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It’s been a minute!! I hope you’re all well!! Still dealing with a lot on my side (accidentally became important at work…) just popping in because I miss this account, i miss reading / writing fics, also talking with some of you guys!! But it’s been a lot, I’m thinking, I don’t know if I should just delete it since I’m not as active? I don’t know, that’s for another time I guess, anyway just hoping you’re all well and safe!! 🫶🏻

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So things have been hectic!!

This month has only gotten crazier!!

The things I have witnessed is beyond heartbreaking 💔

I love my people, I love my state, I love Los Angeles, I love my city and this hurts!!!! The sheer amount of arrogance and hatred that has been displayed towards minorities these past couple of days has been nothing short of heartbreaking!! We continue the fight here!! With peaceful protests!! We the union of the people!! It’s hard seeing all this happening and yet being able to do nothing!! The weapons they have pulled out on people is terrifying!! Something I would wish on no one!!

I hope this ends sooner rather than later!! Because the amount of stress, anger, sadness, and helplessness I’ve been feeling these past few weeks is exhausting!! Having to be extra alert to protect my loved ones and the people is extremely taxing, I can only imagine the fear and anxiety those that have to actually fear getting taken are feeling!!

Again, my words spew, my emotions are all over the place, but the fight continues!! Que viva la raza!!! ✊🏼🇲🇽

There is so much to say and yet there are no words to help formulate my thoughts.

This is an act of war on my people. Simply put.

The amount of hate a group can have against human beings is astounding to me. Astounding to watch how so quickly these MAGA lovers are willing to separate families and deport those who are just trying to get a better life! Those who escaped the harsh conditions they were living in for a better future, for a chance to not suffer during this ride we call life.

Insane how the same people that advocate to “keep families together” do not bat an eye when the ICE agents are walking into the work place, schools, stores, any place you may feel safe, to take you away to a place now unknown.

I come from immigrants.

I am proud of being Mexican. So if you are against that, you are against me, and there is no place for you on my page. Seriously just unfollow me or block me!

Because the things I have witnessed these past few days are a thing I do not wish upon anyone. The way the police and ICE agents have started this violence against my people and many others is beyond enraging, and at the same time saddening.

We should not have to live in fear of having our family members at risk of being taken away from us so easily by these masked cowards.

I’ll end my words here. Heartbroken. Angry. Resistant. We will rise! We will continue to fight. Que viva la pinche Raza, que viva la revolución y que viva Mexico cabrones! 🇲🇽💚🤍❤️

(I do not condone violence, but we must still protect ourselves against these fascist pigs!)

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There is so much to say and yet there are no words to help formulate my thoughts.

This is an act of war on my people. Simply put.

The amount of hate a group can have against human beings is astounding to me. Astounding to watch how so quickly these MAGA lovers are willing to separate families and deport those who are just trying to get a better life! Those who escaped the harsh conditions they were living in for a better future, for a chance to not suffer during this ride we call life.

Insane how the same people that advocate to “keep families together” do not bat an eye when the ICE agents are walking into the work place, schools, stores, any place you may feel safe, to take you away to a place now unknown.

I come from immigrants.

I am proud of being Mexican. So if you are against that, you are against me, and there is no place for you on my page. Seriously just unfollow me or block me!

Because the things I have witnessed these past few days are a thing I do not wish upon anyone. The way the police and ICE agents have started this violence against my people and many others is beyond enraging, and at the same time saddening.

We should not have to live in fear of having our family members at risk of being taken away from us so easily by these masked cowards.

I’ll end my words here. Heartbroken. Angry. Resistant. We will rise! We will continue to fight. Que viva la pinche Raza, que viva la revolución y que viva Mexico cabrones! 🇲🇽💚🤍❤️

(I do not condone violence, but we must still protect ourselves against these fascist pigs!)

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May your month be full of many, many gay activities!! 😜❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🏳️‍🌈 HAPPY, HAPPY PRIDE!! To those who celebrate and those who can’t and or don’t!! ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 I will try to celebrate for you!! 🫶🏻

(NOT my art! Credit to the artist!!)

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH YALL!!!

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Sooooo fucking gooooood!!!

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HAPPY PRIDE MONTH YOU BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE!!! 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈

(NOT my art! Credit to the artist!!)

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH YALL!!!

