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immortalityforthegoddess · 2 days ago
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Hello! I really love your fics, especially the smut ones so i would like to request a fluff smut with Gitae where the reader wants to have a baby so bad and you know, she needs him to do the work lol (I hope you can understand it, english is not my first language and this is my very first request here on tumblr, so sorry if it seemed confusing :') And btw, thanks in advance and hope you're doing good! ♡
𝐀 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐢 𝐦𝐞? 𝐒𝐮𝐫𝐞.
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𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐤𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞! ❤
𝐏𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞! 😊
𝐄𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲!
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WARNINGS; agaist?, feeling sad, boobs, breading kink and more!
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You had wanted a baby for the longest time. You always loved the thought of being a mother and having a real purpose in life, the only thing you wanted in life was a baby but there was a problem,
Your husband, Gitae.
Awhile had never out right said he didn't want any, he also never seemed interested in having any which upset you. You also never knew how to approach him about this sorta thang. For all you knew, this could be very sudden for him.
And so in silence you hope that maybe gitae would approach you but again, that was just hope. Lately this had nagged at you more than it should have, gitae had taken noticed but you brush him off, kinda harchly.
Tonight as you made spaghetti, you well...just let it all out thinking gitae wasn't back from work yet. You started sobbing as you cut up the tomatoes and had to stop to calm yourself down. After sum moments you went straight back to choping and tried to forget what just happened.
Later that same night you ate in silence which was strange for you as you normally talk non stop about your day. What was even more strange was gitae breaking the silence.
"What's wrong?"
He asked. You froze up. "Nothing.", "lair. I saw earlier. What's wrong." Your heart stopped for a moment, you just stared at his cold, unfazed expression. He wasn't supposed to be home. "..You weren't suppose to be home..."
Gitae raised an eyebrow at you "I came home earlier to spend time with you, stop trying to change the subject." His words came out harsh but you know this was more than likely from a place of care. "I... Just have been really tired lately an-", you were cut off immediately by gitae's voice.
"Your really gonna ly to me darling? Please, I prefer the truth out of your lips", you gulp and qiutely look down at your plate. Maybe now was the best time to ask, but what if he says no or doesn't want any children? What than? You couldn't keep this to yourself forever, there would eventually be a breaking point.
You take a quite deep breath and look at gitae who raises an eyebrow at you.
"I want a baby."
Though it sounded confident, you weren't, you were terrified. Your feel a not in your stomach the second the words come out. There was silent for a few seconds before gitae responds.
"𝐀 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐢 𝐦𝐞? 𝐒𝐮𝐫𝐞."
The not in your stomach diapers and you look at him with a shocked Expission. What he says next leave you dumb founded. "Your are gonna have to do most of the child care because I work, I'll be around when I can."
You stare in displeaf, was he serious? "G-gitae...am serious...", he looks at you "I know. Believe it or not I can read a room.", that little remark makes you giggle.
After a few moments of silence, gitae speaks again. "I suppose you want to start trying right away, don't you?", you freeze before slowly noding yes, still in shock that this is really happening.
"Alright than."
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Gitae carries you to the bedroom, all the while kissing your lips, attempting to slip his tongue in. You kiss his neck, leaving a trail of red and purple marks in your wake. Finally making it to the bedroom, Gitae throws you onto the bed. You lie on your back, legs slightly spread, as he stands between them, slowly undoing his belt.
Finally tossing the belt to the side, he grabs your thighs, yanking you down as he smashes his lips onto yours. You wrap your hands around his neck as he undoes the buttons of your shirt. As your shirt slowly unbuttons, revealing your breasts, Gitae grows more impatient. He stops bothering with the buttons and rips the shirt off your body, your bra coming off with it.
Your breaths escape in quick bursts as his attention shifts to your exposed chest. He bends down to suck on your right breast while his hand gently teases the left. Your sensitive nipples hardened and began to ache as the pleasure overwhelmed you.
Moaning, your legs began to shake, the wetness you felt a silent plea for attention. "G-gitae~," you moaned. He stopped teasing your breath, glancing down at your open legs, which were trembling, desperate for his touch. He chuckles, "want to be breeded this badly?" He says taking his fingers up your skirt, past your panties and straight into your wet pussy.
He begins thrusting them in and out of your pussy, your body reacts by jolting in surprise to his large fingers inside your wet folds. Your velvet wells tightening around them.
Screaming in pleasure, you cry his name and beg for a baby from him. Gitae smirks as his fingers find themselves inside your folds, making you whimper. "G-gitae, please-", "please what?" He asks wanting to hear you beg for him.
"P-please breed me..I want a your baby so so bad..", with that, his finger suddenly leave your wet folds, making you whimper. Going to his pants, gitae undoes them and takes out his cock, your other juices seeping out of your pussy, it ready itself to take gitae's girth.
Putting your legs on his shoulders and around his neck, he lines himself up with your wet entrance. Your feel the burn in your pussy, so ready to take gitae. "Ready?-", " Yes! Yes- please g-gitse, hurry!" Gitae smirks seeing how eager you are.
Grabbing your thighs, he slams himself into your sex, making you scream in pleasure. His cock sliding through your velvet walls, he waits for you to adjust to his size.
"...am r-ready..",
"Alright than."
As gitae began to slowly thrust in and out of your pussy, the realization of everything dawns on you. Gitae is actually going to give you a baby, his baby. After tonight for all you know, you could be pregnant tomorrow, or even the next day. A feeling of happiness peaks through, the pleasure you are currently feeling.
As gitae thrusts in and out of your walls, he bends down and in your ear says "should probably start thinking of baby name now." He thrusts harder, and your cry, in happiness, pleasure, releaf.
You loved this man and he loves you just as bad.
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southwestchili · 8 hours ago
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My Prerogative
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A Rock start toji x Popstar reader (AFAB)
Synopsis: You're a famous pop star who has won multiple awards for your pop albums. Your large fan base seems to like to ship you with a certain rock star. Every single award show you attended he seems to annoyingly sling onto you and tease you about this that and the other. Your fans eat it up every time. There's no denying the chemistry between the two of you, but at a certain award show things take a turn.
