#so he managed to get tipsy and i kinda still feel bad about it
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for someone who is yet to finish the book, fuyao sect is very dear to me
#yes im very succesible to found family#also they remind me of some of ny brothers friends#just. i often end up in situations where i care for a bunch of 6 to 16 year old boys and try to make sure#that i dont have to take them to the hospital for something#im effective at it in so far as they havent been harmed#but one time we accidentally got my best friends little brother drunk on new years when he was 13#the situation was such. we had champagne. well proseco i think. and we you know opened it#as you don new years. thing is none of us like champagne#it was just that my mother had it and wasnt planning on doing anything with it#so i brough it as a gift to their mom who does drink champagne#but she wasnt there so we opened it because new years#and so i gave everyone a cup to have a toast#and i guess he didnt know it was slightly alchoholic? cuz dude just chugged the whole thing#which is fine when i do it but definetly not fine when little kids do it#well he was our height so to be fair i did Not expect him to get drunk from that#but i had not taken into account how shitty their entire familys alchohol tolerence is#so he managed to get tipsy and i kinda still feel bad about it#unnecessarily long tags
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THE TEA IS HERE
okay i need to tell this crazy story lmao. first of all, i need you to know that iâm 20 and i know what iâm doing. (please donât judge me lol).
okay so i've been working 6 days a week at my job since september. i'm one of the 2 people working there every day, so i'm pretty friendly with the bosses, including this manager.Â
this manager is 38 years old (im going to hell) and is married. (i'm definitely going to hell). he doesn't have kids (not that THIS makes me innocent) BUT THATS WHY IM ASKING YOU NOT TO JUDGE ME.
i started fantasizing about him a little when he started making innuendos about me. and i was like OKAY. I KINDA LIKE IT. i have to say, he's not really the "hot type" guy, but i can't explain why i'm attracted to him. but he smells like cologne, so...
anyway, last friday, i went to a sort of work party. of course he was there. we drank, and the whole time, i could feel his gaze LMAO but i was trying to avoid it because i was with my friends yk.
anyway, people left, and in the end it was just the two of us, ready to leave the party but we talked a bit, we were clearly tipsy, and........ he kissed me OMG AM I IN A MOVIE and, he started to touch me but i was like, GIRL, iâm not doing it here, letâs get to my bed. we ordered an Uber, HE WAS SO TOUCHY IN THE TAXI LIKE KISSING MY NECK IT WAS HARD TO RESISTđŤ
we arrived at my place and IT happened. it was the best sex of my life. experienced guys are something elseâŚ.
anyway, now we still see each other every day at work OFC and we act like nothing happened in front of everyone. like not even stolen kisses or anything because you never knowwww but he doesn't mind taking a good look at me. and i like it.Â
tbh i don't know what he told his wife (i feel kinda bad now) but i know that it's not a happy marriage, so... and well, it's done and i had fun! thank you for reading :)
#it seems so crazy#i actually can't believe it literally happenned#i want to do it again#the way he uses his tongue...... and his fingers... omg#there's another work party next saturday...i'll keep you updated#i'm so shy to post this lol#please don't judge me
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Could you do the prompt 60 our friends have been hosting a secret santa for years but I just got your name for the first time and I finally feel comfortable giving you this thing I bought for you two years agoÂ
60. our friends have been hosting a secret santa for years but I just got your name for the first time and I finally feel comfortable giving you this thing I bought for you two years ago
from winter prompts here
HAPPY HOLIDAYS!! iâve been a little busy with some irl stuff so it was so nice to have some writing time finally :) enjoy a short little fic about some dumb boys
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âThis isnât nearly as bad as I anticipated,â Hermann says.
He bestows a very, very rare smile on Newt, the sort that makes Newt feel a little warm under his collar, and which only makes an appearance after heâs had a decent amount to drink at whatever Shatterdome party Newtâs managed to talk him into that weekend. This sort of sentiment is high praise from Hermann, to be quite honest, so Newt will take it very, very enthusiastically. He slings an arm around Hermannâs shoulders with a grin and pulls him in close. Hermann goes a little rigid, but relaxes quicklyâanother win. âThanks, dude,â he says. âGlad youâre enjoying yourself.â
Itâs the annual holiday party this weekend, which is ominously less crowded than itâs been in previous years. Newt knowsâwith an uncomfortable, sinking feeling in the pit of his stomach that heâs doing his best to avoidâthat this is almost definitely because theyâve lost half their staff the past year to either kaiju attacks or random budget cuts, but itâs depressing him to think about it, so he makes a point not to. Bright side, more chances of getting Hermann (who hates crowds) to tag along with him now. Newt loves bringing Hermann to parties, because it means he has someone to bitch to and if theyâre both tipsy and feeling ridiculous enough theyâll make intense eye contact for a while and maybe very slightly almost kiss. Hermann always ignores him the next day and pretends it never happened, of course, but it always rocks pretty hard anyway. Maybe one day theyâll actually seal the deal. âI wouldnât go that far,â Hermann says.
âOkay, fair,â Newt says. âIâm glad youâre not...miserable?â
âAcceptable,â Hermann says.
He smiles at Newt, and Newt smiles back, plucking at the shoulder of Hermannâs sweater. Itâs his festive sweater, the one he wears to the New Yearâs party every year too, even though it kind of just looks like a normal sweater (except a little more sparkly, like he got glitter on it once and never managed to wash it out), so Newtâs not really sure what makes it festive. Heâs never felt like pressing the question, so heâll probably never know. It is pretty cute on him though. Anyway, thereâs more important stuff to think about nowâHermannâs giving him the kind of big doe eyes that usually precede Newt almost-getting a little kiss. Maybe tonight will be the night. But instead of giving Newt a little almost-kiss, or a real little kiss, Hermann just says, suddenly, âI picked you for the exchange.â
Newt blinks at him. âOh. You did?â
Hermann nods.
âCool,â Newt says. âBut, um, isnât that supposed to be, like, a secret?â He thinks thatâs kind of the point of it all. Hermann doesnât usually participate in the gift exchange, though, so maybe he just doesnât understand the rules. Newtâs own pick was a LOCCENT tech heâs only ever spoken to once or twice in his whole time here. He kinda half-assed it a little with a gift card for the last coffee chain still standing within driving distance of the base, but those guys seem to run on caffeine, so whatever, it wonât go unappreciated.
âI was getting impatient,â Hermann says. âAnyway, Iâm meant to give it to you tonight, arenât I? Shouldnât really matter when.âÂ
Newt wonders if the gift is a kiss. Heâs just tipsy enough to ask Hermann if it is, and maybe flutter his eyelashes a little, but then Hermann pulls out a small snowflake-patterned gift bag from beneath the table and pushes it at Newt. He looks very pleased with himself. âI confess,â he says, âthat Iâve had this for some time.â
So apparently Hermann is very into gift exchanges. âThat excited, huh?â Newt says.
He picks at the tissue paper: Hermann did a messy wrapping job, so itâs sticking out unevenly and torn in places, but it adds to the charm, to be honest. He can imagine Hermann sitting at his desk after hours and trying and failing to do his usual meticulous job of things. Hermann shakes his head. âEr, not quite. I purchased it for youââ He clears his throat. âWell. Do you remember a couple years ago, I broke that coffee mug you were fond of? The silly one, that changed colors?â
Newt makes a face at the memory. It hadnât been one of their better momentsâtheyâd each been awake and hard at work for over forty-eight hours at that point, and Hermannâs hands had been trembling so badly when he fixed them instant coffee that heâd knocked the contents of the kitchenette counter into the sink. The mug had shattered almost instantly. Newt had started shouting at him almost instantly, too, and Hermann shouted back, and they hadnât spoken for a week afterwards, too hot-headed and pissed off. It had sentimental value, is all (just some dumb underwater scene with fish that appeared when you poured in something hot), or Newt wouldnât have been anywhere near as pissed. Or like, pissed at all. He got it from the aquarium when he was a dumb kid starting his first semester of college. âUgh,â he says, âdonât remind me.â
He plucks out the tissue paper and tosses it to the side. Inside the bag is a mug. Not, in fact, the mug that Hermann broke, but one in the same vague wheelhouse, an underwater scene dotted with little fish and scratched with age. Hermann is looking at him with barely-concealed glee. âI found it online,â he declares. âThe exact same one. It took me a bloody long time to do it, too, so I hope youâre pleased with it, though I confessââ He goes a bit pink in the face. âEr. Well, this was technically some time ago. A year. Or two. Right about when I broke it, really. Only I was a bit cross with you,â he continues, quickly, âso I didnât want to give it to you, and then far too much time passed, so I decided to simply wait for the right excuse. Is it alright? Do you like it?â
Newt picks the mug up. Itâs nothing at all like the old one, really, and Newtâs not even really convinced this one changes colors, but Hermann looks so excited that Newt knows he canât even think of confessing that. Instead he smiles and nods his head. âI love it, Hermann,â he says, and itâs not a lie. âItâs perfect.â
Hermann almost sags with relief. He looks like he might hug Newt, and then like he might take Newtâs hand, but he settles with an awkward, lingering pat to his shoulder. Newt thinks he might be a little in love with him. âVery good, then, Newton,â Hermann says.Â
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Wait you texted your boss you love her?! Say more right now đ
Wait, holy shit do I have access to my inbox again? FUCK YEAH. My messages are still missing and Tumblr is still not letting me reply to any posts but this is definitely a step up.
Anyway.
Gather round, children, and let me tell you about the dumbest shit I've pulled at work thus far.
I'm generally very quiet. So not even 3 months into this new job where I have no idea what's happening and I am NOT friends with my boss who I kinda/sorta idolize, there's a work outing at the state fair.
It's a good time. We get sorted into teams to do a scavenger hunt and then there's a division wide happy hour afterwards. I have a few drinks at happy hour and I'm chatting with people who I don't know. It's all good.
The calendar hold was only until 5 so I figure I'll leave then. But I get roped in with a group (including my boss) to go to a secondary location. I don't realize until later that it's past 5 so most of the people who have kids and families to get back to have left. At this point, I'm maybe 3-4 drinks in? And 3-4 drink me is when I get loud and aggressive and touchy.
Here, I loudly proclaimed that I was tipsy and it was everyone's responsibility to take advantage of me so I'd be buying drinks. After the first round, my boss tried to buy and I hip-checked her out of the way multiple times to hand my credit card to the server. She said, "Stop buying me drinks! I've seen your paycheck. You can't afford this!" And I said, "Shut the fuck up and tell me what you wanna drink."
This went on for like 5 more hours. I physically did not let her buy me anything. I told her I'd beat her up if she did. At one point, I got on the ground and did pushups? It was nice to see her outside the office where she seems more human and sometimes she hates her job too instead of the polished LinkedIn persona I feel like everyone has in corporate. One of her gripes is that she's been turned down for a raise multiple times despite doing a shit ton of work.
What you need to know about me is that if I decide I like you, we ride or die now (whether or not you want me to be. There's no gift receipt for this bitch). So of course I got very indignant on her behalf and said I'd beat up her boss because how DARE he deny her anything, especially when she carries the team on her back (my words, not hers). And then she was like, "I could do better as a manager" and I told her to shut up because she's amazing. But she wouldn't accept it and I was full blown drunk at this point so the logical conclusion was to hug her and kiss her on the cheek? She went oh! and laughed a little but she was definitely not as drunk as I was because she has like pure Nordic blood and my one saving grace is that I don't get the Asian glow.
After that, we got separated. (The day after she said she went to get fried pickles and thought I was right behind her.) Instead, I got swept out the exit with the rest of the crowd. I was drunk but cognizant enough to be like, hey I should tell her where I am since I didn't say bye. Which is when I sent her this:
And also this:
The drinks were catching up with me now so I called my mom to pick me up at the bus stop. I'd laid down on the grass to try to stop everything from spinning so much and also thrown up a bit. I didn't think it was that bad but my mom says I looked awful tottering over to the car, wiping my mouth and covered in dry grass.
I'm at the age where if I drink too much, I can't sleep and I never black out (which is good), so I spent the entire night replaying memories in 4K and thinking, why the FUCK would I say/do that? Also this was a Wednesday, so I had to fucking go into work the next day.
The I love you part is embarrassing but fine. Threatening people is less fine, but whatever. I really didn't have any excuse for the kiss on the cheek though. I was fully expecting my performance review to start off with my boss going, "Look, we have a no tolerance policy for sexual harassment here so..." and like, fire me.
Luckily she was cool about it and laughed it off, but I was so embarrassed for months. Now the embarrassment has worn off and it's just a hilarious story. But listen to me kids, the moral here is don't ever EVER get drunk at a work function.
#literally why am i like this#it's not even necessarily a drunk thing because last month i fully sober went up to my team and said#just took my last final (theology) for undergrad this morning. I'm done with college and done with Jesus. who wants to do shots with me
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Hello its one of my shitty life posts again dont mind it scroll past it^^
So the last time i posted one of my problems about being weird and too reactive during a play timeâŚwell i wanted to give it a try again and i put my worries away and asked for itâŚi never asked for anythingâŚi just dont like to ask for anything because i grow up having it rejected anywayâŚbut as i was asking it i knew from his respons that he will invite her tooâŚi kinda minded it,i just knew she and i are going to have an argument at some point i knew from the way she looked at me the way she talked as if i wasnt there in our first meeting tooâŚbut i didnt say a word i thought that maybe i can show her that she misundertood meâŚand i wanted her to acknowledge meâŚ
As always im still mentally shitâŚbut at least i try to be betterâŚ
So i arrive at the house they are there speaking and drinkingâŚwhen we get a call there children is in danger so the father of the child rushes out never answering her questions about what is the problem whats happening the door closes and there we are the two passionate stubborn woman sitting near the table im on the floor she sits on the chairâŚi begin thinking well today is as fucked up as it can be i started to get nervous so i tried to make an advance so we can speak and maybe we can know eachother moreâŚshe than procieds to tell me in the most offensive way in a trembling angry voice that she isnt consenting to the play that would had happen tonightâŚi was a little bit shocked she was a careing mother you could see that she may have been upset and a little bit tipsy from the alcohol and the thing with hher children so i remain calm as usuallyâŚi look at her and i give her a smile that its okay i can understand thatâŚthen she tells me she never had clients who where like this mentally unstable and basically a child with no life experiencesâŚand here i am she doesnt notice but im hurt and now angryâŚshe just stepped on one of the things that i hate being said to meâŚthat im a child a basically had no life up until this momentâŚlike yeah sure you may not know my past but nobody has it easy trust meâŚyou dont have the right to assume that im acting the way i act because its the usual children wants attention drama and things like that bullshitâŚ.i had to grow up early i basically wasnt a child i was never i couldnt beâŚand you say i just grow up because i turned legally 19 and you assume that every 19 year old is the same because they never faced the challenges is lifeâŚwell fuck i may not had my school and yet..but i did pay my checks i cleaned my house i cooked i was the one worrying for my family for our financial status i was the one thinking from night to night how i can fix this shit family how i can make my father undestand that he has to have more oppinion because he isnt a doll to get dragged around he was like a bomb ready to be exploided i had to teach my mother that it isnt okay to use everyone as a punch bag for her stress she had to manage her anger she had to be stoppedâŚi was the one calming my brother that everything will be fine if they stay stong and hope for the better future that they have to move if i cant fix it i was the on shouldering this huge mess and im the one getting out of the child age and into the huge life? Like yeah thanks i had to take jobs at a young age i had to make everything okay and i could never let anyone discover that we have this huge ass shit behind the courtains of the perfect family image that we createdâŚyeah thank you fucking much for saying that my pain doesnt matter because that just how teenagers feels at this ageâŚim so fucking gratefullâŚ.so after she told me that i cracked a laugh as always to surpress these nasty emotions..bad habit but it can and it did save my life several timesâŚand told her i already know it she doesnt have to tell me i just dont have the manual to read from how can i change this..how can i change the things/the habits of growing up in a survival mode⌠and she tells me that yeah there is no manual because every person is different but as you grow up you have to change and it will be stupid to blame everything on my parents if i cant change it,because it will only be my laziness that i still couldnt change even though i was an adult and i cant blame my behaviour and my mindset on my parents my whole life⌠yeah here we can see the tipical answer we can predictâŚshe doesnt know why im confused well its should be easy to change right? You just have to relaxâŚyou never know how?you just have to learn,its easyâŚfrom where? Well you are an adult so you should know?âŚ.khm i just wasted my time trying to explane my self to her and it went on and on i had a looot of mean sayings played in my head but i never sayed themâŚi was thinking why should iâŚshe doesnt want to know itâŚshe never asked it she just strayed up judged meâŚfrom the moment we metâŚ
I will continue it on the next postâŚ
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sk8 boys would reacting to you pulling them in by their belt
synopsis: you pulling the sk8 babes in by their belts for a kiss
pairings: joe x reader, cherry x reader, reki x reader, langa x reader
warnings: kissing, suggestive themes, swearing
notes: not me just seeing this tiktok trend ...but thoughts are being thunk...â¤ď¸ also, i apologize in advance for any grammatical/spelling errors
word count: 1,930
JOE
this flirty ass b*tch đ
he thinks heâs so smooth...and he is!
i see yâall bar hopping in the early talking stages of your relationship
so youâre seated the bar and youâre kinda annoyed because maybe there are a couple girls who come up to him and offer to buy him a drink? (of course they would, have you seen how heâs built?)
BUT THATâS NOT EVEN THE BAD PART
this mf getâs up from his stool and starts FLIRTING BACK?? AND YOUâRE JUST SITTING THERE LIKE âđ§ââď¸
but then he turns back to you and seeâs the displeased look on your face.
cue joe nervously laughing and gently shooing the other girls away
but youâre already pissed bc like? the nerve of him? and in front of you??
you stare straight past him, leaning your elbow up on the bar table as he stands in front of you. babbling out apologies(?)
if you can even call them that?
âbabe, iâm sorry! you know itâs force of habit! i didnât even get to see what they looked like! and they were being nice! what was I supposed to do? tell them to get gone? i was just being polite to them, iâm a feminist after all đââ
b*tch...what?
you feel like youâre getting dumber just listening to him
so you kinda tilt your head to look at him and let your hands settle on the front of his belt
his voice kinda tilts? like it slightly gets a just a bit higher ?
before he can even make a smart ass remark, you firmly tug him towards you and kiss him
he hums in surprise before chuckling into the kiss and bringing his warm, calloused hands up to your face
he pulls away and quickly pecks at your lips before playfully outing
âoof, so meanâ
âbut you like thatâ you reply before kissing him again
meanwhile, the bartender is watching yall like âđđđâ
REKI
like with joe, i imagine you pulling this stunt off in the beginning of your relationship
you and reki are in the little workshop behind his house doing normal relationship stuff
you know, reki working on a skateboard repair while you lovingly admire his side profile...yea â¤ď¸
heâs so absorbed in his work, his eyebrows are furrowed every so slightly, and heâll randomly clench his jaw and WOWOWOW HE LOOK SO GOOD!
you feel so blessed just being able to take this sight in
youâre watching him intently with your elbows propped up on the table and your face resting between your hands
rekiâs in the middle of tightening the screws when he notices you looking out of his peripheral vision
he glances over to you and sees you staring at him
have yâall seen that meme of meghan markle at her wedding looking up at harry?
YEA, YEA youâre literally looking up at reki like that
and boy does reki get FLUSTERED
he tries to act cool about catching you staring but baby is blushing way too hard
âw-what?â, reki mentally kicks himself for stammering as he returns his focus to the skateboard
âyou look really hot right nowâ
reki damn near chokes and his face gets even more red (if thatâs even possible)
he turns his back to you to reach for a wrench on the wall adjacent to him
but he's trynna hide how hard he's blushing uwu
you're laughing now and the melodic sound makes the tension in rekiâs shoulders dissipate
yea...yâall are whipped for each other
reki is pouting with his back to you, still âlookingâ for his wrench
when all of sudden, he feels your hands settle on his waist, urging him to turn around
"rekiiiiii", you playfully whine. "i can't admire my boyfriend?"
he's turning around to tell you that he's busy, but then your fingers hook onto his belt
and before his brain can compute what's happening, you're sharply tugging his belt and your mouth is on his, hot and heavy
and reki moans
and it's so high-pitched and so earnest and so loud, you almost want to giggle
but then his knees buckle and he kinda collapses forward into you
so y'all both kinda shuffle back, but reki manages to catch himself by wrapping his arms around you for support
you're about to pull away to ask if he's okay, but then he brings one hand up to your face and parts his mouth
and when you gasp against his mouth, he feels slightly relieved knowing his dignity has been saved somehow
reki pulls away first, panting, and rests his forehead against your collarbone, trying to hide his face again
"you suck" he murmurs into your chest, slightly dizzy
you hum contentedly, combing his hair back before kissing the top of his head
CHERRY
first of all, this mf is an aries (just when i thought he couldnât get sexier)
and aries men...đĽ´
basically, you have to do a lot to actually fluster this man
so letâs say he takes you with him for a two-day work trip on a nearby island
while he works with his clients during the day, you busy yourself by wandering around the hotel or walking along the beach
basically, the only time the two of you have together is in the evening
itâs your last night before yâall have to return to okinawa
kaoru tells you to get dressed and takes you out to this expensive ass restaurant and heâs sooooo f*cking romantic
the love in his eyes,,,, his soft ass smile as he watches you ramble in between taking sips from your wine glass
heâs looking at you as youâre personally responsible for the sun rising each day
i mean, you couldâve been talking about how you saw a crab on the beach that was missing a leg, and kaoru would just be like âtell me more bby đĽ°đâ
when yâall make it back to the hotel, youâre both a little tipsy (kaoru is more so buzzed)
youâre holding onto kaoruâs arm as you both take the elevator up to your hotel room
kaoru feels you slightly sway against him and he leans over to kiss the top of your head
âyou alright, darling?â he murmurs into your hair
he takes your hand in his and runs the pad of his thumb over the back of your hand
and he does all of this while his lips are pressed against the top of your headâ SIR PLS âđŠ
itâs an chaste act and you know heâs genuinely concerned but after two glasses of wine, your brain is justâđĽ´
hornknee thoughts only đŠđŻ
sloppily, you wiggle out of kaoruâs embrace before centering yourself in front of him with your hands placed on his chest
at your action, kaoruâs eyebrow raises ever so slightly but he keeps silent, slightly amused
âyouâre so f*cking fineâ you murmur, slightly smoothing your hands over kaoruâs chest, staring him right in eye
âoh?â
âyea, and you donât even try. Whatâs that like?â
by now, kaoruâs softly smiling. âwhatâs what like, my love?â
âwhatâs it like to be so hot without even trying?â
and before ol boy can even reply to that, your hands find his belt before firmly pulling him in for a kiss
kaoru hums at the sudden jolt but then sighs appreciatively through his nose and wastes no time parting his mouth for you
b*tch, youâre the one whoâs moaning skxhsnwje
still kissing you, he smooths your hair back with one hand before grabbing a fistful of your hair
he firmly yanks your hair back and deepens the kiss, and you justâ đ¤¸ââď¸
the moan that elicits from you, is OTHERWORLDY
you feel the elevator roll to a stop
kaoru pulls back with a grin on his face and so much love in his eyes that youâre tempted to go in for round two
but then the elevator door slides open and he grabs your hand, tugging you into the hallways
as he leads you to the hotel room, kaoru slightly turns his head back to smile at you, with the same amount of love in his eyes
LANGA
i feel like langa may get flustered as easily as reki might, but heâs manages to be a lot more cool about it
which kinda drives you up the wall? you just wanna see your boyfriend embarrassed for once
all he does is slightly blush with a straight face and glance away
so letâs say heâs walking you home after you, him, and reki were hanging about at a skatepark
the sun had already set and langa is walking beside you with his skateboard under one arm.
the walk is pretty silent, but itâs a comfortable silence. langa finds that he and you can soak up each otherâs presence without having to say a word
you see him jolt out of your peripheral vision and youâre like ???
before you can glance over and ask if heâs okay, he quickly grabs your hand
you glance up at him, confused, and he simply replies âi forgot to hold your hand, sorryâ
langa wtf??
fighting back the urge to laugh, you squeeze his hand and tell him itâs fine
both of you share a soft smile, before the easy silence continues for the rest of the walk
when yâall arrive on your porch steps, you turn to him and thank him for walking you home
langa assures you itâs no problem before saying goodnight
heâs turns around and takes a couple steps away, when you clear your throat
he glances back at you, quizzically
youâre standing on the porch step, with your hands behind your back.
thereâs a mischievous glint in your eyes
âarenât you forgetting something?â you playfully chide him
langa: đđđ
you can literally see the gears turning in langaâs head
â...did you want me to walk you to your bedroom?â
you canât help the laughter that bubbles out of you, and langa feels his cheeks reddened slightly
âangel, no. I meant a goodnight kiss?â
âo-oh, rightâ
his brows furrowed slightly as he determinedly making his way over to you
heâs soâ&:&72737
as heâs making his way over, an idea pops into your head and you kinda â>:3â
when langa is standing in front of you, your hands grip onto his belt and you yank him into a kiss
bby boy almost drops his skateboard
he quickly inhaled through his nose before giving a stuttered moan and you smile into the kiss
youâre standing on the first step to your porch so the added height is giving you more access
BITE HIS MFIN LIP! he will gasp so prettily into your mouth
entranced, he keeps leaning more and more forward, that is, until the back of your foot hits the step behind you
stumbling backwards, you fall back and pull langa along right with you
you fall right on your ass, yelping as you knock foreheads with langa as he falls into you
so now, youâre both left moaning, gripping your foreheads
âare you okay?â langa asks you, dropping his hand from his forehead revealing a red mark
you begin to laugh at the sight of it and langa just stares at you, confused but slightly defensive
âw-what?!â
âyour forehead is redâ you giggle
âwell yea, you slammed your forehead into mineâ
âyou slammed your forehead into mineâ you give him a quick peck on his lip before smoothing his hair hair back
âthat looks like itâs gonna bruise,â you murmur and press a kiss to his forehead âIâll get you some ice, come insideâ
end notes: i wanted to get this out in time for cherryâs bday!
