#so i can do hw and study and all that
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love how i’m probably going to have to spend my entire fall break applying for internships. that is, if i make it through this week.
#have huge assignment due tomorrow (literally a whole ass news site in a class we have not been taught anything and they grade so harshly)#like functional can make an account and login and post articles and comment and shit from scratch using html css php and sql#none of which i had ever used before this class (they don't teach us)#i also have an exam tomorrow i haven't even thought about studying for yet (im gonna need to pull an all nighter fml im so exhausted already#also an exam wednesday (yom kippur) in a class where i am like over 3 weeks behind#a big programming assignment in the class i have an exam in tomorrow that's due friday that i cannot think about until after my exam thurs#not to mention my usual hw assignments in many classes#i did a really shitty job on my hw due this week/weekend#didn't try very hard on my hw due fri because i was so busy and then wanted to go to parties oops (that's not like me huh)#straight up didn't even submit my astrophysics hw due yesterday because i was just so exhausted so i was like fuck it#we get 2 drops i think#i need to do laundry but i don't have time. i have no clean clothes but i haven't had enough time at my apartment to do it#my apartment is such a mess#i need to clean before i leave for fall break on friday but idk if ill have time#i am so overwhelmed#there's absolutely no way ill be able to get even a fraction of all the stuff i need to get done this week done#my anxiety lowkey has not been super bad this weekend in the first time in so long#but at the same time idk if that's a good thing because im not as motivated to do work even tho i don't want to sh as much which is good
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hello there! do you guys have any hobbies?
“Hobbies in general we have a lot... We’ve got a lot of time on our hands after all, if we add our experiences together we’ve probably done most everything.”
//ps: imagine yao’s fit to be like what the old chinese men wear to play xiangqi in the middle of the park. iykyk lolol
#hws china#aph china#hetalia#aph#hws#wang yao.txt#hetalia askblog#asks#anon#answers#art post#colored post#return of yao to his own blog#last time i drew him was in november help he deserves this shading actually#he's skinny and pale bc all he everdoes is study inside the room every few years he goes out and does a little running#*few hundred years#girl help painting is so fun all i can do is paint#also i apparently didn't think this through when i decided to have all 4 chinas on a blog bc there's almost no way id draw 4 pics when it's#not the set up for a punchline or a plot related question for just one ask ghsdjaklf#thank you for the ask nontheless!! Feel free to come visit again if you wanted an answer from someone else!
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if only the fucking math department here was as good as the computer science department 😭
#the cs class i'm in has so much like student support things and shit idk like fucking fr#and they're sO well structured and organized from my experience#with two cs classes here lol but still#and this math class is just 😭 why is there no piazza/easy way to get help like that#actually the calc classes i've taken had that and it was good#fucking bare minimum to have a piazza for a math class especially i feel like lmfao#i'm just on my own for this math class kinda 🤡#also for my group project the person who was actually helpful the past two times has been mia for this one 😭😭#i hope he's ok and we're definitely gonna struggle if he doesn't respond ahhhhhhh#this lovely wonderful amazing math class said ready this week y'all got#midterm 2 on tuesday book hw due friday project 3 due friday capstone project proposal due friday#shut the fuck up go fuck yourself @ this course the fuck#having strong feelings rn lmfao#i don't wanna study bc idk how to do shit without looking at how to do it 😍#it's monday and i'm already done with this week lmfao#i have all this math shit and then a (short) paper im pretty sure i can kinda bs and research stuff idek dkhjgfgfkd#i also stayed up til fucking 5 in the morning on saturday night/sunday morning bc we went to the afterparty after our show (me and my frend#during which we just kinda sat there in like the corner of sober ppl lmfao#and then we left at like 1:30 and then sat and talked until 5 in the morning it was daylight savings but still lol#but i feel like that was a bad choice considering daylight savings and all the shit i have this week XD fully like half asleep in my#classes today lsdkfhglsdffk#and considering i got nothing done last week lol#idek what i'm talking about anymore i'm just like talking to avoid studying i think lmao#anyway i've accepted my fate of probably doing pretty bad on this math exammmmmm 🤩 but here we go studying or something ahgjkdfgkd <3#jeanne talks
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feeling: very overwhelmed rn <3
