#so i feel so lethargic
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sometimes we feel like we're drowning
#mp100#mob psycho 100#teruki hanazawa#tagging Shigeo cuz yep that's his hand#shigeo kageyama#and yep terumob too because yes#terumob#i'm on a art spree tonight which means I'm avoiding things#drawing emotions#matraca draws#also my body is just not keeping down food#so i feel so lethargic#also over drank yesterday#that probably didn't help#my art
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too lazy to work on wips and answer my inbox, but have this dood for now!!
#will get back to answering my inbox when i can (gosh there are so many.... sorry for taking long!!)#idk the weekend had me feeling so lethargic#i got to sleep a full 10hrs today again LOL. i usually just sleep 6-7hrs a day so idk i guess my body's just fucking w/ me rn#my art#2023#call of duty#call of duty: modern warfare#call of duty: modern warfare ii#call of duty: modern warfare iii#cod#codmw#codmwii#codmwiii#mw#mw2#mw3#soap mactavish#kyle garrick#kyle gaz garrick#johnny soap mactavish#soap cod#gaz cod#art#fanart#digital art#digital drawing#digital painting#sketch#doodle#video games
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COME ON BABY, DON'T FEAR THE REAPER
#colored explorations‚ studies‚ and experiments#YOUR WORLD OF YESTERDAY#sonic#metal sonic#hello~! long time no see! letting you know now‚ me disappearing for long periods of time WILL happen again :D#i've just been feeling awfully lethargic to post anything online but i am drawing :} . . . it's going :'}#also: yes. he has angel wings composed of machine parts in this au. he's always morphing into someone new but it's still metal sonic!#it's part of this AUs whole theme actually :')#sidenote: to the person who sent me the ask about what YOUR WORLD OF YESTERDAY au is about more than month ago:#im so sorry 😭! i just saw it 😭😭😭!!! thank you for sending me the ask 🥹💕! i will give it my all to answer it in depth anon.
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Hey question. Has anyone ever like. Been territorial over media (source especially if fictionfolk) and found a way to get over it. If you have I'd really, really like advice. Even if you haven't but have things to say I'd appreciate it. Thanks. Elaboration in tags, I suppose.
#for being territorial i mean like. having extreme opinions on a lot of things within a fandom#such as how certain things make me overjoyed but others make me lethargic with anxiety#and for the fictionfolk part especially how do i like. get over things that feel more personal ?#such as seeing ships of people from source youre close to#or someone close being a “double”#man im sorry this blog has had so many miserable personal posts recently i just need. help#and to get it out#i know it's my blog so it aint a big deal but. i assume most people followed me for my kin stuff. not me asking for help into the void#batim kin#fictionkin#otherkin#nonhuman#fictionfolk#alterhuman#introject#fictionkind#fictives#fictive#kin help#help#advice#heeellllpppp help meee or something... ooh
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Thought the October slide didn’t apply to me cuz my POTS seems to be relatively the same as it was. The past week or so I’ve been in more pain than I have recently and didn’t know why. Well…apparently maybe I’m not immune to the effects of seasons changing.
#my knees have been very problematic but I assume I was just sleeping weirdly#but I find that I’m once again finding it difficult to get comfortable when resting#and my whole body is aching more#not to mention the number of headaches/migraines I’m getting#still no clue what causes my chronic pain cuz the doc barely listened to me but whatever#I also feel more lethargic so idk if that’s part of the season shift thing?#october slide#chronic pain#chronic illness#chronically ill#invisible illness#invisible disability#physical disability#physically disabled#disabled#disability#nagichi talks
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Gotta love how I don't experience a gradual increase of symptoms when I'm sick, it just hits me all at once like a freight train
#Literally THE INSTANT I get home at 5 AM I pass the fuck out on the floor with a brutal fever. That shit sucked#The fever has broken but I still feel weak and lethargic and gross. I think I have the flu#I never get sick so I'm like 'wtf is this shit. this sucks'. Luckily Mal is super patient and didnt even complain about the lack of walk#I think she can tell that I feel bad. She laid down on the floor next to me#personal
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#posting a selfie because it's such a good hair day for me haha#took this before i headed to babysit 🫡#i need ramble a bit —#i haven't been able to go for a jog in nearly two weeks already#one i feel exhausted afterwards and i always choose to do my school assignments and then rest or nap/sleep the rest of the day#and two i have been feeling lazy about it? maybe it's my body telling me i need rest?#or maybe it's because it's my bday month and in a few days i just feel lethargic and kind of sad? i shouldn't tho ya know?#i want to and will remain grateful about this year and my bday in general#even if i don't necessarily celebrate it at all#i still want this month to be a good day and especially on my bday#so i am choosing THAT#after babysitting i am going to take a couple of my exams go for a jog and then come back home and cook myself a bomb ass meal#boom#gonna end this week and month in general on a productive note and doing things that bring me joy and peace#😊😊😊#okay#if anyone made it this far#hi 👋🏽☺️#hope you have a wonderful day#!!#it's a me#personal#good hair days rock
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the urge to spin around and do little dances and sing while i listen to music on the walk home is strong
#ESPECIALY IF I KNOW SOME OF THE CHOREO OF THE ALLEGED MUSIC#like i feel so lethargic all day#the urge to just be like happy HELP#talking during the movie
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AYO WHY DID YOU PULL A TFP BREAKDOWN ON MEGS
WHAT DID HE DO TO YA HUH???
