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We had to do a diversity exercise at work today and the (white) proctor asked all the teachers if we knew anyone who felt like they belonged to two groupsā¦ except the entire room was female teachers of color it felt so fucking stupid
#I also talked about my experience as a levant American lesbian in diaspora and how I felt so torn#identifying a certain way where Arabic is still foreign to me and Iāve never been to Lebanon#but the people on the news being bombed look like my mother and everyone keeps mispronouncing names of places that Iāve known since I was#a child#and how I donāt feel Lebanese enough to say anything meaningful but just enough to hurt deeply and personally#especially when people use āthey hate gay peopleā as a gotcha knowing love from my mother and my grandmother#and how I feel torn#and she nodded sagely and said her husbandās family moved to the Middle East when he was younger and even though heās white he feels like#itās his home#so he feels torn because he understands both sides#and I felt like walking out of the meeting right there
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i can't talk to you when i'm like this
steve harrington x fem!reader
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warnings: warnings: no use of y/n, established relationship, reader has a history of shitty ex's, steve accidentally makes reader cry, a lot of angst regarding past relationships (feelings wise), steve's shitty childhood & terrible dad (brief), fluff at the end (yes because i am a softie)
summary: steve never raises his voice at you, but the first time he does, you canāt find it in yourself to tell him what's really bothering you when youāre seconds away from breaking down.
You hate how the tears coming springing to your eyes the second Steve raises his voice a little too loudly beneath his already apparent annoyance.
Your brain blanks out the second it bellows against the walls and comes hurtling down to your eardrums. It feels like glass shattering in a million different ways, cutting you open and killing you with a thousand cuts.
Heās frozen in front of you, blinking with a look of oblivion on his face because heās waiting. His arms still held wide open after he asked a question: one that was posed with a tone too sharp for your liking.
āWhy are you making it such a big deal?ā
His usually sweet and gentle tone was long gone, or at least thatās how you heard it. Instead, it dribbled with irritation and resentment meshed all in one. The kind that sounded like he was fed up and wanted nothing to do with you anymore.
He was just trying to do a sweet thing by picking you both up some coffee and yet here you were starting an argument ā you always had to ruin a good thing.
Your teeth dig into your gums, trying to find any way to hold off on the waterworks that you know are about to pour any second now. Cloudy orbs shoot down to your bare feet, trembling against the floorboards while you excuse yourself from the kitchen.
āIām g-going to the bathroom.ā
Your voice is delicate yet not the kind that Steve knows like the back of his hand ā the one where you keep it so quiet like an oath when you whisper you love him when you think heās asleep and no one else is around to hear it.
This time the oath is broken, cracked, just like your voice, torn at the seams between fear and panic. Its edges are frayed and tattered, and its tenderness that is usually formed out of affection is long gone as it cuts through your chest and causes your back to heave as you walk away.
He knows he messed up.
Itās stupid. You shouldnāt be so worked up over the barista leaving her number on Steveās cup. But you are. Youāre worked the hell up and you want him to understand why it is such a big deal to you.
Itās upsetting because you shouldnāt be this wound up and insecure. You know Steve would never even dare to dial the numbers left on the cup, let alone remember the name she left on there. Heās head over heels in love with you the same way you are with him ā yet you just donāt get it.
You donāt get the way this makes your insides turn and the thoughts to start whirlwind in your head. At first you were just upset about the number, maybe even just mildly irked ā but then the second Steveās voice came to you like thatā¦ thatās when you entirely forgot how to even tell him how you felt.
Now you just felt stupid for making it such a big deal and turning it into this.
āBreatheā¦.ā you murmur to yourself jaw trembling as you try not to tense.
The tears finally roll when your back collides with the bathroom door and your shaky fingers lock it shut. Your heart feels like itās on fire, one that consumes your entire being and engulfs you in the bluest blue instead of the blazing red.
The only thing keeping you from collapsing is the door thatās holding up your weight and itās not long after that the person you love yet are avoiding is on the other side making it more difficult for you to attempt to make it seem like itās not a big deal.
āB-babyā¦ Iām so sorry.ā
The apology comes in an instant, and you could almost feel his breath hitting your neck from behind the wood. You know itās genuineā¦Steve has never ever made you cry. You feel now like youāve taken everything out of proportion ā you shouldāve just giggled and said āoh thatās cute! too bad youāre my boyfriend!ā
All of the things you wished you would have said play in your mind like punishment for the way youāve acted. How you know youāve turned the tables on him and made him look like the bad guy when he was far from that.
He was just shocked to come home and hand you your favorite drink only to be asked about the barista he barely gave his attention to. Your accusing voice after he did something nice wasnāt something he was expecting.
Your throat tightened, eyes squeezing shut as you tried to cover it up and make it seem like you werenāt upset. You shuffled from the door, towards the sink, turning it on yet making no move to put your hands under the water.
āIām fine! IāI just had to wash my face!ā You lie, trying to cover your tracks as if Steve doesnāt already know it.
Thereās been times when things have upset you, not things that Steve has done, but things that life throws at you and most of the times you hate how wound up you get. Without failure, you sneak away, just wanting a moment by yourself to cry without anyone feeling bad for you or asking questions because theyāll never get it. They donāt understand that the littlest things can trigger something inside of you to completely shut down from the rest of the world.
No one gets itā¦ but Steve does.
āBaby,ā His voice is stronger this time, yet tender, āplease, can I come in? Iām really sorry, I didnāt meanā¦ā
Your fingers finally come in contact with the frigid water, dabbing the droplets over your eyes attempting to get them to settle instead of looking like you were just crying. Thereās a sniffle that comes from you as you clear your airways and a pathetic smile that you press onto your face to try to hide how youāre really feeling.
The water shuts off and youāre opening the door, cutting his apology off altogether.
āIām fine, Steve!ā
Your voice isnāt swaying even with the volume it carries and neither with the faint laugh you give him when you meet face to face. Your lashes still bear the droplets of salt and your cheeks tinted red with the path theyāve traveled down.
He can feel the pain in your voice and see the wobble of your chin as you hold back everything inside. He hates that you feel like you have to mask how youāre really feeling when, in actuality, you should be furious at him for what he did.
āBaby,ā
Sadness joins his concern, and he doesnāt bother to hide it ā heās not sure he can when his eyes leak the same emotion, āBaby, youāre not fineā¦I know youāre not fine.ā
You scoff, rolling your eyes unconvincingly. āI literally am, babeā¦ itās cool. Everything is fine.ā
He knows that now youāre trying to reassure yourself rather than him. Trying to play it off and make it seem like everything was okay. Like heās just supposed to accept it and let you hold everything inside like torture when thatās far from what he wants.
Your attempts to brush past him are futile when his hands come out to hold your shoulders, his fingertips kneading your tense skin. He can feel the blood rushing from under your clothes and itās not the kind of warmth you usually carry ā you are blistering and if he looks hard enough, he can see the way your chest is trying to level itself out as you hold back.
It takes everything in you to not draw your eyes away from his because you donāt want him to know that youāre still feeling it. Feeling stupid and at the same time nothing at all because you donāt know what to feel anymore. Thereās a whirlwind of emotions and none of them you can put a finger on because youāre just lost.
You just donāt want him to think youāre crazyā¦ like you reacting to him raising his voice like that was something that would daunt him away.
One of his hands stops its movement on your skin, raising up to your cheek and cradling you gently. Thereās a crease between his brows and his eyes seep with regret and guilt. His lips part and the words that leave them come in whispers and fragility ā croaks and cracks guiding them.
āEverything isnāt fineā¦ I acted like an idiot and raised my voice at you. Iām sorry baby, IāI never meant to do that on purpose. It just came out, but that isnāt an excuse.ā He shakes his head at himself disappointingly because he knows better.
Steve was far from perfect in his own eyes, but he knew better because all his life if there was one person he didnāt want to be like, it was his dad. The dad that used to scream at his mother, and scream at him, and scream at the world when everything went wrong, and didnāt know how to talk if it wasnāt screaming.
Heād never forgive himself if he made you feel that way or even became a smidge of what his father was. But it wasnāt him who he was blaming for this ā this was all Steve himself, and he knew that. Accountability needed to be taken from himself because the only person he was hurting was you and it was going to be okay.
Not in the heat of the moment, not ever.
You hadnāt even noticed you had tugged your bottom lip between your teeth, the faint taste of iron trickling onto your tongue when you realized you were biting down on the skin too hard trying to stop yourself from crying.
āIām sorry, Iām so sorry baby, please justājust tell me how to make it better.ā His voice pleads and reasons, wanting to make it right with you anyway he could.
You close your eyes, letting the tears fall as you feel his thumbs wipe them away. Heās done this times before, wiping away your tears that had spewed from anotherās doing. Never did he ever think he would be the cause.
āI-itās nothingā¦ itās stupid, Iām stupid and dramatic.ā You swallow thickly, sniffling and twisting your fingers in your hand to fight off the lingering feelings.
He shakes his head. The obvious look of disapproval for your words covers his face because this was far from your fault. Sure, he was bewildered about the whole incident, considering he didnāt even know the number was left there until you brought it up, but for him to not know how to convey his frustration better was the real issue at hand.
Not the accusation, not the stupid number, not the oblivious girl who left her number: it was him, Steveās idiotic actions that got you both here.
āStop, donāt talk to yourself like that.ā He insists, staring deeply into your eyes, searching for a reason why you were blaming yourself,
Your jaw shakes roughly before a sob rips through your mouth. Tightening your eyes to try to get the tears to stop, yet they donāt cease no matter how hard you try. Frustration builds inside of you because you should be over it by now. The fact that he apologized and was here trying to comfort you should be enough.
But something inside of you wonāt let it die. The silence is filled with the memory of his voice shouting at you and the face that he stared back with.
āIāI donāt want you to think thereās something wrong with me.ā You croak, covering your face and turning away from him to save you the embarrassment.
But he strays to where you are, sticking beside you with a comforting hand resting on your back, āSweetheart, nothing isāā
You sob one more, this time with a grunt that is direct to yourself. Stomping your foot against the cold tiles, your hands come down to grip the edges of the counter tightly. Your reflection in the mirror is only half of what you feel, and when Steve steps behind you, all you can see is guilt, but at the same time patience knowing heās ready when you are.
You try your very best to at least keep your sobs at bay just enough for you to speak through them and for him to understand.
āYouāre not gonna wanna be with me anymore knowing I canātāI canāt talk to you when Iām like this! I donāt know why, but I canātā¦ it makes me feel stupid, like Iām crying over something so tiny and now Iāve totally forgotten why we were even arguing in the first place.ā
He clicks his tongue, shaking his head and reaching in front of you to bring your hair back and away from your face. His eyes keep yours in the mirror, watching at you with such a gentleness that even now doesnāt falter.
āWe werenāt arguing. I was just dumb and raised my voice when you were asking me about it.ā
You move your sights from his to the bottom of the sink, shaking your head, āNo, b-but I shouldnāt have reacted like that and made you look like the bad guy when yoāā
Your voice is traveling faster than you can think, spewing out words so hastily like you have to make him understand that itās not his fault, but yours. It takes your breath away, hiccuping and coughing between a sob that leaves your mouth and bobbles in your chest.
Steveās instantaneously rubbing your back, shushing you and trying to get you to calm down knowing you going on and on like this wouldnāt do you any good. He understands that you feel a lot of things very deeply and sometimes it isnāt an easy task to get them all out at once: he knows it and heāll spend forever with you until you got it all out.
āHey, hey, baby, cāmonā¦ breathe,ā He coos, his palm never stilling on your back feeling the deep breaths in and out, watching the tears fall down your cheeks and drip onto the counter.
Itās a kind of scene he hates to see, the one he wishes he could take from you and shoulder instead because watching you in such a state breaks his heart more than he could imagine. And this time it stings a little more knowing that he not only cannot shoulder your pain, but was the one creating it this time.
āTalk to me, please. Whatās going on? Whyāre so you upset at yourself and not at me?ā He begs, trying to get a glimpse of what youāre feeling so he knows where the root is.
āB-becauseā¦ I made it such a b-big deal.ā You hiccup.
When you swipe angrily at your eyes with a ferociousness, thatās enough to make Steve step in and take it from here now that he knows where youāre coming from. A warm hand comes down onto your shoulder, pulling at you just enough for you to face him completely, weakly hanging your head low not knowing if you were strong enough to see him just yet.
āYou didnāt make anything a big deal. I promise, weāre okay.ā He whispers quietly, cupping your face in his hands, and bringing you face to face, āYouāre not stupid and I could never think that you were. Youāre human honey. Itās normal for you to be upset by things.ā
āB-but Iā¦I donāt want you to think you did something wrongāā
He stops you with a shake of his head. āBut I did. I did something so wrong. I yelled when I shouldnāt have, and I made you feel like shit.ā
Steve desperately needs you to know it. That this was his fault and no one elseās. That him making you feel like crap was the worst thing he could have ever done, but he was willing to man up to it and try to make things better, and at the same time he would understand if you wanted nothing to do with him after this.
Still, even after his words, youāre somehow even angrier at yourself, mind blaring at you for being such a dramatic person for making him go out of this way with all of this. That this was surely your fault and yours only, and if you didnāt take it off his plate, it was just something he would use against you one day to realize that he didnāt want to be with you anymore.
Itās what they all did ā held it over your head and made you feel like you were wrong for feeling how you felt, so instead it was best not to feel anything at all. To hide it away and hope that being noncombative meant that everything was going to be okay and it wouldnāt give them a reason to run.
āI-itās my faultāā You pinch your eyes, gulping back a cry as you shake your head in his hands.
His brows pull together, eyes squinting at you, not completely understanding why youāre doing this.
āHey, stop, itās not your fault. Donāt do that. Donāt take the fall for me,ā Steve assures you with a sternness to his soft voice, continuing to wipe the seeping tears.
Somehow you canāt let it go, āButāā
āBut nothing.ā He starts, his voice composed yet unyielding in his tone.
He canāt stand it, clutching your face a little firmer, hoping that you would peek your eyes open to see him because he desperately needs you to. The second you do, your face twists again with heartache, praying that he would just let you go and walk out already, because by now, he probably thinks youāre insane ā thereās no way heās not thinking it.
His lips part, trying to find the right words to say, needing the perfect ones to get through you because he hates how you wonāt let him take the fall, the one he so rightfully deserves to come crashing down on. You are everything to him and in some ways the feelings that you feel hit him right in the heart, and right now is no different, but thereās a wall between you both and his only goal is to knock it down completely.
āIāI donāt know why you feel like you have to protect me, but I promise you donāt.ā He whispers, watching as you try to calm yourself, little sniffles going in and out and broken cries leaving your mouth.
His thumbs rub back and forth across your cheeks, soothing your withering skin. Slowly but surely your cries die little by little, eyes fixed on his, trusting that he means everything that he says, because Steve isnāt like the others ā something that you shouldāve known judging from his character alone.
āIf I do something that makes you upset or sad, you should be able to voice that, not keep it in. I donāt ever want you to feel like you canāt tell me when Iāve done something wrong. IāI want you to feel safe and okay around me, enough to know that my love for you isnāt gonna change, just because you bring something up. You have every right to be upset, and angry, and disappointed, everything.ā
He says it like he means it and you know itās because he does. He lets every word hang from the stars as if he put them up there, and points them out just for you to know that they are there and true, because thatās all he ever wanted. For you to know that every word he speaks comes from his heart, and no matter how many times he needs to repeat it, heāll do it over and over again, just so you know itās real and until you believe them and know he wonāt ever break them.
āDonāt ever blame yourself for me, please? I-I donāt want you to do that to yourself because Iām here andā¦and every time I fuck up or make a mistake, I swear Iām gonna own up to it and try to fix it. But Iām not gonna let you take the blame, okay?ā
Being with Steve for so long still feels so new, especially when you know he isnāt like the rest of the boys from your past. Heās patient and kind with a big heap of understanding. Like everyone else in the world, heās guilty of his own poor moments, but heāll be damned if he takes that out on you or makes you feel like itās your responsibility.
