#so here’s an update ish
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Mentioned it on stream but did you know I’m working on a horse game that isn’t going to be the next greatest horse game with 100% realism and 5000 features it’s literally just a parody dating sim where you date men that turn into horses and it’s just for the goofs? Anyway I’m redesigning (mostly just redrawing now that I feel like my art has improved) them and I’m starting with the first three characters I added to this universe, the Friesian Jean, the Welsh pony Alec/Foxy and the Lipizzaner Finn. Here’s a WIP to introduce the bois
#it was mentioned that I don’t talk about this particular project a lot (saying you’re making a game about dating horses does make you sound#a little insane)#so here’s an update ish#changed Jean to have brown eyes and darker skin and I gave Finn pink eyes instead of brown since Jean was getting brown.#also haven’t gotten around to drawing Cyrius yet but he’s my favorite#Jean wears a mask cause it makes them look more feminine :)#why does this give off the vibe of those pov you’re stuck in the elevator with us” tiktoks
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My Hero Academia Masterlist
Izuku Midoriya (Deku)
Coming home covered in blood begging for love
Headcannons
“if you dont love me ill kill myself”
Deku vs Bakugo
Naga Izuku
S/o who is clingy during their period
Punishments
Kidnapped S/o giving up
Jealous S/o leaving hickeys all over him
College Roomate
Siren Izuku w/ Lost at sea S/o
S/o w/ Psychedelic quirk
Poly Uraraka/Deku w/ a S/o who loves to Knit
S/o w/ a Angelic quirk
Not letting anyone else touch his S/o
Poly Nage Deku/Bakugo w/ Harpy S/o
Naga Izuku w/ Crush whos terrified of snakes
S/o who is tired all the time
The Purge + Blind S/o
Poly Uraraka/Deku HC
Nurse S/o
Tough S/o using her quirk to play with kids
S/o who loves his fluffy hair
Bakugo + Izuku with a S/o whos Quirk ends up hurting them
Dating Aizawas daughter
“hows the weather up there?”
Siren
Villain Deku trying to supply his vampire s/o with his blood
Darlings whos accidently morbid and creepy
Finding Crush s/o crying cause they were rejected by someone else
Gifting him an actual heart in a jar for Valentines
Yandere Alphabet: B,D,H,M,O
Villain Deku Headcannons
Comforting S/o who is upset over a character design change
Goth Darling who melts at affection
Comforting S/o who feels objectified
Poly Deku & Uraraka Headcannons
S/o who cant kiss directly in fear of eye contact
Darling attracting butterflies to them with their blood
Kidnapped S/o breaking down in relief that they dont have to worry about school anymore
Kidnapped Darling demanding cuddles when coming home
S/o that demands affection
Darling who loves that love lolita fashion but broke
Poly Kirideku
S/o wearing a lolita dress inspired by his hero outfit
Izuku Midoriya vs Peter Parker
S/o likes to be carried by him
S/o escapes only to come back with fast food
S/o saying "Yo! Guess what I found!!" with a arrow in their shoulder
S/o who jokes they're basically a acrow with anxiety cause they love shiny
"Why would you want me? You could have anyone you wanted"
Bakugo Katsuki
Deku vs Bakugo
Shut in S/o
S/o who has low self esteem due to family
S/o whose friends are affectionate
S/o Practicing their Love Confession with Deku
Accidentally hurting S/os feelings
Unknowingly kidnapping Vampire S/o
Liking Naga Bakugos punishments
Poly Nage Deku/Bakugo w/ Harpy S/o
Werewolf Bakugo protecting his mate
S/o whose parents dont let them have more than the minimum