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Hey! Sorry for being a little MIA!! Life and work have been a bitch!! 😅 but popping in to say I’m trying to work on something if anyone is still interested in my writing 🤣 and also if anyone here is into K-Pop I’m super excited because I’m seeing Baekhyun from EXO for the first time ever AND I CANNOT FUCKING WAIT!!!! This is a dream come true for me!!!! 😭❤️❤️❤️ I HOPE LIFE IS GOING GOOD FOR YOU ALL!! Take care, stay happy and healthy!! 🥰

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Shay Mitchell for stagecoach

By Flannery Underwood

April 2025

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In my señora era, such a fucking good song!!

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Question Game

Are we tired of these yet?

What is your nickname?

When is your birthday?

What was your longest relationship?

What is your favorite book?

What is something you're insecure about?

5 Male celebrity crushes

5 Female celebrity crushes

What is your dream job?

What do you consider your biggest accomplishment?

What is a fact about you that nobody would believe?

What were your highs and lows for this last month?

Where is somewhere you'd like to visit?

How do you de-stress?

What are your favorite apps besides tumblr?

Describe yourself in one sentence.

What do you think makes you attractive?

What is something you're really good at?

What is something you're really bad at?

A time that you told a lie.

What's a totally random and useless fact that you know?

Who knows you the best?

What is your most prized possession?

What is your longest friendship?

When did you first feel like an adult?

Do you/ Have you played any sports?

How are you feeling right now?

Are you an early bird or a night owl?

Do you believe in love at first sight?

Favorite song lyrics right now?

What does self care look like for you?

Describe yourself with 3 singers.

What makes you nervous?

What’s a pet peeve you have?

What will always make you cry?

What kind of first impression do you think you make on people?

Free Pass! (Ask any question you want that's not on the list)

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Elizabeth Olsen Elizabeth Olsen and Alicia Vikander Play Tumbling Towers

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I hope you’ve all been doing great!! ❤️ taking care, staying healthy and hydrated!!

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Strength

Pairing: Military! Yelena Belova x Fem! Nurse! Reader, Natasha Romanoff x Reader

Summary: After your growing worries, you turn to Natasha for help with your wife. ➥ Angst, Comfort & Fluff

Warnings: Mentions of War, PTSD, Mentions of Guns & Bombs, Mentions of Blood & Violence, Mentions of Drinking, Mentions of Death | 2.1K

AC: I love this little AU!! This takes place shortly after Natalia is born, I hope you enjoy this x 

Since the birth of your daughter, Natalia, things have been different. A whole new chapter had started and even so, you knew that when Yelena got that call to go back to help fight the war, that was a part of your new life regardless. Yelena had originally been given a little over 12 months off from her duties to be with you and your daughter, to help and be there for the firsts but you knew the moment she told you they needed her, she was going. You didn't hold it against her, you knew what it was like to be needed at such a time. 

Yelena returned just after Natalia turned 6 months. She didn't talk about the war this time, unlike every other time when she'd come home, she'd tell you things because she knew you understood. At first you thought she didn't want to talk about it because she was busy soaking up the shortly lost time with Natalia and you found her by her side at every second she got. 

The emptiness of your bed woke you as you rolled over, reaching for Yelena who wasn't there. Recently, this wasn't a surprise to you. Your first thought was maybe little Nat woke up and Yelena wanted you to sleep so she got up to tend to the 6 month old but when you peeped your head into your daughters room and saw her peacefully asleep and Yelena not in sight, your worry grew. Walking down the stairs the kitchen light was on, the first thing you saw as you walked around the corner was Gizmo laying at Yelena's feet. 

"Honey, it's basically 3am" you spoke softly as you came up behind her. The sight of a half empty bottle of vodka while a photograph and letter beside it instantly told you something was wrong. 

"Sorry, I couldn't sleep" your wife replied with almost no emotion in her tone. 

Softly, you wrapped your arms around her shoulders and kissed her cheek with love before you sat down on the stool beside her at the kitchen island. She didn't react, not even to turn slightly to face you. 

"Honey, what happened?" You asked, not beating around the bush. 

Yelena downed another shot of vodka, shaking her head. "You have enough on your plate with Natalia and work, you don't need this" her reply made you frown, your concern for her growing with every word. You placed your hand on top of hers, your thumb gently rubbing her knuckles. "Baby, can you please look at me?" You asked. 

The moment of silence felt like it went on forever before your eyes were met with your wife's. She'd been crying, heavily. The streams down her face broke your heart, you knew it wasn't good. Yelena took a deep breath in before finally breaking the silence. "I can't get her out of my head" she admits. 