āIām so sorry, baby.ā He murmurs, letting his hands fall away from your face, letting you decide what the next move is.
The tears that escape are more so in between the remains of the sadness being washed away with tears of love and gratitude. Your arms wrap around his torso, pulling yourself into him and burying your face into his chest where the tears soak through his chest. Without a second thought, his arms envelop you, rocking you both back and forth as he presses kisses on the top of your head.
It mends your heart not merely because heās just sorry, but because you didnāt get plenty of sorries before. Left only with sweeping things under the rug and pretending like nothing ever happened ā it never solved anything and never gave you much.
But Steve gives you everything and so much more.
A big chunk of you feels like you donāt deserve him because he seriously is the best person with an even better soul wrapped up into one and yet he chooses you ā every day. He sees you through all the good and the bad and never makes you feel like youāre alone even when you could be a distance away when youāre right beside him.
When you talk too much, say too little, or sometimes say nothing at all ā heās there giving you a listening ear and comforting shoulder to lean on whoever you need it. And on the days when you canāt talk to him when youāre like thisā¦ heāll wait until youāre ready and show you that heās always going to be there every step of the way.
Heās everything you could have asked for and more.
You pull your face away from hiding, resting your chin up on his chest as you stared up at him.
āIām sorry too. IāI shouldnāt have been so indifferent earlier and just told you what I was feeling from the get-go.ā You sniffled, rubbing your hands over his back, smiling faintly when he nodded understandingly.
He knows that sometimes he might not quite get it, might not see things in the same light as you, but he would never try to dismiss your feelings. He would sit beside you through the storms and sunshines, knowing that he was learning more about himself and you with you in his life.
That because of you, the younger version of himself got to heal his deepest wounds and open himself up to a love he only through he could dream up. You were here making him a better version of himself, all while he was doing the same for you. Showing you that the scars and fears of your past didnāt have to live in the next person you met ā that you could let it go and open yourself up to the love you deserved.
His love.
āI forgive you only if you forgive me,ā Steve grinned, swiping away at the dampness on your cheeks.
You grinned, nodding up at him. āOf course, I forgive you.ā
āI love you so muchā¦ nothings ever gonna change that.ā He hummed, cupping your face, taking you all in for the person he loved so dearly.
You closed your eyes blissfully before a kiss was placed on your lips.
āI know, I love you too.ā
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a/n: hi all, I hoped you like this little one-shot/imagine... i had this one sitting in my wips for awhile and it was nearly finished but I didn't have the inspiration to finish it until now. I don't usually write angst bcs i am a fluff girl, but this concept just came to me bcs like a lot of people when someone raises their voice at me...i just freeze and i don't know what to make of it and i just start crying. i think steve would be super apologetic and i wanted to write this bcs i needed some stevie!comfort so yeah... i hope you all enjoyed!!!
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hi dee heehee... finking about celebrating changbin's birthday w free use.. being his 24hr free use bunny for the birthday boy
ohmigosh Iām literally so sorry Iām only getting to this now š tw. free use & lots of nasty ?!2!
Changbin woke up to such a wonderful surprise the morning of his birthdayā seeing you already up, sitting beside him like a patient dog with wide eyes, sitting on your calves with a beautiful array of breakfast foods on a plate. He couldnāt help but immediately smile, sleepy eyes falling upon your cute expression, then slowly the pearly white lingerie set you wore, making him lift his head higher, interest peaked. You blushed but stood as proud as you could, presenting both a tray of food and yourself to him. āHappy birthday!ā Changbin couldnāt really respond, too stunned that you were dressed like this atā yep, way too early (7:50 a.m.)
He sighed, taking it in one more time before finally speaking, āThank you, babyā¦ can you explain why youāre soā¦ fuck, exposed?ā You pouted slightly, a little embarrassed with yourself, you played with the little bows on the end of your corset-like top, the sheer fabric of your tights clinging to your upper thigh, bulging the fat of your leg. He shamelessly stared, completely blind to the tray of breakfast between the two of you. He could already feel himself getting hard beneath the thin sheet along his body. āFor your birthday Iām letting you have me however you want!ā You almost squeak like a rabbit, beyond embarrassed with harsh, red cheeks. āWhat? What do you mean?ā Heās making you repeat it, maybe because he genuinely doesnāt understand but a small part of you knows that heās well aware of what you were saying, āBinnie, Iām letting you have me however you want for the next 24 hours.ā You somehow managed to speak without a single fumble over your own words, staring into the manās big brown eyes.
He didnāt need much more explanation before he was pouncing on you (making sure to take the tray of food off the bed first, of course). He wastes no time before heās slipping your sheer, white panties to the side and ravishing you. Changbin finds this idea of yours to be the best present everā you couldāve settled for the new colognes he was talking about, or maybe the weight set he was hinting atā this was better. In every single way. He relishes the way you feel as he stretches you with the sheer girth of his cock, youāre dripping and heās clearly on a set mission to finish.
You wear the cute set all day, some of it already torn or a little messed up from the morning. You wear it because with 24 hours in a day that leaves a lot of room for more sex. And knowing Changbin that would happen quicker than most would expect. Youāre wiping down your body from bodily fluids and spit when he bends you over the counter and tells you, āLove ya, baby. Happy birthday to meā¦ā when he stuffs his stiff cock into you for the second time. When heās done this time he kisses your face till youāre coherent enough to stand and wobble toward the kitchen.
Two hours later he has you draped over the countertop of the kitchen island, legs spread so your thighs hug the side of his face just right. Lips pressed against your clit as he drowns himself into you. Again and again until youāre delirious with overstimulation.
Again another hour later when he lets you cock warm him for another almost painful hour, being stretched and filled without a single movement. Just torturous waiting. Youāre beginning to think this was a bad idea considering it was barely 3 pm. You shook with so much pleasure the first buck of his hips into you after an hour of cock warming made you unravel on top of him. Practically a puddle on his chest. āBunny, you okay? Hm?ā He kisses your temple like this was nothing, like he had enough stamina to last him the rest of the day then the next. You nod, wiggling yourself upward by the palms of your shaky, sweaty hands, āKeep going, Bin.ā
Changbin laughs at you, āSomething tells me you like being my little free use bunnyā¦ā You clenched around him at the sound of his slow drawl, his lip quirking in a smile as he nodded in understanding. āFace down, ass up, sweetheart.ā
Youāll end the night by making him a birthday cake, sitting it on the table with all the candles and decorations youād been dreaming about all day. Wearing a new pair of panties now since heād soaked the last ones, a bow along the hemline of the undies. But instead of indulging in the cake he ravages you one last, incredible time. Heās nasty with it, smearing cake frosting along your lips before demanding you suck his cock. Your nails dig into his thighs as his hand interlaces between your hair, gripping it hard enough to burn your scalp. The glasses he wore slipping to his nose as his lips parted.
Then just before he cums, he lifts you by your hair and lays you on the wood of the table; stuffing himself into you with a hiss and sloppy moan. Youāre already dripping wet from previous orgasms and his own juices, but now you feel insanely slippery. He kneels down to your face, lying on his elbow as he allows you to adjust for a second, āHappy birthday, Binnie,ā You press your hand to his cheek, letting him kiss your palm as his eyes seared into yours, āStill got a few more hours left.. mā gonna take advantage of it, bunny.ā
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sparksā jamal musiala [ J.M ]
how rare and beautiful it truly is that we exist [saturnā sleeping at last]
pairing: jamal musiala x fem!reader
summary: it's the knockout stage for germany for the 2024 euro, and as usual you're there to support your boyfriend, accompanied by some bad weather and a bet to spice up the evening.
genre(s): fluff (as usual)
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notes: I had such a fun time writing this shut upppp shsjssj. this one is for my musiala girlies xx
"this weather is going to be the death of me," you said and took your seat beside your friends sophia and aaliyah who were huddled together in attempt to defeat the crisp yet strong german wind.
you tucked your chin into your scarf, but even then it didn't help. the three of you actually remembered to dress warm for today's match, unlike the last few games where you whole heartedly believed that the rain was just an episode.
before leaving the house sophia had to remind both you and aaliyah to bring scarfs because she had a bad feeling. so here you were, at the stadium in dortmund dressed in a pair of jeans, a cream knitted jumper, and a wool jacket that unfortunately hid your football jersey with your boyfriend's name decorated at the back.
the stadium was bustling and you couldn't believe that supporters still came out to watch football under these conditions, but it was an important match and you were filled with just as much anxiety and anticipation as them.
jamal was all the more excited the evening before when he facetimed you from his hotel room. there was a twinkle in his eyes as he spoke to you about training and how his day had been and it just reminded you of how much you missed him.
sophia and aaliyah agreed with you in that department, understanding just how difficult it was to be separated from their partners this long. but the three of you managed (barely) and showed up to every match together to show your support.
needless to say, the media were having a ball with the amount of content and pictures that were published of the three of you every week. there wasn't any issue with it however and jamal quite liked the fact that he got to show you off, saying that the world deserved to know just how smitten he was with you.
it was about twenty minutes into the first half when you felt a drop of rain hit your hand, having nothing much to do besides groan and deal with it. so far, little progress was made on the pitch despite the three shots on target that germany had.
"good on denmark for putting up a fight, but I'd really appreciate it if they gave up so that we can go home," aaliyah joked and you fought back a smile, while sophia was sat in her seat with a torn expression.
there was a small pout on her lips and by that look you knew that she was worried about kai. her gaze was glued to his figure running on the pitch, mentally cheering him on. "I think the rain is messing with him."
you hummed and lifted your head to look at the darkened sky, your face scrunching at the sight of the heavier clouds blowing over the stadium. the wind had started to pick up now which made the experience even more uncomfortable but you had to endure it.
a smile tugged at your lips as you watched your boyfriend make his tackles. there was just something about watching him play that made you appreciate the sport more, it was enticing. "pure class," you said out loud with a boastful smile.
sophia jokingly scoffed at your comment which caught the attention of aaliyah who felt the need to tease her. "what are you scoffing for?" she asked with a smug smile. "kai missed two goals already."
your lips parted in shock, but you remained silent and proceeded to listen to them go at each other from each side of you.
"yeah, well at least he had the chance. remind me where flo is again?" sophia countered and you let a laugh slip out at the attack on florian who was on the bench.
the teasing didn't stop though, and it got to the point where you had to physically back away because they were both leaning over you to take a jab at the other. the roaring of the fans was soon interrupted by an even louder roar which you recognised to be thunder.
seconds after, the rain got heavier and it was pouring. you heard the whistle blow from the pitch and apparently the match officials were taking an intermission to check if the lightning would be an issue any further.
you felt sophia's hand slip into yours, the chill sending a shiver down your spine. the three of you were nearly drenched and if it was one privilege that you loved then it was the option to sit in the booth at times like these.
it was announced that the match would be suspended until further notice due to the weather ten minutes before half time and your head instinctively turned to look for your boyfriend, to check if he was okay before you got up from your seat.
"and this is our cue to leave," aaliyah said and led you and sophia through the rampaging crowd to the top of the stands where you'd be covered.
the supporters however were doing the exact opposite and rejoicing in the downpourā dancing and waving their flags in the air while some used it as a form of shelter. the sight was anything but ordinary and you couldn't help but bask in the atmosphere.
another boom of thunder sounded through the air causing sophia to jump up beside you, her grip tightening on your hand. the three of you looked up at the sky, awing in unison at the strikes of lightning flashing between the clouds.
there was only one thing on your mind, and it was the need to take a picture. you took out your phone and waited for the perfect moment, practicically spamming the button until it hit the perfect shot.
aaliyah awed at the picture from behind you. "you have to send that to me, that looks unreal."
after a few more minutes and pictures being taken you finally made it upstairs to dry off. both teams were in their dressing rooms as well, probably more scared than ever because of the match interruption. uncertainty hung in the air at times like this, where all they could do was wait.
the door to the family booth that the three of you were sat in just closed when someone opened it again. to no one's surprise entered kai and florian sporting two completely different looks.
sophia's eyes softened at her boyfriend's state, his hair damp and kit looking like it just took a swim. she hesitated for a moment to pull him into a hug for some comfort seeing as he wasn't having the best time on the pitch.
aaliyah on the other hand ruffled her boyfriend's hair and laughed, gaining sophia's attention. "see what being on the bench does? he's as dry as the sahara right now while kai looks like he just drowned."
from beside aaliyah, florian's jaw dropped in offence, at the mention of him being benched which quickly broke out banter between the two while sophia was still comforting kai and giving him some words of encouragement.
watching them interact made your heart swell, making you miss jamal even more. and as if you summoned him, your smiling but breathless boyfriend made his entrance and without time to spare he pulled you into a tight hug.
despite the chill in the air and his body, you were filled with a warmth that you've missed so much the past few weeks. so much that you could almost excuse his audacity to hug you when he was dripping from head to toe.
you pulled away with a smile. "j, did you see the lightning? I can't believe that it's summer right now."
jamal looked at you puzzled, tucking a loose strand of hair behind your ear. "I came here to say that I missed you to the point of an enotional brekdown and you ask me about the lightning?"
your lips pursed at his counter but before you could defend yourself he pressed a quick but much needed kiss to your cheek. "we'll talk later, I just really needed to see you."
he looked up at his teammates who were leisurely enjoying their time with their partners, a look of disapproval on his face. "am I the only one who cares that we're playing an international knockout stage right now?"
"flo doesn't care, he's on the bench," aaliyah said and shot her boyfriend a teasing smile. "isn't that right babe?"
the german supporters in the stands all screamed in victory at the penalty that was given, and to no one's surprise kai was the one who was ready to take it and potentially put them in the lead.
aaliyah leant forward and looked at both you and sophia with a determined smile. "I think it's time for a bet."
a hum of intrigue left your lips at the idea but sophia shook her head. "he's going to get this in... I hope." she looked at her boyfriend who stood uneasily in front of the penalty area.
but a few words were exchanged between the three of you and an agreement was made.
"there's still 40 minutes left," she began and gestured to the pitch. "they're capable I'm sure, but whoever's boyfriend doesn't score has to pay for lunch tomorrow."
your eyebrows raised when she said "lunch". you knew very well that it wasn't just a meal. it consisted of breakfast, a trip to the museum or any activity really, lunch and supper. the loser would have to pay for the entire day, and it was no joke that you three were expensive.
aaliyah was more than confident in florian being subbed on and scoring, sophia was more uneasy than kai at the moment but had hope in her boyfriend, and you didn't really mind paying but you could never back down from a challenge.
the three of you shook on it and watched as kai got ready to take the penalty, everyone holding their breath in unison. it happened in a blink of an eye but the goal had sophia jumping up from her seat and clapping as loud as she could.
"guess I'm eating for free tomorrow," she teased and sat back down to which you rolled your eyes. aaliyah on the other hand shot you a competitive glare, causing you to laugh.
you eased back into your seat and shoved your hands into your coat pocket. "if jamal scores then I'll stand in the rain without my coat on, and if flo scores--"
"miraculously," sophia interjected which earned her a playful slap on the arm from aaliyah who quickly turned her attention back to you.
"then I'll have to? on the pitch?" she asked with her eyebrows raised and you nodded. she ran her tongue over her teeth and shook your hand, loving that you were upping the stakes and adding some more to the bet.
a good 10 minutes of no action went by and you were watching with immense focus, your gaze not trailing from jamal who looked breathtaking drenched in water, and without even saying anything sophia read your mind.
"they look ten times better with water dripping from them on the pitch, it adds something extra," she said bashfully and took her phone out to take a few pictures of kai since he wasn't too far away.
she then looked to aaliyah with a smug smirk. "obviously you wouldn't understand because flo is dryer than the sahara."
you covered your mouth at the retort about what aaliyah said earlier on. it seemed that the two of them never ended their playful banter, and you were always in the middle without complaining because it was genuinely so entertaining.
while they continued to talk, the universe gifted you with this perfect opportunity because you caught a certain someone's attention. he wasn't doing much on the pitch and you took advantage of the moment and gestured to the goalpost.
of course, jamal was confused but he was more than certain that you were asking him to score. he jogged on but kept his attention on you for a moment, and you gestured to the goalpost again, flashed him a loving smile and made a heart with your hands.
from beside you aaliyah let out a gasp. "that's literally cheating! you can't tell him to score."
you raised your hands in defence seeing as jamal had run off and continued to play. "I'm not doing this for me liya, I don't mind paying. and even if he does then I have to strip in this weather."
aaliyah shook her head at you, disagreeing with you wholeheartedly even though you tried to defend yourself. there wasn't much to say since you were being honest. "I told him to score because it gives him extra motivation."
now both sophia and aaliyah hummed unconvinced, to which you sighed.
