#so i can be so so normal irl [angel emoji]

[foursaints]

I go through 3 phases every time you post something

1 - Oh gosh it's amazing

2 - Oh gosh it's literally me

3 - Oh gosh I'm weird

And I'm really happy about it

WHO UP & SEXUALIZING SCOLIOSIS 🙌

[h4m1lt0ns]

HEARTBREAK SYNDROME.

episode ten :: MADNESS, BADNESS.

꒰꒰◌‧₊ ⬪˙⋆ pairing ︴lewis hamilton x y/n

꒰꒰◌‧₊ ⬪˙⋆ genre ︴social media au / irl snippets

꒰꒰◌‧₊ ⬪˙⋆ summary ﹔lewis + y/n = combination

꒰꒰◌‧₊ ⬪˙⋆ face claim ﹔ wonyoung jang (28)

꒰꒰◌‧₊ ⬪˙⋆ warnings ﹕ excessive cussing, none.

☆ IMESSAGE with : LEW <3

y/n: lew are u awake

lew <3: yeah i’m up

y/n: wait did i wake u up

lew <3: no no dw i couldn’t sleep

lew <3: why are you up tho doll?

lew <3: it’s almost two in the morning

y/n: i couldn’t sleep either <3

y/n: remember the demo lyrics i showed you like three days ago??

lew <3: the one you began writing on the boat?

y/n: yeahhhh that one

lew <3: yeah ofc

y/n: can u help me finish it?

y/n: if you’re not busy ofc

lew <3: never too busy for you doll

lew <3: plus i’m not really doing anything rn

y/n:

lew <3: you and those memes lmfao

lew <3: how can i help you doll

y/n: oh

y/n: i was actually hoping you’d come over

y/n: i’m just chilling in my home studio

lew <3: studio you said???

lew <3: you don’t even have to ask twice

lew <3: putting on my shoes

y/n: omg oh my god okay omg

y/n: y/n x xnda????

lew <3: whewwwwwww 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨

lew <3: let me cook alright

y/n: get in there lewis

lew <3: omw !!!

y/n: pls bring roscoe

lew <3: dw i will

lew <3: i said your name once and he immediately woke up

y/n: 😭😭

y/n: i miss him sm

lew <3: on our way doll :)))

y/n

♡ liked by lewishamilton, yukitsunoda0511 and 7,204,108 others.

y/n it’s just me and you

tagged: roscoelovescoco, lewishamitlon

592,495 comments.

username Y/N’S IN THE STUDIO ALERT 🚨

username BITCH IS THAT ROSCOE???!?!?????!?!?

→ username IT IS SHE TAGGED THE ACCOUNT

→ username ROSCOE MUSICAL DEBUT???

→ username producer tag is woof woof

username y/n???? and lewis??? in the studio???? i’m excited????

username YESSSS NEW MUSIC SOON PLS 🔥🔥🔥

username LET HER COOK LET HER COOK 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

username YES GOD PLS

username Y/N AND XNDA????

→ roscoelovescoco y/ns ands roscoe

→ username HOE YOU AINT SLICK

→ username LEWIS DROP THE SONG IMMEDIATELY

→ username OKAY SO THIS JUST CONFIRMED IT

→ username WORLDS COLLIDING????

→ username IM SOOOOOO NORMAL ABT THIS

username LEWIS AND Y/N IN THE STUDIO????

→ username i personally, am frothing at the mouth.

→ username real

carlossainz55 babysitting duty?

→ y/n third wheeling duty actually

→ lewishamilton i was the third wheel 🙋����

→ username OHMYGODOHMYGOD

→ username Y/N X XNDA WHEN

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username OMFGGGGGGG

roscoelovescoco i’s missed yous y/ns 🐾

→ username i once again say, hoe you ain’t slick 🤨

username there’s so much going on i don’t know where to look.

username LEWIS WAS THEREEEEEEE

username BRO IM BOUT TO EXPLODE

y/l/nestate glad you’re in the studio but please get some sleep 🎀

jensonbutton another banger album coming?

→ y/n maybe 🤭

→ username HUHHHHHH

username FATHER JENSON

→ username ANOTHER ALBUM????

