#so basically to answer your question: he did notice hob standing out
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Did Anastasia!Dream have any opinions on Hob pre-fishbowl sledgehammering, or was he just One of The Guards?
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I never really intended to flash back to that part, but... this ask inspired me.
(Other Anastasia AU posts: Masterpost here!)
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Warning: this part is Dream POV of his imprisonment and suffering during it, in particular him slowly being turned human, so be prepared for it to get darker and read with caution!
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Dream is cold.
Once upon a time, he wandered the vacuum of space and the eternal ice of earth and the dying dreams of a polar explorer, and felt nothing.
Now, lying on glass and metal in a cellar, he is cold.
.
They come every day at dawn, when humanity wakes, and his connection to the Dreaming is weakest. They come, vile Roderick Burgess at their head, and light their candles, and write their symbols on the floor, and sing their chants. They burn incense and worse things, every dawn anew.
They hold their rituals, and they are beginning to catch, little magical hooks inside him, tearing at him, into him.
Changing him.
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He feels the eyes of the guards on him at all times, feels their gazes never leave him. Cruel eyes, greedy eyes, hungry eyes, disinterested eyes, disgusted eyes.
Compassionate eyes, one pair of them, sometimes, watching him sympathetically.
But that does not matter. Many of them are compassionate, at the start. Either they rid themselves of their compassion, or they are gotten rid of altogether. Kind eyes, gentle eyes - they will fade.
None of the Burgessâ guards may feel anything but fear and hatred for Dream of the Endless.
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The change is coming upon him ever quicker.
He has begun to feel hungry, last week. By now, hunger cramps wreak havoc on his body, leaving him shaking and shivering. It hurts, it hurts - everything hurts. His body aches.
Every dawn ritual makes it worse.
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Soft eyes, guilty eyes. Darkly pleased eyes, greedy for his pain.
Dream hates them both the same, for neither does anything to save him.
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They cut him, two dawns ago. A blade on a stick, shoved into his prison, carving a line along his ribs.
They cut him, and he bled.
Not much, but for one such as him, a single drop is already an anomaly.
The cut has healed in minutes, but there is a scar, pink, from his sternum to his waist.
They cut him, and left a mark, and Roderick Burgess grinned with triumph.
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He fears.
He fears that he fears, an emotion alien in its sudden vehemence. An Endlessâ fear is a distant thing - this is not.
He fears for himself. More than that, he fears for his siblings.
Was he the first they captured? The only? He hears them speak, sometimes, before and after the dawn, of efforts to pursue the other Endless, but never enough for him to know.
He fears for the ones he loves, and aches with it.
(At the start, he was only furious, indignant that greedy, cruel humans would rise up against him, against his siblings, that they would have the gall to bite the hand that has fed them all these countless millennia, to tear it right from the wrist with such boundless brutality.
He is still angry, and surely always will be - but this terrible fear is choking out all other emotions, and pain numbs the rest.)
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Sad eyes, thoughtful eyes. Overflowing with pity.
Dream thinks that this is what should have been the Corinthianâs true purpose: to tear out the pitying eyes of those who see true agony and do nothing to help.
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He draws breath slowly, in and out of his chest, in and out, in and out.
When Dream of the Endless breathed, then it was only for appearanceâs sake. The air left his lungs unchanged.
But since after the last dawn, he can taste it, how the air is getting thinner and thinner, oxygen count decreasing molecule after molecule that stays behind in his chest. He is breathing, now, he has need to breathe - not much, but ever more with every minute tick-tick-ticking by.
And the air in his prison is getting thin.
Suffocation will not be a kind way to go, but neither will any other he can hope for, in this cellar, with Burgess and his mad cult.
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Caring eyes. Dream does not know him. When he could have still Known, in the manner of Endless, he refused to regard his captors with such interest - and now, that sort of Insight slides through his fingers like water, like sand, and he cannot grasp it.
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âItâs almost done, the ritual. Almost complete.â Burgess told him, last dawn. Hateful, spiteful, grief-mad and cruel eyes, staring down at Dream as if he is a sandcastle he itches to destroy. âTomorrow, Dream of the Endless. Tomorrow, your time will come.â
Dream glares, and does not speak.
(But something deep in his chest sighs a soft finally)
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On his final day, the world is blurry, faded. His vision distorts and fades in turns, and he cannot see far beyond his prison, the guards nothing but vague shapes in his periphery.
(He still feels the weight of their eyes on him, heavy, suffocating, hatredguiltdisgustworryfearhope, making his aching skin crawl.)
He meets his own gaze in the glass, and blinks, and finds not darkness and stars looking back at him, but pale-grey-blue human eyes, unfocused and bloodshot; blinks, and sees galaxies again.
He closes his eyes, and dares not open them again.
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Compassionate eyes. Determined eyes.
Will they watch Dream too, at the end? Will they close, when the object of their fascination, their pity, is extinguished?
Dream might never find out.
Heâs so tired.
Night is falling. Burgess said it would be his last.
Will you cry, kind-eyed guard? Will you mourn?
Will you remember, forever and ever, how you saw Dream of the Endless die?
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All is very quiet - and then, all is very loud.
A shout, the crack of a fist against skin and bone. More shouting. Dreamâs head is pounding.
Fierce eyes, frenzied eyes, get back from the glass, get back.
Kind eyes. Iâll get you out.
A grunt of exertion, the sound of air flowing past something heavy.
And then an earth-shattering crack.
The glass breaks, and Dream knows that it was too late in an instant.
To finish the ritual would have killed him - but so will this, the disruption of his prisonâs confines like a physical blow to his chest, his changed body rending itself apart at the seams.
He screams, a sound torn from deep within him, hands clawing and scrabbling at the cracking and disintegrating glass around him, and it hurts it hurts it HURTS-
Shocked eyes, scared eyes, shielded from the glass shards behind a hastily-thrown up arm kind eyes kind kind kind so kind only kind thing he has left-
Dreamâs cold and heâs hungry and heâs in pain and heâs choking and heâs bleeding and heâs dying and heâs huma-
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#WyAnswers#WyWrites#dreamling#the sandman#anastasia dreamling au#i did have fun with this one#dream's slow change and his fear of it#so basically to answer your question: he did notice hob standing out#the compassion in his eyes#though he thought it hardly mattered and didn't fully care#or at least he told himself that#this is almost bordering on horror it occurs to me#dream seeing unfamiliar eyes staring out of his reflection and all#burgess and his ilk were turning him human to kill him of course#but just the human-turning was agony enough to dream
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Cheers from Newton Haven ( Mirrorâs Edge)
Hey everyone E here with a surprising amount original works. haha so you can blame my good friend @hains-mae for this because she enabled me. So long story short I love writing. I love creating ideas, story plots, characters all that jazz. Often there's a lot of leftovers that i put away in word document just so I have stuff to work with or ideas i can use later. Most of the time I might write something just to get it out of my system but it usually just ends up gathering dust in my computer.
I've been getting more into modern urban fantasy stories and watching the unsleeping city which is a modern dnd show (highly recommend it. first season's free on youtube over at the dimension 20 channel) and naturally I wanted to write some so here we go.
I don't know how often I'll be writing this because this accidentally became my side project whenever I need a break from the underground but who knows might turn into another big layered project.
so basic summary is there are a group of friends, associates, reluctant allies, organizations and frenemies who work together to keep the peace of the supernatural world in check and to ensure it remains secret to everyone else while living their lives as best as they can. Today's chapter includes Finnrick Drift a private investigator wizard and his best friend Casey Remington, cleric of the hearth
that's it for me. have a great week! stay safe, take care of each other. wear your mask, wash your hands, get the vaccine if you can and I'll see you soon!
and if you wanna an easier place to read and leave me some good old comments or reviews you find the chapter right here https://archiveofourown.org/works/30599756/chapters/75486005
Not gonna lie i promised Iâd try to promote myself more and itâs weird. it feels so weird. hahaÂ
It was a busy Friday afternoon in Midtown. People in designer named suits and dresses bustled across the sidewalks in all directions, too caught up in last minute phone calls or sudden late night work orders to notice anything else. The buildings that scraped the bottom of the sky were clean with a fresh coat of paint and maintenance, a testimony to the wealth and power that was found here.
So naturally Casey felt as out of place as fish out of water in his purple baseball jersey and black shorts just standing outside some fancy restaurants doors with his friend.
âFinnyâ Casey started awkwardly, his sea green eyes darting back and forth awkwardly âAny reason weâre out here being creepy? I got a Neighborhood Watch meeting at like 6.â
Finnrick or Finny as Casey referred to him, was no better dress than he was for the environment. A long black trench coat that was more stitching than fabric, a matching frayed faded fedora sitting comfortably on his head. He wore a nice collared dark red shirt tucked in a black vest but even that felt cheap and tacky compared to the thousands of dollars worth of clothing that passed them on the street every second. At least his black dress pants were dark enough to hide the patch up jobs and naturally the only kept squeaky clean were his loafers.
Finnrick sucked on the thin white stick for a moment before speaking up âIâm debating if itâs worth the trouble. I didnât realize you had a meeting tonight.â
âWell we always meet up on the fifth. You know talking about treaties, clean up jobs, if any undead hordes have been spotted. My birthday cake.â
âAh shitâ Finnrick rubbed the back of his neck sheepishly, his dark brown eyes apologetic âItâs your birthday? Did you want to go? I think I can handle it alone.â
Casey lifted the hat off Finnrickâs head and playfully ruffled his already messy black hair âYou getting old Finny. My birthday is the tenth.â
Finnrick waved off his assault âIâm six months younger than you.â
âButâ Casey gestured to the smattering of sliver streaks in Finnâs hair âYou look older.â
âAt least I donât look like Iâm 15. Dude you need a haircut. Everyone here thinks youâre a hippie.â
âA good looking hippie.â Casey gave a dramatic shake, his wavy dark brown hair flowing in the breeze.
The pair burst out laughing, doubling over trying to catch their breath as the business suits eyed them distastefully.
âAlright, letâs get this over with.â Finnrick made his way over, smiles and charm as they approached the doorman.
âYour cigarette sir.â The doorman spoke dully.
Finnrick pulled out the now finished lollipop âDonât smoke but done anyway.â
The doorman gestured to the nearby trashcan but Finnrick opt to tuck it away in coat pocket. Disgusted but professional, the doorman gave strained smile as he allowed them entry into the building.