"he just does better if I ask him to, okay? and he really wants that third goal, so if I ask him to do it then he'll do anything he can to get it."
it was practically scientifically proven (to you at least). jamal was always the type of person to do anything you asked him to, even before you guys started dating. all it took was a smile and he'd make sure that what you wanted was handed to you on a silver platter.
the devotion that he had towards you was unmatched, especially when it came to scoring or performing well on the pitch. no matter how he played, you always sat in the stands with a proud smile on your face and the appreciation that he was yours.
so even if he could barely see you from the stands, a simple gesture to the goalpost was enough of a tell tale that you wanted a goal. and if you wanted something, then he'd get it for you.
"and it's in from musiala!!!"
the german supporters jolted in their sears at the unexpected goal, rejoicing in the 2-0 lead and celebrating the clear advantage they had in heading to the quarter finals. you were the first one out of your seat the second the ball hit the back of your net, not minding the light drizzle hitting your face as you watched your boyfriend celebrate.
of course, he didn't forget about you and made sure to send a heart your way, one that you were more than happy to return. the adrenaline rushed to your cheeks in the form of a blush and looked at your friends with a smug smile.
they both sat in disbelief, their lips parted as you clapped. "I need that type of devotion in my life," sophia said and nudged your arm.
it wasn't too long that florian was subbed on for jamal, which was hilariously funny considering the context. aaliyah clapped with her lips pouted. "come on let's make it three for three, bench boy!"
both you and sophia burst out into a fit of laughter at her comment, and you swore that you saw flo turn to look at her with an expression that screamed "what the actual fuck??".
it was heading into the last few minutes of the match and despite flo having a few good opportunities, he took none of them. aaliyah grew frustrated from beside you, complaining about the incompetence of the players even though they did nothing wrong.
it was obvious that she was the one with the temper in the group, and that only showed even more when florian had a good run with the ball and she was practically sitting on the edge of her seat, screaming for him to kick it to which he did.
"yes that's what I'm talking about!" she screamed and hit her chest in victory. "three for three girls."
her moment of bliss didn't last long however because the referee blew the whistle for offside. she wasn't happy about that at all either and fought back a mouthful of curses. "what the fuck? how was the offside??"
the whistle blew for full time after a very eventful knockout stage, you and sophia adorning smiles while aaliyah was still complaining about the linesman not raising the flag sooner. the supporters started exiting the stadium slowly as the players went out onto the pitch.
the three of you weren't in any rush however, and made your way down leisurely. "at least you don't have to strip in the rain," sophia laughed and you rolled your eyes.
the rain did in fact start to pick up, and the light drizzle was lightly pouring now instead. you head out onto the pitch with them and started by removing your scarf and handed it to aaliyah who was more than happy to take it.
they watched with smiles as you took off your jacket, followed by your jumper to reveal the thin football jersey underneath. when they were happy with you, they headed off to their respective partners.
"you had one job! now I have to pay for lunch tomorrow!" aaliyah yelled as she approached flo who could've have been more confused. he threw his hands into the air at his girlfriend's outburst.
"thanks for the support I guess," he said and the two walked off to complain to kai and sophia.
for the nth time this evening you raised your head to look at the dark clouds hanging over the stadium, enjoying the feeling of the rain hitting your skin.
the moment of silence was interrupted by the feeling of someone tickling your side, and you turned to see your boyfriend who looked happier than ever.
"well done out there starboy," you said and loosely wrapped your arms around his neck while his hands took refuge on your waist.
he leant in to pepper your face with kisses, and you relished in the warmth you missed more than life itself. "when my girlfriend asks for something, she gets it."
your stomach did at least three flips at his answer and to anyone watching it seemed like this scene was straight out of a movie. seriously, you were standing in the middle of a football pitch in the rain. insane.
jamal pulled away to dry your face despite his sleeve being just as wet. "now can you please tell me why you aren't wearing a jacket right now, baby?"
your shoulders shrugged at his question. "I won the bet."
"huh?" he laughed at the absurdity and tried to make sense of what yoh had just told him, because in no way did it seem that being vulnerable in weather like this could be a reward. "and what did you win?"
you couldn't suppress the smile on your face, losing yourself in his eyes that felt all too close to home. "I won a very happy boyfriend."
the warmth of his hand cupping your cheek wasn't even registered until you felt his lips meet yours. the rain cascaded, each drop of rain that hit your skin being a reminder of just how real this moment was. how real he was.
his hands gently gripped your waist, and he pulled you closer for some extra warmth. the coolness of the rain heightened every sensation in your bodyā the warmth of his lips and his touch and the pounding of you heart against his chest.
and when the two of you finally pulled away, breathless but more in love than ever you were reminded to be thankful for moments like this. the rain continued to fall, but it no longer felt cold because all that mattered was the warmth of jamal as he looked at you with a softened gaze.
"we should kiss in the rain more often."
#cherrei writes#jamal musiala x reader#jamal musiala#footballer x reader#footballer imagine#bayern munich#euro 2024#jamal musiala fanfic
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Ghosts are Dragons.
But.
Instead of being protective or caring for one another or caring about child ghosts.
They actively view each other as threats.
Like:
"Oh, nothing personal but you gotta die now."
"Oh yea I totally get that but you also have to die now."
"Understandable."
Inspired by this glorious fic.
Dragons don't really hate each other, they just have to kill each other on sight no biggie. Even more when they feel like their hoard is in danger or a dragon is getting too close to said hoard.
So.
Danny and Vlad.
Phantom and Plasmius.
I would like to say that they're seen as really weird entities by the ghost community. On one they manage to act civil with each other (I.E not trying to tear each other's cores out or something) and then on the other they're literally how dragons would expect them to be (Phantom and Plasmius).
Of course, a ghost's act of civility is not the same as a human's, so they're just viewed as... really fucking weird. In human form their instincts are kinda on the back burner but still there so they're somewhat antagonistic with each other.
In ghost form?
Bloody brawl.
Even worse if you try and fit into the idea of the Fenton family being apart of both their hoards. Most common link being Maddie but if you wanna get kinda cracky with it could be Jack too for a Vlad/Jack angle.
On one hand, Vlad wants Danny to be his kid. On the other it's like "Okay no hard feelings but you really need to die now."
Then imagine if this was a Nasty Burger explosion au and Danny falls into Vlad's custody. It's like, okay, cool, Vlad got what he wanted but wow does his dragon side want this kid dead and damn he has really good self-control and somewhat morals to not try and strike a grieving child.
Danny, on the other hand, is very, very sad and his dragon side also, very much, wants Vlad dead.
They get into some fights. Well. A lot of fights. Nothing big.
By dragon standards anyway.
Look! Two dragons! In one house! And they haven't torn out each other's cores and disabled on another! It's a miracle!!!
(Sidenote, I feel like Danielle wouldn't really be around in this au because, you know. Dragons kinda want each other dead and all that.)
So yea, in the eyes of ghosts those guys Phantom and Plasmius are really, very weird dragons. And so, extremely but confusingly civil.
In the eyes of humans, however... well.... kinda... paints a bad picture.
To one Bruce Wayne especially when they meet each other at a gala.
#dc x dp#dpxdc#dp x dc#dcxdp#dp x dc crossover#dc x dp crossover#You know I just thought of something funny#What if#Experiencing the grief of losing a hoard#Both of them become each OTHER's hoard?#Never before seen thing with dragons that#And now they have to navigate the instinct to protect a hoard and eliminate a rival dragon#Does this spell kinda disaster for anyone trying to pull apart#Yea#It does
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Limerence (ft. ILLIT Minju)
I don't even know what to call this. Somewhat of a fluff but not really a fluff either. Something that just pops into my mind.
"So he asked 'Is it better to speak or die?' "
"That's the stupidest story I have ever heard"
Minju leaves no chance for you to savour that feeling that comes after quoting something particularly clever. Or she's just being a jerk as usual.
"You are just anti-romantic"
You protest though you know she will have thought of a retort before you finish.
"There's nothing romantic about this story"
"It's a love story for christ's sake"
"Where's the 'love' ?"
You slump back in your chair, defeated. Either she's too dumb to understand your point or you are just bad at telling stories. The latter's probably more likely.
The story's not an ordinary one in the first place. It involves a knight and a princess but it ends neither with a 'happily ever after' nor a bloodbath where they both rip their hearts out. There isn't even an ending.
'Is it better to speak or die?'
The last sentence on this paper of the dusty hard covered book which has turned yellow from the years it have endured. It's a mircale how it's still intact.
You mummur the question under your breath, trying to make sense of the words. But they are still nothing more than a jumbled mess in your mind.
The funny thing is, this is not your first time reading this story. You are actually too familiar with it. The setting, the characters, the way it almost seems to tell the secret you have carefully hidden; it doesn't make sense that you are still confused what this single question everything has lead up to mean. Still, you are here, no wiser than the first time you have read this tale.
In some time immemorial in an unknown kingdom lived a princess and a knight, each a good friend to another. Perhaps because of this closeness, the knight started to feel something more than companionship to the princess. Feelings that shouldn't exist given their scoial status. The princess knew it too though she ptetends to be oblivious. Nonetheless, the knight found himself unable to express his desires - torn between the fear of losing what he currently has and the turmoil of hiding himself. So one day, when he took his usual walk with the princess through the garden, he mustered up the courage to ask one single question.
"Is it better to speak or die?"
The End.
Anyone can guess at this point that the knight meant if it's better to put his feelings into words and sacrifice their friendship or die knowing that he will never have what he wants. You wish it's that simple.
You and Minju have been stuck in the same page for an hour now, still having no idea how to progress your assignment. The task was a paper on an in depth analysis on a tale of your choice. Now you regret not choosing 'The Tortoise & The Hare".
"Why do you choose this one anyway? There are like a million other better choices"
Minju says, gesturing at the endless shelves of books that surround you on all sides. Not millions but perhaps a thousand other choices you could have made in this rectangular bank of knowledge; the local library.
Somewhere distinct, you hear a bell chimes, signaling the arrival to the later hour of the night. You glance at your watch. It's already 9 pm. A cough reasonates from the counter near the entrance, emitted by none other than the librarian. The ghastly old woman seems to be signalling that we don't have much time left.
I don't have much time left.
Minju's translucent pupils are fixed on you, still waiting for your answer. You break out of the haze.
"Because it's.."
'Relatable'. The word is 'Relatable'. But she doesn't need to know that. Never.
"Interesting I guess"
You finish, not quite daring to meet her eyes. She might see the guilt of your dishonest words in them.
"Seriously? This is interesting? Next time you think something is interesting, feel free to ask my opinion"
"Not everyone have great taste"
You mean it to be a playful jab but her face distorts to something along the line of fury and hurt. And her lips part.
No. Please don't be mad.
Please.
"Jerk"
Her words put out the flames of fear threatening to rise in your chest. There. All good. She's not mad.
You let out a sigh of relief but quickly mask it as a half formed scoff. She can't know. So you waver her attention.
"Tell me then. What's your opinion on this story apart from it being hopelessly stupid"
Her lips stretch to a soft smile. You have put her back into her comfort zone.
"It's not about love like you think. It's about cowardice"
"Enlighten me"
She crosses her arms, the pose she always takes before her rosy lips spill out a waterfall of the most beautiful syllables. It also makes her look superior. The table, which is the only thing between you two seems like a brick wall now.
"The knight doesn't say 'I love you' or anything of that sort, does he? He's scared out of his wits so he decided to go for a safer alternative. That question. It literally says 'I'm a coward who can't even properly confess' "
Is she mocking you?
Probably not. She doesn't know. She will never know.
Still....
'Is it better to spek or die?'
A coward's attempt at love; complicated and imperfect. At least he has the courage to mutter those cowardly words.
"You are not wrong but can't it be that he's just scared of losing her?"
Yes. You are referring to yourself.
But she won't know.
"He already loses her after saying these words"
"You don't know that. You don't know what the pericess's answer was. She could have accepted him"
"You don't know that either"
Now she's fighting you with your own words.
"What would you have answered if you were the princess then?"
Is that an indirect confession? An attempt to ask her opinion without facing the shame that comes after rejection? You hope not.
"I don't know...I would probably ask him to speak in English"
"Not funny at all"
Your answer makes her raise her brows in disbelief as if saying - "I know I will never not be funny to you. You are too obsessed with me not to."
But that's impossible. She doesn't know.
Has she spoken these words aloud, you would happily agree with her. But that's just momentary courage. Your tongue would be tied to knots in a hearbeat if that ever happens.
That begs the question again.
'Is it better to speak or die?'
"Whatever" she says in exasperation. "I'm not lovey dovey enough for this"
"Seriously. Just tell me what you would have said"
There. You are pushing again, desperate for that answer even if it's not directed at you. You would cling to a tiny hope if it's ever a positive one.
"I don't know. Probably tell him to speak because I don't want anyone going suicidal mode because of me"
"He will still go suicidal if you reject him after he confess"
"Why are you asking me those? Were you in such a situation before?"
You surpress a chuckle that nearly slips your tongue.
What a fool you are Minju. You can't even spot the truth that's hidden in plain sight. The truth that has gone rusty and rotten because it has been locked up for so long. Still, it's not her fault.
You have hidden it so well.
She doesn't need to know.
"Yes"
You can't believe you say the word. It's as if someone has possessed you and put those words on your tongue.
"Poor you"
And just like that, it ends.
You have expected her to push you, given her curious nature. You want her to lend you the courage to say those words you have mummur countless times in your dreams. But she just leaves you hanging there like that. Cruel.
Can't blame her though.
She doesn't know.
Another cough pierces through the invisible viel that has seperated you two from the world outside.
9:25 pm.
5 minutes away until this tedious session of back and forth ends.
Why is it that you don't want it to end?
The papers in front of you are bare as they were an hour ago. The book still turned at the same page. The question that haunts you still lies there, imprinted in black.
'Is it better to speak or die?'
Neither. Because that's a stupid question just like Minju said. It's constructed to mess with your mind. You gotta stop dwelling on it.
"Anyway-"
Chimes
That sound. It can only mean one thing.
Minju pulls her phone out of her pocket, the glow of it illuminating her angelic feature as she turns it on. Not a moment sooner, her lips hold the prettiest of smiles.
And in all the wrong ways.
"Gotta go"
Her dismissal cuts through the tense air as she hurriedly put the papers back into her bag. Is she that desperate to get away from you?
"My boyfriend's waiting for me. We have a date tonight"
You are not angry. It would be wrong. Though it's only natural to envy the one who's living your fantasy. But the faults are not in our stars.
"Alright. Goodnight"
Minju's footsteps echo on the mahogany floor as she finally escapes the torturous session you have put her though, flying away to an embrace better than yours in every way.
But it's ok.
Because she doesn't know.
She gives a quick wave to the old librarian who does nothing to reciprocate the action. That hag doesn't know how lucky she is.
"Minju"
You call before the rest of her form disppears through these creaking doors. She turns on her heels, a stray strand of hair clinging like an unifinished piece of art to her forehead. The shadows cast by the moonlight does nothing to hide her.
"Yes?"
You breath.
And utter.
"Is it better to speak or die?"
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Took the famous question from the movie "Call me by your name". Though I alter the story. Thanks for reading this madness.
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arrogant s.o.b
summary: based on this request - grumpy/mean Harry and readers first fight and he says something really harsh/yells and makes her cry? And then feels really bad after like grumpyxsunshine vibes?
warnings: angst
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a/n: thank you to the anon who sent in this request!! š„°š sorry it took me a while to get around to it. please let me know if this isnāt quite what you wanted, i donāt know if Iām 100% happy with it so im more than willing to tweak and rewrite!!!