Tags: Eventual smut, build up, flirting and teasing but it lowkey whatever, Toji is a jerk, banter, rough sex, lowkey kinda drunk sex but also not, hotel sex, fingering, cunnilingus, reader tries to take control but gets humbled lol, hotel sex, backshots, he calls you princess, the intro is kinda balls just bare through it pls, lol I was inspired by Britney spears song my prerogative, oral (m receiving), dirty talk, brat taming
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You are one of the most popular pop artists as of now, and a lot of people know your name. You have just released one of the highest streaming songs out right now. But along with your rising fame comes a lot of fans. Specifically, the ones who like to ship you with a certain rockstar, Toji. A well-known grunge singer. You hated that guy! He's so arrogant about his awards and his accomplishments. He's so cocky about it! And you know you're destined to see him at the upcoming award show. Toji knows he gets under your skin, he enjoys how you get all huffy and pissed when he teases you. The date of the awards is slowly getting closer and your nerves are building up more and more knowing you're going to have to see his annoying face, and that dumb smirk of his.
The day of the awards is finally here and you have your dress, hair, and makeup done. You're wearing a dark blue lacy mermaid-style dress with a long slit down the leg, and you have a pearl necklace and blue diamond earrings on. You're wearing dark blue kitten heels with a bow resting on the top of the heel. Your hair is curled and cascades down past your shoulders. Once you're completely ready you get into your limo and set off for the awards. Everything is going fine until you hear of a certain someone's arrival. You roll your eyes as you see him walking towards you. You sit at a table with some of your close friends, and you excuse yourself and walk up to Toji. "Hey princess, you look happy to see me," he says crossing his arms, that stupid smirk of his creeping on his lips, you roll your eyes. "How many times have I told you to stop calling me that? Also, I didn't know you were able to dress like that.." you say before you look him up and down taking his appearance into account. He's wearing a silk maroon button-up with the sleeves rolled up and the first two buttons undone, because, of course, he would do that. He was on a black tie that is pulled down and his silver chair is poking out from underneath his shirt. He has on black slacks and a chunky belt with a silver buckle. You'd be lying if you said he didn't look downright sinful in his attire, and he'd obviously caught you undressing him with your eyes. "C'mon princess, y'know it's rude to stare, right." He says tilting your chin up with his index finger. You're snapped out of your trance by the paparazzi's flashing cameras. Of course, they had to ruin such a moment like this. You roll your eyes and scoff before saying, "Whatever Toji! You look very nice, I didn't think I would ever see you out of a pair of baggy jeans". He smirks licking the corner of his mouth where his scar is. "Bet you wanna see me out of this more though, huh?" He says with a wink. Your mouth is hanging, you're shocked at his boldness. Sure you two have flirted but he's never been this direct. "Unbelievable! I'm getting a drink, I'll talk to you later, jerk," you say with a scowl on your face, but there's also a slight redness on your cheeks. As you walk away from Toji you start to think, how can someone so annoying be so damn hot at the same time? You hate to admit it but Toji has a certain allure to him, that bad boy tough guy persona gets you so worked up. You sigh pushing the lustful thoughts you have before getting a little bit of alcohol in your system. You ask the bartender for a cosmopolitan, get your drink, and sit on one of the stools collecting your thoughts before the awards start. You always get nervous before these types of things. You had gotten nominated for a recent single you did, and the five people in the running for the award were you, Toji, Satoru, Nanami, and Choso. You looked at the time seeing it was now 7:36, and awards began at 8:00, so you finished up your drink and went over to where you were assigned to sit. The nominees for the awards were usually assigned to sit together. So you go to the seats and see only Nanami and Satoru there. You sit down give them a polite smile and engage in small talk. A few moments go by and you feel a hand on your shoulder, you know who it is so before you turn your head to meet him you roll your eyes. "Oh.. you again?" you say with a mock-annoyed tone. "Nice to see you again too princess." He says before smirking. "Is all you know how to do is be annoying?" You say as you prop your head on your hand. All Toji does is shake his head and make a mock frown expression. "You wound me, princess". You roll your eyes and check the time, it's now 7:49. The nerves are really starting to set in and Toji notices this. "You good?.. You seem a bit nervous?" He says raising a brow. "Yeah a little, Just kinda anxious I don't care for these types of events I guess." You say tugging on your lower lip with her teeth. "Don't sweat it you'll be alright, just relax." He says with an oddly comforting tone.
The awards start and the host begins to start off the awards with a speech. A couple minutes go by and the categories for awards are being handed out, the time finally comes for the single awards. You anxiously wait for them to call out the winner, your eyes are glued to the stage but you can't help but catch Toji's unreadable expression as he looks at you. He's sitting in his chair nonchalantly. You turn your head back to the stage and hear Toji's name get called by the host. You thought your heart had stopped, and you muster up a smile even though you are a bit disappointed. "Oh my gosh! Toji!! I'm so happy!" you say with some genuine happiness but also there's some disappointment in your tone. Toji stands up to receive his award and you give him a celebratory hug, flashes go off expectantly. You smile at him as he makes his way on stage to receive his prize. You look at the polls for the votes and see how you're only short by around 15,000 votes. You pout and roll your eyes, you are obviously a little upset but you are still proud of Toji. You are happy knowing you can still rub the fact you have a Grammy in his face. You watch him accept his award confidently and feel something warm between your legs. You brush it off as the alcohol sets in, but as you look at him closer maybe that isn't the case. You notice how his biceps flex in his shirt and how nice his handsome face looks in the spotlight. You felt like it was just you and him and all you could hear was his voice, as he spoke about the single he wrote and how grateful he was for the award. You focus on the way his adams apple bobbed as he talked, how there's a bit of sweat on his forehead due to the heat from the lights. You wondered what he looked like sweaty. You clench your thighs together suppressing the heat between them but you know it's pointless. You bite your lower lip, and of course, as you do this he meets your gaze and gives you a smile and wink. You're wet. There's no denying it now, you're certain of that. You hear his final thank you as he exits the stage, and you observe his tall frame moving down the stage. You knew you were gonna be in for it as soon as he sat down so you mentally prepared. He reaches the seat he was sitting in and sits down. All he has to do is smirk at you and you know right then and there you have it BAD for this man. You give him an awkward smile hoping he doesn't say anything to you as soon as you think that he leans in to whisper in your ear. "I know I saw you basically fucking me with your eyes, princess". He says, his hot breath against your ear. You gulp and shake your head putting a finger to your lips in a gesture to shut him up. You turn your head to the stage and let out a shaky breath you didn't know you were holding.