Casey nudged Finnrick curiously âWizards? Warlocks? God not druids.â
âProbably. This is guy doesnât have an ounce of magic in him but I wouldnât doubt heâs got some casters on the payroll. Try not to leave anything behind.â
âIâm a freaking walking carpet here!â
âThatâ Finnrick grinned playfully âIs why you need haircut.â
Casey gave a fake snarl âShut up and call the elevator.â
Finnrick whistled, amused by the near silence of the opening doors âSuch fance. Barely a sound.â
âSo whatâs the plan?â
Finnrick scratched the little bush of hair he had on his chin thoughtfully âAsk some questions. Probably get no answers. Be threatened more than likely.
Casey cracked the tension in his neck âThink itâs gonna get ugly?â
âDepends on how many witnesses.â
The two made their way to the seventh floor, the elevator smoothly slowing to a stop before the doors opened with a ding. Two burly men in suits were waiting, flanked on either side as they gestured to an empty restaurant dining room.
âThe boss will like to speak to you.â
Finnrick and Casey shared a look.
âSure!â Finnrick beamed cheerfully, patting both the brutes arms as he passed âI was hoping to talk to him anyway.â
The men growled in annoyance but did nothing as Casey and Finnrick made their way to the center talk, unsurprised to find two glasses of wine waiting for them.
âAfter youâ Finnrick joked, pulling out Caseyâs chair for him.
Casey gave a mocking smile âSuch a gentleman.â
âOnly one I betâ Finnrick whispered before taking his seat.
Casey could hear the low hissing of whatever spells were on their chairs being dispelled.
Yep there was going to be trouble.
Casey eyed the room carefully in search for options: The room itself was pretty dark, dark reddish walls with dim lights to set the mood. Most of the tables had been left alone for whatever event this room was scheduled for later with the chairs stacked in the corner. A few feet to their left was the bar, unmanned but well stocked and a window to the outside nearby.
âWell, well, well!â A voice called out from some shadowy part of the room âWho do I have the pleasure of meeting this fine Friday afternoon?â
Finnrick rose to his feet, politely motioning to himself and Casey âMy name is Fredrick and this is my friend Charles.â
The manâs hazel eyes shone with suspicion âNo last names?â
âOf courseâ Finnrick grin âBut thereâs no need for friends, right? We are friends Robert?â
Robert paused, a barely contained rage shimmering just under the surface. His slicked back graying hair and tailored perfect dark blue suit were signs of a precise, irrational control. This was a man that was never told what to do and considered himself above everyone and anyone.
âOf course.â He answered a moment too late. He was not happy. âOf course. What are polite manners among friends?â
âThanks Bobby!â Finnrick gave a friendly wink before retaking his seat.
Robert fumed but followed Finnrickâs example as a trio of secret service wannabes took their spots across the room: Inhumanly beautiful men with dark suits and shades. Something was off about them but Casey couldnât put his finger on it.
âWhat do I owe the pleasure Freddy?â Robert sneered, hoping to see how Finnrick a taste of his own medicine.
âWell Bobby.â Finnrick went on, purposely ignoring the older manâs jab âAs you know you have been stealing countless money from your employees.â
Robert chuckled darkly âI am afraid wherever you have been getting this claim is very misinformed. I am a simple, honest businessman.â
Finnrick nodded in agreement âOf course. Of course. Thatâs how you can say that with a straight face. Honest businessman of mundane practices.â
Casey felt his hair on his arm stand on end as the atmosphere in the room tensed. The brutes growled unhappily, the trio of bodyguards shifted uneasily and Robertâs eyes shone with understanding.
âI see.â He spoke simply âYouâre from the other side.â
âNaturally.â Finnrick confirmed âNo need to peer around the bush, is there?â
âNo need at all. It is refreshing for such transparency. You donât get that often in the world of business.â
âI doubt you give much either Mister Walker.â
âEnough games. What are you doing here? Some kind of union rep for magical freaks? Blackmailing me?â
Finnrick sat up with pride âPrivate investigator. Building a case against you actually.â
Robert carefully studied both men before him, trying to piece together their plan, their angle.
âEither.â He spoke after a few moments âYou have all you need or more than likely you have nothing and you are simply here to smoke me out, hoping I will give you something to use against me.â
Casey felt Finnrickâs hand move underneath the table and a rush of chilly air brushed his leg.
Casey gave a quick nod to let Finn know he understood.
Finnrick cleared his throat âYouâre aware of the works of Tolkien Mister Walker?â
Robert was caught off guard âWhat?â
âElves.â Finnrick answered with a calming voice âElves are the most famous of his characters that arenât humans of course but thereâs more: Elves, dwarves...â
âHobâŚâ Robert began but Finnrick cut him off.
âThatâs a legal matter but yes. Wonderfully fantastic creatures.â
Robert narrowed his eyes âAnd?â
Finnrick leaned in close, smile mocking and cold âI hate when people take advantage of them.â
Robert was a cold, calculating heartless man who was used to being the smartest one in the room. The one who rigged the playing field in his favor, held every ace in his hand and led his prey exactly where he wanted them to be. He played with people before he destroyed their hope. He was the apex predator in the world of business.
It was satisfying to see that swagger and pride drain out of his face.
The businessman went for the button hidden underneath his side of the table, no doubt the switch to trigger the holding spells on Casey and Finnrickâs chairs. Of course Finnrick had dispelled them first chance he got and since the only other caster in the room was Casey, no one else noticed.
Robertâs face was the second most beautiful thing Casey had ever seen (first being Jaime but there was no need to tell her that). The panic, the fear, the utter confusion. Just poetic justice at its finest.
Finnrick shot to his feet with a surprising speed given his unremarkable build. He muttered the words of power, a magical incantation as his hand made the proper gestures to complete the spell.
The shades squad went for their weapons but Finnrick had gotten the drop on all of them. He pulled his hand back, a burning flame sitting peacefully in his palm. He pitched the flame forward, lobbing directly at the closet goon. The inhumanly beautiful man rose his arms to defend himself in time. The flame, mostly pressurized air, splashed over him harmlessly as the force of the attack shoved him back into the wall.
Casey followed Finnâs example. He stood as well (not as quick as his friend), a soft gentle light glowing from his hands. He glanced at the two remaining shades and aimed directly for them. A bolt of pure light burst forth from his palms. One goon got a chest full of holy energy and skidded backwards but the other was ready. He leapt to the side and narrowly avoided the attack as he slid out of sight.
The brutes charged towards the pair, murder in their eyes. Finnrick barely spared them a look as he snapped his finger. The two flames sigils he had imprinted om them when he grabbed their arms ignited, twin fires eating at their sleeves and sending them into a panic.
âWhatâs the plan?â Casey shouted, sending more holy bolts towards the shades.
âUp and over the counter.â Finnrick answered, tossing another fireball.
Casey quickly made his way closer, prepping to leap over the bar when Finnrick crashed into him, a strange whistling sound piercing his ears one moment then silent the next.
âOver buddy over!â Finnrick repeated, grabbing Casey by the collar and heaving him ontop of the counter. Casey flailed for a moment before glancing backwards. Finnrick was right behind him, hand outstretched as a blue translucent field of protective magic hung before the two while the shades opened fire with crossbows, the jet black bolts barely visible in the dimness of the room. They bounced harmlessly off the barrier but Casey could see the cracks starting to form.
Casey hopped over the bar gracelessly, struggling for a moment before clearing the jump. Finnrick tucked himself backwards, allowing himself to roll over the counter top and land on the other side with a thud.
âRemember when elves were honorable?â Casey huffed, quickly scanning the various bottles.
Finnrick scoffed âThey were never honorable. They just acted better than everyone.â
âRemember when we were kids?â
âVaguely. Pass the absinthe. I want to really make this hurt.â
âBlue bottle? These are all in German and Russian.â
âGreen liquid. Come on Case I taught you better.â
âRight. I miss when the cartoons used to tell us the mafia was honorable.â
âCriminals these days.â Finnrick shook his head disappointingly âJust donât make them like they used to. Itâs all corporate shit.â
Casey began picking other bottles at random, wrapping them tightly with the tape he brought âItâs disillusioning I tell you. How right is he?â
Finnrick smashed a pane of glass. He took the jagged edge and slowly inched it over the counter, catching sight of the trio of shades for a moment before a crossbow bolt shattered the glass.
He flexed his hand, trying to relax his muscles. They were elves alright. They might be dressed in suits and ears hidden by some sort of glamour illusion magic but old habits died hard. Elves habits never died given their long lives. The trio had fallen into a close knit triangle formation: one fires, one reloads with the last taking aim.
âHe had this whole operation locked tight. No one was talking. Either bribed them or made an example of them. Broken bones or horns. I had enough evidence to implicate him but bringing him to trial in the mundy court was going to be pointless.â
Casey moved the bottles back and forth to ensure they wouldnât come loose midair âSo what are we doing here?â
âGiven his limited knowledge and the numerous magical violations I counted in this building alone, I figured heâs not registered with the Council.â
Caseyâs eyes lit up in understanding âGotcha. How long we got?â
Finnrick shook his hand back and forth âIâd say 10 minutes knowing the Council. Magic in an unregistered area requires a subtler approach for them. â
Casey snorted âFake beards and stilts for the gnomes you mean? Robert will be gone by then.â
Finnrickâs face scrunched in concentration âHeâs still here. Cowering under the table. Heâs not used to dangerous wizards up in his face. Letâs scare him put huh?â
Casey spared his friend a glance âBig shot?â
Finnrick nodded in agreement âAim high Case.â
And with a synchronicity only achieved through years of friendship, the two stood up at once. Casey threw the makeshift bomb high into the air as Finnrick formed the magical shield once more. Arrow after arrow bounced harmlessly off its surface as the bottles sailed through the air. Finnrick focused directly in the center of the payload. The shield dropped but the elves had broken formation and were all reloading at once. Finnrick pinched his thumb and finger together, murmuring under his breath. A small spark of flame fluttered wildly on his finger. He flicked it as quickly as he could towards the bottles. The spark spun and twisted as it floated towards the payload. The spark expanded, growing in size, and intensity, rapidly without warning. The air warmed as the spark exploded, smashing the bottles and engulfing the alcohol within. Flaming liquid, glass and hot air shot out in every direction. The elves were blasted off their feet and crashed against the far wall with sickening series of crunches. The floor above now had a massive hole in it and the brutes sprawled across the floor. Robert himself was thrown onto the ground, ash and soot covering his face as he struggled to breath.