S/o does illegal quirk cage battles
S/o Revealing her Healing quirk
Tall darling with low self esteem
Parents not supporting S/o after Winning tournament
Quiet crush Kabedoning him
S/o who can beat his ass
Bakugo + Izuku with a S/o whos Quirk ends up hurting them
S/o has a ‘villainous’ quirk
Kidnapped darling ignoring him
Naga Bakugo/Hunted down
Darling confessing to him first
Only being soft for his S/o
Villain Darling
S/o who’s the polar opposite of him
Finding his missing kidnapped S/o in his bed
Kidnapped darling loving him back
S/o who spars cause they want to be pinned
Accidently hurting a low self esteem reader
Bat quirked reader
Aizawa Shouta
Depressed S/o
Villain S/o
NS FW HC
The Purge
Vampire
Drider
Vampire S/o
Demon
Demon Aizawa w/ angel s/o
Life Threatening situation
S/o being forced to be a Villain cause their family is that way
Werewolf Aizawa
S/o who relaxes when he plays with their hair
Thicc S/o
S/o who loves cats just as much as him
Making him jealous from giving all your attention to cats
Cuddling HC
Hawks kidnapping Aizawas S/O prt 2 (prt one on Hawks section)
Shinso dating Aizawas child
Cat like S/o
Stalking celerity S/o
S/o with daddy issues
S/o w/ a Bear quirk
Taking care of his new child
Yandere Alphabet: A,B,E,L,W
Student reader turns out to be the UA Traitor
Finding his S/o tangled in his scarf
Headcannons
S/os personality changes around animals
Stalker Headcannons
Finding out crush sleeps with a eraser head plushie
Tall S/o that pulls him into their chest in every hug
Aizawa falling for a MILF S/o
S/o who was rejected at first before Aizawa fell for them
S/o avoiding him cause they think theyre annoying
Todoroki Shoto
Jealous Todoroki
Yandere Crush
Kidnapping Tourist S/o
“You’ve already made me a victim, no need to make me a liar too”
Naga Todoroki
Yakuza Leader S/o attempting to send a hit on his father
S/o who wants to be a Manga artist more than a hero
Sick Darling
S/o whos clingy during their period
Yandere Alphabet: C,E,K,W
Falling for S/o HC
Villain Shoto w/ civilian crush
Villain Shoto w/ Villain crush
Engulfing him in a hug after a battle happy hes ok
S/o doesnt speak the same language
Tsuyu Asui
S/o’s a fan of hers
Hitoshi Shinso
Siren Hitoshi using his voice to make S/o take their swimsuit off
Naga Hitoshi
Shinso dating Aizawas child
How he would treat you
Dabi Todoroki
Headcannons
S/o who’s unfazed by Dabis appearance
Innocent Baby sitter crush
Witch S/o
S/o with healing tears family constantly makes them cry
Freedom HC
Stealing his drugged crush after a dental surgery
socially awkward and anxious s/o
another social anxiety s/o HC
Celebrating S/os Birthday
Commenting he should visit his mother more
Gentle darling S/o
S/os in a loveless quirk marriage
Loner S/o
Fluff HCs
S/o who has a cruel family
S/o whos so scared of dadi they cry anytime he gets near
Kidnapping his S/o
Shigaraki Tomura
HC
Buff s/o who’s actually a softie
someone hurting his darling right infront of him
Younger sister reader
S/o also has skin problems
Affectionate and loving darling
S/o who only allows him to touch them
Yandere Alphabet: A,B,H,I
S/o w/ a quirk similar to his own
Sick darling
Proposing to him
Finding out S/o is his favorite streamer
Peaceful S/o who hates violence
S/o who looking at him with motherly loving eyes
Breaking down and coming to him for comfort
Gentle darling
S/o saying he takes away their emotional pain
naive and trusting darling
“Do I need to remind you what happened last time you acted out? Because I will if you keep pushing me.”