#sk8 the infinity x reader#joe x reader#reki x reader#cherry blossom x reader#langa x reader#sk8 the infinty
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"I was wondering if you could do something with the reader and Marc are going to make love for the first time and sheâs nervous bc she has SH scars and her and Marc never talked about that part of her life?" @romanarose
Content: Okay. Tw. The narrator says things about the reader that arenât true. Theyâre just what the reader thinks about herself because she has low self-esteem. Additional notes at the bottom.Â
Word count: 2.5k
I would say that this is 18+, but it really isnât. Itâs kinda teetering on the edge there. No smut.Â
Marc had never seen you naked before.Â
It was a near miracle that he hadnât, at this point in your relationship, but it made sense to you and him. Youâd had a classic friends-to-lovers progression, and you were intimate in so many more ways than physically. You shared so much with each other, it felt like youâd been dating forever when the truth was heâd only kissed you for the first time less than a month ago.Â
You loved him so much. Sometimes just thinking about him would make your heart swell so much that you had to stop in the middle of whatever you were doing. He just felt so right. The two of you were inseparable, two peas in a pod who told each other everything.Â
Well, almost everything.Â
It wasnât exactly your fault that you had this secret from him. Your reasoning was solidâat least in your mind. Marc had told you about his childhood and about his past. Heâd told you about his mother and his time in the marines, as well as his time afterward as a mercenary. Heâd told you about Khonshu and Steven and Jakeâthe latter two youâd met on numerous occasionsâand youâd even managed to get him to tell you about his little brother Randall.Â
Marc had been through so much, and through all of it heâd been perhaps the strongest person that you could imagine him to be. He was brave, he was selfless, he was persistent. You just couldnât explain your adoration for him, or your pride for him. He was all of those thingsâŚ
And you were not.Â
There was no other way to put it. Marc was strong and brave. You were weak and a coward. Heâd taken all of his pain and heâd become a hero, saving people and delivering justice by protecting the world from evildoers. Youâd taken your pain and, well, all youâd done with it was beat yourself up. Quite literally.Â
On your stomach and thighs were hundreds of scars, parallel to one another. Each one of the gashes had been self-administered at some point. Some were faded and easy to pass over or mistake for stretch marks. Others were newer, fresher, still pink and impossible to miss.Â
You were dreading the day Marc would lay eyes on them.Â
You just felt so ashamed. Your childhood hadnât been nearly as bad as his, right? He had gone through so much that he had to create other people in his mind just to handle it all. You could never compare your hurt to his. It just didnât seem right. Everything you had been through, every ounce of pain you had felt, was no excuse to do this to yourself. But you couldnât take any of it back now.Â
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The two of you were on Marcâs couch, a bit tipsy and watching reruns on the TV. It had been a long day for you both and all you wanted to do was relax and hold him close to you. The drinks were giving your body other ideas, though, and he didnât even need the wine to start feeling frisky with you holding him so tightly against your skin.Â
He started lazily, not wanting to overstep your boundaries at all. Marc was admittedly nervous about this kind of thing. Youâd already ruined your friendship, but this seemed like another big step to take. He advanced slowly when he started to press kisses into your neck, feeling you up over top of your clothes and waiting patiently for you to reciprocate. You did, albeit hesitantly, and he sighed in relief.Â
âHoney?â Your voice was wavering already and you couldnât quite hold it even. He peered up at you with doe eyes. âWhat are you doing?â
âWhat, is this not okay?â He asked genuinely. âI can stop.â
âNo, no,â You didnât want to disappoint him. You could feel how tight his pants already were and no rational part of you would ever deny the chance to help him remedy that. So, you camouflaged your fear as best you could. âKeep going. It just surprised me, thatâs all.â
Marc brought his lips up to yours, latching to your mouth sweetly and hungrily. It was easy to melt beneath his touch, so much so that you scarcely felt the panic rising in your chest when he started tugging at your blouse.Â
You let him explore your mouth with his tongue. Your hands were all over him, but it was superficial. You wanted him badly, of course, but the fear of him seeing your body was overwhelming your mind. He would be frightened, certainly. He would be angry with you. He would think less of you.Â
It was hard to ignore the pounding in your chest as he undid the first button on your shirt. His fingers grazed the second button and your breath caught in your throat. Marc rolled his hips up against yours and you forced yourself not to jump back in panic. Your heartbeat was in your ears and his fingers looped the shirt, plucking apart the second button with a quiet thump.Â
âGod, baby,â he moaned against your skin, pressing his hand up underneath the fabric. His palm grazed lower and lower, cupping your breast and dancing along the lace of your bra. âIâve waited too long for this.â
With his hand pushed so deeply into your shirt, you felt the third button come undone from the force of his wrist against it. Marcâs fingers explored lower, pressing past your bra and onto your stomach andâ
âStop! Marc, stop.â You jerked away from him, standing up off of the couch and holding the fabric together with your hand. He withdrew instantly, blushing deep and peering at you with shock and fear.Â
âIâm sorry! Iâm sorryââ He stammered and brought his hands to his chest. You both were silent for a moment. âWhat happened? What did I do?â
âNothingâyou didnât do anything. I justââ Shame crept up your chest and along your cheeks. You could feel them burning as you swallowed hard, avoiding his confused and fearful gaze. âIâm scared. I donât want you to⌠I donâtâŚâ
âYou donât what, baby?â He asked softly. âYou donât want to sleep with me?â
âNo! Itâs not thatââ You grew frustrated with your own stuttering. You took in a deep breath, looking him in the eye. Your cheeks burned hotter.Â
âI donât want you to see my body.âÂ
His eyes flashed wider and his brows furrowed. Marc peered away from you, as if he was having trouble forming thoughts, and he was just as confused when he turned back to look at you.Â
âYou know that I think youâre beautiful. I think you look sexy. Iâve seen your body in tight clothes before anyway. Iâm more than excited to see whatâs underneath.â
âI donât think you get it.â You mumbled. You wanted to curl in on yourself by now. He shook his head and motioned for you to return to your seat beside him. You only stepped back another foot. âYouâre gonna think differently of me.â
âThereâs no way I would,â he scoffed. Marc raised his hand in a slight grabbing motion at you. âWhatever you think I wonât like, I promise you it wonât make a difference. Baby, I promise. I would never think less of you because of your body.â
You groaned and put your head in your hands, creeping back toward the couch with even more shame in your chest. He sighed in relief when you sat back onto the couch with him, moving to hold you delicately in his arms.Â
âBaby, why are you so scared?â Marc asked, dumbfounded. âYouâve gotta know how hot I think you are. Why would you think I wonât like what I see?âÂ
âItâsâItâs justâŚâ Now the shame was creeping over into guilt. Youâd hid this from him for so long. Heâd never hidden anything from you. Your tongue felt too big in your mouth. âI havenât told you everything.â
âOh?â That seemed to change his demeanor significantly.Â
âI donât want you to be upset with me.âÂ
âWhy on Earth would I be upset with you?â He gasped softly as you reached up to your shirt, fingers picking at the fourth button. Marc leaned back, giving you space to move, and you swiftly undid the rest of the buttons. You pulled the fabric over your shoulders, exposing your chest and stomach to him, though your bra was still on. His eyes flashed across your skin as you did so, only making you feel more exposed.Â
âI didnât know how to tell you,â You began. Something unrecognizable emerged on Marcâs face, but you knew at least that it was some kind of concern. âPlease donât be mad at me.â
The expression twisted into a look that was clearly confused and offended.Â
âMad at you?â Marc tore his eyes away from the scars on your belly, bringing his hand up to cup your cheek as he gazed upon your face. He was distant and worried. âDid you do this to yourself?â
You only nodded, the shame bringing tears to your eyes. You couldnât swallow hard enough no matter how much you tried and he was only looking at you with more concern than before. He bit the inside of his cheek and his free hand moved to graze the pink lines. The look on his face was unmistakably disappointment, but it wavered around fear and intrigue when he felt the raised skin underneath the pads of his fingers.Â
âI should have told you already. Iâm sorry.â Your voice caught in your throat and he didnât look up at you. âI didnât know how.â
âWhy did you do this?â Marcâs voice was small and betrayed. He wasnât angry, but you didnât know if this was worse.Â
âI donât know! I canât really help it.â He looked at you with doubt and you knew that he wasnât satisfied with your answer. His expression was surprisingly gentle, though it was obviously hurting. You felt the need to make him understand. âItâs justâI canât ignore it when it happens. Youâre not gonna understand. I feel like Iâm gonna implode or jump out of my skin, and everything is too loud and too hot and too cold and then I just⌠I just want to do this. I have to.â
âYou could have told me,â he insisted. You tensed and pulled away again, shame filling you deeply and twisting around in your gut. When you looked up again, his eyes were glossy. You could have sworn they were even tear-filled. You wrapped your hands around your stomach defensively, shaking your head at him. He sighed. âIâm not mad at you.â
âYouâre not?â
He forced a sideways, tightly-pressed smile on his face. There were definitely tears in his eyes and he tried to blink them away before he spoke. Marcâs voice didnât waver, but it was low and sympathetic in a vulnerable way. He reached out his hand to your palmânot your stomachâand he held your hand sweetly in his grasp.Â
âWhy would I be mad at you? I love you. I donât get to be mad about this. You didnât do anything wrong, you just need help.â
âHelp?â You didnât know exactly what he meant.
âYeah. I donât know if you need it from me, or maybe from a therapist, but itâs obvious that youâre hurting. I understand that.â He stroked his thumb across the back of your hand, a tear welling in his eye. âI get it.â
That should have made you feel better, but it didnât. It somehow only made you feel worse about the whole thing. Why couldnât he just be mad at you? He was too good for you.Â
âYou donât think itâs attention-seeking? You donât think Iâm being dramatic?â You wished you could leave well enough alone, but you couldnât believe his calmness.Â
âDramatic? Yeah. Itâs dramatic, but have you met me? Iâm not exactly the least dramatic person.â He scoffed lightly. âAnd how can you be attention-seeking if you hide it from everyone?âÂ
âI donât know,â you resigned. The feeling in your gut just wouldnât dissipate, despite his kind and logical words. âI just feelâŚweak. I mean, youâve been through so much. So much more than me, and I feel like you do something useful with all of your pain. Like, youâre a good person. You donât do this. Youâre heroic.â
âIâm really not,â he countered. You glared at him, so he rethought his choice of words. âAnd youâre not weak. Iâm not stronger than you just because I take my anger out on other people. Plus, I take plenty of it out on myself.â
âDo you?â You were both sniffling messes by now.Â
âOf course I do. Are you kidding me? You donât see everything, just like I donât see everything that you do. You think that going out at night to beat up random thugs is not self-destructive? If I didnât have my suit, thereâd be hundreds of scars for me to show you.â
There was silence for a little while. He was right and you couldnât pretend that he wasnât. You let some of the tension in the air loosen up. Marc pulled you into a half-hug as you both focused on your breathing for a moment. Then, his voice was soft in your ears. It wasnât snarky or offended or confused anymore.Â
âHoney, I donât think any different of you. I hate that youâre in pain, but Iâm not mad at you. Okay? I am not mad at you. And I still think youâre beautiful. Just as much as I did before, I think youâre smoking, baby. Really I do.âÂ
âIâm sorry I didnât tell you.â That was all you could think to say to him.Â
âItâs okay. I understand why you didnât.â He pulled you into a proper hug, leaning back on the couch so he was holding you on top of him. You smiled at the force of his movement, holding yourself against his skin. âBut from now on, please tell me. Tell me if youâre still hurting. Tell me if⌠you still want to do that. Please tell me, okay?âÂ
âI will,â you promised him. âI will.âÂ
âAnd honey?â He brought his lips up to your ear, whispering softly against it in his usual, sensual voice.Â
âYeah, babe?â
âI still want to see you naked. If youâre up for it, I mean.â
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Additional Notes: I hope it goes without saying that people who struggle with SH are not weak or cowardly. I don't mean to imply that, but I know how easy it is to be self-critical about it and those are some of the negative thoughts I experience.
I wanted this fic to be longer and to include body worship at the end, and I might (not for sure) add a second part in the future. I didn't get all of that done because I wanted to post this on my kinktober pause day, which is today.
#moon night fanfiction#moon knight#marc spector#moon knight x you#moon knight x reader#triggering content
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just friends;Â eren jaegar x reader
summary:Â you and eren are best pals and have both recently be dumped. so, a plan to get over your exes is needed! whatâs better than going out on the town trying to find quick fucks >:) also eren is a smug bastard but kinda has a heart of gold??
content: smut / nsfw 18+. minors dni. (choking, unprotected sex, creampie drinking, drunk sex, possessiveness ig? dirty talk, both of them want to be dominant tbh. slight size kink, oral both m and f receiving. female bodied reader)Â
i am new to this pls let me know if i should add anything!!
word count: 5.8k words of unedited contentÂ
a/n: uh so i never thought iâd be back on my tumblr bullshit at 23 but hey after years without the app iâm back. i needed to get out the h-word and this is what happened. enjoy and iâm sorry if itâs terrible lmao
âYou look differentâÂ
Frowning at the man waiting ever so patiently for you on the sofa, you look a little defeated. âIs that meant to be a compliment, Eren?â. He sighed, raising his eyebrows at you. To be fair, maybe you did. Wearing a figure hugging black dress, that definitely just hid your ass cheeks, hair styled and sprayed in place, dark lipstick and makeup on your face. Usually Eren would have seen you in sweats, always running a little late for class, snack in hand.Â
âDifferent isnât bad,â he offered, checking the watch that lay on his wrist, âare we ever going to get to the bar? Your plan will fall through if youâre not careful.â
Ah, the plan. Both you and Eren were newly single. In your final year at university, having managed to keep each relationship going until almost the end. Ironic. Werenât most meant to fail in the first year? But alas, your partners had decided it was the end within a couple of weeks each other, and as you and Eren had been close since you met on orientation day, you each took to the other for comfort. You had done the crying first, going to him the minute your call with the ex had ended. Leaving wet splotches on his shirt, he had calmed you, only for you to do the same to him later. Now the crying was done, it was time to move on, and what better advice to follow than getting under someone to get over another?
âI just need to look hot enough for a guy to fuck me.â
âWhat a romantic you are.â
âShut up Er-â
Eren shifted from the couch, interrupting your usual sass, âand what about me, y/n? Do I look beautiful?â. He threw in a wink with his comment, his aura of cockiness always radiating. You rolled your eyes, before studying his figure. His dark hair half pulled back into a bun, the rest draping his neck and onto a deep emerald green silk shirt, with the top few buttons loose, tucked into dark pants. A ring on each hand, fingers with chipping black nail polish, and to top it off, a thin chain on his neck. You hated to admit it and add to his smug demeanour but... the man did look good.Â
âGorgeous as always Eren,â you said sarcastically, even if it was truthful, âIâm sure there will be a queue of women who are wanting to jump on you.â
âNot if they arenât all taken already,â he taps at his watch. Whilst the two of you had already been drinking as he waited for you to get ready, it was definitely on the later side.
âOrder the uber, and we can go.â
Walking over to him and adding shoes to your outfit, you present yourself before him, a cute little smile playing on your lips. Heâs staring down at his phone, quickly going through the motions for the ride. Finally, he looks up to catch your eyes. His jade pupils flick down slightly, and he hopes you miss that they land at the cleavage youâre sporting in your current get up. He flicks your nose, earning a scowl from you and a smile from him.
âYou look perfectâ
The club is far fuller than you both expected, dance floor and tables taken up and crowded round. Luckily, you had managed to secure you and Eren a pair of seats at the bar, and you were currently on your third..? Fourth drink of the evening. Green eyes watch your lips carefully, as you finish the vodka and lemonade.Â
âSo, anyone take your fancy?â he prompts, looking around at the mess of people.
Humming, you scan the area. Thereâs some people you recognise from class, but plenty more you donât know. Fucking friends seems like a bad move, even in your tipsy state, so you look to the strangers faces. They donât look like him. Ugh.Â
Thereâs a few options though, and as you point them out to Eren they come with brief descriptors: dark hair and stubble, wide set blonde. He tuts at the options, sarcastically letting out a âsure sure, I see the appealâ.Â
âAnd how about you, anyone you like the look of?â you ask with a sigh.
Christ, Eren thinks to himself. Itâs been long enough that he hasnât had to look for someone else. Sure there were attractive people in the world, but with her around, he hadnât needed to give anyone else a second look. His palm moves to the back of his neck, stretching out behind him with a huff. âLetâs look on the dance floor?â he offers, clearly not as eager as you were tonight. Moving his hand back down, he holds it out for you, pulling towards the throng of people.
He looks effervescently cool like this. Shirt open, hair starting to fall from his bun. Eren is looking around at the people surrounding the two of you. The two of you had been working in circles, allowing each other an eyeful as the club goers move around the space. As a group of guys push their way from the dance floor to the bar, you get shoved towards Eren. Heels were never quite your forte, and you stumble against him, hands on either side of his chest. Grinning down at you with that smug little smile that annoyed you so much, Eren brought large hands to your waist, pushing you away a little. But his hands stay there as he continues to sway to the music, making no effort to break the contact. And so you bring your arms up to his neck, allowing his movements to carry you on time to the song. For the first time in the past couple of weeks, you feel light. Your chest isnât constricted by some foreign weight. Itâs just you and your best friend, buzzed and free.
Colours change above you, as you look up to Eren, him down to you. A playful grin takes his lips as he pulls you a little closer, you so easily accepting the narrowing distance. Your black silk meets his deep green, chest pushing into his. You carefully analyse his features, seeing if he attempts to check you out like earlier.Â
Was it the alcohol making your cheeks so warm? Lit up by a purple hue, you watch his eyes return to exploring the crowd, his hand still holding on to you. His smirk falters, his eyebrows creasing together. Youâre not moving in circles anymore, Eren pausing in his movements as he thinks about what to do next. He shouldnât lie to you, but seeing your ex at the bar would really harsh the night. Under his fingers, he can feel your body tense, suddenly unsure at how close the contact between you was.Â
But Eren doesnât want you to know, he doesnât want you to be distracted by your ex tonight. He doesnât want to see your hurt little face anymore. The way your eyes would be red and puffy the next day. The way he would feel your shoulders heaving under his arms. You donât deserve that. Hell, you didnât deserve the huge amount of shit your ex had put you through over the years heâd known you. Eren would sit back and listen to you rant, support you where he could. But fuck that guy. And he wasnât sure what sparked in his chest, but Erenâs jade orbs are trained straight back on you. His eyebrows calm, tension releasing from them. As you can turn to scope out whatever had changed his body language so suddenly, he catches your jaw.Â
Beginning to slowly move again, his eyes have narrowed, taking in the way the dress hugs you, the shine on your skin from the hot dance floor. Eren couldnât quite figure out what was intoxicating him right now. Definitely a lot of alcohol, but also a sudden⌠possessiveness. He didnât want you in pain anymore. Eren wanted you in pleasure. His breath is suddenly on your neck, making your hair raise.Â
âIâve only seen one person Iâm interested in tonight.âÂ
âOh?â you squeak, before clearing your throat a little. The new deep notes in his voice catch you off guard. It almost sounds like heâs⌠No. Heâs your best friend. The little looks youâd been giving each other all night were just two people looking out for one another, two people seeing each other happy for the first time in a while. Your voice is calmer as you ask light-heartedly, âand who would that be?âÂ
His lips are so close to your ear.Â
âYou.âÂ
âEren-â your hands move from behind his neck, resting on his shoulders. You need to see your best friend's face, you need to know if heâs joking right now. If heâs mocking you. When you draw back, you see his face. Smug, as always. Fuck youâve always wanted to knock that cockiness down a peg. Cheshire smile showing his teeth and his eyes looking down at you. Half lidded eyes, pupils blown. Heâs not joking. Fuck.
âCan I kiss you?âÂ
Your breath is caught in your throat. All too aware suddenly of each of his finger pads pressing into your skin, the contact feeling like fire with the added alcohol. But, you find yourself nodding, the yes just escaping your lips before heâs pressed into them.
Large hands travel to your hip, and up your back, pressing you into him. You can feel his body, tense in exhilaration against you, hands back around his neck. One travels up to the nape of his back, tangling into his hair and pulling him deeper into you. The music is all consuming, you can feel the bass in your body, you can feel Eren against you, you can feel the adrenaline coursing through your veins.Â
Erenâs hand on your back travels up, echoing your placement on him, to hold the back of your neck. He doesnât want you to go, you feel too good. The heat between your bodies could suffocate him. His thumb puts pressure under your jaw, he isnât even sure you can feel it. But he can, measuring your pulse racing underneath the pad. Heâs smiling into this kiss, this all consuming kiss.
His tongue swipes at your bottom lip, and youâre all too eager to allow him into your mouth. Tasting the whisky from your home, tasting the coke from the club. His teeth take your lip nipping slightly, before sucking the plump of it into his mouth. You both come up for air, eyes meeting in acknowledgment of the situation.
âWanna get out of here?â
The drive home had only served to heap tension between you. As clearly that it was that you wanted each other, you would have to wait a while longer. Your thighs pressed together, slowly inhaling and exhaling. Going through your mind was whether this was a good idea, staring out at the city passing by you. Eren was your friend. You were dating another man two weeks ago. The same man that had previously asked you if he needed to be worried about Eren. Youâd laughed it off, because it was Eren. You were brought out of your thoughts when you felt him grip your leg, a little too harshly at first, before settling, leaving a gentle pattern of circles and lines on your inner thigh. It was Eren.
Just one hallway. You had to make it one hallway to get into your apartment. One hallway left to come to your senses. And just like he read your mind, Eren is once again touching you, just his hand on yours pulling you backwards. You twist just in time, his hands instantly cupping your cheeks as he kisses you, deeply and intensely. Pushing you back into the wall, you pray a neighbour doesnât walk out now. His knee is pressing gently between your legs, and you allow it. Your fingers sink into Erenâs arms, lightly covered by the fabric yet you can still feel the muscle underneath, relaxing and tensing as he pulls you closer.Â
His lips are making their way to your jaw, lifting your chin upwards, tentatively licking the bone before moving downwards still, sucking and nipping and licking your neck. A whimper breaks through. You really need to get inside. Gripping his hair, you sharply pull backwards.