After the awards concluded you looked at Toji and motioned for the award he got. He gave it to you and studied it. You saw the engraving at the bottom, 'Best Single of The Year "Invisible Man" By Toji Fushiguro.' You knew he deserved it, you just were salty. You held the golden award in your hands and said "You really did deserve it I'm happy for you." You said giving him a smile. "Aww, is my princess going soft on me?" he says ruffling your hair. "Okay first of all, no I was simply complimenting you, I guess I just won't be nice anymore. And second! Don't do that you'll mess up my hair!" you tell him off and you're met with a scoff and him shaking his head playfully. "You're something else, let's go get something to drink, yeah?" he says getting up from his seat and you follow behind him. You two walk together towards the bar, but of course, the paparazzi wants to talk with Toji so you're left to just stand there awkwardly while he talks to the interviewers. Unsurprisingly they ask for a photo of you and Toji, You agree and you feel a big strong arm wrap around your waist. You two take the photo and he brushes off the rest of the paparazzi and you two finally arrive at the bar. He pulls out a stool for you and you sit down and thank him. He sits on the stool next to you and scoots closer. He calls the bartender over and orders a jack and coke, and you order a fruity cocktail and ask for it to be a double. Toji chuckles at your order and mutters "typical" under his breath. You shoot Toji a glare and elbow him and he just smirks. "How'd you like my speech, princess?" He asks you already knowing you weren't paying attention because of your trance-like state when you looked at him. You muster up a "It was an excellent speech, you did a good job!" you say with a smile. As you end the sentence the bartender comes up to the both of you and hands the both of you your drinks and you smile at him and take a sip.
The fruity essence of the drink satisfied your taste buds and you smiled. Toji drank his drink and he had an unreadable expression you watched his adams apple bob as he swallowed and he noticed your staring once again and spoke up. "You really do have quite the staring problem don't cha..." He says smirking. "Ugh! You don't have to- You are so-!" you stammer at his words and cross your arms across your chest glaring at him. "Oh please, do not try and act like you don't like me because we both know that's not true." He says licking the scar in the corner of his mouth. "Fine. Whatever...But don't try and act like you are so innocent either! I saw the way you were looking at me during the awards." You say pointing a finger at him. "Who's saying I'm trying to hide it? I'll admit princess, you've got a nice figure and an even nicer face. I'm not gonna hide how I look at you because you don't hide how you look at me. So if anyone is acting innocent here, it's you." He says leaning closer, you can feel his breath on your face. You blush at the closeness between the two of you and you want to close it so desperately. "Okay, you got me! I guess we both find each other attractive so what?" you say, you can feel the alcohol taking over your senses seeing how confident you've become. "I think you know what we should do, is that what you want princess?" He says looking at you with a pure sense of hunger in his expression. You bite your lip at the suggestion and nod your head. "Oh yeah? Wanna make sure we're on the same page, what do you want me to do with you princess?" He says finishing his drink. You lean in to whisper in his ear not wanting to give the people more things to gossip about. "Toji, I want you. I want you to fuck me, please." You beg him slightly. You lean back to see his face, slightly embarrassed. His face looks somewhat sinister and his eyes are piercing through yours. You reach for your drink to take the final sip, he watches as you wrap your pretty glossed lips around the straw and suck on it. "Y'know.. I've got a better thing you can suck on." He leans back as he says that with a smug tone. His head is resting on his hand as he looks at you with that same sense of hunger. You immediately go red due to the implication.
You finish your drink and you stand up. Toji does the same wraps an arm around your lower back and leads you out of the venue and out to where his car is parked. Of course, the paparazzi's cameras are flashing and you two are surrounded. Toji takes the initiative to push through the crowd, he's obviously a little pissed off due to his body language shifting. The large crowd is asking questions like, "Are you two together?" or "Are you two sleeping together". This little display by the two of you is definitely not helping the rumors, but you simply don't care. What you do is your own prerogative and they should just let you be. Finally, you two make it to his car, which is fittingly a black Camaro. He opens the door for you and you settle into the vehicle, you notice how clean it is, and you even take in how tinted the windows are and that it's a manual. He gets into the driver's seat and turns the car on. He puts his hand on the gear shifter and starts driving. "I'm assumin' you wanna go back to mine?" Toji finally speaks up, his hand snakes over to grab your thigh, the slit in your dress giving him easy access. "Yes, where are you staying? I know you don't live out here." You say looking at him and batting your eyes at him. "Some hotel around here, it's coming up in a second." As he finishes his sentence his hand creeps up closer to your aching core, and you bite your lip at how his big hands look on your thigh. But as soon as you get used to his touch he removes his hand to switch gears. Toji puts the car into fourth gear and the car roars as he accelerates. You grab onto his bicep in surprise at the sudden speed change. "Just wanna get there faster princess, I wanna feel you wrapped around me." He says smirking. You're so needy for him at this point, when he comes up to a red light you grab his chin and pull him into a sloppy kiss. He kisses back and roughly shoves his tongue in your mouth and you moan into his mouth. You both are tipsy which makes everything all the more attractive due to the both of you being loosened up. The light turns green and the car dashes off, and soon you two are at his hotel. He parks the car gets out opens your door and helps you out. You cling to him and you two walk into the hotel and quickly make your way into the elevator.