Someone trying to save kidnapped S/o
Kirishima Eijirou
Headcannons
Fluff HC
S/o who acts tough but is actually really soft
Finding his S/o fighting Bakugou
Poly Kirideku
Getting jealous over how you treat your friend
Momo Yaoyorozu
Headcannons
S/o Spoiling her
S/o wants more stuffed animals but already has a bed full of them
Poly Uraraka/Deku
Poly Uraraka/Deku w/ a S/o who loves to Knit
Poly Uraraka/Deku HC
More Poly Deku & Uraraka Headcannons
Tamaki Amajiki
S/o isnt bothered with being kidnapped
S/o whos on their period
Tamaki + Mirio Poly HC
Vampire
S/o also has Anxiety
Kidnapped s/o insisting on a movie night
S/o is something like the mom of 1A
Seeing his darling is stabbed yet calm about it
Coming home to S/o and their collapsed pillow fort
S/o who loves to cook
Gifting him butterfly hairclips
Hearing S/o saying "Do you have Five wilting Cabbage Leaves instead of a Brain?" to another that tried asking them out
Kidnapped S/o who just stands there after breaking out of captivity
Mirio
Tamaki + Mirio Poly HC
Accidentally bumping into Blind darling
S/o who likes cats but hes a dog person
S/o who has a god level quirk but is a dumbass
How his yandere tendencies are affected by losing his quirk
Darling flirting with other people
Bear quirk S/o
S/o missing school cause they got hurt while fighting a villain
S/o whos soft with Eri
Pregnant S/o who doesnt want to keep them
Rival s/o whos mad at him for taking their spot in the Big Three
Wooing a introvert darling
Villain Mirio
S/os boyfriend left her pregnant
Hawks
Equally clingy S/o
S/o with wings
Cottagecore S/o
S/o with a symbiote quirk
Cat Quirk reader
S/o having a depressive episode
Quirkless S/o whos afraid of heights
S/o who loves the petname ‘kitten’
Hawks Bird habits HC
Soft S/o getting pissed and yelling in Spanish
Bathing with him
Finding out his S/o is pregnant
Kidnapped S/o whos chill as long as they have games
S/o whos dependent and clingy feels like he they dont deserve him
Demon
Vampire
Celebrating Halloween
S/o dressing up as him for Halloween
Purge
Villain Hawks
Comforting S/o whose friend started ignoring them suddenly
Falling for a different heros S/o
Hawks kidnapping Aizawas S/o (prt 2 on Aizawas section)
Almost forcing his Vegan S/o to eat meat
Wings HC
Raising a child
Vegan darling HC
Dealing with s/os teacher who doesnt treat them right
Raising a teenage child
Darling who has separation anxiety
Soft S/o whos tall and buff
Feral Headcannons
Shy, Awkward reader
Bat quirk S/o
Miruko & Hawks x reader Headcannons
Preening S/os wings
S/o who has self harm scars on their legs TW
S/os scared of birds
Hero s/o hates the hero commissions
S/o has a affectionate pet bird thats a little shit to keigo
Foreigner that hardly speaks japanese
Shy S/o thats scared of his wings
S/os cat loves hunting/playing with his wings
Yandere alphabet K,P,T
Yandere alphabet A,D,E,L
Hunted down
Overhaul
S/o who has a body pillow of him
Trying to get him on a normal date
Angel
S/o whose power ultimately harms them
Darling ends up pregnant because of him
raising a child
S/o is as much of a clean freak as he is
Yandere Alphabet: A,B,I,K,W
Calling him a crow because of his looks
Escaping with Eri
S/o is a escape artist
Naga Overhaul
Kaminari
S/o scared theyll get zapped if they touch him
S/o who loves affection but is shy about PDA
Using him as a shield against socializing with others
Finding out S/o is Kirishimas sibling
S/o who isnt given gifts often
Werewolf
HC
Yandere Alphabet: A,B,J,W
S/o who loves him just as much
Would denki hurt anyone or punish his S/o
Sero
Darling confessing their love to him
Yandere Alphabet: A,K,S,R,T
Tokoyami
Finding out S/o goes out to feed cats with Aizawa and Shinsou
S/o going out of their way to spend time with them
Cuddling HC
Crush is Bakugos sister
Iida
Finding out S/o wonders out at night
Jealous HC
Koda
S/o who also has a animal quirk
Miruko
Chubby S/o
Miruko & Hawks x reader Headcannons
Nejire
Headcannons
Jirou
Headcannons
Mina Ashido
Headcannons
Inko Midoriya
Headcannons
Introducing deku to their new sibling w/ s/o
Average day with her
Haunted house
Rei Todoroki
Headcannons
Soft and quiet darling
Introducing her new child w/ s/o
Calm S/o yelling for the first time
Aoyama