"Get who out of your head honey?" 

"Lee" she replied as more tears filled her eyes, "We were in gun fire, she pushed me so hard out of the way and I wasn't sure why, I thought m-maybe I missed a target but then it happened" she froze, her tears falling free as you listened, still stroking her knuckles for comfort. "I looked up and she was running, I yelled at to stop b-but s-she…it was too late…an explosion happened, her screams were so loud…I cleared out who I could before getting her to safety. She clung onto me like glue, her right leg was gone…her face…I knew I had to get her out for there" she stopped and poured herself another shot, downing it instantly. 

You didn't say a word, you just sat and listened, no matter how long it took her to explain. "I got her to medical and the look they gave me, it's like they didn't even want to try…Lee begged me to stay, so I did…she died 20 minutes after I got her to medical…she saved my life and I couldn't save her" she added, breaking down completely. You couldn't help but cry with her, pulling her into your arms. Gizmo not moving an inch as you did your best to comfort your wife. 

"Honey, you did everything right. You got her to safety, you got her to medical, there wasn't anything else you could've done darling" you assured her, rubbing her back as she cried in your arms. 

Your eyes looked to the image next to the bottle of vodka, it as Yelena's team, it broke you even more. 

After a while, Yelena pulled away. "They're bringing her body home tomorrow, I'm sorry I didn't tell you when I got home last week. Seeing you and Natalia, I just, I just wanted to be here in the now. But I can't, I can't sleep. All I see is the blood, all I fear is her screams and horror in her eyes then my mind wonders to what if that was me? W-what if I was the one coming home in a coffin tomorrow?"

"Hey, honey, you know better than I do, we can't think like that. You're still here, Natalia still has her mama and I still the woman I fell in love with. But you need time to heal from this, you're running yourself down. I know you're doing everything to avoid dealing with this" you spoke, her cupped face in your hands as you wiped her tears. 

Yelena shook her head once more, "I'll be fine" she replied, "I have the funeral next week then I've gotta get the first flight out" she adds. You were aware of her plan to return so soon; it took you back a moment but you didn't mention it. Instead, you suggested trying to get some sleep, both of you knowing it's only a matter of hours before Natalia would wake up and sleep would no longer be an option. 

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The following morning, Yelena had already left before breakfast, leaving you a note saying she'd be back tonight and that she was going to visit Lee's family. You got up, gave Natalia breakfast before giving her a bath and making your way to Natasha's house. If anybody was going to be able to help you, it was Natasha. 

"This is a surprise! Good morning" Wanda answered the door, her eyes lighting up at Natalia on your hip. "We're so sorry to come unannounced, is Nat in?" You smiled softly to keep the woman from any worry. 

"Don't stress lovely, give me the little angel" Wanda smiled, opening her arms for Natalia, "Nat's just in the shower, come in" she added as she took Natalia from your arms. You stepped foot inside, Wanda closing the door behind you before making her way to the kitchen with your daughter on her hip. "You're getting so big!" she smiled once more. 

"I wish she'd stop growing, just for a moment" you replied with a light chuckle as you watched Wanda single handedly grab three mugs. "I wish my boys were still this little" she joked.

"I thought I heard voices" Natasha entered the kitchen but one look at you and she knew exactly why you were here. She wandered over to Wanda and placed a kiss on Natalia's forehead, "Can you watch her? we need to talk" she whispered to her wife who nodded. Wanda took Natalia into the playroom that the boys used as a bombshell for their toys. 

"How is she?" Natasha asked after the two of you sat down at the dining table. You shook your head, "she's not good. I'm worried, one of her friends died. She's not sleeping, barely eating, she's startled so quickly, and I know she's trying to keep it together for our sake but I've never seen like this before" you explained, fighting back your own tears of worry. Natasha comforted you, placing her hand on top of yours as she nodded at your words. 

"She's been texting me at night and told me everything, I've suggested therapy, but I think she's worried about you seeing her as weak" 

Your brows frowned instantly at Natasha's words, "see her as weak? Where did she get that idea from?" you asked. 

"She's a soldier. She never wants anybody around her to think she can't handle the job, she's always been like that" Nat explained, "I called around and found a few therapist that I think would be good for her, I'll write them down for you" she adds.