Of course, he had to get a suite on the top floor, even though he was only staying for a short duration. As soon as the doors of the elevator closed you were pushed against the wall and Toji's big hands were all over you. As you two ascended up to the top floor, Toji roughly made out with you and groped your body. You were loving every second of it. Hell, this was even better than winning some stupid award anyway! The elevator doors open and Toji dragged you to his room. He unlocked the door and as you entered the room he picked you up, slung you over his shoulder, and threw you on the bed. You plopped down on the bed and looked at him eagerly. "You wanna be a good girl f'me and strip outta that pretty dress?" He asks eyeing you down. "You wanna do it instead?" You retort with a smirk of your own. "Sure, but don't be sad if it gets ruined, princess." He says before roughly removing the dress from you leaving you in your matching pink lace underwear set. "Did ya wear this for me?" Toji says before getting closer to you placing a thumb on the wet splotch on your panties. "Awww you gettin' this worked up for me? You really want me this badly hm?" He teases. You nod your head and you look up at him through your eyelashes. "A nod isn't enough for me princess." He says sternly. "Yes, I am I really want you Toji." You say bucking your hips against his thumb on your clit. "You bein' greedy, slut? You take what I give you, nothing more you got that? Do something like that again and I'll edge ya till you cry, you wouldn't like that would you, huh?" He patronizes, removing his thumb grabbing your mouth with his hand, and squishing your cheeks. "I- understand-!" you manage to squeak out. "Good girl, now take your panties off for me." you comply with his request and slide out of your panties that were slick with your arousal. Toji positions you against the pillows and climbs between your legs and spreads them apart. He presses a kiss on your clit and brings a thumb up to rub it, while his tongue goes inside of your hole lapping up your juices that drip out. You bring your hand down to grip his hair and his eyes look up to meet yours and you moan at the sight of seeing Toji between your thighs. If only your fans knew that the rumors were actually true now. You push those thoughts aside and focus back on the man between your thighs eating you out as if his light depended on it. His focus went back to your clit and you feel him take your swollen bud into his mouth and kiss it. You feel two thick fingers slide into your hole and start to curl deep inside of you. Your eyes roll back at the sheer amount of skill Toji has with his fingers. You knew they had a much better use than strumming that guitar of his. You babble out numerous things as you shake and grasp his hair. He is fucking you stupid with only his fingers and tongue and you love it. "Toji- I'm getting close!" You moan out. "Cum on my tongue for me princess, you can do it, make a mess on my face f'me". He continues to lick and finger you with such precision until the knot in your stomach snaps and you squirt on his tongue. This is the first time you've done this so you're shocked. You're panting and your mouth is forming a cute little 'O' shape. "Aw didn't know you could do that didn't you doll?" Toji smirks sitting up.
You tug on his shirt and he removes it giving you a full view of his toned muscular body. Your eyes are glued to each muscle and vein he has on his body and you are staring so shameless hard you almost start drooling. You knew Toji had a nice physique due to the tight compression shirts he so adamantly wore, but seeing him shirtless, in a dimly lit hotel room just was so different. You decided you were sick of laying there so you pushed him down unbuckled his belt and slid his pants off. But before you realized his painfully large cock from Tojis boxers he grabbed your tiny hands with one of his big ones. "I don't recall you, askin' princess,." Toji says and you scoff. "Please, Toji." You plea pulling the hem of his boxers. He nodded his head and motioned for you to go ahead. You pulled them down and since your head was close to his cock once you released it from its confines it slapped you on the chin. You took in the size of him and your jaw hung open. You looked at him nervously. "You scared princess?" He says smugly, his arms were crossed above his head and he was looking at you with a face that would make any woman want to fall to their knees. You roll your eyes and focus back on his massive length and kitten lick his tip curiously. The precum spilling from the tip tastes surprisingly sweet and you wrap your lips around his head. You droll around it and wrap your hands around the rest you can't fit into your mouth. You go at a slow pace to tease him, but he isn't having any of it. He trusted into your mouth as a warning. "You're playing with fire by doing that, girl. Don't think you're in any place of control right now." He shoots you a warning glare and you head his warning and pick up your pace. You think back to his comment at the bar and boy was he right. The taste of Toji's cock in your mouth cured any remaining bitterness that you had about not winning the award. You hear the dark hair man groan and reach to grab a fist full of your hair making you go up and down on his dick. This goes on for a moment until he pulls you off and gets up sitting on the edge of the bed. He points to the floor and makes you get on your knees before him. You do, and he grabs you by the hair and forces you back on his dick. The head of his cock hitting the back of your throat is making you gag and cry around it. This is a sight Toji would never forget, he picks up his pace groaning more frequently. "Shit.. gonna cum on your tongue princess, you better..swallow all of it. Stick your tongue out for me slut" He pulls out of your throat and you stick out your tongue for him, and he cums on it. And for good measure, he leans down and spits on your tongue. You swallow the mixture of his cum and spit happily. "Say thank you." He demands, "Thank you Toji.." You say looking up at him with admiration.