âNot going to play nice, huh?âÂ
When did he speak like this? The playful and shit-eating grin your friend Eren always wore was replaced by something darker, his words laced with intent.Â
âDonât challenge me.âÂ
You were off, finally at your door, making quick work with the lock, moving in first before he followed. The door shut as you pushed Eren against it, usual doe eyes being taken over with a deep lust. Your hands are instantly at his belt, as his hands find your face once again. This time heâs grabbing your hair, making you look up at him as he glares down at you. Youâre constantly challenging one another in conversation, and itâs translating to the bedroom far too easily.Â
Lips are on one another again, as you leave the belt and start towards his shirt. You bite down on his bottom lip, earning a hiss from him, and you feel his hand being brought around your throat. He doesnât add too much pressure, checking if this turn is indeed okay with you. When you push against the weight, he takes the gleam in your eye as a yes, and uses the force to push you against the next wall, finally moving off the front door.Â
Itâs a constant battle to get to the bedroom, both of you taking control for short bursts. Eren pulling the thin straps of your dress down, you untucking his shirt. His muscular torso is on full display, and you had never viewed it in this light before.Â
Finally he pushes you onto the bed, situating himself between your legs. Your kisses are sloppy and infused with alcohol. Hands are desperate with one another, both of you needing to be closer. Are you scared if the contact ends your thoughts will return to sanity?Â
Erenâs hot and heavy over you, his hands seem everywhere at once. Smoothing up your thigh, digging in slightly to the flesh when you grind against one another. His hands rest at your hips for a moment, and heâs looking down at you, still fucking smiling. All at once, heâs flipped you over his prominent hard on pressing into your ass. Heâs whispering in your ear, leaving wet kisses along your neck, to your shoulder blades. Fingers take the zip at the back of your dress, slowly and carefully pulling it down, leaving licks and pecks as he goes. Itâs torturous.Â
You attempt to speed things up by rutting your ass against his crotch, and you think you hear a quiet moan, before his hand is brought down to the fabric, smacking your cheek. You gasp, turning your head to look at him. Eren is too occupied in taking in all of your body, his green eyes are darkened with authority and lust. His nimble fingers play with the short hem of your dress, thumb dipping beneath, before he pushes the silk up.Â
You both let out soft fuckâs, as his hands grab at the plump of your ass. Itâs like heâs testing the softness, the way your flesh responds to his touch so easily. He slaps at you again, earning a sharp moan from you. Erenâs leaning down, his mouth once again trailing across the apex of your behind, leaving trails of saliva as he goes. Before you can even register the new sensations you can feel a soft pressure against your clothed cunt, just enough to let you know the presence of his hand, but not enough for you to get off on. Youâre mewling, once again trying to get closer to him. This time he allows it, eagerly pressing his ring and middle finger to your clit, allowing you to grind upon them.Â
Seeing you underneath him like this⌠itâs new and strange and so fucking hot. Heâs watching you desperately try and fill the need building in your core, and he can only feel his cock twitch in his pants as he sees you coming undone. If you wanted more, he could definitely give it to you. Bringing his large hands away, to the flimsy fabric that was covering you, he pulls it down, exposing you to him. His heart and dick fucking jump. His hands return to your ass, watching the jiggle as you move and whimper. Spreading you, he brings his face down, breath tingling on your most sensitive areas.
Your breath catches in your throat as his tongue, gentle at first, licks between your folds. Heâs tasting you, heâs moaning into your pussy, as you write beneath him. Erenâs hands are squeezing your ass cheeks, holding you still as you try to grind against his face.Â
âPatience, y/nâ, he says, with a slap on your behind again.Â
âFuck you,â you hiss.Â
âYou will be in a minute, baby girl, donât worry.â
You go to make a retort but heâs instantly back, licking up your slit and a deep moan escapes you. Jesus you can feel the smile on his lips as heâs back on your pussy. Eren is so proud of the sounds he can draw from you. He wonders if your ex could make you come undone so easily.Â
You taste sweet and saccharine on him, and he doesnât hold back the groan as he further works his way into you. Hardened tongue moving itâs way from your entrance down to your clit. He swipes at it, before moving away again. Kissing your thighs, kissing the skin between your holes. Every now and then heâll move back to your clit, allowing you a moment of pleasure before heâs teasing again. âFuck, pleaseâ. Your whines are being smothered by the sheets, and Eren wants nothing more than to hear them, loud and clear.
Erenâs ringed fingers make their way to your hair, his face lifting from between your legs. He pulls you back round, and holy shit you can see how wet you are on his face. Thereâs a sheen to his lips and chin, and instinctively you reach up to his neck, pulling him back on top of you. Your tongue meets his, tasting your tartness on his mouth. A hand makes it way back down in between your thighs, playing and parting your folds. Your hand in turn reaches up his neck, pulling sharply at his hair once again. âEren. More- pleaseâ you get out in between staggered breaths.Â
âAw, since you asked so nicelyâ his eyes watch your expression closely as his thumb rests on your clit, his finger swiftly moving inside you. Your eyebrows raise and knot, eyes wide and lips parted. But he keeps it still as your legs shaked around his arm. âEren, moveâ you demand this time.Â
âOh, thatâs not so nice. I liked it when you were polite.â He starts to retract his finger, thumb gently swabbing your clit so youâll know what you miss.
âPlease, please, please, Eren, pleaseâ you speak before he even gets the first knuckle out. All the teasing was creating a tightness in your lower stomach.Â
âMuch better.â
You whine as he continues to pull his finger from you, until he pushes it back in, curling his solitary finger up. Your fingernails are pressing deep into the muscle of his bicep, feeling how it moves as he finger fucks you. Heâs hitting that perfect spot inside you again and again, and his thumb is swiping eagerly on your clit.Â
Eren can feel you fluttering around his finger, desperate for more, desperate to release on him. He adds another finger, your wetness allowing him entrance easily. He wants to fuck you so bad, his cock so hard it felt like it was about to burst.Â
He pushes your hands off him, leaving crescent moon indents deep in his skin, he works his way back down. He brings the black silk with him this time, fully being able to take in your body as youâre left naked before him. Holy shit youâre beautiful. He doesnât want to stare too long and make you shy. But he still kisses his way down, before heâs back at your pussy.Â
This time he allows you more movement, letting your fingers work their way back into his hair, letting you roll your hips against his tongue and stubble.Â
With his spare hand he pulls out his cock, slowly pulling at it, before he realises he canât do that for too long without cumming before the main event. Instead he reaches up, rolling your perked nipples in between his fingers. There are so many sensations on your body, and Eren can feel your cunt beginning to tighten around his fingers. You hold your breath before letting out little moans, building towards reaching your height.
âYou want to cum on my fingers?
Your back is arching, whispering âyes, yes, yes, pleaseâ as your walls are tightening around him. He quickens the pace, making sure to hit that spot inside you over and over. Thighs around his face, he can feel your slick pooling in his mouth, and coating his chin once again.Â
Your gummy walls are so tight around his thick fingers, he needs you to finish, watch you fully unravel below him. Sucking and licking at your clit, heâs pushing you towards the edge.Â
âEren-â his name is strangled coming out of you, and then your moaning, undulating your cunt against his mouth, riding out your orgasm.Â
His jade eyes look up at you, watching as you pull your head up to look at him, before another wave of pleasure hits you and you have to arch your neck and look back up. He waits for you to come down, letting you fuck his face and fingers. Grinding against his stubble and tongue as you let out pitiful and beautiful moans. Youâre so fucking wet, the sounds coming from between the two of you should be forbidden, as you release onto him.Â
Finally he withdraws, using his forearm to wipe his face. He lies next to you, allowing you a moment as he draws little circles on your stomach. Eren has never quite looked at you in this light. Sure, you were pretty, and the two of you were obviously close. But now youâd walked a line that couldnât be undone. You werenât over your ex, and as okay as Eren was with what had happened between you, he didnât want you to run. Heâs overcome with thoughts, looking down to your chest and the heavy breaths you were taking. All he could pray was that you werenât pretending he was someone else.Â
But as Eren is getting caught up in his own mind, youâre twisting, hand reaching to his crotch, cock having been recaptured by his boxers. Palming him, you feel how big he really is for the first time. Fingers trace the edge of his pants and underwear, and he lifts his hips, allowing you to pull them down. Shit. His dick slapped back to his stomach, precum leaking from the top of his pink head. He was bigger than youâd imagined, because of course youâd imagined it a couple of times.
Your hand looks so small around his cock, but you slowly tease him, his deep green orbs following your movements. Bringing your head down to him, you kitten lick the precum from the top of his dick. He hisses gently, and you look up at him with these big doe eyes, so fucking eager to please.
You push your lips around him, hollowing your cheeks and flattening your tongue as you begin working along his shaft. He moans just at the sight of you, your eyes peeking up through dark lashes. His hand goes through your hair, eagerly pushing you deeper around him.Â
He lets out a hoarse, âis this okay?â before you put your own hand on his pushing it for the both of you. You donât even want to come up for air, you just want him close to you, inside you.Â
You were learning far more about each other than you had expected, as Eren takes back over. He pushes himself further into you, muttering a good girl that has you whining. The vibrations around his cock make his hips buck, and now youâre gagging as his length hits the back of your throat. He holds you there instead of letting you off, and your nails are sharp against his thighs.
His head lolls back as he starts to move his hips under you, moving you in turn with your hair. He picks up the pace quickly, allowing saliva to drool from you and straight to his cock.Â
Your eyes prick, big fat tears forming at the corners. But youâre enjoying this way too much, the moans and gasps he gives make you moan, pressing your thighs together for some kind of friction.Â
He takes your jaw in his grasp, allowing you a moment to catch your breath. Your tongue sits out your mouth, him smacking the head of his dick on it. He notices your tears then, the mascara thatâs running a little. He swipes at the corner of your eyes, leaning down to press a kiss into your forehead.Â
Bringing you up to him, your dripping folds sliding across his length. His lips are on your cheeks, across your jaw, licking up your neck before reclaiming your plush lips once again. You continue grinding against one another, tongues slipping in and out of each other's mouths. Eventually Eren brings his hands to your hips, lifting you up as you hold his shaft up.
Your foreheads are pressed together as he slowly pushes inside you. The stretch is burning and all-consuming, eyes pricking up again as you feel him hit your furthest wall. Eren breathes out heavily, âSo fucking tightâ
You roll your hips, allowing some friction from him on your clit. It helps your muscles relax a little, and balancing your hands on his shoulders you push yourself up and down, using his length for your own pleasure. Erenâs eyes donât leave your form, watching your breasts bounce and how your eyes flutter close as he fills you entirely.
âYou really did want to be fucked, huh? Look at youâ he teases you, watching as you go to talk back before he thrusts his hips up. It leaves the words caught in your throat.
His pace maintains, holding you in place as he fucks up into you, feeling your cunt clench around him. There are long moments where you hold your breath, holding his cock tight within you. Then youâll release and moan, before holding it in again. Well, Eren is all too happy to help you with that.Â
One hand grabbing the flesh of your hip, the other wrapping around your throat, he pushes into you at a punishing rate. Your eyes go wide at the sudden restriction of your throat, feeling the cold metal of his ring against your pulse.Â
âWho knew this about you? That you were such a slut?â
As much as he knows you want to deny it, you want to smack the smugness from his voice, he can feel your pussy tighten around him. He sees your eyes roll back a little.Â
âYouâre getting tighter.âÂ
The hand on your hip moves down, attempting to hold you in place whilst letting his thumb press over your clit. The sounds of him slapping against your wetness is obscene, and heâs only distracted from it as you whimper out pathetic yesâs and pleaseâs.Â
âYou wanna cum?â heâs grunting, trying to keep the pace going until you can reach your peak.
You nod against his wide hand, still tight around your neck. âOh you can do better than that. I already know how bad you want it, slut.â
âPlease Eren, please make me cum. I want to cum, please, please, pleaseâ you can barely make out the words, your head going light and body tightening.
âCum for me.âÂ
You release, and as he can feel the fluttering of your walls around him, he lets go of your throat. The sudden oxygen as you cum leaves you overwhelmed. Burying yourself in his shoulder, he fucks you through it. Cock slapping up into your cunt over and over, somehow being sucked deeper in as you coat his length with more of your own slick. He can feel your nails breaking the flesh of his back as youâre holding on for dear life, moaning his name and even a fucking thank you into his ear.
As you begin to slow, legs shake as you stay straddled over him. He flips you, Eren now firmly on top, slowly moving in and out of you. The stimulation is intense, your cunt sparking at any sensation.Â
Caged between his forearms, his hair is a mess thanks to you. You push tendrils back past his ears as he leans down to kiss you once again. This kiss is different. It feels⌠less desperate. It feels deep and meaningful, caring even.
Your eyes meet in acknowledgment, both of you too worried to speak about the shift in tone.Â
He reaches down instead, pulling your leg up and splitting you on his cock. A tongue swipes at your nipple, biting and playing with each as he gradually picks up pace again. Youâre still so fucking wet itâs easy for him to thrust into you at a dizzying pace. You can feel all of him against your gummy walls. Each time he passes that special spot inside you, you moan and gasp, and itâs the best sound heâs ever heard.
His thrusts were becoming more primal, holding your thighs close around his hips. Letting your sweaty bodies collide again and again, his balls slapping against you. The grunts and moans coming from his lips were so infuriatingly erotic. Eren just wanted one more from you, and then heâd let himself finish. If this was to be a drunken mistake, so be it, but he would at least make it memorable.Â
Those jade eyes were on you once again, the power and dominance radiating from the immeasurable. He can see you barely being able to hold on, completely fucked out beneath him. Youâre moaning and whining, hands moving over the swell of your breasts and playing with your nipples as if itâs going to keep you grounded.Â
He sits up, eyes flicking down to where you were conjoined. It took so much restraint not to cum inside you right then and there. Your glistening sex was so tight around him, the wet slapping noises echo again and again. Youâre pulling and sucking him in, cream pooling around his length.Â
âGive me one more, y/n. I want to feel you cum on my cock.â Â
You try to look up at him through heavy lids. Your friend Eren saying this is so taboo. The words heâs said tonight so far from normal for the both of you. You flutter around him, somehow your pussy still wants to be fucked, still wants to push you off the edge one more time. You can feel the coil inside your stomach tightening.Â
Eyes rolling back, you can barely keep it together anymore. Heâs pounding into you at a startling rate, fingers flicking over your clit again and again and again.Â
âP - please, itâs s-so good.âÂ
Your breaths between words were quick, âyouâre so big-â
âYeah you like that? You like being so full of my cock? Such a pretty face you make when youâre all fucked out.âÂ
Holy shit.
Eren could tell how much words affected you, your back arching and legs pulling him somehow closer into you.
âCome on, baby. I wanna hear those moans.â heâs grunting, getting so fucking close to losing himself in your cunt. He knows what he wants to hear most though, âsay my name. Tell me whoâs treating you how you should beâ
With that, youâre losing yourself around him again. Writing on the bed, gripping sheets in tightly balled fists. White light taking over your sight as you clench around Eren. This orgasm was the most intense, taking your body by surprise in its overstimulated state. You werenât even making a noise, just holding on to the high for as long as possible.Â
And then you shattered, whining and moaning, whispering his name over and over again.Â
As you moved underneath him, Eren kept his punishing pace up until he watched you expel the last of your energy. Name forming on your lips over and over again he falters, releasing inside you. You can feel the stickiness inside you, the sensation of being filled up. Eren watches for a moment as he sees the white pearls forming around your stretched out pussy.
His chest is back on yours as he kisses your neck, shoulders, whatever skin he can. Thrusting back into you a couple of times, he finally pulls out. You feel his cum dripping out of you, but youâre too spent to do anything about it.
Eren lies next to you, both of your bodies attempting to regulate from that.Â
âYou okay?âÂ
Heâs checking in, making sure he didnât go too far with someone he genuinely cares for.Â
You nod, turning to meet his stare. Giving him a drowsy smile, youâre not sure what comes next. But for now, youâre happy. Curling into his side, he puts an arm round you and lets you rest for a while. As he notices your breathing become deeper, he nestles into you, muttering something about clean up.Â
Moving away from you, you can make out some noises of a tap, drawers opening and closing. In your sleepy state you feel him gently wiping at you, two glasses of water being put on the bedside table. Finally he makes his way back to you, and Eren notes how cute you look. Hot and completely fucked out, yes. But also gentle and at peace, allowing the heaviness of sleep taking over.
He rests behind you, wanting to be back in your warmth. He pulls you in closer, wrapping an arm around your waist. The fragrance of you takes over his nostrils, and heâs all too eager to move closer to your hair, pressing one last kiss at the nape of your neck. Whatever tomorrow brings, he hopes itâs not the last time he gets to be this close to you.
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Mahitoâs been testing out his powers for a while now. He wants to do something different with his latest victim. Something a little more... human.
warnings: NSFW and Dark Content - NONCONÂ if that is not your thing do not read any farther. You have been warned. Also fear, tears, kidnapping, possessiveness, oral sex, biting, slapping and uh. Mahito. I think he deserves a warning of his own.
You stayed out just a little too late last night. And you walked home alone. Somewhere in the back of your mind, you knew that was a bad idea, but - the bar was right down the street from your apartment building, and your friends were - well, they were scattered, and they were hard to find, and you were sure that you could walk straight if you only tried. Your heels were only a couple inches high.Â
Maybe youâd somehow fallen right down a drain in the sidewalk last night. Maybe it was too dark to notice, and you were more tipsy than you thought. But that theory doesnât fit with your last memory aboveground. It doesnât explain the presence you felt behind you, the feeling that something heavy and hateful had manifested right over your shoulder.Â
Most importantly, there are no scratches or scrapes anywhere on your body. You canât have fallen. You were brought here. Hidden away beneath the street into a tunnel you had no idea existed. And your host has been kind enough to keep you in perfect condition. Youâre not even dirty from where youâve clearly been crumpled on the floor - somehow, the stone corridor is perfectly clean.
As you sit up, all these thoughts run through your head in a matter of seconds. Your shell-shocked stream of consciousness doesnât give way to panic until a hand from behind you lands on your shoulder. Its owner doesnât even let you scream - he claps his other hand over your mouth before you have the chance to open it, and leans down so that you feel his hot breath in your ear. âBoo.âÂ
You strain against his hand when you hear his voice. It doesnât sound - well, youâre not quite sure what you expected a kidnapper to sound like. Maybe a lower voice. Certainly a sinister one. But he just sounds excited and mischievous, like a child whoâs gotten away with a prank. So lighthearted in what is, for you, such a dire situation - it sends a shiver up your spine to imagine his grin.
You donât have to imagine for long. His hand slinks from your shoulder up your neck, taking root in your hair and yanking your head back so youâre forced to look up. It is dim in the tunnel, but you see his face clearly. You register, in a far-off place in your mind, that it is pretty, almost feminine. Your impression is that his face is far too fine compared to the coarseness of his mouth and his hands, even with the strange scars stitching their way across the unnaturally smooth skin. Â
âDonât look so terrified. Or do. I kinda like it.â Your eyes stretch even wider. âYeah - I really like it, actually. Stay just like that.â When he speaks for longer, you notice the eerie quality of the cavern - the way it causes sounds to echo and reverberate down its walls. Farther down, you hear the drip-drip-drip of dirty water hitting the floor. But here - not even a drop. Itâs as if the space has been cleared of its usual filth, just for you. âOkay,â he says, âI actually wanna hear you, too.â He doesnât wait for a response before taking his hand from your mouth and letting go of your hair.Â
Your heels - they must have fallen off. Or he took them off. In any case - you can run. You know itâs pointless as soon as you stand up. You know even the time you take to rise to your feet is enough for him to grab onto you again. But you have to try. So you do. Youâre surprised to get any distance at all. Youâre shocked to have made it ten paces - twenty - thirty. Even sprinting with the adrenaline-spiked speed of someone who fears for her life, this shouldnât be possible. But you find yourself starting to hope. Youâre fast, and maybe he was caught off guard. Maybe, just maybe, you can make it to the light you see shining at the mouth of the tunnel. Itâs not that far away. And once youâre out there, on the street, he wonât be able to do anything. Youâll make it home and forget this ever happened. Even now, youâre wondering if itâs all a dream. If youâre going to wake up once you hit that light - closer now, so close - snug in your bed, wondering how you managed to make it home last night but relieved that you did. Yes. That has to be it. This isnât real, and youâre going to escape it so, so soon -
A rush of cold air streaks past you, and your captor appears in front of you, grinning as he blocks your path. You try to step to the side, but heâs already there. Back the other way - he beats you again. You feel your will collapse in on itself as he steps forward and snakes his hand around your waist, laughing unabashedly as you struggle. âNot bad,â he says. âOf course, I gave you a pretty big head start. But still. You run pretty fast for someone who could barely walk the night before.â
Youâre so close to him that youâre sure he must be able to hear your heart pounding. Despite your best efforts to hold yourself back, you find yourself looking up at his face again. His eyes are pretty, too. But theyâre mismatched - one is a light gray and the other is deep blue - and unblinking. Seeing them up close only makes his presence more unnerving. He grins crookedly as you make eye contact with him, staring back without saying a word.
âWhat - why -â you break eye contact, choosing instead to stare at the ground where his bare feet are nearly on top of yours. âPlease. Let me go.â
âNuh-uh. No way.â He pushes you back at arms length and leans over you, his face coming so close to yours that your eyes unfocus trying to look at him. âHavenât even done anything yet.â
âDoneâŚâ
âMhm.â He takes your shoulders and turns you around, giving you a light shove to get you moving. You shudder - your dress has an open back, so his hand didnât just touch your clothes, but your bare skin. And itâs so short, too. Heâs probably staring as you walk, tracing your curves with those unnatural eyes. He looked down when he had you pressed up against him. He didnât even try to hide it.Â
âThatâs far enough.â You stop, not even daring to turn around. He slithers around you instead, dragging his hand over the back of your dress again as he passes, keeping a hold on you and pulling you close again. âYouâre gonna help me out with some things today, alright?â
When you hesitate, his long fingernails tighten against your skin. Heâll draw blood if he presses any harder. âWhatâŚwhat do you want?â
âIâve been doinâ some experiments down here.â His nails drag down the curve of your back, only stopping at your hips. âBeen learning what Iâm capable of. Iâll show you the other test subjects if I have to but⌠I think Iâve already convinced you to cooperate, right?â He tugs on the hem of your dress, sliding his fingertips underneath the edge of the thin fabric. âYou donât seem ready to meet anyone right now, anyways. Not as if theyâre really in a state to talk to you.â
You stare blankly, resisting the urge to squirm as his hand trails up the back of your thigh. Not for the first time, you wonder if youâre going to be leaving this place alive.
âLots of room down here,â he says. âPlenty of dark corners. But I think Iâm gonna keep you right here.âÂ
âPlease..â you say.
âHmm?â He smiles a second later, once he understands. âPlease donât kill you, right? Donât mutate your pretty body and then throw you somewhere no one will ever find you?â Your mind amends mutate to mutilate. The intellectual victory does nothing to comfort you. âDonât worry. âm not gonna do that. Not yet, anyways.â His nails are scraping very high on your thigh, now, and the other hand is weaving its way through your hair. His fingers seem to bend strangely around you, as if they have no set form at all, as if theyâre molding to best fit your body as he claims it piece by piece. âYouâre just gonna help me out a little, okay? âYouâre gonna help me figure out what else Iâm capable of.â
He grips the top of your head and forces it up and down, mimicking a nod, laughing impishly as you glare up at him. âSo sweet of you. Weâll take this one step at a time, alright?â
You donât understand until he leans over you, running a fingertip across your lips to part them slightly before meeting them with his own. You try to recoil, but the hand toying with your dress runs up your back and presses you forward, forcing you deeper into the kiss instead. Itâs unexpectedly gentle, at first, but as your body is forced flush against his it becomes more messy, more hungry. He shoves his tongue against yours and grips your hair tight enough for it to hurt, only drawing back for long enough to bite your lip and watch a string of drool drip across the faint indent heâs left behind. You gasp for breath until he swallows up your mouth again, using his tongue to reach every place he can.Â
You stay in place even when he relaxes his grip. He only stops to speak once he has, it seems to you, tried every kind of kiss he can think of - fast, slow, shallow, violent, hungry, sloppy. âYouâre doing good,â he says, flashing the same smile as before. âGood start. Amazing, reallyâŚâ He shakes his head, like heâs trying to clear his thoughts, and the softer smile is replaced by a cold grin. âTake your dress off.âÂ
âWh -â
âTake it off. Take off whatever you have underneath it, too. I donât care about seeing it.â
âBut -âÂ
âBut - but -â He laughs again, practically giggles as he mocks your faint protests. âYou donât wanna die, either, do you?â
Mute, you shake your head.
âActuallyâŚâ He turns you around again, and you think you hear him sigh faintly as his hips snap against yours. âYouâre taking too long. Iâll just do it myself.â He gives you no time to react before tugging on the zipper of your short dress, so violently that it hitches on the teeth and nearly breaks off. Only the second time does he do it right, pulling it all the way down in a smooth motion. The dress only covered from your lower back to a few inches down your thighs, anyways, and now even that protection is stripped away. The front of your body is exposed, too, as he tugs the thin garment along with your panties down to the stone ground beneath your feet.