#these tags are gonna be chaotic#but i have an exam tomorrow#and on wednesday#and thursday <3#and there's so much to do#and i feel overwhelmed#and i'm also scared bc covid cases are going up again#and i don't wanna get sick#so there's so much on my mind rn#and and and#i have so many assignments#all i did today was study#and i'm just so nervous bc these exams are thick#n important#and i feel like there's no time to study and do assignments#while taking care of myself#also sorry for always complaining about school#i know it can be annoying#anyway listening to kpop and doing hw while i wait for my laundry#trying not to bang my head against a wall <33#sayu speaks#tw vent#tw rant#just incase <3
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been at school a little less than a month and i already got a c in math 😐
#what if i was suicidal#what if that was my last straw#NO BCUZ WE TOOK A TEST AND IT WAS 12 QUESTIONS AND I LNEW TBE MATERIAL BUT I ALEAYS BLANK TAKING TESTS#AND IN ALM MY CLASSWORK AND HOMEWORK I GET EVERYTHING RIGHT AND THE CW+HW % IS EQUAL TO THE TEST %#SO ALL MY HOMEWORK SHOULD'VE CURVED MY GRADE BUT MY TEACHER ONLY RAISED IT BY 2 POINTS AND I CANT DO RETAKES BC MY MOM DOESNT GET HOME EARL#early FRO. WORK SO NOW I HAVE ALL As AND A 74 ON MY PROGRESS REPORT brb crying#stupid geometry and trigonometry or whatever we're learning that im not gonna use irl after i graduate#l speaks#shut up l#suicide mention#i wanna ask her if i can retake it during class but every day we learn something and get cw/hw so id fall behind#but i cant make it in the morning to retake it so ighghghghhghghggbg ima kms stG /hj#ranting in the tags because i can#hate math tests i always blank when i lnow the material and i fail TH e easiest questions#and i have no motivation to study so even if i was able to retake it tomorrow id forget what we learned about so hshahahshajjq#im fine#literally a week into the school year i could feel my mental health drop i h8 that place but i love my friends do you see my problem#also i did my hair and i washed it but m#jt wad straight so washing it made it curly again and my moms gonna get upset so double homicide 💀 im gonna run away#like those ppl on tiktok ima run away with 2 crackers to my name#theyre giving out progress reports mext#next week so i have until tomorrow at 4 to do the retake to have it count or else my mom'll flip#anyways uhm i think i might scroll on here then study then watch owl house lr adventure time or rta and then sleep and pray i dont get in#trouble
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no more math please💔
#i was studying for my macroeconomics midterm all day (save for the 2 hour midday nap) and im still not done#too many calculations. no more numbers pls💔#i kinda want to take a nap again but i cant😭#im tired and i still have so much shit to do :(((#on top of macroeconomics i have english chinese and management hw due sometime next week😩#and also i missed chan's live bc of my nap sjdmdhskd:(((#anyway im going to take a break and pretend i dont exist for the next 30 or so minutes#and maybe later i can get around to reblog posts djtjdj😔#shut up vivien no one cares
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would be very cool if one of my friends had office hours tomorrow in the lounge at 9am and I could show up to do hw with them while they avoid any underclassmen looking for them
#this is what I fucking miss bro 😭😭😭#it's the only way I can do hw now and it rly fuckin shows bc I haven't done shit at home#the zoom study sessions help#but it's not the same 😭😭#the girls I study with now are all law or poli sci students#so they can't help me if I have questions dbskslms#I wanna just. walk into the lounge and find someone from class#it was so fucking easy
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uwaaaaaaa
#just finished an assignment about how i personally would combat the school-to-prison pipeline in my classroom and ahh#if i ever date anyone i hope they're cool w me being busy a lot of the time bc whoo boy. being a director already takes up a good chunk of#time outside of the classroom since you're constantly preparing new sections of music to be taught. this can mean recording rehearsal tracks#studying the music for dynamic movements + the interplay between the lines or practicing how you're going to conduct specific parts of the#songs. in my interview w my middle school director i think he said he spent ~4 hours everyday outside of work just preparing music for each#upcoming day? but then I also want to run anonymous concern jars so students can express their worries about the classroom without having to#say things to my face bc ik firsthand that can be really terrifying! but i want to review these jars every night so i can address them in#class the next day or throughout the week. esp if it's issues like 'the altos have no idea how we're supposed to practice mm 53-68' or 'the#soprano 2's cant rehearse because we all kinda hate each other' these are things i want to be on my toes about knowing and addressing!#but figuring out the best and most considerate ways to do that will again. take time.