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Oh I didn’t realize bc the color was similar but accidentally grabbed the generic kind instead of liquid Imodium oh well prolly saves money too
#personalice#although the generic pill kind wasn’t effective/didn’t realize you#needed two rather than taking one#so hopefully it’s more effective#doesn’t expire til fall next year tho given how small the bottle is idk if it’ll last that long
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Buncha random doodles plus a little au idea I had cause I think it’d be a cool lil concept
#tlm benny#tlm2#not too many tags cause I’m a lil embarrsed#emmet and Benny are really good parrallels#cause they both got lost in space now#lost in space buddies#hopefully nothing is too ooc i havent rewatched most of the stuff yet#dunno how to exactly characterise emmet in my lil au#cause I have a neat idea of Lego people kinda getting more dissociated the more they see the real world#cause surely seeing god would have some sorta side effects wouldn’t it?#especially for such a long amount of time#I dunno I think it’s a really neat concept#also I almost forgot benny’s lil oxygen tank#so sorry Benny#doodles
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Omw to a verrrry important exam rn, pls send thoughts prayers and good vibes my way 'cause I did nOt sleep well 💀
(also obviously if it goes well I'll have an easier time actually focusing on finishing Part 8 so uh there's the bribe lol
#Also fun fact Part 8 is gonna be quite a bit longer than Part 7!! wjat rhe fueck#But yeah I'm kinda trying not to Die Of Stress (and sleep deprivation but that's kinda a side effect lol) so I'm REALLY hoping to have#good luck with the questions today#(They really do try to condition our butts to not be human lol no wonder doctors end up kinda effed up after med school 😂)#(more like /MID/ school amirite *audible escaping of the last dregs of my sanity before I forcibly drag them back*#Hopefully I survive with my sanity still there tho 👍👍👍👍)#Anyway yeah just a lil update on Life™#Thinkings™#jjk fic#jjk fix it#jjk fix it fix#jjk
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I think being on the internet has given a lot of leftists a drastically skewed view of how popular our beliefs are.
Most politicians support Israel because most Americans support Israel - only 8% of the population thinks the US should publicly criticize Israel.
Bernie didn't lose the primaries because the Democrats were just too scared of having a real progressive in office so they rigged the election, he lost because socialists are the least-electable people in America and because fewer people voted for him. That's how elections work. ( In b4 'but everyone else dropped out in a coordinated effort to concentrate votes behind biden!' - yeah, if your candidate can only win when the vote is split eight ways that's not a viable candidate. And I voted for Bernie!)
As of 2021 only about 15% of Americans support defunding the police, 47% would like to see increased police funding, and the number of people who think violent crime is a "very big" problem jumped 20 percentage points up to 61% in one year.
And it's just really frustrating to see internet leftists being super condescending as though everybody should already know everything and be on board with this stuff or else they're a Bad Person, driving people away from leftist ideology or making people too afraid to ask questions lest they be branded as a Centrist or worse, a Liberal, or refusing to engage in politics until they're being specifically catered to even though that would be political suicide (and would therefore not accomplish anything anyway.)
And like. It's fine to think that people who support Israel or more police funding are bad people, frankly I think a lot of them are. But I think even more are just misinformed or not really informed about alternatives at all. And not everyone is in the headspace to do education or outreach, but when you're only 10% of the population I think you need to make a choice about whether you want to feel good about being right on the internet or whether you want to be effective. It's frustrating to have to walk someone step-by-step through why genocide is bad, but it's a lot more likely to change minds than shouting at someone that they're obviously just a genocide-loving racist is.