Every muscle in your body tenses as his own bare skin collides with yours, his worn pants pulled down to rest alongside your dress. âDidnât even wear anything beneath the dress up here,â he mutters. He reaches from behind you, groping your tits with no regard for the way you whine and squirm. âMaking it so easy for me, arenât you?â
âNo,â you gasp. âDidnât wear anything there. I should have -â
He claws his nails over the delicate peaks of your breasts, and you bite hard on your lip to keep from crying out. âInteresting. Thatâs a sweet spot, huh?â You shiver as he clamps down on you again. âYou got any more I should know about?â
âNoâŚâ You lie, as if anything you say now will help you. Heâs tracing every inch of your skin already, down your stomach and hips and up your thighs, squeezing and pinching when you least expect it, mapping you out like youâre the first person heâs been this close to in his life.Â
âYou sure?â He taps his fingertips along the creases that connect the tops of your thighs to your body, pressing close against you and breathing hot in your ear. Making sure you hear and feel his excitement. âWeâre gonna test that out, too. So spread out your legs. Theyâre getting in the way.âÂ
You clench your fists tight and do as he says, shifting on either side to allow him easy access to every part of you. Still, you reflexively pull your hips back as his fingers climb their way towards your cunt, cringing when your sudden motions make his cock pulse against your skin.Â
âWhatâre you doing that for?â He cups his hand between your legs, ending your desperate attempts to squirm away. âNot like youâre going anywhere, right?â He pulls his hand back, showing you the wet sheen thatâs rubbed off on his fingers. âI donât think you would even if you could. But if you want, Iâll let you run again. Give you âtil the count of ten before I start chasing you. Maybe even twenty or thirty. Maybe Iâll let you see the street before I drag you back here.â He lets go of you, grabbing your arms and using them to turn you back the way you ran before. âWeâll do it now, actually. Run! Iâll be not-quite-right-behind you.â
You shake your head.Â
âCome onn. Itâll be fun. Or - well, Iâll have fun.â Your feet stay rooted to the ground. He looks genuinely disappointed, for a moment, as if he actually expected you to take him up on his inane offer. âFine.â He shoves down on your shoulders, and you follow the motion, crumpling down to your knees with no resistance. âYou can entertain me this way instead, then.â Now that heâs in front of you again, you look for the first time. Youâre equal parts curious and repelled by the stitch-like markings that continue down the rest of his body. If you were thinking clearly, youâd wonder if they were perhaps tattoos, and why anyone would choose to do something like that to themselves. But the crisscrossing lines guide you far too quickly down the length of his frame, forcing your curious eyes down below his hips before you have the sense to close them.Â
He tilts his head, sizing up your expression before flicking his eyes down your body and then back up to meet yours. âYouâve definitely done this before. So do it right.â Your eyes are almost as wide as your mouth as he closes the last inches between you and him. âMake it feel how itâs supposed to.â You nod blanlky as you wonder how youâre supposed to fit him all the way in your mouth. Maybe you wonât have to. Heâs so obviously inexperienced, so eager⌠maybe you can end this quickly.Â
You drag the tip of your tongue up the underside of his cock, forcing yourself to look up at him as you give the same slow treatment to the sides and the tip before taking the shaft in your hand. He stares back, his gaze flicking between your eyes and your mouth as it works over his cock. Heâs breathing harder already, less than halfway into your mouth, almost letting the breaths tip over the edge into moans as your tongue flicks up his length again. It takes a concerted effort not to close your eyes, to not let your resolve crumble.Â
It has started to happen already. He was right in his crude assessment of you - you do know what youâre doing - but youâve never been so terrified with a cock in your mouth, never felt like your life depended on your ability to please the man in front of you. Your strokes become sloppy as you let panic edge into the corners of your vision.
âFuck,â he groans. Your one free hand clenches into a fist as he grabs you at the nape of your neck and thrusts forward, holding you still as he forces his cock back into your throat. âFuck.â You feel him writhe in your mouth just as his fingers did in your hair, molding himself to the contours of your throat as he fucks your face over and over, only becoming more frantic as you start to struggle against his hand, more frenzied as you gag and drool around him, until finally - finally - youâre tugged forward one last time, your lips pulled taught as hot liquid spurts down your throat. He keeps you there as you continue struggling for breath, sliding his thumb over your bottom lip and smearing your drool across your face.Â
When youâre finally allowed to pull back, you wrap your arms around yourself, shrinking inwards as you whisper, âPlease. May I go now?â
âHuh?â He crouches down until his face is level with yours, crossing his arms over his knees as he sinks to the ground. You try to keep your eyes on his face - itâs practically glowing, his eyes wild and bright, their contrasting colors even more apparent. âWeâre not done yet, sweetheart. Just taking a little break.âÂ
You freeze for a second before scrambling backwards. Itâs absolutely stupid, but - he said he wanted you to run. So he wonât get mad at you for trying one last time. And maybe itâll work this time. Maybe youâll get out. Maybe he was lying and heâs actually ready to see you go. Maybe seeing you run naked and sobbing onto the street will be enough to satisfy him, and he wonât chase you any farther.
He gives you five paces before pouncing, pinning you to the ground with one hand wrapped tight around your throat, turning you over so he can see the fear written on your face. âGuess what?â He whispers it into your ear before sinking his teeth into your neck, nearly hard enough to split your skin open. You feel something hard pressing into your stomach, swelling as you cry out in pain. âBreak is over.â He drags his tongue over cheek and traces it down your jaw before kissing you right where the bite mark still glows red on your skin. Using both hands to pin your wrists down at your sides, he drags his way down your body, running his tongue over your breasts, your navel, around the triangle between your thighs. âI usually donât care much about whatâs fair, but - I really think I should return the favor.â His eyes flit down to your legs, squeezed tightly together. âTry to relax. This is supposed to be fun, right?â He works two fingers between thighs and prys them open.Â
You hold back a whimper as he dives into the space between, dragging the flat of his tongue voraciously over your hot cunt. Heâs sloppy, ignoring the way your eyes are glued to his face as he tests and probes your cunt, teasing the opening and forcing his tongue inside, giving no pause before swallowing the sheen left behind. You have to squeeze your eyes shut. You have to tell yourself not to give in to the heat sweeping through your core, not to accept even a tiny bit of pleasure from the man defiling you, but - itâs so, so difficult. So strange to feel someone so obviously selfish pleasing you, even if itâs by accident, even if itâs just for his own enjoyment - you canât stop yourself from pushing your hips shamelessly against his mouth. Canât stop yourself from moaning as his fingers find your clit.Â
He pulls away, laughing at the whine that escapes from your mouth. âTastes better than I thought,â he says. âBut you - youâre reacting just like I thought. Itâs like your mindâs melting away.â He pinches your clit between two fingers, and your eyes nearly roll back into your head. âYouâre being controlled by this now.â
You just manage to shake your head. âNo - no. Iâm still - I donât -â
He pounces on top of you again, thrusting his fingers into your open mouth. âShhh. You donât have to talk. Thatâs not what youâre here for.â He grinds against you, his cock already pushing at the entrance to your cunt as he fucks your mouth with his fingers, nearly making you gag as he pushes relentlessly into your throat. âYouâre here to help me out, right? And youâve been doing so good. So good for me.â You donât want your stomach to flutter at the praise. Not here, not from him. You try your best to ignore it, tell yourself to close your eyes as he all but fucks your thighs.Â
When you try to screw them shut, though, he puts his pinky right on your eyelid and drags up, forcing it to flutter open again. âAh-ah,â he says. âKeep your eyes open. I wanna see how this makes you feel.â He presses his hips hard against yours, guiding himself nearly all the way inside you in a single motion. âFuck.â His eyes nearly close as he savors the feeling of you tightening around him, but he keeps them open just wide enough to see your lips open wide, forming an O around the fingers still scraping against your tongue. âIâm keeping you here forever. Understand?â The drool from his fingers smudges across your cheek as he grabs the sides of your face, squeezing as he shoves farther inside you, over and over again, only spurred on by the sloppy noises he hears every time the two of you connect. âGonna be - gonna be my fucking toy forever. Iâll keep you on a fucking leash if I have to.âÂ
All you can do is whimper and blink back your tears. He brushes his tongue across your face, licking them away as they overflow. âYou look so scared. So mad.â Heâs slowing himself down, now. Making it last. âItâs cute. Stay just like that, okay?â He presses on the corners of your mouth, forcing it deeper into a scowl. âSo fucking cute.â
Your eyes match the anger heâs forced onto your mouth. Somehow, this moment feels worse than everything thatâs come before. Heâs playing with your face now. Trying to make it his, just like your body. And something about that - it breaks your daze. And your arms arenât pinned anymore. Thereâs nothing you can do to make him stop, but. You feel the overwhelming urge to do something.
You reach up and slap him. Right across his pretty face, turning it sharply aside just as his cock buries itself all the way inside your cunt, reaching farther than you thought anyone ever could. His eyes widen, and his grip on your face tightens to a vise. You think that just once, youâve managed to shock him.
Your faint sense of victory fades when you feel his cock pulse unmistakably inside you.Â
âOh -â he sighs blissfully as he releases inside you, and you go limp as he collapses into your shoulder. A moment later, he turns his head and whispers in your ear. âVery interesting.â You can practically feel his grin radiating against your neck. âIâm definitely keeping you, now. So many things to tryâŚâ You squirm as he shifts on top of you, his face hovering right over your own. âAnd youâre gonna help me with every single one.â
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Every Little Thing
Pairing: Colin Shea x fem!Reader
Words: ~4.3k
Summary: You and Colin are two slutty pea in a pod neighbors, but maybe you could be more?
Warnings: explicit language, explicit sexual content (fingering, f receiving oral sex, unprotected vaginal sex), idiots in love, excessive alcohol consumption, SMUT!!! 18+ ONLY!!!!
A/N: Ugh, I love Colin and I canât believe it took me so long to write him. Before I get a bunch of notes about it, theyâre gonna realize their feelings eventually but it might take a couple fics because theyâre both morons, but theyâre pretty morons so itâs fine đ
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Oh god, what the fuck was that noise? Why was your phone ringing at 8 AM on a fucking Sunday?
You picked up the offensive object and growled when you got a look at the caller ID.
âColin, itâs Sunday morning, this had better be really good. I didnât get home until 4 AM.â
âShe wonât fucking leave.â He hissed over the line. âShe wants to go out for waffles.â
âI fail to see how this is my problem.â You grumbled, rolling over onto your back and flinging your arm over your eyes. âJust ditch her at the fucking waffle place.â
âCâmon, Y/N, thatâs like a second date. What about our deal?â That fucking deal, he definitely benefitted more from it than you did.
âYouâre an asshole.â You mumbled, sitting up with an exhausted groan. âGimme 5 minutes.â
âYouâre the best!â You could hear the fucking grin in his voice and rolled your eyes at him.
âYeah, I fucking know.â You didnât wait for him to confirm before you hung up on him, stretching your whole body as you moved to put on some clothes.
It only took you a few minutes to pull on some old jeans and a sweatshirt and then you were stomping across the hall to Colinâs apartment, determined to make this as uncomfortable as possible for him.Â
âColin Shea!â You pounded on the door viciously. âThis is your wife! I found your little love nest! What hooker do you have in there now?â
You couldnât help but grin to yourself as you heard a commotion from inside, someone was cursing up a storm and you were pretty sure you heard a couple of slaps.
âI can hear you in there.â You tried to make it sound like you were on the verge of tears. âWhat about Colin Junior? Iâm not raising that baby on my own, you bastard!â
The door slammed open and a very angry looking woman stormed out, shooting a glare over her shoulder and calling Colin a motherfucker as she scurried down the stairs. He came rushing after her with a frustrated look on his face, rubbing the side of his jaw and scowling when he got a look at the shit eating grin on your face.
âMy wife?â He asked incredulously, grabbing his hoodie and pulling it over his naked torso as you just continued laughing at him. âThat was kinda mean.â
â8 AM on a Sunday, Shea.â You booped his nose with your finger and winked at him before turning to head back to your place. âYou wake me up before 10 AM on a weekend and you take what you can get. Iâm going back to bed.â
âWait, Y/N, donât you wanna have breakfast or something?â He jogged after you, ignoring the glower you shot him as you opened your door. âIâll make you my famous eggs.â
âDid you not hear me when I said I got in at 4 AM?â You frowned at him when he kept you from closing your front door. âColin, quit being so clingy. If I wanted to have breakfast with some annoying dude I wouldâve actually brought that lawyer from last night home.â
âA lawyer, huh?â He was giving you one of those stupid looks that he typically reserved for girls he was trying to bang but that he definitely knew didnât work on you. âAnd that didnât even do it for you.â
âI mean, I still rode that beard for a good hour, but he was super depressing.â You kept knocking your door against his foot with an annoyed air. âWhich is why I need to sleep, so get out of my fucking doorway.â
âFine, weâre hanging out later though!â He called as you slammed the door in his face.
You just ripped off your clothes and crawled back into bed, burying your face in your pillows and cursing the sun as you did your best to fall back asleep.
It must have happened at some point, because you woke up six hours later with a mouth full of cotton and absolutely drenched in sweat. Why was it so fucking hot?
The pillow case tried to come with your face when you rolled out of the bed and you threw it away from you with a huff as you padded to inspect your air conditioner.Â
It wasnât on. You knelt in front of it and whined as you tried flicking it off and on and nothing happened. This could not be happening, not with summer just about to start. It was supposed to be in the 90s today. No matter what you tried, it didnât turn on. Granted, all you tried was unplugging it and plugging it back in, but that always worked with your computer.
The call to the repair company was no luck, they were closed for the weekend. This was going to suck, you fucking hated being hot. You moved to your kitchen to try to find some way to cool off after opening every damn window in your place to hopefully get some kind of air circulation going.
Thatâs when you spotted it.Â
The frozen margarita machine you had bought on an absinthe fueled online shopping spree and never gotten around to returning. It was like a little miracle right there in your kitchen, designed to help you cool off and get drunk so you could forget about how fucking hot it was while you did the weekâs worth of chores you had been procrastinating.
You hummed happily when that first gulp of frozen tequila goodness slid down your throat, and maybe you shouldnât have chugged the whole thing but who fucking cared, it was hot. Time flew by as you downed those things like it was your fucking job, scrubbing your pots and pans and singing little songs to yourself.
Music started drifting through your open windows but you barely registered it even as you started singing along because it was Queen and how could you not.
It was the third time you had filled that margarita machine and you were feeling fantastic, dancing around your kitchen as you continued cleaning your dishes. Whoever was playing music was still going strong and you began belting when they started doing Seven Seas of Rhye.
âYou are mine, I possess you, I belong to you foreveeeEEER!â
âHey, Y/N!â
Your badass high note devolved into a shriek and you turned to chuck the cup you were holding at the intruder on the fire escape, cursing when you saw it was Colin. He managed to duck out of the way at the last second with a muttered fuck and you sighed as you watched your mug sail over his shoulder.
âFuck, Shea, that was my favorite mug!â You pouted, stamping your foot a little and taking another gulp of your margarita. âWhat the fuck are you doing on my fire escape?â
He gave you a stupid cocky grin as he watched to try to lean on one hand on your counter and almost go down when you missed it at the last second.
âAre you drunk, honey?â Fuck him for calling you honey, that wiley asshole. âWe could hear you singing from the roof.â
âIâm just a little buzzed.â You hiccupped. âWhoâs we?â
âMy band.â He crawled into your apartment and caught you when you tripped over your own feet again, still grinning at you like an idiot. âThe ones you were singing along with.â
âThat was your band?â You had never realized how blue his eyes were. âYou guys sound great!â
âYeah, you sound pretty good yourself.â He grabbed the cup you were holding and gave it a sniff, coughing a little before he set it on the counter. âMaybe you should come hang out with us instead of drinking what I think is blended jet fuel and ice all by yourself.â
âIf Iâm gonna hang out with you guys I think I should bring a pitcher of margs.â He was really fucking pretty, had you noticed that before? âDonât wanna be a bad hostess.â
âOh, baby, youâre wasted.â He tucked a stray lock of hair behind your ear and you felt your chest flutter a little bit. âNo more margs for you. Come sing with us while you sober up. No, no.â He pulled you back when you tried to crawl out the window and started dragging you towards your door. âLadder doesnât really seem like a good idea right now, letâs take the stairs.â
You tossed your head back as you laughed, slapping his chest while you leaned heavily on him and let him guide you through the hall and to the stairs to the roof. Those were some firm pecs, you were a little marvelled at the way your palm just bounced right off so you slapped it again.
âWow.â It was like your hand was moving independently from your brain as you gave him a pretty brazen squeeze. âYour tits are fantastic, Colin.â
âHoly shit, Y/N!â He was laughing hysterically when he shoved the door to the roof open. âYour drunk game is on point sweetie. Guys, this is Y/N, the killer vocals you heard from downstairs. Sheâs a little tipsy.â
They introduced themselves and you promptly forgot all of their names, your hand trailing down Colinâs chest until you could press it against his abs. This was getting weird, itâs not like you hadnât seen him naked before. But seeing and touching were apparently two very different things.
âWe still doing Queen, boys?â You said, finally tearing your eyes away from Colin after poking him in the bellybutton and grinning when he made a noise like the Pillsbury doughboy. âCos Iâm good with whatever.â
âWhat about some Journey?â He slung his SG over his shoulder and watched you carefully as you grabbed the mike one of his bandmates was handing you. âYou wanna sit down, hon?â
âDonât call me hon, sweetheart.â You teased, giving him a wink and tapping the mike a couple of times. âIâll be fine. Journey feels a little basic but ok. Faithfully or Lovinâ Touchinâ Squeezinâ?â
That grin he gave you should not have been affecting you like this, maybe you did have too many margaritas. The bassist started playing the opening riff to Lovinâ Touchinâ Squeezinâ and your grin got even wider, your hips moving to the beat as you kept your eyes on Colin. You laughed happily when he joined in with the guitar part, joining in after the piano had done its thing and losing yourself in the music.
He could not take his eyes off of you, he was pretty sure youâd never been this fucking cheerful around him before. Not that you were especially grumpy or anything, or that your typical dry wit didnât immediately endear you to him. But seeing you with that goofy grin as you sang every fucking Journey song they had in their roster until the sun set was not helping the already prodigious crush he had on you.Â
Now the two of you were sitting on the couch he had dragged up there months ago and watching his bandmates pack up their gear, saying goodbye to each of them as they headed down the stairs and left you two to lean against each other and sigh happily. You had your legs flung over his lap as he plucked at his guitar strings lazily, kicking your feet slowly and leaning back on the sofa as you watched him closely and sipped on a bottle of water.
âYou ever do any actual performing, honey?â He asked, his fingers running over your calf absentmindedly. âCos with that voice you could probably line up some gigs.â
âJust karaoke.â You murmured. You were definitely sobering up now, but you were still hyper aware of his hands on your skin and it was giving you some feelings you werenât totally sure about. âLemme see that thing.â
âWhat?â He gave a little huff when you grabbed the neck of his guitar and pulled it into your lap. âBaby, do not tell me you play.â
âI mean, itâs been a little while, but I think I remember a couple chords.â You gave him another grin and his chest started to hurt.
âJesus, a couple chords?â He laughed to cover the absolutely filthy sound he almost made when you started playing, it was like he had made you on a computer. âHoney, thatâs Led Zeppelin.â
âYeah, but itâs easy Zeppelin.â You teased, turning your body so you could lean against his chest and not missing the low rumble you felt when you tucked your head against his shoulder. âItâs Coda.â
âUh-huh.â Being this close to you was doing something to him, he suddenly had the overwhelming urge to smell your hair.Â
âWhy havenât we slept together, Col?â Fuck it, you might as well do this.
He choked on the water he was drinking, turning his face so he didnât spit it all over you as you stopped your playing and grinned at him.
âI seem to remember giving it a good try when you moved in.â He managed to get himself under control and turned his face back to you. âBut you said you had a rule about not fucking people who live in the same building as you. Something about not shitting where you eat.â
âThatâs about sex with coworkers.â You said, scrunching your face up as you tried to remember what your exact justification had been.
âWhich is what I told you.â He tried to scoot away from you but you followed after him. âTo which you replied, âdoesnât matter, not gonna happenâ.â
âHuh, that seems awful short-sighted of me.â You scooted closer again and this time he let you. âCâmon, weâve fucked almost everyone else in this city, weâd have gotten to each other eventually anyways.â
âJesus, what a romantic sentiment.â He was trying to focus real hard on his softeners, but they werenât working with you squirming against him like that. âYou really want to do this?â
âI mean, I think weâd enjoy it.â You set his guitar aside and turned so your chest was pressed to his. âItâs not like weâre gonna catch feels, or anything. Just gonna see what all the fuss is about.â
âRight.â Maybe this would get his little crush out of his system. âLetâs not do it on the roof, though.â
âGod, no. My place?â You stood up and started heading towards the fire escape.
âYeah, ok.â He watched you climb down to your apartment before sliding down the ladder after you like the damn frat boy he was.
As soon as he climbed in the window you were dragging him towards you, swallowing his tiny cry of surprise when you pulled his mouth to yours. His lips were unbelievably soft against your own, and when he opened up and stroked your tongue with his?Â
Fuck.
âShit, Colin.â You purred when he started trailing his lips down your throat. âI feel like maybe we shouldâve done this sooner.â
âYeah, maybe.â His voice was muffled as his mouth moved to your chest, one hand moving to hook under the neckline of your camisole and pulling on it until your breasts popped out. âWell fuck me. No wonder you know so much about fantastic tits.â
You laughed at that, arching into his face and grinning down at him as he buried his face between your tits and gazed at you through his lashes. Those stupid, long as all fuck lashes that were brushing against your skin as he mouthed at your soft curves.Â
âJesus, fuck.â You wound your fingers through his hair when he dragged his tongue over your nipple, tugging on it softly and guiding him further into your apartment. âGod, you really know how to use that mouth of yours, sweetie.â
âOh, honey, you donât even know.â He teased, moving his face back to yours and lifting you to wrap your legs around his waist as he started carrying you towards your bedroom. âYou wanna find out, though?â
âYou tease all the girls you fuck this much?â You nipped at his lips and grinned when he moaned into your mouth, reaching behind you to open the door to your bedroom.Â
âNah, thatâs just for you, baby.â He cooed, giving you a quick peck on the lips before dropping you on the bed with a huff.
Every place his fingers touched sent a jolt of heat through your body straight to your core, your eyes never leaving his as he started kissing and nipping his way down your torso after pulling your cami over your head. He grinned against your thigh when you moaned after he yanked your shorts down your legs, sucking a soft bruise into your flesh before rubbing his face over your clothed core and inhaling deeply.
You throbbed under his lips as he pressed gentle kisses over the fabric that covered your mound, hooking your legs over his shoulders and trying to grind into him when he tugged at your panties with his teeth and let them snap back into place teasingly. His fingers skimmed up your legs until he could hook them under the band of your panties and drag them off you, sighing heavily when he settled back between your thighs and got a good look at you.
âFuck, youâre so pretty.â He spread you apart with his fingers and flicked his tongue out to run over your slit softly, moaning when he finally tasted you.Â
âI bet you say that to all the girls.â You ran your fingers through his hair and beamed at him, rolling your hips against his face when he sucked your pussy lips into his mouth with a low hum.
Colin chuckled into your cunt at that, pressing gentle kisses all over your soft folds before dragging his tongue over you in a heavy stripe. Your body reacted immediately when he reached your clit, your back arching off the bed and your legs curling around his neck as he repeated the same process but at a much slower pace.Â
Two of his fingers slid inside you as he wrapped his lips around your clit and you keened, gripping his hair by the roots and tugging hard when he started stretching you open while his lips drove you wild. The rhythm of his suction and release matched the curling of his fingers inside you and made you want to scream, your free hand reaching above your head and digging hard into your pillow as your body tried to rise off the bed when he brought you right to the edge of your peak right away.Â
âCol, Colin, oh fuck.â He felt like your thighs were gonna suffocate him but those sounds you were making for him had him past the point of caring about a silly thing like oxygen. âOh fuck, Iâm gonna come.â
Your whole body seized against his face as you let out a gorgeous fluttering moan, soaking his lips and chin in your release as he hummed with satisfaction into your pussy. He sat up when you finally released him, removing his clothes in a rush as he watched you pant underneath him and run your tongue over your lips. God, you were fucking beautiful, he couldnât believe heâd waited so long to do this.