He tried to call for someone but his ears were ringing and everyone was down for the count. He tried to search for the trouble makers but the smoke that filled the room was too thick.
The elevator dinged open once more and three pale suits came scuttling out. They clung to the walls on all fours, unnatural and repulsive. Their blood red eyes shone in the dimly light room, their fangs barred and ready for blood.
âVampires!â Casey rubbed his eyes tiredly âThis fucker has vampires. Loose by the way.â
âRight?â Finnrick shook his head âThere are just so many regulations being violated right now.â
The vampires did not care. They dropped to the floor, gliding effortlessly midst the smoke and flame.
Casey took a step closer to the encroaching undead. He outstretched one hand towards them while the other clasped his necklace tightly. The vampires tilted their head quizzically at the symbol that adored the chain: It was a house of all things, a simple shape of rectangles and triangles no different than what a child would draw.
The vampires chuckled, their eyes bright with hunger.
Of course in their bloodlust they had forgotten something important: It was not the symbol but the faith behind it that was their bane.
Casey held the symbol as high as he could. The vampire shrunk away from him as his eyes blazed with holy energy, the symbol of home glowing with a harsh light. The vampires barred their fangs as a symphony of noises overwhelmed their senses: the soft hum of an air conditioner, footsteps thundering about, the chill of winter, the heat of summer, the overlapping sounds of cars and buses as the roar of crowds boomed in their ears. The city, the hearth of so many people, filled this room for a moment.
The vampires drew back, white smoking curling off their charring flaky skins. They ducked back into the elevator, hiding in whatever corner they could manage until the doors shut with a satisfying ding.
âCome onâ Finnrick gestured to the window âI donât want to be written up for unauthorized magic in an unregistered area.â
Casey and Finnrick scampered to the window. Caseyâs face turned a sickly green when he realized how high up they were.
âUgh I donât feel good.â his stomach churned queasily.
Finnrick broke the window with his elbow, the fresh smoggy air of the city bringing some color back into Caseyâs cheeks âI know buddy but itâs only eight floors up.â
âI hate you so much right now.â
âOkay cool jump now!â
Robert regained enough sense to see the troublemakers leap out the window without hesitation. He struggled to his feet when flickers of something began to form. Before he knew what was going on, the previously empty room was now filled with various creatures: Elves, dwarves, a gnome on silts had appeared out of thin air. They werenât dress in any ancient medieval garb but rather dark blue jackets, jeans and combat boots with the initials M.R.R.D stitched on their clothing. They were no different than any one on the street aside their more unique physical features.
âM.R.R.D!â the gnome cried out, brandishing a strange clockwork pistol âEveryone freeze! We sensed a magical disturbance and a violation of the Arcane Veil!â
Robert rose to his full height âI am Robert Walker and IâŚâ
The gnome opened fire and Robert could feel exhaustion overtake him. Sleepiness began to ebb at his resolve and before he could mutter another word, he closed his eyes. A dreamless sleep until he woke up in a council prison cell a few hours later.
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Casey didnât scream as he fell through the air. He was too busy trying to keep his lunch in his stomach.
Finnrick waited a moment to make sure everything was in place and with a wave of his hand, the two began to fall much slower. They landed on their feet as if they had taken a step off the sidewalk instead of several stories up.
Casey began hyperventilating, trying his best to get his stomach settled. Finnrick began fanning his face when a man walked up to him.
Casey and Finnrick said nothing, waiting for the Arcana Veil to fill in any blanks they were missing. They couldâve told this man anything but they found from experience that it was just easier to roll with whatever the magical blanket that separated the mundane world from the magical decided.
The man peered at them, his gaze unsure and confused.
âHey, you guys okay?â he asked helpfully.
Casey and Finnrick remained silent.
His eyes glazed over for a moment, a strange shimmering sheen within his pupils telling the duo that the veil was in effect.
âYou guys are oddly dressed for window washers.â the man chuckled.
Finnrick glanced back to find a ghostly image of an electrically operated scaffold behind them, water buckets and squeegees included.
They shared a look.
âWould you believe itâs national window washer day?â Casey filled in.
Finnrick added âYeah, they let us wear whatever want today. Itâs only one day out of the year anyway and most of the time we work by ourselves so no harm done.â
the man nodded like that was the most reasonable thing he had ever heard âRight sorry. Iâll just be on my way.â
Finnick and Casey ducked out of the alleyway behind him, heads low and nonchalant as the human M.R.R.D members began to shut down the restaurant from the outside.
âWell that sucked.â
âJust a little. Here letâs go some dinner on me.â
âDamn straight on you Finny. Brutes, elves, vampires?â
âOh my.â
âNow Iâm ordering extra bread for that.â
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My thoughts while reading The ballad of song birds and Snakes...  ( Iâll be refering Coriolanus to Snow in this because I am not about to write that name who know how many times) ( Please note Many many spoilers ahead)
How do I say these names... Flips through the book yeah Iâm screwed..Â
Trigis is Snowâs Older Cousin Didnât see that comingÂ
Whatâs this... Am I actually Feeling sorry and bad for snow... ( lets see how long this lasts for)
Point 2 seconds a little upset you have to mentor Lucy gray from District 12 then your over it once she shows her vaule...Â
Lucy Gray wow you sure know how to make an entrence. I like you...Â
Is she the first winner from District 12? Â
Did that really happen...Â
Roses on the roof really...Â
Okay that was kinda sweet ( showing up to the train station with the rose)Â
Wait what itâs not the luxury that is seen in the other books.They are treated like well zoo animals. anywhere outside of the zoo ( before a certain point they are in handcuffs also they are literally all in the same cage at the zoo and people can visit them too) ( Not fed/ mot trained basically they go into the arena as they look and wear the same clothes too) (( I am doing this in one big point so then I donât do like 50 points on this)Â
No wonder there is a law  âNo fighting with the other tributes before the games startâ Â
Who the actual **** is this Dean Guy...Â
Okay thats sweet Snow is actually trying to make Lucy Stand a chance.... Whats this Snow is actual kinda sweet what are you doing to me..Â
Sejanus Is feeding them too...Â
Okay the Picnic was kinda sweet..Â
He knows Marcus... Oh wait I forgot hes from District 2Â
Well that escalated Quickly...Â
How didnât these games get cancled... I said this to myself about 10 times...Â
Okay you did what to that girl because she told a lie...
Dr Gaul I have so many questions but frankly I am scared for your answer..
Okay Kids lets go on a field trip where you will die in a few days..Â
What is this arena...Â
Boom.... Â
How is this guy on the loose...Â
Then I realized the games havenât even started yet...
About the public humlationn really you treated them bad enough... but now the dead... ughhhÂ
Okay Snow is being sweet again. Why am I blushing..Â
Okay I am convinced this Lucy Gray is related to Katniss somehow...Â
SUGAR COOKIES PEETA MELLARK....
Okay that was sweet for Trigis to help out for the interview cleaning her dress and making sure lucy was washed up a bit...Â
Is it that hard to find a gutair....Â
Itâs not over until the Mockingjay sings...Â
Lucy Grays Interview wow.. BRAVO BRAVO..
Wait a second. Snow you didnât just say that You own Lucy Gray.... Just because her interview was amazing... and sheâs a bigger shot then you... Takes a sip of a drink... Well I should of seen this coming..Â
Okay its okay to let Lucy Gray cheat in the games But when Katniss pulls out those berries its like oh hell no...Â
Now I see why they check the Tokens from home befroe they are approved for the arena..Â
She really kissed you and we were about to whitness a makeout session... ( I almost yelled get a room)Â
Now the games are gonna beggin actually I was like is this a false start.. Â
Oh its Happening... Â
Whats the point of throwing Marcus pretty much dead in like that...Â
Who is Lucky Flickerman and this guy with the camera in there faces...
What in the actual were those Parachute gifts... Â
Guess there are no trackers on them...Â
How in the hell. Did Sejanus get in the arena... Why are you making Snow go and get him... Grow some and get in there your self... I just defended Snow whats wrong with me...Â
Snow actually Killed a tribute... what the....
Why is guy from 11 Making a morgue....Â
Laughing a little when other tributes grab the giftsÂ
Oh a little Jealous of Lucy Gray and her District partnerÂ
Okay did I really just read the words STAR CROSSED LOVERS.. your killing me here..
OH wait.... Okay that was kinda sweet.. What the mentor for the male of District 12 did to save Lucy...Â
Well that Alliance is over...Â
Rat Poison....Â
District 11 your no fool...Â
So let me get this you can only send gifts if you can see them where the hell are all the cameras...Â
Really messing with the snakes so they donât attack Lucy... ugh... so you can win the prize to pay your way... Pops another bottle Â
Lucy Gray looks like this snake whisper....Â
This morgue is weird...Â
I like my town with a little drop of Poison... Â
How the hell did she Poison that pond...Â
Well Lucy gray is the winner... ( As expected..)Â
Oh shit now Snow is in trouble... Â
And how in the hell he got approved to be a peacekeepr in district 12...Â
Okay it is kinda sweet he is going after someone he loves...
Snow one step in District 12.. Oh my god air nature get me outta here... Me rolls eyes....Â
Thank god Sejanus is here.Â
Are you are you coming to the tree...Â
Snow sees one Mockingjay and is like Oh hell no... Me Katniss Everdeen ....Â
Maybe once he sees Lucy he will change Â
The only Days free is Sunday ....Â
The Hob really...Â
trading Sejanus Maâs goods...Â
Hmmm they are kinda looking like the peacekeepers from 12 around Katnissâs time... Kinda chill..Â
Okay Maude Ivory shes cute.. The Covey Love them..Â
When you think oh they are finally going to meet face to face again Bam... Billy Tate and Mayfair Lipp ruin it..  â
You really went to the bakery... HELLO DARKNESS MY OLD FRIEND..Â
During this point I thought Snow you have seen how food doesnât come by really good here....WHY HAVENâT YOU FED THEM BETTER IN THE 65 DAMN YEARS.. .
Really from the seam... ( Starts to make a list of every possbile place that Belongs to Katniss Everdeen)Â
Not only does Snow Find Lucy Gray in the medow ( Deep in the meadow) But with a goat too...  ( adds it to my list)  and shes Sing the song she wrote the hanging tree... adds to my list....