You nodded slightly, "would it be okay if you and Wanda watched Natalia tonight?" you asked, knowing you needed some time with your wife. "Of course, you know we'll have her any time" Nat smiled softly, "do you want to help you talk to Yelena?" She asked. You shook your head but smiled kindly at your sister in law, "I'll keep you posted, but for now, I'll go home and get Natalia some things" 

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Yelena came home just before dinner, you'd ordered pizza to keep things relaxing. You were pouring yourself a drink when you felt Yelena's arms wrap around your waist from behind, pulling you closer with a kiss on your cheek. "Nat down already?" She asked. You could hear how exhausted she was before you turned in her arms to face her, the dark circles under her eyes only grew bigger every time you looked at her. She'd been crying, the puffiness in her eyes gave it away. 

"No, she's at yours sisters tonight. I thought you could do with an uninterrupted sleep" you smiled softly, keeping things normal even though your worry and concern for your wife was growing by the second. "How was seeing Lee's family?" You asked, already knowing the answer. 

"Hard, but it was lovely. The funeral is next week" she replied, keeping you in her arms. "I need a shower, meet you in bed?" She added before kissing you softly. 

"Without dinner?" You questioned. 

"Oh, I got some food on the way home, sorry baby, I should've texted" 

"No, no, it's okay, more to eat later on" you replied with a soft smile before watching her wander out of the kitchen.

The house was silent, a silence the two of you hadn't heard in a while, it nice but you both agreed that it was always strange when Natalia wasn't home. "You spoke to Natasha, didn't you?" Yelena asked after you got comfortable snuggled into her, her arm wrapped around you drawing shapes with her fingertip on your arm. You nodded slowly, "are you upset?" you asked, worried. 

"No, love, I thought you" 

"I'm just worried baby and I think Nat is right, therapy sounds like a good idea" you looked up at her, "I'll come with you, I'll be there holding your hand every step of the way and don't dare think for a second that you're weak because you, my love" you paused for a moment, bringing your hand to her cheek, stroking her skin gently, "you're the strongest person I've ever met and it's okay to ask for help. You've seen so much, thing I can't even begin to imagine, and you somehow have this power to push that aside, but I think now you've pushed too much aside and it's spilling out" you went on. 

A soft sigh left Yelena as she knew you and Natasha were right, she just didn't want you thinking anything less of her. "Did Natasha give you those numbers for some therapists?" the blonde asked, you nodded, "good, we'll call some tomorrow and see when I can get in" she replied with a soft smile. You kissed her softly, "I'm proud of you baby" you whispered softly. 

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It's been two months since Yelena started therapy and you were beyond proud of her and how far she's come since starting. It was Tommy and Billie's birthday in the coming days and Wanda asked if you'd come shopping for supplies with her while Natasha was busy at work and Yelena was more than happy to watch over Natalia. 

Unlocking the door to your home you were met with the sight of Natalia in her playpen asleep with one of her blocks still in her hand. Both you and Yelena learnt rather quickly not to move the sleeping baby, ever! You wandered over to her and carefully and ever so slowly moved her to the small cushions and covered her with her blanket. As you turned, you saw Yelena passed out asleep. You smiled softly to yourself before placing a kiss on her forehead, she didn't move a muscle and you knew she was finally getting the rest she needed.

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Queen 👑 we miss you!! ❤️ it will always be FUCK THAT BITCH Yolanda Saldívar

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The Check-Out Girl

Pairing: Dark! Kate Bishop x Fem! Reader 

Summary: If she couldn’t have you, nobody would but she knew she could have you one way or another. ➥ Dark Angst & Fluff

Warnings:Kidnapping, Mentions of Torture, Stalking, Unwanted Attention, Violence, Being Drugged | 2.1K

You met Kate about a year ago when you served her at the grocery store, she usually only ever came in for dog food, frozen pizzas and microwave dinner sets and cleaning products. Her smile was sweet and welcoming, and she was always so nice to you. She'd strike a conversation with you as you would pack her items into paper bags. She'd ask you basic questions at first before you both started to notice how much you both had in common and eventually, she asked if you'd join her at her apartment on Friday night for a movie marathon. 

That night was a lot of fun, you both watched some horror movies and ate pizza while discussing likes and dislikes. It wasn't until the night was coming to a close that Kate made her move on you, sharing a soft and tender kiss that only made you feel bad for the long-haired brunette when you explained that a relationship wasn't something you were looking for and that you valued your friendship with Kate a lot more. She was hurt but your words but did her best to keep it to herself. Instead, she played it off and acted as if nothing had happened between the two of you. 