Before you had a chance to say anything he was hooking your knee over his elbow and thrusting into you, sheathing himself to the hilt in one smooth motion and releasing his breath in a thin hiss when he felt your satiny walls flutter around him.Â
âAh, fuck, you feel amazing.â He ducked his face to catch your lips with his before pulling back with a groan. âShit, I forgot a condom. Uh, Iâm clean, just got tested last week.â
âGod, youâre fine sweetie.â You brought a hand up to cup his jaw and ran a thumb over his cheek in a soothing gesture. âAlso clean and I have an IUD, so weâre peachy. I am a little mad at you though.â
âYeah, why?â He wasnât too worried, you were still grinning at him as he started moving his hips slowly.
âWell, Jesus, fuck, youâre big.â You almost lost your train of thought when he tilted your hips just a bit and his cock hit you deep. âI usually like to reciprocate oral, sweetie. I barely even got a look at what youâre packing down there.â
âYouâve seen it before.â He groaned when you wrapped your free leg around his hips and rolled your body against his.
âJust glances though.â You gripped his biceps and dug your nails in, biting your lip as he continued dragging his length over every inch of you at an agonizing pace. âAnd never hard.â
âHoney, thereâs no way Iâm pulling out for you to take a good look so youâre gonna have to make due.â He teased, grinding against your clit and grinning when your eyes fluttered closed.
âFine.â You huffed, frowning a little before winking at him. âWeâre switching then.â
âWhat?â
You didnât answer, just giving him a cocky grin and gripping his hips with your thighs. One quick move and he was under you, a small sound of surprise leaving his lips when you were suddenly straddling his hips and grinning down at him.
âOh yeah, thatâs better.â You placed one palm on the center of his chest and curled your fingers through his chest hair as you rose up on your knees before sinking down again nice and slow, loving the low groan you felt reverberate in his chest when you clenched around him. âGood for you, Col?â
âYes, yeah, sâ good.â He was completely mesmerized by you, his eyes trailing over your body as you arched your back and continued to ride him.Â
The way he was reacting to you was making it hard for you to focus on what you were doing, his eyes soft and relaxed on yours and his bottom lip tucked between his teeth as he slowly moved his hips to meet your own. You couldâve lost yourself in those eyes if you really wanted to.
Shit, none of that.
His fingers started trailing up your sides when he fucked up into you suddenly and he lost it at the way your tits bounced for him, sitting up with a whine and nuzzling into your chest before wrapping his lips around your nipple as he started bucking wildly.
âShit, fuck, Colin.â He was hitting your cervix with each punch of his hips and it was taking all your self control to not pass out from how hard he was railing you, wrapping your legs around him and dragging your lips over his jaw. âBaby, youâre gonna make me come again.â
âYeah? Good.â He cupped your jaw and brought your face back to his, tugging at your lips with his teeth while he gazed into your eyes. âI wanna watch your face while you come.â
You kept your eyes open and trained on his, worrying his bottom lip with your teeth and resting your forehead against his as you felt a warm coil gathering in the pit of your stomach. It was like you were falling into those lust blown pools as he took you apart, your lips crashing against his as the coil snapped and you gasped his name into his mouth.Â
The feeling of your entire body fluttering around him was too much, and he followed you with a low growl. He muttered your name under his breath as he spilled his cum inside you, holding you close to his chest and rubbing his nose against yours.
You fell on top of him when he collapsed back against the bed, the two of you laughing breathlessly as you tangled your limbs and molded your lips together before pulling back and gazing at each other some more. Both of you lost yourselves for just a beat, your chests heaving against each otherâs before disconnecting and rolling off the bed in two opposite directions as you did your best to compose yourselves.
âIâd say you definitely earned all those screams Iâve heard coming from your apartment, Shea.â You teased, trying your best to lighten the mood and not dwell on the desire you had to ask him to spend the night.Â
âYeah, well Iâve always thought so.â He was avoiding looking at you as much as possible, searching the room for his clothes and fighting the urge to pull you back into the bed and snuggle with you. âHave you seen my converse?â
âYeah, here.â You shoved his shoes at him after pulling an oversized tee over your head. âWell, Iâve got work in the morning, soâŚâ
âRight, Iâll, um, Iâll talk to you later, I guess.â He shuffled towards your front door and pulled it open before leaning back to look at you one more time. âYou can join us for band practice any time, by the way.â
âThat would be great.â That smile you were giving him made him feel like his heart was going to break. âI promise not to be sloppy drunk next time.â
âAww, drunk Y/N was pretty fun, but ok.â He winked at you then left in a hurry, slamming the door behind him.Â
You fell back on your bed and ran your hands over your face in frustration, hating yourself for coming up with this stupid idea because now all you wanted was to have breakfast with that beautiful idiot tomorrow after sleeping on top of his chest.
âGoddamn it.â
Colin grabbed himself a beer when he got back to his apartment and chugged it, sinking into one of his barstools and considering the fact that he was absolutely not over his crush after everything the two of you had just done.
âShit.â
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It's Better When The Sun Goes Down â Nanami x Reader
This is a piece for the Anilysium Server NSFW Collab! Make sure to check the masterlist to see other writer's works! This month's prompt was: "I can't hold back anymore"
I'd like to dedicate this fanfic to one of my dearest and closest friends. I'm not a Nanami simp myself, but they are. And I have fun writing for Nanami, and also I love writing angsty things and flawed characters. Reg, I hope you enjoy this as much as you enjoy my more casual writing.
(it's pink bcs youre Chancho)
Word Count: 5.4K
Warnings: Mentions of breakup and heartbreak, alcohol and drug consuption, public sex, ghosting, lots and lots of angst. This does not have a happy ending. This is also non proof read bcs I kinda left it to the last minute I'm sorry, I'll go back and edit it when I am not in a rush dcj nd
Summary: Nanamiâs return to the Sorcerer life wasnât so bad. It could be better if Gojo wasnât determined to get him back with his ex. As Nanami tries to get on good terms with them, things get out of control, only to end up where it all began.
I made this playlist while writing, in case you wanna listen to it while reading. Preferably listen to it without the shuffle, but you can hear it on shuffle, no biggie.
Nanami had forgotten how painfully unbearable Gojo could be. His return as a Sorcerer had been nothing out of the ordinary for a Sorcerer's standards. Missions here and there, or watching over some of Gojo's students. But God, he had surely stepped out of the line this time.
He couldn't even begin to explain how much he hated his current situation. Fighting by your side for the first time in years felt like rubbing hot oil on an open wound. The uncomfortable ignoring the elephant in the room between you two, as you two tracked and fought what felt like a million Curses.
When the adrenaline was at its peak, it felt almost nostalgic; though he'd then remembered everything else and immediately made his own reality bitter and awkward. Overshadowed by the advantage of years of experience ahead of him made him resent you even more. He knew it was childish and pointless to keep remembering everything that happened between you two, but that bittersweet memory would most likely keep him at bay.
You were still strong, witty, fearless, reckless and quick to act and defend yourself. The way you moved looked more swiftly and coordinated than you did back in your student days. Almost as if you were a professional dancer. He hated every bit of it. He couldnât stop looking at you, thinking about you, and the possibilities of what you two would have become.
After the mission was over, no words were exchanged between you two. Aside from the: "Are you alright?" He told you as you simply gave him a thumbs up as you caught your breath drenched in sweat. An entire ride in an uncomfortable silence, until he reached the school and you got out of the car.
"Thanks. You did a great job. Keep it up" You said. Cold, and straight to the point. Closing his car door before he could reply. And soon, you were gone.
As Nanami tried to get his mind off the mission, Gojo made it difficult. He called him to ask for the details of the mission. He seemed amused and intrigued, as clearly you hadn't told him shit. And honestly, he could understand why. Gojo was meddling on things that werenât his business, and things that had died a long time ago.
"Why are you interrogating me, Gojo?" He asked as he pressed hisnfingers on the bridge of his nose. "Ask your underlingâŚ"
"Because that jerk left for the bar as soon as they arrived" He explained. "And I know better than to annoy a drunk [Name], It took me a while but...I finally learned my lesson" He chuckled. âI knew they could hit hard, but damn, I had a big ass bruiseâŚâ Nanami could almost hear his stupid grin.
"You make it sound like it's a recurrent event" Nanami pointed out, slightly surprised as he didn't know you were a drinker.
"Oh, Nanami-kun, you really know nothing huh?" Gojo said, smiling widely as he had managed to manipulate Nanami into asking.
"Know what?" Nanami hissed as he now swore he could hear Nanami creepily grinning at his phone.
"No, nothing!â Gojo said as if it were nothing; trying and succeeding at peeking at Nanamiâs curiosity âI'm not gonna talk over depressing things on the phone. Gotta go, bye! Kith kith, Kento-kun" Gojo sang and hung up, as he smirked, proud of his little mischief. He sighed deeply as he stretched in his bed. "Soon, those two will be back together" he smirked to himself.
Nanami hissed a curse under his breath as he locked his phone and threw it on his bed and went to the kitchen. If he had understood well, Gojo had just hinted at a possible drinking problem. He tried shaking his mind off of it. You couldn't, could you? You werenât a drinker...You werenât the last time he saw you. You were able to party and have fun without having to intoxicate yourself.
You were wild, cheerful, unpredictable. Everything he was not. And thatâs what had made him fall in love with you back in your school days. You were so laid back, he could feel it permeating into him when you two hung out. The few times heâd broken rules was because youâd been the bad influence, however, you somehow managed to get away with it, and leave him with some distant memory in which he felt actually glad to be alive. He usually felt like he was walking on a cloud stuck in time, being present and enjoying the little things that made his everyday memories.
Heâd really screwed up after breaking up with you...if he could call that a breakup... His life took a dramatic turn. And then, he turned his back to this world, and got immersed in the gray life the average man in Japan had. Away from what he's familiar with, away from his friends, away from you.
And now, apparently, you had a drinking habit. He wondered if he had caused it, or if he was one of the reasons behind it. The guilt started creeping in. The same guilt and regret he felt after ghosting on you. Not being able to bring himself to properly end things with you.
The guilt heâd managed to swipe under the rug for so many years creeped back out, and followed him around as the afternoon went by. After having a shower, changing into more comfortable clothes and in a lame attempt to cook dinner, he decided to test his luck. He put on a dark button down shirt and decided to go to the bar closest to the School. He felt the naive hope to find you there. However, if you had an actual problem, then his chances to see you there were higher.
Such was his surprise to find you there, trying to get rid of some insistent guy who kept talking to you despite your very obvious lack of interest. Before you could spot him, he watched you aggressively turn to the guy and talk to him in a rather rude tone. Sounding almost like a moody sailor as the guyâs face soon was washed with horror and disgust and walked away. As you turned your face back to your drink, your eyes scanned the bar, finally spotting him.
âOh godâ You whined as you pulled the glass to your lips. âItâs too early to be this drunkâŚâ You hissed.
âMind if I sit here?â He asked, pointing at the chair in front of you.
âTell Gojo to go fuck himselfâŚâ You snapped at him as you stood up and stumbled your way to the bar asking for a refill. Nanami looked at you, feeling slightly sorry for your tipsy state, as heâd never seen you like that. And he knew being mad and drunk was never a good combination. As you turned around with your glass and made your way back to your table, you gave him a slightly repulsed smile. âYouâre still hereâŚâ
âGojo didnât send me here, if thatâs what youâre thinkingâ He replied.
âHe might as well have manipulated you into doing so, has that crossed your mind?â You said with a sassy tone as you sat back down. âWhy are you still standinâ?â
Nanami took that as an invitation as he ignored your last comment, trying to refuse the idea that Gojo had manipulated him.
âRough day, huh?â He said as you nodded and stared at your drink.
âLook, Kento. Iâm glad that youâre back. I really am. Youâre strong, and youâre smartâŚâ You began. âBut Iâm gonna cut the chase, Iâm kinda annoyed too. Ever since you got back, Gojo has been sticking his snobby nose into my businessâ You explained. âMany of the missions he sends you in, Iâm supposed to be there as well, but manage to get busy by then and not goâ
âSo youâre actively avoiding me?â
âYesâ You replied bluntly. âMostly because Gojo is trying very hard to bring us back together. But no, I learned my lesson the first timeâ You said taking a sip to your scotch, feeling it smoothly sliding down your throat, no longer feeling the burn from the alcohol.
âI havenât apologized for thatâŚâ Nanami began.
âDonâtâ You interrupted him. âItâs better this wayâ
âAre you sure? Because you still seem to have an issue with itâŚâ Nanami said, managing to read you like an open book like he always did. He still had that ability.
You glared at him, angrily as you opened your mouth to snap back at him, but your mind was foggy and a big portion of your brain was focused on the little details surrounding him. His black shirt, the first buttons undone. His thick wrists, one of them hiding underneath a fancy looking watch, his blond hair pushed back, his sharp features...And god, his smell. The smell of his cologne luring you in like a fly to honey. Since any words made it to your mouth, your next step was to take another sip.
âYouâre drinking too fastâ He pointed out.
âNone of your businessâ You said standing up and taking your wallet out and leaving a few bills on the tale. âIâm outâ You said coldly and walked out of the bar.
Nanami sighed, frustrated that he hadnât managed to get anything out of interaction. Aside from the pretty clear fact that you disliked him. However, he didnât think of the possibility of you resenting him so much because you still had feelings for him.
As you walked out of the bar, the chilly wind hit the back of your neck, making you shiver. You cursed, knowing it was going to make you feel drunker faster. You made your way to the school with long steps, trying to make it to your dorm before your last drink made it to your head. Despite the cold wind, the hot tears in your eyes in a way kept your face warm. As you tried to keep yourself from crying, you heard steps behind you.
âWaitâ You heard Nanamiâs voice calling behind you as you stopped on command, against your own will. You swallowed the lump on your throat and managed to keep the tears still in your eyes, as you refused to look at
him. âAt least let me walk you home. You canât walk on your own like thisâŚâ
âOh, so now you care?â You said turning around and looking at him, giving him a smug smile. âYouâve changedâ You scoffed bitterly.
âPleaseâ He said, knowing better than trying to argue with you.
Your stare on him softened, as something within you urged you to say yes. To have more time with Nanami and maybe cling to the bittersweet memories you were constantly reliving since his return.
âFineâ You said, very much to his surprise. He smiled and walked closer to you with the gentle smile that had been haunting your dreams as of lately.
âCâmon. My car is not far from hereâŚâ
You stopped coldly as he mentioned a car. Taking a second look at him, you wondered how much heâd changed. Heâd become an adult through and through, hadnât he? While you were still a mess...Or so you thought. To Nanamiâs eyes, you were a far better sorcerer and warrior than him. And he envied you for it.
âAre you actually going to take me to the school?â You asked, suddenly growing suspicious of him, as youâd had plenty of experiences with strangers on the street and knew better than going into someoneâs car in a drunken state.
Not that you didnât trust Nanami. You didnât trust yourself drunk.
âI was actually thinking of taking you somewhere for dinner and then to the schoolâ He said.
âNot hungryâ
âNo, but youâre drunk. Itâll sober you up, and tomorrow morning youâll thank me when you wake up without a hangoverâ He said as he walked towards his car.
âI donât have any more money on meâ You lied, looking for an excuse to avoid spending any more than necessary with him.
âI didnât ask you if you have moneyâ He said boldly as he managed to make you smirk for the first time since his return.
âSmooth, Nanami. Youâve grownâ You said as you followed him.
The walk to his car felt like your chest burnt far more than the alcohol ever did. It felt bitter, it hurt and was nauseating. Was it really it, or was it the alcohol finally catching up with you? Like flashes of instant memories being erased from your memory, the drive to a restaurant felt like a poorly edited foreign film. The car felt like some intense themed park ride as you felt dizzy with the alcohol whispering everything you missed about him. It was gross and it was sickening.
The Ramen sign on the outside on itself managed to sober you up a little by taking your mind off Nanami. As you followed him, clumsily standing on your feet, you sat on one of the tables and tried to make sense of the dancing letters in the menu. More flashes of memories were taken off your head, as you wondered what was happening and how drunk were you for you to start blacking out.
âNot goodâŚâ you muttered under your breath.
âDid you say something?â Nanami asked.
âNo. Nothingâ
âHow are you holding up?â
âIâm notâ
âYouâll feel better in a bit. Donât worryâŚâ He said softly as he sipped from a soda you didnât know he had. When had he ordered it? You looked in front of you to the nice surprise that you had one too despite not knowing how or when. âI ordered some ramen for you. Something spicy...Itâll sober you up fasterâ
You chuckled as you looked at him.
âAnd how do you know that?â You asked with a cheeky tone as he smiled softly.
âWent drinking a lot with friends from workâ He said. âI learned a few things here and thereâ
More brief black outs kept lazily painting a rather miserable painting in your memory. As you ate your ramen, you found yourself relaxing more and more. Was it the hot spicy broth? In the beginning, the balck outs werenât getting any less frequent, however, as the night went by, you found yourself sobering up like he said. Soon, the black outs were gone, however you were still somehow locked in a haze. Although it made sense. The amount of booze as well as the short time, it was going to take a lot more than just one hot bowl of spicy ramen to get you back to a sober state.
The conversation kept flowing comfortably as both of you ate. It was reminiscent of the old days, nostalgic and somehow morbid. As the both of you tried to grasp at the old days when your worries were limited to school work. Catching up like old friends who hadn't seen each other, as if you didnât have hard feelings for each other.
After having finished your food, Nanami paid for both of your meals and went back out into the cold night. The sky black, stars hidden by the streetlights as you made it to his car and finally noticed the silver color in it.
As he drove back to the school, you noticed he took a small detour, instantly setting alarms in your head.
âWhere are we going?â You asked, your voice considerably serious as he noticed the change in tone from the pleasant talk they were having in the restaurant.
âThereâs somewhere Iâd like to goâŚâ He said as he briefly looked at you and gave you a tender smile.
That smile made your heart uncomfortably skip a beat as you hated the effect he still had on you. You didnât dare to ask any further as you slowly recognized the route he was taking. As he slowly took one of the roads towards the edge of the city close to the coast line. He stopped in a rather deserted place, as he got off the road and stopped the car.
Despite the lack of light, aside from the few streetlights, you knew exactly where you were. A whole in your chest opened dramatically as you felt your eyes tear up and happy memories attached to the location flooded your mind.
âKentoâŚâ You said chuckling bitterly.
âWhen I said I wanted to apologize, I meant itâŚâ He said as you clenched your jaw and looked out your window, avoiding his stare.
âAnd I told you I didnât want to talk about itâŚâ
âYouâre still upset about it, I get it. And I donât blame youâ He began as he felt his heart beating hard in his chest. âLook at me, pleaseâ
You wanted to say something to him. But you knew you would break down crying as soon as you opened your mouth. You took a deep breath and without saying anything you looked at him. His dark brown eyes gazing into yours, as he was looking at you with a rather pained stare.
âYou remember this place, donât you?â He asked.
A bitter laugh escaped your lips as you clicked your seatbelt, getting it off.
âIâm doneâ You said dryly as you opened the door and got out of the car.
âNo, [Name]. Please, waitâ He said as he mirrored your movements and excited the car walking around it.
âOf fuckign course I know where I am, Kentoâ You barked as you walked away approaching the door. âI know where I lost my fucking virginity, okay?â You barked as you stopped coldly and looked at him, tears finally streaming off your face. âLook, Iâll make us a favour and summarize this conversation. Yes, youâre a fucking asshole for just taking off one day and completely disappearing. Yes, Iâm still mad about it. No, I wonât take your apology. No, I donât care about whatever shitty excuse you have for me to listen to you. You bringing me here out of all places isnât going to change shitâŚâ You spat all in one breath as you stopped and took a deep breath.
âI loved you, Kento. I really did. And it hurt to have you just dissipate like you were a hallucination or something...You were my first kiss, my first love, my first everything! And one day I lost all of that. You ruined sex for me!â You yelled angrily. âI could never hold, kiss or sleep with anyone, because at some point Iâd see your stupid face, and then be incredibly underwhelmed because I would not enjoy sex. I canât feel anything anymore, Kento...The only way I can actually enjoy those things is by getting drunk or highâ You admitted. âI canât walk into bookstores, nor eat sandwiches or diet coke, nor drink tea because all those things remind me of you. And yes, itâs lame that all these years later I still care about those things. And this is why I canât forgive youâ You cried, as your voice shook.
Nanamiâs heart broke little by little at each one of your words. He knew heâd screwed up and had hurt you deeply. But he wasnât aware of the actual impact. He clenched his jaw as he felt his chest tight and a lump on his throat. Now the drinking problem made sense. Gojo had painted it like you were an alcoholic, but it wasnât exactly the case. So youâd gone to the bar to get it off with some stranger, probably pretending it was him.
The dizzying pain and weight of his mistakes blinded him for a second as he walked towards you as you kept bitterly complaining. As you tried to walk away, you made a very poor effort as he caught up with you and cupped your face in his hands, bringing you closer to him and shutting you up by pressing his lips against you.
The sudden surprise made your heart stop. Your mind turning numb and blank at once as you struggled to bring yourself to push him away. However, truth be told, you didn't want to push him away. The poor attempt to push him away was more than obvious. The strong fighter you were, barely making any physical effort. Nanami's hands wrapped around your back and pulled you close, squeezing you against him as he sighed into the kiss.
Finally kissing him back, you locked your lips against his desperately, eager to taste the lips you've been dreading in your dreams. Clinging to him like he was going to disappear again, a soft whimper escaped your mouth. Your chest pressing against him as he felt his own world getting blurry.
He broke the kiss pulling away as he pressed his forehead against yours.
âYou have no idea how much I missed youâ He whispered as you clung to him.
âI-IâŚâ You stuttered, the words tasting bitter before they even made it to your mouth. âFuck, I want you, Kentoâ You growled as he pulled you in, kissing you hungrily again.
His hands posessively clinging to you as he slowly guided you back to the car. One step at the time as you both melted in a hungry sour kiss. As you ran out of breath, you pulled away, gasping for air as you gripped his collar in your hands.
âI canât hold back anymoreâ You said as you pulled away and grabbed his hand, walking back to his car.
Your words unleashed a shiver down his spine as his heart skipped a beat and raced like crazy, as his pants started feeling tighter on his crotch. He chuckled softly as he realized his own judgement seemed to have disappeared with that first kiss. And before you could even make it to his car, he gripped your hips and spun you around as he bumped his forehead against yours.
âI canât eitherâ He admitted as he guided you to the carâs hood and pulled you over it. Ass you sat on the warm hood, he got between your legs and you wasted no time wrapping them around his waist. He grunted softly feeling your crotch against his as you pulled him closer to seal your lips together.
As you soon were absorbed by the dizziness of your rising heat, his hand went to your bare thighs as he slowly caressed your skin, going up and lifting your skirt up in the process. A soft moan slid into his mouth as he gripped your ass softly and squeezed it. The way your skin got covered in goosebumps and how you jerked your hips made him moan in response.
It felt good, and intoxicating. The driving desire burning his insides. The feeling of desiring to taste you all over and have you shaking underneath him. God, heâd missed that particular rush of adrenaline. His body reacting to the deeply buried memories now loose. He felt like he was in the best high heâd experienced. Lightheadedness and presence in the moment, he hadnât felt this alive in so long.
Your hands were slowly undoing his buttoned shirt and were quick to explore his warm skin. He pulled away from the kiss, gasping as he looked at you. Your devilish smile matching your hungry stare. You leaned forward kissing his neck, nibbling on his skin every now and then. His hand gripped your hair tightly, pulling it lightly, making you look up at him as he stared at you.
He leaned forward, kissing you once more, this time a lot more slow and a lot more tender. It was sweet and it was slow and it took you by surprise. You felt his sweet kiss begging you, still holding on to the feelings you both decided to drown unsuccessfully. It almost hurt. It was the kind of kiss that told you how much you missed and needed each other. How much you regretted the mistakes youâve done.
As you melted against his lips, his hands slowly slid your panties off. You helped him lifting your hips a little but as you giggled against his lips.
âEager?â You said with a playful smirk.
âYou have no ideaâ He replied as he took off your panties and shoved them in his back pocket.
His hand made it back to your thigh, slowly going up until he palmed your hot sex. Stealing a gasp out of your mouth, he teasingly ran one of his fingers through your dripping slit, making him smile satisfied.
âIâm not the only one, huh?â He said as you looked at him with lustful eyes.