And now they start making out/ Which basically almost ends up in make out session every single time they meet up.. ( Now i was okay with this since I am sucker for a love story)
Did Lucy Live in the same house as Katniss did.... Â
Snow also realized real fast how the Districts donât watch the games too much...
Billy whats his last name and  Sejanus hmmm Hiding a map but wait Snow saw it... That could of happened smoother...
Snow has this plan to Kill the mockingjay.... ( Sweetheart that didnât work 65 years later)....Â
They go to the lake in the woods on a sunday no less... damn 3 things to add oh my god Katniss everdeen list...Â
Snow literally 2 seconds into the woods oh hell no... ROLLS EYES...Â
Now your swimming in the lake and in the âhouseâ Keeps writing down)...  and the Deep in the meadow song is sung... I am going to need a bigger piece of paper..Â
Finds Katniss plants... now at this point i am not surprised...Â
Gets approval to Kill the Mockingjays because they care me BIG WOOF....
Trapping the jabberjays... why is snow so interested... Oh shit the scientist knows me..Â
Sees Lucy again at singing at the hobb but he has a little before the show if you know what I mean.. then he notices Sejanus sneaks out ( which he clames he was going to the bathroom... which was a lie)Â
Maude Ivory is Wearing a buttercup dress... whats next Primrose is gonna make an apperence...Â
Snow really looking threw Sejanus stuff... ( I was so like hes gonna take the money and run)Â
Sejanus oh my dear Sejanus He played you like a fool ... He recorderd the whole damn thing... at least he cannot get worse then that... your kinda like the idiot in those movies that lays out the whole evil plot to someone to only 10 seconds later get caught for it....
What the actual BEEEP happened in that shed.. Please let this be the first and last gun Snow ever gets his hands on...Â
The fact that Maude Ivory found the bodies is not okay...Â
The gossip at the BASE is gold..Â
At least snow felt Guilt for his killings...Â
are you are you coming to the treeÂ
Well Sejanus Sorry to see you go..
Now a little make out session at the commarders party when the Covey sings... She really wrote a song for him okay thats kinda sweet..Â
Now Lucy asks Snow to run away with her.... ( Writes this down) And he says yes... he literally didnât make it five miles... but then he found out he passed a test the day of but attemps to run away with Lucy... but.... Â
Before this tho Snow sends all of Sejanus Money to trigis ( oh yeah i forgot to add basically they are loosing there place)Â
Now in the Woods...
5 seconds in snow is like oh hell no....
Lucy Figures out that Snow is the reason Sejanus is dead...Â
Lucy says shes gonna get katniss plants and then she get the hell outta there this is after Snow finds the murder wepons...Â
Snow gets bitten by a snake... ( Sips wine)Â
Who in the hell Let Coriolanus Snow touch a gun...  he is shooting left and right...Â
Lucy Grey GAME ON.... ARE YOU ARE YOU COMING TO THE TREE.... and then bam gone...
My reaction to those events was what the actual hell did i read there.. Oh it gets better...Â
So snow makes it back thinking hes gonna die from a non poisnous snake bite... and hes outta district 12.. But back to the captiol to where Dr Gaul said you passed the test... Â
Now here is the part I literally almost threw my book...Â
When Snow used Sejanus Parents to his full advantage... never telling them oh he is the reason there one and only son is dead.. and Basically the parents âAdopt snow..â pay for his schooling now, makes sure he is well fed and dressed..â I was beyond pissed at this point... Â
So now my last point Snow said the games must go on which duhh ( since we meet Katniss everdeen ) and that they will be better and everyone must watch... and more twists and turns in it...
#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#ballad of songbirds and snakes#ballad of songbirds and snakes spoilers#tbosas spoilers#tbosas#bbs#bosas spoilers#bosas#lucy gray baird#coriolanus snow#sejanus#spoilers#my reaction#sorry not sorry
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The Midnight Train
Written by: @katnissdoesnotfollowback
Prompt 52: Submitted by @567inpanem. âI know what you want. You have money, but what I have are a very particular set of skills. Skills I have acquired over a very long career. Skills that make me a dream come true for people like you.â Sexually frustrated trophy wife Katniss commissions artist Peeta who immortalizes naked women after giving them the greatest O of their lives.
RATED E
WARNINGS: Contains explicit sexual content, dubious consent, incest (step-relation incest), age gap, implied underage, explicit language, suicidal thoughts, canon typical violence, shades of dark!Peeta (but really not that bad, some of you will probably laugh at my idea of dark-ish!Peeta), my brain wouldnât let this go so here we go, all aboard on another crazy ride.
Length: A little over 10,000 words
A/N: While this may have taken a complete turn away from the original prompt, the basic elements are still there. That made better sense in my head. Hopefully it will make sense to you too by the end of the story and you are able to enjoy anyways! A thousand thanks to @stjohn27and @savvylarkâ for pre-reading.
Her father died when she was seventeen. Her mother followed ten months later, on Katnissâ eighteenth birthday. They would starve or worse if Katniss didnât begin working immediately. A future awaited her in the mines, they insisted.
A future that had killed her father. Drove her mother into despair and their entire family to the brink of desperation. And Katniss couldnât stand the thought of spending almost every day of her life trapped underground where her father had died.
There were options, of course. A visit to one of the more lonely Peacekeepers guaranteed a handful of extra coins that she could stretch for a month, if Leevy Thompsonâs information was reliable. She could hunt and feed her family that way, but hunting full time would look too suspicious. Bring too much attention to the way she flagrantly ignored the laws of Panem.
Katniss was looking for something more stable. More permanent. Prim was only twelve. She had seven Reapings in her future.
She knew that he wanted her. Knew it in the way his cold blue eyes followed her across the town square. Found her after every Reaping she survived. She knew it because he never looked away in shame when she caught him looking. Not even when she was thirteen and still figuring out how to deal with the breasts slowly emerging on her chest or the warm tingling sensation between her thighs late at night or when sheâd catch a glimpse of the wrestling team at practice. She knew he wanted her because sometimes when he watched her, he licked his lips as if preparing to devour a feast. His fingers brushed absently over the front of his trousers.
It made her feel itchy and small the way he looked at her, because she knew she couldnât ask him to stop. He was the mayor after all, and could have anything he wanted.
She could have married Gale instead. He was strong and a skilled hunter. A good partner she worked well with. But he wanted children one day and already had five other mouths to help feed. Their life together would have been a constant struggle.
So the day after she turned eighteen, Katniss put on her best blue dress, walked Prim to school, and instead of attending classes herself, she knocked on the imposing front door of the mayorâs mansion.
âIâd like to speak with Mayor Mellark.â
The maid who answered scoffed and made to close the door in her face.
âWho is it, Gaia?â His voice rang out clear and commanding as it did every Reaping Day when he delivered the speeches touting the Capitol. The same as it did before public punishments. Whippings and beatings and hangings, all of which he oversaw with a satisfied smile and ended with a clap of his hand on Head Peacekeeper Threadâs shoulder for a job well done.
She hated his voice. It made her shudder.
But today it gave her a slim chance at a future for Prim. The maid opened the door wider so the mayor could see her and she tried not to vomit in the perfectly pruned shrubs outside his mansion when he smiled at her.
âCome inside,â he offered the invitation with a wave of his hand.
Gale tried to persuade her not to do it. The second the announcement was made, half the Seam turned their backs on her. She had sold herself into the good graces of the one person they hated almost as much as they hated President Snow.
But it didnât matter, she told herself. Prim would be safe. He promised her that Prim would never see the inside of an arena. He arranged for Prim to move in with the apothecary and his wife. The couple had no children and were more forgiving of their niece than they had been of their sister. They would train her as a healer and apothecary, and Prim would never have to stay in the mayorâs mansion. Katniss would not be allowed to visit her. It would beâŚbeneath her when the mayorâs wife could afford to be seen by real doctors.
Prim would be safe. Katniss chanted it over and over inside her head as she signed the papers in the Justice Building. Again as the mayor draped a strand of pearls around her throat.
âA wedding gift,â he said.
Over and over as she danced with him in the square. As she posed with him and his three sons for wedding pictures. The oldest son sneered at her, a hatred unlike anything sheâd seen before in his eyes.
âLevi. Go get a punch for your mother,â the mayor said after the pictures. âSheâs looking flush.â
âSheâs not my mother,â Levi snarled but still went to fetch the punch. He was the same age as Katniss and the only one of the three boys old enough to remember their mother â the bakerâs second daughter. She had been friends with Katnissâ mother before Lily ran away from town to marry a coal miner named Everdeen.
Rye, the middle son, vanished as soon as he smelled freedom from the posing and smiling of the pictures.
Only the youngest lingered or seemed to offer any sort of kindness to her, his blue eyes curious and questioning, but not malicious. He never knew his birth mother at all. She had died bringing Peeta into the world.
Katniss watched as her husband â the thought made her tense up to keep from showing a physical reaction â ruffled the boyâs curls and spoke with important officials. Peeta stepped away from his father as soon as the touch ended. He moved closer to Katniss.
All for Prim, she told herself all evening long. Through cake and dances and well wishes that no one meant.
At least Prim was safe, she told herself when the mayor led her into the most luxurious bedroom sheâd ever seen and told her it was hers. All hers.
At least Prim was safe, Katniss told herself as the mayor then led her to the adjoining room and told her this one was his. Two bedrooms for two people, each room on its own larger than her familyâs old house in the Seam. She fumed at the extravagance. But at least she wouldnât have to actually spend the whole night, every night, with him.
Then he kissed her and bit her lip. Dragged off the brand new white wedding dress, ignoring the sounds of ripping silk as he discarded it and growled that he was going to tame her, make her his.
At least Prim was safe, she told herself as she stifled her cries of pain in the pillow while the mayor slammed into her. Once. Twice. Thrice.
âFuck,â he said and pulled out. âTouch yourself.â
âWhat?â she asked, unable to keep from looking at him. His dick was hanging in a curve towards the floor and streaked with a pinkish fluid.
âYouâre not wet. Touch yourself.â
She hesitated and he sighed. Disappeared into his private bathroom and she thought perhaps she was off the hook.
Then he returned with two bottles. Pills clanked in one and he tossed one of them back, still watching her as she lay there in shock. He slathered the contents of the second over his dick and started to talk. The things he said frightened her. The things he said he wanted to do to her.