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āI miss you, Harry.ā
You knew you were pushing it, he was already working himself to breaking point. But you couldnāt help it, you missed your boyfriend. His break was meant to be about finding time for himself again, spending time with his loved ones. And you thought that meant being with you, not spending every day confined to the four walls of a recording studio.
āI canāt delay my entire album because you miss me.ā
āIām not asking you to delay the entire album. Just take a day off, just once.ā
āWhy?! For what?ā
āDoesnāt matter.ā
Now you were both pissed off. You didnāt understand why Harry couldnāt just slow down. Youād only been able to see him in Italy for a few days, your work schedule unexpectedly busy. Part of you thought he was āpunishingā you for that, the sane part of you knew that his summer in Italy was his rest, and now he was back in London he needed to work. Harryās work ethic was one of the things you admired most about him, and now you were arguing with him over it.
āClearly it does matter.ā He was stood by the door, keys in his hand, a dark scowl printed on his face.
āItās fine, just go. Have a good day.ā The hurt was evident in your voice, but you didnāt even want Harry to stay now with the atmosphere youād created.
He hesitated for a moment, torn between wanting to stay and needing to leave. Finally, he sighed and turned to walk out the door without another word. The sound of the door swinging shut behind him echoed through the silent room, leaving you alone in your thoughts.
Tears welled up in your eyes as you sank into the sofa. Youād pushed him away when all you wanted was for him to stay. You knew youād always come second to his career, he prioritised you over almost everything in his life but his music was so important to him. But once he finished recording, there would be interviews and appearances, then a tour, and then youād be back here again. It was constant, unrelenting, and if he couldnāt even sacrifice one day for you, how could you expect him to slow down?
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Harry stood frozen on the other side of the door, still stuck between needing to come back in and wanting to go. It never usually got to this point, one of you would back down before someone got hurt. It wasnāt exactly healthy, but it worked for you. He hated fighting, hated seeing you upset. But he was only now realising that it was usually you that compromised. He knew you well, and for you to actually speak up and ask him to stay despite knowing how important his work is to him? Heād fucked up.
He leaned against the door, his hand gripping the handle tightly as he closed his eyes, trying to calm the storm of emotions raging inside him. Guilt washed over him as he replayed the conversation in his mind. He knew he needed to find a balance between his work and his relationship, but it was easier said than done.
His hand fell from the door handle as he turned on his heel, dragging his feet away from the house. If he was going to make it right, he needed to be armed with all of your favourite things.
ā
Harry replayed the morning in his head the entire time he was out. Youād woken up to his alarm as always, rolling over in his arms to wake him up with soft kisses. āWhy do you set alarms if you know you canāt wake up for them?ā you laughed, tapping at his nose as his eyes fluttered open. āBecause you wake up and I get morning kisses,ā he smiled, pulling you tighter to his chest.
He remembered how the morning light hit you at just the right angle, illuminating your puffy eyes and blushed cheeks. Heād caught himself wishing he could have five more minutes in bed with you, time to savour waking up next to his love. But heād rolled out of bed in the same way as always, slipping out from under you just as you tried to curl your body around his.
Youād followed him to the bathroom silently, lingering in the doorway as you rubbed your tired eyes. āWish I got to see you more,ā youād mumbled, eyes following his through the mirror. āYou see me every day, kitten,ā heād replied, poking his tongue out when he saw you watching. Heād noticed your face fall slightly, a misty kind of sadness replace the natural glint in your eye. He cringed as he thought back, but heād purposely ignored it to save himself the trouble.
āI see you when I wake up and just before bed,ā youād pouted, eyes glued to your suddenly fidgety hands. āI cant help that right now, pet. You know I canāt,ā heād tried to reason with you, and looking back, Harry thought maybe he was trying to convince himself. āJust a morning or an afternoon at home would be nice. Not even a full day,ā youād told him, voice cracking as you looked back up at him.
āI canāt have this conversation right now,ā heād muttered, kicking at the door until it swung closed in front of you.
And there he was now, heart struck with guilt at the thought of how badly he had neglected you.
ā
As he heard your keys jingle outside the door, Harry finished rearranging his purchases across the bed. He gave one final look to the flowers on your windowsill, the beautiful blush pink roses he knew you loved. It was perfect, he just hoped it would be enough.
āHi darling,ā he smiled sheepishly as he walked down the stairs.
āHi, H,ā you replied, brows knitted as you stared at him. āWhat are you doing?ā
āCome,ā Harry murmured, reaching out a hand for you to take. You dropped your bag by door and took it, fingers tangling with his as he lead you back to the bedroom.
He stopped outside the bedroom door, pulling you into his arms. āMāsorry,ā he whispered into your hair. āDidnāt think about what itās like for you. I need time with you just as much as you need it wāme.ā
āNo, Iām sorry,ā you told him, cuddling into his chest. āNothing to be sorry for, pet.ā
āShouldnāt have pushed you like that,ā you murmured, eyes closed as you breathed in his musky aftershave.
āGave me the push I needed. Mānot good at taking time off.ā
āDonāt have to tell me that,ā you laughed, stepping away from him as he turned to open the bedroom door.
āGot you your perfect day,ā he smiled, stepping out of the way so you could see his creation.
All your favourite snacks were laid out on the bed, your matching pyjamas folded on the corner. The most beautiful flowers youād ever seen in your favourite vase on the windowsill, candles lit on your nightstand and a cheesy rom com loaded on the tv.
āYou did all of this?ā you cooed, a grin spreading across your face as your gaze turned to Harry. He nodded, pulling his t-shirt off.
āNuh uh,ā you swatted his hand away as he reached to pick up the pyjama top. āOnly my perfect day if youāre topless,ā you smirked, quickly peeling your clothes off to throw the pyjamas on.
You climbed into bed next to Harry, pulling the duvet up to your chin before wrapping your body around his, your head at home on his chest. He pressed a kiss to the top of your head, arms wrapped right around you.
āMade a few calls. Gonna start only doing three days at a time in the studio, then three days off,ā he whispered, grinning when you immediately whipped round to look at him. āDonāt have to do that for me baby,ā you gasped, brows furrowed.
āItās the right call. Just gonna be longer days but worth it all if it means more time with you,ā Harry winked, his hand caressing the curve of your waist.
You shifted upwards, placing a gentle kiss to his lips. āThank you,ā you smiled. āAnd congratulations.ā
Harry returned your kiss, his lips lingering just a second longer than yours had. His touch and his kisses felt like home to you, his smile your lifeblood. āTo me? For what?ā
āTo us. For our first fight,ā you giggled, holding out a hand to high-five Harry. He grabbed a hold of your hand, using it to pull you even closer to him, until your faces were only centimetres apart.
āHereās to our first and last fight,ā he whispered, eyes locked on yours. His teeth latched onto your bottom lip as he went in for another kiss, the rocky waves in your stomach turning to butterflies as his tongue moved around yours.
You pulled away after a minute, settling back into his arms with a smile so bright it could have lit up the room.
āCanāt believe we started the day with you thinking your album is more important than me,ā you mumbled, a mischievous sparkle in your eye as you tangled your fingers between Harryās.
āMillions of adoring fans whoād do anything for me versus one woman? I know who Iām picking,ā he teased, laughing as you smacked his thigh with your free hand.
āMaybe they were right,ā you whispered, peering up at him.
āHm?ā
āAbout you being an arrogant son of a bitch.ā
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levi ackerman x f!reader
summary: the tables are turned when you save Levi during a mission, nearly getting yourself killed in the process. he's furious, but you don't quite understand why.
word count:Ā 1.6k
content:Ā feels, confessions, kissing
āWhat the fuck were you thinking?ā
You startle as the heavy wooden door to the room bursts open, hinges groaning weakly in protest as Levi strides in, slamming it just as hard behind him. The warm glow from the small lantern sitting on the desk beside you contrasts sharply with the cold steel of the eyes it illuminates when he comes to stand before you, everything about his posture conveying the extent of the anger roiling dangerously inside of him.Ā
Carefully closing the notebook you were recording field notes in for Hange, you let go of the pencil in your hand and try to ignore how uncharacteristically ruffled Leviās hair is, as if heās been repeatedly dragging his hands through it. You quell your urge to comment on itābecause any other day, youād make a remark just to get a rise out of him.
But you know better than to poke the bear right now, not when youāre well aware youāre the origin point of the fury that heās outright shaking with. A trail of dried blood remains crusted to the side of his face, matching the dark stains along the torn and tattered remains of his dark green cloak.Ā
He almost died today.
And so did you.
āThat you were about to be Titan food if nobody stepped in to help you,ā you offer in a flat tone, arms crossed over your chest.
Levi clicks his tongue against his teeth in annoyance, swiping a thumb across the cut on his bottom lip as he continues to level you with that piercing stare. āI was fine,ā he snaps.
He was two seconds from being torn to shreds by the three Titans that cornered him while he fought to re-engage his malfunctioning ODM gear, and if you hadnāt come ricocheting through the trees to distract them, humanity may have very well finally lost its strongest soldier.
You tell him as much, throwing your hands in the air in exasperation, and he takes a step toward you, borderline shouting, āI told you to stand the fuck down.ā
He had.
Youād locked eyes with him the moment you careened through the thick cover of the branches, had clearly heard what he shouted at you the moment he realized what you were about to doāand youād promptly ignored his command.
āI didnāt hear you,ā you shrug, though you both know it for the bald lie that it is.
He moves closer.
āIām your Captain, and I gave you a goddamn order.ā
āIt was a shitty order. You would have died,ā you retort.
Levi nearly closes the distance between the two of you, your back pressing against the wall behind you as the toes of his boots scuff against your own. With one hand splayed flat on the surface beside your head, his breath is hot on your face as he seethes, āYou almost died.ā
A Titan had grabbed you, almost crushing you to death in the process as your fingers fumbled for purchase on your sword, hoping that your last remaining blade would hold out. You hadnāt had time to think through a solid plan, your body having jumped into action without a second thought the moment you realized Levi was well and truly fucked when you could no longer see and hear him soaring through the air. So youād acted on pure instinct, buying Levi the precious moments he needed to get his gear back in working order, and heād then immediately killed the Titan that had you in its grip.
It was fine. You both survived.
Barely.
Youād hardly had time to say a word to Levi afterward, both of you caught up in rejoining the main fray of the battle alongside your fellow Scouts.
āIām fine,ā you counter, turning your head to the side to break the intense eye contact.
Levi grasps your chin, turning your head to face him again, mouth set in a hard line. āYouāre reckless,ā he growls.Ā
You sigh in annoyance, fighting a losing battle to temper down your bodyās reaction to Leviās close proximity, the whisper of his body heat like a beacon to your tired, weary bones.Ā
Right.
So maybe your reckless decision wasnāt just made out of the goodness of your heart as a Scout, but also was heavily inspired by one inescapable, undeniable factāyouāre in love with Levi Ackerman.
Your crush had been innocent enough at first, a bright flare of feelings sparking to life inside of you the first time you watched the way he effortlessly operates on missions. One would have thought that, as you became familiar with his cold and merciless demeanor up close, his piss poor attitude with you and your fellow Scouts would help quell the frantic beating of your heart every time he was in your proximity.
But that wasnāt the case, not at all.
Rather, you found yourself even more drawn to him, craving the few and far between moments when youād catch him letting his guard down. The moments when, despite his scathing remarks, it was abundantly clear just how much he cared about each and every member of the Scout Regiment.
The moments when you saw just how far heād go to protect those closest to him.Ā
And when you found yourself transferred to run under Leviās command, stamping down on the inconvenient, endlessly smoldering embers of your laughably unrequited crush only became more difficult as you were forced into even closer quarters with him than ever before. The only thing that helped after that was Leviās unfailing tendency to express one of only two emotions toward you at all times: stark indifference or annoyed exasperation.Ā
Unable to formulate a smart response to snap into the scant space remaining between your mouths, you mutter, āYouāre reckless, too.ā
Levi places his other hand on the wall on the other side of your head, effectively caging you in, his hair brushing against your forehead. āWell you canāt be,ā he seethes.
āIād argue that your life matters more than most of the others here,ā you offer plainly, meaning every word.
āNot to me.ā
You roll your eyes, āSelf-deprecation doesnāt suit you, Captāā
āYour life matters more to me,ā he cuts you off roughly, voice nearly breaking.
If it werenāt for the steady pressure of the wall holding you up, you would have swayed. āWhat?ā
One of his hands curls into a fist, his eyes falling shut for a moment as he takes a deep, steadying breath. āI was furious when you were switched into my squad.ā
Yeah, heād been downright incorrigible for days.
āI noticed,ā you comment, deflating slightly.Ā
Your life? The lives of your fellow Scouts, of all of you.Ā
Of course.
āThatās not what Iā¦ā He stares at you, eyebrows knitting together, a strange expression on his face. āYou donāt know, do you?ā Stormy slate softens to the soft gray hue of the skies after a storm as his eyes scan your face.Ā
āI know that I annoy you to no end and you spent weeks petitioning Erwin to move me elsewhere,ā you roll your eyes.
āBecause my feelings make me a liability on the field with you under my command.ā
Blood rushes in your ears, and your next words are so tentative, so small, āYour feelings?ā
Levi pinches the bridge of his nose, clearly underestimating just how unbelievable the words coming out of his mouth are.Ā āI canāt think straight around you,ā he chokes out, his forehead falling against yours.
āBut youā¦ā you trail off, trying to reconcile the conflicting meaning of what heās saying with what youāve come to believe for so long.Ā
āIāve been trying to avoid this, how I feel, because it wouldnāt be fair to you. Itās why Iā¦act the way I do around you.ā
Idly, you wonder if itās actually possible to forget how to breathe. āWhat do you want, Levi?ā you ask quietly, carefully placing a hand over his chest, his heart beating steadily behind his ribcage.Ā
He covers your hand with his own and murmurs, āSomething that would be really goddamn selfish in the grand scheme of things,ā glancing down at the winged emblem on his jacket.
āAnd what if I want you to be selfish?ā
A sharp inhale from Levi is your only warning before he cups your face in his hands and brings his lips crashing into yours.Ā
Your body sinks into his embrace as he wraps you up in his arms, fingers splayed possessively along the small of your back, pulling you flush against him. He kisses you hard, like heās trying to convey everything that heās been holding back, every touch heās denied himself in your presence.Ā
The cinders in your chest ignite, burning hotter with each press of his plush lips against yours, each nip of his teeth along your bottom lip. His fingertips are a searing brand on your waist as he grasps your hip, tugging out a small, needy whine from your lips in return, and his warm, answering chuckle has your legs threatening to give out beneath you.Ā
You both freeze suddenly at the sound of two rapid knocks against the door, followed by the sound of Hange calling out, āHey, did you want to go over those notes?ā
The look Levi gives your notebook, innocently sitting atop the table, is downright scathing as he barks out, āSheās busy.ā
āLevi?ā Hange asks, tone brimming with curiosity.
āWeāre busy,ā he exhales, tilting his head up toward the ceiling in annoyance.
The answering noise that leaves Hangeās mouth can only be described as complete and total delight as they laugh before walking away, footsteps pointedly loud as they make their way back down the hallway.
Realizing that you had actually noted a few important things regarding new discoveries on Titan behavior, your eyes stray back to the notebook, uncertain. āAre you sure I shouldnāt justā¦ā
āAbsolutely not,ā Levi cuts you off brusquely with another searing kiss, tugging you toward the bed in the corner of the room. āYouāre mine tonight.ā
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One Good Grovel
ā” Genre: Fluff (trust me), little crack ā” Pairing: Bakugou x Reader ā” Tags: Established relationships
You and Katsuki had your biggest fight in a while.
Both sides fought like they were out for blood. You two said things you shouldn't have, things that were hard to take back. It ended with Bakugou storming out of your shared apartment.
The moment he did, he regretted it. But he didn't know how to go back inside and say it.
