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i want a bridge piercing so so so bad
#i hate being broke. for many reasons but this is a big one#also i want my eyebrow piercing back... i miss her desperately#issue is that even if i did have the money my stomach has been so sensitive since I Got Sick (euphemism for going off the deep end and#ruining my digestive system possibly permanently LMFAO) so im scared that the shock of pain would make me sick (also euphemism for#Getting Sick) which would be. really embarrassing and might cause me to jerk up out of the chair which would be uh. bad#so i cant#also i wear glasses a lot now bc my eyesight is steadily worsening and i think theyd bump the bridge
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My 3 am brainrot became real after thinking too hard about Bad sacrificing himself every single time
And Skeppy taking his first chance to do so too when it comes to him
So like, You think they'll be each others' wishes?
For context, i also really (like fr) like some games under the name of persona, and long story short, in the 5th one, the last antagonist grants everyone all the wishes their hearths desire (mostly making their traumas never to happen) and the Main character one is, may You wonder?
Not erasing his criminal record, not making his friends happy, no, hell no, is to have a certain someone by his side, someone who under 'normal' circunsances sacrificed himself and is not here for that
As you'll undertnad, defeating the antagonist also means giving up all those whishes
His own whish is pretty much the only thing that can make the Main character visibly emotional and doubtfull (the silent type one of mc)
Unfortunately for him, his person wouldn't forgive him for not doing the right thing and to live under the control of someone else, to live a lie
So, i'll ask again, do You think they'll be each others' wishes?, do You think they'll be able to give up each other for a greater good?, or for the others' whish? Do You think they'll be able to refuse the lie?
I don't think so and damn i need a FIC on this But i might be the only person capable of doing it
#bbh#badboyhalo#skeppy#headcanon#skephalo#persona 5 royal#yes im talking bout it#guess is a spoiler but not so much#i really want to do this fic#but like i have a essay#a resume of a 30 min video#and 4 very specific maps to make#due on monday#so i cant#fuck
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I'm really tired of having to manage and cater to my mother's moods and emotions.
She has to be coaxed into eating dinner most nights bc she doesn't fucking eat enough and it makes her tired and bitchy, but she's already tired and stressed from work and she doesn't want to put effort into making decisions; when she's grumpy I have to be cheerful but not ~too~ cheerful and sympathetic and understanding to help walk her through her anger so she doesn't start an unnecessary fight with my father; when she's stressed I have to find solutions but not too many solutions or it makes her more stressed, but she needs options or distractions to calm down
None of these things alone are entirely unreasonable things to do for someone, and fuck knows i get like this too sometimes, but I've done work to learn how to deal with my extreme emotions so they don't get out of hand, and she just... makes hers everyone's problem. she's my mom, I shouldn't have to parent her, but my father is entirely useless at this so he's no help and she won't/can't lean on any friends so like... it's me.
#i want to be grumpy and angry and throw a fit#but i have to be a reasonable adult#so i cant#ugh#ughhhhh
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for a saturday today was busy and hard PHEW im exhaustedorino
#originals#phew phew phew#im gonna pass out#but i have a thing with some friends in a little#so i cant#im doing nothing tomorrow if i can help it hehe
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Chapter Four! its here!
Can't have a Hotguy/Cuteguy AU without Scar and Grian interactions so here this is!
#the other me fic#hotguy#cuteguy#grian#scar#goodtimeswithscar#gtws#scarian#desert duo#hermitcraft#hermitcraft fanfiction#fanfiction#getting to the fun part where I want to get to the PlotTM#but i need to like get past the set up and such#so I cant#but I have a whole document in my writing software of choice#with plans#trying to plan emotional arcs#and into the endgame plot#hard not to share but I will not spoil it#yet
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the period cramps are period cramping (i should not be on my period rn) and the chronic fatigue is chronic fatiguing help
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welcome to my fucked up and wvil clubhouse
#txt#i want ro attach the pictures of pete dressed as mickey but they actually make me feel sick to my stomach whenever i look at then#so i cant#i wont#pete
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Merry crisis my dude
and a happy new year XD
#i did not forget about this ask#i swear#totally intended to draw a response#but i got a lil sicky#so i cant#but here#answered#now go get drunk and high my peeps#and enjoy life#and the new year
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i played minecraft again after, what, a year? and it was so refreshing. havent even been playing that game since i was a kid, i started just when i turned 18. playing with friends is way more fun but it was still fun nevertheless. brought back memories, for sure.
and i need to finish sonic frontiers. but im not ready to end this beautiful game so instead i played a bit of unwiished (im still so good at that game) and sonic riders zg (played it so many times i know it by heart). a nice trip back into my childhood.
#i was supposed to be studying today#but period and PAIN and etc etc#so i cant#o7#yesterday was super fun tho
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I wish I could show my face here ☹️☹️☹️
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*in the EU. Not Europe as a whole. You gotta be in the EU to sign
Tagging this with gay fandoms sorry
There's currently a European proposition to ban conversion practice in Europe
If you're European please sigh it
If you're not please reblog
#sadly the uk is no longer in the eu#so i cant#but if you are please do!#interesting how much higher the threshold percentage hit in france is so much higher#but so many have only hit like 3% of what they need to for the bill to be considered so please please sign if you can!!!#and share if you cant!
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Dumb thing that would not leave my brain
#jayvik#arcane#viktor#jayce talis#suggestive#bluesky enjoyed this one way more than i thought so i figured id toss it here too#ive gotten such sweet nice comments on my last triptych drawings#fellow jayviks you are so niceys#stop enabling me!!!! ill want to draw more!!!!#i STILL cant get jayce's face right. i feel like flynn rider#i hate hate hate drawing anything inorganic especially in perspective#if i have to draw a straight line or an ellipse its game over#so it truly speaks to my love for The Character that ive willingly drawn viktor's brace several times lol
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maybe never forgive. but things are different now. so we'll use maybe.
#my version of a happy ending au#mouthwashing#captain curly#mouthwashing anya#anya#curly#my art#considering this game takes place in a hellscape#i imagine one of the other horrifying angles for anya was that she might not even have the rights to abort the wound#so i like to think. curly. thinking he's going to die anyway. just takes all of the medical bills from his crew#because if he lives then he'll spend his life paying it all off#and if he dies. then he takes the burden with him#but him and anya are horrible horrible parallels now. and they cant NOT care about each other#he'll turn himself into the horse. he'll be the beast of burden. anything he said. anything#and for once he actually means it.
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the 'what if you played it a little risky' post literally Changed my life but i cant fujkign find it in my blog because its. a tiktok screenshot
#like literally every time ive hesitated sending a text or complimenting someone or stuff ive thought of it#like youre right. what if i played it a little risky what do i have to lose in doing a nice thing!!!!!! ur so right!!!!!!!!#but its forever lost cos i cant search it with any words cause its an image#misery and pain. you know how it is#my post
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hate when you find a character whose so infuriatingly Your Type that its embarrassing like yeahg no one is gonna be surprised when i announce this is my new Guy Of The Month
#shush jesse#EDIT from future me: this post was about astarion but im fully a galegirl (gendy neutch) now so idk what that says#he's also my type for what its worth#this post abt astarion#hes just so painfully on brand for me#i know so little about him though is the thing but i still feel insane#but i cant play the game and i dont want to watch anyone play it and i dont want spoilers#so like.....secondhand blorbo right now
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it's not fucking omegaverse im just birds
#weird horse.exe#okay to reblog#theres so many nice cool optionssss cant i just burrow. please let me burrow#big notes
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