→ username MA’AM YOU CANT JUST SAY THAT AND DIP

→ username Y/N COME BACK 🔪

→ username AYEEEEYOOOOOO

→ username SCREAMINGGGG

→ username BWOAHHHHHH

→ username Y/N I SWEARRRRRR

☆ IMESSAGE with : BOARD OF DIRECTORS.

princess george: so y/n

y/n: jesus christ

princess george: wrong

honey badger: lmfao

y/n: oh this feels like a threat

yukino: it is 🔪🔪🔪

PIERRE GASLYYYY: ^^^

y/n: OH???????

princess george: you and lewis huh 😏

y/n: don’t ever use that emoji ever again omfg

my baby lando: look at her trying to dodge the topic

babygirl alex: no bc literally

chili!: what were you doing in the studio w a boy in the middle of the night young lady 🤨

y/n: papa????

chal eclair: answer the question bae ❤️🔪

wifey lily: yet another man trying to steal my wife i see

angel carmen: no bc has he no self respect? frolicking with a married woman?

girlfriend kika: my wife specifically??

y/n: oh my god 🤭 babe i’m blushing

alabono: bro answer the question

y/n: 🙄🙄🙄🙄

y/n: he helped me with a demo i’m working on

y/n: we wrote a song together is all

yukino: a part of me wants to believe you but the other says you’re hiding shit 🧐

y/n: omfg yuki how dare you

chal eclair: oh so you just hung out?

y/n: yeah man

PIERRE GASLYYYY: “yeah man” right.

PIERRE GASLYYYY: you liar

PIERRE GASLYYYY: roscoe was still at your house this morning when kika facetimed you so lewis is also probably still there

yukino: SO YOU ARE HIDING SHIT???

y/n: wAIT

babygirl alex: LIARRRRRRRR

angel carmen: HOW COULD YOU

y/n: HOLD AWNNNNNN

honey badger: CAN WE EVEN TRUST YOU MATE

chili!: ^^^^^^^

y/n: OKAY

y/n: LISTEN

my baby lando: 👂🏼👂🏼👂🏼👂🏼👂🏼

y/n: roscoe is at my house bc i’m babysitting him today, lew is busy and i’m keeping an eye on him while in the studio

chal eclair: LEW?????

chal eclair: HE HAS A NICKNAME NOW??

chal eclair: I WAITED TWO YEARS TO GET A NICKNAME AND HE GETS ONE EASILY?

chal eclair: THE BEST I GET OUT OF YOU IS SHAL LEGLEG AND HE GETS A CUTE “LEW”?

chal eclair: no.

chal eclair: tell him to pull up

babygirl alex: relax u can’t hurt a fly even if you wanted

yukino: it’s okay charles i’ll hurt him for you

y/n: neither of you is hurting anyone

my baby lando: i smell a potential father figure

y/n: omg shut up

honey badger: she says as she giggles and kicks her feet

y/n: STOPPP

wifey lily: OH SO YOU ARE GIGGLING KICKING YOUR FEET

yukino: down MISERABLE

y/n: NO IM NOT

princess george: what did he do that has you kicking your feet 🤨

chili!: ^^^^^^

babygirl alex: ^^^^^

yukino: ^^^^^^^

honey badger: ^^^^^

y/n: we didn’t do anything oh my god

alabono: we didn’t ask if YALL did something

alabono: we asked what did HE do

alabono: exposed ur self dummy

wifey lily: i’m so proud of you for clocking that babe

alabono: 😌

my baby lando: WAIT

honey badger: YOU TWOOOO DID SOMETHING

yukino: y/n, spill or i crash into lewis next race

y/n: listen. good fucking god.

y/n: i’m literally powering off my phone after this.

y/n: we kissed in the recording both

my baby lando: HUHHHLDOWIFIW

wifey lily: WHATTTTTDOYOUMEANKISSED

chili!: KISSED??? LIKE MWAH MWAH

alabono: MWAH MWAH IS KILLING MEEEE

PIERRE GASLYYYY: Y/N ANSWER THE PHONE

babygirl alex: THEY KISSEDDDDKDOSK

girlfriend kika: LOOOOOOSING IN MY MIND

honey badger: BITCH COME BACK HERE

angel carmen: MY KNEES ARE WEAK WDYM KISS

princess george: YOU DID WHAT WHERE

chal eclair: HE STILL GOT A NICE ENOUGH NICKNAME BEFORE ME MATE.

y/n added to their story!

☆ IMESSAGE with : LEW <3

lew <3: today was as long as a mf

lew <3: i got home and wondered why i couldn’t hear any barking

lew <3: forgot my boy was with u lol

y/n: oh fuck u seem rly rly tired

y/n: it’s okay i’ll drop him off dw

y/n: lol at least one of us got work done

lew <3: was ur day not good?

lew <3: what happened doll

y/n: roscoe is soooo fucking adorable :(

y/n: i literally couldn’t pay attention to anything that wasn’t him

y/n: he’s so so so cute it’s was so distracting 🥹 and the problem was that i had him on my lap the entire morning and when i stopped cuddling him he started whining and crying n i felt like a monster

lew <3: awww

lew <3: ur so cute

lew <3: i feel terrible knowing i can’t take him everywhere with me

y/n: he’s so babie i love him soooo much

lew <3: more than me?

y/n: yes obv 🙄 know ur place

lew <3: lmfaoooo

lew <3: come over already doll

y/n: aw man ur taking roscoe away from me :’(

lew <3: i miss my son

lew <3: and i miss my doll too

y/n: making me blush lew

lew <3: if not me then who will

lew <3: btw ur staying for dinner

lew <3: u don’t have a say in this :)

y/n: yes sir!!

lew <3: oh?

lew <3: sir huh?

y/n: 🫢🤭

lew <3: come over.

y/n: omwwww

lewishamilton added to their story!

