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Winter Break 2022 Album
Hey, y'all! My winter break is essentially over, but I've had a great time doing a lot of drawings. This is probably the most I've been able to do in while I've been in college. I don't get to buckle down to draw that often these days, so it's fun to see how much I've managed to get done during this period.
I've been really happy with what I've made, so I decided to compile all of my sketch files and some final drawings in an Imgur album. The album starts with general how-do-I-draw sketches from December 23 last year up to now, so there's about a month worth of material.
The spring semester starts up tomorrow, so there will likely be some large pauses in production coming up. Going through peaks and troughs of drawing is something I've come to accept in college, but I'll be finishing my degree within the year, so perhaps things will change in the future. For now, we will enjoy the time that we have to explore creatively!
Most everything in the album is OC art and doodles, but feel free to take a look if you're interested! Thank you!
Winter Break 2022 Album
#not art#there's a couple of things at the end i haven't posted yet... might clean them up and stick them in the queue for tomorrow#i think i gained a few new followers this winter? thanks for any interaction y'all#it's been mostly ocs and no super completed works#so i appreciate any encouragement#i've mostly just been drawing things that just make me happy!! exploring old and new ideas#here's to some activity in the future
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there are a lot of evil people in the world and a lot of darkness in the world and so it’s very important for me to stress that now more than ever is the time to spread kindness and compassion. combat the evil by not only not partaking in it, but actively refuting it. destroy the notion that being compassionate or generous or kind to someone is uncool or embarrassing or even scary. be the change you want to see. start a chain reaction. positivity only breeds more positivity. do an act of kindness for someone so that that person who is too afraid to do it themselves can see you, realize that they’re not alone, and perhaps sheepishly follow your example. and then the next person who is too afraid but sees that person can do the same. when bad news comes out about bad people or horrible atrocities in the world it’s such an easy impulse to despair, and obviously it’s important to feel what you need to feel. grieve. be angry. be sorrowful. be empathetic. but dust off your pants and get up and be a part of a chain reaction that, no matter how small the scale, and spread compassion and love and care. all the reasons why you might not—“it’s hard! it’s scary! people will make fun of me! it’s useless because there’s too much evil!” are all grade A arguments as to why you should. you have no idea how many people you could inspire to do the same. even if it doesn’t get you anyway far, you can at least say you have the nobility of trying. please choose love and please choose life. you are worth loving and you are worth inspiring others to love
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Feeling a little bit delicious today ✨
Treat me ~ Tip Me ~ More of me
#I shall pair this with my black lace gloves and some pearls later I think. And some fruity vodka.#This corset is so comfy and so easy to wear under anything I adore it 🥺🥺🥺#satans knitwear#Underbust corset#cheeky#Lingerie reveal#Strapless lingerie#alt pinup#pinup girl#pretty lingerie#Any tips or treats would be massively appreciated and be very encouraging as I try to get back into this properly! 💕
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This was like 2 weeks after watching the movie
-Soup rambles in tags-
#chara_55#transformers#transformers one#Dude I was having another depressive episode at that time & then I discovered TF1#Yknow it's bad when the Marketing flopped the movie when I barely saw any trailers of the movie in our country#TF1 had the same themes as the ones I was having problems with (the world problem & relationship stuff)#that's why I balled my eyes out after watching the movie#I've been a TF fan since I was a kid but I was only appreciating it in the shadows cuz the gender norm set for kids back then yknow#how transformers are only for boys only hhsbshh- 💥#anyways as a returnee fann#I see more people appreciating TF alot & that's really cool#I can openly fangirl over silly robots now yey#I've been nagging my best friend about the movie alot & all of the lore AHHAH I cant contain my exitement#especially my#starscream#oh how I missed that silly robot#sentinel prime#in tf1 looks so fine though I hate to admit that#man I should be hating him but 😔#Also can I mention Starscream literally encouraging D-16 to hit him harder & more then regretting it later after he pulled out his gun HDSHG#Cant forget him saying “Hit me!” “harder!” “yeah more! haha!”#Good lord starscream you're not even trying to hide it#((omg wait did you seriously read my entire rambling? bye-))
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Ice and Mav crash in a remote forest. The trees are deciduous, but there’s a lot of pining involved… 🌲
Teaser:
“This is all your fault!” Jumping up from his position on the forest floor, Ice grabbed Maverick by the shoulders and shook him. “You were supposed to pay attention to the fucking radar!”