Hours later after he came home from doing errands, Bakugou found you on the couch. You hadn't answered any of his texts, and Bakugou never felt so helpless before. He was already losing you fast, and he couldn't dawdle now. Bakugou dumped his groceries on the kitchen counter and then approached you. Neither of you said anything.
You still looked torn up about your earlier argument, your hair a little messy in a way that Bakugou liked. He'd prefer to be the one messing it up himself, but he knew he didn't deserve that privilege now. Bakugou threw an extra blanket over you, because you looked like you needed one.
"Yo," Bakugou said, sitting down beside you on the couch. "How've you been holding up?"
"...I don't wanna talk about it. Not with you."
Your voice was frail, quiet. It broke Bakugou's heart, knowing that he put you in this position.
He had to make it right.
"I'm sorry," Bakugou said. "For everything I said. I wouldn't be surprised if ya never wanted to talk to me ever again after this." You looked at him suspiciously. "It'd kill me if you did, but that's fine. 'Cause I value your feelings over mine. When I was out today, all I could think about was you and what I said to you. So I bought you some gifts and I really hope you'll love 'em."
Bakugou reached out to stroke your hair. "And I promise you, I'll never say that demeaning shit to you ever again. You mean more to me than winning that stupid argument, and I don't know where I'd be in my life without you by my side. I was wrong, okay? I was dead wrong for treating you like that, like anything less than the best. Most of all, I just want ya to take me back and love me. But I won't force ya to do anything. I can walk out that door again and leave you alone if you asked. And if you hate me forever... I understand."
You smiled at him. "...Okay, I hear you."
"...So do ya hate me now?"
You still smiled. "Only a whole bunch. You monster." You playfully punched him in the face.
"Sorry," Bakugou said, matching your sweet expression. "I deserved that. Punch me all ya want. Won't even stop ya."
You gave him several more feather-light punches. "You're soooo dead."
"Ya gonna call the cops on me too? Make sure I never do that shit again? Make sure I learn my lesson instead of forgiving me too easily?"
"Yes." You fluffed his hair. "They're already on their way. The conviction of a famous Pro Hero is gonna be the scandal of a century!"
Bakugou fixed his hair. "Well I'll still love ya, even while in jail."
You crossed your arms. "Only after you've served your 10-year sentence and repent through hours and hours of community service will I finally forgive you. Then you'll be free, we'll start all over, and we'll fall in love again."
"Deal," Bakugou said, kissing your forehead. "But I wanna skip to the end."
"No, that's the easy way out!"
"The hell? You're not actually gonna send me to jail for saying it was wrong to like Pepsi over Coca-Cola, are ya?"
"That's how the roleplay is going!"
"It ain't that serious! I said I was sorry babe! I'm sorry!"
You recalled what you originally fought about quite easily...
"Alright," Bakugou said. "I'm gonna head out for groceries. Any last minute changes to the shopping list?"
"Oh yes!" You rushed out to meet him in the entrance. "Could you get me some Pepsi? Pretty please?"
"What the fuck?" Bakugou looked at you like you grew two heads. "'Pepsi'? You want freaking 'Pepsi'?!"
You shrugged. "...Is that so bad? It'd be nice to have something besides Coca-Cola for once..."
Bakugou's eyes narrowed into slits. He shut the front door and approached you. "I didn't realize we had a freaking problem here. You're telling me I've been buying the wrong soda for you this entire time?!"
"Well... It's just not as good as Pepsi. It's not the same. I'm sorry... but I've always felt this way."
"Since fucking when?! When did things change?" Bakugou slapped a hand over his eyes. "What the hell did I miss?!"
Bakugou couldn't believe this. He thought he knew you better than anyone, just like how you knew him better than anyone. You two were the tightest couple ever. Bakugou had an engagement ring hidden in his dresser because he had already long since decided that what he wanted in life was you.
But now, he didn't feel like he knew you at all.
He'd still marry you though.
You remained silent. Bakugou couldn't stand it. He shook his head, then walked back to the front door, opening it. He stopped before he left, turning to you.
"Coca-Cola is better than Pepsi. That's just a fact."
Then he turned, and left. Instant regret washed over him, but he continued down to the front lobby. As Bakugou looked down upon his cursed shopping list, he couldn't in good conscious buy Coca-Cola anymore. Not when you hated it so much. He had to make things right.
He was getting Dr. Pepper instead.
"This is fucking disgusting, Katsuki," you said, halfway through your delicious can of Dr. Pepper at your dinner table.
"It was on sale, alright?!"
(I've read that a lot of people are unsatisfied with grovels in romance novels because they don't feel that the love interest apologizes well enough, so I wrote this just in case anybody needs one good quick grovel with none of the baggage attached. Btw, my favorite is Coke and it's not even close)
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Favourite pictures of you headcannons with Ashe, Moira, Ramattra, and Lifeweaver with fem!reader
Word count: 700
Warnings: mixture of nsfw and fluff, mentions of sextapes
Notes: Surprise! A small little treat before kinktober arrives and you all get sick of me posting.
Ashe:
Lets get the horny thoughts out the way, she definitely has a few pictures of you that she keeps in the private folder of her phone.
Her favourite being a photo of you on your back against the silk sheets, hair messy and slightly sticking to your forehead. Your lingerie is half torn, bra pulled hastily down so your tits are spilling out, inner thighs parted and glistening with your arousal. But what Ashe loves the most; the red lipstick marks scattered all over your skin, painting you in beautiful salacious brushstrokes.
But she has more sfw ones too. Taped to her new motorcycle was a picture of you both, a candid shot from a bar when deadlock were celebrating a heist. Her arm was around your waist, keeping you pressed against her side. She was giving a smile to the camera, red lips illuminated, but you. Your eyes were firmly on her, gazing at her with such adoration, it gives her a fuzzy feeling in her chest whenever she sees it.
Moira:
she doesn't have a lot of photos period, she finds it unnecessary, societyās need to document everything. So the photos she does have are deemed important for her to keep.
Moira has exactly one photo of you in her lab, framed and away from any chemicals or corrosive materials. It's of the two of you at a scientific gala, her wearing a crisp suit and you wearing a form fitting dress that matched her. Youāre holding on to her arm, nails gently pressing into the material of her sleeve, and she loves how relaxed your body looks against her.
You're the one who has more pictures, candids of her while she works. But when you introduced her to your polaroid camera, she's curious.
That's how she ends up with her other favourite picture, tucked away in her wallet. A polaroid of you on your back, her hand wrapped around your throat. Your neck and collarbones are littered with marks and bites, but its your eyes she loves. Despite her choking you, holding your life in her hand, your eyes are bright and excited as you gaze up past the polaroid at her.
Ramattra:
Omnics have photographic memories, incapable of forgetting something they've processed. Because of this, initially he makes fun of you humans and your petty memory cortexes, needing a physical copy to remember in detail.
It's only when you attempt to explain it, that it's not about forgetting but about remembering, of reminiscing, of the feeling the photo gives you, that he starts to understand just a little.
He demands to see your phone, to look at the many pictures you have of eachother, but one photo caught his eye. It's of you on his lap, or more specifically his thigh. The angle of the selfie only serves to exemplify the size difference, making you look so small and puny.
Printing it off, he keeps a small version of it on him at all times, gazing at it when he's alone.
Lifeweaver:
Oh this man is always taking pictures of you. Always.
His phone is always pointed at you, taking snaps of you, posed or candid. Now don't get me wrong, he's always taking pictures when you're dolled up for a date, capturing you in the best lighting to accentuate your dress and makeup. But he especially loves taking pictures of you in your pyjamas, sweatpants and a loose shirt, his hoodie underneath your messy hair. Anytime you look casual, he thinks you're the most beautiful woman on the planet.
His personal favourite of these is you watering a lily he'd bought you, wearing his hoodie that reached the middle of your thighs.
And when he actually bought a proper camera? The reels were just completely you (and the occasional flowers he likes to grow).
But god if you'd let him, he'd 100% be into recording a sextape. He just thinks you're so gorgeous, why would he not want to replay how you look in ecstasy over and over again.
Although his favourite is a teasing selfie you took while he was fucking you from behind. His hands are grasping at your tits, while you're giving a cheeky smile to the camera. He loves it so much he'd have it as is lock-screen if society didn't deem it so inappropriate.
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Quote and character request. Levi Ackerman. "You don't have to love everything about me; that means you're actually looking at me"
Beneath the Armor
Pairing: Levi x fem!reader
Word Count: 1,2k
Synopsis: You searches everywhere for Levi Ackerman. But when you finally find him, he acts cold as eyes, doesn't even want to talk to you. Word after word his true intentions reveal...
Warnings: Levi is very self conscious in this fic due to how the war left him - if that's too negative for you or simly not your style keep on scrolling. Hurt to comfort, fluff fluff fluff
The room is tense, thick with the lingering echoes of your argument. You canāt believe it. You traveled for what felt like ages, turned the whole planet upside down in order to finally see that man again. And him? He avoids you at all cost, ignores you while youāre standing right in front of him.
You clench your fist, gleaming eyes staring at him through the thick silence. All of that, after you spent one night together, after you finally started trusted another human being fully.
The air feels heavy, each of you standing on opposite sides of a dark hallway that only seems to widen with every passing second.
Leviās clenches his jaw, his arms crossed over his chest. His eyes, normally so calculating and composed, flash with a rare anger. Itās not often that you two fight like this. But when you do, it feels like the world is tilting off its axis. Youāre both too used to being strong, too used to being in control. And now, that strength is clashing, neither of you willing to yield.
Canāt you understand that he did all of this to protect you?
āYou donāt get it,ā you spit at him, voice trembling with frustration.
āYou shut me out, Levi. You push me away every time I try to get close. And that after I searched the whole fucking world for you.ā
He doesnāt immediately respond, his silence only adding to the tension. When he finally speaks up, his voice is low, almost dangerous, like the calm before a storm.
āAnd maybe youāre better off that way. Maybe itās easier if you donāt get too close.ā
The words sting like a flat-palmed slap, causing your heart to tighten in your chest. Itās as if heās trying to push you away on purpose, as if heās testing to see how far he can go before you finally give up. But youāre not ready to let him off that easily. Not when you spent weeks trying to find him over here.
āWhy?ā you demand, taking a step closer, your voice rising with emotion.
āWhy do you keep pushing me away? What are you so afraid of?ā
Leviās eyes flash again, but this time, thereās something else there - something darker, more vulnerable. He turns away from you, as if he canāt bear to face you head-on, his shoulders tense and rigid.
āIām not afraid,ā he mutters, but thereās a crack in his voice that betrays him.
āThen what is it?ā you press out, not willing to let this go.
āWhy do you keep trying to make me hate you? Why are you running away from me?ā
He spins back to face you, his expression torn between anger and something else, something raw, something painful.
āBecause if you donāt hate me, youāll see me for what I really am,ā he says, his voice rough with emotion.
āAnd I donāt know if I can handle that.ā
The words hang in the air, heavy with the weight of his confession. Who he really is? You eye him up and down, take in his blind eye, his missing fingers, his overall worn-out figure. Is he really talking about how this war changed his appearance? No, he canāt believe youāre that superficial, right? Did he really push you away because he thought youād stop loving him now? For a moment, youāre both silent.
āYou believe I donāt love you anymoreā, you finally speak up.
āI canāt believe you think that-ā
āYou donāt have to love everything about me,ā he says quietly, his voice barely above a whisper.
Thereās a softness to his tone now, a tenderness that wasnāt there before as well as a new-found fragility. His hand reaches out, hesitant at first, before resting on your arm.
āThat means youāre actually looking at me. Seeing me for who I really am. But I understand thatā¦You might not want me anymore.ā
You feel like giggling and breaking down at the same time. Why would that man ever think that he isnāt good enough for you anymore, that youād throw him away like trash? But heās letting his guard down, exposing a side of himself that he rarely shows, a side thatās scared and unsure, but also hopeful. Hopeful that maybe, just maybe, youāll see him and still choose to stay.
āIām not perfect,ā he continues, his gaze never leaving yours.
āIāve done thingsā¦ things Iām not proud of. I look even worse than I did back then. And I donāt expect you to love me. I just want you to know that Iām trying. Trying to be better, trying to be the man I was before, for you. I justā¦canāt change that shitty body.ā
His hand moves from your arm to your cheek, his touch gentle, almost reverent. But still, he doesnāt dare to look you in the eyes, his voice still muted and covered in agony.
Is this the reason why he never tried to reach you, never tried to find you? Because he thought youād never look at him again the way you did before all of this? Humanityās strongest losing his whole confidence over something so minor, something that actually makes you admire him even more.
His thumb brushes over your skin, wiping away a tear you hadnāt even realized had fallen.
āI want you to stay. But if you canāt love me like that, Iāll leave right awayā he whispers, his voice thick with emotion.
His words hang between you, raw and unfiltered. That lack of self-esteem, all the horrible things he had to endure while you were gone. What did he see? What did he feel? With each passing minute, your heart swells up more and more. For that man who risked everything including his precious life for a world youād be safe in. For that man who know stands in front of you and thinks he isnāt good enough for you.
āI see you, Levi,ā you say softly, your voice trembling with the weight of your own emotions.
āI see you, and Iām not going anywhere. Those scars,ā
Gently, you allow your finger to wander over the faint scar that covers the skin around his blinded eye.
āThose hands that hold my entire world,ā
You take his hand in yours tenderly.
āDo you really think Iāll leave you over something like this when I searched the world upside down just to see you again?ā
A flicker of relief passes through his eyes, and for the first time in what feels like forever, Levi allows himself to hope. And for the first time since he can think, heās glad to see your tears paired with that loving look in your eyes. Will you reallyā¦stay with him?
āPlease donāt push me away. I still need you in my lifeā, you mutter before lunging yourself at him.
Like countless times before, you rest your head against his shoulder, wrap your arms around him in fear that youāll lose him any given minute. That precious but stoic man who drove you insane more than once, that man who never failed to argue with you.
That man, humanityās strongest. The love of your life.
āFine, bratā, he grumbles before stroking through your hair.
āBut Iāll leave if you make fun of me.ā
āIāll always make fun of you half-pint.ā
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joshua hong breaks your heart three and a half times before you can even reach nineteen, and yet you canāt stop loving him with the pieces that remain.
i. the first time ; when you meet
the story of you and joshua starts at the beginning, which sounds pretty redundant, but itās the beginning in more may than one. the beginning of friendship ā the beginning of freshman year ā the beginning of something bigger than two fourteen year olds can imagine.
it starts, as you say, at the onset of freshman year. youāre nervous ā extra nervous because these kids went to the same middle school, and youāre the stranger, the outsider, the transfer student who nobody knows yet. itās obvious in the way they talk to each other; gossipping about unfamiliar names, inside jokes only they understand.
and so homeroom begins with ice breakers, and it turns out that you and someone named joshua hong have the same favourite colour and you both like horror movies, and thatās enough for you to think to yourself, that one. i want to be friends with that one.
for a moment, it seems like that sentiment is mirrored. when lunch is called, and youāre stuck in the corner of the canteen, eating lunch alone, joshua hong appears to your side, holding his tray. he smiles at you first, and when he speaks, he speaks softly; you like him instantly, especially when he gets your name right first try, and talks to you about the horror movies you like.
unfortunately, your conversation lasts about five minutes; itās interrupted by joshuaās actual friends, waving from another table, yelling for him to come join their arm wrestling competition, and someone wants his chocolate milk, and, and, and ā because of course, joshua is popular.
heās also incredibly polite, for a fourteen year old boy, looking between you and his table, eyes torn, mouth twisting. but you make the decision for him; you stuff the last of your food in your mouth ā it tastes like cardboard ā and you gesture for him to leave, saying, through a dry mouthful, āiām done anyway, go ahead!ā
he leaves then, sending an apologetic smile you pretend not to see. you wonāt be pitied, not even by popular guys with nice smiles. but when you walk out the cafeteria, as alone as you were when you walked into it, your silly, young little heart does break a little.
and then itās glued back together by clumsy fingers the next day. joshuaās in the cafeteria before you, and this time, he waves you over to his table, patting the seat next to him. he introduces you to his friends, who are nice and sweet and funny, and you do like them, you just like joshua that extra little bit more.
ii. the second time ; when you fall, suddenly, completely, absolutely.
by the time junior year rolls around, you and joshua are joined at the hip.
you do everything together. youāre at his house more than your own; his mom calls you the second child she never had; your mom calls him by his nickname; you know his deepest darkest secret, and he knows yours; heās your favourite person in the world, and as teenagers are apt to do, youād never willingly tell him such a thing.
