#so I don’t KNOW
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hi y’all should leave me stuff to cheer me up while i clean and let my phone charge
#i am actually so close to checking myself into a mental health place and that’s no joke#so i don’t know#help keep me sane :.)
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So the more I tinker with Hardwick House, the more I feel that the story I want to tell doesn’t really lend itself to the novel format? I’m trying to tell a more episodic story, little moments all coming together to form a big picture, so I feel that it’d work best as a tv show or a webtoon or perhaps a series of graphic novels or novellas.
(A webtoon or graphic novel series actually sounds amazing, but that involves, you know, artistic skills which I don’t have 😅)
#if I could get a collaborator though…..#okay but a series of novellas would also be so cool and is more realistic in terms of I Could Do That Myself#hahaaa I don’t know!#but if I do choose a different episodic format I don’t know where the story would then start#does it start when Seon-hwa’s husband dies? when she moves to London? when she meets Henry? when she moves to the modern day with him?#the latter is where the sorry currently starts bc it’s a point where from the start you know. this is a romcom with a time travel element.#and then I’d incorporate the backstory slowly#while also developing their relationship in the present day#but there is so much of Seon-hwa’s backstory (starting with her husband’s death and also a bit of their actual relationship)#that I want to show#that I feel like starting at a point so forward in time won’t give the backstory the space I think it deserves#like it deserves to be more than just flashbacks#but also if I don’t start in media res then the story goes too many places#from Joseon to London to the future#and it can just feel too crazy#so I don’t KNOW#suggestions??? 😭😭#elly's posts#elly writes!
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sometimes i get scared that im hallucinating my upstairs neighbors
#personal#delete later#i always hear them fighting and yelling and what sounds like physical altercations but no one else seems to hear it#and i’ve never seen it#so i don’t know
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well. now that twitter is finally biting the dust i’m thinking about remaking my main. if i end up following through with that, please let me know if any of you would like to follow me on my new account <3 it would just be a personal blog and not a writeblr, but who knows!! maybe it’ll inspire me to be active here again too :’)
#twitter has been It for me for a long time now it’ll be weird and lonely coming back to tumblr i think :(#like i’ve been on here since i was 12 but it’s been a while since i was actually active#so i don’t know#i just. it’s so horrible and lonely not having a place where i can be around & chat with people and without twitter. Yikes man idk#so!#if i make a new personal blog it’ll be me rambling + reblogging stuff related to my interests + yelling in your replies !!#please feel free to reply or dm if you want my new blog info whenever i end up making it#ily guys 🫂#.txt
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#there’s been one in the oak tree outside and I personally love it#but sometimes I hear other people complain about the noise#so I don’t know#this is just a random curiosity poll#polls#tumblr polls#poll#cicada#cicadas
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what would each of the main cast's purgatory hell look like (im completely sane i swear)
Why do you ask
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someone ban me from seeing the starlets
#i can’t like all of them i just can’t#i don’t like cane like that#but also mako hasn’t drawn it human yet#so i don’t know
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#trying to mentally figure out how a beatles LOTR film would have even worked#like i’ve always imagined it being a half-assed comedy like their shakesphere skit#but they also seemed kind of serious about it like they were actually going to do music and get a good director#so i don’t know#the beatles#tolkien
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really not sure what to do. this is bad.
#my brain is FULL ON kicking and screaming and thrashing for the second night in a row#seven years since it’s been this bad#and i don’t know how to stop it#doing my best to relieve what pressures i can#but i’m so freaked out that i’m simply incapable of most things#who can help me when i can barely help myself?#i’m hanging in there… i’ll push through this#but i just feel like i have nowhere to turn#and i want to feel not like this#i just want everything to stop for a week or so - but that’s not an option#so i don’t know#but i have to do something
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pls after that last anon said that about the orgasm thing i’m in dire need of pt 2 of end of the line now!!
You and me both anon, you and me both 😩
In the spirit of fairness however, I’ll probably make a poll and just let everyone vote on what they want to see next. I’m excited for all of the wips I have stewing and I’d be down to write any of them since I have so much material to work with, so things can go in any direction and I won’t mind !
#asks#I feel like it’s a draw between hand kink smut and end of the line but the Ominis prompts are juicy and ripe for the picking#so I don’t know
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I love flirting. Like I genuinely love to flirt lol it’s so fun!! (and I only do it harmlessly. I don’t mess with people’s feelings!) But I cannot for the life of me tell when someone is flirting with me!! Like you literally need to spell it out!! I am a dumbass. Truly. Head empty, no thoughts!! If you like me, you need to tell me!! I will not know otherwise!!
#I think (THINK) a girl was flirting with me on Tuesday#but I don’t know#like I’m dumb!!#also she might not have been but someone said she was#so I don’t know#I’m just crazy and delusional#just ranting here lmao
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inviting people out for your birthday is terrifying because what if no one comes 🥺🥺🥺
#i mean at least three people have promised they will be there#but it’s a random tuesday night#so I don’t know
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Bro, I got jumpscared twice 😭
#sky cotl#sky children of the light#sky: cotl#the fear I have of this fandom#jumpscare#tw inc*st#tw pedophila mention#just in case cause I haven’t translated it yet#so I don’t know#but I’m still scared
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i really really enjoyed like the first two thirds of she who became the sun but got scared and shamefully haven’t finished it bc i, like, have been SO so enjoying playing in the space of zhu as transmasc that i don’t want to give it up to when the book inevitably reverts to she/her woman zhu
#i’m honestly so ashamed of this lmao i feel like such a bad gay 😭#but he/him zhu brings me such indescribable joy idk#i feel like i failed the assignment but when i saw the book described as Sapphic on twitter i saw the writing on the wall#and essentially made myself put it down#WHICH IS RIDICULOUS BECAUSE WOMEN WHO ARE MEN ARE MY FAVORITE THING EVER#BUT LIKE JUST THIS ONCE I WANTED THE MC TO BE A DUDE#and frankly it took me half the book to figure that out#i also LOVED the idea that zhu could be a man while still referring to himself in his private thoughts as a woman???#so i don’t know#but like it’s a wonderful wonderful book
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I am honestly so tempted to bring my Switch to work and play Pokémon on my free periods.
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Meatloaf
Inspired by that poll coming for British food, have an alternative.
Shout-out to @sigh-the-kraken for suggesting American delicacies I wouldn't want to touch 👍
#I’m not sure if I’ve ever had it with seasoning#or without#my mom makes all the food#so I don’t know#I do know there’s mustard in it though#anyways#have you ever heard of#fish loaf#same thing#but with fish#my dads family used to have it for supper every Friday#grandpa was the only one who liked it
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