You took his glasses off and set them aside. You were about to go back to kissing his neck when he slid one finger inside of you effortlessly. A rather loud moan escaped your lips as you shut your eyes closed feeling your entire body tingle in a way you hadnât felt in years. You smiled satisfied as you continued kissing his neck. Slowly, he got another finger inside. The delicious stretch of his second finger prompting you to bite his neck softly making him growl your name softly. His fingers explored the whole he knew so well, as he found your sweet spot almost by muscle memory. More moans came out of your throat sounding like music to his ears.
âFuck, Kentoâ You hissed as you took off your top, not caring that you were outdoors and by the road. Up to this point, you were so pent up, you simply craved him like youâd never craved anything before.
Nanami wasted no time and kissed your neck, going down to your neck, gently biting your skin every now and then. Sucking delicately on your skin, leaving marks that wouldnât last long. He pulle dhis fingers out of you, clinging to your body desperately. As you laid on the carâs hood, you devoured him with your lustful eyes, begging him to get on top of you. Wearing just your skirt by this point, Nanami groaned at the plain sight of you.
He undid his belt and his pants. Your hands playfully teasing your own body in an attempt to drive him crazier and crazier. He cursed under his breath as he couldnât take it any longer. He pulled his painfully hard erection out of his pants. You watched hi, intrigued, stretching your hands towards him, gently gripping his dick. His breath hitched and you smiled proudly.
Nanami leaned over the car hood, slowly getting on top of you, his shaft resting on your belly as he looked at how much deep could he go inside of you. His tip almost reaching you belly button, as the idea alone made a shiver run down his spine.
"Please, Kento" you gasped, need dripping from your voice as you caressed his dick
He growled softly as he pulled away softly, aligning against your entrance and slowly going in. You gasped, pushing your head back and pressing your hips against his making him go deeper.
Hissing your name, he jerked his hips, his tip.kissing your cervix as sudden rush of pain jolted through your body, followed by pleasure. You dug your nails in his shoulders as he thrusted back and forth, hitting all the right spots. The sound of his gasps and grunts hypnotizing as you got wetter by the second. His length coated in your juices, echoing in lewd wet noises.
He was rough. He usually was. Back in student days, he was particularly rough. As quiet and collected as he seemed, he sure got his stress out if his body through wild sex.
Relentlessly pushing against you, stretching you in such a delicious way only he knew how. Strong and aggressive movements as your walls swallowed him whole every time, breathless moans escaping your lips with every push. The cool wind kissing your skin, only enhancing his warmth.
As you felt your orgasm progressively approaching, the realization of how addicted you were to him hit you. He was everything you desired. And it was wrong. Before the feeling of uneasiness started to sink in, a sudden electric rush ran through your body. Painfully and soothing, as you tightly clenched around himbsoon numbed your mind.
As you came around him, your walls sucked him in tightly, as he was right over the brink, your velvet flesh pushed him off the edge. He didn't have time to pull out. And honestly, he didn't want to pull out. The way your walls milked him felt delicious. As he rode you through your orgasm, filling you up as his head felt dizzy and the world was spinning faster than usual. His hot seed coating your insides, as you shut your eyes closed, feeling the very last of your orgasm fading away.
He pressed his forehead against yours. Loud pants echoing.
However, the world didn't quite return to its regular focus.
The rest of the night went by in a fuzzy hot mess of events. You returned to his apartment and kept feasting on each other, making up for the lost time. Both of you incredibly starved and needy, you desperately went at it over and over again. It was a rather long night. As you feared, no one made you feel as he did. All of him was addicting. His smell, his voice, his warmth, his skin...It didnât matter how many strangers you fucked, or how drunk or high you were, he felt just right. He made you cum so easily, it seemed ridiculous everyone else couldnât.
But you knew it was far more than that.
You were still deeply in love with him. No wonder why he had that effect on you. Just hearing his breathlessly gasp was enough to have you soaking wet and under his mercy. Between sweet kisses, fake promises and sweaty sex, he quite literally fucked you to oblivion. Until either of you could take it any longer and you two fell asleep in each otherâs arms. It had been a long tiring night, as you knew many of your muscles were gonna be sore the next day. Your chest painted in red and blue bruises.
It was possibly one of the best night sleeps heâd had. In such a long time. The uncomfortable hole in his chest didnât feel so wide now. Just like you, he didnât know how much he actually needed you until now. His regrets, his guilt, the thoughts haunting him on how much of a jerk heâd been when he simply took off...All those feelings went away for a night. As he tasted the wonders of the universe under your skin. Feeling ecstatic and euphoric for the first time in years. However, nothing couldâve prepared Nanami for what he was about to experience when he woke up.
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âWhat the hell is this?â Gojo asked as he waved around the folder youâd left a few hours earlier in the Headmasterâs office.
âWhy the fuck do you care?â You said as you grabbed it, ripping it off his hands.
âYouâre seriously leaving for Kyoto?â He whined.
âSo my transfer was accepted? Great!â You said sarcastically as you opened the folder and saw the Headmasterâs seal at the bottom.
âWhat about Nanami-kun?â Gojo replied as the very last string of your patience snapped.
âOh, fuck you, Gojo! You tried to force us back together, but itâs not going to happenâ You snapped. âIâm done. Iâm done with him, and Iâm done with you sticking your nose in my businessâ
âDo you really think that running away will solve anything? Youâll still be depressed as hellâ
âThe less I know about him, the betterâ You said as you turned around, hot tears blurring your sight as you headed with long steps towards your room. âI donât trust myself around himâŚâ You whispered. âHeâs my weakness Gojo, I canât let that happenâŚâ You said coldly.
Youâd left that morning very early, before Nanami woke up. And you left leaving no trace of you ever being there. Unintentionally doing the same he did. It was unintentional because you hadnât done it out of spite. Your thought process had been simply. You preferred to not have that conversation and simply leave without him noticing. You had had the exact same thought process Nanami had had all those years ago.
You didnât waste time and soon started packing your things to leave for Kyoto right away.
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Salt, Flesh, Heat
Bull notices that Solas is a deeply sensual person, reveling in clean clothes, good-smelling herbs, and hot water. He's also deeply masochistic. When the two find themselves enjoying the baths one early morning in Skyhold, Bull decides to press. Solas decides to play along. A @black-emporium-exchange gift for gamerfic. Read the other works in the AO3 Collection here! Read the story on Archive of Our Own here.
Steam on skin, worn wood pressing slick into his back as each vertebrae clicks: the Iron Bull sighs as he unwinds in the Skyhold baths. Few beyond the servants and the hungriest soldiers and Josephine herself were up at this hour. Bull has the steam room to himself. Carefully he unwinds his bulk onto the bench, laying his towel over his eyes. The clearcut eucalyptus smell lingers on his skin, sweated into his muscles. He groans aloud as a muscle in his bad knee pops.
âFuck, thatâs good,â he grunts.
Then the door opens and the dawn rushes in. Bull lifts the towel from his remaining eye. Solas stands there, a bit nonplussed. Shit, Bull thinks, and slowly makes room.
Solas lets the door close firmly shut. He holds a bundle of white birch twigs and dried eucalyptus.
Bull grins. âWant me to hit you with that?â
Solas climbs onto his bench and drapes himself on the upper story. âThat may not be necessary.â Right, Bull thinks, you self-flagellate enough for both of us. He inhales deeply. âWould you mind putting more water on the stone? Some of the steam escaped.â
Bull says, âUh, sure.â Slowly, because the ache in his body is delicious and he savors it, he reaches for the ladle and throws another pail of water onto the heating stones, and then another, and another. He hears Solas settle onto his bench, right leg stretched out. Bull turns to look. The manâs pale, graying red hair trailing down his chest. Dorian managed to catch a glimpse of his cock when they bathed after a particularly fetid journey into a Dalish swamp, and reported that it was the largest heâd ever seen on an elf and one of the bigger heâd seen on a man. Bull has to admit he is curious.
Amusement in his voice, Solas says, âAre you quite done?â Still tense, he turns away from Bull. Heâs wiry, built broader in the shoulder and legs than most mages heâs met, but still has a weak core. Blackwall told him heâs fought in âsome elven skirmish,â and he looks like a man about to retire from the field. He has a slashed scar on his right shoulder and claw marks on his right leg.
âWhereâd you get that?â Bull points.
Solas does not turn around. Bullâs eyes travel down his back and rest on his well-shaped ass and thighs. Solas is a bit too thin for him, practically speaking, but he does like to look. Heâs built like a dancer gone to middle age, rather than some Emerald Knight stalking the Dales for humans to kill, orâso he has heard from Ben-Hassrath stationed in the outskirts of the TirashanâDhalâVallaslin chasing down strange elves with crimson vallaslin, who sacrifice the living to their long-forgotten gods. He seems more the type to plan and give orders, than carry out the dirty work himself, though of course Bull has seen him do it. He saw what he did with those Kirkwall mages.
Bull asks, voice casual, âYou know, youâre kinda built like a dancer.â
At that, Solas shifts. He opens a single blue eye, looking down at him like a large cat eying a much smaller, squeakier dog. âI was many things, as a youth.â
âA dancer?â Bull says, taken aback, and slightly turned on.
âNot that,â Solas laughs. âAnd you, Iron Bull? Were you ever aâperformer in your youth?â Solas slowly raises to his knees and leans over, taking the ladle from him. In one easy swoop, he throws more water onto the steaming rocks, and leans against the wall, inhaling deeply.
Bull says, a tad defensively, âThatâs not how we do things in the Qun. I was earmarked for the Ben-Hassrath pretty early on.â
Solas says, âBut there are many ways of being a spy, regardless of how your government attempts to standardize. Though I suppose you are tooâbig for the more subtle aspects of infiltration work.â He stretches. During his time with the Inquisition, he has put on enough weight and muscle that his ribs no longer show.
Bull says, âI did my job okay. Most of it is people-work. Watching, being watched. Donât need a lot of variety in that.â He snorts. âThe less, the better.â He eyes the bushel of branches Solas brought with him to the bania. The eucalyptus mingles wonderfully with the heady scent of sweat. He says, âAre you sure you donât want me to hit you with that? Thatâs why you brought that here, right? I thought that was just a Dalish thing.â
Heâs hit a nerve. Solas says sharply, âThe Dalish do not monopolize all aspects of what has become of my peopleâs culture. And one simplyâŚrubs the body with it, harder force is not necessary.â
âAh,â Bull teases, âbut if you really want to get the eucalyptus into the skin.â
âAnd I assumed this early, I would be alone,â Solas says flatly. âHow is your knee, Iron Bull?â
Bull grunts, âShitty. Running from all those demons tore it up again. But this helps. Howâs yours?â
Solas pauses. Bull edges to the intersection of the benches, trying to find enough space to spread his leg out without having to sit on the floor. He maneuvers his bulk carefully, and gently lifts his bad leg onto the bench, folding his good leg underneath. Itâs a vulnerable position, but he can see the door.
Finally, Solas admits, âMy sleep has been disrupted with the amount of strain Iâve put my body through. I am hoping this will help before I must return to my desk and Vivienneâs lectures, as we calculate yet again the futility of using templars to isolate the rifts.â
Bull chuckles. âSheâs still on that?â
âShe has relented that a team of templars cannot hold the perimeter by themselves. We differ on how many mages are needed to perform the ritual to stabilize the Veil, and how vulnerable it leaves them.â
Bull says, âGive yourself a little bit of a good thing before you charge into the bad. Thatâs what I like about you, Solas.â
âOh?â Carefully Solas climbs down onto the lower bench, favoring his unscarred leg.
âYou know, youâre such a sensualist. You clearly like the baths, you donât mind talking, you like the birch broom and feeling your blood roil and all that. Iâve seen you flirt with the Inquisitor before, and you were positively purring at the Winter Palace. But!â
âBut,â Solas repeats, looking up at him. âBut?â He is enjoying this, Bull is amused to realize. He enjoys it when people talk about him. As a younger man he must have preened. With that red hair, he wouldâve had to.
Bull says, âBut you never go all the way. You never fully surrender yourself to it. You get tipsy but not drunk. And you never let yourself alone with the Inquisitor, or anyone, really.â
âI am here with you,â Solas points out.
Bull shrugs. âAnd even though you like to talk, you like to argue, to debate, you never hang around the Mageâs Tower, or go back to the tavern with Dorian and the others. You keep patching up your shitty homespun even though with the Inquisition salary, you can buy yourself proper robes. Youâre a masochist, man. Iâve never met someone soâsensualâwho likes to torment himself so much.â
Solas is silent. Sweat pours from both their bodies, dampening the smooth hot wood. He fingers the bundle of oak twigs and eucalyptus, rubbing a single leaf with his thumb. Lowly, voice pooling like steam, he says, âSurely I do not need to tell you of the pleasure of desire, long-denied, finally sated. Or of living simply, with the occasional indulgence in luxury. After all, what is an elvhen apostate to do with silk? I take pleasure in making and mending my own garments, Iron Bull. As for other indulgences of the bodyâŚâ
He trails off and Bull swallows heavily. He flicks his tongue around his lips. The air tastes of clean water and sweat: his own and the sharper, earthier scent of the elfâs. Every species has their particularities.
Bull says, âIn the Qun, we believe in moderation, sure. And if youâre into edging, more power to you. But you know thatâs not what I mean. If someone ends up that tightly-wound, that isolated, the Tamassrans intervenedââ
âAnd if you do not give a proper showing of yourself, they break your mind and set you sweeping floors,â Solas says flatly. âI have seen how such authoritarian systems deal with dissenters. I take my pleasure in my own ways, in my own time. Not at my commanderâs orders.â
Bull says, âItâs not like that. Sometimes you just need a good fuck, or a massage, or to be sat down in a discussion group with the priests and get into an argument all night long. The Tamassrans just prescribe the medicine. Itâs good, it works. Keeps you from going too far.â
âWhich is precisely why there is no Tal-Vashoth problem in Par Vollen,â Solas says. âOnce, while in the Fadeââ
Bull groans, âRight, letâs put some demons into this.â
Solas says, âDo you ever tire of repeating what your elders have told you, or would you like to learn something? Once, in the Fade, I saw a young Qunari working in a simple kitchen, baking bread as she was ordered every morning.â
âCute,â Bull says. âSo Iâm not the only Qunari youâve asked about their horns.â
Solas ignores the dig. He continues, âIn every loaf she broke the rules. Sheâd take a pinch of sugar and would fold it to the center, like a secret.â He leans back with a fond smile. âAnd this act of small rebellion brought a shining smile across her face.â He spreads his hands, as if he has laid a winning flush in their game.
Bull thinks, you had to have been a slave. Are you the baker? Rather than provoke him further, Bull takes a different tact. âHey, Solas. Why do you shave your head?â
Solas blinks. He raises a hand to his scalp, which is beginning to get bristly again. He says, âFastidiousness, or lack of fastidiousness. Take your pick.â
Bull says, âNo, really. If you can ask me how I put on a shirt I can ask you about your hair. Why do you keep it shaved? Youâre not naturally bald, are you?â
Solas eyes him. âI am certain you have heard Dorian complain, at length, of the difficulties of keeping his hair perfectly coiffured and shaved while traveling. I have been nomadic most my life. It became easier, this way. Particularly since it is such a prominent color.â He shifts slightly.
Bull says, âHey, I like red heads.â
âI know you do.â
âDonât you ever think about growing it out?â
Solas laughs. âNo. Never.â He pops his knee up and stretches his other leg, sighing as the muscles in his back audibly crack. Taking the bath broom, he begins rubbing the leaves into his skin. The air fills with its medicinal scent, and under that: earth.
Bull says, âI can rub that into your back.â
Solas says, âI prefer to take my pleasures simply.â
Bull says, âBut I can look.â
Solas rolls his shoulders back and begins rubbing the bundle into his arms, swiping sweat away. âI never said you could not.â
Bull, frustrated, brings his bad leg down with a thump. He says, âYou gonna take a dip in the cooling pool? Or is that too much of an indulgence for you?â
âMy people first discovered this way of bathing,â Solas says distractedly. âI will take any opportunity to enjoy it now that I can, however primitive our facilities in Skyhold.â
âYouâve got baths, out in the woods?â
âYouâve never built a steam hut, and then flung yourself into a snow drift? Really, the Qun did not let you enjoy your youth.â
âBut your people did,â Bull says, seizing on this note of autobiography.
Solas places the bundle on the bench. He stands up in silence and tosses another ladle of water onto the furnace. The room fills with steam, and Bull feels sweat pool in the back of his head.
Solas takes his towel and wraps it loosely around his waist. Looking over his shoulder, he says, âI took pleasure when it came my way.â With that rejoiner, he grins, and opens the door. Bright light and cool air pools in; the steam thins. The day has begun. Solas leaves.
Alone in the steam room, wonderfully hard, the Iron Bull says, âFuck.â
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moon. | l.sy x gn!reader
lee sangyeon x gn!reader
word count: about 4.01k
to put it short: congrats! Something you should actually say, right? Your best friend and crush is getting married in two days and you feel,... well, not very good about it. So, wait... he's returning the feelings? Damn.
content warning: ANGST in capital letters, I would add lots of exclamation points but im lazy. So yeah, hella angsty. Some good old making out, it's kind of heavy at some point but no smut at this point lol. I don't condone any of the done actions, so yeah, I would've personally handled everything differently, but you know, y/n is kinda wild. Very awkward sometimes, but that's more the situation in itself. ALSO, NOT PROOFREAD
taglist: @loki-in-hogwarts
note: the second thing i wrote and im somewhat excited!!! Yes! Exclamation points. So,... thanks for reading :)
It was a great day. Well, at least seemingly for everyone but you. Your best friend in this world Sangyeon was about to get married to the love of his life, who is notyou and now you just stand in the hotel lobby waiting for it to happen. Funnily enough, the crushing feeling of desperation and fear didnât seem to set in yet.
The hotel lobby was filled to the brim with acquaintances and other guests possibly confused by the uproar of the wedding guests. So, who were you specifically waiting for? The rest of your friend group, the ones who will most likely clean up after the wedding whatever will be left of you.
A nervous smile swept up to your lips, casually just avoiding every sort of tension that could come across you. Just with the luck of this entire occurrence an older woman started to approach you, demon alike features spreading around her face almost like she knew you were apparently the only single person here. An aunty, that wasnât even related to you but had all the business to judge.
âAre you here for the bride or the groom?â, her sweet voice rang a familiar feeling in your stomach. Almost too sweet, making you suspicious of her intent. âIâm here for my best friend, Sangyeon. So, yeah, for the groom.â, you hesitated a second, âWhat about you though? Do you know the bride?â
âSheâs my youngest niece, the only one that still visits, her sisters donât even care anymoreâŚâ You nodded politely, not wanting to anger her now and stepped towards a different direction.
âSo, my dear, are you here with anybody?â You already feared that question, the same as always. The eyes of yours started with a panicked expression searching through the room a familiar pair. âNo, I am here on my own. I kinda wanted to focus on getting Sangyeon through with it, being there for him.â As a friend.
Possibly this was the first part of feeling despair and fear. People at this wedding were really waiting for them to get married. They werenât joking, this would change everything.
âAh, I see. You know, get over him. Well, it is time for you at least, youâre not getting younger. There are quite few handsome men here. I remember the names Juyeon and ah yes! Kevin, get over here!â As far as you were concerned, your facial expression couldnât possibly look more stunned than a moment ago, yet another one of your good friends appeared, seemingly just as confused.
This only held on for a good second, Kevin knew exactly what to do. âOh hi, Iâm so sorry to steal [Y/N] away from you, but I actually need to talk to them on my own over a gift we both prepared for the couple!â, he grinned at the lady, who was obviously smitten with him. âYes, of course, hun. Take your time.â She finally hushed into a separate direction.
âSo, how are we doing? You seem kinda⌠stressed.â
âYou donât sayâ, you sighed, âif I have to go through a conversation like this again today, believe me Iâll-. â
âYeah, Iâm pretty sure I get the sentiment. Even though I meant more the other situation. Like in, Sangyeon getting married and you sitting here all grumpy because of it.â, Kevin was already aware of your âsmallâ infatuation with your best friend, a man too far out of your reach also funnily enough, the manâs wedding youâre attending. However, your friend in front of you didnât seem to mind talking about it out loud in a place like the hotel lobby. Your lips tightened up into a fine line.
âIâm not grumpy! I justâŚI donât really know what to do. I mean, I know Iâm going to be there for him but yeah, okay, I might feel a bit grumpy.â The lobby did clear up a lot now.
âOkay, oof. Thereâs this dinner with everyone in the evening today, do you think you can get through that?â, Kevin asked hesitantly just as stressed with this additional complication.
âI mean, I probably have to, donât I? This makes me so sick, ugh. Not gonna lie, my stomach feels like a laundry machine.â You laughed quietly and drifted off again into a place where you didnât need to think about this.
âWhat did you really expect though? You know I love you, respectfully, but like, this feels like an incredibly bad move to do.â
âDonât you think it would be worse if I didnât show up at all? Iâll just need to go through this weekend and Iâm outta here. No one will know anything.â It might feel like a nightmare but at least a nightmare you can actually run away from and not actually have to face at some point.
âWell, I hope youâll keep your confidence. Because imagine I saw the person, I love getting married to someone else. Oh my, believe me, you wouldnât find me for the next three weeks.â
âNot very helpful, a good three out of ten. I guess, Iâll just stick to sulking around then.â A dead smile crept up your lips following a stern look from your side at your opposite.
âSeems like a good plan, just stick to me, maybe we will find someone to take your attention away from this, huh?â A sly grin was visible on Kevâs face.
âUghhh, of course. Letâs do this. It canât get much worse than thatâ, you cleared your throat, âthanks, though. You actually make this here somewhat bearable.â
âAwww, come on. We should pack out our suitcases.â
No one can really prepare someone for a moment like this. Most older folk turned into their hotel rooms which left you in a party like situation seeing your closest friends turning it up in a huge pavilion while the future groom sits comfortably on a velvety sofa hand in hand with his fiancĂŠe.
The air was quite warm even at this time of the evening, not humid, just warm enough for everyone to taste the end of this era with nostalgia and a slight feeling of energy to experience whatâs to come afterwards.
You as well sat down, continuously processing your environment. With a cup of your favorite drink, you felt invincible, nothing able to shake you down.
Now while this wasnât a preferred environment, this was manageable; you could look your best friend into his eyes and proudly congratulate him on his wedding. You would be able to get over this and continue to be a great friend. Black hair with an intense facial expression made its way into your viewpoint along with a somewhat tipsy Kevin. Simultaneously the lighter hair of your best friend fought his way through the crowd.
Lee Sangyeon, the man lighting up your mood with simple touch of his fingertips was now signalizing for you to head outside towards the veranda of the pavilion. He exuded patience, yet clearly waiting for a response of you. You nodded and brushed cautiously over your evening attire.
âHii, [Y/N]! Can I introduce this someone to you? This is Juyeon, he might look a bit intense, but heâs really nice to talk to! So, Iâm gone for a sec then!â Kevin started drifting off into a different direction where you stopped him in his tracks.
âCould this wait? Sangyeon needs to talk to me. I think itâs important, Iâll come back though in a bit!â You gifted both of them an apologetic face and made your way around the men towards the going to be groom.
Surely it wasnât exactly clear why he wanted to speak to you, especially on his own. He was still waiting for you after all.
â[Y/N]! What has it been? Like three? Four months? I missed you so much.â, Sangyeon pulled you into his chest abruptly and sighed softly into your shoulder. Engulfed entirely in his figure you never wanted to wake up from this again. Was it now 10 seconds? 15 seconds? Neither he nor you really seemed to let go, taking in all the scents of his that were formerly familiar to you.
âYeah, I think so. You were probably busy planning this all and I just had to work, I guess.â Trying to keep it short was your main goal, appearing distant maybe. He didnât mind at all though. Not discouraged from continuing this conversation Sangyeon pointed at the veranda, showing the only speck of space with little to no crowd.
The veranda was close to closed off to the party. Non distinguishable palm trees in the far distance were playing right into your cards for not having to look into his eyes. Magnetically glowing, thatâs how he appeared. All happy and smiley about the obvious luck he was experiencing. Now again, he sat down with you in the beach chairs without loosing a word.
âThe palm trees are so pretty. You remember me wanting to buy some new plants?â, you tried to invite him to the conversation.
âYou always want to buy new plants, which time do you mean?â Sangyeon grinned to himself. âYou know what? Itâs so weird. Everything feels still so unreal. This wedding, also you at my wedding⌠So weird.â
âI am literally your best friend, where else should I be? Your funeral? At home? Who else is going to charm the hotel staff for some free capri suns and new towels?â Your mouth crinkled up and you let out a soft laugh.