#feel free to call me a neoliberal bootlicker if it'll make you feel better#i just think that effective action and harm reduction are more important than Being Right On The Internet#and I also don't think the Grand Revolution is going to happen. I think we need to work with what we have. sorry.#also i was having trouble finding recent stats about the i-p conflict#in general sympathy for palestine was hovering around 30% earlier this year#but i don't know if that actually translates to supporting palestine in the conflict or how that might have changed after the Oct. 7 attack#that npr poll was the most recent but it was less than a week after the attack when misinformation and sympathy for israel was at a height#so hopefully that number is higher now#us politics
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Love, Death and Rollerskates by @spadillelicious
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This podfic was originally recorded as part of a reading event hosted on the Superstar Daycare discord server, but after editing things and getting some great feedback I wanted to share it with others -- it's a beautiful story and is responsible for many many hours of brain worms <3
And to Spadille: thank you for crafting such an awesome story! I hope that I've given your characters the audio-based attention they deserve :3c
#podfic#love death and rollerskates#LDR podfic#notwriting#this all started bc i adore podfics in general and started reading to my server and everyone seemed to really appreciated#good conversations about accessibility of fic and whatnot and i already had a lot of love and experience in audio editing#since this is more of a casual than a professional recording there will be errors so apologies! hopefully the voice effects make up for it#also legit this fic makes me so feral i want to eat a dinner table#LOVE IT SM GO READ IT AND LOOK AT ALL THE ART#dca podfic#planning on reading through the whole thing!#SoundCloud
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Hiya :) I've been getting into DSMP animatics, and I love seeing the different interpretations of the character designs even though I only have a vague sense of the lore so far. It's all got cool vibes!! Can I request a drawing of Ranboo or Wilbur, or maybe even both? I'm not sure if they actually ever interact in the story or not, but I'd say interpret the prompt however you want and have fun??
Day 19 - Stuck inside
#My art#Requestober#DSMP#Ranboo#Yeah I don't think I've seen any instances of Wilbur and Ranboo meeting either :0#Well they did meet when Ghostbur came into town after the whole thing with Techno and Phil was still under house arrest#But I don't think they had any particularly hard-hitting moments just pleasant greetings haha#Which is a shame! Then again everything is a missed opportunity with what Ghostbur didn't get to do huh haha#I never really got into Alivebur so I opted for Ranboo for this one :)#See! He and Ghostbur would've both had to hide from the rain! Lore-wise anyhow haha#In this case I was thinking of Ranboo going to visit Michael and then it starts raining#Although it would only snow where Michael is wouldn't it? Ahhh just don't sweat the details too much lol#I don't think I ever saw Tubbo's house either - and Ranboo kinda moved in with Techno too didn't he?#At least at one point he was next door I think - man it's been a while since I brushed up on my half-learned lore lol#Point is! Rain outside Ranboo inside!#Hopefully someone will come to visit him soon :) Or it'll stop raining so he can go run around some more haha#Also the kinda ghosting effect on the glass was not intentional! :0 I actually didn't notice until now haha#I think I like it though :D
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Happy 8th birthday to the series that destroyed my life !! Not a year has passed without me not thinking about them.... help...
Close ups:
Ann jumpscare
#tried to do a flash effect but. i think i failed#it's fine they look silly#fnafhs#fhs#fhsz3r0#fred#freddy#ann#ann fnafhs#ann chica#bonnie#bonnie fnafhs#freddy fnafhs#fred fnafhs#golden#golden fnafhs#fox#fox fnafhs#aiden fox#redesigned him again... i also i had a vision so hopefully i'll draw her a bit more...#yes.....#secret silly project#freddy venegas andrade#fred venegas andrade#gabriel golden#anna ferreira#ya no m acuerdo#bonnie hermés#ann ferreira
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PLAYABLE ZELDA PLAYABLE ZELDA PLAYABLE ZELDA PLAYABLE ZELDA PLAYABLE ZELDA PLAYABLE ZELDA PLAYABLE ZELDA *inhale* PLAYABLE ZELDA PLAYABLE Z
#zelda#echoes of wisdom#I still can't quite believe it's finally happening tbh! took ya long enough nintendo#anyway how are you!! sorry for the radio silence lately haha#my 7-year-old computer actually chose the week I was trying to finish my piece for the magic book zine to give up the ghost entirely#(luckily I just barely managed to coax it into hanging in there until after the deadline haha!)#so all my drawing lately has been like... experimenting to figure out how to use the newer versions of everything#I am old gandalf. I know I don't look it but I'm beginning to feel it#had a really good time drawing this though! playing around with new ways to do the light effects made me positively GIDDY#and zelda's design! I've seen people saying the game's visual design looks too simple but imo that's actually a good thing?#because the simpler the canon art style is the more creative input we have in our own interpretations of it#medieval tailoring is my special interest so my take on it is very loosely based on like mid-late 14th-century kirtles#as far as I know they didn't really have split skirts or that shade of purple back then but eh it's fantasy haha#I wasn't super clear on how the cloak fastens so I based it on the one frodo wears at the start of lord of the rings. you know the one#the outer edges have tabs at the top that sort of cross over each other and attach with brooches to the shoulders#I guess it's kind of like how marth and lucina's cloaks work?#but anyway I shall see you anon! hopefully before the game actually comes out haha#only 98 sleeps to go though! ARE YOU EXCITED BECAUSE I AM
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Do you think George make it in this year? Or 2025?