Toji lifts you up and places you back on the bed, he gets on top of you and lifts your legs up to make them rest on his shoulders putting you into this nasty mating press. "You ready for this princess? Once I start m' not gonna go easy on you." He says in a seductive tone leaning in to press kisses along your jawline. "Yes, please..I need to feel you inside of me!" You cry out. "Okay darlin' prepare yourself," he says as he slides inside of you, pushing himself in inch by inch, until he bottoms out. You've never felt so stuffed full of cock in your entire life. Toji waits for your approval to move and you nod and he slides in and out of you, at a moderate pace at first. Your walls are tightly hugging his cock and he bites his lip in response. As you relax you start to feel how good he feels and you let a moan escape past your lips and your eyes meet his. Toji's pace quickens and he's fucking you deeply into the mattress. Your moaning increases in volume, you hope the walls are thick and nobody is in the room below the two of you. He is fucking you so good you never want this to end. He leans down and places hickies across your neck and you moan as he nibbles on a tender part. You grab the back of Tojis neck to do the same, you leave little bite marks and hickeys on his neck and you pull your mouth off his neck with a pop. "You are such..a little slut for me... Y'know that?" Toji grunts as he pulls out so he can flip you around, pushing your head into the mattress to stifle your moans. "Arch that pretty back for me will you? Wanna see your ass against me, princess." You arch your back in response and wiggle it eagerly and you feel the familiar feeling of being impaled by his cock. At this angle, you can feel him hitting against your G-spot and you moan and drool into the mattress. He sets a brutal pace and you just take it. Toji grabs your wrists and pulls them behind your back and he thrusts into you. You feel your head get lighter and you can feel yourself get closer to the edge. You know Toji was experienced due to him being a few years older, but damn was he good in bed. Toji pulls your hair and makes you look back at him. You looked utterly pitiful, your mascara was running, your lipstick was smudged and there was drool dribbling down your chin. "Aww, has my pretty girl never been fucked this good?" He coos. You tighten around him in delight at the crude words. "I can feel ya tightening around me, bet you've been fantasizing 'bout this.." He says keeping up his pace. There's something so humiliating about the man who is fucking you talk to you in such a way. Oh, how you loved the way Toji spoke to you. "Mhm..I have Toji...even written...Ah! songs 'bout it.." you whimper out. You can feel Toji hit your G-spot with each thrust and you can't take it. "Oh yeah?" He says smacking your ass. "Oh- Fuck.. Gonna cum Toji!!" you say before releasing on Tojis dick. "Such a good girl.." he says still thrusting into you. He gets close himself and before he cums he asks "Where do you want it, princess?" he says with a groan. "Inside.. please." Thinking of Toji's cum deep inside you is enough to make you almost cum again. You feel him spasm inside of you, you feel his hot seed spurt inside of you and fill you up. Toji stays inside of you for a moment and then slowly pulls out. His cum leaks out but he pushes it back in. You flip around to face him and he pulls you in for a kiss. You wrap your arms around his neck and kiss him back deepening it. He pulls away and goes to grab a towel and some water. Your throat is raw from moaning and him fucking your throat so roughly that you are pleased whenever you sip on the cold water. You look at the man who just ruined you and smile. He climbs into the bed and you crawl under the covers with him. He whispers into your ear "I guess those rumors are true now, aren't they princess?" You blush in response to his comment. "I guess they are.." you whisper back and place a kiss on his cheek. You nuzzle against his chest and the both of you fall asleep.
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Holy moly this took forever to write but I think its pretty good its defiantly the longest thing I've written but I'm proud lolol I love Toji so so so much and he's very fun to write I hope I got his character right but lmk if there should be a sequel to this???
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domesticated-whores · 2 months ago
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can't be trusted to say something sexy and cute because last night I was cuddling with my man and I went "hey, you're like the same width as my cat!!!"
#he is a skinny mother fucker#and when we cuddle im usually the one getting cuddled#and when he does turn over to sleep more comfortable and i still want touch im really minimal woth my touching him#mostly because he has a fucked up body and is sore or hurting a lot so i dont know if me draping an arm over him or something is comfy#and he doesnt communicate if hes uncomfortable until after or when he gets really uncomfortable (tho hes been getting a lot better about it)#because he says he doesnt want to bother me if im comfy and hes always sore and shit so its worth it being a bit worse to be with me#so i feel a little cautious draping iver him or grabbing at him#(though ive been more comfortable with initiating cuddling or being more touchy and less passive now that he HAS been communicating more)#so it was like my first time with my arm fully draped over him when he was laying on his side#because im comfy with his chest because hes specifically pulled me onto his chest a lot#but i know his ribs are a fucking ISSUE for him sometimes#and i was really aware on how familiar it felt on my arm#and then it hit me that the same amount of my arm that was on him was about the amount that is draped over my cat when she lays next to me#and i just kinda said it out of shock lol#whores lovesick musings#i am more the one doing the cuddling while he gets cuddled if one of us is sitting#if im sitting hell lay in my lap and either have his head in my legs or kinda nuzzle it into my chest#or when hes very first waking up and ive been up hell nuzzle into my chest drifting in and out of sleep#but then im still kinda passively stroking his hair or his shoulder#im just not the most passionate in the world i guess lol#i want to get comfy (still cuddled) and stay there#hes the one that keeps looking up for kisses or pulling my leg between his or turning to nuzzle into me#as long as i have some touch im just chilling lol
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chrisbangs · 8 months ago
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i finished thesis, won an award, and have graduated.. hello 👋🥸
#i'm not coming back but :') hello#i forgot i even had tumblr still on my phone djdkdkdkdk#i just opened it for the first time in ??? 5 months or smth i think idk for sure#life is weird :')#remember when i said i wanna drop out every day of my life :') bc i suck at design#welp i won an award for my design thesis :')#jsjdjdkdkdkdj#turns out having friends kinda changes your life 🫂#having friends at school has actually :') made me a happier more normal person lol#i haven't been miserable?? i haven't wanted to kms ... i have been so happy and yes school was shitty but i wanted to go and try hard bc#my friends motivated me to stay and try and that's crazy :') idk#felt really loved and like i belonged somewhere for the first time in my life 🫨 like woah ppl like me and wanna be my friend? me??#:') i'm really happy... isn't that weird#i used to want to kms every other day hsjdndkdkdks lol 😭#now i'm like 😭 every day i look forward to waking up bc i'm happy and i have ppl who love me and i wanna see them again and i wanna spend#time with them again and play games with them again :')#literally stayed up till ??? 4 am yesterday talking to one of them like#😭#god jm djjdkdkdkd idk :')#my life is good...#???? IM NOT MISERABLE IDK GUYS#wild af#even winning the award was such a shock like 🥲 damn . who ? me?#ppl from like :') this big design thing in toronto we're praising it too like djdjdodjdkdj#:') it's kinda crazy.. i was super !#man.. i cant believe how 5 months ago i was gonna kms 🥸👆 and now i'm like erm actually maybe we do need to live#:') anyway#i hope ppl on here are doing good 🫨🔨#it is sad to not be here as much but also 👋😌 i'm happy to be free at the same time so ✨