Protective S/o
S/o likes his french
Deku
NS FW alphabet
Submissive
Naga Izuku
Praise Kink & Sugar Mommy S/o
Aizawa
NS FW HC
Werewolf Aizawa + Breeding
Feral
Incubus
Neko s/o going into heat Ropework
Favorite Position & Breeding kink
Poly Erasermic
Poly Incubus EraserMic w/ S/o
Todoroki
NS FW alphabet
Orgasm control, BDSM
Dabi
NON-CON + Incubus Dabi TW
End of the world + Breeding
Poly Dabi/hawks
Poly Incubus Dabi/Hawks w/ S/o
Shiguraki
Favorite Position
Praise/Body Worship
Tamaki
Sugar Daddy & One thing that would instantly turn them on
Hawks
Cockwarming and creampieing
S/o likes it rough slightly
Breeding/Heat HC
Using his Feathers as a form of bondage
Breeding season
Extra Heat HC
Male S/o First Time & Corruption
Overhaul
Virgin S/o
Kaminari
Using his quirk during sex
Inko Midoriya
Lingerie & Bodyworship
Rei Todoroki
Foreplay Headcannons
#high key couldnt find a suitable gif so heres the most yandere ish#guess how long this took me#YANDEREAFFECTIONS GOLDEN MASTERLIST#last updated 3/5/23#mha#yandere mha#mha x reader#yandere hawks#hawks x y/n#hawks smut#deku x reader#deku smut#yandere smut#yandere deku#bakugo x reader#yandere bakugou#tamaki x y/n#yandere tamaki#tamaki amakiji#tamaki smut#we struggling out here#Last updated 4/24/23
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Most normal energy drink consumer
#new tags time yippee#cj updates#so there's some old-ish tags here lol#i had this saved for a while actually. just didnt know if i wanted to post goofs yet#old tags:#i will say i personally cannot make fun of him for that#as i was [still am even] overly invested in drinking mnt dew#they used to sell a full liter mnt dew bottle for like a dollar at the stores near me & id take one to school a lot an drink the whole thin#[Sometimes id be able to get a whole 2 liter. Tho I couldn't drink the whole thing during the day [mainly just to save it for later rlly]]#which i would then have after the can id get every morning.....#im better now i swear#tho it was always very funny when i had a class with a friend where id slowly pull the very long bottle out from my bag#the face they would make is always so funny to me still#so i have a feeling i know *exactly* what face his teacher made#either like a mix of astonishment & confusion or its just disappointment#a “why are you like this” typea look#its great#however his story is still horrifying#i drink monster a bit & like one can is enough for me for a day [if i can finish it even]#maybe if i clutched onto that instead of mnt dew during school years id be just like him then#im in the good timeline thank god#rant over lol my bad
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Guys guess who might b getting glasses next month
#pawl3ss#life update#STORYTIME'N IN HERE BC I WANT TO :3#so like uh i had vision problems for a long time and tbh i didnt think it was THAT bad#like i could see enough to guess what was going on. slight blur ykwim#and i thought that everyone sees smt like that#like everyone sees it not that good and cant see things from a specific uhhh lenght idk how to call it aughhh#but like today in class we were only 4 kids (no idea where the others went) and we were trying on one of the girls glasses for funsies#and both of the other kids said they dont see so good in them and stuff and then they gave it to me#and i put em on like. I DIDNT KNOW THATS HOW YALL SEE EVERYTHING???#I LOOKED AT MY FRIENDS FACE LIKE. I CAN SEE HER BIRTHMARKS AND THE SLIGHT RED-ISH ON HER CHEEKS LIKE WHAT#AND I CAN READ THE TEXT ON THE BOARD?? SO IT WASNT THE CHALK'S PROBLEM AFTER ALL???? IT WAS ME??????#anyway im going to an eye doctor next month 😽
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YOU ARE MY HEADCANON TEREZI
The fact that I am getting this ask in the year of our lord 2024 fills me with such glee thank you so much
#how the hell are you guys doing over here?!#if you’re interested in following me somewhere I’m more active you can find me at litfeathers!#(I especially encourage you to follow if you like The Owl House hehehe)#I’m the audio director and Evelyn VA for a cool project and I am currently in the middle of writing a 100k ish TOH fic#so for updates on all that nonsense feel free to join me!