I kinda like that there are new covers for books, but his blog gives me controversial signals
I think (feel (hope)) we will see twow soon….
idk i do personally believe we'll see the book, i'm not as pessimistic as some people, but i also wasn't as optimistic as others were earlier this summer - i think it's going to be really apparent when GRRM is getting there, it won't just be the odd rumour.
the covers are a little encouraging tho? i work in a sort of adjacent industry to publishing so i can't say for sure that this is the case here but based on the logic of my industry at least i would be quite surprised to see new editions released if his publishers weren't expecting a renewed sales push some time soon. these things are generally timed very carefully afaik, new product releases and ad spend go way up when you think you've got your audience in hand.
you could say that the renewed push is associated with the release of the HBO spin-offs, but then why not release new covers for F&B and D&E, which supposedly would be the first books those audiences would pick up? that's why Rise of the Dragon came out to capitalise on HOTD, bc they knew new HOTD fans would go in for that sooner than AGOT. so these new editions do just seem stand out to me a little bc they've been putting off redesigning those covers for a LONG fucking time to the point I thought they never would. that said, based on GRRM's latest comments i don't think it's coming out in October lol, just that some groundwork is being laid.
#ask#also i just saw the video of him talking in oxford about writing#a few weeks ago ppl who attended the talk were feeling down about his comments there bc he said something to the effect of#if he could change one thing about his books it's that they'd be finished#and they saw this as a pretty negative outlook and were disappointed#but having just watched the footage i didn't really feel any particular way hearing this#it sounded like a pretty neutral statement and one i could imagine him making even if he'd been making good progress lately#anyway i figure he's gonna do a post-UK travels blog soon so maybe he'll write a bit more about getting back to twow etc#hopefully some time away from writing has been helpful for him
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i see the fucking House got destroyed. aewseoekme 👍
#love that /sarcasm#what else what else... [redacted] SHSJSDJSJSKXKXDK LMFAO#but seriously uhhjhjjhuhj#fuckinnnnn. roll call. i guess#wil is up and awake. so am i. i can feel damien???? that's unusual. uhhh#cosm's asleep. lim's asleep. ethan's asleep. blanket and the captain are afk but they generally Are.#memento and mori are... not on this layer? alright damn.#i give you two a room in the Manor and yet you don't use it ok i see how it is (joke)#fuckinnnnnnn....... who else was effected by that? i think that's everyone?#i th. hold on#oh that's great i think i. mhm. i see. yeah okay ouch#headspace form took more damage my eye socket has scabs everywhere. aweseoekemmmee i love it here waow. anyways#besides THAT. i think everyone's fine 👍#we survived babey! yippee!#pk;m Dark🗝️🥀#the House itself has scars now but those SHOULD fade... hopefully. fbfbfndjdjf#it's not bleeding or anything so that's good!
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The colors of the copper on blackberry dye seem to have shifted from maroon to a very rich milk chocolate brown--which I will hardly complain about, since that's a hard brown to get. I do hope I get something more permanently reddish/purplish with alum--that's what I'll try next. I'm just waiting for the 9 pounds of raw fleece to arrive.
Last night I carded a lot of that blackberry dyed fleece and then put it on the blending board with about half of the white (which was the previous distaff dressing) as a little stripe to one side. Idk, just curious how it'll turn out and seemed more interesting to spin that way. Carding first definitely helps with consistency--both colors were willowed first and put on the blending board, but only the brown was carded as well, and it is much easier to keep smooth and least kind of even.
The one improvement of this phone camera over my old one is that it has a timer setting, so I can actually show where my hands normally are (sometimes anyway). Fairly comfortable although my distaff hand is starting to cramp. Might just be one of those days or might be too heavy for me, but the shape at least is good.