āyouāre disgusting,ā you tell him, whenever he belches, unashamed, on your couch after a horror movie marathon. āyouāre the worst!ā when he tickles you within an inch of your life, rolling onto the floor with you in a mad tangle of limbs and giggling. āi hate you,ā with a smile on your face, when he teases you about a crush or pinches your nose a little too hard.
āyou love me,ā is always his response ā easy, carefree, and the l-word rolls off his tongue so confidently, sometimes you wonder how he does it. but you do love him. as a friend, of course, and nothing more, despite what other people say. at school, people think youāre together ā people pull you aside in the locker room, giggling like theyāre in on your secret (āso, you like like him, right?ā) and nobody believes you guys when you deny it.
āitās not like that,ā you find yourself saying over and over, until it feels like the words are tattooed on your tongue. āheās just josh, you know?ā and he is. heās just your joshua. nothing more, nothing less, heās just your person ā your best friend.
you manage to convince yourself as well, with those repetitive words, until one day, you find out you canāt.
itās a sunday, and so of course, heās singing sunday morning as the two of you stroll down to the park, hands stuffed in your respective pockets. itās late september, but the dregs of summer are lingering longer this year, and the two of you are drinking them up before autumn rolls around, and strips the greenery bare.
āyour obsession with that song needs to be studied,ā you say, and it comes easily because you havenāt realised yet.
āyour brain needs to be studied,ā is his quick retort, as you guys make it to your usual spot.
itās nothing special, this spot ā to an outsider, at least. itās a crumbling wall to the side of the park, that overlooks a pond (an ugly, swampy looking pond, but a pond nonetheless).
to you and joshua, the deteriorating wall is your Place, with a capital p, because thatās how important itās become to the two of you. itās simply. a little bit ugly, but who cares, when you have your whole life stretching in front of you, a wall to sit on, and a best friend to argue over the red gummies with?
āthere are five red gummies,ā he pronounces, peering inside the pack. āi call dibs on the third!ā
āwhat?ā your voice raises automatically. āabsolutely not. you had the third one last time.ā
ālast time there were six!ā
āthatās so not fair!ā you poke his rib, scowling. āweāll split it. for justice.ā
joshua sighs, long and reluctant, but nods, setting the packet between you ā but moments later, when youāve spiralled down a tangent of cursing out your physics teacher, he swipes down on the third, stuffing it in his mouth with a triumphant, guiltless grin before you can even say stop.
āyouāre evil,ā you say, slow and shocked, narrowing your eyes at him. āyouāre actually fucking evil!ā
āsorry,ā he says, without the slightest hint of remorse.
āi hate you.ā and again, youāre smiling ā and so is he, throwing his head back to laugh (because the thought of you hating him is so ridiculous that he has to laugh), and his darn eyes catch the afternoon sunlight at just the right angle, twin pools of honey brown, and youāre drowning in them; and his laughter sounds like music, and his hairās blowing back in the breeze, and the lines of his face are lighting up golden; and oh, fuck, youāve forgotten how to breathe.
āyou love me,ā he says, normally, casually, his ordinary response, but it feels like heās plucked the sentence straight out your mind, where it had been nothing more than a half-formed sentiment youād pushed into the corner.
cheeseballs, you think to yourself, breathless, stomach sinking, eyes wide. i think heās right.
i think i love him, your fifteen year old self thinks, and then your fifteen year old selfās heart breaks.
itās more painful than the first time. much more.
iii. the third time ; when he leaves (because you push him out the door)
the third time is not like the others. you canāt pinpoint a specific moment; it happens gradually. less of a shattering ā more of a slow crushing, like joshua is pressing down on the centre of your chest, slow, heavy, and completely unaware of how blood is spurting from the cracks of your heart.
because he doesnāt know ā of course he doesnāt know. and he canāt know now, now that the two of you, as a unit, have become past tense.
you can barely call himself your friend anymore, and itās entirely your fault.
not even a month after that fateful day in junior year, joshua had gotten himself a girlfriend. and she wasnāt mean and you couldnāt hate her even if you wanted to, she was the sweetest person alive, and had no problem with you; but still, that step did mean other things, like backing off joshua a little. there was another priority in his life now.
they only lasted three months, but it felt significant. it felt like a sign ā heās not yours, he can never be yours, and so even after emily benson and joshua broke up, you kept your distance. then he joined the football team, with seungcheol and mingyu and those guys, and you joined the photography club with wonwoo and seokmin and those guys, and there was suddenly this divide. a line drawn; you were the artist.
because joshua did try, and he definitely tried more than you. heād invite you over to his house for movie marathons, and youād decline. heād wave at you from across the football pitch, and youād pretend not to see.
you only see his mom in the supermarket now. she still hugs you, calls you her other child. you donāt know what to say to her.
it is, technically, your own fault. self-preservation instincts; because being around joshua hurt like a bitch after that sunday. there was an ache in your heart youād somehow not noticed for two years, but now that youād noticed it once, it was there always, a permanent throbbing pain in your chest.
you think of it as losing your heart; youād given it to joshua without even realising, and he hasnāt realised either. and so the hot, slippery organ is left in his hands, and you donāt know how to get it back.
senior year comes, and itās clear to everyone that there is no longer a you and joshua. sometimes you get questions about it; ādid you guys fight?ā, āwhat even happened? was it emily?ā, ādid he cheat on you?ā, and you answer them all wearily with a smiling front.
just drifted apart, i guess, you always say, paired with a nonchalant shrug, like it doesnāt kill you a little every time you see him.
you wonder what he says, when they ask him. if they even ask him at all.
iii.v half broken, half mended
joshua shows up at your house.
itās the night before graduation, and if it were a movie, it would be raining when he knocks on your door ā but itās still warm, thereās still faint sunlight behind him, and heās panting slightly on your doorstep, eyes wide with something you donāt have the time to read before heās rushing out words, garbled with speed.
youāve just woken from a nap, and you donāt understand a word heās saying; you hear a whole lot of āweā and āfriendsā and before he can get any further, you raise a hand to stop him.
āwhat ā what are you talking about, shua?ā you question genuinely, rubbing your sleepy eyes as though this is some sort of twisted dream.
joshua lets out a breath on your doorstep; he looks harried, panicked, like if he doesnāt say everything he needs to, heās going to explode. but he holds back, inhaling, exhaling, suddenly short of breath at the sight of you, up close after what feels like forever.
āwhere did you go?ā he says finally, and you can hear fifteen year old shua in there, a crack in his voice, emotion leaking into it.
you know what he means, you know exactly what he means, and you donāt have an answer for him. āi didnāt go anywhere,ā you reply, voice small. you donāt look at him, because both of you know itās a lie.
āyou did,ā he repeats needlessly. āit felt like you left me.ā
you donāt have anything to say, and so you stay silent. there are birds chirping, you realise absently, somewhere behind him.
āwas there a reason?ā his words are growing quicker now, spilling out of him like theyāre overflowing; and maybe they are, maybe heās kept them locked up just as long as you have. āthere must have been a reason ā you need to tell me, i deserve to know. donāt i?ā
his voice is tinged with a sort of raw desperation that pulls at your heart, because no matter how hard you try to convince yourself otherwise, heās still your shua, heās still your person, and you can never hate him.
he deserves to know, and youāre too cowardly to tell him.
joshua waits. (heās always been the more patient out of you two.) āyou wonāt tell me,ā he realises finally, stepping back just once. āgod. fuck. i donāt even know why i came.ā
he turns, and you blurt three words that halt him in his tracks. you see the way he freezes on the spot, and so you repeat them again, just so he can be sure.
āi love you,ā you say, softly, but he hears you. he hears you and turns around, and his pretty doe eyes are round with confusion.
you donāt realise youāre crying until he wipes away the few that have spilled oit the corners of your eyes; he does it delicately, with hands that tremble a little. theyāre unfamiliar in their familiarity, those hands, and the feel of them makes you close your eyes.
both of you are breathing shakily. like youāre on the cusp of something new; something bigger.
āhow long?ā he asks quietly, hands trailing down to cup your cheeks.
you donāt open your eyes when you speak your next words, pouring from your mouth into the space between you. āsince we were fifteen.ā
joshuaās quiet for a moment, and when you open your eyes, thereās a ghost of a smile playing on his lips, and the ghost of tears filling his eyes. āhaha,ā he whispers, leaning closer, āi win.ā his lips brush against yours, so light and feathery it could barely be called a kiss.
he pulls back, forehead against yours, and smiles, properly this time. āsince fourteen,ā he says, and it feels like your heart is mended and broken at the same time.
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Bad News Pt. 2
Pairing: Terry Richmond x Plus Size Fem Black!OC "Bella"
Wordcount: +1.4K
Warnings: MDNI (18+) mature content, such as cursing, no smut, heavily dialogue-centered, mental health mentioned (anxiety), *emotional distress*, angst, heartbreak, chronic illnesses mentioned, health conditions mentioned (c*ncer, PCOS, endometriosis), infertility, slight verbal ab*se
A/NĀ¹: Remember, I just got back into writing. I'm open to critiques, but I am a little š¤š½ sensitive about my writing. Please, don't be too harsh.š„ŗ Feel free to bring my attention to any typos. Divider by @firefly-graphics. Also, this work is not to be plagiarized or reposted (on any site other than here on Tumblr). I do NOT give consent for any form of republishing or rewriting.
A/NĀ²: I am not a medical doctor. Please, forgive me if my knowledge of any of the mentioned medical conditions is incorrect.
Bad News Pt. 1=> š¢
Walking into the room, my heart was crushed even further. All of the feelings I wish I could explain; I couldn't. Terry and his bags were gone. I hadn't even heard him leave. He didn't even care enough to at least say goodbye. After all these years, I wasn't worth a goodbye. Two seconds just solidified that this relationship wasn't worth any more of my energy.
I couldn't understand it. How did we get here? Had he always been like this? Was I that blind? I guess I was so busy trying to find love that I forgot the most important ruleā love wasn't supposed to hurt. Then again, every version of love I've experienced was painful, manipulative, abusive, and damaging. So, maybe I found what I was familiar with. I mean, why else would I be so comfortable putting up with this?
But, what do I do now?
*2 hours later
The room was covered in crumpled and torn pieces of notebook paper. I have tried and tried to write this letter. My hands were stiff, and my head was throbbing. I just wanted him to know how I felt because my mind was already made up. I'm done, and this is over.
If he would've just listened, we wouldn't be in this predicament. If he hadn't said those words, there would still be hope in my eyes and love in my heart.
Better yet, fuck this and fuck him. He doesn't deserve a letter. This doesn't concern him anymore. I've already changed my flight for tomorrow morning. I leave on the first flight out. Since I no longer have anything to say to him, there is no need to wait. I can return to the West Coast and be at home with my Godmother and Godsister when I receive the news.
*The next day
āI will never like flyingā. I don't care!ā I said stepping out of the bathroom after showering. I was dressed in a pair of sweats and a plain black T-shirt. I had wrapped a scarf around my head to protect my hair during my shower.
My Godsister, Shante, was waiting for me. She was relaxed on the bed with her back against the headboard. Her satin black bonnet and black fluffy robe made her look so much like her grandmother. āWhat?ā she asked turning her head towards me. āYou look like Nana Elsie!ā I laughed into my hand. āShut up!ā she said slinging one of the pillows at me.
I walked to the bed and sat on the edge closest to me. I was tired. I knew why she was in here. She wanted to make sure I was okay. Honestly, I wasn't. My life was shit right now. Leaving Terry was just another stab to the heart. All I could do was pray to God that I didn't lose anymore. I couldn't possibly see myself being any lower than this.
āYou wanna talk?ā Shante asked rolling on her side facing my back. āNot really, I just wanna wait until they call,ā I said solemnly. My shoulders were beginning to feel heavy again. I didn't want to think about what the doctor would say. I already knew this day was coming.
After years of medical neglect and misdiagnoses, I was finally given a proper diagnosis of both endometriosis and PCOS. I had been ignored for years when I complained of a forever-growing mountain of signs that something was wrong. I was told to ālose weightā to alleviate my symptoms. When I lost the weight, nothing changed. Some symptoms even seemed to get worse.
I had grown tired of all the referrals and guesses. I had explained to my original primary care physician years ago that I suspected that I had PCOS. It was dismissed as anxiety and medical hysteria. I tried again with three other physicians to be met with the same fateā try to lose weight, take this metformin, exercise daily, change your diet, etc.
This could have been treated years ago if someone would have just listened.
*3 hours later
I was in the kitchen eating when my cell phone rang. I picked it up thinking it was the call I had been dreading. I was eager to get this over with. Just say it, and let's move on.
āHello, this is Bella,ā I mumbled into the phone. I was on the edge again. Trying my hardest to breathe and stay calm. āBell, where are you?ā asked Terry. āTerry?ā I asked pulling the phone away from my ear and looking at it. Fuck! Why didn't I look before answering? Why didn't I block him?
āBella, I'm sā,ā he started to speak before I interrupted him. āSave it. Iā¦ I don't care anymore,ā I said through tears. āBells, I wasā,ā he started again. āNo,ā I said sobbing into the phone. āCould you justā!ā he yelled into the phone. That was it. I didn't have to deal with this. I hung up the phone and laid it on the table in front of me.
Pushing the plate away, I laid across my arms crying with my head down. My Godmother and Godsister were both gone to work. That left me alone once again with my emotionsā all of them.
ring ring ring
Not again. I picked up the phone in anger. āI don't want to talk to you!ā I screamed into the phone. āIsabella? It's Dr. Moore. We need to speak about scheduling your surgery immediately,ā he said in a startled tone. āI'm sorry, Dr. Moore. I'm having aā¦,ā I said taking a deep breath. āI can call back ifā,ā he said. āNo!ā I blurted out. āSorry. Please, tell me now,ā I whimpered. I was flying between emotions faster than my body could manage.
āWell, honey. I'm sorry to bring you such bad news at this time, but we're going to need to remove your left ovary. The cysts were quite large, andā¦ Unfortunately, the biopsy indicated they were cancerous. The safest option is to remove the affected ovary and all endometriosis deposits. Later on, we can discuss any further changes,ā he said. āChanges?ā I questioned while sniffling. āIf it progresses any further, we may have to perform a hysterectomy.ā Dr. Moore continued to talk, but I had dissociated from the conversation. This was it.
My mind was overflowing with questions. Will I be able to have kids? Would this even get rid of the cancer? If it did, would it come back? Would life ever be normal for me?
I don't know. I'll probably never know.
*Later in the day
ring ring ring
Hours had passed since the call ended. I didn't want to talk. I didn't want to move. I didn't want to think. I had planned my whole life around me and Terry's relationshipā kids, a house, a minivan, a dog, all of it. Now, everything was gone. Maybe my mother was right, I am cursed.
ring ring ring
āWho is it?ā I sobbed into the phone. āIt's me, Bella. Baby, can you please just listen to me?ā Terry pleaded over the phone. āWhy, huh? Whatās there to listen to? You said everything you needed to say,ā I yelled. All of my feelings were being overshadowed by my anger.
āI didn't mean it, Bella. That wasn't supposed to happen. I love you. You know that!ā Terry yelled. āI don't know that, Terry. If you loved me, you wouldn't have said it. You meant it with all your fucking heart. You stood on it when you left without saying a word. No goodbye. No sorry. Nothing. That's not love,ā I blurted out. I was beyond tired of holding my tongue. āStop being so fuckin' childish right now and use your brain. You're always so damn emotiā,ā he said cutting himself off. āNah, say it! I'm too fucking emotional, huh? Ain't that right, Terry?ā I screamed again. Tears were streaming down my face falling onto the kitchen table.