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britneyshakespeare · 2 months ago
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you: nicholas alexander chavez, the actor from ryan murphy's recent work
me, a mama's girl and daytime tv viewer:
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#text post#general hospital#nicholas alexander chavez#spencer cassadine#sorry i'm still not over my shock at this lol#i remember asking my mom MONTHS ago (she follows general hospital news online) 'hey wheres spencer i havent seen him in awhile?'#'oh his character died off. the actor is doing some netflix show where he plays a murderer'#and you have to understand. i dont consume anything to do w true crime. but to my 63-year-old mother. ryan murphy doesnt exist#so bc of just how self-contained the archaic institution of network soap operas are. i just. idk i didnt assume it was a big role#it didnt register to me that it was the sequel to the dahmer show. is what i am saying. and i never thought about it again#mommy made it sound like he might be coming back bc soap opera characters fake-die all the time#and so i put the thought out of my head until completely independently i was watching a video about monsters: menendez being flawed#and i was like. going absolutely insane w how familiar he looked i was like 'ok i know that man cant be too famous but i KNOW him'#'i know him from something and i know him WELL from something. like whatever hes from is iconic to me'#and then the video creator said his name and i was like THATS INSANE WHERE DO I KNOW THAT NAME??!?!??#it's a name i read in the credits but probably never thought in my head at all bc sorry he's just spencer to me#so i googled it and i was gobsmacked. i was like MOM DIDNT SAY he was gonna be in THIS SHIT!?!?!?#i also do lay my life down on the defense that the cinematography of a prestige netflix drama makes him less recognizable to me#who knew him best under cheap soap opera lighting in basic back and forth dialogue shots. like#i have to be honest i never cared for his looks on gh bc he just kinda looked like too perfect. like he looked like a mannequin#i see it now though i get it#i get why he's very fan editable to the true crime girlies i get it#not that it matters. im just in mourning bc it never occurred to me the spencer era was over. i actually liked his character#i cant tell u why bc he wasnt all that distinguishable from all the other basic dramatic character archetypes. idk it was a good performanc#i cant explain to u what makes a soap opera character distinct while still being completely generic (they all are)#i also liked his relationship w his girlfriend in the show it was cute. he was evil but they were sweet#nicky please come back. im begging u. as your only general hospital era fan who is your age#i dont wanna watch monsters menendez i reeeeeally dont
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k-issclub · 6 months ago
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ik it’s kind of a hardcore blog, but i am still a person & talking to me like this isn’t okay😥 i blocked them after i said no, so they won’t bother me again but like PLEASE be aware that im actually human & should be treated & talked to like 1😥❤️
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insufferablemod · 3 months ago
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dbphantom · 7 months ago
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Hate having adhd went to go work on my fallout modpack, got distracted while going to disable the steam overlay, ended up in the points shop, went to go edit my profile, decided to change my pfp, found a buried folder I forgot existed, found some old Veneer art I forgot existed, spent 45 minutes looking at all the old photos, STILL HAVE NOT TOGGLED ONE SIMPLE OPTION THAT SHOULD'VE TAKEN 30 SECONDS AT MOST
#I'm shocked I have these drawings scanned on my pc I don't remember doing that I must've done it before I left in case my mom threw all my#Art out again#Anyway at age 12 I was writing a better '3 merpeople go on land to find a 4th one that has been disguised as a human all his life' story#Than Ma/ko Merm/aids EVER did so uh. Take that Jonathan#God it sucks so bad that kid me would've LOVED MM if it just DIDN'T HAVE THE STUPID GENDER WAR BULLSHIT#Literally the entire first and second season is just. So fucking stupid. I wrote a God damn essay about how they fumbled Erik's story SO BAD#I don't even LIKE Erik BUT THEY DID HIM SO DIRTY#THE CHARACTER POTENTIAL AND WRITING COULD'VE BEEN BETTER THAN ZANE B. S1 OF H2O BUT THEY THREW IT AWAY AND FOR WHAT!!!!!!!#Seriously you're telling me a kid who was abandoned his entire life for being male didn't have a bigger impact on the pod than FUCKING ZAK?#That plot twist of 'oh actually Zak was a merman all along' was 100% so they could guilt free write Erik out#Instead of like. Having him face his actions or redeem himself in like. Any way. He just fucks off. THEN the pod is like lol Zac were sorry#We're sorry for literally not doing anything to you because you were privledged enough to have a mother who was super ultra powerful#So you were never really affected by our actions until JUST now. Unlike that other fuckface Erik who suffered his whole life alone#Also then in s3 there are STILL no mermen in the pod. Not even little mermen babies. No kids and teens they've welcomed back n apologized to#NOTHING#God. Mm pisses me off dude#AND I STILL HAVENT TOGGLED THAT FUCKING OPTIONS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#Cruddy rambles#God I'm not done I'm sorry fallout can wait YOU ARE TELLING ME THE GUY WHO TELLS US HOW SHITTY MERMAN BABIES R TREATED BY THE POD. IS NOT#THE SAME ONE THE POD APOLOGIZES TO IN THE SEASON FINALE BECAUSE THEY WROTE IN A SHITTY PLOT TWIST?#AUUUUUUUHHHHGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG#It's so bad. It's so fucking bad. It's so needlessly gendered and for what. They could've just had 2 rival warring pods#What pisses me off the most is that s3 (4) completely pivots and never really follows thru with the s1 and 2 story arcs#The writers just kinda wash thsir hands of that because 'hey the pod said sorry to zac' BUT THEN NOTHING ACTUALLY CHANGES!!!!#Maybe instead of having a constantly rotating cast of characters s3 (4) could've instead focused on Ondina and Erik's relationship a bit#Maybe have Ondina tell him she wants to just stay friends because she can't trust him. Have him IDK grow and change as a character?#Maybe so you can show kids nobody is born evil and we all need support systems and healthy relationships to grow and become better people??#THAT would've been a GOOD FOLLOW THROUGH#But no instead u just write him out of the show and never show any OTHER mermen who were exiled being welcomed back#Like u had Ondina becoming a teacher... Why not have Zac become a teacher for all the new mermen who were just recently welcomed back??