[angel-with-paper-wings]

for the truth & dare ask game: 🎱, 🛼, 🥑, 🍬, 🦴 :)

Thank you for these!! Sorry it took me so long to reply, these past few days have been busy for me. Thanks for your patience 🙏

🎱 post your AO3 total stats 

I still can’t believe these stats are all from my fics… thank you to everyone who has read my fics and contributed to these numbers, I’m endlessly grateful to every last one of you 🥹

User Subscriptions: 13

Kudos: 455

Comment Threads: 195

Bookmarks: 144

Subscriptions: 94

Word Count: 181,154

Hits: 14,330

🛼 describe your latest wip with five emojis

I’ll do the latest chapter of my fic since that’s the last thing I finished: 😰🎶👗🧺📔

🥑 you accidentally killed somebody, which mutual(s) do you text for help?

Hmm… first of all, you can’t prove anything 🤐 Second of all, I would probably contact @thelastsliceofcheese since I actually know her irl and she can help me hide the body and maybe even act as an alibi. And I believe @jennyfair7 once said that she was a lawyer(?) so I will need her help too.

🍬 post an unpopular opinion about a popular fandom character

This is kind of about both Christine and Erik, but I think Christine could have become a great singer even without “the Angel of Music” as her teacher. In the Leroux novel, her voice was said to have sounded like “a rusty hinge” before she started receiving lessons from the mysterious voice. Does this mean Erik has some divine power over her voice and he gave her the talent to sing well, and that if she leaves him then all her musical talent will leave as well??

In my opinion, OF COURSE NOT. At the end of the day, Erik does NOT have superpowers and he’s just a normal guy being a normal music teacher giving her lessons in normal opera technique. The only way Erik improved Christine’s voice beyond a technical level was the *idea* that the Angel of Music was teaching her. Ideas and belief are so powerful: we need to believe we can do something in order to actually do it. Since Christine *believed* that she was being trained by a supernatural force, she made “supernatural” progress. If it is true that Christine was not able to sing as well after she leaves with Raoul in the end (I don’t think we know that for sure), then the only reason for that was because the events she lived through in the story were harrowing and emotionally traumatizing for her (which we DO know for sure). She still has the ability and technique to sing well, but her mental and emotional fortitude has been so damaged that she can no longer sing with the same passion behind it.

🦴 Is there a piece of media that inspires your writing?

The fanfic I’m writing now is heavily based on the interpretations of Erik and Christine from the 25th anniversary performance of the ALW musical. Whenever I’m having a hard time writing, I always rewatch it in order to get a refresher on their dynamic. Rereading parts of the original Leroux novel as well as other recordings of the musical help out a lot too!

[sungtaro]

AWWEEEEE im so glad you had the best time ever Eri!! and with ur besties too AAAAA happy u got to experience vity live!!! :") i hope they performed all ur fav songs!! <3 their performances are smth else! your hat was SO so adorable i just know vity was thrilled to see it (n dont get me started on how adorable the bows are??), i just know hyeongjun wishes he couldve had his red ver of your hat for the photo~ the pic of you and junnie.... two models side by side fr!!!!! you 🤝 hyeongjun: having a contagious sunshine smile 🥹yalls interaction SO wholesome, real Juneri hours!!! also sjkssks being nervous shaking hands thats also gonna be me (i also have a snapshot ticket, /w hyeongjun n mogu) n im also not normally that nervous (i did a snapshot with a golden child member before and wasnt overly nervous) but trust and believe i will be shaky in the presence of my ults 😅 --jungmosoftie (also id be honored to have a tag 🥹I go by Evie! my favs emojis are of 💫n ✨+ other star emojis if any of those aren't taken <3)

@jungmosoftie omg yaaay I’m so glad you are going to the tour too, I got all the songs I wanted to see! pls come back and tell me about your show and how your photos go :D jungmo is shockingly handsome irl haha he was super cute throughout the show, and jun was such an angel he was literally giving out water to the audience at one point 🥲 and when I first walked up for my photo he literally went “wow!!!” bc he knew I’d copied his outfit from the last groovy stage ( this one! my friends also were wearing mini and wonjins jerseys hehe so we all matched )

thank u so much and I’m so excited for you to see them and meet your guys, even if you get nervous I know it will be so special 🫶🏻 good luck and I hope you have the best best time!! I won’t spoil set list stuff but after you go we can talk abt the songs we were most excited for hehe 🤩 although I’m sure anyone could guess mine 😂💕

[angelbvn]

2, 10, 14, and 19 :)

eep sorry it’s taken me so long to respond-

2) who fronts the most often?