āIām always sick, andā¦ and I'mā¦ I'm always emotional. That's what youā¦ that's what you said, right? THEN, WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU WITH ME?!ā I screamed as loud as I could. I threw the phone across the room. It hit the wall and shattered. Good. No more phone calls. No more doctors. No more ā Terry.
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Ok so, Its my nth time talking about d-16 and orion/megatron and optimus. But LIKE WAIT, apart from the last interaction they share. Okay okay listen so. Apart from spitting out "This isn't over... Prime..." In such a venomous and contemptful way at him, we also have to remember he was not only feeling betrayed just seconds ago at Optimus banishing him, but he also renounced the Primes out of his blind anger prior to Optimus' resurrection. In that moment, they are at their weakest, Megatron more so literally as he limps away, and Optimus as he stands there to ponder on what to do now. What now that he's lost his guidance, his friend since he ever took to the mines, slaving days away for a promised future built around a lie that neither of them could have ever seen coming. But now that they have, the separate ways they now take is only gripping him then and there. Even after a fight to a mere surrender, after victorious over Megatron, his victory feels hollow. He lost so much more than a friend that day.
It hits hard with the contrast of their goodbyes. Megatron is still angered and blinded, confused even but holding it in why Optimus betrayed his vision. He can't understand that its his own selfishness underneath the true intention to break free from the oppression he's experienced for so long that when he finally has the power to change that, he lets it get to his head. And that can be felt in that simple yet tired; "This isn't over... Prime..." He's as angry as he is emotionally hurt by it all. He's hurt and so he wants Optimus to feel the hurt, its a twisted way of him calling out to what they once shared, to tell Orion he's doing something stupid again under all that harsh wording. He's distanced himself from the bot he once knew, Orion. The one who was so great and nerdy, so curious about their past. The one he covered for whenever the authorities had business with him, the one who brought him things because he knew he'd like them. Megatronus fanboy and all that, Orion knew what D-16 wanted. And he wanted him to see, they could aim for their own wants together. Now he is nothing more than a memory, somebody he used to know, somebody Megatron has to let go of and renounce as well. Optimus Prime. Speaking of Optimus... He's as gentle as he is stern in that moment. No degrading, no malice in his tone, just regret and sorrow. He simply states the facts as is, the gravity of Megatron's actions that day, and a nudging reminder of who he is to Megatron. A reminder he isn't like Sentinel, that he is a Prime who has proven to make a difference. A Prime who has died for Megatron. The saying "I'll love you till the day that I die" no longer applies because he will always carry that love within him, a love that outweighs the guilt he feels for inadvertently getting in Megatron's way. The day his best friend died, the day D-16 became Megatron. And so he tells him perhaps out of that same guilt and for consolation to take the High Guard with him, he knows how loneliness can be so crippling. He knows Megatron wants to be with like-minded mechs, so he lets him go softly. He breaks it to him in the gentlest way he can, no threats. No time to think about what to do next as he forlornly watches a friend drive away. Honestly? I think TF: One MEGOP as a relationship is summarized by a bunch of mitski lyrics glued together in scrapbook fashion, a little worn around in some parts. Might have some uneven cuttings on the side, a torn corner of a page here and there. But you can tell behind all that, it was made with love. There was deep history to it, and the fact its still maintained means someone's holding onto those pages, someone still wants to remember and hope for what once was to come back to them. Maybe it's Optimus, maybe it's Megatron. Maybe it'll hurt more if they find out both of them still want it, yet can never quite piece it back the way they wanted it to be. It hurts because you can see even without the romantic undertones, these two deeply cared for each other. Shared each other's burdens, conflicting ideas about how to change the world might have put a little dent in their relationship, but everything afterward boiled inside D-16. He was a kettle overflowing and Orion didn't realize it until it was too late.
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Not really a request but more of a ramble. Ive always been torn betweenn Cybertronians not really having any material instincts and just essentially knowing how to function since creation. Kinda like Steven Universe. They can be young and differ in how much knowledge they hold but overall they have the bases of how to function without any caretaker needing to be around. But then I immediately start shaking at the thought of them having even stronger instincts that humans. Maybe closer to animals that have come to accept a human as their own. Just picturing a cybertronain seeing someone who's carrying and immediately is distressed on how little protection our clothes offer. Nows theirs a bot who keeps hissing at those who get to close other humans included. Their plating is ruffled and if they are a seeker their wings are spread in a threatening manner. May you have the patience of a Saint if said seeker has a large trine because now they all share the same feral need to protect. A con that stumbles upon a lost child and immediately claims them as their sparkling.( if you wanted to make it a bit gross I can imagine they do a forced adoption the same ways farmers do sometimes. Where they just kinds cover a stray baby with the fluids of a mother to create that connection. Kinda gross but I can see it being used to further claim a child) They consider the biological parents of the child nothing more than food and shelter for their now sparkling. They try a coo and speak to the child in their natural tongue. A seeker that chirps and clicks its glossa. A grounder that does low hums and songs like a whale. Sorry for the long ramble haha. I just think the ideas of cybertronains either having no idea what instincts are but also the ideas of them drowning in them. Or meeting humans just relights their feral mindsets in any and every way.
I happen to really love both ideas a lot. I enjoy the idea of Cybertronians not understanding family or parental rolls, Forged sparks start off in smaller frames and slowly gain more framing as they get older. Instead, it works more like a mentor and apprentice side of things. They teach you how to do your job, keep your head down like Terminus with Megatron. Their race doesn't have a name for the connection they have so in turn they call each other friend, but intruth it's more than that but they don't know how to explain it or express it, they dont raise the younger one but they are their for special events such as plating ceremonies. To Megatron Terminus is an elder, someone to be respected for his knowledge and teachings. And they both care for each other, when Terminus us gravelly injured Megatron does everything he can to try and help him because he feels like he owes it to terminus for everything the older bot as done for him. It's a mutual benefit of a bond that's isn't family but also is much closer than friendship.
But on the other hand, I look at Optimus and Codexa, and I love the idea that I found this little bitlet and instantly went mother mode. Practically scoops him up out of a hotspot and takes him home with her. She's very attentive and is the one who even names him. In all aspects, he is her son, and she does everything she can to try and raise a good mech, and she does a wonderful job. She teaches him to read, sings to him, and each plating ceremony, she keeps a piece of his old plating similar to humans and baby teeth. She celebrates when he gets his first job as a Liberian because she put so much effort into making sure he had a comfortable job, not wanting him to struggle like so many other mechs less fortunate.
And then there is my headcanon for birthed sparklings, which differs depending on what frame type they are. They experience different behaviours. Grounders are in different sub sections
- Tanks: Megatron, Tarn, Warpath, Blitzwing
- Mine frames: Megatron, Terminus,
- Hauliers : Optimus Prime, Sentinel Prime, Ironhide, Ratchet, Inferno, Kup,
- Emergency services: Prowl, Ratchet, Pharma, inferno
- Battle Chargers: Ironhide, Hound, Sideswipe, Sunstreaker, Trailbreaker, wheeljack, Tracks,
- Praxian carters: Prowl, Bluestreak, skids, Smokescreen,
- speeders: Rodimus, Drift, Jazz, mirage, redalert, blurr, Tracks,
- mini vehicle: Bumblebee, Tailgate, grapple,
- Vosian Fliers (later Seeker's): Starscream, skywarp, Thundercracker, sunstorm, Nacelle and so on all of the Jets.
- Helimech: Whirl,
- aerial Shuttle: Cosmos, Omega Supreme, Senator Shockwave.
- Combiners: stuntacons, combaticons, constructicons
- Cassettes/ mini bots: Ravage, Rumble, Frenzy, Rewind, Lazerbeak, buzzsaw
- non Traditional frames: Rung,
- Non shifters:
There's a lot more but these just just who I can think off off the top of my head.
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Tankers and Mine frames don't get the luxury of families or raising sparklings, most of them are cold constructs, and don't get a chance to see life outside of mines or duties they have been put into. But if given the chance they are actually very protective of a sparkling, they will fight to the death for their bitlet even if it isn't their. Their behaviour is very similar to a bear mother with their protectiveness of a child, human or cybertronian.
Megatron's optics focus on the tiny form in his lovers arms. If it were any other situation, people would think he is glaring at the tiny baby being placed again in his Chassis. "They have no plating or outer frame, no protection." He states while looking to his lover. "They are a baby, Megs, human babies don't have anything like sparklings, they are very fragile," they explain with a smile as they watch their child try and grab Megatron's large digits. His optics soften as he watches their child as the baby babbles and giggles up at him. It makes a switch inside his possessor flick. Nothing would ever hurt this child. He would make sure of it. A deep rumble leaves his chassis as he lets them play with his large servos. A laugh leaves his lover as they watch him. "You look like a grizzly bear with a cub," they chuckle as they lean up to press a kiss to the side of his helm.
Hauliers tend to see a random sparkling and go. "You're mine now, I'm going to warp you up in bubble wrap and keep you in my cab so no one can hurt you" Hauliers tend to be very attentive carriers/ Sires to adopted or sparked bitlets. A lot of Hauliers tend to be very nomadic in the rust sea moving inpacks. They tend to behave more like migrating herds when on cybertron, but those who live in the cities tend to make a very homey and comfortable for sparklings. But also they are the ones who panic the most when their child puts something in their mouth they shouldn't have.
Optimus chuckles as he watches his bitlet roam around. Playing with sticks and mud. He sits not far off watching them as they play his optics soften as they giggle and let out little buzzes of excitement as they find a new rock. "They seem to be enjoying their first proper road trip," His lover calls out as they walk their way over to him. Leaning down to press a kiss to his Helm. "They are very fascinated by a lot of things on Earth," he rumbles his optics, meeting his partners. "Can you really blame them, I remember a certain bot being very fascinated with Terra's fauna when we first arrived here," they tease him. Another squeal of delight comes from their sparkling as they begin trying to chew on a rock. Optimus let's out a slight noise of panic as he quickly moves towards them. "No, no, Bitlets, you can't eat that," he states while trying to pry the rock from the little ones' servos. They squeak and squeal in protest before eventually letting go of the rock. Another laugh leaves his lover as they watch the two.
A lot of emergency vehicles tend to not be the best for being parents. Mainly due to their work and just not having the time for a bitlet. But they are very attentive to those who do have them, trying to calm them and make sure that they aren't hurt and can make it back to their parents. A lot of the time, they will put up the disgruntled act of the dad who said they didn't want a cat, but then ends up with a child curled up on his chest as he works.
Praxian carters tend to act very similar to seeker, but with children and sparklings its as if they can feel where they are but have a tendency of paranoid when they can't see their little ones. Their door wings will flicker and twitch when they hear their children and will respond back with soothing little clicks. A lot of the time, they will carry their sparklings on their back between their door wings.
Prowl wasn't impressed with Sunstreaker or Sideswipe. The two young mech burst out into fits of laughter watching him with a human baby strapped to his chest. His wings flutter in dispair as they begin taking photos to send to every mech they know. "Oh Primus Prowl, when did you get yourself a bitlet!" They ask while also fauning over the baby who giggles and reaches out with grabby hands. Prowl let's out a slight,all collection of angry clicks as his optics narrow in on the twins. "I am looking after them as their parent had an important meeting today," he snaps as he begins walking, trying to outpace the twins as they continue shooting questions at him. "But you have them strapped to your chassis like they are battle gear!" Sunstreaker laughs, which earns him a smack up the side of the helm from Prowl. "They are too small and too young to be left to their own devices, and the safest place for them is where I know they are," he grumbles before slamming the door to his office shut.
Speedster are one of the cybertronians who tend to forget their child exist sometimes, having no awareness until they are like something is missing. Oh Primus, where is my Bitty!. They are very live fast die hard kinda mechs and it translates over to their child. They are very much the one who will proudly show off their child who is currently eating something they shouldn't be. But they are also one of the most cuddly with their child. Curling up with them to their chassis as they purr loudly.
"RODIMUS PRIME, DRIFT DEADLOCK WHATBARE YOU LETTING MY BITLET EAT!" their voice boomed as their optics narrowed in on the two speedsters and sparkling. Drift turns around in an instant. "I tried to stop them, I swear, but Roddy dared them," he states. Rodimus looks sheepishly at his lover as their sparkling laughs and shouts. "Told you I could!" The little one shouts in excitement, not carrying about the disappointed look from their other parent. "You timeout, you Decontamination spray Now, and You... I'm not angry, but I'm disappointed, " they state, which makes Rodimus face drop. "Nooo. That's worse!" He shouts only to have his bitlet laugh at his whining.
Seekers are the most parent of all cybertronians to the point that some trines work as a family system. Each seeker is a carrier to one seekling, but also being the sire to another or having one seeker who is the sire to two. But then their is the others who aren't spark bonded to others in their Trine, because tries can consist of siblings, cousins, parents or complete strangers so each trine is different. but the family works to train and care for all of them together. They speak in a pigeoned vosian, which is a mix of chirps, thrills, and other little vocial noises. They are also the most social. With large gatherings for sparklings to meet and also bond with others so that they can eventually find their own trine.
For example, I love the idea of Thundercracker and skywarp being brothers, but starscream is trine bonded with them.
Acid storm, Nova storm being a bonded couple who ended up with Sunstorm who is much younger who try care for as their sparkling.
Dirge, Thrust and ramjet who are all random Seeker's who became friends at a young age and are a trine but aren't together at all, they be the boys who go out on the town and wake up in their flat with a hangover and a random mech/ Seeker in their berth.
Nacelle trills lightly as the little seekers curled up in blankets and pillows. Wings fluttering in delight as he watches the little mechs curl up again each other. His two lovers chuckle softly, watching how me preens and chirps and thrills at his two little bitlets. One of his lovers moves closer to him, resting their helm against his backstruts as his wings flutter again. "They are just sleeping sweetspark you can step away. They aren't going anywhere," they call out to him. "I know, they are just..." he starts before his other lover calls back. "Fresh, I know and very you, but they are here finally, you don't have to stand guard all the time," They tease before leading him into the room towards the fluffed up berth. "I think that's enough playing guard for the night"
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Hot and Bothered - Supergirl x Male Reader Smut
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Being the boyfriend of the renowned cousin of the Man of Steel had it's perks... And it's downsides.
The relationship for starters was perfect for the two, Y/N couldn't be anymore happier dating Supergirl, the Girl of Steel herself. Y/N had moved into Kara's own apartment in New York since they announced their relationship to their loved ones.
Kal and Kara's friends and many allies were reluctant on the fact she was dating a normal human being, while Kal was supportive and understanding, considering he's engaged with Lois Lane, many others told her the dangers and cautions she must take when dating someone like Y/N, considering he's human and she isn't.
Her adoptive family however were ecstatic to hear she was engaged in a relationship with a boy, they were happy to hear she was doing well for her own and have noted to wanting to meet the boy she fell for, which was kind of the other way around, he fell for her first.
On Y/N's side of things, his family and friends were happy for him, his parents especially, his mother made it known that the girl he was dating had to get passed her first before she was fully accepted in, which took no time in fact when they finally got to meet her, Linda Lee Danvers was her secret identity, they wouldn't be meeting Supergirl, at least not yet.
The perks of being the boyfriend of Supergirl? It's the flights around anywhere and back to their shared home, the feeling of being safe around her, her warming hugs and jolly attitude that brightens up anyone's day. She'd be the one to say something without ever being afraid, once standing up for Y/N against his ex girlfriend who tried to get him sacked from his job, being both Linda and Supergirl to her advantage against his ex, ultimately being successful in defending him.
She's even saved him from a few encounters from bad folk along the way, ever since Linda entered Y/N's life and found out she was Supergirl all along, his life had changed for the better in a way.
But when it comes to it's downsides of dating the Maiden of Might?
There are times she comes back from work either marked with little bruises or cuts at times, let alone her suit being a little torn in certain types of battles, it was a good thing Y/N knew how to sew alongside Kara, the two were great pairs.
Times where she couldn't make it in time for lunch or dinner, either because she was out in deep space, fighting alongside her allies or on her own to deal with matters in her own hands, but Y/N didn't care if she was late or not, as long as she returned to him, it's all that mattered to him, he knew what he was getting himself into when he began dating Kara.