â[Y/N] ⌠You know exactly what I mean!â
âNoo, not at all. Iâm so confused right now, not gonna lie.â Your face finally moved towards his direction, seeing his gentle gaze resting on you.
âDo you remember when we were still in school, and we promised each other we would marry each other if we didnât find anybody else?â His gaze got more intense with each sentence.
âYeahh, kind of. I was probably tired and itâs like ten years ago. Iâm not really sure what youâre trying to tell me.â
âI really thought I was going to marry you. For several years, actually.â, he laughed. âI had such a crush on you and then you met your s/o and all that. Ughh, it seemed so complicated back then. Kind of weird to think about what could have happened if I did ask you out or something.â
âTrue.â, you turned away again standing up and resting against the wooden railing of the pavilion. âBut you didnât so, letâs just drop it there.â The weather as well started rebelling a bit, the wind hugging your figure slightly too tight for your taste.
âWhy are you so cold all of a sudden?â, he whispered closely behind you.
âWell, youâre getting married tomorrow. And youâre telling me about a crush you had on me?â, you croaked.
âI was just being nostalgic, I thought this would be fine with you.â Sangyeon appeared now next to you on the railing, waiting for you to face his concerned dark eyes.
âIt isnât for me. It just feels wrong.â
âWhat feels so wrong about it? It was a long time ago.â
It is here, the bitterness. Bitterness shouldnât even be the correct term, the pain of your heart going into a slump didnât feel like a fitting word. Being reminded again that you will never have a chance again.
âWait or is it not a long time ago for you?â, The voice of his tried to word his next sentence very carefully.
âI went out with them because I thought you were joking. Then when I thought about you, it was always different. It was too late though, you met her.â Only the close ocean along with the wind were hearable, neither you nor he were able to form another thought put into a sentence.
âYou couldâve told me. I wouldâve-.â
âBroken up with her?â
âNo, I-.â
âThen what could you have done?â, you interrupted Sangyeonâs rambling, trembling while speaking. Terribly spiteful with a bite that wasnât too often dripping down your lips.
âThis.â Sangyeon pressed a fluttery kiss against your lips. Slender fingers tapped onto the skin right under your chin, signalizing you to look at him.
The now much calmer atmosphere made you snake your arms around his torso. Heat rose towards your head, longing after a second out in the cold again just to see his lovely facial expression. Your lips broke off and touched once more in an almost hypnotic fashion.
His hot breath started sliding downwards your cheek to your neck, physically making you unable to resist his entrancing presence. Also his hands broached over from your face down to your waist, holding you with the lightest touch.
Sangyeonâs lips darted away from yours, catching you staring deeply into his eyes. The silence felt warm now as well, filled with the slow and recovering breath of the participants.
â[Y/N], I think I still feel that way.â, a rosy blush swept over the manâs face you wanted to hear say these things so many times and so long ago.
âNo. No. No. You shouldnât! I shouldnât either! I have to go.â The reality of the situation caught up to you. This was bad. Incredibly bad. Still the disgusting feeling of hope within this made its way up to your head. Stinging alongside the feeling of remorse, you didnât think clearly, especially now, next to him.
You darted in the fastest way possible from the pavilion up to the hotel to your room, leaving him there.
Today should be the final day. The hopes that already should have been buried a long time ago, crawled up again and clawed its way into your mind. What if he leaves her for you today? Like in those unrealistic rom coms. Yes, again, it was unrealistic.
Leaving her at the altar and running after you. While all those thoughts of hope and wishes came together you found yourself with a stomachache. His fiancĂŠe was an incredibly nice person, sweet and kind along with being a beauty. You shouldnât even dare to think about Sangyeon that way anymore, she deserved a lot more. Quite honestly, you felt pathetic. Who were you to run into their possible future?
Just because of a simple brush over the lips, his eyes staring into yours like no one else existed but you and his soft hands delicately touching your waist. A tap on your shoulder put you out of your trance, â[Y/N]? Can you go up to Sangyeonâs room? He asked for you.â Kevinâs eyes glanced at you with uncertainty. Neither you nor he knew why he wanted to see you.
Even more importantly, why did he need to see you alone? This seemed like dangerous territory after, basically yesterday. Agony rose again, what if he really was going to leave her?
âSure, I donât know why he wants to see me again though.â, you said and left to see the groomâs room. You stumbled more and more over every step closer to the door of the man whoâs going to rip your heart and air out of your lungs. The normally soft laid out carpet felt in this moment like you were stepping barefoot over glass. There was the door, brightly painted in eggshell paired with the digits of the hotel room.
Before you could reach the door to knock on it, light brown waves greeted your overtly surprised face.
âYou clean up well.â, Sangyeonâs rang in your ears clearer than freshly hung-up laundry in your nose. His previously concerned face curled up into a faint smile.
âSame goes for youâ, you tried your best to hide the very apparent frog in your throat, âSo, why do you need me?â
âJust needed to see you before going out there, I guess.â, his voice got a lot quieter. It got silent.
Not sure if a said word was necessary, you plopped down on a small, velvety stool. Every whisper was to be heard. An otherness surrounded Sangyeon, like he wasnât there anymore, and his thoughts took over his being. You scooted closer towards him, just wanting to see him up close for the last time like this, smelling his earthy cologne from this distance.
âWhy are you doing this to me?â, your voice went close to hoarse after the question. He was just as silent as before. No sound, nothing. This torment of a weekend was supposed to end with no gratification, not feeling free from this feeling on your chest? Your hand slid over his, the most desperate attempt to get his attention while also experiencing his touch again. Sangyeon jerked his hand back and returned to his absent posture.
âWhy do you want to hurt me like this? I am your best friend, and you use me like Iâm nothing.â The lack of power you had now made you sink down to the beige teddy carpet. Small tears started swelling up in your nearly dry eyes, kind of contradictory, yet the more tear drops rolled down your cheeks the rottener and hollow you felt.
âYou were my best friend until you-.â, he stopped midsentence, âmade me feel things again I didnât need, I didnât want.â Also his face was wet, ridden with tears making his usually calm and cheerful persona look like a painful insult.
âYou asked me here. It hurts, Sangyeon. I canât make it stop hurting, I donât know what to doâ, you reached for him again, âCould I ever be enough for you?â He returned your former attempts to stroke your face. Cornering both of you, the air trapped you in the toxins of heartbreak and hopelessness.
Once again, Sangyeonâs hand glid over your soft skin and halted on your face. Glaringly staring into each otherâs eyes, you were there again. The day before, yesterday. Close to baring the soul of each person present.
â[Y/N], itâs not about being enough. It never has been. I have made a commitment I already broke, IâŚI canât do thisâ, he sighed, âyou know I love her.â
âI thought you loved me as well.â Overwhelming nothingness overruled you, almost scaring you about this reaction. You werenât crying, yelling nor having any physical reaction at all. It was convincingly numb; the resting hurt would come later. Sangyeonâs head dropped in the dip of your shoulder and neck.
This sort of closeness would never happen again. You feeling him breathing into you while having his comforting heartbeat close to yours.
âI do, but I canât do this to her. I would never do this to her.â, he whispered into your shoulder. A sigh came from his side.
âThen, please. Kiss me, for the last time.â The last part of the sentence left a disgustingly bitter taste in your mouth. This was over, right? His head, which was formerly resting on your shoulder, drifted up and towards yours. Also his expression blank and hollow, like he didnât know anything.
For the last time, his hands cupped your face in a comfortable manner. As always, he felt homely, but he surely wasnât yours ever. Not even waiting a good second or two, the light brunetteâs face came closer to yours. With no hesitation both of your lips touched tenderly, releasing every sort of affection that could be expressed at that second. You inhaled again his intoxicating scent, in the hopes of having him all over you. His now reddened lips moved closer towards your jawline making you gasp for air.
Also, you werenât completely still, constantly shifting your hands up and down over his torso upwards his neck, desperately feeling everything, you can for the last time. Sangyeonâs locks tickled you softly while he suddenly latched his mouth onto your neck right below your ear.
âNo. Please, I just want a kiss on my lips.â, you said lowly, closely resembling a whine afterwards. He complied pretty quickly, leaving you with no thought but him tickling your bottom lip with his warm tongue. With him being this fast, you didnât want to keep him on his toes. Entirely engaged in this moment, hands surprised you again on your waist, wandering closer and closer under the blouse you were wearing. You moaned into the kiss, making him take the opportunity to maneuver his tongue into your mouth.
Similarly to you, he was also stunned for a short moment when you grabbed up onto some strands of hair. A sigh left his now plump lips, a need of fresh air arrived onto both of you. Yet this was short lived, his hands captured your chin and attached his lips again onto yours in a matter of mere seconds. A bell rang, close footsteps to be heard across the floor reminding you of the situation you were in.
âWhy am doing this? I am so sorry.â, you broke off his lips and took a step backwards at the door.
â[Y/N], we both did this, and it wonât happen again. We just need some time without each other. I think it would be for the best if we donât spend time together alone anymore.â
âAre you doing what I think youâre doing? I donât know what to say. I-.â, His lips captured yours again fast with a lot more force behind his kiss.
A strong arm shut the about to be opened door again and hovered over your head. The other one caught grabbed your chin with an almost contradictory feeling to it, the lightest touch just to shove you into his direction. You sighed into his lips, waiting for him to commit with his tongue one more time. Buttery lips pressed against yours and clang inside your mouth. Fiercely did your tongues meet, ending with him sucking on yours. Wet cheeks batting against each other with no intent of separating, your movement still came to a halt.
âYou know what? I hate this. I want you to be happy, then if it is with her, I will just yâknowâŚgo or uhm mind my business.â, you slurred the last part. It wasnât really one of your most prideful moments. Still flushed with tears and embarrassment you dropped again against the room door.
âI ask for one condition though,â incredibly hearse was your voice after the crying and even more so because of your follow up, âI do not not want to see you for some time, I donât want to have to see your face ever again.â Tears werenât anymore swelling up in your eyes, they never seemed to stop running down with no chance of leaving this conversation with an ounce of self-respect and pride.
It wasnât even really much of a problem to leave him behind for a bit, it most likely would be for the best anyway, yet while his words should only leave a small mark and feel like a ripped off band aid, you felt alone. A sense of loneliness crept stealthily into you leaving you with nothing but a severe feeling of dread.
âIf that is what you want, Iâll respect that.â The room got quieter till you heard the last of his words: âOf course, I still want you in on my wedding though, youâre still my best friend.â Sangyeonâs usual soft and kind smile appeared on his face, seemingly reaching you an olive branch. The former assertiveness and confidence drained through the conversation; you were nothing but a wreck.
âAlright, Iâll be there.â
The ceremony was beautiful. Fairy like flowers were hung all across the beach space, making the place more surreal than it was to begin with. Everything light with a hint of light green and an even lighter lavender tone. The air seemed to have evaporated all the tension and sadness from your face. All across the seats were relatives and friends sitting with a nervously happy face. Ironically, he really thought it was going to be you someday.
âYouâre [Y/N], right? Everyone always tried to introduce me to you. Now weâre sitting next to each other at Sangyeonâs wedding together! Iâm Juyeon by the way.â
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pairing:Â jin x reader / word count:Â 2.6k / genre:Â idiots to lovers, friends (kinda?) to lovers
summary:Â It was her birthday, and she really only wanted one thing.
tags:Â pure unadulterated fluff, maknae line shenanigans
warnings: none, just... alcohol maybe?
Happiest of early birthdays, dearest @taejinnies. Itâs short and itâs sweet and I hope you like it. I love you! (This is completely unedited and Iâm sorry for that, I wanted to get it out for bbâs birthday before I head out on vacation!! I know your birthday isnât until tomorrow - itâs already the 4th here - but I hope itâs okay that itâs early!!!)
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âHobi.âÂ
She drew out the last syllable of her roommateâs name, the wine making her a little bit more tipsy than she probably should have been at this hour. Who cared? It was her birthday, and all of the people she loved the most were in the apartment she shared with her best friend, and she was happy⌠and so sheâd had an extra glass. Sue her.
Hoseok let out a chuckle. âI guess you like the wine Tae got for you? He pretended he was at a small winery in the French countryside the entire time we were in the store picking it out.â
âIâm sad I missed that,â came her solemn reply. âIâll have to thank him for going all the way to Bordeaux for me. Itâs great, though. Have you tried some of it?â
Hoseok shook his head, holding up his cup. âIâve got my trusty rum and coke, Iâm satisfied.âÂ
She hummed in response, her eyes wandering over her friendâs shoulder to look around the room. She heard her name, and turned back to find Hoseok staring at her, eyebrows raised teasingly.
âDonât worry, I asked Jin to come. Just for you.â
âHuh?â She tried to play innocent, but Hoseok simply took a sip of his drink, staring back at her. âWhere is he then?â She finally caved with a pout.Â
Her friend rolled his eyes fondly as he grabbed her by the shoulders. He gave her a little shake as he replied, âYouâre so whipped, and youâve only met him like four times.â
âWeâve met five times,â she muttered, looking away, and Hobi let out a snort. She paused, contemplating. âHow drunk do you think I need to be before I ask him to make out?â
Her friend opened his mouth to respond, but the voice that spoke came from behind her.
âWhy donât you ask him now?â
She turned around in a flash, her eyes landing on the man before her, his eyes crinkled at the sides as he smiled. Even without alcohol, she was usually confident, but ever since sheâd met Jin months prior, sheâd felt a bit like a fraud. She could easily talk to her friends about him, about how hot he was, about how nice he was, about how much she wanted to shove her tongue down his throat⌠but as soon as he walked into a room, she forgot how to function.
Her gaze finally broke from his, eyes wandering up to his hair, parted on one side and falling softly across his forehead on the other. Her gaze traveled down to find him wearing a yellow and white collared casual dress shirt, and it briefly crossed her mind that the only other person who could pull off a shirt like that was Hoseok. On Jin, it looked amazing. It was a shirt she couldnât ever recall seeing him wear in the few months sheâd known him, and a thought suddenly crossed her mind. The last time sheâd seen him, heâd asked, and sheâd told him that yellow was her favourite colour. It was just a coincidence, right? There was no way heâd worn a yellow shirt on purpose because sheâd said she liked that colour⌠Right?
But then his hand was lifting towards her, extending a yellow gift bag in her direction. âHappy Birthday,â he said softly.Â
His free hand lifted to scratch the back of his neck, and she felt rooted in place. She wasnât sober, but she also wasnât drunk enough not to realize the implications. Either heâd remembered, or he just also happened to really love the colour yellow. It was too much for her hazy brain to comprehend.
It wasnât a secret that she had the hots for Jin, and all of their friends told her they could tell he felt the same. When she flirted with him, he would blatantly flirt back, and she knew that there was definitely something there. Still, a voice in the back of her mind was consistently filling her with doubt. It had been three months since heâd transferred to their university, three months since theyâd met, and he still hadnât made an official move. Her friends all told her that maybe she needed to be the one to do it, but she couldnât bring herself to. She was confident, sure, but she still didnât like being rejected.
After a moment passed without her taking the bag from Jinâs outstretched hand, she heard Hoseok clear his throat from behind them.Â
âIâll put this with the other stuff,â he said, and she nodded at him gratefully. He sent her a smile, and she turned back to Jin, hoping her cheeks werenât as flushed as they felt.
âI like your shirt,â she managed, and her stomach flipped as the smile on his mouth grew even wider. She could tell he was pleased with her compliment, and if she wasnât mistaken, there was a soft pink blush dusting across his cheekbones.Â
âThanks. I bought it just for you.â He stated it simply, and the wind was knocked out of her for a moment, before she finally managed to steel herself for a witty response.
âFor me? Didnât I say my favourite colour was puke green?â
Jin let out a barking laugh at that, and she couldnât help smiling, too. âShit. Guess Iâll have to take it back and exchange it, then.â He paused before adding, eyes twinkling, âIâd do it for you, you know.â
The words left his mouth, and she wondered, yet again, if she should just do it. If she should just ask him out first, kiss him first, cross the line first. As he looked down at her, brown eyes sparkling as he teased her, she made a promise to herself. Tonight, she would do it. It was her birthday party, after all. Why not ask for the gift she really wanted?
*****
She did not do it.
What she did do was get roped into taking shots with Jimin, Taehyung and Jungkook - lots of shots. Lots and lots of shots.
Before she knew it, she was drunk, Happy Birthday had been sung, theyâd cut the cake, it was 1am, and everyone was leaving. As she lay on the couch with her head in Hoseokâs lap, all she could think about was how grateful she was⌠and how absolutely exhausted she felt.Â
âIâm going to head out.â
She looked up to find Jin, tipsy but not drunk. Curse him and his high tolerance. He was smiling over at her, a bag of recycling in his hands, and she could do nothing but stare at him for a moment.Â
âHow are you getting home?â Sheâd meant to ask it, but it was Hobi that finally did. He spoke from above her, and she looked up at him before looking back at Jin, waiting for his answer.Â
âTaxi,â Jin shrugged. He lifted up the bag. âIâll take this out on the way.â
âYou should stay,â Hoseok suggested, and she turned to him in surprise. Hoseok shrugged. âTae and Jimin are already crashed in the spare room, but the couch folds out.â
She could feel Jinâs eyes on her. Every fiber of her being wanted him to stay - but with her. In her bed. She somehow managed to stay silent, the sane side of her thankfully warning that that would be a very, very bad idea. Especially with how good he looked now, his hair looser than when heâd arrived, and his shirt unbuttoned more at the top. If she wasnât so tired, sheâd have gone over and messed his hair up some more herself.
âYeah, Iâll stay.â
*****
She woke up in the morning, a soft pounding in her head, her mouth dry. It wasnât as bad as it could have been, and she was grateful for that, but she still had to grab an Advil from her bedside table. She quickly brushed her teeth in the bathroom, wincing at her reflection in the mirror. She could thank her past self for remembering to take her makeup off, at least.
She headed into the hall towards the kitchen to grab some water, but stopped short in her tracks as she saw a familiar, broad back stretching from the foldout bed in the living room. He was sitting up, wearing just the white t-shirt heâd had on underneath his yellow shirt, his hair messy from sleep, and she wanted nothing more than to climb in with him.
âMorning,â was what she said instead, because there was no way she could get to the kitchen without him seeing her.
He turned to her mid-stretch, his face lighting up when he saw her, arms falling back to his sides. âMorning,â he replied back, and when he lifted a hand to rub some more sleep out of his eye, she was a goner. He was so, so cute. How had she let last night pass her by?
âIâm getting some water, if you want some.â She jutted her thumb towards the kitchen, and he nodded. She had meant that she would bring him some, but he stood up to follow her, still clad in his jeans from the night before. âSorry if you were uncomfortable last night.â
Jin shook his head, leaning against the counter as she grabbed the water judge from the fridge, as well as two glasses from the cupboard. âNah, I was out like a light,â he reassured her.Â
She handed him one of the glasses, ignoring the way their fingers brushed as she did so. He thanked her, bringing the glass to his lips, and she cursed herself for being unable to look away as he swallowed. She finally turned to her own glass, but she knew heâd seen her ogling when she caught the soft smirk on his lips.Â
âDid you sleep okay?â
âYeah, it was fine,â came her reply. âDidnât get too much of it, but Iâm alright.â
âYou could always go back to sleep,â he suggested, and she brought the glass back up to her lips with a shrug.Â
âI have a hard time getting back to sleep once Iâm awake,â she admitted. Jin hummed in acknowledgement.Â
âWell, if youâre up for it, we could always do something else.â
She nearly spat out her water, and she watched his eyes widen as he realized what heâd said.Â
âI meant we could play Mario Kart or something,â he groaned, and she could see the tips of his ears becoming red.Â
As she watched him apologize, so genuine and endearing, she finally made the decision. She couldnât go one more day without trying.Â
It was now or never.
âIâm up for anything you have in mind, Jin,â she said softly, making sure to keep her gaze firm on his, trying to convey just exactly what she meant.Â
He seemed to understand almost immediately, straightening his shoulders. âYeah?â
She nodded, her back leaning against the counter as he took a hesitant step towards her. He continued to close the distance, their eyes never once wavering from each other. He was tentative as he reached her, giving her room to back out if she wanted, but as her eyes fell to his mouth, he seemed to realize that she didnât plan on going anywhere.Â
âYou know,â she began, voice a soft mumble. âI didnât get what I really wanted for my birthday.â
âNo? And what was that?â He was staring down at her, his brown eyes twinkling as he asked the question. He was so close now, his mouth inches from hers, and she slowly lifted a hand to his face.
Their noses brushed as Jinâs hand gripped into her waist, pulling her even closer before she whispered, âA million dollars to pay off my student loans.â
It was silent for a moment, Jinâs eyes opening slowly, and he blinked down at her. She couldnât help but giggle, her hand falling from his face to cover her mouth, and she watched as he began to laugh, too.Â
âYouâre the worst,â he whined, his forehead falling to rest against hers, and she couldnât help but loop her arms around his neck.Â
She was still smiling, giggles getting quieter until she was able to speak again. âI think you know exactly what I wanted, Jin.â She paused, her skin feeling electric wherever he touched her. âWhat I still want.â
He moved his face away then, his hands finding the small of her back as his eyes wandered across her face. âI think I have some idea,â he said softly, and she nodded as he closed the distance again.
âDude, Jin! You actually did it? You asked her out? Nice!âÂ
The two of them sprang apart as Jimin and Taehyung entered the kitchen, and she held back an audible groan.Â
âCould you knock?â She cried, her heart still pounding in her chest. Jin leaned back against the counter next to her, his arms crossed as he tried to contain his laughter at her obvious irritation.
Jimin furrowed his brows in confusion. âItâs a kitchen⌠without a door.â
âWe just wanted some Lucky Charms,â Taehyung added, as if that would help dispel the tension.
She sighed, raising her eyebrows at the two men pointedly, and Jimin finally seemed to take the hint, tugging on Taehyungâs arm. âLetâs go to the cafe across the street, Tae, my treat.âÂ
The two of them turned to leave, but not before Taehyung gave Jin a pointed look, eyes flitting between the two of them leaning against the counter. When they were finally out of sight, she let out the breath sheâd been holding, her eyes squeezing shut. It was Jin that spoke first.
âShould I get going?â
She opened her eyes to look at him again, and he gazed back. He sent her a soft smile, and she could have killed her friends for ruining their moment.Â
âUm, yeah,â she said softly, looking down at the floor. âIf you want to.â
He didnât move.Â
She felt his eyes on her, and she met his gaze again, eyebrows raising in question.
âTaehyungâs not crazy,â Jin finally spoke into the silence. âI had planned to ask you out, thatâs why he asked if Iâd done it.â
She short circuited. It took a second before she managed, âWhat?âÂ
Jin let out a soft chuckle. âI was going to ask you yesterday. At your party.â
She stared up at him, blinking slowly, before letting her head fall back with a groan. âFuck. Fuck Jeon Jungkook for roping me into a drinking game,â she whined, and she could hear Jin begin to laugh. âYouâre telling me we actually could have made out last night?â She sounded delirious, but she didnât care - she would never forgive her friends for this one.
âYes,â the man beside her grinned. He took a step forward, and she turned to him again. âWe also can make out right now. Which is what I was trying to do before we were rudely interrupted.â
She couldnât help it as her mouth parted slightly at his words. Sure, theyâd almost kissed just moments before, but hearing him say the words out loud had goosebumps spreading across her skin.Â
âYouâd better fucking do it this time,â she managed breathlessly, and then he was beaming, his smile wider than sheâd ever seen it, and then - his lips were pressed to hers.
It was everything sheâd imagined, but better. He kissed her soft but firm, slow but insistent, his mouth moving against hers in a way that had her entire world spinning. He pulled her in flush against him, one hand in the hair at the nape of her neck, the other firm on her waist. Her fingers twisted into his shirt, pulling him impossibly closer as they kissed each other breathless. She couldnât get enough. They finally pulled apart, chests heaving, and Jin moved to rest his forehead against hers.
âHappy Birthday,â he whispered, and she pulled him back in for another kiss before she replied.
âHappy, indeed.â
*****
tagging @taehyungsupremacy @tae-bebe @snackhobi @moon-write @xjoonchildxâ @hazeltaeâ if you wanna read xoxoxo
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A/N; yâall plz okay this is kinda bad but plz reblog
warning; smut, no actual sex
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You found yourself sitting in a circle in the Burrow, surrounded by your best friends, Ron, George, Fred, and Hermione. Your best friend in the entire world was Hermione, with George being a close second. The only thing that Hermione knew that George didnât, was how in love you were with the fiery-headed boy, something that Hermione relentlessly teased you about. It was quite late, everyone else had gone to sleep except for your little group, and so the five of you had the `great idea` of playing some dumb game where you either had to truthfully answer a question, or take a shot. So far, all of you were at least buzzed, which probably meant that things would get a lil stupid from now on.