Not wasting a second on trying to stay calm, Maverick immediately pushed Ice’s hands off him. “I’m not your fucking RIO! We were co-pilots, it was as much your responsibility as it was mine!”
Maverick’s eyes glittered with fury, and for a second Ice thought Mav was going to hit him.
When the expected punch failed to come about, Ice laughed humourlessly. “Oh, sure, one system failing after the other and all you could think about was trying to take the steering control away from me!”
“Because you were flying in the wrong direction!”, Maverick shouted back, angry vehemence colouring his voice. “Our last known position was north so logically we should’ve been heading south-“
“The compass was pointing south!”
“But the fucking evening sun isn’t south, is it!” Maverick was yelling at the top of his lungs now.
The forest only offered up tense silence in response.
TBC…
#iceman x maverick#icemav#top gun#I only have 3k written so far and I will only post once it’s finished but…#any encouragement would be GREATLY appreciated <3#and now I’m going to sleep cos it’s 3am lmaooo
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good for the transmasc bloggers having fun with the "forcemasc" images but those don't seem very forced to me. which is also why they're not very sexy
#it's more like gentle encouragement masc. affirmation masc.#i just don't get the appeal sorry. forcemasc as a concept is already tricky because according to gender roles masculinity is not passive#so forcefem makes more sense because being deprived of your agency fits the gendered stereotype of femininity#so forcemasc would have to call to a hierarchy in order to work without partially feminising the recipient of it due to making them passive#and well i don't see any of that in posts that are like 'you can just be a boy if you want to'#i appreciate the pictures of pretty boys though 👍
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missing numbers was secretly a ploy to get really really into doing worldbuilding based on this extremely specific in-universe pseudo-meta horror based in the pokemon franchise. a lot of stuff we're cooking past gens 1+2 is original content based in the spirit of the classic trainerpastas based on those games... something something its all about the natural next step and the world of Pokemon is so fundamentally fucked. idkkkk smiles
#the adaptation-based characters are like the gateway drug#into our (the mod teams) obsession with digital existential cosmic horror themes and the narrative of loss of identity... etc etc#we're talking behind the scenes abt future stuff again and i just felt like rambling a bit#bc its like ummmm oopsies. yeah the original content :x#mn diary#at any rate id consider mn a creepypasta based *pokemon* au than a creepypasta au but its all horror at the end of the day#i just hope our followers enjoy the stuff that isnt just the popular blorbos...#not that i really care that much. in the end mn is a personal story we're doing for ourselves more than anyone and that means-#doing and including whatever we see fit.#its just been nice n really encouraging to have a small but active audience regardless#and i always appreciate that yall have been on board with all the crazier stuff we've dropped so far ^-^“#um. here's to the future of missing numbers! yayyy#god one more funny if i gave a shit about fandom popularity i would NOT be doing a full as adaptation and retelling-#of FUCKING ABANDON LONLINESS of all things brother ive seen NOBODY post about that lmao#was anyone else REALLY into that one as a kid or was that just me
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Happy birthday, Yechan! 🥳
#LUCY#band Lucy#Yechan#shin yechan#kitkatart#WIP#I love him I love him I love him I—#i got overly ambitious and now I’m trying to finish up soo many projects before I see the Lucys#which !!!!#but also this drawing is killing me#I’m never drawing instruments again lol#if anyone could send me some encouragement#or even just some reassurance that this isn’t completely terrible#I would appreciate it so much#Lucy truly has my creative energy running in all diffent directions#which is so great! because I haven’t had like any creative energy for the past two years!#but also…#I definitely maybe bit off more than I can chew given the time constraints haha ha 😅#the typos in these tags are v much indicative of my current state 😂#I think Yechan turned out ok but I’m drawing Gwangil now and it’s going terribly 😔
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I WROTE A LIL 800 WORD DRABBLE ABOUT GITM NOVA BUT IM. SO NERVOUS ABOUT PUBLISHING IT
Im not at all used to publishing my writing even though i write a bunch, usually i jus share it in dms or write it out as bullet point headcanons
#gahghhh god give me the courage to post it at least in the discord or smth#its a solo drabble too with no y/n so im jus like “will anyone even read this”#nova worms his way around my head and most of the time its with no yn bc i jus love himb nd everything he is GRHGRGR#cal cackles#not. trying to seem like im begging for encouragement but if any writer out there has tips for overcoming this anxiety id appreciate it GRGR#also when i do publish it#criticism is appreciated!! im still an aspiring writer and i wanna know what im doing wrong!