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Lineup of all of the characters that appear long enough to need a visual representation of them in the game lol
#I added a few people that you can randomly run into around town (like at the inn or in the forest or etc) and have very short conversations#with just to kind of flesh out the world a little more in a more natural-ish seeming way. Like nobody in the main cast would really#have much reason to talk about the actual city you're in or anything. Since most of them havent lived there that long anyway.#But if there's a ''city inspector'' that you can run into whilst he's writing up notes examining the local inn. then maybe there could be a#few dialogue options with him where you can ask about things like that. since he would know more about the area as an offical Government#Worker or etc. Optional of course. since I have to be so wary of my natural inclination to lore dump lol and am trying extra hard to make i#all stuff thats easily avoided/skipped. But for the people like ME who deliberately choose to exhaust every possible optional dialogue#option and explore every single inch of the world and try to collect as much information as possible - then there are a few extra places to#do that. Though obviously not all of them just give exposition for like 15 paragraphs blandly. Some you don't really learn anything from#and it's kind of just.. random flavor to make the non-shop map locations more ''lived in'' feeling. Like the random#little girl you can talk to in the park doesn't bizarrely start reading out the wikipedia description of some War that happened 10 years ag#or whatever. she's just complains about school a little and asks if you've tried the nearby ice cream cart treats and etc lol#ANYWAY..#some of the art is so so evil but I'm not going to spend 800 years trying to clean it up and update it. whatever the hell mess I sketched#out in 2018 or whatever is just what I'm keeping lol... it is what it is#One of the many trials of the whole 'briefly work a few months on something and then abandon it almost entirely only to pick up work#on it literally like 4 - 5 yrs later and now you must contend with trying to decipher whatever weird shit you did years ago' experience lol#Also given the population breakdowns of the world in general I think there's an unrealistic amount of jhevona in this lineup since#they're a much rarer species to just see out and about anywhere but.. it IS a global trading center type area. and the game#takes place in the north (the country of Asen. near the coast. for the maybe 2 or less people who actually keep up with my worldbuilding#enough to know where that is lol (the same continent as Navyete (where the avirre'thel live)) and there's a decent concentration#of nothern jhevona only a short ways away so... tee hee..I shall pretend it makes sense and not merely me just wanting#to represent more of that species because I think their lore is interesting lol#I MEAN also realistically there would NOT be a human here because humans are extremely isolated species that don't even know the rest#of the world exists really and human territories are extremely protected from the outside world but... of course it's like.. well we need#at least One of them to be there for the Optional Lore. Same with the Ythrili. But at least those are like.. PLAUSIBLE.. not nonsensically#outlandish. If I had a Verrucalt or something in there THEN that would be truly lore-breaking almost lol#ANYWAY.. rambling that only means anything to me because nobody else knows what I'm even referencing but hbjh#also I think my character designs are so funny in the sense that I really do just love to do the same thing over and over again ghbjh#wow... random asymmetry and belts and arm straps and high collars where the neck is completely covered?? you dont say..how novel
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If I don't post anything sims-related in a minute please know I'm not going anywhere and I will have original content soon, I'm just trying to fight my ADHD demons and all the distractions it loves (such as playing TS4 and mindless timeline scrolling) so I can make progress on the book I've been trying to write for a little over a year now <3 <3
#I will finish and publish this story I will finish and publish this story I will finish and publ-#When I die I want to say I wrote my silly stories and was an author. Idek if I'll be a good author I just want to say I did my best#so I need to focus and I need to write and I need to tell the decision paralysis and ADHD-induced unhelpful habits#to fuck off for a bit lol. Just for a lil bit so I can get my shit done!!!!#I'm still in storyboarding/outline-ish mode. The asking big questions and answering them to shape the narrative stage#but I love this story and I love these characters and I want to tell it so bad. I want to see my name on a physical book on a physical shel#in a physical store. Idk it's my dream and it feels a bit raw like... being vulnerable about it here. Almost silly ughhhh so please ignore#me if this is weird but anyway I wanted to say I might just be reblogging for a while! I want to try and not fall into old habits#of giving up in favor of chasing the serotonin when things get to the nitty gritty. I want to see this through I want to tell this story#anyway that's all ugh vulnerability makes me ill please ignore me#Hugs xxxxxxx#personal#update#gif warning
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turned on a vpn to check twitter bc why not and woah….. the difference between the miserable hellscape that’s there and the peaceful positive dteam loving land that’s here after 1mo since the ban gave me whiplash i didn’t notice i was THAT miserable every day jesus christ elon completely fucked that app up
#kaiipivara yaps#the algorithm is fucking horrendous#like here i only see dteam related posts#and dteam updates#barely any discourse on my dash#it’s so chill here how the fuck did i survive 4 years of twitter#i mean 4 years of dttwt#bc i’ve been on stan twt for i think 10-ish years#started out at 11 making a stan account for captain sparklez
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Est + your choice, 30? (feel free to reword to fit characters, it's more about the Vibes)
30- “You’re okay. You’ve got to be okay. You’ve got to be. You’re okay. Please. Please be okay.”
i did end up with something else for a second one of these! est & corunir post 'oakheart's might'/est coming back from barad gularan
She stumbles out of the valley and by some miracle nothing troubles her on the way. She comes to the lake and looks up towards the doors, looks back at her trail. Is she leaving obvious signs behind her? She can’t tell. Her eyes won’t focus and she can barely set one foot straight in front of the other. Can’t lead them back to the caves. She rounds a boulder and trips. Her arms shake as she pushes herself up and shrinks under an overhanging rock. Just a moment of rest. Then I can go back. Have to be careful about it though. She lets her head sink down to her chest.