You can probably see that the white is still all over the place, but the brown is pretty even, just with lumps still on occasion. Also, the new height of this spindle means it's perfect for lap spinning rather than impossible to lap spin with, so I'm very happy about that.
#spinning#handspun yarn#distaff#supported spindle#id tag the breed name normally but i dont know what this stuff is (its some of the more aged wool i have in my stash lol)#natural dyeing#blackberry#if you are wondering what is up with the banners its an attempt at anti-radfeming my posts#since they insist on reblogging them and blocking seems to do nothing#hopefully they will be effective bc i love them and my fiance sent them to me ❤️#if not tho we'll phase into tasteful cock drawings#and if that doesnt work just straight up dick pics#its my blog and i love cock so thats not a problem for me and would actually probably improve morale#not jumping straight to it because im gonna assume most of the people who enjoy my fiber arts posts dont necessarily also want dicks#on their blog#but me not having to see radfem trash reblogging my experiments and research obviously takes priority#i use those terms loosely but hey i am writing it down. and trying to get answers to questions. so im pretty sure technically i am#conducting experiments and research at least on occasion#and now i have to go back to work. if anyone wants to mercy kill me on the way out the door id really appreciate it
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The power has done out multiple times today😔 not the most ideal when it's been so hot lately-
#pan rambles#The power is back and I've been keeping cool dw!#But yeah-afjsbfjd The heat always makes my progress slower unfortunately#on another note. Man...I need to let something consume my life again-gksnfkdnfkd#I've been enjoying multiple things lately in the hopes something will stuck but lately it feels like nothing it working#Like. I'm enjoying them! They're good games/manga/etc.#But it's like that connection I normally feel is Not There and it's so frustrating-ajfsnjfsn#Surely not a side effect of how much I've been going through it the whole month /hj#but yeah- Hopefully I find something;;#On a more lighter note#🪽 (Sure I'll use that as a tag since I'm still too shy to say her name) popped into my mind earlier today and I got all fksnfksjfjdj#I'm not used used to crushing on girls#Sure! I've thought many girls are cute and cool and amazing and so gorgeous that they leave me flustered and speechless-#but I've never connected those feelings with a crush y'know? So it's definitely an interesting feeling-afksnfjdj#Anyways enough rambling!#I think I'm gonna log out for tonight <3 Perhaps read some manga!#Or rewatch my favorite anime
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trollsona posting agaiijnn.. made thsi for my friend @klazomaniaccc who said whatever genre i give them just base it off cocteau twins so i diddd :3
#i STRUGGLED with this troll man.. the colors especially#still a little scared she looks too fleshy colored but i think its okay hopefully….#im actually flying to see them today!!!! so i’ll be away from my dear computer for a little.#there will be more traditional trolls art#huehuehue#trollsona#trolls sona#dw trolls#trolls#listening to the cocteau twins feels very dreamy which is why i thought of chaz’s jazz effect on other trolls or whateverr#if that makes sense…!!!
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I've started a spreadsheet to keep track of my writing, so I can fill in my word count at the end of every day, I hope it will inspire me to write more every day rather than relying solely on my Monday writing group to get the bulk of my stuff done 🤔 hope it works!
#brieuc.txt#did write 1k on monday which for me (a very slow writer) feels good#but I hope this gets me to write more!#it's just date → word count → notes (what project and any thoughts i have related to what i did)#so simple but hopefully effective....
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a large amount of time I've been spending on -untitled undefined scope original fiction project- since the last time I posted about it has been trying to develop the protagonist concept I came up with last summer or whatever into like, a character that would feel real and era appropriate.
it's fun research to do. naturally a lot of the details I assigned to her are things that I already think are cool, so it's been a lot of fun trying to trace her traits back through the relatively recent past, getting reminded of how much things have changed, or where the gaps in my intuition are, and then doing a flurry of reading to get a sense for exactly how someone like her and the people around her could have happened and what her life was probably like leading up to her present day. hopefully this results in some good good verisimilitude.
