#so I think the mental exhuastion and the stress got to me
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raksh-writes 3 days ago
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Twf your body forces you to take a break by making you feel sick and giving you migraine symptoms, like-- thanks, I get it, but could you lay off on the stress if Im to have any Actual rest? Please and thank you :')
#personal#vent#Raksh vents#Ive been pretty much non stop pushing with my thesis for over a week now#like several hours a day kinda thing#so I think the mental exhuastion and the stress got to me#Im feeling SO freaking brainfogged and really actualky having migrain symptomps with all the oversensitivity and such#worse is I have a full day work tomorrow and then like only the weekend to write as much as I can for the rest of my second chapter#bcs then I'll need monday and thursday for rewrites and edits before I have to send in On thursday#and I have classes tuesday and wednesday so I want be able to do anything about it#I mean Im pretty proud that I managed 10 pages already in well almost as many days#but they're rough and even with the weekend this chapter is gonna be shorter by at least half#so Im stressed out to hell and back and Trying to rest today since my brain is like actually refusing to even think about my thesis#I thought maybe I can do some chill gaming for fun and a kind of reset but so far Ive onlu been loitering at my desk#having a stream in the background and reading some fics on my phone#Im just... so SO damn exhausted#and this week was supposed to be a break from uni but ofc sudden thesis deadlines wont let me rest :')#Im also like so emotionalky fragile today? crying so easy its embarassing xd but ot might be hormons mixed with everything else#honestly I just hope I'll have an easy day tomorrow at the shop Im filling in for the owner#I'll take a book with me or smth to also ctach a break from all the thesis stuff and hopefully there will be close to no clients 馃檲#im just so tired#Id be napping if I was physically capable of naps but alss#maybe I'll go make myself some tea and actually try to boot up NMS for some chill gaming#maybe having something fun no stakes to do will actually help with the stress and anxiety...
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raeathnos 4 years ago
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#im like in a precarious mental state at the moment#i had a complete mental breakdown a week ago because life is sucking#and i am trying very hard to get better#trying to avoid negative thoughts and stop myself when i begin thinking negative things#trying to focus on anxiety reducing behaviors because my mental breakdown was essentiall a two day long panic attack#i have a call in to my doctor to try to get back on anxiety medication#so if you know all of this wHY THE FUCK are you still dumping all kf your problems on me#and expecting me to act like your goddamn therapist#i just got up after barely sleeping last night#bonus- i was woken up because they were being noisey but thats a whole different problems#but i just got up after like only two hours of sleep and still feeling conpletely stressed and exhuasted#and they go on a rant for 23 minutes and if i dont take their side on ever little deta#then i got made to be the bad guy and guilt tripped and gas lighted and im fucking done#i am fucking shaking and i feel like im on the verge of a panic attack now#which is about theblast thibg i need given my mental state#i am at my wits end#i think for years i thought this situation could be fixed and theres probabky still part of me thats hoping it can#but i think thebonly solution is to get the fuck out of here#im only 1/3 of the way to amount saved i need for a goddamn down payment though and im thinking its gonna be another year or two still#and thats so daunting like i am seriously wondering if i can last that long#i feel like im breaking#i can deal with the job or the living situation but both?#im so tired
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So here is what I am upto
I have started doing the one meal a day diet from 16th aug . And so far I've been doing fine I mean.. idk I like to think so.(daily avg calorie intake was 350 cals the past week). As it is a OMAD I don't really have a calorie limit. My exams are going on plus I have to attend my 6hr long clinicals too so I can't fast because whenever I do I tend to sleep a lot and now I simply don't have enough time for that heck I can't even shower properly somedays . I am beyond stressed out and exhuasted .the physical exhustion is bearable but I can't keep up with the mental toll . I thought I wouldn't eat anything but ended up having nearly 250 cals as my only meal of the day ,I was feeling extremely sleepy so I got scared. Earlier today my dad helped break me even more and I couldn't feel any shittier . I have to study now I just want to not exist man is tht too much to ask for
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duskholland 4 years ago
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i don鈥檛 know why I鈥檓 telling you this but, I got a new job a few months ago and they have been basically working me to the bone and I feel so mentally exhuasted and honestly physically exhuasted as well. but its a new job and I cant say that they are giving me too many shifts because then they will probably just stop giving me shifts, we get paid every two weeks so our shifts are done in two week intervals so ive worked like eight days in a row and then get one day off and then work hella hours again. I feel so sad and annoyed because when ever I have a day off, which is rare I feel like I鈥檓 just sleeping the whole day and cant do anything fun. i don鈥檛 know what the point of working is if I don鈥檛 have a fricken life. I鈥檓 sorry, this isnt your problem but I needed a sounding board and somewhere to vent and I just love how you reply to your anons, but don鈥檛 feel the need to reply if you don鈥檛 want to.
anon :(( I鈥檓 really sorry that they鈥檙e treating you so poorly. when you get put on the rota too much like that, it literally affects every single part of your life. when you鈥檙e not at work, you鈥檙e thinking about work, and getting stressed over it, and that really isn鈥檛 fun or a fulfilling way to live :( I really, really think you should speak to your manager about it. if they think they can get away with overworking you like that, they鈥檒l keep doing it. if they鈥檝e just hired you, I hope they wouldn鈥檛 stop giving you shifts completely. most employers should be receptive to the needs of their staff, so I think if you spoke to a manager (the nicest one you have !!!) they鈥檇 listen. I think it鈥檚 definitely worth a shot if it鈥檚 affecting you so much :( please rest up and look after yourself. you鈥檙e doing such a good job, but you shouldn鈥檛 have to overwork yourself to this extent 馃挆馃挆馃挆
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