#and i also want to stay afterschool everyday to help students catch up on music or their other hw/ provide voice + piano lessons/ give#students a place to Linger while their parents are at work or any other reason a kid may not want to go home right away#i also want to host weekly choir dinners for students + parents/families who face food insecurity#so like looking at all of it..i'm like ooga booga there will be No Time for a partner in your life but i'm also like :'o having someone to#tackle these things with was a huge reason both of my directors didn't go insane so like... to quote that one meme. i too would like a sword#idk#i really enjoyed doing that assignment and thinking through how i would show my kids that i'm there for them but it made me realize the#reality of my future conflicts w my fantasies about the future which were getting married + having a small family. bb girl you won't have#time for all that lmao!!! i guess as i go through music school i'll meet more people who actually deal with this stuff day in and day out +#see how they manage it ^^; it's just. Funky to think about. not bad but different ig??#ramble#long post#sriracha.txt
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im going to stay a gifted kid for as long as i can
#i never learnt how to study for tests i always just do all the hw and then show up on the test day like whatever happens happens#and then usually cry at least once during every test#but also dance amd lipsync and move around a lot#im a bother to people around me#but i get good grades#but when things actually start to get difficult ..#like so far ive kind of just half listened to the teacher and then ask my friends for help and try to figure shit out myself#im good with bullshiting words#but with math i either ask my dad or jjst cry while trying to work shit out myself#i never really understood the teachers so i always kinda ignore them or just kinda listen cuz i mean....... i can teach myself better#but anyways yeah when ill start getting a lot of hw amd it will all start to pile up and more assignments to finish amd more tests coming up#i get overwhelmed wayyy too easily so that shit could easily break me down lmaooo#i be like#math AND hebrew hw?!?????? both for two days from now??????? nah bro im gonna spend the next three hours procrastinating and crying ttyl#when i get to hs my grades will probably drop cuz i camt handle too much at once amd im too used to not studying for things#and always doing all the hw but like..............#ok yeah im gonna die#watch me go from 95-100 to 80-90 realll fuckinv quick lmaooo#i know its going to happen so im just gonna brace myself for the fall#im still gonna try to do my best#but again.........#ugh yeh#ok#ye
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this just in: i love being jewish.
#so much so that i’m a judaic studies major sjjdkdjfkdkdk#no but here’s the context: i was doing my reading for one of my religion classes and the readings were about the holocaust#and i’m not generally an emotional person but between this week and also stress#i just broke down crying reading the stories#mind you i’m as mizrahi as one can get— i don’t have any family who was in europe or directly (DIRECTLY) affected by the shoah#so i’m obviously very aware of all of our history but for awhile i felt so disconnected from it all#and i was reading about jewish resistance and i just couldn’t stop crying#it’s part of us y’know?? revolution and resistance is intrinsic to judaism and it’s both sad and incredible#so yeah i love being jewish so much and i’m so endlessly proud of it#ok sorry i’m gonna go back to doing hw lol bye#judaism#jumblr#personal
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Yknow that feeling
When all you wanna do is one or all of the following :
Draw
Write
Watch Netflix
Listen to music
Watch YouTube
Play a game
Go ramble to someone
Scroll through Tumblr for hours in a specific tag
Fucking sleep
But this gets in the way :
H O M E W O R K
Yeah
#im so emotionally drained#but the hw is due tomorrow#and i have a quiz either tomorrow or wednesday i need to study for#and i wanna do all of those other things#but i cant-#hhhhfbsgdvhg#i would say kill me but gonna try a less depressing approach from now on so...#hug me?#that might work we'll try it#amber's shit you can ignore
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panic is choosing which assignments you’re straight up not going to do so you can get others done
#red speaks#like. not gonna do the law assignment because that's due tuesday#not gonna do the sci textbook pages because she'll give me an out for being sick but i'll have to do two different chapters tomorrow#not gonna do the cw because that's gonna take like three hours and i'd rather get a late assignment#not gonna do the essay because I think it's going to make me have a panic attack#so basically all i can do is study for ela because every fucking teacher#chose to give me an assignment on the weekend i was sick#and literally felt like i was going to die#at least i don't have to do the math because she only hands out physical copies of hw and doesn't post it anywhere#rfhhhhhhhhhewijdfksaojfewijgerwifherh#that's me screaming with my mouth closed#if you can't tell#oh wait i can't scream because i'll go into a fucking coughing fit#anyway how is your day going?