Me (Yu/Shiro), Angel, Alice, Lisa, Usagi, Ko, Davina, Kry, Kalen, Doll, Kylo, Rain, Melody, Aria, annnnd Sika (not including co con/co fronting)

10) who's the newest to the system?

ahhh like new split wise or..? Usagi is new ish, Ahri is also new ish— Spencer is “new” since he was a fragment then when we were re watching his source he just— formed annnnd yea (that’s all i can think of-)

14) any amnesia? what's it like?

yup! mostly emotional amnesia, but we do have black outs or extreme fuzzy/blurry bits, regularly. uhh emotional amnesia is kinda like your watching a movie, you can empathize with ___ but it’s not you actually there (depending like trauma wise) you just don’t feel connected to it.

19) does anyone have any typing quirks?

mm i type like i’m talking to someone irl, at least i try to,, otherwise most just type normally or with very neat punctuation uhh some type using keyboard faces or emojis— idk that’s all i can think of lol.

[argonaughtt]

💖👨‍👧‍👧and 🖊️

I hope I found the right emojis lol 😂

💖 What do you like most about your own writing? A tricky question, hmmm, I guess I like how detailed I am when describing places and or characters. It frustrates me in stories when I don't get a clear image of where a character is/ what they look like so I really try to include this in my writing. I'm a very visual person and I see places clearly in my mind so whenever I can convey that accurately into writing it makes me happy :)

👨‍👧‍👧 Do you tell people in real life that you write fic? Not a chance in hell HAHAA, if my irl friends knew I wrote fic, I'd never live it down, makes me shudder just to think about it. And my family? Forget about it.

🖊️ Post a snippet from a current WIP. Sure thing, here's a snippet from an angel/demon ScarletVision fic I'm working on. (I'm also working on BTW it's just taking me forever)

The room was pitch black, and smelled greatly of bleach, indicating that a majority of the scene had already been sterilized. Yet as Vision walked forward into the home, his attuned eyesight caught onto the faint, blotched outline still present upon the wooden floors.

Vision kneeled down and released a long breath, trailing his hand along the scrubbed floor and nodding his head slightly.

Blood.

He looked up and surveyed the living room, and found similar patterns all around, albeit faintly.

Vision stood and wiped his hand on the staircase, eyes sharpening.

Blood patterns everywhere.

Vision shivered at the sight, but then, the hairs on his arm stood up straight as he released another sigh and watched as his breath rose steadily into the air. The temperature in the room had dropped to a frigid degree.

Eyes narrowed, Vision turned his head, observing the darkened house before speaking, “must you always be so dramatic?”

Silence ensued throughout the home, a brief moment passing before an airy chuckle sounded from the shadows. Vision’s traitorous heart beat faster as out of the darkness and into the room stepped Wanda Maximoff, the young woman smiling coyly, hands tucked behind her back as she glided closer, “come now, Vizh, you know I can’t always help it.” Her eyes flash scarlet for the briefest of seconds before returning to their normal, breathtaking green.

The temperature in the room rises instantly and Vision stands there for a moment, simply taking her in.

It’s been fifteen years since he has last seen her, twenty before that, and Vision silently hates how long it has been. She hasn’t aged a day. Of course, neither has he, yet that doesn’t stop him from always being stunned by her beauty. She wears a sleeveless red top that hangs loosely around her body and a short black skirt that sways as she walks, bringing attention to her long legs adorned in torn thigh-high socks and combat boots. Her hands are ladened with rings, as always, that catch the small light that does manage to filter into the house from the street.

Wanda’s eyes never leave his face, and perhaps catching his nervousness, her coy smile broadened, “see something you like, angel?”

Thank you for the asks @justanothermarvelgirl !

[just-another-hhazbin]

Just here to say I relate so much about the anxiety of putting my art out into the world, out for the people to look at and judge to their whims, whatever they want to do with it and think of it. It was hard. And utterly sickening. Like the desire to please everybody shakes me up and i get disheartened with whatever they choose to do with it, and i hate that it affects me. That i can't just "not care" and like you said, just chuck it out and forget about it.

Like you want to be seen but at a single speck of someone seeing you, you ran away. It's all just scary and you want to hide. Taking a break from social media and separating it from my daily life helped. If it's different for you, then I apologize for assuming I knew. Please ignore this if it's irrelevant to you.