It was a Wednesday night and your manager had asked if you'd close up the small store for the night as they had an important family event on. You didn't mind, you liked helping out wherever you could plus it couldn't hurt to earn a little extra cash. Not that it was much of a surprise, but Kate was your last customer for the evening. 

"Big girl is on close up tonight I see" she smiled as she put her items on the counter for you to scan. "That's me" you chuckled, "what's your plans tonight?" You asked.

"Going to try and get Yelena to watch Friends"

"Oh my money is on that being a total bust!" 

"Don't jinx it!" 

You both chuckled. "Well, it sounds like a fun evening" you smiled as you placed the last few items into the paper bag, "that'll be $16.37" you added. 

"Here you go, keep the change" Kate smiled as she handed you a 20-dollar bill. "That's very kind" you gave her once last smile before handing her; her items, "have fun!" You waved her out before locking the doors. 

Kate's friendly smile dropped once she had her back to you. She walked back to her apartment and watched you from her window as you cleaned up the store. All she wanted was you. She'd been watching you from her apartment well before she made herself known to you. She watched you everyday, taking pictures of you for her shoebox full of other photos of you. Photos of you at work, in the park, grabbing a coffee, meeting a friend, having lunch, you name it and she had it captured in her little box of you. Her favorite check-out girl, her pretty little girl. 

Everything went as normal, you mopped and made sure the products on the shelf were full and neatly presented, you made sure the money from today's earnings was placed safely and secure in the safe out back in the mangers office before switching off all the lights and making sure to punch the security code into the pad as you walked out the door, locking it behind you. Kate watched as you walked down the street and out of her sight before she grabbed her bow and black hoodie. You only lived a few blocks from the store and would often walk the same way home unbothered by the drunks and street rats that would hang around late at night, tonight felt different, like all eyes were on you. 

"Well, well, well! What do we have here boys?!" A man spoke as you walked by him and his three friends hanging outside the bar. "Come on sweetheart, come have some fun with us!" One jumped in, "Yeah baby, we'll treat you real nice" another started to walk with you. "I-I'm fine, thanks. Good have a good night" you gave the men a soft smile unable to make out if they were drunk or not. Your stomach dropped when they continued to walk with you, even picking up their own pace as you did. "What's the matter sweetheart? Don't you want to have fun with the big boys?" The first man chuckled sending a shiver down your spine as you did your best to ignore them and continue walking.

"I don't think she understands us, Bill!" 

"Oh, by she will, won't you darling?" The man named Bill grabbed your arm. "Hey! let me go!" You spat trying to wiggle out of his grip. "Now, now. Don't be like that" he pulled you closer into his chest, "A pretty little thing like you shouldn't be walking these streets all alone" he adds. "I'm not alone! I'm meeting my dad! He's just around the corner!! He'll beat your asses! Now let me go" you squirmed. The men laughed, "You're going to have to lie better than that baby" Bill brushed a lock of hair from your face. 

"Let me go!" You yelled hoping anybody in passing would hear your call for help, but the man's hand covered your mouth before you could call for help once more, you squirmed and wiggled against him, but it was no use, his hold of you was too strong. Your vision was blacked out as one of the men covered your head with their hoodie that smelt of booze and cigarette, "Please! I'll give you anything you want, just let me go! please" you started to cry once you heard the doors of a van opening. "Shut the fuck up already!" Bill said before you were shoved harshly into the van, "so fucking stupid" he added before closing the doors. 

You heard the others get into the van before it started to move, you cried and screamed for help only to be hit harshly on the head, knocking you out cold for the rest of the ride. "Now that she's finally fucking quiet, where does Kate want us to take her again?" One of the men asked Bill, "Some warehouse about 20 minutes away. Keep her quiet! She already made enough hassle" Bill replied. 

Your vision was blurry as you started to wake up, your wrists and ankles were tightly tied to a very uncomfortable wooden chair. The room was cold, dark and dirty, an abandoned warehouse with broken windows and clutter left behind from its original use. "Ah, the princess awakes!" Bill smiled coldly. "P-please just let me go, I have nothing to give you" you cried, "Have you never seen a movie about an abduction? Crying isn't going to help you" he replied, "Now be a good girl and be quiet" he adds.

"W-what do you want w-with me?" 

"I want nothing from you, it's the boss who wants you" 

"B-boss?"