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Corunir is on watch with Lunathron at the top of the steep, hidden path to Gath Forthnír when they catch sight of a shape down below, on the shores of the lake. It seems to be staring at them. After several minutes, it rounds a boulder and vanishes.
“That could be bad,” Lunathron says blandly.
“I’ll go,” Corunir says. “You alert the others?”
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“Est? Hey, Esterín. Can you hear me?”
She blinks and jerks back, saved from slamming her own head into rock by Corunir’s hand, curled gently around her head as he tried to wake her. He bites off a curse as his hand is crushed between head and stone.
“Corunir?” Her voice is raspy and weak. She clears her throat. “What’s going on?”
“I was hoping you could tell me that.” She doesn't move to sit up, just sits there and stares at him with eyes just a little too wide. “Est?”
“I’m not… not sure. Couldn’t lead anyone back so I stopped to take… take a rest. Be more careful afterwards.”
“Are you hurt?” Corunir’s brows knit together and he looks her over, searching for blood or obvious injury, one hand still at her head. He had not been told what it was, precisely, that had taken her into Nan Gurth, but Golodir had gazed after her in unhappy silence and ordered a more stringent watch be kept until she returned.
“I don’t think. Sore, but I think I’m… okay.”
Corunir eyes her doubtfully. “You sure?”
“Tired. Head’s a mess. But I think so.” Corunir takes her face gently in both hands and holds her eyes. They won’t focus on him for more than a few seconds before she has to blink hard and force them back to him. There’s no obvious injury, but something is so clearly not right.
“You’ll be alright, Est. Promise.” Please. You have to- you will be. The force of the thought surprises even him.
“Alright.” Her eyes drift again.
“Hey.” Back to him. “Do you believe me?”
“Of course.” And she sounds so offended that it startles a smile out of him.
“Come on. Let’s get back to the caves.”
“I’m…”
“Est?” She shakes her head.
“Just… give me a minute. Can’t do questions yet.”
“Alright.” He pulls back to give her space, but her hand grabs his and holds it against her cheek and she closes her eyes. After only a few minutes, her grip starts to slip and she leans forward until her forehead rests against his shoulder.
“... did you just fall asleep on me?”
No answer. He huffs a laugh and runs a hand over her hair. “Alright, come on.”
She barely stirs as he carries her back to Gath Forthnír, just curling towards him as if hiding from something. Lunathron shoots them a worried glance but Corunir waves an all clear and takes Esterín inside.
#ask games#est#my stories#corunir#i actually wrote the base version of this like. two years ago now? updated it a little bit for this but most of it's still there#originally intended for 'futures & dreams' but never went in there#possibly bc even in that one i got a bit self-conscious of just writing basically the Same Thing many times over#but idk it usually goes over well enough lol so [shrugs]#so. anyway here's Yet Another est + corunir h/c ish thing lmao#thanks friend 💚#the est + corunir collection
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“I’d pick you”
Yes I finally got to THAT line in Assassin’s Blade and I CANNOT EVEN
#Sam Cortland#Celaena Sardothien#Sam x Celaena#Celaena x Sam#The Assassin’s Blade#The Assassin and the Underworld#Sarah J Maas#Maasverse#Throne of Glass#Throne of Glass series#TOG#I am in love#I love them your honor#I just want to stay here with them all happy and cute#I’d pick you#THAT entire scene#also everytime I write the assassins blade I think I am become a blade than Malina and then I’m in pain again#and then she KISSED HIM#I love you you idiot#it vibes#who knew sewers could be so romantic? lol cackling#I ship it#fangirl problems#reading reacts#reading reactions#reading updates#reading thoughts#currently reading#reading and squealing#spoiler-ish quote reference
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I'm trying to keep track of good stuff you know pay attention to good days bc they're rare now but I think (don't strike me down for daring to lift my head a little please, please) I THINK it's happening more at a "1 in 7 days" and "2 in 24 hours" way now instead of like "1 in 30 days and "1 minute of 24 hours" and that's? an improvement I guess (don't strike me down again I can't get up again please hold your blows).
Yeah. Still grieving and physically sick and depressed af (and a bit paranoid about the universe picking on me/my family in particular) but sometimes things make me smile now and occasionally I don't hate the world. So there's that.