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Forcing myself to get into studyblr aesthetics and romanticizing my education when I finally go to college in the hopes of making sure I actually study and do the work cuz then I'll think it's pretty and makes me cool or something
#when it comes to school the in-class stuff was always easy if I was interested or of it was at least doable#but hw and studying or anything done outside of the classroom? its like an impossible task for me and i struggle so hard for some reason#executive dysfunction maybe?#regardless i genuinely want to build better study and actually-doing-the-homework habits#i have some ideas of what to do to help myself but if anyone at all has any tips or encouragement theyre v much wanted and appreciated 😭💖#i wanna be one of those people who takes pics of my ipad surrounded by study material and having cafe food and drink in a library in autumn#lmao#studyblr
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Ok quick question, can you like, confirm you’re genderfluid? I know that I should technically already know this since I’m your overseer and we are connect to you, but I’ve been headcanoning you as a boy this entire time. Have I like, been misgendering you?
You give your overseer a long, bewildered stare. "Yes? I am genderfluid? What do you—why are you asking me to confirm I'm genderfluid?"
#ANON THE ASK IS MUCH APPRECIATED BUT THIS IS SO FUCKING FUNNY#I'VE BEEN LAUGHING AT IT SINCE YOU SENT IT#YES THEY'RE GENDERFLUID#any and all pronouns are fine for them! my default is just they/them for simplicity#i encourage you to get weird with their pronouns as well!#as a point of clarification: IWSY innocence is genderfluid but they're fluid between wholly non-human genders#so technically they're never a boy. but also like. it doesn't matter that much#just have fun with their gender and pronouns#god can you fucking IMAGINE#iterator has their overseer pop up and go 'can you confirm your gender to me' WHEEZE#in all honesty though this is like. part of the reason why this is written in second person#with wind i took the no pronouns route#i needed something else for innocence that would also eliminate the need for me to choose pronouns#and it wound up being writing in second person. pronouns simply never come up#so any pronouns you already use for them are technically applicable!#unparalleled innocence#whispers for innocence#innocence won't save you#rain world#every time i think about this ask i start cackling. holy shit it's so funny. thank you for sending this anon
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Once again feeling jealous of the emetophilics 😔
AKA I'm going to have a terrible week starting right now 😭
#not snz#emeto#personal#two panic attacks in two hours!!#after being paranoid about noro for so many uears#im face to face with it as the man i just spent like a solid 30 mins making out with has basically a textbook case#i cant go home#im abroad in his country staying with his family (but his family isnt home tonight)#any words of encouragement or advice would be appreciated#i feel like i need to accept the inevitability of my infection so i can stoo being suler anxious about space and breathing contaminated air#etc#but idk#i jusy don't really have many ppl to reach out to about this kinda thing i suppose#man this holiday took a turn 😭#he looked to weak and small while shivering and freezing cold#but i cant being myself to hold him because#yknow#ugh im the worst
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one thing I love about following celebrities/artists who are honest and proactive about their mental health struggles etc is I can’t count the number of times someone I know is going through something and I’m like ‘I’ve got a song for u’ and how much of my life involves telling myself ‘if [redacted] can do something/get better/etc then so can i’ (and having actual real evidence of it in front of me) and I can’t understate how much I appreciate these things.
but at the same time it involves a whole lot of watching people I care about suffer and you learn to read the signs and infer between the lines in songs and interviews, and yes we can never fully know what they don’t share with us, but when they do share things it’s not a big stretch to be like ‘this seems like it’s what life is like for you and I have taken encouragement from it but you deserve so much better’. and it’s easy to find ways to get angry at a predatory industry and realise things that could be hurtful if you’re already fragile.