He stroked himself hard and entered her again. A dozen thrusts and then he flipped her onto her stomach. She stared at the door and held onto the sheets as he pounded into her.
Slap slap slap
Each thrust punctuated with a grunt.
At least Prim was safe, she told herself as the bedroom door opened and a wide eyed boy wandered in.
Slap slap slap
The mayor didnât notice his youngest son watching them, or at least he didnât stop even if he did. Should she say something?
But then the mayor was shouting in release and the boy was gone.
âClean yourself up and go to bed.â
She did as ordered and stared out the window. She had known this was part of the deal. At least Prim was safe.
At midnight, she was still awake and heard the blare of a train horn as it left or entered the station. She couldnât tell. She hadnât know they ran this late. The Seam too far from the station to hear the horns from there.
The day after she married the mayor, Katniss set about doing something. She needed to do something before she gave in to the urge to claw her own skin from her body. With just her allowance, she now had more money to spend in a month than sheâd ever seen before. She took the assistant cook and one of the maids with her and they shopped in the stores in town, then in the Hob. Whispers followed her in her fancy shoes and pearl draped neck. They werenât too proud to take her money, at least, even if they wouldnât look her in the eye or they spat on the floor as she left.
She ignored their disdain and their dirty looks and left her companions with Sae for a bowl of stew and a crust of bread. The servants seemed intimidated but did as the mayorâs new wife asked. While they were occupied, she bought all kinds of things she didnât know if sheâd have a use for.
And one that she knew she would.
The liquid glittered in the vial as the grizzled Seam woman explained sheâd need a syringe to inject it but it would last for six months at least. It cost most of her allowance, but Katniss handed over the exorbitant sum without hesitating.
âIâll be back for another in six months,â Katniss promised the woman who gave her a toothy smile.
When she returned to the mansion, she dealt with her purchases and then moved to head upstairs. The door to the office flew open and out raced Peeta, cheeks red and tear stained as he collided with her then recoiled.
âDonât touch me!â
âThat is no way to speak to your mother, young man. Apologize this instant,â the mayor commanded and Peetaâs jaw clenched.
He stared at the carpet as he muttered. âIâm sorry, Mother.â
âGood. Get upstairs. Weâre done talking about this. And none of that drawing nonsense!â
It was only after dinner when her hip still smarted from injecting herself with a Capitol grade birth control that she heard the servants whispering and learned what had happened.
âAnother fist fight. And the teacher caught him drawing in class instead of taking notes. Again. Mayor Mellark is sending him away to school.â
They clucked their tongues and shook their heads, bemoaning the poor sweet boy for being cursed with such a wretched father.
âDad, I donât want to go,â Peeta said just days later, sounding scared and plaintive at the train station.
âYouâll go and youâll succeed. The Capitol has the best schools available. And hopefully, theyâll teach you some discipline and respect. Make you into a real man. Donât embarrass me.â
The boyâs lip quivered and he glanced over at Katniss. She should hate this boy for everything he stood for, but as tears welled up in his blue eyes, she succumbed and bent over in front of him to speak to him eye to eye.
âIt wonât be that long. Youâll be home for the summer break,â she assured him, surprised when he threw his arms around her neck and squeezed the breath out of her.
Then he picked up his suitcase and went without another word.
Peeta was only gone a month before he came home. Quiet and studious. He spent most of his time in the garden, drawing. But not even the mayorâs sons were safe from the Reaping.
Katniss almost wished it was her, but it wasnât. Nor was it Prim, and she breathed easy for the space of two minutes. It was the mayorâs middle son that year. He died in the shadow of the Cornucopia, the last victim of the bloodbath at the start of the 77th Hunger Games. He was only fourteen years old.
The day after the Victor was crowned dawned hot and muggy. The Mayor spent all morning sequestered in his office. Right before the mid day meal, he summoned Katniss to him.
She bit back her tears as the room rang out with the slapping of skin and his guttural grunts. She could see the back of a blonde head through the ivory curtains covering the windows. The desk dug a furrow into the front of her hips as he swore and then slapped her ass raw. Her soft whimpers of pain got him hard enough to finish.
When she tried to move away from him, his fingers bit into her hips, holding them together.
âYouâre gonna give me another son. I want a Victor. Strong. A survivor like you. Not a milk sap weakling like that pussy out there.â She tried again to get free and he wrapped a hand around her neck to hold her in place. âDonât move. I want my cum in you as long as possible. Donât move, baby.â
She tried not to shudder as he whispered about how good a mother she already was to his son. How he wished she had married him sooner. Then maybe she would have had a chance to turn his youngest son into a real man, but he feared it was already too late for Peeta. He pet her back and held her down for almost half an hour. All while she could see that same son through the window, sitting in the gardens. Maybe she could have taught the middle son her illegal skills to help him survive the arena, the mayor growled. When he finally let her go, he told her to be ready to get fucked often.
Several weeks later, long after Peeta had gone back to the Capitol, the mayor stood mid chew from the dinner table and walked over to her. He grabbed her hand and placed it over his hardening dick.
âMy cycle started this morning,â she told him. His face contorted in disgust but he dropped her hand and walked away, grabbing his plate and leaving her to eat in the dining room alone.
When her period ended, he fucked her three times a day. He burned through half a dozen bottles of pills from the Capitol to do it.
âItâs only been a few months. Took my first wife a close to a year to conceive each of our boys,â he said as sweat poured down his face and her fingernails dug into her thighs to hold her legs open like he ordered her to do. âGive. Me. A. Fucking. Victor.â He bit out the words as his thrusts stuttered and he came.
A whole year of submitting to him.
She found solace in what she could now that she was the mayorâs wife and her woods were forbidden to her. Most had looked the other way when she was just Katniss from the Seam, but she was pushing it now by frequenting the Hob. Katniss Mellark, Mayor Mellarkâs wife had no place poaching in the Capitolâs woods.
Katniss gave away money as best she could and people slowly stopped sneering at her. She renewed her contraband birth control shot six months after her wedding. Prim blossomed under the tutelage of the apothecary. The mayorâs oldest son moved to District Five to begin a career working for the government there.
Peeta called home once a month and reported to Katniss in a monotone voice that classes were going well and no, he hadnât been in any fights. The reports that came home from the teachers described a model student. Bright, caring, hard working, quiet and well behaved, well liked by all his peers. The mayor grunted in satisfaction whenever he read the reports.
Katniss didnât get pregnant.
He could have anything he wanted, the mayor, but she refused to give him this. The mayorâs house grew more tense and quiet with each passing month. The servants gave her pitying looks every morning she gently lowered herself into her chair for breakfast. The cooks learned her favorite foods and made sure her plate was never without something she loved. She used her ample funds to make sure the servants and their families never wanted. But she was powerless to protect their children from the Reaping.
Every night, she listened for the midnight train leaving District Twelve, longing to just climb aboard and vanish into the night. But then what would happen to Prim?
One day in early May, Katniss came home from afternoon shopping to the sounds of fucking in her husbandâs office. A shrill pitched series of moans and loud thumping. The averted gazes of the staff. She watched curiously from the stairs, looking down towards the office door as the woman left.
âPass the salt please,â she said at dinner that night.
The mayor smashed his fists on the table and shouted that she could damn well get it herself. He left the room and flipped over a serving tray on his way out.
Everyone ignored the sounds of him swearing and grunting from the conservatory later. Ignored the gardner as she slipped out after the sounds ceased, ducking her head and wiping her mouth as she ran from the house.
The gardner had three daughters all of Reaping age. All pretty blonde girls. Katniss couldnât fault the gardner for seeking extra security for them.
The door between her room and the mayorâs was locked that night and remained locked.
âHeâs infertile,â Helena, one of the maids, whispered as Katniss knelt next to the woman and helped her clean up the shattered crystal decanter, the most recent victim of his rage. âHe found out right before your one year anniversary.â
âHow?â Katniss asked and the maid pursed her lips to shake her head as one of the butlers passed by them, examining his cufflinks and not bothering to help.
âDoctor told him itâs because the pills he takes to, you knowâŚhelp him,â Helena told her when the butler had gone.
Katniss could feel her cheeks turn pink as she scrubbed harder to get the bourbon out of the carpet. The pills to make him stay hard.
âApparently it does damage if you take too many.â Helena squeezed Katnissâ shoulder as she stood when they were done. The touch felt like understanding.
Sheâd never felt freer than she did in the next two weeks.
The mayor refused to touch her beyond superficial or ceremonial events. In public they smiled, the picture of a thriving Panem family. At home, she listened to the walls echo with the sounds of her husband fucking everyone but her. Desperate to prove he could get someone pregnant. She didnât want to fuck him. But she didnât want anyone else punished either.
Year after year dragged on. Children died to the Games, twenty-three at a time. The name Primrose Everdeen never called at a Reaping. Never attached to tesserae.
âThereâs a summer program for those interested in politics,â Peeta announced on the phone, around the time he turned fourteen, sounding serious but his voice cracking on a few words. He cleared his throat and asked her to tell his father. âIâll be home for the Reaping, but then Iâll return here.â
There was always a summer program in the Capitol. But he always came home for the Reaping and stayed until the end of the Games.
Katniss spent hours socializing with high placed District and Capitol officials. She played hostess to them all. The mayor fucked her once every blue moon, just to remind her that she belonged to him. He never stayed hard for long and told her it was because she was no longer tight.
âYour cunt is used the fuck up. Who you fucking on the sly? Huh? Who you fucking on the sly, bitch?â
âThe baker,â she said because she knew he wouldnât believe her if she told the mayor the truth. Told him that he was the only one who had used it. She didnât want to fuck anyone.
âIâll have him killed in the middle of the fucking square. What do you want for him? Hanging or firing squad?â He grew harder inside her as he said it and her stomach roiled at the evidence of violence working to arouse him.
âGo ahead. Take your pick,â she said as the mayor finally came.
âYou think I wonât? Youâre not fucking the baker. Youâd be stupid if you were,â he panted over her neck and played with her hair. She shuddered in revulsion and he took it for desire. He stayed on top of her and swallowed one of his pills and when he was hard again, he stood up and shoved her to her knees. âSuck until I tell you to stop.â
The year Peeta and Primrose both turned sixteen, Katniss somehow wound up meeting him at the train station, stunned at how much he had changed in the past year. The boy with the quivering lip was long gone, replaced by a boy â almost a man â who waved at her and smiled warmly in greeting, whose gait was now a confident swagger. He already towered over her and dwarfed her in breadth.