LMAO 😭😭 sorry im evil !!!!!
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standing leaning into my open freezer for a few minutes helps I guess but as soon as I stop I’m back in a sauna im. Actually contemplating murder right now. I don’t know who but. Someone needs to die
#it doesn’t matter how much water I chug I just keep feeling dizzy#I’m also worried because both my cats are so lethargic#only Damon will accept freezer time#but like. not ENOUGH freezer time#also what about tomorrow??? I’m so worried. I have to work#I’ll be fine tomorrow if I don’t overheat too bad tonigjt#my work keeps it cold#but what about my cats?#to clarify . I HAVE air conditioning#it’s just a window unit & it’s not meant for these extreme heat levels
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#my brain is full of the fire-alarm-in-next-room of anxiety#Two (extended) family members are probably actively dying#I need to clean house before one of those members comes (back) here to (probably) continue treatment#I need to entirely refigure my like. Life work plans. But feel like I can't while we're coping with family health crisis#And I have been on my period for going on four weeks now#So I also need to snag a same-day apt with my pcp about that#And while it is PROBABLY stress or thyroid or pcos bullshit#The anxiety brain fire alarm is convinced it's cervical cancer#Because what we need right now is a third active cancer diagnosis!#Plus (probably) anemia from 3+ weeks of blood loss is making me hella lethargic#When I need to be cleaning house. And getting up early to get a same day Dr apt.#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
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Birthday is in 2 days and still don't really have plans but maybe I just need to chill. If anyone wants to draw anything this year just know that I would love anything with Jayce, even a scribble <3 😄 Or watch Daniel Spellbound on Netflix and tell me your thoughts!
We keep having a bunch of appointments around our bdays anyway so maybe for the best we didn't make plans… We gotta take Matteo to the vet on Zuka's bday and now I'm just hoping he's ok. 😓 There goes the bday money tho lol…
If anything, some positive thoughts for us and Matteo would be appreciated!
#shut your face bonka#I feel bad about the appointment but he just was acting lethargic again the last few days so I feel we should check it out...#we were just in not that long ago for an ear infection too#unfortunately he is very pone to illness bc of his chronic illness#guess we're in the same boat with chronic illness....#but we go anyway bc he's our son and we love him#even if it means going on our bday...#(Zuka and I have a double day bday btw. July 31st and Aug 1st!!)
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trying not to beat myself up over doing just a 15 minute workout
#i don't have time and im gonna be tired later on so i had to squeeze it in#i have an all or nothing mentality when it comes to working out like i need to give it my all otherwise it feels pointless#and i know any movement is better than nothing but i didn't get to challenge my muscles and it just feels pointless hfjdhfh#was i sweating yes did my heart rate go up yes but i didn't feel the burn#also it was a beginners workout so maybe thats why#but ughhhh#my workouts are 1+ hour long this felt like nothing#i really hate how i feel so lethargic in the afternoon and at night i feel energetic that's when i want to workout the most
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Two hard workers “”relaxing”””^
^ *sitting there and doing absolutely nothing*
#their idea of relaxing is allowing life to completely leave them for ten clean minutes and then back to the grindstone#they are SO tired#technically out of character#past#courage the cowardly dog#ctcd#freaky fred#barbara#my art#art#fanart#artists on tumblr#procreate#their minds are fizzling with random lethargic nonsense but sitting hand in hand makes you feel like you can conquer the world#like it’s all worth it#doomed by the narrative (Fred fing up big time)#i have got to get normaler
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Every time I increase my testosterone dosage my body is like "on it boss, more body hair 🫡"
#In other news it turns out I was so lethargic and depressed because my t levels were low#I feel a lot better now#T makes you a werewolf real#personal
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(vent in the tags and under the cut. don’t read if you don’t want.)
sometimes i wonder if people would care if i was gone. there’s just no point anymore tbh.
#tw sui ideation#its honestly just been going through my head for a while#the past two weeks my parents haven’t talked about anything besides my brother#i kinda just feel like i’ve been forgotten in a way#i just feel lonely i guess#and i hate it#it’s just one of those days where i feel lethargic and just numb frankly#and i’m tying to keep posting because it’s not fair that others who don’t give a shit have to read my vents#but i just can’t do this anymore#i’m going through a lot rn#between yesterday and my dog being sick and school starting and my grandma getting surgery and having to move in with my family#it’s all just a lot rn#and sometimes i just think about it and i just hate it#i hate having dark thoughts like this#i’ve been my only therapist because i can’t talk to my parents#i can’t talk to them about this stuff or they’ll just give me the “you can be sad but you can’t pack up and live there” bullshit#I DIDNT FUCKING ASK FOR THIS#that pisses me off so bad#i didn’t fucking ask to have suicidal thoughts?#sometimes i’ll just choke myself with my dog’s leash as a form of punishment because it just makes me feel good#atp i don’t care if i go too far because it’s not worth it anymore#it just doesn’t feel like life’s worth living#there’s nothing to enjoy or look forward to atp#i just need a friend#i’m so tired of being there for people and then having to turn back to myself when i have an issue because im too cowardly to open up#i’m scared#i don’t have it bad like i don’t know why i feel like this#i have a good life#i’m just being a brat#i dunno
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