For me, it’s less the actual posting of my art and more the interaction with others. As some of y’all who have been around a few weeks know, I generally have a very flippant, couldn’t care less about the opinions of others and am not afraid to get into an argument or seven. Besides that, I’m of the firm belief that no one can judge my art more harshly than myself lmao. Like thanks for telling me it sucks, I think so too. 🤷 I’ve spent years being bullied IRL for everything and anything including my art, so... been there, done that, hit rock bottom and discovered apathy. I do feel a lot more pressure when it comes to requests and commissions of course, but that’s pretty normal.

For me it’s interacting that’s hard. Just leaving a comment has me second guessing myself a million times. I never know what to say or how to say it or if I should just pick an emoji. It’s especially worse when it comes to interacting with artists or people whose content I like or who I admire, because that is a rare time when my desire for approval kicks in. Not necessarily in regard to art, but in regard to their perception of myself. Do they think I’m nice? Did my comment make them smile? Did I come off well? Have I secretly offended them and oh no they hate me now?

Besides this blog, my family (who I’m on rough terms with), and a discord server I talk in maybe twice daily with people I’ve known for three years, I haven’t actually talked to anyone since early February.

It is almost Halloween. Since February. I haven’t even had to talk to a cashier.

And I’ve loved it. Couldn’t be happier. But now we’ve got people in my DMs being super condescending and managing to hit nearly every trigger I have from gender dysphoria to trauma because they and their group of friends think I’m stealing VIVZIEPOP’S art (let that sink in for a moment. Moustache Angel Dust = Vivziepop art?!?!), people who I admire leaving comments that I flounder at replying to, people asking for collaborations and trades while I have anxiety over every response, random teens spilling their life stories like I’m a therapist and not an adult stranger on the internet, etc.

It’s exhausting.

So yeah. In a way it’s similar because it’s based around how people’s perceptions and words affect us, but for me it’s the actual words themselves. I much prefer the anonymous void of Tumblr.hellsite.com. I’m sure part of it is also me being stressed from school and sick as hell, but. People are exhausting either way. I do appreciate the comment though, anon. Thanks. 💜💜💜



[hoetron]

okay christ i got tagged in htis massive tag game by @mothable but i love a good ol challenge lets do this buckfucks

RULES: ANSWER THESE 88, THEN TAG SOME PEOPLE

BASICS:

a. NAME AND PRONOUNS: Rae, she/her

b. AGE (and birthday!): 13, Aug 28th :3c im a fucking fetus ny’all

c. SEXUALITY: am i bi? am i lesbian? am i just craving existential death 24/7? i dont fucking know a thing my guy

d. GENDER: cis female hooooh

e. COUNTRY: AUSSIE AUSSIE AUSSIE OI OI OI

f. FAVORITE AESTHETIC: pastel colours and really nice fashion i guess..??? (also smoking is kind of aesthetic eyes emoji eyes emoji)

TRIGGERS/MENTAL ILLNESSES: i’m not actually sure :x

THE LAST:

1. DRINK: salt water hah normal water is for the WEAK (dont drink salt water please im begging y

2. PHONE CALL: my brother asking what kind of pizza i wanted

3. TEXT MESSAGE: “:3c” im such a fufcking furry...fuckck,,,,

4. SONG YOU LISTENED TO: Daydream warriors by Aquors listen nyall im reconnecting with my hidden buried weebass side of me okay im crying

5. THE TIME YOU CRIED: i dont actually remember? probably like last year unless you count me having tears from laughing too hard as cryng then thats yesterday during the meme aka now called lightning mcqueen server

HAVE YOU:

6. DATED SOMEONE TWICE: nahh

7. KISSED SOMEONE AND REGRETTED IT: dont think ive ever kissed someone thats not my family before im #Pure

8. BEEN CHEATED ON: nope lmao

9. LOST SOMEONE SPECIAL: my grandfather i guess? but he died when i was really young so at that time i didnt really undersyand the feeling of loss and mourn so ksdjfk but we had some goodass memories together

10. BEEN DEPRESSED: they ask you how you are and you just have to say that you’re fine when you’re not really fine but you just cant get into it because they would never understa

11. GOTTEN DRUNK AND THROWN UP: im severely underaged please

TOP 3 FAVORITE COLORS

12. red

13. yellow

14. either black or lavendar,,

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. MADE NEW FRIENDS: yis

16. FALLEN OUT OF LOVE: ya,,

17. LAUGHED UNTIL YOU CRIED: okay im known as the most giggly person in class i laugh so easily that i easily have tears over everything