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befuddled-calico-whump · 2 years ago
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Stumbled on the series Altered Carbon a few days ago. I'm only five episodes in, but so far so good. The concept is exceptionally whumpy, but the execution is fairly standard for mainstream TV (handwaved injuries, trauma not really acknowledged). It's also a cyberpunk setting that goes heavy on world building, so naturally I love that.
(mini review with some spoilers beneath the cut)
Pros:
- Whumpy premise. Rebel/mercenary is taken out of prison by a rich guy who wants to hire him (and who almost verbatim claims him as his property)
- Interesting world, colorful and visually fun
- The concept of resleeving (transferring a person's consciousness into a new body) is used for both comedy and horror and it's great
- Episode 4 is like 30% torture chamber
- The way they illustrate "body death" as cheap makes a lot of sense to me for the the setting
- There's an AI hologram character and I love him
Cons:
- Has the gratuitous violence, nudity, and gore that's become typical for "adult" sci-fi. I don't mind it, (and I love the fight scenes) but half the time it seems like it's just for shock value
- excessive amount of sex scenes. Also makes half the female characters sex workers, and has a few instances of 'violence against women as a plot device'. The extent doesn't seem necessary aside from the "gritty" vibes these shows feel like they need to be taken seriously
- most of the romance feels forced
- oh and the male lead is literally drugged and sexually assaulted, but afterwards it's almost played like it was consensual??
- yeah yeah it's typical for sci-fi protagonists to be super tough and unflinching and it's part of the character but holy cow the lead has minimalist reactions to pain
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that-foul-legacy-lover · 1 year ago
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oh my god what happened?? are you alright? do you need any help?
alright i will preface this by saying that physically, i am COMPLETELY FINE. please don't worry about me too much, i promise i'm physically okay and it's not that bad
the rest is under the cut not for length but in case people want to skip past it (warning for people being unpleasant)
so the short story is that someone i thought was an online friend suddenly sent me a pretty awful DM before blocking me. they said a lot of genuinely hurtful things which wasn't really good for my mental state since they preyed on a bunch of my insecurities, and i thought that i could trust this person. i'm doing better now thanks to my irl friends, but recovery is a process as usual. i'm not sure if you can really help apart from being emotional support, but your concern is appreciated nonetheless <3
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youaremysunshine-court · 7 months ago
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give me 5 reasons not to jump out of my window
#sorry its just#its 2 in the morning for my old man constitution and its the middke of doom week#AND i just finished an existentialism paper#ON NIETZSCHE#youd think id no how to spell that after 5 hours of typing and retyping his name but i DONT#1. bc i have to become an archaeologist for Petty Reasons for Spite Reasons#2. bc i have to become an archaeologist for cool 'baby jay wanted to do this and so does adult jay' reasons#3. my dog would miss me#4. my friends would miss me#5. i cant die till they can legally put dr on my grvestone#6. i havent written a book yet and the world deserves to see me zombie boyfriends#7. i havent actually done anything truly cursed yet#8. jumping out of a window is Not an interesting death i want to die in a cool way#9. i need to defend said existential paper in front of my favourite professor and best my entire class in verbal combat#10. i dont actually want to die i just want sleep and a hot cup of cocoa and maybe for finals week to be done with#yeah#i feel better after that#i actually really love my life because if you went back in time and told 12 yr old jay that they write about THE FRIEDRICH NIETZSCHE one day#they would be shocked and in awe and find me so so cool bc they loved the Idea of studying philosophy even if they werent sure what it was#and thats kinda cool#i am my own hero and i am literally the coolest person to my younger self#and thats amazing#anyway#this acrually turned out kinda cheerful when i thought it would be a rant post#lol#abyway gonna go cram anthro and socio now bc apparently i keep taking ws
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caramelmochacrow · 9 months ago
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thinking abt 3 of my friends from. like. 3 years ago??? (idk anymore) and how they reacted so calmly to me coming out as trans when i was half unsure abt myself. like, !?!?!?!? WHAT. i literally told them i wanted to be a guy and they were chill abt it. like, so chill.
i wish i remembered that before i did some crazy mind gymnastics to make me think i wasnt. but eh im alright w it now.
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im-with-nasa · 2 years ago
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why??? did almost everyone i knew from my high school turn to some sort of extremism when we graduated??? was it the pandemic??? being chronically online??? COLLEGE??? i just wanna know omg
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drysauce · 1 year ago
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each day my roommate surprises me more and more with new things she finds weird in my habits or things i do lmao
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nereidprinc3ss · 5 months ago
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kiss it better
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in which spencer notices your bruised knees and tries to make it up to you
18+ (fluff, allusions to past intimacy) warnings/tags: gn!reader i believe, reader has bruised knees lol, guess why, implied intimacy, hurt/comfort, sorta implied d/s dynamics maybe?? spencer is so smart and not very smart, but forever my no. 1 cutie pie a/n: why do i love writing about smut like before and after smut way more than i actually like writing smut LOL anyways here is this cause i haven't been posting very much!!! (also ik I said I don't like babe as a pet name but shhh) and GIF :D
“Hey,” you grunt as you flop on the bed in your pajamas, rumpling the neat covers. “Pay attention to me.”
Spencer holds his Sudoku off to the side and watches, eyebrows raised, as you scoot closer, tossing your leg over him. Soon he’s abandoning the book and pen on the bedside table in favor of hooking his fingers under your knee and stroking your leg, much to your delight. 
