#so dazey and the scouts

[miaushii]

the mary janes is so a riotgrrl band to me

[garmaballs]

ALL ALONE IN MY BEDROOM

WITH THE LIGHTS TURNED DOWN AND MY ROOMMATE GONE

I KNOW ITS OVER

STILL I CLING

ON

[youmustfixyourheartt]

i love you messy vocals, i love you whining into the mic, i love you moaning into the mic, i love you soft voice cracks, i love you loud voice cracks, i love you messy vocals, i love you desperate and frustuated singers, i love you sincerity, i love you sighs, i love you wails, i love you deep lyrics, i love you messy and heartbroken lyrics, i love you crying into the mic, i love you working out emotions and crisis through song, i love you yearning, i love you lost innocence, i love you i love you i love you

[lichen-punk]

realized i hadnt posted official battle jacket portraits yet! its never gonna be done, but here it is for now

[tibby-art]

so i figured i'd take a bit of something, just to be part of it then i realized that nothing's coming, and i get used to it

[bardace]

Inktober day 7: Drip

drip is a really funny word and I could’ve made a funny drawing but then I remembered sayaka miki. oughhhhh I’m not okay about her.

[malk-with-tea]

James Deen we were rooting for you

[ickypuppi3]

no no PLEASE elaborate on nasty steve

yes yes YES

cw // internalised homophobia, general assholeishness

steve refuses to actually kiss billy at first. because that’s gay. only he doesn’t say it as nice as that. and what he does say, he says to billy’s face. and billy doesn’t like that.

and steve doesn’t like that billy doesn’t like that.

see, billy knows he can be an asshole, too. knows he is an asshole to pretty much everyone around him most days. he’s not denying that.

but steve. steve can be downright mean. will come out with the most cutting shit during an argument. knows just how to hit someone where it hurts.

he can be a real manipulative bastard too, sometimes. without even meaning to. without even realising, it seems.

that or he just doesn’t care.

billy tries not to think too much into it.

steve doesn’t have a great filter when he’s pissed off. sometimes it’s actually worse than billy’s. he’ll say something. something mean and unnecessary. and billy won’t talk to him for the rest of the day.

he’ll say something to upset billy on purpose.

because that’s steve’s defence.

and billy will wake up at three in the morning to a drunk asshole climbing through his window. slipping into his bed. kissing billy in the dark. whispering a thousand i’m sorry, baby’s and i didn’t mean it’s.

and that would be nice.

if it wasn’t for the blanket of darkness steve uses to pretend it’s not billy he’s kissing. if steve didn’t act like it never happened the next day. if it wasn’t basically a routine with how often he did it.

and that’s A Thing for steve, billy’s found out. drinking. telling billy how much he means to him. telling billy how much he hates himself. falling asleep in billy’s lap after pressing salty kisses all over billy’s face.

neither knows which one of them is crying. maybe both. they don’t talk about it.

some days, when billy’s sick of steve’s shit, he tells him. tells steve it isn’t the end of the fucking world. tells steve that no one has to know. not like billy’s going to go around broadcasting it.

at first steve says there’s nothing to say. he likes girls. and he likes how billy feels. and they enjoy each other’s company. kind of.

then steve tells billy that he wouldn’t get it. and. isn’t that just the funniest thing. billy wouldn’t get it. wouldn’t get how hard it is. wouldn’t know firsthand how certain people would react.

steve fucks around, too.

apparently he did before. according to the whole of hawkins high. but then nancy happened. and steve was committed. and then billy arrived. and then nancy didn’t happen.

so yeah. steve fucks around.

says that’s what him and billy are doing anyway so what’s it matter. gets annoyed when billy asks who steve fucked that day. even called billy clingy, once. just for asking.

and billy wouldn’t care.

if steve didn’t act like billy did a terrible awful thing each time billy sleeps with someone else. if he didn’t get so pissy when billy mentions the double standard.

he doesn’t seem to care as much if billy sleeps with a girl. apparently it’s not cheating if billy’s not the one face down. billy wonders when his life became all about gay politics.

and.

it sounds bad. it sounds like hard work. and it is. hard work.

but billy always comes back. every time.

because steve’s an asshole.

sure.

but he can be okay, too.

sweet, even.

sometimes.

billy thinks about steve keeping a cassette in his car, just for billy. that time he rented a movie and invited billy round because billy mentioned he liked it. the way steve will whisper in his ear and tell him how beautiful he is. the no one else takes it like you, baby’s and the bruises on his hips. the way he’ll beg billy to come round because i didn’t get to see you yesterday. how that could almost sound like an ‘i miss you’ if billy listened hard enough. the way steve tucks billy’s hair behind his ear occasionally.

how he’ll look at billy as if he could actually love him.

sometimes.

and it kinda feels worth it.

[cyberdank]

every time i hear the bridge of this song i need to literally stop what i am doing and just stare into the void. to be trans is to be your own pall bearer. internal screaming.

[stringyworm]

IM FINALLY DONE W IT MY BACK SCREECHES IN AGONY

bands listed are

dazey and the scouts

hatebeak

lacerated

fkn mental

voice of baceprot

and the singer i drew this off of is vocalist for fkn mental when i saw them at the smell that show was so fuckin awesome it blew my tits off and gave me top surgery

[barzfrommarz]

My dazey and the scouts vinyl finally arrived 💕

[heartsfrombevie]

I KNOW ITS OVER BUT I STILL CLING ON🎶

No this song actually has me sobbing I love it so much DAZEY RELEASE ANOTHER ALBUM AND MY LIFE IS YOURS🙏🙏🙏

[xxxfrankengorlxxx]

my fist song tee hee

(hopefully more soon)

[plutonicbees]

lea jaffe was so real when she wrote what if i'm nothing but a cardiac arresting sweetheart, a half run over cat left in the street, and you're the maggot craving rotten flesh left outside in the heat. like. fucking yeah.

[numberoneceofan]

groan by dazey and the scouts frothing at the mouth dazey and the zcouts groan frothing groan

[impulsivedecisionsat3am]

If I had a nickel for every time I found a band that only had one album/ep with only seven songs on it, I would have two nickels. Which isn’t a lot, but it’s weird that it happened twice.