18. FOUND OUT SOMEONE WAS TALKING ABOUT YOU: nahh dont think i wanna know if its like in a bad way :x

19. MET SOMEONE WHO CHANGED YOU: aw y e s

20. FOUND OUT WHO YOUR FRIENDS ARE: ya :,) (Thanks em, lily, mae and imogen for making this year truly greater than last year and for being the best friends i could ever ask for)

21. KISSED SOMEONE ON YOUR FACEBOOK LIST: facebook is dead to me

GENERAL

22. HOW MANY OF YOUR FACEBOOK FRIENDS DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE: serious facebook is dead to me i roasted above the flames of negligence (also because i have like two facebook accounts one using my pesonal email and the other using my more general email , the one using my more general email keeps recommending to me my OWN personal account and its personally so hilarious)

23. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS: a cat called lucky! (i love him even though im p sure he hates me)

24. DO YOU WANT TO CHANGE YOUR NAME: i guess my irl name uhhh im 50-50 with it? but granted on the internet i waaay prefer using the name Rae over my irl one because its short and simple and nice-

25. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOU LAST BIRTHDAY: just want to a chinese resturant with my fam and my uncle because we’re simple that way and like. back then i didnt had that much friends so uh l m a o (but vidhi gave me a nerf gun so that was Really Cool and i love her)

26. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY: 9 oclocK BECAUSE A HOUSING AGENT WAS COMING OVER (but then i fell back to sleep and woke up at 12 so lmao)

27. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT: watching a video on why ‘anime art isnt technically allowed in art school’ because i was just curious and then drawing 

28. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN’T WAIT FOR: VOLTRON LEGENDARY FUCKNG DEFENDERS SEASON 3 SHIT BABES IM REA LLY FUCKING PREPARED AND NEAR END OF MONTH AVCON BECAUSE EYES EMOJI

29. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM: an hour ago lmao shes like just outside my room 

30. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE IN YOUR LIFE: sighs my shyness and social anxiety and awkwardness (all three of those are counted in a pack right? the pack of “socially inept” people)

31. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW: daydream warriors... by aquors..... (listen im RECONNECTING with my weeb side like said above im actually weeping)

32. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO A PERSON NAMED TOM: uh idk mate

33. SOMETHING THAT IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES: i havent brushed my teeth yet but im lazy to move my legs lmao

LOST QUESTIONS

34. MOLE(S): um quite a lot like a few small ones on my arm and like one on my face below my right eye and theres one underneath my boob i think lmao tmi and the rest i cant be bothered to find

35. MARK(S): a kind of burnt scar mark on my left shoulder from like 6/7 years ago when i got too close to someone smoking and their cigarette burnt me oh and a scar on my knee from the time i fell off my bike while playing bike catching in the neighbourhood with a couple of other friends like 4 years ago?

36. CHILDHOOD DREAM: vet (now im eh about that tho im probably just going to pursue some art career)

37. HAIR COLOR: brown eyy

38. LONG OR SHORT HAIR: long

39. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE: yeah. hopefully its dying down now especially since the person is straight (its hard when she sits next to you in class and you guys are sort of friends now and u somehow feel really satisfied when you make her laugh :,) shit )

40. WHAT DO YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: im generally kind with people regardless of whether or not i dont like them or i dont know them well or i know them i guess? (at least in my group of friends im probably the most willing to socialise with others) and uhhhh i guess i can make people laugh? im a huge fucking loser meme nyall

41. PIERCINGS: none and personally dont really want to 

42. BLOODTYPE: shit  i think it was either a B or an O i cant remember (i think its B tho)

43. NICKNAME(S): maggie, migi, bela, bob, bobbo

44. RELATIONSHIP STATUS: single pringle 

45. ZODIAC: virgo

46. PRONOUNS: she/her (lmao yay for repeated question)

47. FAVORITE TV SHOW: fuckngin,,, voltron,,, (probably going to stay my favourite for a long while tho)

48. TATTOOS: none atm (unless you count waterbase tattos then yes stick all the water based tattos on me) but like when im Much Older maybe? just a really small tattoo tho not anything big that covers an entire limb

49. RIGHT OR LEFT HAND: right

50. SURGERY: had a surgery on my foot forgot which side when i was in kindergarten because the skin was *censored for tmi* and yah stitching up your skin fucking hurt babes

51. HAIR DYED A DIFFERENT COLOR: nahhh i dont think id dye my hair tho who knows

52. SPORT: im probably going to retake up basketball again eyes emoji eyes emoji

53. VACATION: ooMMF nothing planned so far

54. PAIR OF TRAINERS: like uhhh what kind of sneakers?? just normal canvas sneakers i guess????? im, what.

MORE GENERAL

55. EATING: OXYGEn

56. DRINKING: IN OXYGEN

57. I’M ABOUT TO: complete this fucking 88  questions then chat on discord and scroll tumblr and tell myself “hey finish up your art!” but then 5 hours later im still scrolling tumblr. oh and im watching wonder woman later so :3c