Peeta didnât really look anything like his father beyond the blonde hair and blue eyes. The shades werenât even the same. She wondered if his features took after his mother. She hoped they did, but her mental picture of the mayorâs first wife had already hazed over with time.
Peetaâs deepened voice, almost like velvet â so much softer than his fatherâs â sent strange currents through her as he sat across the table from Katniss, calmly eating dinner and explaining new models of government being debated in the dorm halls at his school.
âThat will never work,â the mayor insisted.
âButââ
âNo foolish talk at dinner!â the mayor said and Peeta jumped when his fatherâs fist hit the table.
Katniss kept her eyes on her plate. After dinner, she went for a walk in the garden and ignored the screams from her husbandâs window.
âMy fatherâs an idiot.â Peetaâs voice startled her and she jumped this time, heart fluttering as he stepped from the shadows.
âWhat would you know?â Katniss asked harshly. âYouâre still just a child.â
âI wonât be for much longer. And when Iâm not, if Iâm lucky enough to have a wife like you, I wouldnât be making love with anyone but her. Iâd want her screaming not to please me, but because Iâm the only one who can please her.â
She stared at his mouth, the lush lines of his lips as he smiled.
âIâd find every way to make you come and then discover twenty more just because Iâd want you completely satisfied.â
âYou shouldnât talk like that. Iâm â Iâm your ââ
âYouâre not my mother,â he said, but it wasnât cruel like the way his oldest brother said it. It left her panties wet. âGood night, Katniss.â
The day of the Reaping, Peeta stood in the square with every other child at risk. She found herself wishing safety for him as well this year.
His name wasnât called. Neither was Primâs.
As the Tributes made their way towards the Capitol, Peeta swam in the pool behind the Mayorâs house. His legs and arms powerful as he cut through the water.
Katniss watched him from an upstairs window. Unable to get his words about her out of her head. It wasnât right. He was too young. He didnât know what he was talking about, she was sure. Bold words he surely uttered to make himself sound older than he really was rang in her head. Her breasts grew heavy and her thighs slick with arousal with each successive lap he swam. She pressed her palm against the wall and her breath fogged up the window. No one had ever satisfied her the way he claimed to want to. She couldnât give in to the illicit promise in his words.
He was still a child. And she was married to his father.
She turned away from the window and avoided him the rest of the time he was home. The morning he left, she faked a headache.
Two more years rolled by and Katniss listened to the whispers. Traded at the back door of the mansion with anyone who brought wares she could concoct an excuse for needing. Gale was one of her best suppliers. The mayor of Twelve served wild grown berries and fresh game, wild turkey and squash grown in secret just beyond the fence. Fish from streams in the woods, apples from the trees behind the town square. Guests from the Capitol and other districts marveled at the wild bounty of such a poor district.
Katniss owned shoes for every occasion and dresses to match. She filled the mayorâs closet with clothes made by merchants, the fibers plucked in secret from the woods around Twelve by Seam hands. Homemade remedies for sickness, old glass containers painted and dusted with shimmering powders, and rough hewn sculptures she claimed were art filled their shelves. In a way they were art, a story of desperation and starvation carved into loose bits of scrap wood.
She bought secrets with each purchase. Whispers of discontent. She followed dinner conversation assiduously, seeking the clues of arms and Peacekeeper movements. Signs of unrest in other districts. She felt she might burst with the information, not knowing where to turn with it or what to do as it built up inside her. She read the mayorâs Capitol papers and watched the news feeds, dutifully giving him highlights and reserving her analysis for herself.
The summer after he turned eighteen, Peeta came home for his final Reaping. Dinners were stiff and formal, the mayor holding tight to his anger at his son as Peeta touted the theaters, the arts and the museums of the Capitol and how bringing some of that culture to Twelve could help the people.
âThey do not need art. Art is a distraction from labor.â
âOr art could be a form of joy that gives the laborer hope.â
The mayor stood abruptly at this. âWatch your tongue, boy.â
Peetaâs eyes flicked over to Katniss and dropped to the table as a smile played around his handsome lips.
âMy apologies, father. I only meant that such hope would give them a reason to work harder.â
She managed to avoid Peeta for two days until one night she found herself hungry and walked the dark hall towards the kitchens. She ran into him there and he offered to cook for her while she sat and they talked. Words flew between them as fast as his hands worked and she soon found herself laughing, enjoying this easy version of him.
He told her about school and his classmates. The districts heâd been to on holidays with their families or on school outings. The beauty to be found in their world, hidden beneath the ugliness. The potential for the world to be beautiful again. He didnât say that exactly, but itâs the foolish hope she heard in her head as he talked. Maybe their world could be good again, but so much would have to change first.
She watched his clever fingers as we worked and ignored the tightening in her belly when he licked them clean with a sensual smack. He caught her looking and smiled. The midnight train horn echoed through the night.
âWhen he told me to watch my tongue, do you know what I was thinking?â
âPeeta,â she tried to warn but he persisted.
âI was thinking that Iâd like to watch my tongue working in and out of your wet pussy.â
âYou donât know what youâre talking about,â she whispered.
âThen teach me,â he whispered back. Heat curled in her belly and her body craved.
She left without eating and lay in bed, tossing restlessly until morning.
The next day, she saw him in the garden, sketching again. He really was quite talented. The mayor grumbled at him over dinner for wasting time on useless frivolities when he could be courting a wife of high position in the Capitol, engaging in politics, working to improve Panem, or a hundred other more important things.
That night, Katniss tossed in bed, once more unable to sleep. She could finally stand it no more. She ambled down the hallway, thinking sheâd take a bath to relax herself, but was too absorbed in her thoughts to notice the shaft of light under the door. She walked in without knocking and came to a halt, gasping at the sight that greeted her.
Alerted by the sound, Peeta turned in the glass walled shower to face her and a smile slowly curled his lips up. She swallowed and her hand flew to her neck as she watched him. She couldnât look away. Couldnât tear her eyes away from his body. Toned and muscular with water running over him. His hair hanging over his ears and eyes, straightened and lengthened with the weight of the water saturating the normally curly locks. Blonde curls scattered over his chest, a dark trail of them leading her gaze down. Down to where his hand worked his stiff shaft in a steady rhythm. His teeth parted on a heavy breath and his lashes fluttered and still she could not move or look away.
âShut the door, Katniss,â he said, barely audible over the sound of the water. She did as he said and leaned back on it as their eyes met. His hand pumped faster and his unoccupied palm flattened on the glass separating them. Steam curled through the air and he moaned softly right before his cum splattered across the shower door. Thick, milky white streams of it.
They stood there as he continued to pump himself. Until the last spurt coated glass and his shoulders heaved. Then he smiled and, still holding his cock with one hand, trailed two fingers of the other through his own semen, gathering it on the pads and offering it up to her.
âWant a taste?â
Her hand grasped wildly for the knob and she fled. Fled to her room where she paced and tried to quench the fire burning in her belly. But it was no use.
Katniss laid down on her window seat, dropped her hand to her navel and caressed, thinking of his fingers and lips and his intense blue gaze. His fit body and his charm and what it might feel like to have his face and his tongue between her legs. Her fingers in his hair. Slowly, her fingers traveled down her body, down to tug up the hem of her nightdress, over quivering skin as her thighs dropped open and her breathing grew ragged.
She ached for him to touch her as sheâd never ached before. It made no sense. He was a spoiled, entitled Capitol brat. She should hate him with every cell in her body. But she came with a few frantic swipes of her fingers and the idea of Peetaâs tongue between her folds. She came hard and curled into a ball as the spasms wracked her body.
It was only as she lay there in the afterglow of release that it occurred to her. All he said was to shut the door. She could have left and then closed it. But she had stayed.
She had stayed because she had wanted to witness his pleasure. She wanted to take pleasure in watching him.
The shame of what she had done kept her in her room for five days until she had to leave it for the Reaping.
Prim was safe. Safe for real at last.
When Peeta left for a fancier school in the Capitol, one of higher education, Katniss braved taking him to the train station. He smiled at her and hugged her close, whispering that sheâd be in his thoughts while he was gone.
In the autumn, Prim married the shoemakerâs youngest son. He moved into the apothecary and began training with her to take over the business eventually. Katniss was not invited to the toasting. But at least Prim was safe. By spring, Prim was pregnant and Katniss knew she would stay with the mayor, if only to keep that child safe too.
The next time Peeta came home, he was twenty and sporting a line of stubble on his jaw, his normally impeccable suit recklessly disheveled. Top buttons undone, tie loosened and swinging free, sleeves pushed up and his shoes scuffed. A hard edge in his blue eyes.
She followed him when he snuck out at night, telling herself it was because she didnât want him to get in trouble with his father. Even the mayorâs son was subject to curfew.
She expected a trip to the slag heap or a shack in the Seam, a clandestine tryst with a woman.
Instead she watched him lean against a pole of the fence surrounding the district and light a cigarette. Trees grew close to this section of fence and cast shadows obscuring her view. She almost missed the papers passed through the dead wires into a gloved hand.
She left after that as Peeta stayed to finish his cigarette. He came home smelling of cheap perfume and smoke, with his clothes even more disheveled, a shirt tail hanging out and a smear of makeup on the collar, his hair messed up.
She stood there as his father lectured him about propriety and breaking curfew, about setting the example for the district as the mayorâs son, but while the words seemed harsh, the tone was proud. And once again, Katniss didnât miss the handoff. This time it was a box of prophylactics. Capitol grade protection given to the mayorâs youngest son with a cheeky smile and a dirty wink. A pride and relief that âmaybe he is just like his old man.â
Peeta entertained at dinners, making all the overprimped visitors laugh loudly and talk longer. Katniss held back a scowl at how easily he got them to open up, how deftly he flirted with both men and women alike. How easily he slid away with them to âshow them the gardens.â But she guessed it was because Peeta was just like them.
Only he wasnât.
Peeta treated everyone with kindness and respect. Dignity. From the diamond laced ladies of the Capitol to the lowest coal miner begging in the streets of District Twelve.
He snuck out at all hours and returned acting drunk or recently fucked, his footsteps loud and disruptive in the late night, but each time she followed him, all he did was walk along the District perimeter and smoke or disappear into The Hob well after the black market had closed down. Sometimes he wandered to the train station at night. She hid in the shadows and watched him laughing and conversing with the train workers, leaning against the back car and casually smoking a cigarette. Other nights, he played cards with Thread and some of the other Peacekeepers. She couldnât stomach the sight of them laughing and talking boisterously.
