#so i feel a little cautious draping iver him or grabbing at him
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can't be trusted to say something sexy and cute because last night I was cuddling with my man and I went "hey, you're like the same width as my cat!!!"
#he is a skinny mother fucker#and when we cuddle im usually the one getting cuddled#and when he does turn over to sleep more comfortable and i still want touch im really minimal woth my touching him#mostly because he has a fucked up body and is sore or hurting a lot so i dont know if me draping an arm over him or something is comfy#and he doesnt communicate if hes uncomfortable until after or when he gets really uncomfortable (tho hes been getting a lot better about it)#because he says he doesnt want to bother me if im comfy and hes always sore and shit so its worth it being a bit worse to be with me#so i feel a little cautious draping iver him or grabbing at him#(though ive been more comfortable with initiating cuddling or being more touchy and less passive now that he HAS been communicating more)#so it was like my first time with my arm fully draped over him when he was laying on his side#because im comfy with his chest because hes specifically pulled me onto his chest a lot#but i know his ribs are a fucking ISSUE for him sometimes#and i was really aware on how familiar it felt on my arm#and then it hit me that the same amount of my arm that was on him was about the amount that is draped over my cat when she lays next to me#and i just kinda said it out of shock lol#whores lovesick musings#i am more the one doing the cuddling while he gets cuddled if one of us is sitting#if im sitting hell lay in my lap and either have his head in my legs or kinda nuzzle it into my chest#or when hes very first waking up and ive been up hell nuzzle into my chest drifting in and out of sleep#but then im still kinda passively stroking his hair or his shoulder#im just not the most passionate in the world i guess lol#i want to get comfy (still cuddled) and stay there#hes the one that keeps looking up for kisses or pulling my leg between his or turning to nuzzle into me#as long as i have some touch im just chilling lol
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