"Y-y-y-yes, the boss, you know the one who tells me to do a job and I do it?" He mocked you, "stop the stuttering for god's sake" He turned his back to you and grabbed a bottle of water. "What does your boss want with me?" You asked another question trying not to stutter, "I don't bloody know! I just get told want to do and they handle the rest, now drink" he spoke as he helped pour some water into your mouth. 

"Let her go!" A dark figure appeared with a bow; her voice sounded familiar but it was too dark for you to see their face. Bill dropped the water bottle and drew out his gun, "and who the fuck do you think you are?" He asked, pointing the gun at the figure. "For me to and you to, well, rest I guess" the voice replied as before shooting and arrow through Bill's chest.

 "OH GOD!" You screamed at the sight as you watched Bill's lifeless body lay at your feet. "Shhh" the figure ran to your aid, "it's okay Y/n, it's me" she took the hood off. "K-Kate?!" You looked her in the eyes as she untied you from the chair, "we have to be quick, come on" she took you by the arm. 

"HEY!" The other men yelled as they saw you escaping, "Kate!" You clung to her as they men shot their guns at the two of you, Kate pushed you behind her as she shot them with her arrows and quickly making an escape with you safely in her grip. "Who was those guys?!" She asked as you got into the passenger seat of her car. 

"I don't know!"

"Shh, it's okay! You're safe, here have some water, I'll take us to the safe house" she hands you a bottle of water which you kindly take and down half the bottle in one go. "T-thank you, Kate" you said as she sped off from the side street. "Don't mention it baby" she smiled softly, the pet name made your stomach flutter with butterflies, "S-sorry, I didn't m-mean the baby part" she looked over at you for a moment. "No, it's okay" you assured her. 

It wasn't long until you felt lightheaded and tired, Kate could see from the corner of her eye that you were struggling to stay awake. She smiled softly to herself when she noticed the half drunken bottle of water before she looked over at you again, "Close your eyes sweet girl, we're almost home" 

Your mind was dazed, and you barely understood Kate's words as your eyes came to a close, mumbling another thank you to Kate before passing out asleep. "That's my girl" Kate smirked. 

It was hours later when you woke up in Kates arms as she played with your hair softly, you felt hungover and exhausted to even remember anything that had happened over the past 8 hours. "K-Kate?" You stirred only to be pulled in closer to her, "Hi sweet girl, how are you feeling?" She asked, you frowned slightly at the pet name and looked up at her. "W-where am I?" You asked. Kate brushed a lock of hair out of your face and smiled softly, "you don't remember the kick ass party we had?" 

You shook your head, "W-what party?" 

"Oh honey, we threw a big party. You said you were tried of work and wanted to let loose for a while so Yelena and I threw you a party. You did get pretty drunk though" she explains. You looked around the room and saw evidence of empty beer bottles and red cups over the living room floor, "What is this place?" You asked as you sat up and rubbed your temples from the aching headache. "It's one of my mother's holiday homes, she barely uses it and there's no neighbours close by, so we thought it was best to do the party here. You really don't remember anything, do you?" She frowned lightly. Again, you shook your head. 

"Well, I should probably also mention that you asked me to be your girlfriend last night, that's why when you were about to pass out I brought you the sofa and we're been here since" Kate explained with a worried look, "but, uhm, if it was just you being drunk…I get it" she adds with a light sigh. 

"N-no" you looked at her, "Sometimes…drunken thoughts are words somebody sober can't say" you added unsure of what you were doing or why, but you felt safe with Kate, and you could see she loved you, maybe you were just scared. "S-so you meant it?" She asked, a light smile tugging at her lips. "Y-yeah" you gave her a soft smile, "my head is killing me…do you mind if I go find a bed or something?" You asked.

"Here, have some water and you can rest on me" Kate suggested as she handed you another bottle of water, this time you took small sips and slowly rested your head back on Kate's chest as she returned to playing with your hair. "T-thank you, Kate" you whispered before dozing back to sleep. Kate looked down softly at you and smiled to herself, finally she got what she wanted, and nobody would ever take you away from her.

"Sleep tight my beautiful angel, you're safe now" she kissed the top of your head. Her eyes looked over to the bottle of water and smirked, "as long as I have plenty of this bottled water, you'll never leave me" she whispered. Kate soon fell asleep with her arms wrapped around you with the proud smile on her lips knowing that her plan worked perfectly.

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