58. WAITING FOR: nothing atm i guess?

59. WANT: my family’s financial situation to be solved and so that money isnt going to be a huge bother anymore...

60. GET MARRIED: sounds nice but probably only marriage idk the idea of kids doesnt really sound v appealing atm

61. CAREER: artist! (i wanna either work in a game development team or an animation studio eyes emoji ) 

62. HUGS OR KISSES: HUGS

63. LIPS OR EYES: lips erally nice to draw really nice to look at

64. SHORTER OR TALLER: buhhh im short so i guess taller would be nice (tall people have such nice legs too im frankly a little jealous)

65. OLDER OR YOUNGER: what is this in regards to

66. NICE ARMS OR NICE STOMACH: arms so that dO YOU SEE THESE GUNS

67. SENSITIVE OR LOUD: shrug emoji idk man

68. HOOK UP OR RELATIONSHIP: relationship

69. TROUBLEMAKER OR HESITANT: troublemaker pardnyars in crime amirite

HAVE YOUR EVER:

70. KISSED A STRANGER: no

71. DRANK HARD LIQUOR: nope 

72. LOST GLASSES/CONTACT LENSES: yeah p sure i had to go through a whole day of school half blind once without my glasses

73. TURNED SOMEONE DOWN: nah..

74. SEX ON THE FIRST DATE: nO IM 1 3 

75. BROKEN SOMEONE’S HEART: dont think so?

76. HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN: nah babes

77. BEEN ARRESTED: nah

78. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED: somehow when someone dies i decide to laugh instead of breaking down in tears i guess laugh away the pain?

79. FALLEN FOR A FRIEND: ...shit its a bad idea babes dont do it

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

80. YOURSELF: shrug emoji

81. MIRACLES: sometimes? sometimes no?

82. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: even bigger shrug emoji

83. SANTA CLAUS: nah lmao listen i caught my father and mother wheeling in bicycles for my sister and i when i was like what 8? usually i just played along because hey i was a child

84. KISS ON THE FIRST DATE: ehh depends i guess

85. ANGELS: not really lmao

OTHER

86. CURRENT BEST FRIENDS NAME(S): Emily, Mae Shuen and Lily

87. EYECOLOR: dark brown?

88. FAVORITE MOVIE: this changes all the time

only tagging uhhh @pluminkdot (KASJD I FORGOT IF YOU HAD A MAIN REBLOG ACC IM SORRY RACH), @jaspereffect , @blabrabs / @spaceboomerang (it isnt letting me tag ur main boomers skldfjksd) and uh im too lazy for the rest

[bigmouthbadsleeper]

Best Friends Means.

There are certain things you can get away with when you're a best friend, simply because you are. These things are usually embarrassing/socially unacceptable/unattractive/rude, but a best friend understands that just because you act that way sometimes doesn't mean you actually are that way (this is why best friends are the best). Here is a short list of very real things that I do with my best friends on the reg that I wouldn't do with anyone else on the planet. No judging.

Send her ugly selfies/photos that portray my life in an unflattering way. Allowing someone to receive an ugly picture of me is probably the deepest level of trust I could ever grant a person. Some of the pics I send to my best on the regular include, but are not limited to: crying selfies, zit cream selfies, double chin selfies, piles of laundry on my bedroom floor, and my sweaty gym clothes. Sometimes I just need her to know how messy my house is so she can understand how I am coping with the stresses of daily life. And sometimes I just need to show her how many zits I have so she can compliment my inner beauty. Best friends are great at knowing just what you need to hear and saying it in just the right way.

Engage in “boy talk.” This includes but is not limited to: whining, crying, over-analyzing, and over-thinking about a guy. I hate boy talk, okay? But I boy talk frequently. Sometimes it makes me want to set myself on fire, so I totally understand if my friend wants to be the one to light the match. Bests are great because they keep the eye rolls and sighs to a minimum. And they never tell you you’re a crazy person for reading into things or analyzing text messages. They just listen to you analyze—and occasionally doze off (which is totally understandable; I make myself tired, too). Now that I am married, I do a lot less boy talk, since most boy talk when you’re single consists of asking, “Do you think he likes me?” or “What do you think he means?” over and over again until you and your best friend are blue in the face. Luckily, I don’t have to worry about stuff like that with my husband, but my best friends are still there to answer all the questions I have about marriage if I need them to.