And she couldnât catch him with any women, try as she might. Or men. Not so much as one desperate Seam girl sucking his dick for a meal. There were the Capitol visitors who returned from the gardens flushed and bright eyed, but Katniss could never quite catch him in the act.
Katniss needed to know what Peeta was doing. It was consuming her.
She watched as he left with his father one day, carrying baggage and headed to the train station. The mayor had business in the Capitol and asked his son to see him off. Heâd be gone for two weeks, and Peeta for at least an hour, giving Katniss plenty of time.
âIâll take care of that, Meredith. Iâve got some energy I need to burn,â she told the maid and took the cleaning supplies from her hands. She ignored the profuse thanks as the woman hobbled away, her pregnant belly hindering her movements.
With a deep breath, Katniss entered Peetaâs room and set aside the supplies to quickly search his drawers. She grasped behind the furniture or up inside the drawers. Between the mattresses, she found half a dozen sketch books filled to the brim. Images of people from all walks of life, from the Districts, the Capitol, and everywhere in between. There were even some of her and the skill with which he captured every face took her breath away. Stunning landscapes and blindingly accurate portrayals of birds, animals, and plants. His father mocked him for his art, but Katniss wondered if he would if he knew how talented his son was.
In the bedside stand, she found nothing suspicious except an opened and half empty box of condoms. She dropped the box, scattering the foil wrapped packages as her gut squeezed in pain. Falling to her knees, Katniss gathered the items.
Her eyes flicked up as she tried to stand and she froze. Slid a hand beneath the bed and discovered a slit cut into the bottom. Reaching her hand inside, her fingers lit on an envelope. Her heart hammered in anticipation as she slid it loose. Leaving the condoms scattered, she stood and opened the envelope. Palms sweating as her eyes scanned the contents and her brain tried to deny what they meant.
âWhat are you doing searching my room?â His whispered words made her jump and spin. His fingers closed around her wrist and she stared up at him, struggling to gain her freedom. Peetaâs grip on her tightened, became almost painful. He smiled at her and her pulse fluttered, her skin vibrating beneath his hold.
âLet me go.â
âI canât,â he said and the wavering note of desperation in his voice called to her.
Katniss did the only thing she could think of in the moment. She rose on her toes and pressed her mouth to his. His lips went pliant in seconds. Her fingers wove through his curly hair to grab hold of something steady as her entire world disintegrated.
Peeta was a rebel. A spy. A traitor.
As the pieces clicked into place, she fell back on his bed, dropping the damning evidence and taking him down with her as he moaned around her tongue and discovered her mouth with his. Her greedy hands searched under his clothes for skin. And her nails scraped over it when she found it.
âDo I have to fuck you into silence?â he whispered into her neck.
âPeeta, we canât,â she whined, and yet her hands still grasped at the fastenings of his trousers.
âI locked the door. Heâll never know.â
They shed their clothes down to their underwear then he knelt on the floor and tugged her ankles until she was splayed before him, legs dangling over the edge of his bed.
âFuck I canât wait to taste you, Katniss. Iâll bet youâre delicious. Forbidden fruit always is.â She grabbed hold of his duvet and stared up at the carved and gilded ceiling, her breath raspy as his touch grazed her over her panties. âSoak these panties for me. Soak them with your need. Look at me while I touch you.â
Katniss lifted her head and their eyes locked together as his fingers stroked and pressed and his lips whispered kisses and words of longing and need to her thighs. She moaned and he shushed her. There were still servants in the house, after all.
When her panties were good and soaked, he slid them from her body and she tore off her bra, fondling her own breasts for him and pinching her nipples as heat settled firmly between her thighs.
âYou are magnificent. You should be worshiped by someone who can appreciate how incredible you are,â he murmured and shoved her panties in his bedside drawer then shucked his own underwear. Katniss bit her lip to keep from groaning at his cock. Straight and thick, impossibly hard and embraced with coarse golden curls.
She wanted his cock but instead she got his mouth. He knelt again and inhaled deeply the fragrance of her arousal before latching his lips to hers, his blue eyes focused on hers, daring her to deny that she wanted this. That she needed him. She squirmed at first, a stranger to the sensations of a mouth there, but his wriggling tongue and insistent fingers soon had her writhing desperately against him. Then coming and pinching back a scream of relief.
âIâm gonna make you come like this again, Katniss,â he promised and draped her limp legs over his shoulders. âIâm gonna make you come like this until dinner.â
Peeta refused to relent. Refused to let her go. Making her come with his tongue pressed to her clit, inside her lips, then again on her clit with his finger slicked in lube and teasing her ass.
He did things to her sheâd never dreamt possible and made her both curse and praise his Capitol education. As the sun sank lower, he finally stood and smiled down at her.
âStay there. Please,â he said and with two dozen harsh strokes of his cock, he came all over her belly. When he was done, he gazed at her in wonder and gasped out two words. âA masterpiece.â
She lay there, soaked in sweat and his seed, her breathing harsh and her body exhausted yet still needy for more. She bit back disappointment as he put his shorts on and offered her bra to her.
Instead of taking it, she swirled her fingers through his cum and sucked it down her throat. His jaw dropped and she shrugged. âI wanted a taste.â
âFuck,â he whispered and she stood, taking his undershirt from his hands and using it to clean herself. Then she dressed and slid out the door to go take a shower, hoping he couldnât see the way her legs wobbled with weakness.
They didnât speak during dinner. Not a word. But when he snuck out to the train station that night, she followed him. She watched him lean against the caboose and smoke a cigarette as he talked to the crews. When he finished that one, he lit his second and asked the crew about a new sign. They all looked in the direction he pointed, but Katniss watched him. Saw him affix something beneath the rear platform of the train car.
He waved good night shortly after and crushed his cigarette out as he left the train station. She cornered him and pushed him into the shadows.
âYouâre a rebel spy,â she whispered and he grinned then turned on her so that his body shielded her from view, trapped her against the wall. Trapped her right where she wanted to be.
âAnd youâve seen too much. How can I persuade you to keep this pretty mouth quiet?â He trailed his thumb over her bottom lip as he spoke.
âKiss me,â she said and met him as his mouth descended towards hers. Their teeth clashed and pain radiated through her skull at the contact, but she refused to stop.
She wanted him. She wanted him for herself and since sheâd turned eighteen and married the mayor, she had nothing she could call her own.
She wanted Peeta to be hers.
Her hands pushed at his jacket. He pulled her legs up and around his waist, pressed himself into her groin so she could feel his erection on her clit. He rocked his hips and swallowed her moans as they kissed. Then his lips trailed forbidden fire down her throat.
âFuck me, Peeta. Fuck me hard and deep. Oh fuck I need you to fuck me right here,â she whispered as his hand ran up her thigh, up beneath her dress to the apex of her thighs. She twisted and thrust herself towards his fingers, desperate to have his touch on her aching nub.
âYou want me to use my fingers or my cock?â
âOh! Both,â she gasped and clung to him as his fingers entered her. One finger and then a second as she whined and bit into his shoulder.
âFuck yourself on my fingers,â he urged and she rocked her hips, caught his thumb on her clit and cried out. He kissed her to silence her and then the train engine fired up, the loud noise covering the sounds she made as she came. And then their relieved moans as he entered her.
The second she felt his coarse hair on her lips, she moved. Rolling and rocking and unwilling to give an inch as he drove into her and she sang quiet praises at how well he filled her. How much he pleased her. He fucked her as the train warmed up. As the wheels squealed when it began to move. Her body arched and bounced and then sprang loose. She clung to his shoulders as her release rocked through her and coaxed his out of him too.
âFuck, Katniss. I canât stop wanting you,â he moaned in the dark. Right before the midnight train blared itâs horn.
They had two weeks. Two weeks of fucking in the closets, behind the Hob, in the middle of the night when the rest of the household was fast asleep. Katniss even risked taking Peeta into the woods so she could fuck him by the shores of the lake where she often fished as a girl. But it wasnât all fucking.
She told him everything. About watching Prim grow from a distance and not being able to be a part of that. She told him about missing her sister and the longing she felt for her woods every day that she breathed. The desire she kept in her heart to watch their world burn so she could finally be free.
She told him everything. All the pent up knowledge of years of hunting with her father, how to survive in the woods. She spilled out years worth of gossip. Who was loyal to the Capitol and who was lukewarm, and those who were too eagerly loyal to not be hiding something.
They entertained together in his fatherâs absence and people remarked what a fine young man and model son he turned out to be, a line she taunted him with when she was grinding her pussy on his face later that night. He responded by throwing her off of him and then pounding her to a mind numbing orgasm with his cock buried inside her lips and his hand over her mouth to stop her ecstatic squeals from getting too loud.
âIâm a terrible son,â he whispered in her ear, his breath hot and his voice soft as she came.
He spoke about his brother who died in the games and the blows his father would strike his sons to discipline them, always on the back where no one could see beneath the fine clothes. He told her about the many faces he wore. The masks used to extract information and secrets. The mayorâs playboy wastrel youngest son with a talent for art and politics but no real ambition. Skilled at seduction and kissing secrets out of bored Capitol socialite wives. Women who needed a good fuck and an incredible orgasm and couldnât find it in their marriage bed. Women who posed for him so he could draw them, after heâd made them come.
âAs a souvenir for them to remember me by,â he explained with disgust in his voice. Then he told her it all started with his classmatesâ mothers.
âSeduce me. Show me your best moves,â Katniss teased and he chuckled.
âThought I already did.â
But he kissed her and reached for the pearl necklace sheâd discarded on the bedside table when sheâd shed her clothes. Peeta told her to get on her knees and she did so, eager to suck his cock, something sheâd discovered she could take great pleasure in as long as it was Peetaâs dick in her mouth. Instead, he knelt behind her and threaded the pearl strand between her thighs. He slid the pearls over her panties, back and forth, the ridges created by the string of orbs catching on her clit. He did that and whispered to her about her spirit and her strength and how she inspired him. He whispered that she was his everything.
He teased her to the brink with the pearls and his words until she was so wet her panties stuck between her folds and her nails bit crescents into his thighs as she held him in place behind her.