And also... Her vulnerability to Kryptonite, a rock that radiates a radiation that can be deadly or have different effects depending on the color to Kryptonians, especially Kara Zor-El herself. Y/N hadn't known much about it until he saw the green rock he had found laying on the ground begin to make her feel all woozy, dizzy and nauseous during her heroic efforts to stop a rampaging robotic monstrosity in Central Park, it was stated that the monstrosity was powered by green Kryptonite as its power source.
But a new vulnerability had been added to her list of weaknesses... You.
She didn't know why, but the fact was that Y/N made her feel so vulnerable to touch, like all of her strength had been eased in a way, sometimes she felt like her body was on fire typically speaking when she'd feel his touch in certain areas of her body.
It all had built up to the point she couldn't take it anymore, deciding to take it a step further and give herself to him, the two done the deed first in the sky at her request, with her keeping him up with her, before they finished in the bedroom after what seemed to be two hours of love-making... And the two may have broke a sofa during that period of time.
It had been a few weeks since those events, Y/N was currently coming home from work, while Supergirl had arrived back home after a strange encounter while fighting alongside her allies on a mission.
A strange form of Kryptonite that was the color of a periwinkle blue and violet had been found and Kara was exposed to it, upon taking down the threat, she was requested to be checked up upon and whatever the scans showed, it didn't really do much at all to her body, she didn't feel weak or nauseous, she did feel... A little different however after she opted to return home.
And it soon began to show as she was flying back home to New York, the thought of Y/N in her head with dirty thoughts came to mind, she didn't know where they came from, but she began to suddenly feel that way about him, feeling all flustered, bothered and hot even.
Upon returning, she couldn't keep the thoughts contained and immediately went to her shared wardrobe with her boyfriend, and pulled out a spare, unused suit she hasn't even used before, but she only kept it for a "special" occasion, it reminded her of her old blouse outfit, only that it was more revealing than the original. The family House of El crest on the right hand side of her right breast.
Her super hearing kicked in once she heard her boyfriend's voice. "Yeah! Cheers for the lift, mate! See you next week!" he called out to the driver, a work friend of his. He had arrived home earlier than he's supposed to be.
What she didn't know was that her ally, Batgirl aka Barbara Gordon had texted Y/N that Kara was exposed to a new form of Kryptonite earlier before she began flying back to their home, which had made Y/N worried and called to get an early leave, coming up with an excuse that "my girlfriend's fallen ill and has no one to help her", his boss fortunately took the excuse and allowed him go home, being picked up by his work friend who drove him home after.
She quickly put on the short cape that was with her outfit, adjusted the hot pants and boots with heels before she quickly looked at herself in a mirror, whatever her actions were now? It could be the periwinkle Kryptonite causing her to do this, and she knew this, she hadn't felt this hot and bothered like this before.Ā
Her super hearing kicked in again, now overhearing her boyfriend rush up the stairs in quick effort.
"Perfect!" Kara said with a smile on her face, striking a hands to hips pose before driving one of her hands up her bare legs. Turning around to see the back of herself, eyes falling on the yellow S on her cape and then the hot pants where she shook her ass for a second "Now, time to surprise my boyfriend!".
She walked toward and stood just around the corner as soon as she heard the door opening after a minute, in came her boyfriend who closed the door behind him after placing down his bag onto the ground. Kara may work as an on and off actress, Y/N worked as an electrical engineer full-time, only working from Mondays to Thursdays every week.
"Babe! You okay?! Babs messaged about what happened" he called out, worried about her which warmed her heart.
"Oh, I'm okay" she walked past the corner, revealing herself before striking a pose, flicking her cape and hair the next. She watched as her boyfriend's eyes widen after he blinked, his jaw beginning to drop at the sight of his girlfriend in a new-ish suit, one she hadn't used yet...
Until now...
"Hey gorgeous, I've been waiting for you ~" she gave out a flirtatious smirk toward her beloved, who was trying to catch his breath at the unexpected surprise waiting for him through the door.
For a moment, he thought Babs was pulling a prank on him by telling him Kara was affected by the new form of Kryptonite she was exposed to earlier, but there was the note of unidentified effects that Barbara had told him, telling him to be cautious and message back if anything happens, she'd be on her way to give Kara a dose to rid of the effects if it's bad.
"Uh... I-I... Wow" he wasn't sure what to say, a moment to soon, she had already gotten close to him by using super speed, a gentle whoosh blew his hair back as a devious smirk still played across the girl's face.
"You like what you see, baby? ~" she asked him, placing her hands on her breasts half covered by her opened blouse, rubbing and massaging them as Y/N felt himself began to heat up at the sight of his girlfriend in this new-ish look. "I had it sitting around, just for you ~" she teased him by removing the blue fabric for just a moment to show off the rest of her tits, giving him a little wink after before covering them again.
He still wasn't sure what to say, he was worried of course, Kara hadn't acted like this before, usually she'd be cuddly and give him a gentle peck on the cheek and lips, asking about his day at work. "Uh... I, *nervous chuckle*, I'm not even sure what to say. But you were exposed to -"
"Sshh, I know" she placed a finger on his lips, shushing him. "And I feel so fucking good right now" she said with a flirtatious tone, driving her body close to his, licking and kissing his neck right on after while keeping her arms around him. "And I'm so fucking horny for you as well, you're mine,Ā all mineĀ ~ā”" she growled, pulling her mouth away from his neck to speak before going back in, giving him a hicky to mark him as hers.
"Ohhh, Kara" her real name spilled out of his mouth as she continued kissing and licking his neck. It was then that Supergirl decided to remove Y/N's work hoodie. He had never seen this side of the blonde superhero before, perhaps theĀ "periwinkle Kryptonite"Ā was making her act like this.
The Girl of Steel then levitated off the ground, carrying Y/N with her before flying him slowly to the door, where he collided his back toward the freshly painted door that had been done a few days ago, the feeling of Kara's lips on his neck began to make him feel flustered as he drove his hand through her golden locks, whereas his other hand was on the back end of Kara's small cape, feeling himself afloat by Kara's strength alone, she was up to his eye level at least.
"Oh, Kara!Ā *effort*Ā BabsĀ mentionedĀ I had to tell herĀ aboutĀ -Ā *satisfied groan*Ā - theĀ effectsĀ on you" he made a shot in the dark, whilst Kara was getting a little rough on his neck, beginning to gently bite it, sealing it with little kisses and a lick before she pulled away to look at him in the eyes.
The look of hunger dawned within her sky blue irises, the pair of eyes that Y/N fell in love with before hand, she bit her lip before drawing herself closer to his lips.
"Later" she told him. "But right now... I'm so fucking hot and bothered, that I want, no,Ā I needĀ you" she growled with a flirtatious tone to her words, before smashing her lips against his to make out with him. "And I'm keeping this on" she mumbled into his lips.
All he could do was accept the fact Kara has complete control over the situation right now, and for one? He could care less, it was rather a stressful day at work today, Y/N sure needs this right now,Ā 'perhaps this form of Kryptonite isn't as bad as I thought it'd be on her after all, still I should be cautious'.
Soon he began making out with her too, accepting his fate and obeying his girlfriend, his hands exploring her body before he drove them down to her bare thighs, moans escaped him and Kara as they continued making out, fighting for dominance with their tongues next.
Her one hand drove down into the pants of her boyfriend, beginning to explore the bump that had began to poke her since pinning him to the door of their shared apartment room, she dreamt one day they could get a house together, perhaps in Chicago or nearby New York, just when the time is right of course, and perhaps get married with him as she always wanted to happen one day, settle down, have a kid or two, live a normal life with her career as Supergirl still going maybe.
But right now? She wants him all to herself, she can't shake the feeling of him out of her mind, not since being exposed to the periwinkle Kryptonite earlier. She hears his satisfied groans of pleasure as she ran circles in his pants, tugging his cock.
A big smirk played across her face as she pulled back to give him some air after making out with him in that given time, still holding up afloat against the door, she takes out her hand from his pants to start removing them from his body, Y/N took this opportunity to kick off his shoes while looking his gorgeous girlfriend in the eyes.
He didn't even need to say that he loved him, the both could say it within their own eyes, Kara was hungry for him, too hungry someone would say but to Y/N? He played along with her antics whether they were her own actions mentally or not.
Supergirl bit her lip down hard as his cock was now out, free from his pants and underwear as they dropped down to the ground, right in front of the door, a smirk still playing across her face as she began to stroke it, tease it even, wanting to hear his moans and groans that turns her on more and more.
"Ah, Kara" his hands went around her back, the soft fabric of her cape resting against his hands as he explored the other bits of fabric that was her blouse. It was then that the Girl of Steel shut up his little moans with a kiss that turned into another make out session, still he moaned within her lips as their tongues danced together.
Her actions wanted to warm up his cock first, before she could get the full thing inserted within her clit, the thought made her all wet and horny just thinking about it. She didn't want to get pregnant, not yet but she wanted all his juices inside her, she took precautions to make sure she doesn't get pregnant by taking a pill that could work on her unlike the other pills provided by human doctors. Thank Kryptonian technology for that.
Y/N had never been one to be dominated before, but with Supergirl pinning him to the wall, making him unable to move and obeying her command? He had to admit that it was hot, being dominated by the Maiden of Might was a thought he never thought would happen. Kara was a mature, confident woman who wasn't afraid to flaunt her sexuality if necessary, but only some people have seen her more optimistic and cheerful side, and Y/N was one of those people, most of her friends have seen that side of her too.
He was lucky to have a woman like her, one that wasn't afraid to defend him, shield him even from any harm, thought at times she also risked her secret identity in doing so, she only did it in the name of love and protection for him.
Kara's hand stroked up and down on his cock, the skin pulling back from the tip as she drew her eyes toward his cock with a smirk after pulling back from his lips to give him a breather, a playful grin played across her lips as her eyes drew up to his.
"You like that? Don't you baby? ~" she said with a flirtatious tone in her voice still, stroking his cock up and down, up and down, picking up with speed over time, she last used her super speed to make him cum the last time they made sexual contact, that was their first time. This time, she wanted to tease his cock, warming it up for her to take in the full thing inside her pussy, she yearned for it. "You like it when I stroke your cock? Up and down, over and over, warming it up for the full course".
He nodded his head in a quick motion, notifying her that he was enjoying the hand job she was giving him. "Mhmmm Kara ~" he moaned out, Kara felt his cock in her warm hand begin to pulsate, which was more than ready for her to take in the full thing now.
An excited smile went across her face, getting all giddy about it. She then took him off the door and flew him toward the bedroom, whilst making out with him in the meantime, stroking his cock slowly as she flew toward their shared king-sized bed through memory alone, she managed to not fly into things like last time.
Soon enough, she dropped her boyfriend on the gentle and soft covers, prompting him to remove his shirt that he still had on his body. Supergirl bit her lip upon seeing his body, though she could literally use her x-ray vision to see his toned body and tight 4-pack abs herself, it drove her mad seeing them while a blush appeared on her cheeks as she smiled excitedly.
The Girl of Steel took off her red hot pants with a slow motion, giving Y/N a little show before throwing them to the side, then removing her panties before again throwing them to the side.
It was a good thing she had a smaller cape with this outfit, Y/N could see the perfect ass of his hot superhero girlfriend, she bent over to shake her ass in the air toward him, giving him a little show as a smile went across his face before she give him a little dance, pushing most of her hair to one side along with the dance.
"God, you're hot as fuck" he mumbled out toward her, making her smirk further with a flirtatious look in her expression upon turning around, facing her boyfriend as she levitated over the bed.
"Lie down" she demanded. Looking down at him with authority.
"Yes ma'am" Y/N did as he was told. His cock pointing right up toward her, giving her the nod to float down onto it.
She moved her legs out of the way in a certain position, kicking up her legs as she began to slowly float on down onto him, gently and slowly sitting onto his cock that was sliding inside of Kara's perfectly shaved pussy.
"Oh good golly, yes! ~" she moaned out with a satisfied tone, his cock slid perfectly in her as she began to ride him, moaning through her closed lips, clenching her jaw as Y/N let out a little moan upon her riding him like a cowgirl.
Kara rocked her head back, moans of pleasure escaping from her throat as her mouth began to open in ecstasy as she bounced on his cock up and down, up and down, over and over again with a slow motion, slamming down on him gently.
Y/N kept up with her bounces, pushing himself up as she bounced down on him gently, her head hung low as a hungry look appeared on her face, filled with a lust for his love making. Her eyes caught onto Y/N's as he groaned in pleasure with a little smile across his face.
"Mmm, fuck ~" he moaned out, Kara slamming down on him continuously as blushes appeared on their faces, their moans and groans lapped with each other as the bed began creaking from the Girl of Steel's efforts on riding his cock and her walls getting tighter each bounce.
Kara's short cape billowed behind her as she bounced up and down on his cock, her bounces getting faster each minute as her moans got louder, rocking her head back again with her mouth agape once more.
Y/N's hands soon began to drive up Kara's thighs before resting near her hips, noticing Kara looking back down at him with a lustrous look upon her face as a hungry smile was at the corner of her lips, driven crazy by his cock inside of her as she bounced up and down more roughly, surprisingly not breaking his femur from the way she bounced on him.
Her hands soon drove up to her breasts, pushing away the blue fabric that covered half of her breasts to begin with, showing her boyfriend her tits once again, now freed from the opened blouse, the entire outfit overall made her made her look extremely more attractive than she already was before.Ā
It was funny... He admitted to having both a crush on Supergirl and Linda at the same time, before he found out both were pretty much the same person months ago before they became boyfriend and girlfriend after a few dates.
"Ohhhh Y/N! ~" Kara moaned loudly after five minutes, her ass bouncing off Y/N's thighs as she squatted on Y/N's cock, with her walls getting tighter still around his manhood. "Ohhh, fuuuck, this feels so fucking good~!" she said aloud after a minute, she couldn't care if any neighbors could hear her moans of pleasure, she wanted his juices up inside her, she also wanted to cum so badly.Ā Ā
Minutes had passed, with Y/N's cock beginning to pulsate within Kara's walls, giving her the notification that he was soon about to finish inside her, while his hands driving up to Kara's tits, massaging them thoroughly. Their moans lapping over each other.
"Fuuck, I'm gonna ~" he said through gritted teeth.
"Let's do it together! ~" she suggested with a loud moan.
Within a minute, Y/N pushed himself upwards as Kara did a few more bounces, moans and groans lapped over each other once again, with her moaning his name loudly while she orgasmed, she felt herself finish and his warm juices shoot up into her pussy.
One final groan escaped Y/N as he continued his orgasm, a sigh of satisfaction soon following upon finishing his orgasm inside of his girlfriend.
Soon enough, Kara crashed down on top of him, her tits and body laying atop of his toned body, his hand driving through Kara's golden locks before the two locked lips together for a deep, passionate kiss, his cock still within her pussy.
"WowĀ *deep breath*, that felt so good" Kara mumbled out with a satisfied breath, panting just a little while she heard his heartbeat racing. "That Kryptonite sure made me feel that way" she noted to herself loudly before pushing herself up from him, using her hands to stabilize herself atop her boyfriend.
A smile drew across his face with satisfaction, still panting from the love-making. "Hi" he greeted upon seeing her brightened up face.
A huge grin appeared on her lips, looking down at him with love on her mind. "Hi!" she greeted back before smashing her lips against his for another deep kiss, that lasted for just a minute before the blonde pulled back to let him breath, her golden hair tickling his torso right after.
"Do me a favor, Y/N, if you don't mind?".
"Yeah? Anything for you, princess" he smiled.
"Don't tell Babs about this? The uh... Effects that weird Kryptonite had on me" she pleaded, going as far to give him pleading eyes. "Let's keep this between us, yeah?".
"Of course" he said without hesitation, before grabbing her hips. "Round two?" he then suggested with a smirk across his face, ready for more. "Work was stressful today after all, and keep that on, you look fucking hot with that on".
A grin appeared on her face, smashing her lips against his again for the third time in a row, making out with him which was her answer to continue their love making...
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