“Okay. What kind of attention would you like?”
You allow him to put his other arm around you and settle your cheek on his shoulder. 
“This is pretty good.”
“Oh, good,” he says with only a hint of teasing, leaning down slightly to kiss your lips and then the tip of your nose. 
When he pulls away you can’t help smiling up at him like a lovestruck idiot. Obviously he’s perfect all the time, but in his glasses, with his hair messy, wearing a navy crewneck instead of a button up and tie… he’s just… he’s just so…
He’s just so alarmed?
“Honey, your knee.”
“My knee?” Your own brows furrow and you track his eye line, craning your neck to look down to the blotchy sprawl of purple and red marring your skin. “Oh.”
The pillow is soft under your head where it falls, unconcerned even as Spencer gawps at you, baffled by your nonchalance. 
“What did you do?”
You snort. 
“What did you do, Spencer?”
It’s cute, the way his lips move as he silently repeats the sentence, trying to discern the meaning of your words. 
“What do you mean? I did something?”
“Babe.”
The knot between his brows has not loosened any—in fact you’re worried he’s going to give himself a headache. Or at least make himself dizzy, with the way his eyes cycle between your own. You try again, covering his anxious hand on the bend of your leg with your own. 
“When we got back from Penelope’s thing, the other night?”
Slowly the understanding seeps into his expression—soft guilt in his eyes, and a deep red stain in his cheeks. At least his face relaxes. 
“Oh.”
God, he’s so cute. He can’t hold eye contact, looking down once the shock of embarrassment has faded and swallowing, a little frown twisting his features once more. You reach up, brushing his cheek with a thumb and adjusting his glasses. 
“What’s wrong?”
The question comes out too smiley, but you can’t help it. 
“I hurt you,” he says, quietly, utterly ashamed. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to.”
“I kinda think you did,” you tease, and Spencer says your name with a serious edge. You try to quit grinning so much. “Baby, it’s fine. You didn’t hurt me. Don’t you ever get mysterious bruises?”
His eyes are wide and honest on yours when he meets them again. 
“No. My iron levels are optimal.”
Naturally. 
“Okay, well, lots of people do. Sometimes I get a bruise and I have no idea what it’s from because it never hurt. These,” you look down, gesturing to your knee, “never hurt. It’s just what happens when your knees hit the floor.”
“Well you shouldn’t have been on the floor,” he scolds, countering with a sweet touch on your cheek. “I’m never letting you touch the floor ever again.”
Your shit-eating grin is back and better than ever. “Oh, so you’re going to carry me everywhere we go?”
“If that’s what it takes. I don’t like seeing you bruised up.”
“It’s okay. I bruised myself doing something I love.”
At this Spencer rolls his eyes and kisses you once more before gently pushing your leg away and getting out of bed. 
“Where are you going?” You ask, all smugness gone and more concerned than you ought to be as he flicks the bathroom light on. For a moment you receive no answer, but then he reappears bearing a white tube. 
“Give me your legs,” he says, sitting next to you on the bed. You swing your legs over his lap and watch on in mild interest as he dispenses lotion from the bottle and tosses it aside, carefully rubbing it into the bruised skin. Every few seconds he glances up to gauge your reaction, and though it’s definitely tender, you avoid wincing. “You don’t have to do that. I can tell it hurts.”
You laugh. 
“Yeah, well, it didn’t until you started trying to fix it.” The ointment is pungent and you make a face. “What are you rubbing all over me?”
“This is vitamin K and Arnica. It will make the bruises go away faster.”
“Aw. You don’t think they’re pretty on me?”
He sets the bottle on the nightstand and retrieves the pen he’d been doing Sudoku with earlier, uncapping it. Your heart swells as he draws tiny sad faces by the bruises on your knees, glasses slipping down his nose as he focuses intently. 
“I always think you’re pretty. I just never want you to be hurt, ever.”
“Are you done taking care of me now?” You ask, reaching out for him. The pen joins the bottle and suddenly he has no concern for your bodily health, practically crushing you with a hug. When he speaks it’s muffled by your shoulder. 
“Never.”
You hum, nose tickled in his hair and forming a dastardly plan. 
“You could kiss them better.”
Spencer laughs and presses his lips briefly to your neck. 
“I might just do that.”
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1yvesverse · 7 days ago
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how i shifted for the first time.
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hi everyone, my name is Kate and i’ve been shifting realities for 3 years. Today i wanna tell u guys about my first fully shift ever!
i made clear intentions to shift that night and said a lot of robotic affirmations. (even 2 days before, i kept saying “i am in my DR” “i have shifted” “I have shifted, its done, I’m sensing my DR”. (basically used loa)
and as soon as i went to sleep, i immediately noticed something changing around me. but i didn’t overreact or anything. i try to be calm the whole time.
btw i’m someone who prefers sleep “methods”
so, i feel asleep
and boom, i woke up in another room in my DR. it was not my room but a room in my house there. (kinda random but i feel asleep in the guest room bruh)
anyways my mom woke me up and of course i was shocked but i didn’t scared my mom away or anything (my mind was just freaking out)
anyways but i didn’t freaked out for too long like i was just idk how to explain like “shocked” like “omg i’m in my dr” but then everything was just so NORMAL (pls tell me u get it). like i didn’t freaked out the whole time
my mom wanted to go to the mall w me and before that i looked myself in the mirror and o.m.g.
i was a mf princess , i had every facial feature i scripted.
i kinda forgot how i shifted back lol but YEAH this is my story! (shift is kinda long ago)
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u have to know i’m someone who had the worst doubts ever about shifting , who had really negative thoughts but I’m done with that.
i simply just said I’m not accepting this 3d , the 4d is what matters. i kept persisting. i never give up. and u should too.
I’m not someone special. We are all the same. your subconscious mind already KNOWS how to shift. please never give up its SO. WORTH. IT.
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