Discuss my workout schedule. Aside from the occasional twitter post about how much I hate going to the gym, I don’t talk about how much I go to the gym, mostly because I know that nobody wants to hear it. And I get it, gym posts are annoying. But sometimes I just want people to know how amazing I am for getting up early to exercise! I always appreciate the fact that I can text my best and tell her how many miles I ran and how many calories I burned. She will send me a text telling me how amazing I am and add the clapping emoji, which I think is a nice touch and also very supportive!

Get freaky emotional. I bet you guys think I save all my emotions for the pieces I write, huh? Well I don’t! It may or may not shock you to know that I am much more emotional IRL than I am URL. Sometimes I need carbs to help me work through my emotions, and sometimes I need my best friends. My best lets me text her and tell her that I am dying because it feels like there is an angry bee in my uterus, and also I saw a gif of a baby elephant sneezing and haven’t been able to stop crying since. Also, what do you think happened between Justin Timberlake and Britney Spears, and why do people cheat on each other? Why does everyone have to move away, and why do people die? And have you ever seen that video of the baby kitten falling asleep? Do you think true love exists? What if I never have kids, and do you want to get dinner somewhere like right now? Is this exhausting you? Welcome to the wide, wild world of being an emotional human. Now you know what a saint my best friend is because she lets me indulge in all these “what ifs” whenever I need to. And when needed, she offers her honest opinion on them. (I really am still sad about Justin and Britney, you guys.)

Sing. You may not know this about me, but I love to sing. I love it so much. I don’t sing at a normal, socially acceptable volume, though. I sing at a very loud volume. How loud? Louder than I should. I usually only do it when I’m alone, but when I’ve had a really hard day, I will go for a drive with my best; I will sing at the top of my lungs; and she will just sit there like an angel and let me. It’s so embarrassing, that I don’t even like to think about it really. I get really into my songs, and I know my behavior is not what one would call “normal.” I can’t help it, though. When I feel it, I gotta express it, you dig?

Pig out. I’m sure a nicer way to say this is, “Indulge in all the fine cuisine that life has to offer,” but that makes it sound way too fancy. The kind of pigging out I do with my friends is not fancy. Sometimes it’s food that we order at drive-thru at 3 am, and sometimes it’s meeting at Red Robin and getting clucks and fries AND an appetizer. Anyone will share dessert with you, but the best friendships of your life will be formed over a hot plate of mozzarella sticks or potato skins—and extra sides of ranch. Always, always order extra sides of ranch.

 Let her take pictures of me. Confession: I hate having my picture taken. I’m a selfie queen by nature, which means I have no problem with authorized photos taken of myself, by myself, but I have a huge problem when other people have cameras and are taking photos of me without my consent. It’s so bad that on my wedding day when I walked out of the temple I put my bouquet over my face so I would just look like a flower head if anyone took any photos of me and my husband without my permission. It makes me sound like a real cow, I know. I’m just extremely self conscious, and it gives me such bad anxiety to have my photo taken by someone else. I can’t explain it! Guess who I trusted enough to let her take my wedding pictures an hour before I got married? My best friend. And every time we go to Disneyland, she takes candid shots of me eating a corn dog or riding the tea cups. She knows all my best angles, and she never, ever does the squat and snap. I can hear you asking yourself what the squat and snap is, so I will tell you. It’s when a person crouches down to ground level zero before they take your photo! Why anyone would do this I’ll never know, but the amount of people that do is truly shocking. No one in the world looks good from below; why would we want to preserve that look in a photograph for our posterity to look at one day?

I’m sure there are lots more embarrassing things I do in the company of my bests, but in the interest of saving time and to save my pride, I’ll stop there. I love all of my friends, not just the ones I consider “bests.” I have a hard time not calling every friend I have my “best” friend, though, because I really and truly believe that they are the best. I always say I don’t need new friends, but that’s only because I don’t think that I could find friends that are any better than the ones I already have. I’m proven wrong on this every so often, when I meet someone on Twitter, we bond over mutual love for a TV show or food, and then a URL friend becomes an IRL friend and my inner circle expands to make room for her. It’s a pretty great feeling when that happens.

Learn to recognize the people that you want in your inner circle, and keep them close and treat them right. In order to have good friends, you must first be a good friend. I say that all the time but only because it is a truth that should be universally acknowledged! For a lot of years I was the better friend in a lot of my relationships. I was backstabbed and left out and made fun of and ditched. There were times when I thought I would never find another person who understands, loves, and supports me. And then I graduated high school, and I met a whole bunch of people who loved and accepted me just as I am. There are a lot of amazing people out there, and I consider myself super (hashtag) blessed that I’ve crossed paths with the ones I have. Human relationships are no joke, guys. Be good to the ones who deserve good, and kick the rest out of your life. Ain’t nobody got time for hop-ons.