#thought#vent#I'm trying to journal but it's not really happening#ig we're not there yet#so I thought an update/vent on here#god this is so teenager-ish#still i think that's an improvement on the toddler levels of uncontrolled emotion i've been experiencing#am i embarrassed posting about this even before i've posted it? yeah#but like. I have no memory anymore! might as well commemorate realising my bad days are less frequent
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lmao so i brought a navy blue beach hat bc it was cheaper than the ones smaller than it (and i thought it fits me well with my blue hair) and then my cousin points out that i look like someone. “that guy you like” he says, and i was scrambling my thoughts until i realized he meant “scaramouche??” “yeah that guy”
and nope my cousin doesn’t play gi, i just told him about scara😩😩 (and xiao coz i was urging him to play gi) in his defense the hat was shaped like scara’s and it has the same shade as well as my hair having the (almost) same shade as his
#🎐#blue life update#ish?#how is everyone? i’ve got a hectic week up ahead because of finals so it may take me a while to post a work here again#wish me luck i desperately need it
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url change !
it’s the end of an era besties (talking to the void) i finally did it
rest in peace to-kill-a-moshing-bird 2013(ish)-2023 🫡🫡🫡
sorry ocd hoarder tendencies i want a url that i actually like instead of a dumb pun i made at approx. age 12 abt a book i wasn’t even that into :p forever in my heart tho she treated me very well over the years <3
#i wanna be active ish on tumblr again but i rlly didn’t like my url and i’ve been too lazy and stubborn to change it until now#so here we are ! a fresh new era !#i am of course saving my old url on a burner account even tho i know i'll never use it again bc my brain is hellish like that <3#idk if anyone from back in the day is still here but#i just like cataloguing my silly little interests and i don't wanna be embarrassed by my decade old url anymore !#h tumblr era 2.0#actually kinda 3.0 but whatever#i’m gonna update my ao3 too so i can post fics again (motivation withstanding) but i’m tired and that feels higher stakes#so i’m not gonna deal rn#but soon#ok anyway new url yay goodnight !#(his ass is NOT going to sleep)
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Ok I edited an addendum to the original post to acknowledge the oversight hfjshfkhd which ppl aren't gonna see bc it's being passed around in reblogs but it'll make ME feel a bit better at least
#speculation nation#HELP MY BLOG WAS HIDDEN FOR YEARS IM NOT USED TO MY POSTS GETTING NOTES#blood crying post got up to the 160s before stopping#gay moon post is now nearly 200 notes hfkdhfjd helpppp#AND STILL GOING STRONG TOO#even before i turned my blog off searches i never got notes like this hfkshfjd#i guess bc i just never put myself out there 🤔 crazy how that works#anyways this is now the 2nd most notes ive ever gotten on a post#first most was back in like 2013 & i posted a link to some personality quiz or some shit#& that got up to 1k notes or so.#not even on this blog tho!!!! that was several blogs ago!!!#i think the prior most notes ive gotten on this blog was back in like 2016 when i posted some dog pics#and that post got like a hundred notes#there was also the time i was watching the live streams for cr exu & i posted some screenshots for dorian & dariax#which that post got like a hundred ish notes#NOTHING UP TO 200 THO! crazy.#makes me wonder whether i should make official posts for my fanfic updates. wouldnt get this much attention#but it could get Some 🤔🤔🤔 hmmmmm#yes im just thinking about how me getting attention on here can get more attention on my writing#it's the labor of my love. of course i want people to read them.
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I want to get back into bbc ghosts mode. I miss being deranged about those silly dead folk and their living friends <3
#unfortunately i have muppet brainrot#that and the ghosts fandom on tungle dot com hasnt been particularly interesting to me since like. january#but i finished my full-ish watch of the muppet show and muppets tonight#so maybe I'll dive back into ghosts stuff#I'm also planning to rewatch The Bear before season 2 comes out#and I'm making my way thru Broad City#OH and i finished amphibia last month#so yeah here was an unsolicited update on me and my shows :)#mia posts a thing
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Sorry to anyone who followed me for dragon art this is simply the place I come to scroll for ideas
#i mean like#the dragon art is therre#but also i come on here at like 3 am when im regretting my life choices#also working on chapter 8 of a fic im writing and realized i need to reread the whole thing and#yep#so the 3 of u who followed for that uh#ill update soon ish
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