#I wrote a short story from her perspective over the holidays and then didn't know how to continue it#and then I got distracted by real life stuff for a few months#I forget if I posted about that#and then I've been picking through archive dot org for the last few weeks looking at this stuff#the last big rabbit hole was trying to get a better feel for era appropriate ts/tv subculture#the current one I'm looking at is how she would've gotten into language learning and how that would've worked#nettle has been prodding me about the setting thing lately so I've been thinking about that more too#probably the biggest hurdle by far is figuring out how I want to play that#and how I want the thing to be divided up#since the original coc scenario I'm developing this out of is centered on a flight from LA to honolulu#and the airport dungeon was definitely meant to be a hook for a larger campaign#some amount of it is going to cover protag lady's failed life in LA and some of it is going to be worse things happening in hawaii#but it's like. how much do I want to balance it one way or the other#and realistically how much does the aesthetics of 20th century air travel add to the story#besides me personally thinking it's compelling ofc#a lot of what I find compelling about hawaii is that it's an east/west cultural crossroads and realistically that's also true of socal#and I can wax poetic about socal as much as I want without worrying all that much about mishandling something#and there's also a lot of socal specific history along similar parallels to pull from that I'm more familiar with#I guess it comes down to whether curiosity re: 'doing it right' is enough of a motivator to do the increased amount of research#which I guess it has so far with the above character details. so hopefully that will continue#but it also feels like using machine translation a bit yknow. it's hard to know how effectively I'll be able to sanity check#although depending on where this goes I might be able to get other people involved to sensitivity read down the line#with most of the creative things I do I just have a tendency to always rely really heavily on figuring things out myself#I also want protag lady to have a Cool Car and idk how to get that from point a to point b narratively#this is like an entire second or third post's worth of tags but I don't feel like unfucking this so whatever. suffer. I guess.
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#man ive never seen an eating disorder kill someone else besides a parent infecting a child but my nana is really trying#shes like 1000% orthotexic. will not eat anything not filled with vegetables or fat. and my grandpa is 87yo with a heart condition currentl#in the hospital for covid bc thry went to Christmas church and dont believe in being vaccinated and my dad is so frustrated#bc he knows his mom is not gonna give his dad hearty foods. he needs to eat like protein shakes and meat and ice cream. anything thats not#her cooking which sucks on top of being extremely healthy. except its not healthy bc they dont eat a balanced diet#so its my nanas eating disorder killing her husband and shes so fucking frustrating. im like 99% sure she has obsessive compulsive#personally disorder bc she fits to a T and has zero insight. she may have full on 0cd bc talking to my dad he has more obvious 0cd#compulsions than i do. he used to say phrases before going to bed and would take 2 steps across the floor to prevent bad things from#happening. so like im pretty sure my nana is where i get my perfectionism and 0cd. god. i wish i could express how fucked up she is#like my dad said at least he had a stable home to grow up in but like she has zero sympathy for other people. cannot look past herself. wil#not wear a mask bc she doesnt care enough abt other ppl. my dad was like: u would not have survived in that house. which is fair bc i am#barely keeping it together coming from a stable home with two sympathetic parents who i know love me#and like its sad that they're suffering the effects of buying into the fox news bullshit and its killing them#but also. genuinely. i think theyre not very good ppl. theyre the type of people who think they're better bc they're religious. white. and#thin. and theyre not better thsn anyone. their grandchildren cant stand them. well cant stand her at least. papa is just quite so its hard#to say what hes thinking. apparently he was confused last night and saying something about eating dinner on the golf course. which sounds#nicer thsn being in the hospital lol. ugh. he seems not long for this world tbh. may he pass peacefully to b with his 1st wife who died of#brain cancer at age like 20 or something. so it goes. bleh. how many funerals are intended for me in the next 5 years? hopefully none but#that seems improbable with the unspoken drain circling that seems to b going on in this family. old age and like almost 10 years of cancer#defying the stats but for how much longer?#i dunno. its just so weird to watch these things happen and not talk about it directly to the other ppl who see it#i worry that ill come off as too callose or inappropriate bc i have that tendency when something bad is happening but thats everyone else#excuse? idk i just feel like its better to talk abt things#unrelated#ed mention#i tell u this so i can say these things to someone and also bc if i were u. i would like to hear the drama#bc im nosey and i assume other r too ;-]
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