âokay. Y/N,â Ron started, giggling along with Hermione, âwhoâs the hottest person in the room?â Ron could barely get out the question between his and Hermione'sâ snickering. You looked around at everyone in the room, pretending to consider for a moment before you spokeÂ
âGeorge.â You stated confidently, smirking at George and earning laughs and giggles from everyone in the room, including him. âOkay go go itâs your turn now!â Hermione encouraged, you chuckled at the sight of tipsy Hermione before turning to Fred and George, who were sitting right beside each other. âAlright, so, this question goes to both of you, causeâ youâre like the same person basically, or whatever, anyways you both have to answerâ You rambled, the amount of shots youâve had catching up with you. George took a swig of firewhiskey before smirking at you. âAsk away, darling.â He replied, his voice covered in a mocking tone for your previous answer. âRight. Biggest kink?â You asked casually, watching as Fred choked on his drink, laughing even harder than Ron and Hermione, and as George burst out laughing along with him, throwing you a wink before telling Fred to go first. âErm- I dunno, I donât think âm really all that kinky, although Iâm quite fond of the idea of a girl wearing a collar for me,â Fred admitted, awkwardly clearing his throat by the end of his sentence. âNo shame in that, Freddie, it is kinda hot if Iâm being honestâ You casually stated, comforting Fredsâ nerves. âYour turn, Georgie~â You sing-songed, looking at George expectantly. George quickly took a shot and inhaled deeply, earning a chorus of âboosâ from everyone else. âCalm down you maniacs, Iâm still gonna answerâ He said in fake annoyance, waving everyone off. He took another deep breath before speaking, âWell, darling, where would you like me to start?â His eyes were locked with yours as he grinned, leaving you damn-near speechless, you had always had quite the flirty relationship with him, but never to this extent. He chuckled at your flustered appearance, continuing on with his answer. âDunno really, mâ into a lot of things, believe it or not. But, I guess Iâll just be basic and say dom/sub dynamic.â He stated casually, shrugging his shoulders as if he hadnât just left you with a million more fantasies.
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The game continued a while, until you all decided that it was late, and you definitely shouldnât get actually drunk in the middle of the night, at the Burrow. You walked up to George and lightly punched his shoulder to get his attention, âWhatâs up, darling?â He asked, stopping his path to his room and leaning onto the wall to talk to you. You cringed at yourself a little before asking a favor, âI donât have any clean pajamas, could I borrow a shirt or something?â George raised an eyebrow and flicked his eyes up and down your body before nodding and waving you into his room. You sat down on his bed as you watched him rummage around in his clothes. Finally, he tossed you an old Nirvana shirt, one that definitely looked good on him, and a pair of boxers. âThere yaâ go, let me know if thatâs uncomfortable or somethinâ, and Iâll grab you something else, yeah?â You nodded and smiled at him before slipping into the bathroom to change, you could smell George on his shirt, he smelled of campfire wood and caramel, a scent you had quickly become fond of when you met him. You shook the thoughts of the hopeless-romantic out of your head, before padding back into Georgesâ room. âHow do I look?â You asked in a sweet tone, twirling around with a giggle. George chuckled before closing his book and looking at you, âsmall. you look small.â He stated, snickering as you pouted at him. âMâ not small, youâre just weird. Now, hush and let me read with youâ You responded, quickly walking over to Georgesâ bed before throwing yourself onto it next to him. He laughed as the bounce of his bed caused the book to fall off, you noticed him shifting uncomfortably as he leaned to retrieve it, the sight of you in nothing but his shirt and boxers- well it was enough to create some discomfort, although you sat next to him, entirely oblivious to how you effected the poor boy.Â
You rested your head on Georgesâ shoulder as he softly read aloud to you, something that he often did to help you sleep, as you always had some trouble falling asleep the first night of a stay at the Burrow. As his smooth voice read the pages to life, you couldnât help but let your mind wonder, thinking about anything and everything you wished George Weasley would do to you. You were pulled out of your thoughts when you felt a pool of wetness start to form- while you were wearing Georgesâ boxers, nonetheless. You shifted a little, trying to subtly rub your thighs together in attempts to relieve the tension. George noticed this exact movement, interrupting himself from his book, âYou alright, Bug?â He asked, smiling sweetly at you. Bug, it was a nickname he gave you when you met, because, as he said, âyou couldnât even hurt a bug, could you?â. You nodded at him and hummed out a âMhmâ, although, what was supposed to be a hum, came out much more like a squeak than you had intended. âAre you uncomfortable? I could grab a different pair of boxers and throw those in the wash if youâd like-â He could barely get his sentence out before you blurted out a panicked âUh- no, no, erm, theyâre fine, thank youâ George raised his eyebrow at you with an amused look on his face, âAlright, mâ gonna keep reading thenâ He stated, shrugging and continuing on with the story. A couple minutes had gone by and youâd managed to calm down enough to act like your normal self, after having mentally cursed yourself for acting so weird when he asked you if you were alright. âGeorgieeee, youâre taking up too much space on the bedâ You whined, staring at him with a pout and puppy dog eyes, he playfully rolled his eyes at you before pulling you onto his lap without a word, your back to his chest so you could both still see the book. âBetter?â He asked in a teasing voice, you only nodded, not trusting your voice not to betray you again. âGood. now, either go back to your regular room, or quit being a brat and let me continue reading, hm?â His voice was still in that teasing tone, and you wondered if he had any clue at all what his words were doing to you. You felt the wetness caused by his words building between your thighs and into Georgesâ boxers, leaving you flushed and flustered. Your lips parted slightly when he casually shifted a bit under you, putting pressure directly onto your clothed heat, and you let out a shaky breath, one that you were convinced George didnât hear, but, of course, he did, simply writing it off as nothing.
Another few minutes passed by of George reading to you as you were on his lap, moving around seemingly every 30 seconds, but you honestly couldnât help it, it was impossible to find a comfy position in the state you were in. Eventually, you heard George take in a sharp breath when you shifted in his lap. âDarling, Iâm gonna have to ask you to stop moving so much, youâre distracting me from the book, loveâ His voice came out slightly strained towards the end of his sentence, and you didnât even think before blurting out, âHow come?â George let out a breathy laugh before responding, âLove, I- well, Iâm sure you can tell, now please let me help you sleep so that we can forget that this ever happened.â His voice still confident as ever, but with some hint of embarrassment behind it. You mumbled out a shy âsorryâ, trying your best to stay still. âNo worries, darling. mâ gonna change into something for sleep, okay?â He waited for you to nod before lifting you off his lap, placing you down onto his bed, and walking over to his clothes. You expected him to grab something and go to change in the bathroom, but, much to your surprise, and, lets admit it, pleasure, you watched as George tugged off his shirt and pants before sliding on some plaid pajama pants, something you always had a soft spot for when he would wear them. Damn, this was certainly not helping your predicament. George placed you back onto his lap and continued reading until you were laying back onto his chest, with your head on his shoulder. âI know youâre still not tired yet, love, but itâs late. You can sleep in here with me but I think Iâm gonna have to put the book up for tonight.â He told you, putting the book on the floor next to his bed, earning a whine from you. He chuckled, âCâmon, darling, you gotta try to sleep.â He said, rubbing his hand up and down your waist before shifting under you to get into the best position to lift you off of his lap. The way he moved both caused his thigh to run up your inner thigh, and for the fabric of his boxers to graze across your clit. A quiet, almost inaudible, whine, escaped your lips at the feeling. George froze all movement when he heard it, trying his best to keep control over the tent in his pants that you hadnât yet noticed. Your hands flew to cover your face in utter embarrassment, you felt tears sting your eyes as you slid off of Georgesâ lap, too ashamed to even look at him. You felt him move to sit in front of you on the plush bed, gently placing his hands on your shoulders, although you didnât dare uncover your face. âBug? Hey, look at me, whatâs wrong?â You could hear the sincerity in his voice, but you were just to embarrassed to look at him. âBuggy, itâs alright I- hell I got a semi from you moving around on meâ He admitted, the last part coming out as more of a whisper than a statement. You let out a muffled groan of embarrassment, still covering your face and you let your head fall forward in your oblivious soulmates chest. He moved his hands around to your back, holding you in a sweet hug. He giggled quietly, âAw, darling,â He started, chuckling a bit before continuing, âI know it was just the friction of it, love, itâs alright, I know it doesnât mean anythingâ He soothed, gliding his hands up and down your back, trying to ignore the pang in his heart that he felt when he said it meant nothing. You sniffled, shaking your head, feeling more tears rolling down your cheeks. You took a deep breath before pulling away from George, and finally looking him in the eye. Your next words came out so quietly that George almost didnât hear them, âit wasnât nothing,â You hung your head in shame, not daring to see Georgesâ reaction. He sat there, in front of you, feeling his entire body buzz with joy at your words. Without saying anything, he tilted your chin up and kissed you. Hard. You, of course, kissed back, you swore you could feel every cell in your body on fire in that moment. After only mere seconds, George pulled back, searching your eyes for a reaction before you could speak.Â
âGeorge?â
âYeah?â
âI think Iâm in love with you. have been since we were kids.â
You stared into his eyes as you spoke, pupils blown, similar to his. You watched as Georgesâ lips turned up into a goofy smile, âIâm in love with youâ He whispered back, pulling you into a heated kiss. He trailed his hand down, letting it rest on your upper thigh, reveling in the way your breath picked up at his touch. You felt him smirk against your lips before he softly bit down, taking your bottom lip into his teeth, coaxing a whimper from you. He smiled as he released your lip from his teeth, leaning down to whisper in your ear. âYou sound so pretty, darling.â Your breath quickened once again at his words, and you rubbed your thighs together, not-so-subtly this time. George gave a deep chuckle, moving his hand between your thighs, centimeters away from where you needed him most. âGeorgie please-â You softly whined at him, trying to move your hips to meet his hand, only to have them pinned down by his other hand.  âBe patient, angelâ He cooed into your ear, earning a loud whine from you at the petname he chose. He breathed out a laugh, âDonât you make such pretty sounds when youâre this needy?â He cooed, feeling your hips absent-mindedly trying to roll into his hand. âNow, can you be good and stay quiet for me?â He asked, moving both his hands to cup your cheeks, making you look at him. You nodded, looking at him with pleading eyes. He cocked his head to the side a bit, âAw, baby, we both know you arenât stupid. You know Iâm gonna need words, doll.â The way he cooed his wishes at you only made you more and more desperate, and you spoke without thinking. âyes sirâ You whimpered, not even having time to regret your words before George let out a shaky breath. âFuck, keep calling me that, right angel?â You grinned at the effect your simple words had on him, you whispered out another âyes sirâ before he crashed his lips onto yours, his hands exploring your body as yours snaked around his neck, tugging lightly at his pretty hair, getting a quiet groan from the freckled boy in front of you. You grinned against his lips, him mirroring your actions. His hand slid down to the waistband of his boxers that you were wearing, he started fiddling with the elastic before you pulled away, breathing heavy. âWaitâ You spoke, trying to catch your breath. He immediately pulled his hands off of you, placing one on your cheek instead. âWhatâs the matter, Bug?â He questioned, also trying to catch his breath. âI- uh- I donât think we should have sexâ You nervously blurted out, Georgesâ eyes immediately softened and you nodded, âOkay.â He said, nodding at you. You could see in his face how genuine he was- how in love with you he was, you wondered why you never saw that before, perhaps you simply werenât looking for it. âIâm gonna go grab us some water, alright? You stay here, cool off, Iâll be right backâ He told you, giving you a kiss on the forehead once you nodded, padding across the floor into the kitchen. A billion thoughts raced through your head all at once, but you could only fully make out one; âThat man is my soulmateâ You allowed yourself to fall back onto the bed, smiling widely to yourself. âHere yaâ go, darling, drink.â George whispered, placing a water glass down on the bedside table next to you. You smiled at him, feeling nothing but euphoric love, and took small sips of your water. A few moments of comfortable silence went by as you leaned against George, the both of you cooling down and rehydrating. âI fell in love with you when we were 16âł George softly stated, looking at you with a goofy little smile on his face. You giggled before responding, ârookie numbers. try 14.â Causing you both to laugh, trying not to wake anyone else up. George put down his water glass, before taking yours from your hand and placing it next to his. He pulled you into a hug, of course you had hugged before, but this hug felt different, it felt like home. George sighed contently, pulling you under the covers for the night.
âgoodnight, Georgeâ
âgoodnight, angel, sweet dreamsâ
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pairing: din djarin x reader (no use of y/n)
Summary: after spending the last 3 weeks on a bounty, din decides to give you the day off, but personal space was the last thing you wanted after spending so much time alone.Â
wordcount: 2.6k
warnings/tags: alcohol, drinking, language? maybe? i dont remember, lots of fluff, mutual pining, mostly from dinâs povÂ
A/N: hi so i have never actually posted a fic before oop. i have them i just ~dont share~ so this is something new to try for now!Â
Mando jumped when the hatch fell open, shaken out of light sleep. His hand immediately fell to the blaster tucked into the holster but froze when he saw her trudging up the ramp. She was holding some sort of drink in one hand, her other arm held out to the side as if she was walking on a balance beam. The girl was muttering under her breath, obviously concentrating way too hard on not spilling whatever liquid was frothing in the glass.Â
When she got to the hull of the Razor Crest she let out an exasperated sigh.Â
âHey Mando!â the girl yelled a little too loud, âIâm home!!â
The Mandalorian said nothing. She leaned against the frame and held the glass out to him, panting and starting to slide to the floor.
âI- I got one for-for you!â
He had given her the day to be off on her own, considering how safe the new system theyâd landed in was known to be. Maker, sheâd spent the last three weeks couped up in the crest by herself. Cabin fever had never really gotten to him, but when he came back this time, bounty flung over his shoulder, it was obvious that it had gotten to her.Â
Heâd felt bad telling her to stay on the ship and only run to the shop when necessary, especially when she butted back in argument. The girl probably didnât realize it was for her own good, a protective measure. She had rolled her eyes in annoyance, but when Mando didnât falter in his stance through the fight she reluctantly agreed. He hadnât meant to leave her alone this long, he truly thought itâd be just over a week, and there was a pang of guilt in his chest for leaving her here like this.Â
In his absence, the girl had thoroughly redecorated the ship. All sorts of⌠things, crafts, maker-knows-whats, were sitting atop crates, hung on the walls, clearly made using whatever sheâd found rummaging through the spare parts bin and in the singular shop connected to the docking bay.
There was a string of little flickering lights hanging across the hull, pieced together from old console controls. It looked like she had sewed together some old fabrics to create some sort of rug, too.Â
The girl herself was asleep on the floor, surrounded by papers covered in writing and doodles. It was a mess- whatever sheâd been writing was scattered and out of order. The kid was tucked under her arm, completely limp and snoring quietly. They looked like theyâd passed out on the spot, mid-activity, on the Crestâs floor. She was wearing an odd combination of clothing heâd never seen before, had she made them herself? The child had a crown woven out of old wires sitting on his head, a matching one had clearly slipped out of her hair.
Mando silently thanked the stars not only for the fact that she was asleep when he got back, but that he had a layer of beskar to hide the smile he couldnât keep from inching across his face. When heâd hired her a few months back to watch the kid and help copilot as needed, the girl had seemed so harsh. Her knuckles were scarred and she sneered when she called him out on his shit. Which she seemed to love to do.Â
In the cockpit, theyâd sit in silence for hours, something the Mandalorian usually valued with others, but he wished sheâd say something. Anything. Occasionally heâd feel her eyes trained on his helmet, or heâd glance back at her to see her clearly thinking deeply about something, but it was never a shared thought. It was quiet.Â
Heâd never admit to it, but he was terrified that she was scared of him. Maker, sheâd seen him come back out of breath and dragging a body behind him. She was always standing by when he was at his worst, catching her flinch out of the corner of his eye didnât make it any better.Â
But there were moments. Moments he was sure she hadnât noticed him watching. Moments when she was soft. There were little things. Like how she always gripped the armrest a little tighter and squeezed her eyes shut right before they landed, or how she places a gentle kiss on the kidâs head every night before tucking him in. He doubted she was aware, but she sticks her tongue out just a little bit and fiddles with her necklace when sheâs concentrating. Sometimes she leaves little reminders around the ship for them both; theyâre always signed with a smiley face at the end.Â
There were a few times heâd caught her humming to herself and dancing around on her toes. She was graceful- he wasnât expecting that. For a fighter pilot with such a callous attitude, she was so delicate. So he stayed back, knowing sheâd stop the moment she knew he was there.Â
Or how she left a third woven crown hanging from his seat in the cockpit. No, she didnât wear a helmet, but it was pretty clear that she hid behind her own layer of beskar, too.
But they had never shared a moment like this: the girl slumped in the door frame, holding a drink out to him with a straw stuck in it. The child toddled over to her.
âHey little dude!â she put the drink on the floor and held her arms out to him. âLook, sorry Iâm back just a little smidgen of a bit late,â she said, words slurring, bopping him lightly on the nose. âI sorta kinda,â the girlâs voice didnât get any quieter as she tried to whisper, âforgot where we were parked.â She shook her head and held a finger to her lips, âDonât tell Mando.â
The Mandalorian let out a sigh loud enough to be heard through the vocoder and her head whipped around to face him. âIâm-â she started to get up, âIâm sorry Iâm a little bit,â she held on to the wall as she stumbled forward, âa little bit late.â With a huff she gave up and sat back down on the floor, but continued to scootch herself closer to him, only stopping a foot or so before his feet.Â
Still, he was silent, and the color seemed to drain from her face. Under the cold stare of his visor, she tucked her head back like a child expecting to be scolded. After a few moments, she glanced nervously around the room, looking anywhere besides where she knew his eyes would be. She couldnât tell the man in front of her was doing everything in his power to stifle a laugh as she struggled to sit up straight.Â
âHey, so youâre actually a reeaallly quiet person,â she said softly, fidgeting a bit, âand I donât know if you know or realize it or not, or if itâs on purpose, b- but when you go all quiet like this I really donât know- I mean Iâm terrible at reading the room anyways- but I canât tell if youâre mad and I just-â
He cut her off. âIâm not mad.â Her face lit up slightly. Honestly, he wished he was angry. He should have been angry. His ship was a mess. But when she sat in front of him like this, he found it hard to be even the slightest bit irritated. Heâd asked her to be back before nightfall, and for once she didnât ask why or argue back.Â
âOh.â She smiled softly then leaned all the way back so that her head skimmed the floor. She reached behind her, grabbing the blue drink and sliding it forward as she sat back up. âIt was fun. Probably not your scene, I donât really know, but the music was good, you would have liked that. You should have come.â
With a sigh, the Mandalorian rose to his feet and held a hand out to her, offering to help her up. She smiled again and let him pull her to her feet, immediately placing a hand on his shoulder to steady herself. His hand landed on her waist to keep her upright. âI donât really do parties.â
She looked up at him. Somehow, even in her intoxicated state, she always managed to look him directly in the eye. âYeah, I know. Sorta figured. To be really honest with you though, neither do I, I just wanted to do something a little bit different, yah know?âÂ
âI know.â
They stood there in silence for a minute, then she rested her head against his chest. He froze. Sheâd never shown an ounce of affection, let alone stand together like this. He knew she was drunk. He guessed the girl wouldnât remember this in the morning. But still, he held her tightly and savored the moment. It couldnât have been comfortable, but she leaned against him anyway.Â
âBut the credits Iâd give to see you dance in this tin-man suit,â she knocked on his chest and giggled.Â
âI donât really dance.â
âLiar. You can so dance. No way youâre that quiet and sneaky and canât.â Her nose scrunched up as she scoffed at him, poking at his chest plate. âMe, however, whew, you really donât know what you missed, shiny. Youâre holding the worst dancer on this side of the galaxy.â
His head cocked to the side and he paused, watching her poke fun at herself, thinking of all the times heâd caught her tiptoeing around with the child. All the times she would sing quietly and swing her hips while out and about. The words slipped out of his mouth before he could stop them, âNo Iâve seen you dance, you dance all the time.â
Her lips parted as a confused look fell across her face. He couldnât fully read her expression, but it was clear a million thoughts were flooding her brain. He was instantly worried that heâd offended her. Not only had he invaded her privacy- he admitted it to her face. He worried sheâd step away and the moment would end, that sheâd go to bed and leave in the morning, taking her pay and her bag. But with one eyebrow raised and a soft smile playing across her face, she wrapped both arms around his neck.Â
âSo I guess you owe me one then, huh? I brought you back a drink and everything.â
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You picked up on his almost inaudible laugh even through the modulator. Sure, youâd had a few drinks. You had been a little past the point of tipsy as you neared the Crest, but you were coming to your senses now. Were you over-exaggerating your state of mind? Most indefinitely. You couldnât help it, though. The last 3 weeks had been an absolute shit-show.Â
You were fine until the end of the first week, then you started to get worried. The thought of him kept you up at night, so you told yourself that there was no way you could have possibly missed him. You only cared because this was your wellbeing now. I mean, before you got this position you spent every minute alone, too. This wasnât any different.Â
Except that it was. And you hated that it was. This was just supposed to be another job. Somehow this man in a metal suit had weaseled his way into a soft spot in your heart.
Heâd been so patient. Sure, you knew how to fly a ship, and youâre not clueless when it comes to mechanics, but this ship was unlike anything youâd seen before. So he taught you.Â
When he came back bloodied and bruised, heâd explain exactly what he needed you to do. In one instance he had gently guided your hand, slowly realizing he didnât have to patch himself up anymore. Maybe he liked having you there. It was impossible to tell; maker, the few times youâd tried small talk it seemed to push him away even further.Â
But you didnât want him further away.Â
You wanted him right here.
Figured that one out week two.Â
Week three the kid decided you didnât need sleep. He cried and whined until you hung up that makeshift strand of lights. Then he sat and stared up at them like they were the most beautiful thing in the galaxy. So you made more things to pass the time. And more. And more.Â
You donât even remember finally falling asleep, so waking up in the cot was a surprise. You slipped out of bed to figure out what was going on but stopped dead in your tracks when you heard him laugh.
The hatch to the cockpit was open, and from the low angle, you could just barely see the child sitting on the Mandalorianâs lap.Â
âIt looks cute on you, kid.â The baby giggled and reached out for his arms. The wire crown was sitting on his head again. âHow does mine look?âÂ
The crown you barely remembered making for him during the third-week fever dream was clearly resting on his head, atop the helmet and all. The baby cooed.
When you landed he practically announced that the day was yours and you were free to go off and enjoy yourself. You thought about asking him to tag along but worried itâd be overstepping. Maker, the man had to have been just as, or even more, exhausted as you. Your pity didnât run too deep, though. You knew it was selfish, but you hoped that maybe heâd want to be with you.
You tried your hardest to not seem disappointed when you turned to see him still in the hull as you strode down the gangway. You walked to clear your mind before popping into a cantina, which ended up being the center of life, and finding peace with the bottle.Â
The buzz had almost completely worn off by now, and you were back. And he was back. And he was holding you like he couldnât risk letting you go.Â
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He looked down at her and let out a sigh. âNext time, sweet girl. We need to get you to bed before youâre out on the floor.â
Her face flushed pink at the sound of his words. Stars, at least he hoped that was why. He could practically see the wheels turning behind her eyes asking, âsweet girl? When did you get so soft on me?âÂ
She pushed up on her toes, flattening her body completely against his. Her arms were still around his neck, and he carefully brought his hands together behind her waist. Had he not been wearing the kriffing helmet he would have been able to feel her breath against his neck as she nestled herself impossibly closer.Â
âCan I tell you a secret?â she whispered.
He gave a curt nod, his body stiff and tense under her.
âI wanted to leave the second after it started,â Her voice dropped even lower and her eyes fluttered shut, â... figured itâd be more fun here with you.âÂ
His heart stilled as he realized her invisible beskar helmet had been lifted. He hoped it fell from her shoulders and rolled down the ramp, was lost in the night, maybe even stolen by scavengers, never to be seen between the two of them again.Â
She could feel his grip on her back tighten as his head relaxed onto her shoulder.   Â
âTomorrow night weâll stay in,â his voice was just loud enough to pass through the modulator. Â
A smile crept across her face, âIâll hold you to it, Mando.â
âIâm a man of my word.â
âI know.â
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