âNow fuck me. Take me how you want me,â he told her and held the pearls in place as she lowered herself onto his cock so they rubbed over her clit and slid between her folds as she rode him and came with stifled moans, making the pearls slick with their sex. After, they lay in his bed as late into the night as they dared, listening to the midnight train leaving.
The mayor returned. Katniss rebuffed all of Peetaâs veiled advances and innuendos, constrained by the presence of his father. Peeta grew sullen. Her heart ached. Burst with pain, deprived of his touch. She wore the pearls every day and fingered them to seek strength.
The masks suffocated and chafed, but they continued the ruse. Peeta snuck out at night to send messages and information off to contacts in other Districts. They played their parts, entertaining their guests and gleaning every whisper of rumor and every drop of truth they possibly could.
The entire happy family took a holiday tour of the Arenas and Katniss tried not to show her disgust.
Then to the Capitol where she saw in blinding oversaturated hues just how deep the Game went. She saw it in a mirrored window as Peeta whispered into another womanâs ear, his words making the woman blush and giggle. Then they disappeared for hours. Bile rose in her throat when he joined her for breakfast the next morning.
âYou were out late last night,â she sneered and the mayor laughed, commented on his sonâs prowess with the ladies and Katnissâ overprotective motherly instincts. Peeta smirked at his father and slathered butter over his biscuit. But there was a brief look of pain in his eyes meant only for Katniss.
On the train back to District Twelve, she felt the walls closing in on her. Near midnight, she capitulated sleep and, checking the corridors, made her way to Peetaâs compartment, locking the door behind her. She slid a hand over his mouth to keep him from making a sound and woke him with a whisper. His body jolted and a knife glittered in the moonlight. He stopped himself right as the blade reached her throat. It nicked the pearls still draped around her neck and never reached her skin.
He dropped the blade and she dropped her hand.
âIâm sorry. Iâm so sorry.â
They whispered the words to each other on repeat as their bodies rocked with the motion of the train and the clanging bells as they raced through an unknown district covered the sounds they made as they both succumbed to euphoria.
âI fucking hate this,â she whispered as she lay on top of him, spent but unwilling to leave just yet and knowing that she must.
âOnly a little longer and then weâll be free.â
She slipped away in the early morning and cried into her pillow until she needed to rise and dress.
âItâs disgusting. What do they hope to gain?â the mayor said to his son as they shared a drink and watched the news reports from the Capitol. Rebels had taken control of Districts Eleven, Four, Eight, and Seven. Additional Peacekeepers were on their way to all other Districts. All officials were on alert to capture spies. Katniss watched from the doorway as Peeta brushed off his fatherâs concerns, placated him with assurances that the might of the Capitol would overcome. This was only a minor setback.
Fire danced on the screen, mesmerizing her. Hypnotizing and beautiful. This was how the world looked when it was burning.
The pair was so engrossed with their conversation, they didnât notice Katniss in the doorway behind them. Or the change to a report on wanted spies and traitors. A technology genius and former Victor from District Three who had vanished. A pair of stylists from the Capitol and the famed film director, Cressida.
They were still absorbed as the screen switched to a grainy, shadowy picture of a man in a train station, identified only as The JabberJay, a suspected spy and rebel conspirator from the Capitol, real identity unknown. A breathtaking sum offered for any information that would lead to the manâs capture.
She held her breath until the picture changed. Her knees wobbled in relief that the mayor hadnât even noticed his sonâs back pictured on the television.
âYou need to be more careful,â she urged at the back door as he slipped out into the night.
âIâll be fine,â Peeta said with a smile and kissed her cheek. âIâll be back before midnight.â
She couldnât sleep. She paced and then wandered to the kitchen for a glass of milk. It tasted sour on her tongue as she waited. She sat by the window in her room and let her head rest on the glass as the midnight train blared itâs horn and still no sign of Peeta.
Katniss contemplated her options. She had no idea where to start looking for him. Sheâd put herself at risk if she just wandered the district aimlessly. And if she found him, she could put him in even more danger than he already was. It was better to wait and trust that he could take care of himself. Heâd been a spy for years and knew what he was doing.
She woke stiff and unrested, and she stumbled from the window seat, downstairs to a household in uproar. The mayor shouting instructions to have the District turned upside down. His youngest son had disappeared.
That night, the mayor told Katniss to dress in her pearls and pretend nothing had happened.
âYou tell everyone that Peeta went back to school early,â he growled and she nodded as she sat at her vanity to apply her makeup. She understood the game. She nearly gagged when he placed a hand around her throat to force her to look at him in the mirror. âMy son is not a traitorâŚunderstood?â
She swallowed beneath his grip, her skin pushing into his and her windpipe constricting under the hold. âOur son is not a traitor,â she croaked.
âGood girl,â the mayor said and released his hold.
For weeks, she played the game. She knew the rules now since Peeta had told her everything he did. She walked late into the night delivering the packets Peeta used to. At first, she had no way of knowing if they fell into the right hands. But she smiled at dinners and fabricated stories about Peetaâs education in the Capitol, oozing charm and loving happiness for her husband.
She paid visits to Thread and the Peacekeepers under the guise of concern for her missing stepson and the future of Panem, but really to gain their trust through gifts of food and drink in a well crafted helpless rich wife act. There was no word or sign of Peeta but her visits were never fruitless.
At night, she listened for the sounds of the midnight train and held onto her memories, once more wishing she could just climb aboard one and vanish into the night.
But she had a new purpose now.
Months passed and she grew angry in secret. He left her here. If theyâd caught him, they would have paraded him in front of a crowd and executed him publicly, gruesomely. Made an example of him. Which meant heâd left her. Peeta left her here to suffer and probably to die. At least, she would die on the inside without him.
Winter arrived and she contemplated ways to end her life. She had no one left. Peeta had lied to her and then left her. Used her. She was certain of it. He had seduced her and used her for the information she could provide. Worst of all, she had fallen willingly into his arms, had believed it was all real. Just like one of his Capitol lovers.
They lost District Six and then Ten to the rebels. Nine and Five were tenuous at best. Thirteen came out of the shadows and Katniss wondered if theirs were the hands reaching through the fences to grasp hold of the information she and Peeta had possessed.
Winter turned to spring.
Or maybe Peeta had been killed in quiet. Maybe Snow couldnât risk such a high profile, publicly known traitor. The son of Twelveâs mayor, a favorite of Snowâs, a man who could have had everything and anything he wanted. Who else might begin to question the Capitol if he had betrayed them?
She had kept her shot to prevent pregnancy current for eight years, but in that moment of weakness, for the first time ever, she briefly wished it would have failed her. Just once. Then sheâd at least have a piece of Peeta to love. The moment passed and she remembered that she couldnât bear to bring a child into this life. Not even Peetaâs.
Katniss sank into her bath water and cried with her face hidden beneath the scented bubbles. It would be better if he were already dead. So she told herself that he was gone forever. At least he was free that way.
The longer Peeta stayed missing, and the worse things became for Twelve, the easier it became to convince herself. The mayor was angry enough in public for both of them. Punishments increased as the mayor desperately tried to hold onto Snowâs favor, and Katniss took more risks with what she revealed to the rebels.
She shook her head and agreed with the mayorâs disgust at the reports of assassinations, sabotage, derailed trains carrying Peacekeepers or supplies, many of which Katniss knew were at least partially her fault.
Her fault.
The words made her smile in secret. At night when she touched herself and bit back cries of Peetaâs name. He had left her, either by design or by death, but she still wanted him. She could understand him now. Even though he was gone.
Reports of new spies appeared on the news feed. They called her The Mockingjay and wherever her information aided the rebels, they painted the bird they named her for in red. As the months dragged on, the Capitol bled fear, the stench of it replacing all their honeyed perfumes. They whispered her name â The Mockingjay â over dinners, clutching their jewels and bemoaning what would be lost next.
Feeling the noose tightening, the mayor begged his friends in the Capitol to shelter him, just until this little rebellion was quelled. But fear is a powerful weapon, as is rumor. And everyone knew that Twelveâs mayor was close to being replaced. No one had space for him and his wife.
The year Peeta would have turned twenty-one, there would be no Reaping. The night before it was scheduled to occur, the mayorâs wife paid a visit to the main power substation and left two baskets of treats with the Peacekeepers guarding it. The baskets contained four bottles of cold beer laced with sleep syrup. Enough to knock them out for an hour. On her way out, she dropped an apple packed with explosives and a timing device. Dropped it at just the right spot to roll where she needed it to go.
Gale had helped her build it, his eyes dark and suspicious when sheâd asked for it. She couldnât tell him what it was for. She couldnât put her old friend at risk if it failed.
She had sent word to the rebels weeks ago. Telling them in code what their window would be. Now it was up to them to take advantage.
When she was done, she went home to soak in her tub. Afterwards, she put on her pearls and satin robe over her nightdress. She braided her hair and waited.
District Twelve burned that night. Rebels swarmed over the deactivated fences and gunned down Peacekeepers in the streets. Screams rent the night.
The mayor barricaded himself in his mansion with his wife, holding several of the maids hostage at gunpoint. It wasnât enough. Rebels and Seam and Merchant alike overpowered him and forced him to his knees on the front steps. They dragged Katniss out the door behind him, kicking and screaming. Fighting for her life. Putting on a good show because in reality, she welcomed death by now.
As someone held a gun to her bent head, she reached up and twisted the pearls around her fingers so the last thing that went through her brain before the bullet would be thoughts of Peeta.
âStop!â Katniss risked looking up at the rebel in all black as he approached the steps, a familiar swagger to his gait. Her pulse stopped in disbelief. âNot her.â
âSheâs the mayorâs wife.â
âNo. Sheâs The Mockingjay.â
Katniss heard the mayor yelling obscenities at both of them as Peeta stepped into the light and smiled at her. She didnât see the mayor struggling against his captors as he tried to get to her, her eyes too busy taking in Peeta â healthy and whole and alive and safe. Here, with her.
She heard the crack of the rifle butt on the mayorâs skull as Peeta ordered the rebels to let her go. She barreled down the steps and flew into Peetaâs arms, barely flinching when the rebels lodged a bullet in the mayorâs skull, silencing his furious tirade.
âYouâre alive. Youâre back,â she sobbed and he bent his head so that his lips just touched her neck, right above the pearls, and warmth spread through her. It felt so impossibly good to be in his arms again.
âIâm sorry I stayed out so late,â he whispered and she laughed as the rebels torched the mansion behind them, the flames crackling high into the midnight sky.
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