and we can advocate for some things and help ourselves and the people around us feel better but it’s hard to meaningfully reach your faves as an individual. and there are things we can’t say on the internet in too much detail, speculation becomes the harmful kind of gossip, and so sometimes it’s a whole lot of internally saying ‘you’re doing incredibly well to have gotten to where you are but I wish for your sake things would get better faster’
#curse and catch 22 (not the song)#I didn’t mean to make this so anonymous as a post but maybe. it’s applicable to a lot of artists. I don’t know#just thinking about how sometimes someone will say something and it’s like ‘oh honey’ if you can see. why they might be saying it#like a glimpse into the top of an iceberg that makes a lot of sense to be there given other things they do and talk about#I feel like we’re in a unique position as a fandom with the way all four of them have been so vulnerable in different ways#and they may not be perfect but imo no one deserves to suffer like that especially for an extended amount of time. but the thing is#sometimes the fans are suffering and so are our faves and people appreciate the relatability and don’t have any basic compassion#or ability to see past their own struggles. with this fandom especially compared to a lot of others I’ve been in and I think I know why#but in the end the way I see it we’ve gotten so much relatable content and encouragement (bc the Finding The Positives Vibes which are ther#and sometimes there’s nothing we can give back apart from being a part of systemic change which all of us deserve for ourselves too#idk if this band is unique in this or I just find them more relatable personally and thus easier to see how hard they’ve worked#on themselves and taking risks in order to be honest. and it reminds me of the quote about how suffering won’t make your art better#healing will. and so imo anyone whose art is really good when they are going through a lot has me thinking. imagine what it’d be like#when life isn’t so hard for you?? or when you’re getting better but it just takes a long time I’m like. you deserve to feel better faster#this all said I’m incredibly proud and I’m not trying to insinuate there’s anything catastrophic going on bc there absolutely isnt#I am not in any way worried. I’ve seen tragedies about to happen and these guys show none of the signs. but I do relate to a lot of tidbits#pertaining to. certain chronic mental illnesses and/or being neurodivergent in an unaccommodating world (don’t ask which)#things I would anticipate would be a lot harder when there’s hordes of often fickle occasionally predatory fans to contend with#sometimes I just think of this idk#celebrities are people#5 seconds of summer#5sos#5sos fandom#cw mental health things
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pretending I got frozen and am waking up centuries later to garden on a peaceful earth. your star trek oc posts are getting me through it! thank you for posting
No problem!! It makes me so happy that people are still enjoying them!! I keep meaning to get back to them but lately I’ve been hyperfixating on a fandom I was super obsessed with as a kid (too embarrassing to admit what it is) (regression going hard with all this stress)
I was actually just thinking about maybe doing more fandom posts so we aren’t all doomscrolling but I’m not in the right headspace to think of anything nice, maybe I should be looking at those old posts too 😭
#no joke this ask just startled me out of sitting frozen and crying#probably helped that it was one of those notifications where tumblr was only telling me there was an ask and not what it was#it encouraged me to go use the restroom and now I’m gonna go find some aspirin and water and see if I have any comfort food#sorry if I’ve worried anyone I’ve just been crying#I really hope everyone’s holding up okay#I know this is terrifying especially for more vulnerable groups and I’m so sorry this is happening#just. if y’all can. at least try to drink some water today I know we’re all gonna be dehydrated#star trek#anon#ask box#I appreciate this ask so much you don’t even know tysm ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
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I am getting the sense splinter is a himbo
Yoshi is absolutely a himbo. Like, yeah of course he is smart and has awesome abilities but like, man is horny. The opportunity to die crushed beneath a pretty woman's tighs appeared and he said yes sir that's the way to go.
Splinter not much so, but he does have a weird affection for women belonging to the species of natural predators. Funny how you mentioned him, though, since I didn't talk about at all in the first post.
The second one is ongoing so I was like omg yes bestie but then I stopped and was like. Wait a dang minute... YOU CAN SEE MY NOTES????
#asks#tmnt iteration#idk what to name it yet#give ideas if ya have any. im usually so clever with names#sad ._.#tmnt#tmnt au#ask#my tmnt iteration#my tmntit ask#also ur the first one to ask stuff on my blog abt it and u encouraged me into shouting to the abyss i will.kiss you#in appreciation
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Guess who's finally trying to understand Self Ship Moodboards
#Koro-Sensei#Teruteru#Fatgum#Emile's... Edits? I think will be the tag#I GUESS#Emile's edits#Proship selfship#Proselfship#NOT open for request yet because these are clunky as hell and I need to work them out#If anyone wants to see me make a moodboard for a specific self ship of mine you can send an ask about it#And I would appreciate the encouragement as I figure this out#This was mostly googling 'color aesthetic' or 'personality trait aesthetic' and praying fdkgjfdkg#I think I did an okay job but each one took me like 30 minutes to an hour so kfmgjkfdgjkd#Anyway it's 4 in the morning (oops)#Tomorrow if I haven't gotten any suggestions on what to do next I might do specifically Regressed me's F/Os#Or the Omnics I'll decide when we get there#augh there are no good Transparents of Overwatch Omnics actually I may have a bad time with that#ANYWAY#Good night.#Enjoy my cluttered ass moodboards
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