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also i think i’m going to fail my math class </3
#VERY UNFORTUNATE.....#but learning math online is like almost IMPOSSIBLE esp for someone who is shit at math in the first place gfdkjghdfjg#i hope universities that i plan to transfer soon understand...... pls understand math is SO HARD.....#im taking four classes rn and like . i can only devote so much energy and brain power to each of them#and like if i want to pass the other three i Need to devote time to them too ! bc i felt like all the time i was spending on hw and studying#was for math..... like it was super unbalanced and i dont want to go down in the other classes!#idk how it's gonna pan out but there's one month and really idk if i'll make it for math ): ESP BC I . MISSED THE LAST EXAM............#and i know im probably not going to do that well on this one#HHHHHHH#this is sad bc i really wanted to do so much better this semes but........ ya..........sad........ well......#sun texts
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Wait woah I think I’m done with actual classes for this semester 😳 wtf
#I just have a couple recorded lecture videos to watch tomorrow#brooooo so fucking close 😭#1/4 final things done#hope I can get one more done today and submit it even tho it’s due tomorrow#I have to use tomorrow to study for my math final 😭 not me cramming on the last day fuck#but idk all of my final things fell on this week except one#next week is gonna be great I just get to chill and study for my last final which won’t even be very hard#and then I’m fucking DONE by Wednesday next week hell fucking yeah#it still feels so far away ahshshsh#but ok I’m submitting my Spanish essay today I think#one last math hw assignment to do today#a lecture for this other class and a small assignment that maybe I can do today???#I also have readings for that class but idk if I’m gonna do them if I don’t need to 👀#*screams* I just want to be done but I’m so fucking close SO FUCKING CLOSE#stfu jeanne#why does this feel like such a big thing like I’m just getting started it’s only my first semester of college sjhdhfjdj
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guys......its here n its Beautiful
#cant believe ill be blessed with just one click....#yet im gna wait bcs i have to do my hw first and study for a bit then Experience it all while chillin#the quicker i do the school stuff the better so imma stop talking now#ill be back#u can tell me ur opinions n favs tho🥺💛#gab.txt
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oh i forgot to say this to u thousand something strangers yesterday when it happened but idk how to feel about my mom. dont reblog this
#dont reblog this or theres something wrong with you#anyway we were driving home and like. i hadnt done my physics hw in study hall bc my friend who always helps me didnt feel well#she went off her hormones for a while and then doubled the dose and was having hot flashes as a resuly#so i explained that and my mom was instantly like. 'oh that poor girl see do you see how evil hrt is'#'did you know they did a study with giving cis women more estrogen to help with menopause symptoms and they all got cancer'#'no one should ever mess with their hormones its just stupid.' and btw both of the friend in questions parents r medical professionals#so i didnt want to talk abt it so i ended the conversation just stopped talking. & 5 minutes later#she said it broke her heart that i wanted to change my body and didnt see myself as complete and perfect. and i STILL didnt say anything#but that made me REALLY upset#and when we were almost home she said 'im going to lose it and cry today okay. its not bc youre trans'#and i said ok. thank u for telling me#her therapist said she should let it out more so i respected that#and later that night i was doing my hw and she broke down#and she said she was sorry for not being there in the ways she should be and not being perfect#and she said i was the best child in the world even though i have a brother#and she said i was a beacon of light#and she always says something to that effect like 'sorry im not perfect-_-' whenever i tell her something she does upsets me#but never like this? like she was literally gripping onto me sobbing#and i said its okay not to be perfect im just telling you how what you say can make me feel. and i dont want u to be sympathetic over stuff#that excites me and makes me happy#like hrt#and she cried harder & tbh i was crying a little bit too? bc like#ive never ever heard her even say shes proud of me before#and here she was like. praising me for being this perfect being of compassion and light and just. idk#idk! i went to bed after that and im just now thinking about it and i have no idea how to feel#transphobia m
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