally.....the queen emerged and came right over to our group. She is strikingly beautiful in person and so so so tiny. She could probably share clothes with Abs! I gave her a hug and told her I had made a gift for Shai for his morning inspections. She laughed and then peeked in the bag. She awe’d and thought it was adorable! (Totally winning at life here).
She chit chatted with our group for a bit and talked about how they had had to adjust and reblock that day because the stage was a tight squeeze (which explains all the rehearsal stories) and lamented the weird lights outside that went from normal to pink to red (which is why the pics are kindof weird). Abs asked where Maks was and she laughed and said she had no idea and that she hadn’t seen him since bows. As she left she thanked me again for the hat and said she’d post it on insta. I’m really hoping he’ll wear it (toddlers are iffy on hats....and all things really) but I’m pretty sure she’ll post it some how if he won’t wear it.
(Of note....I could smell her.....she smells like a girl.....flowery lotion. It makes me more salty)
We waited a bit longer and still no sign of Maks or Val. It was getting late and even more chilly and windy and we decided to call it quits at 11. The time came and after me having to snap at Abs (she is a determined fangirl), we made our exit with the agreement that one of the remaining group would watch us until we got to the corner and they’d yell Maks’ name real loud so we could come running back. Mt. Everest thought this was hysterical and kept waving to us while we walked off looking back every 5 seconds. We made our way back to the hotel, I was again no help because while I can confidently get myself home from downtown....the hotel was on the other side of the river and I had no idea how to get there. The girls were passed out approx 37 seconds into the drive home. When we got there Nonna popped out of the van and looked down and saw her shirt button was undone. She goes “Oh look at me, all naked!” I died. She is the best and I might steal her. We sadly said our goodbyes and Abs and I headed home. After I got home (about 11:45) I went to check and saw @loveisstatic was the lone hold out and got to meet Maks. I bet she really got the wrath of BSG for waiting so long. (Girl...you gotta vouch for me on BSG....she was serious!) All in all, we had the absolute best time and I can’t wait to do it again.....next year.....after my wallet stops crying.
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